VISUALIZATION / MEDITATION TO STILL THE ASTRAL CHATTER
How to Do it
Benefits
Dear Ones,
If the astral chatter gets too intense, here is a visualization / meditation that may help …
VISUALIZATION / MEDITATION TO STILL THE ASTRAL CHATTER
How to Do It
Imagine that you are slowly and smoothly breathing in and out through your nose, but your nose is now located at your right eye (or your right ear, if you prefer). When you breath in and out, imagine you can feel the air going into, and then out of, your right eye (or your right ear) …
Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Eye,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Large image of face and displaced image of nose: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.
Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Eye,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
CREDITS: Large image of face and displaced image of nose: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.
Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Ear,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Large image of face: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered … Image of displaced nose: Image: “Self-portrait on paper,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1587, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self-Portrait_on_Paper_(detail)_-_WGA00929.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.
Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Ear,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
CREDITS: Large image of face: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered … Image of displaced nose: Image: “Self-portrait on paper,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1587, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self-Portrait_on_Paper_(detail)_-_WGA00929.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.
As you breathe this way, count the inhalations of the breath from one to five; then repeat, counting to five over and over again.
Benefits
Through the imagined relocation of the nose, the visualization directs prana to your right brain. That side of the brain has to do with living in the ‘Now’, and not with cause-and-effect, which is what creates a timeline (whether a physical timeline or an astral timeline). The right brain does not support the notion of temporal limitation, or confinement of Awareness within a timeline created through a cause-and-effect construct. The right brain does not create or support the astral chatter or astral stories that glom and propagate in the noosphere, as these stories depend on cause and effect, and upon an imaginary or astral ‘timeline’. When Awareness is placed on the right brain, the notions of cause-and-effect … the notion of time itself … drops away. We are left with the freedom to react in multitemporal reality, which is, in fact, the understanding of Earth herself right now.
I have noticed that some of the astral chatter comes from the construct ‘geography’ … the notion of dimensional limitation. For instance, it may have to do with the thought that we cannot avoid astral chatter with our neighbors, or maybe our family. In our left brains, we have the notion that we are chained to our homes, and therefore chained to our families or to the people with whom we life, or to the people who live near us. These are left-brain cause-and-effect notions based on physical reality … on seeing other people around us, for instance.
But our energy body is a discrete, singular entity in relation …. not to our family or to our neighbors … but rather in relation to Spirit, to our Soul, to that Divine Spark within us. Thus the left-brain notion of territorial confinement, like its notion of temporal confinement, is but an artificial construct.
The right brain does not support the construct ‘geography’ … the notion of dimensional limitation, or confinement of Awareness within geographic boundaries. Thus by generating pranic flow into and out of the right brain, we circumvent the artificial left-brain construct ‘geography’.
The feral drives (pack instincts) of sexual aggression and territorial aggression: female competition and male competition; striving between family members or neighbors for female dominance, male dominance, or one-upmanship; notions of males flocking together and bonding, or of females doing so; notions that packs of neighborhood men ought to ejaculate together on the astral plane, or that packs of neighborhood women ought to climax together; striving for alpha or relegation to beta pack ordering; and shunning of a ‘pariah’ or ‘sin-eater’ as an outcast from the imagined astral pack … these all have to do with notions of physical geographic limitations developed in Stone Age times, when there were only about 50,000 human beings on Earth.
For survival purposes, these people aggregated into clans whose members lived in close proximity. Our current notions of geographic limitations with regard to the people we know have to do with feral drive hardwiring written into our subconscious minds in Stone Age and also in much earlier times. These instinctual notions roam through our dreamtime realm and through our astral realm, roping down our astral chatter to subconsciously perceived geographic restrictions.
But when Awareness is placed on the right brain, the notions of clan and tribe, of subconscious instinctual behaviors, drops away. We are left with the freedom to react in multidimensional reality, which is, in fact, where Earth herself resides right now.
Counting along with the breath is a famous Zen Buddhist form of meditation, and one that I like very much. I have noticed, though, that when I count along with the breath while placing my Awareness on the left brain, I am quickly cut short by the tendency of the left brain to step into my counting process with cause-and-effect stories that seem ‘juicier’ or more emotionally fulfilling than the dry notion of repeatedly counting to five or 10.
The above meditation circumvents these left-brain sabotage efforts of my left brain and leaves the field of my mind clear to create the numeric repetitions without interruption. Thus for long intervals (to get temporal about it) I can waylay the astral chatter through a visualization and meditation that moves me from temporospatial misery and enchainment … as in a sad or scary Hollywood movie … to a right brain space of effortless temporospatial freedom.
