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Alice’s Perilous Tales: San Fernando Valley Menace? Triple Multiple Personality . by Alice B. Clagett * 

Written and published on 1 November 2020; revised, retitled, and republished on 11 August 2021

  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: I FEEL I HAVE BEEN STALKED, OFF AND ON, FOR 22 YEARS BY A TRIPLE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY
  • MY INTUITION REGARDING THE MOVEMENTS OF THIS MERCURIALLY MENTALLY UNSTABLE SERIAL KILLER HERE IN THE SAN FERNANDO VALLEY
  • MORE INFORMATION
    • The Multiple Personality
    • A Different, Double Multiple Personality
    • Dealing with Psychic Predators

Dear Ones,

Because the person I describe in this blog is good at mind control, and also very good at convincing other people, on the psychic plane, that I am speaking of them rather than him, I feel it best to state, at the outset, that, were he to be barefoot, I estimate that he would stand at less than 5’8″ tall, and that he is not a friend or family member or business acquaintance of mine.

He is nearly a complete stranger to me. The extent of my knowing him is that he shook hands with me and introduced himself to me about 22 years ago.

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: I FEEL I HAVE BEEN STALKED, OFF AND ON, FOR 22 YEARS BY A TRIPLE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY

Here we are on Sunday, 1 November 2020, which is All Saints Day. It is the morning after Halloween, and the juxtaposition of opposites is, as always this time of year, exceedingly clear. It is normal on All Saints Day for some long-standing Darkness to come to the Light. Today is no exception, and a welcome thought for a more peaceful community environment here in West Hills, California.

This morning I had another nightmare about the Triple Multiple Personality whose three personalities Jim, Estelle, and the Panther are described in this earlier blog …

Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..

… and here, where I just barely escaped death at the hands of his Panther persona …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..

This blog describes in an energetic way that same hair-raising encounter with the Panther …

Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..

Today I found a painting reminiscent of the Estelle Persona at the Sovereign Magistral Temple of the Order of Solomon website … priorly the Knights Templar Order website … https://www.knightstemplarorder.org/contact/ … Intuition tells me this site is unrelated to a Christian Church, despite the fact that the name of the site priorly implied that might be so. Here is the painting …

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Here is the psychic scoop on the Triple Multiple Personality, which I have been sensing and learning about for approximately 20 years. I first became psychic, I feel, back then by unintentionally coming into the physical presence of the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality.

I left Santa Monica in 2009 to escape him; but I feel he may have followed me to West Hills, California, and settled nearby in the guise of the Estelle persona. I sense that this person may have physically stalked me because of the way I recoil in horror at his activities; thus it seems likely to me that he enjoys tormenting the innocent.

MY INTUITION REGARDING THE MOVEMENTS OF THIS MERCURIALLY MENTALLY UNSTABLE SERIAL KILLER HERE IN THE SAN FERNANDO VALLEY

I feel the Triple Multiple Personality involved may be highly psychic, schooled in the art of mind control through hypnosis and mental suggestion, and as well, mercurially mentally unstable. He may be able to obsess or possess other people, even at a great physical distance from them, through use of the black arts.

For those with second sight and the gift of clairaudience, such as myself, his influence on the telepathic plane here in Los Angeles is a standout in terms of disrupting the peacefulness of our community, especially on the weekends. In Lightworker terms, he may be one of those we call ‘Controllers’. In psychological terms, he may be an antisocial personality. I have described men like him as ‘Circle of One’ in prior blogs, meaning their point of reference or world view has to do only with what pleases themselves, without reference to their community or to the greater good.

He may have settled in years past near the elementary school here in West Hills, California, and might then have been involved in serial rape, serial killing, and child molestation. He might have been dressed as a man or a woman, and might have taught at the elementary school.

He may be teaching at meditation classes and priorly living in homes of meditators, murdering the owners of the homes perhaps by poison, and assuming ownership of the real estate.

He may be frequenting local churches, and through sexual allurement (either as Jim or Estelle) targeting the pastors, spreading HIV – AIDS, and promoting sale of cocaine. He may be an expert at mind control, and fooling folks about his darker side … the Panther … by pretending to be the Jim persona (priorly) and the Estelle persona (currently).

He may be involved in transmission of AIDS to local medical doctors, through obsession of other men whom he psychically influences to ‘act out’  through seduction and/or rape in parking lots and restrooms of hospitals in the San Fernando Valley.

All this is highly speculative, and, I very much hope, not true. It would be awful if such a person were preying upon West Hills children, churches, meditation centers, and hospital staff. Nightmares have a way of accentuating the negative way beyond what manifests on the physical plane.

In the long run, it seems to me likely that if even a little of the above is true, it will in due time come to the attention of law enforcement here in the San Fernando Valley, with the help of our astutely observant Neighborhood Watch.

In love, light and joy
I Am of the Stars

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The Multiple Personality

This is a Compendium about the man described in this blog … Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m4H ..

Mentioned above: Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..

Mentioned above is this blog that had to do with a physical encounter I had with the Panther persona of the Triple Multiple Personality: Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..

In this blog is another set of photos regarding the Jim, Panther, and Estelle personas of the Triple Multiple Personality: Link: “Dream about a Multiple Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2018; published on 29 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cW ..

Here is a cartoon drawing I made about the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality … Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

Here is an animated gif I made about the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality … Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13): Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..

This is a poem I wrote about the man, whom I may have first encountered on the physical plane about 20 years ago as the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality. That was the time when I suddenly became psychic, which to me was quite an unwelcome experience … Link: “Ode to the Risen Christ,” channeled by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 26 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fKP ..

Here is another poem I wrote about the man: “A POEM FOR THE MAN WITH THE TREMBLING PINKIE” … Link: “A Poem for the Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 August 2019; revised on 23 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dTY ..

The drawing “Devil” in this blog was of the Panther persona of the Multiple Personality. The blog has to do with a former friend of the Jim persona … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

This ‘lizard man’ drawing applies to the way of thinking … the thought patterns or mental filters, and the emotional patterns of thought … of the Triple Multiple Personality described above. One might say that he is a ‘Reptoid’, which is to say, that he is ‘overlit’ by the Reptilian Star Races … Link: “Reptilian Star Beings: Lizard Man,” a drawing by Alice B, Clagett, drawn on 29 September 2020 ; published as a separate blog on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-kpO ..

A Different, Double Multiple Personality

This blog describes a double Multiple Personality (a different man from the one described in the current blog). If the psychic airs prove true, this person is known to and works as a hacker for the Panther persona of the Multiple Personality … Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

Dealing with Psychic Predators

Link: “Heaven and Hell in Earth Life: Unmasking the Antisocial Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 May 2020; revised on 20 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hTh ..

Link: “How Do Predators Hypnotize Their Prey?” by Alice B. Clagett, begun on 31 May 2018; published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sy ..

