I have been thinking, this is a good time to be calling in our Soul fragments so that they can reunite themselves with us. After all, they are just waiting for a chance to find their way back to us, no matter where they are right now. After all, I am thinking, unity consciousness begins at home, right here in my own physical body! …
I was put in mind of this passage from Jean Auel’s “Plains of Passage” …
In the passage, Ayla and Jondalar ruminate about how, when we love people, it feels like we exchange pieces of our Spirit with pieces of theirs. Then when someone we love passes on, this might account for the hurt we feel …
Maybe they take a piece of our Spirit with them, on to the afterlife … to the fourth dimension.
Then Ayla speculates that when a person is very old, many of their friends may have passed on, taking the parts of the person’s Spirit with them. So many parts of them are with their friends in the afterlife, she feels, that they may wish to go be with their friends there.
ALICE’S STORY ABOUT HER GRANDMOTHER (HER FATHER’S MOTHER)
I was put in mind of my father’s mother, my very good friend and grandmother, who, when I was a little girl, used to say: All of my friends are gone … Everyone I ever knew has passed on.
I remember the look on her face when she said that; a faraway look, as if she were looking into a window, through which only she could see. As if she saw her friends having tea, or maybe plowing a field, there on the other side.
I was filled with longing to keep her there there with me … guardian angels all around us …, lilac blooming by the porch beneath her bedroom window. And with a certain knowledge that, in her longing, she might soon be gone from my life forever.
And so it came to be.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
This blog has been added here … Link: “Compendium: My Childhood and Family, and Later Years,” by Alice B. Clagett, compiled and published on 21 March 2020; republished on 29 March 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-haj ..
Written and published on 15 August 2014; revised on 20 May 2020
I have heard many folks, including Matt Kahn … “True Divine Nature” … http://www.truedivinenature.com/ … mentioning the importance of compassion, forgiveness, and nonjudgment in our dealings with other people these days. Why is that? People in the telepathic world can be pretty rude … insensitive … even cruel. Two examples …
If a group of people concentrate on sexual desire in their second chakra, and visualize a person of the opposite sex, it can feel to that person like they are being attacked sexually.
If a group of people concentrate on the emotion of hatred in their hearts, and visualize another person, it can feel to that person like they are being subjected to a ‘hate crime’ … an attack of hatred.
These are two examples among many … What to do? How can we feel compassion, forgiveness, and nonjudgment when our own emotional body is in an uproar over some negative emotion such as fear?
Our Souls have been wounded through many incarnations of service on Earth. We are here in this lifetime to heal the wounds in our Souls, reunite our Soul fragments, reunite our fractals, and reunite our many dimensional aspects … In short, the purpose for which we are here on Earth is to reunite with the greatness of our Souls, to become One with the All.
Imagine a mirror made of silver … like the mirrors many years ago, before mankind had the ability to work with steel. Imagine this mirror has been cracked into many pieces, and these pieces are darkened with silver ‘tarnish’ … the dark stuff that can be removed from silver with silver polish.
Our Souls are like these silver mirrors, waiting to be made whole again. The ‘tarnish’ on our silver is programming installed by the Dark, programming written in runes of red or black, that tarnishes the pure, shining brightness of our true Souls. (1)
It is going to be our job to polish off this tarnish, to make our Mirrors of the Divine whole again.
Meantime, as the Light comes in, builds up, and polishes us up … Here we are in 3D and 4D. In these dimensions, darkness leaps from Soul to Soul, through the ‘cracks’ in our Soul fragments, and through the wounding in our Souls. Darkness could never stand up to the purity of our whole, polished Souls. But right now, the tarnish on our wounded Souls acts as a lubricant for the Dark, which can slip in.
The good thing is, though Darkness leaps from Soul to Soul, it never stays any particular place for long … at least not in my experience, except in cases where the human brain has been deeply injured through drug use or trauma. Mostly, it slips right through, causing what is often termed a ‘Dark Attack’, and then flies onward to some other ‘enticing’ situation.
