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Evil Eye by Proxy . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 21 January 2018

    • A  Nightmare Sort of Dream about the ‘Evil Eye’ as a ‘Death Ray’
    • The State of Reverie Between the Fourth and Third Dimensions
    • My First Reaction to the Dream
    • How Negative Astral Entities and the Shadow of the Personality of Other People Intrude on Our Dreams
    • What Might Be Done About This?
    • The Glom of Dream Energies That I Discovered
      • Person 1
      • Person 2
        • On the Importance Holding Dreams and Reveries in a Multitemporal and Multidimensional Context
      • Person 3
      • Person 4
      • Summary about the Dream Glom That Had Occurred
    • On the Importance of Aligning with God
    • On God’s Uplifting Grace That Is Manifesting During the Solar Minimum
    • How the Densities of the Third and Fourth Dimensions Attain Equilibrium on Earth
    • The Art of Yoga Nidra: Awareness While Sleeping
    • On the Current Dispersal of Warring Energies
    • Addendum: On Studying Brain Wave Recordings

Dear Ones,

This video is about a dream I had the night of 20 January 2018, regarding another person, on the astral plane, misusing my third-eye as a ‘death ray’ while I lay sleeping. A Summary follows the video; text not in the video is in green font. 



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

A  Nightmare Sort of Dream about the ‘Evil Eye’ as a ‘Death Ray’

I had another dream last night. I woke up, in the middle of the night, with a feeling someone was laughing maniacally … you know? … with mania … and saying:

And now I send it off to kill someone!

And he was talking about pulling my own third-eye point … which has to do with pituitary gland energy … out of the middle of my head, through my forehead; grabbing it outside of my head, in the astral field, and wishing it to kill someone else through some kind of ‘death ray’.

The State of Reverie Between the Fourth and Third Dimensions

And so, when I woke up, I was in the middle realm, between the fourth dimension and the third dimension, called by some a state of reverie (1), the area where dreams meet physical reality … you know? We’ve talked about that before. Sometimes I call it the in-between or the twilight zone.  Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati calls this an alpha brain wave state.

My First Reaction to the Dream

You can imagine, I was thinking: Oh my gosh! My very own kundalini energy, and he has the notion that there’s an Evil Eye up here, instead of the notion that this is my pituitary gland, offering health to me, and vitality, and life, and seer abilities so that I can see the higher realms … like that.

He thinks that it’s some kind of a weapon. He thinks that it’s a death ray … or something like that … that he could personally use to kill his enemies on Earth. Oh my gosh, what can I do to prevent it? … Like that.

How Negative Astral Entities and the Shadow of the Personality of Other People Intrude on Our Dreams

Well so, the thing about the dreamtime realm is: When we’re in that arena … unless we’re doing Lucid Dreaming, (1) then the dreams that we have, and the energies that we’ve created and helped maintain in our physical, and higher, subtle bodies on Earth are kind of up for grabs amongst the negative astral entities (2), and also amongst the Shadow of the Personality of our friends and relations and family and strangers … Spiritual Adepts, and so forth, who are torqued to the Dark in some way … in some portion of their beingness.

What Might Be Done About This?

So, what can we do? How can we protect and preserve our well-intentioned energies, so that, in the third and fourth dimension, they may be prevented from causing harm … even deadly harm … when we’re asleep? So that was my first thought: How could I protect Earth from this warring person who is trying to transform my energy for the good, for a vision of New Life on New Earth, into his personal ‘death ray’? Not that it’s possible! … but the mere thought of that upset me quite strongly.

The Glom of Dream Energies That I Discovered

So I tried to find out who it was. And the people that came up were in several different groups of people that I know tangentially. Let me see …

Person 1. There was one person who had had unfortunate incidents in his youth … people had died because of something he failed to do. And he had that background of kind of a feeling of protecting his family, and so forth. So that was one person.

