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Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories . by Alice B. Clagett *

Published on 17 November 2016

  • DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM
  • ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
    • Mind Control
    • Cannibalism
    • Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia
    • Coprophilia and Coprophagia
  • ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED
    • On Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
    • How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
  • IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS
  • LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT
  • FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS
  • LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS
    • Innate Ability to Hypnotize
  • SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT
    • Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
    • Code of Silence for Followers
  • THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE
  • RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN
    • Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
    • Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
    • Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
  • IN CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

It’s my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I’m looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.

I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive:

DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM?

“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic.[85] For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians.[86] Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill.[87]” (1) [Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I’ve also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]

I find this of interest because it’s a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I’ve heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing. (2) (For more on this, search my website for the term ‘consequentialism’.)

ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS

Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer:

“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’[97] He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.”[98] (1)

Mind Control. Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”

Cannibalism. Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. (Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blogs on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss.)

Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.

Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers:

“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia).[17]” (1)

Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘brain slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I’ll kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.

A similar ‘cannibal brain slide’ would be: “I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.”

Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia, (3) noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus: “The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time.” This astral story offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’.

Coprophilia and Coprophagia. Here is another astral story: “The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.” This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.

ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED

“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity‘.[16]” (1) Further …

Serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals.[6]” (1)

On Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed

Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story,  I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.

At any rate, here is the (absolutely unprovable) astral story… I’ll use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air.  DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake (4), on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.

At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.

From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.

This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.

Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I don’t know.

I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain (4) in the summer of 2013. I don’t know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.

I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.

Nothing’s for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case. (5)

Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR:

  • Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
  • Along these lines, there was further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as risk mitigating.

How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person

Speaking now from a clair perspective: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example from the realm of imagination: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.

Here is another example from the realm of imagination: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual). If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion being that they meant to control him.

IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS

Similarly, if a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.

Let’s take a look at this relief of Lilith …

burney_relief_babylon_-1800-1750
Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” (6)

Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair.

LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT

Here’s more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael.[4] The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” (7)

So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. (8) From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that:

  • The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil
  • That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished
  • That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.

From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this:

  • He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (i.e., he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
  • His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (i.e., he was able to control her)
  • His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (i.e., she couldn’t be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
  • His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers. See “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10 starting at 16.40 (i.e., he must have complete control of his wife or followers)

FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS

“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting.[6]” (1)

  • Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age?
  • Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?

LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS

It’s possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother wasn’t willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: there may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.

Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages:

“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis.[27] ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’[28] This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor).[29] 

“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’[30] Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity.[31] Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect.[32]” (1)

Innate Ability to Hypnotize. Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abusedemotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member.[6]” (1) It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.

As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents.[6] For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” (1) From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.

Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?

SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT

Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toolehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts). 

“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range.[6][13][20] A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89.[21]” (1) Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?

Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’. In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth. He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.

Code of Silence for Followers. We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would lead the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.

THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE

Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say,  at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including levitation (9), pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis, in addition to the innate ability to mind control.

What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance:

  • when he used drugs or
  • when he was drowsy or asleep.

RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN

What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.

Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled

The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage:

  • perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
  • perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.

They might attempt:

  • to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
  • to imprison or control her; or
  • to kill her.

Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby

The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.

In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?

This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman? Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….

Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?

Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby

Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this scenario: Both are invited to a sexual rendevous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: ‘Prop him up against the wall.’

My thoughts on this scenario:

  • In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency.
  • His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
  • Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.

IN CONCLUSION

These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I’ve attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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FOOTNOTES

(1) from “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Military … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(2) Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy:

“Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means“,[1] meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable.[2]” –from “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(3) “Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals.[1] –from “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(4) Here is a map showing the relationship of Vallecito Lake and Middle Mountain: https://www.google.com/maps/dir/Vallecito+Lake/Middle+Mountain+Campground,+San+Juan+National+Forest,+Forest+Road+603,+Bayfield,+CO+81122/@37.554316,-107.8162884,10z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m13!4m12!1m5!1m1!1s0x873eecf978a6e11b:0xa831f9c4eb879629!2m2!1d-107.5353526!2d37.6979164!1m5!1m1!1s0x873e9c7bcb616af3:0x3cd7764a14a450f7!2m2!1d-107.5368319!2d37.4102889

Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.

In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person:

  • The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There’s a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom travelled.
  • Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
  • Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
  • Here a map of Vallecito Lake showing some of these places: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/20/be/86/20be860258f68fa4e5e6db4eb20de1f2.jpg ..

(5) The following year, I clair heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.

(6)  … from https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

(7) See “Lilith” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

(8) See also “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice, https://iamofthestars.com/2016/05/30/the-lilith-mental-filter-by-alice/

(9) Note that levitation is, according to occult theory, accomplished with the help of demon or allies.

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Summary of the Manhood Meta-Mental Filter . by Alice B. Clagett *

Published on 30 May 2016

  • THE COWBOY SEX MENTAL FILTER
  • THE DOUBLE OH SEVEN MENTAL FILTER
  • THE LILITH MENTAL FILTER
  • THE PATRIARCHAL DOMINATION MENTAL FILTER
  • THE UNISEX MENTAL FILTER
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

I feel the heaviness in the noosphere in recent months, and which will most likely continue for some months to come, has to do with the Manhood Mental Filter resolving globally. I consider this Manhood Mental Filter to be a meta-filter, an umbrella under which many other mental filters fall. Some of the subfilters are noted below; you can read more about them with a search through the categories on my blog.

