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Uber Mind Control . drawings by Alice B. Clagett

Drawn and published on 24 August 2019

  • ANIMATED GIF: UBER MIND CONTROL
  • THE ASTRAL STORY BEHIND THE ANIMATED GIF
  • UBER MIND CONTROL DRAWINGS
  • UBER MIND CONTROLLER DRAWING

Dear Ones,

Here are drawings representing an astral story about a group of women who were meditating on the first floor of a house. The leader of the meditation group is shown in a bigger chair, and wearing a special hat.

ANIMATED GIF: UBER MIND CONTROL

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

THE ASTRAL STORY BEHIND THE ANIMATED GIF

In a room on the second floor, above the meditating ladies, is the husband of the meditation leader, in the yoga pose known as head stand. According to the astral story, he had asked the uber leader of the meditation group how he might mind control the women with whom his wife meditated. The advice of the uber leader was that the husband should meditate in head stand above the gathered women, with the thought: My mind to your mind. In that way, according to the uber leader, the husband might command the ladies through mind control.

Instead, according to the astral tale, what happened was this: In head stand, the husband’s central vertical power current was in a vulnerable position, as the slowest moving chakra was the highest part of his body, and the crown chakra was subject to greater gravitational pressure, and hence moved more slowly than was its wont.

The uber leader of the group had in mind that he … and not the husband … should control the husband and all the meditating ladies. His advice to the husband was thus a ruse intended to surreptitiously gain mind control of the husband, the wife, and other meditators.

As the meditation began … according to the astral tale … the fierce astral form of the uber leader wafted into the second story room where the husband was performing head stand. Then the bottom part of the uber leader’s astral body formed a thin, twirling corkscrew, which bored down between the upthrust legs of the husband.

Down, down it went, until it had pierced the husband’s entire central vertical power current, merging the husband’s sex drive with its own higher mind, merging the husband’s higher mind with its own sex drive, and obsessing and overlaying the husband’s personality with its own.

As it obsessed the husband, it gained pranic and astral vigor; its higher and lower minds became muddled by the inverse mental energies of its host; and its engorged astral form flooded down into the first floor where the women were meditating, obsessing all of them.

This tale has a good ending: After a time … a time that in retrospect seemed interminable … the husband realized that he had been duped and obsessed over and over again by an uber mind controller who would stop at nothing; he realized that his mental fields had been adulterated by the astral matter of a power-mad person; and he refused ever to attempt to mind control another woman … and especially not his long-suffering wife.

The women in the meditation group realized they were being mind controlled, and decided to opt for free will for themselves and for every being on Earth. When, one by one, they made this decision, the pumped up pride of the astral form of the uber mind controller dwindled. In the end, his astral form resembled the 98-pound weakling advertised in newspapers of the 1900s …

Image: 98-Pound Weakling Cartoon … https://masculinitysummit.files.wordpress.com/2013/08/atlas02.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Thin boy and pretty girl in bathing suits at the beach. The boy complains of a bully bothering him, and the girl reacts scornfully.

Through their resolve, and by their example in the world, the husband and wife and their meditation friends helped all the people they met to avoid the horrific clutches of the demon realm, whose mind control malware, they realized, had infected many people on Earth, who were all the more miserable because of it. In the light of their new understanding, these good people attained new heights of personal empowerment and healthy self-esteem.

UBER MIND CONTROL DRAWINGS

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Control 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

UBER MIND CONTROLLER DRAWINGS

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Animated Gif: “Uber Mind Controller 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “The Physical Form Heresy,” by Alice B. Clagett. published on 17 May 2017; revised on 11 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7cY ..

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Goodbye to Demons . a drawing by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 24 August 2019

Dear Ones,

Today I made a drawing for the blog … Link: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 8 April 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-34a … Here is the drawing …

Image: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Kali . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 21 August 2019

  • INTRODUCTION
  • SECURITY AT THE FITNESS CENTER
  • THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT
  • NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES
  • KALI CLOTHED

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

In the autumn of 2018 I had been attending senior exercise classes at a local fitness center for several years. I was over the initial condition, plantar fasciitis, that prevented my usual hiking and steered me to the fitness center, and I was getting tired of doing the same not very challenging exercises time after time, in a darkly lit room, with teachers sometimes good, and sometimes not to my liking, and music so loud that I had to wear noise dampening ear muffs.

