Insofar as I can tell, there have been only two survivors to live to tell of our flight from the mind control cult of which I speak. One was a man I have never met.
On the telepathic plane, I heard that he married and fled to a remote forest. Even so, I heard on the telepathic plane, his wife saw death through their psychic predations. I, Alice B. Clagett, am the other survivor.
Please support me and that man through your prayers and best wishes. Your good will and good thoughts will make a great deal of difference to him and to me.
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INTRODUCTION
SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THE CHILDREN IN “THE MIDWICH CUCKOOS” AND A MIND CONTROL CULT I RAN ACROSS SOME YEARS AGO
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INTRODUCTION
Dear Ones,
I read about the plot of the 1957 sci fi book “The Midwich Cuckoos” today. This is a 1957 book by John Wyndham. I was surprised to find some of the plot resembled the structure of a mind control cult I had run across quite some years ago.
I almost think that the book was a deep cover attempt to write an expose on the mind control cult ,,, so deep cover that no one might sue; but perhaps not so deep secret as to prevent ‘psychic terrorist’ retaliation by the cult against author John Wyndham, who died of cardiac failure on 11 March 1969, 12 years after the book was published.
I thought I would explain a little about this in case reading the book or viewing the TV movie series by that name might be of interest to some of my readers.
SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THE CHILDREN IN “THE MIDWICH CUCKOOS” AND A MIND CONTROL CULT I RAN ACROSS SOME YEARS AGO
I know the book refers to women in the fictional village Midwich in England being impregnated by aliens from outer space. The cult I looked into on the astral plane, on the other hand, had men and women not spawned by aliens in it, as far as I know.
The Midwich alien children are described by Wikipedia …
“When the 31 boys and 30 girls are born, they appear normal, except for their unusual golden eyes, light blonde hair and pale, silvery skin. The children have none of the genetic characteristics of their mothers. As they grow up, it becomes increasingly apparent that they are not completely human. They possess telepathic abilities and can control others’ actions. The Children (they are referred to with a capital C) have two distinct group minds, one for the boys and another for the girls..” —Link: “The Midwich Cuckoos,” in English Wikipedia …https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Midwich_Cuckoos ..
Taking this a sentence or two at a time …
. . . . .
“When the 31 boys and 30 girls are born, they appear normal, except for their unusual golden eyes, light blonde hair and pale, silvery skin.”
As to the mind control cult of which I was reminded (I have encountered more than a few such cults), it had at the time both men and women in it. The older men had a certain similarity, as did the women. The younger men had some divergence of looks.
Then today it seems (although I cannot be certain of this because I am so skittish of getting close to their abodes) that the men all have a certain look, a certain color of hair and of skin, a certain height, and a certain weight.
. . . . .
“The children have none of the genetic characteristics of their mothers.”
This likely was not true of the mind control cult members.
. . . . .
“As they grow up, it becomes increasingly apparent that they are not completely human. They possess telepathic abilities and can control others’ actions.”
The mind control cult I am thinking of I feel was founded by an intersex person … a hermaphrodite … and for that reason (if it be so) I have a hunch it attracted intersex members.
Consequently, in prior years, on the telepathic and astral planes I explored the qualities of intersex people in depth. They are not like men, or like women. It is a little of both.
Those I have met on the psychic plane appear to have vast psychic abilities touched by the Dark. It appears they practice black magic without being taught to do so. The Christian churches might say they are obsessed or possessed by evil entities. Psychologists might call them obsessive-compulsive, which definition I would expand to include an ability to obsess and compell ‘normals’ at a distance.
When they aggregate in groups of intersex individuals, it appears to me they have the ability to paint other people Dark (even at a distance); and the ability to cause normals to suicide or to kill (when they act in groups). That may make them attractive to power-oriented people, but it would make them feared and shunned by ‘normals’. Normals might even consider them to be negative space aliens, as was the case with the Children in the plot of “The Midwich Cuckoos.”
Intersex people appear to have qualities of risk taking, of not fitting in with ‘normals’, of sexual preference for children, and of desire to murder so as to orgasm. These are quite different from mainstream qualities, and may cause them to be judged as antisocial personalities. For more on that see my blog categories: Intersex – hermaphroditism – half and half … and … Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder ..
What I have figured out about this on the astral plane is far and away the opposite of mainstream thought on the topic of intersex. For instance, see the speech of Cardinal Benitez, who was the fictional newly elected pope) in the 2024 movie “Conclave.” It turns out that the Cardinal was an intersex person …
I have to say no speech has ever been more the complete opposite of my understanding of the nature of the intersex personality. I consider it dangerously naive. On the other hand, I appreciate that it supports the politically correct stance of LGBTQ+, and that the movie is springing for more maternal kindness to balance the patriarchal domination traditional to the papal role.
Some of you may stand more with the movie “Conclave” than with me. You might feel, as well, that I must be wrong about intersex characteristics … especially the ‘psychic terrorist’ qualities that I intuit … and that, anyway, there is no such nitersex mind control cult extant today at which a finger may be pointed.
Maybe so. After all, we are just talking about my own psychic hunches. And who am I, anyway?
So let’s take another tack. Many of the same personality qualities outlined above might also apply to any cult (not necessarily an intersex cult) that practices black magic. The idea of a non-intersex black magic mind control cult has this advantage: It does not run counter to the prejudices of this modern age.
Let us presume, then, a black magic mind control cult with qualities ‘not completely human’. Wny so? Because black magic implores entity attachment of Satan or devils or demons to the cult followers.
This makes for a Dark skew, a torque of the person away from human and in the direction of inhuman. The person becomes less like a great ape and more like a reptile, or an insect, or a dragon, or a dinosaur. He or she becomes what sci fi terms a ‘hybrid’.
