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A Sign of Impending Soullessness: Loss of Sense of Individuation . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 8 August 2018

Dear Ones,

This video describes a case of impending Soullessness characterized by loss of a sense of individuation in a physical sense. Names and other particulars have been left out.

This is partly to preserve the privacy of the person putatively involved. And also, because of the nature of the Dark Network and of black magic, it is impossible to guess, from a vantage point on the astral plane, as to the identity of the person in peril of Soullessness.

  • For instance, it might be the person portrayed in the photos and videos I saw, acting in a way that reveals impending Soullessness.
  • Or it might be a person pretending to behave in an unindividuated way, perhaps through misinterpretation of the philosophical concept of humility … the dictate not to be ‘one big Ego’ … the dictate not to be ‘arrogant’.
  • Or it might be a person pretending to behave in an unindividuated way, so as to trick the viewer, for whatever reason.
    • One such reason might be perpetration of a ‘Takedown’ of the intended audience.
    • Another might be delight in putting people on.
    • Another might be the intention to cast a spell.
  • Or it might be a person with very low self-esteem, or in the depths of despair, or going through a Dark Night of the Soul.
  • Or, it might be that person’s website designer.
  • Or it might be someone else, obsessing or possessing him, or using him as a ‘voodoo doll’ … as discussed in other of my blogs … and causing the photographs and the videos to be put online.
  • Or, it might be someone unrelated to him … perhaps even in an agonistic relationship with him … in a Theosophical sense, an ‘Ancient Enemy’ … who has put these photos and videos online, without the knowledge of the person in question.
  • It might even be photos of a different person, devised and displayed in such a way as to mimic the physical appearance of the person in question.

Thus we have here a very enticing mystery that begs insightful interpretation.

A lightly edited Summary follows the video …



I have a theory that someone else told me on the astral plane just now, to do with a person in living form that I suspect is one of the Soulless men here on Earth. And the thing that I am getting is that he cannot distinguish between people who are similar build and height, similar weight, hair coloring, and skin coloring.

He cannot distinguish between them, or feels that it is not important to. And so, you will see different photographs, here and there, purporting to be the same person, but which are different people. As if one were a person and one were an actor. And the first one who was a person was really an actor for somebody else who had a different name. You know? Like mixing up stuff.

And then, I saw a really weird set of short videos of three people, for instance: A woman with a man on either side of her. The woman stayed the same in several videos, but the man on the right changed off with a different man who looked like him. So on the right, in the one video, was this man, with his face not to the camera … I was sure it was this one man.

And then in another video, another man of similar build turns his face to the camera, and it was not he … not the man in the first video. It was really weird.

And then I see different pictures of this same person, morphed with some kind of camera technology, so that he looks like a fat woman, or a woman with many different colors of hair. Or he looks like a very, very old person, or a very, very sick person … a man, or sometimes a woman.

It was very puzzling to me, what was going on … a mental illness, perhaps? And so finally today, I got the suggestion, on the astral plane, which fits the situation to a tee. And it has to do with the teachings of the School of Theosophy.

I find many interesting teachings in Theosophy, that help explain some of the paranormal experiences that I have had, and things to do with the astral realm. And then sometimes, there are teachings of Theosophy that do not relate to my personal experience, and I cannot speak to them. And then sometimes, there are experiences that I have that cannot be explained by Theosophy. And sometimes I have further thoughts on Theosophical teachings that I feel to be basically very significant. So that is my thought on Theosophy.

And here is a helpful hint from what seems to me to be a teaching from the School of Theosophy to do with this phenomenon that I have observed. They say that a Soulless man is about to become unindividuated.

In other words, it is the Soul that allows a person to have a sense of individuality … of ‘I’-ness; a unique ego, for instance. And the Soulless man is about to rejoin the animal realm, which has Animal Group Souls.

And this phenomenon that I am seeing, of him not knowing the difference between different individuals, or knowing what individual he is, might be construed to be an indicator that the diagnosis of Soulless man is appropriate here.

I still hold that, despite the teachings of Madame Blavatsky …

Link: “Soulless Men . by Helena Petrovna Blavatsky . with comments by Alice B. Clagett,” published on 13 July 2018; revised on 17 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Cc ..

… I still hold that it might be possible for a Soulless person to find their Soul while still in physical form, by calling it all the time, and trying to align the purpose of their life, and their life’s mission, with the purpose of their Soul, and their Soul’s mission.

So, I am not completely without hope with regard to this category of human beings called Soulless men and women. But I do feel that, in some way, something has to happen that turns them back to the Call of their own Souls. And that is really the only salvation for them, I think.

So I wish this person the very best of luck in regaining a toehold in humankind, and not descending into the animal realm after this lifetime is over.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Charmlee Wilderness Park 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 July 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0


Link: “A Myth of Creation: Third Outpouring: Individualisation,” by the Theosophists, revised and reposted from 1 December 2013 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5TS ..


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The Qualities of God, and How to Hold ‘Dark Attacks’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 12 May 2018; updated 26 August 2018. Text in green font is not in the soundtrack.
Previously titled: The Qualities of God

    • Downloads of Light and Tearing Down of the Old
    • Living in a Hologrammatic Upgrade
    • New Light Downloads: The Cycle Begins Again
    • On Balancing the Three Qualities of God Within Oneself
    • Signs and Omens
    • A Dark Attack
    • Good Signs




Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

And I would like to talk a little about the different qualities of God, according to Hinduism … the Trimurti. As you know, there are three qualities of God in Hinduism. Those are Creator, or Brahma, as is known in Hinduism; the Dreamer, or Vishnu; and the Destroyer, or Lord Shiva. So we have Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva.


When I was very young, I received a mantra from a good spiritual person. It was the first name of God … Brahma … which I liked much, because Brahma, as the Creator, represents women, who help create humankind by having children. And also, for both men and women, the repetition of the word Brahma would stimulate the right side, the creative side of the brain, so that we can become more creative … which is very good, in a left-brain society. It leads to Whole Brain Awareness.


