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Householder or Celibate Spiritual Lifestyle? . by Alice B. Clagett

Spiritual Lifestyle

Image: “The perfect pic for a couple,” by Sneha ss, 13 May 2017, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Holding_hands_2.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Image: “The perfect pic for a couple,” by Sneha ss, 13 May 2017, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Holding_hands_2.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

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  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Introduction
    • Perverse Actions
    • Ritual Castration
    • Transgender Correlative
    • Opposite Gender Hatred
    • Feral Drives
    • Chwal or Donkey Man
    • Family Values
    • Ritual Rejection of Homosexuality
    • Reverse Kundalini – Soul Devolution
    • Psychic Rape – Astral Rape
    • Sacred Sexuality
    • Emotions and the Common Good
    • On Agreeing with God
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on the great debate over the householder spiritual lifestyle versus the celibate spiritual lifestyle. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Introduction

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars. I would like to talk a little today about a topic that is hotly debated in the spiritual world, and my unique perspective on it … which is bound to be objected to … maybe even vociferously … in the Comments. You never know.

The debate has to do with the householder way of life … which involves a man and a woman getting together, and having a family, and raising their family in a spiritual way … that is the ‘householder’ spiritual path … and then there is the celibate spiritual path.

The celibate spiritual path typically is where a group of people of the same gender get together and live spiritual lives in a community of people of the same gender. The idea is that they will forgo sexual gratification, and instead sublimate that drive so that it becomes totally a life of Spirit.

I believe that there is good cause for pursuing the householder spiritual path; and that there are reasons, from a community standpoint and from the standpoint of the common good, not to pursue the celibate path … unless it is one’s deepest longing.

The reasons I have for this are intuitive … telepathic and clair issues that have come up over the years, and that I finally pegged and put a label to and figured out.

I hope that those of you who have decided upon the celibate path will consider my point of view first, and not just have a knee-jerk reaction to it, you know, because it is ever so easy to do that, I feel.

Perverse Actions

What I have found on the psychic plane, and intuitively, is that the sex drive, the second chakra, the sacral chakra … these have a particular purpose of their own in our energy array. And their purpose is to procreate, and to express themselves through sexual gratification in some manner. Those manners can be very varied; it depends on the person.

When a person feels that the sex drive is beneath them, say, and that they really want to live a spiritual life, and that they do not want to think at all about the sex drive, then some very odd things can happen in a community that is dedicated to the celibate lifestyle.

Through my reading and through my personal observation on the clair plane, I have found this happening over and over again, down through the centuries … and in the current day … with celibate communities.

The energy threads that I notice in the noosphere have to do with perversions … in other words, turning of the sex drive to a different path. The sex drive tries to express itself in some way, but it is forbidden to express itself in the usual way. And so, it turns … it is ‘perverted’ … to a different manner of expression … one not typically accepted by society, and frequently considered criminal; for instance, molestation of children … that is frequently the case. Or it could be murder … sexual intercourse and murder. Or it might be use of sex workers and payment of sex workers. That is another possibility.

See my blog categories: Pedophilia – child sexual abuse – child molestation  … and …  Snuff – lust murder  … and …  Sex workers

The idea would be that one would never become that involved with a child, because it is prohibited … proscribed by society. And one would never have to deal with being confronted by a woman who had been killed, for instance … or a child who had been killed, for that matter. And also that a sex worker is simply paid for their services, so they could never expect to develop an intimate relationship (which would be against the rules of the community).

Ritual Castration

I have one other instance that I have come across a number of times in historical research, and also on the clair plane, to do with what you might call sexual excesses or sexual perversion that apparently takes place in the environs of, or else receives some ‘umph’ from, celibate spiritual groups. This has to do with ritual castration. I will also mention a tangential notion to do with transgender people.

I ought to lighten up a little bit about this. I think there is room in celibate spiritual practices, and in householder spiritual practices, for error. And there is also room for developing a very strong sense of oneness with God.

The things that I am talking about today are the negatory things that might come up, and not necessarily an intention that I have to damn celibacy. Certainly not!

To get back to it: Another thing came up for me very strongly on the clair plane. That was because I have a tendency to healing, and I really dislike the idea of injury to the human body … I think only of healing … not of injury. What happened was that I kept encountering, on the clair plane, notions of castration of men, either by themselves or else by other people … perhaps willingly and perhaps not willing … and somehow involved with, or to do with the celibate spiritual groups.

See my blog category: Genital mutilation – castration

I can see where the subconscious mind might be led to believe that, if a man is castrated, then the sex drive has no chance of expressing itself. That may or may not be true; but I feel this to be a very strong, very vivid subconscious impression, and a cause of wounding to the energy of the second chakra, in cases where castration occurs.

I think that, historically speaking, there may have been groups that practiced a ritual of castration to prove the spiritual intention of the men in the celibate group … and that this would be considered a badge of honor, for instance; or a badge of courage; or an expression of determination to follow the spiritual way of life.

What I found out intuitively and on the psychic plane is that, when the gut brain becomes convinced that the sex drive cannot express itself because of this physical impediment, then the dreams of the person who has been castrated … or who has castrated himself … may become so very vivid that … without his knowing it … his dreaming astral form leaps upon other people and forces them to an act of rape.

The victims might be people who are not celibate, but who are somehow involved in the spiritual community, most likely. I am thinking maybe groundskeepers, or maybe housecleaners, or maybe people who provide necessary services to the community. These people might be placed in harm’s way.

In other words, the spiritual ‘umph’ of the person who is castrated … while he is sleeping, or else in a meditative ‘trance’ state … creates this very strongly motivated desire to express itself sexually somehow, that then moves very quickly into some other person’s energy field, and triggers their own energy field to re-enact the wish that is taking place. In psychological terms, I think this might be thought of as substitute wish-fulfillment.

So the very spiritual people may find themselves surrounded by people that are rapists. They may be completely innocent of understanding what is happening; quite likely so. And the people that are raped might be spiritual women in the community. They might be thinking that the spiritual men are practicing black magic, or voodoo … something very evil … when in fact they are at the effect of the great need of their sexual chakra to express itself in the physical world. They are deeply, soundly dreaming … and this thing occurs that is explained to them as being their fault … but they never even knew what happened.