TECHNIQUE TO TRANSFORM MIND CONTROL MALWARE TO THE LIGHT
Caveat on Avoiding Upset to Other People While Using This Process
On Ego Terror and Spiritual Development
The Pros and Cons of Placing Awareness in the Heart
On Moving Awareness About, Within and Beyond the Body
Our True Nature: The Voyage of Discovery Through Life on Earth
Dear Ones,
This is on transforming mind control malware to the Light. Because of the strong threads of patriarchal dominion and power over energy that have been, until now, present in the third and fourth dimensions here on Earth, this transformational technique is most appropriate for …
All women, with regard to subconscious attempts at mind control by alpha males;
beta women, with regard to subconscious attempts at mind control by alpha females;
beta men, with regard to subconscious attempts at mind control by alpha males and alpha females; and
children … most poignantly, the new star children and rainbow children … with regard to subconscious attempts at mind control by parents and other authority figures.
It is also helpful for men, women, and children in dealing with conscious attempts at mind control by black magickers, thuggees, red hats, drukpas, mantriks, and subtle sorcerers.
TECHNIQUE TO TRANSFORM MIND CONTROL MALWARE TO THE LIGHT
This technique takes only a minute or so per person. For me, there were about six people attacking me in shifts, so the whole process took about half an hour; there have been no repeat instances, so my guess and my hope are that the malware has been permanently disabled or removed.
In the series of images below, you are the person on the right. The person on the left is the one who is trying to mind-control you …
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the left-hand person’s eyes toward the right-hand person’s eyes. The person on the left looks determined or angry. The person on the right looks surprised … CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 1. Person on left telepathically says this to the person on the right: “I will wiggle your third eye point” or “I will take over your third eye now.” This thought sends a stream of energy from his third eye to that of the other person.
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the left-hand person’s eyes toward the right-hand person’s eyes. The person on the left looks determined or angry. The person on the right looks surprised.
CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 1. Person on left telepathically says this to the person on the right: “I will wiggle your third eye point” or “I will take over your third eye now.” This thought sends a stream of energy from his third eye to that of the other person …
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There are two arrows drawn in the air between their eyes. One arrow goes from the eyes of each person toward the eyes of the other person. The person on the left looks surprised and a little worried. The person on the right looks wide awake and at the same time serene … CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 2. Person on right imagines that he is following the first person’s energy stream back to his third eye point. Match the returning energy to that sent: No stronger, and no weaker. Matching of energies … being neither overbearing nor weaker than the other person … is important in the development of the quality of neutral mind.
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There are two arrows drawn in the air between their eyes. One arrow goes from the eyes of each person toward the eyes of the other person. The person on the left looks surprised and a little worried. The person on the right looks wide awake and at the same time serene …
CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 2. Person on right imagines that he is following the first person’s energy stream back to his third eye point. Match the returning energy to that sent: No stronger, and no weaker. Matching of energies … being neither overbearing nor weaker than the other person … is important in the development of the quality of neutral mind.
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the right-hand person’s eyes toward the left-hand person’s eyes, and an asterisk in the center of the head of the left-hand person. The person on the left looks surprised and a little worried. The person on the right looks wide awake and at the same time serene … CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 3. Person on right gently places his awareness in the center of the first person’s brain (see the asterisk in the image). Wait only about half a minute … no longer. Then telepathically say to that person: “You have taken over my brain, but I have taken over yours. If you do that again, I’ll be back.”
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the right-hand person’s eyes toward the left-hand person’s eyes, and an asterisk in the center of the head of the left-hand person. The person on the left looks surprised and a little worried. The person on the right looks wide awake and at the same time serene …
CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 3. Person on right gently places his awareness in the center of the first person’s brain (see the asterisk in the image). Wait only about half a minute … no longer. Then telepathically say to that person: “You have taken over my brain, but I have taken over yours. If you do that again, I’ll be back.”
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the right-hand person’s eyes toward the left-hand person’s eyes, and an asterisk in the center of the head of the left-hand person. There are no arrows in the air between them, and no asterisks in their heads. Both people look wide awake and at the same time serene … CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware 4. Place your awareness back in your own brain. Even after one such exercise using this approach, I found that my mental habit of accepting third eye invasion by another person was transformed to the light.
Drawing: “Transforming Mind Control Malware to the Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 13 September 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Two people are looking at each other. There is an arrow drawn from the right-hand person’s eyes toward the left-hand person’s eyes, and an asterisk in the center of the head of the left-hand person. There are no arrows in the air between them, and no asterisks in their heads. Both people look wide awake and at the same time serene …
CAPTION: Transforming Mind Control Malware 4. Place your awareness back in your own brain. Even after one such exercise using this approach, I found that my mental habit of accepting third eye invasion by another person was transformed to the light.
Caveat on Avoiding Upset to Other People While Using This Process
Never extend the length of time inside another person’s head for more than about half a minute … Many people feel that their ‘I’-ness, the seat of their beingness, their ego, is their brain, which they feel to be identical with their mind field.
Thus, when you imagine placing your mind in their mind, they may feel this is a threat to their essential beingness, their ego. Ego terror is nothing to be sneezed at, and causing it will not help another person’s Soul progress. Quite the contrary. Thus, as healers, we must use this technique with the utmost discretion.