Person 2. Then there was another person who was a Spiritual Adept, and he is the leader of a group …

On the Importance Holding Dreams and Reveries in a Multitemporal and Multidimensional Context. Mind you, this is just dreamtime stuff, so if it is to any extent true, on some timeline, and in some dimension, the likelihood is it’s not true in many others. So this is just one timeline and dimension that needs healing. You know what I mean? So I hope if this person reads this, he won’t take offense about it. It’s more of a way of pointing to a direction for healing.

But anyway, to get back to this person: He was a Spiritual Adept, and had concentrated on the development of spiritual skills … what they call siddhis in India … psychic superpowers, and so forth. And he was also looking at a way for his group to profit from turning my energy of the LIght to a kind of Darkness that Army-Navy might consider using in a dreamtime realm scenario. So that was another person.

Person 3. Then there was a person in my own family, although very distantly related to me. Someone that I didn’t know, really. And he had been given kind of a proxy power over the greater family … I have this giant family … and in the dreamtime realm, this was so. And I couldn’t figure out why this was so; I didn’t know about it. I couldn’t figure out why his voice was glommed to these other voices, in this prophetic dream. But I found out, as the night progressed … in this interesting state called the in-between or the twilight zone … I found out quite a lot about that. And all that is resolving today, I’m happy to say. But anyway, he came in as well, as the main voice at that time … probably because of these undiscovered things that are just now revealing themselves.

Person 4. And let me see … was there somebody else? Yes! There was another person, in an association that I used to belong to. Not the leader of the group, but someone that he knew, who somehow had some Soul wounding affinity, because of the early childhood … not early childhood, but teenage, maybe? … incident that happened to him. He had some issue … I don’t understand why … to do with taking power away from women. Yes!

Maybe when he was an adolescent, something that he decided to do was  something that his mother didn’t want him to do … You know how that goes! And so he might have had a concern that women had too much power over him. And others in that group might feel the same way: That they don’t want a woman telling them what to do.

Summary about the Dream Glom That Had Occurred. So there was this glom of energy; a very interesting glom of energy, where male voices were glomming together, and maybe even visually, for those that have that gift to see, clairvoyantly, what’s happening.

And trying to steal from a woman, what they considered to be the Evil Eye, but what was, in fact, the directing force for the endocrine system she had … that woman being me. [laughs]

On the Importance of Aligning with God

So I figured that out. And then, I did what I could. Which was very little. Everything depends on God; on aligning with God, in terms of the will, and the heart, and the mind. And so, I did my best. And I left it to God. And all of that has been resolved today, or is in a state of becoming resolved … Like a wave washing onto the beach … a wave of resolution of negative energies, and salvation for humankind, that’s happening today, in this time of the Solar Minimum.

On God’s Uplifting Grace That Is Manifesting During the Solar Minimum

Odd, huh? Very odd, how, at a time of Solar Minimum, so much is happening, by way of clearing the Soul wounding of humankind on Earth, and clearing Earth herself. Only God can do this kind of thing. It’s amazing.

How the Densities of the Third and Fourth Dimensions Attain Equilibrium on Earth

So anyway, as time went on today, I went to church, and I began to feel very philosophical about it … Here in this realm of duality, there’s a certain density that’s the resonance of the third dimension. And another density that’s the resonance of the fourth dimension, you see?

And those two resonances depend on the energy of Earth herself … the energy of Gaia. I discussed before … I had several blogs a long time ago, on Ma’at and the Incoming Light. (3) and they explained about how the Incoming Light is changing the densities of energies on Earth, in the various dimensions.

And so that understanding, that channeling, helped me to understand that there’s really nothing I can do about the misuse of my kundalini energies when I’m sleeping.

You see, when the Light is strong in a person, then there will be ways for the Dark to compensate for that, and create a balance that creates an equilibrium with the current overall state of density of Light in that dimension on Earth.

So if I maintain myself ever vigilant when awake, and turn my energy to the Light, or try to transform the negative energies that are incoming, to the positive energies of the higher dimensions, then when I sleep, that will happen … that torquing of my energies to the Dark.