That is what I think. I feel that it happens again and again. I feel that to be so; not just in one group, but in many spiritual groups; not just the major faiths, but many other faiths as well.

I think it is important to set forth my own point of view regarding this, because lots of times I will talk about problems; and people may think that I have the problem; or that I identify with the problem; or that I propose that it is all ok. They may take the exact opposite point of view as being my own point of view.

So I would just like to make it very clear that my point of view is that the physical body is the temple of the grace of God … what the Christians call the Holy Spirit. It is the temple through which our Awareness transforms our energy field. And if we injure it on purpose, it seems to me that we are saying to ourselves: I know … better than God … what should be happening to me right now. I am going to prove one-upmanship with regard to God by speeding things up faster than He arranged for me to do. In this lifetime … in this very lifetime … I am going to prove that I am one with God, by cutting off my sexual organs.

Terrible things happen then … things that nave not even been brought to light ever before … or if they were known before, by groups that suffered this kind of indignity of rape on the grounds and purported black magic, and voodoo, and all that … it has been kept a lid on, and kept within the group. They do not want anyone to know, because everyone who pursues the spiritual path has an emotional investment in pursuing that path, you know? We all hold dear that which we hope will bring us closer to God.

See my blog categories: Dissolving black magic in the Light  … and …  Voodoo

I am stating this right now because it seems clearly evident to me; and I feel that, by bringing it out in the open, we may arrive at some conclusions … each regarding his or her own group … that will promote New Life on New Earth with this Ascension process.

This is what I feel: It is better to openly discuss than to secretly attempt to cover such things up.

I hope my readers are not too hard on me with regard to this, because I am easily affected by negative vibes; I have to spend all my time praying and meditating when this happens. That is not such a bad outcome! But please do not be ruthless in your judgment of other people … people who bring up this kind of thing … people like me. I ask you to be charitable of heart with regard to us.

Transgender Correlative

I have another thing to say. It has to do with transgender, and a relationship of the results of transgender changes in the physical form to castration in celibate spiritual groups.

See my blog category: Crossdressing – transgender

As you may know, there is a great mortality rate amongst transgender rate. The rate of which I am aware has to do with murder of them. It is also possible, I feel, that they may be committing suicide from time to time, but I have no statistics on that. The statistics that I am going on are in English Wikipedia as the murder of transgender people.

Link: “List of Peopled Killed for Being Transgender,” in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_killed_for_being_transgender ..

I have to wonder why that is so. I have to wonder if the same dynamic may be taking place for those transgender people who are unable to fully express themselves sexually because of cosmetic physical changes in the sexual organs that result in wounding of the second chakra.

Some people are, I think, very happy as transgender people; but some people have their second thoughts too late. But those people that are not happy cannot revert to their prior state. Their vessel of Light and love and joy has been irreparably injured by physical means.

So I feel that it may be possible that this nightmare substitution vivid dreaming or vivid trancing might be happening with some transgender people. That might result in harm to the common good. Somehow subconsciously people may be logging onto this and figuring that there is black magic involved, or voodoo involved … when in fact there is just the lack of perfection of the physical mechanism through which grace expresses itself in the world.

That outrage that other people feel because of the noospheric clash may be resulting in the murder of transgender people, in some cases.

This discussion of transgender issues is just by way of showing possible similarities between the issue of castration as a practice done by celibate spiritual groups and issues faced by transgender people.

I recall recently there was a story going round on the astral plane about a group of celibate spiritual men who practiced castration in their group, and who figured, therefore, that it was a very spiritual thing. (That is something, as you know, that I object to; I feel it to be inaccurate.)

As the story went, these men then decided that one way to rehabilitate very violent male felons would be to castrate them and change them to transgender people.

On the astral plane, the results were just awful. It was horrible to behold that story on the astral plane. But it sort of supports, in a way, the notion that there are certain similarities in that extreme expression of spirituality.

Now, to get back to the general picture of excesses that sometimes occur in celibate spiritual groups …

I cannot give you any names, because spiritual communities that are celibate are extremely set upon not revealing the faux pas of the people that have gone before them … their leaders and their important staff members, and so forth.

It is very important to them to have a good reputation and not to reveal anything like that. And though it may be the case that, here or there on the internet, you may find out, it is just not copacetic for me … it is not even safe for me … to bring up things like that. And it does not make sense, either, when anyone can research it, and figure it out, given the time and the opportunity.

I do not like the idea of making people angry by revealing their foibles, you know? It just does not make sense for a spiritual person to do a thing like that. So you may hear me talking about general tendencies … which I have done quite a bit of … but you will not hear me naming names online. It just does not make much sense.

Opposite Gender Hatred

Setting aside that question of ‘who’ … because it happens all the time … let us go on to the ‘what’. Let’s say there have been a few mishaps in a spiritual community that practices celibacy. And one of the above-mentioned things has come up … or some other thing like that. For instance, it might be revulsion towards women, if it is a male group; or revulsion towards men, if it is a female group.

See my blog categories: Misandry – hatred of men – philandry – respect for men  … and …  Misogyny – hatred of women – philogyny – respect for women

And that might express itself as group sex amongst men, or group sex amongst women, that creates a feeling in the noosphere of hatred of the opposite gender. Then, because these people practice group same-sex sexual activities … all at the same time, say … a very strong force sends these feelings of hatred towards the opposite gender out into the noosphere all over the city where the celibate people live.

It is a feeling that is confronted by married people … and by straight people like me that believe that the householder way is a good spiritual way … with feelings of revulsion and with feelings of deep black magic. It is very odd … the intense antagonistic effect that that practice has upon people who are straight. It is hard to explain.

Most people are straight, and householders, as you may know. It might be that the psychic ire of superior numbers of people in the community might be spiked by that kind of forceful adversarial-seeming psychic impression, especially if it is practiced on a regular schedule by the formerly celibate group.

I feel it might be better, when that happens … when that is the practice of the spiritual community … that they be located someplace farther from big cities; someplace where the local noosphere will not object so much. And there is a chance … although there is no geography on the astral plane … there is a greater chance of this jumping-out psychic impression of revulsion towards the opposite gender sticking locally, and adversely affecting less people.

