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Updated Blog – Amateur Sleuth: On Matching Up Mugshots . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 22 August 2020

Dear Ones,

I have updated this blog …

Link: “Amateur Sleuth: On Matching Up Mugshots,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 April 2018; updated on 22 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8As .. 

You might wish to consider it along with these blogs …

Link: “Karma Roars Like a Lion,” stories by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 24 May 2018; revised on 25 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8QC ..

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Murder in the Wild West,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jse ..

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Michael Henry Dunn and Christine Dunn: Are They Secret Service Agents? . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 27 February 2020; revised
Previously titled: Michael Henry Dunn and Christine Dunn

  • ON MICHAEL HENRY DUNN AND CHRISTINE (KRISTINE) DUNN
  • IS MICHAEL HENRY DUNN AN FBI OR CIA AGENT?
    • The Chinese Nanobot – Mind Control Conspiracy Theory of 2013
      • Sidebar: Xander Drax and Sean Milliken, Gale Feldman’s Husband
    • The Great Number of People Named ‘Michael Dunn’ in the United States
    • Mix-Up with Convicted Murderer Michael Dunn?
    • On Name Gloms in the ‘Astral Airs’
  • HOW CAN A PERSON WITH A FREQUENTLY ENCOUNTERED NAME BE PEGGED DOWN? IS THAT PERSON SECRET SERVICE? IS HE A MURDERER? IS HE A MUSICIAN AND ACTOR? WHO IS HE?!
    • The Difficulty in Finding Out Whether Wealthy or Famous People Are Criminals
    • The Difficulty of Inquiring with the Secret Service About People We Think May Be Criminals
  • ON CHRISTINE (KRISTINE) DUNN

Dear Ones,

ON MICHAEL HENRY DUNN AND CHRISTINE (KRISTINE) DUNN

Years ago I used to walk the grounds of Self-Realization Fellowship Lake Shrine in Pacific Palisades, California. As I understand it, that is one of the sacred grounds of the original meditation group founded by the famed Paramahansa Yogananda.

As well, I have read that famous disciples of the founder established their own meditation groups …

Link: “List of Direct Disciples of Yogananda,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_direct_disciples_of_Yogananda ..

I recall meeting a kirtan-playing couple at Self-Realization Fellowship Lake Shrine … Michael Henry Dunn and his wife Christine (Kristine) Dunn. As I recall, Mr. Dunn had a very nice singing voice; here is one of his CDs …

Link: “Adoration: Chants for Meditation,” by Michael Dunn …  https://michaelhenrydunn.bandcamp.com/album/adoration-chants-for-meditation ..

As well, Mr. Dunn wrote an autobiography …

Link: “Romancing the Divine: The Art and Science of Falling in Love with God,” by Michael Henry Dunn … https://www.michaelhenrydunn.com/author ..

In addition, as I recall, Mr. Dunn starred in the zany Bright Blue Gorilla indie film “Lose with English” …

Link: “Lose with English,” directed by Michael Glover, 2010, at IMDb … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1458927/ ..

Here are trailers for the movie (which I do not see for sale online right now) …

Link: “Popular Movies: Michael Glover and Lose with English” … https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKD6FFA6EfR1Cl6aeWdSNiz1ePSTvP2CE ..

The image of Mr. Dunn at “Lose with English” is, I think, a true image of his face. The image on the CD cover I feel to be most likely a stand-in actor and not he, but the voice in the songs on the CD is Mr. Dunn’s. There is more on Mr. Dunn on his facebook page: Michael Henry Dunn. Having me him and his wife quite some while ago, I can attest that this is the same Michael Henry Dunn who plays kirtan and is an actor.

IS MICHAEL HENRY DUNN AN FBI OR CIA AGENT?

The Chinese Nanobot – Mind Control Conspiracy Theory of 2013

According to the astral airs, there are people who feel Michael Henry Dunn is an FBI agent or a CIA agent. From the astral airs I gather it is possible he and Christine Dunn may have had secret service clearance for a few years. That clearance might possibly have to do with their involvement in a Homeland Security – Homeboy Industries grant administered by my prior next-door-neighbor Gale Feldman, from my old apartment in Santa Monica, California …

Link: “Homeland Security Violent Extremism Grant to Los Angeles,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 27 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gFl ..

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Sidebar: Xander Drax and Sean Milliken, Gale Feldman’s Husband

Speaking of Gale Feldman, the villain Xander Drax (Treat Williams) in this movie, the man with the thick mustache, looks a lot like Sean Milliken, Gale Feldman’s husband, does he not? Oddly enough, they were long years ago my next-door neighbors in Santa Monica, before I moved to West Hills, California. Check out the villain …

Video: “The Phantom,” by Youtube Movies, 29 June 2012 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-a0DuBcmuk ..

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In October 2013, there was quite a commotion on the astral plane about that grant, and about the possibility nanobots were used in mind control experiments on U.S. citizens without their prior permission for what, according to the astral commotion, putatively turned out to be lethal experiment a la Hitler …

Link: “Scientific Experiments Worldwide and Adherence to the Nuremberg Code,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 29 August 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a5k ..

I myself feel that whole story is just a Conspiracy Theory or urban legend, based on the trials and tribulations of the Ascension process on Earth. As I mentioned in prior blogs, the process can result in ‘astral stories’, including instances of folie à famille ou coterie and even mass hysteria experienced by clubs, organizations, or medium-sized towns such as Durango, Colorado, that give rise to such delusions.

I also feel that the ‘Chinese Conspiracy’ that went round in 2013, to the effect that China had developed nanobots that would control American citizens by stimulating their sex drives, paired with mental suggestion through geolocation and satellite surveillance, is a bit overblown. As I recall, the astral story went that America (specifically Army-Navy) had to beat China to the punch by mind controlling Americans themselves, and that this was the cause of a Nanobot – Mind Control experiment sponsored by Homeland Security.

I dunno; this seems pretty much Twilight Zone to me. I can see where it would get people going, though. It seems likely to me that most Americans feel, as do I, that abrogation of our civil liberties, as set forth in the Constitution, makes Nazi-style experiments with United States citizens not that likely; in fact, not that likely at all.

The Great Number of People Named ‘Michael Dunn’ in the United States

What with there being over 2,200 people in the United States with the name ‘Michael Dunn’…

Link: “How Many of Me?” … http://howmanyofme.com/search/ ..

… there may well be a person named ‘Michael Dunn’ in the Secret Service. Someone in government may have looked the name up, and mistaken it for that of the Michael Henry Dunn who married Christine Dunn.

Mix-Up with Convicted Murderer Michael Dunn?

Along the same lines, on the psychic plane I feel people sometimes hear the name ‘Michael Henry Dunn’ and then automatically assume that the astral airs are speaking of well-known convicted murder ‘Michael Dunn’ …

Link: “Murder of Jordan Davis,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Jordan_Davis … Search the term: Michael Dunn

On Name Gloms in the ‘Astral Airs’

Name popularity can give rise to name gloms on the astral plane. For instance, there is a convicted murder serving his time who is named Michael Dunn. Then there was an actor by that name, a dwarf, now passed on. These are clearly not Michael Dunn the kirtan player.

When we hear a name on the ‘astral airs’ we might be hearing from any of the people around the world who have that name. In addition there are ‘imposter spirits’ …

Link: “Imposter Spirit,” in Ascension Glossary … https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Imposter_Spirit ..

These rove ’round the astral airs creating misimpressions about the identity of the people with whom we are conversing.

In sum, it is a very good question with whom we are conversing on the astral airs during the busy hours of the day and during television-viewing hours in the evening. The best time to get a clear clair communication line is during the wee small hours of the morning, when the ‘party line’ of global telepathy is less congested with thought forms.

HOW CAN A PERSON WITH A FREQUENTLY ENCOUNTERED NAME BE PEGGED DOWN? IS THAT PERSON SECRET SERVICE? IS HE A MURDERER? IS HE A MUSICIAN AND ACTOR? WHO IS HE?!

In instances where a person’s first and last name are in frequent use, nothing quite does the job like a thorough search of their crime record, or lack thereof. John Q. Public (such as I am) is not privy to the best criminal records searches, as the biggest crooks take their names and track records off investigative sites such as BackgroundAlert … https://www.backgroundalert.com/ … and Intelius … https://www.intelius.com/ .. just like that, just by writing and asking.

The Difficulty in Finding Out Whether Wealthy or Famous People Are Criminals

Partly for that reason, and partly because criminal records can be ‘expunged’ or ‘sealed’, so that you and I will never be the wiser about a crime committed. Thus it might be that crimes of which the wealthiest or most famous of criminals are convicted may not appear on background search websites such as BackgroundAlert or Intelius.

The thing to do, in cases of great confusion because of the popularity of the name of the person about whom you are wondering, is to just ask law enforcement to check it out for you. I feel certain law enforcement has the most up-to-date information about this.

The Difficulty of Inquiring with the Secret Service About People We Think May Be Criminals

One might also inquire of the Secret Service; but my own experience along these lines is that the Secret Service is greatly overstretched, and it must be that it’s staff is greatly reduced, in these times of difficulty with the national budget. In my own experience asking for help from them, lack of staff requires them to concentrate on only the most high-profile cases.

