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First- and Second-Tier Karma . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on28 March 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • An Instance of Second-Tier Pass-Down to Do with a Lecture
    • Karmic Restitution and Return to the Path of Dharma
      • Personal Alchemy and Co-Creation of New Life on New Earth
      • On Using the Mass Media for Humanitarian Outreach
      • Attainable Home Ownership and Homesteading in the United States
    • Other Instances of Karmic Pass-Down and Second-Tier Karma
      • Hiring a Thug to Do Something Illegal for You
      • Legal Sanctions for the Second-Tier Person
      • Legal Sanctions for the First-Tier Person
    • The Karmic Debt Owed by First-Tier Persons
    • Are the Astral Stories about Lawless Acts, or Are They Circulating Astral Dreams?
    • An Instance of Malware – Malspeak to Do with the Notion ‘My God, I Want Your Money!’
    • An Instance of Karmic Pass-Down of One Spiritual Leader’s Malspeak to Five Spiritual Groups and Law Enforcement
      • Projection of the Thought “You Whore!” Based on Childhood Wounding
      • Astral Malspeak Infection Flowing from Group to Group
      • Projection of Blame: Scapegoating and Group Ostracism
      • Solutions to Malspeak Now in the Works

Dear Ones,

This video is about first- and second-tier karma. A Summary follows the video; the information in green font is not in the video.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Here is another example of first- and second-tier karma …

An Instance of Second-Tier Pass-Down to Do with a Lecture

Let’s say there is a person who is very spiritually advanced, and gives a lecture on how you can depose a government. And they give this lecture to a small group of people.

The person that gives the lecture, technically, has not done anything wrong … They are just presenting an academic argument, right? But the second tier of people, if they are speaking in the economic interests of people who have less than everyone else, may act out a scenario that results in great loss of life and limb, and great suffering, and greatly increased Soul wounding for everyone involved.

So technically, the first person has no legal hold upon them, but the people that they speak to, and pass on their malware and malspeak to … which in this case has to do with consequentialism and that great heresy of Auschwitz … those people take on all the karma that is legally sanctionable and actionable.

And this is how the duality play is. Those with great spiritual insight tend to influence the minds of others so that they then carry out karmically things that are legally binding on them, and all the people that they associate with.

So therefore, it is impingent upon those who are spiritual leaders to do their clearing first. To take care of their clearing, so that the tiny specks and distortions in density of their bodies of light are completely cleared and cease to influence the masses of people to acting out during this transition to New Life on New Earth.

Karmic Restitution and Return to the Path of Dharma

We Ascensioneers are far from perfect, although we do our best to be Lightbearers, pathfinders, and wayshowers for humankind. Along with everyone else on Earth, we are clearing. The incomplete state of our clearing makes it very important for us to examine our actions daily, and determine if some small act may be needed to set ourselves back from an instance of karmic debt, on to the path of dharma, the path of righteousness.

In this hypothetical case of a lecture with potentially unfortunate consequences, one might introspect at the end of the day, and determine that such an act would be needed. Then one might determine the course of action. 

Personal Alchemy and Co-Creation of New Life on New Earth. One such act of karmic restitution might be simply to sit in meditation, with a peaceful heart, and offer that emotion of peacefulness to the astral airs. Much can be said in favor of such a simple act of transforming the astral airs from restlessness and discontentedness to feelings of peace, harmony, and world unity. This is the process termed by Peggy Black, that great Ascension Soul, as personal alchemy and co-creation of New Life on New Earth.

