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Violence Against Transgender and Crossdressed Sex Workers . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 12 May 2018. Text in green font is not in the soundtrack.

  • SOUNDTRACK BY ALICE B. CLAGETT
  • SUMMARY OF THE SOUNDTRACK
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Dear Ones, Here are a soundtrack and Summary to do with the issue of violence against transgender and crossdressing sex workers …

SOUNDTRACK BY ALICE B. CLAGETT

 

SUMMARY OF THE SOUNDTRACK

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have been trying, for a long time, to get to the bottom of this issue of violence against transgender people and crossdressing people. I came across something today, just very briefly, about that. I think that the issue that involves danger and violence against transgender and crossdressing men has to do with sexual preference.

There is a big movement, in the world today, to allow people to have their own choice in sex partners. Kind of a feeling of: I love this person … or … I love that person … or … I prefer this or that type of person. And I think that is a very healthy and good movement: That people should be able to choose what they want in a sex partner.

However … and this is just a guess … It could be that this issue of violence against transgender and crossdressing men has to do with sex work. It could be that men who pay sex workers that they think are women because of transgender changes or crossdressing changes, and then find, at the last moment, that they are relating to someone who is not their own sexual preference, become very angry … especially if they are drunk. And then violence occurs.

So in the one case, if this is true, in the one case there is the issue … which I support … of choosing your own sexual preference, whether it be …

  • the traditional male-female relationship,
  • or what they call male-to-male or M2M,
  • or F2F … female-to-female,
  • or a love triangle involving three people,
  • or polygamy, having more than one husband or wife,
  • or polyamory, romantically loving more than one person at a time,

Whatever your preference is, then if you feel  joy in your heart, through it, then that is fine.

But if one person tries to trick another person into not fulfilling their preference with regard to sexual relationships, then that is not good.

  • One case is: Seeking out and finding your joy in sexuality and sexual fulfillment.
  • And the other is: Tricking a person into not getting that joy.

That is my thought on that for today.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Link: “List of people killed for being transgender,” in WIkipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_unlawfully_killed_transgender_people ..
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Dark Love Triangle 1 . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 20 November 2017, 27 December 2017, and 3 February 2018

  • THE BEGINNING OF AN ASTRAL STORY
    • The Question of Fidelity in Relationships
    • On Deducing Childhood Soul Wounding from Repetitive Acting Out
  • THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …
    • Digression on Sunlight
    • Karmic Overlays as Opposed to Dharma
  • THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …
    • On Looking at Wild Astral Stories with Compassionate Neutrality
    • The Energies of a Dark Love Triangle
  • GOING OVER THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE COUPLE-B WOMAN’S CHILDHOOD …
  • THE ENERGY FLOW OF THE ADOLESCENT DARK LOVE TRIANGLE
  • GOING OVER THE ADULT RE-ENACTMENT OF THE ORIGINAL SOUL WOUNDING …
  • THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …
    • Electronic Re-enactment of the Same Dark Love Triangle
    • Digression on the Bewitchment of Nature Spirits in Urban Areas
    • On Mass Media’s Negative Torque to News about Electronics and Psychic Abilities
  • THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …
    • How Malware and Malspeak Booby Traps Are Self-Fueling … and What to Do About It

SImage: “Shadow on Rock 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Shadow on Rock 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

THE BEGINNING OF AN ASTRAL STORY (re Dank, Femme Fatale – Dominatrix, Castratrix – Down Dirty Psychic Tinkerbell,  Maldekian, Spelunker Kidkin, Castratrux – Basal Vampire)

I have a story about karma and Soul lessons to tell you. This is from the astral plane, and as far as I know, it has no basis in truth. But it is very informative, I feel. Very instructive about the Law of Karma, and the way that God works with Souls, to teach them Soul lessons. And it goes like this …

According to this astral story, there was a chaste couple … Couple A … who were happy with each other. As time went on, the man became attracted to a beautiful, younger woman who married to a handsome, younger man; these I call Couple B. At a time when the Couple B husband was off on a trip, his wife came to seduce the man in Couple A. He liked her, and he agreed.

Her intention in doing that, was that she wanted to have a child with her husband, but she did not have the money to take care of the child … to rear it. She was already pregnant … just barely so … and she thought that she could claim that the pregnancy was the result of having intercourse with the man in Couple A. And then she could get child support.

And in fact, that is what happened. As she became more and more obviously pregnant, and because her husband had been away at the time when the intercourse with the man in couple A took place, she felt she could prove that the father was the man in Couple A.

So she took the man in Couple A to Court. This man, according to the astral story, was a very chaste person; and as soon as he started having intercourse with the woman in Couple B, he stopped having intercourse with the woman that he was with … because he felt married to the Couple B woman, even though she was married to someone else.

Quite some while after that, Couple A broke up, maybe because they were not having sexual relations any more. During that time, the man in Couple A had been responsible for child support for the baby of the woman in Couple B.

As the astral story went, after the baby was born, the woman in Couple B contracted HIV, apparently through a third sexual relationship with a man, and then took the ex-Couple A man to Court with the claim that he had given the viral infection to her. According to the astral story, she won a settlement in that regard as well.

