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Community Health: Homed Who Live Next to Homeless Encampments . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 17 August 2019

Dear Ones,

As you may know, California is a Sanctuary State for the nation’s homeless. Here in Los Angeles, there are 50,000 to 60,000 homeless people. Homeless encampments, though small, are a prevalent feature of the urban landscape. In addition, there are homeless communities in the mountains, which pose an issue of possible fire during our annual fire seasons.

For some years now I have been active in Neighborhood Watch in my neighborhood, and also keep abreast of my larger neighborhood through NextDoor … https://nextdoor.com/ … Lately, I have begun attending local monthly Neighborhood Council and Topanga Los Angeles Police Department community meetings as well. These have helped me get a better grasp of the problems our city faces.

It seems to me there is concern for personal safety among homeowners and their families who live next to homeless encampments in Los Angeles. On mulling over this issue, I came to understand the depth of despair of fathers and husbands who have invested their life savings in providing homes for their families, and whose wives and children can no longer safely leave home at night, because of homeless encampments on their sidewalks or in treed or grassy areas nearby.

It occurred to me that passive defense systems might offer an alternative to taking the law into one’s own hands on behalf of family safety.

Along these lines, I thought homeowners might consider installing floodlights that illuminate terrain between them and the homeless encampments at night, so that their families could feel safe to walk out of their houses. I also wonder if high fences around homeowners’ yards might help.

Housing codes regarding the height of property fences can cause trouble with safety in these times, as those who wrote the codes could not have foreseen the current difficulty. Maybe property fencing codes could be got round by using temporary construction fencing in the yard? Maybe it might be sensible to go ahead and put up high fences around the home, with the agreement of one’s neighbors, since getting the codes changed may take some time.

In addition, I thought, it might be possible to install perimeter electronic alarms, that would provide a warning if the yard is trespassed on?

My hope is that others will come up with thoughts on passive defense systems for homed families as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Call to Action: The Spectre of Social Unrest in Los Angeles . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 7 May 2019

Dear Ones,

At the level of the borderline poverty working family in Los Angeles today, there is a yearning for home ownership that is part and parcel of the American dream. Yet because of the high entry bar to home ownership, few blue collar working families can hope to achieve this dream.

This gives rise to hopelessness regarding the American way of life, for masses of people who feel that home ownership will be forever beyond their grasp. It is just such feelings of hopelessness that cause lack of faith in the American way of life, and can promulgate social unrest; even thoughts of revolution and of more even distribution of property through Communism.

Social unrest threatens those who own homes, those who have higher paying jobs, and those who offer employment here in Los Angeles. Thus it is in the best interests of those of us who have vested interests in this city, to offer hope to Los Angeles families who are economically less advantaged, whether they be renters of apartments or of rooms.

Here are two cost-effective ways to mitigate the spectre of social unrest in Los Angeles …

  • For borderline poverty working families who are renters, Los Angeles might offer apartment buildings with a ‘rent to own’ or ‘lease to own’ option. This option might be promoted through a State of California or local tax credit to apartment building owners.
  • In addition we could offer a Los Angeles or California monthly lottery prize of a home, so that the American dream of home ownership might be laid out and monthly publicized as a possibility, even for those who are as yet unable to obtain ‘rent to own’ or ‘lease to own’ housing.

I feel these two proposals, which are relatively inexpensive and might easily be embarked upon, would appeal to both the inchoate yearning and the realistic plans of Los Angeles families who hope for home ownership … and that they would do so in a manner both concrete and newsworthy.

It is the American dream of home ownership that keeps us strong as a people. No family among us that has the heart to work and to contribute to our community, ought suffer despondency in this regard. Let us raise high the standard of hope for a better tomorrow, for the sake of this great city we all … whether propertied or as yet renting … love and cherish.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Martian Archives: Human Defecation and Martian Despair … by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 16 August 2018
Previously titled: Martian Archives: Human Defecation, Rectal Intercourse, and Martian Despair

    • The Martian Manner of Individualization
    • Recreational Drug Use and Martian Despair
    • What Makes Our Martians Happy?
      • On Avoiding Diarrhea
      • On Avoiding Rectal Intercourse
  • Correction: Diarrhea and Recreational Drugs

Hello, Dear Ones,

I discovered some stuff while swimming yesterday. I think someone else heard it too, and hopefully they put out the news before me. But just in case, and in case my understanding is different, I thought I would say what I remembered from yesterday’s swim.


