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Dear Ones,
Here is a great word: Theotokos. It means ‘the Mother of God’. The above image shows Mother Mary in an honored, central place as the apostles are filled with the Holy Spirit, which might also be termed God’s grace.
This reminds me of how the American Sikh Yogi Bhajan, who brought the science of kundalini yoga to America, thought of women as ‘the grace of God’. I recall in particular a meditation he once taught women. You can learn about it here …
It seems to me the role of Mother Mary and her honored position as the Mother of God are often overlooked in Christian churches today.
Quite the opposite, on the astral plane I have experienced a barbaric practice termed ‘excoriation’ by gatherings of spiritual men. It seems to me that this took place because of my role as conveyor of the grace of God to humankind.
Excoriation is a way of excising a person from the company of holy people. In other words it is a form of shunning. The excoriated person is eschewed. He or she becomes pariah
This is done through denunciation spoken in the foulest terms. The cause of this practice is pent-up anger. In other words, excoriation is a way of blaming that anger on a sacrificial victim.
I suggest as a healthy alternative the primal scream as a way of releasing pent-up anger. Through personal experience I have found the best place to practice the primal scream is somewhere no one else can hear us. Otherwise, what will they think of us?! Heaven only knows.
Or else get together with a group of friends for an anger release primal scream, as in this video where a group of mothers gathered on a field during COVID for a primal scream …
And now, on to the topic of religions demeaning women as sinful temptresses of men. When this thought-form is prevalent in a faith, then women are treated quite shamefully. A case in point is the story of Mary Magdalene in the New Testament.
Image: “Christ and the Sinner,” by Andrey Mironov, 2011, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Christ_and_the_sinner.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International … COMMENTS: This I feel to be a false representation of the role the Betrothed in relation to the Christ. — Alice B. Clagett
COMMENTS: This I feel to be a false representation of the role the Betrothed in relation to the Christ. — Alice B. Clagett
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In the Christian faith this story is sometimes taken as supporting evidence that women are evil and must be castigated and humiliated before men … before their spouses, before Christian groups of men before pastors, and even before hate-filled men unrelated to these Christian churches. This is a terrible evil of the current day; it represents a deeply Dark samskara or instance of Soul wounding that afflicts many, many people of the current day.
Image: “Christ and His Spouse Saint Mary Magdalene,” adapted from Image by Juergen Striewski from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
Image: “Christ and His Spouse Saint Mary Magdalene,” adapted from Image by Juergen Striewski from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
Amongst the Lightworkers, on the other hand, there is an uplifting story about Mary Magdalene. Some of us feel that Christ met her at the well, knew that she had been abused by many men, yet fell in love with her and asked to stay in her home that night.
Some of us feel Christ was betrothed to her that night, that he became her husband, and that she bore him five children. Four of these, we feel, were boy children who met their deaths before or at the time of Christ’s crucifixion.
One of Christ’s children was a girl. This child was named ‘Jeshua’ after her father. Along with Mother Mary and five of Christ’s Apostles Christ’s daughter Jeshua followed her Mary Magdalene as she fled to a far land to escape certain death at the hands of the Pharisees.
Image: “Christ and His Daughter Jeshua,” adapted from Image by Chil Vera from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License … COMMENTS: Here Christ’s daughter is 6 or 7 years old; she was 15 when her mother fled with her from Jerusalem. –Alice B. Clagett, on the advice of others who remember those days.
Image: “Christ and His Daughter Jeshua,” adapted from Image by Chil Vera from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License …
COMMENTS: Here Christ’s daughter is 6 or 7 years old; she was 15 when her mother fled with her from Jerusalem. –Alice B. Clagett, on the advice of others who remember those days.
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In that foreign place, for five decades we feel Mary Magdalene taught Christ’s truths to those whose hearts were open to His teachings.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
This channeling is, in part, on the advice of others who remember those days.
Skit 1: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Makeup Artist
Skit 2: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Nun
Skit 3: Lesbian or Demure Trans and Gay Woman
Skit 4: Trans, Makeup Artist, and Lapdog
On Being Stalked
Dear Ones,
Here is a video on archetypal images of transvestites and transgender individuals. The question is posed: Why do some trans stalk women? Why am I being stalked?
There is an edited Summary after the video.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I am going to explain, as well as I may, in terms of archetypal symbols, the trans encounters I have been having for the last number of years. and the effect that they have had on me.
I think that these encounters have to do with someone that I know, but I do not know who that person is. Obviously that person knows who they are. I am hoping that these explanations may help.
It seems to me that the performance art that I have been watching … or in my own terms, ‘subject to’, over these years has to do with the stuckness of the Soul … of Soul wounding in someone. I cannot say who; maybe quite a few people in the Atlantean age.
Skit 1: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Makeup Artist
There have been skits. I will take one for starters. There was a skit featuring a trans person … that is a person who was born as a man and is now either dressed as a woman, or else changed as to gender, into a woman. And so the first person in the first skit was a trans person
I have come up with an image to show you. It says ‘trans’ on it. I could only come up with a photo of a woman. But the look and feel of the trans person that I saw was very like this …
Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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… very super-feminine, very sexual, very well-made-up, very appealing to men, I feel. So I am using that ai-generated image for the trans personality.
And then in the first case … and in another case as well … there was a character that I call the ‘nanny’, or the ‘babysitter’, or the ‘mother substitute’. I have this image for that …
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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… the ‘nanny’; a much-older person born woman and posing as woman in the skit, and about a foot shorter than the trans person.
In the first skit there was another person. That was what I call the ‘makeup artist’.
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640,” by Makc from Pixabay — Iarisons2006, Pixabay content license
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640,” by Makc from Pixabay — Iarisons2006, Pixabay content license
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He did not have a beard. It was a man born as a man, it seemed to me. And very handsome; very good looking … the ‘makeup artist’.
What happened was this: I was at a spiritual retreat center in Encino, California. I had been there many times before, in many circumstances. In fact, I was one of the co-facilitators of a meetup there. We met outdoors. The meetup was called “Rumi and Meditation.”
I was one of three co-facilitators. There was a particular spot where we all sat when we met once a month or so when I was around town.
I had the cart full of things that I needed for the meetup. I was trundling the cart along the sidewalk on my way to the normal meetup place. I saw, at the meetup place, sitting in what was usually my seat, this splendid trans person. Next to the trans person was the nanny, a person of much smaller stature.
As I walked up I saw … disappearing into the administration building of the retreat center … the makeup artist. Apparently he had just ‘made up’ the people for the performance art.
As I approached the trans person and the nanny, the trans person got up and splendidly walked or paraded past me, with the nanny just behind or nearby, and then went off in the direction of the makeup artist. All these actors were Caucasian.
The first thing I noticed is that the trans had taken my seat … had taken my role … had wanted, it seems, to be the star of my show.
Along that line there is a role that I play when I am in a social situation. That role is ‘straight woman’ …
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, , CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, , CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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I play the role of the ‘straight woman’; and I dress very conservatively in most circumstances. That is my role as the conservative straight woman.
This role is a pose so as to get along with other people because my true role, as I feel it, in the world right now is the role of ‘Lightworker’ …
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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I am a Lightworker. But nobody relates to that in the world at large, and in my sacred circles. They just do not recognize that role. So I pose as the older straight woman.
I was on my way to the meetup, and I was posing at that time as the older straight woman, very conservative.
There is this in addition: It seemed to me that the trans person thought of him/herself as extremely good-looking; and that any straight woman would be jealous of her and covetous of her beauty … and might also attack the trans sexually or attack her in rage … and that the nanny protected the trans from these types of attacks. That was what I got from that first encounter.
