Image: “Group Karma,” adapted from Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
Image: “Group Karma,” adapted from Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay, Pixabay Content License
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VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
The Power of Group Leaders Over the Micro-Noosphere of Their Groups
The Shadow Side of Groups: How a Leader’s Samskaras Affect His Group
Example of a Leader Who Filched A Little Money in Grade School
Future Leader with a Catastrophic Childhood Experience: The Boy With the Rock [maybe Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
The Benefit of Avoiding Groups: The Incoming Light, Grouping, and Samskaric Glomming
Example of a Leader Who Desired Money for the Group Just as a Donor Passed On [Black Magicker]
On Disclosure, and Conscious Changes in Group Energy
Example of Christianity: The Crucifixion … Self-Sacrifice and Martyrdom
Example of Christianity: Overemphasis of Patriarchal Domination, and Neglect of Emphasis on the Divine Feminine
The Karmic Play and the Power of Co-Creation
Photonic Fluid Dynamics of Alliances Between Groups: The Flow of Light and Dark
On Taking Time for Gratitude
Conclusion
Dear Ones,
This video is about groups and group leadership. There is an edited Summary with additional sections near the end of the video.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I wanted to talk today about groups and the karma of groups, and the issue of leaders of groups, and how their karma affects the group karma.
The Power of Group Leaders Over the Micro-Noosphere of Their Groups
I think that, retroactively, we can tell, by the way that a group is … say the founder could be deceased or still alive … but we can tell, by the way that a group is, and the micro-noosphere of the group … the way that they think, in their conscious and subconscious minds … we can tell how the leader is.
And the reason for that is this: The leader of a group has a kind of deeply unconsciously known power over the members of a group. And in fact, I can hear, sotto voce, on the deep unconscious plane, leaders who are alive, dictating the play of reality … the lila, the karmic play … of all the members of a group.
For instance, they will say: And now so-and-so will respond to this … And the astral story that is going on will be developed. And then the person will speak. And the things that they will say, and the way that they will say it … the energy signature … has to do with the energy signature of the group.
And this will go on … if I sub into a group for a minute or two, during the day … this will go on hour after hour, as astral stories are created through the directorship of the leader of a group.
So groups, in the world today, have ceded their power to co-create reality to the leader of the group. It is the agreement that a person makes when they join the group.
And so, the first thing to know is that the people in the group who are not the leader, cannot co-create reality. They cannot; they have given that power to the leader of the group. It is the leader of the group who creates the reality for everyone in the group.
The Shadow Side of Groups: How a Leader’s Samskaras Affect His Group
People usually join groups because they look up to leaders; so the leaders have many fine qualities. The thing that is concerning is the very small, burnt seeds of karma that initiate samskaras … those extremely minute energy threads that exist within the leaders, which, through the directorship of the play of karma, flow out to all the members of the group, attach to similar Soul wounding in the group … and create many different streams of Soul wounding, depending on the energy signature of the leader. And this is the Shadow side of grouping.
Example of a Leader Who Filched A Little Money in Grade School
I will give you an example of this: Suppose that a leader, sometime in their life, had done something a little bit dishonest … like filch a little money in grade school. This creates a very small karmic seed, that grows through the energy of the teacher flowing out through the group … and attaches to every instance of filching or stealing … whatever it was that originally happened.
And there may be one person in the group who is a regular filch … a con artist, who does that for a livelihood. That one person … who might have been a discrete con artist before they joined the group … because of the flow of that energy … that great flow of energy through the group … becomes a con artist who takes too many chances, and gets caught by the law. That is one example. … (Oh gosh, I developed a tickle in my throat, and it took a while to go away.) …
Future Leader with a Catastrophic Childhood Experience: The Boy With the Rock [maybe Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
Here is another example: Suppose the leader had a terrible experience in their childhood; suppose that, at a time when their desire elemental was first active … say, at the age of about four or five … they were followed around by their little sister, and they were bothered by that because of this unaccustomed energy that was coming up for them … and they turned around, and threw a stone at her, and all by mistake, killed her.
Now this is a terrible, tragic childhood accident. That is really all that it is, is a mistake that was made in childhood. It is a terrible tragedy. But what happens when that person becomes the leader of a group? Suppose there is a person in that group who has killed a time or two, and not just in childhood, but for personal gain … The energy of the leader, which is basically innocent, flows through all the people in the group, and gains momentum, and hits that person who has a larger samskara regarding the same thing. And that person goes out and begins killing people.
The Benefit of Avoiding Groups: The Incoming Light, Grouping, and Samskaric Glomming
Now typically, in the old days, that would not necessarily happen. But today, because of the Incoming Light, it does happen. And that is why my peer group … the Lightworkers, Pathfinders, and Wayshowers … are saying not to group right now.
They have a really practical reason for it: Not grouping prevents glomming. And when we do not glom, we can clear more easily all the cognitive dissonance and racket in the Soul field when the Light comes in, as it is right now.
Here is another example: It does not matter if the leader is alive or dead, actually, because the energy of the leader somehow … I do not know how … but it somehow remains with the group. Some people call it ‘group karma’.
Example of a Leader Who Desired Money for the Group Just as a Donor Passed On [Black Magicker]
If a leader had had, for instance, a desire for money for the group, and if, synchronously, someone in the group who had money had passed on, then there would exist within the group a tiny samskara with regard to killing people so that they could get money for the group. And if, at some future date, the need arose in the group for money, then that energy might play out through a glom effect on all the members of the group. So that is a more strident example, there.
If a leader had a tendency toward a particular alternative lifestyle, the likelihood is that there would be, within the group, the expression of that alternative lifestyle within the group, in generations to come.
On Disclosure, and Conscious Changes in Group Energy
These things can change, but it takes a conscious effort by the group, to change the direction of energy of the group and the Soul signature of the group … just like, right now, the Catholic Church has done a big upgrade of itself. And I think the CIA went through one too … a revision that is to purify the Soul signature of the group. In fact, I think that is the thing that is happening these days: Disclosure is happening, and groups are beginning to purify their Soul signatures.
