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Azazel and the Tractor Beam . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 21 May 2016

  • VISION OF AZAZEL AND THE TRACTOR BEAM
  • WIKIPEDIA ON AZAZEL

Dear Ones,

VISION OF AZAZEL AND THE TRACTOR BEAM

This is the vision that I had today … Through the law of the Universe, enforced by the guardians of the Universe, Azazel, the fallen angel who taught man to make weapons of war, has been tractor-beamed off Planet Earth. Version 2, below, is in color. Beneath that is Version 1, in black and white.

Drawing: “Azazel, the Fallen Angel Who Taught Man to Make Weapons of War, Is Tractor-Beamed Off Earth, Version 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDIT: Globe is adaptation of “The Earth,” by Augiasstallerputzer, 5 April 2007, from GSHHS, NOAA, public domain

Drawing: “Azazel, the Fallen Angel Who Taught Man to Make Weapons of War, Is Tractor-Beamed Off Earth, Version 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 August 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

CREDIT: Globe is adaptation of “The Earth,” by Augiasstallerputzer, 5 April 2007, from GSHHS, NOAA, public domain

Drawing: “Azazel, the Fallen Angel Who Taught Man to Make Weapons of War, Is Tractor-Beamed Off Earth, Version 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 May 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

Drawing: “Azazel, the Fallen Angel Who Taught Man to Make Weapons of War, Is Tractor-Beamed Off Earth, Version 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 May 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

WIKIPEDIA ON AZAZEL

Here is a description of Azazel from Wikipedia; my comments are in green font …

“According to the Book of Enoch, which brings Azazel into connection with the Biblical story of the fall of the angels, located on Mount Hermon, a gathering-place of demons of old (Enoch xiii.; compare Brandt, “Mandäische Theologie,” 1889, p. 38), Azazel is one of the leaders of the rebellious Watchers in the time preceding the flood; he taught men the art of warfare, of making swords, knives, shields, and coats of mail, and women the art of deception by ornamenting the body, dying the hair, and painting the face and the eyebrows, and also revealed to the people the secrets of witchcraft and corrupted their manners, leading them into wickedness and impurity until at last he was, at Yahweh’s command, bound hand and foot by the archangel Raphael and chained to the rough and jagged rocks of [Ha] Dudael (= Beth Ḥadudo), where he is [was] to abide in utter darkness until the great Day of Judgment, [that would be now] when he will be cast into the fire to be consumed forever [I’m hoping he can be rehabbed to remember his true Angelic nature] (Enoch viii. 1, ix. 6, x. 4–6, liv. 5, lxxxviii. 1; see Geiger, “Jüd. Zeit.” 1864, pp. 196–204).” –from Link: “Azazel,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Azazel … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported License

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

The drawings are featured in Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Demons, Devils and Ghosts . drawings and images by Alice B. Clagett, Published on 3 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jnZ ..

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Elementaries, Thuggees, Loss of the Soul, and the Vitalized Shell . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 16 January 2016; revised on 17 March 2019

  • ELEMENTARIES  [Heart Vampire]
  • ASTRAL THUGGEES
    • Hybrids  [Castratrux – Basal Vampire, Tinkerbell; Bespeller – Voodoo Man, Regal Hex]
    • Astral Thuggees in Congested Urban Areas  [Heart Vampire, Inanna, Ahimsa Master]
  • LOSS OF THE SOUL   [Heart Vampire]
  • THE VITALIZED SHELL   [Black Magicker]
    • Stories by Alice: The Saint Whose Astral Shell Was Snatched Up by a Demon
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

The information below is largely adapted from the teachings of the School of Theosophy, with additional thoughts of my own.

ELEMENTARIES  [Heart Vampire]

According to Theosophy, depraved men imprisoned in their astral bodies are known as ‘elementaries’. Elementaries, though in astral form, still long to indulge in just those vices they practiced while in their physical bodies. These elementaries can be very crafty, wicked and cruel. They can provoke people still in physical form to acts of horror and violence. In this work the elementaries revel: In creating suffering in humankind; in provoking crimes of utmost depravity here on Earth.

For more on elementaries, see my blog category: Elementaries – astral shells

Also see … Link: “Death–And After?” by Annie Besant. (2006). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg, http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/18266 … Search the terms:  elementary  … and …  elementaries

ASTRAL THUGGEES

My feeling is that, among these ‘elementaries’ those who have developed and employed psychic powers for their own enrichment and empowerment … rather than for the good of humankind … during their time in physical form, represent the most loathsome form of elementaries.