Then we have Vishnu. I like Vishnu very much as well. I like the notion of dreaming the reality that I’ve created, day after day. Very much so. Vishnu the Dreamer! Are we not all Dreamers of our reality? Once the reality is created by Brahma, it must be sustained by Vishnu. Both are great.


So we have Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu. Now, Lord Shiva I never used to relate to. I would think: What’s the use of Destruction? Why pay attention to destruction? And I had a bad feeling about Lord Shiva for a long time, because of the death cults and the murder cults that I had read about, and seen in the “Indiana Jones” movie, and like that. And so I was against it, you know?


Downloads of Light and Tearing Down of the Old

But recently it occurred to me that these three qualities of God … Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva … are like the process of New Life on New Earth … where we humankind consciously are able to create our reality, and then we get downloads of Light, and we have downtimes for our mental and emotional bodies … for all of our bodies, both physical and subtle, actually, which might equate to Lord Shiva, because it is the tearing down of the Old.

Living in a Hologrammatic Upgrade

And then we have a time when our new software for our hologram is our Reality again, and that is the time when Lord Vishnu reigns. Lord Vishnu sustains New Life on New Earth.

New Light Downloads: The Cycle Begins Again

And then more Light comes in, and the process begins once again. Lord Brahma creating the New. Lord Shiva removing the Old. And Lord Vishnu, sustaining New Life on New Earth. So, there’s a reason for that Lord Shiva thing, after all.

On Balancing the Three Qualities of God Within Oneself

I feel, though, that the balance of the three qualities of God had best occur in every human being now Ascending. Each of us might look to balancing all three qualities in our own Bodies of Light. For those who join death cults, and killing cults, I foresee there will be nothing but chaos: Not a New Beginning, but rather, in their own hologrammatic experience, and an experience of Apocalypse.


I was watching the new movie “Annihilation” recently, and it looks to me to be New Life on New Earth from the point of view of a death cult or a killing cult. This might also be a stance felt by a person concentrating on self-defense … maybe even Army-Navy personnel, say, the higher ranks, or else enlisted men with battle experience and post-traumatic stress disorder. Apparently, in some instances, New Creation looks wildly terrifying, with the likelihood, for instance, of animal life mutations that will threaten human beings. And of people turning into plant life, and vice versa. And of ex-military women banding together to go annihilate the Ascension process, which they find to be a horrifying, incomprehensible, hostile alien life form.

On viewing this movie, I was utterly nonplussed. How, I asked myself, might so many distortions of the Light be included in one film? How could timeline mastery be misconstrued as amnesia? How could women be misconstrued as annihilators of New Creation, when in fact they give birth to children that are the hope of Earth? How could transcendence of Self and God awareness be misconstrued as annihilation of individualization?


Finally, I got it: Egoic Terror … the Dark Night of the Soul that precedes enlightenment …

Link: “Ego Death: The Obliteration of the Self and the Experience of Enlightenment,” by Aletheia Luna, at Lonerwolf … https://lonerwolf.com/ego-death/ ..


In a way, this is true, as many people now are rising to awareness that Earth, during this Great Age of Darkness, has been a Slave Planet (1) and that there are, in fact, some very gnarly beings that have been preying on humankind. The catch being that, until now, these beings have been invisible …

Link: “The Slave Planet ,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 February 2014 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8ow ..

Link: “Dark Night of the Soul … Slave Planet Blues!,” by Alice B. Clagett, 7 July 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6sa ..

As Ascension proceeds, these beings are becoming visible to everyone, and in cases where the fear threshold is very low, they may even be sensed in a physical way. So it might seem to a person who is worshipping Lord Shiva in a fearful way, that they are running into new, mutant, animal predators, and that this is the fault of the Ascension process that they hold in a fearful context.


When a person is in a state of panic, logic flies out the window. So it is in this case. In fact, the fearful predators appearing on their horizon are the members of the demon realm that have preyed upon humankind through the just ended Great Age of Darkness. They are the Old that we must overcome through Faith, so that each of us may usher in the New. I say, with certain surety, that the New will be beyond our finest notions of the wonderful, of delight, and of joy in the present moment lent us by God.


So I say, please set aside your fears. Balance your minds and your emotions. When you are confronted with a Chaotic Node, know that it is caused by a gift of New Light, mixing with the energies of the Dark Network, and uplifting them. Every Chaotic Node, in my experience, is a precursor of a new stage in the upliftment of human consciousness.

Signs and Omens

Such was the case just this last weekend. There were precursor signs and omens: A structural failure at a place in the California desert where God’s praises were being sung, leading to evacuation of those present. There was a shortage of drinking water on site. Some of the bathrooms stopped working. As I understand it from the psychic plane, a picture of Lord Krishna fell off a wall.

A Dark Attack

Then, it seemed there was a great hullabaloo and commotion, as Darkness swooped down through some human beings giving a presentation … who, I thought, might have been worshippers of Lord Shiva, or maybe performing a Satan cult ritual (which I narrowly avoided by picking up and moving a distance away, into the desert and behind a building as the presentation started) … and out amongst the people near them. These people’s Bodies of Light fluctuated and flickered with the onslaught of Dark. The Dark sought the Light of nearby Lightworkers, but they sat steadfast in meditation, in concentration on God’s Name, in rockfast faith that stabilized their Bodies of Light despite the ferocious onslaught.

The Dark energies coursed towards the Lightworkers, ricochetted off their Bodies of Light … and then, so it seemed, slammed up to the top of the stratosphere, where the Hounds of the Barrier deflected them back to the near vicinity of the chaotic node.

Link: “The Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean,” translated by Doreal …  http://www.crystalinks.com/emerald.html … public domain … I searched the term: hounds of the barrier … and got this page: http://www.crystalinks.com/emerald8bw.html ..

Near the end of the Dark Attack, which coincided with a presentation by the group that I thought might possibly have been portraying the role of devotees of Lord Shiva or maybe of a Dark energy such as that of Satan, there was a spectacular and tragic accident nearby …

A young man and his wife, both 19 years old, both members of the military, crossed a highway and their car hit a building …

LInk: “Marine and His Wife Injured in Traffic Collision,” by Leslie Shaw, 14 May 2018, in “Hi-Desert Star” … http://www.hidesertstar.com/news/article_76b6a7c6-57af-11e8-ab0b-b38af5e334a8.html ..

