WHORE IN A RED LIGHT DISTRICT OF AN ORIENTAL PORT TOWN?
CASE OF THE ENRAGED ORIENTAL LADY IN THE HOME DEPOT
ENCOUNTERS WITH TWO STRANGERS
PSYCHOKINETIC OR POLTERGEIST EVENT: A CD PLAYER THAT SPONTANEOUSLY TURNED ON AND STARTED PLAYING
CONCLUSION
Dear Ones,
Here is my journal about some odd occurrences in my own life of late. My conclusions are at the end of the blog. But what are your conclusions about these events?
WHORE IN A RED LIGHT DISTRICT OF AN ORIENTAL PORT TOWN?
About 7 April 2022, Thursday — In the afternoon I went to the back fence in my backyard to clear the weeds and make small repairs on the fence. Behind my back fence is a steep hill belonging to the neighbors below. The house to their left has a swimming pool in the backyard.
From where I was standing I could hear quite a commotion in the pool. I could only see the righthand part of the lefthand neighbor’s pool because of the small trees running down the hill along the property line between my two down-the-hill neighbors. There were big waves of water in the pool. There was a surpassingly loud, enthusiastic voice of a child or woman yelling over and over again: Let’s have sex! Let’s have sex right now!
The way of speaking of this unseen person seemed to me to be like gutter talk from Hong Kong. I have never heard that kind of talk before; it was just my idea it might have been that kind of talk … like the voice of a whore in a red light district of an Oriental port town, maybe?
I had met the woman living in that house and the couple living in the house just beneath me. All three were reserved, Caucasian people. That did not fit with the commotion that was going on in the pool.
After awhile the yelling stopped, and I heard the voice of a refined Oriental woman say: Ok, that is it. From that I gathered there might have been a movie production taking place? Then the waves subsided and I heard no more voices.
On 30 March 2022 (about a week prior to that event), I had discovered with great shock to myself a 2017 article online purporting that the valley I live in … the San Fernando Valley … is known as the porn capital of the world …
I wondered if the voices I heard that day might have to do with porn movie production in the San Fernando Valley? If so, that is the first time in all the time I have lived here that such an event has happened. I cannot figure out why it should all of a sudden occur.
CASE OF THE ENRAGED ORIENTAL LADY IN THE HOME DEPOT
11 April 2022, Monday — Home Depot – An enraged older woman with a mask on, apparently Chinese from the look of her eyes, interrupted me while I was talking with one of the customer reps about how to find an irrigation system part.
I noticed how the woman’s belly sagged out in an odd way, in the shape of a long pyramid with one point of the base of the pyramid at the bottom front of the trunk of her body.
The woman was yelling quite loudly and walked aggressively towards me, demanding I move back so she could look at some items in an aisle, then demanding I move to the other side of the aisle. Walking aggressively towards me again … lunging forward … she yelled she needed the whole aisle to herself to look at all the items there.
I was on the other side of the aisle with the customer representative, who was waiting on her handheld to get a response from a more knowledgeable customer representative regarding the location of the item I had in mind.
I turned to the irate woman, who was now just beside me, on the other side of the aisle, and suggested it would be better if she were more polite when addressing other people. This did not help, and she yelled at me again: Polite?! Why should I be polite?
I noticed the woman was using the same ‘gutter language’ and tone, and the same Chinese accent, as I had heard coming from my neighbor’s pool the previous week. I wondered if it might be the same woman … maybe an actress?
The irate woman walked behind me and looked at an item on her side of the aisle. Then she turned and demanded that I had to put a mask on.
I recalled when I got infected with the Delta strain of COVID in early March 2020, I had first felt a rush of anger for about half an hour, just prior to the onset of the disease. At the time it seemed to me that anger was clearing from my energy field.
I thought that the irate woman might be ill (which might account for how her tummy looked), or might be about to come down with COVID. So I put my mask on. Then I turned to her, matching the volume of her voice and said: Now I have put the mask on.
She said, in a loud voice: Well you should do that. And then in a softer voice she said: You might get sick.
Then the woman left. The customer representative had not gotten a response on her handheld, so I told her I would keep looking for the part on my own.
During the interchange with the Oriental woman, the customer rep had said nothing. As we were parting she said she was sorry about what had happened, and I said not to be concerned, that it was ok.
On considering this interaction overall, I gather the thing to do when caught in such a situation is to end the interchange with the customer representative right away, and absent myself from the vicinity of the enraged person. That way there will be no ‘hash slinging’ and no chance of physical harm to me.
ENCOUNTERS WITH TWO STRANGERS
13 April 2022, Wednesday – In the early afternoon I was standing in the parking lot of the Santa Monica Mountains Anthony C. Beilenson Interagency Visitor Center at King Gillette Ranch. A middle-aged Caucasian woman drove past me waving and said Hi! in an enthusiastic voice.
I could not place her, and so, did not react. Most likely, I gathered, she simply thought I was someone else.
Just as I got home in the late afternoon, a man drove into the Chatsworth Nature Preserve (one of whose entrances is next to my house). He had a flatbed trailer attached to his pickup truck.
He came back to the fence that separates my property from the Nature Preserve, and explained he is the uncle of the wife of the family that just moved out of the Nature Preserve. He said he came to pick up two cars and take them to the family’s new home. He soon exited with one of the cars, which was a dusty vintage car.
