Image: “Why Be Sheepish! Think Outside the Box!” adapted from Image by Alexa from Pixabay – Pixabay License
Image: “Why Be Sheepish! Think Outside the Box!” adapted from Image by Alexa from Pixabay – Pixabay License
IS IT GOOD OR BAD TO BE A ‘BLACK SHEEP’?
DIVING DEEPER
CONCLUSION
IS IT GOOD OR BAD TO BE A ‘BLACK SHEEP’?
Dear Ones,
I asked Google AI: Is it good or bad to be a ‘black sheep’?
Google AI said: “Yes, it is perfectly fine to be the ‘black sheep’. While the term often carries a negative connotation of being an outcast or a disgrace to a group, being an outlier can also signify individuality, resilience, personal growth, and the courage to live authentically.
The Nuances of Being a ‘Black Sheep’
The experience depends largely on the context:
In a dysfunctional or toxic family, the ‘black sheep’ is often the healthiest member who refuses to participate in unhealthy dynamics or is made a scapegoat for the family’s problems. This individual can become a ‘cycle breaker’, bringing positive change and new perspectives not just for themselves, but for future generations. In such cases, being the ‘black sheep’ is a sign of strength.
In a functional family, a person might be the ‘black sheep’ simply because of different interests, career choices, or life values (e.g., a liberal in a conservative family). In this scenario, it is a matter of difference, not a character flaw.
In rare cases, a person labeled the ‘black sheep’ may indeed have problematic behaviors, such as addiction or destructive habits, which cause genuine conflict and require professional intervention.
The Benefits of Being Different
Embracing your role as the ‘black sheep’ can lead to several positive outcomes:
Authenticity and Identity: You are free to pursue your own path and stay true to your values without being confined by family expectations.
Resilience and Independence: The challenges faced build significant resilience, resourcefulness, and a strong sense of self-reliance.
Unique Perspective: Being an outsider offers a unique viewpoint that can lead to innovative solutions, creativity, and personal growth that others in the ‘flock’ might miss.
Chosen Family: It encourages you to build a supportive network of friends and mentors who appreciate you for who you are, leading to deep, healthy relationships.
In essence, being the ‘black sheep’ is okay because it means you are an individual with the power to forge your own path and live a rich, authentic life.”
DIVING DEEPER
“Yes, it is more than okay to be a ‘black sheep’. While the term historically carries a negative connotation of being an outcast or a ‘disgrace’, modern psychological perspectives view it as a position of significant strength, authenticity, and potential for growth.
Being a black sheep often means you are a ‘cycle breaker’—the person who refuses to perpetuate dysfunctional family patterns, identifies unhealthy behaviors, and chooses a path of personal integrity over blind conformity.
The Benefits of Being a Black Sheep
Authenticity and Individuality: You live a life based on your own values rather than external expectations.
Independence: Black sheep often develop fierce self-reliance because they cannot rely on traditional family structures for validation.
Catalyst for Change: By questioning the status quo, you may be the first in your family to seek therapy, break generational trauma, or introduce new, healthier perspectives.
Freedom: Once you accept you will not ‘fit in’, you are free from the pressure to seek approval from those who do not understand or value your true self.
The Challenges to Navigate
While it is okay to be different, the experience can be painful due to the following factors:
Emotional Isolation: You may feel lonely or excluded from family gatherings and traditions.
Scapegoating: In dysfunctional systems, the black sheep is often unfairly blamed for family problems to avoid addressing the true underlying issues.
Identity Struggles: Persistent rejection can lead to low self-esteem or self-doubt if you internalize the negative labels given by others.
How to Thrive as a Black Sheep
Practice Self-Compassion: Remind yourself that being different does not mean being wrong or ‘broken’.
Find Your ‘Chosen Family’: Connect with a ‘tribe’ of like-minded people who appreciate and support your authentic self.
