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Groups and Acting Out During This Transitional Ascension Phase . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Groups and the Eighth Chakra Bow-Tie: The Pitfall of Following the Subconscious Mental Suggestions of a Group Leader
    • Example of Eighth Chakra Bow-Tie: Astral Story about Dylan Redwine’s Disappearance in Colorado
    • On Making Independent Decisions
    • On Avoiding Criminal Actions
    • On Avoiding Irreversible Fatal Actions
    • On Recognizing and Countermanding Untoward Dictates from Leaders
    • The Folly of Ceding Our Power to Authoritarian Leaders
    • Conclusion
    • Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Photos from a Flower Garden
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This is a video about groups and grouping and the eight chakra bow-tie (the group glom effect). I have added as an example an astral story about the Dylan Redwine murder mystery; this example was not in the video itself.

The soothing instrumental music in the postlude of the video is “Prelude No. 20” from the album “Preludes” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

A minute ago the sunshine was dazzling, and now it is about to start raining here. That is very unusual … pretty welcome too.

Groups and the Eighth Chakra Bow-Tie: The Pitfall of Following the Subconscious Mental Suggestions of a Group Leader

I have something to explain that I have finally found out about groups and grouping and the eighth chakra bow-tie. It has been blogged before on my website … see these blog categories: 08th chakra  … and …  Bow-tie knot  so you could look under those categories for the background information.

This new information is pretty important for almost everyone on Earth right now, and it goes something like this …

We are all rising to consciousness on the astral plane. This plane is that of the emotional body. Thus conversations on the astral plane, which I sometimes term ‘clair chatter’, have very little in the way of mental thoughts in it. And conversations on the physical plane … as when we chat on the phone or in person … are a mixture of mental and emotional.

So what is happening is that, as groups are expanding into Awareness of their astral bodies … which are more refined energies than the physical body … everyone is becoming clair: clairaudient, clairvoyant, and all those other clair abilities.

And so one of the first things that seems to happen for groups is that the followers in a group … not the leader but the followers … are the first to become clairaudient. And what they are hearing are the daydreams of their leader; the daydreams that the leader is feeling due to unresolved Soul wounding, generally.

Now the problem with groups, in the physical reality right now, at the beginning of the Great Age of Light, is that they have become accustomed to following the subliminal commands of group leaders … which may be why the advice was put out by other Ascension teachers last year, to try to steer clear of groups. As we become more clair, and before we reach the level of the integration of the physical and the astral plane … the third and fourth dimensions … as followers of groups we can be led into acting out behaviors by suggestions that are really daydreams of the leader of a group.

The below astral story illustrates the importance of not paying attention to what we presume to hear as the advice of a respected group leader, if it contravenes the mandate of law. (In fact, it was the hearing of the astral story that caused me to formulate the overarching topic of this blog.)

Example of Eighth Chakra Bow-Tie: Astral Story about Dylan Redwine’s Disappearance in Colorado

Once more I shall take pen in hand to tell my readers of a wild astral story that went round regarding the 2012 murder of Dylan Redwine, near Vallecito Lake, Colorado. The astral story had to do with a woman who knew the boy in early childhood, perhaps as a babysitter or friend of the family, and was thought to have captured and tortured him over the course of a month.

On the physical plane, I heard an elderly woman friend in Pine River Senior Center, Bayfield, Colorado (where I would eat lunch and play dominoes a time or two weekly, during my summer visits to Durango during the years 2013 through 2015) once mention that she had seen the child waiting at a bus stop … I thought then that she might have meant a bus stop in Vallecito Lake … on the day of his disappearance. After hearing that story (and if she correctly recognized the child that day), then it could be, I thought, that a family friend, or person he knew, saw him at the bus stop, stopped, and offered to drive him to his destination that day, and that he never got there. This is the only physical fact I have about the event, and that, I recognize, is hearsay. Now, back to the wild astral story …

When the woman took the boy to her bedroom, in her home in a housing development near Vallecito Lake, according to the astral story, her husband wounded the boy’s lower spine in such a way as to prevent locomotion; this act also would have caused incontinence, and paralysis and lack of sensation in the lower body and legs.

Then, over the course of an excruciating month, the astral airs were full of accounts of torture sessions, in which the actors wore costumes that concealed their identities. An actor who made a one-time appearance in a subsidiary role was said to be the illegitimate son of a local law enforcement officer; and that was purported to be the reason why the sessions were not interrupted, nor the perpetrators apprehended.

Another notion put forth on the ‘astral airs’ had to do with the torture sessions being backed by wealthy local people, who conveyed the sessions through closed circuit TV to tourists at a ritzy hotel in Durango. Thus, according to the ‘astral airs’, local people were felt to be ‘in cahoots’ with the crime; or possibly feeling, in a subconscious context, deeply guilty about it.

In the astral story, the kidnapping woman, in her subconscious mind, thought that the leader of her spiritual group was instructing her to torture the child. She and her husband, according to the astral story, called the leader and his wife, and agreed to convey him to their house for one of the torture sessions, in which the leader’s wife cut off the boy’s eyelids with a manicure scissors ‘so that they would be pretty, ‘cornflower eyes’, like her own’. (This part of the astral story has to do with the topic of this blog.)

Some time thereafter, according to the hypothetical story, the husband of the kidnapping woman took the boy’s life, in his own eyes justifying this as an act of euthanasia, to end the possibility of further torture. More on this wild astral story here …

Link: “Amateur Sleuth: The Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and pblished on 20 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7nr ..

The people in Vallecito, Colorado, were by all accounts, both astral and according to the news media, very upset about the long unsolved mystery of the disappearance of Dylan Redwine, and their upset may have been the incubating impetus for this astral story; it could be that everyone in Vallecito and the neighboring towns of Bayfield and Durango, Colorado, longed, during the years following the abduction or disappearance, for a simple explanation, and an end to the long agony of suspense and not knowing.

On Making Independent Decisions

[Video, continued …] From this astral story … even assuming that there is the smallest thread of truth in it, I gathered with some forcefulness how important it might be to develop a sense right away … right now … of who we are, and of making our own decisions, and not following the subliminal suggestions of group leaders; especially for groups that are used to blindly following the advice of their leaders, and for which there is not much democratic choice. It is very important to switch gears right now, and instead consult our own higher levels … our own higher energies … and find out whether or not we should act in the world in a certain way.

On Avoiding Criminal Actions

In the past, I have given this general rule of thumb, and that is: Just do not do anything criminal …

Link: “Criminal Minds Have Criminal Thoughts,” an affirmation by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 November 2015; published on 15 November 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4ig ..

Do not do anything that is against the law, because the repercussions are rather severe, if a person does criminal activities and then that is found out by law enforcement. It is very important to toe the line right now. That is the first thing.

On Avoiding Irreversible Fatal Actions

In addition, do not do anything that cannot be revoked, such as taking someone’s life, or taking one’s own life, or anything of that nature; nothing that is so final as that.

Keeping in mind this is only a skit that is taking place, within the context of our many Higher Selves … see blog category: Physical body and subtle bodies … I mean, there are 72 dimensions … see my blog category: Dimensions … the third and fourth dimensions are getting this kind of difficult choices (but very important choices at this moment in time).

Whether we lose form or we do not lose form, is not as important as we think it is, because we exist in so many different dimensions and timelines. But nevertheless, what a waste of a wonderful physical body, to make some decisions based on the notion that the leader knows the right thing to do, and is telling us that … when, in fact, the leader may not have arisen to that awareness yet; the followers are arising to that awareness first.

On Recognizing and Countermanding Untoward Dictates from Leaders

My suggestion is: If you start hearing things from your leader that sound a little odd, that do not sound as if they fall within the normal range of the leader’s preogatives, the thing to do is to sit down and talk with them on the physical plane. Find out if it was a daydream or something true. And that way I think we can get through this situation much more gracefully and easily.

It is hard for followers, very hard, because we are dealing with the feral drives, the primate and pack instincts, which have been operating through the unconscious thought cloud of the world for all these 11,000 years … to teach us many Soul lessons, of course … but right now, the thing to do is to stand back, and consider why we are taking certain actions, and to try … with our higher consciousness, our Christ consciousness … to consider what Christ would do. Or if Christ is not our leader, then perhaps follow the Ten Commandments of Moses, who, I feel, thought very hard about what is needed to get along in the civilized world, in a group; and in conjunction with other groups too, as the situation is today.

It is not like there is just one pack right now, and everybody has to toe the line. Instead, there are many, many packs, and they all have to get along pretty much together. And the way that functions is through the law … and to take it a step higher, through our own higher consciousness and our own notion of loving, Christ consciousness and Christ Awareness.

We have to find the middle ground, where we do not react to the leaders, but instead, stand back, in our own light of higher consciousness, and decide whether we should be doing something or not.

The Folly of Ceding Our Power to Authoritarian Leaders

We may be determined to follow the leaders. I suggest that is not such a good idea right now because of the misunderstandings that can come up, because of the glom effect, and because it is harder to clear when we follow leaders … even family leaders or leaders of spiritual groups; any kind of leaders, right now. The thing to do is to stand back, and not do that so much as before; to realize that we have come into our own wisdom … our Soul wisdom … and that we can find that path ourselves.

It may come out, in your group, that some people act out in a very upsetting way, and that the responsibility for that lies, in a way, with the leader, because the leader has been daydreaming. But the true responsibility for each person on Earth has to do with their own Soul, and their own wisdom. We cannot really blame it on the leaders. We have to take responsibility for every act of our own, in the world.

That is the dynamic, though: The dynamic is that the suggestion is by the leader, in an unconscious or subconscious way, and that the followers … thinking that it is the right thing to do, even though it is exceedingly unusual, perhaps … are actually doing the thing.

Conclusion

Well, you all take care. I am glad that this has been found out. And I hope it will be easier for each succeeding group that is ascending to not act out; and to realize their own greatness, without that group glom effect.

You all take care. Love you all lots. I wish you the very highest and the very best.

Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Photos from a Flower Garden

[The postlude features the soothing instrumental “Prelude No. 20” from the album “Preludes” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0, along with photos from a flower garden (see below).]

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The photos from the video are here … Link: “Flower Garden,” photos by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 22 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-igl ..

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See also … Link: “The ‘Power Over’ Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 24 January 2015; transcribed on 31 May 2018; revised on 28 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4bQ … See the section: Power Over 5: Rules of the Alpha Male: The Old Boys’ Club

There is a more polished version of the topic of the above video (but without mention of the Dylan Redwine example) … Link: “Acting Out by Followers When a Group Leader Makes a Subconscious Suggestion,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016; revised on 22 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4ZP ..

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The Dweller on the Threshold . by Djwhal Khul through Alice Bailey

Published on 1 November 2014; revised

Dear Ones,

The below references to Djwhal Khul through Alice Bailey’s work have to do with ‘the dweller on the threshold’.

Video: “Alice A Bailey; ‘The Dweller on the Threshold'” by Jayson Wiggins, Published on Feb 18, 2014: This video is on youtube, but Google has blocked it, perhaps because of copyright infringement; you will have to look up the link on your own. 

Link: “Dweller on the Threshold,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dweller_on_the_threshold … the section “Esoteric framework” 

Link: “The Dweller on the Threshold: Summary: A Collection of the Statements of the Tibetan,” http://www.esoteric-philosophy.net/dweller.html ..

Link: “The Books of Alice Bailey: Rays and the Initiations,” https://www.lucistrust.org/online_books/rays_and_the_initiations_obooks .. 

The overall message is, when we meet the dweller on the threshold, as part of our spiritual evolution, we must choose between the dark and the light, the shadow of our personality and Spirit.

