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Spiritual Adepts Who Are Controllers: The Negative Path . by Alice B. Clagett *

Published on 22 May 2017

    • Spiritual Adepts and the Negative Path
    • Choices During the Ascension Process for Those on the Negative Path
      • Living on a New Planet
      • Moving to an Alternate Timeline or Alternate Reality
      • Choosing to Return to Source
    • Philosophy of Spiritual Adepts on the Negative Path
      • On Controlling the Gut Brain of the Masses
      • On Controlling the Sexual Drive of Their Lay People through Psychic Surgery
      • Social and Surgical Experiments on the Great Masses of People
    • Ways to Transform Our Collective Memory of What Once Was
      • Sidebar: Retracement from Negative Astral Planes to Positive Astral Planes
        • The Two Venutian Wanderers
        • Is Lengthy Retracement Necessary after a Flip from Negative to Positive?
        • What Causes a Being to Choose the Negative Path or the Positive Path?
    • A Perspective on Noospheric Changes Since the Year 2000
      • The Spiritual-Adept Controllers
        • Actuators
      • Actuators or Malware Floating in the Noosphere
      • ‘Ordinary’ People Rising to Consciousness Since 2012
      • Demon Realm Entities That Used to Control the Spiritual-Adept Controllers
        • Sidebar: Harpies
      • Co-Creating the New Reality
    • What Needs to Be Done About the Spiritual-Adept Controllers?
    • What If We Find Ourselves, as Lightworkers, in the Clutches of a Spiritual-Adept Controller, or in a Hellworld or Purgatory World?
      • Optimizing Timelines and Dimensions
      • Creating Positive Emotions in Oneself
      • Other Ways to Escape
      • What Not to Do
    • What If These Methods Do Not Work?

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about spiritual adepts who are controllers, and the negative path. Also discussed are noospheric changes since the year 2000, and Flipping from the negative path to the positive path. There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I am of the stars!

Spiritual Adepts and the Negative Path

I had a few things to talk to you about spiritual adepts, and the things that I have learned from the “Law of One (The Ra Material)” … https://www.lawofone.info/ … in the last day or so regarding that topic which is termed in that book the “negative path” …

Link: Category “Negative Path” in “Law of One (The Ra Material)” … http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?c=Negative+Path ..

According to that, and also according to my own observations of the world, there is a Negative Path of spiritually advanced beings here on Earth in human form, who use their third-eye point to mind control other people, and who use stimulation of other people’s sex drives to get what they want from them. In other words, to manipulate and control other people’s behavior to their own advantage. See …

Link: Question-Answer 46.12 in “Law of One (The Ra Material)”  … http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?s=46#12 ..

This is called the ‘negative path’ in the “Law of One” … It is what is known as ‘service to self’.

Choices During the Ascension Process for Those on the Negative Path

Living on a New Planet. In the Ascension process, what will be happening with people that prefer this path is that they will be moving on, as they pass on, to a planet where it is possible for this to happen; more of a hellworld or purgatory world kind of planet where this type of energy still exists. I feel that to be likely.

Moving to an Alternate Timeline or Alternate Reality. Otherwise, as some said at the beginning of the Ascension process, they may exist on an alternate timeline or in an alternate reality here on Earth that is more negatively or more densely aspected. And they may continue in that timeline as it slowly loses vital force.

This might go on for a long time … maybe a few centuries … because more and more people will be choosing, through their Soul wisdom, the path of service to others; and that is what this planet Earth has become.

Choosing to Return to Source. Or, such people and some of the other people … any number of people … may choose, as they pass on, to go directly to Source … which is a glorious sort of celebration; it is not it is a punishment, or like that.

So there are a lot of choices here on Earth right now.

Philosophy of Spiritual Adepts on the Negative Path

Now to get back to the spiritual adepts. Here is the setup: There are spiritual adepts who are dedicated to the negative path; who feel (and this is true) that they are very spiritually advanced, compared to almost everyone else on Earth. And that they should be the ones who control what happens on Earth and slowly guide humanity in the right direction.

