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Alice’s Perilous Tales: Demon-Powered Levitation of a Student? . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 1 July 2021; revised

Image: “On Reptilian Remains from the Trias of Elgin,” by G. Boulenger, 1904, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:On_Reptilian_Remains_from_the_Trias_of_Elgin_(1904)_(14742559206).jpg … CC0

Image: “On Reptilian Remains from the Trias of Elgin,” by G. Boulenger, 1904, in Wikimedia Commons …  https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:On_Reptilian_Remains_from_the_Trias_of_Elgin_(1904)_(14742559206).jpg … CC0

Dear Ones,

‘Heart Vampire’ is said to have caused the members of his group to levitate, and also to have levitated himself. There is, I feel, good reason not to be conceited about levitating, should one be so unfortunate as to do so, as will become apparent from the story below.

There is a man I nickname Heart Vampire. This was a spiritual teacher I encountered some years ago, and found out was apparently the head of a ‘killing cult’ or ‘death cult’. I gather from a book I read, and which I intuited might have been created by his cult, that this person thinks of himself as a cannibalistic reptoid from someplace other than Earth.

I was right away reminded of an image I saw online image recently of a very gnarly-looking bipedal demon, with a snarl on its face, standing facing forward. In front of the demon was a beautiful woman, in a sort of a trance. The demon had sunk the claws of its left hand into the left shoulder of the woman, and had lifted her off the ground. Here is the image, which I feel was rendered with very convincing dramatic flair …

Link: “Kau’T,” by Vashta Narada, in Vashta Narada’s Galactic Art … https://www.vashta.com/my-product/kaut/ ..

I have my own story to tell about the demon I saw in the image, as it seems to me this demon might be kin to one that swooped in and overlit Heart Vampire, who was the national leader of a meditation group I attended for a few years. The events I am about to describe happened in the year 2013 or so. I admit I have delayed in telling this tale, as my life in general is just not like this. I could barely believe what happened back then, and it seems to me but a dream today. Nevertheless, from time to time I remember; it could be the memory will dissipate in the telling of the events that transpired on that fateful weekend.

These events took place in a span of three days, over a weekend. I recall I went to a meditation led by that teacher on the East Coast in October 2013. Many dark and sinister psychic phenomena occurred within a few days of each other. There were omens and forebodings and very bad dreams. My psychic ears were ‘pricked up’ and I was on the lookout 24-7 for trouble on both the psychic plane and the physical plane.

I was staying at a staid motel on the East Coast, where I had stayed before. It was a colonial sort of place … genteel, laid-back, and just a little gone to seed, but well kept up for all that. There was a fringe of forest out back; a creek meandered through it. Not a lot of traffic on the country roads that intersected there; in short, it was a quiet and well-appointed retreat.

The first thing that happened was this: I saw in the hallway just beside the door to my room a young Chinese woman standing. That struck me as odd; thinking back, I could not remember one guest at that motel, in the last few years, who had been other than Caucasian. This woman seemed to me like a University student; she had that well-bred, educated look. She was in her 20s, I guessed. Somehow, through some crook of the imagination, I sensed an aura of secrecy, something like secret agent, or CIA, or special operative. This hunch was mystifying, and it set me on edge. So when I left the room for the day’s adventures, I set a doorknob alarm on the inside knob of my motel room door.

That first day I visited a member of the meditation group at a home about an hour away. She was the woman I later nicknamed “Torturess,” a member from the Wild West portion of the group who had been visiting the East Coast for a month or so …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Torturess’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 4 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lR9 ..

Her husband was ‘Hunter-Snuffer’ …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Hunter-Snuffer’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lSo ..

At the time of my visit I had not an inkling of what was hidden within their subconscious minds; rather, what I felt was a vague uneasiness. Something was just not right, I felt. But what was that? What was going on?

‘Torturess’ was staying with an infant she said was her grandchild in a house on a quiet side street. The house had half a plywood sheet nailed over the entryway to the basement; she said her daughter and son-in-law were renovating that area.