These are the ‘thuggees’ now trapped on the astral plane … people who developed psychic powers while in physical form, not for the good of humankind, but rather for their own personal power and wealth … and now find themselves unhappy inhabitants of the astral plane. Being just too ‘evil’ to reincarnate, they take their delights where they may, by aiding those of criminal intent who are still in form to torture their fellow humans …

Link: “Astral Thuggees,” a drawing by Alice B. Clagett, drawn and published on 9 January 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lbt ..

During these glorious days of the Ascension of humankind, the astral thuggees are confined to the noxious noosphere of Earth’s large cities, where they glom to the ambitious endeavors of spiritual adepts who develop their psychic superpowers for personal gain.

Hybrids  [Castratrux – Basal Vampire, Tinkerbell; Bespeller – Voodoo Man, Regal Hex]

It is sometimes this glom of one or up to six astral thuggees to a spiritual adept that is somewhat infelicitously termed the ‘hybrid’. There are astral-human gloms more perilous to the eternal Soul, that also go by the sobriquet ‘hybrid’. For more on these, see the below subheading “Loss of the Soul” … You may also wish to search my blog for the word: soulless  ... as there has been more development of this idea, and better understanding of the process of Soul devolution.

Astral Thuggees in Congested Urban Areas  [Heart Vampire, Inanna, Ahimsa Master]

Because of the prevalence of astral thuggees in congested urban environments, true spiritual adepts find city life incompatible with their intention to rise to higher consciousness. When these true seekers venture into the cities, they find the astral thuggees crowding round, bent on mischief of the worst sort. That these astral thuggees still possess their psychic powers on the astral plane makes the situation even more dire.

True seekers, because of the purity of their Souls’ Light, really stand out against the camera obscura that is the city inhabitants’ noosphere during this time of Ascension. My feeling is that this is so because the noosphere of the more sparsely inhabited areas of post-Ascension Earth is incompatible with the coarseness of the astral thuggees’ astral matter.

In other words, they simply cannot survive these days except in the large cities, and their numbers are slowly dwindling, even there. Where they will go is no concern of mine; I leave it to the ineffable wisdom of the Creator.

For those true spiritual adepts who chose to remain in the cities, my thought is that their intentions must be of the utmost purity, and that their stance must be one of respect for the free will of all beings, and of devotion to the All, so that they may sidestep the attention of these ravening wolves of the astral plane. To get back to my topic …

According to the School of Theosophy, after a person dies, his higher subtle bodies, in the natural course of afterlife experience, quite naturally begins to withdraw from his astral body. The mind (‘manas’) begins to disentangle from the desire body (‘kama’). However, there are rare cases where the personality is so controlled by desire that the lower mind is enslaved to desire. In such cases, manas cannot be disentangled from kama. This I feel to be the case with the thuggees who have passed on …

Link: “Death–And After?” by Annie Besant. (2006). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg, http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/18266 … Search the term: loss of the Soul

LOSS OF THE SOUL  [Heart Vampire]

There is a link between the lower mind and the higher mind. This link is called the ‘silver thread’ or ‘silver cord’. In these very rare cases of hopeless entanglement in the desire world, this link will snap in two. This is what is known in the occult world as loss of the Soul. When the personal self so abruptly separates from the higher ego, it is doomed to perish, as without our connection to our Souls we are but a decaying shell of what once was a vital, thrumming connection to the Infinite.

If this link is wrenched in twain while a person is in form, then the ‘lower quaternary’ (the physical body, the life principle, the astral body, and the kama rupa, or seat of animal desires and passions) is separated from the Upper Imperishable Triad (the higher principles: Universal Spirit or Atma, Spiritual Soul or Buddhi, and Human Soul or Mind or manas) …

For more on Principle, or Fundamental Essence, the lower quaternary, and the upper imperishable triad, as described in Theosophy, see … Link: “Principle,” in Theosophy Wiki … https://theosophy.wiki/w-en/index.php?title=Principle ..

After it passes from physical form, such a being has a terrible power to affect human beings. Rarely, it may reincarnate. Possessed of no motive but primal passion, yet cunning as a man, it is the ferocious foe of all normal humans.