So: Trans, and the nanny, who is a type of woman who can get along with trans. And the makeup artist, who is important to the role of the trans as being very beautiful, as being very appealing to the men that the trans hopes to attract.
Why were they there at the spiritual retreat center? They wanted to make a statement to me. They knew I was there because Meetup publishes its meetings. They knew that I was one of the coordinators.
But why me? Well at first I thought it was just a mistake; maybe it was just a coincidence. But recently I was at a church service in Chatsworth, California; and the whole skit was performed once again. And the people involved sat down directly in front of me … in the pew in front of me.
So I began to get that this was a message specifically for me … a message from someone that I do not know, and that the message … without any words being spoken, conveys a significance to that person … a significance of which I am not aware.
I am trying to figure it out. This is a treasure hunt.
Skit 2: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Nun
Just before the service started the trans person came in. it was a very ravishing trans person, dressed very seductively, very alluringly. It was a different trans person … a different race. The trans was accompanied by a nanny of the same race as that of him/herself. In this case the trans and the nanny were oriental.
The nanny sat right beside the trans. And instead of the makeup artist, there was another performer standing in the aisle. That was a person that I call the ‘nun’. The nun was Caucasian, middle-aged, and slightly but not very plump. Now you see here the Madonna …
I could not find an image of a nun; but it was a nun in traditional habit who was standing against the wall and looking at me. The overall look of the nun was very like this image of the Madonna … very holy, very saintly, very sacred. So I am using an image of the Madonna to represent the nun.
So I was at church. I was dressed very conservatively as a straight woman … very quiet, very demure … and I was sitting behind them.
The first thing I got is that the dress code of the church was being violated by the trans person; not by the nanny, but by the trans person.
I also got that the nun standing against the wall was not really a nun; the nun was a performance artist, I thought. The nun was standing against the wall, between our two pews.
It seemed to me that the nun was there to reinforce the nanny as a protector of the trans person … as if the trans person felt that I held rage towards them, and that I would express it during the service.
My feeling about this is that it is likely that the trans person substituted me as the object of the rage that is within them. I will talk about that a little later on.
It seems to me that … because the trans person dresses so ravishingly at church, even though that is not the dress code of the church … it seems to me that the trans person finds it very important to be the only woman that is admired; the woman that outdoes all the other women in the church, and wins all the men.
In the trans person’s second skit there were two ways that women could be included in the trans world view; the first was the nanny, the protector, the one who is always loving, no matter what the trans does (just as in the first skit).
The second was nun; and this was new. I think, at the church it might have been a statement … this is just my guess … a statement that the role played by the trans at the church was sacred, and ought to be taken as a sacred thing rather than being laughed at, or sneered at, or scoffed … rather than me getting angry. It ought to be taken as a sacred thing.
So that was the second skit about which I am going to talk.
Skit 3: Lesbian or Demure Trans and Gay Woman
There was another skit at the same church a few weeks later. It was a woman … or perhaps a demure trans person … who was ushering people into the parking lot … dressed with exposure of the legs … ignoring the dress code of the church. The usher was a middle-aged, Caucasian woman, very alluring and very demure.
About that usher, I thought that there may have been an intention to attract me, in a gay-woman way, as a way of ushering me into a world where genders are reversed. In other words,it may have been an attempt to usher me into a different archetype for the trans world.
We have the nanny, we have the nun, and it may be that Skit 3 was an attempt to state that there is another possibility … that of the ‘gay woman’.
The problem is, I am not these things. I am the ‘straight woman’ at the church. I am the ‘Lightworker’ online.
I am not a gay woman. So I do not fit in, you see? I do not fit into that milieu at all. You might even say that I am in a different timeline and dimension from the trans world. It is completely different from my world. In that way there would be a lot less friction … a lot less commotion … if it were to be considered that I live in a different sort of reality.
Skit 4: Trans, Makeup Artist, and Lapdog
I will give you another example: Some while ago there was an incredible skit as I exited the door of my local Canoga Avenue post office. This skit used completely different people but somewhat similar roles.
There was a trans person who was portrayed as being of a race different from those of the trans persons in Skits 1 and 2. The trans person seemed to me to be a Caucasion person portrayed with blackface as being an African American. The trans was very alluring, very good-looking, and dressed in an outrageous fashion that was bound attract attention.
The trans was walking towards me … towards the door of the post office … carrying two baby carriages behind. One of them had a lapdog in it.
Image: “Lapdog,” adapted from Image by Leia Ohana from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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I am not too sure of the role of the lapdog. I had an idea that a woman might have that role with the trans person … might have the role of ‘pleasing their lap’, if you get me … might be considered ‘a dog’, for being not very pretty, compared to the trans person … might be just the ‘lapdog’ in the baby carriage that he carries along behind him.
On the other hand, the lapdog might symbolize a role of the trans or gay man as a ‘lapdog’ who offers cunnilingus to an older woman, then steals her money and then deserts her. The notion that the I might be the lapdog might be thought of as a substitution or switching of the trans ‘lapdog’ role onto my person.
Standing beside the trans was the makeup artist … a young, good-looking Caucasian man, but different from the makeup artist in Skit 1, who at a quick glance had seemed to me to be a famous actor, or someone resembling him. This second makeup artist was standing there, waiting for the play to unfold.
There was no nanny.
The feeling I got at that time was that my life was in mortal peril, so I exited right away. I would like to explain about that.
The trans was made up as an African American homeless woman. I think the producers of the skit thought … because of a photograph that had been in my blog of an African American babysitter I had as a child … that I would take a cotton to the trans, as if the trans were my nanny or babysitter, and that I would be attracted to the trans and would want to talk to them.
I thought they thought I was like their mother or mother substitute, and that they held great rage against their mother … which rage they were transferring to me and thinking that I held great rage to them … and that this mixup about the rage would result in an outburst of rage against me that might involve physical violence.
On Being Stalked
I say that partly because for many years prior to that, the same trans person … in various guises … had been stalking me wherever I went … stalking and stalking.
From online, the prognosis for stalking is not so good. A lot of women lose their lives because of stalkers. The police department does not seem to be very helpful in that. It is up to us women to think of a way to get free of these stalkers and to keep safe.
Stalking I think has to do with control … the need to control other people. There is quite a bit online about controlling behavior, and getting away from it, and trying to find a social circle that talks and reaches compromises, rather than attempting to control or manipulate other people.
If for instance a person is trans but under cover, and you as a straight person meet this trans person, and then they get the notion that you are in on the secret, it is possible that … in order to keep the secret of their trans activities … they might stalk in trans guise (so as to avoid detection) … and that they might feel such a strong need to protect themselves that they might stalk and murder.
There is a very strong need to keep trans activities secret, in many cases … because such activities are not socially acceptable. The trans person in these cases about which I am talking was very deeply ‘under cover’ because the makeup and the disguise made it very difficult to figure out who they really were.
Every time I saw that person stalking me I got the feeling of being in mortal peril. There must have been a load of violent negative emotion behind the makeup.
Now it is not socially acceptable to say this. And I agree with society in general that there are many trans people who do not have this drawback of being dangerous.
But in my case … because of the stalking … because of the skits by many different people of many different races … I feel there has been a lot of money put into this performance art with regard to me. And I am not sure why.
I know that there is Soul wounding. I know that there is a ‘hangup’. I wish I could be of more help to those of you who are experiencing this.
