Tag Archives: despair

Descent of Grace: Sanctuary from the Demon Realm at Trinity Episcopal Church . a story by Alice B. Clagett

Happened on 26 November 2014, the day before Thanksgiving 2014. There had been a light snowfall that day, and as I recall, more was on the way for the following day.
Compiled and published on 21 March 2020; republished on 29 March 2020


Dear Ones,


I recall on my last visit home, for Thanksgiving 2014, I was staying with my uncle Frank Marbury Clagett, since deceased …

Link: “My Uncle Marbury and Me,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 27 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gFq ..

I was there for Thanksgiving, and to visit around where I used to be in my childhood … where I had grown up, in the country near the small town of Upper Marlboro, Maryland, which is right close to Washington, D.C.

When I was growing up, my father worked in downtown Washington, D.C., and commuted back and forth to our home near Upper Marlboro daily. That place where we lived was across the road from Ingleside, my Grandmother Clagett’s farm, where my father’s brothers Frank Marbury Clagett, John Douglas Clagett, and Robert Joseph Bowie Clagett lived with my grandmother Alice Delores Clagett Clagett when I was quite young.

Link: “Ingleside: My Grandmother Clagett’s Place,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4TC ..

Adjacent to their farm was Keokuk, where my uncle Marbury’s twin George Guiger Clagett and his wife Helen Clagett lived with their son Richard.

A few miles north along the Ritchie-Marlboro Road was Concord, the farm where my mother Katherine Berry Clagett grew up …

Link: “‘Concord’ – The Farm Where My Mom Grew Up,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 28 November 2014; published on 9 October 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Ns ..

On my trips back home to Upper Marlboro I would stop by those places I remembered from my childhood, along with the since deserted Marlboro Elementary School I attended in first grade, which is across from the Post Office and next to the tomb of Dr. William Beanes …

Link: “War Trauma – William Beanes – Star-Spangled Banner,” a ghost story and 3 visions by Alice B. Clagett, published on 3 December 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Ox ..

As well, I would visit the graveyards where the mortal remains of those of my family now passed on were laid to rest …

Link: “Graves of My Mom and My Sister,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 30 November 2014; published on 3 December 2014; republished on 30 October 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Oj ..

Then I would visit the Catholic Saint Mary of the Assumption Church and the since deserted buildings of the old church school site in Upper Marlboro.

My father was a Catholic, as were his Clagett kin. My mother and her kin were Episcopalian, and so on my yearly journeys home I would visit the places where she had attended church. These were St. Barnabas’ Episcopal Church in Leeland, Maryland, which she attended in my early childhood …

Link: “St. Barnabas’ Episcopal Church, Leeland,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/St._Barnabas%27_Episcopal_Church,_Leeland ..

… and Trinity Episcopal Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, which she attended in later years …

Link: “Trinity Episcopal Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, published on 3 December 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Ob ..


As it happened, Trinity Episcopal Church was just across the road from where Uncle Marbury lived in Upper Marlboro, a fact integral to the story I am about to tell …

On that, the most recent of my trips home, for Thanksgiving 2014, I was plagued at night by the Demon realm. I cannot put forth the why or where of it, but the fact is that demons would swarm round me at night when I was there.

I recall one night during my five day visit, when all that became just too much for me. In the early evening, I trekked across Main Street, and round to Church Street, where my mother’s Trinity Episcopal Church was located.

As I neared the church, I began to feel a greater and greater sense of sanctuary. I walked up the brick walk, past the graves and tombstones of my mother’s ancestors. A cold wind was whistling round me, and the Darkness rustled down amongst the leaves of the holly trees on the front lawn of the church …

Image: Graveyard at Trinity Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Graveyard at Trinity Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Graveyard at Trinity Episcopal Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

The front door and the side doors of the church were locked up tight; so, in my desperation, I walked up the front stairs of the church …

Image: Trinity Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Trinity Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

As I walked up those stairs, the demons pursuing me were repulsed by the Light of Faith abiding there. They flew up howling into the sky, and then were gone away

For some time I sat next the front door of the church, which shielded my back from the cold wind. I was listening for the return of the demons, but they did not come back. I was safe there, saved through my mother’s faith, and the faith of the minister and the people there, from the deepest Darkness ever to pursue me in this lifetime.

