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Lightworkers: On Avoiding Danger While Attending Church During the Ascension of Earth . by Alice B. Clagett *

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Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

Image: “Madonna in the Church,” by Jan van Eyck, ca. 1440, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Eyck_Madonna_in_the_Church.jpg … public domain

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  • TEMPTATION TO USE EX-FELON LABOR TO MURDER WELL-HEELED PEOPLE
  • TEMPTATION TO SACRIFICE MEMBERS OF THE CONGREGATION FOR THE COMMON GOOD SUBCONSCIOUSLY JUSTIFIED BY CHRIST’S SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS
  • TENDENCY OF THE CLERGY TO SEXUALLY DEVIANT BEHAVIORS OF DISCIPLINE, SELF-FLAGELLATION, AND SELF-MUTILATION
  • A MORE PSYCHOLOGICALLY HEALTHY INTERPRETATION OF WORTH OF CHRIST’S CRUCIFIXION AND DEATH
  • FOR LIGHTWORKERS: ON BALANCING SELFLESS SERVICE WITH OUR PERSONAL HEALING
  • TEMPTATION TO SHUNNING AS THE DARK EXPRESSION OF A FERAL DRIVE
  • THE SIN OF SIMONY: TEMPTATION TO MUCKRACKING AND TO RITUALS OF ANATHEMA, EXCORIATION AND ACCEPTANCE OF FAKE ‘WRITS’ OF EXCOMMUNICATION TO FATTEN THE COFFERS OF A CHRISTIAN CHURCH
  • FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: ON STAYING SAFE WHILE ATTENDING A CHRISTIAN CHURCH DURING THE CURRENT SOLAR MAXIMUM

Dear Ones,

Here are caveats for Lightworkers so they may stay safe and avoid pitfalls while attending Christian services during a Solar Maximum such are we are experiencing in 2022 and the next few years here on Earth.

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Understanding Clair Abilities: Medical Empathy . by Alice B. Clagett

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This is about the clair ability of medical empathy.

Understanding Clair Abilities: Medical Empathy

Image: “Les Noisettes (The Nut Gatherers),” by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 30 November 1825, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Les_noisettes.jpg … public domain

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  • AN INSTANCE OF MEDICAL EMPATHY
  • ‘BEST AND LUCKEST’ DEATH DATES
  • PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE

Dear Ones,

AN INSTANCE OF MEDICAL EMPATHY

I recall that, in the months leading up to the death of my last uncle, on the clair plane I used to speak with him at night, when all the world was quiet. He was his old self then, young and cheerful, clever and wise.

In his later years, my uncle had a heart condition. I think it must have gotten slowly more serious with time. As a clair Lightworker and a medical empath, I used to experience many unusual events with my heart in the year 2019. It felt almost as if I were having minor heart attacks, but not quite that serious.

I know from a medical test I took in years past that experiences of seeming heart attacks are not TIAs, nor any physical heart events. Rather, they are faint imitations of physical experiences other people are undergoing. Thus it seems to me my uncle must have been suffering small heart attacks in the months leading up to his death.

In support of this medical empath theory, I can say: At his death, the seeming TIAs or minor heart attacks I had been experiencing the prior year completely ceased. My uncle went on to the astral plane, where it seemed to me he was greatly relieved to be, as the final years of failing health must have been difficult to endure, even for a person as equanimitous as he.

In the same way, I guess, a Lightworker or healer who relates to, say, a patient with liver disease and who is dying, might experience fleeting liver pains over the course of the patient’s final illness. A trip to the doctor is, of course, advisable, to rule out the possibility that the Lightworker or healer is ill. If that proves fruitless, then one may assume the fleeting liver pains are empathic reflections of the patient’s illness; especially if the Lightworker’s or healer’s pains cease the day the patient passes on.