On Using the Mass Media for Humanitarian Outreach. Another simple act might be to provide … to immediately provide, through the local newspaper, for instance … a balm to the hearts of those who have been unintentionally incited to restlessness. For instance, if their discontent stems from inability to purchase a home, and loss of hope that they may ever own land in the current overpriced real estate market,

  • For instance, the daily news might carry an announcement about government programs such as HUD and Section 8 housing that allow people with meager means to own homes.
  • The article might also describe ‘lease to own’ agreements with private parties that rent homes, and the possibility of buying homes from private parties by just assuming a mortgage with no down payment. 
  • The article might further mention affordable local housing markets, as, for example, are referenced in the following … Link: “The 10 Most Affordable Housing Markets in California,” by Andrew Khouri, Los Angeles Times, 25 July 2013 … http://articles.latimes.com/2013/jul/25/business/la-fi-mo-affordable-southland-zip-20130725 … According to Mr. Khouri, in 2013, affordable homes were available in Barstow, Joshua Tree, Blythe, Twentynine Palms, Sugarloaf, Yucca Valley, San Bernardino, and Hemet. At that time these markets were valued from a low-end median of $60,000 in Barstow to $115,000 in San Bernardino, at the high end.
  • There are also affordable places to retire in California, such as Redding, Eureka, Rio Vista, Palm Springs, Oceanside, Chico, Riverside, and Grass Valley. The article Link: “Affordable Places to Retire in California” by Laurie Jo Miller Farr … http://seniors.lovetoknow.com/Affordable_Places_to_Retire_in_California … discusses this.

Attainable Home Ownership and Homesteading in the United States. People are feeling unhappy with home ownership in my own city of Los Angeles right now:

  • Both because the entry-level price is so steep,
  • And because, for those who now own homes, the price of utilities has seen a catastrophic rise last year, which will result in many who currently own homes losing them.

I notice it may be possible to get free or inexpensive land in other parts of the United States, for homesteading and raising crops and cattle. Although there is no longer a Federal homesteading program, I have read that free land may be available in Alaska, Iowa, Kansas (Lincoln, Marquette, Mankato, Osbourne, and Plainville), Michegan, Minnesota (New Richland) and Nebraska (Curtis and Elwood).  It might be good to get this information out to the mass media as well. 

Other Instances of Karmic Pass-Down and Second-Tier Karma

Hiring a Thug to Do Something Illegal for You. Here is a case of karmic pass-down and second-tier karma that is well known in literature, and no doubt in law enforcement all over the world. That has to do with hiring people to perform illegal acts for us. When we do that, no matter what the illegal act.

Legal Sanctions for the Second-Tier Person. Let’s say that a man of wealth and privilege hires someone to beat up and intimidate someone else, for instance. The thug that does the beating up has a pretty high risk of getting caught eventually, and of being punished by the law.

Legal Sanctions for the First-Tier Person. But the other person, the person who hires him, is much less likely to receive those kinds of legal sanctions, and if he does, they will probably not be that severe. The same is true of hiring people for murder, and so forth.

The Karmic Debt Owed by First-Tier Persons

Happens kind of frequently, I guess. But here is the thing that everybody overlooks: The karma, for the person that starts the ball rolling, is at least as great as that for the person that carries out the action. They are responsible (through financial leverage) for this other Soul’s action. So that is something, by way of karma, to consider.

Are the Astral Stories about Lawless Acts, or Are They Circulating Astral Dreams?

Fortunately, during this process of transition, most of the acting out that we hear about on the astral plane and in the astral stories is really just vivid dream states brought on by the Ascension process. It is like waking nightmares. And it seems like people are acting out all kinds of things. But in fact, if you check the daily news, and if you check the police reports, you will find that all that stuff is really not happening.

So, there is that. That is really a wonderful thing. And so, there will be a few issues, here and there, of lawlessness, but in general, I think, throughout the ages on Earth, that has been true, has it not? It is only that, these days, as these issues continue to unfold, people are becoming more and more aware of the causes.

Those of us who are Ascensioneers know the extreme importance of clearing … of doing our own clearing work. We concentrate all our effort on clearing our own light bodies, and on allowing the light to flow through from heaven to Earth, through us. Rather than trying to influence large masses of people right now, we encourage everybody to create that divine connection between Source and their own Spirit, and between their Spirit and this Earth on which we live. And I advise that as well. I think that is the most worthwhile thing we can do here on Earth.

An Instance of Malware – Malspeak to Do with the Notion ‘My God, I Want Your Money!’

Here is another instance of malware – malspeak to do with the notion “My God, I Want Your Money!” Let’s say you are in a group with this motto, and you are intent on gaining money from women. So, you are looking at a woman, and you say to her, soulfully, “My God, I love you!”