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How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People and Sociopaths . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 18 September 2018; revised on 6 May 2020
Previously titled: How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People

  • HEART CHAKRA VAMPIRISM [re ‘Heart Vampire’]
  • BASAL CHAKRA VAMPIRISM [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]
  • ENERGY VAMPIRES ARE ATTRACTED TO LIGHTWORKERS BECAUSE OF THE BRIGHTNESS OF THEIR ENERGY FIELDS
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: ENERGETICALLY STUCK TO A SOULLESS PERSON! [re ‘Heart Vampire’]
  • ON STUCKNESS OF ONE’S CHAKRIC ENERGY TO THAT OF ANOTHER PERSON [re ‘Heart Vampire’]
  • HOW TO WREST YOUR HEART FROM A SOCIOPATH [re ‘Heart Vampire’]
    • Hridaya or High Heart Meditation to Seal Off the Heart
    • Meditation on the Trachea for A Feeling of Immutability
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: HOW AND WHY I CURTAILED MY EMPATHIC ENERGY FLOW
    • What Vampirical Heart Energy Drain Feels Like [re ‘Heart Vampire’]
    • What Vampirical Basal Chakra Energy Drain Feels Like [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]
    • Ways to Restore Prana to the Body
    • The Importance of Avoiding the Soulless Person and Those Under His Influence
  • A CHASTELY LOVING RELATIONSHIP CAN SEAL AND PROTECT THE CHAKRAS OF EACH PARTNER
    • On Chaste Couples Relationships
    • Lack of Chastity Weakens Couples Auric Protection
    • Astral Safety in Heterosexual and Homosexual Loving Relationships Compared
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

I have talked a little in the past about heart chakra vampirism and basal chakra vampirism. These are two ways in which Soulless people, whose electromagnetic field is too damaged to bring in energy from the Universe (as almost all the people on Earth do), must ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck energy from the electromagnetic fields of ‘normals’.

HEART CHAKRA VAMPIRISM [re ‘Heart Vampire’]

For instance, in the case of heart chakra vampirism by a Soulless person, energy flows into the frontal funnel of his heart chakra, but not out of it. Thus he is compassionless; he has a notable lack of empathy.

Instead of sending energy out of his heart, in a loving relationship, he can only suck energy into his heart, in a vampirical way. He is sustained by the co-dependent flowing forth of love from the heart chakras of other people. This is the behavior typically ascribed to the sociopath or psychopath …

Link: “How to Spot a Sociopath in Three Steps,” by Bill Eddy, LCSW, JD, 15 March 2018, in “Psychology Today” … https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/5-types-people-who-can-ruin-your-life/201803/how-spot-sociopath-in-3-steps ..

BASAL CHAKRA VAMPIRISM [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]

Similarly, the Soulless person whose basal chakra is too damaged to bring energy in from Earth, so that it may flow upward through the subtle spine … the kundalini or central vertical power current (aka the pranic tube, pranic column, antahkarana, silver cord, or silver thread) … and in that way, sustain his hologram, will ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck the energy from a Normal person through astral vaginal or anal rape on the psychic plane, or else by repeated physical acts of vaginal or anal rape and murder. Without this sucking in of other people’s energy, like the literary figure Dorian Gray, he will wither away and die.

Link: “The Picture of Dorian Gray,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Picture_of_Dorian_Gray ..

A good example of this latter kind of behavior is the role played by David Tennant in the 2005 TV mini-series movie “Secret Smile” …

Link: “Secret Smile,” 2005 TV mini-series, at IMDb … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0462520/ ..

ENERGY VAMPIRES ARE ATTRACTED TO LIGHTWORKERS BECAUSE OF THE BRIGHTNESS OF THEIR ENERGY FIELDS

Lightworkers, pathfinders, wayshowers, bhakti or jnana yogis, and healers are likely to run into Soulless energy vampires, whether of the heart or of the basal chakra, because these people are attracted to the bright Light of the Lightworker, the pathfinder, the wayshower, the bhakti or jnana yogi; as they say, a healer stands out like a beacon in the astral realm.

Soulless people, unable to process Light from Source or from Earth because of their alienation (through their actions) from their Souls, which are a reflection of Source, are bound to ferret out people with very bright Light, and seek to drain them of energy.

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: ENERGETICALLY STUCK TO A SOULLESS PERSON! [re ‘Heart Vampire’]

Speaking from my own experience as a Lightworker, I have found that it is very difficult to detach from the electromagnetic field (EMF) of a Soulless person once he has logged onto me, on the astral plane. Even with daily spiritual practice, or sadhana, it took me about 15 years to detach from the first such being … a basal chakra vampire … that I encountered. Then, with the utmost determination on my part, it took 3 years to detach from a heart chakra vampire who targeted me just after that.

In both cases, it was a situation of passing acquaintance rather than friendship; yet the energy ‘stuckness’ was as if these two men felt, in a daydreaming way, as if they had an intimate but abnormal, ‘leeching’ energetic relationship with my astral form.

ON STUCKNESS OF ONE’S CHAKRIC ENERGY TO THAT OF ANOTHER PERSON [re ‘Heart Vampire’]

The feeling of being ‘stuck’ to an energy vampire reminds me of this short video, in which a gentleman named Jared shows how, when two plumbers’ helpers are stuck together, it is very difficult to pull them apart …

Video: “Air Pressure_Potty Plungers, and Pressure,” by George Mehler, 20 April 2012 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fguD27Q2ijg ..

Imagine that the frontal funnel of your heart chakra, and that of the Soulless person, are stuck together in this way. That is the feeling I had about being stuck to a heart chakra vampire some years ago.

HOW TO WREST YOUR HEART FROM A SOCIOPATH [re ‘Heart Vampire’]

Hridaya or High Heart Meditation to Seal Off the Heart

The way to overcome this heart chakra glom is to place Awareness unrelentingly on the hridaya in the deep center of the heart chakra; or if that will not work, then to place Awareness on the High Heart, in the location of the thymus gland, which provides physical regeneration.

Meditation on the Trachea for A Feeling of Immutability

One may also place Awareness on the trachea (the ‘windpipe’), the tube within the chest, near the thymus, through which air passes before branching off to either lung. Concentrating on the trachea, in my experience, offers a feeling of peace, tranquility, and stillness … almost, immutability.

Once the connection with the sociopath is broken … and this may take quite some months … you can then return the Awareness to the Hridaya.

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: HOW AND WHY I CURTAILED MY EMPATHIC ENERGY FLOW [re ‘Heart Vampire’]

I myself have found that sending energy forth from the frontal funnel of the heart chakra, after the ‘air pressure plunger’ connection was broken, caused the sociopath to approach me, on the astral plane, over and over again, for several years after the initial successful separation.

Prior to encountering the second energy vampire … the heart chakra sociopath … I had been by nature an empath, with a habit of sending forth waves of loving kindness from the frontal funnel of the heart. After I encountered the latter, I found it necessary to place my Awareness on the high heart for quite some time, before I was able to successfully transition back to the Hridaya long-term. For me, Hridaya Awareness stabilizes my heart energy, so that there is no unwanted outpouring of energy from the front or back funnel of the heart, and no unwanted ingress of energy from others’ energy fields into my heart.