THE COWBOY SEX MENTAL FILTER

  • A man ropes himself to a woman in the second chakra, and roping the woman’s second chakra to that of another woman — this is psychic rape … M2W2W
  • A man pretends to be a woman, especially a woman who objects to his attempts at psychic rape, while he is psychically raping another woman … M=W2W
  • A man ropes his sexual chakra to woman’s vagina or rectum … M2W
  • A man ropes his wife’s sexual chakra to that of another woman … M->W2W
  • A group leader ropes the sexual chakras of the women in his group serially … M2WWWWW

THE DOUBLE OH SEVEN MENTAL FILTER

This male mental filter visualizes the act of sex as ‘killing’ women … MxW … which has strengthened the serial killer and antisocial personality energy threads in the noosphere. These are now resolving.

THE LILITH MENTAL FILTER

Then there is the Lilith Mental Filter … the male notion that women … or more often, ONE woman (scarlet letter!) is to blame for their thoughts about sexual desire. So, very prevalent in the noosphere right now: Men blaming women for their own sexual urges. Like women’s right to speak, this is an issue that has been resolved in Law, but apparently the energy threads have yet to be transformed in the noosphere.

THE PATRIARCHAL DOMINATION MENTAL FILTER

This is the black magic (deep subconscious) muting of the feminine voice in the noosphere: Women are afraid to clair talk, and when they do, men put them down (third-eye point) and gang rape them (lower triangle). So there is no respect, on the astral plane, for women’s right to speak.

This has given rise to the notion, among men, that women are only a kind of animal … chattel … dumb animals, who have no intelligent thought … like an automobile that you purchase, and then trade in for a newer model. This notion that women are dumb brutes turns men to each other for sexual expression.

Here are some of the astral plane stories that have developed from the Patriarchal Domination energy thread …

  • The story of men ‘jacking off’ together while viewing a pinup of a woman … MMMMM2W. In this story, the men are real people, but the woman is only an object … a piece of paper.
  •  Stories about warring with women
  •  Stories about a group leader who promotes all the members of his group psychically raping a woman who opts out of the group.
  •  Astral chat: On the subconscious plane, a man says to a woman: My thoughts to your thoughts. I AM HIGHER … This confusion of physical tallness with spiritual and mental superiority arises from the symbolic imaging of the subconscious mind.
  •  Another version of this astral chat: The man says to the woman: My mind to your mind … and envisions his mind settling down into, and dissolving the woman’s mind.

THE UNISEX MENTAL FILTER

  • Men’s fundamental misunderstanding of female sexual archetypes. Their belief that women are just like men, only with breasts.
  • Women’s fundamental misunderstanding of male sexual archetypes. Hopes for foreplay. Ideal of chastity.
  • Prevalence among men of pornography viewing, results being reduced satisfaction in the physical act of sex, displeasure with one’s physical sexual partner, decrease in desire for intimacy, and feelings of shame and resentment.
  • Trends in women’s clothing force women into the role of Lilith, of the sex object or sex worker.

CONCLUSION

I feel that the clearing of the Manhood Mental Filter from the noosphere will resolve all the above subfilters as well. This transformation is happening right now. It is a very big noospheric change, and is deeply affecting both men and women.

Please take heart, Dear Ones. These new downloads of Light presage great things to come. As the balance between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine reasserts itself, the current tensions between the genders will be transformed to mutual joy.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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The Lilith Mental Filter . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 30 May 2016, revised

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Image: “Hester Prynne & Pearl Before the Stocks,” from “The Scarlet Letter,” 1878, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hester_Prynne.jpg … public domain

Image: “Hester Prynne & Pearl Before the Stocks,” from “The Scarlet Letter,” 1878, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hester_Prynne.jpg … public domain

Dear Ones,

The Lilith Mental Filter involves the male notion that women … or more often, ONE woman (scarlet letter!) … is to blame for their thoughts about sexual desire. So, very prevalent in the noosphere right now: Men blaming women for their own sexual urges. Like women’s right to speak, this is an issue that has been resolved in law, but apparently the energy threads have yet to be transformed in the noosphere.

In astral chat, I frequently encounter husband-wife teams that work with the Lilith Mental Filter like this (in deep subconscious): The husband wants to acquire more female sexual liaisons. He mind controls the wife subconsciously, as this is the cultural ‘blind’ into which Earth has sunk.

When a husband finds another woman astrally, he says to his wife: My wife, woo her!

… and the wife says: _____ [name of the other woman], love me!

Schematically, it looks like this: M2F2F. For the husband, this keeps the wife in the loop, as she has a role to play. It keeps him out of trouble, as he can say: It wasn’t me! I didn’t do it! … And it saddles the second woman with some trouble, as rising to this sexual prompt, which flows the husband’s sexual energy through the wife’s sexual chakra, and on to the third woman, introduces female-female (F2F) sexual energy into the third woman’s sexual chakra.

