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Issues of Violence and Betrayal to Do with Crossdressing . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 17 April 2018; published on 29 April 2018

Dear Ones,

This video is about issues of violence and betrayal to do with crossdressing … dressing ‘in drag’, as it is sometimes called, and also to do with transgender surgery. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

This video is about men who are dressing as women … ‘crossdressing’, as they say …

There are two things I would like to discuss. One is that, even though men may be crossdressing, they still have the drives of men. The drives of men are very different from the drives of women, in various ways, some of which have to do with territorial aggression. Men are far more territorially aggressive than women. They are more ‘outgoing’. They have a drive to expand outward from their current geographic position. And also with regard to the battle of the sexes, men who take on the role of being a woman are much more aggressively antagonistic to other women, as potential competitors, than are women born female … although there are women born female who are ruthlessly aggressive in that regard.

The second thing has to do with violence … the tendency towards violence. As you may know, there is a big difference between the percentages of men who act out through violent actions, and the percentages for women who do that.

I feel it may be that men who crossdress, or assume the role of women, will still tend to act out … in terms of violent actions … to a greater extent than women.

Men and women who are born to the genders they portray in the wold may take it for granted that crossdressing men are like women born female. But then a crossdressing man may act in a different way; he may act more like a man, with regard to violence. For instance, he may rape a woman in a woman’s restroom in a public place. 

Over the years, I have been in women’s restrooms in many public places, and I have never seen a woman rape another woman in a public restroom. I do recall seeing a young woman with short hair in a public restroom many years ago. She was exiting the restroom as I entered. She looked me straight in the eye; it was very clear that her intention was to rape me.

As she was leaving and I was entering, and there were other women in the restroom, she had no opportunity to undertake that action; yet I remember her intent to this day because I had never run into it before in a women’s restroom; I found it to be incongruous and completely out of place. There must have been something wrong, I thought … something was deeply wrong with her. She was behaving like a man and not like a woman.

Similarly, women and men who are born to the genders they portray in the world may be inclined, through social conditioning and prior experience, to treat crossdressing men as if they were as docile as women born female. Then they may find that crossdressing men act more like men than women.

I can say from my own ‘near miss’ described above that there are two anticipatable outcomes when this occurs: 

As mentioned above, there will be an opportunity, in the instance of antisocial people who are crossdressed, to prey upon other people, who thought that they had the gentler drives of women.

Then on the part of the victims, as the gender taboo is breached there will be a sense of shock, of bewilderment, and then a state of high alarm, a feeling of anger, and of being betrayed.

I have read in Wikipedia about the issue of transgender murders …

Link: “List of people killed for being transgender,” in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_unlawfully_killed_transgender_people ..

From this it is clear that people around the world have been murdering transgender people at a percentage presumably much higher than the general population.

I wonder if there is any relationship between negative emotions to do with discovery of taboo breach, and the issue of transgender murders that I read about in Wikipedia,

Those are just my thoughts on it. I am sure there are many other factors. I would like to know more about it; I hope we find out more, soon.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS … See the story of the boy with the rock.

Link: “The Child with the Rock,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 March 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76h ..
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Reincarnation . Ascension . Freedom of Mind . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed and published on 25 September 2014; revised
Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, La Plata County, Colorado

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • FIVE OF MY INCARNATIONS
      • Story of the Two Warrior Friends
      • Life as a Forest Nature Spirit
      • Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth
        • TOM O’ THE FOREST, A Poem by Alice B. Clagett
      • Return to the Nature Realm
      • On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation
    • IT IS HARDER TO CLEAR SOUL WOUNDING WHEN WE ARE WITH THOSE WE KNEW IN PAST LIFETIMES
    • ON CLEARING SOUL TRAUMA BY WORKING WITH ONE’S OWN EMF
    • ON ATTAINING FREEDOM
    • POSTLUDE: CRAWDAD

Dear Ones,

In this video I talk about interactions of players in five of my incarnations, about Soul wounding, Soul clearing, and attaining freedom of mind.

There are nature scenes in the second half of the video, and an edited Summary beneath the video. The blue font indicates what has been copied to the anthology “Incarnational Memories” (that is, the incarnational stories including the poem).