The elementary so incarnating sinks lower with each incarnation. Cut off from Source, the elementary’s vital drive wears itself down till it exists no more. (For more on this, see … Citation: “The Seven Principles of Man,” by Annie Besant, 1909.)

Worse yet, in the place the subtle body known as the Higher Mental Body might otherwise occupy in such an accursed incarnation, interlopes a malicious astral entity, one such as is termed in esoteric literature a demon, a devil, or a fallen angel.

THE VITALIZED SHELL  [Black Magicker]

“The Shell is the desire body, emptied of the Triad, which has now passed onwards; it is the third of the transitory garments of Soul, cast aside and left in Kamaloka to disintegrate….

“Again, the Shell is very easily taken possession of by elementals, the semi-conscious forces working in the kingdoms of Nature, and may be used by them as a convenient vehicle for many a prank and trick….”

–from Link: “Death–And After?” by Annie Besant. (2006). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg, http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/18266 Search the term;  Kamaloka. The Shells

Stories by Alice: The Saint Whose Astral Shell Was Snatched Up by a Demon 

I remember an experience in this lifetime of placing the photo of a deceased saint on my altar. This saint was being honored by many people in the world, at the time. For a while I had ecstatic experiences, and many miraculous events unfolded in my life.

People of great religious faith in this saint were, at that time, according to the astral stories, channeling the teachings of this saint, who, according to their lore, would remain on the astral plane, in astral form, teaching them forever.

Then the event described by the School of Theosophy apparently occurred: The astral form of the saint wore down to the point where his mental body found release, and went on to the heaven worlds, where it could digest the Soul lessons of its recent incarnation.

Meanwhile, all hell broke loose on the astral plane, for the astral shell cast off by the saint apparently proved quite alluring to a demon of the vilest sort. The devotees of the saint continued to attempt to channel his teachings through what they felt to be his eternally present astral form. Yet in that form lurked this most odious of demons, intent on preying upon them as they, all unawares, called its name while attempting to summon the astral presence of their saint.

I remember one such instance, amongst the astral stories, when a greatly esteemed devotee of the saint, attempting to channel his Soul wisdom, instead began precipitously to spew forth, in a general assembly, demonic curses and Satanic howling.

Raptly attentive and greatly dismayed, I then heard another member of the assembly speak, with the necessary air of authority: Satan, be gone! And then the astral airs stilled, and the demonic presence snuck away.

That goes to show there is a time and place for everything, on the astral realm. A spiritual teacher or saint cannot be expected to endure there forever; no more so than any man. We must anticipate the Soul’s progress from realm to realm, after death, and grant every great saint Soul’s respite at the proper time.

Whether the saint be with us or no, the presence of God himself is always within and without us. There is naught to fear, in the vale of tears. Our faith shall see us through.

As they say … Vocatus atque non vocatus Deus aderit.

In other words … Whether or not we call His name, God is by our side.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Compendium: Ensoulment, Soullessness, and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 28 August 2018; revised on 4 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a4p ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies: Black Magicker,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jtG … COMMENT: This link has more stories about the Black Magicker described above in “Stories by Alice: The Saint Whose Astral Shell Was Snatched Up by a Demon.”

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Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels . by Alice B. Clagett *

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends
    • What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul
    • Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing
    • What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This is a video on an experience of rising to Awareness of the subconscious thought cloud of the world, by a handful of people in Los Angeles, over several decades beginning in about the year 2000. There are a Soundtrack and a lightly edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SOUNDTRACK OF THE VIDEO

 

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I am going to tell you a story now. A few years back, I was living in Los Angeles, And I, and a couple of other women, and a few other men … a few more men than women … a handful, altogether, of people, all serious spiritual students … lifelong spiritual students, all of us … were coming to Awareness, together, of the subconscious thought cloud of the world.

And we did not know anything about it. It was all completely new to us. We did not know what was happening. And we had many, severe, strict learning experiences from God during that time. And we are still all a little bit sore, in our individual consciousness, at each other, right now, with the notion that maybe one of us caused it to happen.

And very specifically, they think that I caused it to happen to them. And I think it was their fault. [laughs]

But in the broad view of things, it was something that was happening to all of us … even though we were not all of the same faith, or of the same spiritual group, or like that … for some reason, God plunked us all in this situation of coming to Awareness of the subconscious thought cloud of the world.

It was a very rocky road! And I am going to tell you two anecdotes about that, that set us back immensely.