Set Boundaries: Protect your mental health by limiting contact with toxic family members or environments …”
CONCLUSION
Thanks to Google AI for a well-rounded answer.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 22 January 2026; revised on 17 February 2026
See also my blog categories: Expiation – scapegoating – blood sacrifice … and … Individual Souls – individualization ..
NOTE: In this post, quotes from Google AI are in light blue font.
Image: “Winter Solstice,” by Hans, Pixabay Content License
Image: “Winter Solstice,” by Hans, Pixabay Content License
SCAPEGOATING
GASLIGHTING
GASLIGHT MOVIES
MUSICAL CREDITS
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Dear Ones,
Here are some videos and articles on Scapegoating and Gaslighting that I have found very useful during this Winter Solstice clearing …
SCAPEGOATING
Video: “Why Your Family Hates You (8 Steps to Coping with ScapeGoating/Mobbing/Narcissism/Projection) … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goDE9ODAAgw … Comments: Great video. The language is a little rough, I feel, but the intent is graceful and clear.
This is quite a good video, I feel. Here are a few notes:
Scapegoat allows scapegoaters not to examine ‘skeletons in the closet’ – pattern of ‘love bombing’ and then a new scapegoater attack.
At 11:30 – siblings tend to continue parental scapegoated pattern after parents pass on. Solution: Be independent. Go no-contact with family. Find a circle of friends who are positive and kind. Look for reciprocity in relationship. Know your forte.
At 19:50 – Why nobody believes the scapegoat? Larger family circle also benefits from scapegoating. Larger family circle belief in ‘ringmasters’ (who run the scapegoat family circus?)
I wondered where the psychological term ‘gaslighting’ came from, and found out it came from the 1938 play “Gas Light.” Interesting! “The play, and subsequent adaptations, follows the story of a husband who manipulates his wife into believing she is losing her mind in order to control her and gain access to her inheritance.
He does this by subtly dimming the gas lights in their home and then denying any change when his wife notices it. He convinces his wife that she is only imagining it, and eventually, she begins to doubt her own perceptions and sanity.
According to what I have read, gaslighting is psychological manipulation that makes the recipient question their feelings, instincts, and even their sanity. It is one of the worst forms of dirty fighting, and it is used by both men and women. Gaslighting includes a variety of techniques, such as:
Pretending not to understand when you do.
Labeling your partner’s thoughts as crazy or imagined.
Questioning the other person’s memory of events when they remember correctly.
Pretending to forget what actually occurred when you actually remember.
Denying promises that you know you made.
Trivializing the other person’s feelings as being too sensitive when their reaction is somewhat normal. –from Link: “Gaslighting,” by Michael, 17 January 2020 … https://www.ananiasfoundation.org/gaslighting ..
Here are more examples of gaslighting …
Shifting blame
Denying the truth
Minimizing or dismissing someone’s needs
Constant disapproval
Alienation or isolation of a person from support systems
Using love as an excuse for abuse
Pretends to have forgotten what took place or denies it happened
Invalidating emotions
Withholding information
Saying: “You’re crazy”
Saying: “You’re just being paranoid”
What to say when someone is gaslighting you is here …Link: “28 Examples of Gaslighting + Phrases to Look Out For, From Relationship Experts,” by Sarah Regan, Spirituality & Relationships Editor; expert review by Chamin Ajjan, LCSW, A-CBT, CST, 2 June 2023, in MBG Relationships, … https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/examples-of-gaslighting … COMMENTS: The list just above this link is from the same source. Luckily, lists are not copyrightable.
Image: “Alice B. Clagett on Facebook,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 December 2023, standard copyright
Image: “Alice B. Clagett on Facebook,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 December 2023, standard copyright
GASLIGHT MOVIES
By the way, here is a spiffed up version of the 1940 film “Gas Light,” featuring Anton Walbrook and Diana Wynyard, which remains a bellwether on the topic of this dramatic genre of verbal abuse and psychological manipulation … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYmtzaHwCKo ..