In addition, the fallback on electronic surveillance through personal computers, electronics in cars, and airborne (drone and satellite) surveillance … because it is virtual in nature … can lead to building up of ‘castles in the air’ because of the mental filters of the Secret Service people involved, and misinformation dealt them by the various American mobs.

That is one troublesome aspect of the virtual reality psychosis plaguing America today … that important American government agencies may fall prey to this psychosis because their jobs require them to be all the time on the computer, rather than interacting face-to-face, in real life, with the criminal element. Physical observation of the body language of suspects, I feel, must offer an investigator invaluable information that cannot be had online.

ON CHRISTINE (KRISTINE) DUNN

I have met Christine Dunn, but I have found very little on her online. There is one photo of her that I know about; that is among the ending credits to the Bright Blue Gorilla indie film “Lose with English.”

Having met her while I was on a brief stint as a kirtan player during long meditations at the Self-Realization Fellowship Lake Shrine temple in Pacific Palisades, California, I can attest that the person on the ending film credit is the Christine Dunn who was a long-time kirtan player there.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Amateur Sleuth: Whatever Happened to Sharon Ray? by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 26 July 2019; revised on 26 May 2020
Previously titled: Reminiscences: Whatever Happened to Sharon Ray?

  • I FIRST MET SHARON RAY IN DURANGO IN 2011
  • MY SUMMERS IN DURANGO, 2013-2015
  • ON SHARON RAY LEAVING DURANGO
  • SHARON’S ARTICLES FOR SUNBURST BUELLTON
    • Sidebar: About Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz’ parents Rabbi Elisha Nattiv and His Wife Rachel Nattiv
  • AN ASTRAL STORY THAT UPSET ME
  • RESEARCH ON SATANISM IN COLORADO
  • UNRELIABILITY OF CLAIR INTEL
  • MY INCONCLUSIVE ONLINE RESEARCH INTO THE MYSTERY
  • MY PERSONAL CATHARSIS: CANNIBAL SONG: THE 29-FLAVOR BARBECUE
  • ON MIMICRY
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

I FIRST MET SHARON RAY IN DURANGO IN 2011

I remember meeting Sharon Ray in 2011, at a meditation in Durango, Colorado, that was sponsored by a nonprofit called “Gracelight” … aka “Hilda Charlton Groups” … http://www.hildacharlton.com/Groups.html

There is a little confusion about the original name of that group, which is similar to the “Grace Light” of Dr. Baskaran Pillai … http://www.thegracelight.com/ … However, these are two different groups. The former, the one I attended, is a nonprofit founded by David Pomerantz in Durango; the latter is related to Pillai Center for MindScience.

To get back to my story, the first time I met Sharon Ray was during the first Durango Gracelight meditation I had attended, as I recall, although I had been to some weekly Gracelight meditations in West Los Angeles (which is a few hours’ drive from my West Hills, Los Angeles, home).

That Sharon Ray had been a member of the Durango Gracelight meditation group for many years, I gathered from a Gracelight DVD published in 2006. The DVD had videoclips of Sharon Ray playing guitar and singing, as I later saw her do in Durango.

By luck of the draw, Sharon Ray was my roommate at the 2011 Durango weekend gathering. At the end of the event, she gave me a copy of her “Rockin Theme Songs” CD, which had some beautiful children’s songs on it …

Link: “‘Rockin Theme Songs’ CD,” by Ray of Light Books with Music for Children … http://sharonraybooks.com/index.php?nav=rockincd ..

During the 2011 event, she had told me how much she loved her grandchildren, and I could tell from the kindly, uplifting spirit of the songs on the CD that she must have written them for those children, who, I heard, were quite young at the time.

This article that was published in the Durango Herald some years prior also attests to Sharon’s kindly nature …

Link: “Ray of Hope: Durango Illustrator and Author Collaborate on Children’s Book,” by Ted Holteen, Arts & Entertainment Editor, 22 May 2009, in Durango Herald … https://durangoherald.com/articles/3542-ray-of-hope ..

MY SUMMERS IN DURANGO, 2013-2015

In the next few years, I spent summers in the Durango area, vacationing from my home in West Hills, California. Often, I went to the weekly Durango Gracelight meditations.

I also recall meeting lots of wonderful people during lunches, bingo, and dominoes on weekday afternoons at the beautiful Pine River Senior Center in Bayfield, Colorado … http://www.bayfieldgov.org/services/senior.asp

Then on Sundays I often attended Florida Mesa Presbyterian Church on the outskirts of Durango, Colorado … https://www.facebook.com/pages/category/Presbyterian-Church/Florida-Mesa-Church-PCUSA-216182998476771/

I recall how pertinent the sermons were to today’s life, and how delicious the Sunday morning brunches were. As well, I recall meeting the friendliest of people there, mostly ranching families.

That church was only a mile or so from the tiny apartment I was renting in Florida Mesa, so sometimes I would drop by the yard outside the church mid-week to sit and contemplate in that peaceful spiritual spot. For instance, I recall singing this song while standing in the driveway there, after sitting to contemplate in the yard for awhile on a summer day …

Link: “Song of the Lord’s Prayer,” melody composed and sung by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 July 2015; revised on 29 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-3Gr ..

Behind me was a neighboring rancher’s field, and the blue Colorado sky.

ON SHARON RAY LEAVING DURANGO

Getting back on topic: Some while after the 2011 Durango meditation (maybe in 2013?), Sharon Ray stopped attending the Durango Gracelight meditations. I noticed that because she was no longer singing her inspirational songs, accompanied by guitar, at the meditations.

I spoke with founder David Pomerantz’ wife Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz about it, and as I recall, and to paraphrase, she said Sharon had decided to join a Yogananda spiritual group near Santa Maria, California. This spiritual group, Amalya said, was similar to, but not the same as, Self-Realization Fellowship in Pacific Palisades, West Los Angeles. And that Sharon had just decided a change might be good, for the time being.

SHARON’S ARTICLES FOR SUNBURST BUELLTON

I looked around online and found an organization named Sunburst Farm and Sanctuary in  Buellton, California. That was a spiritual retreat in the lineage of Paramahansa Yogananda that had been founded by Norman Paulsen, who is now deceased. I found out that Sharon had written for that group some newsletters that included photos of herself and friends, and news about her family. Here are three of the newsletters, dated 2013 and 2014 …

Link: “Smokin’ Hot Graces,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 29 October 2013 …  https://sunburst.org/smokin-hot-graces/ ..

Link: “Faith and Setting the Butterfly Free,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 9 March 2014 … http://sunburst.org/faith-and-setting-the-butterfly-free/ ..

Link: “Fun Among the Rungs,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 26 March 2014 … https://sunburst.org/fun-among-the-rungs/ ..

And here are a series of Sunburst articles that mention her name …

Link: “A Journey into Mindfulness,” by Ischa Beharry, 9 April 2019 in Sunburst … https://sunburst.org/?s=%22Sharon+Ray%22&v=7516fd43adaa … Scroll to bottom and click: Older Entries

Note the “Older Entries” link at the bottom left of this and succeeding pages.

Here is a photo of Sharon Ray at Sunburst in 1991 … She is front, center … https://sunburst.org/wp-content/uploads/2019/04/IMG_1991_silent-retreat-group_2019-03_web-500×530.jpg ..

From that I figured that Sunburst Buellton might have been the organization to which Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz had referred (although I am not certain of it).

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Sidebar: About Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz’ parents Rabbi Elisha Nattiv and His Wife Rachel Nattiv

I recall that Amalya Nattiv Pomerantz’ father was Rabbi Elisha Nattiv, who passed away on 21 June 2014. Here is his obituary …

Link: “Rabbi Elisha Nattiv,” at Legacy … https://www.legacy.com/obituaries/name/elisha-nattiv-obituary?pid=171469958 ..

I recall that, right after her father’s death, Amalya’s mother Rachel visited her in Durango. I am aware of that because Amalya and Rachel visited the Pine River Senior Center in Bayfield, Colorado, while I was over there one day. (I forget the exact day.)

After that I lost track of Amalya and her mother, as I had left the Gracelight group led by Amalya’s husband David Aaron (Rotman) Pomerantz in May of 2014, and never went to one of their meditations after that. I hope they are safe and happy.

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AN ASTRAL STORY THAT UPSET ME

Then on the astral plane I heard the most awful story …

I heard a story that Sharon Ray had returned to Durango, had been camping out in the woods near town, and that someone had caught her and skinned her face so that she would not be recognized, and then kept her for a few days for a dark-of-the-night Satan cult ceremony in which her heart was cut out and eaten while it was still beating.

The end of this ‘psy in the sky’ story was that she had a retirement savings account of $50,000 which was ‘laundered’ on behalf of someone in this Satan cult.

RESEARCH ON SATANISM IN COLORADO

Crucify me not! However unlikely in the extreme, this astral story was very upsetting to me. I checked online, to see what might have given rise to the astral story.

Apparently there has been some trouble with a Satan cult near Ignacio, La Plata County, Colorado in 1989 …

Link: “Vintage Durango: Satanic Panic on the Western Slope,” by Patty Templeton, Special to DGO … https://dgomag.com/contents/1937 ..

