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How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People and Sociopaths . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 18 September 2018
Previously titled: How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People

Dear Ones,

I have talked a little in the past about heart chakra vampirism and basal chakra vampirism. These are two ways in which Soulless people, whose EMF is too damaged to bring in energy from the Universe (as almost all the people on Earth do), must ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck energy from the EMF of Normals.

For instance, in the case of heart chakra vampirism by a Soulless person, energy flows into the frontal funnel of his heart chakra, but not out of it. Thus he is compassion-less; he has a complete lack of empathy.

Instead of sending energy out of his heart, in a loving relationship, he can only suck energy into his heart, in a vampirical way. He is sustained by the co-dependent flowing forth of love from the heart chakras of other people. This is the behavior typically ascribed to the sociopath or psychopath …

Link: “How to Spot a Sociopath in Three Steps,” by Bill Eddy, LCSW, JD, 15 March 2018, in “Psychology Today,” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/5-types-people-who-can-ruin-your-life/201803/how-spot-sociopath-in-3-steps ..

Similarly, the Soulless person whose basal chakra is too damaged to bring energy in from Earth, so that it may flow upward through the subtle spine … the kundalini or central vertical power current (aka the pranic tube, pranic column, antahkarana, silver cord, or silver thread)… and in that way, sustain his hologram, will ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck the energy from a Normal person through astral rape on the psychic plane, or else by repeated acts of vaginal or anal rape and murder. Without this sucking in of other people’s energy, like Dorian Gray, he will wither away and die.

A good example of this latter kind of behavior is the role played by David Tennant in the 2005 TV mini-series movie “Secret Smile” …

Link: “Secret Smile,” 2005 TV mini-series, at IMDb, https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0462520/ ..

Lightworkers, pathfinders, wayshowers, bhakti or jnana yogi, and healers are likely to run into Soulless energy vampires, whether of the heart or of the basal chakra, because these people are attracted to the bright Light of the Lightworker, the pathfinder, the wayshower, the bhakti or jnana yogi, and the healer stand out like beacons in the astral realm.

Soulless people, unable to process Light from Source or from Earth because of their alienation … through their actions … from their Souls, which are a reflection of Source, are bound to ferret out people with very bright Light, and and seek to drain them of energy.

Speaking from experience, I have found that it is very difficult to detach from the EMF of a Soulless person once he has logged onto you, on the astral plane. Even with daily spiritual practice, or sadhana, it took me about 15 years to detach from the first such being … a basal chakra vampire … that I encountered. Then, with the utmost determination on my part, it took 3 years to detach from a heart chakra vampire who targetted me.

The feeling of being ‘stuck’ to an energy vampire reminds me of this short video, in which a gentleman named Jared shows how, when two plumbers’ helpers are stuck together, it is very difficult to pull them apart …

Video: “Air Pressure_Potty Plungers, and Pressure,” by George Mehler, 20 April 2012, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fguD27Q2ijg ..

If you imagine that the frontal funnel of your heart chakra, and that of the Soulless person, are stuck together in this way, then that is the feeling I had about being stuck to a heart chakra vampire some years ago.

The way to overcome this heart chakra glom is to place awareness unrelentingly on the hridaya chakra in the deep center of the heart chakra, or if that will not work, then to place awareness on the High Heart, in the location of the thymus gland, which provides physical regeneration.

One may also place awareness on the trachea, the tube within the chest, near the thymus, through which air passes before branching off to either lung. Concentrating on the trachea, in my experience, offers a feeling of peace, tranquility, and stillness … almost, immutability.

Once the connection with the sociopath is broken … and this may take quite some months … you can then return the awareness to the Hridaya Chakra.

I myself have found that sending energy forth from the frontal funnel of the heart chakra, after the ‘air pressure plunger’ connection was broken, caused the sociopath to approach me, on the astral plane, over and over again, for several years after the initial successful separation. Thus I found it necessary to place my Awareness on the High Heart for quite some time, before I was able to successfully transition back to the Hridaya Chakra, long term.

The mechanism of the heart chakra vampire effect is different from that of the stuck-together plungers in the above video, in that there is a constant drain of energy from the heart of the co-dependent person, and into the heart of the sociopath. Thus the Normal trapped in this situation may, like me, feel drained of energy, lethargic apathetic, even despairing, until the connection can be broken.

