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United States Mafia Organizational Chart and Operating Procedures . by Alice B. Clagett

Imaged and published on 22 March 2020; revised and republished on 29 March 2020
Previously titled: United States Crime Family Structure

Image: “Satan in Council,” by Gustave Dore, 1868, in Wikiart … https://www.wikiart.org/en/gustave-dore/satan-in-council … public domain

Image: “Satan in Council,” by Gustave Dore, 1868, in Wikiart … https://www.wikiart.org/en/gustave-dore/satan-in-council … public domain

  • HOW THE UNITED STATES MAFIA IS ORGANIZED
    • United States Mafia Organizational Chart
    • Lowest Rung of the Mafia Organizational Chart: The Lambs
  • OPERATING PROCEDURES OF THE UNITED STATES MAFIA
    • The Boss
    • The Caporegimes (‘Capos’)
    • Killing and Non-Killing Members of the Mafia
    • Levels of Complicity of Mafia Members
    • Induction into the Mafia
    • The Mafia and the Act of Murder
    • Rule of Non-Fraternization with Lambs and Associates Boosts the Morale of Soldiers Against the Inevitable Act of Murder
    • How Lambs and Associates Look to Soldiers
    • Sacrificial Victims: Order of Sacrifice
    • Rules of Killing
    • Inner Circle Techniques: Black Magic, Blood Sacrifice, Torture
    • Earmarks of Mafia Membership: Extreme Fear . Unwavering Loyalty
  • PATHOLOGICAL SEXUAL PATTERNS IN THE UNITED STATES MAFIA
    • Consolidation of Troops: The Mafia Harem
    • Soldiers: Psychic Rape Gangs
    • Killing of the Unborn, and of Children
    • Killing of Soldiers’ Parents and of the Elderly
    • Boss’s ‘First Wife’ Mind Controlled to Have Sex with Single Women in the Group
    • ‘Second Wives’: Caporegimes and Others
  • HOW CAN AMERICANS SUBDUE THE STRIDENT HOWL OF THE MAFIA ON THE PSYCHIC PLANE?
  • CONCLUSION
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Here is quite a bit of intel on the United States Mafia, garnered from my reading and also through intuition. Please take it with a grain of salt, and see how it sits with what you, the reader, feel to be true.

HOW UNITED STATES MAFIA IS ORGANIZED

United States Mafia Organizational Chart

Here is an updated version of Wikipedia’s “Mafia Crime Family Structure Tree,” which is to say, a crime family organizational chart. The intel is intuitive only …

Image: “Crime Family Structure,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 22 March 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 … DESCRIPTION: Starting at the top tier of the structure tree: Boss (Central United States) and to his right: Consigliere (Central United States) Lawyer – Money Launderer. Tier 2: Underboss (Central United States). Tier 3: East Coast Caporegime; Central United States Caporegime; West Coast Caporegime. Tier 4 (beneath each Caporegime): Soldiers – Confidence Men and Women; Murderers (Hatchet Men and Women); Mercenaries – Soldiers of Fortune. Tier 5: Associates – Drawn in through trickery, blackmail, or bribery … CREDITS: Adapted from “Mafia Crime Family Structure Tree,” by MaEr, vector by El torero, 3 November 2008, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Mafia_family_structure_tree.en.svg … public domain

Image: “Crime Family Structure,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 22 March 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 … 

DESCRIPTION: Starting at the top tier of the structure tree: Boss (Central United States) and to his right: Consigliere (Central United States) Lawyer – Money Launderer. Tier 2: Underboss (Central United States). Tier 3: East Coast Caporegime; Central United States Caporegime; West Coast Caporegime. Tier 4 (beneath each Caporegime): Soldiers – Confidence Men and Women; Murderers (Hatchet Men and Women); Mercenaries – Soldiers of Fortune. Tier 5: Associates – Drawn in through trickery, blackmail, or bribery … 

CREDITS: Adapted from “Mafia Crime Family Structure Tree,” by MaEr, vector by El torero, 3 November 2008, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Mafia_family_structure_tree.en.svg … public domain

Lowest Rung of the Mafia Organizational Chart: The Lambs

Beneath the Associates on the above organizational chart, and too numerous to mention, are the ‘Lambs’ … the men and women who unwittingly walk into the den of the wolf Boss of the Mafia, which generally operates on the ‘outer circle’ level as something innocuous … maybe as a non-profit organization or charity intent on helping out humankind, for instance.