The Art of Yoga Nidra: Awareness While Sleeping

The only answer I have, from a personal point of view, is to develop the power of Yoga Nidra (1), as explained by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati … of http://swamij.com … who did a wonderful job of explaining the aphorisms of the ancient Indian sage Patanjali. So you can go to http://swamij.com … and he will explain about Yoga Nidra. Nobody else that I’ve found, on Earth today, explains it like he does. And those other people that propagate the notion of Yoga Nidra, are talking about something different from what I’m talking about.

I’m talking about being completely aware while sound asleep. I myself only experience that state of reverie or transition that happens if I wake up in the middle of the night, while dreaming, and maintain conscious awareness during that transition state. This is not Lucid Dreaming, and this is not Yoga Nidra though.

Other people never fall asleep at all. Would that not be cool? And so, their energies cannot be misused in that way.

On the Current Dispersal of Warring Energies

Well so, from a more distant perspective, what I see in this dream … And you’re welcome to your own thoughts about what this dream means. But I feel that that there are, in every group today, warring energies. Warring energies that may be more fully expressed through certain personalities in the group. But nonetheless, a small portion of the energies of each person in the group.

And that, as the Light continues to come in, they will channel it less and less, and absorb more and more of the Light. So that the situation, I feel, will take care of itself …

  • The issue of war on Earth.
  • The issues that come up with regard to Palestine and the Holy Land.
  • The issues of war everywhere, I feel, will be mitigated by the Incoming Light in the coming year, 2018.

So, another prophetic dream! … I would be interested to know what your interpretation of that dream would be. Setting mine completely aside, what would be yours? So, let me know in the Comments, if you want to … Take care!

Addendum: On Studying Brain Wave Recordings

Another helpful course of study, with regard to mastering the states of consciousness, I feel, would be listening to recordings of the different brain waves: Alpha, beta, delta, gamma, and theta.

Many such recordings are available online. I myself like, and use, the videos on the “Unisonic Ascension” youtube channel along with stereo headphones (which are the only way to get the videos to work) …

Youtube Channel: “Unisonic Ascension,” https://www.youtube.com/user/UnisonicAscension ..

Another set of recordings that I like and work with are here …

Link: “Free Binaural Beats,” https://free-binaural-beats.com/ ..

I use stereo headphones with these recordings as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) LInk: “Yoga Nidra: Yogic Conscious Deep Sleep,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati, http://swamij.com/yoga-nidra.htm … Search for the terms: reverie or the term: transition … and for the term: Lucid Dreaming

(2) More can be discovered about negative astral entities by reading the Bible and the Buddhist texts on demons or devils, and also by reading the category Orion in “The Law of One: The Ra Material,” https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?c=Orion .. More is available through the channelings of Lisa Renee, at “Ascension Glossary,” http://ascensionglossary.com … and at “Energetic Synthesis,” https://energeticsynthesis.com/ ..

(3) See these blogs:

Blog: “Ma’at, the Principle of Balance, re Dark Attacks, Angelic Protection, and the Incoming Light,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 July 2014, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1Tn ..

Blog: “Ma’at, Dynamic Equilibrium, and Light Downloads,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 August 2014, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1VL ..


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To Clear a Black Magic Spell from the Third-Eye Point . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 24 March 2017

  • Clarity in the Third-Eye Point Is Vital to Health
  • How Some Practice Black Magic Against Others’ Third-Eye Energy
  • How to Know If the Third Eye Is Clouded
  • A Simple, One-Time Meditation Technique to Clear the Third Eye
  • An Image Representing Fearful Evil That May Be an Archetypal Image in the Deep Unconscious Mind
  • For Those Who Have Cast Such Spells, the Above Meditation May Be Helpful
  • Others Also May Find the Above Meditation Helpful

Dear Ones,


Clarity in the third-eye point is vital to health, as this energy field affects the function of the pituitary gland on the physical plane, and the pituitary gland is the master gland for the health of our endocrine system.


There are those who, because of ignorant stories about the ‘evil eye’ or the ‘psychic eye’, fear the third-eye energy of other people from the perspective of black magic or witchcraft, and who, through fear, seek to bollux up the third-eye energy of other people through magical spells. Spells and incantations undertaken in fear rebound upon those who cast them, and can also affect the person upon whom the spell is cast, if that person is at the effect of constant black magic enmity for a long time.


