Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Lazarus’.
The man in this astral story is or maybe was a group leader with psychic powers of mind control and black magic skills, an antisocial personality with satyromaniacal impulses and a history of designing and implementing medical and genetic experiments like those of Josef Mengele … a physician nicknamed the ‘Angel of Death’ at Hitler’s Auschwitz death camp …
I note, in the astral stories, that ‘Lazarus’ felt his intent to improve the human race justified his utter disregard for the lives of the little children (purportedly his offspring through rape and murder of the many mothers) who were forced to participate, then murdered if their psychic skills were not both like his own and controllable by him.
I note the astral story that ‘Lazarus’ had a number of sons … who had passed through his gauntlet of ruthlessly inhumane early childhood conditioning. These sons were psychically very gifted, and had antisocial personalities that mirrored his own. I heard the astral rumors that he had them emasculated so that he could better control their behavior.
I note also an ongoing theme of ruling the world as a dictator for the people’s ‘own good’, out of a notion that other people are far inferior to him.
On the astral airs, it seemed this person was the leader of a ‘mind control cult’ or a ‘cult that killed’ (robustly and frequently). This was one of a number of groups deriving their inspiration from ‘Black Magicker’, a dynamic leader with magnetic powers of attraction. ‘Black Magicker’, according to the astral airs, had passed on quite some while ago. The dictatorial leanings of ‘Lazarus’, according to the astral stories, had been reinforced by a similar leaning in ‘Black Magicker’.
As to ‘Lazarus’, I did not hear on the astral plane the terms ‘mafia’ or ‘mob’. As nearly as I could tell, this leader was not directly associated with ‘Heart Vampire’, a man then living (according to the astral stories). Nevertheless it seemed, from the astral stories, that the groups with which ‘Lazarus’ was loosely associated … those deriving from the late leader ‘Black Magicker’ … might have sometimes align in purpose with that of ‘Heart Vampire’, or might have passed off, one to the other, potential victims to be fleeced and dispatched for the sake of the coffers of the groups in question.
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Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Lazarus’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.
For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.
2015
Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Kw ..
Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6K6 ..
Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-46E ..
Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ..
2016
Link: “The Manhood Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 April 2016: published on 19 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5if ..
Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5T8 ..
Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7p8 ..
2017
Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7p8 ..
Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp ..
Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7E2 ..
2018
Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; revised on 18 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xp ..
Link: “The Daemon Lover . an Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8BQ ..
Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8HX ..
Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..
2020
Link: “Black Tantra Warnings: Will You Choose Apocalypse or New Life on New Earth?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 15 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jaU ..
Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jgo ..
Link: “Indigenous Creeds, Shamanism and the Experience of Reverse Kundalini,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jjQ ..
Link: “Reverse Kundalini Syndrome,” a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jGC ..
2021
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies, Law Enforcement, and the Mirage of Mind Control to Create a New World Order,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 May 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mTk ..
Link: “Organizational Chart of the ‘Black Magicker’ Neo-Hindu Cult That Kills and Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett,imaged and published on 19 October 2021; revised on 7 May 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-pou ..
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Compiled on 11 March 2021; published on 13 March 2021; revised on 7 May 2023, on 24 June 2023, and on 18 May 2025
Previously titled: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Lazarus’
Also see the complete Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies series … Link: “Compendium: All Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020; updated on 28 April 2022; revised on 23 March 2023, on 26 March 2023, and on 24 June 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jyF ..
Image: “Resurreccion de Lazaro,” by Mauricio Garcia Vega, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:001Resurrecci%C3%B3n_de_L%C3%A1zaro.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 … COMMENT: I like the hidden faces in this painting. I see a somewhat sinister face and figure to the right of Lazarus, whose ear, nose and hand can be seen at the crevice between the crypt stone and the crypt. I see a distorted face and hand at the cross-timbers of the cross, as if Christ himself were transformed to the higher realms while bringing Lazarus back to life. I see another, human face beneath the transfixed face that I presumed to be Christ, as if that were the human known as Jesus, watching the miracle take place. There are other mysterious faces in the painting as well.
COMMENT: I like the hidden faces in this painting. I see a somewhat sinister face and figure to the right of Lazarus, whose ear, nose and hand can be seen at the crevice between the crypt stone and the crypt. I see a distorted face and hand at the cross-timbers of the cross, as if Christ himself were transformed to the higher realms while bringing Lazarus back to life. I see another, human face beneath the transfixed face that I presumed to be Christ, as if that were the human known as Jesus, watching the miracle take place. There are other mysterious faces in the painting as well.
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Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Peter_Paul_Rubens_-_Augustus_and_Sibyl_of_Tibur.jpeg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
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This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, of ‘Witchy Woman Hater’, a young man who encountered a ‘witchy woman’ when he reached puberty, and more about his adult life.
In his adult life, as a member of the killing cult of the late Black Magicker, he became a notable Spiritual Adept, a leader amongst men. His psychic skills included mind control and black magic, as I found to my dismay.
As to black magic, the astral airs had it that he was a subtle sorcerer (that is, a ‘thuggee’, ‘mantrik’, or ‘brujo’) par excellence. According to the astral whispers, his skills in that regard included the jackass love curse, the curse of the third-eye point, the curse of the sacred semen, the marriage bed curse, and other curses. Scapegoating and blackmail apparently were several of the tools he used to lay the curse of the social gaffe. For the laying of curses and casting of spells it was whispered that he mostly employed others, or induced the help of others.
It would seem, from the astral rumors, that there were instances of psychic heart attack, psychic murder, psychic rape, psychic spying (remote viewing for the Dark), voodoo (including donkey man and zombie instances of psychic victims).
His mind control skills, according to the astral airs, included a very strong … even demonic … mind control ability … perhaps through a Deal with the Devil. My own feeling was that this man I saw on the psychic plane … whatever his true identity was … was getting an assist from a ‘Big Bad’, with whom he had formed an alliance.
