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Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Bespeller – Voodoo Man’ . by Alice B. Clagett *

Catastrophic childhood case study - Bespeller - Voodoo Man

Image: “Sorcerer Putting a Crowd of People to Sleep,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 6 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … CREDITS: Large Image: “Picture from the 1884 “The Sorcerer” Program,” 1994, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sorcerer_program_1884.jpg … public domain … Sorcerer’s Face: Image: “Portrait of Gustave Doré, by Carolus-Duran, 1877, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Carolus-Duran,_Portrait_de_Gustave_Doré,_StrasbourgMAMCS_(2).JPG … public domain

Image: “Sorcerer Putting a Crowd of People to Sleep,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 6 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 …

CREDITS: Large Image: “Picture from the 1884 “The Sorcerer” Program,” 1994, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sorcerer_program_1884.jpg … public domain … Sorcerer’s Face: Image: “Portrait of Gustave Doré, by Carolus-Duran, 1877, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Carolus-Duran,_Portrait_de_Gustave_Doré,_StrasbourgMAMCS_(2).JPG … public domain

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Dear Ones,

Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Bespeller – Voodoo Man’, the man who acts as head sorcerer for the Black Magicker’s killing cult here in Los Angeles.

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Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder . named by Alice B. Clagett *

Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

  • INTRODUCTION
  • ‘ACTING OUT’ BY INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES
  • ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
    • Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
  • DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
  • MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
  • WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

I have clairly found that Intersex genetic and sexual features (that is, hermaphroditism) may be linked to a variant of antisocial personality disorder. I term this variant ‘Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder’; that is a name I have coined for it. Continue reading

Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Black Magicker’ . by Alice B. Clagett *

Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: 'Black Magicker'

Image: “Tröma Nakmo (Eng. ‘The Black Wrathful Mother’), Tibetan Buddhist Kali. Closeup from a painting of Machig Labdron, 19th century,” unknown author, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Troma_Nagmo_closeup.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: I feel the nickname ‘Black Magicker’ pertains to Lord Shiva and his consort Kali, the Black Wrathful Mother. In this astral study, it feels to me that the ‘Black Magicker’ may be Kali masquerading in social coin as Lord Shiva. He may be an intersex person or hermaphrodite torn between the masculine and the feminine roll; two-faced, double-dealing; using black magic to snuff lives for the sake of profit. He may have grand psychic powers, power over the life and death of others through psychic heart attack or by throwing on them a psychic ‘cloak of despair unto death’. He may have a large following because of his mind control abilities, through which he may conceal his true inclinations and intent. He is the ‘unnatural mother’ who turns his childlike followers to the Dark, so that he may stand on their backs in Hell, lording it as the highest of those of his charges who have passed on.

Image: “Tröma Nakmo (Eng. ‘The Black Wrathful Mother’), Tibetan Buddhist Kali. Closeup from a painting of Machig Labdron, 19th century,” unknown author, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Troma_Nagmo_closeup.jpg … public domain …

COMMENT: I feel the nickname ‘Black Magicker’ pertains to Lord Shiva and his consort Kali, the Black Wrathful Mother. In this astral study, it feels to me that the ‘Black Magicker’ may be Kali masquerading in social coin as Lord Shiva. He may be an intersex person or hermaphrodite torn between the masculine and the feminine roll; two-faced, double-dealing; using black magic to snuff lives for the sake of profit. He may have grand psychic powers, power over the life and death of others through psychic heart attack or by throwing on them a psychic ‘cloak of despair unto death’. He may have a large following because of his mind control abilities, through which he may conceal his true inclinations and intent. He is the ‘unnatural mother’ who turns his childlike followers to the Dark, so that he may stand on their backs in Hell, lording it as the highest of those of his charges who have passed on.

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INTRODUCTION
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Dear Ones,

Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of  ‘Black Magicker’, an intersex man (a ‘hermaphrodite’) who became a spiritual teacher and the leader of a neo-Hindu spiritual group.