If we see or hear astral entities negative around us … such as demons, devils, Satan, and such like, or if we have nightmares or unhappy dreams or daydreams, or if we hear negative or fearful or angry astral stories circulating through the noosphere, then it’s important to clear the third-eye energy of all negativity.


Here is a technique that I used this month, and which worked quite well within about a half hour. I found a quiet place to meditate, away from the big city. In my case, I found peaceful energy at a Krishnamurti retreat in a small town; as I feel it, this man was a good saint with very clear vision, and so a retreat dedicated to his energy would be a good place to try this meditation. This failing, one might place a picture of him, or of another good saint, in a quiet place while meditating.

Image: Krishnamurti as a young man … see how clear his third eye is? https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d0/Jiddu_Krishnamurti_01.jpg ..

Alternate image: The Virgin Mary as a young girl … her third eye is also very clear: http://stkuriakosechurch.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/09/blessed_mother_mary.jpg ..

While sitting, I gazed, with eyes wide open, up to about a foot below the place where the wall of the room met the ceiling. Gazing this high engages the third-eye point. When the third-eye is clouded with spells, as it was with me, it will be nearly impossible to gaze unflinchingly upwards in this manner. As the eyes falter and begin to turn downward towards the lower worlds, bring them back, unfailingly, again and again, to the point about a foot below the place where the wall of the room meets the ceiling.

As I did this some weeks ago, my gaze finally settled on that point. As it did so, dark murky shapes surfaced out of my third-eye and disappeared in the ethers.


Then a big black cutout image, that looked like a child’s representation of the ancient idol Ba’al, or maybe a symbol of a fearful evil being, levitated out of my third eye, propelled forward away from my body, and also disappeared. This cutout image, which apparently was the substance of a spell cast by another person, or maybe a few people, looked like this:

Image: “Childlike Cutout of a Fearful Evil Being,” observed and drawn by Alice B. Clagett, 24 March 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0 … This is a black image that looks a little like an owl with fluffy feathers and slanting, wicked-looking eyes. –from “To Clear a Black Magic Spell from the Third-Eye Point,” by Alice B. Clagett, in “I Am of the Stars,” https://www.iamofthestars.com

Image: “Childlike Cutout of a Fearful Evil Being,” observed and drawn by Alice B. Clagett, 24 March 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0 … This is a black image that looks a little like an owl with fluffy feathers and slanting, wicked-looking eyes.

While this image is childlike and two-dimensional in nature, it’s also one that will generate fear in our inner child and our gut brain. For this reason, it’s important for the third eye to be clear of it, and of similar malware images.

The deep unconscious has various archetypal images of similar stark simplicity in it; thus it can be seen that clouding of the third eye with such a fearful image of evil is unhealthy in an emotional and psychological way, as well as in terms of physical health.


For those who have cast this spell, it’s important to use the above meditation, or one with a similar effect, to clear their own third-eye points, as spells cast in this manner always rebound on their senders.


This spell has gone round through the spiritual circles since the Shift, as a flu-like fractal malware. So just for the sake of thoroughness, it may be useful for other meditators to try it out, just in case.

In my case, I found that one such meditation worked perfectly well. I went back to the retreat twice more, on succeeding weeks, and did the same meditation, but found that the third eye remained clear and unclouded through the interval. For me, one thirty-minute meditation sufficed.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018

    • Witchy Woman Soul Wounding
  • Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
  • How a Story of Similar, But Less Serious Soul Wounding Might Play Out
  • Emotional Oversensitization
    • Oversensitization to Sexual Aggression
    • Fear of Territorial Aggression
      • Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
      • A Commonplace Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory M to M Liaisons
      • Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
    • Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
      • Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother
      • Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father

Dear Ones,

This is an astral story about a young boy’s Soul wounding on encountering a Witchy Woman, and being injured by her jealous boyfriend. It also talks about how this second chakra wounding manifested in his later life.