The feeling of the basal chakra vampire effect is a sudden, and nearly 100%, drain of pranic energy from the body of the Normal, along with an incoming visualization of astral rape, often while the Normal is on all fours. Or, in cases of physical rape, if the victim … whether male or female adult or child … resists, then there may be sudden loss of life, for instance, by strangulation.

Speaking from personal experience, I have found that this sudden energy drain can be overcome …

  • through gentle physical exercise, such as aerobics and swimming;
  • through prana exercises such as long, deep breathing, or else by placing conscious awareness on the breath passing through the nostrils, or else by counting the breaths from 1 to 10, then starting over again.
  • through daily spiritual sadhana, such as yoga, kirtan, and/or meditation
  • and through a moderate diet and plenty of hydration.

It is important to avoid the physical presence of a Soulless person, and to avoid communications with them, such as letters, emails, and phone calls. They may stalk you on the physical plane; the minute you see them, distance yourself from you physically. They may send people who are under their influence after you; it is important to avoid these people as well, and to avoid communicating with them.

Those who can tear away the astral cords of the encroaching Soulless person through a loving sexual relationship with another person may find relief as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Ensoulment, Soullessness, and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 August 2018, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a4p ..

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Dream about a Multiple Personality . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 29 May 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about a dream I had about a multiple personality. A lightly edited transcript follows the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I saw a movie a week or so ago. There are three main characters in it, and an additional character. One was a serial killer … really gnarly looking dude. Another was a shorter man who was intent on saving a woman who was a victim … all tied up and everything … of this serial killer apparently.

I woke up in the middle of the night, and I had this vision, that there was one person, who was a Multiple Personality, and who was channeling … there was energy channeling through this person … I don’t know where it came from … that he was able to direct into three separate streams of energy, so as to create a personality ‘performance’ in each of these individuals on the screen. I’ve never heard of such a thing.

I don’t know whether there’s any scientific basis for this or not, but it would be interesting to see that movie, and just imagine: What if it were true, that there was some person who was able to channel the energy of what most people have as a personality, into three separate personalities. Separating threads of energy, so as to … from the ‘background’ … MC or ‘mind control’ all the actors on the stage during a performance, and create in each of them the personality that they would like the actors to perform.

Quite an interesting theory about Multiple Personality. And I never heard of it being mentioned before, that that might result in mind controlling other people, or obsessing other people with energy that, in the case of the serial killer on screen, might have been considered demonic.

As to the other roles in the movie, one guy was like the hero that wanted to save the girl, and the other was a very brave woman. Like that. So, three very separate ideas of ways to be in the world.

I feel that there are other possible explanations for that unusual dream that I had. One might be, from the viewpoint of a Multiple Personality … whose core personality is fractured, or splintered, into regions of light, each containing a separate personality … that a person like that might see such a movie, and since they have no definite or set personality … or alternatively, they might have many personalities … then they might imagine that they were all the people on screen, and that that might give rise to that dream that I dreamt.

I dreamt that dream about someone else. It was the weirdest dream … as if they were talking to me.

And the other possibility that I thought of … of course, there are probably many possibilities … but another thought I had is that a person with Superconscious awareness … who is enlightened, or self-realized, or like that, might not identify with a particular role of personality, any more than another role. You know?

And so, they might look at such a movie, and see in it, with an empathic awareness, the part of each person, as if it were their own person. Do you know what I mean?

So those are three very different ideas about that. I’m sure that people who know a lot about psychology and psychiatry would know plenty of other things.

Talk to you all later.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Wild Thistle,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Wild Thistle,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0


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The Feral Child . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 8 April 2017; later revised

    • Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes
    • Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics
    • The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)
    • The Social Mask of an ASP
    • The Truth about ‘Feral Children’
    • On Eluding the Sociopath
    • The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels
    • Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control
    • Illustrations: Mask of Agamemnon, photo of Daniel Perez of Kansas, Stone Mask
    • Conclusion
    • Footnotes
    • For More Information

“Gold death-mask known as the “Mask of Agamemnon”. Widely assumed to be a fake … CC BY 2.0 (1)

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

This is a video on the feral child, along with further notes on antisocial personalities and sociopaths. There’s a new discussion of the social mask of the antisocial personality. After the video is a Summary; text in blue font isn’t in the video.



Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes

In my youth, I read books and theories about what it would be like for a child to be, in its very young infancy, in the company of animals rather than people. The notion was called the ‘feral child’. There were books that had been written, romanticizing the notion of Tarzan of the Apes, and how he came to be more adept at English manners, and so forth.

These books are very off the target. In fact, there are quite a huge number of feral children … who either are small, or have grown up … in the world today. In these modern times, they are known as antisocial personalities.

Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics

For instance, I read today online, in a 2016 blog, (2) that the American Psychiatric Association feels there was about a 4% rate of antisocial personality disorder in the United States as of last year. And then there was another study by the National Institute of Mental Health in 1991 that stated that, since 15 years prior to that (which would have been the mid-1970s) the prevalence of antisocial personalities in the young people of America had doubled. So we’re talking about a significant segment of the United States population, and no doubt, of the world’s population.

The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)

You and I, we’re likely to run into one in the supermarket, I guess. And what these children are, are human beings in form and appearance, who have never learned the ways of civilized man.

Instead, the guiding lights for their lives are the feral drives. And so, what they see in other people are also these feral drives. They use their understanding of the feral drives, which are buried, in most people, under a veneer of civilized behavior and adherence to societal expectations; they use other people’s feral drives to manipulate them.

If possible, they form packs … wild packs, like wolf packs, in which they are the leaders. As did Charles Manson for instance, and Daniel Perez, the Kansas killing cult leader, who was arrested and brought to justice.

There are many other instances like that, of people who keep a minimum contact with people in everyday life, especially during the daytime, because the veneer of civilization that they carry as a mask is very thin.

And so, they’re likely to come out at night and live as a recluse most of the time. When unfettered by other people’s expectations, their behavior will be completely feral.

The Social Mask of an ASP

Antisocial personalities study and copy each other’s social masks. You might see an ASP switching personae completely from time to time as he decides to mimic the mask of a different ASP he has studied.

Here is a photo of Daniel Perez, the Kansas killing cult leader: http://www.kansas.com/news/local/crime/tpgn99/picture10595009/ALTERNATES/FREE_640/perez.JPG

Note the following details, which might, if the stories brought forth about him are true, indicate a cleverly put-together social mask:

  • The hair: a little on the long side, a little forgetful of close clip detail, says: I am not a cunning guy.
  • The bangs, artlessly falling across the brow, say: I’m a little boy. I need someone to help me comb my hair. Be a mom to me.
  • The slightly furrowed brow: Quizzical expression. This says: I’m not totally sure of what’s going on here. I’m confused. I’m sure we can work it out together, though.
  • The eyes are without light. They say: I’m an average Joe, not so very bright. Like you.
  • The mouth, slightly downturned, says: I’m going through a rough patch right now. It’s kind of a nuisance, but not a serious inconvenience. I’m a little pained that you guys are putting me through all this.
  • The shoulders and chest have the lightest touch of muscular tension; almost imperceptible. These reinforce the message of the slightly downturned mouth.
  • The heart energy, intuitively speaking: Very still, very slow heartbeat. This says: I’m not afraid. I’m innocent. I’m a shy guy, not given to grandstanding.

It could be that the social mask of Charles Manson isn’t a favorite of ASPS who are at liberty, due to the fact Manson got caught.

I surmise it could also be that an ASP would be inclined to emulate the mannerisms of the cannibal Hannibal Lecter, who, though only a fictional character, is viewed and admired. Thus the thought of imitating him might have iconoclastic appeal.

The Truth about ‘Feral Children’

As far as I know, at this point, unless there’s a DNA change, ASPs can’t be socialized. Not yet.

So the truth of the feral child is not romantic at all. It’s the antisocial personality.

  • Lots of times it plays out as drug dealing and prostitution; risk taking behaviors (I read about this in Wikipedia);
  • and also serial killing and possibly mass murders;
  • also nymphomania (in women) and in men, satyriasis (that Don Juan complex) where the feral drive to sexuality is very pronounced because there’s no nay-saying … there’s no thought of holding off until the appropriate time. And so, there’s a constant desire for sexual intercourse.