This is a very difficult test for Spirit. My own feeling about it is: OVERCOME it, or BECOME it! The choice is ours!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Healing the Lost Children of the Lightworker Soul . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 7 October 2014; revised

Image: Red sky above, blue water below, crescent moon and dark treed shoreline … https://i10.dainikbhaskar.com/thumbnails/730×548/web2images/www.bhaskar.com/2017/12/18/day–night1_1513609483.jpg ..

Dear Ones,

A while ago I put out a video on “Old Lightworker Syndrome” (which has since been lost). In it I was talking about how those of us who are highly polarized to Light … Lightworkers, wayshowers, gatekeepers, and so on … are also, because of the nature of duality (50-50 Light and Dark), highly polarized to Dark on the astral or subconscious plane.

Speaking for myself alone, I found this realization shocking. But so it is! …

We, the Army of the Light, are also, on the subconscious plane, in the dreamtime realm, the Army of the Night. Yikes! …

Before we go further, I would like to explain a little … We Lightworkers have been for aeons anchoring the extremes of this 3D dimension … the ‘poles’, you might say, of the polarity. We could not have done it without a Soul agreement not to know what we have been doing. So that is one thing … the agreement ‘not to know’ … that has allowed us to anchor this dense, ‘unreal’ reality. And it is the discovery of the agreement that caused me some dismay, as I had theretofore completely identified with my Lightworker role alone.

One other thing I would like to add to that … After I discovered all this, I went through a time when I felt …

Oh my gosh, there is so much personal cleanup to do, I’ll never get out of 3D / 4D. I’m doomed, probably, to the lower dimensions.

Or else, maybe I’ll just have to die and go directly back to Source, since I’ve been so bad on the astral plane while being so good in 3D.

So, in my mullings, I mulled over all that for awhile. Various stages of feeling unworthy, feelings of low self-esteem, guilt, anxiety, despair, the possibility of languishing in the lowest levels of the astral plane indefinitely, and so on …

Then I snapped out of it. I began to understand that I am … first and foremost … an Infinite, Eternal Being of Light and joy. That I right now exist on many levels of reality, including 5D, angelic realms, and so on. And in addition I have a presence in these 3D / 4D realms where I am involved in a lot of personal cleanup.

It is kind of fun! I am one of the Soul volunteers who have anchored all this, and now I am doing the tough cleanup, preparatory to anchoring the new Light on New Earth.

So all is well. Like all humankind, I must heal my incarnational traumas, my Soul fragments, my inner children. And because of the extent of my polarization to Light in a world of Duality, my lost children of the Soul are bigger than most … You might say they are 10-pounders!

For example, my Soul had a hairline fracture, slightly on the diagonal, that split my Soul field in two, from bottom to top. Recently, the one part slid up and joined the other, thank goodness.

This is one of several inner child reunions I have experienced. Daniella Breen … https://daniellambreen.com/ … and her Team facilitated this for me. If you should come to a slowdown in your exploration and reintegration of your inner children (she terms them ‘Soul fragments’), I highly recommend Ms. Breen’s expertise and assistance.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Technique for Healing the Inner Child” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 October 2014, revised … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7o0 ..

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Group Sexual Vibes and the Empath . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 20 May 2017; revised on 1 March 2020

Image: Photo of a statue of a man reminiscent of Icarus, underwater, looking down, by Jason DeCaires Taylor … https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5613/15609877635_7dc22bd77a_z.jpg … COMMENT: This statue is like the state of awareness capable of enlightenment, but submerged in and overwhelmed by the unconscious thought cloud of the world.

  • SUMMARY OF VIDEO
    • The Hyper-Reactivity of the Second Chakra
    • Empathy as a Trait of Lightworkers, Healers, and Spiritual Counselors
    • Empaths as Reflectors of Other People’s Chakric Patterning
    • Social Censure by Others of Their Own Sexual Taboos as Reflected in the Empath’s Energy Field
    • Boomerang Effect of Negative Thought Forms, from the Sender to Empath and Back Again
      • Sidebar: The Allure of Physical Form
    • Example: Boomerang of Social Taboos between a Female Empath and a Young Woman
    • Clair Din Ratchets Up Unless Transmuted with Love and Light
    • Empathic Sexual Chakric Mimicry Is Not Gender-Specific
    • Loud Clair Sexual Melee in a Group
    • Example: The Man with the Wandering Eye
    • Example: Stories by Alice: Couple Leading a Musical Celebration; Jealousy or Insecurity Felt by the Wife
    • Groups Worldwide Are Emerging from the Subconscious Waters into the Light of Awareness
    • A Call to Action for the Lightworkers of Los Angeles: Let Us Do Our Best to Ease Other Folks’ ‘Waking Up Grumpiness’
    • Example: The Lilith Dilemma
    • Example: The Antisocial Personality Interacts with the Empath
      • The Vampire Effect
    • On Warding Off Hateful Thoughts from Others
      • Feeling of Being Surrounded But Full of Faith
      • Descent of Grace as Light
      • Alternative: Descent of Grace as an Angelic Being
      • The Split Searchlight Image
      • Alternative: The Sacred Heart of Christ Image
      • The Piano Pouring Down Grace Image
    • Example: Pro-Sex Group Ratchets Up Sexual Energy; Empath Departs Group Temporarily
      • On the Empath Stabilizing His or Her Electromagnetic Field as a Clair Shield
    • Example: Empath Is in the Presence of a Group that Feels Negatively Toward Sexual Energy
      • Prudery
      • Drawbacks of Psychic Surgery to Prevent Sexual Feelings
      • Ratcheting Up of Sexual Rage in Prudish Groups; Empath Departs Group Permanently
    • Conclusion
  • VIDEO BY ALICE

Dear Ones,

At the end of this blog is a video about how, as our empathic skills increase, we interact with other people’s thought forms about sexual desire. I put an edited Summary before the video, as the Summary is more complete.  If your time is limited, I suggest reading the Summary rather than viewing the video.

SUMMARY OF VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I thought I would explain a little about the second chakra and empathy, and the rise and fall of the waves of sexual desire all over the world. We have touched on this topic many times. This is just a further insight about it, with regard to empaths.

The Hyper-Reactivity of the Second Chakra

Of all the ‘old-style’ chakras … the seven chakras that used to be in human form before the 2012 Shift … I feel that which is most reactive to the unconscious thought cloud of the world is the second chakra … the sexual chakra.

The minute a person begins to feel sexual, to that chakra are attracted, from other people, many thought forms laden with desire. These thought forms … that are so strong, and so over-weight amongst the thought forms that rain down upon the other chakras of the chakra system … have to do with the mass media that I have also discussed many times, and the emphasis, in the mass media, on the second chakra ,,, including billboards, television, magazines, movies, and video games, to name a few. 

Empathy as a Trait of Lightworkers, Healers, and Spiritual Counselors

I feel that all Lightworkers are empaths, and that many people in the healing professions and the spiritual counseling professions are empaths, For instance, I feel that members of the medical professions and psychological and psychiatric professions are frequently empaths. These people have a tendency to sense the chakric patterning of the people they are with, whether it be one person that is with them in the physical sense, or a whole group of people.

Empaths as Reflectors of Other People’s Chakric Patterning

If empaths are with people with very robust endocrine systems … as is typically the case with the endocrine system of younger people … then the empaths tend to reflect the same pattern in their chakric system as they are experiencing from that other person or those other people in a group.

Social Censure by Others of Their Own Sexual Taboos as Reflected in the Empath’s Energy Field

So what happens, then … because in much of the world, there are many taboos around the act of sex and thoughts of sex … when the other person hears the clair chatter that has been transferred from them to the empath, they tend to react with the same social censure messages or malware messages that they heard from their parents when they were very young, before they reached the age of reason.

Boomerang Effect of Negative Thought Forms, from the Sender to Empath and Back Again

So when this negative malware impacts the mimic patterning of the empath, then it ratchets that energy, in a negative sense, back to the sender. And then, if the empath does not transform or transmute that energy with love, then the racket grows and grows. It grows into a kind of a maelstrom of negative sexual energy …

No, don’t do that!
No, don’t do that!

No, don’t think that!
Who are YOU?

And then a bunch of pejoratives, negative derogatory terms, begin to be slung back and forth about alternate lifestyles.

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Sidebar: The Allure of Physical Form

Image: Portrait of young woman by Brazilian painter Harding Meyer, showing sexual allure as a flowing forth of light from one side of the face … http://www.themechanism.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/12/hardingmeyer2-520×379.jpg … COMMENT: The allure of physical form is different from sexual chakra malware, which is located in the lower quadrant of the body of light, and in the lower etheric net of a human being.
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Example: Boomerang of Social Taboos between a Female Empath and a Young Woman

Here is a good example: Say a female Lightworker empath is around a young woman who has a strong sex drive. And that young woman feels a very strong feeling of sexual urge, accompanied by the usual thought forms for a heterosexual person. The Lightworker who is, say, female, such as myself, patterns that, and then the young woman throws back (on the clair plane) …

How dare you!
How dare you have that feeling towards me!

… which is a big embarrassment for the Lightworker or the empath, who also has thoughts about the social aptness of various thoughts. So she might react with …

  • No, I didn’t! 
  • or with How dare you!
  • or with transmuting with love and Light.

Clair Din Ratchets Up Unless Transmuted with Love and Light

Those are some of the options. And so, if the last option is not picked, then the clair din starts to ratchet up. In an establishment, everybody in the establishment suddenly gets involved in clair discussion (often on a plane of consciousness borderline between the conscious and the subconscious mind … the ‘reverie’ state of mind … about the social issue of alternate lifestyles, and so forth. If it is a Lightworker or empath that is a man, the same thing might happen.

For more on the reverie state see … Link: “OM Mantra and 7 Levels of Consciousness,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati … https://swamij.com/om.htm#unmani … Search the word: reverie

Empathic Sexual Chakric Mimicry Is Not Gender-Specific

Image: Painting of young girl underwater … https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/21/f2/1c/21f21c89c4b35b2d37ce866b2c7edf8d.jpg … COMMENT: This painting is reminiscent of a healer consciously submerging in the unconscious thought cloud of the world, as a neutral observer.

The patterning that happens on the sexual chakra, for an empath, is not sexually specific. It merely reflects the malware, or automatic response mechanisms, deeply buried in the subconscious mind … the repressed energies of the person that they are with. Whether they are with a man or a woman, it will still reflect whatever that other person has in terms of sexual malware. Of course, the empath’s response might vary, depending on the gender of the other person.

Loud Clair Sexual Melee in a Group

In a large group or crowd, it is like a melee. One person will have a sexual feeling. And then the Lightworker or empath notices that, plus all the energies of the other people in the room regarding that and all the other chakras.

The sexual chakra is a very loud chakra because of the compressedness of energies that have been repressed because of early childhood learning. Very loud. One of the first things that people experience when they start to awaken is all the nay-saying regarding sexuality in the world.

Example: The Man with the Wandering Eye

So everybody in the room starts to hear, after a while, a din about sexuality. And it varies very much. Some men are saying their familiar line, such as …

Could I have a date with you, dear woman?
Or it might be a very explicit statement instead.

They repeat this over and over again on the clair plane, whenever the sexual vibe in a room arises … without actually knowing that they are doing it. But the partner that they are sitting with notices it, and thinks that they are ‘coming on’ to someone else in the room … perhaps the new person: the Lightworker, the empath … and so that partner starts up very indignantly about how their man is being pre-empted by somebody that is an outsider to the group. And the Lightworker thinks …

Oh my goodness, what should I do?
What could I do about this?

Then somebody else picks up on the clair plane … somebody that has an interest in an alternate lifestyle. They have a different song to sing, and a different energy to add to the group. And it continues on. It can go all around a group, in different directions. Or it can rise into an uproar.