Because of this they are coming from subconscious and gut brain presumptions quite different from that of ‘normals’. Their subconscious minds are so different from our own that they don’t flow into our own subconscious mind streams at all.
Because of that, the boxes into which our ‘normal’ subconscious minds place the bulk of human kind are oh so pathetically clear to those who worship the Dark or who pattern on non-human entities. That is the basis of what I term the ‘antisocial sense of humor’. For more on that see my blog categories: Antisocial personality disorder – Sociopathy … and … ASP sense of humor ..
Because they are not subject to our ‘normal’ taboos they can back us ‘normals’ into a wall of egoic fear, force us to act out in such a way that we will never again be accepted by our peers as ‘normal’, and ruthlessly exploit us as their ‘donkey men’. For more on that see my blog categories: Voodoo … and … Donkey man – human horse – chwal ..
. . . . .
So here we have two similarities, in a broad sense, between the Midwich Children and the mind control cult members …
They both seem in some way alien from humankind.
And they both “possess telepathic abilities and can control others’ actions.”
. . . . .
“The Children (they are referred to with a capital C) have two distinct group minds, one for the boys and another for the girls.”
As I understand it (telepathically only) the mind control group of which I was reminded was taught by their founder to keep the men and the women separate. It was a celibate group. The women held the purse strings … or so the women thought. But the men used mind control to make the women fall in love with them, and thus they controlled the expenditures of the cult through subterfuge.
Both men and women were highly telepathic, as was the case in the plot of “The Midwich Cuckoos.”
The cult men were taught to meditate on their third eyepoint, and the cult women were taught to meditate on their heart chakras.
The cult men were taught exclusively to use their left brain (seat of logic and reasoning) and the cult were taught exclusively to use their right brain (seat of creativity and intuition).
Thus the founder apparently laid out that the men and women in the cult would have “two distinct group minds, one for the boys and another for the girls” … just as was the case in “The Midwich Cuckoos.”
‘Whole brainer thinkers’ like me who fled the cult had no place there. That is because I could hear, on the telepathic plane … and using my left brain … the thoughts of the men in the cult.
Thus on the telepathic and astral planes … but not through physical means … I could discern the artifice through which the women in the cult were held captive by the cult men.
I could see the sexual preference of the cult men to be MSM (men who have sex with men).
I could also clairly perceive the heartless ruthlessness through which tight-knit groups of cult men pretended to romance the cult women on the astral plane, one by one, till all the women were held captives to their erring hearts. I clairly perceived that the men did this for the sake of greed, and not for the sake of love.
I could clairly see how they caused the cult women to suicide at the age of 60 years or so, or else how they exercised mind control against the cult women to cause them to give their sisters a heart attack at the age of 60. This also was for the sake of the cult’s bottom line.
I could see how the cult men cultivated the acquaintance of ‘normal’ cult members with homes, then through mind control estranged the husbands from the wives, and murdered the wives to grab their homes.
The single woman had no hope in that gathering, as she would immediately be set upon by a group of 6 to 15 mind-control men, who day and night would conspire to rob her of her sanity, then her life, with a view to profit from her worldly goods.
What a spook-out! Who would not seek desperately to flee from such shenanigans the minute the cult men got onto the prospect that their secrets might be laid bare!
And how impossible might it be for me to seek refuge in the law when all my understanding of my dire situation was based on hunches and intuition? How quickly might the ‘normal’ man … whether lawyer, or law enforcement officer, or judge of the courts of this land … or, for that matter, auto mechanic or fast food clerk or hired bodyguard … be subverted through that group’s facile and overpowering psychic powers?
But let us set that long-ago heartache aside for now.
God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Written and published on 10 May 2025; revised on 11 May 2025
MORE INFORMATION
Link: “Cult Deprogramming: On Recovering from Long-Term Mind Control,” by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted and published on 4 February 2020; revised on 30 April 2025 and on 11 May 2025 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-giS ..
Link: “Brainwashing,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 20 December 2022; revised on 11 May 2025 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-sQq ..
Image: “Mind Control Cult,” adapted from Image by Leo from Pixabay, Pixabay License
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Image: “Self-Portrait,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 June 2024, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Self-Portrait,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 June 2024, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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INTRODUCTION
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
VIDEO CREDITS
INTRODUCTION
Dear Ones,
Here is a critique … from the point of view of women … of the “Ballad of James Harris,” otherwise known as “The Demon Love” and “The House Carpenter.”
There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
The Ballad of James Harris – aka The Demon Lover – a Critique from the Point of View of Women
By Alice B. Clagett
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I have some comments today on a ballad variously known as “The House Carpenter,” and “The Ballad of James Harris,” and “The Daemon Lover.”
These are comments to do with men rather than with women. In the past “The Daemon Lover” was meant to be a warning for married women not to stray. I feel that is important, especially if they have children.
But more important to me … because I have run into it many times amongst men … is the Soul wounding exhibited by men who were once in love with a woman and then are spurned by her … and then she takes up with another man, and what happens if she goes back to the original lover. Or even this: What happens if she leaves a man and then goes back to him?
This has to do with some very gnarly energies in the noosphere … in the astral realm here on planet Earth.
I am using a public domain version of the Ballad from the Internet Archive. The source is Pepys Ballads.
It starts off with an overview of how the whole thing started, which goes like this …
1 THERE dwelt a fair maid in the West, Of worthy birth and fame, Neer unto Plimouth, stately town, Jane Reynolds was her name.
2 This damsel dearly was belovd By many a proper youth, And what of her is to be said Is known for very truth.
3 Among the rest …
[that is, among the rest of her suitors]
… a seaman brave Unto her a wooing came; A comely proper youth he was, James Harris calld by name.
