ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: I FEEL I HAVE BEEN STALKED, OFF AND ON, FOR 22 YEARS BY A TRIPLE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY
MY INTUITION REGARDING THE MOVEMENTS OF THIS MERCURIALLY MENTALLY UNSTABLE SERIAL KILLER
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The Multiple Personality
A Different, Double Multiple Personality
Dealing with Psychic Predators
Dear Ones,
I have been stalked, off and on, for 22 years by ‘Chameleon’, a stranger whose guises beggar those of archcriminal Moriarty in the tales of Sherlock Holmes.
Because this ‘Chameleon’ is good at mind control, and also very good at convincing other people, on the psychic plane, that I am speaking of them rather than him, I feel it best to state, at the outset, that, were he to be barefoot, I estimate that he would stand at less than 5’8″ tall, and that he is not a friend or family member or business acquaintance of mine.
He is nearly a complete stranger to me. The extent of my knowing him is that he shook hands with me and introduced himself to me about 22 years ago.
ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: I FEEL I HAVE BEEN STALKED, OFF AND ON, FOR 22 YEARS BY A TRIPLE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY
Here we are on Sunday, 1 November 2020, which is All Saints Day. It is the morning after Halloween, and the juxtaposition of opposites is, as always this time of year, exceedingly clear. It is normal on All Saints Day for some long-standing Darkness to come to the Light. Today is no exception, and a welcome thought for a more peaceful community environment here in West Hills, California.
This morning I had another nightmare about the Triple Multiple Personality whose three personalities Jim, Estelle, and the Panther are described in this earlier blog …
Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..
… and here, where I just barely escaped death at the hands of his Panther persona …
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..
This blog describes in an energetic way that same hair-raising encounter with the Panther …
Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..
Today I found a painting reminiscent of the Estelle Persona at the Sovereign Magistral Temple of the Order of Solomon website … priorly the Knights Templar Order website … https://www.knightstemplarorder.org/contact/ … Intuition tells me this site is unrelated to a Christian Church, despite the fact that the name of the site priorly implied that might be so. Here is the painting …
Here is the psychic scoop on the Triple Multiple Personality, which I have been sensing and learning about for approximately 20 years. I first became psychic, I feel, back then by unintentionally coming into the physical presence of the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality.
I left Santa Monica in 2009 to escape him; but I feel he may have followed me to West Hills, California, and settled nearby in the guise of the Estelle persona. I sense that this person may have physically stalked me because of the way I recoil in horror at his activities; thus it seems likely to me that he enjoys tormenting the innocent.
MY INTUITION REGARDING THE MOVEMENTS OF THIS MERCURIALLY MENTALLY UNSTABLE SERIAL KILLER
I feel the Triple Multiple Personality involved may be highly psychic, schooled in the art of mind control through hypnosis and mental suggestion, and as well, mercurially mentally unstable. He may be able to obsess or possess other people, even at a great physical distance from them, through use of the black arts.
For those with second sight and the gift of clairaudience, such as myself, his influence on the telepathic plane here in Los Angeles is a standout in terms of disrupting the peacefulness of our community, especially on the weekends. In Lightworker terms, he may be one of those we call ‘Controllers’. In psychological terms, he may be an antisocial personality. I have described men like him as ‘Circle of One’ in prior blogs, meaning their point of reference or world view has to do only with what pleases themselves, without reference to their community or to the greater good.
He may have settled in years past near the elementary school here in West Hills, California, and might then have been involved in serial rape, serial killing, and child molestation. He might have been dressed as a man or a woman, and might have taught at the elementary school.
He may be teaching at meditation classes and priorly living in homes of meditators, murdering the owners of the homes perhaps by poison, and assuming ownership of the real estate.
He may be frequenting local churches, and through sexual allurement (either as Jim or Estelle) targeting the pastors, spreading HIV – AIDS, and promoting sale of cocaine. He may be an expert at mind control, and fooling folks about his darker side … the Panther … by pretending to be the Jim persona (priorly) and the Estelle persona (currently).
He may be involved in transmission of AIDS to local medical doctors, through obsession of other men whom he psychically influences to ‘act out’ through seduction and/or rape in parking lots and restrooms of hospitals.