That ‘Big Bad’, I felt, leant him almost insurmountable mesmeric ability, including ‘casting’ thought forms (clair ventriloquism), the psychic ‘cull’, entrainment, lockdown, mimicry, mind mud, mind slides, redirection, skinny dipping (Soul signature dipping), and the dreaded ‘mind wipe’.
Because of his early Soul wounding, the astral rumors had it that untoward events occurred on the grounds of the West Los Angeles spiritual center for which he was the leader. Apparently these may have included allotment of employee labor for hostile takeovers of other spiritual groups; theft of intellectual property with intent to profit from it; use of mind control with intent to influence world affairs; and … according to the astral airs … alliance with Grey Aliens (aka Zeta Reticulans, Roswell Greys, or Grays) with fascist intent of authoritarian or dictatorial ultranationalism.
Because of the tenor of his world interests, and because of his early Soul wounding, apparently he sometimes suffered from demonic obsession. Tangential to that, astral rumor had it that he was a Controller, an Illuminati, a ‘psychic terrorist’.
On a note less monumental, astral rumor was that he was an antisocial personality who sometimes ‘acted out’ …
that Witchy Woman Hater ordered his employees to mesmerize visitors to his grounds so that these guests would offer his group bequests, and that he followed up by ordering the guests be murdered, by means either psychic or physical … and sometimes, according to the astral lore, through cannibalism;
that ‘black widower’ events were promoted amongst his lay people, provided a portion of the late wife’s estate be donated to Witchy Woman Hater’s group;
that those under his command practiced genital mutilation to gain psychic control of male lay members and guests on the group’s grounds
that he hated women who have a strong third-eye point, upon whom he might set his employees with intent to murder;
that he passed on HIV to employees (both male and female) who were won to the act of intercourse through mind control;
that he was subject to the negative karma incurred through the practice of group black tantra (reverse kundalini);
that he had a partiality for paraphilia including sadomasochism, penetration with a foreign object, and substitution of spit (saliva) for semen to represent intercourse; and that the latter two predilections had to do with avoiding the act of sexual intercourse so as to shore up the notion of his moral and spiritual superiority;
that he was a ‘john’ for child traffickers;
and that he practiced mental control of children, both male and female, with the aim of intercourse; and
that he order his young lovers be murdered when they became ill with AIDS so as to avoid paying their medical bills.
Because Witchy Woman Hater was the leader of a West Los Angeles spiritual group, it seemed to me there was a glom effect that spread out to the employees, other Spiritual Adepts, and the lay people who came to that place, and the malware within his energy field because of his early Soul wounding found a home in the energy fields of others on the grounds as well. Apparently, this resulted in thoughts, daydreams, and nightmares about Soul wounding topics, and occasional ‘acting out’ by these other people of the dreams of their leader as he lay sleeping.
I feel that the pall of secrecy which lay over the grounds from the year 2000 to about the year 2016 … the deep, dark veil of magical allure; the sleepy time notion that the subconscious mind ought nod off; and the egoic terror I felt when I so much as viewed the grounds from their gates, had to do with a ‘prime directive’ at all costs to avoid disclosure, public humiliation, and loss of the status through which these perks of his job might be obtained.
Then in about the year 2016, the cloak of secrecy lifted from the grounds … though the earth there still reeked of death and decay, the keepers of the place seemed far less darkling danger-fraught. It was a miracle, truly. I thought at the time it might be that he had retired and relocated to another place.
The events described above, which I discovered through the astral airs alone, are noted in the below links. As the reader no doubt knows, astral insights, while they may have a modicum of truth, must be taken with a sizeable ‘grain of salt’.
Also see the complete Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies series … Link: “Compendium: All Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020; updated on 28 April 2022; revised on 23 March 2023, on 26 March 2023, and on 24 June 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jyF ..
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Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.
For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.
2015
Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Kw ..
Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6K6 ..
Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-46E ..
Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..
2016
Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-50M ..
Link: “City Dome of Los Angeles, mid-June 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 14 June 2016; published on 23 June 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5HW ..
Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5T8 ..
Link: “Update on the City Dome of Los Angeles, 31 July 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 31 July 2016; published on 1 August 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5XV ..
Link: “Compendium: Los Angeles Astral City Dome,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 August 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5Y6 ..
Link: “What Really Happens When a Person Practices Black Magic?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 October 2016… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6gs ..
Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6kj ..
Link: “The Dwelling Curse and An ‘Answering Symbol’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 1 November 2016; published on 3 November 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6lD ..
Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7p8 ..
2017
Link: “City Domes and the Clearing of Gaia,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 9 February 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6ZD ..
Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..
Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp ..
Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7E2 ..
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Trauma from Conflicting Parental Demands,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GX ..
Link: “Subconscious Symbolism: ‘Getting Popped’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GZ ..
2018
Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; published on 8 April 2018; 24revised on 18 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xp ..
Link: “The Daemon Lover . an Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised …. https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8BQ ..
Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8HX ..
Link: “Devil and Fallen Angel,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sH ..
Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..
2019
Link: “Collapse of the City Dome of Los Angeles and ‘Laying’ of Curses to Do with a Child’s Corpse,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2019; published on 7 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dvU ..
Link: “Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..
2020
Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 22 January 2020; published on 5 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jqZ ..
Link: “Implantation of False Childhood Memories Through Hypnosis,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hDc ..
Link: “Decades of Persecution by a Mind Control Cult . and How to Avoid Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 18 May 2020; published on 22 June 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nsB ..
Link: “Black Tantra Warnings: Will You Choose Apocalypse or New Life on New Earth?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 15 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jaU ..
Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jgo ..
Link: “Indigenous Creeds, Shamanism and the Experience of Reverse Kundalini,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2020. Edited and added to a longer blog as well … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jjQ ..
Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nRK ..
Link: “Reverse Kundalini Syndrome,” a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jGC ..