Then there might be instances where someone in a celibate spiritual group has taken a child as a lover … and it has become well known … and the child has died, say, of an STD … or the child has been killed by the person. And the person is a very important person in the celibate community in question.

And then the members of the community say to themselves: Well, we will not do that anymore. We ill proscribe that. That is not the type of activity that we will do.

But yet, in the history of the group, there is this memory … a memory of all the people in the group, that this thing has happened. And in addition this can happen with the murder the murder of women by members of the celibate group.

I think it far less likely that there would be a women’s group that participates in the murder of men, because of the psychological makeup of women, who seem to be less into violent ‘acting out’ than men. I hope the men do not feel I am picking on them. I do feel it is a problem to pinpoint, to look at, if it is a male celibate community.

See my blog categories: Crossdressing – transgender

Feral Drives

I am not too familiar with female celibate communities. The few that I know are typically ruled by men who have a hierarchy of their own, and who dominate the women, and force them to kneel before them and to become what they call ‘humble’.

In my opinion, this means that the feral drive of the men runs rampant over the women, and unchecked. That is the feral drive towards domination (as in ‘dominance-submission’), towards one-upmanship, towards being the top dog or the ‘alpha male’.

See my blog categories: Feral drives – pack instincts  … and …  Dominance – Submission  … and …   One-upmanship – rectal intercourse – colonoscopy  … and …  Alpha male

Rather it would be better, I feel, if the women had some latitude to develop their own path spiritually. But hey, that is just me! I am very independent!

Chwal or Donkey Man

To get back to these problems that come up when the sex drive expresses itself in odd ways because of the celibacy of a community: What can happen is that they should all decide together: My gosh, these odd things have happened in the past with our people, and we do not want to have a bad name. We do not want to do bad things; and we will not do that anymore.

But instead, all in their minds, they have this history. And the history permeates their dreams. Should they arrive at a trance state (which I strongly advise against), when they meditate for a long period of time … or should they be deeply dreaming, all at the same time, then the historic propensity of the celibate group can create very strong urges … very strong emotions and pictures in the minds of other people who have similar propensities. And it can result in a racheting up of their propensities towards killing women; towards fooling around with children; towards engaging in sex worker sex or paying for that; and they can suddenly begin ‘acting out’, on the basis of the dreams of the celibate group because of their past historical propensities.

Intuitively, I have seen this happen quite a bit; quite a bit. I know that the celibate groups cannot help what they do when they dream or when they fall into a trance state. It is the subconscious mind that takes over, and creates these evil propensities that then zoom out into the noosphere and affect other people. And then these other people become like ‘donkeys’ or what is called ‘chwal’ in the indigenous cults of Brazil. The ‘Jackass Love Curse’ … ‘acting out’ issues such as this … are, I feel, created by the action of the subconscious mind of people who are living together as celibate groups, and then suddenly the urge exudes from or pops out of all of their gut brains at the same time, and somehow it creates this extremely realistic, vivid dream … like a clair movie that is staged, that then seems to attack people in the surrounding community.

See my blog categories: Donkey man – human horse – chwal  … and …  Jackass Love Curse
See also … Link: “Haitian Vodou,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haitian_Vodou#Spirit_possession

Family Values

I expect there is an equivalent of that in the householder group, but I just cannot peg it. I do not know what that is. The celibate groups would probably say: It is the householder groups that are attacking us!

And that is to some extent true, because the householder groups are intent on preserving family values, and creating a viable community, and creating offspring that can carry on the tradition that would keep the community viable and alive and crime-free. They have a strong urge, because they love their children, to create that kind of community.

In the celibate groups, I feel it might be possible (albeit far from typical) that the opposite might occur. For instance, they might feel ‘under the gun’ because of the mores of the householder spiritual groups, whom they may come to consider ‘beneath’ them.

They might feel that, to preserve their esoteric lifestyle … the important thing that they are doing to be like God in this world … that they should take what they can from everyone, and that it will not matter. They may feel that the cause that they have makes it worthwhile to worship Kali or worship Shiva or worship cocaine … or do whatever they have to do in order to preserve their spiritual way of life, you know?

And these things might be very negatory to the community.

They might feel that child trafficking is just fine! They might not care at all about other people’s children.

I find that unlikely, but possible, because of the war that goes on, in the noosphere, between the householders and the celibate spiritual people, who have great spiritual ‘umph’ in the noosphere because of their spiritual way of life.

I think it is up to the spiritual people to try to figure out how they can create a viable community for humankind on New Earth; and what it is that they have to do in their own lives in order to make that so.

I hope I have not created too much furor, because it takes a toll on my dreamtime life.

Ritual Rejection of Homosexuality

I will give you another example: Suppose there is a group of celibate men who believe that they should conquer the tendency towards homosexuality … towards M2M. Suppose they have a spiritual practice to bring on the propensity to have rectal sex with men. And then they have a spiritual practice to reject that and go on with their lives. And the looking at the naked bodies of their community members in a provocative pose is supposed to reinforce the notion that they should not do that thing.

They are disregarding the importance of the sex drive … which has the exact opposite point of view. The greatly deprived sex drive says to itself (this is my guess): Wow! This is an opportunity! This is my chance to express myself!

And then at the last moment, its fondest wish is denied!

So what happens is that everybody goes to sleep thinking they have proved that they are immune to this notion of M2M, even though they are surrounded by men and they are having to contain their sex drive all the time.

They go to sleep. They dream. And the lay people in their community get the notion that M2M is the thing that they have to do right now. That is because the great dream of the spiritual leaders of the community who had engaged in ritual rejection of homosexuality is taking place after this practice.

And so the lay people … Here is what I think! … have a tendency to turn to homosexual endeavors, whether M2M or F2F. And there is an extra added desire to do so in the same setting that was denied the people who did that original practice of denial.

Reverse Kundalini — Soul Devolution

The picture of what happened goes out into the spiritual community, and the people there begin to hope to do that very thing, only to consummate the act. Isn’t that something! And they may find that happens. And then when that happens, what you have is a very strong energy of ‘reverse kundalini’, which brings all the energy down through the spinal column and into the Earth, so that the highest energies of the lay person … the most quickly pulsating energies of the person … are subverted and transformed into the densest energies of the basal chakra.