Example of Christianity: The Crucifixion … Self-Sacrifice and Martyrdom. I thought I would give you one other example, from Jesus Christ and the Christian churches. You know, Jesus Christ was really a wonderful teacher. He was a great teacher. And the stuff that He came out with, in the Gospels, is a goldmine of information for everybody on Earth today.
Now, one or two things that happened in His life are pretty unfortunate. I will just go into one: That is his Crucifixion. People have put a pretty positive spin on the Crucifixion, by saying that, by being crucified, Christ raised up the whole world, and saved the world from sin.
But I myself do not really think that is true. I think that he was caught in a time when the Incoming Light was insufficient to prevent that from happening, and that in our times … in these times … there is no need for that kind of self-sacrifice.
So I do not hold by the notion that it was necessary for Christ to be crucified. Now I realize that this is not a mainstream notion. But my feeling about self-sacrifice is that it is an overlooking of the importance of being kind and sweet to our own hearts. And so what we need to do, is not be self-sacrificing to the point where our own hearts are injured.
On the other hand, since Christ could not escape what happened to Him, the fact that he could hold his heart open, despite all that, and forgive everyone, was an excellent example for humanity when faced with trials and tribulations and the sorrows of life. So that was a good thing.
So that is just one example of an unfortunate energy that influenced His group after his passing on … because there was a lot of self-sacrifice and martyrdom in Christianity. And I do not feel that this was a good direction, although there have been many good energies in Christianity.
Example of Christianity: Overemphasis of Patriarchal Domination, and Neglect of Emphasis on the Divine Feminine. One other thing, in the Christian faith, that it seems to me has happened because of the times that Christ lived in, is the downplaying of respect for women. Christ did a pretty good job, I think, of counteracting what was going on, in the Jewish world and the Roman world of that time. But nevertheless, there was the tiniest seed there, of denigration of women … of feeling that men are superior to women … which has resulted, in many Christian churches, in neglecting the Divine Feminine completely … and playing up the Divine Masculine to the point where the energy signature of Patriarchal Domination is very prevalent in the world today, and has led to many social injustices, you see.
So this is just another example. And in each case I am overlooking all the wonderful good done by many groups. But I am just explaining how group karma can become kind of overwhelming, especially for certain people in the groups, who have certain Soul tendencies that agree with tiny samskaric seeds in the original founders of the groups.
The Karmic Play and the Power of Co-Creation
The takeaway, in my opinion, is that we must always be extremely aware of the karmic play; and that we need to take the power of creation into our own hands, and become, and create, that which we wish to become and create. We have that power. And by expressing that power in our own hologram, we create a fractal that can be duplicated by many different people, if they wish to … if they are aware of it … if they exercise their free will.
Photonic Fluid Dynamics of Alliances Between Groups: The Flow of Light and Dark
One thing I forgot to put in the video is the photonic fluid dynamics involved in group alliances. This is the flow of the energy of Light, and the flow of the energy of the Dark.
When groups form alliances, the brightness of the Light of each is enhanced … and that, no doubt, is why groups form alliances. The Shadow side of this is that the samskaras enhanced by each group flow into the dark rivers of the unconscious noospheric energy of the other group.
… is recommending de-grouping, insofar as is reasonable, for the time being. In this way we can clear our personal energy fields of Darkness more efficiently, through the Incoming Light.
On Taking Time for Gratitude
People lead busy lives these days, and sometimes their ‘to do’ lists are right long. That can put them under pressure, and make it hard for them to follow their hearts. One way to get started is simply to take five minutes at lunch time to relax, take a few long deep breaths, and feel gratitude for something … anything, really. That simple act of gratitude, that one grateful thought, can turn our train of thoughtful emotions in a completely different direction.
Conclusion
You all take care! Such a long-winded discourse! And, just to let you know … with the exception of Christianity, which I hold in very high esteem, and which I follow faithfully … these other things that I have talked about are purely fictional things. You can look at my blog category: Christianity … to see all the wonderful things that I have to say about that faith.
Love you all! … [waves] … Bye bye.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019; revised on 25 February 2024
Filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 22 September 2015; transcribed on 15 January 2019
Location: Weminuche Wilderness, USFS Rd 602 east of Vallecito Lake, Colorado
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Sidebar: The Hunter-Stalker on the Mountainside
The Voice of Reason and the Voice of the Dark [Hunter-Snuffer]
A Digression on Dark Attacks, Solar Events, Electronic and Electrical Devices, and Psychokinetic (Telekinetic) Phenomena Manifested in Cases of of Persons with Memories of Catastrophic Childhood Events[Hunter-Snuffer]
Obsession by the Ghostly Fractal of a Parent [Hunter-Snuffer]
Ascensioneers: Keeping the Heart Open
A Clairly Heard Instance of Obsession During Marital Intercourse [Hunter-Snuffer, Torturess, Heart Vampire]
More Thoughts: Confusion Caused by the Glom Effect (Merging of Father Figures) [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
Projected Body Elementals? [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
Learning to Distinguish Energy Signatures
Daydreams of Sexual Aggression as Expressions of Repressed Feral Drives [Hunter-Snuffer]
Patanjali’s Advice: Replacing Negative Thoughts with Positive Thoughts
Partial Summary
Personal Digression
Personal Anecdotes about Cherubim, Seraphim, Christ … and Fallen Angels [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack in a Church Parking Lot [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack on a Mountain Trail
Alice’s Mahabharata Vision
On Samskaras
Dear Ones,
……………….. Sidebar: The Hunter-Stalker on the Mountainside
At the time when this was written I was hiking along a flat trail with a steep, wooded wild mountainside to the left. As I recall, the trail was Pine River Trail #523, Weminuche Wilderness, only a mile or so from the Campground loop, which at that time had no campers set up. That was at USFS Rd 602 east of Vallecito Lake, Colorado.
From the empty horse trailer in the parking lot at the loop, I gathered a horse train had gone out that morning before me; but there was no sign of them when I set out.
I recall I had a hunch I was being tracked by a tall, spare man with a rifle. Intuition told me he was walking along a game trail parallel to my hiking path, but halfway up the mountain, which from the map I gather was Middle Mountain. I tried real hard to spot him, but could not.
