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Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding . by Alice B. Clagett

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
  • HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT
  • EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION
    • Over-sensitization to Sexual Aggression
      • Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women
    • Fear of Territorial Aggression
      • Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
      • A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons
      • Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
    • Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
      • Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother
      • Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father
    • MORE INFORMATION
  • PHOTOS BY ALICE

Dear Ones,

This is an astral story about a young boy’s Soul wounding on encountering a ‘witchy woman’, and being injured by her jealous boyfriend. It also talks about how this second chakra wounding manifested in his later life.

There is information on the function of the third eye-point (the pituitary gland) as compared to the folklore notion of the ‘evil eye’. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and after that, a lengthy discussion of the issue brought up in the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a story I heard on the astral plane and from the astral stories some years back; might have been in 2013. And I thought I would run through it very quickly, from the standpoint of healing, maybe in a psychological context. Or possibly in the context of my new, inner child therapy, which works very quickly, so it has that to its advantage.

Anyway, however the method of healing, here is the gist of the issue that caused the Soul wounding, either in this lifetime or in some other lifetime, for a young man maybe between the age of 9 and 14 … sometime in early young manhood.

He was a sharecropper’s son. The family was just eking out an existence in a rural environment, maybe to the west of the Appalachians … in the scrubby flatlands to the west of the Appalachians. It came to the time of his initiation into manhood, and his first act of intercourse.

You know, in some areas … in some folklore … they think that the pituitary gland and the pineal gland … the light that comes forth from them, through the third eye-point is evil. And that can be the case, that curses and so forth, or love charms and like that, are promoted through the malware of the third eye-point, if the energy is not cleared and balanced. But the main function of the third eye-point is to keep the body healthy, and to keep all the subtle bodies healthy too.

I thought I would mention that because he was in a situation where the nearest possible willing person was an older woman, in his context … maybe not that old … maybe in her 20s … who was known, in the area, for having the ‘evil eye’.  And what that means to a young person, is that the person in question has formidable psychic powers, and is dangerous because of that.

So, in addition to the concerns that a young child might have about proving his manhood, there was also the concern about the evil eye and the psychic powers of this woman that ended up having intercourse with him.

So, he was very young. And he fell in love with her. And he thought to go back another time, to visit her. And when he went there, a really terrible thing happened. She had a boyfriend, apparently, or an admirer, who waylaid this young child, and genitally mutilated him. And so then he had this Soul wounding and physical wounding; I am not sure to what extent.

At least he was alive, and he was allowed to go home. But then he was plagued by visions of the third eye-point of this woman … this ‘witchy woman’ … whom he felt to be attacking him. And eventually, after some years, he ended up persuading a friend or acquaintance to go and end her life. So, through him, she … his very first love … was murdered.

Time went on; much time has gone one. But today, the outcome of this Soul wounding has been that he projects onto women … especially women who have third eye-point ability … as many students of the Indian arts have … he projects onto them his terror of this first woman … and his terror, also, of that sex act … because it was because of the sex act that he received the genital mutilation. And it was the woman’s third eye-point that symbolized this extreme feeling of upset and injury and terror. Although it was, in fact, the man in this situation who caused the injury.

So, from a psychological point of view, I would say that he projected onto that woman his fear of that man, because he felt (I would say, were I a psychologist) that the man was too dangerous to blame for that incident. The man was surely too dangerous to even ideate, or think about. So he projected that upset that he felt onto the woman.

Decades went on; and in his mature years, this memory of unresolved Soul wounding expresses itself in his life in this way: I think … I am not totally clear on this, but it seems to me from the astral stories … about this person, who may actually be an archetypal image, rather than a person … It seems to me, from the astral stories, that his sex life consists of rectal intercourse with other men, and that he is the recipient of that rectal intercourse, because of the nature of his genital wounding.

Now the psychological payoff or advantage, is that he gathers friendships amongst men who, because of the childhood wounding, seem to be far more powerful than they actually are in the world. So his friendships are with the men that he has sex with. And so the intention is to mitigate that ever-present danger to his genitals, and to his continued physical existence.

His attitude towards women is one of mistrust … of uneasiness and mistrust. When he is confronted with their attraction to him, he then returns to that original story about the Soul wounding and the genital mutilation, and their flirtation becomes to him an imminent danger. and threat to his life.

So he responds to flirtation by women in a way that seems to most people to be too hyper-responsive, you know? … too emotionally intense, in the negative realm.

If he finds that … because of societal expectations … he must have intercourse with a woman, so as to appear to fit into a social setting, he will have rectal intercourse with her. He will need a prosthesis to do that … and she may never know that, but she will leave that encounter feeling that she has been … in our terms of the Awakening … ‘malwared up’, because the emotion and the images that are stores in his electromagnetic field in his second chakra involved such a shocked amount of unresolved injury, what you might call post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) there … which is transferred during the act of sex; it is totally transferred to the other person … kept by the one person, and transferred to the other person.

Not necessarily permanently, but perhaps for some time, there will be the need to regenerate the electromagnetic field, and clear it, for a woman who has intercourse with him.

If the person is psychically gifted, then we may find that he is going out there on the astral plane, at night … perhaps his own wounded astral form is going out there, during dreamtime … He may or may not be conscious of this, depending on whether or not he can do lucid dreaming … He is going out and destroying women’s dreams of having romantic relationships. This is a topic I have covered elsewhere, using the term ‘dream snatchers’ …

Link: “Dream Snatchers,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 25 October 2016; transcribed on 22 July 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jX ..

He may even try to remodel their dreams, so that they suit a purpose that he has for himself and his own life. In these days of higher light … of more intense Incoming Light, this is no longer possible. But before 2012, it was possible for a ‘super-psy’ person to do that kind of work with a limited number of women or men. So there is that.

Now, talking about the men that he has intercourse with: He will want to conceal the fact that he prefers MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual expression from the general public. Now why this is, that he would feel exceptionally so, in this regard … why he would be so sensitive to the need for concealment … I am not certain …

  • Maybe because of the great repressive energy around the original wounding.
  • Maybe because of the projection of the wounding onto the woman also conceals a great fear that he has about men.
  • Maybe there is a concern that the men involved in his social, sexual life might do him great damage, because of the concealed, great fear that he has because of the original wounding.