All this is highly speculative, and, I very much hope, not true. It would be awful if such a person were preying upon West Hills children, churches, meditation centers, and hospital staff. Nightmares have a way of accentuating the negative way beyond what manifests on the physical plane.
In the long run, it seems to me likely that if even a little of the above is true, it will in due time come to the attention of law enforcement and Neighborhood Watch in the locale.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 1 November 2020; revised, retitled, and republished on 11 August 2021; revised on 27 September 2023
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The Multiple Personality
This post is included here … Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m4H ..
Mentioned above: Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..
Mentioned above is this blog that had to do with a physical encounter I had with the Panther persona of the Triple Multiple Personality: Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..
In this blog is another set of photos regarding the Jim, Panther, and Estelle personas of the Triple Multiple Personality: Link: “Dream about a Multiple Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2018; published on 29 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cW ..
Here is a cartoon drawing I made about the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality … Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..
Here is an animated gif I made about the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality … Link: “Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..
This is a poem I wrote about the man, whom I may have first encountered on the physical plane about 20 years ago as the Jim persona of the Triple Multiple Personality. That was the time when I suddenly became psychic, which to me was quite an unwelcome experience … Link: “Ode to the Risen Christ,” channeled by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 26 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fKP ..
Here is another poem I wrote about the man: “A POEM FOR ‘CHAMELEON’: THE MAN WITH THE TREMBLING PINKIE” … Link: “A Poem for ‘Chameleon’: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 August 2019; revised on 23 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dTY ..
The drawing “Devil” in this blog was of the Panther persona of the Multiple Personality. The blog has to do with a former friend of the Jim persona … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..
This ‘lizard man’ drawing applies to the way of thinking … the thought patterns or mental filters, and the emotional patterns of thought … of the Triple Multiple Personality described above. One might say that he is a ‘Reptoid’, which is to say, that he is ‘overlit’ by the Reptilian Star Races … Link: “Reptilian Star Beings: Lizard Man,” a drawing by Alice B, Clagett, drawn on 29 September 2020 ; published as a separate blog on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-kpO ..
A Different, Double Multiple Personality
This blog describes a double Multiple Personality (a different man from the one described in the current blog). If the psychic airs prove true, this person is known to and works as a hacker for the Panther persona of the Multiple Personality … Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..
Dealing with Psychic Predators
Link: “Heaven and Hell in Earth Life: Unmasking the Antisocial Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 May 2020; revised on 20 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hTh ..
Link: “How Do Predators Hypnotize Their Prey?” by Alice B. Clagett, begun on 31 May 2018; published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sy ..
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Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes
Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics
The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)
The Social Mask of an ASP
The Truth about ‘Feral Children’
On Eluding the Sociopath
The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels
Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control
Empaths Targeted by Sociopaths: The Socio-Empath-Apath Triad
Conclusion
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Image: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon,” widely assumed to be a fake, National Archealogical Museum, Athens. Self-photographed (Flickr), 20 December 2010 … in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:MaskOfAgamemnon.jpg … CC BY 2.0 … DESCRIPTION: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon’. This mask depicts the imposing face of a bearded noble man. It is made of a gold sheet with repoussé details. Two holes near the ears indicate that the mask was held in place of the deceased’s face with twine. This mask is believed to be a fake due to the high level of detail, such as the beard and ears. No other mask of its type has a similar amount of detail. Shaft Grave V, Grave Circle A, Mycenae. Found in Tomb V in Mycenae by Heinrich Schliemann in 1876.”
Image: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon,” widely assumed to be a fake, National Archealogical Museum, Athens. Self-photographed (Flickr), 20 December 2010 … in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:MaskOfAgamemnon.jpg … CC BY 2.0 …
DESCRIPTION: “Gold death-mask known as the ‘Mask of Agamemnon’. This mask depicts the imposing face of a bearded noble man. It is made of a gold sheet with repoussé details. Two holes near the ears indicate that the mask was held in place of the deceased’s face with twine. This mask is believed to be a fake due to the high level of detail, such as the beard and ears. No other mask of its type has a similar amount of detail. Shaft Grave V, Grave Circle A, Mycenae. Found in Tomb V in Mycenae by Heinrich Schliemann in 1876.”
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Dear Ones,
This is a video on the feral child, along with further notes on antisocial personalities and sociopaths. There is a new discussion of the social mask of the antisocial personality. After the video is an edited Summary …
VIDEO BY ALICE
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
This is a note about antisocial personalities and sociopaths.
