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X1.8-Class Solar Flare and R3 Radiation Storm This Morning . by Alice B. Clagett

“Keep one eye to the sky!”

X1.8-Class Solar Flare and R3 Radiation Storm This Morning

Composite Image: “Young Person and High Light,” by Alice B. Clagett, 17 July 2023, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Image: “Magnificent CME Erupts on the Sun” [adapted], by NASA Goddard Space Flight Center, 31 August 2012, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Magnificent_CME_Erupts_on_the_Sun_-_August_31.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 Generic … and … Image: “I the same as you – mam tak samo jak Ty” [adapted], by Adam Chamczyk, 21 August 2010, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:I_the_same_as_you_-_mam_tak_samo_jak_Ty._-_panoramio.jpg … CC BY 3.0 Unported

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INTRODUCTION

Dear Ones,

At 9:34 am PT on 4 November 2025 an X1.8-class Solar Flare occurred. That caused an R3 Radiation Storm over South America that also to some extent affected the United States. Here is the NOAA/SWPC graph … https://spaceweather.com/images2025/04nov25/blackout.jpg ..

The CME from the X1.8-class Solar Flare is being tracked; it is not yet known whether a portion of the CME will impact Earth.

There is a 15% chance of another X-flare within the next 2 days.

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME DURING THE RADIATION STORM

Here is what happened to me during the Radiation Storm … At first, I took a nap. When I woke up I felt at odds with where I was physically located.

I took a drive and stopped by Malibu Creek State Park, Santa Monica Mountains, California in the afternoon. I only walked for a little while. The day was bright and sunny but the air seemed thin and devoid of Light. It was as if there were a Darkness inside the Light that was separating me from the life force granted us by the Sun. I felt sad and separate.

My heart felt like it had tiny fiery points of Light in it. Priorly I have identified this feeling as Hatred, but now I am thinking it has to do with Solar Radiation. Here was my original drawing of this feeling in my Heart …

Drawing: “Hateful Heart,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 April 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Black, roughly circular image with red sparks in it.

Drawing: “Hateful Heart,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 April 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Black, roughly circular image with red sparks in it.

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… and here is my drawing of a normal Heart …

Drawing: “Loving Heart,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 April 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Yellow vortex on a ground of translucent, light green.

Drawing: “Loving Heart,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 April 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Yellow vortex on a ground of translucent, light green.

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I had forgotten about the likelihood of a Radiation Storm, and did not remember this till about 9 pm tonight PT.

When I returned home I slept soundly for awhile, then woke up at 8 pm PT. It seemed there was a group of ‘five men’ [five senses?] meditating, and that their meditation had as its purpose forcing me to a preconceived end.

I tried watching a movie, but I could feel these ‘men’ poking and prodding my mind and my lower triangle … my sex organs, my navel point … criticizing this … criticizing that … trying to force me to their beliefs through mind control and mantra. It felt to me like they were unbalancing and injuring my human energy field.

Image: “Warding Mudra: Lower Triangle – Closeup 1,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 February 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The person is standing, facing forward. Left hand is up, about 8 inches in front of the chest, palm forward, fingers separated from the thumb, fingers pointing up. Right hand is about 8 inches in front of the abdomen and about 3 inches beneath the left hand. Right palm is forward, fingers separated from the thumb, fingers pointing to the left, thumb down … COMMENTS: It is as if these two hands are pushing incoming energy away from the torso. –by Alice B. Clagett

Image: “Warding Mudra: Lower Triangle – Closeup 1,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 February 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The person is standing, facing forward. Left hand is up, about 8 inches in front of the chest, palm forward, fingers separated from the thumb, fingers pointing up. Right hand is about 8 inches in front of the abdomen and about 3 inches beneath the left hand. Right palm is forward, fingers separated from the thumb, fingers pointing to the left, thumb down … COMMENTS: It is as if these two hands are pushing incoming energy away from the torso. –by Alice B. Clagett

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At times like this, when people use meditation as a weapon of power and control against us, I feel it is important that we ourselves meditate at the same time as they are meditating. That way their attempts at coercion will have no ill effects on us.

Sometimes we humans turn against other humans as if they were the cause of the unusual events taking place in our energy fields.

We may think that another person is responsible for a Radiation Storm. The mind strikes out at the unknown through connection with the known. In the same way I had many ideas about why I felt so oddly today. It is only late evening now when I came to the conclusion that the Radiation Storm was the cause.

I have found that sitting in front of a computer imbalances my energy field to the front side, and that watching movies can swing my mood and my lower triangle about because of the music and the action in the movie and because of the words spoken by the actors.

When I was watching the movie while the group of ‘five men’ were meditating, then I felt their psychic interference.

When I was sitting in my meditation room in easy pose, with my hands in gyan mudra, then my energy field was much stronger, and I was able easily to rebuff the coercive attempts and mental criticisms of the five men.