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Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’ . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 12 August 2020; revised
Previously titled: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences – Compendium: Witchy Woman” and “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Witchy Woman Hater”

Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Peter_Paul_Rubens_-_Augustus_and_Sibyl_of_Tibur.jpeg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Peter_Paul_Rubens_-_Augustus_and_Sibyl_of_Tibur.jpeg … public domain …

DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

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Dear Ones,

This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, a young man who encountered a ‘witchy woman’ when he reached puberty, and more about his adult life.

In his adult life, as a member of the killing cult of the late Black Magicker, he became a notable Spiritual Adept, a leader amongst men. His psychic skills included mind control and black magic, as I found to my dismay.

As to black magic, the astral airs had it that he was a subtle sorcerer (that is, a ‘thuggee’, ‘mantrik’, or ‘brujo’) par excellence. According to the astral whispers, his skills in that regard included the jackass love curse, the curse of the third-eye point, the curse of the sacred semen, the marriage bed curse, and other curses. Scapegoating and blackmail apparently were several of the tools he used to lay the curse of the social gaffe. For the laying of curses and casting of spells it was whispered that he mostly employed others, or induced the help of others.

It would seem, from the astral rumors, that there were instances of psychic heart attack, psychic murder, psychic rape, psychic spying (remote viewing for the Dark), voodoo (including donkey man and zombie instances of psychic victims).

His mind control skills, according to the astral airs, included a very strong … even demonic … mind control ability … perhaps through a Deal with the Devil. My own feeling was that this man I saw on the psychic plane … whatever his true identity was … was getting an assist from a ‘Big Bad’, with whom he had formed an alliance.

That ‘Big Bad’, I felt, leant him almost insurmountable mesmeric ability, including ‘casting’ thought forms (clair ventriloquism), the psychic ‘cull’, entrainment, lockdown, mimicry, mind mud, mind slides, redirection, skinny dipping (Soul signature dipping), and the dreaded ‘mind wipe’.

Because of his early Soul wounding, the astral rumors had it that untoward events occurred on the grounds of the West Los Angeles spiritual center for which he was the leader. Apparently these may have included allotment of employee labor for hostile takeovers of other spiritual groups; theft of intellectual property with intent to profit from it; use of mind control with intent to influence world affairs; and … according to the astral airs … alliance with Grey Aliens (aka Zeta Reticulans, Roswell Greys, or Grays) with fascist intent of authoritarian or dictatorial ultranationalism.

Because of the tenor of his world interests, and because of his early Soul wounding, apparently he sometimes suffered from demonic obsession. Tangential to that, astral rumor had it that he was a Controller, an Illuminati, a ‘psychic terrorist’.

On a note less monumental, astral rumor was that he was an antisocial personality who sometimes ‘acted out’  …

  • that Witchy Woman Hater ordered his employees to mesmerize visitors to his grounds so that these guests would offer his group bequests, and that he followed up by ordering the guests be murdered, by means either psychic or physical … and sometimes, according to the astral lore, through cannibalism;
  • that ‘black widower’ events were promoted amongst his lay people, provided a portion of the late wife’s estate be donated to Witchy Woman Hater’s group;
  • that those under his command practiced genital mutilation to gain psychic control of male lay members and guests on the group’s grounds
  • that he hated women who have a strong third-eye point, upon whom he might set his employees with intent to murder;
  • that he passed on HIV to employees (both male and female) who were won to the act of intercourse through mind control;
  • that he was subject to the negative karma incurred through the practice of group black tantra (reverse kundalini);
  • that he had a partiality for paraphilia including sadomasochism, penetration with a foreign object, and substitution of spit (saliva) for semen to represent intercourse; and that the latter two predilections had to do with avoiding the act of sexual intercourse so as to shore up the notion of his moral and spiritual superiority;
  • that he was a ‘john’ for child traffickers;
  • and that he practiced mental control of children, both male and female, with the aim of intercourse; and
  • that he order his young lovers be murdered when they became ill with AIDS so as to avoid paying their medical bills.

Because Witchy Woman Hater was the leader of a West Los Angeles spiritual group, it seemed to me there was a glom effect that spread out to the employees, other Spiritual Adepts, and the lay people who came to that place, and the malware within his energy field because of his early Soul wounding found a home in the energy fields of others on the grounds as well. Apparently, this resulted in thoughts, daydreams, and nightmares about Soul wounding topics, and occasional ‘acting out’ by these other people of the dreams of their leader as he lay sleeping.