It has to do with the Martians and their fears, their feeling of life slipping away, when humans defecate. Now, I am talking about the Martian bacterial colonists of the human form, because, as you may know, they live in humans as well as other mammals … in the large intestine, mostly … and because they lose some of their numbers when we defecate.

The Martian Manner of Individualization

But it is a fact of life for them, and not so much a concern as it is for us, when we lose people from our numbers, because the Martian form of individualization is different from ours. It is not based on one physical form, but on a line of beings that consist of one individual. As I recall, they have five separate, individual lines, to do with the original pioneers that arrived from Mars. And I have written about this priorly.


But anyway, they do have an experience of loss, or despair, when we defecate … especially unexpectedly, or in an unusual way. And so, if the astral airs are correct about the fact that one of the side effects of cocaine use is the extreme desire to defecate, resulting in diarrhea … [not true; it could be that Datura, a poisonous local herb, is being passed off as cocaine. Ingestion of Datura can cause diarrhea.] … then that might account for instances of despair and suicide among users, especially young users … because, in the gut brain, there are about 10 Martian bacterial colonists for every cell in the colon.

And so, the feeling of despair would be 10 times magnified by the feeling of the Martians there. And that might lead to rash acting out … kind of a gut brain short-circuit that results in suicide, or in other acts that are symbolic of suicide, such as ‘cutting’ (cutting off bodily parts).

Recreational Drug Use and Martian Despair

So if people are determined to be cocaine (Datura?) users, then my suggestion is, to avoid those issues … those instances of acting out of feelings of despair … that Western medicine might come up with something to prevent the side effect of defecation. For instance, maybe taking Pepto-Bismol  might help, and that might cut down on Martian despair, and maybe influence human acting out.

I am not at the end of unravelling that knotty malware that is involved in this situation. But I do have one more answer to add to the understandings that have come forth in the past.


The issue to do with homosexuality I think, more broadly, has to do with rectal intercourse. We have talked before, about the normal quality of the large intestine being to eliminate feces in a kind of a regular way … a little bit every day, right? And this is what our Martians count on: This regular process of digestion and elimination.

So the coursing, wavelike action of the muscles of the large intestine is to push food downward towards the rectum and out of the body, through an action called peristalsis. When an act of rectal intercourse is performed upon one person, that person experiences an upsurge of energy in the opposite of the normal direction. Further, it can be that the feces in that area are compacted.

The effect on the Martians in that area is what concerns me. I feel they may feel … in a concerted mass of feeling … a compacted mass of beingness … that the natural order of things in their Universe (which is the large intestine) has been violated. They may feel  a concerted, great wave of despair.


So we are looking, here at human actions that cause Martian reactions. And we are trying to find a solution, in an interspecies communication way … in a study of the culture of exobiology, we are trying to find out what will work for this relatively closed system. We are trying to find out what will work for the human body, which has a continuing planetary exobiological interface; which has a need to create interplanetary harmony … because, cohabiting within us, and influencing our own bodily functions for the better … and in fact, without which we may not live, in many instances … are beings from various planets, such as Mars.

What Makes Our Martians Happy?

So we need to know what makes our Martians happy. We need to know what increases the likelihood that they can perform the life-sustaining functions that are their contribution to the life of the human body on Earth.

On Avoiding Diarrhea. And so, consumption of cocaine {nix, Datura], or of any agent that causes diarrhea might be a consternational issue for the Martians, and might cause them to not function as well, in their contribution to the digestion of our food.

On Avoiding Rectal Intercourse. Then, as to the act of rectal intercourse: I feel that resultant compaction of feces might be injuring some of the Martians. I also feel that it would put them into closer proximity to each other, and so the feelings that they have might be magnified by that proximity. And so the reaction of the gut brain (the ‘Lower Mental Body’) … which consists of both human large intestine cells and about 10 times as many gut flora unicellular beings, mostly bacteria … might be more intense than usual, during the act of rectal intercourse as a recipient. In other words, the person upon whom rectal intercourse is performed may be cast into the pit of despair, as it were.