Oh, one other thing: There are these things called the glom effect, that happened on Earth for a long time; but they are clearing now. And that is a confluence, and flowing, in the noosphere, of energies that are similar.

And in physical life, this is expressed as a tendency to gather around oneself, or to go out and associate with people who have energy strands in their electromagnetic field that are similar to, or glommable with, one’s own. And so in this case, there would be a tendency for people to gather around this person, or for this person to associate with people who have second chakra Soul wounding of other sorts.

One of the more serious expressions of second chakra Soul wounding that might glom to such a person, has to do with the tendency to look at women as sexual objects, to consider that they have no sentient Awareness, to imagine them simply as objects, and to go forth, with sexual allure, to garner women and their property, such as money, or else a house, or like that.

So that is just one sort of energy, as it is expressed in the world, that might glom to the very vast, misogynist mental filter that is the shadow of the patriarchy mental filter in existence until 2012.

Right now the pendulum is shifting back, and men and women are coming more into the balance of Sacred Sexuality and the sacred norm. So all these things are coming to light, and each person … each man … needs to evaluate his own situation, and decide how to act in the future, and how to best get through the clearing and the disclosure to his own Soul.

[This is the end of the video. For the photos in the video, see the section ‘Photos by Alice’ below.]

HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT

In the story described on the video, had the man been less severely injured by the jealous boyfriend, then the mature love life might have manifested as wary sexual relations with women, keeping them at a distance, and engaging in sex infrequently and never with a woman who is in relationship. This would be because, similar to the defense mechanism described in the video, he might have projected the fear he felt of men onto women (who would be perceived as less dangerous than men, and so more approachable for sex). He might steer clear of men, so as to mitigate the perceived danger of being around them.

EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION

Over-Sensitization to Sexual Aggression

The story in this video describes an exaggerated sense of sexual fear in mature life that is caused by an early childhood experience that sets a child up to experience fear every time he has sex.

Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women: The result is a simple defense mechanism set up by the subconscious mind  to ‘ward off’ a danger to which the early experience over sensitizes the child. This defense mechanism involves displacing one’s fear of men onto women (who are weaker, thus less fearful) and of staving off fear of men through placatory rectal intercourse (a behavior found among the lesser males toward the alpha males of baboon troops).

The recurring theme of mistrust and hatred of women welling up from the deep subconscious mind might be termed ’emotional dysregulation’ whose root cause is over sensitization to sexual aggression. For more in this see …

Link: “Emotional Dysregulation,” by the Psychological Care and Healing Center … http://www.pchtreatment.com/emotional-dysregulation/ ..

Fear of Territorial Aggression

On the clair plane, I have also run into over sensitization to the threat of territorial aggression, to do with early childhood Soul wounding when a young child suffered physical injury and lost his family as a result of being at the effect of a war of territorial aggression. In subsequent early youth he lived among a group of children who, for some years, needs must break into deserted homes in a war-torn area for food and shelter.

In mature life, this over sensitization manifests as these deep subconscious themes:

  • Feeling threatened by neighbors, both male and female
  • Ideation that other people’s property is his own
  • The desire to buy neighboring properties, so as to feel secure in the territory he has.

Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. This man’s over sensitization to territorial aggression is triggered when he ideates that ‘strange men’ might be visiting or living in adjacent homes. It manifests on the clair plane by the ego dissolving into and identifying with men thought of by neighbor women, as if, by his morphing into the persona of all the men she thinks of, he might eliminate the threat of territorial aggression.

On the clair plane, what is heard with this transfer of egoic identity, is the deep subconscious of the man saying, sotto voce …

“And now I am [the name of the person thought of by the neighbor woman].”

For the woman, she continues to hear the clair voice of the ‘strange man’, but the Soul signature and the emotional flavor of the clair communication have the undertone of fear of territorial aggression of the over sensitized neighbor man. The content of the clair talk turns to …

  • The ‘strange man’ alter ego of the over sensitized man deriding or belittling the neighbor woman or
  • ostracizing her or
  • expressing territorial aggressiveness toward her.

The neighbor woman, believing herself to be talking to the strange man, is thus dissuaded from further conversation with him.

A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons. This man has low self-esteem regarding body image and a feeling of low social status, to do, I feel, with the early loss of his natal family. His marriage is perceived as an important means of bolstering his social status.

He has MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual daydreams both as a way to bolster his self-esteem (with the notion that men are more likely to accept him as a daydreamed sexual partner than are women) and as a way to mitigate the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.

I feel that the tendency of heterosexual men to daydream of male sexual partners in the deep subconscious mind is widespread, most likely universal, and that it has to do with this same mitigation of the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.

However, in the case of men who have had early childhood experiences that over sensitize them to fear of territorial aggression by other men, as in the war experience described above, the daydreaming is likely to be more frequent, even habitual. There may also be night dreams or possibly acting out of this theme.

Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. As you may know, when women are seeking a male partner, their astral forms go out onto the astral plane during dreamtime, looking to locate a suitable mate. For the single woman who lives next to the man over sensitized to territorial aggression, when she dream travels to these men, his dreaming form steps into her dream, and shouts at her to go home, that he and his wife are not interested. This is similar to the daydream morphing of his ego into that of ‘strange men’ as mentioned above.

This over sensitization to territorial aggression, and the elaborate defense mechanisms of ego morphing and MSM sexual ideation mentioned above might be considered ’emotional disregulation’ as well, as for most people, the presence of ‘strange men’ doesn’t require always being on guard against them; there is less of a sense of anxiety about it.

Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior

Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a mother in youth, the mature man:

  • May have a fear of following his heart.
  • He may be over sensitized to societal expectations, introverted, considering change as threat rather than possibly rewarding challenge.
  • As to the fight or flight response, he might choose flight over fight.
  • In the scenario of electromagnetic hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the current Awakening process, he might want to look out for thoughts of self-injury, cutting, self-mutilation, accidents both physical and vehicular, and possible thoughts of suicide.
  • In terms of sexual relations, he might prefer a non-bullying, feminine woman, or possibly a man (perceived as less threatening than a woman). As his Soul clearing slowly but surely takes place, the comfortable possibilities in terms of sexual relations will become broader.

Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a father in youth …

  • If the man identifies with and acts like his father, he is more prone to violent behavior in the context of EMF hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the Awakening process. Violent behavior is a tricky thing to avoid during anxiety attacks caused by Solar Events. (This includes accidents caused by aggressive driving.) My suggestions are …
    • To bone up on the early warning signs of a panic attack.
    • To have medications on hand to counteract them.
    • To put firearms in a locked cabinet, and mail oneself the key
    • To arrange in advance separate living quarters for oneself, apart from one’s wife and children. These may be as humble as a garage with a dry toilet in it, or it might be a plan to send the wife and children to a relative during Solar Events.
  • If the man disidentifies with his father’s bullying behavior, he may …
    • Engage in substance abuse as an avoidance tool, or
    • Use passive-aggressive behaviors as avoidance tools, or
    • Engage in negotiatory behavior aimed at mitigating threats from men; these negotiations may involve compromise based on over sensitization to the threat of controlling or bullying behaviors.
    • Spiffing up communication skills based on assertiveness may allow desensitization to the perceived threat.

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

Also: Search my blog for the term: evil eye

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 and on 25 November 2025

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Male Defense Mechanisms for Territorial and Sexual Aggression by Other Males . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 24 October 2016

  • REVISED BLOG
    • MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN
    • CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION
    • WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN
    • MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS
    • SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE
      • Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons
      • Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult
      • Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening
        • Astral Rape Gangs
    • PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION
    • THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE
    • THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS
    • PHOTOS BY ALICE
  • ROUGH DRAFT
    • VIDEO BY ALICE
    • SUMMARY OF VIDEO

Dear Ones,

This blog is in three parts: The revised blog, the rough draft video, and the Summary of the rough draft video. I feel that the revised blog is much more polished than the rough draft  …

REVISED BLOG

MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN

This video is about a defense mechanism I have been logging onto on the clair plane. It is a mechanism that men use to prevent anxiety rising up when they think of the threat offered by the sexually aggressive drive of another man. Perception of possible territorial aggression will increase the tendency to employ this defense mechanism.

This has to do, in this instance, with a single woman living near a married man. The man feels an urge to territorial aggression, a sort of overflowing of ”mine-ness’ from his own perceived territory to that of the woman; this, I believe typically, includes fantasies of rape, which are another form of aggression … sexual aggression … generally repressed in the deep subconscious mind.

When the single woman thinks of a man, a stranger, the nearby man says, on the deep subconscious plane: And now I will be … [this stranger]. Then on the clair hearing plane, the nearby man begins to speak ‘in the voice of’ the stranger.

The reward, for the nearby man, is that he begins to sound, on the clair hearing plane, like the man who is a stranger, but in fact his ego continues to talk to the single woman, and he has tricked her into thinking she is still talking to the stranger.

CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION

Because of the nature of this defense mechanism (which is based on perceived threat of sexual aggression by a territorially encroaching male), after a few minutes of conversation it becomes obvious to the single woman that the emotional content of this conversation is always the same, and is always based on the defense mechanism of the nearby man.

Typically the single woman will begin to hear that the nearby man does not like her. The tenor of the clair conversation is undercutting and derisive; there are emotional threads of anxiousness and concealed aggression. There has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened by the male stranger, to a feeling of being threatened by the single woman. I see this as venting.

WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN

This segue into the persona of another man on the clair plane, described above, followed by venting of threat anxiety against a woman, I have also heard expressed as the following daydream: The actors are two men and a woman. The first man perceives himself as being less powerful than the second man, whom he admires for his physical prowess. The first man is in relationship with the woman. The second man is bisexual.

The daydream is for the first man to invite the second man to have rectal intercourse with the woman, while the first man pleases her with oral clitoral stimulation.

The conscious motive of the first man is: He knows men act cruelly toward women, and he wants to make it better for the women. The subconscious motive is to mitigate the threat of aggression by the second man; this motive arises out of low self-esteem, to do with early childhood wounding by his father.

The conscious motive of the second man is: To bring that woman down to Earth. The unconscious motive is to degrade her; this motive arises out of misogyny, to do with early childhood wounding by his mother.

The conscious motive for the woman is: To stay in relationship with the first man. Her unconscious motive has to do with low self-esteem (which is the shadow of the reason for her bonding with the first man); this low self-esteem has to do with being put ‘in her place’ by both her father and her mother in childhood.

In sum, the above daydream is, for the first man, a more concrete visualization of the venting described in the prior instance.

MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS

In addition, there is a tendency, clair audible, to mitigate the threat of a male stranger’s aggression into the egoic energy of the nearby man by acting it out in a homosexual daydream scenario. My hypothesis about this is, that the one man, the nearby man, feels threatened by the presence of other men. In his daydreaming, and possibly also in night dreams, he dreams he is having intercourse with other men.

SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE

Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons

This reminds me of my observations of the hamadryas baboon some time ago, where the alpha male of a baboon troupe would have symbolic acts of intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in the pack in the early morning (in the San Diego Zoo). The symbolism was that the alpha male was acting out and reinforcing the notion of dominance.

Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult

This is the same behavior I have observed on the clair plane with regard to a human killing cult  … For more on this, search my blog category: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs

In the instance of the human pack, however, the rational mind of the alpha male devised this method of acting out dominance based on his understanding of the subconscious feral instincts of the cult members he wished to mind control. He also used genital mutilation and/or murder of male followers and murder of female members as an expression of dominance, with intent to solidify his leadership position …

For more on this, search my blog categories: Genital mutilation – castration  … and …  Dominance – submission (and its subcategories)

Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening

My feeling is, in the case in question, the nearby man feels threatened by the presence of other men. He dreams that he is having intercourse with other men. This threat-mitigating homosexual behavior might express itself when a man perceives himself to be inferior in strength or power to other men.

Astral Rape Gangs. In these times of the Awakening, when there was, until recently, so much energy in the world of men marauding on the astral plane, descending en masse and raping one woman or one man at a time, non-participating men may feel threatened by their aggressive instinct.

Until recently, the astral rape gang activity was happening, over and over again, all over Earth, especially on the weekends; there would have been, among men, a subconscious threat-mitigation incentive, an incentive for non-participating men to join the marauding male groups (who, I clair find, are members of their social groups in the physical realm), so as to avoid being raped themselves.