What does that mean, really? If this is a ploy … a ploy based on Soul wounding … then what that means is that this person feels that:

  • They are a great spiritual person who loves God,
  • They look down upon you, a woman,
  • They want to convince you, through a subterfuge or ruse, that they love you,
  • And they want your money.

The group’s first-tier karma is mixed: They are great spiritual people who love God. That is good. They look down on women. That is bad. They use a ruse for fund-raising. That is bad.

The second-tier karma has to do with the woman’s loss of faith in the group, when her money is taken through a pretense of romantic love. The second-tier karma will be less severe if the woman’s does not lose her life over the money desired by the group.

An Instance of Karmic Pass-Down of One Spiritual Leader’s Malspeak to Five Spiritual Groups and Law Enforcement

Projection of the Thought “You Whore!” Based on Childhood Wounding. Here is an astral story regarding malspeak in a spiritual leader who had a rough childhood … Because his mother made her living as a sex worker, he had Soul wounding around women being whores. This leapt out, in physical terms, as it came up for clearing one day, as he and one of his male students drove past a female student walking down the sidewalk.

As the early Soul wound experience came up from his subconscious, he shouted out the car window to the walking lady, “You whore!”

Astral Malspeak Infection Flowing from Group to Group. This malspeak based on his early Soul wounding spread to the man riding with him, who felt great loyalty to the spiritual leader. From there, by word of mouth, it spread throughout that group. 

Unable at that time to resolve the early Soul wounding, the leader continued, whenever he felt angry, to cast his thought “You whore!” to the female student, who soon left his group on that account. Yet this thought of the leader continued to follow her at a distance; it became an idée fixe … a ‘fixed idea’ that dominated his mind and was hurled at the woman from time to time.

She moved on to another group which, as luck would have it, was called up by the first leader, and told that the woman was a whore. This thought, though it had not a basis in the woman’s life, nevertheless had great relevance to the leader in terms of his unresolved feelings toward his mother, who had passed on.

The strength of the second group’s feelings against profligacy was, through astral malspeak infection from the first leader, transferred to the second group, from which she was astrally ousted. She then moved to a third, fourth, and fifth group, the members of each of which were called, on the astral plane, if not on the physical plane, by the original leader, or by others infected with the malware.

This karmic pass-down from the first spiritual leader, to his spiritual group, and then to four more spiritual groups, was like a slow waterfall effect that took place over several decades. During those years, the woman at the effect of the astral malspeak was leading a meditative, chaste lifestyle.

Yet the astral clamor from the people in these groups eventually reached local law enforcement, who became convinced, through astral infection, that she was a woman of ill repute; this they came to believe with such conviction that they assigned a 24/7 police car to her, which found that she went to a senior center to play dominoes during the day, and stayed at home nights. Or so goes the astral story. 

Projection of Blame: Scapegoating and Group Ostracism. The process of astral malware infection is like astral gossip, slander or calumny. It hooks onto Soul wounding in other people … maybe, for instance, they may have been called a whore or a profligate person in childhood, and they would like to shift the blame for the feelings of guilt they have onto a ‘scapegoat’, a ‘whipping boy or girl’ … a ‘fall guy’ who can be ostracized from the group as they themselves, in their inner hearts, feel they might be in jeopardy of being done to.

So the mechanism of ostracism from a group is another form of psychological projection of feelings of guilt or social unacceptability onto a ‘patsy’.

Solutions to Malspeak Now in the Works. Because of the healing quality of the incoming light, the first-mentioned spiritual leader, the malspoken people in his and other groups, and the woman at the effect of the malspeak are now in the process of resolving their Soul wounding to the greater light of New Life on New Earth.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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Song: Wonderful One . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 9 March 2017; published on 22 March 2017

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  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Soundtrack and Lyrics

Dear Ones,

This is a beautiful little song. I think it may have been composed by someone else, who used to sing it as a young child …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

“Song: Wonderful One”
by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Lyrics
9 March 2017

 

I am the wonderful one!
I am the wonderful one!
I am the one!
I am the one!
I am the one!