And of course, it is important to keep in mind that recipients of rectal intercourse are both men and women. So it could be that a man is cast into despair by this repeated act; or that a woman or child is cast into despair by that act of being sodomized rectally.


Overall, in mulling over this discovery while swimming yesterday, I am impressed with the importance of the large intestine. I am impressed with the importance of paying attention to the rhythm and the volume of elimination of fecal matter from the large intestine, and of becoming aware of routine and regular activities that promote health maintenance of the large colon … such as moderate exercise, for instance; and the right kind of diet.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Correction: Diarrhea and Recreational Drugs. I just now did some reading on side effects, and did not see diarrhea listed. I did see reference to abdominal pain and ‘bowel decay’ as a long-term side effects of cocaine use. Then, I saw that withdrawal from heroin or morphine may cause diarrhea. And that a side effect of use of Ecstasy can be diarrhea or constipation. Also that alcoholism can cause diarrhea. Use of Datura apparently can cause slowing down of the action of the bowels, and ulcerative colitis, or conversely, diarrhea; most significantly, as a poison it can cause death. Here is a reference on gastrointestinal effects of recreational drugs:

Link: “Health Consequences of Drug Misuse: Gastrointestinal Effects,” from NIH: National Institute on Drug Abuse, https://www.drugabuse.gov/publications/health-consequences-drug-misuse/gastrointestinal-effects ..


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How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People and Sociopaths . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 18 September 2018
Previously titled: How to Evade Chakric Vampirism by Soulless People

Dear Ones,

I have talked a little in the past about heart chakra vampirism and basal chakra vampirism. These are two ways in which Soulless people, whose EMF is too damaged to bring in energy from the Universe (as almost all the people on Earth do), must ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck energy from the EMF of Normals.

For instance, in the case of heart chakra vampirism by a Soulless person, energy flows into the frontal funnel of his heart chakra, but not out of it. Thus he is compassion-less; he has a complete lack of empathy.

Instead of sending energy out of his heart, in a loving relationship, he can only suck energy into his heart, in a vampirical way. He is sustained by the co-dependent flowing forth of love from the heart chakras of other people. This is the behavior typically ascribed to the sociopath or psychopath …

Link: “How to Spot a Sociopath in Three Steps,” by Bill Eddy, LCSW, JD, 15 March 2018, in “Psychology Today,” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/5-types-people-who-can-ruin-your-life/201803/how-spot-sociopath-in-3-steps ..

Similarly, the Soulless person whose basal chakra is too damaged to bring energy in from Earth, so that it may flow upward through the subtle spine … the kundalini or central vertical power current (aka the pranic tube, pranic column, antahkarana, silver cord, or silver thread)… and in that way, sustain his hologram, will ‘imbibe’ or ‘inhale’ or suck the energy from a Normal person through astral rape on the psychic plane, or else by repeated acts of vaginal or anal rape and murder. Without this sucking in of other people’s energy, like Dorian Gray, he will wither away and die.

A good example of this latter kind of behavior is the role played by David Tennant in the 2005 TV mini-series movie “Secret Smile” …

Link: “Secret Smile,” 2005 TV mini-series, at IMDb, https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0462520/ ..

Lightworkers, pathfinders, wayshowers, bhakti or jnana yogi, and healers are likely to run into Soulless energy vampires, whether of the heart or of the basal chakra, because these people are attracted to the bright Light of the Lightworker, the pathfinder, the wayshower, the bhakti or jnana yogi, and the healer stand out like beacons in the astral realm.

Soulless people, unable to process Light from Source or from Earth because of their alienation … through their actions … from their Souls, which are a reflection of Source, are bound to ferret out people with very bright Light, and and seek to drain them of energy.

Speaking from experience, I have found that it is very difficult to detach from the EMF of a Soulless person once he has logged onto you, on the astral plane. Even with daily spiritual practice, or sadhana, it took me about 15 years to detach from the first such being … a basal chakra vampire … that I encountered. Then, with the utmost determination on my part, it took 3 years to detach from a heart chakra vampire who targetted me.

The feeling of being ‘stuck’ to an energy vampire reminds me of this short video, in which a gentleman named Jared shows how, when two plumbers’ helpers are stuck together, it is very difficult to pull them apart …

Video: “Air Pressure_Potty Plungers, and Pressure,” by George Mehler, 20 April 2012, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fguD27Q2ijg ..