So maybe this is what latent homosexuality is: The daydreaming of acts of sexuality with male friends and acquaintances so as to mitigate threat of aggression.

For more on this, search my blog category: Psychic rape – astral rape

PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION

It could be that modern society prohibits expression of male territorial aggression, and advocates male continence, and so these drives have been repressed onto the subconscious astral plane (the shadow of the personality).

The rape gang daydreams and the homosexual daydreams, as well as male misogyny daydreams I have talked about previously, may have been circulating in the astral realm all along. But only just now, because of the Shift, people may be rising to conscious Awareness of them.

THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE

From a galactic standpoint, I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs, the switching of the persona that a man may feel as he segues into the persona of another man, and the daydreamed acts of homosexuality … as waves of clearing the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.

We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing. But also, through our energetic forms, the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are clearing. So there is quite a job to do.

THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS

As these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together. Because of the anxieties provoked by the Awakening process, men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative state, so that their clearing can take place.

But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to begin to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding amongst men and women, and in bonding amongst friends, in the next few years, in a stance that i’s far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.

ROUGH DRAFT

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have some interesting notions about psychology, based on the clair input that I have been receiving lately, which I had found very puzzling.

When I was in college long years ago, I had a minor in psychology. But I have to say I do not recall ever studying the topic I am about to discuss. I am just piecing together information based on the clair stories I have been hearing, and on the clair visualizations that I have been getting … the clairvoyance I have.

For a long time now I have been hearing a man who, whenever I start thinking about a man … I think he has a subconscious defense mechanism … I used to find this very upsetting, because it means I cannot think about a man without him trying to interlope into it, you know? But when you think of it as a defense mechanism it starts to make sense as a subconscious tool to prevent anxiety from the feeling that a man may have when he thinks of competition from or the aggressive drive of another man. You see? So then the mind can become more neutral about what is going on … my mind, that is. [laughs]

So to get back to that, what has been happening is, whenever I think of a man other than this man, his subconscious mind moves into the idea that he is that other man, and begins to talk to me.

There is a subconscious tool that has been taking place because of the long Age of Darkness. It goes like this: And now I will be … [so-and-so; this person]
Or: Now I will be … [this person]

Typically what happens is it is very, very sotto voce … it is the deep subconscious in which this happens. It is an automatic response. And immediately, to me, that person sounds like somebody else … the other person.

The reward, for the person that is employing this subconscious subterfuge, is that they begin to sound like the person that I wanted to talk to, and they continue to talk to me … their ego continues to talk to me. And I think that I am talking to this other person. After a minute or two, though, it becomes very obvious that a switch has occurred.

Because of the nature of this defense mechanism, the emotional language of the conversation that ensues always is the same, and always is based on the Soul wounding of the first person. Typically what I begin to hear is that this second person does not like me. This second person has snide things to say about me. In real life this never happens, but whenever this seguing into the other persona occurs, from the man in question it happens.

It always expresses feelings of anxiousness and a kind of concealed aggression. The aggression is taking place towards me. So there has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened that the first man had, by using the persona of the second male to vent that aggressive feeling on me the woman.

In addition there is a tendency on the psychic plane … and perhaps in acting out in the real world … to act out a desire to mitigate the threat of another man’s aggression into the egoic energy of the first man by acting it out in a homosexual scenario.

So in this case … this is my hypothesis about this … one man feels threatened by the presence of other men. So in his daydreaming … or maybe at night in his dreaming … he dreams that he is having intercourse with other men.

This brings me back to some time that I spent in the San Diego Zoo many years ago, early in the morning, checking out the behavior of the animals there … and I am reminded, in particular, of observation of the hamadryas baboon, which helped me towards an understanding of pack behavior and feral instincts.

The only pertinent thing that I have to say is that the dominant male in a troupe of hamadryas baboons would have symbolic intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in that group. That was his way of expressing dominance.

This behavior … kind of a threat mitigating behavior … by someone who perceives himself as a human to be inferior in strength or power to other men, might be expressed in the same way: As a homosexual act of threat mitigation.

I do not know what you all will think of this. Those of you who have the psychological and psychiatric experience that I lack: I do not know how you are going to react to this notion.

In these times of the Awakening … when there was recently so much of that threat energy in the world, of groups of men marauding on the astral plane, and descending en masse and raping one woman at a time … I think that men would feel threatened by that, because it happened over and over again, especially on the weekends. All over Earth it was happening.

And so there would be an incentive, a subconscious threat mitigation incentive, for men to join that group so as to avoid the possibility of being raped themselves, you know? Even on the astral plane, it is a pretty daunting notion.

And further, I think these daydreamed-up homosexual scenarios that I have noticed, till recently, on the astral plane, have the same purpose … amongst men who know each other … to mitigate the aggressive drive through a symbolic act of sex on the astral plane. So maybe that is what latent homosexuality is … the daydreaming of that act for this purpose; it is possible.

Now from a wider standpoint … from a more galactic standpoint … I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs; the switching of the persona that a man may feel segueing into the persona of another man; and the daydreamed acts of latent sexuality … as waves of clearing of the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.

We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing; but also, through our energetic forms the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are also clearing. So there is quite a job to do.

And as these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together … as what has been happening because of the anxieties provoked by the Ascension and Awakening process is that men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative place, so that their clearing can take place.

But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding … in closeness … amongst men and women … in the coming years, for the next two years.

There are those of us that have been doing an awful lot of clearing; and have found that, because our energies were so involved in the transformational process, it is very difficult for us to be closely bonded to other people … because other people transform at different times. So they are going through a transformation process two days later than us … or two days in advance of us.

