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Marriage Bed Curse . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 12 July 2018; published on 16 July 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • On Sorcerer Couples
    • Curse of the Marriage Bed
    • Cross-dressed Lilith: Black Marriage
    • Ways to Remove the Curse
    • Electronic Found Art Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on a sorcerer’s curse of the marriage bed, and how to clear your house if this curse has been laid. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I intuited today a curse that apparently is used by the Black Magickers and Sorcerers, here in America, in order to break up couples and lovers, and people who are friends with each other. It goes like this …

On Sorcerer Couples

Say there is a sorcery couple … say, a man and wife, purportedly … Now, you are unlikely to find a couple that is into black magic sleeping with each other, after a while, because their fare … their venue … is hatred. And so, if they become intimate with each other, after a while the likelihood is that if one falls asleep, the other will kill them. So they have to be in separate places, typically. But they purport to be, and present themselves to be, man and wife, quite frequently, in social situations.

Curse of the Marriage Bed

So, say you have an alliance of warlocks such as that: A man and a woman. The curse goes like this (I will make it short and sweet): The man in the sorcery couple entices the man in the loving couple into a sexual act in the marital bed, or in the bed where the lovers spend their time, and leaves behind body secretions that curse the bed.

Cross-dressed Lilith: Black Marriage

If the man in the loving relationship is averse to having sex with a man (finds the sorcerer man unattractive), then a changeup is sometimes employed, where the sorcerer man makes himself up like a Lilith, a seductive woman, for whom the man in the sacred relationship has a ‘wandering eye’.

The sorcerer man will dress up as if he were she, and then in dark Light … in failing Light, or candlelight, pretend to be her; and in this way, consummate the M2M spell that breaks up the sacred marriage of the M2F couple.

According to the ‘astral airs’, this ploy has been used recently with some success. It can only be used by a male sorcerer who is very good at pretending to be other people … good even at gender shifts; a man who can pass himself off for being anyone at all; and in this way, he can ensnare the man, and break up the couple. Then he can use the woman in what was once the sacred couple as a black magic sacrifice.

That is the sorcerers’ intention: The desecration of sacred relationships between men and women.

Ways to Remove the Curse

When the bed is cursed like that, then, I feel, at the very least, to prevent the breakup of the married couple or the lovers, one ought to sell the mattress and buy a new mattress. Money ought not to be the object. One could sell the old mattress, or give it away, and then just use a sheet of foam where the mattress was, if necessary.

I would, if possible, very thoroughly clean the room and the bed, and then use blessings to bless it. And I would meditate in that room, to bring up the Light there.

The very best thing, if space allows, would be to change that room into your meditation room, I feel … I heard this on the psychic plane … and to place your bedroom someplace else, and completely replace the bed.

This is a very powerful curse and spell, and so, it is important to take big steps to overcome this big curse. If you do not … if you just go halfway, and do the halfway steps, then the likelihood is that your marriage will be on the rocks, or that you and your spouse will break up.

That is all for now. Have a blessed day. Talk to you later. Love you lots.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Electronic Found Art Photos by Alice

Image: “Marriage Bed Curse 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Marriage Bed Curse 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Marriage Bed Curse 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Marriage Bed Curse 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Triple Multiple Personality Disorder . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020
Note:
While it seems to me that I may once have had an experience of encountering a multiple personality such as the one described below, the people in the below images do not in the least resemble the man I encountered. In fact, I chose these images for that reason.

  • MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: SHIVERING VICTIM OF A DYSFUNCTIONAL EGO?
  • MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: IS A SERIAL KILLER LURKING BEHIND THE DYSFUNCTIONAL FACADE?
  • TWO PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONAS: ‘JIM’ THE NORMAL AND ‘PANTHER’ THE SERIAL KILLER
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MY ENCOUNTER WITH A ‘PANTHER’ PERSONA
  • A THIRD PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONA: ‘ESTELLE’, THE VICTIM STAND-IN
  • DOES THE ‘PANTHER’ PERSONAL OF A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY HAVE THE ABILITY TO HYPNOTIZE HIS INTENDED VICTIM?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FABRICATE EVIDENCE THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE ACTING OUT HIS PERSONALITY ROLES?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY WISH TO ACT IN OR CREATE MOVIES THAT SUPPORT HIS ‘PANTHER’ PERSONALITY AS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FEEL THAT CRIME MAKEOVERS ARE TRUE ALTERATIONS OF EGO?
  • OBSESSION OF A VICTIM BY DEMONIC ENERGIES COURSING THROUGH THE ‘PANTHER’: FACT OR FICTION?

Dear Ones,

Because I once apparently encountered a perilous situation with regard to a multiple personality … the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde of literary fame … I have added this blog to the category: Alice’s perilous tales

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: SHIVERING VICTIM OF A DYSFUNCTIONAL EGO?

I looked up Multiple Personality Disorder (which is also called ‘Dissociative Identity Disorder’) in Wikipedia …

Link: “Dissociative Identity Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_identity_disorder ..

There I found this image …

“Image: “illustration depicting an individual with dissociative identity disorder.” by 04Mukti, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Dissociative_identity_disorder.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 unported

Image: “Illustration depicting an individual with dissociative identity disorder.” by 04Mukti, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Dissociative_identity_disorder.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 unported

I have seen Multiple Personality Disorder described in the literature in terms reminiscent of the above image … to the effect that a person with Multiple Personality Disorder is a sad and shivering victim of a dysfunctional ego, splintered into many different mirrors of the roles the victim sees being played out in other people.

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: IS A SERIAL KILLER LURKING BEHIND THE DYSFUNCTIONAL FACADE?

In some cases, I feel this clinical impression of the disorder to be disarming and misleading. Specifically, when Multiple Personality Disorder results from a catastrophic childhood experience (1),  the sexually expressive personality can have a ‘kill for the thrill’ aspect, as in the case of Jack the Ripper. (2) In other words, the sexual aspect may be that of a sexual predator (3) …

In such instances I feel there might be three personalities: The Normal, The Serial Killer, and the Victim Stand-in. Each personality might have a different name, if overheard on the ‘astral airs’ … These might be startlingly different names, like Jim, for the ‘normal’; Estelle, for the ‘victim stand-in’, and Panther, for the serial killer or ‘Jack the Ripper’ personality. These are just ‘made up’ names I am using as examples below.

TWO PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONAS: ‘JIM’ THE NORMAL AND ‘PANTHER’ THE SERIAL KILLER

I priorly used the below image in a different context (see “The Threat of Obsession by Demonic Energies: Truth or Fiction?” below).

It would also be possible to interpret the image in the context of Multiple Personality Disorder. In the latter context, the silhouette in the illustration might show Jim, the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, and Panther, the hidden ‘serial killer’ personality would be represented as the many-headed giant and the sea monster ‘behind’ him …

sprite-52A = Serial Killer Personality - Multiple Personality Disorder = Triple Vortical 'Vampire Effect' 3A (with a different caption)

Composite Image: Serial killer personality behind the silhouette of the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 February 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The silhouette of a man standing, facing forward. Behind him is a painting of a giant with 7 horned heads; the giant’s stance is wide. Beneath the giant is rising up from the water a 7-headed sea monster; the monster’s arms are held up; its right hand holds up an upright sword, and its left hand an upright cudgel … COMMENTS: The silhouette represents the lowermost Black Magicker, who is confronting a Lightworker (that is you, the viewer). The giant and the sea monster represent the descent of a vortex of dark energy from a Satan cult and its artificial thought form onto their cult member who is confronting the Lightworker in the physical realm. The demeanor of the giant and the monster are meant to convey the malignant nature of the energies glommed round the Black Magicker … CREDITS: The silhouette is an adaptation of  “Man standing silhouette.svg” by Open Clip Art Library, 16 April 2009, in Wikimedia Commons, public domain. I chose this silhouette because it did not resemble anyone whom I felt to be a multiple personality. Behind the silhouette is an altered version of the painting “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, public domain.