2021
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies, Law Enforcement, and the Mirage of Mind Control to Create a New World Order,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 May 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mTk ..
Link: “Organizational Chart of the ‘Black Magicker’ Neo-Hindu Cult That Kills and Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett,imaged and published on 19 October 2021; revised on 7 May 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-pou ..
2023
Link: “Astral Stories: A Subconscious Metaphor and a Warning About Enticement of Children by Adults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 12 March 2023 and published on 14 March 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-tGV ..
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 12 August 2020; revised on 14 March 2023, on 7 May 2023, on 24 June 2023, and on 18 May 2025
Previously titled: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences – Compendium: Witchy Woman” and “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Witchy Woman Hater”
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Here is quite a bit of intel on the United States Mafia, garnered from my reading or else through intuition. Please take it with a grain of salt, and see how it sits with what you, my reader, feel to be true.
Here is an updated version of Wikipedia’s “Mafia Crime Family Structure Tree,” which is to say, a crime family organizational chart. The chart adaptations I have made have to do with my clair senses, especially clairaudience, and not with experiences I have had on the physical plane …
Image: “Crime Family Structure,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 22 March 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 … DESCRIPTION: Starting at the top tier of the structure tree: Center of tier: Boss (Central United States). To the right of that: Consigliere (Central United States) Lawyer – Money Launderer. Tier 2: Center of the Tier: Underboss (Central United States). Tier 3, from left: East Coast Caporegime; Central United States Caporegime; West Coast Caporegime. Tier 4, from left (beneath each Caporegime): Soldiers – Confidence Men and Women (Con Artists); Murderers (Hatchet Men and Women); Mercenaries – Soldiers of Fortune. Tier 5: Associates – Drawn in through trickery, blackmail, or bribery … CREDITS: Adapted from “Mafia Crime Family Structure Tree,” by MaEr, vector by El torero, 3 November 2008, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Mafia_family_structure_tree.en.svg … public domain
Image: “Crime Family Structure,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 22 March 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 …
DESCRIPTION: Starting at the top tier of the structure tree: Center of tier: Boss (Central United States). To the right of that: Consigliere (Central United States) Lawyer – Money Launderer. Tier 2: Center of the Tier: Underboss (Central United States). Tier 3, from left: East Coast Caporegime; Central United States Caporegime; West Coast Caporegime. Tier 4, from left (beneath each Caporegime): Soldiers – Confidence Men and Women (Con Artists); Murderers (Hatchet Men and Women); Mercenaries – Soldiers of Fortune. Tier 5: Associates – Drawn in through trickery, blackmail, or bribery …
Lowest Rung of the Mafia Organizational Chart: The Lambs
Beneath the Associates on the above organizational chart, and too numerous to mention, are the ‘Lambs’ … the men and women who unwittingly walk into the den of the Wolf Boss of the Mafia, which generally operates on the ‘outer circle’ level as something innocuous … maybe as a non-profit organization or charity intent on helping out humankind, for instance.
Thus well-meaning Lambs walk in, year after year. These Lambs are the lowest rung of the Mafia organizational chart. The coffers of the Mafia are enriched through their fleecing and their slaughter.
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STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURES OF THE UNITED STATES MAFIAtop
Source of the Information in This Section
The information in this section is drawn mainly from intuition, especially through the psychic abilities of clairaudience and clairvoyance. I also drew on research I did while co-authoring this book (using the pen name ‘Cricket Clagett’) quite some years ago …
Citation: “1001 Ways to Avoid Getting Mugged, Murdered, Robbed, Raped, or Ripped Off,” by Vivo Bennett and Cricket Clagett, 1 January 1977 (out of print).
Note that there are similarities between the United States Mafia, killing cults, outlaw gangs, and street gangs. Of course, there are also differences, and these would be an interesting course of study.
The Boss
The Boss of the United States Mafia will be a man who is supremely adept at mind control and emotional manipulation.
The Boss’s cavalier attitude toward the value of life of the weak, whether very young or very old, is part and parcel of his attitude toward the sanctity of life in general.
The Mafia Boss is a ‘Circle of One’ person, and antisocial personality. In Occult lore he would be tagged a Dark Soul, a psychic Vampire, or a Reptilian. I think of him as a Cannibal; a person who lives off the flesh and blood of all the other people he encounters.
For more on this, see my blog categories: Circle of One … Antisocial personalities … Dark Souls – Soulless men … Vampires … Reptilians … Cannibals … and … Mind Control
The Caporegimes (‘Capos’)
The Caporegimes preferably will be female. They are the leaders of Soldier crews subordinate to the crew of the Boss. Their crews will be in geographic areas different from that of the Boss.
Killing and Non-Killing Members of the Mafia
Likely the Boss will avoid personally killing anyone. However, being psychically gifted, through remote viewing he will take vicarious satisfaction in slayings by his Soldiers.
Mafia members are partitioned, in the Boss’s mind, into ‘killing members‘ (that is, ‘Soldiers’) and ‘non-killing members’ (‘Associates’ and ‘Lambs’).
Levels of Complicity of Mafia Members
Killing Members (‘Soldiers’) both male and female, are clearly complicit with the Mafia.
Non-killing members include ‘Lambs’ and ‘Associates’. Lambs are law-abiding people who are targeted for rapine and mayhem by the Mafia. Associates are former Lambs who have been made complicit through minor criminal acts.
Induction into the Mafia
The Boss will attempt to addict non-killing members to drugs through violent attack, and then have sex with them. His wife may be present during this ritual, which is an attempt to induct the non-killing member into ‘killing member’ status, sometimes successful and sometimes not.
By weakening the mind of the non-killing member through drug use, and weakening their moral sense through tying their sex drive to his own, the Boss will have better success in asking them to kill for him. This ‘order to kill’ may take a form other than the drive-by-killing induction typical of street gangs here in Los Angeles.