On reflection, I thought it odd he was about the same age as the wife who had lived in the Nature Preserve, yet he said he was her uncle. However, sometimes in large families, or in families where the husband or wife remarries after a long interval, those types of age discrepancies occur.
PSYCHOKINETIC OR POLTERGEIST EVENT: A CD PLAYER THAT SPONTANEOUSLY TURNED ON AND STARTED PLAYING
14 April 2022, Thursday – 6 am precisely – I was asleep at home. The CD player turned on, of its own accord, and began playing one of my CDs.
I got up right away. considered whether my cat might have turned on the CD player? But it is so difficult to turn on, I felt that to be well nigh impossible.
I checked all the locks on exterior doors and windows – all secure – and checked the surveillance cameras for intruders – no intruders.
I saw there had been quite a bit of static on an indoor surveillance camera between 3 am and 6 am. I checked “Space Weather” online … https://www.spaceweather.com/ … and gathered the electronic interference shown on camera may have had to do with a “Space Weather” announcement of geomagnetic unrest (Kp=5) at about 5 am that morning, and possibly to do with the influx to the mild geostorm anticipated to take place today.
CONCLUSION
My conclusion regarding these recent odd occurrences is that we are back in the psychokinetic or poltergeist terrain I witnessed and wrote about during the last Solar Maximum (about 11 years ago).
People can act very oddly during Solar Maximums, as did the woman in the Home Depot this last Monday. There may be instances of acting out of negative emotions such as anger or rage, feelings of being threatened, instances of anxiety or panic, and so on.
Psychokinesis and ‘rappings’ that take place during these times, and failure or odd working of electronic devices, can increase emotional negativity.
To find out more about what I experienced in this regard during the last Solar Maximum, see my blog categories: Psychokinesis – telekinesis – poltergeist … and … Artificial EMF fields – electronic devices – electrical devices ..
The result of the strident emotions people may feel during Solar Maximums is what Lightworkers term ‘cognitive dysfunction’, ‘cognitive diminution’, or ‘cognitive dissonance’. In other words, it becomes difficult to think clearly, to judge situations accurately, and to act accordingly.
In case you would lke to bone up on preparedness for the coming days, here are Community Guidelines for the current Solar Maximum …
Link: “Geostorm Preparedness – EMF Sensitivity – Preparing for Panic Attacks and Cognitive Dysfunction During Solar Events and Gateways,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 19 February 2015; revised on 17 December 2015; updated on 24 March 2022 and on 2 October 2024 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4xN ..
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 14 April 2022; revised on 2 October 2024
Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT
EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION
Over-sensitization to Sexual Aggression
Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women
Fear of Territorial Aggression
Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons
Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’
Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father
MORE INFORMATION
PHOTOS BY ALICE
Dear Ones,
This is an astral story about a young boy’s Soul wounding on encountering a ‘witchy woman’, and being injured by her jealous boyfriend. It also talks about how this second chakra wounding manifested in his later life.
There is information on the function of the third eye-point (the pituitary gland) as compared to the folklore notion of the ‘evil eye’. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and after that, a lengthy discussion of the issue brought up in the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Catastrophic Early Childhood Experiences: Astral Story about a Young Boy, a Witchy Woman, and a Jealous Man
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I have a story I heard on the astral plane and from the astral stories some years back; might have been in 2013. And I thought I would run through it very quickly, from the standpoint of healing, maybe in a psychological context. Or possibly in the context of my new, inner child therapy, which works very quickly, so it has that to its advantage.
Anyway, however the method of healing, here is the gist of the issue that caused the Soul wounding, either in this lifetime or in some other lifetime, for a young man maybe between the age of 9 and 14 … sometime in early young manhood.
He was a sharecropper’s son. The family was just eking out an existence in a rural environment, maybe to the west of the Appalachians … in the scrubby flatlands to the west of the Appalachians. It came to the time of his initiation into manhood, and his first act of intercourse.
You know, in some areas … in some folklore … they think that the pituitary gland and the pineal gland … the light that comes forth from them, through the third eye-point is evil. And that can be the case, that curses and so forth, or love charms and like that, are promoted through the malware of the third eye-point, if the energy is not cleared and balanced. But the main function of the third eye-point is to keep the body healthy, and to keep all the subtle bodies healthy too.
I thought I would mention that because he was in a situation where the nearest possible willing person was an older woman, in his context … maybe not that old … maybe in her 20s … who was known, in the area, for having the ‘evil eye’. And what that means to a young person, is that the person in question has formidable psychic powers, and is dangerous because of that.
So, in addition to the concerns that a young child might have about proving his manhood, there was also the concern about the evil eye and the psychic powers of this woman that ended up having intercourse with him.
So, he was very young. And he fell in love with her. And he thought to go back another time, to visit her. And when he went there, a really terrible thing happened. She had a boyfriend, apparently, or an admirer, who waylaid this young child, and genitally mutilated him. And so then he had this Soul wounding and physical wounding; I am not sure to what extent.
At least he was alive, and he was allowed to go home. But then he was plagued by visions of the third eye-point of this woman … this ‘witchy woman’ … whom he felt to be attacking him. And eventually, after some years, he ended up persuading a friend or acquaintance to go and end her life. So, through him, she … his very first love … was murdered.