What Vampirical Heart Energy Drain Feels Like

The mechanism of the heart chakra vampire effect is different from that of the stuck-together plungers in the above video, in that there is a constant drain of energy from the heart of the co-dependent person, and into the heart of the sociopath. Thus the ‘normal’ trapped in this situation may, like me, feel drained of energy, lethargic apathetic, even despairing, until the connection can be broken.

What Vampirical Basal Chakra Energy Drain Feels Like

The feeling of the basal chakra vampire effect is a sudden and nearly 100% drain of pranic energy from the body of the ‘normal’, along with an incoming visualization of astral rape, often while the ‘normal’ is on all fours. Or, in cases of physical rape, if the victim … whether male or female adult or child … resists, then there may be sudden loss of life, for instance, by strangulation.

In corroboration of my own daunting astral experience of 100 percent pranic energy drain some years ago, in the year 2020 I heard of similar experiences … one astral, and one physical … by two other clairvoyants. From clair intel, it seemed to me that both were as astounded and horror-struck as I had been at the swift and deadly nature of these energy heists. For more on this see …

Link: “Can People Who Practice Rectal Intercourse Attain Enlightenment?” by Alice B. Clagett, Written and published on 20 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-iQn ..

Ways to Restore Prana to the Body

Speaking from personal experience, I have found that sudden astral energy drain due to someone else’s visualization of insertive rectal intercourse (say, when they are half asleep) can be overcome …

  • through gentle physical exercise, such as aerobics and swimming;
  • through prana exercises such as long, deep breathing, or else by placing conscious Awareness on the breath passing through the nostrils, or else by counting the breaths from 1 to 10, then starting over again.
  • through daily spiritual sadhana, such as yoga, kirtan, and meditation
  • and through a moderate diet and plenty of hydration.

Here is another tried and true method …

Link: “On Replenishing the Pranic Reserve for Long Life,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 January 2017; revised on 13 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6YU ..

The Importance of Avoiding the Soulless Person and Those Under His Influence

Speaking from personal experience, it is important to avoid the physical presence of a Soulless person, and to avoid communication with them through letters, emails, and phone calls. They may stalk you on the physical plane; the minute you see them, distance yourself from them physically. They may send people who are under their influence after you; it is important to avoid these people as well, and to avoid communicating with them.

A CHASTELY LOVING RELATIONSHIP CAN SEAL AND PROTECT THE CHAKRAS OF EACH PARTNER

On Chaste Couples Relationships

Those who can tear away the astral cords of the encroaching Soulless person through a chastely loving sexual relationship with another person may find relief as well. The reason I feel this may be so is this: The tantric energy field interaction between the electromagnetic fields of a couple making love increases the strength of the energy field of both people involved. For more on this, see my blog categories: Sacred Sexuality  … and …  Couples tantra – twin flame

After an act of loving sexual intercourse, it seems to me that astral cords between the chakras of the two people protect each of them from energy vampirism, whether by sociopaths or by astral entities, for as long as they remain true to each other.

Lack of Chastity Weakens Couples Auric Protection

Should one of the two ‘go astray’, then the astral cords connecting the two will be broken, and cording with the new love interest will take place. I feel it is possible to reset cording through renewal of sexual intercourse with one’s original partner; but that chastity is the less confusing course, and the one that provides the most happiness and safety for two partners in love.

Astral Safety in Heterosexual and Homosexual Loving Relationships Compared

I also feel the greatest electromagnetic stability, in most instances, can be had through heterosexual romantic or marriage partnerships. This has to do with appropriate hookups between the sexual chakras of the two partners.

When the relationship is homosexual and includes the act of rectal intercourse, then astral cording may take place between the basal chakra of the sexual recipient and the sexual chakra of the sexual donor. I feel it may be that this ‘crossed astral cording’ provides less astral safety than the simpler heterosexual astral cording, where the basal chakras of the partners are corded together, the sexual chakras are corded together, and so on, to higher and higher chakras in each partner.

It all depends on the partners, though; it is they who must ask whether they feel their energy fields are safely protected; and if not, what can be done about it.

Be that as it may, it seems to me that chastely loving couples relationships are a good way of being happy and feeling safe here on Earth. For more on this,

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Link: “Compendium: Ensoulment, Soullessness, and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 28 August 2018; revised on 4 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a4p ..

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Dream about a Multiple Personality . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 24 May 2018; published on 29 May 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about a dream I had about a multiple personality. An edited Summary follows the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I saw a movie a week or so ago. There are three main characters in it, and an additional character. One was a serial killer … really gnarly looking dude. Another was a shorter man who was intent on saving a woman who was a victim … all tied up and everything … of this serial killer apparently.

I woke up in the middle of the night, and I had a vision that there was one person, who was a Multiple Personality and who was channeling … there was energy channeling through this person … I do not know where it came from … that he was able to direct into three separate streams of energy, so as to create a personality ‘performance’ in each of these individuals on the screen. I have never heard of such a thing.

I do not know whether there is any scientific basis for this or not, but it would be interesting to see that movie, and just imagine: What if it were true, that there was some person who was able to channel the energy of what most people have as a personality, into three separate personalities. Separating threads of energy, so as to … from the ‘background’ … MC or ‘mind control’ all the actors on the stage during a performance, and create in each of them the personality that they would like the actors to perform.

Quite an interesting theory about Multiple Personality. And I never heard of it being mentioned before, that that might result in mind controlling other people, or obsessing other people with energy that, in the case of the serial killer on screen, might have been considered demonic.

As to the other roles in the movie, one was the hero that wanted to save the girl, and the other was a very brave woman. So the three roles represented three very separate ideas of ways to be in the world.

I feel that there are other possible explanations for that unusual dream I had. One might be, from the viewpoint of a Multiple Personality … whose core personality is fractured, or splintered, into regions of Light, each containing a separate personality … that a person like that might see such a movie, and since they have no definite or set personality … or alternatively, they might have many personalities … then they might imagine that they were all the people on screen, and that that might give rise to that dream that I dreamt.

I dreamt that dream about someone other than me. It was the weirdest dream … as if that other person were talking to me.

And the other possibility that I thought of … of course, there are probably many possibilities … but another thought I had is that a person with Superconscious Awareness … who is enlightened, or self-realized, might not identify with a particular role of personality, any more than another role. You know?

They might look at such a movie, and see, with an empathic Awareness, the part of each person, as if it were their own person.

So those are three very different ideas about that. Those versed in psychology and psychiatry would know a good deal more about it.