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This is an exploration of the possible causes of some dark threads of energy I have been clair hearing off and on. There is a heavily edited Summary below the video. See also, new intel on samskaras, below.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I am here with a question and a request for prayers for someone. There is just a question in my mind about this. There may be some of you that know about this topic; I am pretty ignorant about it. I am asking about this topic, and I am also asking for prayers for this person.
The Voice of Reason and the Voice of the Dark
On the psychic plane I have been hearing a man who seems to be two people at once. This person has a very mild-mannered personality … And then, he seems to have a very Dark and evil voice that comes in and advises him to do acts of violence. I do not know what to make of it.
Psychology: Multiple Personality Disorder
I know, in psychology, there is this notion that sometimes people have multiple personalities. But to me, it seems equally plausible … because this Soul has spoken, in the past, about a terrible childhood in which his father had been accused by his community of killing a lot of people … well, less than 10, but that is still quite a few, it being probably a small community …
And so the story … probably a symbolic story … on the deep subconscious plane, for this man, is that his father was physically crucified by his community for crimes like those killings, and that the father asked the son to make a fast end of him and kill him. And so the son did that. And so that is the symbolic story that is going on in this person’s head, with regard to his father.
And there is yet another story that he somehow ‘slit his mother’s throat’ when he left home. I tend to think this is also symbolic, meaning that he asked her not to tell anybody about him. It has that violent feel to it, you know? … that subconscious, violent feel.
A Digression on Dark Attacks, Solar Events, Electronic and Electrical Devices, and Psychokinetic (Telekinetic) Phenomena Manifested in Cases of of Persons with Memories of Catastrophic Childhood Events [Hunter-Snuffer]
[In the course of transcribing this part of the video, at about 2:15 pm on Sunday, 13 January 2019, there was strong objection on the psychic plane to its being transcribed. Then the video started shuddering … halting and starting … as it played. Then, as I transcribed, the keyboard keys of the computer twice stuck and ran on as if the strike of one key kept continuing over and over again. (This issue, which I occasionally encounter, is fixed by striking any other key on the computer keyboard, and then erasing the stutter.) This I interpret as a minor Dark Attack, or psychic attack, by the person being described in the transcription.
It might also have to do with high protonfall today … solar wind speed 318.6km/sec X solar wind density 28.7 protons/cm to the third = 9,144 protonfall … due to minor geomagnetic unrest due to Earth’s encounter with several minor solar wind streams.
Fight or flight response may kick in, especially when emotions heat up, and this can contribute to personal electromagnetic field disturbances that, in turn, disturb the artificial electromagnetic fields of electronic and electrical devices.
Other unusual phenomena I associate with Dark Attacks during solar events are raps and taps and other noises, such as footsteps, for which there are no known physical reason; and fleeting sensations of physical pain in my own body.
I have always associated these to rage felt by the person who has had a catastrophic childhood experience such as that which I describe in this blog, and the casting forth of the enraged feeling towards me, because I have put down on paper the chronicle of their early Soul wounding.
For more on this, see my blog categories …
Catastrophic childhood experiences
Astral case studies
Soul wounding … and …
Inner child
Several decades ago, when I began to notice such events, I felt afraid of them. As time went on, I began to note their evanescent nature, and so began to have a more ‘pococurante’ (‘caring little’) or ‘hakuna matata’ (‘no trouble’) attitude towards these sorts of phenomena.
Looking at the literature on the topic, I see that some feel such phenomena to be caused by Dark thoughts of living people … that they are manifestations of clair abilities such as psychokinesis or telekinesis while a person is in a negative emotional state …
I note that others consider such phenomena to be ‘poltergeist’ (‘noisy ghost’) events. If, in this instance, the father’s ghost is still wrapped around the son, then there may be a poltergeist effect as well …
Obsession by the Ghostly Fractal of a Parent [Hunter-Snuffer]
I am guessing that his parenting was not the usual sort of parenting. So what seems to be happening is that, when the urge comes to him, to do something violent … and then this other voice steps in, and advises him on how to safely accomplish some act of murder, or something like that.
it seems to me to be an act, on the astral plane, of parental (maybe fatherly) obsession, I think they call it … or that the father’s fractal or ghost or spirit is still wrapped around that young man, maybe because of the manner of death. And so, since the father had this unresolved Soul trauma regarding violence, I think he may be advising the son to do the same thing.
And so that is my alternate theory to the notion of alternate personalities in this instance … because, as it turns out, the relatively young person, when he accomplishes these acts of violence (theoretically, it seems to me, on the psychic plane … which is always rather loosely constructed, as far as reality is concerned) …
But when, in his mind, he accomplishes these acts, he does not actually remember. It is as if this other personality, or this ghost of his father, or the astral form of some other human person that is alive in the world, has stepped into his form and done that thing … and he himself has been someplace else.
And then suddenly he finds himself back in his body, with unexplained signs that something has happened … such as blood on his shirt, or something like that … something that he cannot understand … some mental feeling of excitement or arousal … or some other thing that just does not make sense to him.
Any thoughts you all have on this, would be very welcome.
I have only one other lead: I think prayers are a good idea, for people who are in this extreme predicament right now … because the light is so, so bright; it has to be difficult for them.
Ascensioneers: Keeping the Heart Open
Very great Soul anguish and Darkness tend to gravitate to people whose hearts are very open …
Link: “Ma’at, the Principle of Balance, re Dark Attacks, Angelic Protection, and the Incoming Light,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 July 2014 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1Tn ..
So for the guides and the Ascensioneers and people like us, the thing to do, when the Dark attention is upon us, is to just clear our minds, and open our hearts, and know that all is well. It is well … It is just that it is clearing.
So those are those two, separate situations, of the Dark, and the Light that is targeted by the Dark, during times of great influx of the Incoming Light.
A Clairly Heard Instance of Obsession During Marital Intercourse [Hunter-Snuffer, Torturess, Heart Vampire]
I was going to tell you the other thing about this person … this is the way the astral story goes … astral plane stories, you know! [laughs, and waves a hand in dismissal] … he is apparently a married person. I may have mentioned, in another video, that within the last few weeks, or the last month, he was thinking of having sexual relations with his wife.