SECURITY AT THE FITNESS CENTER

There were other issues to deal with at the fitness center. Topmost was the issue of security for my person and my belongings. The front desk had advised, on my first day there, that cars in the parking lot were often broken into; and that I should leave nothing of value in the cars. The advice of the front desk regarding the lockers in the changing room was the same: Locking the lockers would not avail; I ought leave nothing of value in them.

I asked about the high security lockers in front of the front desk, which had keys, and the people at the desk advised these were also not secure; I later found that front desk personnel had the keys, and these personnel changed out frequently. Thus it must be that any number of ex-staff might, theoretically, have keys to the high security lockers.

Where was one to leave one’s wallet and car keys, then? I thought maybe I keep them in a backpack at the back of the exercise class, and stand directly in front of the backpack throughout.

This I found to be a successful approach, although I was only able to participate when one of the teachers asked the people in the group to stride round the room as one of her exercises, by first donning my backpack.

In addition, there was a woman in one of the classes, perhaps cognitively challenged, who would attempt to filch our belongings, and on Fridays adults not in the class would sneak in and walk off with people’s handhelds, keys, and purses.

In short, while in that class, it was ‘heads up’ at every moment, with regard to personal security.

THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT

Along those lines, and before getting back to the true topic of today’s blog, I remember how, when I first started going to the fitness center, when I would go to the changing room after class, that I somehow unaccountably walked out of the changing area missing my sun hat. This I knew because I needed to put it on as I exited the lobby for the parking lot, and could not. I went back in and looked in the locker, and asked at the front desk … No hat! Quite a mystery!

So then a third time, after class, I walked into the changing area, this time with careful determination to keep an eye on my hat. I changed in a restroom stall, so that I could keep my hat and belongings on the wall side of the stall. I walked out of the stall and stood at a restroom sink, belongings touching my left leg.

I looked up at the mirror as I began to brush my teeth. Then I saw a cleaning lady sidle up behind me, on the left side, and bend down toward the bag in which I had placed my hat. I grabbed the top of the bag and looked her in the eye. She grabbed her broom handle and lifted it over her head.

I grabbed my bag and went to the far side of the locker room to put my shoes on. She followed me, broom handle raised, aiming to position herself behind my back, between the lockers and the bench on which I was sitting.

As, had she attained that stance I would have been a ‘sitting duck’, I grabbed my bag and my shoes and went out into the lobby of the fitness center. There I explained what had happened. The person at the front desk said that the cleaning woman was a good worker, and that she would calm down after awhile. Lacking other recourse, I sat in a chair in the lobby to put on my walking shoes, and left for the parking lot, hat in hand.

NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES

A woman arrived as a teacher of one of the senior fitness classes, and I did not like her, because of her masculine, bossy manner of teaching and her sexual manner.

As to looks, she reminded me of a woman named Nancy Raffaele … https://www.facebook.com/nancy.raffaele.9 … who had been a member of the Gracelight meditation classes I attended for awhile in Durango. I had begun to experience uneasiness towards Nancy Raffaele and her husband Veki Ilic in 2015, I think it was, and because of that had since avoided them. The cause of my uneasiness was what I perceived to be a mismatch between their emotional affect and their actions and speech. It felt like something was ‘amiss’ … something I could not quite put my finger on. Possibly I was just not their type, and vice versa?

Although it seemed likely that this new teacher, despite the strong resemblance, was not the person I knew in Durango (as the former seemed younger), I did my best to avoid the new  teacher, and rather went to the classes led by teachers I felt to be inspiring … those who projected heart centered Awareness.

For awhile that worked out right well; but then another teacher arrived whose energy was very like that of the masculine-acting, bossy teacher with the sexual manner. I remember it felt like pure sexual hatred was being projected from her second chakra.

I remember wondering if she might have been a transgender person who was unable to achieve orgasm because of her sex-change operation, and if that might be the reason for the sexual rage I sensed?

I wondered if she had an ailing mother at home whom she resented, and if maybe I reminded her of her mother?

Could she be a sex worker, I wondered? I remember how coldly she rebuffed a shy, flirtatious remark by a man in the front of the class. I wondered: If she were to be a sex worker, who could her prospective clients be?