“This mudra, meaning ‘knowledge’, is believed to enhance mental clarity, concentration, and peace, and to symbolize the union of individual and universal consciousness. To perform it, sit with a straight spine, place hands on knees with palms facing up, and gently press the tips of your thumb and index finger together. ” –Google AI

Within a few minutes the ‘five men’ …. so it seemed … gave up their attempts at coercion and criticism and went away. God be blessed!

REGARDING SELF LOVE, SELF-SACRIFICE, AND SUBMISSION TO THE WILL OF OTHERS

We Lightworkers believe in selfless service on behalf of Earth and all her beings. In order to accomplish our Soul missions on Earth, we must ourselves feel peace, love, Light and joy.

If I as a Lightworker submit to the will of other human beings, I am unable to feel peace, love, Light and joy. I, with the help of my Ascension team, cannot accomplish my Soul mission if I do so.

I am bringing this up because it seemed to me the cause of my torment by the ‘five meditating men’ this evening was their intent to force me to loss and self-deprivation because of the grasping desires of two other people I once knew. Deja vu!

Over and over again, on the psychic plane, I hear that other people want to live in my home, want to grab what I need to get by, want me to sacrifice what I need for survival for their own selfish ends.

It is just no good always having the hand out begging other people for the dole. Bad for our self-esteem, and bad for the people we beg from, because they must say ‘no’ over and over again.

I ask these people on the dole … whoever they may be … to cease demanding of me (on the psychic plane) what I cannot provide for them. They must provide for themselves. Each of us must do our best to provide for ourselves in this lifetime.

For those in dire straits, there are government programs to help out. But these are too gaunt to offer a panacea. Each of us just has to get out there into the world, contribute what we may to the common good, and in that way receive enough through money or barter to make our own way through life.

That is my own personal beef in the last few weeks. I sure hope the noosphere clears through that energy of dearth and lack of abundance.

Spirit to Team!
May there be enough food, shelter, healthful living, love, and joy
For All Beings Everywhere!

CONCLUSION

God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Written and published on 4 November 2025

NOTE: During this time, meditate, ground, sleep. Practice neutral mind. Best not to drive. All will be well.

MORE INFORMATION

I get my geostorm information from Space Weather … https://spaceweather.com … and Space Weather Live … https://spaceweatherlive.com … If you take a look at those sites, you will see a wealth of Space Weather information. They are two of my faves!

You might also like SpaceWeatherNews (S0) on youtube, which has daily updates … https://www.youtube.com/@SpaceWeatherNewsS0s/videos … Check out ‘…more‘ beneath the video. Impressive, isn’t it?

The SpaceWeatherNews (S0) youtube channel is part of this overarching site: Link: “What Do You Seek?” … https://suspicious0bservers.org/ ..

Geostorm Scale Mild: Kp=5.  Moderate: Kp=6.  Strong: Kp=7.  Severe: Kp=8.  Extreme: Kp=9.  For more on this see … Link: “NOAA Space Weather Scales” … https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/noaa-scales-explanation ..

Protonfall Scale … Solar wind speed (km/sec) X Density (cm3) … compare to the word: rainfall. Low Protonfall is from zero to about 3,000. Moderate Protonfall is from 3,000 to 6,000. High Protonfall is from 6,000 to 15,000 or higher.

For the complete scoop on Geostorm Preparedness, take a look here …

Link: “Geostorm Preparedness – EMF Sensitivity – Preparing for Panic Attacks and Cognitive Dysfunction During Solar Events and Gateways,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 19 February 2015; revised on 17 December 2015; updated on 24 March 2022, on 2 October 2024, on 3 October 2024, and on 20 October 2024 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4xN ..

 

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Lightworkers: On Avoiding Danger While Attending Church During the Ascension of Earth . by Alice B. Clagett

Lightworkers: On Avoiding Danger While Attending Church During the Ascension of Earth

Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

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  • TEMPTATION TO USE EX-FELON LABOR TO MURDER WELL-HEELED PEOPLE
  • TEMPTATION TO SACRIFICE MEMBERS OF THE CONGREGATION FOR THE COMMON GOOD SUBCONSCIOUSLY JUSTIFIED BY CHRIST’S SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS
  • TENDENCY OF THE CLERGY TO SEXUALLY DEVIANT BEHAVIORS OF DISCIPLINE, SELF-FLAGELLATION, AND SELF-MUTILATION
  • A MORE PSYCHOLOGICALLY HEALTHY INTERPRETATION OF WORTH OF CHRIST’S CRUCIFIXION AND DEATH
  • FOR LIGHTWORKERS: ON BALANCING SELFLESS SERVICE WITH OUR PERSONAL HEALING
  • TEMPTATION TO SHUNNING AS THE DARK EXPRESSION OF A FERAL DRIVE
  • THE SIN OF SIMONY: TEMPTATION TO MUCKRAKING AND TO RITUALS OF ANATHEMA, EXCORIATION AND ACCEPTANCE OF FAKE ‘WRITS’ OF EXCOMMUNICATION TO FATTEN THE COFFERS OF A CHRISTIAN CHURCH
  • FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: ON STAYING SAFE WHILE ATTENDING A CHRISTIAN CHURCH DURING THE CURRENT SOLAR MAXIMUM

Dear Ones,

Here are caveats for Lightworkers so they may stay safe and avoid pitfalls while attending Christian services during a Solar Maximum such are we are experiencing in 2022 and the next few years here on Earth.