Ipso ergo, we have a fluid dynamic of light versus dark, that can be influenced through sound … sound being a tool that humans use to ‘tune up’ their Soul fields … as, for instance, in the case of wind chimes, singing bowl therapy, chanting of sacred mantras, singing of hymns, and so on. This ‘tune up’ work is Soul healing.
In the heat of a ‘Dark Attack’ Soul healing may not be as immediately effective as necessary (although I do often find them to be immediately effective).
Image two magnets. Each has a plus pole at one end (red) and a minus pole at the other end (blue). As we all know from practical experience, when the negative pole of a magnet is aligned with the positive pole of another magnet, the two magnets cling together through ‘magnetic attraction’. When the negative poles of two magnets touch, we can feel a force pushing the two magnets apart … in other words, ‘magnetic repulsion’ occurs. Here is a typical diagram:
Darkness is attracted to us in the way of ‘magnetic attraction.’ It flows through the ‘aggressor’ tarnish of one person’s soul, leaping out to the ‘victim’ tarnish of another person’s soul. It gathers ‘umph’ … power and speed … as it aggregates. And, like energy signatures attract. So, waves of ‘aggressor’ energy from crowds of humans combine and twine together, gathering ‘umph’ as they are automatically attracted to the ‘victim’ energy of other humans.
This twining and combining action is true of any kind of energy. It is true of the many ‘flavors’ of love energy and light energy as well as of the ‘darker’ energies. But because the darker energies are clearing out of people’s soul fields right now, there are the energies with which many of us are dealing.
How can those of us with ‘victim’ wounding avoid the incoming ‘aggressor’ energies? Well, there are ways. First, back to the admonition of many Lightworkers (mentioned above) regarding the importance of compassion, forgiveness and nonjudgment (both of ourselves and others).
Basically, we need to put ourselves in the shoes of the folks who are sending out the aggressor telepathic energies. Here is how I relate to this …
I hear incoming negative telepathic energies of all sorts. I used to feel bad about it. I used to ‘blame’ the senders, try to ‘fix’ them, try to admonish them, and so on. Did this work? NO, not at all. In general, it just made matters much worse, negativity much more furious, like a telepathic tape loop building ups speed nanosecond by nanosecond…
Then I realized that I was often hearing the negative subconscious, ‘gut brain’ messages of other people. Then I realized that what they were thinking in their conscious, cerebral brains was the exact opposite. In other words, because of the nature of duality, their heads were creating a positive, socially acceptable emotion-thought, while their gut-brains were creating the exact opposite, socially unacceptable emotion-thought. Surprise, surprise!
Take, for example, the topic of sexuality. Time after time I had been bothered by rising waves of other people’s telepathic desire. Especially on Friday and Saturday nights, when many folks go out boogying. I am not a boogier, I am a calm sort of person. and this weekly ‘desire’ energy felt foreign to me, as if it were being forced upon me.
Now, the cerebral telepathic feedback I had been getting from other telepaths was mind-boggling. They felt I was sending them endless waves of unwanted desire. Go figure!, I thought! Who could be so wrong? !
Just last week I got the great ah-hah!Perhaps, because of my ideal of faithfulness between a man and woman who are in relationship, my own cerebral self is suppressing the messages of chakra number two. I may be just like the folks I hear and find offensive. Unbeknownst to my cerebral brain, my gut brain may be doing the exact same thing. Which is why I am receiving these messages….
Let’s go back to the pictures of the two magnets …
In the image on the left, imagine that the blue parts of the magnets are the cerebral brains of two ‘civilized’ people. They are both negatively charged on the notion of displaying sexual behavior. Blue = negative ‘thinking’ brain.
Quite frequently, the cerebral brains of these two people are not getting in touch telepathically. This is because they are, at the moment, very much occupied with negative emotion-thoughts. They are both negatively charged, and they are magnetically repulsive.