On Ego Terror and Spiritual Development
The Buddhists say that the ego consists of ‘death terror’ …
… and I agree to this. When we rise to awareness that other people and beings are taking over our third-eye point and manipulating our minds to their own ends … that the Duality play in the third and fourth dimensions on Earth has this thick and cumbersome ‘power over’ quality … then one of the first things we experience is ego terror.
All Earth is arising right now, and all humans are going through the process of discovering their minds are being controlled and feeling ‘ego terror’. This feeling of terror is bottomless in nature; it is the cause of the anxiety attacks and generalized anxiety that are rolling through the noosphere during solar events. The solar events are sparking awareness of mind control, and then ego terror sets in.
It is important to note that the ego is merely a mental construct. In fact, the experience of ego terror is one of the first obstacles to be overcome on the spiritual path …
The Pros and Cons of Placing Awareness in the Heart
Beginners on the spiritual path are often advised to place their Awareness on their hearts rather than on their brains or their mind fields.
This is good advice, in that it opens the way to an understanding that the quality of Awareness is a quality quite different from that of ego; much more expansive than the form-limited quality of ego, and devoid of the terror engendered by the ego’s fear of being ousted from its home in the brain, and of being permanently ousted from its home in a particular body.
The quality of Awareness is essentially free of the limitations of form altogether. While many people in the modern day place their Awareness in the brain, and identify their Awareness with the ego that dwells there, the spiritual devotee may quickly discover that Awareness, when placed in the heart … whether the heart chakra or the physical heart … floods through the whole body, just as the blood courses from the heart, and out through the whole body.
By placing Awareness in the heart, we subsume the smaller Awarenesses of all other chakras, including that of the third-eye point, though the latter be much vaunted by spiritual adepts in many arenas, both group and individual, around the world.
Further, by moving Awareness from the brain to the heart, we discover the truth that Awareness is independent of form. Awareness … our own Soul’s Awareness … is equally content, equally intelligent, equally creative and joyful … whether it be housed in our current, providential human form, floating above that form while the body sleeps and dreams, or off on an astral world or mental world expedition after the body has passed on.
On the other hand, we may find that, by placing Awareness on the heart, we become subject to the subtle electrical changes that take place there as we receive our DNA template downloads and our energy upgrades during Ascension. We may feel tweaks and twinges in the heart chakra or the physical heart as clearing takes place. From time to time, we may experience the heart stopping entirely, then rebooting. Then after a trip to the hospital, we may find this is, inexplicably, not of medical note. Solar events, because they are often the courier bringing in the Light encoding of our DNA upgrades, may exacerbate these perturbations of the heart’s electric field.
When we place Awareness on our heart, and as our Light quotient increases, we may experience emotional and noospheric turmoil associated with the heart’s perturbations.
On Moving Awareness About, Within and Beyond the Body
Thus the benefit of learning to move the Awareness about, both within and beyond the body, becomes clear. One minute, we may place Awareness in the brain; the next, in the heart or the navel center, and the next, in the air above our crown chakra.
Or, we may experience astral travel to another place, or temporospatial relocation to another timeline, or to another quadrant of the Universe.
All these become possible … and indeed, advisable … as we explore the true nature of the Soul.
Our True Nature: The Voyage of Discovery Through Life on Earth
As the saints say, our true nature is beyond fear, beyond death. The Mool Mantra of the Sikh religion succinctly describes the true nature of Soul Awareness …
Snatam Kaur, in her rendition of the Hindu saint and mystic Kabir’s song: “Oh, My Soul, You Come and You Go,” describes the timeless, spaceless quality of Soul Awareness …
This is the great voyage of discovery through life on Earth. So let us rejoice in that, and not look back, and not hold grudges against those of small mind who may measure their worth through raids and forays against the ego bastions of their fellow human beings. In this light, I ask you to explore the teachings given above.
Filmed on 15 February 2015, published on 24 October 2015; transcribed on 4 October 2018; revised on 29 January 2019
Previously titled: Stories from Long Ago: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness
INTRODUCTION TO THE VIDEO
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO … ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: THE DARK LOVE TRIANGLE
About Red Rock Canyon
Beginning of the Story: A Great Flash of Light!