VIDEO BY ALICE


SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

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FIVE OF MY INCARNATIONS

I have three stories to tell about incarnations I remember (just a few of them), and my understanding of what I have learned or what is happening. And my thought is that it may help other people to interpret their own circumstances, and to trace them back, and to repair the wounding of old incarnations that were traumatic, and created time loops in our etheric net that need to be untangled and straightened out so that we can be in our full glory. So that’s my thought, and here are the stories. I hope I do them justice.

There was a time, a long time ago, when I was a warrior. And I had a friend who was a companion in arms. It was a very, very long time ago, before the discovery of America, and before the European continent became civilized, and like that. It was just a long, long time ago.

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Story of the Two Warrior Friends

I was a warrior by trade. My friend and I stuck together. War is a very difficult experience, and so it is good to have a friend. We survived a lot of battles. We were kind of rough-hewn; you might have called us barbarians, from the vantage point of current civilization.

My friend had a woman; in current, civilized terms you might call her his wife. I was not the civilized sort; one time he found me with her, in an extremely compromising situation … in flagrante delicto, you might say. He became enraged, and he killed me on the spot.

Now the last thing I remember about that stabbing death is that I loved him so, and I hoped for his forgiveness, and that anguish of that death without finding forgiveness was embedded in my body at the site of the wound.

A terrible story! These are the kinds of stories that we remember, though! They are the first to come back into our Awareness … not all the good stories; just the terrible stories! Because those are the ones to do with Soul wounding, right?

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Life as a Forest Nature Spirit

So then, many lifetimes went by. And eventually I found myself in the nature spirit world. I was a nature spirit, and I had a particular deva that I was very fond of. A deva is a very wise overseer nature spirit dweller on the astral plane. They live for a very long time; longer than humans. In fact, my deva may still be alive!

I was tiny; the deva was a huge and magnificent energy. I used to just hang around with my deva in total awe and adoration. And one day, I found myself near a beautiful pool of water. This was in the rustic times, when people lived in small villages.

I found myself, as a nature spirit, near a pool of water in a forest. And there were some human children, playing and diving in the water. And I thought to myself: I would really like to be a human! I saw a child that I recognized there, and that was the cause of my longing.

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Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth

So, before I knew it, my deva arranged it! Before I knew it, I was a baby in that village! And as time went on, I, who had fallen in love as a nature spirit with that very young child, found myself married to him.

And what do you know?! It was the same guy that I had sought forgiveness from so long ago. And we were deeply and passionately in love. At a young age we were married. Before I knew it, I was with child. And before time rolled round again, I found myself giving birth. And in the process of giving birth to a beautiful baby girl, I lost my life.

The last thing that I remembered was my life blood draining out of me, over my legs. And a terrible concern for my husband, whom I loved dearly, and for my child, who had just been born. As I left my body, through my astral spirit I asked my husband if he would please take care of our child. And he agreed.

I wrote this poem about that lifetime …

TOM O’ THE FOREST
A Poem by Alice B. Clagett
4 January 2018

 

Ah, Tom! Tom o’ the Forest!
Would that I had been there
with you, my own dear love,
as our child grew in strength
. . . and beauty

Would, if I could,
. . . have stopped the flow
. . . . . . of my life blood
. . . . . . . . . such loss
. . . . . . . . . such pallor
. . . . . . . . . . . . out onto the brown leaves
. . . . . . . . . . . . by the woodland pool
. . . . . . . . . . . . where we once bathed

Dearest my love
Such a long and weary while
. . . Stood I by your own side,
. . . . . . sighing

The blade that longing
. . . lent your throat
. . . . . . sliced mine
. . . . . . . . . as well

Tom of my life
Tom of my seried lives’ yearning
Blest be the day
when our twained paths
once more marry

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Return to the Nature Realm

Because of that terrible experience I had: Of deepest love won, and suddenly lost through death, I went back to the nature realm for a while. What was happening back on Earth, with my husband and my child? My husband went into a terrible depression. He could not get over my death. And after a few years, in his despondency, he committed suicide.

And my child was left to survive on her own, with the help of friends in the village. So that is that story.

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On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation

Many, many years went by. Modern times came. And some fifteen years ago, I was walking along, and I felt a great thrilling of my Soul. A great resonance with some energy nearby. And before long I found out that this resonance had to do with a man and a woman who were friends.

Now what? … you may be thinking!

I felt a very strong kinship with both of them, on the spiritual plane. I did not know why; I could not explain it.

