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Triple Multiple Personality Disorder . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 29 May 2018; revised on 23 February 2019; on 25 April 2020; and on 1 November 2020
Note:
While it seems to me that I may once have had an experience of encountering a multiple personality such as the one described below, the people in the below images do not in the least resemble the man I encountered. In fact, I chose these images for that reason.

  • MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: SHIVERING VICTIM OF A DYSFUNCTIONAL EGO?
  • MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: IS A SERIAL KILLER LURKING BEHIND THE DYSFUNCTIONAL FACADE?
  • TWO PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONAS: ‘JIM’ THE NORMAL AND ‘PANTHER’ THE SERIAL KILLER
  • ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MY ENCOUNTER WITH A ‘PANTHER’ PERSONA
  • A THIRD PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONA: ‘ESTELLE’, THE VICTIM STAND-IN
  • DOES THE ‘PANTHER’ PERSONAL OF A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY HAVE THE ABILITY TO HYPNOTIZE HIS INTENDED VICTIM?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FABRICATE EVIDENCE THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE ACTING OUT HIS PERSONALITY ROLES?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY WISH TO ACT IN OR CREATE MOVIES THAT SUPPORT HIS ‘PANTHER’ PERSONALITY AS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE?
  • MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FEEL THAT CRIME MAKEOVERS ARE TRUE ALTERATIONS OF EGO?
  • OBSESSION OF A VICTIM BY DEMONIC ENERGIES COURSING THROUGH THE ‘PANTHER’: FACT OR FICTION?

Dear Ones,

Because I once apparently encountered a perilous situation with regard to a multiple personality … the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde of literary fame … I have added this blog to the category: Alice’s perilous tales

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: SHIVERING VICTIM OF A DYSFUNCTIONAL EGO?

I looked up Multiple Personality Disorder (which is also called ‘Dissociative Identity Disorder’) in Wikipedia …

Link: “Dissociative Identity Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_identity_disorder ..

There I found this image …

“Image: “illustration depicting an individual with dissociative identity disorder.” by 04Mukti, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Dissociative_identity_disorder.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 unported

Image: “Illustration depicting an individual with dissociative identity disorder.” by 04Mukti, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Dissociative_identity_disorder.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 unported

I have seen Multiple Personality Disorder described in the literature in terms reminiscent of the above image … to the effect that a person with Multiple Personality Disorder is a sad and shivering victim of a dysfunctional ego, splintered into many different mirrors of the roles the victim sees being played out in other people.

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER: IS A SERIAL KILLER LURKING BEHIND THE DYSFUNCTIONAL FACADE?

In some cases, I feel this clinical impression of the disorder to be disarming and misleading. Specifically, when Multiple Personality Disorder results from a catastrophic childhood experience (1),  the sexually expressive personality can have a ‘kill for the thrill’ aspect, as in the case of Jack the Ripper. (2) In other words, the sexual aspect may be that of a sexual predator (3) …

In such instances I feel there might be three personalities: The Normal, The Serial Killer, and the Victim Stand-in. Each personality might have a different name, if overheard on the ‘astral airs’ … These might be startlingly different names, like Jim, for the ‘normal’; Estelle, for the ‘victim stand-in’, and Panther, for the serial killer or ‘Jack the Ripper’ personality. These are just ‘made up’ names I am using as examples below.

TWO PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONAS: ‘JIM’ THE NORMAL AND ‘PANTHER’ THE SERIAL KILLER

I priorly used the below image in a different context (see “The Threat of Obsession by Demonic Energies: Truth or Fiction?” below).