If you imagine that the frontal funnel of your heart chakra, and that of the Soulless person, are stuck together in this way, then that is the feeling I had about being stuck to a heart chakra vampire some years ago.

The way to overcome this heart chakra glom is to place awareness unrelentingly on the hridaya chakra in the deep center of the heart chakra, or if that will not work, then to place awareness on the High Heart, in the location of the thymus gland, which provides physical regeneration.

One may also place awareness on the trachea, the tube within the chest, near the thymus, through which air passes before branching off to either lung. Concentrating on the trachea, in my experience, offers a feeling of peace, tranquility, and stillness … almost, immutability.

Once the connection with the sociopath is broken … and this may take quite some months … you can then return the awareness to the Hridaya Chakra.

I myself have found that sending energy forth from the frontal funnel of the heart chakra, after the ‘air pressure plunger’ connection was broken, caused the sociopath to approach me, on the astral plane, over and over again, for several years after the initial successful separation. Thus I found it necessary to place my Awareness on the High Heart for quite some time, before I was able to successfully transition back to the Hridaya Chakra, long term.

The mechanism of the heart chakra vampire effect is different from that of the stuck-together plungers in the above video, in that there is a constant drain of energy from the heart of the co-dependent person, and into the heart of the sociopath. Thus the Normal trapped in this situation may, like me, feel drained of energy, lethargic apathetic, even despairing, until the connection can be broken.

The feeling of the basal chakra vampire effect is a sudden, and nearly 100%, drain of pranic energy from the body of the Normal, along with an incoming visualization of astral rape, often while the Normal is on all fours. Or, in cases of physical rape, if the victim … whether male or female adult or child … resists, then there may be sudden loss of life, for instance, by strangulation.

Speaking from personal experience, I have found that this sudden energy drain can be overcome …

  • through gentle physical exercise, such as aerobics and swimming;
  • through prana exercises such as long, deep breathing, or else by placing conscious awareness on the breath passing through the nostrils, or else by counting the breaths from 1 to 10, then starting over again.
  • through daily spiritual sadhana, such as yoga, kirtan, and/or meditation
  • and through a moderate diet and plenty of hydration.

It is important to avoid the physical presence of a Soulless person, and to avoid communications with them, such as letters, emails, and phone calls. They may stalk you on the physical plane; the minute you see them, distance yourself from you physically. They may send people who are under their influence after you; it is important to avoid these people as well, and to avoid communicating with them.

Those who can tear away the astral cords of the encroaching Soulless person through a loving sexual relationship with another person may find relief as well.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Ensoulment, Soullessness, and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 August 2018, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a4p ..

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Why People Get Cancer, and What to Do About It … by Alice B. Clagett

Dear Ones,

This is a very brief video on the cause and a cure for cancer. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video ..



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I am of the Stars.

I think I already explained this: Why people get cancer, but I will explain it in another way … You know, we have all these trillion, or trillions, of cells in the body, right? And they have simple feelings. They are not intellectual, but they are living beings. And they have simple feelings …

They may feel joy, or they may feel fear, or they might feel hungry … you know? They do not want to lose consciousness either. They want to be awake and aware that they are alive. In that they have a Godlike quality, because some of God’s qualities are awareness and joy, like that.

So they have a light-hearted feeling when they are healthy; when they are happy. If a person that has all of these cells in him or her, does something to interfere with their basic needs … to make them unhappy, like maybe the wrong kind of diet, or not getting enough sleep, or some habit that is injurious to the health, for instance … does not get enough exercise; that kind of thing … has a lot of stress in their life; the kind of stress that is too hard to overcome; that is not a challenge … It is more like a drag and a drain …

If the person himself or herself is not a very happy person; is not very careful of the needs of the body, then the cells can fall into a state of despair. And when they fall into a state of despair … thinking that their lives will end; that there is no one that loves them; that the big person that is in charge of them does not love them … then they begin to multiply faster than usual.

And the notion there is that, the more of them there are, the more their chances of continuing. You know? It is a survival technique. And so, that is what we lightworkers call cancer. We call cancer ‘cellular despair’.