TEMPTATION TO USE EX-FELON LABOR TO MURDER WELL-HEELED PEOPLE

I have been reading “Preferential Option for the Poor” in “How to Speak Ignatian: Common words and phrases of the Society of Jesus.” I gather that tenet might be misconstrued in the Homeboy Industries program run by a Society of Jesus father in Los Angeles in this way …

Adherence to the tenet might lead Homeboy Industries subconsciously to consider the possibility of using ex-felon labor to murder well-heeled people on the excuse they have led lives the Society of Jesus deem reprehensible. The subconscious agenda might be that the money of the wealthy might be cozened for use by Homeboy Industries leadership so as to advance the Society of Jesus’ Preferential Option for the Poor. I have encountered this steely-eyed subconscious agenda in the dreamtime realm of the astral plane.

I discern it to be a denser energy misqualified in the current context of Ascension of planet Earth. The Society of Jesus cultivates finely honed minds in their quest for God’s presence in their daily life. I beg them to consider the most appropriate application in daily life of the Preferential Option for the Poor.

TEMPTATION TO SACRIFICE MEMBERS OF THE CONGREGATION FOR THE COMMON GOOD SUBCONSCIOUSLY JUSTIFIED BY CHRIST’S SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS

On the psychic plane I gather, amongst Christian laity and clergy, an oft-adhered-to thought form to do with Christ’s sacrifice of his life on the cross for the good of humankind. I see what, as a Lightworker, I feel to be an adulteration of this teaching that goes like this: We will cast you (the Lightworker) out of this church, and arrange for this or that bad thing to happen to you. We are justified in this by Christ’s example. If he sacrificed himself on the cross for us, then you ought to agree to sacrifice yourself for our wellbeing.

I would like to set down in writing here the following: This thought form is invidious in the extreme. It is a way of exerting ‘power over’ to force another person into a role of selfless service. By adhering to such a thought form a person places himself in the role of the Centurion who oversaw Christ’s crucifixion. Surely this is an undesirable role for a Christian to play.

TENDENCY OF THE CLERGY TO SEXUALLY DEVIANT BEHAVIORS OF DISCIPLINE, SELF-FLAGELLATION, AND SELF-MUTILATION

In like manner, but in an opposite context, I feel that holding high the practice of intentionally making oneself physically miserable through such practices as self-flagellation, mutilation of the male or genital organs, or torture or removal of any part of the physical body … which is known to be the Temple of the Holy Spirit … is contrary to the Will of God. In this context I always remember the words of Christ at Gethsemane: “Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt.” –Mark 13:46 (KJV)

As a LIghtworker, I agree with Christ on this. Christ would, I feel, not intentionally have inflicted injury on his physical body. Nor would He have intentionally allowed anyone else to do so. Rather, He would, I feel in my heart, have done His best to preserve and uplift his physical body, and to keep his Spirit and that of His disciples far from evil inclination. Though He might feel that the law of His religion and of his religious elders amongst the Jews was wrong in injuring his person, yet he might, throughout His life, align with the Will, the Heart, and the Mind of God.

A MORE PSYCHOLOGICALLY HEALTHY INTERPRETATION OF WORTH OF CHRIST’S CRUCIFIXION AND DEATH

Evil befell Christ through Judas Iscariot. Christianity looks upon Christ’s crucifixion on Mount Calvary as a great blessing to humankind. Was that because of what Judas Iscariot did? Was it because of the condemnation of the Jewish elders, who acted, I feel, out of desire to maintain their own social standing? Or was it because, no matter what, Christ stood by God’s Will as being His own salvation?

History does not hold in high esteem the name Judas Iscariot. History does not even record the name of those Jewish elders. Yet it holds high Christ’s unshakable faith in God’s Will.

The stance of Christianity that Christ’s suffering on the cross was what caused the salvation of all Christians is, I feel somewhat adulterated with misqualified, denser energies. It was, I feel, not his physical suffering that caused the upliftment of humankind. Rather it was his understanding that faith in God’s Will is the greatest good that can befall a human being.

Adherence to God’s Will may cause what seems like suffering; yet in the end, each of us passes on. Each of us suffers in that way. And after that, what befalls us? How may we experience the most joy after passing on? By continuing in our faith in the Will of God, which stands like a beacon before the Soul even when the physical body no longer may act as an instrument of the Soul’s self-understanding.