Both young people are now in critical condition. I ask that you send them your prayers and blessings, for healing and renewal both of spirit and of body.


For those of you who are Lightworkers, I say: When the Chaotic Nodes arrive, and a Dark Attack begins, distance yourself physically and meditate on Peace. My hope is that this spiritual practice will minimize loss of life and injury to people, and to ourselves.


Then we can stand, in Faith and Hope, knowing that the New is just around the corner. As it was this weekend.

Good Signs

For, the following day, when the dust settled, there were many Good Signs … The structure that had been compromised was made safe, and the people began to sing God’s praises again. The drinking water supply was restored. The bathrooms were fixed. And the people were gifted with the inspiration and devotional music of good teachers who brought in spiritual insights, who set straight the Chaos, who helped settle the New.

It was a day of celebration. And so it ever is, here on Earth: The New Light meeting the Old Dark, an ensuing moment of Chaos … a Chaotic Node … and then the newest rejoicing in New Life on New Earth.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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On Surviving Clearing Through Soul-Destroying Mental Filters . by Alice B. Clagett


Dear Ones,


I recall several years ago I was confronted with an awesomely Soul-destroying mental filter, which welled up from my subconscious mind … what you might call malware or borg-ware … More on all that in the Ascension Glossary online …

Link: “Ascension Glossary,” http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Category:HGS_Manual … This is the link to the Hieros Gamos System manual ..


Anyway, the thing that came up, was a notion that, if I opened my heart up, there would be a big explosion, and everyone I loved would be blown to smithereens. I have no idea why it happened, but when it arose from my subsconscious mind, I was utterly convinced of it.

A very deep despair came upon me, and I thought:

Why stay alive?
What’s the point?
If by opening up my heart, I will destroy everyone I love?

It was one of those moments they term the “Dark Night of the Soul.” I asked people for help, and fortunately, help was there, in the form of making sure I was safe and sound until this horrible, nightmare mental filter lifted off and floated away.


Just today I heard, on the psychic plane, someone talking about a simular Soul-destroying mental filter, of which they had become utterly convinced. Here’s what their malware was about:

They had become utterly convinced that, unless they were to sacrifice their life within a month, that everyone they loved would suffer for it, and be consumed by the demon realm.

Go figure! Like the demon realm will stop tormenting humankind, simply because one person gives up his life in despair!

Au contraire! This would be a win for the demon realm, and they would consolidate their claw-holds in the bodies of Light of that person’s friends and family.

In fact, I peg this malware to the distortion of Light in the Christian creed that has Christ dying on the cross to save humankind. Not! Christ’s death on the cross was a big mistake. That’s how I feel about it!


Keeping in mind: If you hear voices in the air, and they’re filling you with despair, then de rigeur, they are voices from the demon realm. They are pretty good at fake IDs, and particularly good at pretending to be human beings with awesome, incontrovertible authority.

Such as …

  • the IRS,
  • the CIA,
  • the FBI,
  • Homeland Security,
  • or the Secret Service.

That’s just for starters. They may sound like …

  • your mom or dad,
  • or your guru,
  • or your most respected spiritual teacher,
  • or your boss at work,
  • or your spouse,
  • or even God himself.

But if these voices fill your heart with despair, they are, without any doubt, not what they purport to be.

These voices have no authority over you. They are simply the mind control bedevilments of the demon hordes … what is called, in the “The Law of One: The Ra Material” the “Orion Crusaders” …

Link: “The Law of One: Ra Material,” https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=Orion+Crusaders … search term: Orion Crusaders ..


So, if you want to help your friends and family, then I say:

Live on!
Live on and prosper,
in joy, and hope,
and faith in the future of humankind!

You can do it! Don’t let one or two lousy demons get you down!

They have very bad breath, you know. And they don’t shine their shoes all that well.
Let them know how you really feel about their coiffure and their habiliments.
Don’t mince your words!

As well, ask for help from the people around you.

Then later on, when they’re in the same boat, you can help your friends out.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Petroglyph Trail . Visions of Mother Earth . story and visions by Alice B. Clagett

Revised; originally published on 16 July 2014

    • Petroglyph Trail Described
    • Conclusion of the Story about a Trip to Yellowstone Park in My Early Adulthood
      • The Yellowstone Park Vigil: Part 2
      • The First Vision: Earth as a Moving Picture Show
      • Vision of Earth’s Guardians
    • Petroglyph Trail Scenes
    • Om Song

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about a vision of our beautiful Mother Earth that I had at a turning point in my young life … That vision of the nature of reality, and of the Spirit guardians of Earth, has guided my steps ever since.

Also discussed: the nature of reality. Pure spirit.  And views of Petroglyph Trail in Mesa Verde National Park. Chanting Om. There’s a Summary after the video; text not in the video is in blue font …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

Petroglyph Trail Described

I’m just finishing up what’s known as Petroglyph Trail here in Mesa Verde today, and it was a bit daunting in places, actually. And I got some pictures … I’ll include them at the end of this little story.

The trail runs along a couple of hundred feet beneath the top of the rocks, where the Anasazi kept their cliff dwellings. There’s one small cliff dwelling along the route, and then there are the petroglyphs.

Conclusion of the Story about a Trip to Yellowstone Park in My Early Adulthood

I thought I’d conclude the story about the trip to Yellowstone, after the turning point that I started to talk about in the recent Mesa Verde camping video. (See “Camping with the Nature Spirits … Supermoon,” by Alice, http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7sh ) The end of the story is kind of simple:

The Yellowstone Park Vigil: Part 2. The night after I got to Yellowstone, and tested my nerves by camping out in the wilderness and being wide awake all night long … it was kind of like a vigil, but I was unhurt with the morning light, as I mentioned in the last video.

