Image: “Augustus and Sibyl of Tibur,” by Peter Paul Rubens, between 1600 and 1640, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Peter_Paul_Rubens_-_Augustus_and_Sibyl_of_Tibur.jpeg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
DESCRIPTION: On the left, Caesar Augustus, wearing armour and a sword, and looking upward. On the right, the Tiburtine Sibyl ‘Albunea.’ in a long robe, barefoot, and with her right arm held up, index finger pointing upward. “The mythic meeting of Caesar Augustus with the Sibyl, of whom he inquired whether he should be worshiped as a god, was often depicted by artists from the late Middle Ages onwards. In the versions known to the later Middle Ages, for example the account in the “Golden Legend,” Augustus asked the sibyl whether he should be worshipped as a god, as the Roman Senate had ordered. She replied by showing him a vision of a young woman with a baby boy, high in the sky, while a voice from the heavens said “This is the virgin who shall conceive the saviour of the world”. The episode was regarded as a prefiguration of the Biblical Magi’s visit to the new-born Jesus.” –from “Tiburtine Sibyl” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiburtine_Sibyl … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
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This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, of ‘Witchy Woman Hater’, a young man who encountered a ‘witchy woman’ when he reached puberty, and more about his adult life.
In his adult life, as a member of the killing cult of the late Black Magicker, he became a notable Spiritual Adept, a leader amongst men. His psychic skills included mind control and black magic, as I found to my dismay.
As to black magic, the astral airs had it that he was a subtle sorcerer (that is, a ‘thuggee’, ‘mantrik’, or ‘brujo’) par excellence. According to the astral whispers, his skills in that regard included the jackass love curse, the curse of the third-eye point, the curse of the sacred semen, the marriage bed curse, and other curses. Scapegoating and blackmail apparently were several of the tools he used to lay the curse of the social gaffe. For the laying of curses and casting of spells it was whispered that he mostly employed others, or induced the help of others.
It would seem, from the astral rumors, that there were instances of psychic heart attack, psychic murder, psychic rape, psychic spying (remote viewing for the Dark), voodoo (including donkey man and zombie instances of psychic victims).
His mind control skills, according to the astral airs, included a very strong … even demonic … mind control ability … perhaps through a Deal with the Devil. My own feeling was that this man I saw on the psychic plane … whatever his true identity was … was getting an assist from a ‘Big Bad’, with whom he had formed an alliance.
That ‘Big Bad’, I felt, leant him almost insurmountable mesmeric ability, including ‘casting’ thought forms (clair ventriloquism), the psychic ‘cull’, entrainment, lockdown, mimicry, mind mud, mind slides, redirection, skinny dipping (Soul signature dipping), and the dreaded ‘mind wipe’.
Because of his early Soul wounding, the astral rumors had it that untoward events occurred on the grounds of the West Los Angeles spiritual center for which he was the leader. Apparently these may have included allotment of employee labor for hostile takeovers of other spiritual groups; theft of intellectual property with intent to profit from it; use of mind control with intent to influence world affairs; and … according to the astral airs … alliance with Grey Aliens (aka Zeta Reticulans, Roswell Greys, or Grays) with fascist intent of authoritarian or dictatorial ultranationalism.
Because of the tenor of his world interests, and because of his early Soul wounding, apparently he sometimes suffered from demonic obsession. Tangential to that, astral rumor had it that he was a Controller, an Illuminati, a ‘psychic terrorist’.
On a note less monumental, astral rumor was that he was an antisocial personality who sometimes ‘acted out’ …
that Witchy Woman Hater ordered his employees to mesmerize visitors to his grounds so that these guests would offer his group bequests, and that he followed up by ordering the guests be murdered, by means either psychic or physical … and sometimes, according to the astral lore, through cannibalism;
that ‘black widower’ events were promoted amongst his lay people, provided a portion of the late wife’s estate be donated to Witchy Woman Hater’s group;
that those under his command practiced genital mutilation to gain psychic control of male lay members and guests on the group’s grounds
that he hated women who have a strong third-eye point, upon whom he might set his employees with intent to murder;
that he passed on HIV to employees (both male and female) who were won to the act of intercourse through mind control;
that he was subject to the negative karma incurred through the practice of group black tantra (reverse kundalini);
that he had a partiality for paraphilia including sadomasochism, penetration with a foreign object, and substitution of spit (saliva) for semen to represent intercourse; and that the latter two predilections had to do with avoiding the act of sexual intercourse so as to shore up the notion of his moral and spiritual superiority;
that he was a ‘john’ for child traffickers;
and that he practiced mental control of children, both male and female, with the aim of intercourse; and
that he order his young lovers be murdered when they became ill with AIDS so as to avoid paying their medical bills.
Because Witchy Woman Hater was the leader of a West Los Angeles spiritual group, it seemed to me there was a glom effect that spread out to the employees, other Spiritual Adepts, and the lay people who came to that place, and the malware within his energy field because of his early Soul wounding found a home in the energy fields of others on the grounds as well. Apparently, this resulted in thoughts, daydreams, and nightmares about Soul wounding topics, and occasional ‘acting out’ by these other people of the dreams of their leader as he lay sleeping.
I feel that the pall of secrecy which lay over the grounds from the year 2000 to about the year 2016 … the deep, dark veil of magical allure; the sleepy time notion that the subconscious mind ought nod off; and the egoic terror I felt when I so much as viewed the grounds from their gates, had to do with a ‘prime directive’ at all costs to avoid disclosure, public humiliation, and loss of the status through which these perks of his job might be obtained.
Then in about the year 2016, the cloak of secrecy lifted from the grounds … though the earth there still reeked of death and decay, the keepers of the place seemed far less darkling danger-fraught. It was a miracle, truly. I thought at the time it might be that he had retired and relocated to another place.
The events described above, which I discovered through the astral airs alone, are noted in the below links. As the reader no doubt knows, astral insights, while they may have a modicum of truth, must be taken with a sizeable ‘grain of salt’.
Also see the complete Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies series … Link: “Compendium: All Catastrophic Childhood and Astral Case Studies,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 August 2020; updated on 28 April 2022; revised on 23 March 2023, on 26 March 2023, and on 24 June 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jyF ..
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…………………………………………….. COMPENDIUM: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD CASE STUDY: ‘WITCHY WOMAN HATER’ top
Below are all the blogs in the series “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Witchy Woman Hater’.” The blogs are in chronological order; the most recent blog is at the bottom of the list.
For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.
2015
Link: “What to Do About Walk-In Attempts,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 June 2015; published on 29 June 2015; revised on 12 June 2016, 23 June 2018, and 13 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Kw ..
Link: “Dealing with Spiritual Adept Shenanigans,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed 29 June 2015; published on 3 July 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6K6 ..
Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-46E ..
Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised on 29 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..
2016
Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-50M ..
Link: “City Dome of Los Angeles, mid-June 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 14 June 2016; published on 23 June 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5HW ..