Example: Stories by Alice: Couple Leading a Music Celebration; Jealousy or Insecurity Felt by the Wife

I know of one gathering that I attended from time to time, where a man and his wife led a music celebration once a month. It could be that the wife had Soul wounding to do with another woman having stolen her sweetheart. Most likely, in adolescence, she had a sister who took her boyfriend away from her and scotched her on that. And she never forgave her. It was, maybe, first love; here was her sister ruining her life, and this was something that sank deep down into her subconscious mind … I do not know that that is so, but this type of childhood wounding would explain that behavior I encountered during one of the music celebrations, where the wife’s Soul wounding may have been rising to her conscious Awareness so as to be cleared from her energy field.

Image: “The Fall of Man and the Lamentation,” painting by Hugo van der Goes, circa 1470:  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Hugo_van_der_Goes_-_The_Fall_of_Man_and_The_Lamentation_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … DESCRIPTION: The setting is the Garden of Eden; Adam is on the left; the beautiful and chaste Eve in the center, picking an apple from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. On the right is the serpent, depicted as a shorter (non-alpha) woman with a reptilian body … COMMENT: I take this legend as the beginning of the myth dividing women into two groups: ‘the good wife’ and ‘the fallen woman’.

To continue, she and her husband led the musical celebration. I, as a very sensitive empath, was in the group. I had no designs on either of them. But there was a strong energy of sexual repression in the group, and as soon as she thought a sexual thought, it would ricochet over to me, and then back to her, and her Soul wounding would be engaged, so she would think I was after her man. Then I would feel empathic dismay equal to her feeling of dismay. Like this …

Oh, my goodness! What will I do?

And because they were in a leadership position, she began to chant, over and over again, in her conscious mind, words that had to do with nay-saying or extreme anger about other people daring to have a sexual thought about her husband. It got to the point, after a meeting or two, where I could not go back there, because she was planning it in advance, whether subconsciously or consciously; planning a campaign about ‘the Scarlet Letter’ for me, as the most clairsensitive person in this group of people who were very sensitive on the clair plane. The other people did not know what to do.

Painting: “The Whore of Babylon,” by William Blake … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/41/William_Blake_whore_babylon.jpg … DESCRIPTION: A seven-headed man with clawed hands and feet, crouched on all fours, vomiting the forms of men and women onto the ground. These people are in various stances to do with earthly life … standing, running, working, hunting with a spear, riding a chariot, and so on. The man’s lowest face has horns and looks evil; his highest face looks human and noble. The latter is gazing apprehensively at a beautiful, bejeweled woman wearing an orange skirt and seated on his back. In the woman’s right hand is a chalice with two handles; from the chalice dreams of naked men and women stream forth into the air.

Groups Worldwide Are Emerging from the Subconscious Waters into the Light of Awareness

This scenario is being repeated over and over again in groups these days; there is a certain point where people are just on the verge of dipping into repressed memories and bringing them up into the Light of consciousness, and nobody has a precedent for how to act or react to what they hear.

The piece of art, “Booooooom” by Benjamin Craig, represents very well, I feel, the rising above the waters of the collective subconscious …

Image: Booooooom” by Benjamin Craig … https://www.booooooom.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/benjamin-craig-03.jpg“Painting of a young man emerging from water,” by Benjamin Craig, at I Heart My Art … https://www.iheartmyart.com/post/43826121562/benjamin-g-craig-watercolor-acrylic-and-pencil DESCRIPTION: The face of a young man shown three times. At the bottom of the image, the face is submerged under water and the eyes closed. In the middle of the image, the face is emerging from the surface of the water and the eyes and mouth are opening. Near the top of the photo the face is out of the water, the eyes are gazing up towards the sky, and the mouth is open, as if breathing in air. There are red flower petals floating on the water. A big brown snake is swimming through the water on the left side and top of the image; its head is near top right, and its red eyes are open … COMMENT: The snake might represent the fear death, or fear of exposing subconscious, repressed thoughts and emotions, or the kundalini energy of awakening.

You can find more on Benjamin Craig artist here …

Link: BOOOOOOOM: Benjamin Craig, 12 October 2013 … https://www.booooooom.com/2013/12/10/artist-illustrator-benjamin-craig/ ..

A Call to Action for the Lightworkers of Los Angeles: Let Us Do Our Best to Ease Other Folks’ ‘Waking Up Grumpiness’?

Image: Painting of a young man by Henrietta Harris … https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/8f/d2/0c/8fd20cd6ea94d016803f2d2374580784.jpg … DESCRIPTION AND COMMENT: This is a painting of a sober-looking young man with his head partly out of the water. To my mind, he looks a little like an empath wondering what to do next.

Nobody knows what to do at this point, so those of us that are rising to consciousness in this regard are all experimenting with ways to assist in alleviating Soul wounding responses, automatic responses, when we gather in groups, so that the groups can continue in a harmonious way as the Ascension process continues.

Image: “Giver of Life,” by Mark Henson … https://www.markhensonart.com/custom-gallery/art_print_products/giver-of-life-custom-print … DESCRIPTION: Spirit lifting water in cupped hands,

I urge all of you who are now at the conscious level … and I feel there are many, many of you in Los Angeles … to try to think of a way to transmute these negative energies about sexuality to the Light, through your own heart center, through the energies of the group, or through some small action on the astral or physical plane … such as a kind word … that will help to switch, or twist, the energy that is being expressed, from the negative to the positive.

I expect, coming into the June 2017 Solstice next month, that many more techniques will begin to manifest.

Example: The Lilith Dilemma

There are just a couple more things regarding this topic. One is the Lilith dilemma that I mentioned early on, some years back. It has to do with ‘the third woman’ … the evil woman, the dance hall girl, as compared to the wife, and social attitudes towards that. I recommend taking a look at that blog …

Link: “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5lz ..

… because sometimes you can identify cultural patterns in the way that the noospheric energies move. And that is one; it is called the Lilith, the ‘fallen woman’.

Image: Bas-relief of Lilith, from Sumerian mythology … https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2017/05/af261-0v2efitjq29crgzwg.jpg … COMMENT: Note the clawed feet stepping on a two-headed beast of prey. 

A man will treat a woman that he perceives as Lilith quite differently from the woman to whom he is married. This reflects in the noospheric energies that occur. Sometimes that can be identified. My hope is that here will be a fix. Maybe we will come up with something.

Image: Painting of a woman with a prim mouth, distorted to the right of her face, by Henrietta Harris … https://inkedribs.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/henrietta-harris_04.jpg?w=529&h=738 COMMENT: This painting is reminiscent of the ‘proper’ wife; desire not to speak her truth distorts or displaces the mouth energy.

Example: The Antisocial Personality Interacts with the Empath

Then there is the antisocial personality contribution to the area of sexuality. Dealing with this requires, I feel, being in a completely neutral state of mind. This is one of the cases where repetition of the phrase …

May you be blessed with unconditional love!

… helps, because it posits a third party doing the blessing. Whether it be God or your celestial Ascension team, invocation of a blessing entails visualization of a third party that confers the unconditional love.

The Vampire Effect. That is very important because otherwise, the antisocial personality will latch onto the sex drive and onto the heart chakra of the empath, and drain the heart chakra with constant stimulation of the sexual chakra at the same time. And there is also a question of mind control that occurs as the energy field weakens because of the atypical energy configuration of the electromagnetic field of the antisocial personality. So it is very important to make that distinction.

On Warding Off Hateful Thoughts from Others

The below visualizations work for the empath being confronted with the chakric patterning of the antisocial personality, and also for the empath confronting the Dark bodies (repressed Soul wounded energies) of family and friends …

Feeling of Being Surrounded But Full of Faith. The feeling starts like this, with a feeling of being surrounded by other people’s Dark bodies. The empath first feels faith, like the central man in the painting …

Image:”The Blessed Guillaume de Toulouse (755-812) Tormented by Demons (oil on canvas),” by Fredeau, Ambroise (1589-1673) …  https://biblioklept.files.wordpress.com/2015/04/tumblr_ltprof64jm1r1dpd5o1_1280.jpg … COMMENT: To my mind, this is is an exaggeration, and a little too spooky.

Descent of Grace as Light. Then you imagine a field of grace, like Light coming from heaven …

Image: “In Worship,” by Jaijelinne … http://pre13.deviantart.net/fa15/th/pre/i/2012/321/1/3/in_worship_by_jaijelinne-d5l8qbk.jpg … DESCRIPTION AND COMMENT: This is a painting of a young woman with arms outstretched. There is a white dove above her, and a column of golden light is pouring down from on high, onto her physical form. It is the faith of the young woman, I feel, that triggers or activates the connection with Divine.

Alternative: Descent of Grace as an Angelic Being. Or you might image grace raining down in the form of an etheric angel, as in this painting …

Image: “A Healing Angel as Seen Clairvoyantly by Geoffrey Hodson,” a Theosophist …  http://www.minhtrietmoi.org/Theosophy/Hodson/Sharing%20the%20Light%20I_files/image013.jpg … DESCRIPTION: A person is sitting crosslegged on a staircase. A tall, symmetrical, protective angelic form stands above and around the person; the angel is like yellow light, outlined in green. White light streams down from the angel’s heart, onto the seated person. Yellow light streams upward from the angel’s head. The background of the painting is blue light. 

The Split Searchlight Image. Then you might imagine that Light is split in two from on high, and pours down on both you and on the Dark body of another person. The visualization is a little like this, only you must imagine that the point of origin is overhead, in the sky, and that the one column of light is continuing to pour down on you, and that Source sends another beam of light down on your persecutor …

Image: Split beam of a searchlight … http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y79/BVH/excelsplit.jpg ..

Here is a drawing reminiscent of the split Light image. You can imagine the two points at the tops of the cones tipping together to create the split searchlight effect …

Image: “‘Team to Team’ Optimization Visualization,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 January 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: There are two stick figures; the left one is labeled ‘You’; and the right one is labeled ‘Another person’. Above each stick figure is a very tall angle bracket representing a cone of light. maybe six times higher than the stick figures. Inside the cone of the stick figure labeled ‘You’ are the words ‘Your Team’. Inside the cone of the stick figure labeled ‘Another person’ are the words ‘Their Team’. At the tips of the cones, high above the stick figures, is a horizontal arrow with two heads, which point to the top of each cone. The arrow is labeled ‘Team to Team’.

Image: “‘Team to Team’ Optimization Visualization,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 January 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: There are two stick figures; the left one is labeled ‘You’; and the right one is labeled ‘Another person’. Above each stick figure is a very tall angle bracket representing a cone of light. maybe six times higher than the stick figures. Inside the cone of the stick figure labeled ‘You’ are the words ‘Your Team’. Inside the cone of the stick figure labeled ‘Another person’ are the words ‘Their Team’. At the tips of the cones, high above the stick figures, is a horizontal arrow with two heads, which point to the top of each cone. The arrow is labeled ‘Team to Team’.

Alternative: The Sacred Heart of Christ Image. The well known Sacred Heart of Christ painting reminds me, in a horizontal sense, of this same split-Light visualization …

Image: Sacred Heart of Jesus … http://www.catholic.az/en/wp-content/uploads/2015/06/sacred-heart_rays.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Christ is standing, barefoot, on pavement. He has long brown hair and a flowing beige robe. There is a halo round his head. From his heart issue two streams of light: To the viewer’s left, a red stream of light, and to the viewer’s right, a blue stream.

In the painting, there are two rays of Light streaming from Christ’s heart, one red and one blue. Thus Christ, in the painting, is like the apex of the split searchlight shown above. Imagine that the two streams of Light issuing from the heart of Christ are transforming in nature.

Imaging that one of the streams connects to the empath’s electromagnetic field, and the other connects to the Dark body of the antisocial personality (which either accepts it, or more than likely, is repulsed by it). Thus Christ is the intermediary who diverts the energy of the antisocial personality from the energy of the empath.

