Written and published on 10 October 2016
Previously titled: Apollyon (Abaddon), the Drive to Competition, and the HIV / AIDS Virus
APOLLYON OR ABADDON AS THE DRIVE TO COMPETITION
SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF ONE-UPMANSHIP: MALE COMPETITION REPRESENTED BY THE ACT OF RECTAL INTERCOURSE
THE CHALLENGE THAT HUMANKIND FACES RIGHT NOW
ON BLESSING THE WORLD WITH PERFECT WELL-BEING
Dear Ones,
Apollyon is another name for Abaddon, a force of destruction mentioned in the Book of Revelation. In another blog …
Link: “Overcoming Abaddon (Apollyon),” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 10 October 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6fa ..
… I have mentioned that this force, the ‘bringer of locusts’, might be considered the force that has brought the HIV virus into reality in the third dimension … which is to say, into physical reality here on Earth.
Maybe the lesson is that the men of the future, of New Life on New Earth, will not vie with each other through competition, but instead work together for New Creation.
SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF ONE-UPMANSHIP: MALE COMPETITION REPRESENTED BY THE ACT OF RECTAL INTERCOURSE
This painting may also be viewed from a psychological perspective. In this context, and without explicitly portraying the act of rectal intercourse, the artist seems to me to portray the energy thread behind this act that has been so often mentioned in the noosphere in recent years (and, the clair-gifted may notice, is now in the process of transforming to love and Light).
The main way the HIV virus spreads is through rectal intercourse (could be among men, or between a man and a woman). Now, this act of rectal intercourse is interpreted by the subconscious mind as “f— you in the a– h—” or the like … in other words, as an act of hatred by one human being against another. Thus it could be said that our subconscious minds, the shadows of our personalities, have called forth this HIV virus as a physical representation or enactment of the drive to competition, the drive to “f— each other in the a– h—“
The drive to competition is one aspect of patriarchy, of the imbalances that took place in the last part of the Atlantean Age just now past. This competitive instinct, like the HIV virus, is causing a great deal of suffering in the world today.
THE CHALLENGE THAT HUMANKIND FACES RIGHT NOW
As you may know, many are now expanding in consciousness from Awareness of their physical (3D) presence on Earth, to an Awareness of the astral plane (4D). There they must face and overcome the tests of the negative astral beings.
The next test takes place at the ‘borderline’ between the astral plane (4D) and the Kingdom of God, which will be our New Life on New Earth (5D). As all beings on this new plane of existence … this new field of Awareness … feel compassionate love like that of Christ, and peace like that of the Buddha, we must drop all energy threads that are not of compassionate love and peace, before we can enter this sacred land.
One such energy thread is our sense of competition with other human beings. This is the challenge that faces humankind right now: To cease the competition, the aggression that causes so much suffering for all of us; to come together as a world people and help make life better for all humankind.
This coming together in loving kindness will usher in the New Age, which all will enjoy as soon as the squaring away process known in many faiths as the Last Judgment has taken place. In fact, this ‘Last Judgment’ is the process that effects the switchover from our consciousness as 3D and 4D beings, to our consciousness as 5D or higher.
ON BLESSING THE WORLD WITH PERFECT WELL-BEING
I am in great hopes, as well, that the departure of that dense distortion of the Light will be accompanied by DNA upgrades that allow humankind to gracefully deal with the test of the HIV virus as well as for antisocial personality disorder (which may affect millions of people) …
Link: “Disclosure and the Fate of Religious Radical Extremists,” by Alice B. Clagett. published on 5 October 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6dd ..
Let humankind be blessed with perfect well-being, perfect health, perfect happiness, and perfect ease of spirit.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
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Dear Ones,
Here is a video about archetypal images, and how they may be used through clair vision to support and protect our life on Earth, and for protection on the astral plane.
The topics are sacred sexuality, a feeling of safety, peace in our world, contact with other dimensions, perfect health, free will, and abundance and fertility.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO This Summary has additional information in it.
For symbols in blue, see images below.
Sacred Sexuality – Symbols to Prevent Astral Rape, and to Support Our Expression of Sacred Sexuality
Divine Feminine
Seagull
Tree and Diamond (1)
Divine Masculine – 3 U’s
For a Feeling of Safety – and for Peace in the World
Gently Lapping Waves – to counter the feral drive of aggression, and to manifest peace in the world
Circle and Cross – the fire that warms us … for protection against negative beings of all sorts (2)
Mantra of protection: May the shield of Christ be before me!
Contact with Other Dimensions – Perfect Health
The Circle – the All – for unity and harmony with all creation. The circle is our star communication symbol, our symbol of communication with the star nations.
All is One, and One is All
Twined Snakes – kundalini or hara line – the vortex – the wormhole – travel to the stars, perfect health (3)
Free Will
Angles – and the Motion of Thought Forms that Are Trapped on Earth (4)
Waves Going Round in a Circle – to counter violent mind control waves – vortical motion vs angles
Reminder about using the prayer Your mind to the mind of God to counter another person’s mind control attempt using the phrase My mind to your mind
Abundance and Fertility – Ear of Corn
Conclusion – please hold these symbols as sacred
Joska Soos’ Paintings: Hand and Foot as Archetypal Images
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………………………………………………………………………………… BIOLOGICAL MARKERS AND ARCHETYPAL SYMBOLS top
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 1 — Seagull: Divine Feminine Biological Marker,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The outline of two concave lines that meet. They resemble a seagull in flight, or the upper edge of a woman’s upper lip; or the bottom edge of her thighs spread wide.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 1 — Seagull: Divine Feminine Biological Marker,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: The outline of two concave lines that meet. They resemble a seagull in flight, or the upper edge of a woman’s upper lip; or the bottom edge of her thighs spread wide.
………………………………………………………………………………………… Tree and Diamond: Divine Feminine Biological Marker
Composite Image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 2 — Tree and Diamond: Divine Feminine Biological Marker,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: On the left is a dark blob with lobed edges, like a deciduous tree or shrub seen from above. On the right is the outline of a rhombus … CREDITS: Left: “Tree as seen from above to use in vector maps,” by Setreset, from Wikimedia Commons, CC BY-SA 3.0. Right: rhombus, vector art, public domain.