First Lesson: Our Own Subconscious Anger Can Kill Our Family and Friends

One was the coming to understanding that anger … subconsciously held and repressed anger … was causing humankind to strike out at other members of their own families and groups, while they were sleeping, and attempt to cause fatal diseases or fatal physical problems, such as heart attack or cancer, or just general cursing wishes.

And this was something that we could not come to terms with at the time: The knowledge that we, ourselves, in this Realm of Duality, were, through our Shadow side, creating the great ills of humankind … and even more so, to those that were enmeshed in our own karmic web … such as family and friends and workplace people, and so forth.

So that was one learning experience.

What We Learned: We Humans Create, Through Our Shadow Side, the Play of Duality. Yet We Are Not That. We Are Pure and Brightly Shining, Eternal Soul

And then, past that, what happened was the rising above that, to the neutral mind, and the understanding that this is the working of the Realm of Polarity, the Dual Realm … and that within us is that strong, clear, bright Spirit of the Divine … that eternal Soul that has bravely taken on the responsibility of creating this reality.

Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angel

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Incoming Light: Vallecito Reservoir 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

So, quite a learning experience! And the knowledge from that was an immediate understanding of our multidimensionality … because that experience of creating the Shadow and the Light, in this Dual Realm, is superimposed upon the more glorious understanding of our presence, and the Light that we carry in the Fifth Dimension.

That is the first thing about the lesson that we learned.

[Sound of a cow lowing} … What was that? I think there is a very upset cow down there … There is this beautiful, private campground down here on the northeastern edge of Vallecito Lake. It is closed right now. And the cows are roaming around, just at will, down there. [short video clip of roaming cows]

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Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Second Lesson: Energies of Rape and Killing

So now, on to the second thing that we learned. That is the only other thing I am going to talk about right now.

There was a time when the men, in this very small handful of people, some years ago, began to rise to consciousness of the raping, killing instincts in men.

And those that were the most conscious, and who were most appalled, in that group, followed that trend of deep, dark energy consciously, as it coursed through Los Angeles. And they unwittingly felt that they were responsible, at that time, for that energy.

What the energy was doing was, it was rising up … especially on Friday and Saturday nights in Los Angeles, when many people are intoxicated, and under the influence of recreational drugs, and frequenting places where they can pick up other people for, generally, just a one-night or one-hour stand.

So there was that very Dark, dense energy in Los Angeles at that time, and probably still now. And so, during those times, the consciousness of that handful of people who were coming to Awareness of individualization noticed and, in horror, followed the energies that were going forth, which would glom together, and gather in vast ‘herds’ of unknowing energy … of raping and killing energy … and settle upon some person.

It was as if there were a malevolent spirit … say, the Fallen Angel of Los Angeles, as some presume … which I think is now gone … I hope! I have done my best, and so have others! … for all the big cities of Earth.

And the way of it … when we sensed their presence … was to call our Ascension Team and say: Read them their rights, by Cosmic Sovereign Law!

This way of speaking we learned from an online site … https://ascensionglossary.com … CC BY-SA 3.0Search for the term: Cosmic Law Evolution Edict

And then we would hear quite a commotion, a carrying on, and reading of rights, and protestations of loopholes that might be used, and so forth … and finally, a carrying off of the energy.

What We Learned: To Witness with a Neutral Mind

But all that is an aside. And to get back to this learning experience for this small handful of people: We would be carried along, on this wave of raping and pillaging and killing energy, and it would settle … as if there were some malevolent intelligence involved … which might be the Fallen Angel of a particular city … that settled on someone weaker, someone that was a little afraid … it could be a man or a woman … and caused a feeling either that they were being raped, or that their heart was stopping and that they were being killed. They would fall down dead, sometimes.

We were all horrified … those that knew. Horrified, and feeling responsible. [sighs]

And also there was this wave of being raped, and being killed, energy that went round. And I finally attained a neutral mind with regard to that. I finally came to a higher understanding that allowed me to escape from that energy.

Yet I could hear women, all over the city of Los Angeles, screaming in terror, in their subconscious minds, as they slept.

And the men also finally arrived at some understanding about that: That they were a being of infinite Awareness and eternal Light … they were a beingness that saw what was happening here, and were not part of it.

So, there is that story. I went on and on. Please do excuse me.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Filmed on 19 September 2015; posted on 21 September 2015; transcribed on 12 October 2018; revised on May 2016 and on 17 February 2025

NOTE: See also this companion blog …

Link: “Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-424 ..