Thus it seems to me that the great glory of the Crucifixion was Christ’s greater understanding of right action in right understanding in dimensions higher than the third dimension, the mere physical realm. He did his best to preserve his physical body, and so, I feel, ought each of us Christians. Yet when that instinct of self-preservation was, in his optimal timeline and dimension in the causal realm (the third and fourth dimensions) of no avail, then faith in God saw Him through to dimensions fifth (the Heavenworlds) and higher. His faith overlit the path to the higher dimensions for the many who follow his example.

FOR LIGHTWORKERS: ON BALANCING SELFLESS SERVICE WITH OUR PERSONAL HEALING

In a Lightworker context, in everyday life, the moral obligation of a human being is to balance the outgoing energy of selfless service with the incoming energy of personal healing, or ‘service to self’; for without being well and healthy ourselves … without having enough money to get by … without being happy and feeling joy in our lives … how can we hope to offer health and prosperity, happiness and joy, to other people in the world? I hold that to be strongly true: That I must first look to my physical welfare, and from that standing point, I may radiate Light and love and joy to all other human beings.

TEMPTATION TO SHUNNING AS THE DARK EXPRESSION OF A FERAL DRIVE

In terms of the lesser Light, the darker understandings of our animal ancestry, I gather from the psychic plane that there are historical forms of ‘shunning’ used by Judaism and by Early Christianity as a form of curse … which in my LIghtworker work I consider to be witchcraft. One of these, which I ran across in recent years on the psychic plane, is ‘Anathema’.

According to Wikipedia, “Anathema, in common usage, is something that or someone who is detested or shunned. In its other main usage, it is a formal excommunication …. The latter meaning, its ecclesiastical sense, is based on New Testament usage. In the Old Testament, anathema was a creature or object set apart for sacrificial offering and thus removed from ordinary use and destined instead for destruction.”  –from Link: “Anathema,” in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anathema … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

Shunning is a feral drive or pack instinct stemming from the subconscious mind, which is molded by the animal past of humankind. From the psychic plane … but not online … I gather the Christian church has other methods of shunning, such as ‘Excoriation’ (which was disapproved of by Pope Francis) … and one other ritual, that I was too shocked, while experiencing the channeling, to write down its name, and have now forgotten it.

THE SIN OF SIMONY: TEMPTATION TO MUCKRAKING AND TO RITUALS OF ANATHEMA, EXCORIATION AND ACCEPTANCE OF FAKE ‘WRITS’ OF EXCOMMUNICATION TO FATTEN THE COFFERS OF A CHRISTIAN CHURCH

I do recall with some vividness of emotional affect, an astral story about a muckraking effort to cast me as a sex worker and drug addict, through a ritual of Excoriation on the psychic plane. In the dreamtime realm, this manifested as a gathering of the Society of Jesus … or perhaps actor impersonators playing such a role … flogging in concert and uttering these untruths regarding my life and character.

In a variation on this astral story, acting out of the ritual texts of ‘Anathema’ and ‘Excoriation’ came across as a diatribe spoken with solemn authority by a group of members of the Society of Jesus so as to cause the Soul to whom they referred to be damned to Hell. As is often the case on the psychic plane, the words of the curse of Anathema came across as if the Society of Jesus were applying the curse to me personally.

Another astral story I encountered had to do with acceptance with less than due diligence of a fake ‘writ’ of excommunication as proof of my reprehensible behavior as a member of a congregation. In the dreamtime realm this was ‘writ’ was conveyed to a pastor by a person of my acquaintance who was angry with me and wanted to fleece me by bribing a pastor … who might agree to such a maneuver on the explanation the bribe would benefit the church building whose upkeep was his concern.

In the unlikely event that these sorts of astral stories were true, then they would have the double impact of scandalmongering with regard to the Christian clergy, and mudslinging with regard to my own character. It was pretty grim stuff that spun out, in the dreamtime realm, through the collective subconscious of the noosphere.

FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: ON STAYING SAFE WHILE ATTENDING A CHRISTIAN CHURCH DURING THE CURRENT SOLAR MAXIMUM

I have found from other instances that to feel personal about energy threads clairly perceived on the psychic plane is a misqualified approach to Lightworkers’ efforts to help anchor to planet Earth the Incoming Light of Earth’s Ascension. Of course, I agree, it is very unlikely that what I heard on the astral plane applies to me personally.

Nevertheless, it was off-putting enough for me to come to this conclusion regarding a good mode of action for Lightworkers in the current times: I suggest that groups of all sorts, including organized religion and government, are being purified and remolded as the Incoming Light buffets and upwardly energizes Earth in attunement with the higher frequencies of energy now available to all Earth beings.

I feel that, in the minds of pastors of churches throughout Los Angeles, as might be expected, because of the COVID-19 pandemic and its aftermath, the specter of social unrest, and fluctuations in the worlds of finance, economics, and economic trade, there may be issues of concern for the clergy’s personal safety and of clerical abuse of well-heeled members of the congregations to mitigate the clergy’s personal fears.