The Karmic Trap: Glued Like a Fly to Psychic Flypaper
Dark Love Triangle (Triangle Amoureaux)
On Escaping from a Fantasy
Vast Electromagnetics and Solar Flares in the Early Years
Early Attempt to Speak with the Man Thought to Be Part of the Telepathic Dark Love Triangle
The Email Out of the Blue
Psychic Warfare, Projected Feeling of Blame, or Vengefulness
On Psychological ‘Projection’
On Magnetic Reconnection of Timelines Through Subconscious Fantasizing
On Being Fantasized About as the Sexual Object of a Dominatrix
On Co-Creating a Positive New Reality Through Visualization
Recurring Daydreams Put Timeline on ‘Pause’
Alice’s Vision of a Ghost Haunting the Mesmerized Dominatrix
Why Ascensioneers Are Daydreaming Less
The Blame Game Time Warp
Conclusion of Alice’s Perilous Tale
Alice’s Photos: Karmic Trap and Incoming Light
UNCONSCIOUS GLOMMING TO RECURRENT DAYDREAMS (I.E., VIVID WAKING DREAMS OR FUGUE STATES) AND NIGHT DREAMS, ESPECIALLY IN LARGE CITIES
HOW THESE DAYDREAMS SEEM TO AUTISTIC PEOPLE
HOW THE INCOMING LIGHT IS BRINGING THESE PREVIOUSLY UNCONSCIOUS DREAMS OF HUMANKIND TO CONSCIOUS AWARENESS
DREAMING TOGETHER (I.E., TEMPORARY MERGING OF SUBTLE BODIES) WILL SOON BE CONSCIOUS
FOR MORE INFORMATION
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION TO THE VIDEO
Here are some stories from my long-distant past:
Lessons I have learned about real life as contrasted with daydreams and recurrent fantasies,
Guardian angels that protect us from karmic traps,
Love triangles,
The importance of knowing that I deserve love,
The importance of forgiveness,
Timeline loops, and
The slow process of emerging from the unconscious mind.
There is a lightly edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO … ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: THE DARK LOVE TRIANGLE
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
About Red Rock Canyon
Well, I am out here in the wilderness. There is a far distant view; far off in the distance … you cannot see it … down in the mountains, there is Red Rock Canyon. Nobody really knows about Red Rock Canyon except a few people. To get there, you have to go through a mountain pass, to an old, deserted campground, which, I think, was really very nice at one time.
And it is really too bad that it is not there anymore. I mean, the spaces are there, and all, but the facilities are no longer there. It would be great if they could get it going again, because Red Rock Canyon is a beautiful place for people to visit, and families to enjoy.
So anyway, off in the far distance [pans to viewer’s left] is the entrance to it. And so, I am here now, and I have something to talk to you all about. It involves pulling together so many strands of energy! It really has to do with blaming people, and feeling vengeance towards people, and being able to forgive people. and daydreaming and fantasizing with a recurrent fantasy … and how these affect the timeline that we are in. That is really my emphasis, and I am hoping that whatever, by way of example, I put in, from my personal experience, will have a kind of a neutral flavor to it, so as to offer, by way of illustration, an example for the reader.
Beginning of the Story: A Great Flash of Light!
I will start at the beginning. (I am still considering what to say.) Maybe 14 or 15 years ago, I was in the midst of breaking up with my boyfriend, and I suddenly found myself in a kind of a fantasy world Love Triangle that involved two women … I was one of the women … and the man.
The interesting thing is: Of the other two people, I had barely met the man … I shook hands with him once. And I had not actually, formally, met the woman at all.
I was sitting in meditation one day, and the two of them were in the room, behind me. And something happened on the astral plane. There was a great flash of light!
At the time, I was thinking to myself how great it would be to have a spiritual companion that I could relate to, in the spiritual realm, and kind of lift myself up, step by step, and help them do the same. That was my thought at the time, while I was meditating.
And there was this great flash of light, that went from the eyes of a portrait of the group’s guru, on the front wall of the meditation room, through my heart, and into the front of the heart chakra of someone else, who was sitting behind me.
I turned round, and looked, and it was this one person, whom I had never met. I did not know his name; I did not know a thing about him. The man stood half-way up, as if stunned, and then sat back down again. And so then there was established a telepathic link … one that was always present, and consisted mainly of subconscious input, and which I was unable to break or set aside, for many years.
As it turned out, he had a relationship with a woman, and the woman and he had a telepathic link. Later, I went to knock on the door of the office where he worked; I went to see if I could find this person; and she came to the door. She did not give her name, but I just had a feeling about it …
The Karmic Trap: Glued Like a Fly to Psychic Flypaper
The feeling that I got, several times, when I was in that situation, was a Karmic Trap was about to be set. And that it would be foolhardy for me to walk forward, into a certain situation, physically (i.e., walk forward with my feet).
And I remember overriding that. It was as if a guardian angel had whispered in my ear and said: Don’t go there! Don’t do that!
The first time that happened, at that place where I meditated, I turned around and walked away. Years went by. And then I thought: Geez, maybe I will try that again. Why not? I will go on over there. Probably, I was mistaken.
And I went back, and I had the same feeling of foreboding. But nevertheless, I started going over and meditating at that place. And this thing that I just now talked to you about, was the thing that unfolded because of that.
So anyway, I had actually seen the faces of two people on the physical plane, and suddenly, a fantasy world asserted itself. In that fantasy world, she and he were attracted to each other sexually, and my heart chakra’s energy was pulled towards his, in the way of a woman yearning for the presence of a man; and her heart chakra energy was pulled towards me, in the way of an alpha female despising and ‘lording it over’ a beta female; and his heart chakra energy was pulled towards her, in the way of a man yearning for the presence of a woman.