[After the song there is a videoclip of butterfly perched on flower.]

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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Samskaras: Unfaithfulness in Men . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 23 October 2016
Location: By the Animas River, in Farmington, New Mexico

  • REVISED BLOG
  • ROUGH DRAFT OF THE BLOG
    • VIDEO BY ALICE
    • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
      • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

Below are a revised blog, and a rough draft video and edited Summary. I feel that the revised blog is the better written.

REVISED BLOG

This blog is about an often found samskara in the Atlantean Age just now passing, to do with men marrying for a certain reason, with a notion of having sex with many women on the side.

If the wife, on the other hand, remains faithful to her husband, and then finds out about his lack of fidelity, then Soul wounding can result.

Women experience this karmic trap by not being EMF-sensitive enough to know whether their husband’s heart chakra is open and responding to theirs or not … and also, sometimes, through low self-esteem.

A woman who finds herself in such a situation can work on her own self-esteem, and on perfecting her heart energy, and this will change the nature of her relationships, whether with her husband, or with someone new.

Because of the Awakening, people all over Earth are becoming more empathic, and are feeling their own heart energy, as well as that of other people, more clearly. It seems that the women are quicker than the men, during the waves of Awakening, to feel what happens when the actions of their spouse injures their hearts.

Consequently, they ask their husbands to change their behavior, but the spouses may not be ready to do so yet. This can lead to breakups, separations, followed by getting back together at a time when the husband has gotten the downloads for increased empathy and heart sensitivity.

This is where many couples are today: On the brink of never-before-experienced relational intimacy, and much greater fulfillment in their married relationships.

ROUGH DRAFT OF THE BLOG

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

On the topic of samskaras that we are saddled with at birth, I have one for you; this is another one for which I have no solution. But I think a solution is coming up very soon, here on Earth.

This has to do with the notion that many men have, that they will marry a woman for certain means, or certain ends, and then that they will have all the sex they want with all the women in the world, double-oh-seven style anyway. If they marry a woman who is faithful to them … a woman with a good, open heart … what this creates is … You remember that song about a good-hearted woman married to a good-timing man? …

Video: “Waylon Jennings – Good Hearted Woman (from Nashville Rebel),” by Waylon Jennings, 11 January 2019 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skh-Bv_vVC8 ..

That’s it. And the woman’s heart is very open. But every time the man goes out on her there is what feels to me (as an empath) like these women are experiencing shards of glass scrunching together, or jumping out of their hearts. So there is an injury to the heart energy which is central to the human EMF torus.

Eventually what happens is these women finally catch the gentleman in the act, somehow, and then they leave, feeling betrayed. But the truth of the matter is that the reason they get into these relationships is that they are not EMF-sensitive enough to know whether the man’s heart energy is open enough and responding to theirs, or not.

It is pretty easy to tell, because the process of communication is very different with people like that. And often the woman will find that they are absent at times when she needs for them to be there; for instance, on the weekends, or at the time of month when it is most important for her to have sexual relations they may be gone. Evenings they may be working late. In other words, their behavior will be different from that of the husbands of her neighbors, who come home to their children, and spend the evening with her neighbors’ wives, and so forth.

So there are physical clues as well as energetic clues to being in a relationship like that. One of the things that a woman can work on in a situation like that … as most people probably know … is her own self esteem. A woman who has a very positive outlook on life will soon either change that situation somehow, or else find a situation more pertinent to her higher self esteem.

A woman who works on her heart energy field, especially with her husband, will escape from that trap as well … as will he. However, many men in world cultures today see no reason to change this behavior.

The problem that is coming up with the Great Awakening is that all the people are becoming aware of everyone else’s emotions. We are all becoming clairsentient with regard to other people’s emotions … more empathic; much more empathic. We are feeling other people’s emotions as our own, and we are feeling our own heart energy much more strongly than we used to.