On Controlling the Gut Brain of the Masses. And just as it says in the “Law of One,” these spiritual adepts will be emphasizing their third-eye point. They will be using their third-eye point to control other people is vital drives, especially the sex drive, and also fear of death; to ratchet up those feelings in other people so as to guide them in the direction in which they want them to go.

On Controlling the Sexual Drive of Their Lay People through Psychic Surgery. In between the spiritual adepts and the great masses of people that they used to use for their own purposes, all the people that their thought waves used to sweep through, in the noosphere, before the Ascension process began, there is another class of people, and those are the people closely associated with them.

To a spiritual adept on a negative path, the thought of feeling sexual is very distasteful. They feel that if they engage their sex drive, it should be very sparingly. And that, instead, they should send all the energy that they have, what in East India they call ojas

Link: “Energizing Ojas, Chyavanprash, and Kundalini Yoga,” by Karta Purkh Singh Khalsa, Oregon, USA … https://www.3ho.org/3ho-lifestyle/healthy-happy-holy-lifestyle/healthy/energizing-ojas-chyavanprash-and-kundalini-yoga ..

… up to the third-eye point to increase their psychic power. The theory from the East is that the strength and vitality of the pranic column can be preserved in that way

So for them, it is very important to be in an environment where not many sexual thoughts are occurring. Yet they need a certain number of people to support them in their practices and in their institutions. And these people, often lay people, whether married or single, the spiritual adepts will perform psychic surgery on in order to prevent their lay people from having sexual feelings.

The way of thinking, as I understand it, regarding this is that here are they; the great, powerful, spiritually adept, select few; the spiritual elite who control the destiny of this world. And there are those others, the lay people, whom we must have in our area. And they cannot rise to the august understanding that we have, regarding the importance of eliminating their sexual feelings and cultivating their higher chakras. They are not at a point in their spiritual evolution where they can do this.

We can take a hand in helping them along this way, and at the same time serve ourselves, because we need their help and we cannot tolerate their sexual feelings. We can do this psychic surgery. And why should we ask them their permission? They are hardly in a position to agree in a wise way for the sake of their Souls.

My Concerns About This Practice. These psychic surgeries are performed on the people that congregate around the spiritual adepts, and without first obtaining their permission. As I have mentioned before, unfortunately, it can result in Soul devolution; to the severing of the ‘silver thread’ or ‘silver cord’ that connects the Lower Mental Body and the Higher Mental Body; and to making the subtle bodies unsuitable for ensoulment. So then the Soul floats up and can no longer offer healing wisdom to the actions being proposed by the higher mind for life on Earth. That is my concern about this practice.

  • First, it is a free will planet, and this practice does not presuppose free will.
  • And second, that it is detrimental to the Soul’s evolution … even though it is proposed and thought of in another way.

Social and Surgical Experiments on the Great Masses of People. Then there are the great masses of people. The feeling of the spiritual elite towards these masses, as I see it, is that they are hopelessly beneath them; they are more like animals, and they need to be driven in certain directions, or forced into other directions … and that performing social experiments, surgical experiments, on these people is no big deal because they are close enough to the animal realm for it not to matter.

So you will see that these types of practices have taken place. Do not be too taken aback. It is meant well, but it has not worked out well for humankind, and soon will be over with, because the people that have the notion of negative path orientation will be moving on, into other locales, either temporally or dimensionally …

Ways to Transform Our Collective Memory of What Once Was

In fact, they already have. It is just our notion that they are still here that causes us to bring back the collective memory of what once was. So when we encounter these collective memories of what once was, the thing to do is …

  • to bless them and transform them with love and Light;
  • with the violet flame of Saint Germain, and so forth.
  • You can also say: May you be blessed with unconditional love!

