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Householder or Celibate Spiritual Lifestyle? . by Alice B. Clagett

Spiritual Lifestyle

Image: “The perfect pic for a couple,” by Sneha ss, 13 May 2017, in Wikimedia Commons … … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Image: “The perfect pic for a couple,” by Sneha ss, 13 May 2017, in Wikimedia Commons … … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

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    • Introduction
    • Perverse Actions
    • Ritual Castration
    • Transgender Correlative
    • Opposite Gender Hatred
    • Feral Drives
    • Chwal or Donkey Man
    • Family Values
    • Ritual Rejection of Homosexuality
    • Reverse Kundalini – Soul Devolution
    • Psychic Rape – Astral Rape
    • Sacred Sexuality
    • Emotions and the Common Good
    • On Agreeing with God
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on the great debate over the householder spiritual lifestyle versus the celibate spiritual lifestyle. There is an edited Summary after the video …




Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars. I would like to talk a little today about a topic that is hotly debated in the spiritual world, and my unique perspective on it … which is bound to be objected to … maybe even vociferously … in the Comments. You never know.

The debate has to do with the householder way of life … which involves a man and a woman getting together, and having a family, and raising their family in a spiritual way … that is the ‘householder’ spiritual path … and then there is the celibate spiritual path.

The celibate spiritual path typically is where a group of people of the same gender get together and live spiritual lives in a community of people of the same gender. The idea is that they will forgo sexual gratification, and instead sublimate that drive so that it becomes totally a life of Spirit.

I believe that there is good cause for pursuing the householder spiritual path; and that there are reasons, from a community standpoint and from the standpoint of the common good, not to pursue the celibate path … unless it is one’s deepest longing.

The reasons I have for this are intuitive … telepathic and clair issues that have come up over the years, and that I finally pegged and put a label to and figured out.

I hope that those of you who have decided upon the celibate path will consider my point of view first, and not just have a knee-jerk reaction to it, you know, because it is ever so easy to do that, I feel.

Perverse Actions

What I have found on the psychic plane, and intuitively, is that the sex drive, the second chakra, the sacral chakra … these have a particular purpose of their own in our energy array. And their purpose is to procreate, and to express themselves through sexual gratification in some manner. Those manners can be very varied; it depends on the person.

When a person feels that the sex drive is beneath them, say, and that they really want to live a spiritual life, and that they do not want to think at all about the sex drive, then some very odd things can happen in a community that is dedicated to the celibate lifestyle.

Through my reading and through my personal observation on the clair plane, I have found this happening over and over again, down through the centuries … and in the current day … with celibate communities.

The energy threads that I notice in the noosphere have to do with perversions … in other words, turning of the sex drive to a different path. The sex drive tries to express itself in some way, but it is forbidden to express itself in the usual way. And so, it turns … it is ‘perverted’ … to a different manner of expression … one not typically accepted by society, and frequently considered criminal; for instance, molestation of children … that is frequently the case. Or it could be murder … sexual intercourse and murder. Or it might be use of sex workers and payment of sex workers. That is another possibility.

See my blog categories: Pedophilia – child sexual abuse – child molestation  … and …  Snuff – lust murder  … and …  Sex workers

The idea would be that one would never become that involved with a child, because it is prohibited … proscribed by society. And one would never have to deal with being confronted by a woman who had been killed, for instance … or a child who had been killed, for that matter. And also that a sex worker is simply paid for their services, so they could never expect to develop an intimate relationship (which would be against the rules of the community).

Ritual Castration

I have one other instance that I have come across a number of times in historical research, and also on the clair plane, to do with what you might call sexual excesses or sexual perversion that apparently takes place in the environs of, or else receives some ‘umph’ from, celibate spiritual groups. This has to do with ritual castration. I will also mention a tangential notion to do with transgender people.

I ought to lighten up a little bit about this. I think there is room in celibate spiritual practices, and in householder spiritual practices, for error. And there is also room for developing a very strong sense of oneness with God.

The things that I am talking about today are the negatory things that might come up, and not necessarily an intention that I have to damn celibacy. Certainly not!

To get back to it: Another thing came up for me very strongly on the clair plane. That was because I have a tendency to healing, and I really dislike the idea of injury to the human body … I think only of healing … not of injury. What happened was that I kept encountering, on the clair plane, notions of castration of men, either by themselves or else by other people … perhaps willingly and perhaps not willing … and somehow involved with, or to do with the celibate spiritual groups.