In order to prevent that … and this is the lore that is the step that is known … we need to do the things that make our bodies healthy … all the things that the Western medical doctors and nurses say. And so then our cells will be happy (that is the part that people did not know) … And then, when they are happy, they will have no despair. And then we will have no cancer.

Judging from the amount of cancer in the United States today, I would say that there are a lot of people that are not able to maintain their body cells in a happy state. Why this is, each person needs to examine for himself or herself, I feel.

So that is the answer, and the solution is easy to conceive and hard to implement.

God bless you all, and keep you healthy and happy. The very best to each of you.

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “King Gillette Ranch, Calabasas, California 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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A Sign of Impending Soullessness: Loss of Sense of Individuation . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 8 August 2018

Dear Ones,

This video describes a case of impending Soullessness characterized by loss of a sense of individuation in a physical sense. Names and other particulars have been left out.

This is partly to preserve the privacy of the person putatively involved. And also, because of the nature of the Dark Network and of black magic, it is impossible to guess, from a vantage point on the astral plane, as to the identity of the person in peril of Soullessness.

  • For instance, it might be the person portrayed in the photos and videos I saw, acting in a way that reveals impending Soullessness.
  • Or it might be a person pretending to behave in an unindividuated way, perhaps through misinterpretation of the philosophical concept of humility … the dictate not to be ‘one big Ego’ … the dictate not to be ‘arrogant’.
  • Or it might be a person pretending to behave in an unindividuated way, so as to trick the viewer, for whatever reason.
    • One such reason might be perpetration of a ‘Takedown’ of the intended audience.
    • Another might be delight in putting people on.
    • Another might be the intention to cast a spell.
  • Or it might be a person with very low self-esteem, or in the depths of despair, or going through a Dark Night of the Soul.
  • Or, it might be that person’s website designer.
  • Or it might be someone else, obsessing or possessing him, or using him as a ‘voodoo doll’ … as discussed in other of my blogs … and causing the photographs and the videos to be put online.
  • Or, it might be someone unrelated to him … perhaps even in an agonistic relationship with him … in a Theosophical sense, an ‘Ancient Enemy’ … who has put these photos and videos online, without the knowledge of the person in question.
  • It might even be photos of a different person, devised and displayed in such a way as to mimic the physical appearance of the person in question.

Thus we have here a very enticing mystery that begs insightful interpretation.

A lightly edited Summary follows the video …



I have a theory that someone else told me on the astral plane just now, to do with a person in living form that I suspect is one of the Soulless men here on Earth. And the thing that I am getting is that he cannot distinguish between people who are similar build and height, similar weight, hair coloring, and skin coloring.

He cannot distinguish between them, or feels that it is not important to. And so, you will see different photographs, here and there, purporting to be the same person, but which are different people. As if one were a person and one were an actor. And the first one who was a person was really an actor for somebody else who had a different name. You know? Like mixing up stuff.

And then, I saw a really weird set of short videos of three people, for instance: A woman with a man on either side of her. The woman stayed the same in several videos, but the man on the right changed off with a different man who looked like him. So on the right, in the one video, was this man, with his face not to the camera … I was sure it was this one man.

And then in another video, another man of similar build turns his face to the camera, and it was not he … not the man in the first video. It was really weird.

And then I see different pictures of this same person, morphed with some kind of camera technology, so that he looks like a fat woman, or a woman with many different colors of hair. Or he looks like a very, very old person, or a very, very sick person … a man, or sometimes a woman.

It was very puzzling to me, what was going on … a mental illness, perhaps? And so finally today, I got the suggestion, on the astral plane, which fits the situation to a tee. And it has to do with the teachings of the School of Theosophy.

I find many interesting teachings in Theosophy, that help explain some of the paranormal experiences that I have had, and things to do with the astral realm. And then sometimes, there are teachings of Theosophy that do not relate to my personal experience, and I cannot speak to them. And then sometimes, there are experiences that I have that cannot be explained by Theosophy. And sometimes I have further thoughts on Theosophical teachings that I feel to be basically very significant. So that is my thought on Theosophy.

And here is a helpful hint from what seems to me to be a teaching from the School of Theosophy to do with this phenomenon that I have observed. They say that a Soulless man is about to become unindividuated.