The baby was asleep in a bassinet or crib in the living room. It was a chubby, pleasant-faced child; its face reminded me just a little of the Buddha, very serene. On the mantel over the fireplace across from the bassinet was a very evil looking Satan mask, maybe left over from Halloween. When I saw the mask, I felt a chill, and saw a vision of an invisible Satan’s mask drawn in ‘Dark Light’ upon the bedroom door of ‘Torturess’ at her house in the Wild West. I recalled that was a doorway I had never entered, and wondered what secrets were behind the door. And what secrets were in store for this infant that lay there so peacefully?

What with traffic and travelling a route unknown to me, whose roads were, to say the least, illogically laid out and poorly signed, I arrived late, and could visit for only an hour. We walked with the baby in a stroller a block or so, along the tree-lined, narrow street in front of the house. Then I left, hoping to get to the evening meditation on time.

The meditation that evening was being held at the house of the East Coast meditation leader, a woman I nicknamed “Three House Hostess.” I may have gotten some of the things described below mixed up with a prior meditation weekend at that house; at this distance in time it is hard to ascertain. At any rate, this is how I remember that night in October 2013 …

There were the usual East Coast meditators there, and also the woman I nicknamed ‘Alluring Calm’, who was my meditation leader from the West Coast, in addition to ‘Heart Vampire’ …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Heart Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 February 2021; revised… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lzW ..

… and his wife ‘inanna’ (as I nicknamed her) from the Wild West …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Inanna’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lTa ..

Another of the East Coast meditation leaders … a very pretty woman I have not nicknamed … brought with her a man about her age, whom I had not seen before. I took him to be her boyfriend.

It was not possible to determine much about the people in the meditation group, as there was a rule of silence before and after the meditations. Aside from the teacher, no one could talk during the meditations unless they raised their hand and the meditation teacher nodded his head in their direction and assented. In almost every instance, input by students was short and sweet. Interspersed with the meditation were long talks by the teacher.

And so, I never got to know any of the people in the group in the usual, chit chat and small talk way. Other than that they were meditators, I knew nothing about them. I was left to surmise and psy to ‘fill in the gaps’, except a little bit with two of his students, a couple I nicknamed ‘Torturess’ and ‘Hunter-Snuffer’; those two invited me over in a polite, social way a few times. From their small talk then I got to know them a little; though small talk, I feel, is but the polite social veneer, not the ‘real McCoy’ of true friendship. Do you not feel that to be so? It was from that small talk that I began to become aware of deep and very unsettling undercurrents in the meditation group. I recall I could not put my finger on it; I began to get a very uneasy feeling. Something just did not fit right … something did not suit. It seemed things might be, in effect, just the opposite of what they appeared to be.

To get back to the October 2013 meditation: There was a man that ‘Heart Vampire’ introduced as his son at the meditation. This man looked a little like he felt out of place, as if he were not used to meditation. Nevertheless, he sat quietly throughout.

There were also several … maybe two … strange men dressed, I think, in suits. On the mighty slim evidence of the clothes they wore and their facial expressions, I took them to be IRS agents or secret service agents. That was just how the energy struck me that weekend … the energy seemed conspiratory. What with these strange, suited men and the young Chinese woman in my motel hallway, conspiracy theory seemed to be ‘in the air’.

I recall after the meditation that evening, as everyone exited to the back yard, one of the suited men hit on the prettiest young woman who had been at the meditation. Judging from the uneventful endings of other meditations I had attended, this seemed to me to be an outstanding faux pas. Such behavior had never occurred priorly. I recall she demurred. Nevertheless I was put in mind of those Secret Agent 007 movies I had seen, and this increased the air of mystery. What was up? Had this been an attempt to pump the young woman for information?