Composite image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 2 — Tree and Diamond: Divine Feminine Biological Marker,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: On the left is a dark blob with lobed edges, like a deciduous tree or shrub seen from above. On the right is the outline of a rhombus …
CREDITS: Left: “Tree as seen from above to use in vector maps,” by Setreset, from Wikimedia Commons, CC BY-SA 3.0. Right: rhombus, vector art, public domain.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 3 — 3 U’s: Divine Masculine Biological Marker,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Tri-lobed shape, all lobes pointing downward, largest lobe in center. The outline is reminiscent of youthful male sexual organs.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 3 — 3 U’s: Divine Masculine Biological Marker,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Tri-lobed shape, all lobes pointing downward, largest lobe in center. The outline is reminiscent of youthful male sexual organs.
……………………………………………………………………………….. Gently Lapping Waves: Safety – Peace in the World
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 4 — Gently Lapping Waves: Safety – Peace in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Four wave shapes. These are reminiscent of gently lapping waves, like lake waves on a day when there is a light breeze.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 4 — Gently Lapping Waves: Safety – Peace in the World,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Four wave shapes. These are reminiscent of gently lapping waves, like lake waves on a day when there is a light breeze.
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. Circle and Cross: The Fire that Warms Us – Protection from All Sorts of Beings
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind — Circle and Cross: The Fire that Warms Us – Protection from All Sorts of Beings,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The outline of a circle, with a cross inside it. This is reminiscent of sticks laid for a campfire inside a circle of rocks, as in the primitive days of humankind … CREDIT: The circle itself is vector art, public domain.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind — Circle and Cross: The Fire that Warms Us – Protection from All Sorts of Beings,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: The outline of a circle, with a cross inside it. This is reminiscent of sticks laid for a campfire inside a circle of rocks, as in the primitive days of humankind …
CREDIT: The circle itself is vector art, public domain.
………………………………………………………………………………… The Circle: The All – for Unity and Harmony with All Creation.
The Circle Is Our Star Communication Symbol
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 6 — The Circle: The All – for Unity and Harmony with All Creation. The Circle Is Our Star Communication Symbol,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: A circle. This is reminiscent of the outline of a star, and of planet Earth … CREDIT: vector art, public domain.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 6 — The Circle: The All – for Unity and Harmony with All Creation. The Circle Is Our Star Communication Symbol,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: A circle. This is reminiscent of the outline of a star, and of planet Earth … CREDIT: vector art, public domain.
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Twined Snakes: Kundalini or Hara Line – the Vortex – the Wormhole –
Travel to the Stars – Perfect Health
Image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 7 — Twined Snakes: Kundalini or Hara Line – the Vortex – the Wormhole – Travel to the Stars – Perfect Health” … DESCRIPTION: Caduceus symbol: A winged staff, with two serpents twined about it. As may be recalled, the god Mercury, who in Roman mythology was known as the messenger of the gods, was depicted wearing a winged hat and winged shoes. Thus the wings on the symbol of the caduceus may be taken to mean that the twined snakes (the kundalini energy) gives us access to ‘the gods’ … i.e., the higher dimensions; the more traditional meaning being that a physician offers the Divine gift of healing to his patients … CREDIT: “Caduceus.svg,” image by Rama, vector by Eliot Lash, from Wikimedia Commons, public domain worldwide.
Image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 7 — Twined Snakes: Kundalini or Hara Line – the Vortex – the Wormhole – Travel to the Stars – Perfect Health” …
DESCRIPTION: Caduceus symbol: A winged staff, with two serpents twined about it. As may be recalled, the god Mercury, who in Roman mythology was known as the messenger of the gods, was depicted wearing a winged hat and winged shoes. Thus the wings on the symbol of the caduceus may be taken to mean that the twined snakes (the kundalini energy) gives us access to ‘the gods’ … i.e., the higher dimensions; the more traditional meaning being that a physician offers the Divine gift of healing to his patients …
CREDIT: “Caduceus.svg,” image by Rama, vector by Eliot Lash, from Wikimedia Commons, public domain worldwide.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………… Angles: The Motion of Thought Forms that Are Trapped on Earth
Image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 8 — Angles: The Motion of Thought Forms That Are Trapped on Earth.” … DESCRIPTION: On the right is a vertical line representing a mirror surface. Near top left is a point ‘P’ representing a light source; a line is drawn from that point to point ‘O’ which is midway along the length of the mirror. Between points ‘P’ and ‘O’ is drawn a line that represents travel of the light energy from point ‘P’ to point ‘O’ (where it hits and reflects off the mirror). A horizontal line labeled ‘normal’ intersects the mirror at point ‘O’. Between this ‘normal’ line and line ‘OP’ is the ‘angle of incidence’ labeled theta ‘i’. By this is meant the angle at which the light hits the mirror. We are looking at how the light will reflect off the mirror; the rule in this case being that the angle of incidence is equal to the angle of reflection. From point ‘O’ on the mirror, a line is drawn to point ‘Q’ near the bottom left of the image. The angle between line ‘OQ’ and the ‘normal’ line, labeled theta ‘r’, is the angle of reflection (which is equal to the angle of incidence). In the same way that light reflects angularly off the surface of a mirror, thought-forms that originate … a little like ‘points of light’ … in the beings of Earth, go soaring off through Earth’s atmosphere. Those that hit our ionosphere are deflected angularly back towards the surface of Earth, just as radio waves are deflected back to Earth … CREDIT: Image: “Angle of incidence = the angle of reflection on a mirror,” drawn by Johann Arvelius, 2005-09-26, file “Reflection angles.svg,” in Wikimedia Commons. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Image: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 8 — Angles: The Motion of Thought Forms That Are Trapped on Earth.” …
DESCRIPTION: On the right is a vertical line representing a mirror surface. Near top left is a point ‘P’ representing a light source; a line is drawn from that point to point ‘O’ which is midway along the length of the mirror. Between points ‘P’ and ‘O’ is drawn a line that represents travel of the light energy from point ‘P’ to point ‘O’ (where it hits and reflects off the mirror). A horizontal line labeled ‘normal’ intersects the mirror at point ‘O’. Between this ‘normal’ line and line ‘OP’ is the ‘angle of incidence’ labeled theta ‘i’. By this is meant the angle at which the light hits the mirror.