Thus well-meaning Lambs walk in, year after year. These Lambs are the lowest rung of the Mafia organizational chart. The coffers of the Mafia are enriched through their fleecing and their slaughter.

OPERATING PROCEDURES OF THE UNITED STATES MAFIA

Note that there are similarities between the United States Mafia, killing cults, outlaw gangs, and street gangs. Of course, there are also differences, and these would be an interesting course of study.

Here are operating procedures of the United States Mafia, intuitively perceived and not from ‘hands on’ experience …

The Boss

The Boss of the United States Mafia will be a man who is supremely adept at mind control and emotional manipulation.

The Boss’s cavalier attitude toward the value of life of the weak, whether very young or very old, is part and parcel of his attitude toward the sanctity of life in general.

The Mafia Boss is a “Circle of One’ person, and antisocial personality. In Occult lore he would be tagged a Dark Soul, a psychic Vampire, or a Reptilian. I think of him as a Cannibal; a person who lives off the flesh and blood of all other people he encounters.

For more on this, see my blog categories: Circle of One  …  Antisocial personalities  …  Dark Souls – Soulless men  …  Vampires  … Reptilians  …  Cannibals … and …  Mind Control

The Caporegimes (‘Capos’)

The Caporegimes preferably will be female. They are the leaders of Soldier crews subordinate to the crew of the Boss. Their crews will be in geographic areas different from that of the Boss.

Killing and Non-Killing Members of the Mafia

Likely the Boss will avoid personally killing anyone. However, being psychically gifted, through remote viewing he will take vicarious satisfaction in slayings by his Soldiers.

Mafia members are partitioned, in the Boss’s mind, into ‘killing members‘ (that is, Soldiers) and non-killing members (Associates and Lambs).

Levels of Complicity of Mafia Members

Soldiers (both male and female) are clearly complicit with the Mafia.

Non-killing members include ‘Lambs’ and Associates’. Lambs are law-abiding people who are targeted for rapine and mayhem by the Mafia. Associates are former Lambs who have been made complicit through minor criminal acts.

Induction into the Mafia

The Boss will attempt to addict non-killing members to drugs through violent attack, and then have sex with them. His wife may be present during this ritual, which is an attempt to induct the non-killing member into ‘killing member’ status, sometimes successful and sometimes not.

By weakening the mind of the non-killing member through drug use, and weakening their moral sense through tying their sex drive to his own, the Boss will have better success in asking them to kill for him. This ‘order to kill’ may take a form other than the drive-by-killing induction typical of street gangs here in Los Angeles.

For instance, the Boss may ask his non-killing members to sacrificed their family members, friends, and acquaintances  ‘for the good of the group’. This act of sacrifice makes the Lambs complicit with the Mafia.

In this regard, I make note of a time-honored confidence game gambit called ‘the Cull‘; this consists of relentless attempts, by hook or by crook, to dissolve the bonds of affection between the Lamb and his or her family and friends, so that the Mafia will then supersede them in the eyes of the Lamb.

The Mafia and the Act of Murder

Killing must occur to sate the compelling need-to-kill of the Boss, and to consolidate his power.

Lambs who cannot be compromised are killed; this is explained to the group as being ‘for the good of the group’. Thus all remaining group members, whether Soldiers or Associates, are complicit.

Rule of Non-Fraternization with Lambs and Associates Boosts the Morale of Soldiers Against the Inevitable Act of Murder

To prevent murder of Lambs and Associates from affecting the morale of his Soldiers (both male and female), the Boss will set a rule of non-fraternization with non-killing members. Soldiers will not be allowed to talk with non-killing members.