Time went on; much time has gone one. But today, the outcome of this Soul wounding has been that he projects onto women … especially women who have third eye-point ability … as many students of the Indian arts have … he projects onto them his terror of this first woman … and his terror, also, of that sex act … because it was because of the sex act that he received the genital mutilation. And it was the woman’s third eye-point that symbolized this extreme feeling of upset and injury and terror. Although it was, in fact, the man in this situation who caused the injury.
So, from a psychological point of view, I would say that he projected onto that woman his fear of that man, because he felt (I would say, were I a psychologist) that the man was too dangerous to blame for that incident. The man was surely too dangerous to even ideate, or think about. So he projected that upset that he felt onto the woman.
Decades went on; and in his mature years, this memory of unresolved Soul wounding expresses itself in his life in this way: I think … I am not totally clear on this, but it seems to me from the astral stories … about this person, who may actually be an archetypal image, rather than a person … It seems to me, from the astral stories, that his sex life consists of rectal intercourse with other men, and that he is the recipient of that rectal intercourse, because of the nature of his genital wounding.
Now the psychological payoff or advantage, is that he gathers friendships amongst men who, because of the childhood wounding, seem to be far more powerful than they actually are in the world. So his friendships are with the men that he has sex with. And so the intention is to mitigate that ever-present danger to his genitals, and to his continued physical existence.
His attitude towards women is one of mistrust … of uneasiness and mistrust. When he is confronted with their attraction to him, he then returns to that original story about the Soul wounding and the genital mutilation, and their flirtation becomes to him an imminent danger. and threat to his life.
So he responds to flirtation by women in a way that seems to most people to be too hyper-responsive, you know? … too emotionally intense, in the negative realm.
If he finds that … because of societal expectations … he must have intercourse with a woman, so as to appear to fit into a social setting, he will have rectal intercourse with her. He will need a prosthesis to do that … and she may never know that, but she will leave that encounter feeling that she has been … in our terms of the Awakening … ‘malwared up’, because the emotion and the images that are stores in his electromagnetic field in his second chakra involved such a shocked amount of unresolved injury, what you might call post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) there … which is transferred during the act of sex; it is totally transferred to the other person … kept by the one person, and transferred to the other person.
Not necessarily permanently, but perhaps for some time, there will be the need to regenerate the electromagnetic field, and clear it, for a woman who has intercourse with him.
If the person is psychically gifted, then we may find that he is going out there on the astral plane, at night … perhaps his own wounded astral form is going out there, during dreamtime … He may or may not be conscious of this, depending on whether or not he can do lucid dreaming … He is going out and destroying women’s dreams of having romantic relationships. This is a topic I have covered elsewhere, using the term ‘dream snatchers’ …
Link: “Dream Snatchers,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 25 October 2016; transcribed on 22 July 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jX ..
He may even try to remodel their dreams, so that they suit a purpose that he has for himself and his own life. In these days of higher light … of more intense Incoming Light, this is no longer possible. But before 2012, it was possible for a ‘super-psy’ person to do that kind of work with a limited number of women or men. So there is that.
Now, talking about the men that he has intercourse with: He will want to conceal the fact that he prefers MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual expression from the general public. Now why this is, that he would feel exceptionally so, in this regard … why he would be so sensitive to the need for concealment … I am not certain …
Maybe because of the great repressive energy around the original wounding.
Maybe because of the projection of the wounding onto the woman also conceals a great fear that he has about men.
Maybe there is a concern that the men involved in his social, sexual life might do him great damage, because of the concealed, great fear that he has because of the original wounding.
Oh, one other thing: There are these things called the glom effect, that happened on Earth for a long time; but they are clearing now. And that is a confluence, and flowing, in the noosphere, of energies that are similar.
And in physical life, this is expressed as a tendency to gather around oneself, or to go out and associate with people who have energy strands in their electromagnetic field that are similar to, or glommable with, one’s own. And so in this case, there would be a tendency for people to gather around this person, or for this person to associate with people who have second chakra Soul wounding of other sorts.
One of the more serious expressions of second chakra Soul wounding that might glom to such a person, has to do with the tendency to look at women as sexual objects, to consider that they have no sentient Awareness, to imagine them simply as objects, and to go forth, with sexual allure, to garner women and their property, such as money, or else a house, or like that.
So that is just one sort of energy, as it is expressed in the world, that might glom to the very vast, misogynist mental filter that is the shadow of the patriarchy mental filter in existence until 2012.
Right now the pendulum is shifting back, and men and women are coming more into the balance of Sacred Sexuality and the sacred norm. So all these things are coming to light, and each person … each man … needs to evaluate his own situation, and decide how to act in the future, and how to best get through the clearing and the disclosure to his own Soul.
[This is the end of the video. For the photos in the video, see the section ‘Photos by Alice’ below.]
HOW A STORY OF SIMILAR, BUT LESS SERIOUS SOUL WOUNDING MIGHT PLAY OUT
In the story described on the video, had the man been less severely injured by the jealous boyfriend, then the mature love life might have manifested as wary sexual relations with women, keeping them at a distance, and engaging in sex infrequently and never with a woman who is in relationship. This would be because, similar to the defense mechanism described in the video, he might have projected the fear he felt of men onto women (who would be perceived as less dangerous than men, and so more approachable for sex). He might steer clear of men, so as to mitigate the perceived danger of being around them.