And so, the ex-Couple A man had to look for part-time jobs and so forth … ways to pay for the child support and the other Court settlement. He was unable to establish a steady relationship with the Couple B woman as well, since she was still married to her husband. However, it may be that the ex-Couple A man was unaware they were married.

The Question of Fidelity in Relationships

So here we have the question of fidelity in committed relationships … and what happens when we are lacking in fidelity … when we are infidelitous, or unfaithful, as they sometimes call it.

The astral story went on … Actually this is quite a wild astral story … Something happened with regard to the woman, with regard to her child, after some years. Maybe the woman fell into bad ways, or bad habits … maybe she became a drug user, something like that? And her child had a misadventure as well: She became the object of desire of an unrelated, older man, who apparently gave the young child HIV.

The mother found out about this, and settled out of Court with the perpetrator for the sum of $5000. Astral stories are wildly incongruent with regard to money, I feel, and the likelihood is the sum is unreliable, even for a sum in an astral story.

Then the child’s daycare center found out she had HIV, and the child was taken from the mother, and awarded to someone else’s care.

At that same time, her husband disappeared … They were divorced, or she dispatched him, or something happened.

On Deducing Childhood Soul Wounding from Repetitive Acting Out

At this point I would like to insert what I feel might have been the original Soul wounding scenario, in this lifetime, for the mother. That is because, as is often the case, at this point the astral story ‘resets’ itself, and the mother begins to act out essentially the same scenario … based on the Soul wounding in her youth … another time.

Repetitive acting out is a sign of an initial Soul wounding event. There will invariably be a ‘signal’ Soul wounding event in childhood, that sets the scene that will be re-enacted in adulthood. In the adult scene, for instance, a mother may play the part of her own mother, and make her child her proxy self. If the child is a girl, then the daughter’s Soul wounding … because of the mother’s acting out … will resemble the Soul wounding of the mother.

According to the Law of Karma, this is understandable, as both the mother and the daughter will have had similar Soul woundings that they brought into the current incarnation from prior incarnational experiences.

So now, what might we induce regarding the mother’s Childhood Soul wounding experiences?

With regard to the ex-Couple A, who were a little older than Couple B, perhaps they represented, to her Inner Child, her parents. Perhaps her husband represented a boyfriend she had in her early teens. Maybe she felt sexual rivalry toward her mom, or alpha-female competitiveness, or a desire for one-upmanship, and this caused her to seduce her father.

The mother became very jealous of the daughter, and an argument developed between them, regarding the daughter dressing more modestly … a standard kind of argument taking place between parents and children during the teenage years. In this case, the mother may have felt her husband was being attracted to his daughter because of her manner of dress, and this might have added a degree of vehemence to the conversation. The mother may have hoped that the more modest dress would prevent that kind of competitive feeling that she might have felt, as to whether to fight to keep her husband, or to stay with and take care of the child.

Let’s assume the daughter became pregnant by her father (who would equate to the older, Couple-A man), claimed her boyfriend (who would equate to the Couple-B  husband) was the father. Let’s say her mom was very upset; very depressed; feeling impotent to change the situation, and the parents agreed to place their pregnant daughter in the care of another family. She and her birth mother were never on good terms after that; the father was charged with her continued support, and separated from her presence.

There is a sub-astral story, to do with her having many lovers, and becoming easily enraged, drugging them, and cutting off their genitals. This is a pretty wild story, possibly to do with heavy drug use? That is one way to explain it.

Were this to be true, then I would reason backwards, that she must have genitally mutilated her father in her youth. I wonder if this could possibly have represented fact, in some situation?

So, these are the hypotheses I would put forth, up to this point in the astral story, with regard to the early life of the wife in Couple B.

THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …

So then, to continue with the astral story: The Couple B husband disappeared … Just after the child of Couple B was removed from their care, they were divorced, or she dispatched him, or something happened.

And immediately, within about a week, according to the astral story, she had a new husband, from amongst her many admirers. So then the story went on … This is an incredible story! It went on that she wanted to have another child, right?

So she thought of the same ploy again.

Digression on Sunlight

Look at that Sun! Is that not interesting! Green light, healing light, like the light of Saint Germain … amazing light! …

Image: Incoming Light: Green and Magenta Incoming Light, self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Incoming Light: Green and Magenta Incoming Light, self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0

Green is very rare for me to find. I see magenta quite a bit … that represents the 8th or Astral Chakra about 3 inches above the head.

Here in the photo, at the top left there is green energy, Heart Chakra energy. Then at the bottom right of the photo there is mainly violet light, representing the crown chakra, but also magenta energy, representing the Astral Chakra, and a little violet energy, representing the third-eye point.

Karmic Overlays as Opposed to Dharma

This is an example that is constantly repeated in the astral stories: Of Soul wounding that happens in childhood or young adulthood, and then is unresolved. Somehow there are negative emotions or feelings about it, on into later life. And almost invariably, unless the human being is doing a daily spiritual practice, then what happens is a Karmic Overlay … karmic acting out, based on the original story.

Over and over again, there will be Karmic Overlays … so that the Soul wounding accretes, and becomes greater and greater. So in the instance of this astral story, there was an early setup of a Trio or Triad or Love Triangle: The mother and father, and the daughter. The mother and daughter in rivalry for one older man. Let’s say the daughter had a young boyfriend, and then she had her mother and father, and her mother was competing with her for her father’s attention.