It would also be possible to interpret the image in the context of Multiple Personality Disorder. In the latter context, the silhouette in the illustration might show Jim, the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, and Panther, the hidden ‘serial killer’ personality would be represented as the many-headed giant and the sea monster ‘behind’ him …

Drawing: Serial killer personality behind the silhouette of the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 February 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The silhouette of a man standing, facing forward. Behind him is a painting of a giant with 7 horned heads; the giant’s stance is wide. Beneath the giant is rising up from the water a 7-headed sea monster; the monster’s arms are held up; its right hand holds up an upright sword, and its left hand an upright cudgel … CREDITS: The silhouette is an adaptation of  “Man standing silhouette.svg” by Open Clip Art Library, 16 April 2009, in Wikimedia Commons, public domain. I chose this silhouette because it did not resemble anyone whom I felt to be a multiple personality. Behind the silhouette is an altered version of the painting “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, public domain.

Drawing: Serial killer personality behind the silhouette of the ‘normal’ personality of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 February 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: The silhouette of a man standing, facing forward. Behind him is a painting of a giant with 7 horned heads; the giant’s stance is wide. Beneath the giant is rising up from the water a 7-headed sea monster; the monster’s arms are held up; its right hand holds up an upright sword, and its left hand an upright cudgel …

CREDITS: The silhouette is an adaptation of  “Man standing silhouette.svg” by Open Clip Art Library, 16 April 2009, in Wikimedia Commons, public domain. I chose this silhouette because it did not resemble anyone whom I felt to be a multiple personality. Behind the silhouette is an altered version of the painting “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, public domain.

ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: MY ENCOUNTER WITH A ‘PANTHER’ PERSONA

In my own thankfully uneventful encounter with a Panther persona a few years ago, because I am psychic, I noticed a demonic aspect to the energy of the Panther personality; that is the impetus for my above image of the shadow man and the William Blake drawing, which I slightly altered. Here is the tale of that encounter …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..

A THIRD PROPOSED MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PERSONA: ‘ESTELLE’, THE VICTIM STAND-IN

Then, there might be another personality, that of Estelle, which is to say, the role of the Multiple Personality as a stand-in for the helpless victims of his serial killer personality. In that case, the Multiple Personality might dress like a woman and behave in an effeminate manner …

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Image: “Man Writing a Letter,” by Gabriel Metsu, 1665, National Gallery of Ireland, in Wikipedia … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Man_Writing_a_Letter_by_Gabri%C3%ABl_Metsu.jpg … public domain

Here is another image reminiscent of Estelle …

Image: “Portrait of a Young Woman,” by Johannes Vermeer, 1665-67, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Vermeer-Portrait_of_a_Young_Woman.j … public domain

Image: “Portrait of a Young Woman,” by Johannes Vermeer, 1665-67, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Vermeer-Portrait_of_a_Young_Woman.j … public domain

For more on the ‘Estelle’ stand-in, see my blog category: Crossdressing – transgender

DOES THE ‘PANTHER’ PERSONAL OF A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY HAVE THE ABILITY TO HYPNOTIZE HIS INTENDED VICTIM?

Speaking intuitively, I feel there is a possibility that the ‘Jack the Ripper’ aspect of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder might have mind control abilities that might aid him in pursuit of prey … hypnotic abilities that are throwbacks to the behavior of predatorial animals. Here I offer the example of the cuttlefish, which hypnotizes its prey with oscillating color displays …

Video: “Hypnosis Attack: World’s Deadliest,” by Nat Geo Wild, published on 21 May 2012 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1T4ZgkCuiM ..

Maybe the sudden switch from one personality to another, in the case of a stalker who suffers from Multiple Personality Disorder, has a similar hypnotic effect on the victim. Could this be about the expectations of the victim being suddenly flummoxed? Could the victim of the Panther, like the victim of the color-oscillating cuttlefish, be in a state of shocked bemusement? A state of ‘mind mud’?

Here is more on the topic …

Link: “How Do Predators Hypnotize Their Prey?” by Alice B. Clagett, begun on 31 May 2018; published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sy ..

CAN OTHER PEOPLE BE OBSESSED BY A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY?

I have further hypotheses that the splintered personality who mimics the roles of those he sees around him might also feel that one of his favored personalities obsesses other people and causes them to act out his Multiple Personality roles in life.