On Eluding the Sociopath

I think the things to look out for, are manipulation of one’s own feral drives by someone else. (3) In other words,

  • we have to be aware of our feral drives, and what they’re doing and what they’re saying,
  • and also accept them,
  • and train them into a more productive way of doing things.
  • We can also sublimate them so that we can pursue higher consciousness and so forth.

So those are our ways of escaping what may be a very large subset of sociopathic people in the world today.

The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels

The psychological-psychiatric community has been slowly shifting its terminology from ‘psychopath’ to ‘sociopath’ to ‘antisocial person’ to ‘antisocial personality syndrome’. Now by ‘antisocial personality’ is not meant shyness. (This I get from my voluminous reading.) It’s not extreme shyness (which is now termed ‘social anxiety disorder’); although the behavior of an antisocial personality can mimic that of an extremely shy person.

This is because they’re hiding out from people so that no one will find out that they’re feral. They’re hiding during the daytime (when most people are out and about), or living in a place that’s remote from people. And their interactions with people take place when there are very few people around. Or when the situation is controlled, as I’ve mentioned in prior blogs, through mind control.

Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control

They’re very adept at what we call ‘mind control’ because they’re very in touch with the feral drives. (4) And the feral drives, in our unconscious and subconscious minds … because we’ve been socialized … are beneath our notice.

But right out there, in front of them, are our feral drives that they can manipulate through their telepathy. On the astral plane, I’ve never yet known a sociopath that isn’t extremely adept at telepathy (5) and mind control.

They, for their part, feel that we socialized humans are weak, deluded and blinded by our early upbringing, and that we, like lambs, go silently and greatly deservingly, to slaughter by their hand. (6)


So these are the things that we have to look out for. The people in our Ascension community call these people Controllers. But the truth of the matter is that they’re lacking something. I believe it has something to do with genetics, and a twist or torque in the etheric net. It’s my very great hope that there will be a solution to this difficulty, so that they can join the flow of the Hu … of humankind … in years to come.

You all, keep a good eye out for that! And, everyone, be safe!

And, for everyone who is a sociopath, or feral child, or feral grown-up: You be safe too! I think there will be a path for you.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

“This stone mask from the pre-ceramic neolithic period dates to 7000 BC and is probably the oldest mask in the world” … CC BY-SA 3.0  (7)


(1) “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon’.  This mask depicts the imposing face of a bearded noble man. It is made of a gold sheet with repoussé details. Two holes near the ears indicate that the mask was held in place of the deceased’s face with twine. This mask is believed to be a fake due to the high level of detail, such as the beard and ears. No other mask of it’s type has a similar amount of detail. Shaft Grave V, Grave Circle A, Mycenae. Found in Tomb V in Mycenae by Heinrich Schliemann in 1876.” National Archeological Museum, Athens. Self-photographed (Flickr), 20 December 2010 … Wikimedia, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:MaskOfAgamemnon.jpg … CC BY 2.0

(2) Link: “How Many Psychopaths and Sociopaths Are in the World or U.S.?” by Mike King, 6 September 2016, Quora, https://www.quora.com/How-many-psychopaths-and-sociopaths-are-in-the-world-or-U-S ..

(3) Link: “wikiHow to Spot a Sociopath,” http://www.wikihow.com/Spot-a-Sociopath ..

Link: “How to Spot — and Handle — a Sociopath,” Lisa Wolcott, MSW, LCSW, 2 March 2014, http://www.lisawolcott.com/how-to-spot-and-handle-a-sociopath/ ..

(4) This is gut brain mind control, and generally not the mental suggestion, ‘entrainment’, and ‘lock down’ (with terror) used by those who use negatively aspected telepathy from the throat chakra or brain (although they may secondarily use that as well).

(5) Many nonhuman mammals, both wild and domesticated, are also adept at gut brain telepathy.

(6) Link: “Empathic People Are Natural Targets for Sociopaths – Protect Yourself,” by Dr. Jand and Tim McGregor, “Addiction Today,” 20 October 2013, https://www.sott.net/article/268449-Empathic-people-are-natural-targets-for-sociopaths-protect-yourself  …

In the above article, note especially the interactions involved in the “Socio-Empath-Apath Triad.” (a type of folie à trois). What if three people were in a company and:

  • the sociopath was CEO,
  • the empath was an honest employee, and
  • the apath (‘yes’ man or woman) was the company’s omsbudsman? …

Or what if, in a natal family with a mom, a dad, and a child:

  • one of the three was a sociopath,
  • one was an empath, and
  • one was an apath? …

This reminds me a little of the Karpman Drama Triangle (also known as the Dreaded Drama Triangle or the Perverse Triangle (persecuter – rescuer – victim) … which contrasts to the Empowerment Dynamic (challenger – coach – creator): http://bertparlee.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/david-emeradls-ted-460×460.png ..