And so, if that were the case … which I have no way of knowing … It is just an astral story anyway … Then this other scenario, the more recent scenario, would have been kind of like that, because she had a husband who was her own age, and she had this other man in mind, who was a little older. And so the older man and woman would be a repeat of the early father-mother thing.

And so it would seem to her Inner Child that she would be successfully, or temporarily, gaining control of her mother substitute by seducing the father substitute. Especially if, in childhood, that resulted in offspring that she later gave up, then that would complete the scenario. Since in the earlier, childhood incident she may have gotten pregnant … maybe by the boyfriend or father , who knows? …. Maybe the mother thought it was the father.

So you see, there’s kind of an astral accretion, or an Acting Out Overlay.

So the next time, which I describe below, it happens again. She remarries, and she attempts to re-enact the father-mother-substitute play again. Maybe the man from Couple A had remarried; maybe he had another wife. And so, the woman from Couple B tries again. And it’s the same karmic story.

Until finally, theoretically, she wakes up, because of the pain involved in the enactment and re-enactment. She wakes up, and says: Ah hah! I am going to change this. From now on, it is going to be different.

So that is Karma. Karma is a very hard school of learning. But if we have a daily spiritual practice, then there is a very good chance that Dharma will kick in as well. Dharma is Right Action in the World. And it sidesteps Karma. So it is a speeded-up way of acquiring Soul learning.

THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …

Anyway, the astral story went on, that she thought she would do the same thing all over again, with the ex-Couple A man. So she seduced him again, intending to claimed the same thing again.

In addition, according to the astral lore, she had a plan to seduce four or five other men, marrying each of them for a month … despite the fact she was married to this other, new husband. And from each she would gather a promise of money for her future child. In each case she would purport the child was theirs. Overlooking the child likely having a short lifetime, as it might contract the HIV virus either before or a little after birth. And also overlooking the strain that pregnancy would put on her, being HIV positive.

There are various sub-astral stories, too wild to be worth much description. Glossing quickly over, as these seem to me to be like very vivid nightmares … possibly to do with Ascension symptoms, which are often mistaken for drug misuse … rather than anything of factual significance:

  • Government grants obtained for astral rape as a means of crowd control … the modes for consecutive grants being mind control, ratcheting up to spy cameras in subjects’ bedrooms, and then to Malaysian or Indonesian nanotech.
  • Fake snuff videos, which could not find a market
  • A list of single, wealthy woman, to be played by two men … one wooing, and producing a fake marriage certificate after the other murdered the patsy
  • Preparatory internet, phone, and personal computer hacking of the identity and assets of the patsies, so that they might be swooped up after the kills
  • And lastly, the above cockamamie scheme to sell shares in an unborn child

On Looking at Wild Astral Stories with Compassionate Neutrality

Now, in attempting to look at this question from the perspective of God … insofar as that could be possible for a human being to do … I have to say, I would feel that God is very ruthless in teaching us Soul lessons, is He not?

Because here this man from ex-Couple A … all he did was, he was unfaithful. And this vast group of unfortunate things happened to him, over and over again, in association with a woman who was also unfaithful, and faithless to him.

And yet, because he had this long, prior experience of being in a chaste relationship, he didn’t recognize what was going on. And so, over and over again, he fell for someone who was unfaithful, and untrustworthy, and like that.

So if this story were true, I would say: Oh gosh, I sure hope that person figures this out, and finds himself in a committed relationship once again. Because there is where all the true Soul stories take place, you know? There is the place to become the most noble that we can be, and to overcome, one after another, all the snags and tangles in our prior learning … the wrong learning that we may have had, in this or other incarnations. At least, that is as I understand it, with regard to a committed relationship.

So I pray God be as charitable, as kind, and as sweet as can be, when people need Soul learning. But I see that God does not work that way. And I need to maintain, I feel, a neutral mind about it. A compassionate, neutral mind.

God knows what God is doing, you know? And the best that I can do is align my will, and heart and mind with those of God. That way … No troubles, I guess. That way, all becomes clear.

The Energies of a Dark Love Triangle

There is some right complicated demon malware that I have run across in years past, and that I was not able to peg to the right personalities back then, due to my own mental filters. I finally figured out that it pertains to this astral story I have been describing here.

Not only that, but I have something like a physical representation of the malware, in terms of email … an electronic, ‘half-way there’ representation of the astral malware. Which is pretty cool. It seems really clear to me, but it might be hard to explain … As well, this is just hypothetical, as understanding keeps evolving, as you may know.

GOING OVER THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE COUPLE-B WOMAN’S CHILDHOOD …

So let’s say, there is the woman described above as the Couple B woman. Or maybe it is another woman altogether. Anyway, the woman in question, in her teenage years, let’s say, got into an argument with her mother . She felt competitive towards her mother, felt that she was prettier, or for whatever reason, felt herself to be in competition with her mother. And fell into a one-upmanship gamesmanship mode with regard to her mother.

In order to prove her point that she was better than, or prettier than, her mother, she seduced her father. Let’s say that happened …  Or flirted with him. Or made it seem to her mother that she, the daughter, was having an affair with the father. Something like that.

By doing that, by creating in her husband that doubt about whether the husband loved her, she set up what you might call a triad love affair that had a torque to the Dark in it … what you might call a Dark Love Triangle.