Link: “Song of the Lord’s Prayer,” melody composed and sung by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 July 2015; revised on 29 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-3Gr ..

That is why I recommend to my reader: In times of deepest despair, seek sanctuary on Holy Ground. If there is a church nearby, even if you cannot enter the church door, you may find, as did I, that the steps of a church offer safety of Spirit, and of physical form.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Link: “Don’t Be Afraid of the Dark,” stories and song by Alice B. Clagett, published on 10 June 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-89C ..


Image: Window of Trinity Episcopal Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Window of Trinity Episcopal Church in Upper Marlboro, Maryland, photo by Alice B. Clagett, 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

Christianity, protection, sanctuary, church grounds as sanctuary, stories by Alice, stories, 2u3d, ancestors, history, demonic realm, faith, despair, Darkness, Light, descent of grace, descent of Light, descent of dark,

Alice’s Perilous Tales: Archangel Descends Upon a Swooping Demon . by Alice B. Clagett *

Ravens and red-tailed hawk filmed on 12 December 2019 in Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve, Simi Hills, California
Talk filmed on 19 December 2019; both published on 6 January 2020

    • Descent of a Raven Upon a Red-Tailed Hawk
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: Archangel Descends Upon a Swooping Demon

Dear Ones,

Here are a video and an extensively edited Summary on the topic of wrangles between a raven and a red-tailed hawk; and an awesome wrangle between a Big Bad and an Archangel … maybe Michael or Metatron …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a story to tell you about the natural world and about the angelic and demon realms. It is sort of a comparison.

Descent of a Raven Upon a Red-Tailed Hawk

A week or so ago, I was out in the northern part of Las Virgenes Open Space Preserve in the Santa Monica Mountains … in the Los Angeles area. And I was walking on kind of a plateau area. There are a lot of ravens that hang out in that area. I have taken videos of them before. Sometimes in great batches they all get together; there are raven tribes that get together. And sometimes one tribe will be off by itself … or there will be a loner raven or two sitting in a tree. There are just a lot of ravens there.

I was walking along the plateau, on a loop trail, and I noticed something in the air … The first thing I noticed was two big birds fighting in midair. One swooped down upon the other. And the one that it swooped down upon tumbled over in the air, so that its feet and the claws on its feet were upwards. And the one that was descending upon it … swooping down upon it … engaged the claws of the other with its claws. So there was a ‘claw fight’ between their feet in the air.

Then I noticed that the one on top … the one that was descending … was a raven. And the one underneath was a young red-tailed hawk.

They disengaged their claws, and the red-tailed hawk turned over rightwise in the air and started to escape. I think these hawks are slower fliers; they are not soaring on thermals too much, compared to the ravens, which seem to have a knack for it. The raven may be a lighter bird, with close to the same wing span as that of the juvenile red-tailed hawk; that is my guess.

The raven started off after the red-tailed hawk, in hot pursuit. I saw them heading off in the distance. Then more ravens … friends of the first raven … came in and followed along after them … maybe five or six of them following along, having a good time of it.

So the red-tailed hawk was greatly outnumbered. What I noticed it did was it swooped down along the contour of the folding hills there. It was very close to the Earth. Its wing tips were almost brushing the tops of the chaparral.

The stride of its wing span, and the length of those turnings of the wings were long … very giant-sized and long … so that it was swooping like this … [shows long swoops of a moving hand] … over one area, and then to the next, and then on to the next.

Then the raven was, I think, unable to fall down on it and attack it because it was so close to the Earth. I think the raven might have hit itself against the ground if it had swooped down in that manner … they are more like thermal soarers and ‘wind wingers’, the ravens.

That pursuit was really dramatic; they went off in the distance and then disappeared.

Then there were other raven situations along the way: Two ravens sitting in a tree, that soared off together. I remember, when I was nearly through the loop, one lone raven was flying along in the direction where everybody else had gone some while ago, calling out in the voice that was plaintively saying, I thought: Where are you? Where did you go?