I think there is a sub-segment of trans that are extremely dangerous people.
Maybe you will have ideas about this topic. I would welcome those ideas.
I hope that the trans people that may have been involved in this … if you reply, please do your best to be polite, and to observe the decorum of this blog, because very impolite, very out- there comments are deleted for the sake of my other readers.
I ask that you be forthright and honest about your feelings, and about what you think these symbols mean,
What does ‘trans’ really mean?
Why is it necessary for you to be the only woman, for instance?
Why do you have to be the very best woman and shove all the other women out?
Why can I not have a life?
Why can I not have a male friend?
What does this mean to you?
Why is it so important?
I cannot figure it out. There are so many people in the world! You could have your own social circle, in which you are greatly admired.
You are the star of the show. You are the star of the nightclub! Everyone wants you!
You do not need to keep coming around me. Why me?
You can find a nanny that really loves you, no matter what. I am not that person; I say it like I see it.
I see something really wrong. Something is really wrong. If for 24 years you have been stuck on stalking me, there is something really wrong! You know?
Just get on with it. Go on with your life. Be with your own circle of admirers.
You do not need to do anything at all with regard to me, do you not think that? It must be very expensive. Why do this? Just do not do it anymore.
I ask you: Why stalk? Why not let it go?
Even if … say … you are obsessive compulsive, you can easily switch that obsession and that compulsion to another object … or maybe all day long switch … switch … switch … so that people are not so greatly affected by the stuckness of that obsession.
Then as far as the makeup artists is concerned, I do not relate to that. I do my own makeup. I think the makeup artists are doing a wonderful job with you. I am glad that you have a makeup artist.
As far as the nun is concerned: I think that you should leave clerical orders to the people that earn them, and not pretend to be a nun, or a monsignor, or a pastor. Just let those people be,
You are talking more about the profane than the sacred, I feel. You feel that hatred is a form of loving relationship, I feel. But it is not. When you really enjoy the presence of another person, that is a good relationship. That is a relationship that is full of Light.
When you go to a place in order to create Darkness, as has seemed to be the case … as if you intend ‘dumping on me’ in all these places … that is not love; that is hatred.
There is a very great difference between love and hatred. One is Light … good for Lightworkers. One is Dark … not good for Lightworkers; not good for anyone.
Please keep in mind that I am really a Lightworker … posing as a regular, conservative straight woman, but not, in my heart, like that. I am a Lightworker.
I am posing as a conservative straight woman. You are posing as a very alluring, very attractive, show-stealing sexual woman. We do not need to conflict over this, because my true role in life is Lightworker.
I do not think I am getting anywhere with this … except to say that the roles you create all around you, and show to me … they have nothing at all to do with me.
It is not my purpose in being on Earth to relate to the trans, to the nanny, to the makeup artist, or to the fake nun. It is just not my role; you see? It is like you are trying to fit a round peg into a square hole.
I get that you might want to kill me because I do not fit your world view. But you can just say:
Spirit to Team! Optimize Timelines and Dimensions! For the All, Through Free Will!
… and you will find yourself in a world where I do not exist. That is definite! If you optimize your timeline sand dimensions you will find me … the millstone around your neck; the obstacle you have to eliminate at all costs … gone from your universe forever! You do not have to be subject to cause and effect.
Just because you were born of a mother, does not mean that you have to carry a mother … like a millstone around your neck … for the rest of your life. I do not have to be that person. And I am not that person; I am a Lightworker.
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I hope this helps, but I have a feeling I am not on pointe because I am not in that world and I do not know what is going on.
God bless you all, And keep you safe, And be with you Through all your days.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed and published on 18 January 2024; revised on 19 January 2024.
VIDEO CREDITS
“Why Do Trans Stalk?
by Alice B. Clagett
Filmed on 18 January 2024
Location: San Fernando Valley, CA
Produced by Shoes
on 18 January 2024
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Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640” by Makc from Pixabay — Pixabay content license
Image: “Nun,” adapted from Image: “The Virgin in Prayer,” by Giovanni Battista Salvi da Sassoferrato, between 1640 and 1650, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons. wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sassoferrato_-_Jungfrun_i_b%C3%B6n.jpg … public domain
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0
International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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“Dreamy Ambient Background Music” — Pixabay License
Image: “Self-Portrait,” by Alice B. Clagett, 23 December 2023, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Self-Portrait,” by Alice B. Clagett, 23 December 2023, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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Dear Ones,
This is an attempt to facilitate a clearing process for some rather sensationalistic ‘acting out’ experiences that have been happening. There is a Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
A very happy holiday season to everyone. I am going to attempt, now that we are at the beginning of the New Year, to facilitate a clearing process for a knot of energy that has been coming up lately. It is rather sensationalistic ‘acting out’ experiences that have been happening.
There have been two skits performed in my presence … one a few years ago, on the grounds of a Christian religious retreat center. I was the only person to observe the performance, so at the time I thought it might have to do with me.
I was there for a get-together to discuss sacred scripture. I was the first person to arrive. In the seat that I usually sat in at that outdoor place was sitting a trans person in a very sexual outfit … with zebra-patterned spandex tights and stiletto high heels and so forth ,… very sexual in demeanor.
Next to the trans person was what I have come to term a ‘chaperone’ … which was an older woman, much shorter … maybe a foot and a half or more shorter than the trans person. The chaperone was sitting there very meekly. She was a very fragile-looking person who apparently was the person to protect the trans person from being raped, I am guessing?
Leaving, off on the side, was what seemed to be a movie personality who may have been putting together the skit. So there were three people.
The trans person got up from the seat and sauntered past me, in the direction of the director. The trans person’s chaperone accompanied her.
The feeling that I got was one of extreme physical danger to me … a feeling of hatred welling up and exuding outward towards me, as if physical attack were planned for me.
That was some years ago. I would not bring it up to you again now if it were not for the fact that the same tableau has come up again. It was only a while ago … maybe a month ago. I was going from the parking lot of a church, across the grounds of the church, and towards the church. I noticed a trans person.
It was right before the service. It was very evident the trans person was there because their garb stood out so much. They were wearing hip boots with heels, but not stiletto heels … more like comfortable, walking heels.
They were wearing a tube dress that ended just at the bottom of their torso, so it exposed a length of leg from the bottom of their torso to the beginning of the hip boot. And so the look was very sexual … very unusual. It attracted attention.
Then I went into the church, past the people, and I sat down. As the people filed in, this trans person sat down directly in front of me, near the back of the church.
Next to this trans person was sitting another chaperone …. it was another very short, meek-looking, very fragile-looking older woman … more like a grandmother … who was, I think, in the role once more of a chaperone.
But there was one more figure. It was once more a tableau of three. Standing against the wall, right next to me, was a nun in the type of habit that used to be worn when I was in grade school.
So there were three people: The trans person, the chaperone, and the guarding nun.
You could say I was targeted by the Dark. I am beginning to get the feeling that I was targeted by some person who is putting together skits or performances, and has something that they want to tell me. But the question is: What is that thing that they want to tell me? … because they were not using words. No words were conveyed.
In this second instance, as the trans person got up at the end of the service to leave, I saw the trans person direct a slanting look at me that was also full of hatred … full of the desire to injure. And I felt that I had to be ready, on the spur of the moment, to protect my physical body from harm.
Fortunately nothing happened. It was just a look, as in the prior skit. But yet there was this heightened feeling of physical danger directly before me.