  • In other words, this chat on the astral plane is turning women to other women for sexual gratification.
  • This then leaves the husband ‘at loose ends’ … which may have contributed to the prominent noospheric energy thread of men jacking off men … M2M …. (which see, under Patriarchal Domination, below).
  • A further consequence: The third woman, the Lilith, views the husband as dishonest and untrustworthy, because she is being tricked into sexual liaison with the wife, when her true interest lies in a separate and unique husband-wife relationship in which she is the wife.
  • Yet another consequence: The wife develops a feeling of domination over the second woman, the Lilith. This dominance theme prevents true intimacy among women, as they war with each other for what might be termed ‘first wife’ status with the husband.
  • Thus, on the subconscious plane, there is a chat program in place globally, you could call it the “Male –> Female –> Female sexual chat program” … that is turning women to women, and men to men for sexual expression. At the same time, it is turning women against women. As well, the Patriarchal Domination mental filter (described below) is causing outright war by men against women. So in essence, the woman of today has nowhere to go, and nowhere to hide, on the astral plane.

When a second woman is targeted for the Lilith role on the clair plane, the above-described, deeply subconscious husband-wife black magic sexual thought process can be heard over and over again, incessantly, like rapid-fire bullets from a double barrel sexual shotgun, on the astral plane.

For myself, I have found there will be no waking couples up to this deep river of subconscious sexual discourse … not until the mental filter is close to being resolved. My advice to a woman so targeted, is to align completely with the Will, the Heart, and the Mind of God … to cling to God and God consciousness; for in this instance, there is no other recourse.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Sexual Repression and the Clairaudient Plane . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 16 March 2015; transcribed on 18 October 2018
Previously titled: “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Sexual Repression and the Clairaudient Plane”

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Normal Daily Sexual Behavior
    • Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane
    • Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression
    • Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution
    • Dark Love Triangle
      • On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities
      • Dark Love Triangle, Continued
    • The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother
    • Marriage to Lilith
    • Lilith Unmasked
  • OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE
  • POSTSCRIPTS

Dear Ones,

This is about the clearing of sexual repression that is taking place through the Incoming Light, and how that clearing process is manifesting on the clairaudient plane.

There is discussion of the husband – wife – Lilith triad (the Dark Love Triangle or triangle amoureux). Societal expectations. Prostitution. And how to safely navigate the current clearing of sexual repression.

The beautiful instrumental music at the end of the video is “Prelude No. 20,” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0

There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and then an image about Old Lightworkers and the human chakras.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have been thinking about this sexual repression thing. I am going to put up the picture that I used in a previous blog, on this blog, which is about sexual repression and the clairaudient plane … [see below image labeled “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE”]

Some questions came up, clairaudiently; these are: What is sexual repression, and how is it expressed on the clairaudient plane?

Normal Daily Sexual Behavior

First, we need to look at normal daily behavior … what is socially expected of us. And generally, what I see, here in America, are people walking up and down the street, going about their daily adventures, in work and play and chores and so forth.

And they are all fully clothed, even though this is sunny California here. And they do not even meet your eye, or make eye contact, generally… Although you will find, if a woman is very good looking, that men will try to catch her eye, and try to make direct eye contact with her. But often, if she looks in their direction, she will be staring right through them. Or she will be avoiding their gaze altogether.

What I see, in the world in general, day to day, is a sexual urge that is not expressed or acted out, except in a home setting or a bar or strip joint setting. So there are certain places where sexual repression is not needed. But in general, in this society … the work-a-day world, in particular, does involve sexual repression.

Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane

On the clairaudient plane, what I have been hearing is men … gadzillion men … especially on Friday nights and Saturday nights here … who are insistently demanding of sexual attention. By that I mean that it is a second chakra auditory program that repeats and repeats and repeats, without any kind of change-up … an astral ‘tape loop’, as it were.

It is subconscious. It is repressed energy that is expressing itself, without the people who are astrally voicing it actually knowing what they are doing. Although, as time goes on, they begin to relate to it, on the physical plane, and actually consciously hear it.

Amongst women, what I am hearing is: When the man’s attention … this man who is subconsciously imagining or daydreaming about sexuality … when his attention becomes fixed on a particular person, a particular woman … from that woman I hear a negative response: No, no, no! Oh no, Oh no, Oh no! … That kind of response.

But sometimes I hear a coquette response. The feeling is something like this: Oh, you handsome man! Oh my, oh my, oh my! … from women who are willing to respond to that kind of energy.

So, if a man has his mind fixed on a certain object of sexual attention, he can believe that he is receiving that positive sexual response from that person … even though there is a constant ‘switcheroo’ and change-up on the clairaudient plane.

So he may be hearing from several hundred different women, or hundreds of thousands of different women, all of whom sound the same to him because of his mental filter, which is object-oriented; it is concentrated on a certain object of attention.

And a woman may think that she is receiving insistent sexual invitations from a particular man … or set of men … during the day, when in fact, she may be receiving it from 10,000 different men, or 100,000 different men … whichever of them have that particular message in the repressed second-chakra at that time.

So what I see is the unconscious and the subconscious slowly coming to consciousness, through the filters of societal expectations.

Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression

What are these societal expectations? Mostly, in Middle America today, men learn at an early age that they are expected to be ever ready for the act of sex. Women, on the other hand, learn that they must not make themselves available for sex indiscriminately.

So there we have a clash of societal expectations. And here we have the Ascension process … where all feelings are made known, all subconscious programming is coming to light, and it is completely impossible to escape from other people’s programming without reprogramming our own systems.