I, who had never before experienced one telepathic thought, was mind-melded, 24-7, to two people who had what seemed to me to be incomprehensibly vast telepathic abilities. I was stuck, like a fly to flypaper, in an astral Dark Love Triangle.
So it was a circular situation … a Dark Love Triangle or triangle amoureux … in which nobody could be satisfied, because what they were looking at, and what they were longing for, was not what was looking at and longing for them.
So that was the Karmic Trap that I found myself in, on the astral plane. The other two people married, but they ended up unhappy in regard to romantic love. I feel this may have been because of the turmoil stirred up by the astral Dark Love Triangle.
Adding to the turmoil was a fractal replication of the Dark Love Triangle, in which it seemd to me that my ex-boyfriend aligned, in his fantasy world, with another alpha female. It seemed to me that he also may have become psychic on the astral plane. I surmised that, to cover his new romantic interest, or possibly subconsciously, on the psychic plane he called himself and his alpha female by the names of the couple in the original Dark Love Triangle. So I could not tell the two love triangles apart, on the astral plane.
To further complicate the issue, on the astral plane, the men in both Triangles, who were deeply romantically attracted to the alpha female in their Triangle, attributed my loving heart feelings towards what I thought to be just one man, to the alpha female in their personal Triangle, and mistakenly assigned the power-over, hateful feelings their alpha females felt toward me as hateful feelings I felt toward them.
So the men both felt I hated them, and that their alpha woman loved them, and that she was right in feeling they should send hateful vibes to me on the psychic plane.
And this went on for a space of about 15 years, with the rancor felt by the alpha females towards me increasing to such a crescendo that I feared for my life, as friends, family and acquaintances of everyone involved were drawn in, on the astral plane, to this recurring daydream.
Very slowly, for everyone involved, the skein of the Karmic Trap slowly emerged to my conscious mind. But for a long time, I was deeply subconscious with this, and not understanding what was going on.
About four years later, on the clairaudient plane, one of the men … at the time I thought it was the man in the first Triangle … came to me and said: Just wanted to let you know this is the end of this, and there will be no more of it from me. Please don’t ever think of me again, and please don’t ever relate to me again.
On Escaping from a Fantasy
That was 10 or 11 years ago. And so, I tried very hard, never to relate to him again. As you may know, when a person has a fantasy about something, it takes a while … even with strict application and discipline of the mind … It takes a while .. at least 6 months, and maybe longer … to escape from that fantasy world because, in addition to monitoring the thoughts of the conscious mind, we have also to consider the buildup of emotions and subconscious thoughts that has taken place during the time that we dwelt on something.
As Bill Ballard … Pearls2U on youtube, https://www.youtube.com/user/pearls2u... would say, we have to wait patiently until the electromagnetic disperse.
So that was going on for me, for a while, the problem being that, as time went on, it seemed some element of negativity was introduced into the relationship of the other two people (in each triangle, as I discovered later) … who I had heard, from one of the women that I knew, were romantically involved, or else married. So, at the point where I heard that … at the very beginning … I immediately knew that I should stay out of the situation, and let them proceed with their romantic life together … which is what I did, all those years.
So but what I am dealing with, through this whole interval, is a clearing of subconscious tendencies on my part, and a clarification of my emotional body, and like that. So it was not for naught. But for me, that whole experience of fantasy that took place for four years was very painful. There was a lot of suffering in it, as Thich Nhat Hanh … https://plumvillage.org/about/thich-nhat-hanh/ … would say.
There was a lot of compassion that I could have felt for myself, that I did not feel. And so, as I slowly emerged from that miasma of fantasy, I began to understand my own heart, and how deserving it was of love, and how I need to stand in the reality of the Third Dimension, and deal with life on Earth, instead of imagining that things are different from the way that they are, if you know what I mean. So I had that positive result from that.
Vast Electromagnetics and Solar Flares in the Early Years
Meantime, some electromagnetics were happening … vast swoopings about of EMF energy such as I had never experienced before. At the time, I did not know what to make of them, although later I pegged them to the many Solar Flares in those early years, and to my greatly enhanced EMF sensitivity, approximately coincident with the time of the flash of Light described above.
Early Attempt to Speak with the Man Thought to Be Part of the Telepathic Dark Love Triangle
I made an attempt, earlier on, to get in touch with the man on the physical plane, to talk with him and sort out what was going on, on the astral plane. I was asked to go to that place, to speak with a man I did not know. When I arrived, I asked if I might speak with the gentleman in the Triangle, perhaps with someone else present. On the basis of nothing I could think of … no act or feeling of mine … he replied that he thought I ought to seek psychiatry.
I could not make heads or tails of this, as I was actively involved in the congregation at the time … on the visitor welcome committee, involved in food preparation for after services, participating in the meditations, and one of the leaders of a women’s inspirational group that met monthly there.