The meditation was held in a basement room of the home of ‘Three House Hostess’. It was a smallish room, jam-packed with chairs. There was a place for the teacher to sit on one side of the room. Then there were three rows of chairs facing the teacher’s seat, and other chairs all around.

The teacher came down the stairs from the ground floor. It looked like he was somehow blinded, and feeling his way along the wall, till he got to his chair. Then he looked (although it seemed sightlessly … maybe with his astral vision) around the room. He said to one person or the other: Please move and sit over here or there. He told me to sit over toward a side wall, nearer to “Alluring Calm,” as I recall, and farther from him. That was par for the course, as I intuitively knew he did not like me; maybe that he was a little afraid of me; that he did not want me to be too close to him. He would nearly never call on me in class if I raised my hand. Nor would he approve the songs I composed, in most cases. Nor would he respond to an email, though once I got him on the phone for a moment.

That, I recall very vividly, was a time when I was about to board an airplane out of Los Angeles, heading for the Wild West, and about 20 howling demons seemed to be in hot pursuit of me. I called in the Los Angeles Airport to ask what to do about the demons. I was surprised to get him on the phone. I recall he was very relaxed about it; I forget what he replied.

I remember these pretty pesky demons followed me onto the plane. After the plane took off, there I was, trapped with them. They could get out of the plane, but seemed disinclined to do so. I had to say in my seat. I recall they diverted themselves by zooming through my torso and head. At length I devised my physical form was unharmed, and determined to ignore those antics. That proved quite the right strategy.

As I recall, that had been the only time I got that teacher on the phone. Then from what transpired in October 2013, I gathered that phone call had been misguided … the result of my misconception of who and what ‘Heart Vampire’ really was about in this world. Or so it seemed to me.

To get back to the October 2013 meditation, I am going to telescope the events that occurred during three days of meditation into one telling. As you may have guessed, this is because I am at such a distance from the event now … in July 2021 … that I cannot tell the first day’s meditation from the others. What follows, then are highlights from the meditations that took place that weekend.

You may recall there was a pretty woman who brought her boyfriend, a stranger, to the meditation. She had on, as I recall, a short skirt, and she looked quite attractive that night. ‘Heart Vampire’ bade her sit on the floor in front of him. He was sitting on a chair facing her, so it must have seemed to her, as she sat on the floor, that he was looming or towering over her. He bade her spread her legs wide, and sing a love song to him. That she did, in a beautiful voice of longing for her beloved.

To be frank, I felt this to be out of place in a meditation room. I felt it was ill-mannered, and surely a slight to her boyfriend. I felt it might have been a display of one-upmanship, perhaps born of masculine insecurity or pique on the part of the teacher, and a strident display of the mind control ability he seemed to be exerting on everyone in the room, with the exception of ‘Alluring Calm’ and me.

What made us different, I wondered? Why were we able to resist his overwhelming psychic powers? Was it faith that made us different? Was faith in God such a powerful weapon against the Dark? As time wore on, I began to feel this must be so.

During the meditation that evening an extraordinary event occurred. The long-time meditators were in a deep meditative state. As usual, I had my telepathic ‘ears’ pricked, and listening for whatever astral intel might occur. I heard ‘Heart Vampire’, on the telepathic plane, summon a swarm of demons. I heard his psychic rebuke, sharply uttered and aimed my way: For your arrogance!

Then, with a flash and a flurry, ‘Heart Vampire’ thrust no less than thirteen demons into my energy field. What a shock! Why would he do such a thing? I was no less stunned to see him waft three demons into the aura of ‘Alluring Calm’, my Los Angeles meditation teacher. Then into the energy field of a pretty blonde woman sitting just in front of him he sent the one remaining demon. There we were, we three women, beset by demons; and I by far not the least of the three accursed by the man I had thought to be our national meditation teacher. Go figure!

Worse was yet to come. With a flurry of their black wings, the thirteen bad luck demons within my energy field rose fluttered upward towards the ceiling of the room. To my great consternation, I felt my body become lighter, and begin to rise from the seat of the chair. I was beginning to levitate!