See my blog category: Genital mutilation – castration

I can see where the subconscious mind might be led to believe that, if a man is castrated, then the sex drive has no chance of expressing itself. That may or may not be true; but I feel this to be a very strong, very vivid subconscious impression, and a cause of wounding to the energy of the second chakra, in cases where castration occurs.

I think that, historically speaking, there may have been groups that practiced a ritual of castration to prove the spiritual intention of the men in the celibate group … and that this would be considered a badge of honor, for instance; or a badge of courage; or an expression of determination to follow the spiritual way of life.

What I found out intuitively and on the psychic plane is that, when the gut brain becomes convinced that the sex drive cannot express itself because of this physical impediment, then the dreams of the person who has been castrated … or who has castrated himself … may become so very vivid that … without his knowing it … his dreaming astral form leaps upon other people and forces them to an act of rape.

The victims might be people who are not celibate, but who are somehow involved in the spiritual community, most likely. I am thinking maybe groundskeepers, or maybe housecleaners, or maybe people who provide necessary services to the community. These people might be placed in harm’s way.

In other words, the spiritual ‘umph’ of the person who is castrated … while he is sleeping, or else in a meditative ‘trance’ state … creates this very strongly motivated desire to express itself sexually somehow, that then moves very quickly into some other person’s energy field, and triggers their own energy field to re-enact the wish that is taking place. In psychological terms, I think this might be thought of as substitute wish-fulfillment.

So the very spiritual people may find themselves surrounded by people that are rapists. They may be completely innocent of understanding what is happening; quite likely so. And the people that are raped might be spiritual women in the community. They might be thinking that the spiritual men are practicing black magic, or voodoo … something very evil … when in fact they are at the effect of the great need of their sexual chakra to express itself in the physical world. They are deeply, soundly dreaming … and this thing occurs that is explained to them as being their fault … but they never even knew what happened.

That is what I think. I feel that it happens again and again. I feel that to be so; not just in one group, but in many spiritual groups; not just the major faiths, but many other faiths as well.

I think it is important to set forth my own point of view regarding this, because lots of times I will talk about problems; and people may think that I have the problem; or that I identify with the problem; or that I propose that it is all ok. They may take the exact opposite point of view as being my own point of view.

So I would just like to make it very clear that my point of view is that the physical body is the temple of the grace of God … what the Christians call the Holy Spirit. It is the temple through which our Awareness transforms our energy field. And if we injure it on purpose, it seems to me that we are saying to ourselves: I know … better than God … what should be happening to me right now. I am going to prove one-upmanship with regard to God by speeding things up faster than He arranged for me to do. In this lifetime … in this very lifetime … I am going to prove that I am one with God, by cutting off my sexual organs.

Terrible things happen then … things that nave not even been brought to light ever before … or if they were known before, by groups that suffered this kind of indignity of rape on the grounds and purported black magic, and voodoo, and all that … it has been kept a lid on, and kept within the group. They do not want anyone to know, because everyone who pursues the spiritual path has an emotional investment in pursuing that path, you know? We all hold dear that which we hope will bring us closer to God.

See my blog categories: Dissolving black magic in the Light  … and …  Voodoo

I am stating this right now because it seems clearly evident to me; and I feel that, by bringing it out in the open, we may arrive at some conclusions … each regarding his or her own group … that will promote New Life on New Earth with this Ascension process.

This is what I feel: It is better to openly discuss than to secretly attempt to cover such things up.

I hope my readers are not too hard on me with regard to this, because I am easily affected by negative vibes; I have to spend all my time praying and meditating when this happens. That is not such a bad outcome! But please do not be ruthless in your judgment of other people … people who bring up this kind of thing … people like me. I ask you to be charitable of heart with regard to us.

Transgender Correlative

I have another thing to say. It has to do with transgender, and a relationship of the results of transgender changes in the physical form to castration in celibate spiritual groups.

See my blog category: Crossdressing – transgender

As you may know, there is a great mortality rate amongst transgender rate. The rate of which I am aware has to do with murder of them. It is also possible, I feel, that they may be committing suicide from time to time, but I have no statistics on that. The statistics that I am going on are in English Wikipedia as the murder of transgender people.

Link: “List of Peopled Killed for Being Transgender,” in English Wikipedia … ..

I have to wonder why that is so. I have to wonder if the same dynamic may be taking place for those transgender people who are unable to fully express themselves sexually because of cosmetic physical changes in the sexual organs that result in wounding of the second chakra.

Some people are, I think, very happy as transgender people; but some people have their second thoughts too late. But those people that are not happy cannot revert to their prior state. Their vessel of Light and love and joy has been irreparably injured by physical means.