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Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Vallecito Reservoir 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 15 February 2015, published on 24 October 2015; transcribed on 4 October 2018; revised on 29 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4de ..

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Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind . by Alice B. Clagett *

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Lack of Clear Concept of One’s Own Personality
    • Childlike Misuse of Personal Pronouns
    • Childlike Curses
    • Evaluating Astral Stories
    • Unconscious Mind: Blurring and Glomming of Consciousness
    • Glom Effect: Noospheric Energy Flow, and Gender Merging
    • Unconscious (Underwater, Sleeping) Mind … And Rising to Consciousness
    • Rising to Consciousness
    • The Masculine Wound … The Primal Drive to Rape and Kill … Neutral, Peaceful Mind
    • Faces in Rock. or Hidden in Nature
      • Faces Hidden in Rock
      • Faces Hidden in Nature

Dear Ones,

This video offers clair insights into the workings of the unconscious mind. Beneath the video is a greatly edited Summary, with additional sections and changes in green font.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

This is Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a few clarifying comments to make on the Collective Unconscious Mind of humanity … or what I used to call the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World.

Lack of Clear Concept of One’s Own Personality

One difficulty in analyzing astral stories that are taking place in people’s unconscious or subconscious minds is that, at that level of awareness … in those deep levels of awareness (or I should say ‘unawareness’, perhaps) … people do not relate to themselves as personality. They do not know the difference between their personality and that of someone else. So they can very easily slip into the persona of another human being, and to imagining that they are that … and not really know the difference.

And also, what, at a higher level of awareness would be known as different personalities, can blend together, in the subconscious and unconscious thought streams, in such a way that they do not really distinguish between each other.

Childlike Misuse of Personal Pronouns

Another characteristic of the subconscious and unconscious planes is the use of the ‘objective case’ of pronouns for the people of other genders. For instance, I might hear, on the astral plane: Her said this  …  or  …  Him said that.  Mostly I hear Her said this  … or  …  did that …  or like that  …  referring to me; as if the consciousness has receded to a time of infancy, when the personal pronouns were not yet mastered. Interesting, huh?

Childlike Curses

Another idiosyncrasy of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World right now … as far as men are concerned … has to do with the use of the world ‘Rotterdam’ as a childish substitute for a curse. And the interesting history of this word, is that one of the very first people to rise on this wave of consciousness, was very precocious. And he found out about that word, and used it as a way to escape from his guardians’ admonition that he should never use a curse word. And so, instead of using a curse word, he used the word ‘Rotterdam’.

There is something that I need to explain about that word ‘Rotterdam’: It has a Dark energy meaning. And that meaning is: Kill the mother … A ‘dam’ is a female horse; a mother horse, or else a mother dog. So the first thing is, at a very deep, unconscious level, it reduces women to the animal nature … and adds to that the significance of the alternate spelling ‘damn’. So there you have the subconscious meaning: Damn the women who bear children; they are only animals. 

And the prefix ‘Rotter-” adds emphasis to that. It means Rot their bodies  …  or  …  Rot them, kill them, and damn them to hell.  And so it has a very unfortunate, dark meaning to it.

Now this is a very socially unacceptable feeling, that is expressed in this hidden way by this word ‘Rotterdam’, which, interestingly enough, comes up in the subconscious flow of thought of this person, almost with every sentence … as if it were a fondness that the person has for that word.

Just reading into that, a lesson for all humankind as we all become more clair … more clairvoyant and more clairaudient … When we hear some word with great symbolic import, repeated over and over again, we can be sure that it is coming up like that, so that it will come to the attention of the personality, the ego, involved, and so that it can clear the Soul wounding that has taken place.

In this case, the Soul wounding happened when the child was very, very young … too young to be able to deal with it. It involved the child’s mother, and so the child had no one to depend on, after that, to talk to about this. So this word ‘Rotterdam’, in this instance, has to do with the lack of motherly love to see the child consistently through this great incident of Soul wounding in early youth.

I am sure that was not intended by that young person. That just needs to be replaced with some more positive energy right now; because what has happened is, one of these first people to rise up, had a following of energy … a glom effect … that was humongous, and that encompasses more and more people who are men every day, as they rise up to consciousness. And they are all using that word.

And so it just happens, for this wave of Ascension, that that word indicates that a person is still in an unconscious state of awareness, or has temporarily sunk down to an unconscious state of awareness. So if you are listening … if you are clairaudient … that is a clue to you that you are encountering the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World.