So this man is a sailor (a ‘seaman’). And amongst all the men that Jane Reynolds knew … all the suitors that loved her fondly … the one that she decided upon … the one that she ‘set her cap upon’ … was named James Harris. And he was a sailor.
Now in those days a man and a woman would become betrothed, and that was a sacred trust. If that resulted in offspring before marriage, then there was a law called “Breach of Promise” that held the man to his former word.
So ‘becoming betrothed’ was an extremely important concept at that time. And even to agree that they would soon marry was equivalent to betrothal. And that pertains to this next stanza …
4 The maid and young man was agreed, As time did them allow, And to each other secretly They made a solemn vow,
5 That they would ever faithfull be Whilst Heaven afforded life ; He was to be her husband kind, And she his faithfull wife.
6 A day appointed was also When they was to be married ; But before these things were brought to pass Matters were strangely carried.
So that is the ‘setup’. They secretly agreed that they would be married, and a day was appointed for the marriage. But then something happened … something really bad.
Now begins the Ballad proper, which is Number 243, called “James Harris (The Daemon Lover).”
7 All you that faithfull lovers be Give ear and hearken well, And what of them became at last I will directly tell.
8 The young man he was prest to sea, …
[That means he was forced to go to sea.]
And forced was to go ; His sweet-heart she must stay behind, Whether she would or no.
9 And after he was from her gone She three years for him staid, Expecting of his comeing home, And kept herself a maid.
[‘Maid’ means ‘maiden’. It means never having experienced romantic love.]
10 At last news came that he was dead Within a forraign land, And how that he was buried She well did understand,
11 For whose sweet sake the maiden she Lamented many a day, And never was she’ known at all The wanton for to play.
So in all that time when she was dealing with the grief that she felt for her lost beloved, she never fooled around; she never had a lover. She was true to his memory.
Ok now …
12 A carpenter that livd hard by, When he heard of the same, Like as the other had done before, To her a wooing came.
[So he went to her house as a suitor.]
13 But when that he had gained her love …
[That is, through courtship]
… They married were with speed, …
[It is not the drug; this means they were quickly married]
And four years space, being man and wife, They loveingly agreed.
[So for four years they agreed to be loving man and wife together.]
14 Three pritty children in this time This loving couple had, Which made their father’s heart rejoyce, And mother wondrous glad.
15 But as occasion servd, one time The good man took his way Some three days journey from his home, Intending not to stay.
[So the husband went away from home for three days and left the mother with their three children there.]
16 But, whilst that he was gone away, A spirit in the night Came to the window of his wife, And did her sorely fright.
[That means a ghost or Spirit or astral being made an apparition, or appeared in her home while the husband was away … which is the time that a woman is most vulnerable. The spirit frightened her; it “did her sorely fright.”]
So now the Spirit speaks …
17 Which spirit spake like to a man, And unto her did say, ‘My dear and onely love,’ quoth he, ‘Prepare and come away.
[He is asking her to go away with him.]
You may recall the name of Jane Reynolds’ first suitor … the one she really loved so greatly was James Harris.
Have you been listening to the Songbirds? Just here they are objecting to the sadness expressed in the poem.
It sounds to me as if the little birds have been ‘taken over’ or ‘obsessed’ by two Shamans who are power-over men trying to force their will upon me. This is weird in the extreme. Who could these Shamans be, I wonder?
The Shamans are causing the Songbirds to speak very rudely. They are talking so loudly I can barely make myself heard.
So now to continue …
18 ‘ James Harris is my name,’ quoth he, ‘Whom thou didst love so dear, And I have traveld for thy sake At least this seven year.
[He is saying he was looking for her for seven years.]
19 ‘And now I am returnd again, To take thee to my wife, And thou with me shalt go to sea, To end all further strife.’
[He is suggesting that she should go to sea with him to prevent the husband from fighting with her or with James Harris.]
20 ‘O tempt me not, sweet James,’ quoth she, ‘ With thee to go …
There is a big fight going on with the Songbirds. The fight was so loud that I misspake the stanza and had to repeat it.
Mr. Raven wonders what in heaven’s name is going on here. Can you hear him?
I say to the birds: Please, please! Please don’t do that!
20 ‘O tempt me not, sweet James,’ quoth she, ‘ With thee away to go ; If I should leave my children small, Alas! what would they do?
21 ‘My husband is a carpenter, A carpenter of great fame ; I would not for five hundred pounds That he should know the same.’
So now, she says no. She says she cannot do it; that her husband is a famous carpenter, and that she loves her children, and that she cannot imagine what would happen to them if she left them.
Now it is the Daemon Lover’s chance to respond. He says …
22 ‘I might have had a king’s daughter, And she would have married me; But I forsook her golden crown, And for the love of thee.
This is spoken very forcefully, is it not?
23 ‘Therefore, if thou ‘It thy husband forsake, And thy children three also, I will forgive the[e] what is past, If thou wilt with me go.’
And she says …
24 ‘If I forsake my husband and My little children three, What means hast thou to bring me to, If I should go with thee?’
She is saying: Where would I find myself? What do you have to offer me if I should agree with this?
Now I am going to move on to Ballad 243G, which is a different version of the same Daemon Lover ballad …
Citation: Motherwell’s Minstrelsy, p. 93.
The lady is asking the apparition … the ghost: What have you in store for me? What property do you have? What could you offer me if I were to go away with you? And the Daemon Lover says …
1 ‘I HAVE seven ships upon the sea, Laden with the finest gold, And mariners to wait us upon ; All these you may behold.
2 ‘And I have shoes for my love’s feet, Beaten of the purest gold, And lined wi the velvet soft, To keep my love’s feet from the cold.