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Jim’, the Hero Personality – Sturdy Tree in Spring at Cheseboro and Palo Comado Canyon, Agoura Hills, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Jim’, the Hero Personality – Sturdy Tree in Spring at Cheseboro and Palo Comado Canyon, Agoura Hills, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Panther’, the Serial Killer Personality – Restroom Grating at Cheseboro and Palo Comado Canyon, Agoura Hills, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Panther’, the Serial Killer Personality – Restroom Grating at Cheseboro and Palo Comado Canyon, Agoura Hills, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Estelle’, the Stand-in Victim Personality – Wild Thistle, San Fernando Valley, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Multiple Personality: ‘Estelle’, the Stand-in Victim Personality – Wild Thistle, San Fernando Valley, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Talk to you all later.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..

Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

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The Feral Child . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 8 April 2017; revised

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes
    • Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics
    • The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)
    • The Social Mask of an ASP
    • The Truth about ‘Feral Children’
    • On Eluding the Sociopath
    • The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels
    • Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control
    • Empaths Targeted by Sociopaths: The Socio-Empath-Apath Triad
    • Conclusion
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Image: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon,” widely assumed to be a fake, National Archealogical Museum, Athens. Self-photographed (Flickr), 20 December 2010 … in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:MaskOfAgamemnon.jpg … CC BY 2.0 … DESCRIPTION: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon’.  This mask depicts the imposing face of a bearded noble man. It is made of a gold sheet with repoussé details. Two holes near the ears indicate that the mask was held in place of the deceased’s face with twine. This mask is believed to be a fake due to the high level of detail, such as the beard and ears. No other mask of its type has a similar amount of detail. Shaft Grave V, Grave Circle A, Mycenae. Found in Tomb V in Mycenae by Heinrich Schliemann in 1876.”

Image: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon,” widely assumed to be a fake, National Archealogical Museum, Athens. Self-photographed (Flickr), 20 December 2010 … in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:MaskOfAgamemnon.jpg … CC BY 2.0 …

DESCRIPTION: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon’.  This mask depicts the imposing face of a bearded noble man. It is made of a gold sheet with repoussé details. Two holes near the ears indicate that the mask was held in place of the deceased’s face with twine. This mask is believed to be a fake due to the high level of detail, such as the beard and ears. No other mask of its type has a similar amount of detail. Shaft Grave V, Grave Circle A, Mycenae. Found in Tomb V in Mycenae by Heinrich Schliemann in 1876.”

Dear Ones,

This is a video on the feral child, along with further notes on antisocial personalities and sociopaths. There is a new discussion of the social mask of the antisocial personality. After the video is an edited Summary …

VIDEO BY ALICE

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

This is a note about antisocial personalities and sociopaths.

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes

In my youth, I read books and theories about what it would be like for a child to be, in its very young infancy, in the company of animals rather than people. The notion was called the ‘feral child’. There were books that had been written, romanticizing the notion of Tarzan of the Apes, and how he came to be more adept at English manners, and so forth.

These books are very off the target. In fact, there are quite a huge number of feral children … who either are small, or have grown up … in the world today. In these modern times, they are known as antisocial personalities.

Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics

For instance, I read today online, in a 2016 blog …

Link: “How Many Psychopaths and Sociopaths Are in the World or U.S.?” by Mike King, 6 September 2016, Quora … https://www.quora.com/How-many-psychopaths-and-sociopaths-are-in-the-world-or-U-S ..

… that the American Psychiatric Association feels there was about a 4% rate of antisocial personality disorder in the United States as of last year. And then there was another study by the National Institute of Mental Health in 1991 that stated that, since 15 years prior to that (which would have been the mid-1970s) the prevalence of antisocial personalities in the young people of America had doubled. So we are talking about a significant segment of the United States population, and no doubt, of the world’s population.

The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)

You and I, we’re likely to run into one in the supermarket, I guess. And what these children are, are human beings in form and appearance, who have never learned the ways of civilized man.

Instead, the guiding lights for their lives are the feral drives. And so, what they see in other people are also these feral drives. They use their understanding of the feral drives, which are buried, in most people, under a veneer of civilized behavior and adherence to societal expectations; they use other people’s feral drives to manipulate them.

If possible, they form packs … wild packs, like wolf packs, in which they are the leaders. As did Charles Manson for instance, and Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro), the Kansas killing cult leader, who was arrested and brought to justice.

There are many other instances like that, of people who keep a minimum contact with people in everyday life, especially during the daytime, because the veneer of civilization that they carry as a mask is very thin.

And so, they are likely to come out at night and live as a recluse most of the time. When unfettered by other people’s expectations, their behavior will be completely feral.

The Social Mask of an ASP

Antisocial personalities study and copy each other’s social masks. You might see an ASP switching personae completely from time to time as he decides to mimic the mask of a different ASP he has studied.

Here is a photo of Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro), the Kansas killing cult leader … http://www.kansas.com/news/local/crime/tpgn99/picture10595009/ALTERNATES/FREE_640/perez.JPG .. 

Note the following details, which might, if the stories brought forth about him are true, indicate a cleverly put-together social mask …

  • The hair: a little on the long side, a little forgetful of close clip detail, says: I am not a cunning guy.
  • The bangs, artlessly falling across the brow, say: I’m a little boy. I need someone to help me comb my hair. Be a mom to me.
  • The slightly furrowed brow: Quizzical expression. This says: I’m not totally sure of what’s going on here. I’m confused. I’m sure we can work it out together, though.
  • The eyes are without light. They say: I’m an average Joe, not so very bright. Like you.
  • The mouth, slightly downturned, says: I’m going through a rough patch right now. It’s kind of a nuisance, but not a serious inconvenience. I’m a little pained that you guys are putting me through all this.
  • The shoulders and chest have the lightest touch of muscular tension; almost imperceptible. These reinforce the message of the slightly downturned mouth.
  • The heart energy, intuitively speaking: Very still, very slow heartbeat. This says: I’m not afraid. I’m innocent. I’m a shy guy, not given to grandstanding.

It could be that the social mask of Charles Manson is not a favorite of ASPS who are at liberty, due to the fact Manson got caught.

I surmise it could also be that an ASP would be inclined to emulate the mannerisms of the cannibal Hannibal Lecter, who, though only a fictional character, is viewed and admired. Thus the thought of imitating him might have iconoclastic appeal.

The Truth about ‘Feral Children’

As far as I know, at this point, unless there is a DNA change, ASPs cannot be socialized. Not yet.

So the truth of the feral child is not romantic at all. It is the antisocial personality.

  • Lots of times it plays out as drug dealing and prostitution; risk taking behaviors (I read about this in Wikipedia);
  • and also serial killing and possibly mass murders;
  • also nymphomania (in women) and in men, satyriasis (that Don Juan complex) where the feral drive to sexuality is very pronounced because there is no nay-saying … there is no thought of holding off until the appropriate time. And so, there is a constant desire for sexual intercourse.

On Eluding the Sociopath

I think the things to look out for, are manipulation of one’s own feral drives by someone else …

Link: “How to Spot a Sociopath,” co-authored by Paul Chernyak, LPC, 23 January 2020, in WikiHow … http://www.wikihow.com/Spot-a-Sociopath ..