Evaluating Astral Stories

And so, at that level of awareness, an astral story may be taking place in the name of a particular person … A person may call himself by a particular name, and not actually be that person. That person may be someone that the Higher Consciousness of that speaking voice admires, or dislikes … or mostly, admires or pals around with.

So I may form an opinion, in my conscious mind, that this person is who he says he is. But quite likely … and very often … it is not the case. It is just a murky, confusing situation down there.

Unconscious Mind: Blurring and Glomming of Consciousness

I have seen artists depict the unconscious realm as facial features of people, distorted, and merging with the facial features of other people. And that is kind of how I hear it too … The way that I hear it, on the astral plane, is the way that some artists depict it.

One such image … Link: “Many Faces of One,” by Ilana Katz … https://i1.wp.com/www.ilanakatz.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/IMG_20141024_083758741.jpg?resize=300%2C169&ssl=1 is currently unavailable online. It had on it many faces, one of what appeared to be a lowering clown; one of a person sticking out his tongue; two people with their faces glommed together at the chin; and faces of other people. It looked like these faces might be floating above a wood floor. 

More watercolors by and information on Ilana Katz are here … https://www.ilanakatz.com/ ..

Then there is this artwork …

Image: “Faces in My Vegetable,” by Anna Porter … https://d13egrxi1n6w2z.cloudfront.net/21088_1070747w800+v=201806131919c201806131919error/faces-in-my-vegetable.jpg ..

More information on this painting and on Anna Porter and is here … Link: “Faces in My Vegetable” by Anna Porter … http://annaporterartist.com/workszoom/1070747 ..

I noticed as well that fun-house mirror images convey the effect of glomming of people’s subconscious minds, as the heads of several people standing near each other can seem to merge together in the mirror image.

Glom Effect: Noospheric Energy Flow, and Gender Merging

The Collective Unconscious, or what I used to call the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World, It is all mergy and un-“I”-ish, and it tends to take, say, all male people on Earth as one person.

A lot of unconscious male voices may be glomming together, but each of those voices believes that it is the only one talking. It is the ‘I’ … and the only ‘I’ in the whole Universe that is male. You know?

And it may hear a female voice … or many female voices … glomming and talking back, and call it ‘her’ … ‘Her’ is talking … like that. [laughs] … But you know, that is how it is down there, in the subconscious mind. 

And yet, that ‘her’ may think that she is the only person talking, that is female … and yet be glomming with gadzillion other female voices, at that level.

I found an abstract painting that symbolizes for me the movement of the energies of the unconscious noospheric energies, and how they merge and glom together, and how one succeeds the next …

Image: “Many Faces in the Mix” by John Revitte … http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/john-revitte.html ..

Unconscious (Underwater, Sleeping) Mind

I found a video that I like very much. The video represents the deep subconscious mind, and comes from one of the Hobbit movies. Note the brief glimpse of the spirits under water in the Dead Marshes, from the movie “Lord of the Rings” … 

Video: “The Lord of the Rings – The Dead Marshes (HD),” by TheLotrTV, 26 January 2014 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6YKD5hCShI ..

Rising to Consciousness

As an ascending person, I sometimes astrally sense contrapuntal noospheric arguments, as it were, that snag my own unconscious mind … the notion, for instance, that a man is pursuing me with violent fantasies and possible violent intentions. Such energy threads are pretty easy to deal with, out here in the country, I guess because there are less people per square inch, and the noospheric energy is thinner … or so I surmise! [laughs]. But in the big cities, they can glom together, and become quite a stream of energy.

My feeling is that my job, as a person that is becoming more aware … rising in consciousness and in Light … my job, when these noospheric stories start, that have to do with the deep, deep unconscious mind of other people … my job is to rise above them, and to become very aware of them, and to be neutral about them.

This image by Benjamin Craig, represents very well, I feel, the rising to consciousness from this sleeping state, almost like an underwater state of suspended animation …

Image: Booooooom” by Benjamin Craig … https://www.booooooom.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/benjamin-craig-03.jpg “Painting of a young man emerging from water,” by Benjamin Craig, at I Heart My Art … https://www.iheartmyart.com/post/43826121562/benjamin-g-craig-watercolor-acrylic-and-pencil … DESCRIPTION: The face of a young man shown three times. At the bottom of the image, the face is submerged under water and the eyes closed. In the middle of the image, the face is emerging from the surface of the water and the eyes and mouth are opening. Near the top of the photo the face is out of the water, the eyes are gazing up towards the sky, and the mouth is open, as if breathing in air. There are red flower petals floating on the water. A big brown snake is swimming through the water on the left side and top of the image; its head is near top right, and its red eyes are open. The snake might represent the fear death, or fear of exposing subconscious, repressed thoughts and emotions, or the kundalini energy of awakening.