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Romantic Notions of the ‘Feral Child’: Tarzan of the Apes
In my youth, I read books and theories about what it would be like for a child to be, in its very young infancy, in the company of animals rather than people. The notion was called the ‘feral child’. There were books that had been written, romanticizing the notion of Tarzan of the Apes, and how he came to be more adept at English manners, and so forth.
These books are very off the target. In fact, there are quite a huge number of feral children … who either are small, or have grown up … in the world today. In these modern times, they are known as antisocial personalities.
Antisocial Personality Disorder: Statistics
For instance, I read today online, in a 2016 blog …
… that the American Psychiatric Association feels there was about a 4% rate of antisocial personality disorder in the United States as of last year. And then there was another study by the National Institute of Mental Health in 1991 that stated that, since 15 years prior to that (which would have been the mid-1970s) the prevalence of antisocial personalities in the young people of America had doubled. So we are talking about a significant segment of the United States population, and no doubt, of the world’s population.
The Mind and Life of an Antisocial Personality (ASP)
You and I, we’re likely to run into one in the supermarket, I guess. And what these children are, are human beings in form and appearance, who have never learned the ways of civilized man.
Instead, the guiding lights for their lives are the feral drives. And so, what they see in other people are also these feral drives. They use their understanding of the feral drives, which are buried, in most people, under a veneer of civilized behavior and adherence to societal expectations; they use other people’s feral drives to manipulate them.
If possible, they form packs … wild packs, like wolf packs, in which they are the leaders. As did Charles Manson for instance, and Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro), the Kansas killing cult leader, who was arrested and brought to justice.
There are many other instances like that, of people who keep a minimum contact with people in everyday life, especially during the daytime, because the veneer of civilization that they carry as a mask is very thin.
And so, they are likely to come out at night and live as a recluse most of the time. When unfettered by other people’s expectations, their behavior will be completely feral.
Antisocial personalities study and copy each other’s social masks. You might see an ASP switching personae completely from time to time as he decides to mimic the mask of a different ASP he has studied.
Note the following details, which might, if the stories brought forth about him are true, indicate a cleverly put-together social mask …
The hair: a little on the long side, a little forgetful of close clip detail, says: I am not a cunning guy.
The bangs, artlessly falling across the brow, say: I’m a little boy. I need someone to help me comb my hair. Be a mom to me.
The slightly furrowed brow: Quizzical expression. This says: I’m not totally sure of what’s going on here. I’m confused. I’m sure we can work it out together, though.
The eyes are without light. They say: I’m an average Joe, not so very bright. Like you.
The mouth, slightly downturned, says: I’m going through a rough patch right now. It’s kind of a nuisance, but not a serious inconvenience. I’m a little pained that you guys are putting me through all this.
The shoulders and chest have the lightest touch of muscular tension; almost imperceptible. These reinforce the message of the slightly downturned mouth.
The heart energy, intuitively speaking: Very still, very slow heartbeat. This says: I’m not afraid. I’m innocent. I’m a shy guy, not given to grandstanding.
It could be that the social mask of Charles Manson is not a favorite of ASPS who are at liberty, due to the fact Manson got caught.
I surmise it could also be that an ASP would be inclined to emulate the mannerisms of the cannibal Hannibal Lecter, who, though only a fictional character, is viewed and admired. Thus the thought of imitating him might have iconoclastic appeal.
The Truth about ‘Feral Children’
As far as I know, at this point, unless there is a DNA change, ASPs cannot be socialized. Not yet.
So the truth of the feral child is not romantic at all. It is the antisocial personality.
Lots of times it plays out as drug dealing and prostitution; risk taking behaviors (I read about this in Wikipedia);
and also serial killing and possibly mass murders;
also nymphomania (in women) and in men, satyriasis (that Don Juan complex) where the feral drive to sexuality is very pronounced because there is no nay-saying … there is no thought of holding off until the appropriate time. And so, there is a constant desire for sexual intercourse.
On Eluding the Sociopath
I think the things to look out for, are manipulation of one’s own feral drives by someone else …
We have to be aware of our feral drives, and what they are doing and what they are saying,
and also accept them,
and train them into a more productive way of doing things.