So I feel that it may be possible that this nightmare substitution vivid dreaming or vivid trancing might be happening with some transgender people. That might result in harm to the common good. Somehow subconsciously people may be logging onto this and figuring that there is black magic involved, or voodoo involved … when in fact there is just the lack of perfection of the physical mechanism through which grace expresses itself in the world.

That outrage that other people feel because of the noospheric clash may be resulting in the murder of transgender people, in some cases.

This discussion of transgender issues is just by way of showing possible similarities between the issue of castration as a practice done by celibate spiritual groups and issues faced by transgender people.

I recall recently there was a story going round on the astral plane about a group of celibate spiritual men who practiced castration in their group, and who figured, therefore, that it was a very spiritual thing. (That is something, as you know, that I object to; I feel it to be inaccurate.)

As the story went, these men then decided that one way to rehabilitate very violent male felons would be to castrate them and change them to transgender people.

On the astral plane, the results were just awful. It was horrible to behold that story on the astral plane. But it sort of supports, in a way, the notion that there are certain similarities in that extreme expression of spirituality.

Now, to get back to the general picture of excesses that sometimes occur in celibate spiritual groups …

I cannot give you any names, because spiritual communities that are celibate are extremely set upon not revealing the faux pas of the people that have gone before them … their leaders and their important staff members, and so forth.

It is very important to them to have a good reputation and not to reveal anything like that. And though it may be the case that, here or there on the internet, you may find out, it is just not copacetic for me … it is not even safe for me … to bring up things like that. And it does not make sense, either, when anyone can research it, and figure it out, given the time and the opportunity.

I do not like the idea of making people angry by revealing their foibles, you know? It just does not make sense for a spiritual person to do a thing like that. So you may hear me talking about general tendencies … which I have done quite a bit of … but you will not hear me naming names online. It just does not make much sense.

Opposite Gender Hatred

Setting aside that question of ‘who’ … because it happens all the time … let us go on to the ‘what’. Let’s say there have been a few mishaps in a spiritual community that practices celibacy. And one of the above-mentioned things has come up … or some other thing like that. For instance, it might be revulsion towards women, if it is a male group; or revulsion towards men, if it is a female group.

See my blog categories: Misandry – hatred of men – philandry – respect for men  … and …  Misogyny – hatred of women – philogyny – respect for women

And that might express itself as group sex amongst men, or group sex amongst women, that creates a feeling in the noosphere of hatred of the opposite gender. Then, because these people practice group same-sex sexual activities … all at the same time, say … a very strong force sends these feelings of hatred towards the opposite gender out into the noosphere all over the city where the celibate people live.

It is a feeling that is confronted by married people … and by straight people like me that believe that the householder way is a good spiritual way … with feelings of revulsion and with feelings of deep black magic. It is very odd … the intense antagonistic effect that that practice has upon people who are straight. It is hard to explain.

Most people are straight, and householders, as you may know. It might be that the psychic ire of superior numbers of people in the community might be spiked by that kind of forceful adversarial-seeming psychic impression, especially if it is practiced on a regular schedule by the formerly celibate group.

I feel it might be better, when that happens … when that is the practice of the spiritual community … that they be located someplace farther from big cities; someplace where the local noosphere will not object so much. And there is a chance … although there is no geography on the astral plane … there is a greater chance of this jumping-out psychic impression of revulsion towards the opposite gender sticking locally, and adversely affecting less people.

Then there might be instances where someone in a celibate spiritual group has taken a child as a lover … and it has become well known … and the child has died, say, of an STD … or the child has been killed by the person. And the person is a very important person in the celibate community in question.

And then the members of the community say to themselves: Well, we will not do that anymore. We ill proscribe that. That is not the type of activity that we will do.

But yet, in the history of the group, there is this memory … a memory of all the people in the group, that this thing has happened. And in addition this can happen with the murder the murder of women by members of the celibate group.

I think it far less likely that there would be a women’s group that participates in the murder of men, because of the psychological makeup of women, who seem to be less into violent ‘acting out’ than men. I hope the men do not feel I am picking on them. I do feel it is a problem to pinpoint, to look at, if it is a male celibate community.

See my blog categories: Crossdressing – transgender

Feral Drives

I am not too familiar with female celibate communities. The few that I know are typically ruled by men who have a hierarchy of their own, and who dominate the women, and force them to kneel before them and to become what they call ‘humble’.

In my opinion, this means that the feral drive of the men runs rampant over the women, and unchecked. That is the feral drive towards domination (as in ‘dominance-submission’), towards one-upmanship, towards being the top dog or the ‘alpha male’.