The Piano Pouring Down Grace Image. If the Dark bodies of many people are dissing you, you might visualize grace pouring down like a stream of pure water and transforming their subconscious minds …

Image: Painting of a piano by Timothy Martin… https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/15/3d/13/153d131564168bac95b3ffacada50497.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Piano lit with light inside, with lotus flowers on it. From inside the piano a stream of pure water flows down the keyboard, and into a pond with lily pads in it.

Example: Pro-Sex Group Ratchets Up Sexual Energy; Empath Departs Group Temporarily

Then there is the question of the ratcheting up, in a group situation, of the sexual energy field. This is when the people in the group are pro-sex (positively oriented toward sexual energy and relatively free of sexual malware). Not necessarily at that moment, but in general, their orientation is pro-sex. So one person in the group has a feeling …

I would like to find a sexual partner.
Gee, is anybody out there for me?

On the Empath Stabilizing His or Her Electromagnetic Field as a Clair Shield. Now for the empath, at this point, one thing to do is to stabilize the electromagnetic field. I have offered many different ways of doing this … whether mudras (hand positions), or visualizations, or meditations, or just in general, diet and getting plenty of rest. There are a lot of different ways to make the electromagnetic field very strong.

And so I suggest, at this point, utilizing whatever is at hand to enhance and strengthen the personal electromagnetic field. Then what happens when this person’s thought form impinges on your own energy field, is that the energy field acts as a neutral barrier, and the same energy with which the thought form hit the energy barrier, causes it to boomerang off of it and back to the person. It may then settle in the sender’s energy field, or it may bounce off to other people in the room.

Image: Weak Electromagnetic Field versus Strong Electromagnetic Field in a Woman … https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0113/8756/8186/articles/color_1400x.progressive.jpg?v=1549894173 … COMMENT: Note how ‘bounce-off-able’ the strong EMF looks. The whorls and indentations in the weak EMF dampen the boomerang effect, much in the ways that the baffles or ‘waffles’ in acoustic foam tile muffle sound.

When your energy shield is down, some of the people in the room, or maybe all of the people in the room, will begin to feel uncomfortably sexual. That is because, in general in groups, even though they may feel in favor of the notion of sexuality … avant-garde in that matter … they do not feel like suddenly taking advantage of that desire in a group situation. And so the people will become very antsy.

The only thing I can say about that right now is this: It is important for the empath to exit the geographic vicinity as soon as possible. It is very important to go away from that group glom, and thus to allow the people to ratchet down, without the boomerang effect of your own energy field shield. In a group that feels, overall, positively toward sexuality, I find it all right to visit with them again at a later date (after the astral airs clear).

Example: Empath Is in the Presence of a Group that Feels Negatively Toward Sexual Energy

Prudery. Now, let us go on to the case of the empath who finds himself … whether on the physical plane or just on the astral plane … associated with a group that is very negatively inclined towards sex … a group that always believes sex should be repressed; for example …

  • a group of celibate people,
  • or a group of puritanical people, who have a very strong notion that sexuality should only be used in specific situations … say, for the perpetuation of the species … and that it must be repressed in all other situations

… people who have a very strong view along those lines.

Image: “Delivered from Prude,” a painting by Chris Mars … https://s3.amazonaws.com/media.artslant.com/work/image/39481/slide/Delivered_from_Prude_3A7D2C.72.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Left: Faces, torsos, and bodies of people diseased physically and emotionally. Center bottom: Copulating couple. Right: Nude woman, no legs, sitting at top of a staircase. Center: Houses in a town. Lower top: a person with bat-like wings emerging from a wall. Top: Two astral forms of people flying in the air … COMMENT: There is a 3D effect. The textures and images convey the notion of hide-bound ideas about sexuality.

Drawbacks of Psychic Surgery to Prevent Sexual Feelings. I have even run into spiritual adepts who do psychic surgery on the lay people that support them to prevent them from feeling sexual by cutting the spinal column around the level of the narrow part of the waist, psychically.

As has been discussed in other blogs, what this eventually engenders is Soul devolution, because it leads to an injury that the School of Theosophy terms the snapping of the ‘silver thread’ or ‘silver cord’. This then separates what Theosophy terms the Higher Triad (including the Soul, the discriminative faculty or intellect, and the sensory recording faculty of the mind), from the Lower Quaternary, including the physical body, the life principle, the astral body, and the desire body (kama rupa). 

In my terms, the snapping of the ‘silver thread’ might be conceived as the snapping in twain of the Higher Mental Body and the Lower Mental Body at the ‘astral bridge’ (the heart center). When the subtle heart is broken, the elegant, finely conceived and executed human machine is sundered. The body vehicle, in particular the subtle bodies become no longer suitable for ‘ensoulment’ … for the Soul to settle down onto.

Ratcheting Up of Sexual Rage in Prudish Groups; Empath Departs Group Permanently. Leaving this interesting footnote to one side, let us take up the issue of the Lightworker empath who finds himself or herself in the company of people who are ascetic with regard to sex, whether they be trained to emphasize their higher mental faculties, or whether through psychic surgery they be prevented from feeling their natural sexual urges.

Then what happens when the empath strengthens the electromagnetic field shield barrier and becomes stable in his or her energy is a ratcheting back and forth, a boomerang effect, of those people’s negative thoughts … And the group grows more sternly, chaotically even, disinclined towards the act of sex.

Image: Time Lapse of Movement of Balls on a Pool Table …  https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/b/bb/8_ball_break_time_lapse.jpg/300px-8_ball_break_time_lapse.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Pool table with cue-balls set in a triangle. The blurred trajectory of balls played during a game can also be seen.

If the Lightworker empath has a very strong electromagnetic field shield, such a group’s feeling of negativity towards the act of sex can turn into what is called hatred of men (‘misandry’), hatred of women (‘misogyny’), or hatred of people that are perceived as sex objects. And so, it can lead to acts of violence and so forth.

Image: “Golden Dream” by Vincent Johnson … https://fireplacechats.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/golden-dream-2012.jpg?w=537&h=719&h=719 … DESCRIPTION: An orange-red background behind a golden-orange triangle around a smaller asparagus-green triangle … COMMENT: This painting reminds me of the nature of the ‘astral air’ when a group feels sexual rage. Imagine that the asparagus-green triangle represents the group, the golden-orange larger triangle represents their emotion-laden nascent thoughts, and the orange-red background represents the fomentation of the astral air around the group, as rage-filled thought forms are flung off into the ethers.

It is very important for the empath with a strong electromagnetic field (EMF) shield to exit from such a group … I would say, probably permanently, and to find a group that is more copacetic as far as sexual views are concerned. This will let the more sexually negative group gravitate to the type of sexual energy that they prefer.

Conclusion

I wish you all God’s love and grace and joy in this time of the highest Light, in a year that is near the Solar Cycle Minimum.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Apollyon (Abaddon), Male Competition, and the HIV / AIDS Virus . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 10 October 2016
Previously titled: Apollyon (Abaddon), the Drive to Competition, and the HIV / AIDS Virus

  • APOLLYON OR ABADDON AS THE DRIVE TO COMPETITION
  • SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF ONE-UPMANSHIP: MALE COMPETITION REPRESENTED BY THE ACT OF RECTAL INTERCOURSE
  • THE CHALLENGE THAT HUMANKIND FACES RIGHT NOW
  • ON BLESSING THE WORLD WITH PERFECT WELL-BEING

Dear Ones,

Apollyon is another name for Abaddon, a force of destruction mentioned in the Book of Revelation. In another blog …

Link: “Overcoming Abaddon (Apollyon),” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 10 October 2016 …  http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6fa ..

… I have mentioned that this force, the ‘bringer of locusts’, might be considered the force that has brought the HIV virus into reality in the third dimension … which is to say, into physical reality here on Earth.

APOLLYON OR ABADDON AS THE DRIVE TO COMPETITION

ADULTS ONLY (PG-13 – VIOLENCE): Here is an awful painting of one man eating another man … Link: “Abaddon Eating a Person” … http://g01.a.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1YeL_KpXXXXcfXFXXq6xXFXXX7/Art-oil-painting-Repro-Abaddon-eat-person-monster-24×36.jpg_640x640.jpg ..

Maybe the lesson is that the men of the future, of New Life on New Earth, will not vie with each other through competition, but instead work together for New Creation.

SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF ONE-UPMANSHIP: MALE COMPETITION REPRESENTED BY THE ACT OF RECTAL INTERCOURSE

This painting may also be viewed from a psychological perspective. In this context, and without explicitly portraying the act of rectal intercourse, the artist seems to me to portray the energy thread behind this act that has been so often mentioned in the noosphere in recent years (and, the clair-gifted may notice, is now in the process of transforming to love and Light).

The main way the HIV virus spreads is through rectal intercourse (could be among men, or between a man and a woman). Now, this act of rectal intercourse is interpreted by the subconscious mind as “f— you in the a– h—” or the like … in other words, as an act of hatred by one human being against another. Thus it could be said that our subconscious minds, the shadows of our personalities, have called forth this HIV virus as a physical representation or enactment of the drive to competition, the drive to “f— each other in the a– h—“

The drive to competition is one aspect of patriarchy, of the imbalances that took place in the last part of the Atlantean Age just now past. This competitive instinct, like the HIV virus, is causing a great deal of suffering in the world today.

THE CHALLENGE THAT HUMANKIND FACES RIGHT NOW

As you may know, many are now expanding in consciousness from Awareness of their physical (3D) presence on Earth, to an Awareness of the astral plane (4D). There they must face and overcome the tests of the negative astral beings.

The next test takes place at the ‘borderline’ between the astral plane (4D) and the Kingdom of God, which will be our New Life on New Earth (5D). As all beings on this new plane of existence … this new field of Awareness … feel compassionate love like that of Christ, and peace like that of the Buddha, we must drop all energy threads that are not of compassionate love and peace, before we can enter this sacred land.

One such energy thread is our sense of competition with other human beings. This is the challenge that faces humankind right now: To cease the competition, the aggression that causes so much suffering for all of us; to come together as a world people and help make life better for all humankind.

This coming together in loving kindness will usher in the New Age, which all will enjoy as soon as the squaring away process known in many faiths as the Last Judgment has taken place. In fact, this ‘Last Judgment’ is the process that effects the switchover from our consciousness as 3D and 4D beings, to our consciousness as 5D or higher.

ON BLESSING THE WORLD WITH PERFECT WELL-BEING

I am in great hopes, as well, that the departure of that dense distortion of the Light will be accompanied by DNA upgrades that allow humankind to gracefully deal with the test of the HIV virus as well as for antisocial personality disorder (which may affect millions of people) …

Link: Disclosure and the Fate of Religious Radical Extremists,” by Alice B. Clagett. published on 5 October 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6dd ..

Let humankind be blessed with perfect well-being, perfect health, perfect happiness, and perfect ease of spirit.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Christian Cast Down by Apollyon,” by Frederick Shields, 1864  … http://www.victorianweb.org/art/illustration/shields/3.jpg … LEGEND: “Rejoice not against me, o mine enemy; when I fall, I shall arise.”
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Thoughts on Curing HIV-AIDS, and on Modern Medical Healing . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 31 March 2016

  • ON THE NATURE OF HIV-AIDS
  • PHOTONIC LIGHT, TIMELINE MERGES, ACTING OUT, AND STDs
  • CHAKRIC REBALANCING
  • HOW THE SHADOW SIDE INFLUENCES SPONTANEOUS CURE
    • Family and Friends and the Shadow Mind
    • Medical Doctors and the Shadow Mind
  • THE PAYMENT MODEL FOR THE MODERN MEDICAL PROFESSION

Dear Ones,

ON THE NATURE OF HIV-AIDS

I had an insight into the nature of HIV-AIDS the other day. On the astral plane, I feel that the HIV-AIDS thought form is created through negatively aspected second chakra astral matter. Specifically, the emotional energies of hatred, fear, anger, or despair become attached to thought forms related to the second, or sexual, chakra.