As well, there apparently are Satan cults and Wiccan covens in Colorado … although, as far as I can tell from online, more likely in the Denver area than in Durango.

In fact, from my research I gathered there are Satan cults and Wiccan covens not just in Colorado, but also in here and there in the United States. I note, for instance, a recent news story about a Satanism and the Arkansas state legislature …

Link: “A Satanic Idol Goes to the Arkansas Capitol Building,” by Avi Selk, 17 August 2018, in the Washington Post … https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/acts-of-faith/wp/2018/08/17/a-satanic-idols-3-year-journey-to-the-arkansas-capitol-building/?utm_term=.66cb956fa87b ..

UNRELIABILITY OF CLAIR INTEL

As clair intel is unreliable, it is possible that such an event as that which I heard in the ‘astral airs’ never took place at all. Or, it might have taken place, but not in Durango, and not to do with Sharon Ray, and not in 2014. (I say 2014, as that year, as nearly as I could tell, marked the last of the Sunburst Buellton articles that had details of her personal life in them.)

MY ONLINE RESEARCH INTO THE MYSTERY

The mystery might be solved if Sharon Ray were to be located, alive and well, so I did some more research online …

Her children’s book “Jumping the Grate” used to be sold on Amazon, but it looks like it is not available any longer. It as if like there have been no recent posts on her website “Sharon Ray Books” … http://www.sharonraybooks.com/ … in recent years.

After 2013, it seemed to me that newsletters continued to be published by Sunburst Ranch and Sanctuary in Buellton, with the byline Sharon Ray, but without any personal news or information about her. If there would be a photo, then it apparently would not be of her, as in the instance of the photo in this 2016 article …

Link: “Shaping Time,” by Sunburst, and by Sharon Ray, 4 February 2016 … http://sunburst.org/shaping-time/ ..

Here is a 2019 photo from Sunburst Buellton with a photo of someone named Sharon Ray, who looks a little like the person I used to know, but not enough so for me to make a positive ID …

Link: “A Journey into Mindfulness,” by Sunburst, 9 April 2019 … https://sunburst.org/?s=%22Sharon+Ray%22&v=7516fd43adaa … I am referring ts one of the photos on the page; here is the link … https://sunburst.org/?s=%22Sharon+Ray%22&v=7516fd43adaa ..

I am in quite a quandary about this ‘mimicry’ issue …

  • Are there really lots of people who unwittingly resemble other people?
  • Could it be there are lots of people who intentionally mimic other people?
  • Could there be some sinister undertone?
  • Is it just movieland stuff and nonsense?
  • With luck, it could be just that I am imagining resemblance?

And especially, with regard to Sharon Ray, whom I felt to be a talented songwriter, author, and musician, I could not get past the presentiment that she had been eaten, and that there might have been a coverup, with whatever nefarious intent!

MY PERSONAL CATHARSIS: CANNIBAL SONG: THE 29-FLAVOR BARBECUE

Finally, I wrote this poem, and the writing of it seemed to lighten the load of upset I had over the astral story …

Link: “Cannibal Song: The 29-Flavor Barbecue . aka Ogreish Stew,” a poem by Alice B. Clagett, written on 2 May 2019; published on 2 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cwW ..

CONCLUSION

I expect it will take better minds than mine, if we are ever get to the bottom of the mystery of the disappearance of Sharon Ray.

I hope and pray that this delightful human being I briefly encountered in Durango years ago is well and happy, and writing and singing her lovely songs all the time. I hope time reveals that the notion she has ‘disappeared’ turns out to be a question of her no longer being on the internet, and nothing more pernicious.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Astral Story about Dylan Redwine’s Disappearance in Colorado . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 7 June 2019 and added to a blog published on 22 February 2020

Dear Ones,

Here is an example that I recently added to an older blog whose link I have referenced at the end of the astral tale. As a clair person, I have a concern that justice be aptly meted out, but I recognize that clair intel is often plucked without supporting evidence from the astral airs.

Thus I pen my reminiscences of the astral realm with a wry question mark in my mind: Could any of this possibly be true? Were it to be true, would there not be facts that might be unearthed to support it? … for I, the not so eager clairsentient, have no facts to offer, only the oddest of astral rumors …

Once more I shall take pen in hand to tell my readers of a wild astral story that went round regarding the 2012 murder of Dylan Redwine, near Vallecito Lake, Colorado. The astral story had to do with a woman who knew the boy in early childhood, perhaps as a babysitter or friend of the family, and was thought to have captured and tortured him over the course of a month.

On the physical plane, I heard an elderly woman friend in Pine River Senior Center, Bayfield, Colorado (where I would eat lunch and play dominoes a time or two weekly, during my summer visits to Durango during the years 2013 through 2015) once mention that she had seen the child waiting at a bus stop … I thought then that she might have meant a bus stop in Vallecito Lake … on the day of his disappearance. After hearing that story (and if she correctly recognized the child that day), then it could be, I thought, that a family friend, or person he knew, saw him at the bus stop, stopped, and offered to drive him to his destination that day, and that he never got there. This is the only physical fact I have about the event, and that, I recognize, is hearsay. Now, back to the wild astral story …

When the woman took the boy to her bedroom, in her home in a housing development near Vallecito Lake, according to the astral story, her husband wounded the boy’s lower spine in such a way as to prevent locomotion; this act also would have caused incontinence, and paralysis and lack of sensation in the lower body and legs.

Then, over the course of an excruciating month, the astral airs were full of accounts of torture sessions, in which the actors wore costumes that concealed their identities. An actor who made a one-time appearance in a subsidiary role was said to be the illegitimate son of a local law enforcement officer; and that was purported to be the reason why the sessions were not interrupted, nor the perpetrators apprehended.

Another notion put forth on the ‘astral airs’ had to do with the torture sessions being backed by wealthy local people, who conveyed the sessions through closed circuit TV to tourists at a ritzy hotel in Durango. Thus, according to the ‘astral airs’, local people were felt to be ‘in cahoots’ with the crime; or possibly feeling, in a subconscious context, deeply guilty about it.

In the astral story, the kidnapping woman, in her subconscious mind, thought that the leader of her spiritual group was instructing her to torture the child. She and her husband, according to the astral story, called the leader and his wife, and agreed to convey him to their house for one of the torture sessions, in which the leader’s wife cut off the boy’s eyelids with a manicure scissors ‘so that they would be pretty, ‘cornflower eyes’, like her own’ …

Some time thereafter, according to the hypothetical story, the husband of the kidnapping woman took the boy’s life, in his own eyes justifying this as an act of euthanasia, to end the possibility of further torture …

The people in Vallecito, Colorado, were by all accounts, both astral and according to the news media, very upset about the long unsolved mystery of the disappearance of Dylan Redwine, and their upset may have been the incubating impetus for this astral story; it could be that everyone in Vallecito and the neighboring towns of Bayfield and Durango, Colorado, longed, during the years following the abduction or disappearance, for a simple explanation, and an end to the long agony of suspense and not knowing.

A slightly altered version of this story has been added to this blog … Link: “Groups and Acting Out During This Transitional Ascension Phase,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 7 March 2016; published on 14 March 2016; transcribed on 5 June 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-d2B ..

Here is more on the topic, from a clair perspective …

Link: “Compendium: Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery – Child Torture for Snuff Film Industry?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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On Honoring the Wishes of the Terminally Ill . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 8 February 2019
Previously titled: Notice: On Honoring the Wishes of the Terminally Ill

Dear Ones,

The impetus for this story was an astral story that was circulating through the noosphere while I was living in Colorado in 2015. Whether this story had to do with Colorado, or with some other part of the United States, or whether it might have had to do with movies or television shows that were being viewed at that time, I do not know.

The astral story had to do with a middle-aged woman and a male accomplice who were euthanizing elderly men with memory problems in a rest home, or maybe in various rest homes. In this hypothetical story, family members of these elderly men were presented with a cost analysis comparing the cost of caring for the men in the rest home for a few more years, compared to the cost of euthanasia.

As the astral story went, the first 12 old men were euthanized at a cost of $20,000 each, paid to the male accomplice and accomplished by the middle-aged woman, whose profession had to do with health care, or was tangential to health care.

The following year, which would have been 2016, according to the astral story, there was less demand for euthanasia in the geographic area where they worked, so the price was lowered to $12,000 per act of euthanasia, and 8 more elderly men were euthanized.

After that, there was no more demand for euthanasia of elderly men in that geographic locale … My hypothesis about this is that there was no more ‘product’ … no more elderly men with memory problems in the area; or maybe that the families of the remaining elderly men cared too much for them to agree to euthanasia.

My personal stance towards euthanasia is that it ought not be done, under any circumstances. My feeling is that everyone has an optimal ‘death date’ … or maybe several optimal ‘death dates’ prearranged through agreement of their Soul and their guardian angels, in alignment with God’s will.

I feel it would be best to leave that date and time to God, and not intervene, thinking that our own will is more important than that of God. I feel that, when families agree to euthanasia, this is more often for their own comfort and relief, than on behalf of the family member who is being euthanized.