I am sure it found them. I think that ravens may sense the trail of other ravens through some invisible turbulence in the air … a systematic, periodic turbulence in the air that wafts after the raven that is flying off, so that the lost little raven … like that one … can find its way through the ‘raven signature’ periodic movements of the air. I think that is how they do it; I do not think it is through pheromones or anything like that. They sniff the air, they know the air, and they follow the air.

Alice’s Perilous Tales: Archangel Descends Upon a Swooping Demon

Now on to demons and angels: Some years ago (I have talked about this before) there was quite an incident as I was heading from my home in the San Fernando Valley to a meditation group that met in West Los Angeles. It was a long trip at night, and I had to be there by a certain hour.

I encountered a lot of trouble both arriving at the meditation group and then departing later on, time after time.

As well, there was dark interference outside the meditation place, on the street and in a neighboring coffee house. I recall in particular a dark incursion from the street through the exterior house wall, that looked a little like a transparent version of a very tall ‘Terminator’ dude with fluffy hair, well over six feet tall.

And another time when a deep dark presence swooped into the room, but was successfully countered by a very strong, pure chant of Omm begun by the meditation leader (a woman) and taken up by the rest of the women in the room.

I remember also a time when our meditation leader’s uber leader came to lead the meditation, and 100 or more Hathors (friends of mine) flew joyfully into the room through the open portal of my heart. The first one out was a particular friend of mine, known to me from a past lifetime. I recall how the uber leader greeted this fifth dimensional being with a blast of pure hatred from his own heart; how my Hathor friend stumbled and fell, his heart’s LIght snuffed out by an emotion so foreign to him and his kin; how I sought comfort in the ensuing months and years, after my Hathor friends left the 4D-5D interface on my Awareness timeline; and how I finally found comfort in the thought that my friend had but ascended to a higher dimension, and that he and I would one day meet again.

I remember another time when the uber leader met the women near that place, and during one meditation exclaimed: Yes! I have succeeded in mind controlling all of you at the same time! (or words to that effect); and how I looked up in surprise, and sensed but one other woman in a sentient state, amongst the meditators.

I remember yet the last time I meditated with that group, when the uber leader used his ability to manipulate the quantum field to simulate, on the psychic plane, raping me as the other women sat in meditation; and how, after I left the group, it seemed that, on the astral plane, he and his sublieutenants raped woman after woman in our group on the psychic plane … not in the usual mind control daydream haze, but using the quantum energy that seems more like a physical event.

I recall how the astral airs … through wide geographic swaths … were racked with violence, hatred and fear. I remember how it seemed to me … from the clairaudient plane … that a handful of women eventually succumbed, losing their lives either through despair or through violence. Whether this be true, or no, I may never ascertain.

I remember how, returning from the meditation late at night, I would feel a two hour drive stretch on and on into the night as I felt a dark presence bidding me fall asleep while driving; how I had to avoid the empty freeway on the return leg; and how I had to pull over on residential streets when the Dark Attack hit. It was impossible to resist, and took effect nearly instantaneously. Luckily because of my martial arts training long years ago, I would immediately pull over, and fall asleep at the curb … windows up, doors locked. Then suddenly I would feel a ghostly hand on my shoulder, a kindly male astral being … a guardian spirit … whispering in my ear: Wake up! It’s not safe here. Start off again towards home!

But I have spoken of all those unsettling, long-ago events in other blogs. To return to my story, one of the troubles I ran into in arriving at the meditation place was this one: I was driving along, and there were all kinds of obstructions. I was driving along the shore route by the Pacific Ocean, but I had to move inland in order to get to my destination. And the closer I got to Freeway 405, the more congested the roads were. All the roads were tied up because no one could get on the freeway … the freeway had some kind of problem.

I was afraid I would be too late to get there, and I had to be there on time … it was very important. So I was trying to improvise as I drove, trying to find a route that would work. After awhile … I was within maybe a mile of the place … and I noticed behind me that, as I progressed up the hill towards the place, the lights of the city were going off. There was a blackout that was following pretty close to the back of my car … up to about a block or two behind my car … all the way up the hill to the place where I had to go.