See also: “1 in 5 CEOs are Psychopaths, Study Finds,” by Jonathan Pearlman, Sydney, 13 September 2016, http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2016/09/13/1-in-5-ceos-are-psychopaths-australian-study-finds/

(7) “This stone mask from the pre-ceramic neolithic period dates to 7000 BC and is probably the oldest mask in the world” (Musée de la Bible et de la Terre Sainte), Gryffindor – Own work … Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mask#/media/File:Musee_de_la_bible_et_Terre_Sainte_001.JPG … CC BY-SA 3.0


“Antisocial Personality Disorder,” https://www.psychologytoday.com/conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder


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The Child with the Rock … by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 24 March 2017

    • Astral Story about a Boy who Threw a Rock
    • Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection
    • On Being Aware of the Tendency to Act Out Early Soul Wounding in One’s Adult Life
    • The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding
      • Acting Out Rage Against Women
      • On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life
    • Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding

Dear Ones,

This is an astral story of early childhood Soul wounding and the inclination to act out in adult life by a process called ‘projection’ in Psychology. This is the process to be fought and subdued, as the Incoming Light continues to transform our beautiful planet Earth, and each of her beings. A lightly edited Summary follows the video; text in blue font was not in the video …



Astral Story about a Boy who Threw a Rock

I have a Soul wounding fable to tell you about a young boy. I’ve discussed it a little before. The astral story goes like this: There was a young boy who was first learning about orgasm. He lived in a rural area, and he went out into a meadow. His little sister, who idolized him, followed him, but he didn’t want her around. He tried to get her to go away, but she wouldn’t go away, and so he picked up a rock and hit her on the head with it.

His intention was to get her to cry and to leave, but unfortunately the blow knocked her out, and she fell on a rock and it killed her. He tried to wake her up. He couldn’t believe that she was dead. Then he went and told his father. In a fit of anger, his father took a butcher knife and cut his penis off.

Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection

What happened there was a typical instance of Soul wounding in the third dimension. Extreme Soul wounding. The young boy was in such shock at what his father did that he fell into a state of post-traumatic stress disorder, a state of overwhelmingly immense fear.

But he couldn’t blame the incident on his father, because his father had done this horrible thing to him. And he needed to obey his father and honor his father to prevent his father from actually continuing on and mutilating him more and killing him.

So instead, he projected his extreme upset over that incident … his rage and anger over that incident … onto his younger sister who was already dead.

The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding

Acting Out Rage Against Women. Then in later life, he had a feeling of fear and rage towards women … what you might call a ‘crossed-wires’ rage, that had to do with projection of those emotions. Actually and originally, he felt fear and upset over a man in authority, and then it became ‘once removed’ … to fear and upset over women.

In later life, he felt it more comfortable to have intimate relationships with men than with women. (It could also be that relations with women might be difficult because of the genital wounding.) And when he saw women alone, in a meadow or wilderness place, he had an urge to kill them. It was as if his Soul was repeating this early childhood accident and trying to make better sense of it, and to come to a resolution of the Soul wounding that had occurred.

This does happen, quite frequently, that people continue to play out portions of early childhood, very deep and severe Soul wounding incidents, in an attempt to bring them to their conscious attention, and to resolve it.

On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life. This astral story might also play out as the desire to genitally mutilate young boys, or to murder them, if the man who had this early childhood trauma were to act out the early story as if he were his own father.

It might also play out as genital mutilation of adult men, particularly if the young man has assumed a female role in adult life. This, I guess, has to do with the societal expectation that the young man, now a woman, will take male lovers, and the early PTSD experience of overwhelming fear of the father, because of the act that occurred.

So then, when the opportunity to have intimate relations with a man came up, the Soul wounding scenario would begin to surface from the subconscious mind. The energy behind the repression of the memory, as it threatened to release from the subconscious to the conscious mind, might cause the man … now a woman in the eyes of the world … to flip personas to the omnipotent, genitally mutilating father, so as to re-repress the emergent fear.

Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding 

There’s a further elaboration that sometimes occurs on this type of story, where a person tends to repeat a violent act that occurred in early childhood, but knows the social and legal consequences of such an act. So he may convince others … friends, for instance … to carry out this act for him in the name of friendship. That’s what I call a second-tier karmic occurrence: When, from the first tier of karma, karma flows down into a tier of acquaintances or friends.

So there’s that story. And I’m sure that this story has a solution coming up very soon … some time this year, I feel … for all those who have been so deeply wounded.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories . by Alice B. Clagett *

Published on 17 November 2016

    • Mind Control
    • Cannibalism
    • Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia
    • Coprophilia and Coprophagia
    • On Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
    • How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
    • Innate Ability to Hypnotize
    • Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
    • Code of Silence for Followers
    • Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
    • Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
    • Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby

Dear Ones,

It’s my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I’m looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.

I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive:


“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic.[85] For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians.[86] Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill.[87]” (1) [Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I’ve also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]

I find this of interest because it’s a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I’ve heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing. (2) (For more on this, search my website for the term ‘consequentialism’.)


Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer:

“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’[97] He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.”[98] (1)

Mind Control. Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”

Cannibalism. Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. (Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blogs on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss.)

Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.

Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers:

“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia).[17]” (1)

Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘brain slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I’ll kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.

A similar ‘cannibal brain slide’ would be: “I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.”

Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia, (3) noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus: “The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time.” This astral story offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’.

Coprophilia and Coprophagia. Here is another astral story: “The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.” This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.


“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity‘.[16]” (1) Further …

Serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals.[6]” (1)

On Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed

Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story,  I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.

At any rate, here is the (absolutely unprovable) astral story… I’ll use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air.  DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake (4), on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.

At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.

From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.

This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.

Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I don’t know.

I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain (4) in the summer of 2013. I don’t know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.

I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.

Nothing’s for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case. (5)

Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR:

  • Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
  • Along these lines, there was further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as risk mitigating.

How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person

Speaking now from a clair perspective: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example from the realm of imagination: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.

Here is another example from the realm of imagination: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual). If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion being that they meant to control him.


Similarly, if a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.

Let’s take a look at this relief of Lilith …

Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” (6)

Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair.


Here’s more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael.[4] The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” (7)

So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. (8) From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that:

  • The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil
  • That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished
  • That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.

From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this:

  • He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (i.e., he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
  • His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (i.e., he was able to control her)
  • His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (i.e., she couldn’t be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
  • His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers. See “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10 starting at 16.40 (i.e., he must have complete control of his wife or followers)


“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting.[6]” (1)

  • Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age?
  • Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?


It’s possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother wasn’t willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: there may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.

Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages:

“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis.[27] ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’[28] This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor).[29] 

“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’[30] Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity.[31] Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect.[32]” (1)

Innate Ability to Hypnotize. Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abusedemotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member.[6]” (1) It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.

As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents.[6] For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” (1) From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.

Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?


Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toolehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts). 

“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range.[6][13][20] A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89.[21]” (1) Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?

Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’. In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth. He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.

Code of Silence for Followers. We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would lead the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.


Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say,  at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including levitation (9), pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis, in addition to the innate ability to mind control.

What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance:

  • when he used drugs or
  • when he was drowsy or asleep.


What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.

Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled

The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage:

  • perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
  • perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.

They might attempt:

  • to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
  • to imprison or control her; or
  • to kill her.

Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby

The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.

In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?

This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman? Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….

Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?

Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby

Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this scenario: Both are invited to a sexual rendevous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: ‘Prop him up against the wall.’

My thoughts on this scenario:

  • In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency.
  • His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
  • Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.


These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I’ve attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) from “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Military … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(2) Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy:

“Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means“,[1] meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable.[2]” –from “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(3) “Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals.[1] –from “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.

(4) Here is a map showing the relationship of Vallecito Lake and Middle Mountain: https://www.google.com/maps/dir/Vallecito+Lake/Middle+Mountain+Campground,+San+Juan+National+Forest,+Forest+Road+603,+Bayfield,+CO+81122/@37.554316,-107.8162884,10z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m13!4m12!1m5!1m1!1s0x873eecf978a6e11b:0xa831f9c4eb879629!2m2!1d-107.5353526!2d37.6979164!1m5!1m1!1s0x873e9c7bcb616af3:0x3cd7764a14a450f7!2m2!1d-107.5368319!2d37.4102889

Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.