Link: “Amazing Astral Stories: The Darkest Hours . The Last Demon in LA,” by Alice B. Clagett, happened on 1 July 2016; narrated and filmed on 20 July 2016; published on 22 July 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5T8 ..
Link: “Update on the City Dome of Los Angeles, 31 July 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 31 July 2016; published on 1 August 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5XV ..
Link: “Compendium: Los Angeles Astral City Dome,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 August 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5Y6 ..
Link: “What Really Happens When a Person Practices Black Magic?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 October 2016… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6gs ..
Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6kj ..
Link: “The Dwelling Curse and An ‘Answering Symbol’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 1 November 2016; published on 3 November 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6lD ..
Link: “Black Magic and the V— D— Actuator,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 November 2016; published on 25 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7p8 ..
2017
Link: “City Domes and the Clearing of Gaia,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 9 February 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6ZD ..
Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..
Link: “The Iwo Jima Event: Standing Up, with Courage, to ‘Psychic Attack’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 August 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7vp ..
Link: “Sacrifice of the Innocents Malware,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 August 2017; published on 14 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7E2 ..
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Trauma from Conflicting Parental Demands,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 September 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GX ..
Link: “Subconscious Symbolism: ‘Getting Popped’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7GZ ..
2018
Link: “Ascension Caveats for Very Diverse Groups: Yogis, Mystics, Lightworkers, Spiritual Adepts, Black Magicians, and Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 March 2018; published on 8 April 2018; 24revised on 18 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xp ..
Link: “The Daemon Lover . an Ancient Myth,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 May 2018; revised …. https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8BQ ..
Link: “Black Magic and Psychic Crime: A Call to Action,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 12 May 2018; published on 18 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8HX ..
Link: “Devil and Fallen Angel,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sH ..
Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..
2019
Link: “Collapse of the City Dome of Los Angeles and ‘Laying’ of Curses to Do with a Child’s Corpse,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2019; published on 7 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dvU ..
Link: “Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..
2020
Link: “Astral Story: Witchy Woman Soul Wounding 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 22 January 2020; published on 5 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jqZ ..
Link: “Implantation of False Childhood Memories Through Hypnosis,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hDc ..
Link: “Decades of Persecution by a Mind Control Cult . and How to Avoid Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 18 May 2020; published on 22 June 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nsB ..
Link: “Black Tantra Warnings: Will You Choose Apocalypse or New Life on New Earth?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 15 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jaU ..
Link: “Kundalini Risen to Protect Against the Predations of Black Magicians,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jgo ..
Link: “Indigenous Creeds, Shamanism and the Experience of Reverse Kundalini,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2020. Edited and added to a longer blog as well … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jjQ ..
Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nRK ..
Link: “Reverse Kundalini Syndrome,” a new psychological term by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 25 August 2020 from a blog written and published on 25 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jGC ..
2021
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies, Law Enforcement, and the Mirage of Mind Control to Create a New World Order,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 May 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-mTk ..
Link: “Organizational Chart of the ‘Black Magicker’ Neo-Hindu Cult That Kills and Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett,imaged and published on 19 October 2021; revised on 7 May 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-pou ..
2023
Link: “Astral Stories: A Subconscious Metaphor and a Warning About Enticement of Children by Adults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 12 March 2023 and published on 14 March 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-tGV ..
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 12 August 2020; revised on 14 March 2023, on 7 May 2023, on 24 June 2023, and on 18 May 2025
Previously titled: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences – Compendium: Witchy Woman” and “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Witchy Woman Hater”
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Drawing: “Antisocial Personality Social Mask,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 February 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Drawing: “Antisocial Personality Social Mask,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 February 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Dear Ones,
With this blog I am hoping to tie together some major themes of my writing to do with encounters between ‘normals’ and antisocial personalities. Simply reading this blog, I feel, will be of service to those of my readers who are up-to-date on my blogs. For those who are not, a more cohesive understanding might be attained by reading the blogs referenced below.
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MY EXPERIENCE OF ENERGETIC BARRIERS BETWEEN ME AND OTHER PEOPLE top
You may be wondering why I sometimes have had experiences of energy barriers between me and other people …
Link: “Multidimensionality: Alice’s Perilous Tales: Energetic Barrier Separating Positive from Negative Dimensions,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 February 2020; revised on 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gnY ..
I will talk around the answer for awhile …
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IS SOUL WOUNDING CARRIED IN ‘CONTAINMENT PODS’ IN THE BODY OF LIGHT? top
I have a theory that the Soul wounding we experience in this and prior lifetimes is carried in ‘containment pods’ consisting of unconscious astral matter …
Link: “The Iwo Jima Leap of a Soul Wounding Experience,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7kS ..
The traumatic memories stored in these containment pods are under a lot of pressure. They are memories that cannot come to a person’s conscious Awareness because the unconscious matter in their containment pods cannot, under day-to-day circumstances, be pierced by a person’s conscious mind.
My personal experience in that regard was that of another person’s Soul wounding’ memory breaking through a containment pod during a church service, and of the stored memory leaping upon me. Then the memory receded back into the other person’s containment pod, and he was none the wiser for the experience, or so it seemed. As I consciously witnessed the event, I was in a state of fear and shock afterwards; although the attack was only an astral apparition, it felt as if I was in grave danger.
In retrospect, I felt it might be that the containment pod consisted of a pressurized envelope of fear (the emotion that the person had felt while experiencing the repressed event), and that fear energy had washed over me like a shock wave or seismic wave of emotion right before the memory seemed to leap upon me as if it were a living being.
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THE ICEBERG AND THE PRESSURIZED NATURE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS MIND top
You may recall the metaphor of the iceberg as the human mind. The saying goes that the top part of the iceberg, which can be seen above water, is like a person’s conscious mind. The part below water might be considered the unconscious mind …
Link: “Mind as Iceberg,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 10 September 2013; revised on 10 September 2013 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6G2 ..
… which is bathed in the waters of the Collective Unconscious of humankind. Then at the level where waves lap the iceberg we might find thoughts that fit in the subconscious category or else into the category of preconscious thoughts. Subconscious thought are also partly contiguous with the surface tension of wave forms of the Collective Subconscious of humankind.
The weight of the conscious thoughts of a person is like the weight of the iceberg, which drives the unconscious thoughts of a person deep underwater, like the submerged part of the iceberg. Were the weight of conscious thoughts suddenly to be lifted, what were priorly unconscious thought would suddenly spring up out of the water.
So you can see, in the analogy of the iceberg to the conscious and unconscious thoughts of a person, there is feeling of a great energy of repression that holds the unconscious thought down in the dark waters, and out of the Light of conscious Awareness.
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THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE AFOREMENTIONED ‘CONTAINMENT PODS’ top
Going back to the containment pods that encapsulate traumatic Soul wounding memories, and seal them away from conscious Awareness, these containment pods also have a surface tension that repels the conscious mind, and prevents it from discovering their secrets.