Whenever transformation takes place, ‘the fur flies’, you know! The fur is always flying somewhere, when we have friends! I am hoping that … as the fur flies less … as the transformation becomes a little more mild … that people in general will be able to relate more closely together; not just bonding of couples, but bonding of friends … and like that … in a new stance for humankind that is far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
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Disclosure and the Fate of Religious Radical Extremists . by Alice B. Clagett *

  • ACTS OF BARBARISM BY RELIGIOUS EXTREMISTS
  • RELIGIOUS EXTREMISTS AND THE FUTURE KARMA OF ALL THE PEOPLE OF THEIR FAITH
  • WHAT BECAME OF HITLER’S INNER CIRCLE?
    • Those Who Endured Capital Punishment
    • Those Who Escaped to South America
    • Those Who ‘Walked into’ the Bodies of Young Children
    • Reincarnation of the Souls in Hitler’s Inner Circle
  • WHY ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES AND KILLING CULT MEMBERS HAVE HERETOFORE ‘FLOWN UNDER THE RADAR’
  • UPCOMING DISCLOSURE OF SOCIOPATHIC RELIGIOUS SUBGROUPS
    • Number of Sociopaths in the World
    • Fate of Sociopaths in Past
    • How Development of Worldwide Clairsentience Will Alter the Fate of Sociopaths
  • INTEGRATION OF GROUPS INTO THE WORLD COMMUNITY AS THE AWAKENING PROCEEDS
  • WHAT WILL BECOME OF THE SOULS OF SOCIOPATHS WHO HAVE PASSED ON DURING THE AGE OF LIGHT?
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

For those not in the know, this blog is not about me; I researched the topic to do with what intuition told me might be a ‘Controller’ who was the head of a ‘killing cult’. I had left the group, and felt at the time (some time ago) that I was in danger of being murdered by members of the group at his behest, and because of his anger towards me at leaving the group as soon as I got a whiff of what was going on there.

Much has been written about religious radical extremists of late, with regard to Islam in particular. The truth of the matter is, however, that there are radical extremists of every religious persuasion.

It is the unfortunate tendency to shield the members of our group from legal reprisal that is causing such trouble in the world today.

ACTS OF BARBARISM BY RELIGIOUS EXTREMISTS

  • When the members of an extremist cult practice ritual murder, or blood sacrifice of innocents of another faith … as for example, when the leader and his wife drink the blood from the still-beating heart of a woman they have sacrificed because she left the cult …
  • When they treat people not of their faith as if they were animals to be conned and ‘fleeced’, misusing the powers of God they obtained from the teachings of their faith to hypnotize or mind control these people into submission …
  • When they run down people of another color with an automobile, or ‘cull’ them in a Walmart parking lot, and take them home and cut them up for meat …
  • When the leader of a religious extremist cult cuts off the penises of his own male followers,
  • When he murders the women of his cult if they do not follow his orders …
  • When an extremist cult hunts down children of another faith at Halloween and subjects them to month-long excruciating torture, before ending their lives, and then laughs unaffectedly at the plaintive cries of these children’s agonized ghosts …

RELIGIOUS EXTREMISTS AND THE FUTURE KARMA OF ALL THE PEOPLE OF THEIR FAITH

… How then, can the moderate people of this faith stand idly by and countenance these actions? And when this turning aside and looking the other way happens, how may the future path of all the people of this faith be altered?

In point of fact, this tendency to conceal and protect those who behave as criminals within a group … even to the extent of protecting sociopaths and Charles Manson sorts of sub-groups … is a source of ongoing ‘group karma’. For instance …

  • When murder is practiced, then the future of this faith will see murder of their people.
  • When the people of one faith practice genocide against the people of another faith, then the ‘group Karma’ of the faithful who practiced genocide will entail future genocide of that people.
  • As to acts of genital mutilation of men, Spirit says these are not the acts of a prophet Elijah. Rather, these acts revert back to the feral ways of wolves and apes. The Law of Karma will cause future acts of genital mutilation to be inflicted on those who have so mutilated. Good examples of this are the Jewish and Christian promotion of the practice of circumcision of newborns.
  • Acts of barbarism against those of another faith will cause the ‘group karma’ of future acts of barbarism against the members of the faith practicing barbarism.
  • War against those of other faiths will see future wars against the children of those who warred. I am sure the Middle East conflict, which has existed since close to the beginning of time, will spring to mind: This is like a perpetual motion reaction of warring acts by one faith toward warring acts by the other.
  • Condoning torture and killing of children of another faith will usher in a future where the children of one’s own faith are killed. In point of fact,  an extremist cult leader who practices this torture of children may find himself killing his own children in this lifetime.
  • Extremist acts of hypnotism or mind control using God’s name, when countenanced by a faith, in future will cause enslavement of the people of that faith. The leader of the extremist cult that practices hypnotism or mind control using God’s name will find, in this lifetime, that he unaccountably commits acts of hypnosis or mind control that drive his followers insane, and occasion their death by his own hand or that of another.

WHAT BECAME OF HITLER’S INNER CIRCLE?

Those Who Endured Capital Punishment

For every action there is a reaction; violence begets violence. When people are executed, through the righteous indignation of the world’s people, that is hardly the end of it. The Souls of those who experience capital punishment, through the brutal clarity of their demise, and of their intendedly permanent excision from the society of other human beings, haunt the living with intent toward violence far longer than the Souls of those who suffer a milder death. And then, according to karmic law, they reincarnate with even greater tendency to perpetrate evil on humankind.

Those Who Escaped to South America

And what of those of Hitler’s inner circle who escaped the great leveling after the end of World War II? What of those who escaped to South America with pilfered wealth and lived on for many years? The leader of an extremist group may feel he is ‘top dog’, but in truth he is but the slave of the demon realm, both now and hereafter. The atrocities he has committed will have coarsened the matter of his astral body. In the afterlife, he or she will experience a great burning sensation (termed by some ‘the fires of Hell’) as his coarse astral matter slowly dissolves. At great length, he may go on to the heaven worlds for Soul learning. When he reincarnates, it will be with all the samskaras accumulated in the latest, and in all past lifetimes.

Those Who ‘Walked into’ the Bodies of Young Children

What of those of Hitler’s inner circle who aggregated to themselves psychic powers, such as the power to rule men’s minds through misuse of psychic powers granted to them by God? What, for instance, of those who mastered the art of walking into the bodies of young children, so as to avoid the clear outcome of painful suffering in the afterlife?

According to Spirit, there are one or two such people, among those of Hitler’s inner circle, who managed this feat. But have they escaped their karma? No, they have not.