See my blog categories: Feral drives – pack instincts  … and …  Dominance – Submission  … and …   One-upmanship – rectal intercourse – colonoscopy  … and …  Alpha male

Rather it would be better, I feel, if the women had some latitude to develop their own path spiritually. But hey, that is just me! I am very independent!

Chwal or Donkey Man

To get back to these problems that come up when the sex drive expresses itself in odd ways because of the celibacy of a community: What can happen is that they should all decide together: My gosh, these odd things have happened in the past with our people, and we do not want to have a bad name. We do not want to do bad things; and we will not do that anymore.

But instead, all in their minds, they have this history. And the history permeates their dreams. Should they arrive at a trance state (which I strongly advise against), when they meditate for a long period of time … or should they be deeply dreaming, all at the same time, then the historic propensity of the celibate group can create very strong urges … very strong emotions and pictures in the minds of other people who have similar propensities. And it can result in a racheting up of their propensities towards killing women; towards fooling around with children; towards engaging in sex worker sex or paying for that; and they can suddenly begin ‘acting out’, on the basis of the dreams of the celibate group because of their past historical propensities.

Intuitively, I have seen this happen quite a bit; quite a bit. I know that the celibate groups cannot help what they do when they dream or when they fall into a trance state. It is the subconscious mind that takes over, and creates these evil propensities that then zoom out into the noosphere and affect other people. And then these other people become like ‘donkeys’ or what is called ‘chwal’ in the indigenous cults of Brazil. The ‘Jackass Love Curse’ … ‘acting out’ issues such as this … are, I feel, created by the action of the subconscious mind of people who are living together as celibate groups, and then suddenly the urge exudes from or pops out of all of their gut brains at the same time, and somehow it creates this extremely realistic, vivid dream … like a clair movie that is staged, that then seems to attack people in the surrounding community.

See my blog categories: Donkey man – human horse – chwal  … and …  Jackass Love Curse
See also … Link: “Haitian Vodou,” in Wikipedia …

Family Values

I expect there is an equivalent of that in the householder group, but I just cannot peg it. I do not know what that is. The celibate groups would probably say: It is the householder groups that are attacking us!

And that is to some extent true, because the householder groups are intent on preserving family values, and creating a viable community, and creating offspring that can carry on the tradition that would keep the community viable and alive and crime-free. They have a strong urge, because they love their children, to create that kind of community.

In the celibate groups, I feel it might be possible (albeit far from typical) that the opposite might occur. For instance, they might feel ‘under the gun’ because of the mores of the householder spiritual groups, whom they may come to consider ‘beneath’ them.

They might feel that, to preserve their esoteric lifestyle … the important thing that they are doing to be like God in this world … that they should take what they can from everyone, and that it will not matter. They may feel that the cause that they have makes it worthwhile to worship Kali or worship Shiva or worship cocaine … or do whatever they have to do in order to preserve their spiritual way of life, you know?

And these things might be very negatory to the community.

They might feel that child trafficking is just fine! They might not care at all about other people’s children.

I find that unlikely, but possible, because of the war that goes on, in the noosphere, between the householders and the celibate spiritual people, who have great spiritual ‘umph’ in the noosphere because of their spiritual way of life.

I think it is up to the spiritual people to try to figure out how they can create a viable community for humankind on New Earth; and what it is that they have to do in their own lives in order to make that so.

I hope I have not created too much furor, because it takes a toll on my dreamtime life.

Ritual Rejection of Homosexuality

I will give you another example: Suppose there is a group of celibate men who believe that they should conquer the tendency towards homosexuality … towards M2M. Suppose they have a spiritual practice to bring on the propensity to have rectal sex with men. And then they have a spiritual practice to reject that and go on with their lives. And the looking at the naked bodies of their community members in a provocative pose is supposed to reinforce the notion that they should not do that thing.

They are disregarding the importance of the sex drive … which has the exact opposite point of view. The greatly deprived sex drive says to itself (this is my guess): Wow! This is an opportunity! This is my chance to express myself!

And then at the last moment, its fondest wish is denied!

So what happens is that everybody goes to sleep thinking they have proved that they are immune to this notion of M2M, even though they are surrounded by men and they are having to contain their sex drive all the time.

They go to sleep. They dream. And the lay people in their community get the notion that M2M is the thing that they have to do right now. That is because the great dream of the spiritual leaders of the community who had engaged in ritual rejection of homosexuality is taking place after this practice.

And so the lay people … Here is what I think! … have a tendency to turn to homosexual endeavors, whether M2M or F2F. And there is an extra added desire to do so in the same setting that was denied the people who did that original practice of denial.