At the same time I sensed a descending angelic power that was pursuing something, rather like the pursuit that the raven made towards the hawk that was beneath it. There was a loping energy of Darkness following me up the hill, in a trail like the trail of the hawk along the chaparral.

It was touching the tops of the buildings as it went past, and moving towards my car, up the hill. Descending from the heavens was the angelic power of the most grand angel I have ever met … I was thinking Archangel Michael … possibly Metatron … descended down. As its wing tips, which spanned all of West Los Angeles, touched the buildings, the power went off in the buildings. Angels are that grand … they are that grand!

So now you know the story; the Darkness did not reach me; and I got to my destination safely. May it do so for you as well, for all your life long, and for all the times thereafter!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.


nature, red-tailed hawks, ravens, demons, angels, archangels, demonic realm, angelic realm, Alice’s Perilous Tales, stories, stories by Alice, Dark Attacks, big bads, Fallen Angels, Hathors, star brothers and sisters, my favorites, mind control, love, hatred, fear, despair, death, quantum physics, incoming light, descent of light, descent of the dark,

Community Health: Homed Who Live Next to Homeless Encampments . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 17 August 2019

Dear Ones,

As you may know, California is a Sanctuary State for the nation’s homeless. Here in Los Angeles, there are 50,000 to 60,000 homeless people. Homeless encampments, though small, are a prevalent feature of the urban landscape. In addition, there are homeless communities in the mountains, which pose an issue of possible fire during our annual fire seasons.

For some years now I have been active in Neighborhood Watch in my neighborhood, and also keep abreast of my larger neighborhood through NextDoor … https://nextdoor.com/ … Lately, I have begun attending local monthly Neighborhood Council and Topanga Los Angeles Police Department community meetings as well. These have helped me get a better grasp of the problems our city faces.

It seems to me there is concern for personal safety among homeowners and their families who live next to homeless encampments in Los Angeles. On mulling over this issue, I came to understand the depth of despair of fathers and husbands who have invested their life savings in providing homes for their families, and whose wives and children can no longer safely leave home at night, because of homeless encampments on their sidewalks or in treed or grassy areas nearby.

It occurred to me that passive defense systems might offer an alternative to taking the law into one’s own hands on behalf of family safety.

Along these lines, I thought homeowners might consider installing floodlights that illuminate terrain between them and the homeless encampments at night, so that their families could feel safe to walk out of their houses. I also wonder if high fences around homeowners’ yards might help.

Housing codes regarding the height of property fences can cause trouble with safety in these times, as those who wrote the codes could not have foreseen the current difficulty. Maybe property fencing codes could be got round by using temporary construction fencing in the yard? Maybe it might be sensible to go ahead and put up high fences around the home, with the agreement of one’s neighbors, since getting the codes changed may take some time.

In addition, I thought, it might be possible to install perimeter electronic alarms, that would provide a warning if the yard is trespassed on?

My hope is that others will come up with thoughts on passive defense systems for homed families as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.


homelessness, community health, safety, crime, Los Angeles, despair, protection, crime prevention, courage,

Call to Action: The Spectre of Social Unrest in Los Angeles . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 7 May 2019

Dear Ones,

At the level of the borderline poverty working family in Los Angeles today, there is a yearning for home ownership that is part and parcel of the American dream. Yet because of the high entry bar to home ownership, few blue collar working families can hope to achieve this dream.

This gives rise to hopelessness regarding the American way of life, for masses of people who feel that home ownership will be forever beyond their grasp. It is just such feelings of hopelessness that cause lack of faith in the American way of life, and can promulgate social unrest; even thoughts of revolution and of more even distribution of property through Communism.

Social unrest threatens those who own homes, those who have higher paying jobs, and those who offer employment here in Los Angeles. Thus it is in the best interests of those of us who have vested interests in this city, to offer hope to Los Angeles families who are economically less advantaged, whether they be renters of apartments or of rooms.