And these will help to clear and uplift our noosphere and also to uplift their feeling about themselves, so that they can (according to the teachings of the “Law of One”) reach the highest level of the negative path as soon as possible, and then be in a position to retrace their energy to the positive and on to higher levels …

Sidebar: Retracement from Negative Astral Planes to Positive Astral Planes

The Two Venutian Wanderers. The story of the two Wanderers who arrived at Venus during her Ascension process … Link: “The Law of One,” Questions-Answers 89.33 through 89.41 … http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?s=89#33 … explains that these two were in the early stage of positive fifth density, but in incarnating on third density Venus, they flipped to third density negative. This had to do with a decision they made to start a religious war that wiped out the planet’s population, for the sake of increasing the people’s Wisdom. Thus they started a social experiment startling in scope (and one we might, in hindsight, surmise took place with little concern for the free will of the other Venutians).

While we might expect that many people polarized to the positive path there out of compassionate service during the global ordeal, nevertheless the two Wanderers, after passing from physical form, graduated into fourth density negative (purgatory or hellworlds). According to the “Law of One” it took a lengthy period of time for them to flip back to positive in the astral worlds. Then after that, they needed to retrace to the early levels of fifth density positive.

Is Lengthy Retracement Necessary after a Flip from Negative to Positive? The answer, according to the “Law of One” is: Sometimes. A being can flip anytime from negative to positive, or vice versa. However, the higher the negative density of a being, the easier the flip to positive; this is because a being gains more and more Wisdom as it reaches higher and higher densities, whether the density be negative or positive. See Link: “The Law of One,” Question-Answer 19.18 … http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?s=19#18 ..

What Causes a Being to Choose the Negative Path or the Positive Path? The answer is elegantly stated in LInk: “The Law of One,” Question-Answer 19.17 … http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?s=19#17 ..

So we can serve all concerned, through neutral witnessing and through transmutation towards the Light, with Love.

A Perspective on Noospheric Changes Since the Year 2000

The Spiritual-Adept Controllers. Prior to the Shift, in about the year 2000 and earlier, the noospheric scene on Earth was really something different. There were rolling clouds of unconscious thought all over the planet. And it seemed there were only about 10 or 12 people on Earth who had the psychic oomph to consciously manipulate those clouds of unconscious thought forms.

Actuators. While people were sleeping at night, they would insert certain phrases into the psyche of the world at large, the dreamtime world, that could be called ‘actuators’. And these actuators would be linked to a form of acting out. Maybe through imagery? (I do not know; I was not in on this.)

Actuators or Malware Floating in the Noosphere. But I was ‘there’ (consciously aware) when I began to notice these actuators floating around and being changed, in the year 2000 and after that. It was then that I began to notice the noosphere being manipulated by these very adept spiritual people known as Controllers. (Note that the spiritual-adept Controllers described below are a particular sort of noospheric manipulators. There are other sorts of Controllers on Earth; I am thinking specifically of the antisocial personalities, who control the minds of their followers. And of course, there are also those people who are very rich and very powerful, worldwide.)

And they would program this malware into the population while they were sleeping at night, with an actuator phrase that they could then speak consciously during the day, and that would actuate some change of energy … like a ripple in the stream, or re-streaming of the energy of the unconscious thought cloud of the world. And apparently had been quite successful at this for quite some time.

‘Ordinary’ People Rising to Consciousness Since 2012. Then in 2012, the Shift happened, and everything changed. And ‘ordinary’ people started rising to consciousness of the unconscious thought cloud of the world. And so they began noticing the work that the spiritual-adept Controllers were doing. And so, with each new group rising up, the work of the spiritual-adept Controllers became less effective.

Things did not really reach a tipping point until quite recently, when many, many people have risen to the Light, and are aware of other people’s repressed energies. That is what is happening right now in the world.

And so at this point, all it will take is a counter-actualization; or a bringing to consciousness of the actuators that have been in place because of activity that occurred in the past, either through the spiritual-adept Controllers on Earth, or through those who controlled them, who are members of the Demon realm.