So that day I thought I’d go for a hike and meditate. So I went off, some place where other people didn’t go. And I sat down, with a view of a little mountain meadow and the mountains in the background, and the beautiful blue sky with the white clouds. And I sat down and meditated all day long … because, after all, this was a turning point in my life:

  • I had just gone though a divorce that changed my last name from my married name Mason, back to my maiden name Clagett. I had then set my sights on a potential boyfriend who had turned out to be in love with another woman, so that prospect had vanished.
  • I had just been given notice that I was about to lose my job as a researcher with Joint Publication Research Services, which was part of the CIA and funded through the Department of Commerce. The San Francisco office was closing, so I was about to be unemployed. I remember my boss was very supportive at that time, and later gave me a very nice letter of recommendation, that helped during job search; so there was that.
  • On the other hand, though, I had just heard from my mom that my dad had terminal cancer, and this was a terrible shock.

The First Vision: Earth as a Moving Picture Show. And I had a vision that day. You know, visions are the kind of thing where they can have a tremendous effect. In this case, I was in my twenties, and it had an effect on me for the rest of my life.

And yet,, when you try to explain them, it’s really kind of hard to get that kind of significance into words. So I’m going to try:

I was sitting with a view of the beautiful mountain scene. And after I sat for a while, it seemed to me that what I saw was no longer three dimensional. It was more like a painting … a beautiful painting made of light. For me, it had no substance to it. It was a beautiful scroll of light: flat, beautiful.

And I was admiring that. After a while, I looked up at the clouds, and the clouds were moving across the sky. It was getting on towards perhaps blowing up to a storm. And it was a beautiful vision of clouds going past, faster and faster.

Vision of Earth’s Guardians. And then I had a deeper vision, where I wasn’t even on Earth. I was suddenly someplace where I could see the entire Earth before me. Out in outer space, right? And while I was watching Earth, I sensed the presence, around her perimeter, of beautiful, wise, ancient, guardian spirits. Their job was to take care of Earth, and to make sure that we were all on the right course. I couldn’t even describe these spirits: They were so deep, so profound; and it was so touching to me to know that Earth and all of us are guided and guarded by beings so magnificent. So wise. By our lights, eternal. It was great!

Ever since that day, I’ve had a different view of my life, and of what Earth really is. I stopped thinking of myself; and of Earth, and sky, and all that’s here as a purely physical thing. And I started regarding me, and all the beauty around me, as pure Spirit guided by Spirit.

So it was quite a turning point in my life. I’ve never forgotten it. To this day, I’m deeply grateful that I was granted that vision.

That’s all for now. See you! Take care!

Petroglyph Trail Scenes

[Near the end of the video, there are scenes from the Petroglyph Trail and photos of the petroglyphs.]

Om Song

Here is an Om chant from the end of the video:


In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Image: Petroglyph Trail 1, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 1, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 2, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 2, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 3, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 3, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 4, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Petroglyph Trail 4, by Alice B. Clagett, 16 July 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0


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Timelines and Dimensions 1 . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 11 February 2017

Dear Ones,

This is the first of three videos on timelines and dimensions. There’s a Summary after the video. After that are the photos that are at the end of the video …



  • Comments on the movie “Dimensions,” 2011, starring Henry Lloyd-Hughes, Camilla Rutherford, Patrick Godfrey, http://dimensionsthemovie.com/ ..
  • How time travel movies, while having many good points, and being on the right track, are missing some important details, according to the Hathors of Venus.
    • The Hathors are a very advanced civilization … star brothers and sisters of ours, from our own planetary system, who awoke long, long before us.
    • We can learn quite a lot from the Hathors; for instance, timeline skills and multidimensional skills. They’re here to teach us, I’m here to say.
  • There’s a point in the plot of the movie “Dimensions’ where Soul wounding occurs for three children: two boys and a girl. The girl dies in a well. Then both boys, as they grew up, went into timeline research in an attempt to travel back in time and change this past moment, so that the Soul wounding would not occur.
  • This notion of travelling back in time so as to alter a Soul wounding event is common in movies about travel. For instance, the movie “The Time Machine,” put out in 2002 … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Time_Machine_(2002_film) … has this similarity in its otherwise very different plot.
  • But changing things in timelines is not really a question of changing one timeline.
    • One timeline is but one possibility.
    • If you experience Soul wounding in one timeline, then the way to transform it is to move to another timeline where that didn’t happen, and in that way, through the power of your awareness and love, you merge the Soul wounding timeline with the timeline that has no such Soul wounding in it.
  • So, it’s not a question of going back to a time before the Soul wounding occurred. Which is to say, it’s not so much a back-to-the-past time loop issue.
    • As the movies all say, that’s a less likely possibility … because so many alternate timelines branch off from every nanosecond in the timeline already past, it’s difficult to go back to the moment just before the Soul wounding occurred and then alter one detail that will then achieve the desired outcome.
    • It’s in fact easier and more successful to use time loops to bring future events back to alter and transform the present to the Light.
    • For instance, we might imagine the increased Light on Earth next year, then visualize a time loop to bring that back and bless the present moment on Earth.
  • But your ascension team will know that.
    • If you use their timeline skills, their knowledge of the user manual for this human form, with all of its subtle bodies and all of its possibilities, then they can pick for you the timeline in which that event, or any ramification or variation of that event, will not have occurred. They’ll pick that for you.
  • Timeline jump and merge: The most efficient way to change the past is to move to a timeline in a parallel movement rather than a looping movement.
    • To move to an alternate timeline with your awareness, just as a photon disappears from one reality and reappears a moment later.
    • Where did it go? It went to a different timeline or dimension.
    • A photon is pure awareness. You are pure awareness. You can do that too. But you need to call upon the greatness that you are, and the greatness that assists you.
  • There’s another part of the movie, that I’m watching right now, where the young man who wants to change the past, and works with timeline theory, decides to physically go down into well, where the young girl who was the love of his childhood had passed on.
  • So he goes down there, and then he comes out, and goes into what might be described as a catatonic state.
  • My understanding of the catatonic state has to do with dark-night-of-the-Soul theory …. transformational theory … experiential transformation and awareness transformation.
  • I think of catatonia as an attempt to withdraw from physical stimulation, and from all of the senses, by curling up in a ball, and not responding to the ‘nudge from the mom’, or like that. Going deeply within, for a chance to change completely. To change the Weltanschauung, the world outlook. To revise the user manual of the Soul’s energy field.
  • But in the instance in the movie, the young man is just lying on a bed, in a very withdrawn state. He’s questioning everything … A ‘less dark’ night of the Soul is going on. And he’s talking about the timeline teacher that he had when he was young.
  • He says: Imagine a time when something really horrible happened to you, and that influenced all the rest of your life … after that, your life was torqued around by that one Soul wounding even. And now, imagine that what you’re experiencing now is that.
  • And, in fact, it’s true that this dimensional awareness that we’re having right now … with all of its distortion of the Light, density of understanding, and the falling away of the truth of reality that has to be experienced in order to be in this third dimension, this physical reality, is the forgetfulness of the great trauma of being aware in this dimension. So, he’s talking about dimensional awareness as well as timeline theory here.
  • In order to heal this Soul wounding, we need to move into the timeline and the dimension that doesn’t have it.
  • The solution is pretty much the same as for the timeline jump and merge: We add the dimensional jump, and we become this greatly larger being … big as a church, big as a National Park, that big! We become big as Earth, big as the Solar System. Large as the Universe, large as the Multiverse. And beyond that, the ‘matter’ from which came the matter; the ground of being.
  • And from that, we look down; deep, deep down; telescoping down into the child with the Soul wounding who has the timeline.
  • And in that way we hold what we’re seeing here on Earth.
  • In that way, we can change it, in any instant, to any other dimension, or any other timeline … From that place; that ground of being, that darkness from which matter arises.
  • That’s it for this movie. It’s an extremely interesting movie; I’ve gained a lot by viewing it:  “Dimensions,” 2011, starring Henry Lloyd-Hughes, Camilla Rutherford, Patrick Godfrey, http://dimensionsthemovie.com/ … available through amazon.com and perhaps elsewhere.