I remember hiding behind a pillar during the class to avoid being hit by what seemed to me to be astral ‘nails’ of sexual hatred being slung at me. She seemed to be saying, on the psychic plane: I will nail you! I will nail you! …

Link: “Acting Out of the Subconscious Metaphor: I Will Nail You!” by Alice B. Clagett, drafted on 14 November 2018; final draft on 10 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-b39 ..

I remember once going to the restroom mid-class, to get away from the vibe and the loud music, and hearing three senior women from the class masturbating in the restroom. What on earth was going on, I wondered? I had never encountered anything like that before, in my life!

I remember how, when I moved behind the pillar at the back of the classroom, that new teacher at the front of the room would move to one side, scowling, to get a clear view of me. Then I would move slightly to the other side, to block her view. Then she would shift position, to get a clear view of me. And so on.

Twice, she became so angry at my avoiding her that she walked directly up to me, as I stood in the back of the room, and began doing plies, feet spread about a yard apart. Glaring at me, she yelled: This is how it’s done. You see? This is how it’s done!

This so horrified me that, in December 2018 I decided senior exercise class was not worth it, and opted out of the fitness center, in favor of the mountain walks I so love.

KALI CLOTHED

The final episode of my misadventures at the fitness center has so haunted me for the last eight months that I finally made a drawing of how the spirit of that teacher seemed to me, on the psychic plane. My first rendition was explicit as to sexual organs, and that surely will not do, online. After awhile, I thought I might add clothes or other obscuration, such as a paint blotch, and then it would be all right to put the drawing online; yesterday I did that.

Nevertheless, because of the unpleasant nature of the topic of the drawing, and the sexual connotation, I advise only those over 18 years of age look at the below image. I feel that would be best. In addition, for those adults who, like me, do not like prurient topics, I suggest that you avoid looking at the drawing as well; as an alternative, you might simply read the description …

FOR ADULT VIEWING ONLY … Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 … https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2019/08/2019-08-20-kali-clothed-adapted3-good-e1566398655130.jpg … 

DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a blue bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plie position of ballet. Her elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide.

Above the woman’s head is the torso of a man, limbs spread-eagle, genitalia obscured by a brown and teal splotch of paint. This is an adaptation of my drawing “Kali Unclothed” that cannot be posted online due to censorship laws.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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For Children: Orkdom and The Darkling Gosling . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 12 August 2019

Dear Ones,

Today I am toying with the notion that the Darkling Gosling (of whom I speak in other posts) may have, as his astral form, an ork. If this be true, then it is an unusual case on Earth.

This being is using a promise of becoming a ‘hybrid’ to secure his minions among humankind. Although the Darkling Gosling promises his lackeys, charwomen and famuli superpowers to lord it over other people, in fact their lives become lovelorn, and they lose the great power of the human heart, so that their desire elementals wander off, and are no longer able to be sexually attractive to ought but the animal realm.

Woe is the day that a man or woman gives orkdom sway over his or her immortal Soul! For in ork timelines and dimensions, that Soul may no longer abide, but must seek expression in a place and time more friendly to the human heart.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Teaching Reading to Children Who Have Autism or Learning Disabilities . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 16 June 2019; published on 11 August 2019

Dear Ones,

Here is a video with thoughts about teaching reading to children who have autism or learning disabilities. I later thought, most likely all this has already been thought of by educators. Just in case it might be helpful, I later thought, I offer it here …

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I just had a thought today that for people who cannot read … say, autistic people and people with other sorts of reading disabilities, we could try teaching shorthand or pictograms instead.

I think this might have some success, because shorthand and pictograms relate to the language of the gut brain … the symbolic language of the gut brain. And so, where certain important functions of the higher brain are lacking or taken over by other functions, it might be possible to train the gut brain, in the way of the Neanderthals, to accomplish a task similar to the task that the higher brain accomplishes in other people. That is what I think … this being one example of that.  I think it is worth a try.

Another thing that might be tried is metaphors, because metaphors are remembered very well by the gut brain, and the gut brain would be fully functional. Say, the metaphor were to be ‘Jack and Jill went up the hill’. That is a nursery rhyme, but that might do.

Then you would have a picture of Jack in the form of a ‘J’, and the first sound in the metaphor is ‘juh’. So from ‘juh’ they could get ‘J’; and then they might learn the letter ‘J’.