I feel that the pall of secrecy which lay over the grounds from the year 2000 to about the year 2016 … the deep, dark veil of magical allure; the sleepy time notion that the subconscious mind ought nod off; and the egoic terror I felt when I so much as viewed the grounds from their gates, had to do with a ‘prime directive’ at all costs to avoid disclosure, public humiliation, and loss of the status through which these perks of his job might be obtained.

Then in about the year 2016, the cloak of secrecy lifted from the grounds … though the earth there still reeked of death and decay, the keepers of the place seemed far less darkling danger-fraught. It was a miracle, truly. I thought at the time it might be that he had retired and relocated to another place.

The events described above, which I discovered through the astral airs alone, are noted in the below links. As the reader no doubt knows, astral insights, while they may have a modicum of truth, must be taken with a sizeable ‘grain of salt’.

Also see … Link: “Tags for Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jyF ..

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COMPENDIUM: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD CASE STUDY: ‘WITCHY WOMAN HATER’       top

Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.

For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.

2015

Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Kw ..

Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6K6 ..

Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-46E ..

Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..

2016

Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-50M ..

Link: “City Dome of Los Angeles, mid-June 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 14 June 2016; published on 23 June 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5HW ..

Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5T8 ..

Link: “Update on the City Dome of Los Angeles, 31 July 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 31 July 2016; published on 1 August 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5XV ..

Link: “Compendium: Los Angeles Astral City Dome,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 August 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5Y6 ..

Link: “What Really Happens When a Person Practices Black Magic?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 October 2016 https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6gs ..

Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6kj ..

Link: “The Dwelling Curse and An ‘Answering Symbol’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 1 November 2016; published on 3 November 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6lD ..

Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7p8 ..

2017

Link: “City Domes and the Clearing of Gaia,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 9 February 2017https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6ZD ..

Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..

Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp ..

Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7E2 ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Trauma from Conflicting Parental Demands,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 September 2017https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GX ..

Link: “Unconscious Symbolism: ‘Getting Popped’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 October 2017https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GZ ..

2018

Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; published on 8 April 2018; 24revised on 18 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xp ..

Link: “The Daemon Lover . an Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised …. https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8BQ ..

Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8HX ..

Link: “Devil and Fallen Angel,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sH ..

Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..

2019

Link: “The Yogi, the Mystic, the Lightworker, the Spiritual Adept, and the Black Magician: Five Separate Kinds of People,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 February 2019https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bIG ..

Link: “Collapse of the City Dome of Los Angeles and ‘Laying’ of Curses to Do with a Child’s Corpse,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2019; published on 7 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dvU ..

Link: “Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..

2020

Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 22 January 2020; published on 5 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jqZ ..

Link: “Implantation of False Childhood Memories Through Hypnosis,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 April 2020https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hDc ..

Link: “Decades of Persecution by a Mind Control Cult . and How to Avoid Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 18 May 2020; published on 22 June 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nsB ..

Link: “Black Tantra Warnings: Will You Choose Apocalypse or New Life on New Earth?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 15 July 2020https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jaU ..

Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jgo ..

Link: “Indigenous Creeds, Shamanism and the Experience of Reverse Kundalini,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2020. Edited and added to a longer blog as well … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jjQ ..

Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nRK ..

Link: “Reverse Kundalini Syndrome,” a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jGC ..

2021

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies, Law Enforcement, and the Mirage of Mind Control to Create a New World Order,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 May 2021https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mTk ..

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Decades of Persecution by a Mind Control Cult . and How to Avoid Cults . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 18 May 2020; published on 22 June 2021

Image: “The Molotov Man,” by Joy Garnett, 2003, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Molotovflickr.jpg ,,, CC BY-SA 2.5 Generic

Image: “The Molotov Man,” by Joy Garnett, 2003, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Molotovflickr.jpg ,,, CC BY-SA 2.5 Generic

  • THE ORIGINAL SOUL WOUNDING TABLEAU
  • THE MIRROR TABLEAU THAT OCCURRED MANY YEARS LATER
    • Astral Story: The First Man’s Sexual Congress with a Potentially Emasculating Man
    • The First Man Attempts to Destroy the ‘Evil Eye’ of the Woman in the Second Tableau
  • CONCLUSION: ON ESCAPING LIFE’S CURVE BALLS THROUGH DAILY SPIRITUAL PRACTICE
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