As my mother said to me in my youth, young people sometimes say that they would like to put an end to their lives if they become very old … but, she would add, the older they get, the more fiercely they hold on to their hope of tomorrow, no matter whether it might be a year, a month, a week, or just one day. And then she would smile understandingly.

From that I gathered it is good to understand things from the point of view of the people who are going through the ordeal of dying, and do our best to help them achieve their hopes and dreams regarding their final days.

Because the astral stories I was hearing in 2015 ran counter to my own feelings on the subject of honoring the elderly, I sought spiritual counsel regarding this topic of euthanasia while I was visiting in Colorado.

The person I spoke with said that euthanasia of the elderly is seldom legally prosecuted. His tone of voice made me feel that he felt this was morally wrong, and I feel it to be wrong as well. I hope that the consciousness of people, globally, will soon rise to the point of honoring the wishes of the terminally ill, insofar as they are able.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The above text has been added as an introduction here … Link: “What Happens To Our Aged Parents After We Euthanize Them? … from William Judge,” with comments by Alice B. Clagett, published on 3 May 2017; revised on 8 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7aF ..

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On Boosting Street Gang Awareness in Small Towns of America . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 2 January 2018

  • ON BOOSTING STREET GANG AWARENESS IN SMALL TOWNS OF AMERICA
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

ON BOOSTING STREET GANG AWARENESS IN SMALL TOWNS OF AMERICA

As you may know, a considerable number of people in the United States have felony records. As of 2010 (the latest year for which I could find statistics), 3 percent of the US population have spent time in prison. As most prisoners are men, that would be roughly 6 percent of the male population nationwide, as of 2010.

Link: “Study estimates U.S. population with felony convictions,” by Alan Flurry, 1 October 2017 …  https://news.uga.edu/total-us-population-with-felony-convictions/ ..

As an aside, I would like to note how very out of date these figures are, and how good it would be to have up-to-date figures. To continue …

I note that the most felon friendly states are California, Colorado, Kansas, Maryland, Massachusetts, Montana, Nevada, New Hampshire, New Mexico, New York, Texas, and Washington State …

Link: “Felon Friendly States” … https://helpforfelons.org/most-felon-friendly-states/ ..

I feel that former members of street gangs from the large cities might be emigrating to small towns in these felon friendly states, and that some of these small towns might consequently be experiencing heretofore nonexistent street gang activity.

It is my hope that all small towns in these states be acquainted with the well-organized (and sometimes ruthless) mode of operation of street gangs (which to me have some broad similarity to other ‘outlaw’ groups such as organized crime and ‘killing cults’).

I suggest getting acquainted with the Los Angeles Police Department’s wide-ranging street gang programs, so as not to be caught off guard. Here are a few good leads …

Link: “Gang Enforcement Initiatives,” at LAPD …    http://www.lapdonline.org/la_gangs/content_basic_view/34647 ..

Link: “Keeping Kids Out of Gangs,” at LAPD … http://www.lapdonline.org/la_gangs/content_basic_view/23480 ..

While I realize that the majority of felony records are nonviolent, and believe in restorative justice, I also feel that violent felons need closer oversight as members of small town communities, than do those with no violent criminal record.

In other words, I feel that, while every felon ought to have a fair shake at a new start in life, nevertheless he or she must live up to the expectations of the small towns of America, and lead a law abiding life after paying a debt to society.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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See my blog categories: Crime families – cults that kill – outlaw gangs – street gangs  …  Antisocial personalities  …  and  …  Feral drives – pack instincts

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The Voice of a Child . a poem by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 3 March 2018; revised on 2 December 2018
Added poem to: Tiny Anthologies: Wild West Poems

  • “The Voice of a Child,” a Poem by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words, 3 March 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a poem I wrote earlier this month …

Although this account is entirely fictional, the inspiration for it was the murder of the child Dylan Redwine in Bayfield, Colorado, after he went missing on 18 November 2012.

As I recall, posters were put up around town regarding a 19-year-old Ute child, possibly from the nearby town of Ignacio, Colorado, who went missing a month later, but I cannot find anything on that child online; perhaps he went back home.

I also recall a couple of instances of foreign exchange students at Fort Lewis College in Durango, Colorado, being posted as missing while out running in the mountains … if memory serves? Was it in the summertime, between 2013 and 2015? As well, I could not find information on them online; perhaps they came safely back to school.

Electronic Found Art: “Gaia’s Grace 1, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Electronic Found Art: “Gaia’s Grace 1, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com .. 

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“The Voice of a Child”
A Poem by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
3 March 2018

 

This account is entirely fictional.

Not long ago, in a country town
chilled to the bone, a troubled child
waited almost an hour for the bus to arrive

A woman, seeming mighty grand
pulled up in an old sedan
Leaned across the passenger seat
opened the door and said, hop in!

For almost a month on the astral plane
Night after night I heard his screams

God, oh God! God, oh God!
When will my father come find me?

Mr MD, What have you done
clipping the eyelids from that man’s son?
Did you think that would awaken him?

The heresy of physical form
makes a man think that a woman is born
when the jewels of his youth are shorn
and then, his mother’s fine clothes are worn

What shows up is an angry man
trapped in a form that he can’t stand
What will he do for a sexual thrill
but find a child at a bus stop to kill?

For over a month on the astral plane
I heard his screams, I felt his pain
And then one day, a man stepped in
and severed the child from his agony

Then for a month or more I heard
a sweet small voice from the wild clair world

I love you, I love you, Mr MD
for ending that nightmare pain in me
I love you, I love you, Mr MD …
Thank you for liberating me

Oh God, if there be a God, please spare
this child, please find him there
Bless him and bring him home again
to the Father who hears when he calls for help

Bless his parents. Heal that place
and by the way, as to Dorian Gray
ask the MD to read it please

Form’s good, but it’s not the only thing
It’s feelings that make our hearts sing

In my heart I still hear
month in, month out,
the voice of a child
and how he called out

See the face of a woman
who was not all there
and the glint of a knife
as it arced through the air

I remember how great
was the grief of that town
and how we kept hoping
the child would be found

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Electronic Found Art: “Gaia’s Grace 2, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Electronic Found Art: “Gaia’s Grace 2, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California,” by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com .. 

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Child Torture,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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United States: Wild Astral Rumors About Felon Rehabilitation . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 2 March 2018
Previously titled: Wild Astral Rumors About Felon Rehabilitation

  • ASTRAL RUMORS ABOUT RELEASE OF FELONS
    • Crime Makeovers?
    • Fake CIA Credentials? Fake IRS Credentials?
    • If True: Request for Secret Service and IRS Web Page to Help Citizens and Law Enforcement Determine if CIA, FBI, and IRS Identity Badges Are Fake or Not
    • Ex-Con Hirers as Unintentional Drug Distribution Focal Points?
    • Ex-Con Hirers as Focal Points of Rape, Drug Use, Murder, and HIV Infection
    • A Wild Astral Rumor: Small Town ‘Penal Colonies’ Preying on Tourists
    • ‘Madeover’ Street Gangs: Spiritual Cults That Kill?
    • Request for CIA Tourist Advisories, If Rumors Prove True
  • POSSIBLE SOLUTIONS TO THE NEED TO RELEASE FELONS
    • Life without Parole for 60-Count Rap Sheets and Higher
    • No ‘Crime Makeover’ for 60-Count Rap Sheet Criminals
    • Rehab Released Felons Far from Towns
    • Let’s Vet Whether Rehab Ranches and Farms Really Exist. Also: Are They Housing the Felons Nightly?
    • Wildest Possible Astral Rumor: Mob Bosses Murdering Felon Employment Bosses And Converting Rehab to ‘Crime 202’ (?!!)
    • Island Isolation for Released Felons
  • THE PROSPECT OF NORMAL LIFE FOR SCHOOLCHILDREN INFECTED WITH HIV
  • RESEARCH
    • Recidivism
    • Violent Crime on the Rise
    • Handheld Psychosis (‘Virtual Psychosis’) Among Children

Dear Ones,

I heard the wildest astral rumor, and it upsets me enough to get it out there.Whether there is any truth in it at all, I guess time will tell.

ASTRAL RUMORS ABOUT RELEASE OF FELONS

Anyway, what is ‘on the astral airwaves’ is that large cities all over America … I guess that would include Los Angeles … have not enough money to keep our felons housed in prisons, and that hardened criminals are being released into the mainstream of society, to whatever towns will take them, sometimes crossing state boundaries to do so.

Crime Makeovers?

I heard that they are getting ‘crime makeovers’ … which include fake IDs, alterations in hair color, facial surgery, gender change surgery, apparent cultural or racial changeups, fingerprint changes, and for the most hardened criminals, height enhancement surgery, so that their previous identities will be unknown when they are placed in society, and so that they won’t match up with law enforcement’s criminal databases.

Fake CIA Credentials? Fake IRS Credentials?

I heard, on the astral airs, that these released felons are getting hold of fake credentials, including fake drivers licenses and stolen credit cards … but more significantly, fake CIA, FBI, Secret Service, and IRS cards … and that these fake credentials are authentic looking enough to fool most ordinary people, and most importantly, people in banks … who are in charge of safe deposit boxes … and law enforcement agencies in towns that seldom see Secret Service or IRS involvement with the local community.