‘BEST AND LUCKEST’ DEATH DATES

All people have a series of ‘best and luckiest’ death dates, just as the day they were born was writ in the stars as best for this incarnation. Lightworkers and healers do feel other people’s sorrows and suffering a little as if it were their own, but it is important for us to let folks go on to the next world at the appointed time. If we try to take their sorrows and suffering on and heal it through our own bodies of Light, thus extending their timeline, then we may be doing others an injustice. In addition, we may be placing an undue burden upon our own bodies of Light. I advise letting people go gently to God when the time seems right to them. That, I feel, is the best kind of death … death at the time their Soul appoints with God.

PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE

Further, there are people in the world who spitefully attempt to force upon Lightworkers and healers the burden of their own physical pains. This is a black magic, malware practice born of ignorance of the karmic burden it incurs.

There is karmic distortion amongst some Christians that is similar in nature. Some Christians say that Christ died for us, and that therefore it is ok for them to sacrifice a Lightworker or healer, a Pathfinder or Wayshower, for the good of a Christian congregation. When you think about it, this may be the same sort of thinking that led Judas to hand Christ over to Pontius Pilate. I call that the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware; as a Lightworker, I feel it could not be a feature of New Life on New Earth.

There are few of us on Earth, and our role is important to the Ascension process. Until the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware has cleared from Earth, let us give our own selves the necessary Soul nourishment, and physical respite, so that our bodies of Light shine strong and bright.

In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Written and published on 26 February 2021; revised on 27 September 2023

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For the Lightworker: How to Prevent Nightmares and Dark Daydreams . by Alice B. Clagett *

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Image: “This detailed annotated map shows the structure of the Milky Way, including the location of the spiral arms and other components such as the bulge. This version of the image has been updated to include the most recent mapping of the shape of the central bulge deduced from survey data from ESO’s VISTA telescope at the Paranal Observatory. The original image was published in 2008 by NASA/JPL-Caltech (author R. Hurt),” by NASA/JPL-Caltech/ESO/R. Hurt, 12 September 201, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Artist%27s_impression_of_the_Milky_Way_(updated_-_annotated).jpg … public domain

Image: “This detailed annotated map shows the structure of the Milky Way, including the location of the spiral arms and other components such as the bulge. This version of the image has been updated to include the most recent mapping of the shape of the central bulge deduced from survey data from ESO’s VISTA telescope at the Paranal Observatory. The original image was published in 2008 by NASA/JPL-Caltech (author R. Hurt),” by NASA/JPL-Caltech/ESO/R. Hurt, 12 September 201, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Artist%27s_impression_of_the_Milky_Way_(updated_-_annotated).jpg … public domain

  • FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: HOW TO PREVENT NIGHTMARES AND DARK DAYDREAMS
  • MORE INFORMATION
    • About the Light
    • About the Dark

Dear Ones,

FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: HOW TO PREVENT NIGHTMARES AND DARK DAYDREAMS

Among the darkest, densest noospheric energies on Earth are Reverse Kundalini or Black Tantra nightmares at night, vivid waking dreams, or clair-sensing of astral stories that involve these energies.

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How Repeating Astral Phrases Speak to the Character of a Mind Controller . by Alice B. Clagett

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Written and published on 28 July 2019; revised on 26 May 2020
Previously titled: Repeating Astral Phrases as a Feature of Our Commensal and Adventitious Microorganisms

  • REPEATING MALWARE PHRASES OR SAMSKARAS THAT I HEARD IN 2016
    • My life has no quality
    • You have no personality
    • You are one big ego
    • Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money
    • Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy
    • You are a homosexual
    • Are you a homosexual?
    • Budie holers
    • V— D—
  • WERE THESE THE SAMSKARAS OF A MIND CONTROLLER WHO WAS LOGGING ONTO MY MIND?
    • Conclusions Regarding the Nature of the Mind Controller
    • Inference of Felon Involvement
    • Why a Mind Control Victim Who Is Clair Gifted Hears the Subconscious Thoughts of the Mind Controller
  • MIGHT THE MEANING OF THESE SAMSKARAS HAVE BEEN INTERPRETED IN A NONHUMAN WAY BY MY COMMENSAL AND ADVENTITIOUS MICROORGANISMS?
  • MORE ABOUT THE WAY VIRUSES TALK

Dear Ones,

This blog has to do with some repeating subconscious malware phrases I had noticed back in 2016. I have two interpretations for the phrases; the first has to do with the character of a mind control cult leader I thought at the time was trying to control my mind.