We are looking at how the light will reflect off the mirror; the rule in this case being that the angle of incidence is equal to the angle of reflection. From point ‘O’ on the mirror, a line is drawn to point ‘Q’ near the bottom left of the image. The angle between line ‘OQ’ and the ‘normal’ line, labeled theta ‘r’, is the angle of reflection (which is equal to the angle of incidence).
In the same way that light reflects angularly off the surface of a mirror, thought-forms that originate … a little like ‘points of light’ … in the beings of Earth, go soaring off through Earth’s atmosphere. Those that hit our ionosphere are deflected angularly back towards the surface of Earth, just as radio waves are deflected back to Earth …
CREDIT: Image: “Angle of incidence = the angle of reflection on a mirror,” drawn by Johann Arvelius, 2005-09-26, file “Reflection angles.svg,” in Wikimedia Commons. This file is licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 2.5 Generic, 2.0 Generic and 1.0 Generic license.
Here is a further explanation of the above archetypal image …
This image shows how various layers of Earth’s atmosphere reflect radio waves and heat (‘greenhouse effect’) back to earth; and how various layers deflect energy incoming to Earth. For instance, the magnetosphere deflects high energy particles incoming from outer space; and the ozone layer screens out ultraviolet rays.
Image: “The Atmosphere is composed of five layers: Magnetosphere, Ionosphere, Ozone layer, Stratosphere, Troposphere … each of which plays its role in protecting and nurturing Earth … the perfect cocoon for Life,” from TheExplanacion.com … https://theexplanation.com/earths-atmosphere-ingredients-life/ ..
Not shown is how the noosphere of Earth is contained within the Ionosphere, because of the electrical properties of both. Also not shown is the ability of vortical thought forms to pierce through Earth’s atmospheric layers so as to contact the higher intelligence of the Spirit of our Sun, and from there, on to the Spirits of the greater Suns of our Universe.
Thus, through vortical motion, the heart and mind and will of man can align, ultimately, with the great Heart, the great Mind, and the great Will of God himself … of that One who created the All … all the beings, all the planets, all the Suns, and all that lies between them.
These are the great ‘cascades’ of energy through our Universe, and particularly in the atmosphere of our Earth … cascades that nourish us with Solar energy, and protect us from cosmic rays, and allow us to experience Soul lessons in karma through the containment of our subtle bodies (whether embodied or disembodied) and their thought-form communications within the magnetosphere of our planet.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Waves Going Round in a Circle: To Counter Violent Mind Control Waves
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 9 — Waves Going Round in a Circle: To Counter Violent Mind Control Waves,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: A circle interrupted by arrows, indicating clockwise motion. This is the cross section of a vortex, which cuts through angularly reflected thought forms from other Earth beings … CREDIT: The circle is vector art, public domain.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 9 — Waves Going Round in a Circle: To Counter Violent Mind Control Waves,” adaptation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: A circle interrupted by arrows, indicating clockwise motion. This is the cross section of a vortex, which cuts through angularly reflected thought forms from other Earth beings …
CREDIT: The circle is vector art, public domain.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Visualization – Your Mind to the Mind of God: To Counter Another Person’s
Mind Control Attempt
Drawing: “Visualization – Your Mind to the Mind of God: To Counter Another Person’s Mind Control Attempt,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: On the right is a cartoon of a person sitting, with a surprised look on their face. Above them is a scowling face looking downward, with a hand on top of the surprised person’s head. Above the scowling head are five vertical lines, indicated a vertical descent of energy. On the left are 3 captions: “1.This is you” … with an arrow pointing to the surprised person; “2. Mind Control Dude says; ‘My mind to your mind'” … with an arrow pointing to the scowling face above the surprised person; and “3. You say: ‘Your mind to the mind of God’ and visualize white light streaming down” … with an arrow pointing to the five vertical lines above the scowling face.
Drawing: “Visualization – Your Mind to the Mind of God: To Counter Another Person’s Mind Control Attempt,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: On the right is a cartoon of a person sitting, with a surprised look on their face. Above them is a scowling face looking downward, with a hand on top of the surprised person’s head. Above the scowling head are five vertical lines, indicated a vertical descent of energy.
On the left are 3 captions: “1.This is you” … with an arrow pointing to the surprised person; “2. Mind Control Dude says; ‘My mind to your mind'” … with an arrow pointing to the scowling face above the surprised person; and “3. You say: ‘Your mind to the mind of God’ and visualize white light streaming down” … with an arrow pointing to the five vertical lines above the scowling face.
…………………………………………………………….. Ear of Corn: Abundance and Fertility
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 10 — Ear of Corn: Abundance and Fertility,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: An ear of corn, with husk around it.
Drawing: “Archetypal Images to Support and Protect Humankind 10 — Ear of Corn: Abundance and Fertility,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 September 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: An ear of corn, with husk around it.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. Joska Soos’ Paintings: Hand and Foot as Archetypal Images
Here are two of Joska Soos’s paintings that show the hand and foot as archetypal images of humankind. This image of the hand, which was used long ago in cave drawings, is also known to the star beings as the symbol for humankind.
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Archetypal Sounds of Humankind top
I have done a blog about a vision I had to do with Archetypal Sounds marking incarnational rites of passage. Like Archetypal Images, Archetypal Sounds are part of our incarnational Akashic records (or so I feel) …
Link: “Incarnational Touchstones,” a vision by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 August 2016; transcribed on 6 October 2018; revised on 23 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-60X ..