I could tell that the woman did not like me! And I could tell that the man was afraid of me. Shortly after that, the man and the woman got married.

It took a long time, listening telepathically, on the emotional plane and on the mental plane, to finally figure out all this stuff, as to what had actually happened. And why that moment in time happened. The closest I can tell you is this:

The man I met in this lifetime was the man I was married to in the forest: Tom of the Forest. The woman he married in this lifetime was my daughter born in the forest. He had decided, in this lifetime, to provide for her the love, the emotional support, that he was unable to provide in that lifetime.

He did not want to have anything to do with me, because of the pain of that separation when I died in childbirth long ago. She did not want to have anything to do with me because she was still feeling deserted by her mother from those ancient times.

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IT IS HARDER TO CLEAR SOUL WOUNDING WHEN WE ARE WITH THOSE WE KNEW IN PAST LIFETIMES

Now those feelings are prenatal tendencies and cellular memories that are stored because of trauma. We do not have to be with the people that created the trauma, to set that trauma free. In fact, if we are with those people, we are less likely to do so … because what is set up then is an energetic action / reaction, and ‘acting out’ of old wounds. So it makes it very difficult to clear ourselves.

ON CLEARING SOUL TRAUMA BY WORKING WITH ONE’S OWN EMF

The best way to clear is to work with one’s own electromagnetic field. We have talked about that many times in the past: All the tools that are available to us, and so forth.

The difficult thing is to step back, in neutrality, and understand that it is we ourselves that have to do this thing. We cannot do it with the help of another person. Souls ascend one by one, as Daniella Breen used to say. She is a wonderful teacher!

One by one, we ascend. Our electromagnetic field can only unfold into its true potential if we are not corded to other people.

ON ATTAINING FREEDOM

It is a hard thing, but a true thing. And realizing it creates freedom. Just knowing it creates freedom. Before we are totally free, there is a great freeing of the mind and the emotions. You know? [waves good-bye]

POSTLUDE: CRAWDAD

[Videoclip of crawdad. Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, Colorado.]

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: Raccoon (throughout), chipmunk? (small, lower and higher left) and human (top left) footprints, by Alice B. Clagett, 25 September 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Raccoon (throughout), chipmunk? (small, lower and higher left) and human (top left) footprints, by Alice B. Clagett, 25 September 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

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See also … Link: “Reincarnation, the Law of Karma, and God’s Sense of Humor,” visions by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 September 2014, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7mz ..

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Subconscious Aspects of the Given Name Jason . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 28 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This short video is about the subconscious aspects of the given name Jason. There is a Summary after the video …

Image: Jason, Athena and the Golden Fleece, attributed to Douris, circa 460 BCE, frin Cerveteru *Etruria, Vatican … public domain  … DESCRIPTION: “Jason being regurgitated by the snake who keeps the Golden Fleece (center, hanging on the tree); Athena stands to the right. Red-figured cup by Douris, c. 480-470 BC. From Cerveteri (Etruria),” author Shii, 2006-03-20 … COMMENT: For the legend or story behind this image, see Link: “Order of the Golden Fleece,” by Patrick Hunt … http://www.electrummagazine.com/2012/04/order-of-the-golden-fleece/ ..

Image: Jason, Athena and the Golden Fleece, attributed to Douris, circa 460 BCE, frin Cerveteru *Etruria, Vatican … public domain  …

DESCRIPTION: “Jason being regurgitated by the snake who keeps the Golden Fleece (center, hanging on the tree); Athena stands to the right. Red-figured cup by Douris, c. 480-470 BC. From Cerveteri (Etruria),” author Shii, 2006-03-20 …

COMMENT: For the legend or story behind this image, see Link: “Order of the Golden Fleece,” by Patrick Hunt … http://www.electrummagazine.com/2012/04/order-of-the-golden-fleece/ ..

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

I would like to talk to you about the subconscious symbolism of the first name Jason. The karmic backload of this name has to do with the Greek myth about Jason and the Golden Fleece. Do you remember reading that, in grade school maybe?

That was a story about a great hero of Greek times. However, the problem has to do with the term “Jason and the Golden Fleece.” In modern parlance, that word ‘fleece’ is a slang word for conning people, or getting money from people in an illegal manner; conniving to get money from people.

So people who are named Jason have to deal with this kind of karma that comes with the mental notion of Jason and the Golden Fleece. They will find themselves tempted, during their lives, to fleece people.