In that context, the advise of the strange gentleman did not make sense to me. Would it not be best to speak, in person, with the people that were constantly talking with me on the astral plane? In that way, I felt, the misaligned emotions of this ill-fated and very painful astral Love Triangle might be sorted out, might it not? But as fate would have it, this was never to be.
The Email Out of the Blue
Out of the blue, I got an email one time … some time after the first four years … purportedly from the man in the first Triad, or Love Triangle, stating that he and his wife were getting a divorce.
Since I did not know the couple, except in my fantasies and clairaudient thoughts, I did not know whether that was true or not … whether they were married, whether they had gotten a divorce, and like that. So I wrote back and I said (because he was a minister, and his wife was also spiritually inclined) … because I had moved into a new place, I said: If you would like to come over, and bless this house, I will have a gathering sometime, and you could do that.
And I never heard back from them about that. And so I was once again wondering what was really true, and what was not true.
I am sure you all have been in similar situations: Imagining things, and daydreaming, and sometimes wishing for something that is not so. You know what I mean?
Psychic Warfare, Projected Feeling of Blame, or Vengefulness
In the meantime, on the psychic plane, there was warfare going on between this man and, assumedly, his wife. A furious battle was being waged. It was like they were going through immense suffering. And finally, apparently, they broke up.
And after that, I found out that the man (or possibly the man in the fractal Triangle) had a tendency to hold onto what he felt were wrongs that had been done to him … kind of a vengeful streak; in other words, a habit of feeling like punching another person for doing something to them … that kind of feeling.
And that tendency would come up, every once in a while. And every time it came up for him, he would blame me, rather than her. Which was weird, because I did not even know them.
On Psychological ‘Projection’
In psychology, this process of ‘substitute blaming’ is called ‘projection’.
The benefit is, we avoid confronting the person we are really upset with, and so we will not chance losing their love.
On the other hand, because we never confront the situation, the situation is never resolved.
On Magnetic Reconnection of Timelines Through Subconscious Fantasizing
That is the way it went. He would blame me, in his fantasy world, and it would all come back again. It was like the timeline that was going on for me, had diverged from theirs. But when he blamed me, it is like the timelines for the three of us pulled back together … kachoomed back together, and like that! … and all the old pain and suffering was experienced again.
This photo of a magnetic crack in the EMF of Earth is like the temporary swooping together (merging, or glomming) of timelines because of a shared experience of Soul wounding …
Image: “An artist’s rendition of magnetic reconnection. The amber-brown lines denote lines of magnetic force. The bright spot is where oppositely-directed fields are making contact and ‘reconnecting.'” from “Cracks in Earth’s Magnetic Shield,” by NASA, https://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2003/03dec_magneticcracks/ ..
On Being Fantasized About as the Sexual Object of a Dominatrix
And so, during that whole time after their divorce … I do not know how long it was, maybe since about 8 years ago? … In her mind, it seemed to me that the woman was still fantasizing that I was her sexual partner, in a power-over or dominatrix way. Now, it was a total fantasy. I know, in her heart of hearts, she knows that. But still, the fantasizing goes on, day after day.
And what happens, when we fantasize about a real-life person is, that we pull their timeline in towards ours … so that whatever suffering they are experiencing (if we are empathic), we experience that suffering too.
On Co-Creating a Positive New Reality Through Visualization
That is why it is important to visualize things together with someone else that we know in real life through free will. So that is a very important aspect of co-creating the new reality through visualization …
We need to be very concrete.
We need to work with other people in harmony with their hearts.
And we need to honor other people’s free will.
Recurring Daydreams Put Timeline on ‘Pause’
So in this case, what I have been feeling, all these years, is that someone is fantasizing about me. I do not know why. I do not know what the prior incarnations were. I do not know what the other timelines are. I do not know what other dimensions are involved.
All I know is that the electromagnetics are such that I keep getting pulled back into her timeline because of her fantasy world.
And so for me, what I have learned from that is that, what a fantasy does is: It kind of stops the forward motion of a timeline. An unfulfilled fantasy, a recurrent daydream like that, stops a timeline. And … because of the activity of the mental mind … it sticks the person to that timeline …
Making it impossible for them to switch timelines easily.
Making it impossible for them to jump from one dimension to the next,
Or to bilocate, or trilocate, or any of the other cool tricks that we are practicing now, during the Ascension process.
Alice’s Vision of a Ghost Haunting the Mesmerized Dominatrix
I just recently found, in a moment of clairvoyance, that the woman in one of the Triangles has been stepping right up to me, nose to nose, as it were, in 4D several times a day. Mesmerized, or sound asleep, it seemed.
Then, as her timeline stopped, it felt to me like an A-V chip was playing across her third-eye point. This reminded me of the way that ghosts who ‘haunt’ keep replaying an A-V chip over and over.
Then I found she was being haunted by a woman who knew her as a baby, and who has since passed. Then on the clairaudient plane, I brought her conscious attention to all this, and asked her to send the ghost to its guides, and to the Light. Which she has done, and the episode, albeit long drawn out, has found its end.