Imagine that the red parts of the magnets are the gut brains of two ‘civilized’ people. Here we have repressed (that is, under a lot of psychic pressure) positive notions about just how great sex is. The gut brain wants sex, it needs sex, it lives and breathes sex. All of this taking place quite frequently without us knowing about it, on a conscious level….
As we were discussing before, negative energy signatures are attracted to positive energy signatures. So, as in the picture of the magnets on the left, one person’s negative (blue) cerebral notions about sex seek out the next person’s positive (red) subconscious notions about sex. This is what is happening in the current telepathic environment.
I am aware of the next person’s subconscious sexual urges (much to their dismay!). They are aware of my subconscious sexual urges (much to my dismay!). Neither one of us knows about our own subconscious urges because … natch … they are subconscious.
Same goes for rage and fear. Subconscious (gut brain) rage in one person seeks out subconscious fear in another person (as per the aggressor-victim energy flow discussed above). Yet in our conscious minds, we will have nothing to do with these ‘primitive’, socially unacceptable emotions.
So, my ‘blue’ cerebral mind energy loves to hate the next guy’s ‘red’ gut-brain rage, of which it is aware. Yet the gut-rage person knows nothing of this emotion. In their cerebral minds and in their consciously expressed personalities, they are mild-mannered and sweet.
That is why the admonition to be compassionate, forgiving, and nonjudgmental makes sense. Because, whatever we encounter from others in the way of primate, primitive telepathic emotions, is actually a reflection of our own repressed, but very actively telepathically talking, gut brains.
The negative telepathic stuff we hear from others points us in the direction of our own Soul healing, the unification of the thinking mind with the gut brain, where we become One with the All.
In that context, each person’s energy flow would be more like the right-hand side of the picture above, where the flow of each magnet’s blue part (representing our thinking minds) circulates smoothly through the red part (representing our gut brains). As you can see from the picture, the result is the torus-shaped energy flow characteristic of the activated heart chakra.
But so meantime, while we are in the Soul healing process, incoming dark telepathic energies from the subconscious minds of others can get to be a bit much. Here is a way to short-circuit the flow during a Dark Attack — I put this term in quotes because to my mind, a Dark Attack is largely an automatic electromagnetic phenomenon…
Let’s say it is Saturday night, and a group of folks are sending wild waves of sexual desire out into the noosphere — the thought cloud of mankind. Your ‘thinking’ mind is intercepting these waves and objecting, on moral grounds. Meantime, your gut brain is really getting into the swing of it. So to stop the flow, just broadcast, either neutrally or with a mild positive inflection, the message “I am the sex goddess (or god) of New Earth!” This positive message about sex repels the incoming positive sexual message, creating magnetic repulsion.
I have found when I do this that the cycle stops immediately. It is as if I am standing beside the sending telepaths, with my arm around their waists. We are on the same side of the fence. We are in the same boat. And the racket simply ceases.
Same goes for incoming rage messages. I might telepath back, either neutrally or with a mild positive inflection: I’m so angry I could murder someone! (or the like). If I stand in the shoes of the sender (who is most likely sending this message quite unconsciously), I will be ok. The upsetting incoming rage will cease.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
(1) Telepathy is a form of sound present in 4D. In other words, it is a sound tool that can be used to tune the Soul field in 4D. (Runes written in pure Light are another such tool, these being Light tools used to tune our Soul field, which I take to be a very pure form of Light.) Like Light runes mixed with Dark magic, telepathy mixed with Dark magic can ‘tarnish’ the Soul field. But telepathy that is full of love and Light, like runes of brightest Light, will heal the Soul field.
For instance, as I may have mentioned before, I learned from her how easy it is to ‘call my Soul fragments back home’. The minute I knew they were just hanging out, in whatever dimension or time-space continuum, simply waiting to get back together with me, I just called them back, and they came.
Mostly complaining about something or other. Upset, feeling I did not love them. Repeated assurances on my part, something like this …
Soul Fragment: You don’t LOVE me!
Me: I DO love you! I DO, I DO, I DO!
Soul Fragment: I hate you, I hate you, I don’t want to be there!
Me: I hear you!