Very strong negative energies attached to sexual thought forms are a form of kama-manas (desire-mind) that, after gathering sufficient density, can distill from the astral plane into the physical plan as sexual diseases such as HIV-AIDS.

PHOTONIC LIGHT, TIMELINE MERGES, ACTING OUT, AND STDs

Today, in this new Age of Light, as the beautiful light of Alcyone’s photon belt once more touches and transforms Earth and all her beings, the clearing of samskaric tendencies from past and present lifetimes on Earth is proceeding apace.

Welling up into our consciousness are all the instances of negatively aspected sexual thought forms from the many lifetimes we experienced in the recent 10,000-year Age of Darkness. As our personal timelines continue to merge, and our dimensional Awareness continues to expand, we may experience upsurges of negative sexual feelings.

On the physical plane, these upsurges can lead to ‘acting out’, which can give rise to the spread of STDs … which is why, intuitively speaking, I notice much turmoil on the clair plane regarding discovery and resolution of issues around STDs. Intuitively speaking, it seems to me that this applies to all countries, all cultures, and all age brackets, worldwide.

CHAKRIC REBALANCING

The solution to this upwelling and manifestation on the physical plane, is to rebalance, harmonize and perfect the functioning of the second chakra. Chakric rebalancing methods are available online and also in person, through many wonderful healers.

When the chakras are in perfect alignment, physical diseases will disappear and the body will come into perfect physical health. This applies even to diseases such as HIV-AIDS, which hold such a load of despair and sadness.

HOW THE SHADOW SIDE INFLUENCES SPONTANEOUS CURE

We may be perfectly cured through chakric healing, yet if we were previously diagnosed with an ‘incurable’ physical disease, after the cure we may experience  ‘popping up’ of samskaras, or misaligned thought forms, which are distortions of our own subtle bodies, to do with past learning about the inevitability of disease and death.

It is important to clear through these negative thought forms; positive affirmations may be helpful, or laughter as a healing technique, or one may continue to work with alternative healing, such as clearing through the sacred languages of light and sound.

Family and Friends and the Shadow Mind

After a spontaneous cure, family and friends will most likely continue to believe that we are incurably ill. And their thought forms, sent to us through the ‘astral air’, may negatively impact our health. This is a difficult question, which must be addressed on a case by case basis, through their education on the true nature of disease. It may be helpful to absent oneself physically from family and friends, and curtail communication with them, for a while after the spontaneous cure, as the notion that this miracle has in fact manifested is accepted by their minds and hearts.

Medical Doctors and the Shadow Mind

Our doctors, the Shadow of whose minds depend on income from illness for their own financial well-being, may also refuse to accept that our bodies are back in balance and no longer manifest these diseases.

Everybody knows that even such serious diseases as HIV-AIDS can go into remission. Even a diagnosis of liver cancer can inexplicably go into ‘remission’. The facts of remission, I feel, are ignored by the medical profession because they conflict with their beliefs on the nature of disease and healing. Yet in instance after instance, such spontaneous cures take place. The answer, I feel, will be an upgrading of the modern medical mental filters, so that the facts of remission will better fit into the modern medical Weltanshauung.

THE PAYMENT MODEL FOR THE MODERN MEDICAL PROFESSION

Long years ago, I heard of the barefoot doctors of China, who accepted payment only for the physical health of their patients … as I recall, in the form of eggs or vegetables from the people of the villages where they offered medical care. The villagers would not pay the doctors if they fell ill, yet they expected medical attention then, with the notion that the doctors had momentarily failed in their mission of maintaining a villager’s health and well-being.

This notion makes perfect sense to me, as, in my thinking, what villager could afford to give away eggs and vegetables while he or she lay ill? Yet the healthy person could easily offer sustenance to the travelling barefoot doctor.

I ask, for the sake of your consideration, would this not be a better model of payment for the modern medical community? Great ills, such as a specialist’s misdiagnosis of disease for the sake of remuneration entailed by an operation, or the specialist’s shadow side wishful thinking that a person be subject to the specialist’s illness (which wishful thinking, in aggregate, can distill down into the physical reality), might be avoided by simply changing the payment model for the modern medical profession.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Acting Out by Followers When a Group Leader Makes a Subconscious Suggestion . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016; revised on 22 May 2020
Previously titled: Acting Out by Followers on a Group Leader’s Subconscious Suggestion

  • THE EMOTIONAL DISCONNECT ON THE ASTRAL PLANE
  • GROUPS, SUBLIMINAL SUGGESTIONS, AND SUBCONSCIOUS ASSUMPTIONS
  • A VISUALIZATION REGARDING THE GROUP GLOM EFFECT
  • ON ‘ACTING OUT’ BY FOLLOWERS
  • SELF-EMPOWERMENT AND THE NEW GROUPS OF EARTH

Dear Ones,

This is a video about groups and grouping and the eight chakra bow-tie (the group glom effect).

THE EMOTIONAL DISCONNECT ON THE ASTRAL PLANE

When a person is first rising to clairaudient awareness, their conversations on the astral plane are mainly emotional, with not much mental matter in them. At that time of arising, the person is creating unconscious, emotional clair ‘stories’ or ‘skits’. Often these skits express emotions that are repressed because of societal expectations.

Conversations on physical plane … such as on the phone or in person … have a mixture of astral and emotional influences. These are the conversations of which we are aware; the sort of conversation we could most likely recap or summarize if the need arises.

When I rose to awareness on both the astral and the physical plane, it became clear to me that there is a great void or chasm between the astral stories … the daydreams or nighttime dreams of humankind … and the physical human conversations taking place in the world, on the phone or in person. The chasm is, in fact, shocking to me.

There are, it seems, great hidden wells or reservoirs, deep pits or threads or sacks of negative emotional energies such as fear and anger and hatred, dread and sorrow, despair and unfulfilled longing,  in the unconscious thought cloud of the world. My feeling is, this is because many people on Earth today have an ’emotional disconnect’. In other words, their feelings are repressed, and not expressed in their everyday conversations.

GROUPS, SUBLIMINAL SUGGESTIONS, AND SUBCONSCIOUS ASSUMPTIONS

As groups arise to consciousness of the astral plane, it seems to be the norm that the followers first become clairaudient. What they begin to hear are the subliminal suggestions of the leader of a group. These subliminal suggestions spring forth from the leader’s Soul wounding … the shadow of his personality.

Groups are based on the subconscious assumption that the followers will do as the leader says. Consequently, all these many years of the Age of Darkness that just now ended, the followers of groups have subconsciously followed the subliminal suggestions of their leaders.

In this short transitional stage of Ascension, as followers begin to arise to consciousness on the astral plane, they are becoming aware of their leader’s shadow-world suggestions, which previously simply ‘flowed through’ from his or her subconscious mind to theirs.

Last year, some of the Ascension teachers offered the advice that it would be best to steer clear of groups for the time being. However, this advice did not reach many ears, and those that it reached often chose to set it aside. Even now, some of the Ascension teachers are ‘grouping’ together still. I feel that is because grouping is a very difficult thing to avoid in the third dimension.

So now, as the Incoming Light stirs up the Soul wounding … the shadow side of each of us … group leaders’ daydreams, for instance regarding the feral drives and the primate pack instincts … which are perceived by the followers as subliminal suggestions … can become more agitated, just at the time that the rising-up group followers are beginning to consciously clair-hear their leaders’ shadowside suggestions.

These subconscious suggestions, when they reach the followers, constitute what I have previously referred to as the ‘eighth chakra bow-tie’ … Our eighth chakra has the metaprogram that controls our own astral play. The knot is tied there by our own decision to align with the subconscious suggestions of the group leader.

A VISUALIZATION REGARDING THE GROUP GLOM EFFECT

Another name for this knotting effect is ‘the group glom effect’. One might visualize an umbrella …

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Imagine that the central rod of the umbrella is the group leader. This includes the handle at the bottom of the umbrella (the ‘moniker’ or ‘handle’ of the group) as well as the spiked peak at the very apex of the umbrella (that which has top position in the apparatus). So, the leader is central to the group, and the group goes by his or her moniker or handle, and the leader is the person who is ‘on top’ of everyone else.

Now imagine that the little spikes at the ends of each of the spines of the umbrella are the followers …

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On the underside of the umbrella … the side that nobody usually sees … are the struts that keep it structurally strong. These are like the subconscious assumptions of a group, for example, the giving away of the power of each follower to the group leader. Or they might be visualized as the subliminal suggestions of the leader of the group, that keep the group acting ‘as one’.

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When the umbrella is closed, the leader is not making subliminal suggestions. The ‘glom effect’ of the hidden struts is latent, but not actually being experienced by followers.

When the umbrella is open, then we might figure it is raining … the leader feels that the group needs to be ‘protected from the elements’ … which are typically outgroup individuals or other groups. The subconscious suggestions are in place, the umbrella is open, defending the group from the rain, and the ‘glom effect’ is occurring.

ON ‘ACTING OUT’ BY FOLLOWERS

Essentially, then, when we participate in groups, our free will is tangled or tied up by our loyalty to another human being … the group leader. If this human being is not in alignment with God’s mind, God’s heart, and God’s will, if the leader has a shadow side not yet resolved in the Light through God’s blessing, then the followers will also necessarily stray from alignment with Divine. In such a situation, the followers are in danger of carrying out the Soul-wounded suggestions of the leaders, either on the astral plane or on the physical plane. In instances where followers ‘act out’ in previously unaccountable ways, this may be the cause.

Then comes the moment when a follower realizes that the suggestions of the leader have been subconscious, and that it is the follower who must be held accountable for this, in some instances violent, acting out behavior. Then the follower may experience a sense of betrayal by the leader.

This is not in fact so. The follower has not been betrayed by the leader. Rather, it is the follower who has set aside his or her own free will, during the long Age of Darkness, in order to experience the Duality Play. And so, the acting out that transpires in a group setting in this transitional phase of Ascension must be held in a way that empowers each actor in the Play. We are, each of us, responsible for our actions in the world. We are, each of us, responsible for that which may be termed ‘acting out’ as well.

On the other hand, the timeline in which we act out is only one of many timelines and dimensions simultaneously being played out by our Eternal Soul. At any moment, we can jump from the ‘acting out’ timeline to one where the actions have been more in line with societal expectations. (For this, see the blog category ‘timelines’.)

This is not to say that we ought to act out … in a perhaps violent manner … on either the physical or the astral plane. Nor is it to say that we may feel free to do so, just because the karmic consequences can be avoided or delayed by timeline jumping. But rather, I say that, should we be caught unawares in this transitional phase, then it is possible, through God’s blessing, to overcome this karmic burden by optimizing our timelines.

SELF-EMPOWERMENT AND THE NEW GROUPS OF EARTH

Typically, after the awakening of followers, next will come the awakening of the group leader to his or her shadow side. At that point I believe it may be possible for groups to function safely together on New Earth … as long as everyone is aware of what were previously unconscious thought processes, and as long as free will and self-empowerment are normed by the group.

My feeling is that the general rule for all people in groups right now might be: Don’t do anything criminal, because social repercussions can be severe. In particular, do not kill anyone, and do not commit suicide. We all exist on many timelines and in many dimensions, and so life or death are not as important as we think. Nevertheless, why waste this precious incarnation into physical form?