Link: “How to Spot — and Handle — a Sociopath,” by Lisa Wolcott, MSW, LCSW, CGP, 2 March 2014 …  http://www.lisawolcott.com/how-to-spot-and-handle-a-sociopath/ ..

In other words …

  • We have to be aware of our feral drives, and what they are doing and what they are saying,
  • and also accept them,
  • and train them into a more productive way of doing things.
  • We can also sublimate them so that we can pursue higher consciousness and so forth.

So those are our ways of escaping what may be a very large subset of sociopathic people in the world today.

The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels

The psychological-psychiatric community has been slowly shifting its terminology from ‘psychopath’ to ‘sociopath’ to ‘antisocial person’ to ‘antisocial personality syndrome’. Now by ‘antisocial personality’ is not meant shyness. (This I get from my voluminous reading.) It is not extreme shyness (which is now termed ‘Social Anxiety Disorder’); although the behavior of an antisocial personality can mimic that of an extremely shy person.

This is because they are hiding out from people so that no one will find out that they are feral. They are hiding during the daytime (when most people are out and about), or living in a place that is remote from people. And their interactions with people take place when there are very few people around. Or when the situation is controlled, as I have mentioned in prior blogs, through mind control.

Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control

They are very adept at what we call ‘mind control’ because they are very in touch with the feral drives. This is gut brain mind control, and generally not the mental suggestion, ‘entrainment’, and ‘lock down’ (with terror) used by those who use negatively aspected telepathy from the throat chakra or brain (although they may secondarily use that as well).

And the feral drives, in our unconscious and subconscious minds … because we have been socialized … are beneath our notice.

But right out there, in front of them, are our feral drives that they can manipulate through their telepathy. On the astral plane, I have never yet known a sociopath that is not (like many nonhuman mammals, both wild and domesticated) extremely adept at telepathy (5) and mind control.

They, for their part, feel that we socialized humans are weak, deluded and blinded by our early upbringing, and that we, like lambs, go silently and greatly deservedly, to slaughter by their hand.

Empaths Targeted by Sociopaths: The Socio-Empath-Apath Triad

Link: “Empathic People Are Natural Targets for Sociopaths – Protect Yourself,” by Dr. Jane and Tim McGregor, “Addiction Today,” 30 October 2013 … https://www.sott.net/article/268449-Empathic-people-are-natural-targets-for-sociopaths-protect-yourself  …

In the above article, note especially the interactions involved in the “Socio-Empath-Apath Triad.” (a type of folie à trois). What if three people were in a company and …

  • the sociopath was a CEO,
  • the empath was an honest employee, and
  • the apath (‘yes’ man or woman) was the company’s omsbudsman? …

Or what if, in a natal family with a mom, a dad, and a child …

  • one of the three was a sociopath,
  • one was an empath, and
  • one was an apath? …

This reminds me a little of the Karpman Drama Triangle (also known as the Dreaded Drama Triangle or the Perverse Triangle (persecuter – rescuer – victim) … which contrasts to the Empowerment Dynamic (challenger – coach – creator) … http://bertparlee.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/david-emeradls-ted-460×460.png ..

See also … Link: “1 in 5 CEOs are Psychopaths, Study Finds,” by Jonathan Pearlman, Sydney, 13 September 2016 … http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2016/09/13/1-in-5-ceos-are-psychopaths-australian-study-finds/ ..

Conclusion

So these are the things that we have to look out for. The people in our Ascension community call these people Controllers. But the truth of the matter is that they are lacking something. I believe it has something to do with genetics, and a twist or torque in the etheric net. It is my very great hope that there will be a solution to this difficulty, so that they can join the flow of the Hu … of humankind … in years to come.

You all, keep a good eye out for that! And, everyone, be safe!

And, for everyone who is a sociopath, or feral child, or feral grown-up: You be safe too! I think there will be a path for you.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..

Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Psychology Today … https://www.psychologytoday.com/conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder ..

Image: “This stone mask from the pre-ceramic neolithic period dates to 7000 BC and is probably the oldest mask in the world” (Musée de la Bible et de la Terre Sainte), Gryffindor – Own work … in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mask#/media/File:Musee_de_la_bible_et_Terre_Sainte_001.JPG … CC BY-SA 3.0

Image: “This stone mask from the pre-ceramic neolithic period dates to 7000 BC and is probably the oldest mask in the world” (Musée de la Bible et de la Terre Sainte), Gryffindor – Own work … in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mask#/media/File:Musee_de_la_bible_et_Terre_Sainte_001.JPG … CC BY-SA 3.0

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The Child with the Rock . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 24 March 2017; published on 3 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock
    • Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection
    • On Being Aware of the Tendency to Act Out Early Soul Wounding in One’s Adult Life
    • The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding
      • Acting Out Rage Against Women
      • On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life
    • Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding

Dear Ones,

This is an astral story of early childhood Soul wounding and the inclination to act out in adult life by a process called ‘projection’ in Psychology. This is the process to be fought and subdued, as the Incoming Light continues to transform our beautiful planet Earth, and each of her beings. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font was not in the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock

I have a Soul wounding fable to tell you about a young boy. I have discussed it a little before. The astral story goes like this: There was a young boy who was first learning about orgasm. He lived in a rural area, and he went out into a meadow. His little sister, who idolized him, followed him, but he did not want her around. He tried to get her to go away, but she would not go away, and so he picked up a rock and hit her on the head with it.

His intention was to get her to cry and to leave, but unfortunately the blow knocked her out, and she fell on a rock and it killed her. He tried to wake her up. He could not believe that she was dead. Then he went and told his father. In a fit of anger, his father took a butcher knife and cut his penis off.

Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection

What happened there was a typical instance of Soul wounding in the third dimension. Extreme Soul wounding. The young boy was in such shock at what his father did that he fell into a state of post-traumatic stress disorder, a state of overwhelmingly immense fear.

But he couldn’t blame the incident on his father, because his father had done this horrible thing to him. And he needed to obey his father and honor his father to prevent his father from actually continuing on and mutilating him more and killing him.

So instead, he projected his extreme upset over that incident … his rage and anger over that incident … onto his younger sister who was already dead.

The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding

Acting Out Rage Against Women. Then in later life, he had a feeling of fear and rage towards women … what you might call a ‘crossed-wires’ rage, that had to do with projection of those emotions. Actually and originally, he felt fear and upset over a man in authority, and then it became ‘once removed’ … to fear and upset over women.

In later life, he felt it more comfortable to have intimate relationships with men than with women. (It could also be that relations with women might be difficult because of the genital wounding.) And when he saw women alone, in a meadow or wilderness place, he had an urge to kill them. It was as if his Soul was repeating this early childhood accident and trying to make better sense of it, and to come to a resolution of the Soul wounding that had occurred.

This does happen, quite frequently, that people continue to play out portions of early childhood, very deep and severe Soul wounding incidents, in an attempt to bring them to their conscious attention, and to resolve it.

On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life. This astral story might also play out as the desire to genitally mutilate young boys, or to murder them, if the man who had this early childhood trauma were to act out the early story as if he were his own father.