Into the relatively feeble body of the young child whose Soul they have displaced, they bring the miry net of their many criminal propensities. Overnight, or very soon, the personality of the youngster who has been walked into will be seen by his parents or caregivers to have changed completely. This child, hitherto perhaps mild or shy, will begin to perform seemingly inexplicable acts of barbarism against his family and childhood friends. This sociopathic behavioral pattern will continue on through his lifetime. So while the experience of the ‘fires of hell’ has been delayed, the aggregation to his etheric net of karmic distortions of the Light will continue apace, and the future of his Soul will be further compromised.

Reincarnation of the Souls in Hitler’s Inner Circle

For a Soul that chooses to participate in demonic activities, the thread of pearls known as a Soul’s incarnations, or grounded experiences on our planet Earth, will not be confined to one faith alone, or to the same gender as before.

Here is a case in point: What became of Hitler’s inner circle, who were were responsible for the Jewish Holocaust in the name of the philosophy of Consequentialism? According to Spirit, and quite to the contrary of what might be anticipated, a number of these people have reincarnated as Jews who have taken the last step past the philosophy of Consequentialism, into the realm of Ethical Egoism. (1) According to Spirit, one who was then male has now incarnated as a female. One who was then female has now incarnated as male. And others, who were then male or female, have reincarnated as the same gender.

According to Spirit, in these times, they are repeating the pattern of atrocities aspired to and often committed during the Hitler era, only, because of their placement on Earth during a time when World War is not taking place, their acts of atrocity necessarily are of smaller scale.

WHY ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES AND KILLING CULT MEMBERS HAVE HERETOFORE ‘FLOWN UNDER THE RADAR’

Why have these antisocial personalities, these killing cult members, not been detected in times past? Why have they ‘flown under the radar’ and avoided the lens of public scrutiny?

I feel this is because such personalities inevitably acquire powers of hypnosis or mind control, so as to keep their activities secret from society as a whole.

And further, it is very difficult for other members of a religious group to conceive that there may be, operating within their group of good and faithful people, a subgroup of antisocial personalities capable of such inhumane acts as to be judged, by society as a whole, as completely devoid of conscience.

UPCOMING DISCLOSURE OF SOCIOPATHIC RELIGIOUS SUBGROUPS

Number of Sociopaths in the World

I saw in a recent Theosophical Society publication (2) that sociopaths may be as many as 1 to 3 percent of the world’s population. Were this to be true, there would be, at lowest current estimate, 74 million such individuals (3) who must be dealt with in the coming years. Many of these sociopaths may have no religious affiliation … and perhaps no affiliation with any group at all. Nevertheless, amongst this rather dauntingly large group of very dangerous and previously undetected sociopaths, there will be some subset who are religious extremists.

Fate of Sociopaths in Past

In many past instances, the people of a faith may have countenanced the criminal behavior of an extremist subgroup so as to uphold their faith, but in so doing they will drag down the karma of their children, and their children’s children. All those of their faith will suffer because of their own act of omission.

Till now, what has been happening all over the world is a glossing over of those sociopathic religious subgroups whose leaders are without doubt antisocial personalities. But now, as worldwide telepathy begins to disclose all that is Dark, all that is distorted in the realm of human affairs, all this is changing.

How Development of Worldwide Clairsentience Will Alter the Fate of Sociopaths

As the Awakening progresses, the moderate peoples of all faiths will begin to develop the quality of clairsentience or clair sensing. Thus they will begin to experience the acts of barbarism of the extremists as if they were being perpetrated on their own bodies.  This is one aspect of the process termed disclosure.

INTEGRATION OF GROUPS INTO THE WORLD COMMUNITY AS THE AWAKENING PROCEEDS

How will the moderate peoples of these religions react to this process of disclosure? I feel that, as the Awakening process continues, the members of every religious group will be moving from identification with just that group, to identification with the world community, with all humankind, and even to an understanding of and feeling of kinship with Spirit itself.

In this way, it will become clear that criminality within a group must be dealt with. But what will be the process that takes place?

  • Will the discovered sociopaths be considered unregenerate … incapable of rehabilitation?
  • Will they be imprisoned for life?
  • Will they be subject to capital punishment?
  • Will new means be found to integrate them into the mainstream of society?

While these are difficult questions, and even more difficult questions await humankind. For instance …

WHAT WILL BECOME OF THE SOULS OF SOCIOPATHS WHO HAVE PASSED ON DURING THE AGE OF LIGHT?

Considering the accelerating Light on Earth, what will become of the Souls of the many sociopaths now on Earth, after they pass on?

  • Will they still trouble humankind in astral form during the afterlife, or will they be removed to another planet, in another constellation, where the interstellar dynamics allow a version of the Duality play to be enacted?
  • Will they suffer ‘the fires of hell’, as in ages past, as their astral forms distill into a finer essence, and then decompose, leading them on to the stage of Soul learning in the afterlife? If so, what would be the reincarnational prospects here on Earth, during the Age of Light, considering the state of distortion of Light of their etheric nets?
  • Will their Souls be ‘put on hold’ till the next Age of Darkness on Earth?
  • Will their Souls eventually devolve to the animal state, and thence to inanimate union with Source? Or will it be possible for the process of Soul devolution to be halted, and reversed?
  • Will there be a DNA ‘fix’, through the Incoming Light, that repairs their EMF to the human norm?

All these are questions that await discovery, as the process of Awakening unfolds.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Written and published on 5 October 2016; revised on 20 November 2023

NOTE: “WHAT BECAME OF HITLER’S INNER CIRCLE?” has been excerpted to “The Law of Karma: Balanced Soul Wisdom through Reincarnation,” by Alice B. Clagett.

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Community Health: Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..

Link: “More on Killing Cults and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 August 2016; revised on 24 February 2019 and 3 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-61D ..

Link: “Feral Children, Feral Adult Human, and Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 20 November 2015; published on 22 November 2015; revised and transcribed on 20 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4j9 ..

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FOOTNOTES

(1) See Link: “The Karmic Consequences of Consequentialism,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 September 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6cN … This includes a discussion of ethical egoism.

(2) See Link: “Levels of Awakening,” by Richard Smoley, Quest 104.4 (Fall 2016): pg. 107-111 … https://www.theosophical.org/publications/quest-magazine/4046 … The magazine can be purchased here … Link: “About Quest Magazine” … https://www.theosophical.org/publications/quest-magazine/42-publications/quest-magazine/1209-about-quest-magazine ..