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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Psychology, Psychiatry, and Healing . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 24 January 2016; published on 30 January 2016


Dear Ones,

This video is about the limitations of the Psychology-Psychiatry mental filter. There is a lightly edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I would like to talk to you today about the professions of psychology and psychiatry. The thing about psychology is that it tends to accept, from the profession of psychiatry, labels for personalities, and then to work with those labels in some way that will provide people with a little more competence in dealing with their labels.

There are many different kinds of psychology. Behavioral psychology is pretty interesting, because it attempts a particular goal. And it has tools that it uses to achieve that goal, as far as behavior modification is concerned. I rather like that notion, because it is quantitative, and it has an endpoint, and a possibility of success at behavior modification.

There are other kinds of psychology, such as talk psychology, that have an inherent design defect … and that has to do with no particular goal being reached; no quantitative goal. And so there is a subconscious inducement, as it were, to keep the patient talking through session after session, which of course generates income for the psychology profession, and just leaves an open-ended situation, I feel, where success cannot be quantified. (And there are tons of other kinds of psychology.)

Now I would like to talk for a minute about psychiatry. When I was in college, I was thinking of going into medical school for awhile. So I studied three courses in psychology back then, a long time ago.

The thing that I found out back then, which I feel most likely still holds true, is that there were but a few … maybe a handful of labels … that psychiatrists would attempt to apply to the personalities for the people that they encountered in their practices.

Their intention with regard to those labels was to provide prescribed medications that would ameliorate the symptoms of the label for the personality. So the tools that psychiatrists had then, many years ago, and that it seems to me they may still have today, are what you might call palliatives. They are medications that make the symptoms through which the diagnosis was made a little bit better … make the personality a little bit more adaptable to the social milieu.

My own feeling that I developed back then about that profession was that it was not very helpful, because it did not have within it the concept of the lifting of the labels, the clearing of the trauma, and the healing of the Soul.

And yet, there are instances, in other cultures, and in other professions, such as the spiritual counselling profession, where these things occur.

If you were to take medical science, for instance, you would find many instances where physicians could cure medical conditions, and some where the situation was, in their opinion, too grave to offer resolution in a positive sense.

Yet even these situations, in the new schools in China, are being addressed in unique ways … such as in the centers for spiritual mantra chanting to heal cancer … which I understand tape .. maybe through magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) the progress of tumor dissolution during the mantra chanting. I do not know, for sure, how often this is successful, or for how long; but it does indicate that there are other modalities, in cases where labels are applied to medicine, that offer the potential of complete remission or complete cure.

It seems to me that psychiatry could use some new tool, such as the new languages of Light and sound that are being channeled, and being made available to humankind during the Ascension process; or some other tool to map out, for their profession, cures for the labels, so as to return people to productive social contexts.

And further, I feel, in psychiatry, more use should be made of the notion of the healing crisis, which may happen, say, on the death of a spouse or child or significant other; it might happen with the death of a parent, the loss of a job, or perhaps an accident, or post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from war experiences.

There are a lot of possibilities for crisis interpretation of mental health issues. And it is so, too, in the spiritual life, I think, that there are crises or dark nights of the Soul that occur, that are set in our path by God so as to allow us to overcome these crises and to step up into a greatly newer understanding of reality, and of coping with reality, and dealing, on a higher plane, with all that is.

Might not psychiatry be reframed in that context … in the context of crisis and cure, and a higher footing? I feel that this might be very helpful. It might help this infant science to become more mature in terms of Soul evolution.

So long, everybody. Talk to you later. Love you lots.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Link: “Psychology and Psychiatry: Healing the Healers,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 January 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4Rq ..

Link: “Psychology and Psychiatry: Rising to the Soul Level in Therapy,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 January 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5ma ..