THE ENERGY FLOW OF THE ADOLESCENT DARK LOVE TRIANGLE

So in that scenario, what might happen on the astral plane, in terms of incestuous sexual expression, might be that her father might daydream about having sex with the daughter, or he might be in the act of intercourse with her. And then, he might have told the daughter to pretend that she was the mother while the daydreaming or intercourse was taking place.

So then, when he daydreamed about or having intercourse with his daughter, he would call her by the name of her mother, say. Or, when he talked with the daughter on the astral plane, he might ask her to pretend that she was the mother.

So then it would seem to the mother that he was thinking of her and not of the daughter. And the mother would express her own longing for her husband, and her love of her husband; the bonding that she felt she had with him.

So the energy flow would be …

  • That the mother felt love for the father, during the act of astral or physical intercourse that was taking place with the daughter.
  • And the father felt that astral or physical sexual action was happening with his daughter at that time.
  • And the daughter sent astral or physical sexual energy towards the mother; in this, there would have been a sub-current of cruelty, trickery; a competitive edge. So there was a ‘false’ bond of sexual energy flowing from the daughter to the mother.

So it went around in a circle, like that. And the weak link, there, would be the pretending that was taking place …

  • where the daughter was pretending to be the mother, for the father’s sake,
  • and also pretending sexual attraction towards the mother, so as to ‘one-up’ her during the act of sex with the father: Ah hah! I have the man and you do not! Like that …

So that samskara would have been set up during the formative years of puberty, for the daughter.

What happens, when we have samskaras like that, is that we tend to act them out, over and over again, in an unconscious manner, in adulthood, in our other relationships that we form. So the first thing, the primary thing, in regard to the daughter in that story, has to do with …

  • female competition, and a feeling of being prettier than an older woman.

GOING OVER THE ADULT RE-ENACTMENT OF THE ORIGINAL SOUL WOUNDING …

So now let’s say time went on, and the daughter herself was married and had a family. But she came across a couple that was older than her. And meeting the couple that was older than her, re-established, in her mind, the samskara that had taken place in her puberty.

In other words, there came up the unconscious, uncontrollable desire to act out that same scenario again. So then, the first step was that the younger woman seduced the older man in the other-couple relationship.  He was a chaste man, and had a crush on her, and hoped to marry her, and so he ceased to have sex with his former sexual partner.

So then an astral scenario was set up in which,  when the sex acts occurred between the younger woman and the older man , the woman that had been the older man’s significant other  felt love for him, and sexual desire for him, because that had been their mode at the time that they were together.

And so, when the older woman was asleep and the two other people had sex together, she would have unconsciously felt that urge towards her former significant other. Then the younger woman would have astrally taunted the older man’s ex during the act of sex, saying: Look who I am having sex with! … with your person! … Something like that.

So then, hypothetically, at first the energy flow would go like this …

  • The older man would feel attraction toward the younger woman, with whom he was having sex at a time when the older woman was sleeping.
  • During the sex act, the younger woman would call out to the older woman, pretending she had the same name; or speak tauntingly, and this would summon the sleeping astral form of the older woman.
  • The visiting, sleeping, astral form of the older woman would be attracted to the older man, while the act of sex was happening.

So this was a reproduction of the adolescent circle energy, with the flawed, pretending link that was happening. And also, the misunderstanding of the older woman that the act that was taking place had to do with her, rather than with the younger woman who was the new partner.

Then later, it changed to a taunting of the older woman by the younger woman during the sex act. So there was a break in the circle: No more pretense. Instead, hostility.

THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …

The thing of it is, that samskaras have a tainted energy in them. They have this torqued, tangled, tainted energy of subconscious Soul wounding in them. And there is always this flavor of Not Love in them. … Something other than love. Something is lacking; you know?

So that circle started to disintegrate, and the younger woman went back to her original, younger partner, leaving the older man on his own, to pursue other relationships.

So now, time went on … And I am just addressing that one samskara, because everybody in a glommed, samskaric situation has their own samskaric issues, that somehow fit together like the keys in a puzzle. You know?

And so, when one person figures out what to do about it, they can escape from the glom. But there will always be somebody else that can slip in, or some new links that form, so as to create that puzzle again, until everyone is cleared.

OK, so something happened. And everybody changed. And eventually an attempt was made to set up that circle, that glommed, Soul wounding circle, again. Couple B broke up; the younger man was divorced or disappeared, and so that created an opening. And so, the older man started to date the younger woman again.

As I overheard this story astrally, she attempted to woo the older woman, per the previous circle setup. And the suggestion was made that the older woman say:

You’re just as ugly as your mother!

What that did is, it cut into the original desire of the younger woman to be prettier than the mother, and to prove it through the sex act. And so, when the older woman said that, the whole energy of the triad collapsed.

Electronic Re-enactment of the Same Dark Love Triangle

This is another portion of this interesting astral saga: I have spoken before about the intriguing similarities of electronics and the astral plane, as if electronics existed partly into the astral plane, into the Veil of Illusion that separates the physical plane from the astral plane. And can carry certain characteristics of the astral malware and malspeak that was installed in the noosphere, here on Earth, by the demon realm.