Demon Realm Entities That Used to Control the Spiritual-Adept Controllers. It is been brought to my attention, recently, that there is still an ‘echo’ of an entity called a harpy …

Sidebar: Harpies

Image: “The Harpies,” by Gustave Dore … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Harpy.jpg … This is an illustration from “The Divine Comedy” by Dante Alighieri Paris, Published 1885.

“They were generally depicted as birds with the heads of maidens, faces pale with hunger and long claws on their hands. Roman and Byzantine writers detailed their ugliness … Pottery art depicting the harpies featured beautiful women with wings. Ovid described them as human-vultures …” –from Link: “Harpy,” in Wikipedia. Text is available under the Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike License; additional terms may apply. By using this site, you agree to the Terms of Use and Privacy Policy. Wikipedia® is a registered trademark of the Wikimedia Foundation, Inc., a non-profit organization.

… that circulates here and there according to the collective recall of certain types of negative energy. And there have been many others. (I forget how many, in fact.) Besides the harpy, there have been …

  • All the images of Satan; all the presences of Satan by various names and worshipped in various forms,
  • There have been the disembodied thuggees, who were, actually, a form of spiritual adept that have gotten onto the psychic plane, in a very high level of the psychic plane negative (eighth density negative, most likely arisen from seventh density negative at the time of the 2012 Shift), and who have been looking for ways to get back into form, but unable to find them because of the rising of the Light on Earth, and who apparently have migrated elsewhere now, perhaps onto an astral negative planet.
  • Then there were the subtle sorcerers, whose energetic hold on humankind, both in form and beyond form, has greatly lessened,
  • And there may be many, many other such. (I am not too familiar with all of them.)

So, all of these negative entities have been controlling the spiritual-adept Controllers. And as the entities have lightened up and left Earth, then the spiritual-adept Controllers have dwindled in power more and more.

Co-Creating the New Reality. And as more people have risen up, into conscious understanding and conscious hearing and seeing of the clair realms that were formerly subconsciously held in the memories of everyone on Earth, now everything is changing; it is the beginning of the co-creation of the new reality that has been proposed over the last five years. More and more people are finding ways to co-create a new reality through the astral realm, that then manifests in the physical realm.

What Needs to Be Done About the Spiritual-Adept Controllers?

You may be wondering …

  • What about the spiritual-adept Controllers?
  • Do we need to fight them?
  • Do we need to change them?
  • Do we need to send them off someplace?
  • What do we need to do?

The answer is this: At the time of the Shift, the spiritual-adept Controllers, and those on the negative path, were separate from the rest of us. They were in a different, an alternate reality; a different temporal and/or dimensional reality.

For those that feel that they are really true, and really real, then at this moment they are in those places; in that alternate timeline or dimension where those beings are.

There are such people. But for everyone else on Earth … for all those of love and Light and so forth, they are already in separate timelines and separate dimensions. Although they can dip back down into those worlds … what we would call hellworlds or purgatory worlds … and then dip back out again. We have that option; recognizing, as we do, our own free will; the existence of the All and our service to the All; and our love of all beings everywhere.

So the answer is, we need do nothing. We can say what we wish. We do not need to include them, because they have chosen otherly. They have chosen otherwise.

In fact, for instance, a video such as this, were it to be found in the worlds inhabited by negative path humans and other negative path entities, would be banned from the internet, would it not? Because it explains some weakness that they might have.

So what we will find in the multidimensional, multitemporal universe, is that in certain dimensions, certain realities, it will be impossible to find this video online. But in our reality … in our love-based, love-oriented reality … it will always be available.

So we should never be concerned about what we post on the internet, that negatively impacts the spiritual-adept Controllers. They do not exist in our timeline anymore.

You can prove it … you can view the video, and you will know that they have no power here now. There is no need to engage the mind in those mental tangles, and in those cause-and-effect dead ends and box canyons that it once engaged in, because of their power over the noosphere here on Earth.

What If We Find Ourselves, as Lightworkers, in the Clutches of a Spiritual-Adept Controller, or in a Hellworld or Purgatory World?