And then apparently he just fainted and, in his Awareness, he disappeared from wherever he was with her. She was yelling: What’s going on? What’s going on? … And his spirit was circling around my head … [shows, with hand, a circling motion around top of her head] … as if he had just disappeared from that body.
And yet, into that body … that body that is his physical body … swooped this very Dark presence … and raped the wife. And she knew it was not him. She kept saying: Stop! Stop! Stop!
Wow! What weird things are going on in the world today! I mean: What is that?! What is going on?
Then, after that act was accomplished, that presence that had been around my head, swooped back into its own body, and the other what-ever-it-was swooped back out of his body again.
And the wife was saying: Why did you do that? Why did you do that?
And the spirit was doing this ‘Nyar-har-har’ Vincent Price thing. It said:Because I could!
You know? And I was saying: Oh! Oh my gosh! [laughs]
So those are my thoughts. Those are my questions. My thought is, very good thoughts and prayers for these sorts of situations, my fellow Ascensioneers. Anything else you can think of, please let me know.
More Thoughts: Confusion Caused by the Glom Effect (Merging of Father Figures) [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
There are just a couple of complications with regard to this scenario, to do with the glom effect that I have discussed in other blogs. You could look that up under categories, if you want: Glom effect
One issue is that, in the group that this person identifies with, there is another person … another man … that gets tagged by the same energy, whatever it is … Right now, I am going with the theory of the ghost father (the ‘poltergeist’ ancestor or deceased family member) … which seems to be more prevalent in the world than we know.
It is very often the case that, if parents die with Soul wounding, that some portion of their consciousness will wrap itself around one, or various, of their children at various times … because it is afraid, and it is traumatized, and it is confused, and all that. I think that is very common.
But in this one scenario, that I think is the father’s ghost encouraging the son in a tendency towards violence … there is another person in the group that the son identifies with, who also gets tagged by whatever this influence is … this deep, dark influence … to try to be convinced to do something violent. So I can hear both male voices, at the same time, flowing into the same trend of thought and feeling; and so, it can be hard for the clairaudient observer to figure out what is what.
Projected Body Elementals? [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
And in addition, there is a glom going on between this ghostly father figure that keeps coming in … or else a body elemental of very strong proportions that was projected at the son before the father’s death … it could be that.
But anyway, this voice comes in. It seems to be very varied, which is why I tend towards the ghostly theory.
Another complication is that the young person, the son, is confusing that voice with the voice of his own spiritual counselor, who is also a father figure for him. So he thinks that the voice he hears is his spiritual counselor telling him to do these things, when, in fact, it needs to be sorted out and segregated from the energy of the spiritual counselor. You know what i mean?
Learning to Distinguish Energy Signatures
There is a lesson in this for all of us. And that has to do with people’s energy signatures. We all need to be able to learn how to identify, instantly, on the astral plane, the energy signatures of the people that we looked up to … and distinguish these from the energy signatures that are Dark or that are leading us out of the Light and into Darkness.
Everybody has their own Soul signature or energy signature. It is just a question of time, and of increasing Awareness, with the Incoming Light, before we all finally figure all this out, are able to steer clear of the often subconscious, or deeply unconscious, influences toward Darkness … and steer ourselves, navigate ourselves, upward toward the Light.
Daydreams of Sexual Aggression as Expressions of Repressed Feral Drives [Hunter-Snuffer]
There is another theory that someone else mentioned to me just now, on the psychic plane, with regard to this business of imagining an act of violence that is (I forgot to mention) sexually arousing for the man involved. And that theory … which seems also possible to me … is that the man is having a daydream … a subconscious or unconscious daydream … of violent sex.
It may be very repressed, because it is very socially unacceptable.
It could be that this kind of violent sexual fantasy is shared, or glommed onto, by other men.
Could it be that daydreams express emotions that are banned in a societal context, yet ever present as feral drives?
Might we now be coming into Awareness of daydreams, as the Incoming Light elevates our consciousness, and reveals what was previously deeply unconscious?
Could this person’s daydreams be about socially unacceptable anger? … Or maybe, anger which, if expressed, might have undesirable personal consequences? … For example, anger towards a spouse?
Could seeing violence in the actions of parents as a young child, cause a person to sink into daydreams of violence, perhaps as a way to bring to conscious attention the need to resolve early childhood wounding?
It could be one of the Dark threads, or Dark undercurrents, of the noosphere right now, that is clearing. And this, to me, is a very happy possible solution to this story … this mystery; because, if it is merely a daydream, it is not something that is being acted out.
On the other hand, I would guess … at least from Hindu theory about samskaras, that if the subconscious mind is popping up with these kinds of stories, over and over again, on a deep, unconscious current of energy, then that increases the likelihood of these events being acted out in real life. So that is something else to consider.
Patanjali’s Advice: Replacing Negative Thoughts with Positive Thoughts
I believe, in “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali” …
Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California
… one of the first things in that book has to do with changing these kinds of samskaras … these Dark samskaras … first by repeating something positive … like the name of God, for instance … over and over again … so that it falls into the subconscious mind and becomes part of it, and elevates the energies there.
So that is something worth considering, I think: A mantra, or a repeating prayer, or a chant, or an affirmation.
But the trick is to know that we are falling into these kinds of daydreams … if, in fact, they are daydreams. And one way to know that would be if we have ever remembered, much to our chagrin … or perhaps even habitually … falling into some kind of violent sexual action … then we will know if we have that undercurrent.
And if we wish to, we can use these positive thoughts to elevate our subconscious and transform it. So there is another thought about it.
Partial Summary [Hunter-Snuffer]
I know I have come up with a number of different theories about what could be going on with regard to these repeating dreams of sexual violence.
I think the first one was multiple personality disorder; that is in the field of psychology.
And then there is the theory of ghostly ancestral fractals … of fathers, especially … who, if they were violently inclined, might be influencing their children, their sons, towards violence.
And then there was the idea that maybe, if a father had a tendency to violence, or had dreams of violence, then he might have projected energy, in the form of a body elemental, onto the son. And that that body elemental might be activating, from time to time, because of some unknown trigger.
Personal Digression. In the instance of the person that tracks me sometimes, one of the triggers is when I go off in a wilderness and start walking on a trail. And they get a kind of a ‘hunter’ fury about them. And they start off with some astral story with regard to hunting me, and like that.