The thing I thought might be best is to use that technique called ‘synesthesia’. It is a technique where numbers, for instance, are associated with some other thing, like a color or sound. The person who has this skill experiences two or three of these at the same time.

I thought that skill might be developed in people with learning disabilities, so that tones might be used to represent letters. Intuitively I feel that the tones would be like music, and music is something that is picked up by the gut brain. In that way a connection might be made in a different kind of wiring setup for learning disabilities regarding reading.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Repeating Astral Phrases as a Feature of Our Commensal and Adventitious Microorganisms . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 28 July 2019

  • My life has no quality
  • You have no personality
  • You are one big ego
  • Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money
  • Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy
  • You are a homosexual
  • Are you a homosexual?
  • Budie holers
  • V— D—
  • The viruses

Dear Ones,

I added the below to this blog today …

Link: “Hellworld Scenes and Amazing Astral Stories,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 24 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5j0 ..

Since it is so different from the rest of the blog, and is just a postscript there, I thought it might be best to break it out as a separate blog here, with slight changes from the original. It has to do with some repeating subconscious phrases I had noticed back in 2016 …

I came across an understanding that some of the repeating subconscious phrases I used to hear on the astral plane may attach to life cycle activities of or cultural difference among our commensal organisms.

For instance, It seems the repeating phrase “My life has no quality” has to do with lowered blood sugar; it may be a lament of the yeast cells that inhabit the human body.

The repeating phrase “You have no personality” is apparently a comment of the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon; it may have to do with prejudice against the yeasts, which are quite a bit more simplistic in their language and thought forms than are the Martians.

The repeating phrase “You are one big ego” is apparently a comment of the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon; it may have to do with Higher Mental Body functions, as our Martians have a greater influence on the Lower Mental Body, where they live, than on the Higher Mental Body.

Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money may have to do with our body cells and the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon recoiling in horror at the attacks of viruses.

Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy: This may have to do adjustment by our Martian bacterial colonists of the colon to the awakening of human telepathy globally. The Elder Race, the Martians, are far more telepathic than we, and in fact it was through their expertise in DNA manipulation that most of Earth species came into being. More about this in my blog category: Mars – Martians – the Elder Race

Not mentioned in the above-referenced blog are these repeating subconscious phrases:

“You are a homosexual” … Yeasts say this over and over again, and very enthusiastically, when there is plenty of sugar circulating in the blood, so that they can joyfully accomplish assexual reproduction

“Are you a homosexual?” is used by the yeast inhabitants of our bodies when greeting newly arriving yeasts. As I understand it, they are asking whether the newcomers are the sort that can have sexual reproduction with them, or whether they are they will be reproducing asexually.

“Budie holers” is a repeating, derogatory phrase used by the Martian bacterial colonists of the colon with regard to the HIV virus

“V— D—“ was a repeating, derogatory phrase used by the Martian bacterial colonists of the colon with regard to the viruses that attempt to cause sickness in their human ‘space stations’. They have since moved along to other phrases with the same meaning, but I cannot recall what those are right now.

The viruses talk in a sharp, sinister whisper full of intent to rip off the lives of the people in which they find themselves. They are villainous little dudes; which leads me to think that listening to pure musical harmonics might cause them to fare less well inside us.

If you hear repeating phrases on the astral plane, and know a little about microbiology, I encourage you to to match the phrases you hear to the wants and needs and cultural expectatoins of some of our commensal organisms as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Reminiscences: Whatever Happened to Sharon Ray? by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 26 July 2019

  • I FIRST MET SHARON RAY IN DURANGO IN 2011
  • MY SUMMERS IN DURANGO, 2013-2015
  • ON SHARON RAY LEAVING DURANGO
  • SHARON’S ARTICLES FOR SUNBURST BUELTON
  • AN ASTRAL STORY THAT UPSET ME
  • RESEARCH ON SATANISM IN COLORADO
  • UNRELIABILITY OF CLAIR INTEL
  • MY INCONCLUSIVE ONLINE RESEARCH INTO THE MYSTERY
  • MY PERSONAL CATHARSIS: CANNIBAL SONG: THE 29-FLAVOR BARBECUE
  • ON MIMICRY
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

I FIRST MET SHARON RAY IN DURANGO IN 2011

I remember meeting Sharon Ray in 2011, at a Durango, Colorado, “Gracelight” meditation held by David Pomerantz and his wife Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz. This was the first Durango “Gracelight” meditation I had attended, as I recall, although I had been to some weekly “Gracelight” meditations held by Marilyn Zweifach in West Los Angeles (which is a few hours’ drive from my West Hills, Los Angeles, home).