(3) See Link: “Current World Population,” at WorldOMeters … http://www.worldometers.info/world-population/ ..

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Ego 1: Circle of One . I Am the Only Ego in the World . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published 15 August 2016; revised on 7 July 2018

  • THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY
  • BLOOD SACRIFICE AND CANNIBALISM
  • RAIDING: KILLING OF MEN
  • STEALING OF ANOTHER MAN’S MANHOOD
  • ‘BLOOD BROTHER’ BONDING
  • IN SUMMARY
  • VIDEO BY ALICE … EGO 1: CIRCLE OF ONE … I AM THE ONLY EGO IN THE WORLD
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • The 4-Year-Old Boy Who Burned His Mom and Tasted Her Charred Body
    • People as Chess Pieces; and the ASP the Only Player
    • Comfort Through Sacrifice of the Mother or the Wife-Mother
    • Cannibalism as an ASP ‘Black Communion’
    • The Progress of Humankind from Blood Sacrifice to Bloodless, Symbolic Sacrifice
    • Conclusion
  • MORE INFORMATION
    • Antisocial Personality Disorder
    • Blood Sacrifice
    • Raiding

Dear Ones,

For those not in the know, this blog is not about me; I researched the topic to do with what intuition told me might be a ‘Controller’ who was the head of a ‘killing cult’. I had left the group, and felt at the time (some time ago) that I was in danger of being murdered by members of the group at his behest, and because of his anger towards me at leaving the group as soon as I got a whiff of what was going on there.

This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…

Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal

Link: “Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 November 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6pR ..

Here is one case of atypical concept of ego, to do with a child’s loss of the mother in early childhood. The person thinks: I am the only ego in the world. Everyone else is just an piece on my chessboard!

THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY

The result is what is termed in psychology ‘the antisocial personality’.

The sexual subtheme in the early childhood wounding, in this instance, resulted in sexuality being confused with death and killing, and expressing itself in this context as the child grew up.

Each of these expressions of killing as linked to sexuality can, I feel, be described as atavistic, as expressing themes worked through and generally sublimated in the progress of humankind from savagery to civilization.

In the instance described in the video, I feel this occurred because the shock of loss of the mother in early childhood threw the child back to a time before he began to learn socialization skills. Because the mother was gone, and he was all alone, there was a reorganization of his world view that excluded the mother. So the behaviors he undertook as he grew up excluded the concepts of family and a larger community, although I feel it had some kinship with primitive tribal practices.

BLOOD SACRIFICE AND CANNIBALISM

For instance, this young person turned to cannibalism as an expression of communion with his mother, and in terms of the subconscious mind, symbolically being nurtured by the mother, who had passed on. This was expressed in ‘blood sacrifice’ of wives in later life.

This ritual sacrifice of the ‘wife’ or ‘mother’ was one of several blood sacrifice themes expressed by this person as he matured. In the video, I’ve described how this theme of blood sacrifice is an atavism, a throw-back to the early history of humankind, one such instance being the ancient Aztec practice of blood sacrifice of human beings to ensure the annual fertility of crops.

This practice may have had to do with subconscious symbolism: Early man may have observed women’s menstrual blood flowing, followed by conception of a child. He may have missed out on the role played by men, and the significance of semen. Thus the subconscious might have made a shortcut like this: Blood must flow, for fertility to occur.

It might also have had to do with early humankind’s experience of fierce predators such as lions and tigers dragging off their tribes people during the night. After such an incident, which must have inspired terror in the tribes people, there would have been a lull of a few days as the predator would be well stocked with food, and this would bring a feeling of relief, of temporary safety. These no doubt recurring incidents might have given the tribe the notion that fears, such as that of starvation through a poor harvest, could be quelled by offering human sacrifice.

As humankind matured, this blood sacrifice was toned down to sacrifice of animals, such as the sacrifice of lambs and goats described in the Bible. Then in more modern times, Christian churches express

RAIDING: KILLING OF MEN

Another was to make lone, nightly forays to kill men for a feeling of sexual thrill. Should this raiding have taken place in the context of a small group of companions or underlings, this would be more reminiscent of tribal aggressive expression of a head-man or warlord nature.

These practices have their precedents in ancient human times, as, for instance, in the forays of armed, horsed men such as those of Attila the Hun (434 to 453), the Viking raids of England (8th and 9th century), by modern-day soldiers of fortune, and in many other instances in human history.

There is less of a congruence with modern-day wars, which are sanctioned by governments. Rather, It seems to me that this person’s behavior in regard to killing of men was an atavistic expression of killing individually undertaken.

STEALING OF ANOTHER MAN’S MANHOOD

Another of his means of sexual expression was as follows: Together with another man, he would assault a lone young man; his friend would restrain the young man, and he would lop off the tip of the penis and swallow it. This latter practice, which carries back to ancient days of the human race, expresses the subconscious symbolism of stealing the manhood from another person and consuming it so as to magnify one’s own manhood.

‘BLOOD BROTHER’ BONDING

On the astral plane, his sexual expression sometimes contrived as follows: He would arrange for a second man, a friend, to perpetrate a murder on the same day and at the same time as he. The antisocial personality, being clairvoyant and capable of astral travel, would experience the thrill of two murders at the same time … the murder done by his friend, and that done by himself.

Modern-day governments sanction bonding as ‘blood brothers’ through war. Street gangs also do this, to cement membership loyalty. The distinction with the person in the video has to do with the individuality of it: an agreement by two friends, not sanctioned by a government. One is, in this instance, one’s own government. One makes one’s own rules.

Bonding as ‘blood brothers’ among the young today is more often practiced without the murder of others. For instance, I recall from childhood the suggestion of a ritual pricking of fingers, drawing of blood, and touching together and mingling of blood, among young friends. Also, of tasting the blood drawn from a friend’s finger. Here is a stepping down of the ancient ritual, so that the very powerful subconscious symbolism is expressed, but in a way more amenable to societal expectations.

IN SUMMARY

Because of the atavistic nature of the above acts, I feel that the astral story conveying this antisocial personality energy may be clearing through primitive archetypal memories of the human race. I also feel that the person or persons enacting these antisocial personality skits during the great clearing of the Awakening, have expressed Soul agreements to help with the clearing.