If the Multiple Personality is, perhaps through use of the reptilian area of his brain, able to hypnotize other people, then that might explain their being obsessed by him (if in fact obsession takes place). For a different take on this idea, see …

Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FABRICATE EVIDENCE THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE ACTING OUT HIS PERSONALITY ROLES?

It could be that the Multiple Personality is able to obsess other people. Alternatively, it might be that he might fabricate evidence, such as doctored-up photographs or faked out videos, to falsely prove that other people are undertaking the roles he himself acts out. That might be done because of a feeling that he is different from other people, and from a desire that he might fit in; that other people might be more like him.

For more on this, see my blog categories:  Obsession – possession – entity attachment – exorcism  … and …   ‘Casting’ thought forms – clair ventriloquism

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY WISH TO ACT IN OR CREATE MOVIES THAT SUPPORT HIS ‘PANTHER’ PERSONALITY AS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE?

It seems to me that the Multiple Personality might also feel that acting out of favored roles, say through the movies, might influence a movie-viewing community to minimize the import of a ‘Panther’ persona.

In other words, he might wish to act in, or he might film a movie that he hoped would alter societal expectations in such a way that the predatorial role becomes socially acceptable. Would this be what is termed in psychology ‘projection’ or might there be some truth to popularization of the serial killing role through cinema, I wonder?

See, for instance, the glamorization of the role of the ‘Panther’ in the 2018 American horror-thriller film “Bad Samaritan” …

Link: “Bad Samaritan (film),” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bad_Samaritan_(film) ..

MIGHT THE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY FEEL THAT CRIME MAKEOVERS ARE TRUE ALTERATIONS OF EGO?

Could it be that the experience of a Multiple Personality of slipping into one personality role after another might lead him to feel that a ‘crime makeover’ … such as cosmetic alterations to the face and body … as well as changes of diction, dress and gait such as might be employed in the acting world, might cause him to become a different person? Might he feel that the way he is viewed in the eyes of the world is the complete truth of who he is? I feel that ego splintering might lead the Multiple Personality to such a belief.

In other words, he might settle on a particular personality as the truth of himself; and then create physical details to support his choice. He might choose a persona completely different from those he has enacted priorly, and then undergo radical cosmetic surgery representing the nature of his radically new persona.

He might choose a new name, and even act out the persona in a movie that presents to the world his new self. Or he might do the same for a person whom he feels to be like himself; perhaps a person he has obsessed into ‘Panther’ actions in the world, or whom he falsely believes he has so obsessed.

Or perhaps he might favor or possibly film a movie glamorizing the new persona. This might involve a gender switch, such as a switch from the role of ‘Jim’ to that of ‘Estelle’. Intriguingly, the 2005 British drama serial “Secret Smile” might be perceived by a Multiple Personality as glamorization of the socially acceptable role of ‘Estelle’

Link: “Secret Smile” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_Smile ..

For more on the crime makeover, see my blog category: Crime makeover

OBSESSION OF A VICTIM BY DEMONIC ENERGIES COURSING THROUGH THE ‘PANTHER’: FACT OR FICTION?

People who hypothesize the existence of demonic energies separate from the shadow of the personality of a person, and as separate from the shadow of the personality of the collective unconscious of humankind, would infer the further threat of black magic energies coursing through the Panther persona of a person suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder.

The first interpretation of the shadow and monster image above illustrates the theory of obsession by demonic energies …

Link: “Triple Vortical ‘Vampire Effect’ – a Temporary Ascension Symptom,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 May 2017; revised on 22 February 2018, 22 April 2018, and 23 February 2019 …  https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7bd ..

Were this theory to prove true, then the hypothetical threat … that of a demonically possessed patient and a demonically obsessed victim … would be the greater.