That Sharon Ray had been a member of the Durango “Gracelight” meditation group for many years, I gathered from a “Gracelight” DVD published in 2006, and copyright Marilyn Zweifach. The DVD had videoclips of Sharon playing guitar and singing, as I later saw her do in Durango.

By luck of the draw, Sharon Ray was my roommate at the 2011 Durango weekend gathering. At the end of the event, she gave me a copy of her “Rockin Theme Songs” CD, which had some beautiful children’s songs on it …

Link: “‘Rockin Theme Songs’ CD,” by Ray of Light Books with Music for Children … http://sharonraybooks.com/index.php?nav=rockincd ..

During the 2011 event, she had told me how much she loved her grandchildren, and I could tell from the kindly, uplifting spirit of the songs on the CD that she must have written them for those children, who, I heard, were quite young at the time.

This article that was published in the Durango Herald some years prior also attests to Sharon’s kindly nature …

Link: “Ray of Hope: Durango Illustrator and Author Collaborate on Children’s Book,” by Ted Holteen, Arts & Entertainment Editor, 22 May 2009 …  https://durangoherald.com/articles/3542-ray-of-hope ..

MY SUMMERS IN DURANGO, 2013-2015

In the next few years, I spent summers in the Durango area, vacationing from my home in West Hills, California. Often, I went to the weekly Durango Gracelight meditations.

I also recall meeting lots of wonderful people during lunches, bingo, and dominoes on weekday afternoons at the beautiful Pine River Senior Center in Bayfield, Colorado … http://www.bayfieldgov.org/services/senior.asp

Then on Sundays I often attended Florida Mesa Presbyterian Church (Pastor Dan Straw) … https://www.facebook.com/pages/category/Presbyterian-Church/Florida-Mesa-Church-PCUSA-216182998476771/

I recall how pertinent the sermons were to today’s life, and how delicious the Sunday morning brunches were. As well, I recall meeting the friendliest of people there, mostly ranching families.

That church was only a mile or so from the tiny apartment I was renting in Florida Mesa, so sometimes I would drop by the yard outside the church mid-week to sit and contemplate in that peaceful spiritual spot. For instance, I recall singing this song while standing in the driveway there, after sitting to contemplate in the yard for awhile on a summer day …

Link: “Song of the Lord’s Prayer,” melody composed and sung by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 July 2015; revised on 29 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-3Gr ..

Behind me was a neighboring rancher’s field, and the blue Colorado sky.

ON SHARON RAY LEAVING DURANGO

Getting back on topic: Some while after the 2011 Durango meditation (maybe in 2013?), Sharon Ray stopped attending the Durango Gracelight meditations. I noticed that because she was no longer singing her inspirational songs, accompanied by guitar, at the meditations.

I spoke with Amalya about it, and as I recall, and to paraphrase, she said Sharon had decided to join a Yogananda spiritual group near Santa Maria, California. This spiritual group, Amalya said, was similar to, but not the same as, Self-Realization Fellowship in Pacific Palisades, West Los Angeles. And that Sharon had just decided a change might be good, for the time being.

SHARON’S ARTICLES FOR SUNBURST BUELTON

I looked around online and found an organization named Sunburst Buelton, a California Yogananda devotee spiritual retreat from which Sharon had written some newsletters that included photos of herself and friends, and news about her family. Here are three of the newsletters, dated 2013 and 2014 …

Link: “Smokin’ Hot Graces,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 29 October 2013 …  https://sunburst.org/smokin-hot-graces/ ..

Link: “Faith and Setting the Butterfly Free,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 9 March 2014 … http://sunburstonline.org/faith-and-setting-the-butterfly-free/ ..

Link: “Fun Among the Rungs,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 26 March 2014 … https://sunburst.org/fun-among-the-rungs/ ..

From that I figured that Sunburst Buelton might have been the organization to which Amalya had referred (although I am not certain of it).