I have also stated, as optimistically as possible, that it seems to me that the demons have left the Earth Plane, and that there are still circulating in our noosphere many of their malware and malspeak traps that were set up to turn the human psyche from the natural experience of joy and love and light, into the realms of the hellworlds … torture and fear and hatred and anger, and all that negative stuff.

Digression on the Bewitchment of Nature Spirits in Urban Areas 

So these booby traps are still circulating through our noosphere, and especially in the urban areas, where the nature spirits do not have a chance to destroy them. And in fact, it could be that these malware and malspeak programs … these booby traps that are circulating round … have to do with the bewitchment of nature spirits, in the cities, by the Demon Realm. So that they’re torqued about, and changed and their original message of love and light and joy is altered so that it affects humankind in a poor way.

So one thing to do is to free the fairies. I have written about that in the past. Say …

You’re free!
You’re free to go where you will!
Do as you like!

Say that to all the nature spirits around your property. And allow them to have the chance to return to their purest state. And to have that good influence on humankind that they were intended to have.

On Mass Media’s Negative Torque to News about Electronics and Psychic Abilities

But to return to my original topic: We have these booby traps in the noosphere. And then we have the electronics that can be used for good or bad, can be used in many ways, and are being used by people who are lacking in understanding of Spirit … They are being used for spy satellites, and for spy cameras, and for all kinds of bad things that are amply illustrated in the mass media today.

And in fact, even in regard to psychic abilities, only to the bad of them, the negative aspect of them, is illustrated over and over again, in the mass media … which apparently are unaware that psychic abilities for all humankind are a natural outcome of the Ascension process.

And that, I think, has to do with people forcing the issue of attaining psychic abilities through the use of recreational drugs such as hallucinogens … forcing the issue of the use of psychic abilities for monetary gain. If we allow the clair abilities to naturally unfold, it won’t be like that at all. It will be for the good.

But anyway, we have this passing phenomenon of mass media and psychic scare tactics … psy ops … black ops …  the army of the night … all kinds of things like this. Using psychic abilities for the military, or to kill people, or to scare people, and all kinds of things like that.

THE ASTRAL STORY, continued …

To get back to this interesting story, this is what I heard on the astral plane about the newest development. There had been distancing between the older man and the older woman, and then after that, the energy of the Dark Love Triangle had collapsed. An email went from the one to the other, which then went unanswered. Then the older man asked the younger woman to send the older woman an email. So this story of emails indicates the energy flow of negative circle energy described above … the energy flow that used to happen back in the day, when the demons still ruled the cities of Earth, and like that.

So the older man induced the younger woman to send … in disguised form … as a gift … like a Trojan horse … a garden gift with a solar cell in which had been placed a geolocator chip. And the intent of this, in this very imaginative astral story, was to use the geolocator to home in on a person using spy cameras and so forth. It must cost a fortune, if it is true.

And so, the idea was that they would home in on that location, maybe with Google maps or something like that? And then that homing in, with their psychic ability, would create the possibility of renewing the Soul wounding circle energy  that had priorly gone on.

So the similarities between the electronic and the astral are this …

  • That one would imagine the older woman sending the older man an email. That is kind of like love.
  • And then, if the older man emailed the younger woman, and had her send this Trojan horse gift to the older woman,
    • then that would be similar to him sending love to the younger woman
    • and her reproducing the pretense that she loved the older woman; but actually the gift would be a taunting disguise of the attempt to prove that she was better than the older woman

So then, the older woman could, once again, break that link by throwing away the GPS, the geolocator. And so, in terms of Soul wounding, that is moving through the astral plane, and into the electronic plane, in terms of symbolically representing the Dark Love Triangle. Were such an unlikely thing ever to occur …

How Malware and Malspeak Booby Traps Are Self-Fueling … and What to Do About It  xx

There is always the possibility that people involved in a Dark Love Triangle could talk together and work it out. But the way it usually works these days is, people talk to their own spiritual counselors, and work it out that way … Because the original glom tends to perpetuate itself, with people who have experienced ‘in sync’ Soul wounding.

I hope that is sufficiently clear. It is really an interesting example of the extremes to which the demonic realm went, in torquing together Soul injuries, on the astral plane. That kind of torquing creates its own engine, you know?

And it will be self-perpetuating, like a perpetual e-motion motion machine, going on over and over again, fueled by the sexual urge, and cut off from the energy of the heart chakra.

So there you have it. All we really have to do, is feel our hearts, you know? And go with the flow. I know you already know all about that. That is all for today! It is ever a New Day, is it not?

I wish you all the very best in the New Year. I hope the astral air is clear; all the air is clear. All the space clutter clears. And everything will be pristine, and bright, and joyful, in the New Year, for each of us.

WImage: “Wave Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Wave Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Dark Love Triangle 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9o ..

Image: “Shadow on Rock 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Sexual Repression and the Clairaudient Plane . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 15 March 2015; published on 16 March 2015; transcribed on 18 October 2018
Previously titled: “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Sexual Repression and the Clairaudient Plane”

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Normal Daily Sexual Behavior
    • Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane
    • Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression
    • Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution
    • Dark Love Triangle
      • On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities
      • Dark Love Triangle, Continued
    • The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother
    • Marriage to Lilith
    • Lilith Unmasked
    • Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Nature Scenes
  • OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE
  • POSTSCRIPTS

Dear Ones,

This is about the clearing of sexual repression that is taking place through the Incoming Light, and how that clearing process is manifesting on the clairaudient plane.