See my blog category: Reverse kundalini

And so the lay person becomes like an animal. The person becomes like a donkey … like a jackass … like a chwal. So the people in the community, I feel, have that danger of turning into animals in the next lifetime. They have lost a lifetime of Soul advancement and involved themselves in Soul devolution.

See my blog category: Soul devolution

I expect that there will be quite a few answers, and maybe some vehement answers to this clair insight that I have developed over the years. I hope they will not be very vehement. I hope we can discuss the common good together. I hope so.

Psychic Rape – Astral Rape

Setting that weighty topic aside for awhile, I will give you another example.

As you may know, in the early days of my blogging on the website “Awakening with Planet Earth” I talked a very great deal about astral rape and psychic rape.

See my blog category: Psychic rape -astral rape

Apparently the reason for that was that I had to go through a process of overcoming the noospheric energies. Because I was familiar with many different spiritual communities, I had to go through a process of perfecting my energy array to such an extent that I was no longer susceptible to the repressed sexual urges of celibate spiritual groups.

What I am getting at is that, when there are a lot of people in the community, or in your circle of friends, who are not able to fulfill their sex drives for whatever reason … spiritual or otherwise … then there will be an emanation coming forth in the dreamtime realm of rape, which may express itself in the physical realm. Or it may just create a burden upon the dreamtime realm of the people in the area … a feeling of lack of safety; a feeling of lack of trust in their fellow man; or sexual overtures that are inappropriate for people on the spiritual path.

Sacred Sexuality

You know, people say: “Well, if I am not a celibate person, are you proposing that I just do whatever I want, and just have a wonderful time of it? Is that what householders do?

And the answer is: No. That is not what householders do. A spiritual household … almost invariably, I find … believes in sexual continence. And that means you stick with the person that you are with. You remain faithful and loyal to the person that you are with. You do not go out seeking a good time with a large group of people.

You are trying to preserve your household. In order to do that, you remain faithful to your significant other, your spouse, you see. And that creates a stable environment for the children in your household.

Sexual continence means that you have decided that you will provide for the continuity of your community through the moral upbringing and loving relationship that you have with your children and your spouse. You are working towards depth in those relationships. You are not freely enjoying whatever may come your way.

It is a path of moderation; not a license to do whatever we will. It is the exact opposite of dreams of astral rape, which have first to do with forcing oneself upon someone else; and second, doing that in a very negative frame of mind … with hatred in mind.

See my blog category: Sacred sexuality 

Emotions and the Common Good

It is the injury to the physical body in the area of the sex organs of the astrally raping dreamer … or the ‘insult’ to the emotional body in the area of the second chakra … that causes the feeling of hatred or fear or anger in the sexual chakra, which results in those kinds of dreams. The dream is one of anger or outrage. Or sometimes it is fear of other people, or of intimacy, that is greatly racheted up by injury to the sexual organs.

These two are related: The physical body and the emotional body, in the area of the second chakra. And the dreams of a sexual nature that result, are injured dreams. And these dreams flow out into the noosphere, and into the local and global community, and create injury. The create the ‘common bad’. They create evil in the world.

That is why we Lightworkers say that the thing to do is to create the feeling of joy in your own life … the feeling of lobe … the sensation of Light and of being Light. And these feelings will flow out into the noosphere and add to the common good. In that way we can create the optimum expression of New Life on New Earth for all humankind.

It is a weighty topic, is it not? We have to consider what we do with our bodies; how well we take care of our bodies; how well we fulfill our emotional need for love and Light and joy, I feel. And then consider that where we find ourselves in our lives is the exact place where we belong to be, according to the wishes of God, you know? And not try to speed things up so much, because this lifetime, I feel … and I know will disagree in many cases … this lifetime is but one expression of our Eternal Soul, which may be expressing itself in many other forms, in many other lifetimes, simultaneously.

We do not have to look to become greater than we are because we may be living in an incarnation just like that … in the Eternal Now … at this moment.

On Agreeing with God

Believe me, I understand. I remember when I was young, I would say to myself: I would do anything to become enlightened in this lifetime! Anything at all! And I recall the spiritual practices I did back then were very intense.

I spent a lot of time trying to prove how spiritual I was, you know? I wanted to be very spiritual … the most spiritual … as spiritual as anyone could get.

It was not until I got older that I began to relax on that topic and just take things day by day … as they say, to be here with this process right now … to ratchet down on being better than everybody else.

I understand that life is short, and that the spiritual drive is a great motivator for many people. I understand that.

And on the other hand, contrariwise, I advise knowing that everything is just as it ought to be right now. That is what I finally realized: That everything is just as it ought to be right now.

Here we are, in this incarnation, to create something that has been set ready for us … straight before us … by God. All we have to do is see what we see, and hear what we hear, and become what we become, through the grace of God.

See my blog category:  Aligning with God – dharma – right action

We do not have to speed the process up. The process is already infinitely quick, because in many, many … maybe infinite incarnations … we are all those things. As we become more and more one with God, we become more and more one with all the things in the entire Universe.

At that point we do not need to make any choices because we are the All. We are all that.

Conclusion

Well, enough of that.

Please go easy on me. I take it very much to heart when you think that I am trying to injure you, and I hope the very best for you and for all humankind. I truly do.

So if when we discuss these ideas, we keep in mind each other’s feelings … each other’s emotions … each other’s highest good … then I think we can have a fruitful conversation in regard to this. I am looking forward to that.

God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.

In love, Light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Filmed on 30 January 2023 and published on 31 January 2023.


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Do Castrated Men Sometimes Become Serial Killers of Women? . by Alice B. Clagett

castrated men

Image: “The Couple: The Impossibility to Make It,” from artist Leda Luss Luyken’s own files, 10 October 1996, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Couple_1.JPG … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported … COMMENTS: This painting supports my theory that men who have been castrated may sometimes subconsciously be propelled to act out their rage at their disfigurement as serial killers of women. This trouble may also subconsciously affect transgender women and intersex individuals whose genitals have been altered with intent to conform to societal expectations. –Alice B. Clagett

Dear Ones,

I just came across this image, which seems to me to support my theory that men who have been castrated may sometimes subconsciously be propelled to act out their rage at their disfigurement as serial killers of women.