Then, I am presuming, they get on the ship. And he says to her …
3 ‘O how do you love the ship ?’ he said,
‘Or how do you love the sea ?
And how do you love the bold mariners
That wait upon thee and me ? ‘
And she says …
4: ‘O I do love the ship,’ she said, 1 And I do love the sea ; But woe be to the dim mariners, That nowhere I can see ! ‘
So she is on the ship with the apparition. It may be a ghost ship. He proposes that there are sailors on board the ship, but she cannot see any. So already there is trouble.
5 They had not sailed a mile awa, Never a mile but one, When she began to weep and mourn, And to think on her little wee son [her very small son].
Now it is the Daemon Lover’s turn. He says …
6 ‘O hold your tongue, my dear,’ he said, ‘And let all your weeping abee, For I’ll soon show to you how the lilies grow On the banks of Italy.’
7 They had not sailed a mile awa, Never a mile but two, Until she espied his cloven foot, From his gay robes sticking thro,
Ok, there is something wrong. The man that she used to know is not the same as he used to be. In fact, he has a diabolical aspect to him.
So what is this that happened when she loved a man, and the man went away and deserted her … and then she finally married someone else and had children.
And then he returns, if only in her mind … and begins a campaign that she should love him and not this new person. In other words, the apparition is jealous of her happy married life.
Or even it could be, I feel, that a man who once loved a woman might feel, telepathically, that she might find someone else that loves her, and then becomes, in aspect and demeanor, something like this Daemon Lover. He becomes enraged. He does whatever he can to destroy her.
Ok, there is just a little bit more to this …
8 They had not sailed a mile awa, Never a mile but three, When dark, dark, grew his eerie looks, And raging grew the sea.
He was in a rage. He was an enraged, jealous man. Many men descend to this after leaving a woman, instead of moving on to new love … to perfect their ability to have a loving relationship … they cannot release themselves from that old vow. They cannot move on to someone new.
Consequently they destroy the life of the person they once loved and their own life as well. Do you know what I mean? Very bad things can happen when a man does not allow a woman to move on … when he cannot stop stalking her new husband; when he cannot stop trying to destroy her love for him. You see?
Ok, the last stanza …
9 They had not sailed a mile awa, Never a mile but four, When the little wee ship ran round about, And never was seen more.
It could have been one of those upside-down tornadoes that sink the ships into the sea, you know?
Jealousy is the dark opposite of love. It can happen in a woman too. But in this case what you have is a woman who adjusted to the loss of a man and the man who comes back and haunts her telepathically, and brings her to ruin because he himself has turned Dark and sour.
You know, many men think this is just how it is, when a man is spurned or when a man deserts a woman, that the man will feel cruel to the end of his days and injure the woman before all with whom he speaks.
But I do not feel that way.
I think many men adopt a very useful attitude towards women they once loved, and pick out all the good things that happened at that time, and look forward to those things in a new relationship. That is what I think.
There is always trouble amongst women about men stalking them, and men trying to rape them, and men trying to kill them … and all this awful stuff … simply because we have a lot of heart energy, and the men think that they can take advantage of us for that reason.
It is a terrible situation, here in the third dimension, that all of us women have to face. Men can be protectors, but when they become jealous … when they become enraged … they can take the strength with which God endowed them and use it against us too.
Well, I wish the best for the women of Earth because without us … without our children and without our nurturing and educating abilities … there would be no human life on Earth.
I hope the men will understand that we have great value, we women on Earth. Men are not the only valuable people on Earth.
I am asking you men not to be arrogant, simply because you are strong. Strength is only half of the ingredient. The other half is the grace and love that women bring into a man’s life.
Well. That is the sober last of it, regarding this Ballad of the Daemon Lover, otherwise known as the Ballad of James Harris or The House Carpenter.
The interesting thing is that, in years past … in the ancient days … this Ballad was purported to be a warning to women not to leave their husbands. And so you have that side of the issue … the male side of the issue … and now you have the women’s side of the issue. Maybe those two will make a copacetic whole.
The Source
These versions of the Ballad came from …
Link: Pepys Ballads, IV, 101; from a copy in Percy’s papers. And I got them from the Internet Archive … https://archive.org ..
Why Have I Not Just Moved On?
Someone asked me on the psychic plane why I did not just move on and find someone else. Sometimes after a relationship ends is that a man … while not himself stalking and so forth … has a negative attitude that he conveys to his friends.
And his friends take it upon themselves to give a woman ‘her just deserts’. So a man who is well liked, and has lots of male friends, can enlist a hundred strong, self-willed, arrogant … I have to say … men on his side to take up for him in terms of …
[sound of a weedwhacker] … You know, there is a lot of Dark Interference today …
… to take up for him in terms of stalking and harassing and raping. And if it does not happen on the physical plane, it can happen on the astral plane. You know? This is something that women have to deal with all the time.
I heard of a case where a man was so unforgiving that every time his ex-wife would marry, he would go and harass the new husband that she had, until that man would leave because he was afraid to stay with the woman. And that this happened many times.
I would not want that to happen to me, or to any man that I liked.
A person has to consider the greatest good for the greatest number of people. If two people … I and my new friend … would be suffering because of my action of becoming romantically involved again … instead of just me suffering because I do not have that romance in my life, what should I do? I try to pick the thing that is the least damaging to the most number of people.
That is why I am steering clear of men: I don’t want that crap to happen to them … that crap that may have happened to someone else. It is really gruesome, when you come right down to it. That is the story.
The Downside of the Shamanic Practice of Entering the Bodies of Animals
I would like to interject right here why it is that I spoke sternly to the Songbird. It seems to me that the behavior of that particular Songbird was not typical of a Songbird.
It is possible that, if a Songbird were very upset over the tenor and the emotions of a person talking, it might speak like that. But I do not feel it would go on and on like that.
