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Can Darkworkers Become Lightworkers? Do Lightworkers Sometimes Become Darkworkers? . by Alice B. Clagett

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Can Darkworkers become Lightworkers? Do Lightworkers Sometimes Become Darkworkers?

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  • INTRODUCTION
  • CAN DARKWORKERS BECOME LIGHTWORKERS?
  • DO LIGHTWORKERS SOMETIMES BECOME DARKWORKERS
  • CONCLUSION

INTRODUCTION

Dear Ones,

Last night and this morning I did a ‘thrash’ with Google AI so as to clarify the roles of Lightworkers and Darkworkers during the Ascension of Earth. This is the second set of questions in the series.

This set inquires as to the interchangeability of Lightworker and Darkworker roles on Ascending Earth …

CAN DARKWORKERS BECOME LIGHTWORKERS?

I asked Google AI: Can Darkworkers become Lightworkers?

Google AI said: “Yes, a Darkworker can shift towards Lightworking by consciously choosing to focus on helping others and integrating their shadow self, as these paths are seen as complementary aspects of the self, not fixed identities; true transformation involves embracing both light and shadow for wholeness, leading to more authentic service, whether it’s intense transformation (Darkworker) or healing (Lightworker). 

Understanding the Concepts

  • Lightworkers: Individuals driven by empathy, love, and a desire to heal, guide, and bring hope, often through compassionate service.
  • Darkworkers (or Shadow Workers): Those who confront and integrate their own shadow (fears, pain, challenging aspects) or act as mirrors for others, pushing transformation through intensity and challenge, not necessarily evil.

How a Shift Happens

  1. Integration, Not Erasure: The key isn’t to eliminate the ‘dark’  but to understand it; a Darkworker’s intense drive can become a powerful tool for healing when directed outward as service, while a Lightworker must accept their own power and potential for shadow to be truly effective.
  2. Shifting Intent: A Darkworker’s self-interest (working for personal power) can evolve as they realize their well-being depends on the whole, leading to a desire to serve others, and a Lightworker learns their own needs are vital for service.
  3. Action & Choice: By consciously choosing to perform acts of kindness, offer support, and seek spiritual growth, a person moves towards light, but choosing self-focused growth (even if intense) is also valid.

The Path to Wholeness

  • Many spiritual perspectives suggest we contain both light and dark; the goal is balance and integration, becoming a more complete being capable of both deep healing and profound transformation.
  • A Darkworker can choose to channel their intensity into helping others confront their shadows, effectively becoming a different type of Lightworker, or find balance by integrating their shadow, making them a more authentic version of their chosen path.”

DO LIGHTWORKERS SOMETIMES BECOME DARKWORKERS?

I asked Google AI: Do Lightworkers sometimes become Darkworkers?

Google AI said: “Yes, in spiritual belief systems, Lightworkers (focused on service to others/greater good) can shift towards Darkwork (service to self, self-love as primary) or integrate shadow aspects, not necessarily becoming ‘evil’, but embracing self-empowerment, power, and internal focus, often seen as a necessary part of balancing self and achieving higher consciousness, like yin and yang, leading to wisdom rather than pure ‘light’ or ‘dark’.

Understanding the Shift:

  • Lightworker Path (Service to Others): Focuses on unconditional love for others, healing, helping, and bringing light into the world.
  • Darkworker Path (Service to Self): Focuses on self-love, personal power, inner authority, and recognizing oneself as divine, leading to inner peace and self-mastery, notes Steve Pavlina.

Why the Shift Happens:

  • Shadow Integration: Lightworkers often need to confront their own ‘shadow’ (negative traits, fears, hidden aspects) through  shadow work, preventing spiritual bypassing and fostering wholeness.
  • Balance (Yin & Yang): The concept suggests both light and dark are necessary for balance; integrating the ‘dark’ (shadow self, self-love) isn’t evil but a path to higher wisdom and authenticity.
  • Spiritual Evolution: Some believe moving towards Darkwork (self-service) is a natural progression in consciousness, where the focus shifts from external validation to internal divinity, eventually blurring the lines between paths as one achieves higher understanding.

It’s Not Always ‘Good vs. Evil’:

  • Many spiritual teachers emphasize that these aren’t moral judgments but different expressions of energy and focus (others vs. self). A Darkworker’s self-love isn’t necessarily selfish but a profound recognition of self as Source, a path to peace, says Steve Pavlina.

In essence, a Lightworker might adopt Darkworker traits (like extreme self-focus) as part of their spiritual journey to integrate all parts of themselves, becoming a more complete, wise being, rather than simply turning ‘bad’, according to Reddit users.”

CONCLUSION

I felt this set of answers by Google AI to be indisputably valid from the perspective of traditional psychology and psychiatry, in particular with regard to Carl Jung’s discussions of ‘shadow work’ and Alan Watts’ discussion of the ‘enemy within’.

In the context of Lightworkers and Darkworkers on Ascended Earth, I felt this set of answers to be off the mark and altogether too namby pamby and deja vu.

I don’t hold this against Google AI. Rather, I feel Google AI may be drawing on traditional psychology and psychiatry to arrive at an answer that seems reasonable from most people’s point of view.

I acknowledge the importance of transforming our personal ‘shadows’.

Also, I feel the existence of ‘shadows’ in Lightworkers allows their energy fields to draw in noospheric dissonance corresponding to the Lightworkers’ personal ‘shadows’.

In that way, as we Lightworkers transform our personal ‘shadows’ we may also assist in clearing the collective ‘shadow.