For the time being, I feel it would be safest, when attending group meetings of all sorts, for us Lightworkers to give no money at all as donations, or only to offer a dollar bill, so as not to be singled out as an object of greed that might assuage the clergy’s fears for their personal safety and for not losing their church grounds in the general upheaval that is going on.

Especially, I feel it important not to offer donations to any non-profit institution in the form of a check, as when non-profits are hard up for finances, they will call our banks as if they were merchants or employers, and try to pinpoint donors with plenty of money in the bank. I would say, be very careful not to keep large amounts of money in a bank account accessible through checking, as this clearly might trigger acting out of the people in charge of the non-profits because of their greed and their concern for their personal safety, as well as the enduring safety of their non-profit organizations.

For those of the LIghtworkers who inadvertently pull in the curse of Anathema, I would be hard-pressed to express the extent to which I feel it inadvisable to approach the issue of witchcraft and black magic within the major religions through action in the real world. Instead, we must dissolve within ourselves any strands of energy … no matter how small … that allow this energy to manifest in our energy bodies, using our usual Lightworker techniques. Were the circumstances of human institutions during the Ascension process to prevent our participation in groups, we might always view a church service online, say our prayers at home, and walk lovingly upon the Earth throughout our days.

God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you through all your days!

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Written and published on 17 August 2021; revised on 25 April 2022 and on 24 September 2025

Lightworkers

Image: “Madonna in a Church,” detail of painting by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1438-1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_The_Madonna_in_the_Church_Detail.jpg … public domain

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Kundalini Rising and Fear of Intimacy . by Alice B. Clagett

Kundalini Rising and Fear of Intimacy

Image: “Fear of the Light,” adapted from Image by Etienne Marais from Pixabay – Pixabay License

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Modes of Sexuality that Interfere with Kundalini Rising
    • How The Feral Drive to Dominance/Submission, Which Rank Orders Primal Packs so as to Prevent Aggression, Is Superseded by One-Upmanship and Business Competition Today
    • Rectal Intercourse in Feral Packs Might Have Mitigated Fear of Other Pack Members
    • Perseverance of Early Childhood Rectal Intercourse into Adulthood May Indicate a Lower Fear Threshold, or an Inclination to Bully
    • Kundalini Energy Drawbacks of Rectal Intercourse; Possibility of Other Means of Sexual Expression
    • Energetic Likeness of Rectal Intercourse to Kaupman Drama Triangle (aka Perverse Triangle)
    • Preference for Rectal Intercourse May Indicate Fear of Intimacy
      • Venus Pose as a Way to Mitigate This Fear
      • On Developing a Sense of Self-Esteem and Self-Worth

Image: “Fear of the Light,” adapted from Image by Etienne Marais from Pixabay – Pixabay License

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Dear Ones,

Here is a video on the deleterious effect of one-upmanship and rectal intercourse on the kundalini energy.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Modes of Sexuality that Interfere with Kundalini Rising

I have come across some information just now, to do with rectal intercourse. I know this is a topic  I have discussed a lot lately; and a lot of people do not like that I am talking about it.

But it is an important topic, because my teaching basis is in kundalini yoga. And rectal intercourse interrupts the flow of the kundalini, which is the flower of manhood and womanhood.

When there are social trends that diminish or distort the energetic potential of humankind, it is important to talk about it, I feel. And this is the premise on which I am basing the talks that I am giving about rectal intercourse.

How The Feral Drive to Dominance/Submission, Which Rank Orders Primal Packs so as to Prevent Aggression, Is Superseded by One-Upmanship and Business Competition Today

I was doing a blog on the planet Uranus today …

Link: “How Our Kind Thoughts for Planet Uranus Will Help Earth,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2017; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7oI ..

I was going over the thought that the feral drive to dominance and/or submission … which rank orders primal packs … like chimpanzees, and also wolf packs … and prevents them from too much aggression, one against the other  … is a form of behavior that used to take place in the animal realm, and which was superseded, in the modern day,

  • by the word game known as one-upmanship,
  • and also by the value of business competition, as expressed in the capitalist economic model worldwide …

Rectal Intercourse in Feral Packs Might Have Mitigated Fear of Other Pack Members

Just going back to the feral instinct, the feral drive, it seems to me that dominance/submission behaviors such as rectal intercourse … or in the case of women, sometimes vaginal intercourse by males with females in primal packs … was a way of mitigating fear of other pack members and of preventing violence, or preventing the thought that violence was going to be wreaked on one. And still is today.

Perseverance of Early Childhood Rectal Intercourse into Adulthood May Indicate a Lower Fear Threshold, or an Inclination to Bully

So my guess is, that the purpose of rectal intercourse among men could arise in early childhood, and it might have to do with a young man being beat up by other boys, for instance. Feelings of insecurity about being with one’s peers. And that it was considered by the very young child to be a way to avoid this violence in the group.

In the typical child, this behavior gives way to more subtle, verbal means of expressing submission to those felt to be stronger than one; and dominance towards those felt to be weaker than one. Which then rank order the peer group.