To the Lamb the organization is shrouded in secrecy. It appears to be a secret cult, which one, through being judged worthy by the Boss, at some point might reveal its secrets. The organization will not be known to the Lamb to be a crime family; rather, the Lamb will see it through an artificial lens or looking glass devised by the Boss. To the Lamb, the organization may pose, for example, as a humanitarian group or a non-profit organization working for the good of the the people of the world. As well, the Boss, who will be proficient in mind control, may display ‘wow you’ psychic abilities that woo the neophyte to join up.

How Lambs and Associates Look to Soldiers

From the vantage point of the Soldiers, Lambs walk in to the slaughter. If they make it to the grade of Associates, then they will at some point be targeted by a group action of the Soldiers, at the request of the Boss, as scapegoats to be reported to law enforcement as having committed murders or other crimes in actuality committed by the Mafia.

Sacrificial Victims: Order of Sacrifice

Lambs are sacrificed before Associates. Lambs are sacrificed routinely, year after year.

Soldiers who have killed too often, and who draw attention to themselves, are killed. This is a relatively rare event, as all Soldiers know what awaits them if their obedience is less than complete.

Rules of Killing

If there is a female Caporegime who is on the outs with the Boss, she will be sacrificed by the Boss and his wife on home turf. The Boss and some of his Soldiers will be present.

If a female Soldier is on the outs with the Boss’s wife, she will be sacrificed by the Boss’s wife on home turf.

• If a female Lamb who is ‘on the outs’ leaves the Mafia’s home turf, the Boss will send male Soldiers, in ones or twos, to kill her. The Boss will say to himself, subconsciously: She knows too much. She knows who and what I am.

If there is a male Soldier who is on the outs with the Boss, he will be genitally mutilated by the Boss and another of his Soldiers.

Inner Circle Techniques: Black Magic, Blood Sacrifice, Torture

Black magic, and periodic, ritual blood sacrifice, especially of infants, prepubescent boys, and voluptuous women, are features of the Mafia.

Torture of group members is a feature of the Mafia; this occurs when murder victims are unavailable. The Boss r will advise Soldiers and Associates who are tortured that this is ‘for their own good’.

Earmarks of Mafia Membership: Extreme Fear . Unwavering Loyalty

Extreme fear … terror of being caught out or of being killed … is the hallmark of membership in the Mafia. To my mind, it is the cause of the unquestioning loyalty of Soldiers, Consigliere and Caporegimes to their Boss.

PATHOLOGICAL SEXUAL PATTERNS IN THE UNITED STATES MAFIA

According to the ‘astral airs’, there are various pathological sexual trends in the United States Mafia …

Consolidation of Troops: The Mafia Harem

The Boss will, ideally to his way of thinking, have sex with all Mafia members, male and female, and he may prevent them from having sex with each other. This is a bonding ritual of members with the Boss, to do with feral pack instincts.

Those who have sex most often with the Boss are his most significant Soldiers, both male and female; they may undergo genital mutilation or tattooing as a mark of membership in the Mafia.

Soldiers: Psychic Rape Gangs

Soldiers are organized into psychic rape gangs. These rape gang members may consist of male or female Soldiers. Victims may be Associates or Lambs; if Lambs, they may be inducted, or they may be killed. This is seen as a sign of the Boss’s omnipotence, and an opportunity for killing members to act out their feral drives or pack instincts of sexual aggression.

Psychic rape may be organized by the leader as a 24/7 event, with members participating in shifts; the victim will be a female Lamb. This the Boss sees as a group consolidation effort, along the same lines as the thought that a war might be instigated by the leader of a government to quell domestic unrest.

Killing of the Unborn, and of Children

The Boss attempts to deter pregnancies in the Mafia, as natal family bonding is seen as a threat to his dominance over the group. Pregnancy prevention may take the form of advice to Soldiers who are husbands regarding birth control, or demands by the Boss that the husbands have sex with him rather than with their wives.

This deterrence of pregnancy may be symbolically expressed on the psychic plane as ‘reaming out’ of the reproductive organs of the Soldiers’ wives or of female Lambs ‘for their own good’. Sometimes the astral story involved casting of devils or demons into the womb of Soldiers’ wives, which seems to the mind-controlled Soldier to require him to kill his wife ‘for her own good’. It may also manifest as psychic rape of Lambs or Associates, both male and female, which involves them in fantasized acts of sex that get in the way of going out and seeking to have sex on the physical plane.