The containment pod consists of the memory of the negative emotions felt during the Soul wounding experience. The aversive quality of the containment pod has to do with the depth of negativity of the the emotional content of the repressed memories. That is the Soul’s way of protecting the fragile human form from being injured by the dense memories that have been sealed away.
How the Soul Releases Soul Wounding Through the Emotion of Loving Kindness
There may come a time, though, when the Soul is ready to release Soul wounding, and purify the body of Light. I have written up a method for releasing the tension on the containment pods and allowing the hidden memories to be healed through the Light of Awareness …
Link: “Mental, Physical, and Emotional Control: The Technique of Engulfing with Love,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 December 2012; revised on 16 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1y ..
Link: “Technique for Healing the Inner Child,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 October 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7o0 ..
So that is my view of the mechanism of repression of Soul wounding in human beings.
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ENVELOPE OF FEARFUL EMOTION AROUND SOCIALLY TABOO THOUGHTS top
A similar mechanism of repression occurs with regard to thoughts of topics that are socially taboo. When taboo thoughts pop up, people may experience an overwhelming wave of terror. “This fear is the barrier that holds down and represses the thought forms of the unconscious mind. In the ancient texts, this barrier is termed the Veil of Forgetfulness.” –from Link: “Taboos,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 26 May 2019; published on 3 June 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5mk ..
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THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY’S THOUGHT ARE SHAPED BY HIS ‘LIZARD’ BRAIN, BEYOND THE BARRIER OF SOCIAL TABOOS
The antisocial personality’s conscious thoughts exist and are shaped by the realm of the primitive brain … the reptilian or ‘lizard’ brain …
Link: “The Antisocial Personality and the Reptilian Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett. published on 28 December 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8aq ..
Thus the antisocial personality holds in conscious Awareness taboo thoughts and thoughts considered by ‘normal’, socialized people to be Soul wounding. For the antisocial personality, though, these thoughts are the bread of life. They are life as he perceives it to be.
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THE DEEP-COVER SOCIAL MASK OF THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY (THE ‘ASP’) top
Antisocial personalities know they are different from normal, socialized people, and so they cultivate a social mask that allows them to fit in. Many people have, all unawares, as an acquaintance or friend, an antisocial personality ‘in sheep’s clothing’.
Being around an antisocial personality who is posing as a ‘normal’ person … even as one’s friend or spiritual teacher, or as a respected business person, a community leader, a famous person, a politico, one’s doctor or counselor, and so on … is, in my experience, likely to cause a normal person an underlying sense of generalized anxiety. That is because the sense of humor of the antisocial person causes him or her always to butt heads with the norm.
See my blog category: ASP sense of humor
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FEELING OF ANXIETY SEGUEING TO TERROR AS I EXPERIENCED THE LIFTING OF THE SOCIAL MASK OF AN ASP ACQUAINTANCE top
As a normal person associating with an undercover ASP, I, for instance, began to experience increasing uneasiness, disturbed sleep and bad dreams, to do with the sly digs and innuendos of the undercover ASP during the day. I began to feel more and more anxious, and finally felt a sense of panic as I became all of a sudden aware of the gulf between my way of viewing the world, and that of the dissimulating ASP. At first, the panic I felt was nearly incapacitating.
Quite recently, in the clair airs, I have run across another person who has experienced the same scenario. For him as well, it seems, just this week anxiety turned to great fear; there was what might be termed a psychic explosion … a great Ah hah! as he realized a long-time well-respected acquaintance might be a serial killer in disguise. I can hardly minimize this clair event, as the same happened to me back in 2015, with regard to an ASP I had met under guise of being a respected healer.
I feel the anxiety and then panic I felt during my own ‘brush with death’, as it seemed at the time, had to do with the repressive energy of my own Soul wounding containment pods, and the bubbles of fear that encapsulated my societal taboos. Apparently these are jangled by the jibes of the undercover ASP acquaintance. When jangled, they must emit waves of fear energy, or even of terror.
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INCOMING LIGHT IS REVEALING THE TRUE NATURE OF ASPs top
As the Ascension process continues, more and more people are rising to realization of the heretofore undetected presence of ASPs … what the Lightworkers call ‘Controllers’ … in our midst. We, like our Sun, are moving into a new Solar Maximum; the increasing Incoming Light is likely to reveal to more and more of us that we are brushing elbows with ASPs presumed to be friends and acquaintances or community leaders.
My own estimates show there may be as many as 36 million people worldwide who might be classified as antisocial personalities. Those are people in categories D, E and F in this article …
Link: “Quantitation of ASPs (Antisocial Personality Syndrome) Worldwide,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bo ..
That number is based on a rough estimate that about 4 percent of the world population may comprise antisocial personalities. At 4 percent (which I feel may be an optimistic estimate), we might expect four out of a hundred of the people with whom we brush elbows may be antisocial personalities.
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ANXIOUS? PANICKY? MAYBE THERE IS AN UNDERCOVER ASP NEARBY! top
If we experience generalized anxiety of panic attacks, I suggest we look closely at those around us, and discern with whom we have been communicating on the physical or virtual plane (possibly also on the astral plane) on the day when we experience these negative emotions. A pattern may emerge, allowing us to peg the antisocial hat on the proper person.
Once we know where the danger lies, we will be better able to protect our person and our goods by avoiding the person we feel may be an ASP, and if necessary, by working with law enforcement to incarcerate the ASP.
I also suggest installing surveillance cameras at home and at work, as these are a deterrent to ASPs. I myself had the experience that a man or men who stalked me for about seven years, from 2010 to 2016, ceased to do so when I installed surveillance cameras in my home …
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Fatal Dungeons and Dragons Game?” by Alice B. Clagett, partially excerpted on 23 April 2020 from blogs filmed on 15 March 2018 and on 20 November 2016; revised on 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hHF ..
Why do ASPs avoid surveillance cameras? It must be, I feel, that they are breaking the law, and do not want to be caught out on camera.
Here is a test you can perform, to ascertain whether a person may be an ASP: Pull out a camcorder or a handheld, and ask to take a photo of them. If they demure, you may have discovered the cause of your feelings of anxiety or panic; you may have found an ASP masquerading as an acquaintance.
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SOMETIMES ASPS ARE CLEVER MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES top
I ought to warn that the clever ASP, who is capable of assuming multiple personalities, and changing up from one to the next ‘at the flip of a switch’ may not mind being photographed. They may be so confident in their ability to conceal their true nature that the photo test will not be helpful.
Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..
Link: “Triple Multiple Personality Disorder,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019 and on 25 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cQ ..
These multiple personalities can be nearly impossible to discern, as they may walk about in different areas of a town, at different times of the day or week, and never encounter the same people in the alternate scenarios.
Lack of socialization, failure to learn societal taboos, it seems clear to me, make the antisocial personality likely to be come a serial killer, to be a cannibal, to engage in paraphilia, to behave with ‘the utmost depravity’ (to use an old-fashioned term).