Every name has its subconscious symbolism. I have, more like than not, seen people acting out the symbolism of their names on a subconscious level throughout my life, and you will so also, if you go into an analysis of people’s names.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: Jason and the Golden Fleece … http://dreamstop.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/Jason-and-the-golden-fleece-dream-702×336.jpg … In this image, the fleece is made of gold coins, and Jason’s sword hilt has a phallic significance, I feel.

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Link: “Stories by Alice: Subconscious Symbolism: Personal Names and the Street We Live On,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 23 October 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6iY ..

This reference mentions that dreams about this legend indicate betrayal and vengeance are all around the person who has the dream …

Link: “Jason and the Golden Fleece Dream Meaning and Interpretation,” by Stephen Klein, 14 November 2016 … http://dreamstop.com/jason-golden-fleece-dream-meaning-interpretations/ … 

Here is an image pertinent to that notion, a picture of a giant flaming dragon coming after a small warrior on a rock ledge …

Image: “Disgaea 5: Alliance of Vengeance_2015100105482” … http://nerdreactor.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/Disgaea-5_-Alliance-of-Vengeance_20151001054821.jpg … Tiny cartoon hero faces gigantic fire dragon

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Subconscious Symbolism: Women Are Heartbreakers . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 14 October 2016, revised on 1 January 2020
Location: A church in the desert on the Old Woman Springs Road between the towns of Yucca Valley and Lucerne Valley in California

  • INTRODUCTION
    • How a Presentiment Can Help Avoid Trouble
    • Precurser Black Magic Attack
    • Another Sign: A Dust Devil
    • The Main Event: A Black Magic Spell of Death through Psychic Heart Attack
    • The Reason for the Black Magic Spell
    • Why the Presentiment Was Helpful
    • The Back Funnel of the Heart
    • The Front Funnel of the Heart
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Photo by Alice

Dear Ones,

This video is about the subconscious symbolism that inscribed ‘malspeak’ on our hearts when we have a ‘heartbreak’ experience. After the video is an edited Summary. Prior to these is the following Introduction …

INTRODUCTION

How a Presentiment Can Help Avoid Trouble

There is also a talk about a presentiment I had a while back, and how a psychic attempt was made to create a heart attack in a person whose heart had been broken through young love.

I was unintentionally involved in this black magic attempt, and the cause was my own feeling that I had no one to ‘watch my back’ after my mom passed on. And so, the back funnel of my heart chakra is a little less strong than the front funnel.

Here is more about the presentiment: I had had a feeling of foreboding for quite some months. This feeling rose to a crescendo in the days preceding the actual psychic attack that took place on the person with the heart-break Soul wounding in the front of his heart chakra.

Precurser Black Magic Attack

The night before, there was a black magic attack, to do with other spiritual people using drugs, amongst a large crowd. This weakened my own energy field, as I was physically in that place where the black magic attack occurred; it was after dark, and this is said to be to the advantage of the Dark. Whether or not this is so, the fact that many believe it to be so is of advantage to the Dark. I was angry at this involvement of spiritual intent with the Dark, and thus involved myself karmically.

Another Sign: A Dust Devil

The following morning, there was so much anger in the air that a ‘dust devil’ came down and danced directly on me for a few minutes, thus clearing my Soul field of involvement in the anger dynamic …

Link: “Whirlwind – Vortex – Blessing,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 September 2016; published on 18 September 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-69V ..

The Main Event: A Black Magic Spell of Death through Psychic Heart Attack

That same day, the ‘main event’, a black magic spell of death (regarding someone else) … the one I had for so long had a foreboding about … was attempted. This is described to some extent in the video. I will describe it in more detail now …

There was a black magic spell planned in advance … either consciously or subconsciously … to take place at an outdoor devotional song event. The spell involved four people: A spiritual adept man in Los Angeles; the singer (a man) at the event, me (a Lightworker woman), and a second spiritual adept man who was a friend of the man in Los Angeles.

  • The singer, a man, was sitting on a raised dais in front of a large crowd.
  • I was sitting at the back, on the righthand side of the audience (from the vantage point of a person facing the stage).
  • The second spiritual adept man was, according to an astral story I heard some days later, standing just behind the seated audience, on the lefthand side of the audience (from the vantage point of a person facing the stage). 