It might also play out as genital mutilation of adult men, particularly if the young man has assumed a female role in adult life. This, I guess, has to do with the societal expectation that the young man, now a woman, will take male lovers, and the early PTSD experience of overwhelming fear of the father, because of the act that occurred.

So then, when the opportunity to have intimate relations with a man came up, the Soul wounding scenario would begin to surface from the subconscious mind. The energy behind the repression of the memory, as it threatened to release from the subconscious to the conscious mind, might cause the man … now a woman in the eyes of the world … to flip personas to the omnipotent, genitally mutilating father, so as to re-repress the emergent fear.

Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding 

There is a further elaboration that sometimes occurs on this type of story, where a person tends to repeat a violent act that occurred in early childhood, but knows the social and legal consequences of such an act. So he may convince others … friends, for instance … to carry out this act for him in the name of friendship. That is what I call a second-tier karmic occurrence: When, from the first tier of karma, karma flows down into a tier of acquaintances or friends.

So there is that story. And I am sure that this story has a solution coming up very soon … some time this year, I feel … for all those who have been so deeply wounded.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS … See the story of the boy with the rock.

Link: “Issues of Violence and Betrayal to Do with Crossdressing,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 April 2018; published on 29 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8Aa ..

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The Serial Killer: Fact and Phantasmagoria . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 17 November 2016
Previously titled: Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories

  • DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM
  • ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
    • Mind Control
    • Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself
      • Does a Cannibal Lack Personality
      • A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide
    • Paraphilia
    • Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia
    • Coprophilia and Coprophagia
  • ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED
    • Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
      • Footnote on Relationship of Vallecito Lake to Middle Mountain
    • How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
  • IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS
  • LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT
  • FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS
  • LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS
    • Innate Ability to Hypnotize or ‘Mesmerize’
  • SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT
    • Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
    • Code of Silence for Followers
  • THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE
  • RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN
    • Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
    • Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
    • A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
  • IN CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…

Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal

Link: “Ego 1: Circle of One . I Am the Only Ego in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, published 15 August 2016; revised 7 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-623 ..

To begin: It is my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I am looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.

I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive …

DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM?

“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic … For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians … Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

[Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I have also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]

Consequentialism

I find this of interest because it is a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I have heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing.

Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy …

Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means” … meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable …” –from Link: “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

For more on this, see my blog category:  Consequentialism

ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS

Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer …

“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’ … He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Mind Control

Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”

Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself

Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blog on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss …

Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient . by Robert Waska, Ph.D..” referral by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6go ..

Does a Cannibal Lack Personality? Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.

Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers …

“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia) …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide. Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘mind slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I will kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.

A similar ‘cannibal mind slide’ would be: I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.

Paraphilia

Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals …” –from Link: “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia

Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus …

The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time …

This snippet of conversation gleaned from the astral plane offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’.

Coprophilia and Coprophagia

Here is another astral story …

The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.

This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.

ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED

“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity’ …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Further, serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed

Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story, I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year-old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.

At any rate, here is the [clearly unprovable] astral story… I will use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air.  DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake [see footnote at the end of this section], on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.

At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.

From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.

This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.

Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple whom they admired; this second couple was, according to the astral story, also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I do not know.

I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain [see footnote at the end of this section] in the summer of 2013. I do not know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.

I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.

On a tangent, I later heard that the first man later used the same [presumably 4-foot-long] lead-lined box to ship the decapitated body of the wife of the second couple to her deceased parents’ home to be buried in the right side of the front yard, and that the body was discovered as ‘Jane Doe’ by the Los Angeles Police Department, which could not identify it for lack of the head. Also that the wife had been slain by her husband so that he might obtain her parents’ home for himself.

Nothing is for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case.

Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR …

  • Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
  • Along these lines, there was a further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man purportedly poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as a form of risk mitigation.

By way of aside, the following year, I clairly heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.

Footnote on Relationship of Vallecito Lake to Middle Mountain. Here is a map showing the relationship of Vallecito Lake and Middle Mountain …  https://www.google.com/maps/dir/Vallecito+Lake/Middle+Mountain+Campground,+San+Juan+National+Forest,+Forest+Road+603,+Bayfield,+CO+81122/@37.554316,-107.8162884,10z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m13!4m12!1m5!1m1!1s0x873eecf978a6e11b:0xa831f9c4eb879629!2m2!1d-107.5353526!2d37.6979164!1m5!1m1!1s0x873e9c7bcb616af3:0x3cd7764a14a450f7!2m2!1d-107.5368319!2d37.4102889 ..

Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.

In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person …

  • The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There is a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom traveled.
  • Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
  • Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
  • Here is a map of Vallecito Lake showing some of these places … https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/20/be/86/20be860258f68fa4e5e6db4eb20de1f2.jpg ..

How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person 

Speaking now from a 3D perspective, from the realm of physical reality: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.

Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual.) If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in fellatio, and also perhaps in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion perhaps being that they meant to control him.

IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS

Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: If a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.

Let us take a look at this relief of Lilith, which reminds me of a different woman, the wife of the second couple described in the astral story above. Coincidentally, it also appeared along with the earliest promotional material for this book …

Citation: “Mission to Earth A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba [no publication year listed] …

… which I discuss in another blog …

Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..

burney_relief_babylon_-1800-1750

Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair (a tableau I once observed).

LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT

Here is more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael. The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” –from Link: “Lilith” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that …

  • The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil;
  • That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished; and
  • That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.

From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this …

  • He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (that is, he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
  • His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (that is, he was able to control her)
  • His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (that is, she could not be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
  • His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers … Video: “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” by Jack London, 24 February 2013 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10 starting at 16.40 (that is, he must have complete control of his wife or followers). I recommend viewing the video, from which I learned quite a lot.

For more on the Lilith legend, see Link: “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5lz ..

FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS

“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

  • Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age? [For more on an astral story about this see my blog category: catastrophic childhood experiences ]
  • Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?

LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS

It is possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother was not willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: There may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.

Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages …

“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis … ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’ … This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor) …

“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’ … Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity … Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Innate Ability to Hypnotize

Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abused—emotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.

As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents … For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.

Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?

SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT

Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toole …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts). 

“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range … A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89 …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?

Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’

In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth.

He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.

Code of Silence for Followers

We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would leave the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.

Further, by preventing personal relationships from taking place on the physical plane, it might make it easier for him to sacrifice any member of his group, at his convenience, without upsetting his other followers as much as might have been the case had they become friends with each other.

THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE

Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say,  at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, telekinesis, and levitation (which, according to occult theory, is accomplished with the help of demon allies), in addition to the innate ability to mind control.

What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance …

  • when he used drugs or
  • when he was drowsy or asleep.

RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN

What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.

Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled

The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage …

  • perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
  • perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.

They might attempt …

  • to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
  • to imprison or control her; or
  • to kill her.

Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby

The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.

In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?

This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman?

Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….

Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?