So, you may be asking, but what if, from a practical point of view, what if we find ourselves suddenly in the clutches of a spiritual-adept Controller? Suppose we find ourselves in a hellworld, or purgatory world, or so forth, and we cannot find the path out and up?

Optimizing Timelines and Dimensions. The answer to this lies in timeline and dimensional shifting; in the Hathor activation of Light that goes like this …

Spirit to Team! [Your Team is way above all these possibilities … Negative path and positive path. So you are asking your Team; you are saying: My Soul to Team! so…]

Spirit to Team!
Optimize Timelines and Dimensions!
For the All, through Free Will!

And what does that mean? When that happens, you will find yourself back in the form of Gaia that includes the options of free will and service to the All. See? That is all you have to do. So you can find yourself there, and you can pull yourself directly out of there.

Creating Positive Emotions in Oneself. You can also do that with positive emotions, as expressed by Judy Satori in the website … https://judysatori.com/

She has many meditations that uplift into higher and more positive emotional expression. They work equally well; extremely well. Especially if practiced scientifically for a number of hours every day; so that then we turn, right away, to the higher worlds. To the realms of Love and Light and Joy, rather than ever finding ourselves dipping down there. You know?

Other Ways to Escape. There are many other ways …

  •  You can watch a humorous movie, if it does not include anything mean or derogatory toward other people, for instance.
  • You can read a holy book that uplifts you.
  • You can talk to someone who is in a higher dimension, and that will pull you out.
  • And gadzillion other ways, in fact.

What Not to Do. The main thing not to do is to imagine that you are stuck in a hellworld or purgatory world. Because in fact …

  • you are a pure being of Light and love,
  • you have an eternal Soul,
  • and you are capable of whatever you wish to manifest as reality.

What If These Methods Do Not Work? For those LIghtworkers who, despite their efforts to the contrary, find themselves currently in the thrall of, or involved with the energies of the spiritual-adept Controllers on alternate Earths: Know that the extreme likelihood is that these are only temporary enthrallments or involvements that have to do with the Solar Minimum … kind of a ‘cooling the heels’ period. Or you might say, a LIghtworker vacation between the last Solar Maximum and the next Solar Maximum, so there is no cause for concern there.

And I think, in general, no matter whether minimum or maximum, when we find ourselves in a situation where we cannot perform duties as LIghtworkers, that that is true. It is, for some reason, to our advantage, or to the advantage of humankind, to cool our heels just for a little while.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Mass Media Part 1: Social Responsibility . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 28 March 2017


Dear Ones,

The topics of the video are mass media, social responsibility, and lawlessness and the law.  A Summary follows the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I would like to talk for a minute about mass media as it is today, and social responsibility. I would like to address the issue of lawlessness and the law, and the persuasive power of mass media.

Suppose it were true that there were people of consequentialist leanings in the world today who believed that they were above the law, and that they had the right to do things to people … things those people experienced as painful … “for their own good” … by way of punishment, to the end of creating an Utopian future for the world.

And that it did not matter to these consequentialists whether or not they broke the law when they did this; they were ‘above the law’. The law had no hold on them, as far as their imaginations of how life on Earth should go proceeded to manifestation in the real world.

And suppose they were to try various experiments on segments of the human population with intentions of improving things, and that these experiments involved great Soul wounding for the people on whom they experimented … Just a supposition.

Now if such a thing were to happen, and if they had at their disposal some form of admission to the mass media, would it not occur to them to try to change the opinions of the world regarding laws that they had broken, so that, should these experiments come to light, they would not be punished for them?

If we thought that might be the case, then could we not look at the offerings of mass media, and determine what might have happened, along the lines of social experiments unsanctioned by the law, in the recent past?

Let’s say that these experiments have not been performed, but might be performed in future.