In my case, because I am a martial artist, it concerned me because in the pews, the way that people sit in the church, they are within the ‘ma’. They are too close together to be a safe distance between two physical combatants … two people who are engaged in combat.
The trans person had longer arms than I, and so therefore the danger was my own. With a punch, that person could reach me, and I could not reach them. Do you understand? It is called ‘invasion of ma’ in the martial arts. ‘Ma’ is the distance that is safe; it is about a yard apart. For people who are very good martial artists, the ‘ma’ is about five feet apart.
So anyway, I have to piece together the situation. Someone told me, on the psychic plane, that it is a way of expressing something that does not involve speaking to the person to whom the message is intended to be conveyed.
It could be a way of trying to resolve issues. For instance, it might be classed with creative writing, or with writing of poetry, or with drawing or painting pictures, or telling stories, as one of the ways that people use to resolve ongoing issues in their lives.
It could be these people who have been doing these skits are performing them for me on behalf of someone else who has an issue that he or she is trying to resolve. And so I am going to give it my best effort here.
I feel that there are issues around gender identification that have to do with fear of the opposite sex … fear of intimacy with the opposite sex … and concerns about competition … male-male competition, female-female competition, male-female competition, and female-male competition.
I am going to try to explain how this feels symbolically to me as a woman. It feels to me that each of the people who play the trans role in both of these skits has a feeling of deep hatred towards women.
From this I would derive that the person who put together the plays is intending to convey that he or she has a deep hatred of women.
And also I would say … because of the number of people set against me (or so it seems) in both of these skits … the woman (I, for instance) must be conceived of as incredibly powerful … as if two or three people are needed to prevent harm to the trans person.
So what I am getting is that the originator of the skits must feel hatred of women, and also fear of women, with the notion that they have great power … that they are capable of great power and that they need to be subdued by a number of people acting together.
So that is one thing. Then I have the chaperone. In both instances I have the chaperone. The chaperone seems to me to represent the disrespect that the originator of the skits has towards women … that he or she conceives the role he or she has with regard to women to be to relate to them as feeble, small, physically ineffectual people who could easily be conquered and killed. That is what I get … that in each instance, the trans person has so much hatred of women that he could easily injure or kill the chaperone who is there in some kind of socially acceptable role … perhaps as a spoof … perhaps to prevent the men in the congregation from raping the trans person, or to prevent me from approaching the trans person, who may be perceived as being infinitely desirable?
I do not know how I am doing with this! I am just coming up with this on the fly. You will have to forgive me.
So then in the second instance, we have the nun standing in the aisle, ready to reprimand me. First of all, I would like to make it clear that it is easy to buy these types of religious regalia online. And so it is possible, I think, that spoofs are being performed with religious regalia purchased online … maybe being performed by people in the movie industry … and that the intention might be to persuade the pastors at churches that the religious authority … the religious establishment. .. is behind the performances that are being given.
In other words, it could be that there is ‘false authority’ there, inspired by religious regalia that are purchased, and not actually condoned by the religious in question.
So this is the question: Was the nun really a nun, or was this habit purchased online? I cannot answer the question!
Let’s say that a nun was persuaded to be there, under the pretext that … say … I am a very dangerous person, and that the trans person … who was born a man, and who might have fighting ability, for all I know, and who seems to hate me, might have displaced or substituted me as the person who does the hating … and that the nun may have become convinced of this … and that she was standing there to preserve decorum in case I should have a verbal outburst with regard to the trans person?
If I walked into that church with that person’s clothes on, what would happen? If I tried to walk up and get communion in a Christian church in that outfit? I am just asking: Could I get communion?
So what are the rules to do with men and women regarding this? Is trans so popular that they can get away with anything? And I cannot, right? Why is this?
Who really needs protecting in this situation? The women need protecting, I feel. There is a great deal of hatred there.
Now let’s suppose that the woman who is in the religious regalia is actually just an actress. The cameras are rolling for the religious service. She is there to prevent me from injuring this person. And then if I put up a fuss … which would be far from anything I would ever do … then she would restrain me; and they would have some skit that they would be performing under the circumstances.
So let’s see: We have got the trans person, the physical danger to me, the physical danger to the chaperone. Then we have, in the second instance, the purported nun. We do not know if this is true or not true. The cameras are rolling for the church service. So it could be an intention to embarrass me in public.
But nothing happened.
If it is just an actor, it could be an intent to deceive me into thinking that the church is behind this performance … that there is true authority there. If the authority is needed in order to put on this performance, it must be considered that I am a very dangerous person, as a woman.
Something is up there.
We have an issue right now, with regard to hatred of women. How can I explain it?
In this stage production, two women and a trans person are set against one woman … me. That setting of the two women against another woman is a way of expressing female-female competition. It divides the ranks of women so that the trans person can attack the one woman and prevent the one woman from getting solidarity or support from other women. That is one thing.
The trans person is also intruding on the male-female prospects of the women in the congregation, because trans people also look for the romantic intention of male members of the congregation. So the trans person is also in competition with the female members of the congregation, in a female- female competition way.
A trans person who is involved in a sexual encounter with a man who is not trans … if the trans person behaves in the encounter in a receptive manner (as if he were female), he is, I feel, expressing a desire not to be hated by men … not to be competing with men. In other words, he is expressing a fear of the competitiveness of men, and a desire to have men love him.
I find there are M2M relationships in which men bond. And there are also M2M encounters in which there is no bonding. And these chance encounters … these very quick encounters … are the trouble that comes up in social relationships.
That is because there is a disease called HIV that is being transmitted when there are lots of partners … many, many partners … maybe as many as 500 partners over the course of a number of years, when a person, whether trans or simply what is called ‘queer’ these days, is ‘on the circuit’ and very sexually active. And so, HIV is transmitted by one person to 500 people, let’s say.
Now suppose this is in a church situation. Let’s say, in the trans situation, that the trans person is infecting the men in the congregation with HIV.
Let’s say these men have wives. And the men infect their wives with HIV. And the women have children.
Infants to whom HIV is passed on by the mother, as I understand it, only live a year or two.
Now considering the scenario where gay men … or trans people … are passing on HIV to the entire congregation … I think it would take about 10 years for the entire sexually active congregation to be infected.
What will happen then is there will be no more children in the congregation … no viable offspring.
So we have to look at this as a symbol of what is going down in society as a whole. Unless there is a vaccine that prevents HIV from being fatal to newborns, then in the course of the next generation there will be a dramatic reduction in the number of viable births on Earth. The human population of the planet will greatly decline.
This will be good for Earth. I am sure it will not be the end of life on Earth for humankind. But I think that the numbers of human beings will create a more sustainable planet after that. We have that to look forward to.
We also have a need to help quell vigilante efforts and violence on the part of those who feel that certain persons are responsible for what is really going to be transpiring through God’s will … God’s will for Earth.
Getting back to this trans issue, I have my own concerns about it, because it is unfolding very slowly before me, through the will of someone who directs these actors, and who will not talk to me, and who apparently feels that the action of the actors is conveying a message that is patently clear.
I do not know what the message is, exactly. I can only speak to these various things that I feel, like …
the hatred of the actors. I do not know why they hate me. I do not know if it s me or a lot of different people;
the need of the trans person for support from women who will protect the trans person;
possibly the assuming of false authority roles … because it is hard for me to believe that a church would support such a performance on church grounds.
I might be wrong; it might be emanating directly from the authority of these churches. I do not know.
But if it is, then I feel it is through a misunderstanding regarding the need for women to be protected by men, and not physically assaulted by them, not raped by them, not treated disrespectfully by them, not verbally abused by men.