The way that I deal with that is: I just look around me, and I see how beautiful the day is, and I see how quiet the trail is, and hear the birds singing, and the wind soughing in the trees, And I relate to that. I do not relate to what might be hidden in the Soul wounding of the men of Earth right now.
So those are three theories … plus a personal digression …
And the fourth was the idea that men are glomming and daydreaming socially unacceptable notions of violent sexuality.
And there is one fifth thing that I could come up with, in regard to this. I know you will probably say this is not possible. But I will relate first my experience, which some years ago I might or might not have mentioned to you … I think it was prior to my days of recording things on camcorder …
Personal Anecdotes about Cherubim, Seraphim, Christ … and Fallen Angels [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
It was a long time ago. I had gone down to an Episcopalian Church in North Hollywood, in the Los Angeles area, because I had felt called to go down there. It was around the time of the Shift … around 2011 or 2012 … so, not that long ago.
And I had felt called to go down there. There was a strong calling, at that time, to go to various churches, and to bring angelic presences to the churches, and to call in the presence of Christ as well. I do not know why that was. But when my Soul calls me to do things, I try my best to accomplish them. And at that time, the callings were coming very fast to me: To do this, or to do that.
So there is the setting. Maybe a few times, I had been there … a couple of times. It was far from where I lived. It was a beautiful Anglican church. And it appealed to me because sometimes they spoke the service in Latin, I think. And they had this incredible organ … giant-sized … and this wonderful organ player, who did an amazing job.
And so, there were many reasons to be there. And in addition, those features of that church seemed to be very, very good for the Angelic presences that wanted to come in.
So here is what I did: I went down, and I sat in the back. It was a night service; and it was not the first time that I had done that. I sat in the back, left side of the church.
The church was full of people. And I asked that the Cherubim and the Seraphim come in, and be there to bless not just that church and all the congregation, but also, everyone in the Los Angeles area.
And the response from the Angelic Realm was absolutely overwhelming. It was as if I were ‘walking on air’ after the service ended … because I could still hear the Angels singing, as it were. You know? It was as if that church had Angels everywhere … it was thick with the presence of Angels. It was a wonderful experience; and I was so glad that I went there!
So I started back to my car, which was parked in a parking lot the next block from the church. It was not the world’s best area; it was not the world’s worst area; and so, I did not know what to expect. I was on my guard, having had prior … many years ago … martial arts training, and training in keeping myself out of trouble. That kind of training.
I am sorry about this diamond Light right above my third-eye point; it does not seem to want to go away …
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … COMMENT: I conceive of this diamond-shaped rainbow image as a faerie’s portrait of itself.
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … COMMENT: I conceive of this diamond-shaped rainbow image as a faerie’s portrait of itself.
Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack in a Church Parking Lot[Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
And so, I was walking, very alertly, back to the car. And there was someone in front of me: It was a man with kind of fluffy, white hair. Not an Afro, but just very thick, fluffy, white hair.
He was in front of me. It seemed like he stiffened up, as I was walking behind him … as if he did not want me to be there, or as if he were angry, you know? His shoulders stiffened.
And so I was even more on guard. It was dark; it was at night. I heard someone walking up behind me, with a steady, slow step, from the church, to the parking lot. And it felt to me as if that person were a protective presence.
The other person … the person that was in front of me … got close to his car, his vehicle. And then something happened to him. A presence … an energy … descended on him. It was three or four feet wide, and circular, around him; and about nine feet tall. And that presence changed him in such a way that, it seemed to me, he became violent; he had a violent intention suddenly … a feeling of rage and violence.
He turned slowly around, with a fluid, liquid motion, to face me. This energy that had come down upon him was still upon him. So I stood very still, and very centered and connected to the ground, as I had learned in the martial arts.
And since I felt the presence of another being … a malevolent being … had descended on this person in front of me, I summoned the energy of Archangel Michael to me. And I felt the descent of just as strong an energy for the good, all around me and above me.
So what had happened there, at that moment, was a detente … a ‘squaring off’ … of perhaps what you would say was a Fallen Angel … and the holy presence of Archangel Michael.
Why should that Fallen Angel have visited that one person? I think it was simply the thought that person had of annoyance or anger, or like that, in that highly charged situation, having just exited the church, with all the Angels there, and like that … Just some very slight turning to the negative, in such a situation, can summon an energy that we really do not want, into our lives.
We may have a thought of turning, and of greeting, in a flirtatious way; and it can be changed, just like that! … to a thought of sexual violence.
The angry person sensed the other person walking up behind me … He was about 15 feet behind me. And when he sensed that, that attention … the hold … that this other energy had on him was broken. And he turned around and got into his own car. Then I was safe to get into my own car.
Here is a subsequent telling of the same story in greater detail …
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: ‘Chameleon’: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..
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Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack on a Mountain Trail
Now I would not mention this, except that it happened to me twice. It happened to me another time, in that time frame … very close to the time of the parking lot story.
I was walking in the mountains near my home, at Sage Ranch. I was walking at the time when school children got off school … It was a little after 3 o’clock in the afternoon. In summertime, in the daytime, at Sage Ranch, it can get extremely hot. So I would wait until about 3 o’clock in the afternoon. And then the children would be off school.
This was some years ago. It was not a good experience, but an interesting experience that I still remember vividly. I was in telepathic communication with the same person who had been at the church … or so it seemed … who was not usually a malevolent person; more neutral than that; not malevolent, typically … or somebody else that said they were that person … or some other person … Who knows, on the astral plane?
And so I started to walk along the mountain trail. And I noticed three young men … teenagers … one heavy built, muscular; and the other two, slender, probably younger. They were standing on a rock immediately to the right of, and abutting, the path I was walking on.
As I drew near them, there was a telepathic message that sternly said: I see the situation, and I will leave you now! … An energy of telepathic communication, like a telepathic channel of energy, or perhaps an axiatonal line connection between me and that other telepathic person, zinged back to that person, and that channel closed.
And at the same time, that same kind of presence that I had seen before, descending on the white-haired, angry man in the parking lot, descended on the heavy-set young man in that group. And so I immediately turned, and retraced my steps.