There have been numerous incidents of Shamans … I do not know who … walking into animals with whom I have talked in the last few weeks. I think that is what may have happened with the Songbird.
I am really against Shamans taking control of Songbirds and of Ravens and of Hawks. I think it is a very stupid idea to do that.
For one thing, every time that you enter a being that is not a human being, your Soul matter becomes more similar to theirs, and less similar to that of other humans. If you continue with that, at the end of your lifetime you are likely to be reincarnated as that animal, rather than in human form.
Many people long for human form because of the degree of Free Will they enjoy when in that form. So most people … if they stop to think … would not try that walking into the form and skin of beings that are not human for that reason: Because it degrades our human Soul matter.
In recent days I have found that many, many animals do have free will, and that it is only human hubris or pride that prevents us from realizing this. So it might not be that bad, if you do not mind being incorporated as a Songbird in your next incarnation.
It is bad for the birds, though, because you are trying to rule over their free spirits by doing that. It is as bad as if you did that to a human being. Trying to mind control and leap into the skin of a Songbird is a bad thing to do, from that perspective: from the perspective of wanting to retain your own Free Will, you see?
In this lifetime you have a chance to develop your Free Will, and to allow other people to develop their Free Will too. If there is nothing but Power Over in the world, there is no such thing as Free Will. You have none, and other people have none either.
Help us to create a world that is good for everyone. Don’t be a Shaman who jumps into animals and controls them; or into human beings.
. . . . .
This is just a little excursion into what happened at that very moment when the Songbirds were fiercely and uncustomarily arguing with each other.
God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed and published on 21 June 2024; youtube transcription edited on 21 January 2026
VIDEO CREDITS
“The Ballad of James Harris – aka The Demon Lover – a Critique from the Point of View of Women”
by Alice B. Clagett
Filmed and produced on 21 June 2024
Location: San Fernando Valley, CA
Image: “Pentecost Icon,” by unknown author, date unknown, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Pentecost_icon.jpg … public domain … Description: “An icon depicting the Theotokos with the apostles filled with the Holy Spirit, indicated by “cloven tongues like as of fire” (Acts 2:3) above their heads.” – Wikimedia Commons
Description: “An icon depicting the Theotokos with the apostles filled with the Holy Spirit, indicated by “cloven tongues like as of fire” (Acts 2:3) above their heads.” – Wikimedia Commons
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Dear Ones,
Here is a great word: Theotokos. It means ‘the Mother of God’. The above image shows Mother Mary in an honored, central place as the apostles are filled with the Holy Spirit, which might also be termed God’s grace.
This reminds me of how the American Sikh Yogi Bhajan, who brought the science of kundalini yoga to America, thought of women as ‘the grace of God’. I recall in particular a meditation he once taught women. You can learn about it here …
It seems to me the role of Mother Mary and her honored position as the Mother of God are often overlooked in Christian churches today.
Quite the opposite, on the astral plane I have experienced a barbaric practice termed ‘excoriation’ by gatherings of spiritual men. It seems to me that this took place because of my role as conveyor of the grace of God to humankind.
Excoriation is a way of excising a person from the company of holy people. In other words it is a form of shunning. The excoriated person is eschewed. He or she becomes pariah
This is done through denunciation spoken in the foulest terms. The cause of this practice is pent-up anger. In other words, excoriation is a way of blaming that anger on a sacrificial victim.
I suggest as a healthy alternative the primal scream as a way of releasing pent-up anger. Through personal experience I have found the best place to practice the primal scream is somewhere no one else can hear us. Otherwise, what will they think of us?! Heaven only knows.
Or else get together with a group of friends for an anger release primal scream, as in this video where a group of mothers gathered on a field during COVID for a primal scream …
And now, on to the topic of religions demeaning women as sinful temptresses of men. When this thought-form is prevalent in a faith, then women are treated quite shamefully. A case in point is the story of Mary Magdalene in the New Testament.
Image: “Christ and the Sinner,” by Andrey Mironov, 2011, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Christ_and_the_sinner.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International … COMMENTS: This I feel to be a false representation of the role the Betrothed in relation to the Christ. — Alice B. Clagett
COMMENTS: This I feel to be a false representation of the role the Betrothed in relation to the Christ. — Alice B. Clagett
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In the Christian faith this story is sometimes taken as supporting evidence that women are evil and must be castigated and humiliated before men … before their spouses, before Christian groups of men before pastors, and even before hate-filled men unrelated to these Christian churches. This is a terrible evil of the current day; it represents a deeply Dark samskara or instance of Soul wounding that afflicts many, many people of the current day.
Image: “Christ and His Spouse Saint Mary Magdalene,” adapted from Image by Juergen Striewski from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
Image: “Christ and His Spouse Saint Mary Magdalene,” adapted from Image by Juergen Striewski from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
Amongst the Lightworkers, on the other hand, there is an uplifting story about Mary Magdalene. Some of us feel that Christ met her at the well, knew that she had been abused by many men, yet fell in love with her and asked to stay in her home that night.
Some of us feel Christ was betrothed to her that night, that he became her husband, and that she bore him five children. Four of these, we feel, were boy children who met their deaths before or at the time of Christ’s crucifixion.
One of Christ’s children was a girl. This child was named ‘Jeshua’ after her father. Along with Mother Mary and five of Christ’s Apostles Christ’s daughter Jeshua followed her Mary Magdalene as she fled to a far land to escape certain death at the hands of the Pharisees.
Image: “Christ and His Daughter Jeshua,” adapted from Image by Chil Vera from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License … COMMENTS: Here Christ’s daughter is 6 or 7 years old; she was 15 when her mother fled with her from Jerusalem. –Alice B. Clagett, on the advice of others who remember those days.