We can also sublimate them so that we can pursue higher consciousness and so forth.
So those are our ways of escaping what may be a very large subset of sociopathic people in the world today.
The ASP: Psychological/Psychiatric Labels
The psychological-psychiatric community has been slowly shifting its terminology from ‘psychopath’ to ‘sociopath’ to ‘antisocial person’ to ‘antisocial personality syndrome’. Now by ‘antisocial personality’ is not meant shyness. (This I get from my voluminous reading.) It is not extreme shyness (which is now termed ‘Social Anxiety Disorder’); although the behavior of an antisocial personality can mimic that of an extremely shy person.
This is because they are hiding out from people so that no one will find out that they are feral. They are hiding during the daytime (when most people are out and about), or living in a place that is remote from people. And their interactions with people take place when there are very few people around. Or when the situation is controlled, as I have mentioned in prior blogs, through mind control.
Like Many Animals, ASPs Are Adept at Mind Control
They are very adept at what we call ‘mind control’ because they are very in touch with the feral drives. This is gut brain mind control, and generally not the mental suggestion, ‘entrainment’, and ‘lock down’ (with terror) used by those who use negatively aspected telepathy from the throat chakra or brain (although they may secondarily use that as well).
And the feral drives, in our unconscious and subconscious minds … because we have been socialized … are beneath our notice.
But right out there, in front of them, are our feral drives that they can manipulate through their telepathy. On the astral plane, I have never yet known a sociopath that is not (like many nonhuman mammals, both wild and domesticated) extremely adept at telepathy (5) and mind control.
They, for their part, feel that we socialized humans are weak, deluded and blinded by our early upbringing, and that we, like lambs, go silently and greatly deservedly, to slaughter by their hand.
Empaths Targeted by Sociopaths: The Socio-Empath-Apath Triad
In the above article, note especially the interactions involved in the “Socio-Empath-Apath Triad.” (a type of folie à trois). What if three people were in a company and …
the sociopath was a CEO,
the empath was an honest employee, and
the apath (‘yes’ man or woman) was the company’s omsbudsman? …
Or what if, in a natal family with a mom, a dad, and a child …
So these are the things that we have to look out for. The people in our Ascension community call these people Controllers. But the truth of the matter is that they are lacking something. I believe it has something to do with genetics, and a twist or torque in the etheric net. It is my very great hope that there will be a solution to this difficulty, so that they can join the flow of the Hu … of humankind … in years to come.
You all, keep a good eye out for that! And, everyone, be safe!
And, for everyone who is a sociopath, or feral child, or feral grown-up: You be safe too! I think there will be a path for you.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
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Link: “Feral Children, Feral Adult Humans, and Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 20 November 2015; published on 22 November 2015; revised and transcribed on 20 November 2018; revised on 31 March 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4j9 ..
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..
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Drawing: “Cannibal Man,” color drawing by Alice B. Clagett, 25 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Click once or twice on the arrow on the audio bar at the bottom of the page to turn off the music …
This is my telepathic understanding of what seemed to me to be a cannibalistic killing cult from which I fled to save my life. This happened many years ago.
INTRODUCTION
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM [Heart Vampire]
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide
Paraphilia
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger [Heart Vampire]
Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Footnote on Relationship of Vallecito Lake to Middle Mountain
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
Innate Ability to Hypnotize or ‘Mesmerize’
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
Code of Silence for Followers
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
IN CONCLUSION
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION
This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…
Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
Link: “Ego 1: Circle of One . I Am the Only Ego in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, published 15 August 2016; revised 7 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-623 ..
To begin: It is my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I am looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.
I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive …
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM? [Heart Vampire]
“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic … For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians … Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
[Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I have also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]
Consequentialism
I find this of interest because it is a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I have heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing.
Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy …
“Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means” … meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable …” –from Link: “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
For more on this, see my blog category: Consequentialism
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer …
“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’ … He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blog on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss …
Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient . by Robert Waska, Ph.D..” referral by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6go ..
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality? Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.
Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers …
“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia) …”–from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide. Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘mind slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I will kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.
A similar ‘cannibal mind slide’ would be: I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.