In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person:

  • The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There’s a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom travelled.
  • Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
  • Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
  • Here a map of Vallecito Lake showing some of these places: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/20/be/86/20be860258f68fa4e5e6db4eb20de1f2.jpg ..

(5) The following year, I clair heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.

(6)  … from https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

(7) See “Lilith” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.

(8) See also “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice, https://iamofthestars.com/2016/05/30/the-lilith-mental-filter-by-alice/

(9) Note that levitation is, according to occult theory, accomplished with the help of demon or allies.


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On Understanding, Apprehending, and Rehabilitating the Antisocial Personality and the Serial Killer . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 11 October 2016

I have added the below information to … Link: “Compendium: Antisocial Personalities and Serial Killers,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 16 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bJP ..

Dear Ones,

I have written a series of blogs on what I feel is ground-breaking clair research into understanding, apprehending and rehabilitating the antisocial personality and the serial killer.

DISCLAIMER: All references in these blogs to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are completely fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). If not backed up by a person’s conviction, they are from the clair plane, which has no pertinence whatsoever to the physical plane of reality. Any resemblance of these hypothetical astral stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Here are the most noteworthy of these blogs; the most recent blogs are first on the list …

  • Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, 16 August 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp .. 
  • Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert Waska, Ph.D. … referral by Alice B. Clagett, 30 June 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6go .. 
  • Link: “Tying Some Things Together: Feral Drives, Antisocial Behavior, Self-Sacrifice,” by Alice B. Clagett, 23 June 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7qw .. 
  • Link: “Untrustworthy Behaviors: Sociopaths, Psychopaths, Child Sexual Abusers, etc. … referral by Alice B. Clagett, 4 June 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7hu .. 
  • Link: “A ‘Charlie Manson’ Question,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-79D .. 
  • Link: “The Feral Child,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 April 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-77i ..
  • Link: “The Heart and Mind of the Antisocial Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 April 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb .. 
  • Link: “Dealing with the Antisocial Personality (ASP) as Humankind Awakens,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 January 2017 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Mm .. 
  • Link: “Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories,” by Alice B. Clagett, 17 November 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6pR .. 
  • Link: “Disclosure and the Fate of Religious Radical Extremists,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 October 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6dd .. 
  • Link: “More on Killing Cults and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 August 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-61D ..
  • Link: “More Thoughts on Antisocial Personalities.” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-5kD .. 
  • Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, 11 May 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 ..
  • Link: “Community Health: Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, 7 December 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..
  • Link: “Feral Children, Feral Adult Humans, and Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 November 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-4j9 .. 
  • Link: “Dealing with Serial Killer and Antisocial Personalities on the Astral Plane,” by Alice B. Clagett, 9 November 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-4hR ..
  • Link: “Serial Killers and Psychopaths as Psychological Manipulators,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 September 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-450 .. 
  • Link: “Ego 1: I Am the Only Ego in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-623 ..
  • Link: “Antisocial Personality Mental Filter: Sexual Excess and Serial Killing,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 July 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6ju .. 
  • Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening,” by Alice B. Clagett, revised and reposted from 10 July 2015 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6fC ..

For more on this topic, search my subcategory ‘Antisocial personalities’. Searchable phrases relevant to my theories on antisocial personalities and serial killers also include …

  • Early childhood loss,
  • Sadomasochism and killing for sexual pleasure (‘snuff’),
  • Genital mutilation,
  • Drug peddling, and sex work,
  • Cults, gangs, and killing cults,
  • Cult leaders and/or serial killers Charles Manson, Daniel Perez, and Dennis Rader, and
  • Consequentialism and ethical egoism, among others.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 11 October 2016

    • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
    • The Awakening of Earth
    • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
  • Paranoid-Schizoid
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
  • Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
    • A Caveat for Psychologists
  • Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
  • Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
    • Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
  • Feelings of Annihilation
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
      • Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
      • The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
      • How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis.
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
    • Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
      • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable.
      • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss.
      • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him.
      • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings.
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth

Revised and reposted from 10 July 2015

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to an antisocial personality, psychopath, sociopath, cult leader, cult, serial killer or cannibal are completely fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). If not backed up by a person’s conviction, they are from the clair plane, which has no pertinence whatsoever to the physical plane of reality. Any resemblance of these hypothetical astral stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,


On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient.” (1) Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now.