For instance, the Boss may ask his non-killing members to sacrificed their family members, friends, and acquaintances ‘for the good of the group’. This act of sacrifice makes the Lambs complicit with the Mafia.
In this regard, I make note of a time-honored confidence game gambit called ‘the Cull‘; this consists of relentless attempts, by hook or by crook, to dissolve the bonds of affection between the Lamb and his or her family and friends, so that the Mafia will then supersede them in the eyes of the Lamb.
The Mafia and the Act of Murder
Killing must occur to sate the compelling need-to-kill of the Boss, and to consolidate his power.
Lambs who cannot be compromised are killed; this is explained to the group as being ‘for the good of the group’. Thus all remaining group members, whether Soldiers or Associates, are complicit.
Rule of Non-Fraternization with Lambs and Associates Boosts the Morale of Soldiers Against the Inevitable Act of Murder
To prevent murder of Lambs and Associates from affecting the morale of his Soldiers (both male and female), the Boss will set a rule of non-fraternization with non-killing members. Soldiers will not be allowed to talk with non-killing members.
To the Lamb the organization is shrouded in secrecy. It appears to be a secret cult, which one, through being judged worthy by the Boss, at some point might reveal its secrets. The organization will not be known to the Lamb to be a crime family; rather, the Lamb will see it through an artificial lens or looking glass devised by the Boss. To the Lamb, the organization may pose, for example, as a humanitarian group or a non-profit organization working for the good of the the people of the world. As well, the Boss, who will be proficient in mind control, may display ‘wow you’ psychic abilities that woo the neophyte to join up.
How Lambs and Associates Look to Soldiers
From the vantage point of the Soldiers, Lambs walk in to the slaughter. If they make it to the grade of Associates, then they will at some point be targeted by a group action of the Soldiers, at the request of the Boss, as scapegoats to be reported to law enforcement as having committed murders or other crimes in actuality committed by the Mafia.
Sacrificial Victims: Order of Sacrifice
Lambs are sacrificed before Associates. Lambs are sacrificed routinely, year after year.
Soldiers who have killed too often, and who draw attention to themselves, are killed. This is a relatively rare event, as all Soldiers know what awaits them if their obedience is less than complete.
Rules of Killing
If there is a female Caporegime who is on the outs with the Boss, she will be sacrificed by the Boss and his wife on home turf. The Boss and some of his Soldiers will be present.
If a female Soldier is on the outs with the Boss’s wife, she will be sacrificed by the Boss’s wife on home turf.
If a female Lamb who is ‘on the outs’ leaves the Mafia’s home turf, the Boss will send male Soldiers, in ones or twos, to kill her. The Boss will say to himself, subconsciously: She knows too much. She knows who and what I am.
If there is a male Soldier who is on the outs with the Boss, he will be genitally mutilated by the Boss and another of his Soldiers.
Inner Circle Techniques: Black Magic, Blood Sacrifice, Torture
Black magic, and periodic, ritual blood sacrifice, especially of infants, prepubescent boys, and voluptuous women, are features of the Mafia.
Torture of group members is a feature of the Mafia; this occurs when murder victims are unavailable. The Boss will advise Soldiers and Associates who are tortured that this is ‘for their own good’.
Earmarks of Mafia Membership: Extreme Fear . Unwavering Loyalty
Extreme fear … terror of being caught out or of being killed … is the hallmark of membership in the Mafia. To my mind, it is the cause of the unquestioning loyalty of Soldiers, Consigliere and Caporegimes to their Boss.
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PATHOLOGICAL SEXUAL PATTERNS IN THE UNITED STATES MAFIAtop
In this section are pathological sexual patterns of the United States Mafia, intuitively perceived and not from ‘hands on’ experience …
Consolidation of Troops: The Mafia Harem
The Boss will, ideally to his way of thinking, have sex with all Mafia members, male and female, and he may prevent them from having sex with each other. This is a bonding ritual of members with the Boss, to do with feral pack instincts.
Those who have sex most often with the Boss are his most significant Soldiers, both male and female; they may undergo genital mutilation or tattooing as a mark of membership in the Mafia.
Soldiers: Psychic Rape Gangs
Soldiers are organized into psychic rape gangs. These rape gang members may consist of male or female Soldiers. Victims may be Associates or Lambs; if Lambs, they may be inducted, or they may be killed. This is seen as a sign of the Boss’s omnipotence, and an opportunity for killing members to act out their feral drives or pack instincts of sexual aggression.
Psychic rape may be organized by the leader as a 24/7 event, with members participating in shifts; the victim will be a female Lamb. This the Boss sees as a group consolidation effort, along the same lines as the thought that a war might be instigated by the leader of a government to quell domestic unrest.
Killing of the Unborn, and of Children
The Boss attempts to deter pregnancies in the Mafia, as natal family bonding is seen as a threat to his dominance over the group. Pregnancy prevention may take the form of advice to Soldiers who are husbands regarding birth control, or demands by the Boss that the husbands have sex with him rather than with their wives.
This deterrence of pregnancy may be symbolically expressed on the psychic plane as ‘reaming out’ of the reproductive organs of the Soldiers’ wives or of female Lambs ‘for their own good’. Sometimes the astral story involves casting of devils or demons into the womb of Soldiers’ wives, which seems to the mind-controlled Soldier to require him to kill his wife ‘for her own good’. It may also manifest as psychic rape of Lambs or Associates, both male and female, which involves them in fantasized acts of sex that get in the way of going out and seeking to have sex on the physical plane.
When babies are conceived in the Mafia, the leader will attempt to kill them, through mind control of the Soldier husband; this may result in abortion induced on either the physical or the astral plane. (Astral abortion occurs when the husband’s thought forms cause contraction of his pregnant wife’s uterine muscles.)
This killing of unborn (or possibly newborn) babies may have to do with the feral nature of the Mafia organization; male lions, for instance, will kill the cubs of female lions in their pride if they are not the biological fathers.