When babies are conceived in the Mafia, the leader will attempt to kill them, through mind control of the Soldier husband; this may result in abortion induced on either the physical or the astral plane. (Astral abortion occurs when the husband’s thought forms cause contraction of his pregnant wife’s uterine muscles.)

This killing of unborn (or possibly newborn) babies may have to do with the feral nature of the Mafia organization; male lions, for instance, will kill the cubs of female lions in their pride if they are not the biological fathers.

Killing of Soldiers’ Parents and of the Elderly

Euthanasia of the elderly is the Boss’s cup of tea.

The Boss may routinely advise his Soldiers to murder their aging parents, so that the property of parents can be added to his coffers.

To those of his Soldiers who are in occupations allied with health care, he may issue an order that they euthanize the elderly in a health care facility in exchange for payments by cash-strapped children of the elderly.

Boss’s ‘First Wife’ Mind Controlled to Have Sex with Single Women in the Group

The Boss, whose favored form of sexual expression may be M2M, may mind control his legal wife (his ‘first wife’) into having physical sex with single women in the group, This is a bonding ritual in which the wife acts as an alter ego for her husband, so as to consolidate his power over the group.

‘Second Wives’: Caporegimes and Others

The leader will have ‘second wives’, sometimes at a physical distance from the first wife, and sometimes nearby. The most important of his ‘second wives’ will be his female Caporegimes. Female Caporegimes are subordinated to the Mafia Boss through the act of sex, and the psychically induced thought of having sex (aka ‘psychic rape’).

When a female Caporegime is in the physical presence of the Boss, Mafia operating procedures require her to have sex with him, or of offering obeisance to him through fellatio (oral sex).

When Caporegimes are at a distance, they experience 24/7 astral rape through mind control by one or two of the Boss’s soldiers (who pass for the Boss, in the eyes of the Caporegime).

Female Caporegimes who are at a physical distance from the Boss are perceived by him as leading additional ‘feral packs’ subordinate to the Boss’s main feral pack. This is the Boss’s effort to curb the female Caporegimes’ competitive drive, and channel it into consolidation of the subordinate packs with his main pack through the act of sex. Thus, to the Boss, these sexual operating procedures ‘consolidate the troops’.

To the female Caporegime, these sexual operating procedures mean that she has finally ‘made the grade’ … she is finally one with the inner circle; she will privileged to participate in this act, whether physically or astrally. To a confidante, she may refer to it obliquely, and with a sense of awe, as ‘that thing that we do’.

HOW CAN AMERICANS SUBDUE THE STRIDENT HOWL OF THE MAFIA ON THE PSYCHIC PLANE?

To the psychically aware, the stance of the Mafia … its bearing in the psychic realm … has to do with its operating procedures. Thus we hear, on the psychic plane, constant allusions to murder, theft, rape, all kinds of law-breaking, narcissism, antisocial humor, and the like. These are earmarks (and to the psychic, quite an astral earful!) of the thought processes of the Mafia.

I feel it must be that the thoughts of Mafia members are full of feral emotions, and that it is the weight of these emotions which makes their thoughts so loud, on the psychic plane.

Thus I advise the members of small towns in the United States: If, as you become more sensitive during the process of Ascension, you begin to feel that you are hemmed in, astrally, by such thoughts and emotions, then know that the Mafia is operating in your town.

You and your town council must take the necessary steps to ban these people and their operations from your town, so that they may not injure your family and friends.

CONCLUSION

Well, Dear Ones, enough of all that! Take care, through these times of trouble.
May each of you be in the best of health, and the happiest of spirits.
May you be untroubled.
May you be free to experience joy in the moment, in every moment, now and forever!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Notes: This entry was blogged as Link: “United States Crime Family Structure,” by Alice B. Clagett, Imaged and published on 22 March 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-h5R [broken link] I looked it up on 29 March 2020 and it had disappeared from my “Awakening with Planet Earth” website. I expect this was just a computer glitch. So I am reposting it today. –Alice Clagett, 29 March 2020

The final two sections above are adapted from Link: “Community Health: Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb

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MORE INFORMATION

For the ‘new look’ of the American mafia today see … Link: “Con Operations with a Facelift,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Qf ..