So we feel trapped; we feel trapped by this clash of societal expectations: The men, in the unconscious, repressed state, want sex … and it is very obvious, through the clairaudient chatter … that this process is going on. The women, in the unconscious, repressed state, almost always want to avoid it … unless they know who it is that they are talking to, or think they do. So there is no meeting of the minds there.

Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution

I am reminded of prostitution, and female sex workers … How they can go to jail, even though it is very clearly men who want their services, and men, in general, who make the laws. Nevertheless, these women … whose services are desired by men … are sent, by men, to jail.

And what kind of sense does that make? Unless we consider that most of the men are married, and that, for the sake of appearances, they do not want their wives to know that they have this desire … this constant urge?

Looking at that from a far context, we could say: It may be possible that women want to express themselves sexually more frequently than they do … and with more partners. But because of societal expectations, they do not.

And it may also be possible that men might like to see two different kinds of woman in their life:

  1. The woman who keeps their genetic line straight, and raises their family.
  2. And Lilith: The woman who has no sexual inhibitions, and is willing to mate with anyone … the sex worker.

Now, here we have the clairaudient plane. And all women are on the clairaudient plane, at the same time. So the man that has an expectation of sex worker gratification will also have his wife on the line, at the same time … mystified, upset, disgruntled, wondering if she should be divorced because of it.

We really need to work on our own systems here, because there is no ‘answer’ to this question, until our own endocrine systems are balanced, and our chakras are balanced, and the Incoming Light clarifies the distortions in our Bodies of Light, and so forth. And at that point, I feel everything will be very clear.

Dark Love Triangle

There is a situation that has been coming up for me, as a single person. And that is that a number of couple … I would say, ten or more couples … are latching onto me, with the man having an expectation of the sex worker role for me, because I am single.

On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities. Because of my many years of kundalini yoga, and other meditation practices, and martial arts and mental conditioning, I am relatively aware of what is going on with my energy systems. I tend to look at things energetically, these days, rather than from the standpoint of personality. because energy is easier for me to deal with, when I experience a state of neutral mind.

And I look on other people, also, as energy systems. I look at the balance of the energy systems of other people, rather than at their personalities. And in that way I find that I do not get so attached to personalities; and I have a better time maintaining the integrity of my own energy system.

Dark Love Triangle, Continued. So that is just some background information for you, preparatory to discussing the scenario of couples latching onto single women.

It seems to me … and I will propose this hypothesis … that, when the men say that they are hearing from the single woman: Please do, please do, please do! ... all day long, as a response to their recurrent and constant demand of sexuality on the repressed, second chakra plane … what they may actually be hearing is the repressed response of their own wives.

So then, when they perceive me as the ‘other woman’ with their minds, and direct their energy to me, and their wife gets upset, the next thing that sometimes happens is that they say to their wives: I do not want her sexual attention, and I do not know why she is doing this to me. I cannot escape from her.

Now, bear in mind that it is … I propose ... their wife’s own sexuality that is creating a constant lower-chakra bond with them. (This is why people get married or enter into continent sexual union … because of the comfortable nature of uncompromised astral cording, from the perspective of mutual astral chatter.)

But from the standpoint of the sex worker role that they think I am playing, or that they think other single women are playing, I am cast in the light of the person who is breaking a law. And I am place ‘in jail’, as it were, by the man … just as the prostitutes in America today frequently are.

So, in the context of clair speak, what is happening is that the man will say to his wife … and this is on a very deep, subconscious level, so I hear it sotto voce … I hear it very, very, very quietly, if I listen very well … I hear him saying to his wife something like: You take over here! … You deal with it! … Or, that’s it: My wife, woo her! … Those are the words: My wife, woo her! … And I hear it over and over again. And what happens then is that, on a very deep, subconscious level, the wife begins to woo me.

Why would she do such a thing? Why would she listen to him, regarding that? I think it may be because she wants to rediscover her own, repressed, sexual drive. And I think that the man asks his wife to do that, because he does not want to incur her wrath. It is for the same reason that there are laws against prostitution.

It is a pretty complicated topic. But I do have that much to offer you: That there is this going down right now.

The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother

Image: “Corn Mother,” from “Masks of the Goddess,” https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/1162224.jpg ..

So then to continue: If this process of the wife wooing the single person that is the third person in a Dark Love Triangle, begins to grate on everyone’s nerves, and then there is a breakup of the couple, what I have then found, in several astral instances, is that the man then woos a woman that I would call the Lilith … the woman who has a very strong sexual drive, and relatively few inhibitions.

And then, for the women that used to be the wives, what I find is a struggling to find a standing point in the world at large right now. These women who are, in a sense, set free of societal expectations, and the two, diametrically opposed societal roles of women … these women are in a position, right now, to step forward, into the Incoming Light, and to transform the world through it.

Amongst all the people in the world today … except for the children, who are in the first position of being able to absorb the Light …  these women who have been set aside, and freed of societal expectations, are the ones that are most capable of incorporating new codons and the new encoding first, and of seeding and bringing forth the new crops of Soul wisdom for New Life on New Earth. In this regard, they are like the mythical Corn Mother of humankind.

I hope that explanation helps them some.