Paraphilia
Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals …” –from Link: “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus …
The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time …
This snippet of conversation gleaned from the astral plane offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’. Here is the associated story …
……………….. Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger[Heart Vampire] 25 March 2025: This is not about anyone living locally here in Los Angeles. It is a story from quite some while ago.
On the astral plane I heard about a man who did not like to flush the toilet if it had urine in it. This person would let urine sit in the toilet week after week, so that the whole house was full of the smell of urine. This is unusual.
When his rational mind was asked the question, “Why do you do that?” he would say, “to conserve water.” But when his subconscious mind was asked the question through telepathy, he would say (and this is very interesting) because when people die their bladders are loose and they let out urine, and then it smells like urine.
Then telepathically I said: “But why is it that you like that smell?” Then the man’s inner child … the wounded inner child … the subconscious mind said, “because I love to kill them.”
This comment from his subconscious mind has to do with a totally different level of reality to do with wounding of the first chakra … to do with fear of death and desire to kill … desire to murder.
It is possible that fascination with the smell of urine tangled with a feeling of bloodlust (that is, uncontrollable desire to kill or maim people) might have extended to unusual feelings associated with the smell of uric acid excreted as the skin sweats.
That might provide an explanation for the man’s fascination with castrating or killing the young men with whom he enjoyed amorous congress.
Here (as I conceive it) is the subconscious trigger and cascade: Sweat with an urine smell … desire to have a tumble in the hay … consummation of that desire … desire to kill … and then ‘so long young man’.
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Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
Here is another astral story …
The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.
This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity’ …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Further, serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story, I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year-old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.
At any rate, here is the [clearly unprovable] astral story… I will use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air. DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake [see footnote at the end of this section], on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.
At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.
From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.
This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.
Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple whom they admired; this second couple was, according to the astral story, also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I do not know.
I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain [see footnote at the end of this section] in the summer of 2013. I do not know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.
I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.
On a tangent, I later heard that the first man later used the same [presumably 4-foot-long] lead-lined box to ship the decapitated body of the wife of the second couple to her deceased parents’ home to be buried in the right side of the front yard, and that the body was discovered as ‘Jane Doe’ by the Los Angeles Police Department, which could not identify it for lack of the head. Also that the wife had been slain by her husband so that he might obtain her parents’ home for himself.
Nothing is for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case.
Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR …
Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
Along these lines, there was a further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man purportedly poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as a form of risk mitigation.
By way of aside, the following year, I clairly heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.
Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.
In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person …
The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There is a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom traveled.
Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
Speaking now from a 3D perspective, from the realm of physical reality: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual.) If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in fellatio, and also perhaps in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion perhaps being that they meant to control him.
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: If a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.
Let us take a look at this relief of Lilith, which reminds me of a different woman, the wife of the second couple described in the astral story above. Coincidentally, it also appeared along with the earliest promotional material for this book …
Citation: “Mission to Earth A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba [no publication year listed] …
… which I discuss in another blog …
Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..
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Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair (a tableau I once observed).
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
Here is more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael. The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” –from Link: “Lilith” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that …
The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil;
That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished; and
That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.
From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this …
He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (that is, he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (that is, he was able to control her)
His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (that is, she could not be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers … Video: “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” by Jack London, 24 February 2013 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10… starting at 16.40 (that is, he must have complete control of his wife or followers). I recommend viewing the video, from which I learned quite a lot.
For more on the Lilith legend, see Link: “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5lz ..
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age? [For more on an astral story about this see my blog category: catastrophic childhood experiences ]
Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
It is possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother was not willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: There may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.
Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages …
“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis … ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’ … This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor) …
“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’ … Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity … Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Innate Ability to Hypnotize
Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abused—emotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.
As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents … For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.
Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toole … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts).
“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range … A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89 …” –fromLink: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth.
He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.
Code of Silence for Followers
We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would leave the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.
Further, by preventing personal relationships from taking place on the physical plane, it might make it easier for him to sacrifice any member of his group, at his convenience, without upsetting his other followers as much as might have been the case had they become friends with each other.
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say, at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, telekinesis, and levitation (which, according to occult theory, is accomplished with the help of demon allies), in addition to the innate ability to mind control.
What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance …
when he used drugs or
when he was drowsy or asleep.
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage …
perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.
They might attempt …
to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
to imprison or control her; or
to kill her.
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.
In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?