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Dark Night of the Soul . Slave Planet Blues! . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 2 June 2015; revised 9 July 2017; transcribed on 15 November 2018
I have added  comments on Martian bacterial colonists of the human ‘space station’ (the human body)

    • The Societal Expectations Mental Filter
    • Judgment and Blame, Unconditional Love, Sexual Taboos, the Veil, and Our Infinite Co-Creative Potential
    • Vision by Alice: Slave Planet Blues
    • Dark Night of the Soul and Martian Bacterial Colonists of the Human Colon
    • Faith in God
    • The Healing Presence of Beings of Light
    • Conclusion
    • Postscript 1: Sublime-ation of Darkness
    • Postscript 2: Vocational Skills and Soul Skills
      • Stories by Alice: Job Hunting and Skill Sets
      • Dark Night of the Soul and the Skills of Letting Go, of Surrender, and of Faith
      • Free Will and Divine Intervention

Dear Ones,

This is about a Dark Night of the Soul experience regarding blame, judgment, and ostracism. The dynamic of Ego, societal expectations, and our co-creative power. Letting go, surrender. facing the void, nothingness, not knowingness. Developing the skills of personal transformation, sublimation, and faith in God.

I listened to Judy Satori’s 27 May 2015 show “Beyond Healing” (5pm PT) on Bob Charles’ Pyramid One Network. On the show, Judy Satori mentioned that in the last few weeks we had been experiencing the energy of the Aldebaran Stargate, which is the energy of New Beginnings, of Soul clearing, and of unusual weather changes on Earth. I feel it is possible that the Aldebaran Stargate energy may have had something to do with the content of the video.

After the Video is a heavily edited Summary of the video.



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have been doing Judy Satori’s … https://judysatori.com Kuan Yin (Quan Yin) activations of Light for close to a week now. I have been concentrating on major blocks to the heart chakra. There are so many things that I am interested in; but I thought the heart is the center of everything … So if I cannot decide where to start, that would be the place to start. So that is what I did.

In the evening, I have been doing this meditation … drinking a lot of water, and then the transformation process happens. The easy stuff happened at the beginning, you know? The delightful stuff. Then it started getting down towards the really difficult stuff. And no doubt there will be more of it.

So, just to give you an idea about yesterday: Yesterday was very commotional: From the point of view of my emotional body, I felt sad all day long. And there was no particular reason for it. Overwhelming sadness … grief …  from the seat of my Soul and from my high heart.

I can remember blaming a lot of people for it, with no particular cause involved; I just felt like blaming people in my mind, you know? And yet, the energy was welling up, and out, and there was no cause; there was no reason.

So then last night, things had gone so tumultuously all day long that I thought: Gosh, I will not do that activation of Light tonight! … When the emotional body gets all upset, it feels like the end of the world; it really does. And so I thought: I just cannot take one more night of activations of Light!

I was in such a state, when I went to bed, that I had a vision: I sat up, and I was doing a meditation, and I had a vision, which I am going to tell you about …

The Societal Expectations Mental Filter

A little background here: Lately, in the last month, I have been dealing with a nexus … a mental filter … the societal expectations mental filter … that involves …

  • The ego … which is my mode of interacting with this reality;
  • Societal expectations … upon which the ego depends for interaction with reality, and for its definition of itself; and
  • The unlimited co-creative power of humankind, which is my birthright, and which, in my current reality, is not manifested, or appears not to be manifested for anyone in this world. (But I will grant you that the hologram that I see, is only my own.)

What has been coming up, in the clairaudient realm, has been the demands of society … the demands that I not speak my truth; that I not live the mission of my Soul … the demands that I not feel my heart energy … over and over again.

Judgment and Blame, Unconditional Love, Sexual Taboos, the Veil, and Our Infinite Co-Creative Potential

The other thing that I kept running across, was being blamed for things, over and over again. It felt like other people were judging me, and blaming me. Whoever I thought of … any person that I thought of … it felt like what I was receiving were thoughts of my own personal limitations: The need for me to ratchet down from unconditional love and from the ability to co-create everything … to ‘fulcrum’ down into a reality that does not recognize that.

For one thing, what I would hear was that I was always forcing people to feel sexual. And that is interesting, because one of the things that we learn, when we start to explore our central vertical power current … what they call kundalini energy: The sushumna, the ida and the pingala (the three channels) … is that we start to sense what they call the pranic column energy … what they call the ‘hara line’ … and we start to master the flow of energy amongst the chakras.

And so for me, the idea of the energy of the second chakra … sexual energy … is part of a whole; part of a whole cascade of energetic responses that allows us to realize our greatness as human beings. I do not have a societal notion about the energy of the second chakra. Instead, I have a notion that that energy is part of my outpouring of creative impulse, as form in the world.

It seems that, for many, that energy is confined to a societal tableau in which one can express only through procreation with a person of opposite gender. And so, people seem to get stuck in that.

And then around that … encapsulating that energy … is a repressive societal energy which pushes that energy down, through the taboos regarding alternate lifestyles. Beyond that Veil formed by repressive energies is the infinite co-creative potential of people.

So first we have to let go the judgment around what we term ‘sexuality’, in order to reach the infinite co-creative potential of humankind. I am not saying that this has to be reflected in behavior. But in our minds, we need to let go the cage of that thinking … that societal expectation. This is the core of my blogs regarding sacred sexuality. (See my blog category: Sacred sexuality ). And it has to do with the vision that I had last night.

Vision by Alice: Slave Planet Blues

As I recall, the vision went like this … It is somewhat more involved, because the mind does tend to make fantasies that are very involved. … And so, the vision was something like this: I imagined that I was in an alternate world where there was no free will. And I … no surprise! … imagined that I was being judged by a tribunal of people who all said that I had no Soul, and that I was a bioengineered, human-looking program that was intended to destroy the entire world!