I have been putting off publishing this story as I find it distasteful. I learned quite a good lesson from it, though, and that is worth the printed word …

THE ORIGINAL SOUL WOUNDING TABLEAU

This is an elaboration on a story I wrote some time ago about a young man who, just at the time when he was learning about sexuality, took up with a lady who was known for her ‘evil eye’. Now the ‘evil eye’ is something that is spoken of in country parlance. It is spoken of by people who do not know much about the kundalini and the chakras, and so forth. The term represents a fear people have about the supernatural … about the psychic realm, and so forth … a fear based on insufficient understanding. For instance, I remember, from my youth, there were people reputed to have the ‘evil eye’ in the countryside where I lived as well; I remember how people would go out of their way to avoid confronting them.

But to get back to the story, in the area where this young man lived, there was a lady who was very good looking. The young man was a Caucasian … maybe 9 to 15 years of age … and she was an African American lady living in a house maybe a mile or less from him.

So the young man … being in the throes of puberty … was ineluctably drawn to her door, where he, for the first time, experienced the sex act with a woman (or else a prelude to that). Then he came back a second time. This woman had a lover who was also African American, and apparently drunk at the time, and he grabbed this young boy and mutilated his genitals in some way. I do not know the details.

This was the original Soul wounding tableau in the young man’s life: He (a relatively powerless young man); an African American woman with an ‘evil eye’; and her lover, a physically powerful African American man.

THE MIRROR TABLEAU THAT OCCURRED MANY YEARS LATER

In his later life, according to the astral story, the young man sought to make his third-eye point very strong through spiritual practices, and had a fear of women who had strong third-eye point energy. He joined a spiritual group, and built up his third-eye point energy and his mind control and black magic abilities; he became a very powerful man psychically, and a leader of that group.

Time went by, and a mirror tableau occurred. The first man separately met a man and a woman about his age. In his subconscious mind (this happens a lot) he played out with what seemed like vengeful fury that scenario that was repressed Soul wounding from his adolescent days, through these two people that he had met. That fury is what inspired me to add the painting of “The Molotov Man” to this blog.

Astral Story: The First Man’s Sexual Congress with a Potentially Emasculating Man

According to the astral story, the first man had had to chose between men and women as sexual partners. In that scenario where the first man felt that the woman had the ‘evil eye’ and he was attracted to her, and the second man might cut off his genitals (as had happened in his youth), I should think it would be difficult for a man with that experience to trust anyone for sexual intercourse … man or woman. But in that second tableau, at least on the astral plane, it turned out the first man was more afraid of the woman than of the second man.

In this second tableau, in the first man’s subconscious mind the second man became the African American man that the first man had had to face in his youth. On the astral plane I got an image that the first man had asked the second man to perform acts of oral sex on his knees before him. While that is a very common practice amongst men, I think that in this case … if it did occur … that it would have represented a fear of the other man, and a ritual of submission by the second man that the first man required so as to have the assurance to ejaculate in the presence of the second man.

In the first man’s subconscious mind, the second man, though Caucasian, was associated with the original African American man. I gathered that, on the psychic plane, as I had a vision that, when the first man was participating in the act of sex with the second man, the first man would say to him: Now you will do that Negro thing. By ‘Negro’ I believe the first man meant something derogatory. So there was that.

I think this astral story is a good example of how an extremely Soul ‘tearing’ or Soul wounding experience that occurs, especially in very early childhood or at the time of puberty, as is often the case, repeats itself … with or without strong similarities of the people in the two tableaus … throughout a person’s lifetime, until the time arrives when they look at it from the point of view of consciousness or Awareness, and resolve, especially, the emotion-filled thoughts that are binding down and repressing that Soul memory.

The First Man Attempts to Destroy the ‘Evil Eye’ of the Woman in the Second Tableau

As to the woman in the second scenario, I was that woman. I was the person the first man imagined had the ‘evil eye’ … though in fact I had merely strong chakric energies, including those of the third-eye point, because of my earlier practice and teaching of kundalini yoga.