Here are two cost-effective ways to mitigate the spectre of social unrest in Los Angeles …

  • For borderline poverty working families who are renters, Los Angeles might offer apartment buildings with a ‘rent to own’ or ‘lease to own’ option. This option might be promoted through a State of California or local tax credit to apartment building owners.
  • In addition we could offer a Los Angeles or California monthly lottery prize of a home, so that the American dream of home ownership might be laid out and monthly publicized as a possibility, even for those who are as yet unable to obtain ‘rent to own’ or ‘lease to own’ housing.

I feel these two proposals, which are relatively inexpensive and might easily be embarked upon, would appeal to both the inchoate yearning and the realistic plans of Los Angeles families who hope for home ownership … and that they would do so in a manner both concrete and newsworthy.

It is the American dream of home ownership that keeps us strong as a people. No family among us that has the heart to work and to contribute to our community, ought suffer despondency in this regard. Let us raise high the standard of hope for a better tomorrow, for the sake of this great city we all … whether propertied or as yet renting … love and cherish.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License

Except where otherwise noted, “Awakening with Planet Earth” by Alice B. Clagett … https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License (CC BY-SA 4.0) … https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/ ..


Los Angeles, cities of Earth, property rights, plutocracy, disadvantaged, California lotto, California lottery, rent to own, lease to own, housing, renters, home ownership, American dream, social unrest, calls to action, social issues, hope, hopelessness, despair, Communism,

Martian Archives: Human Defecation and Martian Despair . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 16 August 2018
Previously titled: Martian Archives: Human Defecation, Rectal Intercourse, and Martian Despair

    • The Martian Manner of Individualization
    • Recreational Drug Use and Martian Despair
    • What Makes Our Martians Happy?
      • On Avoiding Diarrhea
      • On Avoiding Rectal Intercourse
  • Correction: Diarrhea and Recreational Drugs

Hello, Dear Ones,

I discovered some stuff while swimming yesterday. I think someone else heard it too, and hopefully they put out the news before me. But just in case, and in case my understanding is different, I thought I would say what I remembered from yesterday’s swim.


It has to do with the Martians and their fears, their feeling of life slipping away, when humans defecate. Now, I am talking about the Martian bacterial colonists of the human form, because, as you may know, they live in humans as well as other mammals … in the large intestine, mostly … and because they lose some of their numbers when we defecate.

The Martian Manner of Individualization

But it is a fact of life for them, and not so much a concern as it is for us, when we lose people from our numbers, because the Martian form of individualization is different from ours. It is not based on one physical form, but on a line of beings that consist of one individual. As I recall, they have five separate, individual lines, to do with the original pioneers that arrived from Mars. And I have written about this priorly.


But anyway, they do have an experience of loss, or despair, when we defecate … especially unexpectedly, or in an unusual way. And so, if the astral airs are correct about the fact that one of the side effects of cocaine use is the extreme desire to defecate, resulting in diarrhea … [not true; it could be that Datura, a poisonous local herb, is being passed off as cocaine. Ingestion of Datura can cause diarrhea.] … then that might account for instances of despair and suicide among users, especially young users … because, in the gut brain, there are about 10 Martian bacterial colonists for every cell in the colon.

And so, the feeling of despair would be 10 times magnified by the feeling of the Martians there. And that might lead to rash acting out … kind of a gut brain short-circuit that results in suicide, or in other acts that are symbolic of suicide, such as ‘cutting’ (cutting off bodily parts).

Recreational Drug Use and Martian Despair

So if people are determined to be cocaine (Datura?) users, then my suggestion is, to avoid those issues … those instances of acting out of feelings of despair … that Western medicine might come up with something to prevent the side effect of defecation. For instance, maybe taking Pepto-Bismol  might help, and that might cut down on Martian despair, and maybe influence human acting out.

I am not at the end of unravelling that knotty malware that is involved in this situation. But I do have one more answer to add to the understandings that have come forth in the past.


The issue to do with homosexuality I think, more broadly, has to do with rectal intercourse. We have talked before, about the normal quality of the large intestine being to eliminate feces in a kind of a regular way … a little bit every day, right? And this is what our Martians count on: This regular process of digestion and elimination.