This would never do. With all the strength of my will power I said: I will go back down to Earth and stay there! This levitation thing is not for me! Slowly but surely I became heavier and heavier, till I was my usual weight. And that weight settled with accustomed firmness back onto my chair. What a relief!

For those of you upon whom may be visited this concern not to levitate, I later wrote this chant to increase the power of gravity in our energy fields. It works much better than what I originally came up with, and gives me a light and happy feeling when I chant it. The chant is: Mother Earth loves me …

Link: “Mother Earth Loves Me: A Chant to Enhance the Force of Gravity,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 February 2019; published on 3 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bRh ..

After the meditation I returned to my motel room. When I got there, I noticed the doorknob alarm on my motel room door was broken, and got the feeling the room had been looked through. That set me on edge.

That night, I connected on the astral plane with a man who was a psychic working for the military, who was wearing an Army-Navy-issued headgear that piped in sounds of rape and murder at night; this induced a vision of six to eight military men in a clearing, wearing civilian clothes or maybe camouflage gear for hunting. They were sitting in a circle, taking turns torturing a young woman lying in the middle of the circle. In a further elaboration of this vision, they killed the woman. Then one of them went to a small outhouse nearby and shot her two young children huddled there.

As if that were not enough by way of nightmares, I then had another vision, of several people meeting … I could not tell who they were. These people were meeting to decide whether to assume a franchise on psilocybin, via a Mexican cartel. One man asked how risky it might be, and seemed reassured by the answer. Who were these people? Was not psilocybin a hallucinogenic drug? Could it be that I had been drugged during the day without my knowledge? Could that account for these awful nightmares?

That Saturday morning, I recall I woke up pretty rattled. I went over to the home of ‘Three House Hostess’, looking for ‘Heart Vampire’ … whom at that time I had inaccurately pegged to be a ‘good guy’. Little did I know.

‘Heart Vampire’ was not there, or was not available, but ‘Three House Hostess’ greeted me kindly. I explained I was feeling off balance. I recall she said: How can things have come to this? (or words to that effect). She gave me a picture of the Virgin Mary, and a rosary blessed by a saint, and a plastic statue of the Virgin Mary. These reassured me, and reminded me of my Christian faith, and helped me return to my normal state of mind.

Well to get on with it, the weekend meditation ended, and I made it safely out of there, and signed out of the motel, and drove back to the airport. And then on the return flight some more weird things happened … enough so to make me wonder why I even bother to travel by plane. I felt I must be getting jet lag, or altitude discombobulation … something like that. Why not take the train henceforth? I still feel this might be a nice way to travel.

I got on the plane, and was belted into my seat. As we became airborne, I began to have a conspiracy theory notion that the not-so-tall, redhaired man in the seat beside me and the taller man just across the aisle, and the perky stewardess walking down the aisle were hoping to mind control me and find out this or that. I had no idea what, as all this seemed pretty far-fetched. Well, I thought, a la Dale Carnegie …

Citation: “How to Stop Worrying and Start Living,” a book by Dale Carnegie, October 1998, Simon and Schuster.

What is the worst that can happen? Could be the stewardess’ drinking water might have a truth drug in it, but then I had brought along my own water to drink. So that was not a worry. Might be I would nap while in flight, and my brain might be picked by the redhaired man, but then, what secrets were in it, anyway, that were worth stealing? None that I could think of. Maybe the redhaired man could induce a psychic heart attack as I slept? That was a concern, but no prior such attempts undertaken on the astral plane had succeeded; likely they would not succeed that day as well. And with that, I settled in for a nap.

Why have I delayed so long in describing the events of that weekend? To be truthful, they just do not fit my world view. I guess when children are born to a Christian family, and raised up in a Christian faith, their outlook on life is basically optimistic. The emphasis of their lives is on God’s guidance of our lives, on Christ consciousness, on the loving heart of Mother Mary, and on the uplifting power of grace conveyed through the Holy Spirit, which is sometimes termed the Paraclete.