From Los Angeles, as it seemed in my vision, the first spiritual adept man sent energies of the Dark, of black magic … a stream of energy with malevolent intent from a geographically distant location … in the direction of my physical form.

Like an arrow these energies pierced the weakened back funnel of my heart, the intent of the first spiritual adept apparently being to use my heart as an energy boost so as to fling the first spiritual adept’s dark energy into the singer’s heart and cause him to have a psychic heart attack.

Simultaneously, behind me and to my left, the second spiritual adept (friend of the first) standing on the edge of the crowd, went into a ‘fugue state’, as sometimes happens to people who practice the black arts …

Link: “What Really Happens When We Practice Black Magic,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 October 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6gs ..

In the fugue state, that person then performed a socially unacceptable physical action of exhibitionism, a subconscious action whose black magic effect was to place a ‘seal’ on the spell. The best I can say about the reasoning behind this tableau would be that the spiritual adepts may have felt exhibitionism to be perceived as the worst kind of social gaffe, and that the singer viewing the act of the second spiritual adept might be anticipated to lower his guard on viewing this unusual act. It could be that the spiritual adepts felt the singer’s heart might suddenly flip from positive to negative energy, making it susceptible to the psychic heart attack spell that was then taking place.

Here is a drawing of the layout for the spell …

Drawing: “Psychic Heart Attack Spell,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: This is a V-shaped drawing. At the top of the left arm of the ‘V’ is a seated, scowling man. Above his image are the words: “Spell! Psychic Heart Attack.” There is an arrow from this man to the figure of a seated woman halfway along the left arm of the ‘V’. This arrow is labeled “Psychic Heart Attack Spell.” At the bottom of the ‘V’ is a seated man, facing upward. This man is labeled “SINGER (‘target’) .” There is an arrow from the seated woman to the singer; the arrow is labeled: “through fan’s heart to singer’s heart.” At the top of the right arm of the ‘V’ is an image of a standing man with X’s for eyes. In a cartoon cloud above his head are the words: “FUGUE STATE.” Beneath his feet is the word: “SEAL”. From this man to the singer at the bottom of the drawing is an arrow labeled: “Dark Attack: Fugue state person’s second chakra negative energy to singer’s fourth chakra (heart).

Drawing: “Psychic Heart Attack Spell,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: This is a V-shaped drawing. At the top of the left arm of the ‘V’ is a seated, scowling man. Above his image are the words: “Spell! Psychic Heart Attack.” There is an arrow from this man to the figure of a seated woman halfway along the left arm of the ‘V’. This arrow is labeled “Psychic Heart Attack Spell.”

At the bottom of the ‘V’ is a seated man, facing upward. This man is labeled “SINGER (‘target’) .” There is an arrow from the seated woman to the singer; the arrow is labeled: “through fan’s heart to singer’s heart.”

At the top of the right arm of the ‘V’ is an image of a standing man with X’s for eyes. In a cartoon cloud above his head are the words: “FUGUE STATE.” Beneath his feet is the word: “SEAL”. From this man to the singer at the bottom of the drawing is an arrow labeled: “Dark Attack: Fugue state person’s second chakra negative energy to singer’s fourth chakra (heart).

There is another image of this spell here: Link: “A Fix for Heart Chakra Back Funnel Weakness and Battery Drains,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 September 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6r7 … See the subheading: ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES:  ON ENCOUNTERING THE BLACK MAGIC HEART ATTACK STRATEGY

There is more on this story here: Link: “What Really Happens When We Practice Black Magic?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 October 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6gs … See the subheading: AN EXAMPLE OF A PERSON EXPERIENCING THE FUGUE STATE

The Reason for the Black Magic Spell

The reason for the spell was two-fold: Those who had initiated and ‘sealed’ the spell would benefit financially from the death of the intended victim. And they hoped to increase my own bad karma, so as to prevent me from interfering with their black magic spells by letting the world know about their spells and possible ways to counter the spells through my website.

Why the Presentiment Was Helpful

Fortunately, because of the presentiment, I was on high alert. Sensing the moment of the psychic attack, and knowing this energy to be too much for me, I called, with all my heart, on God and the Angel Realm for help.

It was they that transformed the stream of malevolent energy to love, and so the karma of all concerned was mitigated. Through God’s love, and His alone, all is made whole on this beautiful planet Earth!