Reverse Kundalini — Soul Devolution

The picture of what happened goes out into the spiritual community, and the people there begin to hope to do that very thing, only to consummate the act. Isn’t that something! And they may find that happens. And then when that happens, what you have is a very strong energy of ‘reverse kundalini’, which brings all the energy down through the spinal column and into the Earth, so that the highest energies of the lay person … the most quickly pulsating energies of the person … are subverted and transformed into the densest energies of the basal chakra.

See my blog category: Reverse kundalini

And so the lay person becomes like an animal. The person becomes like a donkey … like a jackass … like a chwal. So the people in the community, I feel, have that danger of turning into animals in the next lifetime. They have lost a lifetime of Soul advancement and involved themselves in Soul devolution.

See my blog category: Soul devolution

I expect that there will be quite a few answers, and maybe some vehement answers to this clair insight that I have developed over the years. I hope they will not be very vehement. I hope we can discuss the common good together. I hope so.

Psychic Rape – Astral Rape

Setting that weighty topic aside for awhile, I will give you another example.

As you may know, in the early days of my blogging on the website “Awakening with Planet Earth” I talked a very great deal about astral rape and psychic rape.

See my blog category: Psychic rape -astral rape

Apparently the reason for that was that I had to go through a process of overcoming the noospheric energies. Because I was familiar with many different spiritual communities, I had to go through a process of perfecting my energy array to such an extent that I was no longer susceptible to the repressed sexual urges of celibate spiritual groups.

What I am getting at is that, when there are a lot of people in the community, or in your circle of friends, who are not able to fulfill their sex drives for whatever reason … spiritual or otherwise … then there will be an emanation coming forth in the dreamtime realm of rape, which may express itself in the physical realm. Or it may just create a burden upon the dreamtime realm of the people in the area … a feeling of lack of safety; a feeling of lack of trust in their fellow man; or sexual overtures that are inappropriate for people on the spiritual path.

Sacred Sexuality

You know, people say: “Well, if I am not a celibate person, are you proposing that I just do whatever I want, and just have a wonderful time of it? Is that what householders do?

And the answer is: No. That is not what householders do. A spiritual household … almost invariably, I find … believes in sexual continence. And that means you stick with the person that you are with. You remain faithful and loyal to the person that you are with. You do not go out seeking a good time with a large group of people.

You are trying to preserve your household. In order to do that, you remain faithful to your significant other, your spouse, you see. And that creates a stable environment for the children in your household.

Sexual continence means that you have decided that you will provide for the continuity of your community through the moral upbringing and loving relationship that you have with your children and your spouse. You are working towards depth in those relationships. You are not freely enjoying whatever may come your way.

It is a path of moderation; not a license to do whatever we will. It is the exact opposite of dreams of astral rape, which have first to do with forcing oneself upon someone else; and second, doing that in a very negative frame of mind … with hatred in mind.

See my blog category: Sacred sexuality 

Emotions and the Common Good

It is the injury to the physical body in the area of the sex organs of the astrally raping dreamer … or the ‘insult’ to the emotional body in the area of the second chakra … that causes the feeling of hatred or fear or anger in the sexual chakra, which results in those kinds of dreams. The dream is one of anger or outrage. Or sometimes it is fear of other people, or of intimacy, that is greatly racheted up by injury to the sexual organs.

These two are related: The physical body and the emotional body, in the area of the second chakra. And the dreams of a sexual nature that result, are injured dreams. And these dreams flow out into the noosphere, and into the local and global community, and create injury. The create the ‘common bad’. They create evil in the world.

That is why we Lightworkers say that the thing to do is to create the feeling of joy in your own life … the feeling of lobe … the sensation of Light and of being Light. And these feelings will flow out into the noosphere and add to the common good. In that way we can create the optimum expression of New Life on New Earth for all humankind.

It is a weighty topic, is it not? We have to consider what we do with our bodies; how well we take care of our bodies; how well we fulfill our emotional need for love and Light and joy, I feel. And then consider that where we find ourselves in our lives is the exact place where we belong to be, according to the wishes of God, you know? And not try to speed things up so much, because this lifetime, I feel … and I know will disagree in many cases … this lifetime is but one expression of our Eternal Soul, which may be expressing itself in many other forms, in many other lifetimes, simultaneously.

We do not have to look to become greater than we are because we may be living in an incarnation just like that … in the Eternal Now … at this moment.

On Agreeing with God

Believe me, I understand. I remember when I was young, I would say to myself: I would do anything to become enlightened in this lifetime! Anything at all! And I recall the spiritual practices I did back then were very intense.