  • Might we then look at the themes of the mass media today, and determine, on our own, whether we feel that these themes are socially responsible or not, so that we could advocate for changes in the law, perhaps more strictly in adherence with the rights of human beings?
  • Perhaps from a spiritually informed perspective of Soul evolution, we could take a look at the laws of today, and work towards change, to decrease Soul ignorance and suffering in the world. Wouldn’t that be a wonderful possibility?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Astral Stories 1: Childhood Soul Wounding and Projection in Adulthood . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 28 March 2017

    • Introduction
    • An Astral Story about a Case of Extreme Soul Wounding of a Young Boy at Puberty
    • The Malspeak Program That Was Installed
    • Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the First Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
    • Blending of One’s Personal Samskaras with Those of a Group
    • Fatal Projection of Heart Attack Feeling in Relationship
    • Projection of Childhood Genital Wounding as Public Exposure of Genitals with Black Magic Intent
    • Astral Story about Another Person with Similar Depth of Soul Wounding in Early Childhood
    • Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the Second Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
    • Positing the Two Soul-Wounded Young People Meeting in a Group Setting
    • Projection of Early Soul Wounding as an Experiment on Others in an Attempt to ‘Uncolor’ the Remembered Trauma
    • First-Tier and Second-Tier Soul Wounding and Karmic Pass-Down, with Acting Out of Rage by the Second Tier
    • My Thoughts on Ways to Avoid Acting Out Soul Wounding

Dear Ones,


These astral stories are about childhood Soul wounding, projection of that wounding through acting out as an adult, and first- and second-tier karmic flow-through.

I would like to state in advance that these are merely astral stories, imaginative stories, and most likely represent vivid waking dreams, daydreams and night dreams characteristic of the astral state, rather than actual physical occurrences.

It seems to me that an understanding of these astral stories may be helpful in healing the Souls of those who have sustained dense wounding to their etheric nets as the result of many incarnations on Earth, where the duality play offers both great suffering and a chance for great Soul learning.

There is an edited Summary after the video. Note that there are several green-font sections in the Summary that are not in the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.


I am here to talk just a little today about a hypothetical instance of Soul wounding, and how that might play out in the world in a particular situation where that Soul wounding encounters other Soul wounding, say from a group. What I am hoping the takeaway might be, is …

  • a further understanding of the workings of karma in the world,
  • of malspeak,
  • of the Soul clearing that is taking place right now,
  • and of how we can recognize karmic traps and avoid them, so that the Soul clearing may happen more quickly.

An Astral Story about a Case of Extreme Soul Wounding of a Young Boy at Puberty

Suppose there were a case where a very young child was just learning about sexuality and the ability to have an orgasm. And this young person had a younger sister who used to follow him around all the time by way of hero worship.

And so, this young person was getting the feeling he wanted to try out his new skill by himself, but his younger sister followed him along, out into a field. His feeling was very strong, and he was just a very young boy at the time; he wanted to be alone, and he became upset because she would not leave him. So he threw a rock at her, and by mistake, he killed her. He tried to revive her, but he found out that she had passed on.

His father found out, and his father was a person who had trouble containing his anger. His son was distraught, very upset about it. In a fit of anger over what his young son had done, the father never noticed what the child was feeling. Instead, he took a butcher knife and cut the child’s penis off.

The Malspeak Program That Was Installed

Here we have a case of extreme Soul wounding at a very young age. Very extreme. And the Soul lesson, the malspeak that happened, was something like this:

  • If I feel sexual, then I will kill a woman [as he had done his sister].
  • lf I feel sexual, then I am in danger of being physically mutilated [as his father had mutilated him].
  • Therefore, whenever I feel sexual, I must repress that feeling.

Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the First Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding

There would be a tendency to perceive father figures as being more powerful than they actually are … as forces that must be placated and kowtowed to, like wrathful father gods.

There would be a tendency to consider women frail creatures who might easily pass on at any time, through one’s own hand. 

There might be a tendency to turn to frail women or children for sexual fulfillment, by way of repeating the childhood wounding, and this turning to might lead to physical peril for the women or children at times when the Soul wounding surfaced from the subconscious mind.