The Back Funnel of the Heart

The back funnel of the heart chakra is that through which we express love for ourselves; the front funnel is that through which we express love for others. Those with a little stuck energy in the back heart chakra may wish to have recourse to ‘following the heart’ … to doing fun things for themselves, so as to balance out service to others out of love for the world, and for all beings everywhere.

Basically, these two energies must balance in order for the heart to be whole: The front funnel and the back funnel (or vortex) of the heart must be equal. Our expression on Earth of love for our own selves must equal our expression of love for others.

The Front Funnel of the Heart

As to the front funnel or vortex of the heart chakra: The experience of heartbreak must be cleared from the Soul field so as to keep our heart chakras energetically free. It is the heart chakra that nourishes and unites the function of all the other chakras, and so, the importance of clearing Soul wounding of the heart will be very clear.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

This video has to do with subconscious symbolism, a topic that I have explored many times in the past, in other blogs.

This particular metaphor or image of the subconscious mind has to do with a learned experience … maybe from first love, or from early childhood … the experience being: Women break my heart … Women are heart-breakers. 

Sometimes when that happens, as a result of first love, the experience is very devastating … very difficult to get past. That ‘first love’ feeling, if it does not continue into a mature relationship, can destroy our hope of having an unconditionally loving relationship in the third dimension, in physical reality. Yes, it can be repaired; but we have to first get rid of this subconscious symbolism, which will continue to crop up in our dream world and in our actions in the real world, by playing out the metaphor that women are heart breakers.

And then in the subconscious mind, in the realm of the lower mental body, what it seems like is a physical image of a woman breaking a man’s heart. That is what is going on there: The physical heart is ‘broken’.

As time goes on, this continued habit of a metaphor can create heart problems of various kinds. Those heart problems can be easily removed if we can get rid of the metaphor.

The thing that was happening just recently in that regard is this: First, I have had a number of presentiments of things cropping up recently. Just here in September 2016, the input of the Light has been absolutely spectacular, and highly unpredictable … often, for me, destabilizing my electromagnetic field, and making good changes of mysterious and gigantic proportions that I cannot figure out at all.

I had a presentiment regarding a particular person that I do not know, but whom I had observed from time to time. I felt that this person’s life would be in danger on that particular day. I felt that I might have something to do with endangering that life; and I wanted none of it, you know? I respect all life; I hold it in the highest regard.

I was sitting in a place; that person was also in that general area. And an energy came into the back of my heart from other people in another city … or maybe just from that city, where there is a lot of that kind of energy of backbiting and betrayal, and energies of wishing people were dead and dragged down to hell … these very deep, dark energies that were clearing that day from Earth.

This energy entered the back funnel of my heart chakra; the intention placed there was that I would cause this person to have a heart attack. I noticed the energy and the noospheric intention as it came in, and I called on all the saints and angels, and on my Ascension Team, and on God Himself, and asked that this energy be contained and transformed through my heart chakra. And by God’s grace it was.

So at the very least I am out of that situation. And with luck, in the coming times we will have an answer … a code, and a moment of remembering the DNA change or the transformation of Light, a change in the etheric net and in the electromagnetic field that will remove that inconsistency (the notion that women are heartbreakers) from our energy fields and those of all humankind.

I am saying a little prayer for that. If I find out anything, I will let you all know.

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Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 10 July 2015, revised on 11 October 2016 and 28 January 2020

  • EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
  • MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
    • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
    • The Awakening of Earth
    • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
  • Paranoid-Schizoid
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
  • Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
  • On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
    • A Caveat for Psychologists
  • Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
  • Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
    • Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
    • Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
  • Feelings of Annihilation
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
      • Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
      • The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
      • How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
    • Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
      • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable
      • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss
      • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him
      • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, religious extremists, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING

On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient” …

Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska,  published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … https://books.google.com/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&pg=PR1&lpg=PR1&dq=PRIMITIVE+EXPERIENCES+OF+LOSS+WORKING+WITH+THE+PARANOID-SCHIZOID+PATIENT+waska&source=bl&ots=QHrM7WADFe&sig=ybO06GpsM6-AHN3_95PDx0JCkZg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjq5JG7idPPAhWG5oMKHcr5DgIQ6AEIPDAG#v=onepage&q=PRIMITIVE%20EXPERIENCES%20OF%20LOSS%20WORKING%20WITH%20THE%20PARANOID-SCHIZOID%20PATIENT%20waska&f=false ..

Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now. [This had to do with a man I characterized in later blogs as an antisocial personality.]

I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.

MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”

Because I am not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I have included some of these definitions in the blog below, for those of my readers who are not versed in psychology. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books.

In the blog below, I have selected some passages that are pertinent to …

  • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I have been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, see my blog categories:  Antisocial personalities  …  Cannibalism  …  Catastrophic childhood experiences  …  Circle of one …  Serial killers
  • The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
  • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state.

Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I am not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments. Often these are in the sections titled “Regarding the Awakening on Earth.”

Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.

Paranoid-Schizoid

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning:  I have  …  and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning:  The patients 

This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book. Per Wikipedia …

“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid-schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.

“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.

“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.

“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” –from Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia,  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness during infancy, which would be up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term ‘antisocial personality’. More on this farther down in the blog.

On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like … in the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence, beginning:  In this …

This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.

Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning:  Projective identification  … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.

Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term …

“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person.[1]” –from Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.

In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … see my blog category: Cannibalism ).

For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.

Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.

On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning:  I feel that

This sentence explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.

A Caveat for Psychologists: Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may, in a clinical setting, engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.

Further, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.

Judy Satori’s Light activations regarding Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here … Surf to Link: Judy Satori … https://judysatori.com/ and search the term: faith

Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning:  To explore …  through the fourth full paragraph ending:  [p. 22]

This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.

To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.

Splitting, Introjection, and Projection

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning:  She then  …  which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending:  [p. 4]

Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Accordingly, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus ,,,

“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people.[1] The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” –from Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0

The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:

“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation,[1] and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” –from Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0 

The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it is the one I am familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology …

“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others.[1] For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” –from Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0

With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.

For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses. I am reminded to a case, in astral vision, where the man I had been hearing on the ‘astral airs’ placed a gun in the rectum of one of his woman followers, a long-time member of his ‘killing cult’, as the ‘astral airs’ would have it, and fired it, so that the bullet lodged just below her sternum. Apparently he murdered her in this way, and the body was never found, or else misidentified.

The day before, he had had an argument with her, regarding whether he ought to euthanize her, so that he could gather to himself her houses and her financial assets. He had explained that she was at about that age where he ought to euthanize her. She had disagreed.

Then that night the man and his wife, wearing disguises they had gaily devised at home, went to the home of another follower where she was spending the night, anticipating an airplane flight to return home the following day. They woke her from her slumbers, brought her into the living room, and there the man murdered her.

It is the manner of the murder, portrayed in an astral vision, that makes me feel it is an expression of anal-sadistic impulses.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.

Thus it seems that ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.

I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.

Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,” introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning:  Under certain circumstances  …  and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending:  been rudimentary

This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who do not follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening …

Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the superconscious state … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the superconscious state, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.

Feelings of Annihilation

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annihilation,” page 20, beginning:  Klein (1955)

This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that he or she is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I have experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in others of my blogs; for example …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Greater Oblation,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9u ..

Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.

These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world … that all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.

He was, so the story goes, strongly motivated to develop psychic powers, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.

The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. Through occult studies, he developed the power of omnipresence or ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others …

Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California

In the case of the man discussed in the current blog, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met; in other words, to acquaintances.

This power of omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart …  Search my blog for the term: disincarnate gods  … This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.

How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the power of omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view includes no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceptualize all his acquaintances as being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of mass hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening … which may be likened to a permanent experience of enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.

That this experience of loss by humankind during the process of Awakening supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.

Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning:  I wish  …  through the second paragraph, ending:  of anxiety

This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.

Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro) might act as follows …

He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.

He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room, to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You will recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)

Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown. See …

Link: “Jonestown,” in Wikipedia… https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonestown ..

He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.

He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.

Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,” page 25, the paragraph beginning:  Klein (1952c)

This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable.

In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, it is likely that the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the noosphere.

In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, likely will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.

Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning:  To illustrate  …  and ending:  feeds on itself

This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge …

  • This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
  • Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
  • Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
  • And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother. Each time he felt guilty, he had a habit of saying: I didn’t do it! That person did it!  On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.