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 18 September 2016; published on 20 September 2016; revised on 20 August 2017 and on 11 September 2024
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FOOTNOTES
(1) For more on the symbol for the Divine Feminine known as the ‘tree and the diamond’ see Link: “The Manhood Mental Filter,” by Alice B. Clagett … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5if ..
Citation: “The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, the Atlantean,” by M. Doreal.
(3) Mastery of the risen kundalini energy helps a person live a long, happy, healthy, and blessed life. I learned kundalini yoga from the Healthy, Happy, Holy Organization (3HO) … https://www.3ho.org/… I feel they are very good, dedicated teachers. 3HO has free yoga information on their website, and free tutorials on youtube.
(4) For more on Angels …
Link: “Life on Earth,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 28 March 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-31G ..
Link: “The Emerald Tablets of Thoth: Circles and Angles,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 26 March 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-58v ..
Characteristics and Limitations of the Mind of the Small Child
The Lower Mental Body is like a child before it reaches the age of reason.
Qualities of the Left Brain, Which Takes Over When the Age of Reason Is Attained
The Faultiness of the Typical Social Construct Is the Presumption That a Person Has Only One Timeline
This is the notion upon which the left brain bases its decisions on actions in the world.
The Further Left Brain Notion That the Child Must Take the Consequences of His Actions for the Rest of His Life
On Rediscovering the Inner Child
After decades, when one remembers one’s childhood, one may begin to heal childhood upsets, befriend the inner child, and accept the spontaneity, joy, and laughter of the Lower Mental Body.
Unified Mind
The left and right brain, the voluntary and involuntary nervous system … all the neurons of the body, can become one Unified Mind.
The Boundary Area Between the ‘Child Within’ and the Higher Mind: Where Astral Chatter Arises Prior to Attaining Unified Mind
We may hear this in our own energy field, or in that of a friend or family member, and mistakenly think it is the voice of a stranger.
As the Boundary Area Begins to Break Down, We Begin to Hear the Voice of the Inner Child
It is not a stranger to be put off, ridiculed, or ignored. The way to get rid of the voice is to offer the inner child unconditional love, and an open astral ear.
Tiny Electric Charges Going Off In Abdomen
After the inner child’s voice is heard, and after it becomes certain that it is loved, that small voice within becomes quiet. Then when one calls the inner child, the energy of the Lower Mental Body may be felt as pinpoints of light or tiny electric charges, that surge upward to the heart.
The Sound of the Voice and the Emotion Conveyed Are of Paramount Importance When Talking to the Inner Child
Ways to Get in Touch with the Inner Child
“A Talk with the Inner Child,” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett, Video and Words
Video 2 by Alice
Summary of Video 2
“You Are the Best Little Child,” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
“A Song for the Inner Child,” Composed and Sung by Alice B. Clagett
This video is about integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body so as to achieve Unified Mind.
There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I thought I would go into a little more detail about the nature of the relationship between the Lower Mental Body and the Higher Mental Body. It goes like this …
Characteristics and Limitations of the Mind of the Small Child The Lower Mental Body is like a child before it reaches the age of reason.
When we are small, before we reach the age of reason … when we are little children; toddlers, say … there is a type of intelligence we have, that everybody loves. If you think back to relationship we have with children of that age … to the way that they feel and think and respond to our talking to them and our holding them and feeding them, and so forth, you will begin to understand the nature of the Lower Mental Body.
You may recall that a child of that age needs to be told things again and again, because its memory is not very great. It has some memory of things, especially things like sleeping and eating and walking and so forth; but not so much of a memory of the type of facts that grownups cotton to … things like dates and schedules and calendars … things like timelines, for instance.
It knows about Christmas, because of the feelings associated with Christmas; but typically does not know when Christmas will be … how long from now that might be. So it has no notion of timelines and historical perspective … although it likes to hear stories about that. It likes to hear about how things were, long ago, and so forth.
Also, it does not have much of an ability to reason things through … to work with logic. The left brain, I guess, is not very developed. But intuition is there; that is the right brain, right? And so very young children generally cannot work out problems of math, and usually cannot do geometry. They can play music, because music is kind of a bridge between left-brain mathematics and the intuitive, feeling world.
They also do not have a strong grasp of what is socially acceptable, and what is not; although, from an early age, parents take pains to help them to understand what will help them to get along in society, and what behaviors will not.
So that time before the age of reason … which is maybe eight or nine years of age; maybe a little different … before the age of reason, a child can be instructed in what I would call character or morality … the social niceties. And then after that age begins the formal education in things like mathematics and science, and so forth.
You will also recall how spontaneously the toddler laughs, and how infectious that is; if the toddler laughs, everyone in the room might start laughing too. And how lovable they are … incredibly lovable. And how sweet; how they reflect their moods without a social mask. So for instance, if they get very angry, everyone in the room knows about it.
It takes love and hugs and that kind of thing to calm them down and to bring them back from tears to laughter. So … physical contact … tactile contact … physical stimulation … are extremely important to the toddler’s development. Let’s see what else …
The tone of voice that we use to the toddler is also very important. Moms often have this down. They know exactly which tone of voice to use, to make the child understand that it is deeply loved, so that it can get over its fears … to admonish the child, in case they need to do that, in such a way that it is not destructive to the child’s self-esteem, but still prevents the behavior that must stop from occurring. Yes? So moms have a well modulated way of inculcating social values and morals and so forth. They do it in such a way that the child is not Soul-wounded by the experience.
Now there is always room, in every child’s young life, for a slip-up on the part of the parents, is there not? And parents, without a doubt … down here in this realm of Duality … are bound to slip up occasionally. And so the minor instances, where a parent well meaning and certainly well intended, slips up during a child’s very early youth … those are what we call Soul wounding that the child carries.
So that is what I have to say on the Lower Mental Body, which we all experience in the first few years of our life.
Qualities of the Left Brain, Which Takes Over When the Age of Reason Is Attained
Then when the age of reason is reached, the left brain kicks in; and the left brain typically … because of social approval … peer approval … and especially parental authority, school authority, school teacher approval … the left brain has a tendency to take over, and leave behind the feeling world of childhood.