Yet these behaviors, it seems, may be acted out by the ASP time and time again, without coming to the public eye. That, I feel, is why ASPs are so greatly feared as ‘Controllers’ … as ‘Reptilians’, ‘Illuminati’ or the dread ‘Cabal’. What is the source of the feeling that the power of the ASP cannot be gainsaid? That he or she has limitless powers of mind control? That he or she will commit atrocity after atrocity, and die at a ripe old age, while still committing crimes as heinous as possible considering the diminished faculties of senescence?
The answer lies in the topics discussed above: In the energy barriers between the normal and the antisocial personality; in the pressurized nature of the lower portion of the iceberg of the mind; in the containment pods of Soul wounding that may leap out in a tsunami of fear and engulf the ‘normal’; in the tightly wound envelope of fear that surrounds our repressed, socially taboo thoughts.
For the ASP is aware of these energy barriers. He knows that his presence will create an energy barrier that protects him from the ‘normal’. He knows as well that the ‘normal’ is likely to swoon and fall into an unconscious state when the ASP reveals his true nature …
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Bow Down to Me! Kerfluffle,” by Alice B. Clagett, drawn and published on 1 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gex ..
Failing that, there will be a hypnotic effect, like that of predator to prey in the animal world …
Link: “How Do Predators Hypnotize Their Prey?” by Alice B. Clagett, begun on 31 May 2018; published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sy ..
When the ‘normal’ falls in a swoon, or into a trancelike, hypnotic state, then the ASP can work his or her will upon them, with none the wiser.
Dear reader, may you and I be the exception to the rule! May no ASP hoodwinkery take place in your life!
Let us rise with the tide of the Incoming Light, observe as each ASP mask falls away, revealing his or her true nature, and act in the Light of reason for the safety and upliftment of all humankind.
Be wise, stay safe, and know that the Light will provide the answer to all our questions: How can the people of this world exist in a state of harmony and unity? How can the new DNA unfold, allowing each of us to realize our greatest potential? How can what formerly seemed improbable, if not impossible, be accomplished in this New Dawn of Humankind? In the days to come, the answers will lie before us.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 3 May 2020; revised on 20 June 2020 and on 23 March 2026
This post is included here … Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m4H ..
Link: “Heaven and Hell in Earth Life: Unmasking the Antisocial Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 May 2020; revised on 20 June 2020 and on 23 March 2026 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hTh ..
See also … Link: “Compendium: Antisocial Personalities and Serial Killers,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 16 February 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bJP ..
Image: “Attack: Epileptoid Period, Plate XVII,” text by Bourneville and photographs by P. Regnard, 15 June 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Attaque;_Periode_Epileptoide._Planche_XVII._Wellcome_L0074938.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … CREDITS: Wellcome Images, a website operated by Wellcome Trust, a global charitable foundation based in the United Kingdom … COMMENTS: It seems to me this is an image of a young woman hypnotized into a state resembling an epileptic fit. From another photograph in the book, this ‘death trance’ induced by hypnosis may have resulted in her death. The ability to alter memories, even cellular memories, through hypnosis, is underplayed in the modern day. I feel we must ever be on the alert to counter and overcome the ‘mind strikes’ of mind control cults. –Alice B. Clagett
Image: “Attack: Epileptoid Period, Plate XVII,” text by Bourneville and photographs by P. Regnard, 15 June 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Attaque;_Periode_Epileptoide._Planche_XVII._Wellcome_L0074938.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … CREDITS: Wellcome Images, a website operated by Wellcome Trust, a global charitable foundation based in the United Kingdom … COMMENTS: It seems to me this is an image of a young woman hypnotized into a state resembling an epileptic fit. From another photograph in the book, this ‘death trance’ induced by hypnosis may have resulted in her death. The ability to alter memories, even cellular memories, through hypnosis, is underplayed in the modern day. I feel we must ever be on the alert to counter and overcome the ‘mind strikes’ of mind control cults. –Alice B. Clagett
IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS
PUTATIVE MIND CONTROL CULT MODI OPERANDI
A MIND CONTROL AH-HAH! EXPERIENCE I HAD IN THE EARLY 2000s
Dear Ones,
IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS
There is quite a frou-frou online regarding creation of false memories, sometimes inadvertently through hypnosis, especially with regard to childhood trauma …
Link: “Creating False Memories: Who is Most at Risk? Examining Personal and External Risk Factors, by Mirte P. A. van Rooij, Tilburg University; Supervisor: K. M. E. Lens, 26 August 2016 … http://arno.uvt.nl/show.cgi?fid=142590 ..
From this article, I gather that spectacularly noteworthy false memories can be induced during a dissociative state created through hypnosis or mind control …
Link: “Inadvertent Hypnosis During Interrogation: False Confession Due to Dissociative State; Mis-Identified Multiple Personality and Satanic Cult Hypothesis,” by Richard J. Ofshe, in International Journal of Clinical and Experimental Hypnosis, Volume 40: 3, 1992, pp 125-156. Published online by Taylor Francis Online … https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/00207149208409653 … Received 23 July 1990; published online 31 January 2008
PUTATIVE MIND CONTROL CULT MODI OPERANDI
It occurs to me that a mind control cult might utilize hypnosis … say, during group meditations … to create emotionally debilitating false childhood memories in an intended victim. Their modus operandi (MO) might, for instance, be …
to single out a person who has money,
induce false memories of childhood trauma through group hypnosis,
thus creating a sense of estrangement from the intended victim’s family
and removing their support system;
so that the intended victim turns to the cult as a substitute for the natal family
and hands over their money to the cult leader.
Here is an alternative MO (modus operandi) for a mind control cult that does not mind homing in for a ‘kill’ …
to single out a person who has money,
induce false memories of childhood trauma through group hypnosis,
thus creating a sense of estrangement from the intended victim’s family
and removing their support system
so that the person might be diagnosed as mentally ill
and their money swiped by the cult at the moment of placement in a mental institution.
A MIND CONTROL AH-HAH! EXPERIENCE I HAD IN THE EARLY 2000s
I am reminded of a psychic experience I had in the early 2000s. In the clairaudient realm, I experienced some difficulty with insomnia; during that time, as I lay sleepless, it seemed to me that a group of people were attempting to mind control me on the astral plane. I was new to the concept of mind control cults, and had no idea what was up.
Then I ran across an article online that listed the steps in a mind control technique. I noticed these were precisely the techniques I had encountered in the twilight state I had been experiencing, as I lay half-asleep.
In an ah-hah! moment I realized the psychic experiences I had been having were no random event. It became clear that a group of psychically gifted people had studied up on expressly this technique of mind control, and were making a sustained, organized effort to mind control me.
For those of you who suspect you may be subject to the same erosive inroads on your will power through psychic criminal endeavors by others, here is a list of mind control techniques:
Drawing: “Cannibal Man,” color drawing by Alice B. Clagett, 25 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Click once or twice on the arrow on the audio bar at the bottom of the page to turn off the music …
This is my telepathic understanding of what seemed to me to be a cannibalistic killing cult from which I fled to save my life. This happened many years ago.