If True: Request for Secret Service and IRS Web Page to Help Citizens and Law Enforcement Determine if CIA, FBI, and IRS Identity Badges Are Fake or Not

For this latter issue, if it is true, I suggest the Secret Service and the IRS put up web pages letting everyone know how these agencies work with local law enforcement and with the banks, and what rights citizens have, in order to discover if they are being approached by true people, representing government authority, or by released felons.

As budget allows, I hope these agencies will also reach out to local law enforcement and to banks and other financial institutes nationwide, in an educational effort in this regard. An email campaign might be cost-effective in this regard.

Ex-Con Hirers as Unintentional Drug Distribution Focal Points?

I heard also that the companies that hire these released cons are in danger of becoming involved in the drug trade, because that is the stock in trade of the felons. If true, I surmise this might take place, initially, under covers, amongst the employed, released felons.

Ex-Con Hirers as Focal Points of Rape, Drug Use, Murder, and HIV Infection

Habits of rape, drug use and murder, and incidence of HIV infection, have a tendency to fan out from felon rehab focus points, according to the ‘astral airs’. Thus it seems possible that, with time, drug distribution done surreptitiously by released felons at their employment focal points, might eventually involve some members of the employing groups, as they might be susceptible to being raped, getting the HIV virus, becoming addicted, and needing extra money for medical care and to sustain their drug habits. This is only a hypothesis.

A Wild Astral Rumor: Small Town ‘Penal Colonies’ Preying on Tourists

Again on the astral airs, and much to my perturbation, I have very persistently heard, for several years now, that some small towns across America are formally agreeing to accept released felons .. with an understanding, either tacit or verbally expressed, that brothels will be established that offer the townsmen free sex. In exchange for which they will ‘look the other way’ when the felons prey upon tourists.

That there may be tacit agreements amongst townspeople or small town law enforcement that these released felons may prey up the underprivileged … for instance, the homeless and people who are culturally or racially different from the norm in these towns … also penniless young people who migrate in, for instance, for the ski season … at a kill rate of one underprivileged person a month. This then, may ratchet up to a kill a week, due to the enthusiasm of the released felons, and then remonstrances issued, and the kill rate lowered.

‘Madeover’ Street Gangs: Spiritual Cults That Kill?

Also that the felons are establishing ‘made over’ street gangs … what you might call ‘whitewashed’ killing cults or modern-day outlaw gangs, that look upper middle class, very spiffed up, maybe even highly spiritual in appearance.

Request for CIA Tourist Advisories, If Rumors Prove True

If there, in fact, are such towns, and if the problem is as severe as it seems through intuition and the ‘sixth sense’ … then in that case, I suggest the CIA issue tourist advisories for these towns … in the same way that the CIA Factbook online used to issue tourist advisories for nations given over to violence.

POSSIBLE SOLUTIONS TO THE NEED TO RELEASE FELONS

I also wonder whether there might be better solutions for the release of felons. For instance …

Life without Parole for 60-Count Rap Sheets and Higher

Perhaps the most hardened criminals … the type that have 60-count rap sheets, for instance … ought to be denied parole altogether.

No ‘Crime Makeover’ for 60-Count Rap Sheet Criminals

If parole cannot be denied, then I hope the government, and felon rehab industries, will not target these hardened criminals for complete ‘crime makeovers’ and Identity remakes. I realize there is a sentiment, on the astral airs, amongst the rehab industries, that these hardened criminals ‘have no chance’ unless their identity is disguised, so that they can get a fresh start.

My own point of view is quite the opposite. I feel a ‘crime makeover’ for the hardened criminal disguises their criminal tendencies, not only towards members of the communities they join, but also towards the well-meaning but easily duped industries that hire these men and women, and also … when they receive fake CIA and IRS credentials … they can deceive local law enforcement as well.

Rehab Released Felons Far from Towns

Here are some other possibilities:

  • Why not hire released felons out to the lumberjack industry
  • or the ranching or agricultural industries, with house arrest bracelets on them?

Let’s Vet Whether Rehab Ranches and Farms Really Exist. Also: Are They Housing the Felons Nightly?

Along those lines … and again, purely clair astrally … I heard that some felons may have been released to a ‘farm’ that does not exist, into dormitories on the ‘farm’ that are not lived in, but only used as brothels. Is there any chance this might be true?

Probably not, but still, unscheduled visits to industries hiring released felons seem to me a good reasonable idea. Aerial surveillance through Google is also a possibility; for instance, on the ‘farm’ in question, is there acreage for farming? Can the felons’ house arrest bracelets be detected there in the evenings? And so on …

Wildest Possible Astral Rumor: Mob Bosses Murdering Felon Employment Bosses And Converting Rehab to ‘Crime 202’ (?!!)

There is an even wilder astral rumor out there to the effect that the appointed overseers bosses at prison rehab focal points in our communities nationwide may have been, in some instances, murdered, and replaced with mob bosses who have assumed the names of their done-in predecessors. Then turning the operations from rehab to ‘Crime 202’ (!??) It seems to me it would be relatively easy, at least in this case, to determine the truth of the rumor, or lack thereof.

Island Isolation for Released Felons …

  • Or maybe, in the most difficult instances, very hardened felons could be confined to an island with airlift in of supplies?

I recall that England exported its sex workers and criminals to Australia in times past, for instance. In those days, England may have had financial constraints similar to those facing American urban areas today.

In the most difficult of circumstances, to prevent predation upon the American people, and to help halt the spread of the HIV pandemic to our schoolchildren, this island restraint technique might be worth considering.

THE PROSPECT OF NORMAL LIFE FOR SCHOOLCHILDREN INFECTED WITH HIV

It is important to keep in mind that schoolchildren infected with the HIV virus … taking into consideration the current state of Western medicine with regard to this disease … cannot expect to live more than into their 20s or 30s. And that those years may be lived, apparently without the option of having children, because of the toll that the virus would otherwise take on their health while under the physical stress of pregnancy.

Of course, prospects for our HIV-infected children are changing, day by day, for the better, and I have the highest hopes for them. But in the meantime, during the next 5 years, I feel it is absolutely critical to do our best to halt the spread of HIV to our schoolchildren in urban areas. That way the American workforce of 10 years from now can remain strong enough to keep our economy on an even keel.

One very important consideration in this regard is to keep hardened criminals away from our children; this is because prison life, sex work, and drug use among hardened criminals leads to the likelihood of HIV infection. Further, rape habits developed before or during prison life lead to the likelihood of rape of our children by released felons, and their infection by HIV.

  • Because of promiscuity promoted by the mass media,
  • and subsequent peer pressure in the schools,
  • and the sexual habits of our very young schoolchildren,
  • and their being targeted for predation by the drug industry,
  • and the unwillingness of parents to test their children for the presence of the HIV virus due to the immense social stigma involved …

… the very great likelihood exists that if one schoolchild is infected with HIV by a hardened criminal, most of his or her classmates will soon be infected as well.

This trend must be stopped, by whatever means the parents feel appropriate, and as soon as possible, for the welfare of all our schoolchildren, and of our society ongoing. I feel certain that PTAs across the country will find the means to implement the necessary changes.

RESEARCH

I did a little research online this morning, and could not find corroboration for these very out-there, off-putting astral rumors. I am hoping that, although the problem of rehabbing felons is clearly real, the rumors will prove to have no substance. Of course, there is always the chance some small part of it might have some truth to it, which is why I am putting these rumors before the public eye.

Through my research this morning, I got some interesting leads and statistics on the general topic of rehabbing felons. (There is quite a bit more online.) …

Recidivism

According to the National Institute of Justice, the rate of recidivism is 76% within 5 years … Link: “Recidivism,” by the National Institute of Justice …  https://www.nij.gov/topics/corrections/recidivism/pages/welcome.aspx ..

Violent Crime on the Rise

Violent crime is on the rise in the United States … in 2016, there was an 11% rise in homicides: Link: “Violent Crime Is On the Rise in U.S. Cities,” by Josh Sanburn and David Johnson, 30 January 2017 … http://time.com/4651122/homicides-increase-cities-2016/ ..

Handheld Psychosis (‘Virtual Psychosis’) Among Children

Intuitively, I feel that handheld use amongst young children may be a seminal factor in the turning of our youth to lives of crime. Apparently, handheld use in early childhood leads to mental illness, aggression, addiction and ‘digital dementia’:

Link: “10 Reasons To Ban Handheld Devices for Children under 12,” by Chris Rowan, 3 March 2014 … http://sproutingknowledge.com/10-reasons-to-ban-handheld-devices-for-children-under-12/ ..

If you are a parent, please consider this compelling information. It may make a world of difference in the future of your children.