AN ASTRAL STORY THAT UPSET ME

Then on the astral plane I heard the most awful story …

I heard a story that Sharon Ray had returned to Durango, had been camping out in the woods near town, and that someone had caught her and skinned her face so that she would not be recognized, and then kept her for a few days for a dark-of-the-night Satan cult ceremony in which her heart was cut out and eaten while it was still beating.

The end of this ‘psy in the sky’ story was that she had a retirement savings account of $50,000 which was ‘laundered’ on behalf of someone in this Satan cult.

RESEARCH ON SATANISM IN COLORADO

Crucify me not! This astral story was very upsetting to me. I checked online, to see if there could possibly be any truth to it.

Apparently there has been some trouble with a Satan cult near Ignacio, La Plata County, Colorado in 1989 …

Link: “Vintage Durango: Satanic Panic on the Western Slope,” by Patty Templeton, Special to DGO … https://dgomag.com/contents/1937 ..

As well, there apparently are Satan cults and wiccan covens in Colorado … although, as far as I can tell from online, more likely in Denver than Durango.

In fact, from my research I gathered there are Satan cults and wiccan covens not just in Colorado, but also in here and there in the United States. I note, for instance, a recent news story about a Satanism and the Arkansas state legislature ..

Link: “A Satanic Idol Goes to the Arkansas Capitol Building,” by Avi Sel,, 17 August 2018, in the Washington Post … https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/acts-of-faith/wp/2018/08/17/a-satanic-idols-3-year-journey-to-the-arkansas-capitol-building/?utm_term=.66cb956fa87b ..

UNRELIABILITY OF CLAIR INTEL

As clair intel is unreliable, it is possible that such an event as that which I heard in the ‘astral airs’ never took place at all. Or, it might have taken place, but not in Durango, and not to do with Sharon Ray, and not in 2014. (I say 2014, as that year, as nearly as I could tell, marked the last of the Sunburst Buelton articles that had details of her personal life in them.)

MY ONLINE RESEARCH INTO THE MYSTERY

The mystery might be solved if Sharon Ray were to be located, alive and well, so I did some more research online …

Her children’s book “Jumping the Grate” used to be sold on Amazon, but it looks like it is not available any longer. It as if like there have been no recent posts on her website “Sharon Ray Books” … http://www.sharonraybooks.com/ … in recent years.

After 2013, it seemed to me that newsletters continued to be published by Sunburst Buellton, with the byline Sharon Ray, but without any personal news or information about her. If there would be a photo, then it apparently would not be of her, as in the instance of the photo in this 2016 article …

Link: “Shaping Time,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 4 February 2016 … http://sunburstonline.org/shaping-time/ ..

Here is a 2019 photo from Sunburst Buelton with a photo of someone named Sharon Ray, who looks a little like the person I used to know, but not enough so for me to make a positive ID …

Link: “A Journey into Mindfulness,” by Sunburst, 9 April 2019 … https://sunburst.org/?s=%22Sharon+Ray%22 ..

I am in quite a quandary about this ‘mimicry’ issue …

  • Are there really lots of people who unwittingly resemble other people?
  • Could it be there are lots of people who intentionally mimic other people?
  • Could there be some sinister undertone?
  • Is it just movieland stuff and nonsense?
  • With luck, it could be just that I am imagining resemblance?

And especially, with regard to Sharon Ray, whom I felt to be a talented songwriter, author, and musician, I could not get past the presentiment that she had been eaten, and that there might have been a coverup, with whatever nefarious intent!

MY PERSONAL CATHARSIS: CANNIBAL SONG: THE 29-FLAVOR BARBECUE

Finally, I wrote this poem, and the writing of it seemed to lighten the load of upset I had over the astral story …

Link: “Cannibal Song: The 29-Flavor Barbecue . aka Ogreish Stew,” a poem by Alice B. Clagett, written on 2 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cwW ..

CONCLUSION

I expect it will take better minds than mine, if we are ever get to the bottom of the mystery of the disappearance of Sharon Ray.

I hope and pray that this delightful human being I briefly encountered in Durango years ago is well and happy, and writing and singing her lovely songs all the time. I hope time reveals that the notion she has ‘disappeared’ turns out to be a question of her no longer being on the internet, and nothing more pernicious.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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