A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby

Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this shocking scenario that I viewed on the astral plane …

Both are invited to a sexual rendezvous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: Prop him up against the wall.

My thoughts on this scenario …

  • In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency. Such might happen were the serial killer to be experiencing male menopause, for instance.
  • His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
  • Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.

IN CONCLUSION

These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I have attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..

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Soul Wounding: On Seeing Suffering as Good . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 28 September 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Catastrophic Childhood Experience: Genital Mutilation of a Young Boy by a Parent [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]
      • Cruelty as Being ‘For Your Own Good’
      • The Notion That the End Justifies the Means
        • Eugenics Experiments
      • Acting Out Soul Wounding
      • Other Instances of Catastrophic Childhood Learning: One Parent Kills the Other, or Child Is Kept in Closet or Chained to Bed [re ‘Likes Blondes Too’ and ‘Spoil’s]
      • Daydream about Felon Eugenics Experiment [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]
        • On Reprogramming Early Childhood Learning
    • Second Catastrophic Childhood Learning Experience: Substitute Mom Murdered [re ‘Likes Blondes Too’]
      • On Becoming Acquainted with the Inner Child
    • Third Catastrophic Childhood Learning Experience: Thought That Having Sex Might Kill a Woman [re ‘The Maldekian’r]
    • Conclusion
    • Photos by Alice
  • OUTLINE OF THE VIDEO

Dear Ones,

This video and the edited Summary and Outline that follow it are about some astral stories I have heard on the clair plane, to do with Soul wounding experiences which teach a child that suffering is good, or that the end justifies the means. All these accounts are from clair hearing, not from the physical realm …

There is information in this summary that’s not in the video, and vice versa. All these accounts are from clair hearing, not from the physical realm …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I wanted to talk a little about a childhood wounding experience that I ran into only on the astral plane, and which seems very severe. There are a number of these, actually, about which I would like to talk.

Catastrophic Childhood Experience: Genital Mutilation of a Young Boy by a Parent [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]

You know, all children go through a phase in their childhood where they are learning about their sexuality. And typically they learn about it from their sisters and brothers or from their playmates, without a lot of adult supervision.

In this case there was a young boy who was learning about sexuality from his sister … his younger sister, I assume. When his father found out about it, he mutilated the boy’s genitals. In that action he also expressed verbally that he was doing it ‘for the child’s own good’ … for his own benefit, and for his ethical development as a person. Of course, this is a massive distortion of the Light.

The things that are for our own good in the world, and for the good of our Souls, inevitably involve great joy. So the optimal path for Soul evolution involves the pursuit of happiness, and joy, and love, and Light … appreciation and gratitude and so forth; the cultivation of those emotions, and not the intense suffering and social stigma involved in genital mutilation. This is the very farthest from the way for a father to raise his children … the farthest from the Light.

Cruelty as Being ‘For Your Own Good’. So then, at a very young age this young person learned this very hard lesson to the effect that suffering and physical mutilation and self-hatred … hatred of the body … were good for the Soul, good for the character, and good for a person’s ethics. This was a completely wrong thing.

This lack of genitals also cast him into the role of homosexual for the rest of his life. He had not the ability to carry out the normal sex act, that he was inclined to perform as a man. So he was forced into a role rather like that of a woman.

This was a further distortion of his Light that involved going against his own principles, going against his own desires, and so forth. He had to deal with all these things. In doing so he came to an understanding, at a more mature age … a false understanding based on these false learning experiences of his youth … the great Soul wounding of his youth … and no doubt, of many prior lifetimes … that cruelty to people was ‘for their own good’. For more on this notion of cruelty being ‘for one’s own good’, see …

Link: “Selfless Service as Suffering or Alms-Giving,” by Alice B. Clagett, Filmed on 28 August 2016; published on 30 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6cJ ..

The Notion That the End Justifies the Means. There is a form of ethics out there that has to do, in a similar way, with a kind of tyranny against the free will of humankind, with the notion that there is a ‘master plan’ that needs to be put into effect so as to perfect the world … perfect human society … and so forth. Such was the case with Hitler, when there was a plan that there were certain types of people that had the right to be alive on Earth … and that everyone else, including the Polish peoples and the Jewish peoples and probably many others … deserved to be put to death so as to implement the plan.

Eugenics Experiments. In addition it was felt that these people were so inferior to the favored race of people that it would be all right … it would be ethical to perform surgical experiments on them no matter what the pain that was inflicted … though it resulted in their torture and in their death … for the sake of society, and for the sake of development of a scientific body of knowledge of medicine and genetics and so forth. And these experiments were performed.

This type of philosophy, that the ends justify any means that are used to attain them, is purported on the astral airs to be espoused by various groups of people in the world today … including some genetic engineering experiments; experiments with paranormal abilities; and in the experiment I am about to explain.

Acting Out Soul Wounding. Because people who have great Soul trauma in childhood have to resolve that trauma in their adult lives, or else are doomed to act it out time after time, or to inflict that trauma on other people and see it acted out in other people (which is called, in the realm of psychology, ‘substitution’), their cases are coming before the world right now, during the Awakening process, first.

Other Instances of Catastrophic Childhood Learning: One Parent Kills the Other, or Child Is Kept in Closet or Chained to Bed [re ‘Likes Blondes Too’ and ‘Spoils’]. This includes people such as the blameless young person that I mentioned before. Then there is the case of some young people who see their fathers slaughter their mothers before their eyes (or even vice versa: maybe the mother poisons the father). There are even young people who are chained to a bed, or kept in a closet for all their lives, until they somehow escape or else pass on. There are cases of vast and extreme Soul wounding in childhood. These are coming up now, because the Light will not support them staying on Earth unless they clear.

What is also coming up right now is acting out or substitute acting out of the Soul trauma of early childhood so that this will come up to the Awareness of the conscious mind, and so that it can be resolved through the Incoming Light. This is true for all these peoples.

Daydream about Felon Eugenics Experiment [re ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’]. Now back to the first young man of whom I spoke. Apparently this young person … who since grew up … started having daydreams about acting out, to do with his early childhood wounding. What these daydreams (which were very horrifying to me) were, was a bringing of the early incident up to Awareness … just as we mentioned before. Whether the daydreams were actually carried out in reality seems very unlikely to me; a very moot point. The likelihood is that dreams like this, which come as astral stories into the noosphere, are just the welling up of this old wounding so that it can be resolved.

I will tell you what kind of dreams result from such early wounding: This particular dream had to do with felons, and the notion that they could be repatriated to good work in the community by transforming male felons into women. In the astral stories, in these daydreams, these felons were transformed through gender operations to transgender females.

I mentioned this before, and I have also discussed before the results of that, which is that they turned to serial killing because of the great wounding in their genitals, and because they are unable to express their sexual drive. So then they turn to killing instead, because the cells that are gone from their sexual organs have been killed, and there is still the memory of this killing of the cells. So this brings up the notion of killing. And then it gets turned into this acting out of killing.