Marriage to Lilith

Image: “Neptune’s Horses,” illustration pour ‘La Legende mythologique grecque’, by Walter Crane, 1910, in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Walter_Crane_-_Neptune%27s_Horses_(1910).jpg ..

Now, for the men .. the men who have set aside their wives and stepped into the role of ‘Wooer of Lilith’ … I feel that there is a great deal of sexual rage to be gone through, for the both of you … you and your new wife.

I feel that you should be very careful not to act out your rage, against your sexual partner. If it looks like rage is getting the upper hand … either for you, or for the Lilith that you married … I think that you should plan for the contingency of separate residences until the rage is cleared by the Incoming Light.

So, what accounts for this rage amongst the men and the new Lilith spouses? Well, there are probably many reasons. But I think one thing to consider is that the desire to act out constant acts of sex, or the desire to dream about them, causes a mental and emotional imbalance in a person, so that he or she cannot fulfill their true Soul destiny.

And this rage that men feel, has to do with their perceived inability to deal with the sex urge, and to restrain it with their mental minds. So the problem there is just that they need to restrain it through their heart chakras, which are the center of their endocrine systems. But there you have what I think is the true reason for rage in men right now: Their desire to be, like the god Poseidon, master of the waves of the wild horses of desire.

Lilith Unmasked

Image: “Lilith,” from “Masks of the Goddess,” https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/kkk_1.jpg?344 ..

And then for the Liliths .. the women who are acting the part of the women always available for sex: I think that their rage there has to do with going against societal expectations. And in fact, even though the Lilith is fulfilling her own fantasy of sexual liberation; nevertheless, the negspeak from women regarding this way of acting in reality, is causing the rage, I feel. The opprobrium of other women is causing the rage in the Liliths.

Specifically in this case, most likely, it will be the negativity of the displaced spouses and their social circles, that will be the burden of negativity for the Liliths. And this kind of burden goes on despite the fact that the displaced female spouse may be very spiritual, and in her mental mind very nonjudgmental regarding what has taken place.

The arena for the negspeak that comes to the Lilith is not conscious; it is deeply unconscious. And it is there that the rage develops: in the deep unconscious mind.

Conclusion

That is all I have for your right now. I wish you the very best in absorbing as much Light as you can, as soon as you possibly can, because it is the Light that will set us free of the suffering of this world. It is the Light which will destroy the illusion of Maya, and bring us into the New Earth.

The glory that awaits us there … the wonders that await us there … and the depth of happiness that awaits us there … are beyond imagination, in this world of illusion.

God speed you all. God rest you all. And God keep you all, until next we meet.

[The video concludes with “Prelude No. 20,” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0, along with nature scenes]

OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE

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Image: “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: Malware to Suppress Sex Urge Causes Endocrine Imbalance,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 March 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 … Image of a yogi sitting cross-legged adapted from a map of chakras in the human body, by mpan, public domain. The image shows the 7 chakras, old-style, along with the chakric colors. Along the right side of the body, the chakras are labeled: magenta: Crown Chakra; violet: Brow Chakra; turquoise: Throat Chakra; green: Heart Chakra; yellow: Solar Plexus Chakra; orange: Sacral Chakra; red: Root Chakra. Along the left side of the body are these captions: ‘1. Meditation on the third eye-point strengthens the pituitary’ … with an arrow pointing to the yogi’s forehead. ‘Life current through these chakras is diminished’ … with a bracket indicating the Solar Plexus Chakra, the Heart Chakra, and the Throat Chakra. ‘Sexual malware causes repression’ … with an arrow pointing to the Sacral Chakra. At the bottom of the image is the caption: “This malware affects a large segment of Earth’s human population. However, because meditation increases the voltage of the life current (chi, or ki), the effects are more pronounced in the endocrine system of long-time meditators. Yoga, thoughtful diet, meditation on the Core Star (between the Solar Plexus and the Heart) and meditation on the Heart Chakra are curative. –from “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Clearing Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, in “I Am of the Stars,” https://www.iamofthestars.com ..

Image: “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: Malware to Suppress Sex Urge Causes Endocrine Imbalance,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 March 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 … Image of a yogi sitting cross-legged adapted from a map of chakras in the human body, by mpan, public domain. The image shows the 7 chakras, old-style, along with the chakric colors.

Along the right side of the body, the chakras are labeled: magenta: Crown Chakra; violet: Brow Chakra; turquoise: Throat Chakra; green: Heart Chakra; yellow: Solar Plexus Chakra; orange: Sacral Chakra; red: Root Chakra.

Along the left side of the body are these captions: ‘1. Meditation on the third eye-point strengthens the pituitary’ … with an arrow pointing to the yogi’s forehead. ‘Life current through these chakras is diminished’ … with a bracket indicating the Solar Plexus Chakra, the Heart Chakra, and the Throat Chakra. ‘Sexual malware causes repression’ … with an arrow pointing to the Sacral Chakra.

At the bottom of the image is the caption: “This malware affects a large segment of Earth’s human population. However, because meditation increases the voltage of the life current (chi, or ki), the effects are more pronounced in the endocrine system of long-time meditators.

Yoga, thoughtful diet, meditation on the Core Star (between the Solar Plexus and the Heart) and meditation on the Heart Chakra are curative.” –from “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Clearing Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, in “I Am of the Stars,” https://www.iamofthestars.com ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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I find a strong parallel to the clair chatter in the practice of ‘cat calling’ women. Women think: This is just men, acting naughty for a moment. Men think: What is this? This is the way we are! What’s wrong with these women for calling us out!