In other words, it is the Soul that allows a person to have a sense of individuality … of ‘I’-ness; a unique ego, for instance. And the Soulless man is about to rejoin the animal realm, which has Animal Group Souls.

And this phenomenon that I am seeing, of him not knowing the difference between different individuals, or knowing what individual he is, might be construed to be an indicator that the diagnosis of Soulless man is appropriate here.

I still hold that, despite the teachings of Madame Blavatsky …

Link: “Soulless Men . by Helena Petrovna Blavatsky . with comments by Alice B. Clagett,” published on 13 July 2018; revised on 17 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Cc ..

… I still hold that it might be possible for a Soulless person to find their Soul while still in physical form, by calling it all the time, and trying to align the purpose of their life, and their life’s mission, with the purpose of their Soul, and their Soul’s mission.

So, I am not completely without hope with regard to this category of human beings called Soulless men and women. But I do feel that, in some way, something has to happen that turns them back to the Call of their own Souls. And that is really the only salvation for them, I think.

So I wish this person the very best of luck in regaining a toehold in humankind, and not descending into the animal realm after this lifetime is over.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0


Link: “A Myth of Creation: Third Outpouring: Individualisation,” by the Theosophists, revised and reposted from 1 December 2013 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5TS ..


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Caravaggio and Baglione Today: Is Lucifer Transforming to the Light? . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 29 July 2018

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Dear Ones,

I was spiffing up this post today …

Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, Originally published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..


And I came across a painting by Giovanni Baglione, on the topic of sodomy and pederasty …

Image: “Sacred and Profane Love,” by Giovanni Baglione, 1602, Galleria Nazionale d’Arte Antica, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/9/9d/Baglione.jpg … in Wikimedia Commons … public domain

… that caused some noospheric commotion when I first published it; so much so that, although the painting is famous art from long ago, and was intended to offer Christian admonition, I had to remove the painting from the blog and substitute a link instead.

I take it that the topics of sodomy and pederasty are still greatly contentious in today’s world. I recall with interest watching the new movie about Pope Francis in recent months …

Movie Link: ‘Pope Francis, a Man of His Word,” 2018, https://www.imdb.com/title/tt6915100/ ..

I liked the movie very much for its concern for humankind and for Gaia, and for its common-sense approach to the problems that face the world.

One of the things that really surprised me in the movie, was a passing reference to homosexuality as being all right, after all, and to sexual abuse of children as not being all right. There is a little about that here …

Link: “SDG Reviews ‘Pope Francis: A Man of His Word’,” by Steven D. Greydanus, 14 May jesu2018, http://www.ncregister.com/daily-news/sdg-reviews-pope-francis-a-man-of-his-word ..


Then there is the issue of the existence of Satan, which has proponents both for and against, in the Catholic Church. For instance, the a member of one Catholic order in the United States has spoken out against the existence of Satan. Yet the National Catholic Register reported in 2017 that demonic activity was on the rise ..

Link: US Exorcists: Demonic Activity on the Rise: A Look at the Growing Need to Battle the Devil,” by Patti Armstrong, 11 March 2017, National Catholic Register, http://www.ncregister.com/daily-news/us-exorcists-demonic-activity-on-the-rise ..

… and the position of the Catholic Church regarding exorcism appears to be favorable, as long as mental illness is ruled out …

Link: “Exorcism in the Catholic Church,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exorcism_in_the_Catholic_Church ..


This swirl of controversy around the topic of Satan and exorcism, homosexuality and pederasty, reminds me of a time about 400 years ago, as represented by the art of that time. It looks like there was an upwelling of these themes centered around the life and art of a man named Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio, (1571-1610) and critiqued by his bitter enemy, a contemporary painter named Giovanni Baglione (1566-1643).

The 1602 painting by Giovanni Baglione cited at the beginning of this blog, I feel, in counterpoint to Caravaggio’s child nude painting, “Victorious Cupid,” also known as “Amor Vincit Omnia,” which is thought to offer temptation to pederasty. For more on this, see …

Link: “Caravaggio’s Lust, Talent, and Power,” by Jonathan Jones, 27 May 2013, https://www.theguardian.com/artanddesign/2013/may/27/caravaggio-lust-talent-power-jonathan-jones ..