There might be a tendency to turn to men for sexual encounters, in an effort to spare women’s lives, and this turning to might bring up fears of a wrathful god as the Soul wounding surfaced from the subconscious mind. This might result in physical threats of genital mutilation or death, so as to relieve feelings of physical violation and fear of death at the hand of the father associated with the early Soul wounding.

These tendencies might possibly surface in real life, but more likely, they might weave as threads of denser energy through the fabric of the subconscious mind of the young man.

Blending of One’s Personal Samskaras with Those of a Group

Now suppose, in this state of extreme Soul exhaustion and upset, and repression of the vital sex drive, this young person eventually encountered a group that had these kinds of samskaras:

  • One might be the tendency of the people there to repeat the malspeak,
    • Oh God, I want your money!
  • And let’s say that this organization also had a notion that expression of sexuality is sinful and deleterious to the development of the Soul.

So this young person would feel that they fit in, because they, themselves, would have repressed sexual energy. So the two samskaras: the group samskara, “Oh God, I want your money!” and the young man’s samskaras, after a time, would blend in the young man.

Fatal Projection of Heart Attack Feeling in Relationship

This might give rise, after a time, of a feeling of heart attack whenever the young person was in relationship with other people; a feeling of imminent death whenever this person had a sexual feeling.

Then, let’s say that the responsibilities of this young person with regard to the group might include developing relationships with people so as to obtain donations from them for the group. When this person developed relationships with other people, lets say he felt a kind of heart attack feeling, as if his heart were being injured (because of his prior association of relationships with mutilation, and so forth).

This heart attack feeling can give rise to repressed, strong negative emotions that cause heart attacks in other people (through a process termed by psychologists ‘projection’ … which is to say, projection of one’s own feelings and emotions onto another person, on the astral plane).

If these potential donors were to pass on, then the young person would be fulfilling the desire of the group “Oh God, I want your money!” … that malspeak … if the person who passed on had signed on as donors should they pass on. So in this instance, one might expect, many deaths of potential donors who had written into their will a bequest or donation to this group.

Projection of Childhood Genital Wounding as Public Exposure of Genitals with Black Magic Intent

In addition, this young person might feel, say, that the exposure of his sexual organ in public, might be the greatest of black magic, because of the thing that happened to him in his youth. He might feel that, by exposing himself in public, someone else might have a heart attack, because he (the young person) had a heart attack when his penis was exposed and his father cut it off in early childhood (although it might be, say, that his penis was later reconstructed).

Astral Story about Another Person with Similar Depth of Soul Wounding in Early Childhood

Let’s posit that, in that same group, there might be another person with a similar depth of Soul wounding. And this person grew up in a family that was very strictly against any kind of sexual display … such as, say, some of the Christian faiths are against dancing, wearing revealing clothes, and such like, and who, in general, feel that sexuality is sinful and a work of the devil. There are groups out there that are like that.

And let’s say this second young person grew up in such a very restrictive environment, and then, at the age of puberty, rebelled against the whole thing, ran away from home, and took up with a man. A man, say, picked him up on the road; this man offered safety and security … a chance to stay alive, and so forth … but asked and demanded sexual favors and inflicted sexual abuse.

Let’s say that this second young person, in his first ever romantic relationship, became head-over-heels infatuated with the man. Then, when that person grew tired of the child, the child thought to offer him the supreme gesture of cutting off their own sexual organ (along the lines of the religious training his parents had given him). And let’s suppose that that did not work … that did not ingratiate the young man with the older man again. The man just bowled them over and let them go.

Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the Second Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding

  • This second young man might have a tendency to form romantic relationships with men (thus reliving his early childhood Soul wounding),
  • He might feel extra sensitive to criticism from both men and women (because of his concerns about his genitals being different from those of other men)
    • This extra-sensitivity to criticism might lead to formation of vendetta or blood feud lists of people to be persecuted through astral rape, or through stalking by himself or his lovers
    • If his choice of sexual partners were to be men, this extra-sensitivity might lead more specifically to persecution of women through rape and/or murder scenarios on the astral and physical plane and a feeling of misogyny
  • When having sexual relations, he might experience pain because of the physical wounding his genital cells had sustained and,
    • He might act this out either masochistically (as a reliving of the early trauma)
    • Or sadistically (as psychological projection of the early karma onto another person)
  • And he might be attracted to a spiritual group that espoused sexual repression (according to the teaching of his youth)
  • This, then, would set up an overall dynamic of a sexually repressed lifestyle, with intermittent experiences of sexuality associated with denser emotions experienced in his early childhood

Positing the Two Soul-Wounded Young People Meeting in a Group Setting

Let’s posit, as a hypothesis, that these two young people, who had both been subject to extremely difficult Soul wounding situations in youth, met in one group or organization. Let’s posit these two spiritual people continued for a long time in the group, and were greatly valued and respected by the group because of their many great talents, and because of their devotion to the ideals of the group, and in spite of the early Soul wounding they had sustained.

Projection of Early Soul Wounding as an Experiment on Others in an Attempt to ‘Uncolor’ the Remembered Trauma

One thing that we might anticipate from their association in this group, would have to do with their shared early Soul wounding to do with genital mutilation. For instance, they might think nothing of performing an experiment with people considered by the general public to be dispensable, unneeded, and unwanted (as they, themselves, had felt when the early childhood Soul wounding occurred), an experiment involving cutting off their sexual organs (as theirs had been cut off in youth) and converting these people, through cosmetic surgery, to a notion of being women. Which might be idealized by these two people, and by others in that group, as kindly, loving men (that is, the kind of men they wished that their fathers might have been).

With a lack of understanding of the basic physiology concerned, and of the importance of orgasm in creating physical and mental health, they might arrange to have performed operations in which men of violent propensities would no longer be capable of having orgasms.

Consequently, when these men who had been experimented on, and who now looked like women, felt sexual, they would … with that ‘crossed wires’ feeling that occurs at a moment of great physical and psychological trauma … turn the rage of their body cells, which had been mutilated, into the act of killing other people.

They might, for instance, assist in killing people who were potential donors for that group (as a playing out of the group samskara, “Oh God, I want your money!”), or other people they had been hired out to kill by that group.

First-Tier and Second-Tier Soul Wounding and Karmic Pass-Down, with Acting Out of Rage by the Second Tier

What we have here is a very densely wounded clearing that is taking place, not only of these people who were initially wounded, but also of the people on the second tier, whom they wound because of their own Soul wounding.

So there is a first and second tier here. There is also a first and second tier in terms of karmic pass-down in the duality play. For instance, these two people on the first tier, or even the whole group, might have associated Soul wounding. And interspersed amongst them might be the same malspeak, because, in associating with groups, we catch each other’s malware and malspeak as if it were an infection, like the flu. So the members of the group might share a number of malware and malspeak programs, and act in unison, in an unconscious way, without actually knowing, to express their Soul wounding … which, fortunately, is now clearing.

One thing that they might express has to do with rage held into the sexual organs because of those initial, childhood occurrences that damaged the physical cells. So when it happens that they express themselves sexually with other people, though they themselves might never participate in an act of violence … and I have seen this, on the astral plane, any number of times, in any number of situations … through sharing of the malware and the malspeak that they have, to do with rage over that area of the body, they infect the second tier of people with that emotion.

And that second tier, let’s say, who may be less in control of their actions, goes out and acts out the fantasies of the first tier, by way of killing women or children, for instance, or mutilating people.

My Thoughts on Ways to Avoid Acting Out Soul Wounding

My feeling is that, when engaged in sexual activities, people ought to seek out, others of the same or similar astral matter density. And what that will result in is less acting out during this time of great change.

Also, the understanding that the body is the sacred temple of grace of God will help us to avoid storing negative emotions in the body. All of the body is good and great, I feel. And understanding that allows us to dispense with this type of malware and malspeak that holds rage and fear and so forth in the body.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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