I have a concern that the mind controller I speak of in the blog might be putting the idea into the minds of men I know, that I am writing about them, when in fact I am not. I hope this makes it clear that the below blog is not written about men I know as friends, relations, or acquaintances.

In addition it seemed to me that my own commensal and adventitious microorganisms had taken up the phrases and ‘made them their own’ by attaching to them significance to do with their own cultural understanding, which I am sure you will agree must be very different from our own.

REPEATING MALWARE PHRASES OR SAMSKARAS THAT I HEARD IN 2016

The malware phrases were …

  • My life has no quality
  • You have no personality
  • You are one big ego
  • Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money
  • Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy
  • You are a homosexual
  • Are you a homosexual?
  • Budie holers, and
  • V— D—

I have two possible interpretations of the malware, which was startlingly foreign to me, from the stance of my personal thoughts.

WERE THESE THE SAMSKARAS OF A MIND CONTROLLER WHO WAS LOGGING ONTO MY MIND?

At first I thought they were the malware or samskaras of a meditation group leader who was an adept at mind control, and who seemed (although I would be the first to say this could not be proven) to be leaping upon me till about December 2016, when I had a surveillance system installed in my Los Angeles home.

Conclusions Regarding the Nature of the Mind Controller

If that were true then judging from the import of the phrases listed below, I would be looking to identify that mind controller as follows: He might have been depressed (‘My life has no quality‘).

He might have been told in his youth: You have no personality. That might mean he was an antisocial personality who used various social masks to fit in with other people; or he might have been an empath who changed personalities depending on the person with whom he was being empathic.

In his younger years, maybe by a spiritual teacher he followed, he may have been told: You are one big ego … and this may have lowered his self-esteem. Or he may have been told it by a woman he admired, and his pride might have been wounded by that statement.

Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money … Possibly these were past events to do with him or his followers and about which he felt guilty.

Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy … I interpreted this as fear of the truth coming out.

“You are a homosexual” …“Are you a homosexual?” … and … “Budie holers”… I thought these might mean that the man was a homosexual, or a latent homosexual.

“V— D—” This phrase that I heard in the astral airs over and over again in the year 2016 consisted of two names, a first name and a surname.

The first name was that of a man in the group taught by the person I thought might be the mind controller whose subconscious thoughts I kept overhearing. That person was a long-time follower, very loyal to the leader.

The second name was the surname of a person I thought to be involved in another mind control cult centered in Los Angeles, but which had established meditation groups in other towns … miraculously, it seemed to me … the moment I arrived in them between the years 2019 (the year of the death of my mother) and 2016.

What did the juxtaposition of the two words mean? Had the first person spent time in the group with which the second person was affiliated, or maybe vice versa? Had the first person married the second person? Were the two mind control groups in cahoots? Were both people lovers of the mind controller? Or maybe mind controlled by him? What was up with that, anyway?

Inference of Felon Involvement

The cessation of mind control attempts, subconscious catch phrases, and home invasion thoughts originating in that other mind in December 2016 indicates to me that the mind controller, or else some of his followers, were felons afraid of detection by surveillance cameras. That is the inference I drew.

Why a Mind Control Victim Who Is Clair Gifted Hears the Subconscious Thoughts of the Mind Controller

I feel that the reason a mind control victim who is clair gifted hears the subconscious thoughts of the mind controller, is that the mind controller inadvertently creates a link between himself and his intended ‘mark’, so that thoughts flow back and forth between them, without him being able to stop their flow unless he gives up the mind control attempts. If he were to do that, then little by little the subconscious interchange would cease … as indeed has been the case with the clair interchange between the mind controller in question (whoever he may be) and me, since my home surveillance system was installed in December 2016.