This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman?
Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….
Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this shocking scenario that I viewed on the astral plane …
Both are invited to a sexual rendezvous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: Prop him up against the wall.
My thoughts on this scenario …
In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency. Such might happen were the serial killer to be experiencing male menopause, for instance.
His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.
IN CONCLUSION
These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I have attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
See also … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..
Written and published on 17 November 2016; revised on 5 July 2023; revised again on 25 March 2025 using transcription of a 22 October 2016 video
Previously titled: Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories
For more on the nicknames bracketed above, search my blog for: Compendium Heart Vampire … Compendium Inanna … Compendium Torturess … Compendium Hunter-Snuffer
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For those not in the know, this blog is not about me; I researched the topic to do with what intuition told me might be a ‘Controller’ who was the head of a ‘killing cult’. I had left the group, and felt at the time (some time ago) that I was in danger of being murdered by members of the group at his behest, and because of his anger towards me at leaving the group as soon as I got a whiff of what was going on there.
I hear the most unusual astral stories …
THE PROPHET ELIJAH ASTRAL STORY
Recently I have heard a lot about a man who apparently fits the ‘serial killer’ profile. He apparently told his followers he is the Prophet Elijah … I see by Wikipedia this fits the Wikipedia serial killer profile. The below description reminds me of what country folks used to call, with a certain relish, ‘delusions of grandeur’ when I was growing up …
“Visionary serial killers suffer from psychotic breaks with reality, sometimes believing they are another person or are compelled to murder by entities such as the Devil or God. The two most common subgroups are ‘demon mandated’ and ‘God mandated.'” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Mission-oriented … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
I keep hearing on the astral plane that this person enjoys raping and sexually mutilating folks. I understand the serial killer or antisocial sense of humor here, but I find it highly confrontational. He thinks it is funny because his followers love him for being the Prophet Elijah (of course, not true) … and because he loves to rape and mutilate people. Funny? Not!
It appears that, in casual conversation, one of his followers has explained to the powers that be (whoever and wherever they are … and who knows the specifics about astral stories? No one, I am guessing!) that he only goes after gay men. How interesting! Here is what Wikipedia says about this …
“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic. For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians. Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Mission-oriented … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
SERIAL KILLER MOTIVES
Wikipedia (see above link) offers these motives for serial killers (the first two I have just discussed): Visionary, Mission-oriented, Hedonistic, Lust, Thrill, Comfort, Power/Control, Media …This article is a pretty good read, about people whose motives must be carefully studied in order to understand what they say to their followers, and why they say it.
What I hear on the astral plane about the followers is funny, and at the same time heart-rending. The typical conversation, which is repeated over and over from time to time, goes like this:
Follower: You don’t kill people, do you?
He: I do kill from time to time.
Follower: Oh my God, No!
He, chuckling: I didn’t really mean it … or … How could you think that of me!
To which I say: Chucky movies, déjà vu! The ironic thing is, I could never bring myself to watch these sorts of movies. Never got through “Silence of the Lamb” either… Just too scary.
What is the disconnect here? The disconnect is that his followers have not studied how very differently motivated serial killers are, and so they cannot conceive that such motives exist. These motives are just not in their universe.
Further, I find that serial killers, at least on the astral plane, have mind-boggling mind control abilities. It reminds me of the theory that some ‘people’ on Earth today are really not people. For more on this, see my blog category: Unusual beings on Earth
For instance, the ‘Prophet Elijah’ man, I hear on the astral plane, believes he is from an off-planet species of beings, that he pirated his way onto Earth, took over the body of a young (was it 6-year-old?) human boy, ate his Soul (?!), and knew from a very young age that God would allow him to do anything he wanted to do on Earth. Earth rules were not for him. Killing was fun, and so it was A ok. Go figure!
As to the mind-control aspect of serial killers, and his cult-like followers that I heard about on the astral plane … if true, then this would substantiate the stories I have read about how anti-social personalities, at an early age recognize that they are different from their peers, dramatically and life-threateningly different, and that their own way of perceiving reality and acting upon their perceptions will get them into trouble time and time again.