Video: “Mancave – Construction Workers,” by OhSoCosmoTV, 30 January 2012, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iop4x8RQ-is ..

Here is a great meditation by Dr. Suzanne Lie for unconditional love of the second chakra …

Video: “Unconditionally Love Yourself ~ Second Chakra ~ Dr. Suzanne Lie and the Arcturians, by suzannelie, 13 January 2016, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asIHENkHjI0 ..

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Lilith . referrals by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 16 March 2015

Dear Ones,

I feel that Lilith may be an archetypal image of the deep subconscious mind of humankind. Here are some interesting images and a referral to a poem about this …

Link: “The Shadow of Lilith,” a poem by Christopher Brennan, 1913, https://www.poemhunter.com/poem/iii-the-shadow-of-lilith/ ..

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Image: Adam and Eve, by Divadonosoi. in Wikimedia Commons, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/9/98/Adamo_ed_eva.jpg … Eve is reaching up into a fruit tree. Grasping the trunk of the tree is a being with the head of a woman and the body of a lizard … this may be a depiction of the legendary seductress Lilith. 

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Image: “Lady Lilith” by Dante Gabriel Rossetti, 1867. The model, Fanny Cornforth, was his mistress; in Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Image: “Lady Lilith” by Dante Gabriel Rossetti, 1867. The model, Fanny Cornforth, was his mistress; in Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Lady Lilith is an oil painting by Dante Gabriel Rossetti first painted in 1866–68 using his mistress Fanny Cornforth as the model, then altered in 1872–73 to show the face of Alexa Wilding. The subject is Lilith, who was, according to ancient Judaic myth, ‘the first wife of Adam’ and is associated with the seduction of men and the murder of children. She is shown as a ‘powerful and evil temptress’ and as ‘an iconic, Amazon-like female with long, flowing hair.’ –from English Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Lilith .. … CC-BY-SA 3.0

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Image: “Lilith” by John Collier, 1892 … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Lilith_(John_Collier_painting).jpg... This painting shows a beautiful lady, disrobed, unperturbed by a very large snake that has wrapped itself around her body.

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Possibly an early representation of the Lilith legend …

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Image: A likely representation of either Ereshkigal or Ishtar … “Rectangular, baked clay relief panel; modeled in relief on the front depicting a nude female figure with tapering feathered wings and talons, standing with her legs together; shown full frontal, wearing a headdress consisting of four pairs of horns topped by a disc; wearing an elaborate necklace and bracelets on each wrist; holding her hands to the level of her shoulders with a rod and ring in each; figure supported by a pair of addorsed lions above a scale-pattern representing mountains or hilly ground, and flanked by a pair of standing owls. Known as the ‘Burney Relief[‘ or the ‘Queen of the Night’.” The image in this blog was photographed by BabelStone, 24 June 2010 … Wikimedia Commons  … public domain

Image: A likely representation of either Ereshkigal or Ishtar … “Rectangular, baked clay relief panel; modeled in relief on the front depicting a nude female figure with tapering feathered wings and talons, standing with her legs together; shown full frontal, wearing a headdress consisting of four pairs of horns topped by a disc; wearing an elaborate necklace and bracelets on each wrist; holding her hands to the level of her shoulders with a rod and ring in each; figure supported by a pair of addorsed lions above a scale-pattern representing mountains or hilly ground, and flanked by a pair of standing owls. Known as the ‘Burney Relief[‘ or the ‘Queen of the Night’.” The image in this blog was photographed by BabelStone, 24 June 2010 … Wikimedia Commons  … public domain

More information: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) incorrectly identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[21]Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.” –from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … CC-BY-SA 3.0

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Role-Playing Demonry: A Tantric Meditation by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 13 January 2015

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Role-Playing Demonry: A Tantric Meditation, by Alice B. Clagett, 13 January 2015
      • Couples or Groups of Couples
      • The Chant
      • Duration
      • Manner of Chanting
      • Part 1: Tantric Couple Role-Modeling Demonry
        • Person 1 – Chant 1 Soundtrack
        • Person 2 – Chant 2 Soundtrack
        • Role Reversal
        • Explanation: Lack of Heart Awareness in the World Today
      • Part 2: Tantric Couple Uniting Apana and Prana in the Heart
        • Person 1 – Chant 3 Soundtrack
        • Person 2 – Chant 4 Soundtrack
        • Chants 3 and 4 Together – Soundtrack
        • Role Reversal
        • Explanation: Uniting Apana and Prana in the Heart, and Raising the Kundalini
    • Brief Outline: Role-Playing Demonry: A Tantric Meditation, by Alice B. Clagett, 13 January 2015
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Here are a video and a lightly edited Summary of the video describing a tantric meditation through which a couple can role-play demonry, and then unite their apanic and pranic energis in the heart chakra. The purpose of the meditation is to clear the Lilith mental filter from the man, and from the woman, the notion that the man is a ‘devil’.

After the video is a lightly edited Summary, along with Chant soundtracks, and after that, in green font (and not in the Video) is a Brief Outline of the Tantric Meditation, that might be handy for daily practice.