In love, light and joy,
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What Happens to Our Aged Parents After We Euthanize Them? . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 3 May 2017; revised on 8 February 2019
Previously titled: What Happens to Our Aged Parents After We Euthanize Them? . from William Judge . with comments by Alice B. Clagett

  • INTRODUCTION: ON HONORING THE WISHES OF THE TERMINALLY ILL
  • SCHOOL OF THEOSOPHY: THE AFTERLIFE FATE OF SUICIDES AND THOSE WHO ARE MURDERED
    • Unlived Lifespan Must be Spent in Kama Loka (Purgatory)
    • Suicides, Accident Victims, and Murdered People Are Not Really Dead
  • THE AFTERLIFE SUFFERING OF THE SENIOR CITIZEN WHO IS EUTHANIZED
    • Ferocity of Our Suffering in Kama Loka
    • Euthanasia Dooms Our Loved Ones to Suffering in Purgatory
  • THE KARMIC DEBT OF THE MURDERER OF A SENIOR CITIZEN AND OF THE ASSASSIN HE HIRES

Dear Ones,

Here is is a thought-provoking passage on the fate of suicides and those who die suddenly by accident or murder. Clearly, this applies to euthanasia of the aged in our American rest homes … what is known as an ‘angel of death’ visit by a ‘Nurse Death’ or ‘Dr. Death’ such as the notorious Jack Kevorkian …

Link: “Jack Kerkorian” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_Kevorkian ..

Notions that these acts may be justified as ‘merciful’ are founded in ignorance of the true scope of life on Earth.

INTRODUCTION: ON HONORING THE WISHES OF THE TERMINALLY ILL

The impetus for this story was an astral story that was circulating through the noosphere while I was living in Colorado in 2015. Whether this story had to do with Colorado, or with some other part of the United States, or whether it might have had to do with movies or television shows that were being viewed at that time, I do not know.

The astral story had to do with a middle-aged woman and a male accomplice who were euthanizing elderly men with memory problems in a rest home, or maybe in various rest homes. In this hypothetical story, family members of these elderly men were presented with a cost analysis comparing the cost of caring for the men in the rest home for a few more years, compared to the cost of euthanasia.

As the astral story went, the first 12 old men were euthanized at a cost of $20,000 each, paid to the male accomplice and accomplished by the middle-aged woman, whose profession had to do with health care, or was tangential to health care.

The following year, which would have been 2016, according to the astral story, there was less demand for euthanasia in the geographic area where they worked, so the price was lowered to $12,000 per act of euthanasia, and 8 more elderly men were euthanized.

After that, there was no more demand for euthanasia of elderly men in that geographic locale … My hypothesis about this is that there was no more ‘product’ … no more elderly men with memory problems in the area; or maybe that the families of the remaining elderly men cared too much for them to agree to euthanasia.

My personal stance towards euthanasia is that it ought not be done, under any circumstances. My feeling is that everyone has an optimal ‘death date’ … or maybe several optimal ‘death dates’ prearranged through agreement of their Soul and their guardian angels, in alignment with God’s will.

I feel it would be best to leave that date and time to God, and not intervene, thinking that our own will is more important than that of God. I feel that, when families agree to euthanasia, this is more often for their own comfort and relief, than on behalf of the family member who is being euthanized.

As my mother said to me in my youth, young people sometimes say that they would like to put an end to their lives if they become very old … but, she would add, the older they get, the more fiercely they hold on to their hope of tomorrow, no matter whether it might be a year, a month, a week, or just one day. And then she would smile understandingly.

From that I gathered it is good to understand things from the point of view of the people who are going through the ordeal of dying, and do our best to help them achieve their hopes and dreams regarding their final days.

Because the astral stories I was hearing in 2015 ran counter to my own feelings on the subject of honoring the elderly, I sought spiritual counsel regarding this topic of euthanasia while I was visiting in Colorado.

The  person I spoke with said that euthanasia of the elderly is seldom legally prosecuted. His tone of voice made me feel that he felt this was morally wrong, and I feel it to be wrong as well. I hope that the consciousness of people, globally, will soon rise to the point of honoring the wishes of the terminally ill, insofar as they are able.

SCHOOL OF THEOSOPHY: THE AFTERLIFE FATE OF SUICIDES AND THOSE WHO ARE MURDERED

The below passages in quotes are from the School of Theosophy book “The Ocean of Theosophy” by William Judge …

Unlived Lifespan Must be Spent in Kama Loka (Purgatory)

“In the state of Kama Loka [the ‘desire world of the afterlife, known in Christianity as Purgatory –Alice] suicides and those who are suddenly shot out of life by accident or murder, legal or illegal, pass a term almost equal to the length life would have been but for the sudden termination….” —from Citation: “The Ocean of Theosophy,” by William Quan Judge. (2017). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved 3 May 2017, from http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/54268 … Search: Chapter XII, “Kama Loka” ..

For more on Kama loka, see …

Link: “Kama loka: The Purgatory World of the Afterlife,” by Alice B. Clagett, extracted on 25 February 2020 from a blog published on 3 May 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCP ..

Suicides, Accident Victims, and Murdered People Are Not Really Dead

“These are not really dead. To bring on a normal death, a factor not recognized by medical science must be present. That is, the principles of the being as described in other chapters have their own term of cohesion, at the natural end of which they separate from each other under their own laws.

“This involves the great subject of the cohesive forces of the human subject, requiring a book in itself. I must be content therefore with the assertion that this law of cohesion obtains among the human principles. Before that natural end the principles are unable to separate. Obviously the normal destruction of the cohesive force cannot be brought about by mechanical processes except in respect to the physical body.

“Hence a suicide, or person killed by accident or murdered by man or by order of human law, has not come to the natural termination of the cohesion among the other constituents, and is hurled into the kama loka state only partly dead. There the remaining principles have to wait until the actual natural life term is reached, whether it be one month or sixty years.” —from Citation: “The Ocean of Theosophy,” by William Quan Judge. (2017). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved 3 May 2017, from http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/54268 … Search: Chapter XII, “Kama Loka” … [Paragraphing and bolding are mine. –Alice]

THE AFTERLIFE SUFFERING OF THE SENIOR CITIZEN WHO IS EUTHANIZED

Thus a senior citizen consenting to euthanasia, or one upon whom euthanasia is forced by those around him, is subject to the fires of kama loka, or Purgatory, for a time at least equal to the remaining lifespan of which he was deprived by the act of murder by the ‘Doctor of Death’ or ‘Nurse of Death’.

Ferocity of Our Suffering in Kama Loka

The suffering we experience in kama loka is far more fierce than that which we experience on the earthly plane, as the mental powers which help us mitigate earthly emotions, are in a state of paralysis or stasis in kama loka. What is felt in the early afterlife is the full emotional force of the earthly desires with which we had been dealing in physical form before death. In other words, kama loka is but a milder form of the hellworld afterlife experience.

Euthanasia Dooms Our Loved Ones to Suffering in Purgatory

It is this prolonged Purgatory experience to which we doom our loved ones through the misconceived act of euthanasia.

THE KARMIC DEBT OF THE MURDERER OF A SENIOR CITIZEN AND OF THE ASSASSIN HE HIRES

What karma devolves upon those who perform the act of human euthanasia, and what karma devolves upon those who pay for their services? On the astral plane, I have heard the cry ‘I am innocent!’ in both ways …

  • that the hand of the Angel of Death is absolved by the coin conveyed, and
  • that the one who pays for the job is not legally (nor morally) liable for the act.

My own feeling is that the hand of death and the coin of death share the karmic debt, and that this debt will, as inevitably as night follows day, be paid for through suffering in kama loka after the murderer and his paid assassin pass on.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Kama loka: The Purgatory World of the Afterlife,” by Alice B. Clagett, extracted on 25 February 2020 from a blog published on 3 May 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCP ..

The Introduction to the above blog was excerpted from … Link: “On Honoring the Wishes of the Terminally Ill,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bEt ..

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Crime Makeovers: 1 . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 5 April 2017; revised on 17 April 2017 and 15 April 2018

  • CAN CRIMINALS CHANGE THEIR RACE?
  • IS IT POSSIBLE FOR CRIMINALS TO HACK AND CHANGE MUGSHOTS IN LAW ENFORCEMENT DATABASES?
  • FAKE DATES OF BIRTH
  • HEIGHT ENHANCEMENT THROUGH SURGERY
  • FAKED WEIGHT CHANGE
  • CAN CRIMINALS CHANGE THEIR GENDER?
  • CAN FINGERPRINTS BE ALTERED?
  • HEIGHT-ENHANCING SURGERY TO PREVENT LAW ENFORCEMENT FROM AUTOMATICALLY MATCHING UP CRIMINAL RECORDS
  • FACE TRANSPLANTS AND IMPLANTS FOR IDENTITY CHANGE
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

I did a survey of the Durango, Colorado, sex offender database in 2015 (1) … Back then, there were lots of snapshots of male African Americans. As far as I know, the African-American population of Durango is nearly zero. I wondered, what gives? Could it be that there are Caucasian sex offenders masquerading as black people?

CAN CRIMINALS CHANGE THEIR RACE?

Answer is yes, it seems. Here is an article about a type of face mask that fooled law enforcement into arresting a black man for a bank heist; later they discovered the error and arrested a Caucasian suspect:

Link: “Face Mask That’s So Good Everyone Wants One,” by Guy Adams, 10 December 2010 … https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/face-mask-thats-so-good-every-crook-wants-one-2155856.html ..