I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.


Because I’m not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I’ve included some of these definitions in the blog below, for my lay readers. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books (1).

In the blog below, I’ve selected some passages that are pertinent to:

  • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I’ve been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, search the term ‘cannibal’ on my blog.)
  • The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the Noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
  • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state

Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I’m not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments.  Please excuse this inconvenience.

Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.


Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning: I have  …  and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning: The patients 

This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book, Per Wikipedia …

“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.

“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.

“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.

“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” (2)

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term Antisocial Personality, More on this farther down in the blog.

On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like. In the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… Although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.

Citation: “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence (beginning “In this …”). This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.

Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning: Projective identification … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.

Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term:

“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person.[1]” (3)

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.

In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … search for the term ‘cannibal’).

For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism, in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.

Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.

On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning: I feel that

This sentence is explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.

A Caveat for Psychologists: Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.

Further, that, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.

Judy Satori’s light activations on Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here. (4)

Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning: To explore … through the fourth full paragraph ending: [p. 22]

This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.

To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.

Splitting, Introjection, and Projection

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning: She then  …  which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending:  [p. 4]

Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Thus, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus:

“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people.[1] The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” (5)

The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:

“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation,[1] and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” (6)

The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it’s the one I’m familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology:

“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others.[1] For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” (7)

With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.

For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.

So, ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.

I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.

Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,” introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning: Under certain circumstances  …  and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending: been rudimentary

This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who don’t follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening:

Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the Superconscious State … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the Superconscious State, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our Noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.

Feelings of Annihilation

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annhilation,” page 20, beginning: Klein (1955)

This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that it is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I’ve experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in other of my blogs.

Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.

These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world. That all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.

He was, so the story goes, attracted to the psychic arts, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.

The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. Through occult studies, he developed the Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others. In his case, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met. In other words, to acquaintances.

This Power of Omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart (search the term ‘disincarnate gods’ on my blog). This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.

How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the Power of Omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view included no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceive of all his acquaintances being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of Mass Hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening… which may be likened to a permanent experience of Satori, enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.

That this experience of loss, by humankind during the process of Awakening, supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.

Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning: I wish  …  through the second paragraph, ending:  of anxiety

This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.

Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez might act as follows:

  • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.
  • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room (8), to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You’ll recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)
  • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.
  • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.

Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,” page 25, the paragraph beginning: Klein (1952c)

This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable. In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself, these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the Noosphere.

In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the Noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.

Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning: To illustrate  …  and ending: feeds on itself

This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge:

  • This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
  • Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
  • Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
  • And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother: He had a habit of saying, “I didn’t do it! That person did it!” each time he felt guilty. On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through Noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the Noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.

For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog: Link: “Cognitive and Emotional Challenges during Chaotic Nodes,” by Tom Kenyon, http://tomkenyon.com/cognitive-and-emotional-challenges-during-chaotic-nodes ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta, as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence, and to the terms: gracelight … grace light … divine light


(1) Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-schizoid Patient,” By Robert T. Waska,  published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … https://books.google.com/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&pg=PR1&lpg=PR1&dq=PRIMITIVE+EXPERIENCES+OF+LOSS+WORKING+WITH+THE+PARANOID-SCHIZOID+PATIENT+waska&source=bl&ots=QHrM7WADFe&sig=ybO06GpsM6-AHN3_95PDx0JCkZg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjq5JG7idPPAhWG5oMKHcr5DgIQ6AEIPDAG#v=onepage&q=PRIMITIVE%20EXPERIENCES%20OF%20LOSS%20WORKING%20WITH%20THE%20PARANOID-SCHIZOID%20PATIENT%20waska&f=false ..

(2) Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia,  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0

(3) See Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification … CC BY-SA 3.0

(4) Surf to Link: Judy Satori, www.judysatori.com, and search the term ‘faith’

(5) See Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0

(6) See Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0 

(7) See Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0

(8) Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown … see Link: “Jonestown,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonestown ..


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