Please excuse the unusual ways of describing apanic and pranic energies … It was the closes I could get to explaining how to do the meditation.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

Role-Playing Demonry: A Tantric Meditation
by Alice B. Clagett, 13 January 2015

Last night, when I was meditating, I was gifted with a tantric exercise that, to me, is very humorous. It is for men and women who are meditating together. There is no physical position to it. and the intention is to heal the rift between men and women today.

It has come to my attention, through comments from people lately, that there is a deep, subconscious level … I would say sixth through seventh level of Hell, in the astral world … a dimension where our Souls dwell … that is different from the Heavenworlds we inhabit, and also different from the physical world.

And this world is so distorted in energy and LIght, that the belief there … which touches all of us, as an archetypal theme for the world today … the belief of men is that women, in some way, are demons, or members of the demon world; and, interestingly enough, women feel that men are that way.

So for women in whom this archetypal theme is active, 50 percent of the world today (i.e., all the men), to them seems demonic (on that level; just on that level … the sixth through seventh level of the Hellworlds). And for men, it is the same thing: 50 percent of the world (all the women) seem to be somehow touched by the demon world.

So this is a sort of a tantric exercise to do while meditating. If you are clairaudient, you can just do it clairaudiently together. But if not, you could do it by chanting out loud together … say, with your spouse … and get closer, in the spiritual realm, with your spouse, by clearing all that out.

Here it is. It was really one of the funniest tantric exercises; but a very light-hearted way to deal with this problem, and clear this plane, this dimension.

Couples or Groups of Couples. This meditation may be done by just one couple, or by several couples sitting in a line, with the men on one side, and the women on the other side. If several couples are doing the meditation, then there should be a well-experienced meditation facilitator to guide the group.

The Chant: The chant is Gody God God God God. [I give it to God!] The tone of the chant varies, depending on whether you are the male or female partner in this tantric exercises, and depending on whether you are doing the first or the second part of the meditation. See the accompanying soundtracks.

Duration: 3 minutes per exercise. So for Part 1, it would be 3 minutes, then another 3 minutes for the role reversal. Similarly for Part 2, it would be 3 minutes, then another 3 minutes for the role reversal.

Manner of Chanting. I suggest that, for both Parts of the Meditation, the couple chant antiphonally (separately), first the one person, and then the other. If you prefer, both persons in the couple can chant their own part at the same time; but you it is possible you may find this simultaneous chanting to be cacaphonous, and that is difficult for each person to perfectly chant their own melodic part.

Part 1: Tantric Couple Role-Modeling Demonry

Person 1. One side … the male side or the female side … has to decide that they want to be the demon world. Now the demon world exists in the lower quadrant of the Body of Light. It has to do with the lower three chakras, old style; the first three, the chakras below the heart.

So, somebody has to take over that energy … that red, apanic energy; somebody has to own the demon world. The demon world exists there; but when those chakras are clear, there are no demons there, ok? So we are just pretending, right now, that that is the demon world.

So the person who does this CHANT 1 visualizes and places awareness on their lower quadrant while intoning, in a voice as guttural and low as they can manage, CHANT 1, like this …

 

The low, guttural manner of intoning CHANT 1 has to do with the tone and resonance of the lower quadrant as it heals; in this Part 1, you are role-modeling the negatively aspected energies that will be transformed in Part 2.

Person 2. So then, there is another side that is Incoming Light … the beautiful, gold and white Incoming Light. And that side is role-played by the other person in the couple, the other sex. That other person’s does CHANT 2, visualizing it striking first the heart chakra, and then the third-eye point. CHANT 2 goes like this …

 

The two partners repeat this chant, either alternately or simultaneously, for 3 minutes.

Role Reversal. And then eventually you have to switch sides, so that the other sex pretends to be the demon world, the lower chakras, the first through third chakras, the red, apanic energy, right? Duration of the role reversal chanting is 3 minutes.

Explanation: Lack of Heart Awareness in the World Today. You will notice how the two sounds run away from each other. It is like the apanic sound sends and courses the energy down, away from the heart, and channels it into Earth. This downward motion of the apanic energy corresponds, in psychological terms, to societal repression of our basic instincts. This is because of the way that the sound goes, you see?

And the pranic energy, because it strikes, first, the heart, and then the third-eye point, sends the energy up from the heart, towards the sky.

Now, what is happening there is: It is kind of a template for humankind right now, that is preventing us from feeling our hearts. Frequently what you find is, a very strong third-eye point energy, and then, a problem with controlling the energy of the sexual organs … especially, for spiritually developed men and women. For others, the template still exists, but with less energetic intensity.

And the reason for that is, that the heart … the human heart … is the regulator of the energies of the other chakras. When that regulator is not in effect, it becomes extremely difficult to balance the energies of the chakras below the heart.

So what you are recreating with this demonic scenario is, on one level, the state of the world today; the energetic state of humankind today:

  • As one side (the ‘demonic’ side) chants, that brings the energy from the heart, down into the ground.
  • And as the other side (the ‘Incoming Light’ side) chants, the energy comes up from the heart towards the sky.

And so, what you will probably find, if you are role-modeling the demonic side, is that awareness of the heart is just not there. Can you feel that harsh resonance or vibration that is going through? And that the connection, the loving feeling, between you and your tantric partner, is missing.

