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Female Antisocial: Femme Fatale . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 16 March 2018; revised on 16 April 2020

    • The Love Triangle Trigger
    • Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Adolescent
    • Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Mother
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

Here is a case study of a female antisocial, a ‘femme fatale’, that I ran across on the psychic plane.


The astral story is that of a beautiful but profligate woman who had an issue of severe psychological trauma at the age of 16.

  • The story is that rivalry develops between the adolescent daughter and her mother. There is a demand that the daughter dress modestly.  The daughter rebels, has an affair with the father, and is made pregnant by him. The mother gives the baby away, and puts her daughter in foster care. The daughter sends a boyfriend to physically emasculate the father, whom the daughter thinks of as her husband.
  • There is a variant of this clair story to the effect that the daughter induces her dad to murder her mom, then emasculates her dad, then spends time in 5 or 6 foster homes, where she couldn’t stop talking about killing.


This female antisocial said, on the clair plane, that she has been killing ever since the adolescent incident. By that she might mean, mostly, that she has been getting the many lovers that she has had, to kill for her.

The Love Triangle Trigger

In the acting out of an early childhood or else an early adulthood instance of severe psychological trauma, an iteration of the original traumatic event can be triggered by incidents in many ways dissimilar to the original episode, but with one ‘trigger’ event that starts the acting out behavior.

Let’s say, in the above case, that the trigger might be any situation in which the female antisocial feels there is ‘another woman’. Thus, for the trigger, she will need to be in sexual relationship with a man who has a sexual relationship with another woman. In other words, whether or not true, there must be a perception of a love triangle. This I term the Love Triangle Trigger. [For more on the topic of the love triangle, see my blog category: Trined tantra – love triangle  … or search my blog for the term: dark love triangle ]

Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Adolescent

Here is an expectable instance that might trigger acting out: She meets a man who is in relationship with another woman. She has an affair with him. He is enthralled. She lets him know she will not have sex with him again unless he kills the other woman. He procrastinates. On the next date, he says he cannot bring himself to murder his ex. The female antisocial cuts his penis off.

Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Mother

Here is an instance of a trigger for the same woman, that is more of a stretch of the imagination. The femme fatale conceives a child. As she has multiple sex partners, she is unsure of the father …

Link: “Astral Story: Childbirth Scam,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 January 2018; published on 9 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8sq ..

She marries one of her sex partners before the child, a little girl, is born.

This, then sets the stage for a possible future ‘love triangle’ … as, despite the age disparity with the early adolescent trio, there are nevertheless two women … the female antisocial mother and the daughter who are potentially vying for one man’s affections … that of the husband-father.

When the child is about ready to enter elementary school, there is a mishap with an unrelated child molester, through whom the child contracts HIV. The father notices his daughter is in trouble, and tries to help her psychologically through a loving sexual act with his daughter. The mother finds them in the act of sex.

At that moment, the daughter became the ‘other woman’ in the female antisocial’s eyes. Worse yet, she is thrust into a rerun of the original traumatic scenario, with herself cast in the role of the mother she hated.

She takes out life insurance on her husband, and takes him to court for child molestation. The court rules he cannot have visits with his child. In despair, he kills himself …

Link: “Donkey Song,” a Story and Songs by Alice B. Clagett … filmed on 6 February 2018; published on 7 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8j6 ..

There is a variant of this astral story in which the father does not kill himself, but separates from the mother and begins to live underground, having a secret affair with his daughter in an underground bunker …

Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13): Dank,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 September 2019; published on 15 September 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-ee4 ..

Link: “Hellworld Scenes versus Personal Empowerment,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xd … See the section: GHOSTS OF PEOPLE WHO SUICIDE ON DRUGS

He morphs into a multiple personality, which I caught a glimpse of here and there on the physical plane in the year 2019 …

Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

After discovering the father in a compromising situation with her daughter, the female antisocial can no longer stand the sight of her child. There are two astral stories about this …

  • One is rather dramatic: The female antisocial gives the child to the unrelated child molester, who murders her so as not to be responsible for the cost of medical care for the HIV she contracted from him.
  • The other is much milder: The female antisocial gives the child to her husband’s father, who lives far away.


What I find fascinating about these stories is the Love Triangle Trigger, and how disparate the two acting out instances are, aside from that one element, the love triangle, that they have in common.

It is also interesting to me, that the one woman, who sustained severe psychological trauma in the adolescent event, might in later life act out either the child’s role or the mother’s role from the original drama.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Femme Fatale,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jxY ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Dank,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jx4 ..

Link: “Fatal Attraction,” a 1987 film, in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_Attraction ..

Link: “Hateful,” a song by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8hP ..


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Scary Movies . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 10 February 2017; published on 14 February 2017


Dear Ones,

This is a video about ways to hold the mental imagery that accompanies Light upgrades. There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I was watching a film called “The Last Avatar,” a film by Jay Weidner, produced by Sharron Rose, starring Alexander Polinsky, Adey and Neale Donald Walsch … http://thelastavatarmovie.com/I feel this film to be related to Ascension skills.

It has been quite an interesting experience for me to watch this film over and over again. That is the cause of this video: I do suggest purchasing or viewing this film. It think it is a good Ascension aid to see how other people are seeing this process, and to think about that.

This film describes a transformational experience that occurs to a young man; what I would call an ‘upgrade’. The Incoming Light is bringing about these upgrades of understanding or Awareness, which are downloaded from the ‘user manual’ of the Soul field. The downloads descend to our physical and subtle bodies, our incarnate form, so that we can make greater use of the Soul field while in physical form. That is just my way of saying it.