I never properly met that first man. I once came to within hailing distance of him … I think it was in the year 1999 or 2000, and walked forward with intention of introducing myself. But as I met his gaze he got a consternational look on his face and backed away from me. So I went on away from him. That was the closest I ever got to so much as meeting that person. It was just about then that I became suddenly telepathic … clairaudient and to some small extent, clairvoyant. I began to overhear quite a commotion on the psychic plane; a great deal of telepathic communication began to occur. I began hearing the subconscious and also conscious thoughts of many people. In retrospect, I feel this telepathic gift helped me survive what was to follow.

For the following 10 or 20 years, the thoughts of the first man pursued me. It was all the worse for me that he was a spiritual adept with powers of mind control, and in a position of leadership in his spiritual community. That made it possible for him to turn the subconscious thoughts of many other people against me, and their subconscious enmity added omph to his nightly forays into my sleeping, subconscious mind.

I was not related to the second man. But in the mind of the first man, it seemed to me he formed a connection between himself and me as if we were lovers. His subconscious mind, for a long time … a decade, two decades … kept repeating the connection between us as being lovers, although in fact we were not even acquaintances. As well, in his subconscious mind he created a link between the second man and me, as if we were lovers, although we had only met a time or two, in a social context, and had only just shaken hands in a formal context. I had the barest of knowledge of both men. It was as if the first man’s subconscious mind had snapped the second man and me into the ‘cookie cutter’ pattern of his early Soul wounding.

In his subconscious mind it seemed to me (from my telepathic perspective) that the first man was repeating this early tableau over and over again. To him, a woman with strong third-eye point energy represented a threat that must be subdued by taking away from her, or else binding down and cutting up her third-eye point energy so that it could not represent a threat to him. On the astral plane it seemed to me that was, in fact, what his subconscious mind did, over the years. As it was sleeping, it would attack my third-eye point energy. It seemed every acquaintance of his would be infected with this enmity, and would cast barbs of enmity at my sleeping form.

It seemed to me likely that the first man might have felt that, had people learned of his preference for men (and young boys, as it seemed) as sexual partners, his leadership of the spiritual group might have been in jeopardy. The Soul wounding issues to which I was privy were a very closely held secrets of but a few men in the group. That I had suddenly become telepathic made things much worse for those who hoped to cover up and slide by the issues I had encountered.

In what seemed to me to be a series of ‘psychic terrorist’ attacks, I was cast out of the group. In the psychic airs, it seemed as if Big Bads loomed everywhere. No less than six evilly inclined spirits circled round my head night and day for years.

My third-eye point became damaged, injured, a mere shell of its former self, and my chakric energies became unbalanced. My energy field withered.

I left Los Angeles many times to get away from the first man and his followers, but to no avail. I would arrive someplace new … someplace where it seemed to me no members of that group met … and within a month or so a branch of the organization would pop up there.

CONCLUSION: ON ESCAPING LIFE’S CURVE BALLS THROUGH DAILY SPIRITUAL PRACTICE

In recent years, I returned to Los Angeles, and took up the practice of kundalini yoga again. That has repaired the damage to my third-eye point and reversed the negative energies of the malware ‘barbs’ of the first man’s spiritual group to the positive energy that was in my energy field on the fateful day I first met that man.

I think the lesson for me is to continue doing my daily spiritual practice no matter how bleak the horizon … no matter what bad luck assails me. The Sikhs say that the Holy Name of God, if recited with every breath, will ‘carry us over the terrible world ocean’ …

Link: “Happiness Runs,” by Hari Jiwan Singh Khalsa, 23 December 2017, at Sikh Dharma International … https://www.sikhdharma.org/happiness-runs/ ..

In my own life, I find that the thought of God, linked to the breath, and the daily practice of yoga, and listening to sacred songs or singing them, are a great way to deal with the curve balls life will lob my way from time to time.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Deconstruction of the Cross,” by Lisa Renee, April and May 2014, in Energetic Synthesis … https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/2441-deconstruction-of-the-cross ..