Then typically the Soul Fragment would repeat some audio clip, negative resonance, the sound of which had caused it to detach from my major Soul. To which I would say: I hear you!
After a number of such reassurances, I would feel the discordant energy sliding up into me, here or there. Then, noticing the discord, I would place my left hand on my heart. As I felt both my heart and the discord, I would feel the discordant energy smoothing out and joining the resonance of my major Soul. Also, invariably, a feeling of: Welcome back! I missed you so much! So glad you are here!
And then the Quiet.
I have not taken Daniella Breen’s course on Soul Wounding yet, although I am eagerly looking forward to it. Meantime, I can offer a little from my own experience on this topic.
We can consciously meditate on and reconnect with our Soul field. Our Souls are much, much bigger than our physical bodies. One way to get in touch with our true majesty is to compose a mantra about it. Here are two along the lines of what Daniella teaches:
I am 100% a sovereign Soul! I am 100% in the sacred majesty of my being!
As we concentrate more on our Soul, it will begin to manifest to us in a personal way. In my case, I can actually hear my Soul reflecting back to me a beautiful chorus of sound. When my heart is in alignment with my Soul, what I hear back is something like Tom Kenyon’s Aethos Sound Meditation, only more like happy cheers than a continuous sound:
Sometimes what I hear back is a sad chorus, overall, as if it were coming from a huge hemisphere around me … Goes up higher than a high-flying airplane (30,000 feet … humm … could that be 6 miles high?).
Sometimes I hear a directional phrase, from a long way off, repeated plaintively over and over again. Or, I may feel a returning pain or discomfort, a sense of density, somewhere in my physical body. I take these to be indications of Soul wounding.
My feeling is, we cannot clear our Soul wounding without accessing our heart energy, My personal mantra, as of yesterday, is: I am one great heart.
I tried ‘I am one BIG heart’ for many years, but noticed this didn’t help me stay svelte. Hence the changeup.
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“I Am One Great Heart” A Song by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words 11 May 2014
I am one great heart. (x4, repeated twice on the audioclip)
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When I sang the mantra on this clip the second set of four times, my left hand was on my heart. It seemed to me that the resonance was quite different. Do you sense a difference? So I find that singing this mantra, especially while walking, and especially while placing my left hand on my heart, helps me become more aware of my heart energy.
When I sit in meditation, I have tried this with good results. Before beginning the mantra, I place my feet firmly on the floor, spine straight but not stiff, eyes raised at least as high as the horizon, and not fixed … moving here and there. I place my left hand on my heart and raise my right hand as if in greeting. Come to think of it, this picture of Christ has a pretty good example of the mudra …
So back to the Soul wounding … When I sense, in whatever manner, the presence of Soul wounding, I place my awareness on the wounding, and at the same time on my heart chakra, and I stick with this dual awareness till the wounding resolves. Deep wounding, I have found, requires application of this technique over and over again.
As I do this technique, sometimes I hear or sense a sort of blending with other Souls. I sense how much they want to heal their own Soul wounding. Through experience, I have found out how important it is, at this moment of healing, to disregard the wounding of other Souls, and concentrate only on my own Sovereign Soul. Otherwise, I have found, the healing will not take place. Paradoxically, if my own Soul wounding begins to heal, so does that of those around me.
HEALING OF COLLECTIVE SOUL FRAGMENTS
I have a thought that all the sad and suffering mental filters through which we view life … including genital mutilation, orphanhood, despair, enslavement, desire to die, Satan and the hell worlds, predation, war, and so on and on and on … all that dark stuff in fact represents fragments of the Collective Soul of humankind.
Perhaps, like the lost, confused, lonely, and sad fragments of our own personal Souls, the Soul fragments of our Collective Soul need to be called back into our Collective Heart. Perhaps we, as sovereign Souls, can perform this service for humankind.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
Note: The song “I Am One Great Heart” has been excerpted to: Link: “One Great Heart, One Eternal Soul,” a song by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 22 June 2014; published on 25 June 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1Or ..