EMOTIONAL OVER-SENSITIZATION
Over-Sensitization to Sexual Aggression
The story in this video describes an exaggerated sense of sexual fear in mature life that is caused by an early childhood experience that sets a child up to experience fear every time he has sex.
Defense Mechanism: Displacing One’s Fear of Men onto Women: The result is a simple defense mechanism set up by the subconscious mind to ‘ward off’ a danger to which the early experience over sensitizes the child. This defense mechanism involves displacing one’s fear of men onto women (who are weaker, thus less fearful) and of staving off fear of men through placatory rectal intercourse (a behavior found among the lesser males toward the alpha males of baboon troops).
The recurring theme of mistrust and hatred of women welling up from the deep subconscious mind might be termed ’emotional dysregulation’ whose root cause is over sensitization to sexual aggression. For more in this see …
On the clair plane, I have also run into over sensitization to the threat of territorial aggression, to do with early childhood Soul wounding when a young child suffered physical injury and lost his family as a result of being at the effect of a war of territorial aggression. In subsequent early youth he lived among a group of children who, for some years, needs must break into deserted homes in a war-torn area for food and shelter.
In mature life, this over sensitization manifests as these deep subconscious themes:
Feeling threatened by neighbors, both male and female
Ideation that other people’s property is his own
The desire to buy neighboring properties, so as to feel secure in the territory he has.
Defense Mechanism: Daydream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. This man’s over sensitization to territorial aggression is triggered when he ideates that ‘strange men’ might be visiting or living in adjacent homes. It manifests on the clair plane by the ego dissolving into and identifying with men thought of by neighbor women, as if, by his morphing into the persona of all the men she thinks of, he might eliminate the threat of territorial aggression.
On the clair plane, what is heard with this transfer of egoic identity, is the deep subconscious of the man saying, sotto voce …
“And now I am [the name of the person thought of by the neighbor woman].”
For the woman, she continues to hear the clair voice of the ‘strange man’, but the Soul signature and the emotional flavor of the clair communication have the undertone of fear of territorial aggression of the over sensitized neighbor man. The content of the clair talk turns to …
The ‘strange man’ alter ego of the over sensitized man deriding or belittling the neighbor woman or
ostracizing her or
expressing territorial aggressiveness toward her.
The neighbor woman, believing herself to be talking to the strange man, is thus dissuaded from further conversation with him.
A Common-Place Defense Mechanism: Daydreams of Placatory MSM (Men Who Have Sex with Men) Liaisons. This man has low self-esteem regarding body image and a feeling of low social status, to do, I feel, with the early loss of his natal family. His marriage is perceived as an important means of bolstering his social status.
He has MSM (men who have sex with men) sexual daydreams both as a way to bolster his self-esteem (with the notion that men are more likely to accept him as a daydreamed sexual partner than are women) and as a way to mitigate the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.
I feel that the tendency of heterosexual men to daydream of male sexual partners in the deep subconscious mind is widespread, most likely universal, and that it has to do with this same mitigation of the perceived threat of men’s territorial aggressiveness through sexual placation.
However, in the case of men who have had early childhood experiences that over sensitize them to fear of territorial aggression by other men, as in the war experience described above, the daydreaming is likely to be more frequent, even habitual. There may also be night dreams or possibly acting out of this theme.
Defense Mechanism: Night Dream Transfer of Ego into the Clair Voice Identity of ‘Strange Men’. As you may know, when women are seeking a male partner, their astral forms go out onto the astral plane during dreamtime, looking to locate a suitable mate. For the single woman who lives next to the man over sensitized to territorial aggression, when she dream travels to these men, his dreaming form steps into her dream, and shouts at her to go home, that he and his wife are not interested. This is similar to the daydream morphing of his ego into that of ‘strange men’ as mentioned above.
This over sensitization to territorial aggression, and the elaborate defense mechanisms of ego morphing and MSM sexual ideation mentioned above might be considered ’emotional disregulation’ as well, as for most people, the presence of ‘strange men’ doesn’t require always being on guard against them; there is less of a sense of anxiety about it.
Fear of Controlling or Bullying Behavior
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Mother. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a mother in youth, the mature man:
May have a fear of following his heart.
He may be over sensitized to societal expectations, introverted, considering change as threat rather than possibly rewarding challenge.
As to the fight or flight response, he might choose flight over fight.
In the scenario of electromagnetic hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the current Awakening process, he might want to look out for thoughts of self-injury, cutting, self-mutilation, accidents both physical and vehicular, and possible thoughts of suicide.
In terms of sexual relations, he might prefer a non-bullying, feminine woman, or possibly a man (perceived as less threatening than a woman). As his Soul clearing slowly but surely takes place, the comfortable possibilities in terms of sexual relations will become broader.
Man with a Controlling or Bullying Father. In the case of a man who experiences a controlling or bullying persistent behavior pattern by a father in youth …
If the man identifies with and acts like his father, he is more prone to violent behavior in the context of EMF hypersensitivity and Solar Events during the Awakening process. Violent behavior is a tricky thing to avoid during anxiety attacks caused by Solar Events. (This includes accidents caused by aggressive driving.) My suggestions are …
To bone up on the early warning signs of a panic attack.