IS IT POSSIBLE FOR CRIMINALS TO HACK AND CHANGE MUGSHOTS IN LAW ENFORCEMENT DATABASES?

Then just recently I checked the Durango sex offender database, and it showed almost only Latino people … and there are few Latino people in Durango proper.

Huh! Could there be a master hacker accessing the law enforcement database at night, maybe as a janitor or maintenance person? Hypothetically?

While I have no answer here, I do have a lead. I saw a photo of a person by a particular name, under the jurisdiction of the La Plata County, Colorado, Sheriff’s office … Apparently he was convicted 13 September 2004 in Alabama of sexual assault on a child.

Then I found a person by the same name, charged with sexual assault on a child, 13 September 2004 … This person looked similar to the man in the La Plata County photo, but parted his hair differently, and his face was thinner.

What gives, I wonder? Could this be evidence of hacking or tampering with the Colorado law enforcement sexual offender database? Or maybe an attempt by two crooks to confuse the public? Or maybe it is simply evidence of occasional steroid use by one person?

FAKE DATES OF BIRTH

In searching through criminal files for Colorado, I came across one man who had 4 different names, very different hairdos, and slightly different dates of birth (DOB, as it is called). Yet he had the same sorts of criminal offenses in each of the four records.

So, I am guessing that criminals may alter their dates of birth, as well as their names and ‘dos’, so that their criminal records are less easily compiled in Law Enforcement databases?

HEIGHT ENHANCEMENT THROUGH SURGERY

During my 2015 perusal of the Durango, Colorado, sexual offender database, one thing I noticed was that there were 18 men of varying weights, but all of them were about 5′ 10″ in height, which was quite a large proportion of the total number of people listed.

And there was another, smaller cluster of men about 6′ 1″ in height, which seemed to me to be exceedingly odd.

Suppose incorrect photos were put into these files, and the rest of the statistics were not altered … Would that point to 2 perps working overtime in the Durango area, one about 5′ 10″ tall, and one about 6′ 1″ tall?

Or might it be one perp with height enhancement surgery? Looks like that is a possibility; see …

Link: “New York Man Grows Six Inches Through Surgery,” by Denise Martinez-Ramundo and Bill Ritter, 23 February 2012, in ABC News … http://abcnews.go.com/Health/york-man-grows-inches-surgery/story?id=15776730 ..

Then I wondered about variations in weight in the 2015 Durango sex offender database, maybe 40 to 85 pounds of difference. I wondered, can this by any chance be achieved with a body suit? The answer is, yes, according to Wikipedia:

“Fatsuits may also be used to impart the experience of being obese to the wearer, not just the appearance of obesity to their audience. The suit in this case is weighted, as well as padded. Where the intention is to impart the experience of being seen as fat in a community, its appearance must also be realistic and so a fatsuit rather than just a weight belt is needed. Several celebrities noted for their slimness have worn such garments and recorded their, and others’, reactions as documentary of social attitudes to weight….” –from Link: “Fatsuit,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatsuit … CC BY 3.0

CAN CRIMINALS CHANGE THEIR GENDER?

This was my next question. Yes again … Breast augmentation is one way to appear to change gender. See …

Link: “Breast Augmentation,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Breast_augmentation ..

Aside from surgery, it looks like there are more conservative ways. This I found by searching Google Shopping under “Crossdress” …

LInk: “Cross-dress for Sale” search at Google … https://www.google.com/search?q=cross+dress+for+sale&tbm=shop&source=lnms&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiO2I6w643TAhWHjlQKHfY2ApYQ_AUIBigB&biw=1280&bih=633&dpr=1#tbm=shop&q=crossdress&* ..

And there are other forms of identity-changing surgery:

CAN FINGERPRINTS BE ALTERED?

Criminals sometimes alter their fingerprints …

Link: “Forensic Spotlight: Altered Fingerprints: A Challenge to Law Enforcement Identification Efforts,” by the FBI’s Criminal Justice Information Services Division, Latent and Forensic Support Unit, 5 May 2015 … https://leb.fbi.gov/spotlights/forensic-spotlight-altered-fingerprints-a-challenge-to-law-enforcement-identification-efforts ..

HEIGHT-ENHANCING SURGERY TO PREVENT LAW ENFORCEMENT FROM AUTOMATICALLY MATCHING UP CRIMINAL RECORDS

Height can be changed through surgery; it looks like as many as 6 inches can be gained through surgery. Maybe this kind of operation would prevent computer matching of criminal records in a law enforcement database. See:

Link: “New York Man Grows 6 Inches Through Surgery,” by ABC News … http://abcnews.go.com/Health/york-man-grows-inches-surgery/story?id=15776730 ..

Link: “Disadvantages & Risks of Leg Lengthening Surgery to Increase Height || Height Growth Tips,” by Pastimers – World’s Best & Worst, 6 April 2016 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTKrJA2QssE ..

FACE TRANSPLANTS AND IMPLANTS FOR IDENTITY CHANGE

I can think of two kinds of face surgery to prevent detection of one’s criminal history. See …

Link: “Changing identity – face transplant ethics,” by Royal Free London NHS Foundation Trust … https://www.royalfree.nhs.uk/services/services-a-z/plastic-surgery/facial-reconstruction-and-face-transplants/changing-identity-face-transplant-ethics/ ..

Link: “Chin Surgery: Understanding Mentoplasty,” by American Academy of Facial Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery, Inc … https://www.aafprs.org/AAFPRS/Procedures/Facial-Rejuvenation/Chin_Surgery.aspx ..

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Well, questions here, and no answers.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Crime Makeovers 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 26 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8wp ..

Link: “Community Health: Cults That Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..

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(1) The link I had for that database … http://24.248.177.73/zipdirectory/co/81301 … is no longer active; I guess too much time has gone by.
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Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 31 July 2015; revised on 2 December 2018

  • THE PSYCHOLOGY OF BEING NAGGED
  • MALE VIOLENCE AND NAGGING BY WIVES
  • WHAT TO DO ABOUT BEING NAGGED?
  • THE KARMA OF BEING NAGGED
  • THE HYENA’S DAUGHTER . AND OTHER VIVID STORIES
  • PROFESSIONAL ADVICE ON BEING NAGGED
  • NAGGING, FROM THE STANDPOINT OF AN INNOCENT OBSERVER (ME)
  • ON BEING THE VICTIM OF CLAIR SADOMASOCHISM
  • FURTHER AGGRAVATION
  • A MESSAGE TO THE BOTH OF YOU
  • THE FARMER, THE DEVIL, AND THE SCOLDING WIFE

Image: Black-and-white sketch of the head of a feral-looking woman, transforming in about four stages into the head of a hyena; from “The Hyena’s Daughter,” by Simon Roy … https://40.media.tumblr.com/8ba67ac8ab7a46cf3462a4c2059d7391/tumblr_inline_nm6un4Ep4X1qzcbft_540.jpg .. (1)

Dear Ones,

As you may know, I have been studying the Book of Revelation in the Bible. In chapter 1, there is quite a striking vision that John the Divine had on the Isle of Patma. Highlights …

10 “I was in the Spirit on the Lord’s day, and heard behind me a great voice, as of a trumpet …

12 “And I turned to see the voice that spake with me. And being turned, I saw seven golden candlesticks; …

16 “And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp two edged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength.” –Revelation 1, KJV (public domain)

I am guessing that this great and shining presence had a two-edged sword in his mouth because he had learned to counter a nagging wife. (Not really, just a humorous thought….) There is a lesson here. How can a man be strong and shining if he suffers a nagging wife, anyway? What can more wear down a man’s spirit than a scornful attitude in his one and only?

THE PSYCHOLOGY OF BEING NAGGED

And what to do about it? If you speak up, she might kick you out. There is always that chance. And with some women, it is a sure and certain outcome of a man speaking up for himself and holding his own.

What can I say? Clearly, this woman must be physically exceptionally beautiful. Clearly, the husband must harbor some hint of a doubt that he will ever measure up.

And what if she does kick you out? Do you feel there is no one in the world like her? Or do you feel, like her, that you could walk right out that door and find the new love of your life waiting for you?

If you meet a wife’s scorn and derision with an open heart and that ‘sensitive man’ thing  … If, for instance, you say to her: When you nag me, I feel like curling up in a ball and crying … what will be her response? Being totally lacking in compassion and empathy, she will go for your jugular. For certain sure.

MALE VIOLENCE AND NAGGING BY WIVES

I saw on youtube just now a story about a husband whose wife was nagging him about a parking ticket. He ‘lost it’ and ‘acted out’ … which is to say, he ran over her. Twice. Then, leaving her body in the driveway, he went inside the house and took a nice, quiet nap.

What struck me most about the video was the smiles on the faces of the reporters who heard the story. They found it pretty funny.

Which, by my lights, points up the likelihood, in a nagged man, of acting out through violence, either toward his wife, or, if that is too scary, toward those he perceives as not so scary.

From this, I feel it is important to look for a solution to the nagging scenario, so that the urge to act out through violence will not crop up in the man’s subconscious over and over again. This will prevent social action against the man, in the form of a jail sentence or the like.