I have added the image here …

Link: “The Physical Form Heresy,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 17 May 2017; revised on 11 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7cY ..

This trouble may also subconsciously affect transgender women and intersex individuals whose genitals have been altered with intent to conform to societal expectations.

During male menopause, it may be, it seems to me, that a man might feel a temporary urge to wreak violence because of erectile dysfunction as well. I am not sure whether the medical literature discusses this. Nevertheless, this might be something a man might want to look out for and to devise a way of avoiding during the interval when the body is adjusting to new hormone levels.

CLOSEUP OF THE IMAGE

Image: “The Couple: The Impossibility to Make It [cropped],” from artist Leda Luss Luyken’s own files, 10 October 1996, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Couple_1.JPG … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported … COMMENTS: Note how the woman is ‘keeping an eye on’ the man. This artist, I feel, is putting the metaphor-filled symbolic language of the subconscious mind on canvas! Note how the blood stain on the man’s lips is shaped like a heart. Does the man have in mind to ‘eat the woman’s heart out’? Is he a ‘heart vampire’, who absorbs love from a woman without giving any in return? In a worst case scenario, might the man have in mind to eat the physical heart of the woman? Might he be a cannibal?! What does this image really mean? –Alice B. Clagett

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Note how the woman is ‘keeping an eye on’ the man. This artist, I feel, is putting the metaphor-filled symbolic language of the subconscious mind on canvas! For more on that, see …

Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 May 2019; revised and filmed on 11 June 2022; revised on 9 November 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..

Note how the blood stain on the man’s lips is shaped like a heart. Does the man have in mind to ‘eat the woman’s heart out’? Is he a ‘heart vampire’, who absorbs love from a woman without giving any in return? In a worst case scenario, might the man have in mind to eat the physical heart of the woman? Might he be a cannibal?! What does this image really mean?

For more on heart vampires as they seem to be presented to the telepath on the astral plane, see this gruesome bit of work! …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Heart Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, compiled and published on 14 February 2021; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lzW ..

God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days!

In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Written and published on 9 November 2022

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Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 23 August 2022
Location: Los Angeles, California

intersex antisocial personality disorder

Image: “Hermaphrodite [Intersex Individual],” by Michael Maschka, 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hermaphrodit.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Image: “Hermaphrodite [Intersex individual],” by Michael Maschka, 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hermaphrodit.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Dear Ones,

Here is more on what I have termed ‘intersex antisocial personality disorder’. This I feel may be a disorder that affects some intersex individuals (sometimes termed ‘hermaphrodites’).

I have run across a film that reminds me of a person I encountered quite some years ago, and whom I had a hunch might be an intersex person. This film (not to be confused with the films “XX/XY” and “XXXY”) points out the strong sexual aggression impulse I feel to be typical of intersex individuals …

Link: “XXY (film),” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/XXY_(film) ..

Not shown is what I intuit to be strong territorial aggression impulse … the desire to acquire land and houses. Also not explained in the movie is what I intuit to be strong psychic powers that may be employed to rape women on the astral plane and to rape or castrate men on the physical plane or to acquire real estate.

There may be sex aversion therapy or cosmetic or sexual organ norming operations in the past history of the intersex person that make it impossible for that person to orgasm.

Distortion of the energy fields of intersex individuals due to genetic distortion may result in magnetic attachment (termed ‘entity attachments’ in esoteric lore) to normals; bleed-through of sexual chakra distortion in the intersex individual may adversely affect the obsessed or possessed normals.

Obsession or possession can be cast off by the normal by pursuing a lifestyle abhorrent to the intersex. For example, if the intersex person is a vegetarian, the normal might eat meat. If the intersex person is averse to sex, the normal might have sex. If the intersex person is reclusive, then the normal might socialize often, and so on.

If intersex individuals band together on the physical plane, their strong psychic powers may be overwhelming, singly or jointly, to nearby normals; so I intuit. My concern is that if and when such individuals were to be banded together it is possible there might be a strong feral pack instinct, honed by pariah feelings … feelings of the surrounding community that the intersex individuals may be somehow greatly different from other people; an uneasiness that they do not fit in; a feeling of danger in their presence.

My own psychic perception is that I have been stalked by one, then others of them, for more than two decades; and that there was a group of them that were strongly bonded on the psychic pane. For all I know, this may be utter nonsense; it is just that it has seemed so to me, over the decades since the year 2000.

Since December of 2016, when I installed surveillance cameras on my property, my sense of imminent danger suddenly went away. Nevertheless, there is still a car parking opposite my house on my street every weekend evening; law enforcement has been unable to get to the bottom of it, and I cannot say for sure what the cause of what seems to be this implacable stalking–parking is. There may be a simple, ordinary explanation that will come to light soon; that would be a great relief to me, and for my neighbors. I await the day!

I realize with quite some amount of trepidation that these hunches of mine run counter to popular sentiment. I speak of this for the protection of normals and not with intention to injure intersex individuals. I hope that all who might be involved will understand my predicament: I do not want to be hurt by what I perceive may be their overwhelming psychic powers, and on the other hand, I do not want them to injure me or the members of my community. I feel it important to warn others; I hope this will be understood in a true way and not with an injurious bias.

I hasten to add that the above hunches have to do with my own experience on the astral plane, and that I cannot pin them down to a particular person, or even verify whether that person is intersex. Should such a person prove to be intersex, I still would not know how much affected might be the greater group of about 136,000,000 intersex individuals on Earth, who comprise 1.7 percent of the world population. I note that about 40 million of the individuals in this category have clinically identifiable reproductive or sexual variations. I might be encountering a small subset of possibly intersex individuals, or an exceptional antisocial subcategory in a well-adjusted group of people globally, for all I know.

These are just theories I have that might explain a number of adverse psychic phenomena that I have observed to occur in the last two decades. It is entirely possible that my fellow psychics may find another explanation fills the bill better than my own, as my own experience of what seems to me, from my research on intersex films and literature, to be the intersex phenomenon on the psychic plane, is not substantiated by my having disrobed anyone I thought might be an intersex person.