I spent a lot of time trying to prove how spiritual I was, you know? I wanted to be very spiritual … the most spiritual … as spiritual as anyone could get.

It was not until I got older that I began to relax on that topic and just take things day by day … as they say, to be here with this process right now … to ratchet down on being better than everybody else.

I understand that life is short, and that the spiritual drive is a great motivator for many people. I understand that.

And on the other hand, contrariwise, I advise knowing that everything is just as it ought to be right now. That is what I finally realized: That everything is just as it ought to be right now.

Here we are, in this incarnation, to create something that has been set ready for us … straight before us … by God. All we have to do is see what we see, and hear what we hear, and become what we become, through the grace of God.

See my blog category:  Aligning with God – dharma – right action

We do not have to speed the process up. The process is already infinitely quick, because in many, many … maybe infinite incarnations … we are all those things. As we become more and more one with God, we become more and more one with all the things in the entire Universe.

At that point we do not need to make any choices because we are the All. We are all that.


Well, enough of that.

Please go easy on me. I take it very much to heart when you think that I am trying to injure you, and I hope the very best for you and for all humankind. I truly do.

So if when we discuss these ideas, we keep in mind each other’s feelings … each other’s emotions … each other’s highest good … then I think we can have a fruitful conversation in regard to this. I am looking forward to that.

God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.

In love, Light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Filmed on 30 January 2023 and published on 31 January 2023.

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Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’ . by Alice B. Clagett *

Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … … public domain … DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … … public domain …

DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported


Dear Ones,

This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, a young man who encountered a ‘witchy woman’ when he reached puberty, and more about his adult life.

In his adult life, as a member of the killing cult of the late Black Magicker, he became a notable Spiritual Adept, a leader amongst men. His psychic skills included mind control and black magic, as I found to my dismay.

As to black magic, the astral airs had it that he was a subtle sorcerer (that is, a ‘thuggee’, ‘mantrik’, or ‘brujo’) par excellence. According to the astral whispers, his skills in that regard included the jackass love curse, the curse of the third-eye point, the curse of the sacred semen, the marriage bed curse, and other curses. Scapegoating and blackmail apparently were several of the tools he used to lay the curse of the social gaffe. For the laying of curses and casting of spells it was whispered that he mostly employed others, or induced the help of others.

It would seem, from the astral rumors, that there were instances of psychic heart attack, psychic murder, psychic rape, psychic spying (remote viewing for the Dark), voodoo (including donkey man and zombie instances of psychic victims).

His mind control skills, according to the astral airs, included a very strong … even demonic … mind control ability … perhaps through a Deal with the Devil. My own feeling was that this man I saw on the psychic plane … whatever his true identity was … was getting an assist from a ‘Big Bad’, with whom he had formed an alliance.

That ‘Big Bad’, I felt, leant him almost insurmountable mesmeric ability, including ‘casting’ thought forms (clair ventriloquism), the psychic ‘cull’, entrainment, lockdown, mimicry, mind mud, mind slides, redirection, skinny dipping (Soul signature dipping), and the dreaded ‘mind wipe’.

Because of his early Soul wounding, the astral rumors had it that untoward events occurred on the grounds of the West Los Angeles spiritual center for which he was the leader. Apparently these may have included allotment of employee labor for hostile takeovers of other spiritual groups; theft of intellectual property with intent to profit from it; use of mind control with intent to influence world affairs; and … according to the astral airs … alliance with Grey Aliens (aka Zeta Reticulans, Roswell Greys, or Grays) with fascist intent of authoritarian or dictatorial ultranationalism.

Because of the tenor of his world interests, and because of his early Soul wounding, apparently he sometimes suffered from demonic obsession. Tangential to that, astral rumor had it that he was a Controller, an Illuminati, a ‘psychic terrorist’.

On a note less monumental, astral rumor was that he was an antisocial personality who sometimes ‘acted out’  …

  • that Witchy Woman Hater ordered his employees to mesmerize visitors to his grounds so that these guests would offer his group bequests, and that he followed up by ordering the guests be murdered, by means either psychic or physical … and sometimes, according to the astral lore, through cannibalism;
  • that ‘black widower’ events were promoted amongst his lay people, provided a portion of the late wife’s estate be donated to Witchy Woman Hater’s group;
  • that those under his command practiced genital mutilation to gain psychic control of male lay members and guests on the group’s grounds
  • that he hated women who have a strong third-eye point, upon whom he might set his employees with intent to murder;
  • that he passed on HIV to employees (both male and female) who were won to the act of intercourse through mind control;
  • that he was subject to the negative karma incurred through the practice of group black tantra (reverse kundalini);
  • that he had a partiality for paraphilia including sadomasochism, penetration with a foreign object, and substitution of spit (saliva) for semen to represent intercourse; and that the latter two predilections had to do with avoiding the act of sexual intercourse so as to shore up the notion of his moral and spiritual superiority;
  • that he was a ‘john’ for child traffickers;
  • and that he practiced mental control of children, both male and female, with the aim of intercourse; and
  • that he order his young lovers be murdered when they became ill with AIDS so as to avoid paying their medical bills.