So it could be thought that rectal intercourse, especially amongst boys, is a form of failure to thrive, or a behavioral developmental disability, in the normal course of changing social interactions for a child. It might be like a stuckness at one point … something that the child has found to work for him. And that might indicate a greater degree of fear of other children in the person that has this behavior. Or, a greater degree of desire to bully, or dominate other children.

Kundalini Energy Drawbacks of Rectal Intercourse; Possibility of Other Means of Sexual Expression

I am just asking you to think about this because, chakrically speaking, rectal intercourse does not make any sense. If you are the recipient of rectal intercourse, what happens is a kind of backwards movement of the energy … a ruining of the fundament of the kundalini. And so, it is something very much to be avoided, for the person that is looking for spiritual development.

Of course there are many other ways that men can express affection together, and men and women can interact together sexually, that do not include rectal intercourse; that do not offer this kind of detrimental energetic.

Energetic Likeness of Rectal Intercourse to Kaupman Drama Triangle (aka Perverse Triangle)

I would like to say, for the man who enacts rectal intercourse upon another person that, to me, this kind of behavior is reminiscent of bullying. This is my guess; this is something to look into: Probably, for the man who enacts rectal intercourse upon another man, or upon his female spouse or another woman, it is possible that this may represent dysfunctional communication relationships in the natal family.

As you may know, we have what is called the Perverse Triangle …

Link: “Triangulation (psychology),” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triangulation_(psychology) … Search for the term: Perverse Triangle

… that nomenclature, I think, has been superseded by the term Karpman Drama Triangle …

Link: “Karpman Drama Triangle,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karpman_drama_triangle ..

And then we have the more functional, challenge triangle …

Image: David Emerald’s TED* (*The Empowerment Dynamic) Triangle … http://www.clevelandconsultinggroup.com/articles/images/drama-triangle-3.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Two equilateral triangles, one above the other. The lower triangle is upside down, so that its base is near the base of the upper triangle. The upper triangle has to do with expression of passion and expectation of outcome; the corners of the triangle are labeled: creator, challenger, and coach. Most likely this is the ‘challenge triangle’. The lower triangle has to do with expression of anxiety and delineation of a problem; the corners of the triangle are labeled: victim, persecutor, and rescuer.

So the one involves an addictive, bullying behavior, a co-dependent behavior, and then there is the victim that is bullied. That is something to look at, I feel.

Preference for Rectal Intercourse May Indicate Fear of Intimacy

With regard to a man and a woman who typically prefer rectal intercourse, I think it is possible … I think we should look into the possibility that this may indicate fear of intimacy.

Venus Pose as a Way to Mitigate This Fear. And then we might look into ways to work with Venus Pose … that emphasizes communication with the eyes, especially while doing difficult stationary or moving kriyas …

Link: Healthy Happy Holy Organization (3HO) … https://www.3ho.org/ Search the term: Venus Kriyas

What that does is, it strengthens the ability of a couple to depend upon each other. And that confidence in the other person looking out for one, and covering one, and coming to one’s assistance in times of trouble, such as during a difficult kriya, helps the fear of intimacy.

On Developing a Sense of Self-Esteem and Self-Worth. So it is not at all surprising that Venus Kriyas are part of the kundalini yoga technique, which is for the flowering of the energy systems of men and women. Because the flowering cannot take place without improvement of self-esteem; a feeling of self-worth, and the belief that one can be intimate with one’s sexual partner without too much fear being involved in that.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Filmed on 23 June 2017; published on 30 June 2017; revised on 17 February 2025
Previously titled: Rectal Intercourse, Kundalini Rising, and Fear of Intimacy

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Male Defense Mechanisms for Territorial and Sexual Aggression by Other Males . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 24 October 2016

  • REVISED BLOG
    • MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN
    • CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION
    • WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN
    • MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS
    • SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE
      • Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons
      • Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult
      • Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening
        • Astral Rape Gangs
    • PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION
    • THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE
    • THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS
    • PHOTOS BY ALICE
  • ROUGH DRAFT
    • VIDEO BY ALICE
    • SUMMARY OF VIDEO

Dear Ones,

This blog is in three parts: The revised blog, the rough draft video, and the Summary of the rough draft video. I feel that the revised blog is much more polished than the rough draft  …

REVISED BLOG

MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN

This video is about a defense mechanism I have been logging onto on the clair plane. It is a mechanism that men use to prevent anxiety rising up when they think of the threat offered by the sexually aggressive drive of another man. Perception of possible territorial aggression will increase the tendency to employ this defense mechanism.

This has to do, in this instance, with a single woman living near a married man. The man feels an urge to territorial aggression, a sort of overflowing of ”mine-ness’ from his own perceived territory to that of the woman; this, I believe typically, includes fantasies of rape, which are another form of aggression … sexual aggression … generally repressed in the deep subconscious mind.