INTRODUCTION
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM [Heart Vampire]
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide
Paraphilia
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger [Heart Vampire]
Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Footnote on Relationship of Vallecito Lake to Middle Mountain
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
Innate Ability to Hypnotize or ‘Mesmerize’
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
Code of Silence for Followers
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
IN CONCLUSION
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION
This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…
Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
Link: “Ego 1: Circle of One . I Am the Only Ego in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, published 15 August 2016; revised 7 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-623 ..
To begin: It is my feeling that serial killing and mass murder are ‘acting out’ by the antisocial personality; thus I am looking into these in addition to my studies on the antisocial personality.
I was looking over the Wikipedia information on serial killers, and came across this, as one of the possible motives of serial killers. This is the ‘mission-oriented’ motive …
DO SERIAL KILLERS ADHERE TO THE PHILOSOPHY OF CONSEQUENTIALISM? [Heart Vampire]
“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic … For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians … Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
[Other popular categories in the realm of astral stories are the homeless person, the short person, or the disempowered person (e.g., a woman or child) … these possibly because they are easier to overpower). I have also clair heard of a personal preference by a black widower serial killer for voluptuous, licentious women. –Alice]
Consequentialism
I find this of interest because it is a form of Consequentialist philosophy that I have heard about on the astral plane recently, possibly to do with vigilante justice. From this passage, it would appear that vigilante killings aimed at a certain segment of society are one mode of expression of serial killing.
Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this philosophy …
“Consequentialism is the class of normative ethical theories holding that the consequences of one’s conduct are the ultimate basis for any judgment about the rightness or wrongness of that conduct. Thus, from a consequentialist standpoint, a morally right act (or omission from acting) is one that will produce a good outcome, or consequence. In an extreme form, the idea of consequentialism is commonly encapsulated in the English saying, “the end justifies the means” … meaning that if a goal is morally important enough, any method of achieving it is acceptable …” –from Link: “Consequentialism,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consequentialism … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
For more on this, see my blog category: Consequentialism
ON LACK OF PERSONAL BOUNDARIES AND ON ‘PARTS IDENTIFICATION’ IN SERIAL KILLERS
Here is another interesting passage, a statement by serial killer Jeffrey Dahlmer …
“‘The killing was just a means to an end. That was the least satisfactory part. I didn’t enjoy doing that. That’s why I tried to create living zombies with … acid and the drill.’ He further elaborated on this, also saying, ‘I wanted to see if it was possible to make—again, it sounds really gross—uh, zombies, people that would not have a will of their own, but would follow my instructions without resistance. So after that, I started using the drilling technique.’ … He experimented with cannibalism to ‘ensure his victims would always be a part of him’.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Mind Control [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note the intention to mind-control people through physical acts of torture, to make them ‘zombies’ .. so that they “‘would not have a will of their own.'”
Cannibalism: Making Another Person a ‘Part’ of Oneself [Heart Vampire and his killing cult]
Note also the acts of cannibalism, performed so as to make the victims part of himself. Regarding the word ‘part’, see also my blog on paranoid-schizoid personality due to early childhood loss …
Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient . by Robert Waska, Ph.D..” referral by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6go ..
Does a Cannibal Lack Personality? Both these features express, through ‘acting out’, a lack of personal boundaries, a lack of egoic solidity, which you may find expresses itself as ‘lack of personality’, or else as slipping from one personality to another, as first one, and then another person is being mind-controlled.
Here is another passage that supports ‘parts’ thinking by serial killers …
“Serial killers may be more likely to engage in fetishism, partialism or necrophilia, which are paraphilias that involve a strong tendency to experience the object of erotic interest almost as if it were a physical representation of the symbolized body. Individuals engage in paraphilias which are organized along a continuum; participating in varying levels of fantasy perhaps by focusing on body parts (partialism), symbolic objects which serve as physical extensions of the body (fetishism), or the anatomical physicality of the human body; specifically regarding its inner parts and sexual organs (one example being necrophilia) …”–from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
A Cannibal’s ‘Bad Part’ Mind Slide. Note here the attention on body parts, which reminds me of the paranoid-schizoid notion that other people are parts of the antisocial personality. The ‘mind slide’ would go like this: My victim is a ‘bad part’ of me. I will kill her and have sex with her (i.e., necrophilia), and make her a part of me.
A similar ‘cannibal mind slide’ would be: I’ll cut out her heart, and eat it, and make her a part of me.
Paraphilia
Paraphilia (also known as sexual perversion and sexual deviation) is the experience of intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, fetishes, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals …” –from Link: “Paraphilia,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia …Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia [Heart Vampire]
Urolagnia, a Form of Paraphilia noted in the above passage, might be expressed thus …
The first time I killed a man, he urinated, and I got an erection. The smell of urine reminds me of that first time. I’ll never flush my toilet, and the smell of urine will fill my house, and I’ll always remember that [exquisitely delightful] first time …
This snippet of conversation gleaned from the astral plane offers a theoretical explanation for urolagnia, popularly termed ‘golden shower’. Here is the associated story …
……………….. Sidebar: Smell of Urine as a Bloodlust Trigger[Heart Vampire] 25 March 2025: This is not about anyone living locally here in Los Angeles. It is a story from quite some while ago.
On the astral plane I heard about a man who did not like to flush the toilet if it had urine in it. This person would let urine sit in the toilet week after week, so that the whole house was full of the smell of urine. This is unusual.
When his rational mind was asked the question, “Why do you do that?” he would say, “to conserve water.” But when his subconscious mind was asked the question through telepathy, he would say (and this is very interesting) because when people die their bladders are loose and they let out urine, and then it smells like urine.
Then telepathically I said: “But why is it that you like that smell?” Then the man’s inner child … the wounded inner child … the subconscious mind said, “because I love to kill them.”
This comment from his subconscious mind has to do with a totally different level of reality to do with wounding of the first chakra … to do with fear of death and desire to kill … desire to murder.
It is possible that fascination with the smell of urine tangled with a feeling of bloodlust (that is, uncontrollable desire to kill or maim people) might have extended to unusual feelings associated with the smell of uric acid excreted as the skin sweats.
That might provide an explanation for the man’s fascination with castrating or killing the young men with whom he enjoyed amorous congress.
Here (as I conceive it) is the subconscious trigger and cascade: Sweat with an urine smell … desire to have a tumble in the hay … consummation of that desire … desire to kill … and then ‘so long young man’.
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Coprophilia and Coprophagia [Heart Vampire]
Here is another astral story …
The first time I had sex, a man practiced anal sex upon me. It felt like my bowel was full of feces, and I got an erection. I love feces. Eating them [or keeping them around the house] gives me a thrill.