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 12 August 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

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On Averting Violence During the Coronavirus Crisis . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 7 April 2020

  • CALMING EFFECT OF THIRD-EYE POINT MEDITATION
  • LOCATION OF THE THIRD-EYE POINT
  • THE PITUITARY GLAND IS PART OF THE LIMBIC SYSTEM
    • Inadvertent Stimulation of the Fight or Flight Response
    • The Mistake of Cursing of the Pituitary Gland as the ‘Evil Eye’
  • ON INVOKING GOD’S BLESSING BEFORE DOING A THIRD-EYE POINT MEDITATION
  • CORONAVIRUS PANDEMIC STRESS AND THIRD-EYE POINT ‘WANDER’
    • Moving Awareness to the Neocortex to Correct Third-Eye Point ‘Wander’
  • VIOLENT STRESS RESPONSES OF OTHERS TO THE CORONAVIRUS PANDEMIC
    • Waves of Fear Sweeping Round the Planet Because of the Coronavirus Pandemic
    • Acting Out of Limbic System Resonance Responses by Our Family and Neighbors During This Time of Stress
    • Unavailability of LAPD Response to Domestic Violence, Most Likely Due to Health Crisis
  • THE IMPORTANCE OF PRAYER AND MEDITATION AT THIS TIME

Dear Ones,

CALMING EFFECT OF THIRD-EYE POINT MEDITATION

The third-eye point, the sixth chakra, is where many meditators place their Awareness during  meditation. Placing Awareness on the third-eye point can create waves of peace, love, and joy that emanate through our person, and send rays of healing Light out into our community. But what is the most effective way to do a third-eye point meditation?

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Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding 2 . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 22 January 2020; published on 5 August 2020

  • WITCHY WOMAN ASTRAL STORY
  • ‘ACTING OUT’ OF THE CHILDHOOD TABLEAU IN LATER LIFE
    • Sidebar: M2C ‘Fatal Attraction
    • Mitigation of Sexual Fear of the Witchy Woman Through M2M Encounters
    • Re-Enactment of the Early Tableau on the Subconscious Plane in Succeeding Decades
    • Did the Storied Man Become His Tableau Rival in His Own Mind?
    • Astral Violence: Astral Rape and Violence Against the Third-Eye Point of the Woman in the Couple When the Storied Man Was Asleep
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

Here is a continuation of a story of a catastrophic childhood experience I wrote up some while ago. This continuation has my further insights about the storied person’s ‘acting out’ of the adolescent tableau in sexual encounters in his mature years, both on the physical plane and in the dream state, through transmission of astral stories that I heard clairvoyantly over the course of several decades.

This story was a very difficult one for me to clair hear, as it represented a depth of Soul wounding and a way of acting in the world … what I would term sexual perversion or paraphilia … with which I was unfamiliar. That lack of familiarity was the cause of the great length of time it took me to make sense of what I clair heard over the years.

WITCHY WOMAN ASTRAL STORY

I have an addition to a story that I laid out a long time ago, of Soul wounding in a young Caucasian man who, just at the time when he was learning about sexuality, took up with a very good looking African American lady known in his rural area … a neighbor from a half mile or a mile away … a lady who was known for her ‘evil eye’.

The ‘evil eye’ is something that is spoken of in country parlance. It is spoken of by people who do not know much about the kundalini and the chakras and so forth. It represents a fear that people have of the supernatural, of the psychic realm; a fear based on insufficient understanding. I remember, from my youth in rural Maryland, there were people reputed to have the ‘evil eye’ in the countryside where I lived as well.

To continue with the story: Being in the throes of puberty, the young man was ineluctably drawn to her door, where he for the first time experienced the sex act with a woman, or else the prelude to that.

When he came back the second time, he encountered this woman’s lover, who was also African American. That man was drunk at the time; he grabbed this young boy and mutilated his genitals in some way; I do not know the details.

‘ACTING OUT’ OF THE STORIED MAN’S CHILDHOOD TABLEAU IN LATER LIFE

In his later life, the young man sought to make his third-eye point very strong through spiritual practices. He had a fear of women who had strong third-eye point energy.

Time went by, and the storied man separately met a man and a woman … a couple about his age. I should think it would be difficult for a person with that kind of experience to trust in anyone … man or woman … for sexual intercourse.