I am telling you this because I think there are other energies that are possibilities, with regard to sexual violence. And it seemed to me, at that moment, that there was the potential for sexual violence in that trio of young people, because of the energy that descended on them.
I have always translated that kind of energy as what you might call demonic energy, or astral plane negative … those kinds of entities … influencing a person somehow. So there is that also … that other possibility.
I gave you the whole story so that you would know what happened to me; and so that you would not immediately say I told it for nothing, you know? … so that, I hoped, you would not immediately dismiss this notion.
Alice’s Mahabharata Vision
In those days, those things were happening. There were tremendous fire fights on Earth, between the Fallen Angels and the Angelic Realm … or what you might call the Demon Realm and the Angelic Realm. It was breath-taking. It was incredible.
It is not like that now. It is more like this beautiful diamond Light is here. This beautiful diamond Light is here for all humankind. And so! [smiles]
Love you all lots! Have fun with the Light.
Talk to you all later. Take care. God bless you.
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
On Samskaras
This morning I have a further thought on repetitive glomming to Dark thoughts: Perhaps these are the samskaras of which Eastern religions speak. Perhaps these are the ‘dark tendencies’ that we bright Souls are here to overcome.
Here is Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati on samskaras (very deep; goes right to the core of the issue) …
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Filmed on 1 September 2015; published on 6 September 2015; transcribed on 21 December 2018
Animated Gif: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The left hand, palm forward and fingertips pointing up, is in front of the left shoulder. The hand waves calmly from right to left.
Animated Gif: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving,” self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: The left hand, palm forward and fingertips pointing up, is in front of the left shoulder. The hand waves calmly from right to left.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving
“Conversation with Another Person’s Wounded Body Elemental,” by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words, 1 September 2018
Photos by Alice
Dear Ones,
Here is a video on a projected body elemental I was able to transform with love. There is also a little on repressed memories of soul trauma, and on guilt over death of those we love …
There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
I wanted to talk a little about a body elemental that I encountered, while I was driving along this long, lonely road here, out in the country, by the most beautiful river on God’s green Earth. [As I recall, I was heading east on Trujillo Road (Routes 169 and 500), along the San Juan River, east of Navajo Reservoir in Colorado.] …
Image: “Trujillo Rd 10 – San Juan River,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 10 – San Juan River,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Of course, all rivers are beautiful …
I was driving up a hill, and it was a little bit scary, because there were no guardrails on this road! I passed a lady … maybe from a ranching family? … in a pickup truck. She was heading my way. And, according to my clair vision, her astral body was not yet, I think, connected to her physical body and her mind. You know?
When people first start rising up, it is like that … Their astral body (their emotional body) is starting to talk and recognize things; but it has not yet made connection with the whole person.
I was looking at the ghost town that was around there. There was a big ghost town; a lot of little shacks by the river. Then I was heading up the hill, and in her astral body (her emotional body) she said: Oh, look there! Look out! There’s a looky-loo! … in the local way of talking.
Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving
I waved, because that is the custom here … to just wave a little bit. You have to be nonchalant in your wave. You are holding onto the steering wheel …
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Fingers are loosely curled inward.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Fingers are loosely curled inward.
You are passing somebody else … This is the way you do it here … And you raise your fingers like that, see? …
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up and turned one inch in the direction of the neck.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up and turned one inch in the direction of the neck.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up and turned one inch in the direction away from the neck.
Image: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Left hand is raised to the level of the left shoulder. Hand is palm out, fingers up and turned one inch in the direction away from the neck.
Now you know … if you are ever in rural Colorado, what to do!
See also … Link: “How to Greet People in Los Angeles,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 25 December 2018; published on 16 June 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-daF ..
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“Conversation with Another Person’s Wounded Body Elemental” by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words 1 September 2018
I was heading on up the hill;thenall of a sudden I got a really sharp pain right here in my head [points to left side of head] … I have never had anypainlike that before. And on the astral plane I heard: You be quiet, or I’ll give you a headache! … Like that! … A very strident voice, and this sharp pain in my head.
Usually, when other people’s projected energy comes towards me, I treat it just as if it were my own. And so,on the telepathic plane, I said this: Well, hi there! How are you doing? I love you! I do!
And it(what I took to be a body elemental)said a bunch of little, mean things to me, like a little child would do: I’ll hurt you again! [laughs] … And so I said: Well, aren’t you something! Aren’t you the cutest little thing! Come on over here and give me a hug!
And so it came over, like that[shows hand moving from lower left to upper left side of head]… And it was a feeling of something kind of crawling on my head.
And I said: What do you look, like, anyway? [laughs]
And a little girl’s voice said: Oh! I am a big, hairy spider! [laughs]
And so I said: Oh, wow! Aren’t you something! Aren’t you the most amazing thing! Come on over here and give me a nice, big hug! … Because you have to be kind of repetitive, you know?
And a little girl’s voice said: I will not! I am going to scare you!
And so I said: I hear you!
That is the other thing I say: Either I love you! Come here! Hug me! … Or else I say: I hear you! I hear you!
When I said: I hear you! the body elemental (you have read about it in my other blogs, right?) started with a story …
I said: How old are you?
It said: Four years old!
I said: Wow! Aren’t you something! Four years old! Wow!
And it said: I told her that! And then she went away!
And so in my intuitive mind, I thought: Oh, my gosh! There has been a mixup here. Four years old. She was in a temper. She said she was going to give someone a headache, and this person passed on!
So I said: Is that your mom?
And the voice said: No, it’s my grandma! She went away! Why did she go away? … Like that, right? Like a little child.
So then I got the story. So I said: Well, that’s ok. She loves you anyway. She loves you anyway. You can stay here with me; it’s ok. You’re the most wonderful thing! I love you! … Like that, right?
And after a while, that energy settled down. That energy is like a memory; a very sharp, very deep pain that happened.
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You know, many children believe, at the age before reason … before six years of age … if someone in their family dies, they believe they are responsible. And even after that … even at any age … people sometimes feel they are responsible for someone else’s death.