To have medications on hand to counteract them.
To put firearms in a locked cabinet, and mail oneself the key
To arrange in advance separate living quarters for oneself, apart from one’s wife and children. These may be as humble as a garage with a dry toilet in it, or it might be a plan to send the wife and children to a relative during Solar Events.
If the man disidentifies with his father’s bullying behavior, he may …
Engage in substance abuse as an avoidance tool, or
Use passive-aggressive behaviors as avoidance tools, or
Engage in negotiatory behavior aimed at mitigating threats from men; these negotiations may involve compromise based on over sensitization to the threat of controlling or bullying behaviors.
Spiffing up communication skills based on assertiveness may allow desensitization to the perceived threat.
………………………………………….. MORE INFORMATION
Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..
Also: Search my blog for the term: evil eye
PHOTOS BY ALICE
Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume State Beach, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Point Dume, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 October 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 21 October 2016; published on 1 November 2016; revised on 22 July 2018 and on 25 November 2025
Filmed on 19 October 2016; published on 24 October 2016
REVISED BLOG
MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN
CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION
WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN
MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS
SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE
Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons
Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult
Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening
Astral Rape Gangs
PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION
THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE
THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS
PHOTOS BY ALICE
ROUGH DRAFT
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF VIDEO
Dear Ones,
This blog is in three parts: The revised blog, the rough draft video, and the Summary of the rough draft video. I feel that the revised blog is much more polished than the rough draft …
REVISED BLOG
MALE DEFENSE MECHANISM TO DO WITH SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY ANOTHER MAN
This video is about a defense mechanism I have been logging onto on the clair plane. It is a mechanism that men use to prevent anxiety rising up when they think of the threat offered by the sexually aggressive drive of another man. Perception of possible territorial aggression will increase the tendency to employ this defense mechanism.
This has to do, in this instance, with a single woman living near a married man. The man feels an urge to territorial aggression, a sort of overflowing of ”mine-ness’ from his own perceived territory to that of the woman; this, I believe typically, includes fantasies of rape, which are another form of aggression … sexual aggression … generally repressed in the deep subconscious mind.
When the single woman thinks of a man, a stranger, the nearby man says, on the deep subconscious plane: And now I will be … [this stranger]. Then on the clair hearing plane, the nearby man begins to speak ‘in the voice of’ the stranger.
The reward, for the nearby man, is that he begins to sound, on the clair hearing plane, like the man who is a stranger, but in fact his ego continues to talk to the single woman, and he has tricked her into thinking she is still talking to the stranger.
CLAIR VENTING OF EMOTIONS OCCASIONED BY THREAT OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION
Because of the nature of this defense mechanism (which is based on perceived threat of sexual aggression by a territorially encroaching male), after a few minutes of conversation it becomes obvious to the single woman that the emotional content of this conversation is always the same, and is always based on the defense mechanism of the nearby man.
Typically the single woman will begin to hear that the nearby man does not like her. The tenor of the clair conversation is undercutting and derisive; there are emotional threads of anxiousness and concealed aggression. There has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened by the male stranger, to a feeling of being threatened by the single woman. I see this as venting.
WOMAN IN THE MIDDLE: AVOIDANCE OF MALE SEXUAL AGGRESSION BY SHARING ONE’S WOMAN; SUBCONSCIOUS VENTING ON WOMEN
This segue into the persona of another man on the clair plane, described above, followed by venting of threat anxiety against a woman, I have also heard expressed as the following daydream: The actors are two men and a woman. The first man perceives himself as being less powerful than the second man, whom he admires for his physical prowess. The first man is in relationship with the woman. The second man is bisexual.
The daydream is for the first man to invite the second man to have rectal intercourse with the woman, while the first man pleases her with oral clitoral stimulation.
The conscious motive of the first man is: He knows men act cruelly toward women, and he wants to make it better for the women. The subconscious motive is to mitigate the threat of aggression by the second man; this motive arises out of low self-esteem, to do with early childhood wounding by his father.
The conscious motive of the second man is: To bring that woman down to Earth. The unconscious motive is to degrade her; this motive arises out of misogyny, to do with early childhood wounding by his mother.
The conscious motive for the woman is: To stay in relationship with the first man. Her unconscious motive has to do with low self-esteem (which is the shadow of the reason for her bonding with the first man); this low self-esteem has to do with being put ‘in her place’ by both her father and her mother in childhood.
In sum, the above daydream is, for the first man, a more concrete visualization of the venting described in the prior instance.
MITIGATION OF THE THREAT OF MALE AGGRESSION THROUGH HOMOSEXUAL DAYDREAMS
In addition, there is a tendency, clair audible, to mitigate the threat of a male stranger’s aggression into the egoic energy of the nearby man by acting it out in a homosexual daydream scenario. My hypothesis about this is, that the one man, the nearby man, feels threatened by the presence of other men. In his daydreaming, and possibly also in night dreams, he dreams he is having intercourse with other men.