So the coursing, wavelike action of the muscles of the large intestine is to push food downward towards the rectum and out of the body, through an action called peristalsis. When an act of rectal intercourse is performed upon one person, that person experiences an upsurge of energy in the opposite of the normal direction. Further, it can be that the feces in that area are compacted.

The effect on the Martians in that area is what concerns me. I feel they may feel … in a concerted mass of feeling … a compacted mass of beingness … that the natural order of things in their Universe (which is the large intestine) has been violated. They may feel  a concerted, great wave of despair.


So we are looking, here at human actions that cause Martian reactions. And we are trying to find a solution, in an interspecies communication way … in a study of the culture of exobiology, we are trying to find out what will work for this relatively closed system. We are trying to find out what will work for the human body, which has a continuing planetary exobiological interface; which has a need to create interplanetary harmony … because, cohabiting within us, and influencing our own bodily functions for the better … and in fact, without which we may not live, in many instances … are beings from various planets, such as Mars.

What Makes Our Martians Happy?

So we need to know what makes our Martians happy. We need to know what increases the likelihood that they can perform the life-sustaining functions that are their contribution to the life of the human body on Earth.

On Avoiding Diarrhea. And so, consumption of cocaine {nix, Datura], or of any agent that causes diarrhea might be a consternational issue for the Martians, and might cause them to not function as well, in their contribution to the digestion of our food.

On Avoiding Rectal Intercourse. Then, as to the act of rectal intercourse: I feel that resultant compaction of feces might be injuring some of the Martians. I also feel that it would put them into closer proximity to each other, and so the feelings that they have might be magnified by that proximity. And so the reaction of the gut brain (the ‘Lower Mental Body’) … which consists of both human large intestine cells and about 10 times as many gut flora unicellular beings, mostly bacteria … might be more intense than usual, during the act of rectal intercourse as a recipient. In other words, the person upon whom rectal intercourse is performed may be cast into the pit of despair, as it were.

And of course, it is important to keep in mind that recipients of rectal intercourse are both men and women. So it could be that a man is cast into despair by this repeated act; or that a woman or child is cast into despair by that act of being sodomized rectally.


Overall, in mulling over this discovery while swimming yesterday, I am impressed with the importance of the large intestine. I am impressed with the importance of paying attention to the rhythm and the volume of elimination of fecal matter from the large intestine, and of becoming aware of routine and regular activities that promote health maintenance of the large colon … such as moderate exercise, for instance; and the right kind of diet.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Correction: Diarrhea and Recreational Drugs. I just now did some reading on side effects, and did not see diarrhea listed. I did see reference to abdominal pain and ‘bowel decay’ as a long-term side effects of cocaine use. Then, I saw that withdrawal from heroin or morphine may cause diarrhea. And that a side effect of use of Ecstasy can be diarrhea or constipation. Also that alcoholism can cause diarrhea. Use of Datura apparently can cause slowing down of the action of the bowels, and ulcerative colitis, or conversely, diarrhea; most significantly, as a poison it can cause death. Here is a reference on gastrointestinal effects of recreational drugs:

Link: “Health Consequences of Drug Misuse: Gastrointestinal Effects,” from NIH: National Institute on Drug Abuse, https://www.drugabuse.gov/publications/health-consequences-drug-misuse/gastrointestinal-effects ..


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

Martians, bacteria, gut flora, Martian bacterial colonists, recreational drugs, cocaine, Datura, jimson weed, Ecstasy, heroin, morphine, diarrhea, constipation, recreational drug use, alcoholism, despair, cutting, self-mutilation, exobiology, interspecies communication, gut brain, Martian individualization, harmony, health, habits, addiction, large intestine, colon, Lower Mental Body, biology, microbiology,

How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People and Sociopaths . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 18 September 2018
Previously titled: How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People

Dear Ones,

I have talked a little in the past about heart chakra vampirism and basal chakra vampirism. These are two ways in which Soulless people, whose EMF is too damaged to bring in energy from the Universe (as almost all the people on Earth do), must ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck energy from the EMF of Normals.