Killing of Soldiers’ Parents and of the Elderly
Euthanasia of the elderly is the Boss’s cup of tea.
The Boss may routinely advise his Soldiers to murder their aging parents, so that the property of parents can be added to his coffers.
To those of his Soldiers who are in occupations allied with health care, he may issue an order that they euthanize the elderly in a health care facility in exchange for payments by cash-strapped children of the elderly.
Boss’s ‘First Wife’ Mind Controlled to Have Sex with Single Women in the Group
The Boss, whose favored form of sexual expression may be MSM (men who have sex with men), may mind control his legal wife (his ‘first wife’) into having physical sex with single women in the group, This is a bonding ritual in which the wife acts as an alter ego for her husband, so as to consolidate his power over the group.
‘Second Wives’: Caporegimes and Others
The leader will have ‘second wives’, sometimes at a physical distance from the first wife, and sometimes nearby. The most important of his ‘second wives’ will be his female Caporegimes. Female Caporegimes are subordinated to the Mafia Boss through the act of sex, and the psychically induced thought of having sex (aka ‘psychic rape’).
When a female Caporegime is in the physical presence of the Boss, Mafia operating procedures require her to have sex with him, or of offering obeisance to him through fellatio (oral sex).
When Caporegimes are at a distance, they experience 24/7 astral rape through mind control by one or two of the Boss’s soldiers (who pass for the Boss, in the eyes of the Caporegime).
Female Caporegimes who are at a physical distance from the Boss are perceived by him as leading additional ‘feral packs’ subordinate to the Boss’s main feral pack. This is the Boss’s effort to curb the female Caporegimes’ competitive drive, and channel it into consolidation of the subordinate packs with his main pack through the act of sex. Thus, to the Boss, these sexual operating procedures ‘consolidate the troops’.
To the female Caporegime, these sexual operating procedures mean that she has finally ‘made the grade’ … She is finally one with the inner circle; she will privileged to participate in this act, whether physically or astrally. To a confidante, she may refer to it obliquely, and with a sense of awe, as ‘that thing that we do’.
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HOW CAN AMERICANS SUBDUE THE STRIDENT BARK OF THE MAFIA ON THE PSYCHIC PLANE?top
This section is intuitively perceived and has to do with the impact of the Mafia’s thought forms on the noosphere of Earth …
To the psychically aware, the stance of the Mafia … its bearing in the psychic realm … has to do with its operating procedures. Thus we hear, on the psychic plane, constant allusions to murder, theft, rape, all kinds of law-breaking, narcissism, antisocial humor, and the like. These are earmarks (and to the psychic, quite an astral earful!) of the thought processes of the Mafia.
I feel it must be that the thoughts of Mafia members are full of feral emotions, and that it is the weight of these emotions which makes their thoughts so loud, on the psychic plane.
Thus I advise the members of small towns in the United States: If, as you become more sensitive during the process of Ascension, you begin to feel that you are hemmed in, astrally, by such thoughts and emotions, then know that the Mafia is operating in your town.
You and your town council must take the necessary steps to ban these people and their operations from your town, so that they may not injure your family and friends.
Well, Dear Ones, enough of all that! Take care, through these times of trouble.
May each of you be in the best of health, and the happiest of spirits.
May you be untroubled.
May you be free to experience joy in the moment, in every moment, now and forever!
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 22 March 2020; revised and republished on 29 March 2020; revised again on 15 June 2020 and on 20 February 2025
Previously titled: United States Crime Family Structure … and … United States Mafia Organizational Chart and Operating Procedures
See also … Link: “Organizational Chart of the ‘Heart Vampire’ Crime Family and Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett, drawn and published on 10 February 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lrx ..
Notes: The final two sections above are adapted from Link: “Community Health: Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb …
These two blogs were excerpted from this blog and set forth as separate blogs so that they might not be overlooked …
Link: “Pathological Sexual Patterns in the United States Mafia,” by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 30 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 22 March 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jLm .
Link: “How Can Americans Subdue the Strident Bark of the Mafia on the Psychic Plane?” by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 30 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 22 March 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jLm .
For the ‘new look’ of the American mafia today see … Link: “Con Operations with a Facelift,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Qf ..
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This is my telepathic understanding of what seemed to me to be a cannibalistic killing cult from which I fled to save my life. This happened many years ago.
INTRODUCTION
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM [Heart Vampire]
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide
Paraphilia
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger [Heart Vampire]
Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Footnote on Relationship of Vallecito Lake to Middle Mountain
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
Innate Ability to Hypnotize or ‘Mesmerize’
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
Code of Silence for Followers
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
IN CONCLUSION
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION
This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…
Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
Link: “Ego 1: Circle of One . I Am the Only Ego in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, published 15 August 2016; revised 7 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-623 ..
To begin: It is my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I am looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.
I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive …
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM? [Heart Vampire]
“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic … For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians … Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
[Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I have also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]
Consequentialism
I find this of interest because it is a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I have heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing.
Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy …
“Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means” … meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable …” –from Link: “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
For more on this, see my blog category: Consequentialism
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer …
“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’ … He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blog on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss …
Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient . by Robert Waska, Ph.D..” referral by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6go ..
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality? Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.
Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers …
“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia) …”–from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide. Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘mind slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I will kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.
A similar ‘cannibal mind slide’ would be: I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.
Paraphilia
Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals …” –from Link: “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus …
The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time …
This snippet of conversation gleaned from the astral plane offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’. Here is the associated story …
……………….. Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger[Heart Vampire] 25 March 2025: This is not about anyone living locally here in Los Angeles. It is a story from quite some while ago.
On the astral plane I heard about a man who did not like to flush the toilet if it had urine in it. This person would let urine sit in the toilet week after week, so that the whole house was full of the smell of urine. This is unusual.