Link: “American Mafia,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Mafia ..

See also my blog category: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs

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Dark Love Triangle 2 . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about a dream I had on the theme of the Dark Love Triangle. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a story to tell you based on astral stories and very deep, dreamtime realm dreams that came up last night. I have already recorded it. I found out that I was figuring it out as I recorded it. So, in several instances during the recording, I went back to events that had happened priorly, and then attempted to explain. So I would like to apologize for the disjointed nature of this video, and hope that something more easily understood comes of it in times to come. It is a story about the Dark Love Triangle.

Last night I had a series of dreams that were pretty traumatic for me, that did not have to do with me. They were sort of looking into other people’s dream realms. That visualization of other people’s dreams happened through concentration on my own eighth chakra, and clearing of my own eighth chakra, while lying on my back in corpse pose.

One story went like this: There was a man who had very little memory of his mother when he was young. She must have left the family when he was very young. So in his very early stages of youth he was missing the maternal protective feeling of a mother being there. Although his father was there, his mother apparently was not.

That lack of the mother has led him all his life to search for the mother in all the people he sees. And it has colored his interactions with men and women in such a way that he has created a series of dream images that he superimposes on all the relationships he has in life, to try to find the maternal energy, and unite it with the father energy, at the same time that he is looking for romantic love.

I have hesitated to talk about this because it is ‘catching’, and I have, in fact, seen other people ‘catching’ this same malware sequence … a very complicated one regarding Dark Love Triangles, about which I have written in past times …

Link: “Dark Love Triangle 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 20 November 2017, 27 December 2017, and 3 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8in ..

I will just talk about last night’s dream: It had to do with a married man and a woman … in fact, the same two that were in the dream about the severed wedding ring finger …

Link: “The Wedding Ring,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 22 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9k ..

The man who lacked a mother in his early youth also was in the dream. His hope was to allow the woman to have sexual relief, so that their marriage could go on, even though ‘the father’ (the woman’s husband) was very, very angry. That makes me think that whatever happened in his youth with regard to the mother had to do with his own father’s violent anger against her.

I will call that other man … the man who lacked a mother in his early youth … ‘the third man’. And then there are the husband and wife. In his dream world, the third man got together with this couple, and he was cogitating about what to do to allow her to feel safe to be able to release her sexual energy that night, and at the same time to prevent the husband from venting his violent, angry subconscious imagery in real life upon her.

And the thing of it is that his dreaming, eighth chakra self came up with was … maybe you will make more sense out of this than I do; it is still not clear … he needed to divert the angry energy of the husband, and then make love to the wife, from his heart chakra.

So if those two represent his father and mother in the unresolved childhood trauma, then that might mean that, in his relationships with women he is looking towards mother-lover Oedipal complex. In this case, through his loving interaction on the astral plane with the wife, he is looking to relieve her sexual energy, which had been damaged that day by a kind of a ‘rape’ situation where the husband became very, very angry, and then demanded to have anal intercourse with his wife. And so the woman in question felt that she had been angrily assaulted, in a manner of speaking, even though the man was her husband.

So there is that; a lot happened, it seems, on the astral plane yesterday and last night. I think this had to do with a new mantra I have invented: May no one hear anything at all from me! … something like that.

That then creates a quietness in my own energy field. And so, instead of projecting their negative emotions on me and others, people start hearing what the personal issues are, especially amongst married couples, and then they start resolving them. There may be a lot of unresolved anger on both sides, that is projected towards other people (such as Lightworkers) so that the marriage can continue, without straining it through venting of negative emotions.

Where was I? … [laughs] … Back to the story: The third man knew about all that. The eighth chakra does this. It is very wise; it knows the metaprograms of karma and so forth. It knows the major plays that are keeping people on Earth, trying to figure out certain types of Soul wisdom. And it knows this about other people’s metaprograms too, it seems, in some cases.