For instance, in the case of heart chakra vampirism by a Soulless person, energy flows into the frontal funnel of his heart chakra, but not out of it. Thus he is compassionless; he has a complete lack of empathy.

Instead of sending energy out of his heart, in a loving relationship, he can only suck energy into his heart, in a vampirical way. He is sustained by the co-dependent flowing forth of love from the heart chakras of other people. This is the behavior typically ascribed to the sociopath or psychopath …

Link: “How to Spot a Sociopath in Three Steps,” by Bill Eddy, LCSW, JD, 15 March 2018, in “Psychology Today” … https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/5-types-people-who-can-ruin-your-life/201803/how-spot-sociopath-in-3-steps ..

Similarly, the Soulless person whose basal chakra is too damaged to bring energy in from Earth, so that it may flow upward through the subtle spine … the kundalini or central vertical power current (aka the pranic tube, pranic column, antahkarana, silver cord, or silver thread)… and in that way, sustain his hologram, will ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck the energy from a Normal person through astral rape on the psychic plane, or else by repeated acts of vaginal or anal rape and murder. Without this sucking in of other people’s energy, like the literary figure Dorian Gray, he will wither away and die.

Link: “The Picture of Dorian Gray,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Picture_of_Dorian_Gray ..

A good example of this latter kind of behavior is the role played by David Tennant in the 2005 TV mini-series movie “Secret Smile” …

Link: “Secret Smile,” 2005 TV mini-series, at IMDb … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0462520/ ..

Lightworkers, pathfinders, wayshowers, bhakti or jnana yogi, and healers are likely to run into Soulless energy vampires, whether of the heart or of the basal chakra, because these people are attracted to the bright Light of the Lightworker, the pathfinder, the wayshower, the bhakti or jnana yogi; as they say, a healer stands out like beacons in the astral realm.

Soulless people, unable to process Light from Source or from Earth because of their alienation … through their actions … from their Souls, which are a reflection of Source, are bound to ferret out people with very bright Light, and seek to drain them of energy.

Speaking from experience, I have found that it is very difficult to detach from the EMF of a Soulless person once he has logged onto us, on the astral plane. Even with daily spiritual practice, or sadhana, it took me about 15 years to detach from the first such being … a basal chakra vampire … that I encountered. Then, with the utmost determination on my part, it took 3 years to detach from a heart chakra vampire who targeted me.

The feeling of being ‘stuck’ to an energy vampire reminds me of this short video, in which a gentleman named Jared shows how, when two plumbers’ helpers are stuck together, it is very difficult to pull them apart …

Video: “Air Pressure_Potty Plungers, and Pressure,” by George Mehler, 20 April 2012 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fguD27Q2ijg ..

Imagine that the frontal funnel of your heart chakra, and that of the Soulless person, are stuck together in this way … That is the feeling I had about being stuck to a heart chakra vampire some years ago.

The way to overcome this heart chakra glom is to place Awareness unrelentingly on the hridaya in the deep center of the heart chakra, or if that will not work, then to place Awareness on the High Heart, in the location of the thymus gland, which provides physical regeneration.

One may also place Awareness on the trachea (the ‘windpipe’), the tube within the chest, near the thymus, through which air passes before branching off to either lung. Concentrating on the trachea, in my experience, offers a feeling of peace, tranquility, and stillness … almost, immutability.

Once the connection with the sociopath is broken … and this may take quite some months … you can then return the Awareness to the Hridaya.

I myself have found that sending energy forth from the frontal funnel of the heart chakra, after the ‘air pressure plunger’ connection was broken, caused the sociopath to approach me, on the astral plane, over and over again, for several years after the initial successful separation. Thus I found it necessary to place my Awareness on the high heart for quite some time, before I was able to successfully transition back to the Hridaya, long term.

The mechanism of the heart chakra vampire effect is different from that of the stuck-together plungers in the above video, in that there is a constant drain of energy from the heart of the co-dependent person, and into the heart of the sociopath. Thus the Normal trapped in this situation may, like me, feel drained of energy, lethargic apathetic, even despairing, until the connection can be broken.