MIGHT THE MEANING OF THESE SAMSKARAS HAVE BEEN INTERPRETED IN A NONHUMAN WAY BY MY COMMENSAL AND ADVENTITIOUS MICROORGANISMS?

Then after awhile I thought these repeating subconscious malware phrases (or ‘samskaras’) I used to hear on the astral plane might pertain to life cycle activities of or cultural difference among our commensal and adventitious microorganisms.

For instance, It seems the repeating phrase “My life has no quality” has to do with lowered blood sugar; it may be a lament of the yeast cells that inhabit the human body.

The repeating phrase “You have no personality” is apparently a comment of the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon; it may have to do with prejudice against the yeasts, which are quite a bit more simplistic in their language and thought forms than are the Martians.

The repeating phrase “You are one big ego” is apparently a comment of the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon; it may have to do with Higher Mental Body functions, as our Martians have a greater influence on the Lower Mental Body, where they live, than on the Higher Mental Body.

Astral stories about people stealing other people’s keys and walking into their houses, or hacking people’s credit cards and ripping off their money, or taking their lives and their money may have to do with our body cells and the Martian bacterial colonists of the human colon recoiling in horror at the attacks of viruses.

Hidden microphones and cameras: Total lack of privacy: This may have to do adjustment by our Martian bacterial colonists of the colon to the awakening of human telepathy globally. The Elder Race, the Martians, are far more telepathic than we, and in fact it was through their expertise in DNA manipulation that most of Earth species came into being. More about this in my blog category: Mars – Martians – the Elder Race

Not mentioned in the above-referenced blog are these repeating subconscious phrases:

“You are a homosexual” … Yeasts say this over and over again, and very enthusiastically, when there is plenty of sugar circulating in the blood, so that they can joyfully accomplish assexual reproduction

“Are you a homosexual?” is used by the yeast inhabitants of our bodies when greeting newly arriving yeasts. As I understand it, they are asking whether the newcomers are the sort that can have sexual reproduction with them, or whether they are they will be reproducing asexually.

“Budie holers” is a repeating, derogatory phrase used by the Martian bacterial colonists of the colon with regard to the HIV virus

“V— D—“ was a repeating, derogatory phrase used by the Martian bacterial colonists of the colon with regard to the viruses that attempt to cause sickness in their human ‘space stations’. They have since moved along to other phrases with the same meaning, but I cannot recall what those are right now.

MORE ABOUT THE WAY VIRUSES TALK

The viruses talk in a sharp, sinister whisper full of intent to rip off the lives of the people in which they find themselves. They are villainous little dudes; which leads me to think that listening to pure musical harmonics might cause them to fare less well inside us.

If you hear repeating phrases on the astral plane, and know a little about microbiology, I encourage you to to match the phrases you hear to the wants and needs and cultural expectations of some of our commensal organisms as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

I added an altered portion of the above blog as a postscript here …

Link: “Hellworld Scenes and Amazing Astral Stories,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 24 May 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5j0 ..

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On Successfully Repelling the Demon Horde . by Alice B. Clagett

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On Successfully Repelling the Demon Horde

Image: “Tejon Ranch Conservancy, Grapevine, California 1,” art image by Alice B. Clagett, 18 July 2022, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

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  • INTRODUCTION
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

This is about a demon horde ‘diss’ that happened on Sunday, 17 February 2019, and the words I used to send these malevolent beings off.

This type of clair event happened to me twice previously, some years ago, and those times I felt a little fearful. But this time, I did not. I guess that after a time or two, we can learn to take such things in stride. At any rate, I felt a sense of personal empowerment as strongly as I might feel on days when I sense great Light.