The switching about of the roles, the role reversal, helps to take the seriousness away from the notion … the pain and suffering, and the social stigma away from the notion that the lower chakras have some demonic energy in them, which, in fact they do not have, you know? It is just a mental filter.

Part 2: Tantric Couple Uniting Apana and Prana in the Heart

So now, to get back to the meditation: Each sex has had a chance to pretend to be the demon world, right? And now there is another visualization.

The words of the chants are the same, but the melodies are different.

Person 1. One person decides to visualize the energy coming up from Earth, this time … not demon world energy, but the red energy … just concentrating on that color Red coming up from Earth, and into their hearts. As they visualize the energy coming up, they intone, in a low but not so guttural voice, CHANT 3, like this …

 

Person 2. And the other person visualizes the Great White Light … the Incoming Light from the Galaxies, from the Cosmos … coming down from the sky, and into their heart. And they intone CHANT 4, like this …

 

Taken one by one, CHANTS 3 AND 4 together sound like this:

 

As you can hear, in CHANT 3, the apanic energy is very low, but rising. And the pranic energy is very high, but descending. Each of these two chants rests in the heart as it ends.

The two partners repeat this chant, either alternately or simultaneously, for 3 minutes.

Role Reversal. Then the two sides get a chance to switch it up, again, and the other person … the person that role-modeled ascending apana, begins to role-model descending prana. And the side that was pranic, tries apanic. Duration of the role reversal chanting is 3 minutes.

Explanation: Uniting Apana and Prana in the Heart, and Raising the Kundalini. So Chants 3 and 4 kind of join together in a symphony; and as they do that, what happens is, the apanic energies … the red, upcoming energies from Earth … begin to rise, as kundalini, upward in the spine.

And the white and gold, descending energy … the pranic energy … starts coming down, from above the head, towards the heart.

Both meet together, in the heart. And in that way, we lighten up on the notion that the other sex might be from Mars, or the other sex might be from Venus … or that men might be very bad people who think only about sexuality … or that women might be sultry sexpots that are trying to seduce men into not being spiritual.

All these stereotypical notions that we have, become more like child’s play, and a chance to become less rigid in our thinking about what is so. So we can take on the opinion of the opposite sex, and we can take on our own opinion. And we can role-play it, and we can just get through it.

Brief Outline: Role-Playing Demonry: A Tantric Meditation
by Alice B. Clagett, 13 January 2015

This is a two-part tantric meditation to heal the rift between the sexes, and to restore the circulation of apana-prana so that the heart may regulate and balance the energy of the lower chakras.

Couples or Groups of Couples. This meditation may be done by just one couple, or by several couples sitting in a line, with the men on one side, and the women on the other side. If several couples are doing the meditation, then there should be a well-experienced meditation facilitator to guide the group.

The Chant: The chant is Gody God God God God
The tone of the chant varies, depending on whether you are the male or female partner in this tantric exercises, and depending on whether you are doing the first or the second part of the meditation. See the accompanying soundtracks.

Duration: 3 minutes per exercise. So for Part 1, it would be 3 minutes, then another 3 minutes for the role reversal. Similarly for Part 2, it would be 3 minutes, then another 3 minutes for the role reversal.

Manner of Chanting: I suggest that, for both Parts of the Meditation, the couple chant antiphonally (separately), first the one person, and then the other. If you prefer, both persons in the couple can chant their own part at the same time; but you it is possible you may find this simultaneous chanting to be cacaphonous, and that is difficult for each person to perfectly chant their own melodic part.

Part 1: Tantric Couple Role-Modeling Demonry

The intention of Part 1 is to role model the notion that one or the other partner represents demonry.

The visualization for one tantric partner is of the energies of the first through the third chakra (and especially of the second chakra) descending. This person intones, in a voice as guttural and low as they can manage, CHANT 1 ..

 

The visualization of the other tantric partner is of the heart chakra energy rising to the third-eye point. This person intones CHANT 2

 

The two partners repeat this chant, either alternately or simultaneously, for 3 minutes.

Role Reversal: Then the two partners switch up; the first person uses CHANT 2, and the second person uses CHANT 1, over and over again, for 3 minutes.

Part 2: Tantric Couple Uniting Apana and Prana in the Heart

The intention of Part 2 is to unite our apanic and pranic energies, and our lower and higher chakras, in the heart chakra.

The visualization for the first person in the couple is of the color red rising. This person intones, in a low but not so guttural voice, CHANT 3

 

The visualization of the other tantric partner is of the colors white and gold descending. This person intones CHANT 4

 

The two partners repeat this chant, either alternately or simultaneously, for 3 minutes.

Role Reversal: Then the two partners switch up; the first person uses CHANT 4, and the second person uses CHANT 3, over and over again, for 3 minutes.

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I was very pleased to be gifted with this fun stuff. If you get a chance to play with it, I hope you enjoy it too, just as I did.

You all take care. I will talk to you later.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Traditional chakras (before Ascension):

Image: “Seven Chakras,” https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2015/01/b351c-tumblr_m7hzjfaunh1rskgyto1_1280.jpg ..

New chakras (one version):

Image: New Chakras, by Jhadten Jewall of Sacred Spaces, 1997, https://i.pinimg.com/originals/6c/e1/e1/6ce1e1cb68b8962a68cada00edf937f0.jpg ..

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