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Sidebar: M2C ‘Fatal Attraction

In prior years the storied man’s fear of both men and women as sexual partners had led him to choose either sex workers or children as sexual partners. There is a lot in the literature about why men choose children as sexual partners; as I understand it, the fact that a child can be easily overpowered and forced to one’s will is the draw that occurs when a man has a high level of fear of the sex act.

In the case of the man in question, in recent years I intuited that the storied man, just at the time he met the M2F couple, had just had a disastrous M2C affair with a young boy, a child maybe six years of age, who had contracted a fatal sexual disease from him, due to the storied man’s additional association with sex workers.

The disease progressed quickly in the child. The cause of his condition became known to many people, and this caused damage to the reputation of the storied man, and a threat to his livelihood as well.

The child died, in a swirl of controversy, coverup, and lack of disclosure that resulted in repetition of the M2C liaisons over the years, but with the storied man inserting a foreign object into the children whom he ensnared.

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Mitigation of Sexual Fear of the Witchy Woman Through M2M Encounters

In that scenario of meeting the couple, where the storied man felt that the woman had the ‘evil eye’ and he was attracted to her, and that the man might cut off his genitals, the storied man had to choose between the man and the woman in the couple as a sexual partner. I gathered from the clairaudient plane it must have been he was more afraid of the woman than the man in that situation.

What the storied man did was to ask the man from the M2F couple to perform acts of oral sex on his knees before him. I seems to me, in that instance, that act represented the sexual fear of that first man, and a ritual of submission required for him to have the assurance to ejaculate in the presence of the man from the M2F couple.

Through the sexual bonding of the storied man and the man in the M2F couple, the M2F couple astral cords were dissolved, and an M2M astral cording took place. More M2M astral cordings took place as the storied man hired male sex workers for oral or insertive rectal sexual encounters over the years.

Re-Enactment of the Early Tableau on the Subconscious Plane in Succeeding Decades

In his subconscious mind … this happens a lot … the storied man began to re-enact the scenario that was repressed Soul wounding from his adolescent days, through these two people he had met, and through other male sexual partners.

Clairaudiently I heard the storied man recreating the adolescent sexual tableau over and over again, in his subconscious mind; that is how I found out the astral tableau was a reference backward to the original Soul wounding of the storied man.

Did the Storied Man Become His Tableau Rival in His Own Mind?

As the tableau developed over subsequent years on the subconscious plane, it seems to me that the storied Caucasian man became, in his own mind, the African American man that he had had to face in childhood. I say that because, when the storied man engaged in the act of sex with his M2M partners, he would say, in his own subconscious mind: Now you will do that Negro thing. By ‘Negro’ I believe he meant something derogatory. I cannot say whether the storied man referred to himself or to the man kneeling before him, as the Negro.

Astral Violence: Astral Rape and Violence Against the Third-Eye Point of the Woman in the Couple When the Storied Man Was Asleep

As to the woman in what had been an M2F couple (and perhaps other women who had relationships with his subsequent M2M partners): Although the storied man had no physical sexual relationship with her, nevertheless, in his mind he formed a connection between himself and her, as if they were lovers.

For a long time … a decade, two decades … when he was asleep his subconscious mind kept repeating the connection between them as being lovers, although in fact they were not even acquaintances. It was as if he were sexually assaulting her, over and over again, while he was asleep.

In addition, the woman with the strong third-eye point energy represented to him a threat that must be subdued by taking away from her, or else ‘binding down’ and ‘cutting up’ her third-eye point energy so that it could not represent a threat to him. That is, in fact, what his subconscious mind did over the years: As he was sleeping, it would attack that woman’s third-eye point energy.

Conclusion

I think this is good example of how an extremely Soul ‘tearing’ or Soul wounding scenario that occurs … especially in very early childhood, or also at the time of puberty, as is often the case … repeats itself (whether or not there are strong similarities with the people encountered) throughout a person’s lifetime, until the time arrives when the person may look at it from the point of view of conscious Awareness, and resolve the emotion-filled thoughts that are binding down and repressing that Soul memory.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

Also search my blog for the term: evil eye

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