There is information on the function of the third eye-point (the pituitary gland) as compared to the folklore notion of the ‘evil eye’. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and after that, a lengthy discussion of the issue brought up in the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Witchy Woman Soul Wounding

I have a story I heard on the astral plane and from the astral stories some years back; might have been in 2013. And I thought I would run through it very quickly, from the standpoint of healing, maybe in a psychological context. Or possibly in the context of my new, inner child therapy, which works very quickly, so it has that to its advantage.

Anyway, however the method of healing, here is the gist of the issue that caused the Soul wounding, either in this lifetime or in some other lifetime, for a young man maybe between the age of 9 and 14 … sometime in early young manhood. 

He was a sharecropper’s son. The family was just eking out an existence in a rural environment, maybe to the west of the Appalachians … in the scrubby flatlands to the west of the Appalachians. It came to the time of his initiation into manhood, and his first act of intercourse.

You know, in some areas … in some folklores … they think that the pituitary gland and the pineal gland … the light that comes forth from them, through the third eye-point is evil. And that can be the case, that curses and so forth, or love charms and like that, are promoted through the malware of the third eye-point, if the energy is not cleared and balanced. But the main function of the third eye-point is to keep the body healthy, and to keep all the subtle bodies healthy too. 

I thought I would mention that because he was in a situation where the nearest possible willing person was an older woman, in his context … maybe not that old … maybe in her 20s … who was known, in the area, for having the ‘evil eye’.  And what that means to a young person, is that the person in question has formidable psychic powers, and is dangerous because of that. 

So, in addition to the concerns that a young child might have about proving his manhood, there was also the concern about the evil eye and the psychic powers of this woman that ended up having intercourse with him. 

So, he was very young. And he fell in love with her. And he thought to go back another time, to visit her. And when he went there, a really terrible thing happened. She had a boyfriend, apparently, or an admirer, who waylaid this young child, and genitally mutilated him. And so then he had this Soul wounding and physical wounding; I am not sure to what extent.

At least he was alive, and he was allowed to go home. But then he was plagued by visions of the third eye-point of this woman … this ‘witchy woman’ … whom he felt to be attacking him. And eventually, after some years, he ended up persuading a friend or acquaintance to go and end her life. So, through him, she … his very first love … was murdered.

Time went on; much time has gone one. But today, the outcome of this Soul wounding has been that he projects onto women … especially women who have third eye-point ability … as many students of the Indian arts have … he projects onto them his terror of this first woman … and his terror, also, of that sex act … because it was because of the sex act that he received the genital mutilation. And it was the woman’s third eye-point that symbolized this extreme feeling of upset and injury and terror. Although it was, in fact, the man in this situation who caused the injury. 

So, from a psychological point of view, I would say that he projected onto that woman his fear of that man, because he felt (I would say, were I a psychologist) that the man was too dangerous to blame for that incident. The man was surely too dangerous to even ideate, or think about. So he projected that upset that he felt onto the woman.

Decades went on; and in his mature years, this memory of unresolved Soul wounding expresses itself in his life in this way: I think … I am not totally clear on this, but it seems to me from the astral stories … about this person, who may actually be an archetypal image, rather than a person … It seems to me, from the astral stories, that his sex life consists of rectal intercourse with other men, and that he is the recipient of that rectal intercourse, because of the nature of his genital wounding.

Now the psychological payoff or advantage, is that he gathers friendships amongst men who, because of the childhood wounding, seem to be far more powerful than they actually are in the world. So his friendships are with the men that he has sex with. And so the intention is to mitigate that ever-present danger to his genitals, and to his continued physical existence. 

His attitude towards women is one of mistrust … of uneasiness and mistrust. When he is confronted with their attraction to him, he then returns to that original story about the Soul wounding and the genital mutilation, and their flirtation becomes to him an imminent danger. and threat to his life. 

So he responds to flirtation by women in a way that seems to most people to be too hyper-responsive, you know? … too emotionally intense, in the negative realm. 