In Baglione’s painting, an angel is saving Cupid from a sodomitical devil or demon. I surmise that all the figures in the painting are intended to represent Caravaggio; if so, the message of the painting might be that Baglioni felt pederasty is demonic, and that Caravaggio might be practicing pederasty, and that he ought not to. Or that Caravaggio had been a homosexual child prostitute, whose instincts to good were at war with his instincts to bad.

There is another version of Baglione’s painting, with the face of the devil hidden; I surmise that Baglione may have come under fire for painting a caricature of Caravaggio as a demon or devil, and then painted the second version of the painting to ‘soothe the waters’ amongst Caravaggio’s wealthy patrons, one of whom, I surmise, might have been high up in the church, perhaps even in the College of Cardinals …

Image: “The Divine Eros Defeats the Earthly Eros,” by Giovanni Baglione, c. 1602-1603, Gemäldegalerie, Berlin, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d5/Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Divine_Eros_Defeats_the_Earthly_Eros_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … Wikimedia Commons … public domain


Just off the cuff, it seems to me that some of Caravaggio’s paintings may feature him as subject, and that he might have imagined himself as a ‘Circle of One’ … the only person in his world. For instance, this painting appears to be of Caravaggio at various ages ..

Link: “The Musicians,” by Caravaggio, circa 1595, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caravaggio#/media/File:Caravaggio_-_I_Musici.jpg ..

From this painting, I surmise he felt that women hated him, or conversely, that he hated women, but may have felt it too dangerous to portray that feeling …

Link: “Judith Beheading Holofernes,” by Caravaggio, circa 1598-1599, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b2/Caravaggio_Judith_Beheading_Holofernes.jpg ..

I have a theory he was a wild and violent person, who believed everyone else, at heart, was like him, only pretending not to be. I feel he was sarcastic and vindictive with regard to the Catholic Church.

In this painting, I feel he might have been making fun of a monk, who had distained him. I feel Caravaggio painted himself as the angel of solace in the painting, and the monk as swooning in ecstasy at his physical beauty, rather than in religious ecstasy. If true, this painting reflects the Heresy of Physical Form, of which I spoke in another blog …

Image: “Francis of Assisi in Ecstasy,” by Caravaggio, 1594, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint_Francis_of_Assisi_in_Ecstasy-Caravaggio_(c.1595).jpg ..

Following up on the same personality traits, here is a painting purporting to be Saint Francis (seated, legs akimbo under table) being called to Christ (standing, hand pointing, on right) …

Image: “The Calling of Saint Matthew,” by Caravaggio, circa 1599-1600, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/48/The_Calling_of_Saint_Matthew-Caravaggo_%281599-1600%29.jpg ..

I feel this painting has a double entendre, however. Notice what may be a young Caravaggio, nattily dressed, and bathed in a shaft of golden light that emphasizes his physical beauty, sitting next to the purported Saint Matthew.

It is possible this painting documents Caravaggio’s youthful patron, perhaps a higher up in the church … maybe even a Cardinal (nee Saint Matthew) being called out by another man for the practice of pederasty. If this is so, then this painting represents the painter had a philosophical position in opposition to the Catholic Church. as might be deduced from the Wikipedia article on his life …

Link: “Caravaggio,” by Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caravaggio ..

It looks to me like this painting sardonically features Caravaggio as Jesus …

Image: “Supper at Emmaus,”  by Caravaggio,1601, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/e/e0/Caravaggio_-_Cena_in_Emmaus.jpg ..

Here is an interesting painting by Caravaggio …

Image: “Death of the Virgin,” by Caravaggio, circa 1606, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/7/78/Death_of_the_Virgin-Caravaggio_%281606%29.jpg ..

What I do not see in the painting is an image of Caravaggio, which I feel is telling. Could it be that Caravaggio murdered the young woman, because she would not have sex with him? Or might it be that the blanket across her lower body indicates she was raped and murdered?

I am led to wonder about this because, in the noosphere for the last few decades there has been the energy signature of a similar person or persons, who clairly purport to hate women, to have no ‘hold’ button with regard to sexual arousal, and who clairly purport to strangle women, while raping them, if the women object.

Was Caravaggio like this noospheric energy thread, in his own life? …

Image: “A portrait of the Italian painter Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio,” by Ottavio Leoni, circa 1621, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/7/73/Bild-Ottavio_Leoni%2C_Caravaggio.jpg ..