The truth of the matter is, as the age of reason hits us we become much less lovable. [laughs] And that is because we are hiding behind a social mask. We are calculating what might happen in the future, and figuring out what happened in the past, instead of living in the moment. And we tend to delay our joys, and not follow our heart, because of our notion of timelines.
The Faultiness of the Typical Social Construct Is the Presumption That a Person Has Only One Timeline This is the notion upon which the left brain bases its decisions on actions in the world.
Timelines are a very interesting and helpful concept for humankind; but not the kind of timeline that we employ after we reach the age of reason. This is because the social construct of timelines is faulty. And I have discussed this in other blogs.
But basically, we can pick whatever timeline we want. We can jump timelines, into any time that we want. We can merge old timelines that are of no value to us, with Awareness timelines that we really like.
So the concept of a static timeline with karmic implications is not very useful now, after the 2012 Shift. Now we have the realm of all possibilities, and we have the ability to jump to any alternate timeline that we wish.
The Further Left Brain Notion That the Child Must Take the Consequences of His Actions for the Rest of His Life
To get back to the poor child, after the age of reason, stuck in the notion that there is only one timeline, and that here he or she has to take the consequences of his or her actions for the rest of his or her life … that they can come to decisions in the world that are incontrovertibly detrimental to them … that they can make fatal mistakes, and that they had better watch out, or else!
Some say: Or else they will go to hell! And others say: Or else they will go to prison! And others say: Or else they will be sent to a mental institution! Or else that they had better see a psychologist or psychiatrist! Or else that they will be sent to detention hall! Or else that they will be flunked out of school! Or else that all kinds of terrible things can happen to a child that does not do what he or she is supposed to do! Right?
These two faulty notions: that of the timeline ‘graven in stone’ and that of the karmic trap we create through our actions, take much of the joy out of our existence, and prevent us from following the heart … for there is that fear; that constant fear of acting in the world in conflict with societal expectations.
On Rediscovering the Inner Child After decades, when one remembers one’s childhood, one may begin to heal childhood upsets, befriend the inner child, and accept the spontaneity, joy, and laughter of the Lower Mental Body.
The years go on, for this young person who has reached the age of reason. Then … they might be in their twenties or thirties, or much later … they may remember their childhood way of being, and begin to realize that all the neuronal learning … all the wiring for the type of behavior and the ability to receive and project joy, that they experienced in their early years, still exists … basically in the lower intestine, in that area of the body, as the Lower Mental Body.
Some call this ‘getting in touch with the inner child’; it is the same thing. We begin to remember how we were; and we begin to accept all the spontaneity, all the joy and laughter and happiness … just the total joie de vivre of that child … and incorporate it in our own essence.
Unified Mind The left and right brain, the voluntary and involuntary nervous system … all the neurons of the body, can become one Unified Mind.
In this way the left brain and the right brain join through the corpus callosum. And the neurons of those areas of the head and of the spinal column join with the ‘outer’ neurons … the neurons of the intestine and the other internal organs, and so forth. It all becomes Awareness. We become aware of all these portions of our nervous system … the autonomic nervous system, the involuntary nervous system, the voluntary nervous system … We have a lot of ways of describing all this; but basically, all the nervous system becomes one.
The Boundary Area Between the ‘Child Within’ and the Higher Mind: Where Astral Chatter Arises Prior to Attaining Unified Mind We may hear this in our own energy field, or in that of a friend or family member, and mistakenly think it is the voice of a stranger.
Sometimes, people become aware of the ‘child within’ … the Lower Mental Body … first, on the clair plane … in themselves. Or more likely, they will clair hear the ‘child within’ their significant other. They may think that their significant other is actually talking to a third party, when in fact, in a pretty much subconscious way … at the borderline between consciousness (which is the Higher Mental Body) and unconsciousness (which is the repressed area of the Lower Mental Body), that ‘astral chatter’ arises in the significant other.
There, in that borderline area of communication … through your own tutelage, or through their own leap into Awareness of Unified Mind … they can become aware of what is going on in the Lower Mental Body.
Do not make the mistake of thinking that they are talking to someone else. They are just coming to consciousness of their own second self … their own ‘better half’, as it were.
As the Boundary Area Begins to Break Down, We Begin to Hear the Voice of the Inner Child It is not a stranger to be put off, ridiculed, or ignored. The way to get rid of the voice is to offer the inner child unconditional love, and an open astral ear.
I hope this helps in an understanding of what many people are now going through; coming into contact with maybe the ‘sulky’ child, or the child throwing a tantrum, or the little child hiding away and certain that he or she will never be loved. I hope it helps in speaking to that child; reassuring it that it that that child will always be loved … more than anything! … better than anything! … unconditionally loved.
I hope in helps in just listening to that child … as was not done very often, in early childhood. Mom just does not have time to listen to all that prattle, you know? There is a very great deal of talking that needs to be heard from the Lower Mental Body, by the Higher Mental Body. So … with patience … with love … we can come to the fullness of understanding of who we are, in the mental realms.
Tiny Electric Charges Going Off In Abdomen After the inner child’s voice is heard, and after it becomes certain that it is loved, that small voice within becomes quiet. Then when one calls the inner child, the energy of the Lower Mental Body may be felt as pinpoints of light or tiny electric charges, that surge upward to the heart.
I ought to talk for a minute or two about what happened to me after I became more familiar with my Lower Mental Body, my ‘inner child’. We had a few talks, over a few days, and then a week or so later. And then after that it seemed like the emotional affect that had been left over from childhood mellowed out … as if the personality of the inner child changed, and became more trusting and loving and open.
I began to sense tiny electric charges going off in my colon and then my other internal organs. When I called the inner child, I could feel the electric energy … I could pinpoint sensations of electric energy coursing up, to meet in and meld with my heart.
It became less of an experience of a personality there (as in the beginning), than of a unifying of a field of energy that had to do with the electrical operation of the neurons in my body … both in my head and in my spine, and in various places elsewhere. This sensation of all that becoming united, I call the experience of Unified Mind.