There is discussion of the husband – wife – Lilith triad (the Dark Love Triangle or triangle amoureux). Societal expectations. Prostitution. And how to safely navigate the current clearing of sexual repression. The Postlude contains the music of Chris Zabriskie and nature scenes.

There is an edited Summary after the video, and then two sections not in the video: An image about Old Lightworkers and the human chakras, and Postscripts.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have been thinking about this sexual repression thing. I am going to put up the picture that I used in a previous blog, on this blog, which is about sexual repression and the clairaudient plane … [see below image labeled “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE”]

Some questions came up, clairaudiently; these are: What is sexual repression, and how is it expressed on the clairaudient plane?

Normal Daily Sexual Behavior

First, we need to look at normal daily behavior … what is socially expected of us. And generally, what I see, here in America, are people walking up and down the street, going about their daily adventures, in work and play and chores and so forth.

And they are all fully clothed, even though this is sunny California here. And they do not even meet your eye, or make eye contact, generally… Although you will find, if a woman is very good looking, that men will try to catch her eye, and try to make direct eye contact with her. But often, if she looks in their direction, she will be staring right through them. Or she will be avoiding their gaze altogether.

What I see, in the world in general, day to day, is a sexual urge that is not expressed or acted out, except in a home setting or a bar or strip joint setting. So there are certain places where sexual repression is not needed. But in general, in this society … the work-a-day world, in particular, does involve sexual repression.

Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane

On the clairaudient plane, what I have been hearing is men … gadzillion men … especially on Friday nights and Saturday nights here … who are insistently demanding of sexual attention. By that I mean that it is a second chakra auditory program that repeats and repeats and repeats, without any kind of change-up … an astral ‘tape loop’, as it were.

It is subconscious. It is repressed energy that is expressing itself, without the people who are astrally voicing it actually knowing what they are doing. Although, as time goes on, they begin to relate to it, on the physical plane, and actually consciously hear it.

Amongst women, what I am hearing is: When the man’s attention … this man who is subconsciously imagining or daydreaming about sexuality … when his attention becomes fixed on a particular person, a particular woman … from that woman I hear a negative response: No, no, no! Oh no, Oh no, Oh no! … That kind of response.

But sometimes I hear a coquette response. The feeling is something like this: Oh, you handsome man! Oh my, oh my, oh my! … from women who are willing to respond to that kind of energy.

So, if a man has his mind fixed on a certain object of sexual attention, he can believe that he is receiving that positive sexual response from that person … even though there is a constant ‘switcheroo’ and change-up on the clairaudient plane.

So he may be hearing from several hundred different women, or hundreds of thousands of different women, all of whom sound the same to him because of his mental filter, which is object-oriented; it is concentrated on a certain object of attention.

And a woman may think that she is receiving insistent sexual invitations from a particular man … or set of men … during the day, when in fact, she may be receiving it from 10,000 different men, or 100,000 different men … whichever of them have that particular message in the repressed second-chakra at that time.

So what I see is the unconscious and the subconscious slowly coming to consciousness, through the filters of societal expectations.

Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression

What are these societal expectations? Mostly, in Middle America today, men learn at an early age that they are expected to be ever ready for the act of sex. Women, on the other hand, learn that they must not make themselves available for sex indiscriminately.

So there we have a clash of societal expectations. And here we have the Ascension process … where all feelings are made known, all subconscious programming is coming to light, and it is completely impossible to escape from other people’s programming without reprogramming our own systems.

So we feel trapped; we feel trapped by this clash of societal expectations: The men, in the unconscious, repressed state, want sex … and it is very obvious, through the clairaudient chatter … that this process is going on. The women, in the unconscious, repressed state, almost always want to avoid it … unless they know who it is that they are talking to, or think they do. So there is no meeting of the minds there.

Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution

I am reminded of prostitution, and female sex workers … How they can go to jail, even though it is very clearly men who want their services, and men, in general, who make the laws. Nevertheless, these women … whose services are desired by men … are sent, by men, to jail.

And what kind of sense does that make? Unless we consider that most of the men are married, and that, for the sake of appearances, they do not want their wives to know that they have this desire … this constant urge?

Looking at that from a far context, we could say: It may be possible that women want to express themselves sexually more frequently than they do … and with more partners. But because of societal expectations, they do not.

And it may also be possible that men might like to see two different kinds of woman in their life:

  1. The woman who keeps their genetic line straight, and raises their family.
  2. And Lilith: The woman who has no sexual inhibitions, and is willing to mate with anyone … the sex worker.

Now, here we have the clairaudient plane. And all women are on the clairaudient plane, at the same time. So the man that has an expectation of sex worker gratification will also have his wife on the line, at the same time … mystified, upset, disgruntled, wondering if she should be divorced because of it.

We really need to work on our own systems here, because there is no ‘answer’ to this question, until our own endocrine systems are balanced, and our chakras are balanced, and the Incoming Light clarifies the distortions in our Bodies of Light, and so forth. And at that point, I feel everything will be very clear.