Because Witchy Woman Hater was the leader of a West Los Angeles spiritual group, it seemed to me there was a glom effect that spread out to the employees, other Spiritual Adepts, and the lay people who came to that place, and the malware within his energy field because of his early Soul wounding found a home in the energy fields of others on the grounds as well. Apparently, this resulted in thoughts, daydreams, and nightmares about Soul wounding topics, and occasional ‘acting out’ by these other people of the dreams of their leader as he lay sleeping.

I feel that the pall of secrecy which lay over the grounds from the year 2000 to about the year 2016 … the deep, dark veil of magical allure; the sleepy time notion that the subconscious mind ought nod off; and the egoic terror I felt when I so much as viewed the grounds from their gates, had to do with a ‘prime directive’ at all costs to avoid disclosure, public humiliation, and loss of the status through which these perks of his job might be obtained.

Then in about the year 2016, the cloak of secrecy lifted from the grounds … though the earth there still reeked of death and decay, the keepers of the place seemed far less darkling danger-fraught. It was a miracle, truly. I thought at the time it might be that he had retired and relocated to another place.

The events described above, which I discovered through the astral airs alone, are noted in the below links. As the reader no doubt knows, astral insights, while they may have a modicum of truth, must be taken with a sizeable ‘grain of salt’.

Also see … Link: “Tags for Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020 … ..


Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.

For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.


Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … ..

Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … ..

Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … ..

Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … ..


Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … ..

Link: “City Dome of Los Angeles, mid-June 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 14 June 2016; published on 23 June 2016; revised … ..

Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … ..

Link: “Update on the City Dome of Los Angeles, 31 July 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 31 July 2016; published on 1 August 2016 … ..

Link: “Compendium: Los Angeles Astral City Dome,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 August 2016; revised … ..

Link: “What Really Happens When a Person Practices Black Magic?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 October 2016 ..

Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 … ..

Link: “The Dwelling Curse and An ‘Answering Symbol’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 1 November 2016; published on 3 November 2016 … ..

Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … ..


Link: “City Domes and the Clearing of Gaia,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 9 February 2017 ..

Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … ..

Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017 ..

Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Trauma from Conflicting Parental Demands,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 September 2017 ..

Link: “Unconscious Symbolism: ‘Getting Popped’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 October 2017 ..


Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; published on 8 April 2018; 24revised on 18 April 2020 … ..

Link: “The Daemon Lover . an Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised …. ..

Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … ..

Link: “Devil and Fallen Angel,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018 … ..

Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … ..


Link: “The Yogi, the Mystic, the Lightworker, the Spiritual Adept, and the Black Magician: Five Separate Kinds of People,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 February 2019 ..

Link: “Collapse of the City Dome of Los Angeles and ‘Laying’ of Curses to Do with a Child’s Corpse,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2019; published on 7 July 2019 … ..

Link: “Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … ..


Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 22 January 2020; published on 5 August 2020 … ..

Link: “Implantation of False Childhood Memories Through Hypnosis,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 April 2020 ..

Link: “Decades of Persecution by a Mind Control Cult . and How to Avoid Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 18 May 2020; published on 22 June 2021 … ..

Link: “Black Tantra Warnings: Will You Choose Apocalypse or New Life on New Earth?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 15 July 2020 ..

Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 ..

Link: “Indigenous Creeds, Shamanism and the Experience of Reverse Kundalini,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2020. Edited and added to a longer blog as well … ..

Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … ..

Link: “Reverse Kundalini Syndrome,” a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020 … ..


Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies, Law Enforcement, and the Mirage of Mind Control to Create a New World Order,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 May 2021 ..


Link: “Astral Stories: A Subconscious Metaphor and a Warning About Enticement of Children by Adults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 12 March 2023 and published on 14 March 2023 … ..

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In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Written and published on 12 August 2020; revised on 14 March 2023
Previously titled: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences – Compendium: Witchy Woman” and “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Witchy Woman Hater”


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Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians . by Alice B. Clagett *

For those of us who are destined to awaken the kundalini energy within their central vertical power current, the experience of kundalini risen offers a sure course to protect ourselves from the curses and evil spells of black magicians.