None of these are roles for men with regard to women in a Christian church. I think that is clear. It ought to be clear.
We are clearing through this Atlantean knot during Winter Solstice, and during the holiday season. With the coming of the New Year we are coming into a melding of the highest energies of men and women, so that in New Life on New Earth men and women can support each other, and create for Earth the vision of Christ consciousness.
We cannot do this by putting each other down, and warring with each other, and competing with each other. We have to achieve a mutual respect. What children we may produce who can survive early childhood we have to nurture and protect from that virus. We have to do our best.
I feel there will be children who are resistant to the virus. And if there are not, then there will be pockets of life on Earth where the virus never touches. There will be a New Age.
So, that is what I am thinking. Psychologists will probably read this and think: Aw, she is oversensitive. Or: She thinks this; she thinks that.
What can I say? That is what I think. That is what I feel..
And you know, if somebody comes up with a silent skit in front of you, I do not really know what to say, because it could be the intent is deadly. It seems like that to me.
This is not the only time that very odd skits have been performed in front of me. There are actors here … there are people here who are not good with words.
I think first of all, preserve your physical safety. That is the very first thing.
And if there is a setting in which physical violence can be restrained, and you can speak to these people and find out what is going on, why then, so much the better!
If not, then this video may stimulate discussion on the topic, because the topic is ever so weird.
I will add one or two more things, just so that you can get a notion of the scope of the situation.
I remember a few years ago I was in Malibu Creek State Park. Standing in front of me, facing away, were a number of people dressed in Franciscan habits. I got a feeling just then that I was in danger and that this was an acting troupe.
I went online and looked up their particular outfits. It turned out they were available for sale online.
There is no way of knowing whether this was true authority of the Christian church standing in front of me … or just actors. The more so because, across the road at the National Park Headquarters at King Gillette Ranch, there are a lot of acting troupes and movie operations going on. That lends credence to the notion that it may have been an acting troupe.
Here is another instance: A few years ago I was walking out of my local Post Office. In front of me was a young man, maybe six feet tall, or nearly so, and approaching was a trans person, maybe 5 feet seven inches, and who had on black makeup to make that person look African American.
He was carrying behind him two old-fashioned baby carriages on a train of rope or chain. In one of those was a lap dog.
This trans person was dressed in kind of a garish outfit, a pants dress, and was wearing on their buttocks what looked like large-sized potato salad containers, taped on.
I was afraid to stay They were obstructing my path, and I was afraid to stay and talk, because the situation was so outlandish to me that I could not figure any good would come of it.
That is generally my reaction to these acting skits that keep unfolding in front of me. It seems like there is a madman behind it, you know?
Maybe there is something cogent there. But it seems to me as if Soul wounding is unfolding in front of me … Soul wounding of a nature too dark and deep for me to fathom. I do not know what to say.
Usually I do the Buddhist prayer, which is God’s blessing upon all beings. Happiness to all beings. May they all have a roof over their heads. May they all have plenty to eat … That kind of thing.
That takes it out of the personal realm, and into the Infinite. God’s will, not my will. May God figure out what this is about, because it is completely beyond me.
That is all for now.
God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.
And may this New Year bring forth for you all the wonders of God’s creation; all of your Ascension gifts; all of your Ascension abilities; and a chance to be the Light for all humankind.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Filmed and published on 23 December 2023
VIDEO CREDITS
“Pragmatic Prophet: Rage Expressed as Performance Art”
by Alice B. Clagett
Filmed on 23 December 2023
Location: San Fernando Valley, CA
Produced by Shoes on 23 December 2023
CC BY-SA 4.0 International
MUSICAL CREDITS
Music by Alexander Nakarada from Pixabay
“Moon” – Pixabay License
Image: “Grey Aliens Drawing,” by MjolnirPants, 27 April 2021, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Grey_Aliens_Drawing.jpg … COMMENTS: It seems to me possible that those who feel threatened about the Negative Alien Agenda (NAA), may have an intuitive understanding of malware implants in their bodies of Light. Though my opinion is unpopular, I feel it possible that the Transgender phenomenon has to do with malware from the NAA. The more we are able to clear our bodies of Light, the less we will be affected by malware implants, which range through Earth’s noosphere and attach themselves to us when our bodies of Light are weak. For more on clearing our bodies of Light, see my blog “Mastering the Mind and the Human EMF.” –Alice B. Clagett
COMMENTS: It seems to me possible that those who feel threatened about the Negative Alien Agenda (NAA), may have an intuitive understanding of malware implants in their bodies of Light. Though my opinion is unpopular, I feel it possible that the Transgender phenomenon has to do with malware from the NAA.
The more we are able to clear our bodies of Light, the less we will be affected by malware implants, which range through Earth’s noosphere and attach themselves to us when our bodies of Light are weak. For more on clearing our bodies of Light, see my blog “Mastering the Mind and the Human EMF.” –Alice B. Clagett
Dear Ones,
Such a welter of malware has been set in motion by this surge of solar winds and solar flares! Since yesterday afternoon what has been coming in for me is the issue of transgender malware. What a hotly debated issue this is, and tightly in step with hatred of women by groups of alpha men and women here on Earth.
I will be so relieved when the Atlantean Age finally subsides into a balance with the energies of Lemuria. Meantime, here we are in the heat of the fray, in a chaotic node of dissolution of the old just in the nick of time as the Light spiffs the expanded DNA of us New Humans on New Earth.
I have quite a beef about transgender. That is because when transgender energies reach me in the noosphere, I can feel them tearing into my kundalini energy and disrupting my field of Light. There is nothing anyone on Earth can say to me that will invalidate my experience of injury to my Soul field as Transgender energies attack my EMF.
I know Hollywood opines this and that. The news channels opine this and that. What does that mean to each of us? How much truth can their be in Hollywood, or in what is purported to be ‘the news’, when all my clair abilities speak to their lack of truthfulness?
Transgender malware has been touted in popular media as sexual liberation, while I, counter trend, in fact feel it to be reversal of the energy of the Ascended human through dilution by reptilian, insectian, and mineral DNA.
It is my feeling that transgender malware devolves the Soul, reverses the flow of the kundalini, and causes us to turn our backs on Christed and Buddhic Consciousness.
Ascension Glossary has its own take on this, which I find insightful like no other site so far on Earth … Link: “Transgender,” by Ascension Glossary … https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Transgender ..
In this influx of Light, may your Soul be set free from every form of Darkness. I set this prayer in the skies of Earth: May what our Souls yearn for be known to the small beings we call our selves here in this earthly realm.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars.
Written and published on 10 May 2023 Location: San Fernando Valley, California
Music by Grand_Project from Pixabay
“Lost Soul” – Pixabay License
Here is a video on the great debate over the householder spiritual lifestyle versus the celibate spiritual lifestyle. There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Introduction
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars. I would like to talk a little today about a topic that is hotly debated in the spiritual world, and my unique perspective on it … which is bound to be objected to … maybe even vociferously … in the Comments. You never know.
The debate has to do with the householder way of life … which involves a man and a woman getting together, and having a family, and raising their family in a spiritual way … that is the ‘householder’ spiritual path … and then there is the celibate spiritual path.
The celibate spiritual path typically is where a group of people of the same gender get together and live spiritual lives in a community of people of the same gender. The idea is that they will forgo sexual gratification, and instead sublimate that drive so that it becomes totally a life of Spirit.