The takeaway is that recurrent fantasies may involve the persistent presence of ghosts, and that we must take steps such as the above.
Why Ascensioneers Are Daydreaming Less
So that may be why a lot of the daydreaming for me has stopped, over the years. I very rarely daydream. Very, very seldom do I daydream, and then only for a split second. And I would be surprised if other people were not experiencing this same thing.
Daydreaming stops us from being multidimensional. It sticks us at a particular place in a timeline. Every time we day dream, we get stuck again, back in the place where we started the daydream.
It is kind of a painful process, because it does not allow that joy, and that freedom … that flow of the Now … you know? It is a hard process to be going through. And I have great compassion for those people who are doing that, because of my own prior experience along those lines.
The Blame Game Time Warp
Now, back to the Triad or Love Triangle. I am going to talk about Blame, because last night I did this one; this timeline faux pas happened last night. I sat in meditation, at a time when another spiritual group that I used to be involved with in Los Angeles was also sitting in meditation.
Just prior to that, I had had to leave Los Angeles, actually, because I did not want to get too drawn into their electromagnetic field during all the clearing that is taking place on Earth right now. I am very sensitive to that kind of thing. So I left town. I could still feel them. And there was a lot of turmoil going on over there. It was amazing; it was like the ethers were being churned. There was all this clairaudient upset … just a lot of stuff.
So I went for a walk in the mountains. And it continued, even up high in the mountains. So finally I came back to the place where I was staying. And I was sitting in meditation. And I started to dwell on all the things that had really upset me during this imaginary Love Triangle 11 years ago, and for that 10-year interval long ago.
And I started with a grudge thing; I started enumerating all the things that I was really aggravated about back then. And suddenly, I found the other two people, on the astral plane, right next to me.
And I found myself in the same grievous boat of suffering that I had been experiencing … the deep agony that I had been experiencing. It was incredible! And not only that, but because I had started blaming them, they felt defensive.
And the man was wanting to take revenge on me, and injure me. And the woman was feeling increasingly erotic, and she was wanting to make love to me. And so there we were again, right back in the same, totally dissatisfied, upset, disgruntled, angry boat, you know?
And so I went: Wait a minute! How did this happen? What has happened here?
And my mind went through these scenarios: Maybe it is this! Maybe it is that! You know?
And then I remembered Matt Kahn … “True Divine Nature,” http://www.truedivinenature.com/ … He and his wife are wonderful people. And they have been saying lately (to paraphrase): Feel compassion. Feel love and forgiveness. And never blame anyone, no matter what they are doing. Don’t blame them. Just accept them the way they are.
And then, I had been doing some timeline research, recently, and discoveries, and so forth. And so, I put the two together, and I went: Oh my gosh! I was blaming them. I was refusing to forgive these two people. And look what happened! My timeline, which had been diverging from theirs, looped directly back to the beginning 14 years ago, and then it looped back and forth through all the upsets that had happened in an injurious, Soul-wounded relationship with them. It is like all it did was loop, loop, loop. And so, I did that to myself!
And I feel that maybe what Matt Kahn and Thich Nhat Hahn are saying, when they say to feel compassion for the suffering of other people …
They are not just saying, out of the goodness of my own heart, I should do that,
But for the goodness of my own heart, I should do that.
… because otherwise, there I am, stuck in a Time Warp!
I cannot multidime (experience multidiimensionality) …
I cannot optimize my timelines.
I cannot optimize my dimensional awareness.
All I can do is go back and forth, over an injured emotion that I felt a long time ago, on one of my timelines, because of Soul wounding.
Conclusion of Alice’s Perilous Tale
So, I just thought you all might like to know what I discovered about …
Daydreaming, which stops the timeline, prevents multidimensionality,
and about the feeling of Vengeance, which also turns the timeline back to the Soul wounding that was experienced ‘back in the day’
and also about Blame, and lack of Forgiveness, which are very similar to that, and do the same thing: They cause a time loop, they prevent multidimensionality, and more importantly, they prevent me from feeling my own heart.
So I am taking all that to heart, from now on. Every time I start to feel any of the above, I am going to do my best to forgive and forget, and feel compassion for the suffering of other people.
Wish me luck! And good luck to all of you too.
Alice’s Photos: Karmic Trap and Incoming Light
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
UNCONSCIOUS GLOMMING TO RECURRENT DAYDREAMS (I.E., VIVID WAKING DREAMS OR FUGUE STATES) AND NIGHT DREAMS, ESPECIALLY IN LARGE CITIES
My viewpoint toward the storyline of this fantasy has changed quite a lot over time. Right now it represents a complex fabric of unconscious glomming (see the category by that name), and not just by triads of people, but by very many. Rising to my consciousness right now is a many-layered dreamscape of folks glomming to recurrent daydreams (called by some vivid waking dreams or fugue states ) and night dreams, especially in the large cities.