In the daydream what happened was an unfortunate series of incidents of acting out this notion, combined with the idea that any means might be employed in the service of a great notion of transforming humanity for the better. And what resulted from that kind of philosophy, in the daydream, is something very very dark and distorted in the Light. It was about a bunch of transgender felons who became serial killers, according to the astral lore.

On Reprogramming Early Childhood Learning. So then when that daydream transpires, then the next thing to do is to figure: I have had this daydream, involving so much suffering, based on my early childhood learning. Obviously this learning was faulty … or the daydream would have turned out better. So what can I do to change my learning experience, to transform it into something more true.

Second Catastrophic Childhood Learning Experience: Substitute Mom Murdered [re ‘Likes Blondes Too’]

Then there was a case that has come up on the astral plane … two cases that involved killing of women in childhood. One was a case where the boy’s mother went off someplace and deserted him at an early age; and the father had a call girl in. Because of the culture … it was some distant culture … he killed her right after having intercourse. But it was socially acceptable there; and so the young boy had the opportunity to see a mother substitute killed before his eyes. And that gave him the notion that a woman he had for his own wife or significant other might be killed. This put before him constantly, in his relationships with women, the concern that he might behave in the same way as his father.

In this case the daydreams would be back to the early childhood experience, and then on to the experience of all the women he had ever known intimately, and on to daydreams about them being killed. There was thus the potential for acting out.

On Becoming Acquainted with the Inner Child. Another thing to do is to look back at childhood, and try and uncover the early childhood events that took place. This can be done by developing an acquaintance with the Inner Child … Search my blog category: Inner child – lost children of the Soul – repressed memories – repressed emotions

Third Catastrophic Childhood Learning Experience: Thought That Having Sex Might Kill a Woman [re ‘The Maldekian’]

This is the final instance I have for you today; it has to do with a young man … again, just before or at the age of puberty … who was experimenting sexually. It so often happens, at this time, that this type of thing happens. He was experimenting sexually, and he thought that the only way that he could do this experiment with the young girl that he knew, was to somehow immobilize her first; that was his concern. So he tried chloroform or paint thinner or something; he used some chemical over her nose to render her temporarily unconscious.

What happened was that then she looked like she had passed on, and he thought that he had killed her. And so then, in his state of terror, in his mind he immediately associated sexuality with killing women … in a manner similar to what had happened in the second case that we talked about just now.

And so now, whenever he thinks about having sex with a woman, or if he is married to a woman, he is always concerned that he might kill her. He always does that. And when he gets angry with a woman, he has always to fight that tendency to act out that early childhood drama.

Conclusion

What a childhood drama. My gosh! And so many people these days are coming up with these sorts of very deep, dark Soul woundings, and bearing for the world the responsibility of clearing all those dark energy threads from planet Earth.

Let’s all say a prayer for all the people involved in these sorts of energies. And let us do our best to cheer them on, in their great challenge and endeavor for new life on New Earth.

OUTLINE OF THE VIDEO

  • First Catastrophic Childhood Experience: Genital mutilation of a young boy by a parent when the parent discovers sibling sexual play in early childhood. Description of the resultant distortions of light.
  • The notion that cruelty to people is for their own good … this came about because the child was treated cruelly by the father, and the child depended on the father for survival. If the father were to be viewed as ‘bad’ then the child might not survive; thus the assumption was made that the father was good, that the physical cruelty enacted by the father must also be good, and that it would be appropriate to act out this physical cruelty with other people. Were this acting out to take place, as, for instance, in daydreams in adult life about mutilating other people ‘for their own good’. More on this below …
  • The notion that the end justifies the means; that any means suit an end that is for the good of humanity … the notion, for instance of Hitler, that a master plan ought to be implemented that involved medical experiments on concentration camp detainees, and elimination of certain subsets of humankind in the interests of eugenics. In the case of this first child, the lesson learned was that sex with a girl was so very wrong that it must be prevented through removal of the physical means of performing the sex act; this then forced the maturing boy into a sexual role that was feminine in nature, although his natal inclination was otherwise. From this one might imagine the notion that it might be all right to perform eugenics experiments involving the removal of genitals, as long as the end was for the good of humanity.
  • In more recent times, there are astral stories about genetic experiments and paranormal warfare or corporate competition experiments based on the philosophy of any means to an end.
  • Additional instances of deep early childhood Soul wounding (from the media): A child in a family where one parent kills the other; a child kept in a closet or chained to a bed.
  • Astral story dreamed by the first child above: An eugenics experiment with felons, projecting onto them the genital mutilation experienced by the child, and retrofitting them, as it were, with transgender operations, so that their drive to aggression and acting out of criminal behavior might be transformed to the feminine qualities of compassion and motherly love. In fact, this astral story turned out the opposite of what was intended: the transgender felons, having no longer a means of ‘letting off steam’ through orgasm, instead turned to serial killing. The nightmare quality of this astral story reflects the depth of the dreamer’s original Soul wounding, and the attempt to project this Soul wounding onto other people. Projection, as I understand it, is a way of looking at deep trauma ‘at arm’s length’ … The act of projection, I feel, makes the exploration of the trauma less threatening. Also, this astral story embodied the philosophy of ‘any means to an end’ … in this way, it was reminiscent of the Nazi medical experiments.
  • When a person finds themselves going over this sort of astral story, involving so much suffering, then the thing to do is to look back at childhood, and try and uncover the early childhood events that took place. This can be done by developing an acquaintance with the Inner Child (search this term on my blog). Added:
  • Second Catastrophic Childhood Experience: Mother went away when the child, a boy, was very young. The father had a call girl in, and killed her after having sex with her. This put before the young boy the concern that his having sex with a woman might lead to killing her. The result was the man had daydreams with a nightmare-like quality … the daydreaming mind constructed and elaborated on astral stories about such scenarios. As in the above instance, I feel that the thing to do would be to become aware of the nightmare quality of these astral stories, and to ask oneself: Clearly there was false learning in my early childhood. What was the falseness, and what would be the greater truth?
  • Third Catastrophic Childhood Experience: Early childhood sexual play where boy uses chloroform or the like to date rape the girl, then becomes concerned that he may have killed her (although she was only unconscious). This is similar to the experience of the second child described above, although not so terrifying. Nevertheless, it has caused the man always to feel, when he has sex with a woman, that he might be in danger of killing her. When he gets angry with a woman, he has always to fight that tendency to act out the early childhood drama.
  • Conclusion: These cases of deep early childhood Soul wounding are coming up to the Light right now, so that the wounding may be cleared, and these Souls may be healed. People who have experienced such early childhood traumas in this lifetime are those who have agreed to do the clearing work not just for themselves in this lifetime, but also for all humankind, through all their incarnations in the recently concluded 10,000-year Age of Darkness. Let us keep these great Souls in our prayers and in our hearts, that their good work for humankind may be accomplished with all possible speed and efficiency.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Photos by Alice

Image: “Garden Plants 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Garden Plants 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Garden Plants 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Garden Plants 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0

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