Dark Love Triangle

There is a situation that has been coming up for me, as a single person. And that is that a number of couple … I would say, ten or more couples … are latching onto me, with the man having an expectation of the sex worker role for me, because I am single.

On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities. Because of my many years of kundalini yoga, and other meditation practices, and martial arts and mental conditioning, I am relatively aware of what is going on with my energy systems. I tend to look at things energetically, these days, rather than from the standpoint of personality. because energy is easier for me to deal with, when I experience a state of neutral mind.

And I look on other people, also, as energy systems. I look at the balance of the energy systems of other people, rather than at their personalities. And in that way I find that I do not get so attached to personalities; and I have a better time maintaining the integrity of my own energy system.

Dark Love Triangle, Continued. So that is just some background information for you, preparatory to discussing the scenario of couples latching onto single women.

It seems to me … and I will propose this hypothesis … that, when the men say that they are hearing from the single woman: Please do, please do, please do! ... all day long, as a response to their recurrent and constant demand of sexuality on the repressed, second chakra plane … what they may actually be hearing is the repressed response of their own wives.

So then, when they perceive me as the ‘other woman’ with their minds, and direct their energy to me, and their wife gets upset, the next thing that sometimes happens is that they say to their wives: I do not want her sexual attention, and I do not know why she is doing this to me. I cannot escape from her.

Now, bear in mind that it is … I propose ... their wife’s own sexuality that is creating a constant lower-chakra bond with them. (This is why people get married or enter into continent sexual union … because of the comfortable nature of uncompromised astral cording, from the perspective of mutual astral chatter.)

But from the standpoint of the sex worker role that they think I am playing, or that they think other single women are playing, I am cast in the light of the person who is breaking a law. And I am place ‘in jail’, as it were, by the man … just as the prostitutes in America today frequently are.

So, in the context of clair speak, what is happening is that the man will say to his wife … and this is on a very deep, subconscious level, so I hear it sotto voce … I hear it very, very, very quietly, if I listen very well … I hear him saying to his wife something like: You take over here! … You deal with it! … Or, that’s it: My wife, woo her! … Those are the words: My wife, woo her! … And I hear it over and over again. And what happens then is that, on a very deep, subconscious level, the wife begins to woo me.

Why would she do such a thing? Why would she listen to him, regarding that? I think it may be because she wants to rediscover her own, repressed, sexual drive. And I think that the man asks his wife to do that, because he does not want to incur her wrath. It is for the same reason that there are laws against prostitution.

It is a pretty complicated topic. But I do have that much to offer you: That there is this going down right now.

The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother

Image: “Corn Mother,” from “Masks of the Goddess” … https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/1162224.jpg ..

So then to continue: If this process of the wife wooing the single person that is the third person in a Dark Love Triangle, begins to grate on everyone’s nerves, and then there is a breakup of the couple, what I have then found, in several astral instances, is that the man then woos a woman that I would call the Lilith … the woman who has a very strong sexual drive, and relatively few inhibitions.

And then, for the women that used to be the wives, what I find is a struggling to find a standing point in the world at large right now. These women who are, in a sense, set free of societal expectations, and the two, diametrically opposed societal roles of women … these women are in a position, right now, to step forward, into the Incoming Light, and to transform the world through it.

Amongst all the people in the world today … except for the children, who are in the first position of being able to absorb the Light …  these women who have been set aside, and freed of societal expectations, are the ones that are most capable of incorporating new codons and the new encoding first, and of seeding and bringing forth the new crops of Soul wisdom for New Life on New Earth. In this regard, they are like the mythical Corn Mother of humankind.

I hope that explanation helps them some.

Marriage to Lilith

Image: “Neptune’s Horses,” illustration pour ‘La Legende mythologique grecque’, by Walter Crane, 1910, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Walter_Crane_-_Neptune%27s_Horses_(1910).jpg ..

Now, for the men .. the men who have set aside their wives and stepped into the role of ‘Wooer of Lilith’ … I feel that there is a great deal of sexual rage to be gone through, for the both of you … you and your new wife.

I feel that you should be very careful not to act out your rage, against your sexual partner. If it looks like rage is getting the upper hand … either for you, or for the Lilith that you married … I think that you should plan for the contingency of separate residences until the rage is cleared by the Incoming Light.

So, what accounts for this rage amongst the men and the new Lilith spouses? Well, there are probably many reasons. But I think one thing to consider is that the desire to act out constant acts of sex, or the desire to dream about them, causes a mental and emotional imbalance in a person, so that he or she cannot fulfill their true Soul destiny.

And this rage that men feel, has to do with their perceived inability to deal with the sex urge, and to restrain it with their mental minds. So the problem there is just that they need to restrain it through their heart chakras, which are the center of their endocrine systems. But there you have what I think is the true reason for rage in men right now: Their desire to be, like the god Poseidon, master of the waves of the wild horses of desire.

Lilith Unmasked

Image: “Lilith,” from “Masks of the Goddess” …  https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/kkk_1.jpg?344 ..

And then for the Liliths .. the women who are acting the part of the women always available for sex: I think that their rage there has to do with going against societal expectations. And in fact, even though the Lilith is fulfilling her own fantasy of sexual liberation; nevertheless, the negspeak from women regarding this way of acting in reality, is causing the rage, I feel. The opprobrium of other women is causing the rage in the Liliths.