And so, I have read, they carefully study the motives of ordinary people (i.e., patsies, rubes, fall guys, pigeons) and fine hone the art of manipulation. The typical manipulation I have observed on the astral plane has to do with the emotions and values of ordinary people … emotions and values that the serial killer considers to be ‘weak’ and which he does not possess. For example, sympathy, empathy, love, respect for others, loyalty, honesty, hard work, teamwork, protecting children and women … the sorts of emotions and values that make social life possible.
There are some pretty good theories about serial killers that I like for their down-to-Earth qualities. These have to do with early childhood abuse, failure to bond with their mother, socialization issues at school, and so on. This I could grok. I also have a thought that certain genes, certain alleles, may be at issue, and that gene therapy may offer a more optimistic prognosis in future.
Some of the followers of this serial killer personality (who is this guy?) appear to be what Wikipedia defines as ‘ASPs’ (antisocial personalities). I can see the ‘draw’, as both types of personality tend to ‘run sideways of the law’ …
THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY (ASP): GAMBLERS, PROSTITUTES, AND DOPE PEDDLERS
I see quite a bit has changed in the Wikipedia explanation of the ASP. I found the below description interesting because the loudest people on the astral plane in recent months have been risk-takers, prostitutes and dope peddlers …
“The DSM-II in 1968 rearranged the categories and ‘antisocial personality’ was now listed as one of ten personality disorders but still described similarly, to be applied to individuals who are: ‘basically unsocialized’, in repeated conflicts with society, incapable of significant loyalty, selfish, irresponsible, unable to feel guilt or learn from prior experiences, and who tend to blame others and rationalize. The manual preface contains ‘special instructions’ including ‘Antisocial personality should always be specified as mild, moderate, or severe.’ The DSM-II warned that a history of legal or social offenses was not by itself enough to justify the diagnosis, and that a ‘group delinquent reaction’ of childhood or adolescence or ‘social maladjustment without manifest psychiatric disorder’ should be ruled out first. The dyssocial personality type was relegated in the DSM-II to ‘dyssocial behavior’ for individuals who are predatory and follow more or less criminal pursuits, such as racketeers, dishonest gamblers, prostitutes, and dope peddlers.” –from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
Here is a little more from the same source that I found interesting, because familiarity with these energy threads will help me identify and exit from astral stories generated by ASPs …
“Theodore Millon suggested five subtypes of ASPD:
“Subtype
Features
“Nomadic (including schizoid and avoidant features)
Feels jinxed, ill-fated, doomed, and cast aside; peripheral, drifters; gypsy-like roamers, vagrants; dropouts and misfits; itinerant vagabonds, tramps, wanderers; impulsively not benign.
“Malevolent (including sadistic and paranoid features)
Feels intentionally denied and deprived; rapacious, begrudging, discontentedly yearning; envious, seeks retribution, and avariciously greedy; pleasure more in taking than in having.
Needs to be known as infallible, unbreakable, invincible, indomitable, formidable, inviolable; intransigent when status is questioned; over-reactive to slights.”
So, the question asked of me in recent days on the astral plane (and a question that I seriously ask of myself) is: Why are you hearing these kinds of astral stories, anyway? Are not we humankind co-creating New Earth together?
Yes, we are!
Well then, why am I hearing these … well … pretty gruesome stories? The answer, I think, is that I find them horrifying; I have a reaction to them … which I have just recently pegged to fluctuations in my heart electromagnetic field (EMF).
And so, my conclusion, in support of my desire to hold a neutral mind, is to carefully observe my heart EMF fluctuations, as the astral stories arise. If I concentrate on keeping my EMF steady … this being my avenue to neutral mind, because of my unusual sensitivity to EMF … why then I will not react to the astral stories. Lack of reaction will move me from the causal plane to the fifth dimension, and that will eliminate these energies from my field of astral awareness. So, that is my plan of action right now.
I wish you all Godspeed in rising above and/or transforming all dense, misqualified energies.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 9 November 2015; revised on 1 February 2019 and on 30 April 2025
Previously titled: Dealing with Serial Killer and Antisocial Personalities on the Astral Plane
ON EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY
Work has been done on EMF sensitivity, which is a good thing (see below references). My concern is that it is often considered an illness … a drawback … rather than one of the new skills of New Earth. By my lights, EMF sensitivity is a Divine gift of grace. Like all the new gifts, it needs acceptance, exploration, and the attitude that it can be used in service to humankind.