Men, it is important to understand that you are the wronged party in this instance. An abusive relationship is an abusive relationship, whether it is a man or a woman who is doing the abusing. The thing to do is to take the necessary steps to resolve the issue before violence occurs.

WHAT TO DO ABOUT BEING NAGGED?

Here you are. For the sixth time today, she speaks to you with scorn and derision ringing in her voice … Or, and this is a favorite of the nagging woman, she speaks to your friends about you … typically, in your presence … with scorn and derision. What to do?

For sure, like meets like. If you counter with scorn and derision, that will stop her in her tracks. Tell her how much your friends dislike her for her nagging. Tell her she is the lowest of the low. Close your heart like hers is closed. At least the blood flow will stop. But will you have a marriage? I dunno.

Here is a clue: If you or your spouse want rough sex, what does that mean? It means one or the other of you, or both, has a habit of thinking cruelly towards love and the lover.

What to do, then? There is always the possibility of getting counselling. If you leave her before working on your own response mechanisms, you are going to run into the same problem again and again, probably with increasing ferocity, till the issue of your own response is solved. Which is ok, too.

THE KARMA OF BEING NAGGED

That is just the way karma works. It is how Soul wounding gets resolved. God does this ‘ratchet up’ thing till we finally take notice, take action, and fix the hitch in our etheric net.

Keeping in mind, God is not a sadist. It is the lovers we attract into our lives who have that quality, when we have that ‘not worthy’, ‘not enough love in the world for me’ malware installed in the ether speak.

So God contrives this movie we call ‘reality’ … simply as a means of helping us clear our Souls of the wounding. God is love. God is the great healer.

THE HYENA’S DAUGHTER . AND OTHER VIVID STORIES

Speaking of movies, there is a comic strip conjured up by a guy who clearly has the ‘nag me’ bug … “The Hyena’s Daughter” (story and art by Simon Roy). This is a story about a woman who horrifically transforms into a hyena (1) …

Image: black-and-white sketch of an Amazon-type woman walking along with a pack of hyenas, from “The Hyena’s Daughter,” by Simon Roy … https://41.media.tumblr.com/df923e619b4af841bf00f67181e371cc/tumblr_inline_nm6ul5P00R1qzcbft_540.jpg ..

Who needs this kind of story line? Here is one that is more fun … the first part is the part about rough sex and nagging. Then it presents some alternatives, such as … go figure! … compliments … ?!

Video: “Star Trek Funny Love Scenes,” by ZeroRamzes, 8 January 2008 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2IHx2Ts57E ..

Here is a song about a wife’s nagging habit …

Video: “The Nagging wife song – Belated Valentine – DJ Electro Swingable Mashup mix,” by ElectroSwingable, 12 February 2017 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUCJrKI37V8 ..

Here is a lady named Dawndee … who strikes me as the epitome of the nagging personality (sorry, Dawndee!) … with her justification for nagging. Which I have heard from others…

Video: “Nag! Nag! Nag!” by DawndeeDALLAS, 7 July 2009 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UePc9-IELzM ..

The trouble I have with this is, who appointed her to be the person who figures out who should do what in the marriage? What about the guy’s ideas on what he wants from the woman? Where is his voice, telling her what he wants from her? I just do not get it!

PROFESSIONAL ADVICE ON BEING NAGGED

Here is Jim Marshall, a professional counselor with a thought on ending the torture …

Video: “Relationship Advice – The Nagging Wife Solution,” by James Marshall, 15 August 2011 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYyShopRAhQ ..

And here is another expert opinion …

Video: “How to Deal with a Nagging Wife,” by Full Frontal Fatherhood, 26 February 2016 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PmQUP_50Cs ..

My thought is, this might be a good way to start. She probably thinks you never listen to her. So, prove that you are listening …

Here is Dr. Dar Hawks counselling on nagging …

Video: “Dr. Dar – Dealing with a nagging wife,” by Dr. Daw Hawks, 1 Jul y2011 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EddKmmCWNDE ..

Seems pretty similar: Listen … then clarify. Negotiate a timeline. It mentions how men retreat in the face of wifely trouble … How it might help to respond verbally instead. Especially to a woman’s expectation that You’re in love with me. You should know what I’m thinking. What??

So Dr. Dar says, when confronted with what she calls ‘nonspecificity’, a husband might try to get clarification. For example, he might ask: What’s going on with you? What can I do to help you feel better in this moment?

NAGGING, FROM THE STANDPOINT OF AN INNOCENT OBSERVER (ME)

I have had my own unforgettable moments in the presence of a woman nagging her husband. Never before having had that experience … in my own significant other relationships or among my friendships, I was at a near total loss for words. However, I did finally (after multiple nagging wife syndrome exposures) cough up: I don’t think you should be mean to your husband like that. To which the response, the next day, was: Who are you to tell me howI should be with my husband? Dee ah duh … What do I say now?

So then on another occasion, I got together with them again. First thing, she said: By the way, my husband and I have talked it over, and we both agree, you don’t have any right to talk to me that way. Dee ah duh … What way? said I. To which she said: What I mean is, you have no right to tell me how to talk to my husband. He’s my husband. This has nothing to do with you.

I am speechless here. The wife is a nagging verbal abuser. The husband, by her account, agrees that this is his cup of tea. She thinks this has nothing to do with me.

What did I not say, here? I did not say: When I hear her cruel tongue, my heart shrinks to the size of a wizened walnut. And guys, if you hear this, just know it is not an invitation to renew our friendship. Not in the least. Cruelty is not my cup of tea.

ON BEING THE VICTIM OF CLAIR SADOMASOCHISM

And on the clair plane, not only did this woman for several years horrify me with hatred during the act of sex with her husband… This was not enough for her. She looked for a single woman, such as me, to torture on the clair plane during the day, when her husband is not readily at hand to be nagged.

So all day for several years, she tortured me with clair demands for sadomasochistic sexual daydreams … what she termed innocent ‘flirting’ … which is to say, cruel thoughts of sex. Then, during casual acts of sex-for-pay, she would imaging she was performing sadistic sexual acts with me. She being the sadist, and me the masochist.

Woman! Look this straight in the eye: You are a sex worker. Be with who you are with! If you cannot stand it, give it up.

FURTHER AGGRAVATION

To ante up, when the couple performed the act of sex, they would wait till I was asleep. Then as the wife poured her cruelty out into the husband’s open heart, he would try to snag my ‘desire elemental’ [see my blog category: Desire elementals ] … which is ever wakeful even when I am in dreamland … as a safe haven for his expression of sexual love.

The desire elemental has a limited intelligence. It has the will to survive. And an avid interest in desire. It can talk, too, on the clair plane, through the means of the intestinal neural network. And so, the husband has this recurring daydream, while having sex with what his unconscious mind conceives to be a ‘hyena woman’ … of having sex with me instead. Which he verifies through what he hears from my desire elemental while I am asleep.

Guy! I am not the person you are having sex with. I am not my desire elemental. It is just a little body elemental, a little thought form that zings in on the desire world. And you know very well, when I am wide awake, I change my own mind to a different thought train whenever you start to indulge in this daydream. Face the facts, and face your fears. Look the person you are with in the eye when you have sex. If you cannot stand it, find yourself someone else.

A MESSAGE TO THE BOTH OF YOU

It’s not ‘rough sex’ you are dreaming of. It is sadomasochism.

It is not a variant of the norm. It is a samskara that you carry, a karmic miasmic distortion, a wounding of the Soul.

Outa my life, dudes! Deal with it. Horrify me no longer. If you want friends, check it out! … Open your hearts to a loving relationship with your spouse.

THE FARMER, THE DEVIL, AND THE SCOLDING WIFE

Video: “The Farmer’s Nagging Wife,” by Paul Clayton – Topic, 12 April 2014 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5NJ4H8IlE0 ..

In love, light and joy,
(well ok, less so at this moment)
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery – Compendium: Child Torture for Snuff Film Industry?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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(1) For more on For more on this, see …

Link: “The Refutation of the Primitive, and the Exaltation of the Fantastic in Simon Roy and Jason Wordie’s Tiger Lung,” by Sarah Horrocks, 2 April 2015 … https://mercurialblonde.wordpress.com/2015/04/02/the-refutation-of-the-primative-and-the-exaltation-of-the-fantastic-in-simon-roy-and-jason-wordies-tiger-lung/ ..

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Hummingbird Moth and Animas River . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 5 September 2013; published on 7 September 2013; revised

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

Here is a nature vignette: A hummingbird moth hovering by yellow-flowered bush, then a long shot of the Animas river in Durango, then a closeup of the river water rushing over two stones. As there are no words, the Summary contains only photos …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Photos by Alice

Image: “Hummingbird Moth at Animas River, Durango, Colorado 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Hummingbird Moth at Animas River, Durango, Colorado 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Hummingbird Moth at Animas River, Durango, Colorado 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Hummingbird Moth at Animas River, Durango, Colorado 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Animas River, Durango, Colorado,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Animas River, Durango, Colorado,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 September 2013, CC BY-SA 4.0

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: Hummingbird moth pollinating flowers in Navajo State Park, Colorado … https://www.shutterstock.com/search/hummingbird+moth ..

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