The Sound of the Voice and the Emotion Conveyed Are of Paramount Importance When Talking to the Inner Child
One thing that I have found out about my inner child, is that the sound of my voice, and the emotion I am conveying, are the most important thing. When I speak to my inner child, what I am trying to convey a feeling of enthusiastic love … the kind of love that lasts forever … the kind of love that no circumstance will ever contravene … the kind of love that a mom has while playing with her young child. It is this, the sound of the voice, and the emotion conveyed, that heal the inner child.
Here are an image and a video of a mom talking to her young child … just to give a notion of the way that the voice sounds, and the types of words that are used, which are so effective in healing the inner child, the child within …
Video: Mom talking to baby, by Danielle Lowe, 19 July 2015 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdLKpxktJB4... Notice the eye contact, the emotional content, and the way the voices sound. Notice the mom’s repetitive phrases, and the baby’s very simple replies.
I call them the ‘lost children of the Soul,’ as we may have more than one … a couple … or one that keeps changing, expressing childhood wounding situations.
Ways to Get in Touch with the Inner Child
It is a very interesting journey: Taking the hand of the inner child, and going on that journey of the upsets of early childhood. Let’s see … Here are a few ways of talking …
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“A Talk with the Inner Child” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett Video and Words
6 September 2016
Here is a conversation … just my side of the conversation … followed by No you don’t! on the other side … I am not going to talk about that side! …
Video 2 by Alice
Summary of Video 2: Soundtrack and Words
I love you! … [whispered response: No you don’t!]
I love you!! … [whispered response: No you don’t!]
I love you more than anything! … [whispered response: Well, maybe!]
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“You Are the Best Little Child” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words 6 September 2016
You are the best little child! You are the sweetest little child! You are the nicest little child in the whole wide world! I love you! Yes, I do!
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And here is a song for the inner child …
“A Song for the Inner Child”
Composed and Sung by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words 6 September 2016
You can count on me! Woo-hoo! You can count on me! Ah-ha! No matter what! No matter what! You can count on me!
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On Reading or Singing to Our Inner Child. There may be those who just do not like that idea of talking baby talk like that, or just do not have the experience. And so I have another idea for developing a friendship with the inner child … one that anybody in the whole, wide world can do …
When we were young, most of us enjoyed hearing nursery rhymes and the golden books … the children’s stories … that our parents read to us. And that inner child that is within our gut … down in our ‘lower triangle’ … still remembers those stories. So a fail-safe way of developing this relationship … this unified mind … is to find some children’s books … some nursery rhymes and children’s stories … and then just read them ourselves, maybe right before bedtime. Guaranteed to work, over time!
This is the last thing along those lines; and that lullabies and songs from childhood … to buy some of those old CDs with the lullabies and songs on them, and play them right before bedtime.
These are some of the many ways to befriend the Lower Mental Body: Enthusiastic, motherly ‘baby talk’; singing it little made-up songs; reciting nursery rhymes and children’s stories; or playing lullabies and songs from childhood. I believe, amongst all those tools, there will be something that is bound to work for you.
On Visualizing a Little Child Sitting on Our Lap. As you employ these techniques, imagine and visualize that you actually have a little child sitting on your lap. Imagine it is smiling and laughing happily as you talk to it or sing to it. This act of visualization is very important to the technique, as it brings forth the wholeness of feeling from your energy field that will be needed for the transformation and unification process to take place.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 6 September 2016; published on 7 September 2016; revised on 16 May 2023
Previously titled: Integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body
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MORE INFORMATION
The phrase ‘inner child’, I feel, is itself an ‘image word’ that deeply affects the subconscious mind, whose language consists of image words. For more on the language of the inner mind, see …
Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..
See also my blog category: Inner child – lost children of the Soul – repressed memories – repressed emotions
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PHOTOS BY ALICE
Image: “Yellow Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Yellow Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Yellow and Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Yellow and Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 23 October 2016
Previously titled: Subconscious Symbolism: Personal Names and Streets … and … Subconscious Symbolism: Personal Names and the Street We Live On
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Our Names
Streets on Which We Grow Up
Photos by Alice
Dear Ones,
This video is about how our given names, surnames, and the street we live on can have a subconscious influence on us. There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
This is a video about subconscious symbolism and the acting out that is likely to result from our given names and the places where we live, specifically the streets where we live. This can also be applied to other types of names with which our subconscious mind identifies … such as our last name, or ‘surname’; and the town in which we lived as children.
Our Names
Every name has its subconscious symbolism. I have, more like than not, seen people acting out the symbolism of their names on a subconscious level throughout my life. I feel you will find that true as well, if you go into an analysis of people’s names.
For instance, my first name ‘Alice’: When I was young, people used to say: What’s your first name?
And I would say: Alice, as in ‘Alice in Wonderland’ … They did remember very well because of that, but the problem is that I said it so many times that I sort of got the feeling I was living an imaginary life, instead of a real life, you know?
So these terms that we use, that are associated with our names, have a great significance in our lives.
Streets on Which We Grow Up
Also, the streets on which we grow up have a subconscious symbolism. For instance, I grew up on a street called ‘Ritchie-Marlboro Road’ because at one end of that long, country road there was a place called ‘Ritchie Store’, which was the only store around there back then. Now it is totally subdivisions and convenience stores there. But back then there was a ‘Ritchie Store’. it was a great landmark. You could get gas there, as well as candy … things like that.
The other end of the road went to Marlboro; it was a little town, a county seat of Prince George’s County. And so the road on which we lived was called the ‘Ritchie-Marlboro Road’.
These two words … ‘Ritchie’ and ‘Marlboro’ … have significance. ‘Marlboro’ is associated with the notion of smoking tobacco; so there is this issue to avoid. And ‘Ritchie’ has to do with the notion that you are better than other people, you know? … that you are the ‘rich’ people (even though you are not the rich people). [laughs]
So there is a tendency to look down on people, and there is a tendency to use tobacco; those things both need to be avoided. And that is just one example.