The experience of loss can be so excruciating that this memory of being responsible for some terrible, painful incident … the death of another person that they love … by being out of temper, or for whatever reason, gets so deeply encapsulated and buried and compressed in the Body of Light, that it is just impossible for it to free up … until we hear it, or we notice, or one of you Ascending ones hears someone else’s … or your own … and notices it. And just loves it, to the point where it can be transformed back to the Light again.
That is one of our wonderful possibilities that are opening up right now. The Light itself is bringing all this forward, so that all our Souls can be healed.
A pretty cool story, do you not think?
God bless you all! Talk to you another time! Bye bye!
Photos by Alice
Image: “Trujillo Rd 9 – San Juan River,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 9 – San Juan River,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 11 – Old Car,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 11 – Old Car,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 12 – Clouds,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 12 – Clouds,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 17 – View,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “Trujillo Rd 17 – View,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0
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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
The above animated gif is presented separately here … Link: “Western Way to Wave Hello While Driving,” an animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 February 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hol ..
Written and published on 21 July 2015; revised on 29 November 2018
Subconscious metaphors: ‘Getting off’ [on someone] and ‘Offing someone’
WHY VENEREAL DISEASE OCCURS
Ra and the Cause of Venereal Diseases
Pornography Viewing as a Cause of Non-Infective Diseases of the Sexual Organs?
WHAT ARE SEXUAL CHAKRA DISTORTIONS?
CREATOR POTENTIAL OF THE SEXUAL ACT
To Know the Creator Through Joy
To Learn the Gifts of God: Healing and Service to Others
NEGATIVE SEXUAL PROGRAMMING BY THE ORION GROUP OCCASIONED BY EARLY CHILDHOOD OR PAST LIFETIME SEXUAL WOUNDING
RAPE AND DOMINATION OVER OTHERS . HITLER’S CIRCLE
Subconscious Symbolism Mixup: ‘Getting Off’ and ‘Offing’ Someone
CAUSE OF SEXUAL DISTORTIONS: BELLICOSITY AND GREED OF OWNERSHIP, WITH REGARD TO MARRIAGE
Dear Ones,
From my readings in the “Law of One: The Ra Material” … https://www.lawofone.info/ .. diseases of the sexual organs, whether infective or organic, have to do with blockages or distortions in the first three chakras … the ‘lower triangle’. It goes without saying, if this proves true, that clearing and balancing these chakras would eliminate venereal disease and noninfective diseases of the sexual organs, including HIV and AIDS.
Below is what I have on this topic. Much of the information comes from the “The Law of One: The Ra Material.” I am not able to provide text from “The Law of One” because of their copyright restrictions, but I have provided links. I hope you will not be deterred from researching the topic, as I feel you may find this information well worth looking up. I note the mention of these themes …
–lust
–insatiable sexual appetite
–possessiveness
–rape
–domination over others
–bellicosity (tendency to be warlike)
–greed of ownership
–marriage as an adversary relationship xx
Here is Ra speaking of distortion of sexual energy through sexual energy blockage (I feel this may refer to sexual repression as a societal expectation) as the cause of infective sexual diseases.
Ra states that these diseases have to do with second chakra malware. Note that this malware is now clearing from Earth, as a result of the Ascension process. Thus, one might anticipate that there will be no venereal disease after the clearing.
Pornography Viewing as a Cause of Non-Infective Diseases of the Sexual Organs?
In the context of non-infective diseases of the sexual organs. I have heard of one instance of a gentleman who had a habit of viewing pornography in his youth. Now in his more mature years, he has an enlarged prostate.
In my mind I thus made a connection between a habit of indulgence in lust (which some of the Christian churches identify as one of the deadly sins), and organic sexual organ diseases. When I speak of a habit of indulgence in lust, I refer to the frequency with which these emotion-laden thought forms are summoned up. This would apply whether the thought form is virtual (as in viewing pornography) or ‘acted out’ in a Lothario, Don Juan lifestyle.
… there is a question about the types of energy transfers that occur as a result of sexual intercourse. Ra then speaks of the red, orange, yellow, green, and blue energy transfers. These are references to the energies of the first through fifth chakras: the basal, sexual, navel point, heart, and throat chakras, respectively. (I note that healers refer to astral malware transfer during the act of sex as well.)
In summary, it seems that blockages in various of these chakras can cause satyric or nymphoid behavior, seeing one’s sexual partner as an ‘object’, acts of sexual domination or rape, or perhaps murdering a sexual partner, being the ‘black widow’ or ‘black widower’.
Green ray, the heart chakra, appears to be a very healthy possibility. See the question for details about all this.
CREATOR POTENTIAL OF THE SEXUAL ACT
To Know the Creator Through Joy To Learn the Gifts of God: Healing and Service to Others
… Ra discusses the creator potential of the sex act, the possibility to experience joy, to learn about God’s gifts, and to offer healing and service to others.
NEGATIVE SEXUAL PROGRAMMING BY THE ORION GROUP OCCASIONED BY EARLY CHILDHOOD OR PAST LIFETIME SEXUAL WOUNDING
… speaks of how early childhood or past lifetime sexual wounding offers the Orion group a chance to imprint malware that may attract more sexual wounding.
… looks into why the members of Hitler’s circle may have found sexual gratification in the genocides that took place during the reign of the Third Reich. This is of interest because these energies of sadomasochism are expressing and clearing through the noosphere today, during the Awakening process.
Ra states that those who were gratified by the gas chamber events had strong sexual or second chakra (orange energy) ‘buildup’ (I feel this may mean sexual repression), which may have polarized the chakra immediately above it, the third chakra or navel point, to the negative, blocking it with malware regarding power over. This, I surmise, may have ‘colored’ the act of sex by adding the energy thread of power over, execution being an extreme form of power over.
Ra considers that the solitariness of such an act of ‘getting off’ on ‘offing’ people might cause an unquenchable desire to repeat this act. I am guessing this might be because the true nature of the sex act is communion between two people, and sadomasochism is the opposite, the negative polarity; consequently unfulfilling, and causing a welling up of the need to repeat the act, looking for fulfillment.