Now that is judgment! And that is a world where every being can experience the third chakra negative, bigtime: Power over, powerlessness … a Slave Planet. And the theory was that I had been bioengineered … nightmare, right? [laughs] …  I had been bioengineered to take humans off-planet … to a Slave Planet … where they would not be able to ascend. And that millions of people had been transported, through me, off-world, for that reason … Let’s see; how did it go? … Oh, yes …

And that I was not really the person who commanded this space station. The commander of this space station was talking to me, and claiming that he was the one that was supposed to have control. But I … a bioengineered product … had somehow cottoned to the notion that there is free will, and stepped out … of my own accord … into a notion that I could control my own destiny. Totally scary stuff! [laughs]

So, here were all the beings that I could hear, on the clair plane … agreeing that I was some aberrant servomechanism [‘servo’ means ‘slave’] that refused to serve [laughs] …

I can feel my gut brain talking right now. This is what my gut brain is saying: I am a servant … or something or other … The food that comes in, I have to digest. I have to do what the unconscious thought cloud of the world bombards me with. I have to think those thoughts all day long

This is the neurons in the gut that they have discovered, right? Adam Hadhazy and his story …

Link: “Think Twice: How the Gut’s ‘Second Brain’ Influences Mood and Well-Being,” by Adam Hadhazy,  in “Scientific American,” 12 February 2010 … https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/gut-second-brain/ ..

And so the neurons in the gut are creating this vision of a Slave Planet that I have created, and that I have transported all my friends and relatives, and a lot of strangers too, and caused their total destruction. And that there is no hope of escape, because somebody or other has stolen my Soul, and damaged it to such an extent that it cannot be used.


Dark Night of the Soul and Martian Bacterial Colonists of the Human Colon

On second glance, in November 2016, it seems to me that this vision may have to do with the social memory complex of the bacteria (Martian bacteria) colonizing my gut …

Link: “Compendium of the Martian Archives: Bacterial Colonists of Earth.” by Alice B. Clagett, 9 July 2017, updated, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7sz ..

This social memory would no doubt be Martian-species-centric.

  • Suppose, for instance, that Martian bacteria set up ‘space stations’ in individual human bodies when Mars became uninhabitable.
  • Suppose they feel they have Souls and humans do not (just as humans feel they have Souls and bacteria do not).
  • That humans exist to serve them.
  • That we are machines that have gone awry during the recently concluded Age of Darkness, exercising free will in ways that are detrimental to our physical functioning, and
  • That we are causing Martian genocide through our eliminative processes.

Surely there are a large contingent of helpful or biologically neutral bacteria in our bodies. Suppose there are ‘good’ Martian bacteria in our gut that are for a co-operative experience of reality … who believe, for instance, in a human-Martian coalition in which the ‘space station’ of the human body is run by committee, and might agree that Martian colonists (bacteria) be bioengineered to help the human body function properly, or bottomline, to coexist in it without harming it?

Suppose there are radical, warlike ‘bad’ Martian bacteria who believe humans exercising free will ought to be eliminated, and only docile, subservient humans ought to be kept alive. Oh gosh … could this radical contingent be bioengineering deadlier bacteria, for instance? Or harmful viruses?


Faith in God

So there I am, in the midst of this nightmare, and I am actually in the middle of a meditation … so it is like a vision. I remembered the prayer of Saint Frances, where Saint Francis says he wants to align with God …

Link: “Prayer of Saint Francis,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prayer_of_Saint_Francis ..

If we could just align our will with God, our purpose with God, in every moment … And I thought: If ever there was a moment, this is the moment to align my will with God, and let God take care of everything … you know? … And to take all my co-creative power, of which they say I have quite a bit … and which they say has been totally misused …

And how am I to know the truth of this situation? Perhaps I have no Soul! Perhaps I am wrong about everything! Perhaps everything I have ever said or judged or done … every decision I have ever made … has been against the Will of God. Who am I to know this? I am not God. Right?

But even if I am a faulty being, that has no reflection as God consciousness, nevertheless there is a role for me in Creation. And God will know this role. That is what I thought: God will know this role.

And this is what I told them: I will place my faith in God.

Their whole gig was: What do you want? What do you decide? … You know? Will you let these people go?

And that was the first thing that I did; I said: I will let these people go, that have been ill influenced by my decisions which were not in alignment with that of the Creator of All … of God … of Source. I will let them all go; let them no longer be enslaved.

That was the first thing. And that not only frees them, but it frees my karma … if a person with no Soul could be said to have no karma.

So then the second thing is: Whatever it is that I am … this faulty servo-mechanism; this ego that forgets the true nature of reality, that forgets that God is All … whatever that is that I am, I align that with God. And I ask Source … I ask God … to decide that for me, the disposition of that which I am.

The Healing Presence of Beings of Light

And so then there was quite a commotion. I was tired, so I just wanted to rest then. So, I reclined, to rest. And what I felt was Beings of Light all around me, making changes in my aura. And they said: Well, what can we do about all this? She has appealed to God …

And I also appeal to the laws of this Universe … not just the laws of this solar system, or the laws of this galaxy … But I said: Let the laws of this Universe be blended … like a flower blooms … with the laws of this particular small part of All that is.

The Beings of Light came in, and they said: Well, the best that we can do … since you stand as a celibate person … without a group … and you believe only in God, and in God’s will … we are going to have to put you on your own alternate world, all by yourself. There will be no more sentient beings there. It is just going to be you.

And they tried all these things like … The control beings would be saying something like: And you may not live till tomorrow … like that. And I said: God’s will! … It is completely up to God. And then they said: And you have no Soul; so you have no afterlife. So I said: God’s will! So what? [laughs]

And all this time … I am thinking in retrospect … really, they were talking to my ego, not to my Soul.

And so, I gave up on everything … all my preconceptions about how things are, and so forth. I was lying down, and Beings of Light were working on me, and explaining things to me.

From this I gather, that in this alternate world where I am right now … if you consider that just as a working mental filter … I am that which is Gaia, as well as that which seems to be this being. [i.e., Alice] All the history of Gaia is within these energetic bodies and this physical form that I am. And I am that transport system … as is each of us human beings. I am that transport system that allows all beings to go and experience God, and everything that is close to God, in the higher dimensions.

I am not so different from everyone else; but many people are just not there yet. They are not at that place where they want to experience the world of all possibilities: They are just not there.