You can find more on Benjamin Craig artist here …

Link: BOOOOOOOM: Benjamin Craig, 12 October 2013 … http://www.booooooom.com/2013/12/10/artist-illustrator-benjamin-craig/ ..

And so … especially if it has to do with primal drives such as fear of death or the desire to kill, and sexual desire, and will to power in the world … when the flow of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World has to do with these things, and maybe all of them all together represent a widely geographically dispersed sexual fantasy of violence that I have been sensing, off and on, through what is known as ‘gut brain’ telepathy … the first thing to do, as an ascending person, is to know that these noospheric primal drive disturbances are happening.

The next thing is to bring the ego into it … to know that I, the ego, am something different from that undercurrent of energy that I am sensing. It is someone else’s attacking energy; one person, or a number of people, are telepathically attacking, perhaps, with the assumption that they are the only ego in the world, and that they are the only ego that deserves to be in the world. We do have a subconscious level of awareness that is just that.

My job is to rise into an understanding of individualization … individual ego … even though my primal drives are under threat of attack … And then, to divorce myself from the astral energy that is happening, and to become one with other energies that are peaceful in my environment … such as my electromagnetic field (my ‘aura’). Or I might concentrate on kinesthetic awareness, or concentrate on sounds around me, or become one with the Sunlight (which is a wonderful feeling).

And in that way, my attention is entrained away from the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World, and into my own physical process, and my awareness in the third dimension.

The Masculine Wound … The Primal Drive to Rape and Kill … Neutral, Peaceful Mind

In the next blog, which is a companion blog, I am going to be talking some about one of the daydreams that the masculine Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World has been falling into …

Link: “Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels,” by Alice B. Clagett, Filmed on 19 September 2015, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-42J ..

Meantime, here are a few thoughts on that topic: The Ascension Glossary speaks of the “Masculine Wound” …

Link: “Masculine Wound,” in “Ascension Glossary” … https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Masculine_Wound ..

If I were a man working on the Masculine Wound, I would be arising to awareness, right now, of the primal drive to rape and kill, and to take over the world … those primal drives that are more masculine in nature …

And I would be striving mightily to individuate my own awareness from that stream of primal energy in the world today. That is my clue regarding a possible mission for men, right now, in clearing the masculine wound: To individuate, and to separate, and to become the neutral mind, and the peaceful mind … and to allow these energies, that flow through the first three chakras … the lower chakras … of all men on Earth, to simply flow; and to be; without objecting to them; without identifying with them; just simply to be at ease with the energetic of the Masculine Wound that you are now rising to awareness to sense.

Faces in Rock. or Hidden in Nature

Sometimes people find faces hidden in rocks, or in other natural features. This is a little like viewing the merging and glomming aspects of the ‘gut brains’ of many people that take place in the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World. The rocks, or other natural features, represent the Cloud, and the faces represent the contributions of individual ‘gut brains’ to the Cloud as a whole.

Thus I feel that looking for faces in rocks or other natural features may help sharpen the intuition regarding how to hold our perception of gut brain telepathic events.

Faces Hidden in Rock. You may find a few faces in these cliffs …

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Image: “Rock face 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..  

Image Markup: “Rock face 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

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Image: “Rock face 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image: “Rock face 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

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Image: “Rock face 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image: “Rock face 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com .. 

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The next photo is a closeup of a ‘face in rock’ at the top of the above photo …

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Image: “Rock face 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..  

Image Markup: “Rock face 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image Markup: “Rock face 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 19 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..  

Faces Hidden in Nature. Here is another exercise that may help sharpen intuitive understanding of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World; it is to find the 13 hidden faces in this landscape painting …

Link: “13 Hidden Faces Illusion,” by James Dean, 13 October 2006 … http://www.moillusions.com/13-hidden-faces-illusion/ ..

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

Filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 21 September 2015; transcribed on 10 January 2019; revised on 11 March 2023

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