I believe that there is good cause for pursuing the householder spiritual path; and that there are reasons, from a community standpoint and from the standpoint of the common good, not to pursue the celibate path … unless it is one’s deepest longing.
The reasons I have for this are intuitive … telepathic and clair issues that have come up over the years, and that I finally pegged and put a label to and figured out.
I hope that those of you who have decided upon the celibate path will consider my point of view first, and not just have a knee-jerk reaction to it, you know, because it is ever so easy to do that, I feel.
Perverse Actions
What I have found on the psychic plane, and intuitively, is that the sex drive, the second chakra, the sacral chakra … these have a particular purpose of their own in our energy array. And their purpose is to procreate, and to express themselves through sexual gratification in some manner. Those manners can be very varied; it depends on the person.
When a person feels that the sex drive is beneath them, say, and that they really want to live a spiritual life, and that they do not want to think at all about the sex drive, then some very odd things can happen in a community that is dedicated to the celibate lifestyle.
Through my reading and through my personal observation on the clair plane, I have found this happening over and over again, down through the centuries … and in the current day … with celibate communities.
The energy threads that I notice in the noosphere have to do with perversions … in other words, turning of the sex drive to a different path. The sex drive tries to express itself in some way, but it is forbidden to express itself in the usual way. And so, it turns … it is ‘perverted’ … to a different manner of expression … one not typically accepted by society, and frequently considered criminal; for instance, molestation of children … that is frequently the case. Or it could be murder … sexual intercourse and murder. Or it might be use of sex workers and payment of sex workers. That is another possibility.
See my blog categories:Pedophilia – child sexual abuse – child molestation … and … Snuff – lust murder … and … Sex workers
The idea would be that one would never become that involved with a child, because it is prohibited … proscribed by society. And one would never have to deal with being confronted by a woman who had been killed, for instance … or a child who had been killed, for that matter. And also that a sex worker is simply paid for their services, so they could never expect to develop an intimate relationship (which would be against the rules of the community).
Ritual Castration
I have one other instance that I have come across a number of times in historical research, and also on the clair plane, to do with what you might call sexual excesses or sexual perversion that apparently takes place in the environs of, or else receives some ‘umph’ from, celibate spiritual groups. This has to do with ritual castration. I will also mention a tangential notion to do with transgender people.
I ought to lighten up a little bit about this. I think there is room in celibate spiritual practices, and in householder spiritual practices, for error. And there is also room for developing a very strong sense of oneness with God.
The things that I am talking about today are the negatory things that might come up, and not necessarily an intention that I have to damn celibacy. Certainly not!
To get back to it: Another thing came up for me very strongly on the clair plane. That was because I have a tendency to healing, and I really dislike the idea of injury to the human body … I think only of healing … not of injury. What happened was that I kept encountering, on the clair plane, notions of castration of men, either by themselves or else by other people … perhaps willingly and perhaps not willing … and somehow involved with, or to do with the celibate spiritual groups.
See my blog category:Genital mutilation – castration
I can see where the subconscious mind might be led to believe that, if a man is castrated, then the sex drive has no chance of expressing itself. That may or may not be true; but I feel this to be a very strong, very vivid subconscious impression, and a cause of wounding to the energy of the second chakra, in cases where castration occurs.
I think that, historically speaking, there may have been groups that practiced a ritual of castration to prove the spiritual intention of the men in the celibate group … and that this would be considered a badge of honor, for instance; or a badge of courage; or an expression of determination to follow the spiritual way of life.
What I found out intuitively and on the psychic plane is that, when the gut brain becomes convinced that the sex drive cannot express itself because of this physical impediment, then the dreams of the person who has been castrated … or who has castrated himself … may become so very vivid that … without his knowing it … his dreaming astral form leaps upon other people and forces them to an act of rape.
The victims might be people who are not celibate, but who are somehow involved in the spiritual community, most likely. I am thinking maybe groundskeepers, or maybe housecleaners, or maybe people who provide necessary services to the community. These people might be placed in harm’s way.
In other words, the spiritual ‘umph’ of the person who is castrated … while he is sleeping, or else in a meditative ‘trance’ state … creates this very strongly motivated desire to express itself sexually somehow, that then moves very quickly into some other person’s energy field, and triggers their own energy field to re-enact the wish that is taking place. In psychological terms, I think this might be thought of as substitute wish-fulfillment.
So the very spiritual people may find themselves surrounded by people that are rapists. They may be completely innocent of understanding what is happening; quite likely so. And the people that are raped might be spiritual women in the community. They might be thinking that the spiritual men are practicing black magic, or voodoo … something very evil … when in fact they are at the effect of the great need of their sexual chakra to express itself in the physical world. They are deeply, soundly dreaming … and this thing occurs that is explained to them as being their fault … but they never even knew what happened.
That is what I think. I feel that it happens again and again. I feel that to be so; not just in one group, but in many spiritual groups; not just the major faiths, but many other faiths as well.
I think it is important to set forth my own point of view regarding this, because lots of times I will talk about problems; and people may think that I have the problem; or that I identify with the problem; or that I propose that it is all ok. They may take the exact opposite point of view as being my own point of view.
So I would just like to make it very clear that my point of view is that the physical body is the temple of the grace of God … what the Christians call the Holy Spirit. It is the temple through which our Awareness transforms our energy field. And if we injure it on purpose, it seems to me that we are saying to ourselves: I know … better than God … what should be happening to me right now. I am going to prove one-upmanship with regard to God by speeding things up faster than He arranged for me to do. In this lifetime … in this very lifetime … I am going to prove that I am one with God, by cutting off my sexual organs.
Terrible things happen then … things that nave not even been brought to light ever before … or if they were known before, by groups that suffered this kind of indignity of rape on the grounds and purported black magic, and voodoo, and all that … it has been kept a lid on, and kept within the group. They do not want anyone to know, because everyone who pursues the spiritual path has an emotional investment in pursuing that path, you know? We all hold dear that which we hope will bring us closer to God.
See my blog categories:Dissolving black magic in the Light … and …Voodoo
I am stating this right now because it seems clearly evident to me; and I feel that, by bringing it out in the open, we may arrive at some conclusions … each regarding his or her own group … that will promote New Life on New Earth with this Ascension process.
This is what I feel: It is better to openly discuss than to secretly attempt to cover such things up.
I hope my readers are not too hard on me with regard to this, because I am easily affected by negative vibes; I have to spend all my time praying and meditating when this happens. That is not such a bad outcome! But please do not be ruthless in your judgment of other people … people who bring up this kind of thing … people like me. I ask you to be charitable of heart with regard to us.
Transgender Correlative
I have another thing to say. It has to do with transgender, and a relationship of the results of transgender changes in the physical form to castration in celibate spiritual groups.
See my blog category:Crossdressing – transgender
As you may know, there is a great mortality rate amongst transgender rate. The rate of which I am aware has to do with murder of them. It is also possible, I feel, that they may be committing suicide from time to time, but I have no statistics on that. The statistics that I am going on are in English Wikipedia as the murder of transgender people.
I have to wonder why that is so. I have to wonder if the same dynamic may be taking place for those transgender people who are unable to fully express themselves sexually because of cosmetic physical changes in the sexual organs that result in wounding of the second chakra.
Some people are, I think, very happy as transgender people; but some people have their second thoughts too late. But those people that are not happy cannot revert to their prior state. Their vessel of Light and love and joy has been irreparably injured by physical means.
So I feel that it may be possible that this nightmare substitution vivid dreaming or vivid trancing might be happening with some transgender people. That might result in harm to the common good. Somehow subconsciously people may be logging onto this and figuring that there is black magic involved, or voodoo involved … when in fact there is just the lack of perfection of the physical mechanism through which grace expresses itself in the world.