I particularly like the 1944 version of this film, which stars Charles Boyer and Ingrid Bergman. I came across this film because I am a fan of Angela Lansbury, and this was the first film in which she appeared. I imagine she might have been the only actress bold enough to take on the role of the surly tart in the movie. I really like this old-time film! Here is an introduction to to it … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYmtzaHwCKo … The full movie is available on Amazon.com.
A very Happy Winter Solstice to all my readers!
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on Winter Solstice Day, 21 December 2023
Image: “Two equinoxes are shown as the intersection of the ecliptic and celestial Ecuador, and the solstice’s times of the year in which the Sun reaches its maximum southern or northern position (ENGLISH),” by Divad, 1 June 2010, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Equinoxes-solstice_EN.svg … public domain
Image: “Two equinoxes are shown as the intersection of the ecliptic and celestial Ecuador, and the solstice’s times of the year in which the Sun reaches its maximum southern or northern position (ENGLISH),” by Divad, 1 June 2010, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Equinoxes-solstice_EN.svg … public domain
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MUSICAL CREDITS
Music by Leigh Robinson from Pixabay
“The Longest Night” – Pixabay License
On the astral plane in the Spring of 2020 I heard about this malware, which I term the ‘Sacrificial Lamb Heresy’. As I recall, I overheard the thought of a member of a Christian church. It seemed to be the thought of a woman, but it may have been the thought of a man, or of several people at once.
It went like this: “She has brought this trouble upon us. [Meaning that I had warned the people there about some bad men I saw on the church grounds.] We will sacrifice her to those men, and they will leave us alone. It is all right to do that, because Christ sacrificed Himself on the Cross for us.”
As a Lightworker, I hold that peace, love, Light and joy are the birthright of all human beings on Earth. Thus I feel it is important that we help protect each other from the Dark. I feel that we Christians must align with God and the Angel Realm, who engage in Spiritual Warfare against the Demonic Forces. I stand against the Dark, and for the Light, now and always.
I would never knowingly throw another human being into the Dark in hopes of placating the Demon Realm. I figure that is not the Christian thing to do. Rather I feel we Christians must help protect, inspire, and uplift each other insofar as we may.
Christ did not want to die on the Cross, but God wanted Him back home in heaven, I feel. His followers could not save Him on the day He died on Calvary. But we Christians, across the world today, can help save each other from the snares of Satan and from the wiles of wicked men. We need not fall for the painful thoughts and actions entailed by the Sacrificial Lamb Heresy. Do you not feel it to be so?
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 18 November 2021; revised on 17 October 2024
Location: Santa Monica Mountains, California
Image: “The Potion (Le Philtre),” by Consuelo Fould, 1897, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Consuelo_Fould_Le_Philtre.jpg … public domain {PD-US} … DESCRIPTION: A beautiful, graceful young woman, standing, facing forward, and smiling gently. She has on a long gown with flyaway shoulder ornaments. On her head is headdress with four slender curved horns. In her right hand she holds a wand. Beneath the wand is a pitcher, which sits on an ornate brazier.}
DESCRIPTION: A beautiful, graceful young woman, standing, facing forward, and smiling gently. She has on a long gown with flyaway shoulder ornaments. On her head is headdress with four slender curved horns. In her right hand she holds a wand. Beneath the wand is a pitcher, which sits on an ornate brazier.}
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Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Tinkerbell’, who was a friend of ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’.
From the astral airs I gathered that ‘Tinkerbell’ was a black magic witch specializing in mind control. I thought, from the astral airs, that both these people might have been protégés of the ‘Darkling Gosling’, a teacher of occult arts and head of a Neo-Hindu group.
On the astral airs, I heard that, after ‘Tinkerbell’ and ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ had their apprenticeship in mind control science with the ‘Darkling Gosling’, they were hired as psychic assassins or murderers or ‘murderers by proxy’ by the fundraising department of a Neo-Hindu group whose inspiration was the late ‘Black Magicker’. I think of these two as a serial-killing folie a deux.