It seems to me that grief over a mother’s death can temporarily weaken our faith, leading to attempted inroads by those beings the Christian faith terms demons. When I saw the image of Kau’T (see above) yesterday, I all of a sudden realized that it represented very starkly the energy behind ‘Heart Vampire’, the man I had thought back then was a meditation teacher. I realized he must have been ‘overlit’ by a non-Christed star being, perhaps a Reptilian Star Being. Perhaps, I gleaned, ‘Heart Vampire’ was a ‘reptoid’, a reptilian-human hybrid. That might have accounted for his penchant for mind controlling his followers, for his gustatory leaning toward cannibalism, his daydreams of emasculating men, for the visions I had of demons during that time, and so on. In point of fact, I had been completely mistaken about him.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Hobnobbing with Demons and Devils – Oh, My!” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 October 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ix ..


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Reverse Kundalini Syndrome . a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett

Reverse Kundalini Syndrome

Image: “Obsession: Descent of the Dark,” by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from … DESCRIPTION: Big block of Darkness surrounds the silhouette of a standing man with a trench coat on … COMMENT: The animated gif in which this image appears is featured in “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, in my website “Awakening with Planet Earth” … https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

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Dear Ones,

Here is an excerpt describing an antisocial personality syndrome I today named ‘Reverse Kundalini Syndrome’ …


“There is a constellation of antisocial thought forms and astral stories sometimes associated with reverse kundalini, including violent felonies such as armed robbery; home invasions; rape of men, women, and children; child trafficking; murder of men, women and children; genital mutilation; human or ‘blood’ sacrifice; cannibalism; entity attachment; demonic possession; and the type of Satan worship that is action-oriented rather than bookishly inclined.


“It seems possible these thoughts and astral stories may sometimes manifest on the physical plane as ‘acting out’ of these antisocial behaviors, although, I feel, far less frequently than these energies manifest in the dreamtime realm. To my mind these form a ‘Reverse Kundalini Syndrome’ of antisocial behavior.”


The source of the excerpt …

Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jgo ..

… describes a way of treating this syndrome through kundalini yoga so as to reverse the criminal tendencies typical of the syndrome.

The method described is, I feel, suitable for people in good physical health who are not very young or very old; thus I might be used by a broad swath of the prison population, were they willing to participate in simple kundalini yoga exercises involving the ‘locks’ of yoga and holding the breath in or out briefly. These exercises ‘rewire’ the electromagnetic energies of the body; the rewiring accounts for the behavioral changes.


Needless to say, successful treatment of imprisoned felons who manifest this syndrome would have a beneficial effect on the prison environment and also on society as a whole after felons are released back into the mainstream.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

If you enjoy exploring unique new words and terms such as the one described in this blog, you might like this reference … Link: “Glossary of Unusual Words and Phrases,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 December 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fzl ..

Excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020; updated on 29 December 2022


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Compendium: Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020
Previously titled: Compendium: Child Torture
Note: Dylan Redwine’s father was tried, found guilty, and sentenced for his child’s murder. My notion about how the crime took place is different from that found by the jury; but I feel they were, at least in part, correct in sentencing Dylan Redwine’s father. Our courts do their best, but they are not a completely perfect way of meting out justice. That is the rationale behind prohibiting capital punishment in some of the United States.


    • Glomming of Groups and Names on the Astral Plane
    • Events List

Dear Ones,


Here is a compendium of astral insights into the murder of Dylan Redwine, who disappeared on 18 November 2012 in Vallecito Lake, Colorado.

As I spent the summers in Colorado for the next few years, I was very attuned to the upset of the people in those communities back then. I myself felt upset by their upset, and have done my best to chronicle the dreams I had back then, which I feel had to do with the collective unconscious of those communities as they came to terms with the disaster that had happened there.