When the single woman thinks of a man, a stranger, the nearby man says, on the deep subconscious plane: And now I will be … [this stranger]. Then on the clair hearing plane, the nearby man begins to speak ‘in the voice of’ the stranger.

The reward, for the nearby man, is that he begins to sound, on the clair hearing plane, like the man who is a stranger, but in fact his ego continues to talk to the single woman, and he has tricked her into thinking she is still talking to the stranger.

CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION

Because of the nature of this defense mechanism (which is based on perceived threat of sexual aggression by a territorially encroaching male), after a few minutes of conversation it becomes obvious to the single woman that the emotional content of this conversation is always the same, and is always based on the defense mechanism of the nearby man.

Typically the single woman will begin to hear that the nearby man does not like her. The tenor of the clair conversation is undercutting and derisive; there are emotional threads of anxiousness and concealed aggression. There has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened by the male stranger, to a feeling of being threatened by the single woman. I see this as venting.

WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN

This segue into the persona of another man on the clair plane, described above, followed by venting of threat anxiety against a woman, I have also heard expressed as the following daydream: The actors are two men and a woman. The first man perceives himself as being less powerful than the second man, whom he admires for his physical prowess. The first man is in relationship with the woman. The second man is bisexual.

The daydream is for the first man to invite the second man to have rectal intercourse with the woman, while the first man pleases her with oral clitoral stimulation.

The conscious motive of the first man is: He knows men act cruelly toward women, and he wants to make it better for the women. The subconscious motive is to mitigate the threat of aggression by the second man; this motive arises out of low self-esteem, to do with early childhood wounding by his father.

The conscious motive of the second man is: To bring that woman down to Earth. The unconscious motive is to degrade her; this motive arises out of misogyny, to do with early childhood wounding by his mother.

The conscious motive for the woman is: To stay in relationship with the first man. Her unconscious motive has to do with low self-esteem (which is the shadow of the reason for her bonding with the first man); this low self-esteem has to do with being put ‘in her place’ by both her father and her mother in childhood.

In sum, the above daydream is, for the first man, a more concrete visualization of the venting described in the prior instance.

MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS

In addition, there is a tendency, clair audible, to mitigate the threat of a male stranger’s aggression into the egoic energy of the nearby man by acting it out in a homosexual daydream scenario. My hypothesis about this is, that the one man, the nearby man, feels threatened by the presence of other men. In his daydreaming, and possibly also in night dreams, he dreams he is having intercourse with other men.

SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE

Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons

This reminds me of my observations of the hamadryas baboon some time ago, where the alpha male of a baboon troupe would have symbolic acts of intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in the pack in the early morning (in the San Diego Zoo). The symbolism was that the alpha male was acting out and reinforcing the notion of dominance.

Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult

This is the same behavior I have observed on the clair plane with regard to a human killing cult  … For more on this, search my blog category: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs

In the instance of the human pack, however, the rational mind of the alpha male devised this method of acting out dominance based on his understanding of the subconscious feral instincts of the cult members he wished to mind control. He also used genital mutilation and/or murder of male followers and murder of female members as an expression of dominance, with intent to solidify his leadership position …

For more on this, search my blog categories: Genital mutilation – castration  … and …  Dominance – submission (and its subcategories)

Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening

My feeling is, in the case in question, the nearby man feels threatened by the presence of other men. He dreams that he is having intercourse with other men. This threat-mitigating homosexual behavior might express itself when a man perceives himself to be inferior in strength or power to other men.

Astral Rape Gangs. In these times of the Awakening, when there was, until recently, so much energy in the world of men marauding on the astral plane, descending en masse and raping one woman or one man at a time, non-participating men may feel threatened by their aggressive instinct.

Until recently, the astral rape gang activity was happening, over and over again, all over Earth, especially on the weekends; there would have been, among men, a subconscious threat-mitigation incentive, an incentive for non-participating men to join the marauding male groups (who, I clair find, are members of their social groups in the physical realm), so as to avoid being raped themselves.

So maybe this is what latent homosexuality is: The daydreaming of acts of sexuality with male friends and acquaintances so as to mitigate threat of aggression.

For more on this, search my blog category: Psychic rape – astral rape

PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION

It could be that modern society prohibits expression of male territorial aggression, and advocates male continence, and so these drives have been repressed onto the subconscious astral plane (the shadow of the personality).

The rape gang daydreams and the homosexual daydreams, as well as male misogyny daydreams I have talked about previously, may have been circulating in the astral realm all along. But only just now, because of the Shift, people may be rising to conscious Awareness of them.

THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE

From a galactic standpoint, I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs, the switching of the persona that a man may feel as he segues into the persona of another man, and the daydreamed acts of homosexuality … as waves of clearing the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.

We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing. But also, through our energetic forms, the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are clearing. So there is quite a job to do.

THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS

As these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together. Because of the anxieties provoked by the Awakening process, men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative state, so that their clearing can take place.

But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to begin to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding amongst men and women, and in bonding amongst friends, in the next few years, in a stance that i’s far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.