Composite Image: Serial killer personality behind the silhouette of the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 February 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: The silhouette of a man standing, facing forward. Behind him is a painting of a giant with 7 horned heads; the giant’s stance is wide. Beneath the giant is rising up from the water a 7-headed sea monster; the monster’s arms are held up; its right hand holds up an upright sword, and its left hand an upright cudgel …

COMMENTS: The silhouette represents the lowermost Black Magicker, who is confronting a Lightworker (that is you, the viewer). The giant and the sea monster represent the descent of a vortex of dark energy from a Satan cult and its artificial thought form onto their cult member who is confronting the Lightworker in the physical realm. The demeanor of the giant and the monster are meant to convey the malignant nature of the energies glommed round the Black Magicker …

CREDITS: The silhouette is an adaptation of  “Man standing silhouette.svg” by Open Clip Art Library, 16 April 2009, in Wikimedia Commons, public domain. I chose this silhouette because it did not resemble anyone whom I felt to be a multiple personality. Behind the silhouette is an altered version of the painting “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, public domain.

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MY ENCOUNTER WITH A ‘PANTHER’ PERSONA

In my own thankfully uneventful encounter with a Panther persona a few years ago, because I am psychic, I noticed a demonic aspect to the energy of the Panther personality; that is the impetus for my above image of the shadow man and the William Blake drawing, which I slightly altered. Here is the tale of that encounter …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..

A THIRD PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONA: ‘ESTELLE’, THE VICTIM STAND-IN

Then, there might be another personality, that of Estelle, which is to say, the role of the Multiple Personality as a stand-in for the helpless victims of his serial killer personality. In that case, the Multiple Personality might dress like a woman and behave in an effeminate manner …

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Here is another image reminiscent of Estelle …

Image: “Portrait of a Young Woman,” by Johannes Vermeer, 1665-67, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Vermeer-Portrait_of_a_Young_Woman.j … public domain

Image: “Portrait of a Young Woman,” by Johannes Vermeer, 1665-67, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Vermeer-Portrait_of_a_Young_Woman.j … public domain

For more on the ‘Estelle’ stand-in, see my blog category: Crossdressing – transgender

DOES THE ‘PANTHER’ PERSONAL OF A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY HAVE THE ABILITY TO HYPNOTIZE HIS INTENDED VICTIM?

Speaking intuitively, I feel there is a possibility that the ‘Jack the Ripper’ aspect of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder might have mind control abilities that might aid him in pursuit of prey … hypnotic abilities that are throwbacks to the behavior of predatorial animals. Here I offer the example of the cuttlefish, which hypnotizes its prey with oscillating color displays …

Video: “Hypnosis Attack: World’s Deadliest,” by Nat Geo Wild, published on 21 May 2012 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1T4ZgkCuiM ..

Maybe the sudden switch from one personality to another, in the case of a stalker who suffers from Multiple Personality Disorder, has a similar hypnotic effect on the victim. Could this be about the expectations of the victim being suddenly flummoxed? Could the victim of the Panther, like the victim of the color-oscillating cuttlefish, be in a state of shocked bemusement? A state of ‘mind mud’?

Here is more on the topic …

Link: “How Do Predators Hypnotize Their Prey?” by Alice B. Clagett, begun on 31 May 2018; published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sy ..

CAN OTHER PEOPLE BE OBSESSED BY A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY?

I have further hypotheses that the splintered personality who mimics the roles of those he sees around him might also feel that one of his favored personalities obsesses other people and causes them to act out his Multiple Personality roles in life.

If the Multiple Personality is, perhaps through use of the reptilian area of his brain, able to hypnotize other people, then that might explain their being obsessed by him (if in fact obsession takes place). For a different take on this idea, see …

Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FABRICATE EVIDENCE THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE ACTING OUT HIS PERSONALITY ROLES?