To be frank, whether these people were intersex or just very dangerous antisocial personalities, the notion of disrobing them in the interests of psychic scientific research seems entirely foolhardy to me. I doubt I would have survived to tell this tale, Dear Ones, though my survival instinct is unerringly strong.

There is much more to what I term ‘intersex antisocial disorder’ that I intuit may occur. You can read more about it in my blog category: Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder

In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

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Lightworkers: On Avoiding Danger While Attending Church During the Ascension of Earth . by Alice B. Clagett *

Lightworkers

Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

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  • TEMPTATION TO USE EX-FELON LABOR TO MURDER WELL-HEELED PEOPLE
  • TEMPTATION TO SACRIFICE MEMBERS OF THE CONGREGATION FOR THE COMMON GOOD SUBCONSCIOUSLY JUSTIFIED BY CHRIST’S SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS
  • TENDENCY OF THE CLERGY TO SEXUALLY DEVIANT BEHAVIORS OF DISCIPLINE, SELF-FLAGELLATION, AND SELF-MUTILATION
  • A MORE PSYCHOLOGICALLY HEALTHY INTERPRETATION OF WORTH OF CHRIST’S CRUCIFIXION AND DEATH
  • FOR LIGHTWORKERS: ON BALANCING SELFLESS SERVICE WITH OUR PERSONAL HEALING
  • TEMPTATION TO SHUNNING AS THE DARK EXPRESSION OF A FERAL DRIVE
  • THE SIN OF SIMONY: TEMPTATION TO MUCKRACKING AND TO RITUALS OF ANATHEMA, EXCORIATION AND ACCEPTANCE OF FAKE ‘WRITS’ OF EXCOMMUNICATION TO FATTEN THE COFFERS OF A CHRISTIAN CHURCH
  • FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: ON STAYING SAFE WHILE ATTENDING A CHRISTIAN CHURCH DURING THE CURRENT SOLAR MAXIMUM

Dear Ones,

Here are caveats for Lightworkers so they may stay safe and avoid pitfalls while attending Christian services during a Solar Maximum such are we are experiencing in 2022 and the next few years here on Earth.

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Alice’s Perilous Tales: Demon-Powered Levitation of a Student? . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 1 July 2021; revised

Image: “On Reptilian Remains from the Trias of Elgin,” by G. Boulenger, 1904, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:On_Reptilian_Remains_from_the_Trias_of_Elgin_(1904)_(14742559206).jpg … CC0

Image: “On Reptilian Remains from the Trias of Elgin,” by G. Boulenger, 1904, in Wikimedia Commons …  https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:On_Reptilian_Remains_from_the_Trias_of_Elgin_(1904)_(14742559206).jpg … CC0

Dear Ones,

‘Heart Vampire’ is said to have caused the members of his group to levitate, and also to have levitated himself. There is, I feel, good reason not to be conceited about levitating, should one be so unfortunate as to do so, as will become apparent from the story below.

There is a man I nickname Heart Vampire. This was a spiritual teacher I encountered some years ago, and found out was apparently the head of a ‘killing cult’ or ‘death cult’. I gather from a book I read, and which I intuited might have been created by his cult, that this person thinks of himself as a cannibalistic reptoid from someplace other than Earth.

I was right away reminded of an image I saw online image recently of a very gnarly-looking bipedal demon, with a snarl on its face, standing facing forward. In front of the demon was a beautiful woman, in a sort of a trance. The demon had sunk the claws of its left hand into the left shoulder of the woman, and had lifted her off the ground. Here is the image, which I feel was rendered with very convincing dramatic flair …

Link: “Kau’T,” by Vashta Narada, in Vashta Narada’s Galactic Art … https://www.vashta.com/my-product/kaut/ ..

I have my own story to tell about the demon I saw in the image, as it seems to me this demon might be kin to one that swooped in and overlit Heart Vampire, who was the national leader of a meditation group I attended for a few years. The events I am about to describe happened in the year 2013 or so. I admit I have delayed in telling this tale, as my life in general is just not like this. I could barely believe what happened back then, and it seems to me but a dream today. Nevertheless, from time to time I remember; it could be the memory will dissipate in the telling of the events that transpired on that fateful weekend.

These events took place in a span of three days, over a weekend. I recall I went to a meditation led by that teacher on the East Coast in October 2013. Many dark and sinister psychic phenomena occurred within a few days of each other. There were omens and forebodings and very bad dreams. My psychic ears were ‘pricked up’ and I was on the lookout 24-7 for trouble on both the psychic plane and the physical plane.

I was staying at a staid motel on the East Coast, where I had stayed before. It was a colonial sort of place … genteel, laid-back, and just a little gone to seed, but well kept up for all that. There was a fringe of forest out back; a creek meandered through it. Not a lot of traffic on the country roads that intersected there; in short, it was a quiet and well-appointed retreat.

The first thing that happened was this: I saw in the hallway just beside the door to my room a young Chinese woman standing. That struck me as odd; thinking back, I could not remember one guest at that motel, in the last few years, who had been other than Caucasian. This woman seemed to me like a University student; she had that well-bred, educated look. She was in her 20s, I guessed. Somehow, through some crook of the imagination, I sensed an aura of secrecy, something like secret agent, or CIA, or special operative. This hunch was mystifying, and it set me on edge. So when I left the room for the day’s adventures, I set a doorknob alarm on the inside knob of my motel room door.

That first day I visited a member of the meditation group at a home about an hour away. She was the woman I later nicknamed “Torturess,” a member from the Wild West portion of the group who had been visiting the East Coast for a month or so …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Torturess’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 4 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lR9 ..

Her husband was ‘Hunter-Snuffer’ …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Hunter-Snuffer’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lSo ..

At the time of my visit I had not an inkling of what was hidden within their subconscious minds; rather, what I felt was a vague uneasiness. Something was just not right, I felt. But what was that? What was going on?

‘Torturess’ was staying with an infant she said was her grandchild in a house on a quiet side street. The house had half a plywood sheet nailed over the entryway to the basement; she said her daughter and son-in-law were renovating that area.