Or maybe those two were interacting because of the childhood trauma of the third person being similar to the trauma that this married couple had gone through yesterday. (You can see this is a reach for me!) So the third person had the idea that he could feel loving sexual thoughts towards the wife, and at the same time ask the husband to relate to him in a sexual way, as if he were sodomizing the third person at the same time as the third person was creating a sexual relief situation for the wife.

This I call a ‘Dark Love Triangle’: When three people have to be involved in what otherwise might be an intimate mating situation.

Even sparrows and other types of birds have the ability to mate together for life. And people have that ability too. Of course, sometimes there are terrible upsets in this, the third dimension. Sometimes someone passes on. Sometimes a person is lost to another person because of physical distance. All kinds of things can happen, that break the lifetime mating bond.

But still the ability to express that bond exists. And the chance exists for the person to express that bond through union with another person. And this, in my feeling, is the most clear-cut and straightforward way of relating to another person with regard to sex.

It has its basis in biology. It has its basis in the feral drives; and that adheres one person to another in a mating drive that carries with it both the subconscious and the conscious mind, and unites the person as one, whole, loving being feeling that love towards one other person; that is what I feel. That is why the Dark Love Triangle is an upset to me.

I am trusting that those of you with greater psychological and psychiatric experience than I have, to try and figure out what is ‘up’ with this, and to try and help those many people that I have observed, that do experience, throughout their lives, the Dark Love Triangle.

All right, you all; that is enough ‘jawing’ for one day. I will talk to you later.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Thoughts on the Polka Mixer . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 17 December 2019

Dear Ones,

Some years ago I found myself in a town where ‘swinging couples’ was an acceptable pastime in many social contexts. As a single person, I found I did not fit in. Consequently I had plenty of time to consider the whys and wherefores of this practice, which I had not priorly encountered.

At first I thought it might be a Mormon practice, carried over from a nearby mostly Mormon state. I do not know that much about the Mormons, or whether that could be true or not.

Today I came up with a fun alternative theory: I wonder if couples that walk the Polka ‘mixer dance’  … in which dance partners frequently change … might develop a light-hearted, fun approach to the notion of ‘swinging couples’? That might account for it.

Video: “Patty Cake Polka Mixer Dance,” by BDPLS, 30 April 2017 …  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mghKECMdR7c ..

Then I began to wonder if dancing the Tango might lead to fidelity … and perhaps jealousy? …

Video: “[HD] Antonio Banderas – Take the Lead – Tango Scene,” by Ahmet Varoglu, 25 August 2015 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lAKlYTQVKY ..

Maybe the type of dancing we enjoy means a lot more than meets the eye? Could it be that by switching to a new way of dancing we might make subconscious changes in our attitude toward romance?

Link: “Types of Dance – Dance Types, Categories,” by Dance Facts … http://www.dancefacts.net/dance-types/types-of-dances/ ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Social Mask . by Alice B. Clagett

Imaged at various times; published on 5 December 2019

Dear Ones,

Here is an important social mask, to do with Sacred Sexuality …

Image: “Social Mask,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, ca. 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Wearing dark red velvet dress with rhinestone necklace and red Halloween eye mask with red and black feathers at the top of it and strings of gold and red spangles hanging down from the sides of the mask.

Image: “Social Mask,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, ca. 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Wearing dark red velvet dress with rhinestone necklace and red Halloween eye mask with red and black feathers at the top of it and strings of gold and red spangles hanging down from the sides of the mask.

Image: “Solitary Self,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 11 September 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Hair tied back and up, minimum of makeup, navy blue dress.

Image: “Solitary Self,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 11 September 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Hair tied back and up, minimum of makeup, navy blue dress.  

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also Link: “Tiny Anthology: Funny Self-Portraits,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 4 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gjw ..