When his rational mind was asked the question, “Why do you do that?” he would say, “to conserve water.” But when his subconscious mind was asked the question through telepathy, he would say (and this is very interesting) because when people die their bladders are loose and they let out urine, and then it smells like urine.
Then telepathically I said: “But why is it that you like that smell?” Then the man’s inner child … the wounded inner child … the subconscious mind said, “because I love to kill them.”
This comment from his subconscious mind has to do with a totally different level of reality to do with wounding of the first chakra … to do with fear of death and desire to kill … desire to murder.
It is possible that fascination with the smell of urine tangled with a feeling of bloodlust (that is, uncontrollable desire to kill or maim people) might have extended to unusual feelings associated with the smell of uric acid excreted as the skin sweats.
That might provide an explanation for the man’s fascination with castrating or killing the young men with whom he enjoyed amorous congress.
Here (as I conceive it) is the subconscious trigger and cascade: Sweat with an urine smell … desire to have a tumble in the hay … consummation of that desire … desire to kill … and then ‘so long young man’.
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Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
Here is another astral story …
The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.
This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity’ …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Further, serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story, I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year-old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.
At any rate, here is the [clearly unprovable] astral story… I will use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air. DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake [see footnote at the end of this section], on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.
At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.
From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.
This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.
Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple whom they admired; this second couple was, according to the astral story, also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I do not know.
I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain [see footnote at the end of this section] in the summer of 2013. I do not know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.
I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.
On a tangent, I later heard that the first man later used the same [presumably 4-foot-long] lead-lined box to ship the decapitated body of the wife of the second couple to her deceased parents’ home to be buried in the right side of the front yard, and that the body was discovered as ‘Jane Doe’ by the Los Angeles Police Department, which could not identify it for lack of the head. Also that the wife had been slain by her husband so that he might obtain her parents’ home for himself.
Nothing is for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case.
Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR …
Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
Along these lines, there was a further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man purportedly poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as a form of risk mitigation.
By way of aside, the following year, I clairly heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.
Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.
In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person …
The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There is a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom traveled.
Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
Speaking now from a 3D perspective, from the realm of physical reality: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual.) If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in fellatio, and also perhaps in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion perhaps being that they meant to control him.
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: If a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.
Let us take a look at this relief of Lilith, which reminds me of a different woman, the wife of the second couple described in the astral story above. Coincidentally, it also appeared along with the earliest promotional material for this book …
Citation: “Mission to Earth A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba [no publication year listed] …
… which I discuss in another blog …
Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..
…
Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair (a tableau I once observed).
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
Here is more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael. The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” –from Link: “Lilith” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that …
The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil;
That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished; and
That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.
From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this …
He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (that is, he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (that is, he was able to control her)
His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (that is, she could not be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers … Video: “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” by Jack London, 24 February 2013 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10… starting at 16.40 (that is, he must have complete control of his wife or followers). I recommend viewing the video, from which I learned quite a lot.
For more on the Lilith legend, see Link: “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5lz ..
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age? [For more on an astral story about this see my blog category: catastrophic childhood experiences ]
Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
It is possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother was not willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: There may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.
Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages …
“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis … ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’ … This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor) …
“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’ … Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity … Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Innate Ability to Hypnotize
Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abused—emotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.
As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents … For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.
Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toole … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts).
“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range … A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89 …” –fromLink: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth.
He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.
Code of Silence for Followers
We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would leave the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.
Further, by preventing personal relationships from taking place on the physical plane, it might make it easier for him to sacrifice any member of his group, at his convenience, without upsetting his other followers as much as might have been the case had they become friends with each other.
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say, at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, telekinesis, and levitation (which, according to occult theory, is accomplished with the help of demon allies), in addition to the innate ability to mind control.
What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance …
when he used drugs or
when he was drowsy or asleep.
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage …
perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.
They might attempt …
to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
to imprison or control her; or
to kill her.
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.
In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?
This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman?
Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….
Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this shocking scenario that I viewed on the astral plane …
Both are invited to a sexual rendezvous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: Prop him up against the wall.
My thoughts on this scenario …
In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency. Such might happen were the serial killer to be experiencing male menopause, for instance.
His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.
IN CONCLUSION
These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I have attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
See also … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..
Written and published on 17 November 2016; revised on 5 July 2023; revised again on 25 March 2025 using transcription of a 22 October 2016 video
Previously titled: Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories
For more on the nicknames bracketed above, search my blog for: Compendium Heart Vampire … Compendium Inanna … Compendium Torturess … Compendium Hunter-Snuffer
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Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT
EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION
Over-sensitization to Sexual Aggression
Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women
Fear of Territorial Aggression
Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons
Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father
MORE INFORMATION
PHOTOS BY ALICE
Dear Ones,
This is an astral story about a young boy’s Soul wounding on encountering a ‘witchy woman’, and being injured by her jealous boyfriend. It also talks about how this second chakra wounding manifested in his later life.
There is information on the function of the third eye-point (the pituitary gland) as compared to the folklore notion of the ‘evil eye’. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and after that, a lengthy discussion of the issue brought up in the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I have a story I heard on the astral plane and from the astral stories some years back; might have been in 2013. And I thought I would run through it very quickly, from the standpoint of healing, maybe in a psychological context. Or possibly in the context of my new, inner child therapy, which works very quickly, so it has that to its advantage.
Anyway, however the method of healing, here is the gist of the issue that caused the Soul wounding, either in this lifetime or in some other lifetime, for a young man maybe between the age of 9 and 14 … sometime in early young manhood.
He was a sharecropper’s son. The family was just eking out an existence in a rural environment, maybe to the west of the Appalachians … in the scrubby flatlands to the west of the Appalachians. It came to the time of his initiation into manhood, and his first act of intercourse.
You know, in some areas … in some folklore … they think that the pituitary gland and the pineal gland … the light that comes forth from them, through the third eye-point is evil. And that can be the case, that curses and so forth, or love charms and like that, are promoted through the malware of the third eye-point, if the energy is not cleared and balanced. But the main function of the third eye-point is to keep the body healthy, and to keep all the subtle bodies healthy too.