Let us stand back with our higher consciousness, and consider: What would Christ do in this situation? Or, What would Moses do in this situation?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “The ‘Power Over’ Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 24 January 2015; transcribed on 31 May 2018; revised on 28 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4bQ … See the section: Power Over 5: Rules of the Alpha Male: The Old Boys’ Club

An earlier blog described the topic of groups and acting out according to the subconscious suggestion of group leaders. The transcription includes as an example an astral story about the murder mystery of Dylan Redwine … Link: “Groups and Acting Out During This Transitional Ascension Phase,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-d2B ..

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Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 19 September 2015; posted on 21 September 2015; revised May 2016 and transcribed 12 October 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends
    • What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul
    • Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing
    • What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This is a video on an experience of rising to awareness of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World, by a handful of people in Los Angeles, over several decades beginning in about the year 2000. There are a Soundtrack and a lightly edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO

 

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I am going to tell you a story now. A few years back, I was living in Los Angeles, And I, and a couple of other women, and a few other men … a few more men than women … a handful, altogether, of people, all serious spiritual students … lifelong spiritual students, all of us … were coming to awareness, together, of the unconscious thought cloud of the world.

And we did not anything about it. It was all completely new to us. We did not know what was happening. And we had many, severe, strict learning experiences from God during that time. And we are still all a little bit sore, in our individual consciousness, at each other, right now, with the notion that maybe one of us caused it to happen.

And very specifically, they think that I caused it to happen to them. And I think it was their fault. [laughs]

But in the broad view of things, it was something that was happening to all of us … even though we were not all of the same faith, or of the same spiritual group, or like that … for some reason, God plunked us all in this situation of coming to awareness of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World.

It was a very rocky road! And I am going to tell you two anecdotes about that, that set us back immensely.

First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends

One was the coming to understanding that anger … subconsciously held and repressed anger … was causing humankind to strike out at other members of their own families and groups, while they were sleeping, and attempt to cause fatal diseases or fatal physical problems, such as heart attack or cancer, or just general cursing wishes.

And this was something that we could not come to terms with at the time: The knowledge that we, ourselves, in this Realm of Duality, were, through our Shadow side, creating the great ills of humankind … and even more so, to those that were enmeshed in our own karmic web … such as family and friends and workplace people, and so forth.

So that was one learning experience.

What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul

And then, past that, what happened was the rising above that, to the neutral mind, and the understanding that this is the working of the Realm of Polarity, the Dual Realm … and that within us is that strong, clear, bright Spirit of the Divine … that eternal Soul that has bravely taken on the responsibility of creating this reality.

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

So, quite a learning experience! And the knowledge from that was an immediate understanding of our multidimensionality … because that experience of creating the Shadow and the Light, in this Dual Realm, is superimposed upon the more glorious understanding of our presence, and the Light that we carry in the Fifth Dimension.

That is the first thing about the lesson that we learned.

[Sound of a cow lowing} … What was that? I think there is a very upset cow down there … There is this beautiful, private campground down here on the northeastern edge of Vallecito Lake. It is closed right now. And the cows are roaming around, just at will, down there. [short video clip of roaming cows]

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing

So now, on to the second thing that we learned. That is the only other thing I am going to talk about right now.

There was a time when the men, in this very small handful of people, some years ago, began to rise to consciousness of the raping, killing instincts in men.

And those that were the most conscious, and who were most appalled, in that group, followed that trend of deep, dark energy consciously, as it coursed through Los Angeles. And they unwittingly felt that they were responsible, at that time, for that energy.

What the energy was doing was, it was rising up … especially on Friday and Saturday nights in Los Angeles, when many people are intoxicated, and under the influence of recreational drugs, and frequenting places where they can pick up other people for, generally, just a one-night or one-hour stand.

So there was that very Dark, dense energy in Los Angeles at that time, and probably still now. And so, during those times, the consciousness of that handful of people who were coming to awareness of individualization noticed and, in horror, followed the energies that were going forth, which would glom together, and gather in vast ‘herds’ of unknowing energy … of raping and killing energy … and settle upon some person.

It was as if there were a malevolent spirit … say, the Fallen Angel of Los Angeles, as some presume … which I think is now gone … I hope! I have done my best, and so have others! … for all the big cities of Earth.

And the way of it … when we sensed their presence … was to call our Ascension Team and say: Read them their rights, by Cosmic Sovereign Law!

This way of speaking we learned from Link: “Ascension Glossary” … https://ascensionglossary.com … CC BY-SA 3.0 … under such headings as “Cosmic Law Evolution Edict”.

And then we would hear quite a commotion, a carrying on, and reading of rights, and protestations of loopholes that might be used, and so forth … and finally, a carrying off of the energy.

What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind

But all that is an aside. And to get back to this learning experience for this small handful of people: We would be carried along, on this wave of raping and pillaging and killing energy, and it would settle … as if there were some malevolent intelligence involved … which might be the Fallen Angel of a particular city … that settled on someone weaker, someone that was a little afraid … it could be a man or a woman … and caused a feeling either that they were being raped, or that their heart was stopping and that they were being killed. They would fall down dead, sometimes.

We were all horrified … those that knew. Horrified, and feeling responsible. [sighs]

And also there was this wave of being raped, and being killed, energy that went round. And I finally attained a neutral mind with regard to that. I finally came to a higher understanding that allowed me to escape from that energy.

Yet I could hear women, all over the city of Los Angeles, screaming in terror, in their subconscious minds, as they slept.

And the men also finally arrived at some understanding about that: That they were a being of infinite awareness and eternal Light … they were a beingness that saw what was happening here, and were not part of it.

So, there is that story. I went on and on. Please do excuse me.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also this companion blog: Link: “Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-424 ..

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 15 February 2015, published on 24 October 2015; transcribed on 4 October 2018; revised on 29 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4de ..

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Soul Fragment Retrieval, Soul Wound Healing, and Healing of Collective Soul Fragments . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 11 May 2014

  • SOUL FRAGMENT RETRIEVAL
  • SOUL WOUNDING
    • “I Am One Great Heart,” a Song by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
  • HEALING OF COLLECTIVE SOUL FRAGMENTS

Dear Ones,

Lately I have been learning a lot about reuniting my Soul fragments and healing Soul wounding from Daniella Breen …

Link: Daniella Breen … https://daniellambreen.com/ ..

SOUL FRAGMENT RETRIEVAL

For instance, as I may have mentioned before, I learned from her how easy it is to ‘call my Soul fragments back home’. The minute I knew they were just hanging out, in whatever dimension or time-space continuum, simply waiting to get back together with me, I just called them back, and they came.

Mostly complaining about something or other. Upset, feeling I did not love them. Repeated assurances on my part, something like this …

Soul Fragment: You don’t LOVE me!
Me: I DO love you! I DO, I DO, I DO!
Soul Fragment: I hate you, I hate you, I don’t want to be there!
Me: I hear you!

Then typically the Soul Fragment would repeat some audio clip, negative resonance, the sound of which had caused it to detach from my major Soul. To which I would say: I hear you!

After a number of such reassurances, I would feel the discordant energy sliding up into me, here or there. Then, noticing the discord, I would place my left hand on my heart. As I felt both my heart and the discord, I would feel the discordant energy smoothing out and joining the resonance of my major Soul. Also, invariably, a feeling of: Welcome back! I missed you so much! So glad you are here!

And then the Quiet.

SOUL WOUNDING

I have not taken Daniella Breen’s course on Soul Wounding yet, although I am eagerly looking forward to it. Meantime, I can offer a little from my own experience on this topic.

We can consciously meditate on and reconnect with our Soul field. Our Souls are much, much bigger than our physical bodies. One way to get in touch with our true majesty is to compose a mantra about it. Here are two along the lines of what Daniella teaches:

I am 100% a sovereign Soul!
I am 100% in the sacred majesty of my being!

As we concentrate more on our Soul, it will begin to manifest to us in a personal way. In my case, I can actually hear my Soul reflecting back to me a beautiful chorus of sound. When my heart is in alignment with my Soul, what I hear back is something like Tom Kenyon’s Aethos Sound Meditation, only more like happy cheers than a continuous sound:

Link: “The Aethos and Non-dual States of Consciousness: A Hathor Planetary Message through Tom Kenyon” … http://tomkenyon.com/the-aethos-and-non-dual-states-of-consciousness ..

Nice, huh?

Sometimes what I hear back is a sad chorus, overall, as if it were coming from a huge hemisphere around me … Goes up higher than a high-flying airplane (30,000 feet … humm … could that be 6 miles high?).

Sometimes I hear a directional phrase, from a long way off, repeated plaintively over and over again. Or, I may feel a returning pain or discomfort, a sense of density, somewhere in my physical body. I take these to be indications of Soul wounding.

My feeling is, we cannot clear our Soul wounding without accessing our heart energy, My personal mantra, as of yesterday, is: I am one great heart.

I tried ‘I am one BIG heart’ for many years, but noticed this didn’t help me stay svelte. Hence the changeup.

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“I Am One Great Heart”
A Song by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
11 May 2014

 

I am one great heart. (x4, repeated twice on the audioclip)

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When I sang the mantra on this clip the second set of four times, my left hand was on my heart. It seemed to me that the resonance was quite different. Do you sense a difference? So I find that singing this mantra, especially while walking, and especially while placing my left hand on my heart, helps me become more aware of my heart energy.

When I sit in meditation, I have tried this with good results. Before beginning the mantra, I place my feet firmly on the floor, spine straight but not stiff, eyes raised at least as high as the horizon, and not fixed … moving here and there. I place my left hand on my heart and raise my right hand as if in greeting. Come to think of it, this picture of Christ has a pretty good example of the mudra …

Image: Christ, with left hand on heart and right hand raised … http://catholictruth.net/en/bin_/images/jesus_divine_mercy2.jpg .. This is the image called “Jesus, I trust in you.”

So back to the Soul wounding … When I sense, in whatever manner, the presence of Soul wounding, I place my awareness on the wounding, and at the same time on my heart chakra, and I stick with this dual awareness till the wounding resolves. Deep wounding, I have found, requires application of this technique over and over again.

As I do this technique, sometimes I hear or sense a sort of blending with other Souls. I sense how much they want to heal their own Soul wounding. Through experience, I have found out how important it is, at this moment of healing, to disregard the wounding of other Souls, and concentrate only on my own Sovereign Soul. Otherwise, I have found, the healing will not take place. Paradoxically, if my own Soul wounding begins to heal, so does that of those around me.

HEALING OF COLLECTIVE SOUL FRAGMENTS

I have a thought that all the sad and suffering mental filters through which we view life … including genital mutilation, orphanhood, despair, enslavement, desire to die, Satan and the hell worlds, predation, war, and so on and on and on … all that dark stuff in fact represents fragments of the Collective Soul of humankind.

Perhaps, like the lost, confused, lonely, and sad fragments of our own personal Souls, the Soul fragments of our Collective Soul need to be called back into our Collective Heart. Perhaps we, as sovereign Souls, can perform this service for humankind.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Note: The song “I Am One Great Heart” has been excerpted to: Link: “One Great Heart, One Eternal Soul,” a song by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 June 2014; published on 25 June 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1Or ..

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Releasing the Shadow and the Tribe, and Connecting to Soul Purpose . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 8 February 2014

  • THE DARK NETWORK AND THE UNCONSCIOUS THOUGHT CLOUD OF THE WORLD
  • ON THE IMPORTANCE OF RELAXING THE ABDOMEN: THE THIRD CHAKRA … THE TRIBAL CHAKRA
  • HRIDAYA CHAKRA MEDITATION TO ACTIVATE SOUL POWER

Dear Ones,

The Arcturian Council: Shadow Work video (below) by Arcturus Ra has quite a few interesting ideas in it.