Thus I urge psychologists and psychiatrists to approach therapy for people suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder with utmost attention to their personal safety and for that of those restraining and seeing to the needs of the patient.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

In this blog is another set of photos regarding the Jim, Panther, and Estelle personas: Link: “Dream about a Multiple Personality,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2018; published on 29 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9cW ..

Here is another blog about the same man … Link: “Two Local Menaces? Triple Multiple Personality and His Pal,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 1 November 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-kp6 ..

Here is a cartoon drawing I made about the same man … Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

Here is an animated gif I made about the man … Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13): Drug Lord Demon,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 19 November 2019; published on 1 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fhf ..

This is a poem I wrote about him … Link: “Ode to the Risen Christ,” channeled by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 26 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fKP ..

The drawing “Devil” in this blog was of the Multiple Personality. The blog has to do with a former friend of his … Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

This blog describes a double Multiple Personality (a different man from the one described in the current blog) … Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

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FOOTNOTES

(1) See my blog category: Catastrophic childhood experiences

(2) Link: “Jack the Ripper,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_the_Ripper ..

(3) Link: “Sexual Predator,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_predator ..

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Tag! You’re It! The Sexual Predator Game on Earth . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 31 July 2016; published on 6 August 2016

Dear Ones,

This video is about …

  • The predator-prey relationship in 3D and 4D,
  • Sexual predator and warlike predator labels and social stigma,
  • Ankle restraints, and the emotions they engender, and
  • The role of spiritual aspirants and lightworkers in the clearing of these dark, dense energy strands from Earth.

There is an edited Summary after the video ..

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a little to say on a very difficult topic that I can see, coming up lately on the Facebook pages and the social media. Where I have seen it coming up, I have seen a wide range of emotions regarding these topics … ranging from very positive to very negative, and all the manners in between.

But I have a few common-sense guidelines. You know we are in the midst of the great clearing, right? … the clearing to do with the Awakening that is taking place on Earth. And there are all these energy strands … very dark energy strands … that have settled here on Earth, and in the noosphere, and in our Lower Mental Bodies, and deep down in the most dense parts of Earth as well … which are the regions of the hellworlds in the astral realm.

There are all coming up and clearing, through our human instruments … our human electromagnetic fields … we humans are aiding this clearing. Consequently, a lot of Lightworkers have come into this incarnation of the Great Awakening (the Ascension) with tiny tags or touchstones that allow us … in this incarnation … to tag onto the deepest, darkest wounding in this world, and to help it clear, through our own electromagnetic fields … through our spiritual practice and so forth, through our fractal identification with the electromagnetic field of Earth, and through our faith in God.

So the Lightworkers, the Pathfinders, and the Wayshowers have a lot of work to do during this lifetime. And one of the areas … the area that I was talking about at the beginning of this video … where Soul wounding has occurred, and Soul healing is now taking place … has to do with the sexual predator energy strands.

If you go online, and search for the phrase: sexual predator … you will come up with all these pictures of people … typically men; sometimes women … all these people that are considered to be sexual predators.

But the sexual predator relationship is not just people who are sexual predators … the mugshots that you can see at Google Images, for instance. It is not like that. It is a relationship of prey and predator, that I talked about years ago … 2011 … as the ‘aggressor-victim paradigm’ (or vice versa).

So what we have, in the higher dimensions, is the love of our great hearts … Christ consciousness … unconditional love for all beings everywhere … That is in the fifth dimension and higher.

And beneath that, in the fourth and third dimensions, we have quite an incomplete picture, which has settled down, here on Earth, into what is called the predator-prey relationship. It has to do with war and other things, too.

So we have what is called ‘sexual predator’ … and that is both people who prey upon other people sexually, and people who are preyed upon … typically the weak and helpless.  This has to do with the second chakra.

Then we have a predator-prey relationship to do with death, and torture, and those kinds of things to do with the first chakra. And it is the same there: We have the people who war, and people who are warred upon; these two are in relationship … They are acting and reacting as in a well choreographed ballet.

In fact, no matter what the context, those participating in the predator-prey relationship exist in what is called, in Chemistry, a state of dynamic equilibrium.