Image: “Christ and His Daughter Jeshua,” adapted from Image by Chil Vera from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License …
COMMENTS: Here Christ’s daughter is 6 or 7 years old; she was 15 when her mother fled with her from Jerusalem. –Alice B. Clagett, on the advice of others who remember those days.
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In that foreign place, for five decades we feel Mary Magdalene taught Christ’s truths to those whose hearts were open to His teachings.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
This channeling is, in part, on the advice of others who remember those days.
The mark up images in this post have been added here: Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Image Markups 17,” by Alice B. Clagett, compiled and published on 21 December 2025 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-Fzl ..
Skit 1: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Makeup Artist
Skit 2: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Nun
Skit 3: Lesbian or Demure Trans and Gay Woman
Skit 4: Trans, Makeup Artist, and Lapdog
On Being Stalked
Activation of Light to Optimize Timelines and Dimensions
VIDEO CREDITS
IMAGE CREDITS
MUSICAL CREDITS
INTRODUCTION
Dear Ones,
Here is a video on archetypal images of transvestites and transgender individuals. The question is posed: Why do some trans stalk women? Why am I being stalked?
There is an edited Summary after the video.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I am going to explain, as well as I may, in terms of archetypal symbols, the trans encounters I have been having for the last number of years. and the effect that they have had on me.
I think that these encounters have to do with someone that I know, but I do not know who that person is. Obviously that person knows who they are. I am hoping that these explanations may help.
It seems to me that the performance art that I have been watching … or in my own terms, ‘subject to’, over these years has to do with the stuckness of the Soul … of Soul wounding in someone. I cannot say who; maybe quite a few people in the Atlantean age.
Skit 1: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Makeup Artist
There have been skits. I will take one for starters. There was a skit featuring a trans person … that is a person who was born as a man and is now either dressed as a woman, or else changed as to gender, into a woman. And so the first person in the first skit was a trans person
I have come up with an image to show you. It says ‘trans’ on it. I could only come up with a photo of a woman. But the look and feel of the trans person that I saw was very like this …
Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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… very super-feminine, very sexual, very well-made-up, very appealing to men, I feel. So I am using that ai-generated image for the trans personality.
And then in the first case … and in another case as well … there was a character that I call the ‘nanny’, or the ‘babysitter’, or the ‘mother substitute’. I have this image for that …
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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… the ‘nanny’; a much-older person born woman and posing as woman in the skit, and about a foot shorter than the trans person.
In the first skit there was another person. That was what I call the ‘makeup artist’.
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640,” by Makc from Pixabay — Iarisons2006, Pixabay content license
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640,” by Makc from Pixabay — Iarisons2006, Pixabay content license
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He did not have a beard. It was a man born as a man, it seemed to me. And very handsome; very good looking … the ‘makeup artist’.
What happened was this: I was at a spiritual retreat center in Encino, California. I had been there many times before, in many circumstances. In fact, I was one of the co-facilitators of a meetup there. We met outdoors. The meetup was called “Rumi and Meditation.”
I was one of three co-facilitators. There was a particular spot where we all sat when we met once a month or so when I was around town.
I had the cart full of things that I needed for the meetup. I was trundling the cart along the sidewalk on my way to the normal meetup place. I saw, at the meetup place, sitting in what was usually my seat, this splendid trans person. Next to the trans person was the nanny, a person of much smaller stature.
As I walked up I saw … disappearing into the administration building of the retreat center … the makeup artist. Apparently he had just ‘made up’ the people for the performance art.
As I approached the trans person and the nanny, the trans person got up and splendidly walked or paraded past me, with the nanny just behind or nearby, and then went off in the direction of the makeup artist. All these actors were Caucasian.
The first thing I noticed is that the trans had taken my seat … had taken my role … had wanted, it seems, to be the star of my show.
Along that line there is a role that I play when I am in a social situation. That role is ‘straight woman’ …
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, , CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, , CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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I play the role of the ‘straight woman’; and I dress very conservatively in most circumstances. That is my role as the conservative straight woman.
This role is a pose so as to get along with other people because my true role, as I feel it, in the world right now is the role of ‘Lightworker’ …
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
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I am a Lightworker. But nobody relates to that in the world at large, and in my sacred circles. They just do not recognize that role. So I pose as the older straight woman.
I was on my way to the meetup, and I was posing at that time as the older straight woman, very conservative.
There is this in addition: It seemed to me that the trans person thought of him/herself as extremely good-looking; and that any straight woman would be jealous of her and covetous of her beauty … and might also attack the trans sexually or attack her in rage … and that the nanny protected the trans from these types of attacks. That was what I got from that first encounter.
So: Trans, and the nanny, who is a type of woman who can get along with trans. And the makeup artist, who is important to the role of the trans as being very beautiful, as being very appealing to the men that the trans hopes to attract.
Why were they there at the spiritual retreat center? They wanted to make a statement to me. They knew I was there because Meetup publishes its meetings. They knew that I was one of the coordinators.
But why me? Well at first I thought it was just a mistake; maybe it was just a coincidence. But recently I was at a church service in Chatsworth, California; and the whole skit was performed once again. And the people involved sat down directly in front of me … in the pew in front of me.
So I began to get that this was a message specifically for me … a message from someone that I do not know, and that the message … without any words being spoken, conveys a significance to that person … a significance of which I am not aware.
I am trying to figure it out. This is a treasure hunt.
Skit 2: Tableau of Trans, Nanny, and Nun
Just before the service started the trans person came in. it was a very ravishing trans person, dressed very seductively, very alluringly. It was a different trans person … a different race. The trans was accompanied by a nanny of the same race as that of him/herself. In this case the trans and the nanny were oriental.