I feel the results may help law enforcement and psychiatrists / psychologists pinpoint difficult couples relationships that may lead to child torture scenarios because of the couples’ catastrophic childhood experiences, especially during times of solar flaring and incoming coronal mass ejections.

Glomming of Groups and Names on the Astral Plane

At about the time that Dylan Redwine disappeared, there was a thickening and commotion in the ‘astral airs’, the fourth dimension or ‘dreamtime realm’. I thought at the time that the astral commotion, insofar as I clairly heard it, might have had to do with glomming of the groups of which I was a member, and maybe also to do with glomming of people with the same first names.

Events List

A number of noteworthy solar events were clustered around the date when Dylan Redwine disappeared …

11/08/2012 M1.7 Flare  @ 02:23 UTC – Sunspot 1611
11/11/2012 M1.0 Flare  @ 02:23 UTC – Sunspot 1614
11/12/2012 M2.0 Flare  @ 23:28 UTC – Sunspot 1613
11/13/2012 M2.8 Flare  @ 20:54 UTC – Sunspot 1613
11/13/2012 M2.5 Flare  @ 05:50 UTC – Sunspot 1613
11/13/2012 M6.0 Flare  @ 02:04 UTC – Sunspot 1613
11/14/2012 M1.1 Flare  @ 04:04 UTC – Sunspot 1613

11/18/2012 Dylan Redwine last seen (died later?)

11/20/2012 M1.6 Flare  @ 19:28 UTC – Sunspot 1618
11/20/2012 M1.7 Flare  @ 12:41 UTC – Sunspot 1618
11/21/2012 M3.5 Flare  @ 15:30 UTC – Sunspot 1618
11/21/2012 M1.4 Flare  @ 06:56 UTC – Sunspot 1618

11/27/2012 M1.0 Flare @ 21:26 UTC – Sunspot 1620
11/27/2012 M1.6 Flare  @ 15:57 UTC – Sunspot 1618
11/28/2012 M2.2 Flare  @ 21:28 UTC – Sunspot 1620


Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Fatal Dungeons and Dragons Game?” by Alice B. Clagett, partially excerpted on 23 April 2020 from blogs filmed on 15 March 2018 and on 20 November 2016; revised on 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hHF … See the subsection: Tie-in to Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery

Link: “Kali,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 August 2019https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dZZ ..

Link: “Astral Story about Dylan Redwine’s Disappearance in Colorado,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 7 June 2019 and added to a blog published on 22 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-d2T ..

Link: “Antisocial Sense of Humor: ‘Prison Rehab Speak’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 April 2018; published on 29 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8A7 ..

Link: “Telltale Signs of the ASP Sense of Humor,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 15 March 2018; revised on 15 April 2020, 23 April 2020, and 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8tR ..

Link: “The Voice of a Child,” a poem by Alice B. Clagett, published on 3 March 2018; revised on 2 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8rg ..

Link: “Astral Story: S and M Couple Engaging 24-7 in Astral Rape,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 April 2017https://wp.me/p2Rkym-77L ..

Woman in Couple … Link: “Soul Wounding and the Issue of Transgender Violence,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 March 2017, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76p ..

Link: “The Serial Killer: Fact and Phantasmagoria,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 November 2016https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6pR … See the subheading: Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed

Link: “Acting Out by Followers When a Group Leader Makes a Subconscious Suggestion,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016; revised on 22 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4ZP ..

Link: “Acting Out by Followers When a Group Leader Makes a Subconscious Suggestion,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016; revised on 22 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-d2B ..

Link: “Hornet Nest: An Ill Wind Blows,” by Alice B. Clagett, video filmed on 25 August 2015 and published on 28 August 2015; blog published on 27 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-iXu ..

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 July 2015; revised on 2 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5QZ ..