A good example of this state of dynamic equilibrium has to do with world affairs for those people living on or near the 34th Parallel North, which passes through Los Angeles and the Persian Nations. At present, each set of people feels threatened by the warlike feeling of the other, and so they increase their own warlike feeling to match. The net effect is that the feeling is spiraling upward.

For this equilibrium to change we will need faith, hope, and the charity of the heart, aligning the will, the heart, and the mind with the Great Will, the Great Heart, and the Great Mind of God, as is well put in this prayer, which is one of my favorites …

Link: “The Great Invocation,” by Djwhal Khul, through Alice Bailey, in Theosophy Wiki … https://theosophy.wiki/en/Great_Invocation ..

Here I have channeled the prayer …

Video: “The Great Invocation” . by Djwhal Khul . Channeled by Alice B. Clagett, published on 3 July 2019 … https://youtu.be/IrE4QJg_Ai0 ..

I feel that some of us Lightworkers have to do this work in the world. The minute some of us do this, it will fractalize out to other people, and the warlike feeling will begin to spiral downward. In time, there will be no notion of being warred upon, and needing to war, amongst the people of Los Angeles and the people of the Persian Nations.

In the same way, and to get back to this very difficult topic of sexual predation: I think that the thing to do is not to enact legislation, so much as to treat this dynamic equilibrium in the same way … with faith, hope, and the charity of good works; with love towards all the eternal Souls involved in this very difficult drama … Once more: First and foremost, aligning our wills, our hearts, and minds with the Great Will, the Great Heart, and the Great Mind of God.

Healing is going to take place on a Soul by Soul basis, I feel. The minute a Soul becomes aware of being involved in that kind of drama, then the thing to do is to create physical distance from others who may be involved in the opposite side of the equation.

I think, for instance, that spiritually aware people who have been involved in sexual predator relations, or who have been caught in that drama before … especially those who have been caught by the law, because of habitual sexual predation Soul wounding … the thing that they need to do, right now, is to distance themselves, insofar as possible, from the opportunity to continue with the Soul wounding … Because, as we stand back from our Soul wounding, and as we begin to feel the hidden and repressed emotions that are the cause of the habit … Then we can clear, and rise into that space of unconditional love, which has … just by its nature … no predation whatsoever in it.

I realize that, in this society, predation, whether warring or sexual, is looked down upon to greatly that it creates a social stigma … quite a large social stigma … for quite a few people … especially for those people that are forced to wear ‘house arrest bracelets’ … ankle devices that locate them in space and time for law enforcement. What that is, is social stigma in the form of ‘bling’ … you know? And it naturally creates, in the people that have to wear them, a sense of hatred of those who have done this to them … set them aside and marked them out as not human; more like animals.

Whereas society may consider them unable to change, my feeling is that they can change. But they first must remove themselves from the temptation to act out these continued Soul wounding behaviors.

I especially think they need to look at the hatred they may feel for having been caught and forced into a position of abstaining from these behaviors by law enforcement and by society … First look at that emotion, and try and overcome that, and turn it around. First look at the desire to overcome the restraints and remove them, or find a way around them: Look at that, and figure out the emotion that is behind it … perhaps early childhood Soul wounding.

The work you do in this very difficult arena, having chosen, through your own Soul’s free will, before incarnation, to do it … this work will be of great benefit to all those who are unable to do it on their own.

So I am speaking mainly to those on the spiritual path, and who have taken on this very dark, deep, heavy, dense energy to deal with in this lifetime. Know that you are not that energy. This is just the energy that you have set your Soul to setting free.

You are an eternal Soul, and from the perspective of that Soul, you will be able to resolve these Soul wounding issues and these entanglements with karma. This is the time when this is happening, and you are the ones who have chosen to do it.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also this blog about the predator-prey relationship …

Link: “Releasement of the Darkest Secrets of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 1 May 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-5dQ ..

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