The nanny sat right beside the trans. And instead of the makeup artist, there was another performer standing in the aisle. That was a person that I call the ‘nun’. The nun was Caucasian, middle-aged, and slightly but not very plump. Now you see here the Madonna …
I could not find an image of a nun; but it was a nun in traditional habit who was standing against the wall and looking at me. The overall look of the nun was very like this image of the Madonna … very holy, very saintly, very sacred. So I am using an image of the Madonna to represent the nun.
So I was at church. I was dressed very conservatively as a straight woman … very quiet, very demure … and I was sitting behind them.
The first thing I got is that the dress code of the church was being violated by the trans person; not by the nanny, but by the trans person.
I also got that the nun standing against the wall was not really a nun; the nun was a performance artist, I thought. The nun was standing against the wall, between our two pews.
It seemed to me that the nun was there to reinforce the nanny as a protector of the trans person … as if the trans person felt that I held rage towards them, and that I would express it during the service.
My feeling about this is that it is likely that the trans person substituted me as the object of the rage that is within them. I will talk about that a little later on.
It seems to me that … because the trans person dresses so ravishingly at church, even though that is not the dress code of the church … it seems to me that the trans person finds it very important to be the only woman that is admired; the woman that outdoes all the other women in the church, and wins all the men.
In the trans person’s second skit there were two ways that women could be included in the trans world view; the first was the nanny, the protector, the one who is always loving, no matter what the trans does (just as in the first skit).
The second was nun; and this was new. I think, at the church it might have been a statement … this is just my guess … a statement that the role played by the trans at the church was sacred, and ought to be taken as a sacred thing rather than being laughed at, or sneered at, or scoffed … rather than me getting angry. It ought to be taken as a sacred thing.
So that was the second skit about which I am going to talk.
Skit 3: Lesbian or Demure Trans and Gay Woman
There was another skit at the same church a few weeks later. It was a woman … or perhaps a demure trans person … who was ushering people into the parking lot … dressed with exposure of the legs … ignoring the dress code of the church. The usher was a middle-aged, Caucasian woman, very alluring and very demure.
About that usher, I thought that there may have been an intention to attract me, in a gay-woman way, as a way of ushering me into a world where genders are reversed. In other words,it may have been an attempt to usher me into a different archetype for the trans world.
We have the nanny, we have the nun, and it may be that Skit 3 was an attempt to state that there is another possibility … that of the ‘gay woman’.
The problem is, I am not these things. I am the ‘straight woman’ at the church. I am the ‘Lightworker’ online.
I am not a gay woman. So I do not fit in, you see? I do not fit into that milieu at all. You might even say that I am in a different timeline and dimension from the trans world. It is completely different from my world. In that way there would be a lot less friction … a lot less commotion … if it were to be considered that I live in a different sort of reality.
Skit 4: Trans, Makeup Artist, and Lapdog
I will give you another example: Some while ago there was an incredible skit as I exited the door of my local Canoga Avenue post office. This skit used completely different people but somewhat similar roles.
There was a trans person who was portrayed as being of a race different from those of the trans persons in Skits 1 and 2. The trans person seemed to me to be a Caucasion person portrayed with blackface as being an African American. The trans was very alluring, very good-looking, and dressed in an outrageous fashion that was bound attract attention.
The trans was walking towards me … towards the door of the post office … carrying two baby carriages behind. One of them had a lapdog in it.
Image: “Lapdog,” adapted from Image by Leia Ohana from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
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I am not too sure of the role of the lapdog. I had an idea that a woman might have that role with the trans person … might have the role of ‘pleasing their lap’, if you get me … might be considered ‘a dog’, for being not very pretty, compared to the trans person … might be just the ‘lapdog’ in the baby carriage that he carries along behind him.
On the other hand, the lapdog might symbolize a role of the trans or gay man as a ‘lapdog’ who offers cunnilingus to an older woman, then steals her money and then deserts her. The notion that the I might be the lapdog might be thought of as a substitution or switching of the trans ‘lapdog’ role onto my person.
Standing beside the trans was the makeup artist … a young, good-looking Caucasian man, but different from the makeup artist in Skit 1, who at a quick glance had seemed to me to be a famous actor, or someone resembling him. This second makeup artist was standing there, waiting for the play to unfold.
There was no nanny.
The feeling I got at that time was that my life was in mortal peril, so I exited right away. I would like to explain about that.
The trans was made up as an African American homeless woman. I think the producers of the skit thought … because of a photograph that had been in my blog of an African American babysitter I had as a child … that I would take a cotton to the trans, as if the trans were my nanny or babysitter, and that I would be attracted to the trans and would want to talk to them.
I thought they thought I was like their mother or mother substitute, and that they held great rage against their mother … which rage they were transferring to me and thinking that I held great rage to them … and that this mixup about the rage would result in an outburst of rage against me that might involve physical violence.
On Being Stalked
I say that partly because for many years prior to that, the same trans person … in various guises … had been stalking me wherever I went … stalking and stalking.
From online, the prognosis for stalking is not so good. A lot of women lose their lives because of stalkers. The police department does not seem to be very helpful in that. It is up to us women to think of a way to get free of these stalkers and to keep safe.
Stalking I think has to do with control … the need to control other people. There is quite a bit online about controlling behavior, and getting away from it, and trying to find a social circle that talks and reaches compromises, rather than attempting to control or manipulate other people.
If for instance a person is trans but under cover, and you as a straight person meet this trans person, and then they get the notion that you are in on the secret, it is possible that … in order to keep the secret of their trans activities … they might stalk in trans guise (so as to avoid detection) … and that they might feel such a strong need to protect themselves that they might stalk and murder.