Subconscious Symbolism Mixup: ‘Getting Off’ and ‘Offing’ Someone. Subconscious confusion … melding, perhaps … of the metaphor ‘getting off’ [on someone] (feeling sexual arousal, or ejaculating) and the metaphor ‘offing’ someone … murdering them .. may be the underground ‘bed of charcoal’ that sparks up as acts of serial killing, for some personalities. For these personalities, I would suggest consciously avoiding using the words ‘getting off’ and ‘offing’ in conversations and thoughts.
CAUSE OF SEXUAL DISTORTIONS: BELLICOSITY AND GREED OF OWNERSHIP, WITH REGARD TO MARRIAGE
… asks, if I read it right, whether the Orion group caused the orange ray distortion, the second or sexual chakra blockage, that led to the Holocaust and similar acting out on Earth. Ra explains that we humankind have Free Will; and have chosen this path of expression of our social memory complex. The Orion group merely intensified our choices, as humankind, with regard to war (bellicosity) and greed of ownership, for instance.
… asks whether the choices of our ancestors … the ‘racial memory’ of the human social memory complex … has a negative influence on humankind today. Ra brings up the social institution of marriage, as opposed to freely loving. In other words, I feel Ra may be saying that social customs such as marriage tend to affect the people in the culture.
To my mind, this does not mean that there are not some who live otherwise; but they are subject to the whims and throes of societal expectation and social censure, and must deal with that, though they be not directly affected by wht Ra terms the adversarial nature of the social institution called marriage.
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
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Written and published on 10 July 2015, revised on 11 October 2016 and 28 January 2020
EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
The Awakening of Earth
Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
Paranoid-Schizoid
Regarding the Antisocial Personality
On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
Projective Identification
Regarding the Antisocial Personality
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
A Caveat for Psychologists
Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
Feelings of Annihilation
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable
He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss
He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him
He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
Regarding the Awakening on Earth
Dear Ones,
For those not in the know, this blog is not about me; I researched the topic to do with what intuition told me might be a ‘Controller’ who was the head of a ‘killing cult’. I had left the group, and felt at the time (some time ago) that I was in danger of being murdered by members of the group at his behest, and because of his anger towards me at leaving the group as soon as I got a whiff of what was going on there.
EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient” …
Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now. [This had to do with a man I characterized in later blogs as an antisocial personality.]
I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.
MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
Because I am not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I have included some of these definitions in the blog below, for those of my readers who are not versed in psychology. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books.
In the blog below, I have selected some passages that are pertinent to …
The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I have been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, see my blog categories: Antisocial personalities … Cannibalism … Catastrophic childhood experiences … Circle of one … Serial killers
The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state.
Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I am not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments. Often these are in the sections titled “Regarding the Awakening on Earth.”
Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.
Paranoid-Schizoid
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning: I have … and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning: The patients …
This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book. Per Wikipedia …
“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid-schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.
“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.
“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.
“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” –from Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0
Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness during infancy, which would be up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term ‘antisocial personality’. More on this farther down in the blog.
On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like … in the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence, beginning: In this …
This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.
Projective Identification
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning: Projective identification … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.
Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term …
“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person….: –from Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia …https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification… CC BY-SA 3.0
Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.
In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … see my blog category: Cannibalism ).
For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.
Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.
On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See“Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning: I feel that
This sentence explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.
A Caveat for Psychologists:Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may, in a clinical setting, engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.
Further, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.
Judy Satori’s Light activations regarding Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here … Surf to Link: “Ascension Library” … https://www.ascensionlibrary.org/ … Search the term: faith … Judy Satori’s website has seen quite a changeup; I am not sure whether this information still might be found there, but if not, maybe you could contact her to find out if it is available.
Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning: To explore … through the fourth full paragraph ending: [p. 22]
This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.
To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.
Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning: She then … which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending: [p. 4]
Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Accordingly, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus ,,,
“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people…. The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” –from Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0
The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:
“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation, … and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” –from Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0
The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it is the one I am familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology …
“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others…. For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” –from Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0
With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.
For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.
Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses. I am reminded to a case, in astral vision, where the man I had been hearing on the ‘astral airs’ placed a gun in the rectum of one of his woman followers, a long-time member of his ‘killing cult’, as the ‘astral airs’ would have it, and fired it, so that the bullet lodged just below her sternum. Apparently he murdered her in this way, and the body was never found, or else misidentified.
The day before, he had had an argument with her, regarding whether he ought to euthanize her, so that he could gather to himself her houses and her financial assets. He had explained that she was at about that age where he ought to euthanize her. She had disagreed.
Then that night the man and his wife, wearing disguises they had gaily devised at home, went to the home of another follower where she was spending the night, anticipating an airplane flight to return home the following day. They woke her from her slumbers, brought her into the living room, and there the man murdered her.
It is the manner of the murder, portrayed in an astral vision, that makes me feel it is an expression of anal-sadistic impulses.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.
Thus it seems that ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.
I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.
Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,”introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning: Under certain circumstances … and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending: been rudimentary
This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who do not follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening …
Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the superconscious state … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the superconscious state, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.
Feelings of Annihilation
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annihilation,” page 20, beginning: Klein (1955)
This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that he or she is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I have experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in others of my blogs; for example …
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Greater Oblation,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9u ..
Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.
These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world … that all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.
He was, so the story goes, strongly motivated to develop psychic powers, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.
The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity.Through occult studies, he developed the power of omnipresence or ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others …
Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California
In the case of the man discussed in the current blog, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met; in other words, to acquaintances.
This power of omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart … Search my blog for the term: disincarnate gods … This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.
How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the power of omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view includes no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceptualize all his acquaintances as being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of mass hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening … which may be likened to a permanent experience of enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.
That this experience of loss by humankind during the process of Awakening supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.
Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning: I wish … through the second paragraph, ending: of anxiety
This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.
Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro) might act as follows …
He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.
He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room, to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You will recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)
Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown. See …
He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.
He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.
Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,”page 25, the paragraph beginning: Klein (1952c)
This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable.
In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, it is likely that the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the noosphere.
In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, likely will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.
Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning: To illustrate … and ending: feeds on itself
This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge …
This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.
Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother. Each time he felt guilty, he had a habit of saying: I didn’t do it! That person did it! On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.
Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.
For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog …
In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!
P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence.