Apparently, student after student went to the ‘Darkling Gosling’ to learn how to control other people’s minds. The technique he used, according to the astral airs, was stimulation of the sex organs followed by electroshock. This created in his young charges aversion to the act of sex.
It was thought by ancient sages that the act of sex diminishes psychic powers, and that was the cause of ‘Darkling Gosling’s’ experimental design for those who came to him to learn the power of mind control. In the disregard for his charges’ mental and physical health implicit in his experimental design, the leader ‘Darkling Gosling’ shared with the Neo-HIndu leader ‘Lazarus’ an attitude towards medical ethics reminiscent of the medical experiments of Josef Mengele, a physician nicknamed the ‘Angel of Death’ at Hitler’s Auschwitz death camp …
On the astral airs, I noticed ‘Tinkerbell’s’ striking aversion to the thought of romantic involvement with a man. There was a brief interval, it seemed from the psychic plane, when through use of drugs she overcame her early electroshock conditioning and achieved sexual arousal. Setting that to one side, the overall effect of her early electroshock conditioning seemed to me to have resulted in lifelong sadness; disharmony of what had been unity of intent amongst their subtle bodies and their physical body, as was the case with her friend ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’.
On the physical plane, from the astral realm it seemed she turned to paraphilias such as dominatrix; torturess through remote mind control of others; possibly castratrix behavior and lust murder (snuff) … or accomplice to these … so as to express, in some other way, the act of sex that was prevented by her early electroshock conditioning.
I could not tell, on the astral plane, whether ‘Tinkerbell’ was perhaps intersex; the topic came up, on the astral airs, time after time, but was never resolved. I feel this might have had to do with confusion on the part of her body cells as to her sexual role in the physical world.
I did not hear on the astral plane the terms ‘mafia’ or ‘mob’ with regard to the Neo-Hindu groups loosely associated with ‘Tinkerbell’. Nevertheless it seemed, from the astral airs, that the groups inspired by the late ‘Black Magicker’ … might sometimes align in purpose with that of that of the Neo-Hindu group leader ‘Heart Vampire’, or might have passed off, one to the other, potential victims to be fleeced and dispatched for the sake of the coffers of the groups in question.
On the astral airs, I heard, over the years, that Neo-Hindu cults had a tradition of vying with each other, through use of their psychic powers, each in hopes … in Cain and Abel fashion … of overcoming and eliminating the other. At any rate, according to astral rumor, this Spiritual Warfare was thought to sharpen the psychic terrorist skills of participating groups.
I have also seen, over the years, what seem to be incursions of the Neo-Hindu cults against Christian churches near the Neo-Hindu centers or gathering places, and that these incursions appear to be successful, in the main, because of the Christians’ lack of knowledge of what black magic is, and of the awful power of the Dark they are up against in these forays. Time after time, I have seen the Christian churches fall, through ploys engagingly laid out in these two books …
With that in mind, on the astral plane, over the past 20 years, I sometimes heard whispers that ‘Tinkerbell’ and ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ might have worked as counteragents under orders from ‘Lazarus’, who was the leader of a black magic community under deep cover as a Neo-Hindu group vying for leadership with another such Neo-Hindu group inspired by the late ‘Black Magicker’.
I heard this wily folie a deux had intention to ‘bring down’ the one group, while drawing pay from the other, and that this plan eventually succeeded, apparently … according to the astral airs … over a trail of bodies and spent Souls. Whether the astral rumors have any truth to them, I cannot know.
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……………….. Sidebar: My Stance on Spiritual Warfaretop
I have heard rumors about ‘Tinkerbell’ and ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’, on the astral airs, for several decades, due to a black magic spell they and others in their Neo-Hindu group cast upon me in the early 2000s. That was a spell they were unwilling to set aside until the year 2016.