See also … Link: “On Torture, and Being Tortured,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2018https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8hH… and my blog category: Torture – bullying – hazing

There is an interrelated topic to do with killing cults and groups acting out the subconscious suggestions of group leader. This topic might be explored by selecting from amongst the blogs in my blog categories: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs  … and …  Circle of one


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Tying Some Things Together: Feral Drives, Antisocial Behavior, Self-Sacrifice . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 23 June 2017; published on 30 June 2017

    • Tying Things Together
    • Antisocial Behavior versus Self-Sacrifice
    • The New Reality: No Pack Ordering

Dear Ones,

Here is a video tying together many of the topics I have been discussing: sadomasochism, dominance/submission, pack ordering (rank ordering) of feral packs, alpha ordering of feral packs, antisocial behavior, and self-sacrifice.

There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Tying Things Together

So, tying some things together …

  • S&M, sadomasochism, is an aspect of dominance/submission.
  • Dominance/submission has to do with pack ordering, a feral drive to rank order wild packs of animals, so that everybody knows the pecking order,
  • and nomination of an alpha member of the pack, both male and female, is another aspect of the feral drive called pack ordering (or rank ordering)

Antisocial Behavior versus Self-Sacrifice

I have been talking quite a bit about strands in the noosphere of all these different sorts of energies, all of which are related, it seems. And I have also been talking about antisocial personalities, and how prevalent they are in the world, and how they have a distortion of the heart chakra that causes them to bring energy into their hearts, from other people, and not to send energy back out again to other people.

The people that go for this, that fall for the verbal and emotional manipulation of antisocial personalities, have an inverse distortion of their own heart chakra energy, that leads them to the energy of self-sacrifice.

Self-sacrifice is one of the features, one of the etheric double (that is, etheric body) crenelations or distortions of the light that are strands of energy in some of the major religions, especially insofar as I know, Judaism and Christianity … There is this tendency to self-sacrifice. And aside from religions, this energy is free-floating, and available in the noosphere for those that aren’t subscribing to those religions.

Women have a tendency, more than men, to be self-sacrificing, and to forget about their own welfare; to forget the fact that, unless they can follow their own heart, and feel their own joy, then they are not going to be able to offer that joy, in the education of children, for instance, and in the upliftment of their communities and their husbands.

So, it is like an inverse failing: There is a feeling of competitive drive that leads men to do that ‘F— you in the a——‘ thing (and women to do that, in certain circumstances … such as in competition over men) … and there is the inverse quality of sacrificing oneself too much.

And both of these … antisocial behavior and self-sacrifice … are aspects of the feral drive I was just mentioning; the pack ordering, or rank ordering, drive.

The New Reality: No Pack Ordering

Just taking it one step further: In the New Reality, there is not going to be pack ordering. This will be a thing of the animal past. So, I look to the future; to what is going to be happening in the future. Who knows what! We are going to be co-creating these realities in our many timelines.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Kundalini Rising and Fear of Intimacy . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 23 June 2017; published on 30 June 2017
Previously titled: Rectal Intercourse, Kundalini Rising, and Fear of Intimacy

    • Modes of Sexuality that Interfere with Kundalini Rising
    • How The Feral Drive to Dominance/Submission, Which Rank Orders Primal Packs so as to Prevent Aggression, Is Superseded by One-Upmanship and Business Competition Today
    • Rectal Intercourse in Feral Packs Might Have Mitigated Fear of Other Pack Members
    • Perseverance of Early Childhood Rectal Intercourse into Adulthood May Indicate a Lower Fear Threshold, or an Inclination to Bully
    • Kundalini Energy Drawbacks of Rectal Intercourse; Possibility of Other Means of Sexual Expression
    • Energetic Likeness of Rectal Intercourse to Kaupman Drama Triangle (aka Perverse Triangle)
    • Preference for Rectal Intercourse May Indicate Fear of Intimacy
      • Venus Pose as a Way to Mitigate This Fear
      • On Developing a Sense of Self-Esteem and Self-Worth

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on the deleterious effect of one-upmanship and rectal intercourse on the kundalini energy,

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