If he finds that … because of societal expectations … he must have intercourse with a woman, so as to appear to fit into a social setting, he will have rectal intercourse with her. He will need a prosthesis to do that … and she may never know that, but she will leave that encounter feeling that she has been … in our terms of the Awakening … ‘malwared up’, because the emotion and the images that are stores in his electromagnetic field in his second chakra involved such a shocked amount of unresolved injury, what you might call post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) there … which is transferred during the act of sex; it is totally transferred to the other person … kept by the one person, and transferred to the other person. 

Not necessarily permanently, but perhaps for some time, there will be the need to regenerate the electromagnetic field, and clear it, for a woman who has intercourse with him. 

If the person is psychically gifted, then we may find that he is going out there on the astral plane, at night … perhaps his own wounded astral form is going out there, during dreamtime … He may or may not be conscious of this, depending on whether or not he can do lucid dreaming … He is going out and destroying women’s dreams of having romantic relationships. This is a topic I have covered elsewhere, using the term ‘dream snatchers’ …

Link: “Dream Snatchers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 October 2016, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jX ..

He may even try to remodel their dreams, so that they suit a purpose that he has for himself and his own life. In these days of higher light … of more intense Incoming Light, this is no longer possible. But before 2012, it was possible for a ‘super-psy’ person to do that kind of work with a limited number of women or men. So there is that.

Now, talking about the men that he has intercourse with: He will want to conceal the fact that he prefers M2M sexual expression from the general public. Now why this is, that he would feel exceptionally so, in this regard … why he would be so sensitive to the need for concealment … I am not certain …

  • Maybe because of the great repressive energy around the original wounding.
  • Maybe because of the projection of the wounding onto the woman also conceals a great fear that he has about men.
  • Maybe there is a concern that the men involved in his social, sexual life might do him great damage, because of the concealed, great fear that he has because of the original wounding. 

Oh, one other thing: There are these things called the glom effect, that happened on Earth for a long time; but they are clearing now. And that is a confluence, and flowing, in the noosphere, of energies that are similar.

And in physical life, this is expressed as a tendency to gather around oneself, or to go out and associate with people who have energy strands in their electromagnetic field that are similar to, or glommable with, one’s own. And so in this case, there would be a tendency for people to gather around this person, or for this person to associate with people who have second chakra Soul wounding of other sorts.

One of the more serious expressions of second chakra Soul wounding that might glom to such a person, has to do with the tendency to look at women as sexual objects, to consider that they have no sentient awareness, to imagine them simply as objects, and to go forth, with sexual allure, to garner women and their property, such as money, or else a house, or like that.

So that is just one sort of energy, as it is expressed in the world, that might glom to the very vast, misogynist mental filter that is the shadow of the patriarchy mental filter in existence until 2012.

Right now the pendulum is shifting back, and men and women are coming more into the balance of Sacred Sexuality and the sacred norm. So all these things are coming to light, and each person … each man … needs to evaluate his own situation, and decide how to act in the future, and how to best get through the clearing and the disclosure to his own Soul.


In the story described on the video, had the man been less severely injured by the jealous boyfriend, then the mature love life might have manifested as wary sexual relations with women, keeping them at a distance, and engaging in sex infrequently and never with a woman who is in relationship. This would be because, similar to the defense mechanism described in the video, he might have projected the fear he felt of men onto women (who would be perceived as less dangerous than men, and so more approachable for sex). He might steer clear of men, so as to mitigate the perceived danger of being around them.


Oversensitization to Sexual Aggression

The story in this video describes an exaggerated sense of sexual fear in mature life that is caused by an early childhood experience that sets a child up to experience fear every time he has sex.

Defense Mechanism: The result is a simple defense mechanism set up by the subconscious mind  to ‘ward off’ a danger to which the early experience oversensitizes the child. This defense mechanism involves displacing one’s fear of men onto women (who are weaker, thus less fearful) and of staving off fear of men through placatory rectal intercourse (a behavior found among the lesser males toward the alpha males of baboon troops).