THE DARK NETWORK AND THE UNCONSCIOUS THOUGHT CLOUD OF THE WORLD

For instance, he talks about a vision of the dark web all over Earth that takes advantage of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World. Its nature is not to our advantage. Arcturus Ra explains how to deal with it, how to be a strong and self-directed Soul.

I like where he describes the body as an apartment building with a lot of units in it. Then he says, we are the landlords of our apartment buildings. Then he says (to paraphrase), if some tenant or other in your apartment building hasn’t paid the rent, and you are not aware of this, then that is like the dark web moving into your apartment building. When we are unconscious, the darkness can move into us. Arcturus Ra has a very unique point of view. But I will leave it to you to hear the rest directly …

Video: “Arcturian Council :Shadow Work !!!” by Arcturus Ra, 3 February 2014, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEPQecwGfbg ..

I noticed at 17.15 on the video where Arcturus Ra is talking about outfoxing the Darkness, and then his camera starts to fall off the rock. Twice. For no apparent reason…. These are the kinds of tricks … seems like … that I run into when I do a video about the Dark. I also run into ‘mind mud’ and ‘mind slides’ … where I start to talk, and my tongue slows down, or my mind slides over a word over and over again. Some people call this a Dark Attack, but really, it is more like Light is about to come in, and the Dark is dancing a little anticipatory tap dance, you know?

Also note, at the bottom of this blog, how one of the rocks in the video looks like it has a face. It almost seems as if the spirits of the natural world were helping Arcturus Ra as neutral witnesses to his talk.

ON THE IMPORTANCE OF RELAXING THE ABDOMEN: THE THIRD CHAKRA … THE TRIBAL CHAKRA

Recently I have experimented with consciously relaxing the abdomen. The effects on me were quite interesting …

  • The energy of my electromagnetic field became unstuck from my mental notions, both conscious and unconscious, apparently, and the energy began to circulate and flow freely.
  • My own idea about this is that will power, centered in the abdomen, can start us on the path to freedom from the ‘dark web’ that Arcturus Ra mentions.
  • It can help us clear addictions and straighten out our lives.

As Arcturus Ra mentions, the navel point … the third chakra … is a tribal chakra. It connects us with our tribe, keeps us humming to their tune [as do the first and second chakras]. To fully be our own person, we need to release the third chakra energy, and relaxing the abdomen allows that to happen, I feel.

HRIDAYA CHAKRA MEDITATION TO ACTIVATE SOUL POWER

After we release the abdomen we can place our awareness on the inner cave of the heart … the hridaya chakra … located at the level of the heart chakra, but situated deep inside the body, just in front of the spine … to activate our Soul power, to purify, complete, and align our incarnations and our past and present karmic relationships, and further our Soul purpose. Pretty cool stuff, coming round the bend.

The great mystical poet Rumi has also spoken about the hridaya chakra. He said that a star appears there, more brilliant than the seven heavens.

Here is more on the Hridaya, paraphrased from an unknown source:

  • Creation is like a river of energy flowing from the Hridayam. Through Samadhi it is known.
  • Through the Hridaya we can have the courage to make choices beyond the karmic realm. This is what is meant by ‘following the heart’: by concentrating on the Hridaya, we rise above the tribal lower chakras, and choose to follow the higher self.
  • Here we can transform all that is negative, all darkness, all karma to light and love and joy.
  • By placing awareness on the Hridaya, we can co-create New Life on New Earth.
  • Through the Hridaya we experience unconditional love, a sense of the All, and empathy for all things … even for minerals and rocks.
  • Through Hridaya we can heal.
  • Hridaya is the Soul’s seat, the very Center. (1)

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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(1) For more on the inner cave of the heart, the hridaya chakra, see …

LInk: ‘Significance of Hridaya, the Spiritual Heart,”  http://hridaya-yoga.com/resources/hridaya-philosophy/significance-of-hridaya.htm ..

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Thoughts on the Controllers, True Power, Lightwork, and a Truer Reality . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 12 September 2013; revised
Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, La Plata County, Colorado

  • THE MACHINATIONS OF THE CONTROLLERS
  • TRUE POWER RESIDES IN THE HEART
  • CONTROLLERS UNDERMINE OUR COMPASSION WITH RELIGIOUS CASTRATION MALWARE
  • LIGHTWORKERS INFECTED WITH CASTRATION MALWARE ARE AFFLICTED WITH HATRED AND OTHER NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
  • ON FIGHTING SOCIAL INJUSTICE WHILE STILL IN A STATE OF EGO
    • A Story about Duck Hunting
    • Why Do We Not Notice Our Shadow?
    • Does the Act of Fighting Social Injustice Light Up the Heart?
  • SHALL WE SACRIFICE OUR HEARTS TO CONSERVE GOODNESS AND LIGHT?
  • Dynamics of the Illusion of Duality
    • The Vesica Piscis
    • Duality: I and Other
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MEMORIES OF HOMEWORLD DESTRUCTION . PLANET MALDEK?
  • ON TURNING FEAR OF SOCIAL ISOLATION INTO AN ADVAITA EXPERIENCE
  • ON BEING AT PEACE WITH THINGS AS THEY ARE

Dear Ones,

THE MACHINATIONS OF THE CONTROLLERS

Through entirely unintentional clairaudient eavesdropping, I’ve found in the last few years, to my dismay, that the Controllers are quite intelligent, and quite versed in human motivation. They have devious ways of using our innate human tendencies so as to take our true power away from us. I’ve described a few of the things I’ve discovered about their mode of operation below, with a view to sidestepping their machinations. These ideas may seem pretty radical to you. At least, they did to me.

TRUE POWER RESIDES IN THE HEART

My first thought is this: True power resides in the heart, and not in the navel point. The power of the heart is not Power Over Others, but the power to recognize our true nature. Our true nature is Love. When we align with our true nature, the power of all that is resides in us. So, if I want to sidestep these powerful Controllers, the only solution is to feel my heart. To feel love, gratitude, appreciation, and the like … no matter what is coming down in the illusion, no matter what drama appears to be unfolding. And even when my survival instinct is shouting: “Duck and cover! Get out the guns! Women and children, head for the hills!” And so on…

CONTROLLERS UNDERMINE OUR COMPASSION WITH RELIGIOUS CASTRATION MALWARE

Many spiritual people live their lives in kindness and compassion, in service to others. The Controllers know about this tendency, and have developed a ploy that is exerted through organized religion, and that has to do with negative concepts about the sex drive … what in the 4D world are visualized as images of genital mutilation broadcast through the unconscious thought cloud of the world during our nightly dreamtime.

This nightly broadcasting of thoughts abhorrent to the vital body has had its effect on the world’s religions. At this moment in time, I would be hard pressed to find a religion … Judaism being one exception I can think of … that doesn’t promote negativity about the sexual act.  Some religions even go so far as to say that complete celibacy is the only true spiritual path.

What does this mental distortion of our basic sexual urge and need do? It shuts down our second chakra, our powerhouse of creativity as it is expressed in the world. It shuts off the flow of loving energy from Mother Earth to our heart. And so it deprives us of our Heart toroid energy, through which we might otherwise identify with Prime Creator and co-create the New Reality.

LIGHTWORKERS INFECTED WITH CASTRATION MALWARE ARE AFFLICTED WITH HATRED AND OTHER NEGATIVE EMOTIONS

Consequently, in the world today, we have many spiritual people who believe they should live their lives in kindness and compassion, in service to others, and yet their hearts are full of hatred, petty spite, cruelty, jealousy, and greed. Why? Because the distortion of their sexual drive has cut off the natural flow of Earth energy, and the fourth chakra, the Heart, has quite naturally inverted. No longer the positive Powerhouse of energy … it has turned negative.

It’s simply impossible to live our lives in service to others unless we serve our own hearts first and foremost. If we have mental ideas that shut down our Divine heart energy, it’s up to us to clear those ideas. When those negative ideas are cleared, the Controllers will … trust me on this! … have no way to grasp and manipulate us. None at all.

Last night at meditation some other things became clear to me. I hope I’ll be able to convey them clearly, as they go very deep in the fabric of 3D reality.

ON FIGHTING SOCIAL INJUSTICE WHILE STILL IN A STATE OF EGO

Many Lightworkers have a long history … incarnation after incarnation … of battling darkness. Deeply ingrained in their being is this value of saving the world from darkness. And more specifically, of rescuing people from darkness.  What, you might be thinking, could be wrong with this? At least, that’s what I thought.

A Story about Duck Hunting

Think of it like this. You are at Pastorius Reservoir on a sunny Saturday morning. Weekends and Wednesdays are hunting days at the reservoir, and you are a hunter, so there you are at one of the rickety duck blinds among the cattails on the north shore of the reservoir, with your hunting rifle and your hunting dog, and your hunter’s camouflage cap. You’re all set to shoot a few ducks and take them home to the wife for dinner.

You are looking at the ducks sitting peacefully in the water, you’re thinking of the good of your family, whether the dog will misbehave and scare off the dinner, and a million other things. You calculate the angle of the sun and double-check whether your rifle is loaded. The only thing you fail to notice is how the bright sunlight is casting your own shadow like a little puddle of darkness behind you, and attached to your feet.

Image: Duck hunter aiming a gun …  http://wdfw.wa.gov/hunting/waterfowl/graphics/sm_duck_hunters_blind.jpg ..

Why Do We Not Notice Our Shadow?

Why don’t we notice the darkness that is attached to us? Ego, which supports all these zillion thoughts of the mental mind, prevents it. It shapes our thoughts in the interests of the groups we adhere to, whether it be a family … as in the case of the hunter … or a religious group, or any kind of group at all.

Does the Act of Fighting Social Injustice Light Up the Heart?

Now imagine that you’re a Lightworker, and each duck is a social injustice, and you’re a member of a group that believes in fighting social injustice. So bringing home the ducks will fulfill your need for group approval.

Image: Duck hunter wading through marsh, duck in hand; hunting dog is following behind …  http://www.dailyrepublic.com/files/2011/05/aDuckClub-copy.jpg ..

But will it light up the Powerhouse of your heart? No. It will fill your heart with savage exultation, and imprint your mind with a tendency to future cruel acts. And what is the true source of the social injustices? Not the ducks floating on the water, but the shadow at your feet.

It is our very desire to fit in with the groups we cherish that the controllers are using to subvert our Heart energy and cloud our thinking. To turn us from Love to savagery, war, cruelty, and hatred.

SHALL WE SACRIFICE OUR HEARTS TO CONSERVE GOODNESS AND LIGHT?

Now let’s change the scene. Let’s imagine you’re still at the duck blind at Pastorius Reservoir, same ducks, same shadow, but sans the rifle and the dog. You’re a conservationist, and you’re observing the behavior of these endangered ducks, with an aim to increasing their numbers and helping them thrive in a hostile world. This is another aspect of the Lightworker lineage: Conserving the Ducks. It’s gruelling work, but you’re in good company.

Image: Hunters up to their necks in water, with ducks swimming nearby … http://hosted-hunts.com/files/2014/04/preview-2.jpg ..

If there’s anything the Controllers would like to subvert, it’s the energy of Lightworkers, because they’ve been here for such a long time, and they’re so very close to realizing their true natures as Love. So the Controllers are pleased to see many of us Lightworkers at the duck blind, possibly cold and shivering, up to their necks in water. Not following their hearts and living their passion, but rather, bound down to a concept of duty … Whiling away their lives trying to make the world a better place.

What’s wrong with this?, I used to say. Surely this is why I’m on Earth.

DYNAMICS OF THE ILLUSION OF DUALITY

The Vesica Piscis

Bill Ballard (1) was talking recently about the vesica piscis. He said that when Prime Creator decided to create the multiverse, he started with a vesica piscis. From one point, the Creator became two.