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ADULTS ONLY . Kali . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 21 August 2019

  • INTRODUCTION
  • SECURITY AT THE FITNESS CENTER
  • THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT
  • NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES
  • FOR ADULT VIEWING ONLY . IMAGE OF KALI CLOTHED

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

In the autumn of 2018 I had been attending senior exercise classes at a local fitness center for several years. I was over the initial condition, plantar fasciitis, that prevented my usual hiking and steered me to the fitness center, and I was getting tired of doing the same not very challenging exercises time after time, in a darkly lit room, with teachers sometimes good, and sometimes not to my liking, and music so loud that I had to wear noise dampening ear muffs.

SECURITY AT THE FITNESS CENTER

There were other issues to deal with at the fitness center. Topmost was the issue of security for my person and my belongings. The front desk had advised, on my first day there, that cars in the parking lot were often broken into; and that I should leave nothing of value in the cars. The advice of the front desk regarding the lockers in the changing room was the same: Locking the lockers would not avail; I ought leave nothing of value in them.

I asked about the high security lockers in front of the front desk, which had keys, and the people at the desk advised these were also not secure; I later found that front desk personnel had the keys, and these personnel changed out frequently. Thus it must be that any number of ex-staff might, theoretically, have keys to the high security lockers.

Where was one to leave one’s wallet and car keys, then? I thought maybe I keep them in a backpack at the back of the exercise class, and stand directly in front of the backpack throughout.

This I found to be a successful approach, although I was only able to participate when one of the teachers asked the people in the group to stride round the room as one of her exercises, by first donning my backpack.

In addition, there was a woman in one of the classes, perhaps cognitively challenged, who would attempt to filch our belongings, and on Fridays adults not in the class would sneak in and walk off with people’s handhelds, keys, and purses.

In short, while in that class, it was ‘heads up’ at every moment, with regard to personal security.

THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT

Along those lines, and before getting back to the true topic of today’s blog, I remember how, when I first started going to the fitness center, when I would go to the changing room after class, that I somehow unaccountably walked out of the changing area missing my sun hat. This I knew because I needed to put it on as I exited the lobby for the parking lot, and could not. I went back in and looked in the locker, and asked at the front desk … No hat! Quite a mystery!

So then a third time, after class, I walked into the changing area, this time with careful determination to keep an eye on my hat. I changed in a restroom stall, so that I could keep my hat and belongings on the wall side of the stall. I walked out of the stall and stood at a restroom sink, belongings touching my left leg.

I looked up at the mirror as I began to brush my teeth. Then I saw a cleaning lady sidle up behind me, on the left side, and bend down toward the bag in which I had placed my hat. I grabbed the top of the bag and looked her in the eye. She grabbed her broom handle and lifted it over her head.

I grabbed my bag and went to the far side of the locker room to put my shoes on. She followed me, broom handle raised, aiming to position herself behind my back, between the lockers and the bench on which I was sitting.

As, had she attained that stance I would have been a ‘sitting duck’, I grabbed my bag and my shoes and went out into the lobby of the fitness center. There I explained what had happened. The person at the front desk said that the cleaning woman was a good worker, and that she would calm down after awhile. Lacking other recourse, I sat in a chair in the lobby to put on my walking shoes, and left for the parking lot, hat in hand.

NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES

A woman arrived as a teacher of one of the senior fitness classes, and I did not like her, because of her masculine, bossy manner of teaching and her sexual manner.

As to looks, she reminded me of a woman named Ancie [assumed name], a lady I met in Durango. I had begun to experience uneasiness towards Ancie and her husband in 2015, I think it was, and because of that had since avoided them. The cause of my uneasiness was what I perceived to be a mismatch between their emotional affect and their actions and speech. It felt like something was ‘amiss’ … something I could not quite put my finger on. Possibly I was just not their type, and vice versa?

Although it seemed likely that this new teacher, despite the strong resemblance, was not the person I knew in Durango (as the former seemed younger), I did my best to avoid the new  teacher, and rather went to the classes led by teachers I felt to be inspiring … those who projected heart centered Awareness.

For awhile that worked out right well; but then another teacher arrived whose energy was very like that of the masculine-acting, bossy teacher with the sexual manner. I remember it felt like pure sexual hatred was being projected from her second chakra.