SYMBOLIC ACTS OF SEX EXPRESSING MALE DOMINANCE
Unconscious Acts of Sexual Dominance Among Hamadryas Baboons
This reminds me of my observations of the hamadryas baboon some time ago, where the alpha male of a baboon troupe would have symbolic acts of intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in the pack in the early morning (in the San Diego Zoo). The symbolism was that the alpha male was acting out and reinforcing the notion of dominance.
Conscious Acts of Sexual Dominance by the Leader of a Human Killing Cult
This is the same behavior I have observed on the clair plane with regard to a human killing cult … For more on this, search my blog category: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs
In the instance of the human pack, however, the rational mind of the alpha male devised this method of acting out dominance based on his understanding of the subconscious feral instincts of the cult members he wished to mind control. He also used genital mutilation and/or murder of male followers and murder of female members as an expression of dominance, with intent to solidify his leadership position …
For more on this, search my blog categories: Genital mutilation – castration … and … Dominance – submission (and its subcategories)
Normal Males: Unconscious Acts of Sexual Submission during the Awakening
My feeling is, in the case in question, the nearby man feels threatened by the presence of other men. He dreams that he is having intercourse with other men. This threat-mitigating homosexual behavior might express itself when a man perceives himself to be inferior in strength or power to other men.
Astral Rape Gangs. In these times of the Awakening, when there was, until recently, so much energy in the world of men marauding on the astral plane, descending en masse and raping one woman or one man at a time, non-participating men may feel threatened by their aggressive instinct.
Until recently, the astral rape gang activity was happening, over and over again, all over Earth, especially on the weekends; there would have been, among men, a subconscious threat-mitigation incentive, an incentive for non-participating men to join the marauding male groups (who, I clair find, are members of their social groups in the physical realm), so as to avoid being raped themselves.
So maybe this is what latent homosexuality is: The daydreaming of acts of sexuality with male friends and acquaintances so as to mitigate threat of aggression.
For more on this, search my blog category: Psychic rape – astral rape
PRE-SHIFT SUBCONSCIOUS REPRESSION OF MALE TERRITORIAL AND SEXUAL AGGRESSION
It could be that modern society prohibits expression of male territorial aggression, and advocates male continence, and so these drives have been repressed onto the subconscious astral plane (the shadow of the personality).
The rape gang daydreams and the homosexual daydreams, as well as male misogyny daydreams I have talked about previously, may have been circulating in the astral realm all along. But only just now, because of the Shift, people may be rising to conscious Awareness of them.
THE CLEARING OF HUMAN AND ANIMAL ENERGIES OF AGGRESSION NOW TAKING PLACE
From a galactic standpoint, I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs, the switching of the persona that a man may feel as he segues into the persona of another man, and the daydreamed acts of homosexuality … as waves of clearing the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.
We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing. But also, through our energetic forms, the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are clearing. So there is quite a job to do.
THE OUTLOOK: GREATER INTIMACY, MORE FULFILLING FRIENDSHIPS AS THE ILLUSION CLEARS
As these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together. Because of the anxieties provoked by the Awakening process, men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative state, so that their clearing can take place.
But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to begin to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding amongst men and women, and in bonding amongst friends, in the next few years, in a stance that i’s far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.
ROUGH DRAFT
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I have some interesting notions about psychology, based on the clair input that I have been receiving lately, which I had found very puzzling.
When I was in college long years ago, I had a minor in psychology. But I have to say I do not recall ever studying the topic I am about to discuss. I am just piecing together information based on the clair stories I have been hearing, and on the clair visualizations that I have been getting … the clairvoyance I have.
For a long time now I have been hearing a man who, whenever I start thinking about a man … I think he has a subconscious defense mechanism … I used to find this very upsetting, because it means I cannot think about a man without him trying to interlope into it, you know? But when you think of it as a defense mechanism it starts to make sense as a subconscious tool to prevent anxiety from the feeling that a man may have when he thinks of competition from or the aggressive drive of another man. You see? So then the mind can become more neutral about what is going on … my mind, that is. [laughs]
So to get back to that, what has been happening is, whenever I think of a man other than this man, his subconscious mind moves into the idea that he is that other man, and begins to talk to me.
There is a subconscious tool that has been taking place because of the long Age of Darkness. It goes like this: And now I will be … [so-and-so; this person]
Or: Now I will be … [this person]
Typically what happens is it is very, very sotto voce … it is the deep subconscious in which this happens. It is an automatic response. And immediately, to me, that person sounds like somebody else … the other person.
The reward, for the person that is employing this subconscious subterfuge, is that they begin to sound like the person that I wanted to talk to, and they continue to talk to me … their ego continues to talk to me. And I think that I am talking to this other person. After a minute or two, though, it becomes very obvious that a switch has occurred.
Because of the nature of this defense mechanism, the emotional language of the conversation that ensues always is the same, and always is based on the Soul wounding of the first person. Typically what I begin to hear is that this second person does not like me. This second person has snide things to say about me. In real life this never happens, but whenever this seguing into the other persona occurs, from the man in question it happens.
It always expresses feelings of anxiousness and a kind of concealed aggression. The aggression is taking place towards me. So there has been a displacement of the feeling of being threatened that the first man had, by using the persona of the second male to vent that aggressive feeling on me the woman.
In addition there is a tendency on the psychic plane … and perhaps in acting out in the real world … to act out a desire to mitigate the threat of another man’s aggression into the egoic energy of the first man by acting it out in a homosexual scenario.