The recurring theme of mistrust and hatred of women welling up from the deep subconscious mind might be termed ’emotional dysregulation’ whose root cause is oversensitization to sexual aggression. (1)

Fear of Territorial Aggression

On the clair plane, I’ve also run into oversensitization to the threat of territorial aggression, to do with early childhood Soul wounding when a young child suffered physical injury and lost his family as a result of being at the effect of a war of territorial aggression. In subsequent early youth he lived among a group of children who, for some years, needs must break into deserted homes in a war-torn area for food and shelter.

In mature life, this oversensitization manifests as these deep subconscious themes:

  • Feeling threatened by neighbors, both male and female
  • Ideation that other people’s property is his own
  • The desire to buy neighboring properties, so as to feel secure in the territory he has.

Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. This man’s oversensitization to territorial aggression is triggered when he ideates that ‘strange men’ might be visiting or living in adjacent homes. It manifests on the clair plane by the ego dissolving into and identifying with men thought of by neighbor women, as if, by his morphing into the persona of all the men she thinks of, he might eliminate the threat of territorial aggression.

On the clair plane, what is heard with this transfer of egoic identity, is the deep subconscious of the man saying, sotto voce:

“And now I am [the name of the person thought of by the neighbor woman].”

For the woman, she continues to hear the clair voice of the ‘strange man’, but the Soul signature and the emotional flavor of the clair communication have the undertone of fear of territorial aggression of the oversensitized neighbor man. The content of the clair talk turns to:

  • The ‘strange man’ alter ego of the oversensitized man deriding or belittling the neighbor woman or
  • Ostracizing her or
  • Expressing territorial aggressiveness toward her.

The neighbor woman, believing herself to be talking to the strange man, is thus dissuaded from further conversation with him.

A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory M to M Liaisons. This man has low self-esteem regarding body image and a feeling of low social status, to do, I feel, with the early loss of his natal family. His marriage is perceived as an important means of bolstering his social status.

He has M to M sexual daydreams both as a way to bolster his self-esteem (with the notion that men are more likely to accept him as a daydreamed sexual partner than are women) and as a way to mitigate the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.

I feel that the tendency of heterosexual men to daydream of male sexual partners in the deep subconscious mind is widespread, most likely universal, and that it has to do with this same mitigation of the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.

However, in the case of men who have had early childhood experiences that oversensitize them to fear of territorial aggression by other men, as in the war experience described above, the daydreaming is likely to be more frequent, even habitual. There may also be night dreams or possibly acting out of this theme.

Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. As you may know, when women are seeking a male partner, their astral forms go out onto the astral plane during dreamtime, looking to locate a suitable mate. For the single woman who lives next to the man oversensitized to territorial aggression, when she dream travels to these men, his dreaming form steps into her dream, and shouts at her to go home, that he and his wife are not interested. This is similar to the daydream morphing of his ego into that of ‘strange men’ as mentioned above.

This oversensitization to territorial aggression, and the elaborate defense mechanisms of ego morphing and M to M sexual ideation mentioned above might be considered ’emotional disregulation’ as well, as for most people, the presence of ‘strange men’ doesn’t require always being on guard against them; there is less of a sense of anxiety about it.

Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior

Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a mother in youth, the mature man:

  • May have a fear of following his heart.
  • He may be oversensitized to societal expectations, introverted, considering change as threat rather than possibly rewarding challenge.
  • As to the fight or flight response, he might choose flight over fight.
  • In the scenario of EMF hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the current Awakening process, he might want to look out for thoughts of self-injury, cutting, self-mutilation, accidents both physical and vehicular, and possible thoughts of suicide.
  • In terms of sexual relations, he might prefer a non-bullying, feminine woman, or possibly a man (perceived as less threatening than a woman). As his Soul clearing slowly but surely takes place, the comfortable possibilities in terms of sexual relations will become broader.

Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a father in youth:

  • If the man identifies with and acts like his father, he is more prone to violent behavior in the context of EMF hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the Awakening process. Violent behavior is a tricky thing to avoid during anxiety attacks caused by Solar Events. (This includes accidents caused by aggressive driving.) My suggestions are:
    • To bone up on the early warning signs of a panic attack.
    • To have meds on hand to counteract them.
    • To put firearms in a locked cabinet, and mail oneself the key
    • To arrange in advance separate living quarters for oneself, apart from one’s wife and children. These may be as humble as a garage with a dry toilet in it, or it might be a plan to send the wife and children to a relative during Solar Events.
  • If the man disidentifies with his father’s bullying behavior, he may:
    • Engage in substance abuse as an avoidance tool, or
    • Use passive-aggressive behaviors as avoidance tools, or
    • Engage in negotiatory behavior aimed at mitigating threats from men; these negotiations may involve compromise based on oversensitization to the threat of controlling or bullying behaviors.
    • Spiffing up communication skills based on assertiveness may allow desensitization to the perceived threat.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) See “Emotional Dysregulation,” by the Psychological Care and Healing Center, http://www.pchtreatment.com/emotional-dysregulation/

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Meditation on Endocrine System and Beach Waves . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 31 March 2015; revised

  • Meditation on Endocrine System and Beach Waves, by Alice B. Clagett

Dear Ones,

Here is a visualization to balance and harmonize the endocrine system …

Meditation on Endocrine System and Beach Waves
by Alice B. Clagett, 31 March 2015

Imagine your third-eye point is opening up like the iris of an eye when a person goes from sunlight into shade…

Then imagine it is sending out waves of soothing energy like waves ever so gently lapping on the beach of a warm inland sea …

Image: “Playa de Flamenco, considered one of the top 10 beaches in world,” by Diueine Monteiro, https://www.flickr.com/people/diueine/ … 1 September 2006, CC BY 2.0, https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/deed.en ..

Image: “Playa de Flamenco, considered one of the top 10 beaches in world,” by Diueine Monteiro, https://www.flickr.com/people/diueine/ … 1 September 2006, CC BY 2.0, https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/deed.en ..

There is no energy of will here. Just the feel of the ebb and flow of the tides of the pituitary and pineal glands.

Feel these gentle, shallow waves slowly expending out of the third-eye point, out and out, ever so slowly, rippling out through the body.

Just keep this visualization all day long. From time to time you may feel that little obstructions in the flow pop up, like tiny atolls in an inland sea. Then when this happens, just let the little waves wash over these slightly more solid forms, till the waves smoothe out again.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Healing the Endocrine System,” referral by Alice B. Clagett. 9 April 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-54e ..


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Congruence: Human Brain – Pyramids – Star Systems – Cosmogenesis – Human Genesis . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 25 Apr 2013

  • The Pineal, the Pituitary, and the Optic Nerve
  • The Design of the Pyramids
  • Star Systems
  • Cosmogenesis – Creative Realms
  • Interesting Analogies

Dear Ones,


Note the positions of the pineal gland, pituitary gland, and optic nerve in the human brain …

Image: Human brain: https://www.cancer.gov/images/cdr/live/CDR680415.jpg ..


Compare these to the position of the king’s chamber, queen’s chamber, and entrance passage B in the diagram of the pyramid below.

Also compare points A and E below with the positions of the top and bottom of the brain (above) …

Image: The  Esoteric Physiology of the Pyramid, Source: The Sacred Tradition of Ancient Egypt, R Clark: https://acastdotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/slide13.jpg ..


Note in the pyramid diagram the reference to star systems Orion, Sirius, Alpha Draconis, and Ursa Minor.


Also, on the left of the diagram are the four creative realms, or elemental forms, of the ancient universe. (1)


On the right of the diagram are four power words: akh (intellect as a living entity); ba (soul); ka (vital spark) and khat (physical body).


So there you have some interesting analogies:

  • the human brain to the Egyptian pyramids
  • the pyramids to the star systems
  • the pyramids to the cycle of creation, and
  • the pyramids to the power words of human genesis

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) See Link: “The Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt,” by Rosemary Clark, http://www.llewellyn.com/product_excerpt.php?ean=9781567181302&excerpt_id=4033 and surf to the section: The Worlds of Creation


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