The why and wherefore of the Spiritual Warfare engaged in against me from the early 2000s to about the year 2016 I cannot know, unskilled as I am in the black arts. As a Lightworker, I feel that state of ignorance of the Dark is one I shall always prefer for myself; my spiritual care for myself and for others has to do with Light, not Dark; and with being in the Light … not playing a game of Spiritual Warfare with those who promote the Dark. My strength lies in the Angelic Realm, whose work it is to combat the forces of Darkness on the astral plane. Their work is not my own; my work is to hold the Incoming Light.
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For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.
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…………………………………………….. COMPENDIUM: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD CASE STUDY: ‘TINKERBELL’ top
Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Tinkerbell’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.
For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.
2015
Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Kw ..
Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6K6 ..
Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..
2016
Link: “Elementaries, Thuggees, Loss of the Soul, and the Vitalized Shell,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 January 2016; revised on 17 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4Ms ..
Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-50M ..
Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 ..
Link: “City Dome of Los Angeles, Mid-June 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 14 June 2016; published on 23 June 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5HW ..
Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5T8 ..
Link: “Update on the City Dome of Los Angeles, 31 July 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 31 July 2016; published on 1 August 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5XV ..
Link: “Compendium: Los Angeles Astral City Dome,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 August 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5Y6 ..
Link: “Samskara: Black Widower Propensity,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 23 October 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jd ..
2017
Link: “City Domes and the Clearing of Gaia,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed and published on 9 February 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6ZD ..
Link: “Crime Makeovers: 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 April 2017; revised on 17 April 2017 and 15 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76J ..
Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..
Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp ..
Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7E2 ..
Link: “Dark Love Triangle 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 20 November 2017, 27 December 2017, and 3 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8in ..
2018
Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; revised on 18 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xp ..
Link: “Crime Makeovers 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 26 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8wp ..
Link: “The Daemon Lover . An Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8BQ ..
Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8HX ..
Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..
Link: “Can the Power of Satan Be Utilized to Drive Out Devils?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 10 July 2018; revised on 2 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9B4 ..
Link: “Marriage Bed Curse,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 12 July 2018; published on 16 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Em ..
Link: “Codeword for the Children of Earth: To Escape the Darkling Gosling’s Mental Conditioning,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 6 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-b16 ..
Link: “Codeword to Release Mind Control: Avuncular,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 November 2018; published on 18 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-b7A ..
2019
Link: “Collapse of the City Dome of Los Angeles and ‘Laying’ of Curses to Do with a Child’s Corpse,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2019; published on 7 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dvU ..
Link: “For Children: Counterspell to Dissolve the Romeo and Juliet Curse,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 1 August 2019; published on 13 August 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dXb ..
Link: “The Harpy and the Pretty Woman,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 November 2019, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-eUv ..
2021
Link: “‘This Present Darkness’ 1: Introduction to Discussions,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m9p ..
Link: “‘This Present Darkness’ 2: Headquarters of the Fallen Angel of a City Fiefdom,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m9v ..
Link: “”This Present Darkness’ 3: Manner of Inducing Demonic Obsession,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mae ..
Link: “‘This Present Darkness’ 4: Transfer of the Victim’s Awareness from the Physical Plane to the Astral Plane,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mal ..
Link: “‘This Present Darkness’ 5: Transfer of the Victim’s Family Ties to the Vise Grip of a Demon Lover,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mb6 ..
Link: “‘This Present Darkness’ 6: On Being Toyed With Through Mind Control by Two Black Magickers,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-maB ..
Link: “Compendium: “This Present Darkness,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mc7 ..
Link: “Organizational Chart of the ‘Black Magicker’ Neo-Hindu Cult That Kills and Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett,imaged and published on 19 October 2021; revised on 7 May 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-pou ..