So the first thing that a woman who is in sexual relationship begins to notice is how her heart is aching and hurting, to do with some behavior of her husband. She notices it, and she asks him to change. He is not willing to change. And because the men are getting more empathic more slowly than the women on Earth, the denouement is that she will ask him to leave … And he cannot figure it out; he is acting the same as he always did; what is the big deal? He gets very angry about the whole thing.

So then she forgives him. The come back to living together. And the same thing happens again. But this time he starts to feel how the energy of her heart is responding to his actions … how sad she is; how much she cries; how the energy has changed; and what that does to his energy as well.

So that is where we are today right now: Many men are taking their first steps into true intimacy. I pray for us all during this interlude, that it should go as smoothly as possible for everyone concerned, and that everyone should emerge in happy, mutually caring relationships with each other.

In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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Sexual Guilt . Affirmations for the Inner Child . Desensitization of Soul Wounding . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 22 October 2016; published on 25 June 2017

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  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • An Affirmation that Sexual Feelings Are Good
    • How to Compose an Affirmation for the Inner Child
    • The Technique of Observing Emotions Arise, with Neutral Mind

Dear Ones,

This is a video about healing early childhood Soul wounding that results in feelings of sexual guilt, embarrassment, or unworthiness. There is also a section on how to compose an affirmation for the inner child, so as to heal Soul wounding. And also, an example of early childhood Soul wounding that causes one to avoid bathing or showering.

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SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

An Affirmation that Sexual Feelings Are Good

I have a little saying to say if your inner child is embarrassed about a sexual feeling. It goes like this [intoning]:

You’re a GOOD little child,   (x2)
You’re the GOODEST child!
Bless my SOUL!

So when you use these kinds of sayings, or affirmations, for the wounded inner child …

  • As soon as you pinpoint what the issue is, you think of the antidote, the opposite thought and the opposite emotion.
  • And then you put that into the kind of words that a small child would say or love or enjoy.
  • The type of words that you use depend on the age of the child at the time of the Soul wounding.

How to Compose an Affirmation for the Inner Child

So this saying, “the GOODEST little child,” is for a very small child; maybe three years old, and who appreciates that kind of fun play with words. And you may wish to refine that later on, if it is not quite right for your own inner child, you know? But when you have got it down, or as you are testing it, you use that affirmation whenever the feeling comes up, the feeling that you are trying to heal.

And in this case, it would be …

  • a feeling of guilt
  • or of unworthiness associated with feeling sexual.

The Technique of Observing Emotions Arise, with Neutral Mind

On the astral plane, I heard about a case of a young child that got a reprimand for feeling sexual. The reprimand took place … as is so often the case … in a bathroom setting, a bathtub / bath setting.

When the reprimand is severe enough to create Soul wounding, and it is during bath time, or shower time, then the result can be that, in adult life, the child just does not want to take a shower, or just does not want to take a bath when they grow up. They want to avoid that.

And that, I think, in some cases, that the reprimand … say, corporeal punishment, most likely, at an early age … creates the feeling, while you are getting clean in the shower or bath, that feeling sexual is dirty, is bad, is wrong … like that.

And so, whenever the child, after that, finds themselves in the bathroom, confronted with a shower or bath, they feel dirty. Despite that the results of the shower or bath would make them clean.

It is the deep unconscious or subconscious mind that makes them feel dirty when confronted with the notion of taking a bath or bathing. So they may actually avoid showers and baths in adult life because of that early Soul wounding.

I do have a tentative notion about that. For me, that is not an issue; I just love baths and showers. But in the astral plane, I have heard about folks with this issue,

  • and I thought maybe, if the bath or shower is approached with rapt awareness and neural mind, then a person might be able to discover, to notice the emotions that arise with this awareness, this neutral mind, and to just be ‘in the moment’ with these emotions, as they come up.
  • And in that way, transform them with the Awareness, eventually.
  • I have no doubt but what it would be kind of hard at first. But maybe, if the neutral mind and the awareness are repeated several times with several showers, then that feeling of upset eventually can be neutralized.

If any of you have heard of other techniques, or know if this technique would work, I would be interested to know about it.

That is it for now; talk to you later.

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In love, light and joy
This is Alice B. Clagett.
I Am of the Stars … and so are you!

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