That, though, was not really what I was hoping to get at with my questions. I went on to the question in set 3, and worse happened, as will be seen.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Compiled and published on 17 January 2026; revised on 17 February 2026

NOTE: In this post, quotes from Google AI are in light blue font.

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Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels . by Alice B. Clagett *

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  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends
    • What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul
    • Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing
    • What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This is a video on an experience of rising to Awareness of the subconscious thought cloud of the world, by a handful of people in Los Angeles, over several decades beginning in about the year 2000. There are a Soundtrack and a lightly edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO

 

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I am going to tell you a story now. A few years back, I was living in Los Angeles, And I, and a couple of other women, and a few other men … a few more men than women … a handful, altogether, of people, all serious spiritual students … lifelong spiritual students, all of us … were coming to Awareness, together, of the subconscious thought cloud of the world.

And we did not know anything about it. It was all completely new to us. We did not know what was happening. And we had many, severe, strict learning experiences from God during that time. And we are still all a little bit sore, in our individual consciousness, at each other, right now, with the notion that maybe one of us caused it to happen.

And very specifically, they think that I caused it to happen to them. And I think it was their fault. [laughs]

But in the broad view of things, it was something that was happening to all of us … even though we were not all of the same faith, or of the same spiritual group, or like that … for some reason, God plunked us all in this situation of coming to Awareness of the subconscious thought cloud of the world.

It was a very rocky road! And I am going to tell you two anecdotes about that, that set us back immensely.

First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends

One was the coming to understanding that anger … subconsciously held and repressed anger … was causing humankind to strike out at other members of their own families and groups, while they were sleeping, and attempt to cause fatal diseases or fatal physical problems, such as heart attack or cancer, or just general cursing wishes.

And this was something that we could not come to terms with at the time: The knowledge that we, ourselves, in this Realm of Duality, were, through our Shadow side, creating the great ills of humankind … and even more so, to those that were enmeshed in our own karmic web … such as family and friends and workplace people, and so forth.

So that was one learning experience.

What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul

And then, past that, what happened was the rising above that, to the neutral mind, and the understanding that this is the working of the Realm of Polarity, the Dual Realm … and that within us is that strong, clear, bright Spirit of the Divine … that eternal Soul that has bravely taken on the responsibility of creating this reality.

Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angel

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

So, quite a learning experience! And the knowledge from that was an immediate understanding of our multidimensionality … because that experience of creating the Shadow and the Light, in this Dual Realm, is superimposed upon the more glorious understanding of our presence, and the Light that we carry in the Fifth Dimension.

That is the first thing about the lesson that we learned.

[Sound of a cow lowing} … What was that? I think there is a very upset cow down there … There is this beautiful, private campground down here on the northeastern edge of Vallecito Lake. It is closed right now. And the cows are roaming around, just at will, down there. [short video clip of roaming cows]

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Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing

So now, on to the second thing that we learned. That is the only other thing I am going to talk about right now.

There was a time when the men, in this very small handful of people, some years ago, began to rise to consciousness of the raping, killing instincts in men.

And those that were the most conscious, and who were most appalled, in that group, followed that trend of deep, dark energy consciously, as it coursed through Los Angeles. And they unwittingly felt that they were responsible, at that time, for that energy.

What the energy was doing was, it was rising up … especially on Friday and Saturday nights in Los Angeles, when many people are intoxicated, and under the influence of recreational drugs, and frequenting places where they can pick up other people for, generally, just a one-night or one-hour stand.

So there was that very Dark, dense energy in Los Angeles at that time, and probably still now. And so, during those times, the consciousness of that handful of people who were coming to Awareness of individualization noticed and, in horror, followed the energies that were going forth, which would glom together, and gather in vast ‘herds’ of unknowing energy … of raping and killing energy … and settle upon some person.

It was as if there were a malevolent spirit … say, the Fallen Angel of Los Angeles, as some presume … which I think is now gone … I hope! I have done my best, and so have others! … for all the big cities of Earth.

And the way of it … when we sensed their presence … was to call our Ascension Team and say: Read them their rights, by Cosmic Sovereign Law!

This way of speaking we learned from an online site … https://ascensionglossary.com … CC BY-SA 3.0 … Search for the term: Cosmic Law Evolution Edict

And then we would hear quite a commotion, a carrying on, and reading of rights, and protestations of loopholes that might be used, and so forth … and finally, a carrying off of the energy.

What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind

But all that is an aside. And to get back to this learning experience for this small handful of people: We would be carried along, on this wave of raping and pillaging and killing energy, and it would settle … as if there were some malevolent intelligence involved … which might be the Fallen Angel of a particular city … that settled on someone weaker, someone that was a little afraid … it could be a man or a woman … and caused a feeling either that they were being raped, or that their heart was stopping and that they were being killed. They would fall down dead, sometimes.

We were all horrified … those that knew. Horrified, and feeling responsible. [sighs]

And also there was this wave of being raped, and being killed, energy that went round. And I finally attained a neutral mind with regard to that. I finally came to a higher understanding that allowed me to escape from that energy.

Yet I could hear women, all over the city of Los Angeles, screaming in terror, in their subconscious minds, as they slept.

And the men also finally arrived at some understanding about that: That they were a being of infinite Awareness and eternal Light … they were a beingness that saw what was happening here, and were not part of it.

So, there is that story. I went on and on. Please do excuse me.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Filmed on 19 September 2015; posted on 21 September 2015; transcribed on 12 October 2018; revised on May 2016 and on 17 February 2025

NOTE: See also this companion blog …

Link: “Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-424 ..

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Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 15 February 2015, published on 24 October 2015; transcribed on 4 October 2018; revised on 29 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4de ..

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