I remember wondering if she might have been a transgender person who was unable to achieve orgasm because of her sex-change operation, and if that might be the reason for the sexual rage I sensed?

I wondered if she had an ailing mother at home whom she resented, and if maybe I reminded her of her mother?

Could she be a sex worker, I wondered? I remember how coldly she rebuffed a shy, flirtatious remark by a man in the front of the class. I wondered: If she were to be a sex worker, who could her prospective clients be?

I remember hiding behind a pillar during the class to avoid being hit by what seemed to me to be astral ‘nails’ of sexual hatred being slung at me. She seemed to be saying, on the psychic plane: I will nail you! I will nail you! …

Link: “Acting Out of the Subconscious Metaphor: I Will Nail You!” by Alice B. Clagett, drafted on 14 November 2018; final draft on 10 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-b39 ..

I remember once going to the restroom mid-class, to get away from the vibe and the loud music, and hearing three senior women from the class masturbating in the restroom. What on earth was going on, I wondered? I had never encountered anything like that before, in my life!

I remember how, when I moved behind the pillar at the back of the classroom, that new teacher at the front of the room would move to one side, scowling, to get a clear view of me. Then I would move slightly to the other side, to block her view. Then she would shift position, to get a clear view of me. And so on.

Twice, she became so angry at my avoiding her that she walked directly up to me, as I stood in the back of the room, and began doing plies, feet spread about a yard apart. Glaring at me, she yelled: This is how it’s done. You see? This is how it’s done!

This so horrified me that, in December 2018 I decided senior exercise class was not worth it, and opted out of the fitness center, in favor of the mountain walks I so love.

FOR ADULT VIEWING ONLY … IMAGE OF KALI CLOTHED

The final episode of my misadventures at the fitness center has so haunted me for the last eight months that I finally made a drawing of how the spirit of that teacher seemed to me, on the psychic plane. My first rendition was explicit as to sexual organs, and that surely will not do, online. After awhile, I thought I might add clothes or other obscuration, such as a paint blotch, and then it would be all right to put the drawing online; yesterday I did that.

Nevertheless, because of the unpleasant nature of the topic of the drawing, and the sexual connotation, I advise only those over 18 years of age look at the below image. I feel that would be best. In addition, for those adults who, like me, do not like prurient topics, I suggest that you avoid looking at the drawing as well; as an alternative, you might simply read the description …

Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a blue bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide. Above the woman’s head is the torso of a man, limbs spread-eagle, genitalia obscured by a brown and teal splotch of paint. This is an adaptation of my drawing “Kali Unclothed” that cannot be posted online due to censorship laws.

Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a blue bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide. 

Above the woman’s head is the torso of a man, limbs spread-eagle, genitalia obscured by a brown and teal splotch of paint. This is an adaptation of my drawing “Kali Unclothed” that cannot be posted online due to censorship laws.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Child Torture,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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For Children: Orkdom and The Darkling Gosling . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 12 August 2019

Dear Ones,

Today I am toying with the notion that the Darkling Gosling (of whom I speak in other posts) may have, as his astral form, an ork. If this be true, then it is an unusual case on Earth.

This being is using a promise of becoming a ‘hybrid’ to secure his minions among humankind. Although the Darkling Gosling promises his lackeys, charwomen and famuli superpowers to lord it over other people, in fact their lives become lovelorn, and they lose the great power of the human heart, so that their desire elementals wander off, and are no longer able to be sexually attractive to ought but the animal realm.

Woe is the day that a man or woman gives orkdom sway over his or her immortal Soul! For in ork timelines and dimensions, that Soul may no longer abide, but must seek expression in a place and time more friendly to the human heart.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Thoughts on Manner of Birth . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 1 June 2019

Dear Ones,

Could it be that, if a mother is pain-reduced while giving birth, the child is predisposed to drug use?

Could it be that, if a mother is not pain-reduced while giving birth, then the child is predisposed to avoid having children?

Could it be that children born through breech presentation might view buttocks as more desirable sex symbols than the sexual organs?

Here is a question: What might be learned about a child’s Soul contract and Soul missions in this lifetime, through the manner in which it is born?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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