The baby was asleep in a bassinet or crib in the living room. It was a chubby, pleasant-faced child; its face reminded me just a little of the Buddha, very serene. On the mantel over the fireplace across from the bassinet was a very evil looking Satan mask, maybe left over from Halloween. When I saw the mask, I felt a chill, and saw a vision of an invisible Satan’s mask drawn in ‘Dark Light’ upon the bedroom door of ‘Torturess’ at her house in the Wild West. I recalled that was a doorway I had never entered, and wondered what secrets were behind the door. And what secrets were in store for this infant that lay there so peacefully?

What with traffic and travelling a route unknown to me, whose roads were, to say the least, illogically laid out and poorly signed, I arrived late, and could visit for only an hour. We walked with the baby in a stroller a block or so, along the tree-lined, narrow street in front of the house. Then I left, hoping to get to the evening meditation on time.

The meditation that evening was being held at the house of the East Coast meditation leader, a woman I nicknamed “Three House Hostess.” I may have gotten some of the things described below mixed up with a prior meditation weekend at that house; at this distance in time it is hard to ascertain. At any rate, this is how I remember that night in October 2013 …

There were the usual East Coast meditators there, and also the woman I nicknamed ‘Alluring Calm’, who was my meditation leader from the West Coast, in addition to ‘Heart Vampire’ …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Heart Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 February 2021; revised… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lzW ..

… and his wife ‘inanna’ (as I nicknamed her) from the Wild West …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Inanna’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lTa ..

Another of the East Coast meditation leaders … a very pretty woman I have not nicknamed … brought with her a man about her age, whom I had not seen before. I took him to be her boyfriend.

It was not possible to determine much about the people in the meditation group, as there was a rule of silence before and after the meditations. Aside from the teacher, no one could talk during the meditations unless they raised their hand and the meditation teacher nodded his head in their direction and assented. In almost every instance, input by students was short and sweet. Interspersed with the meditation were long talks by the teacher.

And so, I never got to know any of the people in the group in the usual, chit chat and small talk way. Other than that they were meditators, I knew nothing about them. I was left to surmise and psy to ‘fill in the gaps’, except a little bit with two of his students, a couple I nicknamed ‘Torturess’ and ‘Hunter-Snuffer’; those two invited me over in a polite, social way a few times. From their small talk then I got to know them a little; though small talk, I feel, is but the polite social veneer, not the ‘real McCoy’ of true friendship. Do you not feel that to be so? It was from that small talk that I began to become aware of deep and very unsettling undercurrents in the meditation group. I recall I could not put my finger on it; I began to get a very uneasy feeling. Something just did not fit right … something did not suit. It seemed things might be, in effect, just the opposite of what they appeared to be.

To get back to the October 2013 meditation: There was a man that ‘Heart Vampire’ introduced as his son at the meditation. This man looked a little like he felt out of place, as if he were not used to meditation. Nevertheless, he sat quietly throughout.

There were also several … maybe two … strange men dressed, I think, in suits. On the mighty slim evidence of the clothes they wore and their facial expressions, I took them to be IRS agents or secret service agents. That was just how the energy struck me that weekend … the energy seemed conspiratory. What with these strange, suited men and the young Chinese woman in my motel hallway, conspiracy theory seemed to be ‘in the air’.

I recall after the meditation that evening, as everyone exited to the back yard, one of the suited men hit on the prettiest young woman who had been at the meditation. Judging from the uneventful endings of other meditations I had attended, this seemed to me to be an outstanding faux pas. Such behavior had never occurred priorly. I recall she demurred. Nevertheless I was put in mind of those Secret Agent 007 movies I had seen, and this increased the air of mystery. What was up? Had this been an attempt to pump the young woman for information?

The meditation was held in a basement room of the home of ‘Three House Hostess’. It was a smallish room, jam-packed with chairs. There was a place for the teacher to sit on one side of the room. Then there were three rows of chairs facing the teacher’s seat, and other chairs all around.

The teacher came down the stairs from the ground floor. It looked like he was somehow blinded, and feeling his way along the wall, till he got to his chair. Then he looked (although it seemed sightlessly … maybe with his astral vision) around the room. He said to one person or the other: Please move and sit over here or there. He told me to sit over toward a side wall, nearer to “Alluring Calm,” as I recall, and farther from him. That was par for the course, as I intuitively knew he did not like me; maybe that he was a little afraid of me; that he did not want me to be too close to him. He would nearly never call on me in class if I raised my hand. Nor would he approve the songs I composed, in most cases. Nor would he respond to an email, though once I got him on the phone for a moment.

That, I recall very vividly, was a time when I was about to board an airplane out of Los Angeles, heading for the Wild West, and about 20 howling demons seemed to be in hot pursuit of me. I called in the Los Angeles Airport to ask what to do about the demons. I was surprised to get him on the phone. I recall he was very relaxed about it; I forget what he replied.

I remember these pretty pesky demons followed me onto the plane. After the plane took off, there I was, trapped with them. They could get out of the plane, but seemed disinclined to do so. I had to say in my seat. I recall they diverted themselves by zooming through my torso and head. At length I devised my physical form was unharmed, and determined to ignore those antics. That proved quite the right strategy.

As I recall, that had been the only time I got that teacher on the phone. Then from what transpired in October 2013, I gathered that phone call had been misguided … the result of my misconception of who and what ‘Heart Vampire’ really was about in this world. Or so it seemed to me.

To get back to the October 2013 meditation, I am going to telescope the events that occurred during three days of meditation into one telling. As you may have guessed, this is because I am at such a distance from the event now … in July 2021 … that I cannot tell the first day’s meditation from the others. What follows, then are highlights from the meditations that took place that weekend.

You may recall there was a pretty woman who brought her boyfriend, a stranger, to the meditation. She had on, as I recall, a short skirt, and she looked quite attractive that night. ‘Heart Vampire’ bade her sit on the floor in front of him. He was sitting on a chair facing her, so it must have seemed to her, as she sat on the floor, that he was looming or towering over her. He bade her spread her legs wide, and sing a love song to him. That she did, in a beautiful voice of longing for her beloved.

To be frank, I felt this to be out of place in a meditation room. I felt it was ill-mannered, and surely a slight to her boyfriend. I felt it might have been a display of one-upmanship, perhaps born of masculine insecurity or pique on the part of the teacher, and a strident display of the mind control ability he seemed to be exerting on everyone in the room, with the exception of ‘Alluring Calm’ and me.