That outrage that other people feel because of the noospheric clash may be resulting in the murder of transgender people, in some cases.
This discussion of transgender issues is just by way of showing possible similarities between the issue of castration as a practice done by celibate spiritual groups and issues faced by transgender people.
I recall recently there was a story going round on the astral plane about a group of celibate spiritual men who practiced castration in their group, and who figured, therefore, that it was a very spiritual thing. (That is something, as you know, that I object to; I feel it to be inaccurate.)
As the story went, these men then decided that one way to rehabilitate very violent male felons would be to castrate them and change them to transgender people.
On the astral plane, the results were just awful. It was horrible to behold that story on the astral plane. But it sort of supports, in a way, the notion that there are certain similarities in that extreme expression of spirituality.
Now, to get back to the general picture of excesses that sometimes occur in celibate spiritual groups …
I cannot give you any names, because spiritual communities that are celibate are extremely set upon not revealing the faux pas of the people that have gone before them … their leaders and their important staff members, and so forth.
It is very important to them to have a good reputation and not to reveal anything like that. And though it may be the case that, here or there on the internet, you may find out, it is just not copacetic for me … it is not even safe for me … to bring up things like that. And it does not make sense, either, when anyone can research it, and figure it out, given the time and the opportunity.
I do not like the idea of making people angry by revealing their foibles, you know? It just does not make sense for a spiritual person to do a thing like that. So you may hear me talking about general tendencies … which I have done quite a bit of … but you will not hear me naming names online. It just does not make much sense.
Opposite Gender Hatred
Setting aside that question of ‘who’ … because it happens all the time … let us go on to the ‘what’. Let’s say there have been a few mishaps in a spiritual community that practices celibacy. And one of the above-mentioned things has come up … or some other thing like that. For instance, it might be revulsion towards women, if it is a male group; or revulsion towards men, if it is a female group.
See my blog categories:Misandry – hatred of men – philandry – respect for men… and … Misogyny – hatred of women – philogyny – respect for women
And that might express itself as group sex amongst men, or group sex amongst women, that creates a feeling in the noosphere of hatred of the opposite gender. Then, because these people practice group same-sex sexual activities … all at the same time, say … a very strong force sends these feelings of hatred towards the opposite gender out into the noosphere all over the city where the celibate people live.
It is a feeling that is confronted by married people … and by straight people like me that believe that the householder way is a good spiritual way … with feelings of revulsion and with feelings of deep black magic. It is very odd … the intense antagonistic effect that that practice has upon people who are straight. It is hard to explain.
Most people are straight, and householders, as you may know. It might be that the psychic ire of superior numbers of people in the community might be spiked by that kind of forceful adversarial-seeming psychic impression, especially if it is practiced on a regular schedule by the formerly celibate group.
I feel it might be better, when that happens … when that is the practice of the spiritual community … that they be located someplace farther from big cities; someplace where the local noosphere will not object so much. And there is a chance … although there is no geography on the astral plane … there is a greater chance of this jumping-out psychic impression of revulsion towards the opposite gender sticking locally, and adversely affecting less people.
Then there might be instances where someone in a celibate spiritual group has taken a child as a lover … and it has become well known … and the child has died, say, of an STD … or the child has been killed by the person. And the person is a very important person in the celibate community in question.
And then the members of the community say to themselves: Well, we will not do that anymore. We ill proscribe that. That is not the type of activity that we will do.
But yet, in the history of the group, there is this memory … a memory of all the people in the group, that this thing has happened. And in addition this can happen with the murder the murder of women by members of the celibate group.
I think it far less likely that there would be a women’s group that participates in the murder of men, because of the psychological makeup of women, who seem to be less into violent ‘acting out’ than men. I hope the men do not feel I am picking on them. I do feel it is a problem to pinpoint, to look at, if it is a male celibate community.
See my blog categories:Crossdressing – transgender
Feral Drives
I am not too familiar with female celibate communities. The few that I know are typically ruled by men who have a hierarchy of their own, and who dominate the women, and force them to kneel before them and to become what they call ‘humble’.
In my opinion, this means that the feral drive of the men runs rampant over the women, and unchecked. That is the feral drive towards domination (as in ‘dominance-submission’), towards one-upmanship, towards being the top dog or the ‘alpha male’.
See my blog categories:Feral drives – pack instincts… and … Dominance – Submission … and …One-upmanship – rectal intercourse – colonoscopy … and …Alpha male
Rather it would be better, I feel, if the women had some latitude to develop their own path spiritually. But hey, that is just me! I am very independent!
Chwal or Donkey Man
To get back to these problems that come up when the sex drive expresses itself in odd ways because of the celibacy of a community: What can happen is that they should all decide together: My gosh, these odd things have happened in the past with our people, and we do not want to have a bad name. We do not want to do bad things; and we will not do that anymore.
But instead, all in their minds, they have this history. And the history permeates their dreams. Should they arrive at a trance state (which I strongly advise against), when they meditate for a long period of time … or should they be deeply dreaming, all at the same time, then the historic propensity of the celibate group can create very strong urges … very strong emotions and pictures in the minds of other people who have similar propensities. And it can result in a racheting up of their propensities towards killing women; towards fooling around with children; towards engaging in sex worker sex or paying for that; and they can suddenly begin ‘acting out’, on the basis of the dreams of the celibate group because of their past historical propensities.
Intuitively, I have seen this happen quite a bit; quite a bit. I know that the celibate groups cannot help what they do when they dream or when they fall into a trance state. It is the subconscious mind that takes over, and creates these evil propensities that then zoom out into the noosphere and affect other people. And then these other people become like ‘donkeys’ or what is called ‘chwal’ in the indigenous cults of Brazil. The ‘Jackass Love Curse’ … ‘acting out’ issues such as this … are, I feel, created by the action of the subconscious mind of people who are living together as celibate groups, and then suddenly the urge exudes from or pops out of all of their gut brains at the same time, and somehow it creates this extremely realistic, vivid dream … like a clair movie that is staged, that then seems to attack people in the surrounding community.
I expect there is an equivalent of that in the householder group, but I just cannot peg it. I do not know what that is. The celibate groups would probably say: It is the householder groups that are attacking us!
And that is to some extent true, because the householder groups are intent on preserving family values, and creating a viable community, and creating offspring that can carry on the tradition that would keep the community viable and alive and crime-free. They have a strong urge, because they love their children, to create that kind of community.
In the celibate groups, I feel it might be possible (albeit far from typical) that the opposite might occur. For instance, they might feel ‘under the gun’ because of the mores of the householder spiritual groups, whom they may come to consider ‘beneath’ them.
They might feel that, to preserve their esoteric lifestyle … the important thing that they are doing to be like God in this world … that they should take what they can from everyone, and that it will not matter. They may feel that the cause that they have makes it worthwhile to worship Kali or worship Shiva or worship cocaine … or do whatever they have to do in order to preserve their spiritual way of life, you know?
And these things might be very negatory to the community.
They might feel that child trafficking is just fine! They might not care at all about other people’s children.
I find that unlikely, but possible, because of the war that goes on, in the noosphere, between the householders and the celibate spiritual people, who have great spiritual ‘umph’ in the noosphere because of their spiritual way of life.
I think it is up to the spiritual people to try to figure out how they can create a viable community for humankind on New Earth; and what it is that they have to do in their own lives in order to make that so.