So in the meantime, I am safely on an alternate world where there are no sentient beings with whom I need interact; and where there is direct communication with Source. (That solitary planet thing just lasted till the following morning’s church service!)

All’s well that ends well, in the nightmare department. [laughs] And then, until the next thing comes up … and the next Dark Night of the Soul is resolved, I am very happy to say that I am at a point where I can just be who I am, for a little while, and look forward, with great joy, for the next chance to jump into the Void.


Now I gather from this that these types of visions … which I have had a time or two in the past … are a very creative attempt, by the Hand of God, to allow me to integrate the deep emotions of the unconscious mind, and of the unconscious Collective Mind, with the outpouring created through the three heart centers, so that humankind … and so that I … can impulse onward, into the regenerative stage of this great Planet, and this great Galaxy, and this great Universe.

So the vividness … the depth of fear … the depths of not-knowingness that we encounter in what might be termed the ‘Dark Night of the Soul’ are the springboards from which we can leap into deeper faith, and deeper co-creative ability, aligned with the Will of God. This is the Void of which many have spoken recently. (Mystic scholar Mirabai Starr … http://mirabaistarr.com/ … was also speaking on this topic in the May 2015 “Spring on Maui” retreat with RamDass and others.}

The Void is the Dark Night of the Soul, and letting go … surrender … to Divine guidance. That step into nothingness … that step into nothingness … is the beginning of our mastery. It is the tool with which we need to become familiar, in order to achieve this co-creative skill.

At first … the very first few times … it is very scary. But as time goes on, and as faith deepens, we can become adepts at this; I am certain of it. All humankind will do so.

So for now: Talk to you later. Love you lots.

Postscript 1: Sublime-ation of Darkness

I would just like to add a little postscript. In a situation like this, which, as I mentioned, has come up before, what seems like a terrible nightmare, that ends in a way that is unexpected, and like that … what seems like a terrible experience of subconscious energies … To me it seems like what is really taking place is an upwelling of Darkness … an upwelling of incomplete understanding of the way things are … from the Collective Subconscious of humankind … from the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World … which is always connected with my own lower chakras.

So what is happening is a clearing … a clearing, for me, of those energies … and I would say, for all those that wish to be involved in this transformative process … but not a clearing for those who do not wish to be.

So there is no element of control here, or of power over … but merely a conscious bringing-up of a bolus of subconscious, very Dark, deep, dense subconscious energies, which comes up the spinal column … Through the heart chakras it is transformed … and into the higher chakras. Through the indigo, way high up, is transformed into something totally different; not just for me, but for all those other beings who are participating in the process and who wish for transformation.

And so what appears to be a nightmare, is really a process of … they call it, in psychology, ‘sublimation’ … I call it ‘sublime-ation’ … the changing into the superconscious mind, of these things: Total transformation.

Postscript 2: Vocational Skills and Soul Skills

Stories by Alice: Job Hunting and Skill Sets. In the many years I used to work for a living, before my happy retirement, I undertook many, very varied jobs, until I reached a point where I started saving for retirement, and I went on staff in the University of California system, in the lowly position of Administrative Assistant.

But for all the prior years, I had had all different sorts of jobs. And the question, when you switch from one job to the next, is: How do you phrase your resume? How do you persuade your next employer that you have experience about something? And, from books about resume-writing, the thing that I learned is this …

The thing that I carry forward from one job to the next job is not so much the details or facts of the work that I do, but the set of skills that I acquire along the way. So every time I was job hunting, I would look at the skills I had acquired in past jobs, and then look at the notice for the new job I was interested in, to see if I had the skills that would be needed. If so, then I would submit a resume that included those skill sets which had been learned in each prior occupation. And it was a very successful technique, I would say. By thinking of skills rather than the factual content of the jobs I had been doing, I would have no trouble getting future jobs, even if they were not in my previous experience.

It is a wonderful thing to think of: the skills, rather than the factual content of what we are doing.

Dark Night of the Soul and the Skills of Letting Go, of Surrender, and of Faith. And how does that apply to the current nightmare scenario resolution? … the ‘sublime-ation’ process? Well, I am looking at last night, and what I see … the main thing that springs out … is the development of letting go, and surrender, and faith in the unknown … in a situation of Dark Night of the Soul, to have that faith that carries us through.

And last night was a chance to practice that. And how can we practice that, unless  what we experience contradicts the very fundament of our faith … the idea that we have a Soul … the idea that we live in a caring Universe.

When all those things are called in question, what still remains? That faith … that faith in God carries us through these experiences of death and near death, death of the ego, and so forth. Only that faith can do it; only that faith.

So last night was a chance to practice my faith skill.

Free Will and Divine Intervention. The other thing I learned, is that where the mental mind cannot resolve an issue, where it seems there is no way out, no way of creating agreement amongst peoples, that God always finds a way to allow free will to express itself. That God will always find a way. So that was the second thing: Not only that I can develop faith, but also that there will be a solution through God.

So in those terms … in terms of the developing skill set, and the ongoing possibilities … I think last night was a wonderful success … a trying situation, a difficult day, and the outcome was really wonderful.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Image: “Flowers 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0


For information on quieting the vital body, see …

Link: “Chapter 6. Quieting the Vital,” in “Sri Aurobindo, or the Adventure of Consciousness,” at “Satprem” … http://www.aurobindo.ru/workings/satprem/adventure_of_consciousness_e.htm#019 ..  

For information on the four centers of consciousness, see …

Link: “The Centers of Consciousness,” a subheading in “Sri Aurobindo, or the Adventure of Consciousness”… http://www.aurobindo.ru/workings/satprem/adventure_of_consciousness_e.htm#014 ..

For more on the experience of death as transition to the fifth dimension, see Tom Kenyon’s mp3 “Bridge between the Worlds,” explained here …

LInk: “The Fifth Perspective: Transcending Space and Time,” A Hathor Planetary Message through Tom Kenyon … http://tomkenyon.com/the-fifth-perspective-transcending-space-and-time … The link for the mp3 is near the bottom of that webpage.


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