There is a very strong need to keep trans activities secret, in many cases … because such activities are not socially acceptable. The trans person in these cases about which I am talking was very deeply ‘under cover’ because the makeup and the disguise made it very difficult to figure out who they really were.
Every time I saw that person stalking me I got the feeling of being in mortal peril. There must have been a load of violent negative emotion behind the makeup.
Now it is not socially acceptable to say this. And I agree with society in general that there are many trans people who do not have this drawback of being dangerous.
But in my case … because of the stalking … because of the skits by many different people of many different races … I feel there has been a lot of money put into this performance art with regard to me. And I am not sure why.
I know that there is Soul wounding. I know that there is a ‘hangup’. I wish I could be of more help to those of you who are experiencing this.
I think there is a sub-segment of trans that are extremely dangerous people.
Maybe you will have ideas about this topic. I would welcome those ideas.
I hope that the trans people that may have been involved in this … if you reply, please do your best to be polite, and to observe the decorum of this blog, because very impolite, very out- there comments are deleted for the sake of my other readers.
I ask that you be forthright and honest about your feelings, and about what you think these symbols mean,
What does ‘trans’ really mean?
Why is it necessary for you to be the only woman, for instance?
Why do you have to be the very best woman and shove all the other women out?
Why can I not have a life?
Why can I not have a male friend?
What does this mean to you?
Why is it so important?
I cannot figure it out. There are so many people in the world! You could have your own social circle, in which you are greatly admired.
You are the star of the show. You are the star of the nightclub! Everyone wants you!
You do not need to keep coming around me. Why me?
You can find a nanny that really loves you, no matter what. I am not that person; I say it like I see it.
I see something really wrong. Something is really wrong. If for 24 years you have been stuck on stalking me, there is something really wrong! You know?
Just get on with it. Go on with your life. Be with your own circle of admirers.
You do not need to do anything at all with regard to me, do you not think that? It must be very expensive. Why do this? Just do not do it anymore.
I ask you: Why stalk? Why not let it go?
Even if … say … you are obsessive compulsive, you can easily switch that obsession and that compulsion to another object … or maybe all day long switch … switch … switch … so that people are not so greatly affected by the stuckness of that obsession.
Then as far as the makeup artists is concerned, I do not relate to that. I do my own makeup. I think the makeup artists are doing a wonderful job with you. I am glad that you have a makeup artist.
As far as the nun is concerned: I think that you should leave clerical orders to the people that earn them, and not pretend to be a nun, or a monsignor, or a pastor. Just let those people be,
You are talking more about the profane than the sacred, I feel. You feel that hatred is a form of loving relationship, I feel. But it is not. When you really enjoy the presence of another person, that is a good relationship. That is a relationship that is full of Light.
When you go to a place in order to create Darkness, as has seemed to be the case … as if you intend ‘dumping on me’ in all these places … that is not love; that is hatred.
There is a very great difference between love and hatred. One is Light … good for Lightworkers. One is Dark … not good for Lightworkers; not good for anyone.
Please keep in mind that I am really a Lightworker … posing as a regular, conservative straight woman, but not, in my heart, like that. I am a Lightworker.
I am posing as a conservative straight woman. You are posing as a very alluring, very attractive, show-stealing sexual woman. We do not need to conflict over this, because my true role in life is Lightworker.
I do not think I am getting anywhere with this … except to say that the roles you create all around you, and show to me … they have nothing at all to do with me.
It is not my purpose in being on Earth to relate to the trans, to the nanny, to the makeup artist, or to the fake nun. It is just not my role; you see? It is like you are trying to fit a round peg into a square hole.
I get that you might want to kill me because I do not fit your world view. But you can just say:…
Activation of Light to Optimize Timelines and Dimensions
Channeled by the Hathors through Alice B. Clagett 10 October 2013
Spirit to Team! Optimize Timelines and Dimensions! For the All, Through Free Will!
… and you will find yourself in a world where I do not exist. That is definite! If you optimize your timeline sand dimensions you will find me … the millstone around your neck; the obstacle you have to eliminate at all costs … gone from your universe forever! You do not have to be subject to cause and effect.
Just because you were born of a mother, does not mean that you have to carry a mother … like a millstone around your neck … for the rest of your life. I do not have to be that person. And I am not that person; I am a Lightworker.
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I hope this helps, but I have a feeling I am not on pointe because I am not in that world and I do not know what is going on.
God bless you all,
And keep you safe,
And be with you
Through all your days.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed and published on 18 January 2024; revised on 19 January 2024 and on 23 March 2026
This post is included here, as it appeared to me that the tableaus described above were scripted or screenwritten, produced, and/or sometimes acted out in part by ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ … Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 March 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-m4H ..
VIDEO CREDITS
“Why Do Trans Stalk?
by Alice B. Clagett
Filmed on 18 January 2024
Location: San Fernando Valley, CA
Produced by Shoes
on 18 January 2024
CC BY-SA 4.0 International
IMAGE CREDITS
Image: “Trans,” adapted from Image by Jim Cooper from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Nanny,” adapted from Image by Sibeal Artworks from Pixabay – Pixabay Content License
Image: “Makeup Artist,” adapted from Image: “man-5996080_640″ by Makc from Pixabay — Pixabay content license
Image: “Nun,” adapted from Image: “The Virgin in Prayer,” by Giovanni Battista Salvi da Sassoferrato, between 1640 and 1650, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons. wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sassoferrato_-_Jungfrun_i_b%C3%B6n.jpg … public domain
Image: “Straight Woman,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 18 January 2024, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Lightworker,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 4 January 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0
International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
MUSICAL CREDITS
Music by Music_Unlimited from Pixabay
“Dreamy Ambient Background Music” — Pixabay License
Alice B. Clagett