Photos by Alice
Image: “Pink Flowers on a Tree 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Pink Flowers on a Tree 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Pink Flowers on a Tree 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Pink Flowers on a Tree 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 August 2016, CC BY-SA 4.0
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
See also … Link: “Subconscious Aspects of the Given Name Jason,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 28 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ab ..
symbolism, subconscious symbolism, given names, surnames, street names, personal names, photos by Alice, acting out, stories, stories by Alice, name symbolism,
Written and published 15 August 2016; revised on 7 July 2018
THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY
BLOOD SACRIFICE AND CANNIBALISM
RAIDING: KILLING OF MEN
STEALING OF ANOTHER MAN’S MANHOOD
‘BLOOD BROTHER’ BONDING
IN SUMMARY
VIDEO BY ALICE … EGO 1: CIRCLE OF ONE … I AM THE ONLY EGO IN THE WORLD
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
The 4-Year-Old Boy Who Burned His Mom and Tasted Her Charred Body
People as Chess Pieces; and the ASP the Only Player
Comfort Through Sacrifice of the Mother or the Wife-Mother
Cannibalism as an ASP ‘Black Communion’
The Progress of Humankind from Blood Sacrifice to Bloodless, Symbolic Sacrifice
Conclusion
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Antisocial Personality Disorder
Blood Sacrifice
Raiding
Dear Ones,
For those not in the know, this blog is not about me; I researched the topic to do with what intuition told me might be a ‘Controller’ who was the head of a ‘killing cult’. I had left the group, and felt at the time (some time ago) that I was in danger of being murdered by members of the group at his behest, and because of his anger towards me at leaving the group as soon as I got a whiff of what was going on there.
This blog is the result of my effort to understand the Weltanschauung of a person I heard about on the astral plane, who purportedly had the catastrophic childhood experience described in the two links below…
Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 … See the subheading: Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
Link: “Serial Killers: Wikipedia vs Astral Stories,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 November 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6pR ..
Here is one case of atypical concept of ego, to do with a child’s loss of the mother in early childhood. The person thinks: I am the only ego in the world. Everyone else is just an piece on my chessboard!
THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY
The result is what is termed in psychology ‘the antisocial personality’.
The sexual subtheme in the early childhood wounding, in this instance, resulted in sexuality being confused with death and killing, and expressing itself in this context as the child grew up.
Each of these expressions of killing as linked to sexuality can, I feel, be described as atavistic, as expressing themes worked through and generally sublimated in the progress of humankind from savagery to civilization.
In the instance described in the video, I feel this occurred because the shock of loss of the mother in early childhood threw the child back to a time before he began to learn socialization skills. Because the mother was gone, and he was all alone, there was a reorganization of his world view that excluded the mother. So the behaviors he undertook as he grew up excluded the concepts of family and a larger community, although I feel it had some kinship with primitive tribal practices.
BLOOD SACRIFICE AND CANNIBALISM
For instance, this young person turned to cannibalism as an expression of communion with his mother, and in terms of the subconscious mind, symbolically being nurtured by the mother, who had passed on. This was expressed in ‘blood sacrifice’ of wives in later life.
This ritual sacrifice of the ‘wife’ or ‘mother’ was one of several blood sacrifice themes expressed by this person as he matured. In the video, I’ve described how this theme of blood sacrifice is an atavism, a throw-back to the early history of humankind, one such instance being the ancient Aztec practice of blood sacrifice of human beings to ensure the annual fertility of crops.
This practice may have had to do with subconscious symbolism: Early man may have observed women’s menstrual blood flowing, followed by conception of a child. He may have missed out on the role played by men, and the significance of semen. Thus the subconscious might have made a shortcut like this: Blood must flow, for fertility to occur.
It might also have had to do with early humankind’s experience of fierce predators such as lions and tigers dragging off their tribes people during the night. After such an incident, which must have inspired terror in the tribes people, there would have been a lull of a few days as the predator would be well stocked with food, and this would bring a feeling of relief, of temporary safety. These no doubt recurring incidents might have given the tribe the notion that fears, such as that of starvation through a poor harvest, could be quelled by offering human sacrifice.
As humankind matured, this blood sacrifice was toned down to sacrifice of animals, such as the sacrifice of lambs and goats described in the Bible. Then in more modern times, Christian churches express
RAIDING: KILLING OF MEN
Another was to make lone, nightly forays to kill men for a feeling of sexual thrill. Should this raiding have taken place in the context of a small group of companions or underlings, this would be more reminiscent of tribal aggressive expression of a head-man or warlord nature.
These practices have their precedents in ancient human times, as, for instance, in the forays of armed, horsed men such as those of Attila the Hun (434 to 453), the Viking raids of England (8th and 9th century), by modern-day soldiers of fortune, and in many other instances in human history.
There is less of a congruence with modern-day wars, which are sanctioned by governments. Rather, It seems to me that this person’s behavior in regard to killing of men was an atavistic expression of killing individually undertaken.
STEALING OF ANOTHER MAN’S MANHOOD
Another of his means of sexual expression was as follows: Together with another man, he would assault a lone young man; his friend would restrain the young man, and he would lop off the tip of the penis and swallow it. This latter practice, which carries back to ancient days of the human race, expresses the subconscious symbolism of stealing the manhood from another person and consuming it so as to magnify one’s own manhood.
‘BLOOD BROTHER’ BONDING
On the astral plane, his sexual expression sometimes contrived as follows: He would arrange for a second man, a friend, to perpetrate a murder on the same day and at the same time as he. The antisocial personality, being clairvoyant and capable of astral travel, would experience the thrill of two murders at the same time … the murder done by his friend, and that done by himself.
Modern-day governments sanction bonding as ‘blood brothers’ through war. Street gangs also do this, to cement membership loyalty. The distinction with the person in the video has to do with the individuality of it: an agreement by two friends, not sanctioned by a government. One is, in this instance, one’s own government. One makes one’s own rules.
Bonding as ‘blood brothers’ among the young today is more often practiced without the murder of others. For instance, I recall from childhood the suggestion of a ritual pricking of fingers, drawing of blood, and touching together and mingling of blood, among young friends. Also, of tasting the blood drawn from a friend’s finger. Here is a stepping down of the ancient ritual, so that the very powerful subconscious symbolism is expressed, but in a way more amenable to societal expectations.