Speaking to the arena of law enforcement, in the context of the welfare of the human community, I nevertheless feel that it would be best to restrain antisocial personalities from acting out during the Awakening, insofar as possible.

VIDEO BY ALICE … EGO 1: CIRCLE OF ONE … I AM THE ONLY EGO IN THE WORLD

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
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Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

The 4-Year-Old Boy Who Burned His Mom and Tasted Her Charred Body

I have a very interesting story to tell you about a special case of ego, and how ego interacts with the world. But before I do that, I need to go over a story that I told, some years ago, regarding a different kind of ego interaction with the world, where, because of early childhood loss, and a very traumatic event that happens in early childhood, a person turns to a type of ego patterning where their ego, they feel, is actually the only ego in the world. And all other purported people in the world are just like pieces on his chessboard … not real people. Ok?

Then after you hear this earlier story, you will have a good basis for comparing it to the new story that I am going to tell you in another video. So here is the old story, coming up. What it results in, just to let you know, is what they call ‘antisocial personality’ (the ASP). I guess they call it that because the way that the ego is viewed … the worldview of the person who has this notion of ego … results in behaviors that are very much in contrast to the way that most people relate to other people. So here goes …

This is a story about a young person who lived with his family in a very rural, remote area, in his early childhood. And his father had gone off someplace. And he was home, then, with his mother. He was maybe 4 or 5 years old, home with his mother and a new infant that she had.

He wanted to climb in bed with his mother, who had had some liquor to drink. He had a sexual feeling, or she did, and she pushed him out of the bed. And he became angry. And he went and set fire to the house, out in this rural area. And the house burned down, and everybody died.

So then he found the mother’s body, that was charred up. He was all alone, in the middle of nowhere, and hungry. And he tried a tiny taste of the mom.

And that led to a life in which he believed that he was the only ego anywhere. He had a kind of setback. You know, at the age of 2, children begin to learn ‘I’ … No!  I will not! I am different from mom!

And so this young person, unfortunately, was about 4 years old, and the shock of what happened to him … seemingly his own fault, right? … the shock of that was so great that it set him back, to before that marker where we learn the ego is different from the ego of the mother.

People as Chess Pieces; and the ASP the Only Player

And so, because he knew his mother was dead, he became The Only Ego Anywhere. And for him, everyone else that he saw was just a part of his own … like pieces on a chessboard … and that he was the only player.

And so, in his life, he felt he had the perfect right to move these pieces around anywhere he wanted. And that they themselves had no free will. And this attitude that he had … which was very unusual, from the standpoint of ego … allowed him to express his world view by Mind Controlling and hypnotizing everyone else that he had met.

And so, that is one very unusual way of expressing ego in the world of duality; in the third and fourth dimensions. I just say that by way of a flashback to what has been talked about previously, about catastrophic early childhood loss … I think there were a few blogs like that. And how it changes our concept of who we are; of what our ego is, and what the world is, and what all the humans in the world really are. And how unusual that point of view is.

So from that point of view, a person easily turns to antisocial behavior, because it does not make any difference, from their point of view, what happens to other people, as long as they derive pleasure from what happens. Do you see? Pleasure, or comfort, or a sense of being loved. It does not matter whether those people live or die, at all.

Comfort Through Sacrifice of the Mother or the Wife-Mother

And also, because that very young person sampled a piece of the mom’s body, at a time when he experienced loss, and derived comfort or sustenance from that, he came to feel that women existed to provide him with nourishment (like meat). So he became a cannibal … a cannibal of women.

And in that way, he transformed the notion of mother’s milk … which is the typical way of conceiving receiving sustenance from the mother … into the notion of sacrificing the mother; drinking her blood, and eating her flesh … which is a very unconventional way of viewing the mother – child relationship.

Again, it involves feeling that the person that is in the motherly relationship with what they call the ‘antisocial personality’ (the ASP) … that person is an expendable chess piece on the antisocial personality’s … the ‘I Am the Only Ego’ person’s … gameboard of life.

So that person may have numberless substitute mother relationships throughout their life … typically in relationship, feeling that they are wives to him, that he then eventually sacrifices in the same way that the sacrifice of his mother occurred.

Cannibalism as an ASP ‘Black Communion’

And this is a form of blood sacrifice; something like the notion of the catholic church, of sacrificing Christ’s body and blood for transformation of the person. Only, the Church uses a substitute, something very nourishing for that. And it is their way of saying that cannibalism is not the way to go.

The Progress of Humankind from Blood Sacrifice to Bloodless, Symbolic Sacrifice

There were times, in the history of humankind, when blood sacrifice was used … say, the Aztec times … to create in the people a notion that they would receive nourishment from the growing maize and so forth … the growing crops … through blood sacrifice. In a way that’s true; but the more socially acceptable, current-day usage of the notion of sacrifice, is for the mother to give the child milk, or place food on the table every day. And that is the way that most people look at it.

What this person did … what we call ‘cannibalism’ today … this person was thrown back to the ancient memories of humankind, when, in fact, we did have, first blood sacrifice of people, then moving on, to blood sacrifice of animals, as in the Old Testament … lambs, for instance; maybe goats … and then moving on to sharing of the bread and wine, and so forth.

Conclusion

So, that’s Unusual Ego Concepts Number One. And in a separate video, since this one has turned out to be so long, I will discuss the second idea about unusual concepts of ego.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

See also: Link: “Ego 2: One Ego Encapsulated in Another; Body Co-Tenancy and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 August 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-613 ..

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Antisocial Personality Disorder

Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” by Mayo Clinic … http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder/home/ovc-20198975 ..

Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder ..

Blood Sacrifice

Link: “Human Sacrifices in Aztec Culture,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sacrifice_in_Aztec_culture ..

Link: “Offerings and Sacrifices,” by Bible Study Group … http://www.biblestudytools.com/dictionaries/bakers-evangelical-dictionary/offerings-and-sacrifices.html ..

About Holy Communion: Link: “Transubstantiation,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transubstantiation ..

Raiding

Link: “Attila the Hun,” in Biography… http://www.biography.com/people/attila-the-hun-9191831 ..

Link: “Invasions of the British Isles,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Invasions_of_the_British_Isles#Viking_raids_and_invasions … See the subheading: Viking Raids and Invasions

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