I hope I have not created too much furor, because it takes a toll on my dreamtime life.
Ritual Rejection of Homosexuality
I will give you another example: Suppose there is a group of celibate men who believe that they should conquer the tendency towards homosexuality … towards M2M. Suppose they have a spiritual practice to bring on the propensity to have rectal sex with men. And then they have a spiritual practice to reject that and go on with their lives. And the looking at the naked bodies of their community members in a provocative pose is supposed to reinforce the notion that they should not do that thing.
They are disregarding the importance of the sex drive … which has the exact opposite point of view. The greatly deprived sex drive says to itself (this is my guess): Wow! This is an opportunity! This is my chance to express myself!
And then at the last moment, its fondest wish is denied!
So what happens is that everybody goes to sleep thinking they have proved that they are immune to this notion of M2M, even though they are surrounded by men and they are having to contain their sex drive all the time.
They go to sleep. They dream. And the lay people in their community get the notion that M2M is the thing that they have to do right now. That is because the great dream of the spiritual leaders of the community who had engaged in ritual rejection of homosexuality is taking place after this practice.
And so the lay people … Here is what I think! … have a tendency to turn to homosexual endeavors, whether M2M or F2F. And there is an extra added desire to do so in the same setting that was denied the people who did that original practice of denial.
Reverse Kundalini — Soul Devolution
The picture of what happened goes out into the spiritual community, and the people there begin to hope to do that very thing, only to consummate the act. Isn’t that something! And they may find that happens. And then when that happens, what you have is a very strong energy of ‘reverse kundalini’, which brings all the energy down through the spinal column and into the Earth, so that the highest energies of the lay person … the most quickly pulsating energies of the person … are subverted and transformed into the densest energies of the basal chakra.
See my blog category:Reverse kundalini
And so the lay person becomes like an animal. The person becomes like a donkey … like a jackass … like a chwal. So the people in the community, I feel, have that danger of turning into animals in the next lifetime. They have lost a lifetime of Soul advancement and involved themselves in Soul devolution.
See my blog category:Soul devolution
I expect that there will be quite a few answers, and maybe some vehement answers to this clair insight that I have developed over the years. I hope they will not be very vehement. I hope we can discuss the common good together. I hope so.
Psychic Rape – Astral Rape
Setting that weighty topic aside for awhile, I will give you another example.
As you may know, in the early days of my blogging on the website “Awakening with Planet Earth” I talked a very great deal about astral rape and psychic rape.
See my blog category:Psychic rape -astral rape
Apparently the reason for that was that I had to go through a process of overcoming the noospheric energies. Because I was familiar with many different spiritual communities, I had to go through a process of perfecting my energy array to such an extent that I was no longer susceptible to the repressed sexual urges of celibate spiritual groups.
What I am getting at is that, when there are a lot of people in the community, or in your circle of friends, who are not able to fulfill their sex drives for whatever reason … spiritual or otherwise … then there will be an emanation coming forth in the dreamtime realm of rape, which may express itself in the physical realm. Or it may just create a burden upon the dreamtime realm of the people in the area … a feeling of lack of safety; a feeling of lack of trust in their fellow man; or sexual overtures that are inappropriate for people on the spiritual path.
Sacred Sexuality
You know, people say: “Well, if I am not a celibate person, are you proposing that I just do whatever I want, and just have a wonderful time of it? Is that what householders do?
And the answer is: No. That is not what householders do. A spiritual household … almost invariably, I find … believes in sexual continence. And that means you stick with the person that you are with. You remain faithful and loyal to the person that you are with. You do not go out seeking a good time with a large group of people.
You are trying to preserve your household. In order to do that, you remain faithful to your significant other, your spouse, you see. And that creates a stable environment for the children in your household.
Sexual continence means that you have decided that you will provide for the continuity of your community through the moral upbringing and loving relationship that you have with your children and your spouse. You are working towards depth in those relationships. You are not freely enjoying whatever may come your way.
It is a path of moderation; not a license to do whatever we will. It is the exact opposite of dreams of astral rape, which have first to do with forcing oneself upon someone else; and second, doing that in a very negative frame of mind … with hatred in mind.
See my blog category:Sacred sexuality
Emotions and the Common Good
It is the injury to the physical body in the area of the sex organs of the astrally raping dreamer … or the ‘insult’ to the emotional body in the area of the second chakra … that causes the feeling of hatred or fear or anger in the sexual chakra, which results in those kinds of dreams. The dream is one of anger or outrage. Or sometimes it is fear of other people, or of intimacy, that is greatly racheted up by injury to the sexual organs.
These two are related: The physical body and the emotional body, in the area of the second chakra. And the dreams of a sexual nature that result, are injured dreams. And these dreams flow out into the noosphere, and into the local and global community, and create injury. The create the ‘common bad’. They create evil in the world.
That is why we Lightworkers say that the thing to do is to create the feeling of joy in your own life … the feeling of lobe … the sensation of Light and of being Light. And these feelings will flow out into the noosphere and add to the common good. In that way we can create the optimum expression of New Life on New Earth for all humankind.
It is a weighty topic, is it not? We have to consider what we do with our bodies; how well we take care of our bodies; how well we fulfill our emotional need for love and Light and joy, I feel. And then consider that where we find ourselves in our lives is the exact place where we belong to be, according to the wishes of God, you know? And not try to speed things up so much, because this lifetime, I feel … and I know will disagree in many cases … this lifetime is but one expression of our Eternal Soul, which may be expressing itself in many other forms, in many other lifetimes, simultaneously.
We do not have to look to become greater than we are because we may be living in an incarnation just like that … in the Eternal Now … at this moment.
On Agreeing with God
Believe me, I understand. I remember when I was young, I would say to myself: I would do anything to become enlightened in this lifetime! Anything at all! And I recall the spiritual practices I did back then were very intense.
I spent a lot of time trying to prove how spiritual I was, you know? I wanted to be very spiritual … the most spiritual … as spiritual as anyone could get.
It was not until I got older that I began to relax on that topic and just take things day by day … as they say, to be here with this process right now … to ratchet down on being better than everybody else.
I understand that life is short, and that the spiritual drive is a great motivator for many people. I understand that.
And on the other hand, contrariwise, I advise knowing that everything is just as it ought to be right now. That is what I finally realized: That everything is just as it ought to be right now.
Here we are, in this incarnation, to create something that has been set ready for us … straight before us … by God. All we have to do is see what we see, and hear what we hear, and become what we become, through the grace of God.
See my blog category: Aligning with God – dharma – right action
We do not have to speed the process up. The process is already infinitely quick, because in many, many … maybe infinite incarnations … we are all those things. As we become more and more one with God, we become more and more one with all the things in the entire Universe.
At that point we do not need to make any choices because we are the All. We are all that.
Conclusion
Well, enough of that.
Please go easy on me. I take it very much to heart when you think that I am trying to injure you, and I hope the very best for you and for all humankind. I truly do.
So if when we discuss these ideas, we keep in mind each other’s feelings … each other’s emotions … each other’s highest good … then I think we can have a fruitful conversation in regard to this. I am looking forward to that.
God bless you all, And keep you safe, And be with you Through all your days.
In love, Light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Filmed on 30 January 2023 and published on 31 January 2023.
religions of the world, common good, aligning with God, transgender, chwal, emotions, astral rape, sacred sexuality, feral drives, misogyny, misandry, reverse kundalini, Soul devolution, Dissolving black magic in the Light, Voodoo, child molestation, lust murder, Sex workers,
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