What made us different, I wondered? Why were we able to resist his overwhelming psychic powers? Was it faith that made us different? Was faith in God such a powerful weapon against the Dark? As time wore on, I began to feel this must be so.

During the meditation that evening an extraordinary event occurred. The long-time meditators were in a deep meditative state. As usual, I had my telepathic ‘ears’ pricked, and listening for whatever astral intel might occur. I heard ‘Heart Vampire’, on the telepathic plane, summon a swarm of demons. I heard his psychic rebuke, sharply uttered and aimed my way: For your arrogance!

Then, with a flash and a flurry, ‘Heart Vampire’ thrust no less than thirteen demons into my energy field. What a shock! Why would he do such a thing? I was no less stunned to see him waft three demons into the aura of ‘Alluring Calm’, my Los Angeles meditation teacher. Then into the energy field of a pretty blonde woman sitting just in front of him he sent the one remaining demon. There we were, we three women, beset by demons; and I by far not the least of the three accursed by the man I had thought to be our national meditation teacher. Go figure!

Worse was yet to come. With a flurry of their black wings, the thirteen bad luck demons within my energy field rose fluttered upward towards the ceiling of the room. To my great consternation, I felt my body become lighter, and begin to rise from the seat of the chair. I was beginning to levitate!

This would never do. With all the strength of my will power I said: I will go back down to Earth and stay there! This levitation thing is not for me! Slowly but surely I became heavier and heavier, till I was my usual weight. And that weight settled with accustomed firmness back onto my chair. What a relief!

For those of you upon whom may be visited this concern not to levitate, I later wrote this chant to increase the power of gravity in our energy fields. It works much better than what I originally came up with, and gives me a light and happy feeling when I chant it. The chant is: Mother Earth loves me …

Link: “Mother Earth Loves Me: A Chant to Enhance the Force of Gravity,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 February 2019; published on 3 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bRh ..

After the meditation I returned to my motel room. When I got there, I noticed the doorknob alarm on my motel room door was broken, and got the feeling the room had been looked through. That set me on edge.

That night, I connected on the astral plane with a man who was a psychic working for the military, who was wearing an Army-Navy-issued headgear that piped in sounds of rape and murder at night; this induced a vision of six to eight military men in a clearing, wearing civilian clothes or maybe camouflage gear for hunting. They were sitting in a circle, taking turns torturing a young woman lying in the middle of the circle. In a further elaboration of this vision, they killed the woman. Then one of them went to a small outhouse nearby and shot her two young children huddled there.

As if that were not enough by way of nightmares, I then had another vision, of several people meeting … I could not tell who they were. These people were meeting to decide whether to assume a franchise on psilocybin, via a Mexican cartel. One man asked how risky it might be, and seemed reassured by the answer. Who were these people? Was not psilocybin a hallucinogenic drug? Could it be that I had been drugged during the day without my knowledge? Could that account for these awful nightmares?

That Saturday morning, I recall I woke up pretty rattled. I went over to the home of ‘Three House Hostess’, looking for ‘Heart Vampire’ … whom at that time I had inaccurately pegged to be a ‘good guy’. Little did I know.

‘Heart Vampire’ was not there, or was not available, but ‘Three House Hostess’ greeted me kindly. I explained I was feeling off balance. I recall she said: How can things have come to this? (or words to that effect). She gave me a picture of the Virgin Mary, and a rosary blessed by a saint, and a plastic statue of the Virgin Mary. These reassured me, and reminded me of my Christian faith, and helped me return to my normal state of mind.

Well to get on with it, the weekend meditation ended, and I made it safely out of there, and signed out of the motel, and drove back to the airport. And then on the return flight some more weird things happened … enough so to make me wonder why I even bother to travel by plane. I felt I must be getting jet lag, or altitude discombobulation … something like that. Why not take the train henceforth? I still feel this might be a nice way to travel.

I got on the plane, and was belted into my seat. As we became airborne, I began to have a conspiracy theory notion that the not-so-tall, redhaired man in the seat beside me and the taller man just across the aisle, and the perky stewardess walking down the aisle were hoping to mind control me and find out this or that. I had no idea what, as all this seemed pretty far-fetched. Well, I thought, a la Dale Carnegie …

Citation: “How to Stop Worrying and Start Living,” a book by Dale Carnegie, October 1998, Simon and Schuster.

What is the worst that can happen? Could be the stewardess’ drinking water might have a truth drug in it, but then I had brought along my own water to drink. So that was not a worry. Might be I would nap while in flight, and my brain might be picked by the redhaired man, but then, what secrets were in it, anyway, that were worth stealing? None that I could think of. Maybe the redhaired man could induce a psychic heart attack as I slept? That was a concern, but no prior such attempts undertaken on the astral plane had succeeded; likely they would not succeed that day as well. And with that, I settled in for a nap.

Why have I delayed so long in describing the events of that weekend? To be truthful, they just do not fit my world view. I guess when children are born to a Christian family, and raised up in a Christian faith, their outlook on life is basically optimistic. The emphasis of their lives is on God’s guidance of our lives, on Christ consciousness, on the loving heart of Mother Mary, and on the uplifting power of grace conveyed through the Holy Spirit, which is sometimes termed the Paraclete.

It seems to me that grief over a mother’s death can temporarily weaken our faith, leading to attempted inroads by those beings the Christian faith terms demons. When I saw the image of Kau’T (see above) yesterday, I all of a sudden realized that it represented very starkly the energy behind ‘Heart Vampire’, the man I had thought back then was a meditation teacher. I realized he must have been ‘overlit’ by a non-Christed star being, perhaps a Reptilian Star Being. Perhaps, I gleaned, ‘Heart Vampire’ was a ‘reptoid’, a reptilian-human hybrid. That might have accounted for his penchant for mind controlling his followers, for his gustatory leaning toward cannibalism, his daydreams of emasculating men, for the visions I had of demons during that time, and so on. In point of fact, I had been completely mistaken about him.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Hobnobbing with Demons and Devils – Oh, My!” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 October 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ix ..

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