The feeling of the basal chakra vampire effect is a sudden, and nearly 100%, drain of pranic energy from the body of the Normal, along with an incoming visualization of astral rape, often while the Normal is on all fours. Or, in cases of physical rape, if the victim … whether male or female adult or child … resists, then there may be sudden loss of life, for instance, by strangulation.

Speaking from personal experience, I have found that this sudden energy drain can be overcome …

  • through gentle physical exercise, such as aerobics and swimming;
  • through prana exercises such as long, deep breathing, or else by placing conscious Awareness on the breath passing through the nostrils, or else by counting the breaths from 1 to 10, then starting over again.
  • through daily spiritual sadhana, such as yoga, kirtan, and/or meditation
  • and through a moderate diet and plenty of hydration.

It is important to avoid the physical presence of a Soulless person, and to avoid communications with them through letters, emails, and phone calls. They may stalk you on the physical plane; the minute you see them, distance yourself from them physically. They may send people who are under their influence after you; it is important to avoid these people as well, and to avoid communicating with them.

Those who can tear away the astral cords of the encroaching Soulless person through a loving sexual relationship with another person may find relief as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Compendium: Ensoulment, Soullessness, and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 28 August 2018; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a4p ..


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

lightworkers, ASP, antisocial personality, serial rapist, serial killer, sociopath, psychopath, vampire, Soullessness, chakras, EMF, electromagnetic field, aura, Secret Smile, movie reviews by Alice, David Tennant, lethargy, apathy, despair, psychic rape, rape, murder, peace, tranquility, stillness, immutability. prana, pranic tube, pranic column, central vertical power current, kundalini, antahkarana, silver cord, silver thread, vampire, clair senses, empathy,

Why People Get Cancer, and What to Do About It . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 16 August 2018
Location: King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California


Dear Ones,

This is a very brief video on the cause and a cure for cancer. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video ..



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I am of the Stars.

I think I already explained this: Why people get cancer, but I will explain it in another way … You know, we have all these trillion, or trillions, of cells in the body, right? And they have simple feelings. They are not intellectual, but they are living beings. And they have simple feelings …

They may feel joy, or they may feel fear, or they might feel hungry … you know? They do not want to lose consciousness either. They want to be awake and aware that they are alive. In that they have a Godlike quality, because some of God’s qualities are awareness and joy, like that.

So they have a light-hearted feeling when they are healthy; when they are happy. If a person that has all of these cells in him or her, does something to interfere with their basic needs … to make them unhappy, like maybe the wrong kind of diet, or not getting enough sleep, or some habit that is injurious to the health, for instance … does not get enough exercise; that kind of thing … has a lot of stress in their life; the kind of stress that is too hard to overcome; that is not a challenge … It is more like a drag and a drain …

If the person himself or herself is not a very happy person; is not very careful of the needs of the body, then the cells can fall into a state of despair. And when they fall into a state of despair … thinking that their lives will end; that there is no one that loves them; that the big person that is in charge of them does not love them … then they begin to multiply faster than usual.

And the notion there is that, the more of them there are, the more their chances of continuing. You know? It is a survival technique. And so, that is what we lightworkers call cancer. We call cancer ‘cellular despair’.

In order to prevent that … and this is the lore that is the step that is known … we need to do the things that make our bodies healthy … all the things that the Western medical doctors and nurses say. And so then our cells will be happy (that is the part that people did not know) … And then, when they are happy, they will have no despair. And then we will have no cancer.

Judging from the amount of cancer in the United States today, I would say that there are a lot of people that are not able to maintain their body cells in a happy state. Why this is, each person needs to examine for himself or herself, I feel.

So that is the answer, and the solution is easy to conceive and hard to implement.

God bless you all, and keep you healthy and happy. The very best to each of you.

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

cancer, healing, Western medicine, joy, emotions, body cells, languages of light and sound, alternative medicine, cellular joy, awareness, diet, sleep, stress, exercise, happiness, despair,