But his visualization or ideation of what occurs during that process is what interests me in particular. I hope to be able to convey this correctly. You see, here we are, in a very deep, dak, dense realm of predator-prey relationships.

The way the movie visualizes this upgrade process is of interest to me. Some years ago, in 2011, I wrote a paper in which I termed that relationship the ‘aggressor-victim paradigm‘ … or the ‘victim-aggressor paradigm’ (which means the same thing).

Link: “Releasement of the Darkest Secrets of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett. published on 1 May 2016, updated … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-5dQ …

This blog category also has to do with my blog category: Patriarchal domination mental filter / victim-aggressor / V— D—

If you imagine that the premise of life on Earth during the Age of Darkness has been that one being must sacrifice its life in order for another being to stay alive.

One might imagine, for instance, life on the African savanna, and the predator-prey relationship between the lions and gazelles there.

Similarly, in the succession of generations here on Earth, one generation must pass on to make way for the new generation.

In the Christian religion, there is a more transformational view of this. It has to do with Christ sacrificing his life, in love, for the heightened Awareness … the Christ consciousness … of all the people that are willing to learn from his example.

Christ had a way of stating the aggressor-victim paradigm, the predator-prey relationship, through the lens of love; of the fifth dimension; of Christed or Buddhic consciousness.

That transformational vision he had was a way to uplift us all into an understanding that the predator-prey relationship … as real as it may seem in the third and the fourth dimensions … is not the truth of the matter. The truth of the matter is that these false visions of the way things are, were created to teach our Souls what the true vision is. The true vision has to do with love, and Light, and joy.

That is the greatness of the teaching of Christ and the Buddha. The Buddha, though, taught more of peace, despite the display of animal brutality, of war and death, and so forth.

In the movie “The Last Avatar,” a young man was going through a changeup or upgrade in his hologram. He visualized that there were Controllers … mean, nasty men who were controlling the whole world; who could mind control people and get them to commit suicide, and like that; they had people who were working as assassins for them, and all that.

To continue with the movie: This young man had a transformational experience of greater Awareness. Then he found a way to tell the world about it, so that they could act on it if they wanted to (through fractal dispersal of the upgrade, to use my terminology).

His experience, while he was transmitting this information, was that there were mercenaries in camouflage outfits outside the building, getting ready to kidnap him and take him to a Controller.

(I will not tell you the end of the movie, or the main part of the movie; there were all kinds of interesting things going on in the movie. This is just one, tiny aspect/)

This is a frequent occurrence as upgrade occurs: We think that there are people ‘out there’ in the world who are trying to kill us, or hurt us, or subdue us, or prevent us from knowing or learning these new things to do with our upgrade.

But in fact, what is happening is that the mental mind is throwing up a mental filter based on past learning; based on past insufficient understanding of the way things were.

Renowned clairvoyant Lisa Gawlas has more to say about this phenomenon. See …

Link: “Living, Being Multidimensional and the Full Moon Eclipse!” by Lisa Gawlas, 9 February 2017 … https://lisagawlas.wordpress.com/2017/02/09/living-being-multidimensional-and-the-full-moon-eclipse/ … the first 5 paragraphs.

As she terms it, the mind has an automatic mechanism in it that assigns meaning derived through known, past events to novel events that are occurring.

In other words, the job of the mental mind is to come up with hypotheses that suddenly become ‘true’, so as to explain something that is going on that may be totally new.

So the upgrade is to an understanding we did not know about or have before, but are now experiencing in that higher dimension; but down here, in this predator-prey dimension, it seems that we are being preyed upon, simply because something new has happened, that triggers those responses.

So the minute we realize that Solar Events are happening, that Light is coming in, that something astrogeophysically unusual is happening, and the astral chatter is getting very intense, the thing to do is to not fall into these predator-prey mental filters, but instead, to have faith, to have hope, to trust and understand that what is happening is really a good thing.

In that way, when we get the upgrade, then we will be immediately able to place our Awareness in the higher dimension or timeline that is being downloaded.

If we do not then what will happen is, we will get the download, but we will not be aware of it. We will still be running through the paranoia of the third and fourth dimensions. We will still be going through that in our minds, and we will not quite grasp the optimum timeline and dimension at that time. Not till a little later on, most likely.

So the thing to do, is to not get stuck in the physicality of it … the very real physical notion that there are real threats and danger down here.

What is happening is for the good. It is for the highest. It is for the best. And any kind of mental scenario such as guerrilla warriors coming in, or paratroopers, or ‘death bearing drones’ is just the scary movie our mental minds are concocting to explain what’s happening.

Until recently, Hollywood was featuring all that scary movie stuff all the time! Now, though, there are great changes taking place.

For instance, there is Gaia.com https://www.gaia.com/which has over 7000 inspirational films.

Then there are Hallmark Movies Nowhttps://www.hmnow.com/ … which offers many great movies based on love.

These new entertainment options represent the new paradigm coming in … the one that is heralded by all kinds of scary movies in the mind, and accompanied by the release of Soul wounding from many other incarnations. So, it seems real, and suddenly it is gone.

So, as they say: Keep your eye on the ‘bouncing ball’! Do not pay any attention to the peripheral vision right now, as the new Light is coming in very intensely

All is well. All is just as it should be. All is love and Light and joy, for sure.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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