ROUGH DRAFT

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have some interesting notions about psychology, based on the clair input that I have been receiving lately, which I had found very puzzling.

When I was in college long years ago, I had a minor in psychology. But I have to say I do not recall ever studying the topic I am about to discuss. I am just piecing together information based on the clair stories I have been hearing, and on the clair visualizations that I have been getting … the clairvoyance I have.

For a long time now I have been hearing a man who, whenever I start thinking about a man … I think he has a subconscious defense mechanism … I used to find this very upsetting, because it means I cannot think about a man without him trying to interlope into it, you know? But when you think of it as a defense mechanism it starts to make sense as a subconscious tool to prevent anxiety from the feeling that a man may have when he thinks of competition from or the aggressive drive of another man. You see? So then the mind can become more neutral about what is going on … my mind, that is. [laughs]

So to get back to that, what has been happening is, whenever I think of a man other than this man, his subconscious mind moves into the idea that he is that other man, and begins to talk to me.

There is a subconscious tool that has been taking place because of the long Age of Darkness. It goes like this: And now I will be … [so-and-so; this person]
Or: Now I will be … [this person]

Typically what happens is it is very, very sotto voce … it is the deep subconscious in which this happens. It is an automatic response. And immediately, to me, that person sounds like somebody else … the other person.

The reward, for the person that is employing this subconscious subterfuge, is that they begin to sound like the person that I wanted to talk to, and they continue to talk to me … their ego continues to talk to me. And I think that I am talking to this other person. After a minute or two, though, it becomes very obvious that a switch has occurred.

Because of the nature of this defense mechanism, the emotional language of the conversation that ensues always is the same, and always is based on the Soul wounding of the first person. Typically what I begin to hear is that this second person does not like me. This second person has snide things to say about me. In real life this never happens, but whenever this seguing into the other persona occurs, from the man in question it happens.

It always expresses feelings of anxiousness and a kind of concealed aggression. The aggression is taking place towards me. So there has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened that the first man had, by using the persona of the second male to vent that aggressive feeling on me the woman.

In addition there is a tendency on the psychic plane … and perhaps in acting out in the real world … to act out a desire to mitigate the threat of another man’s aggression into the egoic energy of the first man by acting it out in a homosexual scenario.

So in this case … this is my hypothesis about this … one man feels threatened by the presence of other men. So in his daydreaming … or maybe at night in his dreaming … he dreams that he is having intercourse with other men.

This brings me back to some time that I spent in the San Diego Zoo many years ago, early in the morning, checking out the behavior of the animals there … and I am reminded, in particular, of observation of the hamadryas baboon, which helped me towards an understanding of pack behavior and feral instincts.

The only pertinent thing that I have to say is that the dominant male in a troupe of hamadryas baboons would have symbolic intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in that group. That was his way of expressing dominance.

This behavior … kind of a threat mitigating behavior … by someone who perceives himself as a human to be inferior in strength or power to other men, might be expressed in the same way: As a homosexual act of threat mitigation.

I do not know what you all will think of this. Those of you who have the psychological and psychiatric experience that I lack: I do not know how you are going to react to this notion.

In these times of the Awakening … when there was recently so much of that threat energy in the world, of groups of men marauding on the astral plane, and descending en masse and raping one woman at a time … I think that men would feel threatened by that, because it happened over and over again, especially on the weekends. All over Earth it was happening.

And so there would be an incentive, a subconscious threat mitigation incentive, for men to join that group so as to avoid the possibility of being raped themselves, you know? Even on the astral plane, it is a pretty daunting notion.

And further, I think these daydreamed-up homosexual scenarios that I have noticed, till recently, on the astral plane, have the same purpose … amongst men who know each other … to mitigate the aggressive drive through a symbolic act of sex on the astral plane. So maybe that is what latent homosexuality is … the daydreaming of that act for this purpose; it is possible.

Now from a wider standpoint … from a more galactic standpoint … I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs; the switching of the persona that a man may feel segueing into the persona of another man; and the daydreamed acts of latent sexuality … as waves of clearing of the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.

We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing; but also, through our energetic forms the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are also clearing. So there is quite a job to do.

And as these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together … as what has been happening because of the anxieties provoked by the Ascension and Awakening process is that men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative place, so that their clearing can take place.

But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding … in closeness … amongst men and women … in the coming years, for the next two years.

There are those of us that have been doing an awful lot of clearing; and have found that, because our energies were so involved in the transformational process, it is very difficult for us to be closely bonded to other people … because other people transform at different times. So they are going through a transformation process two days later than us … or two days in advance of us.

Whenever transformation takes place, ‘the fur flies’, you know! The fur is always flying somewhere, when we have friends! I am hoping that … as the fur flies less … as the transformation becomes a little more mild … that people in general will be able to relate more closely together; not just bonding of couples, but bonding of friends … and like that … in a new stance for humankind that is far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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