This theoretical explanation for coprophilia and coprophagia is based on the astral plane story of urolagnia, set forth above. Love of feces is another form of paraphilia.
ON THE ‘MASK OF SANITY’, SADOMASOCHISM, AND THE NEED TO CONTROL AND TO AVOID BEING CONTROLLED [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire, Inanna]
“Unlike people with major mental disorders such as schizophrenia, psychopaths can seem normal and often quite charming, a state of adaptation that psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley called the ‘mask of sanity’ …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Further, serial killers “are involved in sadistic activity; especially in children who have not reached sexual maturity, this activity may take the form of torturing animals …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Astral Story About Dylan Redwine, a Durango Child Who Was Killed
Such may have been the case with Dylan Redwine, a child who went missing in Durango, Colorado, in November 2012. Around that time, on the astral plane, to my very great dismay, I heard the cries of a captive young boy for a long time, maybe a month or so. On considering this astral story, I later thought it might be about Dylan Redwine, or possibly the 19-year-old Native American boy who went missing, as I recall, from the Ignacio, Colorado, area just after that.
At any rate, here is the [clearly unprovable] astral story… I will use DR (Dylan Redwine) as the name, although the true identity of the child in the astral story is up in the air. DR was at a bus stop in west Vallecito Lake [see footnote at the end of this section], on the east side of the street. A car stopped by with a beautiful woman in it; her clothing partly revealed her breasts. She asked him if he needed a lift. He agreed. She offered him a drug. He accepted. She offered to take him to her house, where they would have sex. He agreed.
At the house, her spouse immobilized DR with a cut to the lower spinal cord, and placed him on her bed, in a darkened bedroom. There he was kept drugged and disoriented; he didn’t know where he was.
From time to time, disguised in a costume (which would be the obverse of the ‘mask of sanity’), the woman would feed him, or give him water, or express motherly concern for him. She would also torture him.
This went on for a long time. I kept hearing this child’s cries of pain and abandonment on the astral plane. Over and over again, he cried out for his father. Hearing all this astrally, I did my best to pray for him and reassure him through clair talk.
Once the couple took the child to the house of another couple whom they admired; this second couple was, according to the astral story, also into child torture. There the wife of the second man, both most likely being under the influence of drugs, cut off the child’s eyelids with her manicure scissors. She told the others there that she did so, so that the child’s eyes would look more like hers. This pleased her husband. After a long while the first man had pity on the child and ended his life; whether this happened that night or another time, I do not know.
I noticed from a news article that ‘items of interest’ regarding DR were found on Middle Mountain [see footnote at the end of this section] in the summer of 2013. I do not know what these items were; however, on the clair plane I heard some remains were left in Vallecito Lake; I heard variously, that they might have been sunk and weighed down in the waters off Middle Mountain Campground, or in deep waters off the lower western side of Vallecito Lake.
I heard, again variously, that these remains were placed in a lead-lined box constructed at home by the first man, or else shrink-wrapped, and that he had disposed of the remains at night by riding a considerable distance on a bicycle. Thus, he must have been in good physical condition. Also, that he fell off the bicycle on the way back, and hurt himself, and started to cry like a little child, as he had disposed of the remains at the instruction of the second man, and not because he himself wished to do so.
On a tangent, I later heard that the first man later used the same [presumably 4-foot-long] lead-lined box to ship the decapitated body of the wife of the second couple to her deceased parents’ home to be buried in the right side of the front yard, and that the body was discovered as ‘Jane Doe’ by the Los Angeles Police Department, which could not identify it for lack of the head. Also that the wife had been slain by her husband so that he might obtain her parents’ home for himself.
Nothing is for sure on the astral plane. The entire astral story might be no more than the expression of concern of lots of folks who hoped for a solution to the mystery of the disappearance of the child in this well-publicized missing-child case.
Keeping this in mind, I have just a few other thoughts on the case of DR …
Law enforcement has named the child’s father as a person of interest in the case. This is the opposite of the astral story, where the child was disoriented, did not know where he was, or who his captors were, and kept crying out for his father to come and save him.
Along these lines, there was a further astral story to the effect that the first man (above) called law enforcement with an anonymous tip that the killer was the father. Were this to be true, one might gather the sangfroid and risk threshold of the tipster. On the other hand, this man purportedly poses sometimes as a man and sometimes as a woman; thus, the call might have appeared to be from a person of either gender. This gender shifting may be perceived as a form of risk mitigation.
By way of aside, the following year, I clairly heard that an additional attempts at capturing two children in the Bayfield, Colorado, area were made or planned on a Halloween evening, with intent for the two couples to torture and murder the children. However, I have confidence that most parents, these days, are aware of the dangers of their children riding in strangers’ cars, and that these sorts of plans will be foiled, even in areas of the country where people tend to trust their neighbors more than in urban areas.
Vallecito Lake is an interesting area, being at once a remote area and a tourist attraction. I note the presence of the restaurant The Rusty Shovel (previously called the Hideaway) at the northwestern corner of the lake, and Elk Point Lodge just south of Middle Mountain Campground, which is at about the middle of the eastern shore of the lake. Just south of Elk Point Lodge are Croll Cabins, which appeared to be in good repair, but only open May through September.
In terms of remoteness, these areas near Vallecito Lake look too deserted for a hiker to walk alone in, and possibly subject to sniper attack by a serial killer, or that sort of person …
The area of Route 603 on the eastern shore between Croll Cabins and Pine Point Campground to the south of the cabins. There is a gate to the north of Croll Cabins, which when closed would make this stretch of road seldom traveled.
Also, the 852 spur that begins at the North Canyon Campground on the eastern shore.
Going past Elk Point Lodge on Route 501, then left on a 501 spur road, one arrives at the Pine River Campground roundabout. The foot and horse trail that goes from there north, into the Weminuche Wilderness along the northern side of Pine River, I also take to be too dangerous for lone hiking, not so much because of the wildlife, as because of a possible shooting incident, possibly not by accident.
How a Person May Drop His Mask When He Touches Another Person
Speaking now from a 3D perspective, from the realm of physical reality: The insanity behind the mask is sometimes momentarily lifted when a person touches another person. Here is an example: If a man were to lightly place his arm across the shoulder of another man; if at the same time the first man’s features and body muscles were relaxed, then one might gather that he was at ease in the presence of men.
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: Imagine that a man is sitting on a chair, and a beautiful young woman (not his wife) is sitting near him, on the floor, in a gathering of people. Suppose he were to grasp this beautiful woman’s hair and pull her head towards his sexual organs … Suppose this gesture were to be enacted on various occasions before a group of people? (In other words, suppose it were habitual.) If at that moment of grasping her hair and pulling her head toward him, his facial expression were to change from the ‘mask of sanity’ to the brute instinct of feral aggression, the ‘ape and tiger’ of which Alfred, Lord Tennyson, wrote, then we might gather that his sex drive would find expression in fellatio, and also perhaps in sadomasochism towards women. And that, in his writings … should he write … he would express being ill at ease toward women, the underlying notion perhaps being that they meant to control him.