I see, in his heavily lidded eyes, the personality trait of hedonism; and in the set of his eyebrows, his facial hair, and the expression of his mouth, lack of empathy and compassion. These are some of the traits of the antisocial personality.

In 1606, at the height of his career, Caravaggio murdered someone, It could be that this painting of Saint Jerome, writing something, with a skull on his table, represents the subsequent death threat to Cravaggio by a Church leader in authority …

Image: “Saint Jerome Writing,” by Caravaggio, between 1605 and 1606, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/4d/Saint_Jerome_Writing-Caravaggio_%281605-6%29.jpg ..

Or if my understanding of Caravaggio’s personality is correct, it may be a death threat by Caravaggio towards the person that outlawed him and caused his exile.

It looks like paintings on exile represent a request for help or mercy, death threats or his prediction of his own death, perhaps murders he commits ,,, overall: violence and tumult, it looks like.


It seems to me that Giovanni Baglioni was ‘onto’ Caravaggio, and that some of his paintings were retorts to the curses imparted through paintings on similar themes by Caravaggio.

For instance, this painting by Baglioni may be a retort to Caravaggio’s painting on the same theme. It seems to me that the cherub, the angel, and the apparently dying St. Francis in Baglioni’s painting are all depictions of Caravaggio.

Image: “The Ecstasy of St Francis,” by Biovanni Baglioni, 1601, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d5/Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Ecstasy_of_St_Francis_-_WGA1155.jpg ..

If this is so, then the meaning of the painting might be that Caravaggio’s life as a homosexual prostitute, both in childhood and in young manhood, are to bring about his death as he plays the false role of a man of God.

In this painting by Baglioni, one possible interpretation might be: The woman on the right is Caravaggio, dressed as a woman. Was Caravaggio, then, a person who cross-dressed?

Image: “St Sebastian Healed by an Angel,” by Giovanni Baglioni, circa 1603, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b2/St_Sebastian_Healed_by_an_Angel.jpg ..

Could the ‘angel’ be putting the arrow into the young man on the left, who is also Caravaggio? If so, would the painting mean that by cross-dressing, Caravaggio had injured his reputation as a man?

Other paintings by Baglioni night be construed as mirroring the death threats, death predictions, and perhaps report the death of Caravaggio.


I see an energetic connection between the life of Caravaggio, and the artwork by and about him, and a strident series of noospheric energy threads coming to clair hearing since The Shift in 2012.

I clair see a nexus of Dark around those paintings, and around a similar noospheric ‘icon’ or person representing a deep subconscious image of evil, today. To my clair vision, it is almost as if Lucifer is being personified as a man like Caravaggio, who may be alive today. Possibly it may be several men, or a man who, in another incarnation, was Caravaggio, and through whom the clearing of these energy threads of Luciferianism or Satanism, somehow to do with sodomy and pederasty, and also maybe to do with gender slurring or gender pretense, may be brought to the foreground of our awareness, as humankind, so that they may be transformed through the Light.

I see also strands of noospheric energy to do with vengeance, vindictiveness, hatred of women, rape and murder of women, threat of murder, narcissism, pretending to be ‘Jesus Christ’, pretending to be a devout religious person, while in fact being quite the opposite; utter despisal of the sacred, and dissimulation that fools the clergy as well as rich patrons who are decent people.

I see memorable artistic talent, used by antisocial people today to pull the wool over the eyes of normal people, as may have been the case with Caravaggio.


I short, I see trouble, big trouble, in the process of clearing and transforming to the Light. As they say: Fasten your seatbelts!

I do feel that it would be easy to get caught up in that ‘mano a mano’ thing with people who are channeling Luciferian energy, as, for instance, Bagliano seems to me to have gotten caught up in disclosing the ‘nature of the beast’ with regard to his rival Caravagglio. Yet, where would that get us, as people who hope to heal and uplift Earth?

Surely the thing to do is to sit, with neutral mind, with courage, and with faith in God, and ask that grace make short shrift of this struggle, this seeming mortal combat, between the Sacred and the Profane.

We humans have no answers here. But God does have the answers, and He will light the way.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Video: “Pronunciation of the Name ‘Caravaggio’, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jhl1DwpdRmI ..

Soundtrack by Alice



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