God be praised! May we all be blessed with confidence and faith, with hope and with courage in the face of danger all our lives long! …

There is an edited summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

On Sunday I went to church; it was quite a good talk. Then I decided to go up the way, to a place more out in the country, to visit the various holy places I knew there and offer what blessing I could (which is something I do fairly frequently). Before I got to the last place, I had some adverse omens …

I was going towards a coffee shop on my way to get there. A man drove a car out of the lot as I turned in. And I heard a voice say … I think, from the driver of the car: Don’t go to that place!

I thought: Do I dare, or do I not? … I went to get my coffee, I thought I would bring the coffee with me while I was driving the last leg of the journey. But the lid was not on the coffee; so I set it down on a shelf, and tried to put the plastic lid on, and it spilled. So I wiped up where it spilled on the counter and on the shelves and on the products. That was the second omen, because I almost never spill coffee.

Then I thought: I will just put the lid on very carefully … So I started to put it on very carefully, and half the contents of the cup spilled out. Then the man from the counter noticed the ‘to-do’, and he came over and cleaned up everything. That was the third omen.

Then I thought: Well, I will take the coffee out on the curb, and set it on the curb, and put the lid on it. When I did that, there was no problem; I put the lid on.

These were three omens, but not what I would term horrible omens. So I thought I would go ahead and go to the place I had planned to visit. I would give it a try.

I was driving up the driveway of this holy place that I visit once in a while, and there were omens everywhere; bad omens, not good omens … the sort of omens that bode increasing danger to life and limb.

I got as far as the place where I usually park, and I got out of the car. I noticed behind me three workmen whose bodies of Light were semi-dark, but not completely dark. They were digging the topsoil and the plants out of the ground nearby, behind a cover of trees right beside the parking lot. I looked for demons there, but there were none on them.

You know how it is sometimes, when there is a Dark Attack; it can be very dramatic … very rare, but very dramatic! It seemed unlikely that there might be a Dark Attack, though, because there were no Solar Events going on. It did not make a lot of sense.

Getting to the good part here: The omens were such that I felt it unsafe to leave my car unattended (even though there were no other cars around). So I looked around the parking lot … as I do sometimes … for signs on the ground … for leaves as omens, and took some pictures. Here are photos taken that day, including those in the video …

Link: “Signs in the Leaves,” photos by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 February 2019; published on 6 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bSB ..…

While I was taking the photos, I heard a menacing voice from above my head say: I don’t want to be the one to go down there! … That was the fourth omen.

Then I decided I ought not go any farther away from my car. As well, I kept an eye on the three workmen (who were not doing anything unusual).

Then a wind came up from my right side, where the road went on. And on the wind were the voices of 150 demons! This ‘150 demon’ thing has happened twice before in my life, as described in the two blogs below …

Link: “Counterspell to Lift a Spell Binding You Down to the Demon Realm,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 6 April 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-340 ..

Link: “Update on the Astral Los Angeles City Dome, March 2016,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 March 2016; published on 23 March 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-50M … See the subheading: Alice’s Perilous Tales: Driving to Barstow

Here it was, happening again that Sunday. So I used a command to send them off; I said …

Spirit to Team!
Team to Galactic High Command!
Encapsulate!
Read them their rights, by Cosmic, Sovereign Law!
For the All, through Free Will!

Then a wind came up, and on the wind I heard the howling of 150 demons! They were howling, and running away from me, through the air,

That is the way it happened. I guess those are pretty good words to use if we feel overwhelmed by bad omens or Dark portents … even if we cannot see the Demon Horde. Even if we cannot feel the Army of the Night around us, we can still say the words and clear the air.

Here is more on eliminating demons from our lives, and attracting angels to us …

Link: “How to Attract Angels and Dispel Demons,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 June 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5Aj ..

That is all for now. See you all later. Love you lots. You are the terrific ones! Take care.

In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

Happened on 17 February 2019; filmed on 20 February 2019; published on 6 March 2019; revised on 8 September 2023

For more on reading imposter spirits their rights see this source, which is where I lucked onto the idea …

Link: “Resign from Mind Control Program,” in “Ascension Glossary” … https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Resign_From_Mind_Control_Program ..

 

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