So in this case … this is my hypothesis about this … one man feels threatened by the presence of other men. So in his daydreaming … or maybe at night in his dreaming … he dreams that he is having intercourse with other men.
This brings me back to some time that I spent in the San Diego Zoo many years ago, early in the morning, checking out the behavior of the animals there … and I am reminded, in particular, of observation of the hamadryas baboon, which helped me towards an understanding of pack behavior and feral instincts.
The only pertinent thing that I have to say is that the dominant male in a troupe of hamadryas baboons would have symbolic intercourse with both the juvenile males and all the females in that group. That was his way of expressing dominance.
This behavior … kind of a threat mitigating behavior … by someone who perceives himself as a human to be inferior in strength or power to other men, might be expressed in the same way: As a homosexual act of threat mitigation.
I do not know what you all will think of this. Those of you who have the psychological and psychiatric experience that I lack: I do not know how you are going to react to this notion.
In these times of the Awakening … when there was recently so much of that threat energy in the world, of groups of men marauding on the astral plane, and descending en masse and raping one woman at a time … I think that men would feel threatened by that, because it happened over and over again, especially on the weekends. All over Earth it was happening.
And so there would be an incentive, a subconscious threat mitigation incentive, for men to join that group so as to avoid the possibility of being raped themselves, you know? Even on the astral plane, it is a pretty daunting notion.
And further, I think these daydreamed-up homosexual scenarios that I have noticed, till recently, on the astral plane, have the same purpose … amongst men who know each other … to mitigate the aggressive drive through a symbolic act of sex on the astral plane. So maybe that is what latent homosexuality is … the daydreaming of that act for this purpose; it is possible.
Now from a wider standpoint … from a more galactic standpoint … I could characterize these waves of noospheric energy that have been happening … the astral rape gangs; the switching of the persona that a man may feel segueing into the persona of another man; and the daydreamed acts of latent sexuality … as waves of clearing of the aggressive drive and the more primitive expression of the sexual drive from the world.
We have to keep in mind that it is not just human aggression and the human sexual drive that we are clearing; but also, through our energetic forms the aggressive and sexual instincts of all the animals on Earth are also clearing. So there is quite a job to do.
And as these energies clear, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate more closely and more intimately together … as what has been happening because of the anxieties provoked by the Ascension and Awakening process is that men and women have drawn apart. Even long-married couples have drawn apart, into a more meditative place, so that their clearing can take place.
But now, as these denser energies clear Earth, it is going to be possible for men and women to relate together much more closely than they have done in the past. I foresee an increase in bonding … in closeness … amongst men and women … in the coming years, for the next two years.
There are those of us that have been doing an awful lot of clearing; and have found that, because our energies were so involved in the transformational process, it is very difficult for us to be closely bonded to other people … because other people transform at different times. So they are going through a transformation process two days later than us … or two days in advance of us.
Whenever transformation takes place, ‘the fur flies’, you know! The fur is always flying somewhere, when we have friends! I am hoping that … as the fur flies less … as the transformation becomes a little more mild … that people in general will be able to relate more closely together; not just bonding of couples, but bonding of friends … and like that … in a new stance for humankind that is far less deluded, far more based on the true nature of things. I am looking forward to that.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Tumble, a Chance Encounter, and Portents of Energetic Clearing
Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Scenes from the Santa Monica Mountains
“Meditation for Grounding During the Waning Light of Autumn,” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Dear Ones,
Here is a story from the day after the Fall Equinox 2016, about turbulent noospheric conditions at that time, apparitions of ghosts and astral forms, a trip and tumble on a trail in the mountains, and another person’s story about experiencing three portents while trail walking. Also, a meditation for grounding during the waning light of autumn …
After the video are an edited Summary and a meditation …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Tumble, a Chance Encounter, and Portents of Energetic Clearing
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
Here we are the day after the Fall Equinox. This morning, and all morning long, there has been a very turbulent energy everywhere that I went … and little storms of turbulence clearing, you know? This morning I woke up, and the room was full of ghosts and astral figures … for the first time in a year or two. They were all in a state of commotion and emotion, and desiring things that they did not have. They were unhappy … unsatisfied … and unable to find happiness.
I first tried going round the whole house with my Zildjian finger cymbals …
… making that sound that purifies and clears the air; but it did not help that much. So then, because my own energy field was responding to all that, I was unsure whether I should go on the hike with the group today. But I thought: Well, I will try it; I can always back out later.
We had not gotten that far, when I fell flat on the ground while walking on a pretty much even road. I skinned my knee in several places, and I got all dusty, and my camcorder got all dusty. So I stopped. And I went to a very quiet valley that I know about, that is free of the noosphere of this big city of Los Angeles, and sat there for awhile.
While I was resting there, I took a brief nap. And during that time those ghosts and shades and all those astral forms somehow cleared; that energy cleared amongst them.
When I got up, refreshed, I started back up the hill. There I ran into a lady about my age. She had an amazing story to tell about her hike in the same place today. All of a sudden a great wind enveloped her … a great whirlwind or dust devil …
First the dust devil circled round her, and then it went on uphill … I imagine a hill like that one … [Shows a hill.] … and stopped in the middle of that hill. As it did, a raven came swooping down almost to the top of her head, and passed on by. She said it nearly touched her. Then she wandered and continued on her way.