It could be that the Multiple Personality is able to obsess other people. Alternatively, it might be that he might fabricate evidence, such as doctored-up photographs or faked out videos, to falsely prove that other people are undertaking the roles he himself acts out. That might be done because of a feeling that he is different from other people, and from a desire that he might fit in; that other people might be more like him.

For more on this, see my blog categories:  Obsession – possession – entity attachment – exorcism  … and …   ‘Casting’ thought forms – clair ventriloquism

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY WISH TO ACT IN OR CREATE MOVIES THAT SUPPORT HIS ‘PANTHER’ PERSONALITY AS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE?

It seems to me that the Multiple Personality might also feel that acting out of favored roles, say through the movies, might influence a movie-viewing community to minimize the import of a ‘Panther’ persona.

In other words, he might wish to act in, or he might film a movie that he hoped would alter societal expectations in such a way that the predatorial role becomes socially acceptable. Would this be what is termed in psychology ‘projection’ or might there be some truth to popularization of the serial killing role through cinema, I wonder?

See, for instance, the glamorization of the role of the ‘Panther’ in the 2018 American horror-thriller film “Bad Samaritan” …

Link: “Bad Samaritan (film),” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bad_Samaritan_(film) ..

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FEEL THAT CRIME MAKEOVERS ARE TRUE ALTERATIONS OF EGO?

Could it be that the experience of a Multiple Personality of slipping into one personality role after another might lead him to feel that a ‘crime makeover’ … such as cosmetic alterations to the face and body … as well as changes of diction, dress and gait such as might be employed in the acting world, might cause him to become a different person? Might he feel that the way he is viewed in the eyes of the world is the complete truth of who he is? I feel that ego splintering might lead the Multiple Personality to such a belief.

In other words, he might settle on a particular personality as the truth of himself; and then create physical details to support his choice. He might choose a persona completely different from those he has enacted priorly, and then undergo radical cosmetic surgery representing the nature of his radically new persona.

He might choose a new name, and even act out the persona in a movie that presents to the world his new self. Or he might do the same for a person whom he feels to be like himself; perhaps a person he has obsessed into ‘Panther’ actions in the world, or whom he falsely believes he has so obsessed.

Or perhaps he might favor or possibly film a movie glamorizing the new persona. This might involve a gender switch, such as a switch from the role of ‘Jim’ to that of ‘Estelle’. Intriguingly, the 2005 British drama serial “Secret Smile” might be perceived by a Multiple Personality as glamorization of the socially acceptable role of ‘Estelle’

Link: “Secret Smile” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_Smile ..

For more on the crime makeover, see my blog category: Crime makeover

OBSESSION OF A VICTIM BY DEMONIC ENERGIES COURSING THROUGH THE ‘PANTHER’: FACT OR FICTION?

People who hypothesize the existence of demonic energies separate from the shadow of the personality of a person, and as separate from the shadow of the personality of the collective unconscious of humankind, would infer the further threat of black magic energies coursing through the Panther persona of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder.

The first interpretation of the shadow and monster image above illustrates the theory of obsession by demonic energies …

Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 …  https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..

Were this theory to prove true, then the hypothetical threat … that of a demonically possessed patient and a demonically obsessed victim … would be the greater.

Thus I urge psychologists and psychiatrists to approach therapy for people suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder with utmost attention to their personal safety and for that of those restraining and seeing to the needs of the patient.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

In this blog is another set of photos regarding the Jim, Panther, and Estelle personas: Link: “Dream about a Multiple Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2018; published on 29 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cW ..

Here is another blog about the same man … Link: “Two Local Menaces? Triple Multiple Personality and His Pal,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-kp6 ..

Here is a cartoon drawing I made about the same man … Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

Here is an animated gif I made about the man … Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13): Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..

This is a poem I wrote about him … Link: “Ode to the Risen Christ,” channeled by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 26 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fKP ..

The drawing “Devil” in this blog was of the Multiple Personality. The blog has to do with a former friend of his … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

This blog describes a double Multiple Personality (a different man from the one described in the current blog) … Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

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FOOTNOTES

(1) See my blog category: Catastrophic childhood experiences

(2) Link: “Jack the Ripper,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_the_Ripper ..