IDEATION OF WOMEN AS SEXUAL ORGANS [Heart Vampire and one of his students (not the author of this blog)]
Here is another 3D example, from the realm of physical reality: If a man were to sit in a chair before a gathering of people, and have a beautiful young woman (not his wife) sit on the floor in front of him, her head at the level of his genitals, her legs spread wide … if she were to sing him a song of romantic love before the gathering … then we might gather that he thought women were beneath him (‘lower’ than him), and that he ideated them as their sexual organs rather than the complete person; further, that he had no notion of the debasement proposed by this scenario. Nor would she, should she perform this skit of her own will.
Let us take a look at this relief of Lilith, which reminds me of a different woman, the wife of the second couple described in the astral story above. Coincidentally, it also appeared along with the earliest promotional material for this book …
Citation: “Mission to Earth A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba [no publication year listed] …
… which I discuss in another blog …
Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..
…
Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Image: “Burney Relief, Babylon (1800–1750 BCE). Some scholars (e.g. Emil Kraeling) identified the figure in the relief with Lilith, based on a misreading of an outdated translation of the Epic of Gilgamesh.[20] Modern research has identified the figure as one of the main goddesses of the Mesopotamian pantheons, most probably Ishtar or Ereshkigal.[21]” –from Wikimedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Burney_Relief_Babylon_-1800-1750.JPG .. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Note that the sexual organs are nearly in the center of the relief; the eye is drawn to them, just as it would be drawn to the sexual organs of a woman seated on the floor, legs spread wide, in front of a man seated on a chair (a tableau I once observed).
LILITH: THE DEMON WOMAN WHO WILL NOT BE SUBSERVIENT [The author, according to the point of view of Heart Vampire, but not according to her own understanding]
Here is more on Lilith: “The character is generally thought to derive in part from a historically far earlier class of female demons (lilītu) in Mesopotamian religion, found in cuneiform texts of Sumer, Akkad, Assyria, and Babylonia … In Hebrew-language texts, the term lilith or lilit (translated as’night creatures’, ‘night monster’, ‘night hag’, or ‘screech owl’) first occurs in a list of animals in Isaiah 34:14 … in the 13th-century writings of Rabbi Isaac ben Jacob ha-Cohen, Lilith left Adam after she refused to become subservient to him and then would not return to the Garden of Eden after she had coupled with the archangel Samael. The resulting Lilith legend continues to serve as source material in modern Western culture, literature, occultism, fantasy, and horror.” –from Link: “Lilith” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith … This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported, 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
So this is a sculpture of a she-demon, who cannot be controlled by a man. It may also be interpreted as the demon of desire, the blame for which a man may project on a woman. From which I gather that the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’ conveys that …
The sexual woman may be a subconscious symbol of evil;
That she is difficult to control, and deserves to be punished; and
That sadomasochism towards women may be a feature of this man’s sex life.
From this, one might extrapolate as follows: The serial killer might resonate to the notion of the subconscious symbol ‘Lilith’. Thus, if he were queried about his life story, he might respond with stories such as this …
He had an important mission to accomplish, to save Earth, but a woman told him he was unprepared for this mission. (that is, he feels low self-esteem because of women’s opinions of him)
His mother felt he was not a human being; when he looked at her, she was afraid of him (that is, he was able to control her)
His female teacher attempted to ‘heal’ him, but he could tell she had, in reality, drained him of vital essence. (that is, she could not be trusted to ‘mother’ him … her love was like poison)
His wife or followers must go nowhere without him. She or they must speak only when spoken to. She or they must agree with all he says. I saw a documentary video on Charles Manson recently, which indicated he had this point of view toward his followers … Video: “Charles Manson – Dianne Sawyer Documentary,” by Jack London, 24 February 2013 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qZB2ytq10… starting at 16.40 (that is, he must have complete control of his wife or followers). I recommend viewing the video, from which I learned quite a lot.
For more on the Lilith legend, see Link: “The Lilith Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5lz ..
FIRE, FIRE-SETTING, AND PYROKINESIS [Heart Vampire]
“Many [serial killers] are fascinated with fire setting …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Would such a person set fire to the family home at an early age? [For more on an astral story about this see my blog category: catastrophic childhood experiences ]
Would he exhibit pyrokinesis, among other psychic abilities associated with repressed rage?
LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO FAMILY AND INABILITY TO FORM ATTACHMENTS [Heart Vampire]
It is possible that the parents of serial killers are unable to form an attachment with them, and so they are unable to attach to the natal family. For instance, Charles Manson’s father left his mother before he was born. Charles was unable to form an attachment with his mother, because his mother was not willing. It is also possible that serial killers are unable to form attachments from birth, due to some genetic quality. Or both may be the case: There may be a genetic predisposing factor, and also a family behavioral disorder.
Here are the relevant Wikipedia passages …
“Family, or lack thereof, is the most prominent part of a child’s development because it is what the child can identify with on a regular basis … ‘The serial killer is no different from any other individual who is instigated to seek approval from parents, sexual partners, or others.’ … This need for approval is what influences children to attempt to develop social relationships with their family and peers, but if they are rejected or neglected, they are unable to do so. This results in the lowering of their self-esteem and helps develop their fantasy world, in which they are in control According to the Hickey’s Trauma Control Model the development of a serial killer is based on an early trauma followed by facilitators (e.g., alcohol, drugs, pornography, or other factors that constitute a facilitator, depending on individual circumstances) and disposition (an inability to attach being one common factor) …
“Family interaction also plays an important role in a child’s growth and development. ‘The quality of their attachments to parents and other members of the family is critical to how these children relate to and value other members of society.’ … Wilson and Seaman (1990) conducted a study on incarcerated serial killers, and what they felt was the most influential factor that contributed to their homicidal activity … Almost all of the serial killers in the study had experienced some sort of environmental problems during their childhood, such as a broken home caused by divorce, or a lack of discipline in the home. It was common for the serial killers to come from a family that had experienced divorce, separation, or the lack of a parent. Furthermore, nearly half of the serial killers had experienced some type of physical or sexual abuse, and even more had experienced emotional neglect …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Innate Ability to Hypnotize
Suppose a person were to be born with the feeling that he was different from everyone else. Suppose he were born with the innate power of mind control, or hypnosis, and was, at birth, successful in mind controlling his mother. Might she not consider him an alien entity, or demonically possessed? Might she then draw back from him, and refuse to form an attachment with him? This would be another way of looking at the statement that serial killers “… were often abused—emotionally, physically and/or sexually—by a family member …” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
It could be, then, not the mothers’ fault that such a child would be held ‘at arm’s length’.