On the astral plane, this sort of glomming daydream sometimes feels like temporary merging of two or more astral bodies. Or even, displacement of one person’s astral form by that of another person.
HOW THESE DAYDREAMS SEEM TO AUTISTIC PEOPLE
For instance, in the case of autistic people, who have less than the usual amount of identity attachment to the physical form, daydreams of other people seem (from my clair perspective) to ‘walk right into’ the autistic person’s mental and emotional bodies, as the astral forms of other people, one by one, displace the autistic person’s astral body, and daydream or ‘act out’ a recurrent fantasy in that body….
I asked an autistic person once, where it goes when this happens. This very sweet soul replied, “I go back to God.” What wonderful people these are, and what wonderful gifts they will have for humankind, in the way of expanded awareness, after humankind has received just a little more of the incoming light!
HOW THE INCOMING LIGHT IS BRINGING THESE PREVIOUSLY UNCONSCIOUS DREAMS OF HUMANKIND TO CONSCIOUS AWARENESS
So now to get back on topic, it seems to me that the incoming light, slowly but surely, is allowing all humankind to consciously recognize these unconscious threads of energy, these daydreams and nightdreams, and through this awareness, to triumph over them once and for all.
DREAMING TOGETHER (I.E., TEMPORARY MERGING OF SUBTLE BODIES) WILL SOON BE CONSCIOUS
Then at that point, when all the keys are offered us, and all the doors are unlocked, the mergings of astral or light bodies that take place will be more like those experienced in 5D, which is to say, completely aware, vividly conscious in every quark, and full of love and joy.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
For more timeline information see … LInk: “Compendium: Timelines and Multitemporality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-byd ..
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MORE INFORMATION
Link: “Karma Roars Like a Lion,” stories by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8QC … [currently marked ‘private’]
Link: “Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015; posted on 21 September 2015; revised May 2016 and transcribed 12 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-42J ..
Link: “Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 21 September 2015; transcribed on 10 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-424 ..
Here are some aspects of our human pack behavior … which is to say, vestigial animal behavior … that have been clearing through my aura lately. I heard these energy threads as astral chatter in the fourth dimension (4D), in the dream state and on the astral plane.
I feel my astral intel may agree to some extent with behavioral studies done by biologists on the feral drives of the great apes and on other mammals, such as wolves, that form packs. I am not widely read on the congruent biological studies, but have enough of a fundament in that regard to realize that the list below, though derived from the astral plane, may pertain to and help define the field of Biology in the real world.
For me as a clairly gifted person, it has been very difficult to endure this astral intel I have, of late, logged onto. For me, it is hard to believe that human beings could be clearing such animalistic qualities …
Egoic aggressiveness by the alpha male, the human pack leader, on the 4D (mental emotional; astral) plane. Hunting down and stealing of non-pack females.
Sexual play by female pack members with female non-pack-members.
Chasing away of male non-pack members and non-submissive female recruits. Throwing of feces and astral debris at non-pack members. Pursuit continues beyond pack territory.
Demands of submission before the alpha male: Prostration and head bowing, for example
Depersonalization of non-alpha-female pack members to nonegoic, non-individualized status. Manipulation of lower female pack member behavior by alpha male and alpha female through 4D hypnosis.
Alpha female behavior rolls from one female to another from time to time.
Male pack members are individualized, ego-possessing.
Women in pack have intercourse only with alpha male.
Other men in pack are prevented from sleeping with women in pack.
Weakest males are dominated and raped by alpha male. Alpha male allows weak males to rape non-pack females as he rapes the weak males. Weak males attempt to bond with non-pack-member female rapees, but alpha male chases these females away.
Strong males who are not alpha male vent rage on non-pack-member females.
Strong males who are not the alpha male must steal a chance to have intercourse with women when alpha male is distracted. This is risky behavior, as evidenced by the below video. It can result in the ‘stealer’ being chased away from the pack … Video: “Alpha Male Wolf Catches Daughter Having Sex,” by sameerstadamus, 11 December 2011 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tX_XlM1hpBU ..
Seeing these traits well up into our consciousness and express themselves in our dream world is offputting, since, from my own perspective, I feel the Universe is full of Love,
When this type of clearing comes up, my thoughts are that I will sit straight, notice what is so, feel my pranic column energy and my heart, and smile. If we cannot admit what the Divine is bringing to our attention, if we stuff it down into our subconscious world instead of placing our Awareness on it, it is going to keep on popping up until we perceive that suffering through the process of Awareness is less painful than the alternative.
In a positive light, I feel it may be I have clairly logged onto mental-emotional qualities of the feral drives that are disappearing as we humans become more firmly grounded in New Earth, in the physical world. The display is taking place in the fourth dimension (4D), in the dream state and on the astral plane, but the clearing will result in many changes in the real world, the third dimension (3D), as we welcome our Ascended selves as New Humans on New Earth.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Written and published on 14 February 2014
Previously titled: Human Pack Behavior in 4D
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