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Compiled and published on 19 April 2021; revised on 2 May 2023, on 7 May 2023, on 24 June 2023, and on 18 May 2025
Previously titled: Overview: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Tinkerbell’
Also see the complete Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies series … Link: “Compendium: All Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020; updated on 28 April 2022; revised on 23 March 2023, on 26 March 2023, and on 24 June 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jyF ..
Music by geoffharvey from Pixabay
“Tinkerbelle” – Pixabay License
Image: “Été (Summertime),” published December 1899, by Constant Puyo, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Ete-constant-puyo.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Two young girls, standing, backs turned to the camera. The child on the right has her hand on the shoulder of the child on the right. The young girls are on a rustic path in a beflowered meadow. They have on flowing gowns. Their hair is done up a bun, and decorated with flowers … COMMENTS: This image means to me how hard it is to break a spell of enchantment that binds two people together through the ‘glamour’ of witchcraft. In fact, the archaic meaning of the word ‘glamour’ is ‘enchantment’ or ‘magic’, as in this phrase: ‘that maiden, made by glamour out of flowers’.
DESCRIPTION: Two young girls, standing, backs turned to the camera. The child on the right has her hand on the shoulder of the child on the right. The young girls are on a rustic path in a beflowered meadow. They have on flowing gowns. Their hair is done up a bun, and decorated with flowers …
COMMENTS: This image means to me how hard it is to break a spell of enchantment that binds two people together through the ‘glamour’ of witchcraft. In fact, the archaic meaning of the word ‘glamour’ is ‘enchantment’ or ‘magic’, as in this phrase: ‘that maiden, made by glamour out of flowers’.
ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION
I have clairly found that Intersex genetic and sexual features (that is, hermaphroditism) may be linked to a variant of antisocial personality disorder. I term this variant ‘Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder’; that is a name I have coined for it.
My clair findings are here … https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com/intersex-hermaphroditism/ … These findings are supported by online research I have done as to the difficulties encountered by Intersex people in adapting to binary cultures worldwide.
The role of the intersex teenager Alex Kraken in the film “XXY” … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/XXY_(film) … closely matches that of one of the six Intersex people I have been clair channeling over the last two decades; I wondered if one of those persons might have been he-she, or very like him-her?
As I understand it, the ‘XXY’ chromosomal configuration refers to Klinefelter Syndrome and not to Intersex. In that regard the movie is a little misleading. I gather from online research, though, that the teenage boy Álvaro, who acts opposite Alex Kragen in the movie, may have Klinefelter Syndrome; that would explain the title of the movie.
‘ACTING OUT’ BY INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES
The aspects of Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder most concerning to me, as I clairly discern them, have to do with lust murder, delight in torturing (especially children), serial genital mutilation of friends and acquaintances, and serial killing, including black widow or black widower aspects (murders of spouses, one after another) and blood sacrifice. Nymphomania-satyriasis appears to be a feature. Child trafficking, snuff filmmaking, and sex work may sometimes be means of employment.
ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
In addition, from an esoteric stance, I discern concerning aspects of Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder to be openness to demonic possession as practiced by Eastern European shamans and indigenous cults of Brazil. I do not know why this would be, but I have clairly seen it to be a consistent feature in the catastrophic childhood case studies I have done that are to do with Intersex.
In addition, I have clairly found the six Intersex people I appear to have encountered on the astral and physical planes in the last two decades to be ‘psychic terrorists’ with many searingly scary mind control abilities, including casting thought forms, the Cull, entrainment, lock down, mimicry, misdirection, pass-through or flow-through, redirection, skinny dipping, take-down, and mind wipe, among others. For more on that, see my blog category: Overcoming mesmerism (hypnosis) through faith
I clairly find them to be practitioners of black magic, their astral discourse being rife with curses, mischief of the ‘evil eye’ variety, shapeshifting and skinchanging into the form of a domestic animal … I cannot count the number of times my cat has been plagued with this mischief! … spells, and attempts to ‘walk into’ other people’s astral bodies, either temporarily or permanently.