As time went on, might the serial killer’s peers in school also be put off by his innate powers of hypnosis? Might they feel that he was demonically possessed, and refuse to associate with him? This would throw a different light on the statement that serial killers “… were frequently bullied or socially isolated as children or adolescents … For example, Henry Lee Lucas was ridiculed as a child and later cited the mass rejection by his peers as a cause for his hatred of everyone.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
From this new perspective, there might be reason for his schoolmates to treat this child differently.
Would this innate hypnotic ability, then, lead the serial killer to a great hunger, or thirst, for approval by other people? Because of their condemnation of him, might it not lead him, through a sense of self-preservation, to downgrade their status from person to object? To feel that he must continue to mind-control them, because they were untrustworthy, and capable of turning on him at whim?
SERIAL KILLERS: LOW IQ, BUT APPARENTLY BRILLIANT [Heart Vampire]
Image: Mug shot of serial killer, cannibal, and necrophile Ottis Toole … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#/media/File:Ottis_Toole.jpg … I note in particular the lack of wrinkles in the forehead, as if no thought were taking place in the frontal lobe (which is critical to solving problems, planning actions, and to organizing thoughts).
“Studies have suggested that serial killers generally have an average or low-average IQ, although they are often described, and perceived, as possessing IQs in the above-average range … A sample of 202 IQs of serial killers had a median IQ of 89 …” –fromLink: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer … Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply.
Why would this be? Might it be that the serial killer is ‘dipping into’ the minds of other people, and using their intelligence to bolster his own subaverage IQ?
Astral ‘Skinny Dipping’
In occult terms, this ‘dipping into’ is sometimes termed ‘skinny dipping’ … dipping into a person’s aura so as to speak with their voice on the astral plane. This would be a natural for a person who assumes that his ego has no boundaries … that he will mind-control everyone in the world, as he may have done with his natal family, and everyone he has known since birth.
He might ‘skinny dip,’ assume the voice of another person, and speak to others of his mind-controlled coterie with the authority of the skinny dipped person, for instance. In this way, by serially skinny dipping, he might maneuver all the players in his clair world into position, each against the others, each ‘for’ him.
Code of Silence for Followers
We might also anticipate, in the real world, that he might enjoin his followers never to speak unless he asks them to speak, and to say only what he desires them to say. It might follow that he would enjoin his followers not to speak at all on the psychic plane. This would leave the psychic field clear for him to enact the parts of all his followers as regarded clair hearing or clair visioning.
Further, by preventing personal relationships from taking place on the physical plane, it might make it easier for him to sacrifice any member of his group, at his convenience, without upsetting his other followers as much as might have been the case had they become friends with each other.
THE SERIAL KILLER, PSYCHIC POWERS, AND REPRESSED RAGE [Heart Vampire]
Suppose such a person, born with the ability to hypnotize, perhaps (from a metaphysical stance) possessed by a demon, and harboring repressed rage because of social shunning and lack of success in the realm of romance, should, at puberty, or soon thereafter … say, at the age of 14 or 15 … be introduced to the world of metaphysics, and specifically, texts on development of psychic powers, and then to develop an impressive number of psychic abilities, including pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, telekinesis, and levitation (which, according to occult theory, is accomplished with the help of demon allies), in addition to the innate ability to mind control.
What then? If he were to develop a following, what would happen? They would be mind controlled, would they not? And due to the repressed rage of the serial killer, they would be subject to terrifying acts of pyrokinesis, psychokinesis, and telekinesis when his conscious mind relaxed, as for instance …
when he used drugs or
when he was drowsy or asleep.
RAGE ACTUATOR FOR THE SERIAL KILLER: INABILITY TO CONTROL A WOMAN [Heart Vampire and his killing cult. ‘Lilith’ represents the cult’s notion of a woman who walks away from the cult]
What else might set free a deep reservoir of repressed rage? One such actuator might be inability to control a woman, provided his subconscious mind set forth such a woman as the Lilith subconscious symbol.
Actions of Followers Toward a ‘Lilith’ Who Cannot Be Mind-Controlled
The mind-controlled followers of the serial killer would express this rage …
perhaps through acting out in the real world, or
perhaps through vivid daydreams, astral stories, or night dreams.
They might attempt …
to isolate the woman who symbolized Lilith from other people so that she might be more easily mind-controlled by the serial killer;
to imprison or control her; or
to kill her.
Sexual Rage in a Serial Killer When a ‘Lilith’ Is Perceived to Be Nearby
The serial killer’s rage might be increased by his inability to perform the sex act so long as this uncontrollable woman (elsewhere termed his ‘bad part’) encroaches on his territory, whether this be conceived as geographical territory, or simply within the realm of his mind-control authority.
In other words, in his mind, he is made impotent by the Lilith’s lack of subservience to him. How can he express himself sexually, through sadomasochism, if she is not behaving masochistically?
This theory is easily proven or disproven, by asking the question: When the Lilith is perceived to be at a distance, does he then solicit sex? And: Is this sexual solicitation made of a woman?
Probably not, as the noncompliance of the Lilith, over time, might create an overwhelming feeling of impotence in the presence of women….
Would it not be, then, that the serial killer might seek sexual relief, as soon as the Lilith is at a distance, from a man, with whom he might feel more at ease to express himself in this vulnerable way?
A Vivid Vision: Genital Mutilation of Men When the Lilith Is Perceived to Be Nearby
Here is another question: In an interval when the Lilith is perceived to be near, and threatening, and the serial killer is experiencing psychological and physical impotence, might he be impelled to mind control two other men in this shocking scenario that I viewed on the astral plane …
Both are invited to a sexual rendezvous. One is mind controlled into restraining the other, by holding his arms behind his back. The serial killer whips out a knife, sharpened, in avid anticipation the evening before, severs the head of the second man’s penis, and swallows it. In shock, the mutilated man faints. The serial killer tells the restraining man, through mind control: Prop him up against the wall.
My thoughts on this scenario …
In the deep subconscious mind, the serial killer might feel that eating another man’s penis would return him, the serial killer, to a state of sexual potency. Such might happen were the serial killer to be experiencing male menopause, for instance.
His life-long ability to mind-control, together with the notion that everyone must be controlled, that no one can be depended on (since he has never been able to attach to anyone), makes the above scenario … as unusual as it is from the perspective of normal behavior) … an expectable outcome, a given, for the serial killer.
Positioning of the mutilated, fainted man in an upright position against a wall would result in greater blood flow out of him, what is called, in the slaughter of hogs, ‘bleeding them out’. From this might be gathered, that the mutilated man is perceived as an animal, not a person, even though he might be a follower of the serial killer.
IN CONCLUSION
These, then, are my new thoughts on the old topic of the serial killer, based on information Wikipedia has compiled on the topic, which I have attempted to compare to the astral stories on the topic.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
See also … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..
Written and published on 17 November 2016; revised on 5 July 2023; revised again on 25 March 2025 using transcription of a 22 October 2016 video
Previously titled: Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories
For more on the nicknames bracketed above, search my blog for: Compendium Heart Vampire … Compendium Inanna … Compendium Torturess … Compendium Hunter-Snuffer
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