(3) Link: “Sexual Predator,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_predator ..

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The Child with the Rock . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 24 March 2017; published on 3 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock
    • Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection
    • On Being Aware of the Tendency to Act Out Early Soul Wounding in One’s Adult Life
    • The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding
      • Acting Out Rage Against Women
      • On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life
    • Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding

Dear Ones,

This is an astral story of early childhood Soul wounding and the inclination to act out in adult life by a process called ‘projection’ in Psychology. This is the process to be fought and subdued, as the Incoming Light continues to transform our beautiful planet Earth, and each of her beings. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font was not in the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock

I have a Soul wounding fable to tell you about a young boy. I have discussed it a little before. The astral story goes like this: There was a young boy who was first learning about orgasm. He lived in a rural area, and he went out into a meadow. His little sister, who idolized him, followed him, but he did not want her around. He tried to get her to go away, but she would not go away, and so he picked up a rock and hit her on the head with it.

His intention was to get her to cry and to leave, but unfortunately the blow knocked her out, and she fell on a rock and it killed her. He tried to wake her up. He could not believe that she was dead. Then he went and told his father. In a fit of anger, his father took a butcher knife and cut his penis off.

Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection

What happened there was a typical instance of Soul wounding in the third dimension. Extreme Soul wounding. The young boy was in such shock at what his father did that he fell into a state of post-traumatic stress disorder, a state of overwhelmingly immense fear.

But he couldn’t blame the incident on his father, because his father had done this horrible thing to him. And he needed to obey his father and honor his father to prevent his father from actually continuing on and mutilating him more and killing him.

So instead, he projected his extreme upset over that incident … his rage and anger over that incident … onto his younger sister who was already dead.

The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding

Acting Out Rage Against Women. Then in later life, he had a feeling of fear and rage towards women … what you might call a ‘crossed-wires’ rage, that had to do with projection of those emotions. Actually and originally, he felt fear and upset over a man in authority, and then it became ‘once removed’ … to fear and upset over women.

In later life, he felt it more comfortable to have intimate relationships with men than with women. (It could also be that relations with women might be difficult because of the genital wounding.) And when he saw women alone, in a meadow or wilderness place, he had an urge to kill them. It was as if his Soul was repeating this early childhood accident and trying to make better sense of it, and to come to a resolution of the Soul wounding that had occurred.

This does happen, quite frequently, that people continue to play out portions of early childhood, very deep and severe Soul wounding incidents, in an attempt to bring them to their conscious attention, and to resolve it.

On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life. This astral story might also play out as the desire to genitally mutilate young boys, or to murder them, if the man who had this early childhood trauma were to act out the early story as if he were his own father.

It might also play out as genital mutilation of adult men, particularly if the young man has assumed a female role in adult life. This, I guess, has to do with the societal expectation that the young man, now a woman, will take male lovers, and the early PTSD experience of overwhelming fear of the father, because of the act that occurred.

So then, when the opportunity to have intimate relations with a man came up, the Soul wounding scenario would begin to surface from the subconscious mind. The energy behind the repression of the memory, as it threatened to release from the subconscious to the conscious mind, might cause the man … now a woman in the eyes of the world … to flip personas to the omnipotent, genitally mutilating father, so as to re-repress the emergent fear.

Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding 

There is a further elaboration that sometimes occurs on this type of story, where a person tends to repeat a violent act that occurred in early childhood, but knows the social and legal consequences of such an act. So he may convince others … friends, for instance … to carry out this act for him in the name of friendship. That is what I call a second-tier karmic occurrence: When, from the first tier of karma, karma flows down into a tier of acquaintances or friends.

So there is that story. And I am sure that this story has a solution coming up very soon … some time this year, I feel … for all those who have been so deeply wounded.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS … See the story of the boy with the rock.

Link: “Issues of Violence and Betrayal to Do with Crossdressing,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 April 2018; published on 29 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8Aa ..

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