Duality: I and Other

In the picture below, imagine that one circle (‘point’) is ‘I’ … Prime Creator. Or you might say, in a 3D fragmented sense, I … my Lightworker Ego. I, Saver of Ducks. Or Hunter of Ducks, as the case may be….

The other sphere is all Creation, in the deepest sense. And in the 3D sense, it’s the ducks at Pastorius Reservoir, in whatever way my mind may be perceiving them … something to shoot down, or something to save. Or in the case of the Creator: a new way to experience Joy.

Image: “Vesica Piscis,” by Daniel B. Holean … http://www.awakenvisions.com/gallery1/VesicaPiscis.jpg ..

The interesting thing about this picture is the heart-like space in the middle, where the circles intersect. It’s as if the heart of the Creator, or in our case the great Powerhouse of our own human hearts, has been displaced from its center outward. It is this displacement of Awareness toward the front of the human aura that creates the sense of duality. Awareness in 3D consists of an egoic interplay between the thought of ‘I’ and the thought of ‘Other.’

We can think of an energy flow from our own heart … which would be represented by the dot in the center of the ‘I’ circle below … to the heart of an object extraneous to ourselves … which would be the dot in the center of the ‘Other’ circle. In the world of duality, the energy flow … from ‘I’ to ‘other’ and back again … happens a zillion times a second for every object on which our mental mind places Awareness …

Image: “Two red circles overlapping at center of each circle.” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 12 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The center of one circle is labeled ‘I’ and the center of the other circle is labeled ‘Other’. There is a two-headed arrow in the area of overlap between the two centers; the arrow is labeled ‘my awareness’ … CREDIT: Red circles and center dots are adapted from “Circle and Its Center,” by Zorgit, 2008, public domain.

Image: “Two red circles overlapping at center of each circle.” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 12 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … 

DESCRIPTION: The center of one circle is labeled ‘I’ and the center of the other circle is labeled ‘Other’. There is a two-headed arrow in the area of overlap between the two centers; the arrow is labeled ‘my awareness’ … 

CREDIT: Red circles and center dots are adapted from “Circle and Its Center,” by Zorgit, 2008, public domain.

What is wrong with this picture? The difficulty is that our Awareness is flowing off-center and outward to a fictional mental construct, something ‘other than’ the Divine I AM.

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ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MEMORIES OF HOMEWORLD DESTRUCTION . PLANET MALDEK?

Last night, during meditation, as in many meditations past, I could feel my physical body being jerked forward, again and again, into a momentary state of unconsciousness, drawn forward into the Awareness of another being. Each time I jerked upright, into conscious Awareness, my Awareness recentered in my heart. I kept thinking, “Just cut this cord with the Other! Just be You, in your own centered Awareness!”

Each time I thought that, I was overcome by a feeling of anxiety. I saw a vision of the planet I was observing from a space vehicle, aeons ago, exploding in the night sky. Everyone and everything I ever knew or loved, annihilated in one single moment of unimaginable destruction. With the exception of the being who then stood beside me, observing from space, a fellow freedom fighter, born Maldekian whereas I was of Venutian lineage … a being whose Lightworker destiny has been interwoven with mine down through the interminable aeons since that time.

To whom has my heart unconsciously reached out, again and again? To the only other survivor of that catastrophe. One whom I met again, here on Earth, a little over a decade ago. The only known constant in all my incarnations as a Lightworker.

ON TURNING FEAR OF SOCIAL ISOLATION INTO AN ADVAITA EXPERIENCE

In my subconscious mind, through the long incarnations, this other being had come to represent my overarching concept of Other. During the meditation, when I tried to stop the jerking back and forth of my Awareness, I was overwhelmed by a vast sense of loss … the loss of my home world and all the beings in it. This remembered feeling of utter desperation, of darkest despair, of utter failure in my mission would drive me into an unconscious state.

The accompanying thought was: If I cease the flow of Awareness, back and forth from me to this other being, then for sure that being will die. And all I have ever loved will have wilted and died at my hand, through my failure to protect them all. My family! My friends! My world! All gone, gone forever….

There’s no getting around it. This was some pretty heavy subconscious stuff-and-nonsense. But finally, in light of God that filled the meditation room, I summoned the courage to stop the outward–inward flow. And to my utter astonishment, it turned out that the other being … and all this New World as well … far from passing away … now existed within my own heart … and not in some desperate outside drama of times past or the transformation that this new world … Earth … my new home, is now going through.

ON BEING AT PEACE WITH THINGS AS THEY ARE

It came to me in a flash. There is no need to shoot anyone down. No need to save anyone. Everything is all right, just as it is! Wild but true.

Image: “The Treasure Within” by Mary Southard. This is a beautiful art piece depicting a woman with long, flowing hair, tenderly encircling Earth … http://www.marysouthardart.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/We-Hold-a-Treasure-The-Treasures-Witihin-3-1024×797.jpg ..

So it seems there is much to love and cherish, but all within the context of the great I AM. Who is loving and cherishing? God does that work. What is my role in all this?  

My role is to be quiet, and offer myself with calmness and confidence, for service to the God. To trust that God will guide me. Stay centered in my heart. Know that the ducks of this 3D world, and the shadow beneath my 3D feet, are not the Real Deal. Far from it. What’s really happening? Me, my heart, and the Divine Will.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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FOOTNOTE

(1) This is a totally cool video …

Video: “Integrating Lord Metatron with Meline LaFont,” by Bill Ballard, 1 September 2013 …  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCCnpxhscSg ..

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Satanic Imprints and Internet Porn . by Alice B. Clagett *

Revised; originally published on 31 August 2013 

  • SATANIC IMPRINTS
  • ARE SATANIC KEY CODES EMBEDDED IN MASS MEDIA?
    • Might Internet Porn Encode Shadow Patterns in the Vital Body?
    • Does Viewing Violence Encode Shadow Patterns in the Vital Body?
  • LIFESTYLE ISSUES THAT MAY ALLOW ENCODING OF SHADOW CODES
  • ON FEELING GUILTY ABOUT SHADOW PATTERNS
  • ON SEARCHING FOR SHADOW PATTERNS IN ONESELF
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: DARK ATTACKS: HOW SATANIC ENERGY ATTEMPTS TO INTIMIDATE US
  • A PLAN FOR FEELING JOY, SO AS TO SHORT-CIRCUIT THE SHADOW CODES

Dear Ones,

I got another visit from that crumb-bun Satanic Energy last night. Fortunately it was no big deal since my merkaba activated with a buzz and a whirrr at the moment of impact. It’s a very good thing that I’d been visualizing my merkaba all day long, I’m guessing. But most likely, no coincidence….

SATANIC IMPRINTS

That got me thinking about Satanic imprints. I came up with a theory worth considering. For a long time now, Laura Walker of “Oracle Report … www.oraclereport.com … has been talking about how the Dark Forces use the umph of certain astrological signs to imprint their agenda on humanity. For that, go to:

Link: “The Oracle Report,” by Laura Walker, 2013 Archives, https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/4f88c-oraclereport2013archive.pdf … and search for the reports on these dates:

August 30, 2013 … paragraph 3, beginning “I must mention …”
August 31, 2013 … paragraph 3, beginning “(Note for astrologers: …”

Laura Walker has also written several free ebooks on the topic: “The Astrology of the Black Moon” and “Eris: Archetype of Shadows, Crisis and Awakening,” both available at http://www.oraclereport.com/books/ ..

ARE SATANIC KEY CODES EMBEDDED IN MASS MEDIA?

My wild idea is that the key codes for Satanic astrological imprints may be embedded in mass media, and that the dark forces might be activated these key codes in folks at strategically favorable astrological moments. Which may result in instantaneous, unpremeditated acts of mayhem … rape, murder, burglary, arson, and so on … in other words, a Dark Attack.

Might Internet Porn Encode Shadow Patterns in the Vital Body?

Case in point: Last Sunday our pastor talked about the addiction of many men to internet porn. It was shocking to me to see how many men in the congregation suddenly looked down at the floor. Gosh, there must be a lot of this going on. I hear it’s expensive viewing, but I guess it grabs the vital body so strongly that it’s super hard to quit.

Well, so, what if addiction to Internet porn encodes Shadow Patterns in the vital body … the gut brain … the subconscious mind … that are astrologically activated, à la Satanic Timing?

Might this then result in ‘astral porn’ … aka ‘astral rape’ energy threads in the noosphere?

Does Viewing Violence Encode Shadow Patterns in the Vital Body?

Other standouts as suspect Shadow Pattern encoders:

  • Violent TV shows and movies,
  • newspaper headlines that rouse fear,
  • pulp fiction that concentrates on violence, and
  • billboards that concentrate on lack, fear of death, and degradation of women from childbearer and nurturer to sexual object

LIFESTYLE ISSUES THAT MAY ALLOW ENCODING OF SHADOW CODES

Lifestyle that may possibly nurture and sustain Shadow Patterns once they are keyed into the Gut Brain:

  • electric circuits inside houses
  • fluorescent lighting
  • electronic equipment that is turned on
  • life in big cities — smog, traffic jams,
  • stress activators such as caffeine and sugar

ON FEELING GUILTY ABOUT SHADOW PATTERNS

Image: Cat with high heels and a guilty look: https://hautecature.files.wordpress.com/2013/01/catshoes.jpg ..

So, oh my gosh, guilty, guilty! I’ve been up to all that nonsense! I go to the movies! I work in a city! I live in a house! It has electricity! O my gosh, I bought the fluorescent light bulbs because they save money!

ON SEARCHING FOR SHADOW PATTERNS IN ONESELF

Image: Cat looking in mirror and seeing a lion there: http://www.paulcheksblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/cat-sees-lion-mirror.jpg ..

So maybe I do have Shadow Patterns stuck on me somewhere. But, oh gosh, where? What to do?

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: DARK ATTACKS: HOW SATANIC ENERGY ATTEMPTS TO INTIMIDATE US

So, speaking from personal experience:” A few things that Satanic Energy can do to scare a person:

  • It can set off a house alarm.
  • It can make your cat act like a bat out of hectorville.
  • It can make your chest muscles ache and whisper that it is giving you a heart attack (but it can’t actually give you a heart attack).
  • It can make your bed shake, rattle and roll.
  • It can make sheets of heavyweight tinfoil float up and down.
  • It can stop your internet from working.
  • It can make your phone ring, but no one will be on the other end. No one important, anyway.

What’s with the special effects? Are these actually our own ESP abilities, set in play through encoding and activation of Shadow Patterns in our subconscious minds? Could be. Most likely true, in fact. But that’s another story.

A PLAN FOR FEELING JOY, SO AS TO SHORT-CIRCUIT THE SHADOW CODES

What’s going on here, actually? These are typical attempts to frighten the wits out of you. Why? Because The Shadow ‘eats’ (thrives on) fear. And what gives The Shadow a tummy ache? Fun! So no worries… here’s what to do:

  • Go to the DVD or video section of your thrift store, and buy some used Disney cartoons. Play those when you feel the guy with the big schnoz knocking on your door.
  • Now just in case the DVD player stops working, upload a few funny childhood songs to your iTunes player. That’ll be backup plan number one.
  • And if the iTunes player won’t work, grab your honey, give them a big hug, and tell them how much you love them.
  • If you have no honey, get a drink of water, take a folding chair, and go sit outside under the stars and beautiful clouds for a while.
  • If it’s raining or snowing, just sit up straight and look steadily at a picture of the merkaba. Feel your merkaba energy all around you. Feel the energy of love and light filling in the nooks and crannies where once fear dwelled.

For that is the Divine purpose of Satanic visits … to allow us to conquer Fear. In this way, little by little, our Light Quotient increases. Life gets to be more fun. We get to be happier. At peace with the world. No longer tempting as a midnight snack to you-know-who.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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