  • REVERSE KUNDALINI  [Black Magicker, Bespeller – Voodoo Man, Regal Hex, Lazarus, Witchy Woman Hater]
    • Life Choices That May Create the Phenomenon of ‘Reverse Kundalini’
    • Effect of Reverse Kundalini on the Higher Mental Body and the Lower Mental Body of a Person
    • Broadcasting of Malspeak as Nightmarish Dreams While Sleeping
    • Effects of Reverse Kundalini: Antisocial Thought Forms, Astral Stories, and ‘Acting Out’
      • Reverse Kundalini Syndrome
    • Fractal Dissemination of Reverse Kundalini by the Black Magician
    • Black Tantra (Group Male Homosexual Experience) as a Means to Create the Reverse Kundalini Experience
    • Is the Indian Debate About the Householder and the Celibate Lifestyle an Euphemism to Do with Heterosexual or Homosexual Sacred Sexuality as a Path to Enlightenment?
    • Might Followers of Indigenous Creeds and Shamanism Worldwide Contribute to Noospheric Energies of People Experiencing Reverse Kundalini?
      • Macumba: Infliction of Harm on Others
        • Comments: Getting Round Black Magic Curses and Spells
      • Candomblé: Spirit Possession That May Lead to Homosexuality
        • Comments: Links Between Spirit Possession, Homosexuality, and Reverse Kundalini
      • Haitian Vodou: Spirit Possession / Vampirism
        • Comments
          • My Mind to Your Mind
          • The Human ‘Horse’ or ‘Donkey’
          • Egoic Terror and the Dreaded Mind Wipe
          • Fugue State While Demonically Possessed
          • Vampirism (Catastrophic Energy Drain) Through Spirit Possession.
      • Practitioners of Indigenous Creeds May Experience Reverse Kundalini
    • ‘Bucking the Tide’ of Reverse Kundalini Energies
    • Life Choices That May Create the Phenomenon of ‘Kundalini Risen’
    • Effect of Kundalini Risen on the Higher Mental Body and the Lower Mental Body of a Person
    • Stories by Alice: The Spontaneous Experience of Kundalini Risen
      • Sidebar: “Shogun,” Anjin San and the Zen Moment
    • The Gentle Technique of Kundalini Risen as Taught by Yogi Bhajan
    • The ‘Locks’ and ‘Pranayam’ That Cause the Kundalini to Rise
    • Effects of Kundalini Risen: Magnetic Attraction, Happiness, Spiritual Wisdom, Luck in Life
    • Kundalini Risen Deters the Predations of the Dark
    • The Physical and Subtle Bodies of a Person
    • Reverse Kundalini Affects the Physical Body and the Seven ‘Personal’ Subtle Bodies
    • Deleterious Effects on Others of the Sleeping Thought Forms of a Person Experiencing Reverse Kundalini
    • Black Magic Spells and Curses by the Black Magician Consciously Projecting Reverse Kundalini Thought Forms Towards Other People
    • Black Tantra as a Group Method to Experience Reverse Kundalini
    • Black Tantra as a Putative Cause of Astral Gang Attacks on Single Women
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: Twenty Years Spent in Learning How to Counter Psychic Predations of Raiding Groups of Astral Men in Los Angeles
      • Jackass Love Curse
      • “Bow Down to Me” 3-Part Football Play
      • Standing on the Floor Above the Mark
      • ‘Slam Dunk’ in Switzerland
    • Immediate Shielding Effect of Kundalini Risen
    • Kundalini Risen Affects the Subtle Body Termed the ‘Body of Light’, Which ‘Trumps’ the Subtle Bodies Affected by Reverse Kundalini
    • More on the Physical and Subtle Bodies of a Person
    • My Experience with an Easy Kundalini Set: Untoward Psychic Phenomena Fled Away When the Set Was First Practiced
    • Invocation of God’s Presence
    • Basic Spinal Energy Series
    • Optional Add-ons
    • The Yoga Set in Written Form

Image: “St. Catherine of Siena Besieged by [Six] Demons,” anonymous (Lesser Poland), circa 1500, in Wikimedia Commons … … public domain

Image: “St. Catherine of Siena Besieged by [Six] Demons,” anonymous (Lesser Poland), circa 1500, in Wikimedia Commons … … public domain

Dear Ones,

After searching for years for the answer to the question: How may I protect myself against astral rape, against astral vampirism, and against the astral ‘pass-through’ or ‘flow-through’ that dilutes the purity of the central vertical power current, I have finally come up with an explanation for these phenomena, and a solution that can be utilized by most people who are in good health.

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