IN SUMMARY
Because of the atavistic nature of the above acts, I feel that the astral story conveying this antisocial personality energy may be clearing through primitive archetypal memories of the human race. I also feel that the person or persons enacting these antisocial personality skits during the great clearing of the Awakening, have expressed Soul agreements to help with the clearing.
Speaking to the arena of law enforcement, in the context of the welfare of the human community, I nevertheless feel that it would be best to restrain antisocial personalities from acting out during the Awakening, insofar as possible.
VIDEO BY ALICE … EGO 1: CIRCLE OF ONE … I AM THE ONLY EGO IN THE WORLD
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Lightly edited … text in green font is not in the video …
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
The 4-Year-Old Boy Who Burned His Mom and Tasted Her Charred Body
I have a very interesting story to tell you about a special case of ego, and how ego interacts with the world. But before I do that, I need to go over a story that I told, some years ago, regarding a different kind of ego interaction with the world, where, because of early childhood loss, and a very traumatic event that happens in early childhood, a person turns to a type of ego patterning where their ego, they feel, is actually the only ego in the world. And all other purported people in the world are just like pieces on his chessboard … not real people. Ok?
Then after you hear this earlier story, you will have a good basis for comparing it to the new story that I am going to tell you in another video. So here is the old story, coming up. What it results in, just to let you know, is what they call ‘antisocial personality’ (the ASP). I guess they call it that because the way that the ego is viewed … the worldview of the person who has this notion of ego … results in behaviors that are very much in contrast to the way that most people relate to other people. So here goes …
This is a story about a young person who lived with his family in a very rural, remote area, in his early childhood. And his father had gone off someplace. And he was home, then, with his mother. He was maybe 4 or 5 years old, home with his mother and a new infant that she had.
He wanted to climb in bed with his mother, who had had some liquor to drink. He had a sexual feeling, or she did, and she pushed him out of the bed. And he became angry. And he went and set fire to the house, out in this rural area. And the house burned down, and everybody died.
So then he found the mother’s body, that was charred up. He was all alone, in the middle of nowhere, and hungry. And he tried a tiny taste of the mom.
And that led to a life in which he believed that he was the only ego anywhere. He had a kind of setback. You know, at the age of 2, children begin to learn ‘I’ … No! I will not! I am different from mom!
And so this young person, unfortunately, was about 4 years old, and the shock of what happened to him … seemingly his own fault, right? … the shock of that was so great that it set him back, to before that marker where we learn the ego is different from the ego of the mother.
People as Chess Pieces; and the ASP the Only Player
And so, because he knew his mother was dead, he became The Only Ego Anywhere. And for him, everyone else that he saw was just a part of his own … like pieces on a chessboard … and that he was the only player.
And so, in his life, he felt he had the perfect right to move these pieces around anywhere he wanted. And that they themselves had no free will. And this attitude that he had … which was very unusual, from the standpoint of ego … allowed him to express his world view by Mind Controlling and hypnotizing everyone else that he had met.
And so, that is one very unusual way of expressing ego in the world of duality; in the third and fourth dimensions. I just say that by way of a flashback to what has been talked about previously, about catastrophic early childhood loss … I think there were a few blogs like that. And how it changes our concept of who we are; of what our ego is, and what the world is, and what all the humans in the world really are. And how unusual that point of view is.
So from that point of view, a person easily turns to antisocial behavior, because it does not make any difference, from their point of view, what happens to other people, as long as they derive pleasure from what happens. Do you see? Pleasure, or comfort, or a sense of being loved. It does not matter whether those people live or die, at all.
Comfort Through Sacrifice of the Mother or the Wife-Mother
And also, because that very young person sampled a piece of the mom’s body, at a time when he experienced loss, and derived comfort or sustenance from that, he came to feel that women existed to provide him with nourishment (like meat). So he became a cannibal … a cannibal of women.
And in that way, he transformed the notion of mother’s milk … which is the typical way of conceiving receiving sustenance from the mother … into the notion of sacrificing the mother; drinking her blood, and eating her flesh … which is a very unconventional way of viewing the mother – child relationship.
Again, it involves feeling that the person that is in the motherly relationship with what they call the ‘antisocial personality’ (the ASP) … that person is an expendable chess piece on the antisocial personality’s … the ‘I Am the Only Ego’ person’s … gameboard of life.
So that person may have numberless substitute mother relationships throughout their life … typically in relationship, feeling that they are wives to him, that he then eventually sacrifices in the same way that the sacrifice of his mother occurred.
Cannibalism as an ASP ‘Black Communion’
And this is a form of blood sacrifice; something like the notion of the catholic church, of sacrificing Christ’s body and blood for transformation of the person. Only, the Church uses a substitute, something very nourishing for that. And it is their way of saying that cannibalism is not the way to go.
The Progress of Humankind from Blood Sacrifice to Bloodless, Symbolic Sacrifice
There were times, in the history of humankind, when blood sacrifice was used … say, the Aztec times … to create in the people a notion that they would receive nourishment from the growing maize and so forth … the growing crops … through blood sacrifice. In a way that’s true; but the more socially acceptable, current-day usage of the notion of sacrifice, is for the mother to give the child milk, or place food on the table every day. And that is the way that most people look at it.
What this person did … what we call ‘cannibalism’ today … this person was thrown back to the ancient memories of humankind, when, in fact, we did have, first blood sacrifice of people, then moving on, to blood sacrifice of animals, as in the Old Testament … lambs, for instance; maybe goats … and then moving on to sharing of the bread and wine, and so forth.
Conclusion
So, that’s Unusual Ego Concepts Number One. And in a separate video, since this one has turned out to be so long, I will discuss the second idea about unusual concepts of ego.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
See also: Link: “Ego 2: One Ego Encapsulated in Another; Body Co-Tenancy and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 August 2016, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-613 ..
Alice B. Clagett