Then she saw a tarantula hawk … a very large, giant, purple-winged sort of spider wasp, that has a very painful sting, she says …
It stings tarantulas, which are pretty big. She was a little frightened because it just hovered around her.
Those are all portents of things clearing, I feel. I asked her what she thought about it, and she said she really believes in the grace of God … which is interesting, because I believe in the grace of God too. And I believe if we have a portent, it is because God is doing something in our life to let us know … to give us a ‘heads up’.
For instance, when I fell down today, maybe that meant I should go on no farther … perhaps that it was a mistake to go that far … and that I needed to nurture myself. I was reminded how my mother … how, when I used to hurt my knee a million times when I was a child, she used to kiss it and put a bandaid on it.
So there was that. And then, as far as she was concerned, maybe she had that energy of clearing through her own aura of someone else’s negative energy and fears, and like that. So this is a time of great things coming up in our energy fields … maybe from past lifetimes, maybe from this lifetime … and clearing through.
Going back to last night … because the things today are very interesting portents … I am going back to last night on the astral realm, and what was going on then. I think that might provide a clue.
There were energy threads coming up, to do with feeling the threat of death all around the neighborhood … people feeling like that or feeling that they should threaten other people with death. There was someone on the ‘internet’ … the clair hearing plane … who said that he was an ‘assassin’. Those things come up when people themselves fear for their lives. It is like a threat energy that a person puts out because they are not feeling safe. And so there was this feeling of lack of safety.
I think that, as the night went on, through everyone’s dreamtime, that may have affected everyone with kind of an anxious emotional energy and emotional field, and that is why my bedroom was full of astral forms and ‘unhappy shades’ (as they say) this morning. And that is what accounts for these omens that happened today … Omens, I feel, of change (that is the whirlwind); of wanting comfort (that is me falling down) … because when I was a little child, my mother had lots of demands on her from my siblings. And falling down and getting a skinned knee … which I did regularly … was one of the few things that got me some attention and some sympathy and some loving first aid. [laughs] So falling down is a way of finally feeling sympathy for the inner child and allowing it a chance to feel comfort.
And then as to the ravens swooping down: Ravens represent natural wisdom and intelligent nature. The intelligent force of nature coming down indicates the gift of wisdom coming in …
And the tarantula wasp, to me indicates the feeling of danger being nearby, the feeling of lack of safety.
So these are turbulent moments in the history of humankind right now. And the clearing proceeds apace.
I have been sitting here for quite some time now, under the shade of … is it a coastal live oak? [Shows tree branch.] … just watching the wind blow, here in the mountains, and feeling just a little bit disconsolate … just a little bit out of sorts about all that has been going on since last night.
I was just sitting on the ground, actually … on the leaves and on the dirt here in mountains … under this tree, in the shade … grounding. And then I thought; What will we do?
Today is the day after the Fall Equinox. It is the beginning of the slow lessening of the Light … until Winter Solstice, when the Light begins to be renewed again. And this time of year I always feel … well, a little like something has been lost, you know? Like the great Waning is about to … just ever so slowly … begin.
So I thought: Here I am, right beside this tree. It is a little one; it is coming along, though. It is very strong; it is going to be very tall and strong. It is going to be an incredible protector of all kinds of wildlife, and all kinds of little plants underneath and on its boughs. One day it is going to be a great patriarch of these mountains. It is well on its way!
So I thought: While I am sitting here on the ground, why not just … I will just touch this tree trunk … and I will see what is what, right? …
Image: “A Walk in the Santa Monica Mountains 13,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “A Walk in the Santa Monica Mountains 13,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Nice tree! And as I felt the sap moving in the tree, and I felt the ground beneath me, then I began to feel that everything is all right.
There is nothing quite like a tree to ground a person, because as much of the tree is underground as is above ground … or close. So this tree is talking to our mother Earth every single day. What I find when I touch the tree is just the life of the tree … the joy of the tree to be living here on Earth, waving its branches and leaves in the sunlight, and dipping its roots into the soil. It is kind of cool.
Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Scenes from the Santa Monica Mountains
[The beautiful instrumental music in the postlude is “Prelude No. 20” from the album “Preludes” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0.
[There are short video clips and images of the tree, the rolling hills with golden California oats on them, the moon in its first quarter, a valley oak leaf on oat stems on the ground, a hill crest with clouds and sky, a hummingbird on a dry plant stalk, and oak trees on rolling hills. a red California wildflower that may be California Fuchsia (Epilobium canum), and an oak tree on a hillside.]
[End of video]
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“Meditation for Grounding During the Waning Light of Autumn”
Channeled by Alice B. Clagett 4 October 2016
Go outdoors.
Sit down on the ground next to a tree.
Feel the breeze touching your body and hair.
Touch the tree trunk; feel the sap moving within it.
Feel the Earth beneath you.
Listen as the tree talks with the Earth and with the sunlight or moonlight above you.
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 21 September 2016; published on 4 October 2016; revised on 7 September 2025
The photos from the video are here … Link: “A Walk in the Santa Monica Mountains,” photos by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 21 September 2016; published on 4 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fkJ ..