For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog …

Link: “Cognitive and Emotional Challenges during Chaotic Nodes,” by Tom Kenyon … http://tomkenyon.com/cognitive-and-emotional-challenges-during-chaotic-nodes ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta  as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence, and to the terms: gracelight … grace light … divine light

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Law of Karma, Lords of Karma, and the Curse of the Ancient Enemy . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 2 April 2015; published on 28 October 2015; revised and transcribed on 18 January 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • The Law of Karma
    • The Lords of Karma
    • The Curse of the Ancient Enemy

Dear Ones,

Here is a video from a while back. The topics are the Law of Karma, the Lords of Karma, and the Curse of the Ancient Enemy. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, This is Alice.

Here is just a little information about the Law of Karma, the Lords of Karma, and the Curse of the Ancient Enemy …

The Law of Karma

Now it used to be true that there was a Book of Karma … and that we could determine the appropriate judicial action of our Soul by consulting it. I would like to explain that the Book of Karma belonged to the Demon Hordes. And by consulting it, we offer our service to them.

When the Shift occurred, the Book of Karma ceased to be valid. And every year since then, it has become less and less a possibility to predict future actions from the Book of Karma.

Why? Because karma is unraveling. The causal world is disappearing. And what will remain is the synchronous reality of the Now.

So those that continue to consult the Book of Karma take their stand against the Light of the Now. And they will pay for that with suffering. And when they grow tired of suffering, they will be most welcome to join those who have accepted love and Light as their reality.

This is free will: To decide to continue to suffer, or to choose the side of love and Light and joy. We have those choices always.

I know there is a lot of fear amongst humankind right now … fear of change. And I always say …when people ask: How much time do I have? Have I been disqualified? … I always say: No one is disqualified. The moment that you desire to seek the Light, you will find the Light … For the Universe is nothing but that. The moment you decide to return to your true Self, your true Self will be revealed to you.

There is nothing to fear. But there is a price to pay for not turning. And that price is slowly increasing suffering … until we recognize where ease of Soul is.

The Lords of Karma

So, that was on the Law of Karma. I should add, for the Lords of Karma: There has been a job position, in 3D (physical) reality, for spiritual adepts. And this job is known as The Lords of Karma. (We may have discussed this in previous blogs … I am not sure.)

It was a wonderful job; it entailed a lot of responsibility. It involved interaction not just with the Dark, but also with Archangel Michael and with the Angelic Leagues.

That job is ended now; and those who held that job … Let them look; let them search in their own hearts, for their newest Soul missions.

The Curse of the Ancient Enemy

Now, on to the Curse of the Ancient Enemy. I have been hearing, on the astral planes these days, some stories of folks who consult the Law of Karma, and find there written The Curse of the Ancient Enemy.

One of the primary themes there, is the betrayal of Jesus Christ, and Christ consciousness, by Judas Iscariot … and the desire for wealth; the desire for financial security … and the desire for safety.

And this story is being played out big-time right now. Because of this time of change … the Shift … the Ascension process … a lot of people are feeling not safe. And so, for security we look to money, to protect us.

This is understandable; but in truth, there is no protection and no security, aside from our own hearts, in this upcoming reality that is manifesting right now. We must feel our hearts. We must feel appreciation and gratitude in our hearts every moment of every day, if we would surf these tides.

Still, it does not hurt to have a little money. But on the other hand, let us not move from the realm of Christ consciousness, into the realm of Judas Iscariot. Let us maintain heart consciousness, and love, as we also seek the blessing of abundance.

So now: Over the ages … since before the time of Christ … there has been karma of betrayal of higher principles, on behalf of hope of safety on Earth. Many of us … I would say, probably all of us … now hold karma of betrayal of the Judas Iscariot mental filter.

If you find yourself betrayed, in this reality right now … or in the role of betraying someone that you consider to be your Ancient Enemy … I encourage you to let that story go … let that whole timeline go … and walk into another timeline. Forgive yourself for playing that role of betrayer or betrayed, and walk into the Light. Just follow that whole consciousness, back into the Light.

There is no percentage in it, anymore; there is no need to have an ancient enemy. There is no need to consult the Law of Karma. And there is no need to oversee this process, because the process itself has changed. And the timelines are ultimately malleable at this point. We can move wherever we want. We can be whatever we want.

That is just my thought about it: Why bother with the painful stuff?

You all take care! Love you a lot! Bye bye.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Lords of Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 8 November 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-eTO ..

Image: “Flowers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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