I note also astral intent to harm, including sometimes successful attempts at psychic heart attack and other forms of psychic murder, psychic or astral rape, psychic spying (remote viewing), deleterious psychic surgery, psychic theft, and voodoo. There is a willingness to become a ‘donkey man’, a ‘human horse’ or ‘chwal’, with a consequent ‘zombie’ effect.
From a spiritual perspective, I feel these qualities to have been conferred on the Intersex people I studied (as well as on other types of antisocial personalities and multiple personalities) by the spirit entities that possess them. I feel these evil spirit entities are able to use the Intersex person as a ‘home base’ from which they may leap out and obsess people known to them, or people they have read about.
Thus there is the issue of possession of the Intersex person by a demonic entity 24-7, and the issue of obsession of the larger community, one-by-one, by the demonic entity using the Intersex person as home base.
In the astral airs, there is also the 24-7 trouble I term ‘astral rape’, a vibe of constant sexual assault whose many remedies I propose in my blog category:Psychic rape — astral rape
That vibe I feel to be trebled, especially on the weekends, here in Los Angeles by Intersex people living together in a community setting, most likely for protection against the opposing vibes of ‘normals’ who make up the bulk of this large city.
I clairly perceive this as ‘folie à famille ou coterie’, a way of subsisting in a dissonant ‘bubble’ or ‘dome’ of energy within a field of energy different from that of the ‘famille’ or ‘coterie’. I clairly perceive the ‘membrane’ of the dome to be formed by the opposing forces of Light and Dark personified as the Angelic Realm protecting the ‘normals’ in Los Angeles from the demons possessing and flocking round the Intersex Antisocial Personalities in their community setting.
Before the Shift in 2012 this clairly perceived ‘dome’, representing the fiefdom of a Fallen Angel who was the Territorial Spirit of Los Angeles, covered the entire city and the outlying areas to Barstow, California; but now it only covers a small fiefdom in West Los Angeles. That is how I was able to track down, on the psychic plane, what seemed to be the source of the rock-and-roll Darkness that Los Angeles had been experiencing prior to the Shift.
It appears the Los Angeles Intersex community that I clairly perceive may be attempting to mitigate their tendency to engage in lust murder through inadvertent sexual stimulation by ‘normals’ relaxing and enjoying life on the weekends. In other words, there is a clair sense of sexual repression by Intersex people living in Los Angeles on the weekends, coupled with the desire to perform rape and lust murder.
That makes it necessary for me, as a psychic, to vary my weekend routine with walks in nature, meditation, reading, gardening, and yoga. On the weekends I find it best to steer clear of the internet so as to disentangle from misqualified astral energy threads. I find other Lightworkers feel similarly about this.
……………….. Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
In my writings, I sometimes term the apparent Intersex Antisocial ‘folie à famille ou coterie’ in Los Angeles … and similar communities elsewhere … ‘cults that kill’, ‘mind control cults’, or ‘outlaw gangs’. It could be that some street gangs in Los Angeles have similar features; the Los Angeles Police Department might know more about that.
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DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
It could be, I feel, that the Hindu characterization of the goddess Kali, or perhaps of Tripur Bhairavi, has to do with Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder. It seems to me these may characterize the perversion of the female birth-giving and nurturing role to that which I have described above. Over time, though, I feel Hinduism may have ‘whitewashed’ these roles so that the goddesses Kali and Bhairavi (also known as Tripur Bhairavi and Tripura Bhairavi] appear to be forces of destruction operating on God’s behalf for the good of His creation.
In the broadest sense this is so, as God is good, I feel, and God is everything. Therefore, His aspect as Destroyer is, in the overall context, good. Nevertheless, in the narrow perspective of my hope to preserve my own life, and to live a happy life, I have found that encounters with Intersex personalities … even on the clair plane alone … can be concerning.
MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
I feel lucky that I practiced martial arts for years, as that provides an edge in a confrontation that might otherwise result in loss of life. As well, I am very lucky to have been born Christian, of good Christian parents who saw to my early education in a Christian school.
The great advantage of this early learning is a chance to hold my world view in a context of the sacred as well as the profane, with an understanding that there is more to life than the physical. Most importantly there is Spirit, and our relationship to God Himself. We have a Soul as well as a body; that Soul relates to God, and the body to life on the Earth plane.
Christianity, like the other major religions, promotes a cosmological understanding that includes the beings of ‘other worlds’ … the negative astral entities of the hellworlds, and the positive beings of the heavenworlds. There are demons or devils, and there are angels, I feel. There is Christ our Savior, Mother Mary, and God the Father. There is the gift of grace through the Holy Spirit. These are the positive spiritual forces in a world fraught with misqualified energy threads, some seemingly more like invisible ‘mobsters’ or ‘gangsters’, and others more abstract.
That cosmological stance allows me to evaluate my clair encounters with the Intersex phenomenon from an esoteric perspective. From that point of view, I propose the esoteric features of Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder noted above.
For sure, the fields of psychiatry and psychology will disagree. In my writings, I do my best to ‘walk the middle path’, and offer what insights I may to the intuitive fields of the world religions as well as to the scientific fields of psychology and psychiatry.
WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS
There is one other thing: Today I clairly noticed that an Intersex person I nickname ‘Hunter-Snuffer’, who had been ‘casting’ thought forms into my mind, believed that the presence of those thought forms in my mind meant that he had taken over my mind.
On the clair plane, I explained to Hunter-Snuffer that I can tell the difference between his-her thought forms and my own. Thus I disregard or ‘cast out’ the foreign thought forms as being not mine. The truth of my beingness is my Awareness, not my mind. From the stance of my Awareness I sort through the thoughts in my mind. Some I accept; others I discard. What then is the point of his-her persistence in casting thought forms my way?
From his-her clair reaction, I began to see that Hunter-Snuffer perceives all humans to be like himself-herself. Last night I heard, for example, that he had written a book about me, but that the personality he-she portrayed was that of his-her consort, whom I nickname ‘Torturess’.
These two, according to the astral airs, had committed a dastardly crime, to do with child torture and murder. Because of the unusual torque or slant of Hunter-Snuffer’s emotional body, I saw he-she thought that by casting his-her thought forms into my mind I might be recreated in the image of his-her consort, and the crime pinned on me. Go figure. Such a book could only lead to the discovery of their guilt, yet Hunter-Snuffer was unaware of that.
I wondered: Why might that be? I guess it is that we all … normals and antisocial personalities … perceive the world through our own mental filters, depending on the patterns of Dark and Light in our own bodies of Light. What we perceive places us in whatever timeline or dimension our Souls yearn to experience, for the sake of gleaning ever-greater Soul wisdom. Thus I feel it would be normal for a person with catastrophic childhood experiences to perceive all people in the light of his or her early childhood experience.
For the ‘normal’ who comes into the purview of an Intersex Antisocial Personality, it is very important to get at some physical distance from that person. As well, it is important to engage in our accustomed community contacts. A group of ‘normals’, with their normal thought forms, can easily shield from the thought forms of an antisocial personality.
That is because ‘normals’ also cast to each other thought forms, but of a variety upon which all agree. These have to do with peace, love, light, and joy; hope, faith, and charity; gratitude, forgiveness, and willingness to work for the good of the community as a whole. It is these mutually shared thought forms of ‘normals’ that cohere communities worldwide.
It is equally important for ‘normal’ communities to understand the adverse forces conveyed by antisocial personalities, and to find ways to neutralize their deleterious effect on community life. I favor the least violent forms of mitigation. In particular, I believe in the power of prayer and of positive visualization to uplift and sustain community life.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 11 April 2021
See also … Link: “Compendium: ‘This Present Darkness’,” comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 April 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mc7 ..
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