I thought I would mention that because he was in a situation where the nearest possible willing person was an older woman, in his context … maybe not that old … maybe in her 20s … who was known, in the area, for having the ‘evil eye’. And what that means to a young person, is that the person in question has formidable psychic powers, and is dangerous because of that.
So, in addition to the concerns that a young child might have about proving his manhood, there was also the concern about the evil eye and the psychic powers of this woman that ended up having intercourse with him.
So, he was very young. And he fell in love with her. And he thought to go back another time, to visit her. And when he went there, a really terrible thing happened. She had a boyfriend, apparently, or an admirer, who waylaid this young child, and genitally mutilated him. And so then he had this Soul wounding and physical wounding; I am not sure to what extent.
At least he was alive, and he was allowed to go home. But then he was plagued by visions of the third eye-point of this woman … this ‘witchy woman’ … whom he felt to be attacking him. And eventually, after some years, he ended up persuading a friend or acquaintance to go and end her life. So, through him, she … his very first love … was murdered.
Time went on; much time has gone one. But today, the outcome of this Soul wounding has been that he projects onto women … especially women who have third eye-point ability … as many students of the Indian arts have … he projects onto them his terror of this first woman … and his terror, also, of that sex act … because it was because of the sex act that he received the genital mutilation. And it was the woman’s third eye-point that symbolized this extreme feeling of upset and injury and terror. Although it was, in fact, the man in this situation who caused the injury.
So, from a psychological point of view, I would say that he projected onto that woman his fear of that man, because he felt (I would say, were I a psychologist) that the man was too dangerous to blame for that incident. The man was surely too dangerous to even ideate, or think about. So he projected that upset that he felt onto the woman.
Decades went on; and in his mature years, this memory of unresolved Soul wounding expresses itself in his life in this way: I think … I am not totally clear on this, but it seems to me from the astral stories … about this person, who may actually be an archetypal image, rather than a person … It seems to me, from the astral stories, that his sex life consists of rectal intercourse with other men, and that he is the recipient of that rectal intercourse, because of the nature of his genital wounding.
Now the psychological payoff or advantage, is that he gathers friendships amongst men who, because of the childhood wounding, seem to be far more powerful than they actually are in the world. So his friendships are with the men that he has sex with. And so the intention is to mitigate that ever-present danger to his genitals, and to his continued physical existence.
His attitude towards women is one of mistrust … of uneasiness and mistrust. When he is confronted with their attraction to him, he then returns to that original story about the Soul wounding and the genital mutilation, and their flirtation becomes to him an imminent danger. and threat to his life.
So he responds to flirtation by women in a way that seems to most people to be too hyper-responsive, you know? … too emotionally intense, in the negative realm.
If he finds that … because of societal expectations … he must have intercourse with a woman, so as to appear to fit into a social setting, he will have rectal intercourse with her. He will need a prosthesis to do that … and she may never know that, but she will leave that encounter feeling that she has been … in our terms of the Awakening … ‘malwared up’, because the emotion and the images that are stores in his electromagnetic field in his second chakra involved such a shocked amount of unresolved injury, what you might call post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) there … which is transferred during the act of sex; it is totally transferred to the other person … kept by the one person, and transferred to the other person.
Not necessarily permanently, but perhaps for some time, there will be the need to regenerate the electromagnetic field, and clear it, for a woman who has intercourse with him.
If the person is psychically gifted, then we may find that he is going out there on the astral plane, at night … perhaps his own wounded astral form is going out there, during dreamtime … He may or may not be conscious of this, depending on whether or not he can do lucid dreaming … He is going out and destroying women’s dreams of having romantic relationships. This is a topic I have covered elsewhere, using the term ‘dream snatchers’ …
Link: “Dream Snatchers,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 25 October 2016; transcribed on 22 July 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jX ..
He may even try to remodel their dreams, so that they suit a purpose that he has for himself and his own life. In these days of higher light … of more intense Incoming Light, this is no longer possible. But before 2012, it was possible for a ‘super-psy’ person to do that kind of work with a limited number of women or men. So there is that.
Now, talking about the men that he has intercourse with: He will want to conceal the fact that he prefers MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual expression from the general public. Now why this is, that he would feel exceptionally so, in this regard … why he would be so sensitive to the need for concealment … I am not certain …
Maybe because of the great repressive energy around the original wounding.
Maybe because of the projection of the wounding onto the woman also conceals a great fear that he has about men.
Maybe there is a concern that the men involved in his social, sexual life might do him great damage, because of the concealed, great fear that he has because of the original wounding.
Oh, one other thing: There are these things called the glom effect, that happened on Earth for a long time; but they are clearing now. And that is a confluence, and flowing, in the noosphere, of energies that are similar.
And in physical life, this is expressed as a tendency to gather around oneself, or to go out and associate with people who have energy strands in their electromagnetic field that are similar to, or glommable with, one’s own. And so in this case, there would be a tendency for people to gather around this person, or for this person to associate with people who have second chakra Soul wounding of other sorts.
One of the more serious expressions of second chakra Soul wounding that might glom to such a person, has to do with the tendency to look at women as sexual objects, to consider that they have no sentient Awareness, to imagine them simply as objects, and to go forth, with sexual allure, to garner women and their property, such as money, or else a house, or like that.
So that is just one sort of energy, as it is expressed in the world, that might glom to the very vast, misogynist mental filter that is the shadow of the patriarchy mental filter in existence until 2012.
Right now the pendulum is shifting back, and men and women are coming more into the balance of Sacred Sexuality and the sacred norm. So all these things are coming to light, and each person … each man … needs to evaluate his own situation, and decide how to act in the future, and how to best get through the clearing and the disclosure to his own Soul.
[This is the end of the video. For the photos in the video, see the section ‘Photos by Alice’ below.]
HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT
In the story described on the video, had the man been less severely injured by the jealous boyfriend, then the mature love life might have manifested as wary sexual relations with women, keeping them at a distance, and engaging in sex infrequently and never with a woman who is in relationship. This would be because, similar to the defense mechanism described in the video, he might have projected the fear he felt of men onto women (who would be perceived as less dangerous than men, and so more approachable for sex). He might steer clear of men, so as to mitigate the perceived danger of being around them.
EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION
Over-Sensitization to Sexual Aggression
The story in this video describes an exaggerated sense of sexual fear in mature life that is caused by an early childhood experience that sets a child up to experience fear every time he has sex.
Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women: The result is a simple defense mechanism set up by the subconscious mind to ‘ward off’ a danger to which the early experience over sensitizes the child. This defense mechanism involves displacing one’s fear of men onto women (who are weaker, thus less fearful) and of staving off fear of men through placatory rectal intercourse (a behavior found among the lesser males toward the alpha males of baboon troops).
The recurring theme of mistrust and hatred of women welling up from the deep subconscious mind might be termed ’emotional dysregulation’ whose root cause is over sensitization to sexual aggression. For more in this see …
On the clair plane, I have also run into over sensitization to the threat of territorial aggression, to do with early childhood Soul wounding when a young child suffered physical injury and lost his family as a result of being at the effect of a war of territorial aggression. In subsequent early youth he lived among a group of children who, for some years, needs must break into deserted homes in a war-torn area for food and shelter.
In mature life, this over sensitization manifests as these deep subconscious themes:
Feeling threatened by neighbors, both male and female
Ideation that other people’s property is his own
The desire to buy neighboring properties, so as to feel secure in the territory he has.
Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. This man’s over sensitization to territorial aggression is triggered when he ideates that ‘strange men’ might be visiting or living in adjacent homes. It manifests on the clair plane by the ego dissolving into and identifying with men thought of by neighbor women, as if, by his morphing into the persona of all the men she thinks of, he might eliminate the threat of territorial aggression.
On the clair plane, what is heard with this transfer of egoic identity, is the deep subconscious of the man saying, sotto voce …
“And now I am [the name of the person thought of by the neighbor woman].”
For the woman, she continues to hear the clair voice of the ‘strange man’, but the Soul signature and the emotional flavor of the clair communication have the undertone of fear of territorial aggression of the over sensitized neighbor man. The content of the clair talk turns to …
The ‘strange man’ alter ego of the over sensitized man deriding or belittling the neighbor woman or
ostracizing her or
expressing territorial aggressiveness toward her.
The neighbor woman, believing herself to be talking to the strange man, is thus dissuaded from further conversation with him.
A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons. This man has low self-esteem regarding body image and a feeling of low social status, to do, I feel, with the early loss of his natal family. His marriage is perceived as an important means of bolstering his social status.
He has MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual daydreams both as a way to bolster his self-esteem (with the notion that men are more likely to accept him as a daydreamed sexual partner than are women) and as a way to mitigate the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.
I feel that the tendency of heterosexual men to daydream of male sexual partners in the deep subconscious mind is widespread, most likely universal, and that it has to do with this same mitigation of the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.
However, in the case of men who have had early childhood experiences that over sensitize them to fear of territorial aggression by other men, as in the war experience described above, the daydreaming is likely to be more frequent, even habitual. There may also be night dreams or possibly acting out of this theme.
Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. As you may know, when women are seeking a male partner, their astral forms go out onto the astral plane during dreamtime, looking to locate a suitable mate. For the single woman who lives next to the man over sensitized to territorial aggression, when she dream travels to these men, his dreaming form steps into her dream, and shouts at her to go home, that he and his wife are not interested. This is similar to the daydream morphing of his ego into that of ‘strange men’ as mentioned above.
This over sensitization to territorial aggression, and the elaborate defense mechanisms of ego morphing and MSM sexual ideation mentioned above might be considered ’emotional disregulation’ as well, as for most people, the presence of ‘strange men’ doesn’t require always being on guard against them; there is less of a sense of anxiety about it.
Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a mother in youth, the mature man:
May have a fear of following his heart.
He may be over sensitized to societal expectations, introverted, considering change as threat rather than possibly rewarding challenge.
As to the fight or flight response, he might choose flight over fight.
In the scenario of electromagnetic hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the current Awakening process, he might want to look out for thoughts of self-injury, cutting, self-mutilation, accidents both physical and vehicular, and possible thoughts of suicide.
In terms of sexual relations, he might prefer a non-bullying, feminine woman, or possibly a man (perceived as less threatening than a woman). As his Soul clearing slowly but surely takes place, the comfortable possibilities in terms of sexual relations will become broader.
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a father in youth …
If the man identifies with and acts like his father, he is more prone to violent behavior in the context of EMF hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the Awakening process. Violent behavior is a tricky thing to avoid during anxiety attacks caused by Solar Events. (This includes accidents caused by aggressive driving.) My suggestions are …
To bone up on the early warning signs of a panic attack.
To have medications on hand to counteract them.
To put firearms in a locked cabinet, and mail oneself the key
To arrange in advance separate living quarters for oneself, apart from one’s wife and children. These may be as humble as a garage with a dry toilet in it, or it might be a plan to send the wife and children to a relative during Solar Events.
If the man disidentifies with his father’s bullying behavior, he may …
Engage in substance abuse as an avoidance tool, or
Use passive-aggressive behaviors as avoidance tools, or
Engage in negotiatory behavior aimed at mitigating threats from men; these negotiations may involve compromise based on over sensitization to the threat of controlling or bullying behaviors.
Spiffing up communication skills based on assertiveness may allow desensitization to the perceived threat.
………………………………………….. MORE INFORMATION
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..
Also: Search my blog for the term: evil eye
PHOTOS BY ALICE
Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 and on 25 November 2025