Specifically in this case, most likely, it will be the negativity of the displaced spouses and their social circles, that will be the burden of negativity for the Liliths. And this kind of burden goes on despite the fact that the displaced female spouse may be very spiritual, and in her mental mind very nonjudgmental regarding what has taken place.

The arena for the negspeak that comes to the Lilith is not conscious; it is deeply unconscious. And it is there that the rage develops: in the deep unconscious mind.

Conclusion

That is all I have for your right now. I wish you the very best in absorbing as much Light as you can, as soon as you possibly can, because it is the Light that will set us free of the suffering of this world. It is the Light which will destroy the illusion of Maya, and bring us into the New Earth.

The glory that awaits us there … the wonders that await us there … and the depth of happiness that awaits us there … are beyond imagination, in this world of illusion.

God speed you all. God rest you all. And God keep you all, until next we meet.

Postlude: Music of Chris Zabriskie and Nature Scenes

[The Postlude features “Prelude No. 20” from the album “Preludes” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0, along with nature scenes.]

[End of video]

OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE

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Image: “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: Malware to Suppress Sex Urge Causes Endocrine Imbalance,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 March 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Image of a yogi sitting cross-legged adapted from a map of chakras in the human body, by mpan, public domain. The image shows the 7 chakras, old-style, along with the chakric colors. Along the right side of the body, the chakras are labeled: magenta: Crown Chakra; violet: Brow Chakra; turquoise: Throat Chakra; green: Heart Chakra; yellow: Solar Plexus Chakra; orange: Sacral Chakra; red: Root Chakra. Along the left side of the body are these captions: ‘1. Meditation on the third eye-point strengthens the pituitary’ … with an arrow pointing to the yogi’s forehead. ‘Life current through these chakras is diminished’ … with a bracket indicating the Solar Plexus Chakra, the Heart Chakra, and the Throat Chakra. ‘Sexual malware causes repression’ … with an arrow pointing to the Sacral Chakra. At the bottom of the image is the caption: “This malware affects a large segment of Earth’s human population. However, because meditation increases the voltage of the life current (chi, or ki), the effects are more pronounced in the endocrine system of long-time meditators. Yoga, thoughtful diet, meditation on the Core Star (between the Solar Plexus and the Heart) and meditation on the Heart Chakra are curative.”

Image: “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: Malware to Suppress Sex Urge Causes Endocrine Imbalance,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 March 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Image of a yogi sitting cross-legged adapted from a map of chakras in the human body, by mpan, public domain. The image shows the 7 chakras, old-style, along with the chakric colors.

Along the right side of the body, the chakras are labeled: magenta: Crown Chakra; violet: Brow Chakra; turquoise: Throat Chakra; green: Heart Chakra; yellow: Solar Plexus Chakra; orange: Sacral Chakra; red: Root Chakra.

Along the left side of the body are these captions: ‘1. Meditation on the third eye-point strengthens the pituitary’ … with an arrow pointing to the yogi’s forehead. ‘Life current through these chakras is diminished’ … with a bracket indicating the Solar Plexus Chakra, the Heart Chakra, and the Throat Chakra. ‘Sexual malware causes repression’ … with an arrow pointing to the Sacral Chakra.

At the bottom of the image is the caption: “This malware affects a large segment of Earth’s human population. However, because meditation increases the voltage of the life current (chi, or ki), the effects are more pronounced in the endocrine system of long-time meditators. Yoga, thoughtful diet, meditation on the Core Star (between the Solar Plexus and the Heart) and meditation on the Heart Chakra are curative.”

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

POSTSCRIPTS

I find a strong parallel to the clair chatter in the practice of ‘cat calling’ women. Women think: This is just men, acting naughty for a moment. Men think: What is this? This is the way we are! What’s wrong with these women for calling us out!

Video: “Mancave – Construction Workers,” by OhSoCosmoTV, 30 January 2012 …  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iop4x8RQ-is ..

Here is a great meditation by Dr. Suzanne Lie for unconditional love of the second chakra …

Video: “Unconditionally Love Yourself ~ Second Chakra ~ Dr. Suzanne Lie and the Arcturians, by suzannelie, 13 January 2016 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asIHENkHjI0 ..

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Shifting Torus Forms, Trined Love, and Co-Creation of Reality . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 13 February 2015; revised

  • DUAL TORUS, DOUBLE-LAYER TORUS, AND TWIN FLAME MENTAL FILTER
  • TRIPLE TORUS, THREE-LAYER TORUS, AND TRINED LOVE (LOVE TRIANGLES)
  • PLANETARY TRINED LOVE OR ‘TRIANGLE ENERGY’
  • CO-CREATING REALITY: SINGLE TORUS TO DUAL TORUS
    • Alice’s Vision of Desire Creating Double Toruses; i.e., Co-Creating Reality
    • Two Blue Dots (a Double Torus Creation) and the Original Red Dot as the Post-Shift Trined Torus
    • On Co-Creation of Reality in Alignment with God
      • The Personality Mental Filter
        • The Twin Flame Mental Filter
        • The Love Triangle Mental Filter
  • PERSONALITY MENTAL FILTER AND TRINED LOVE (LOVE TRIANGLES)
  • THE FLUIDITY OF TRINED LOVE
  • THE FLUIDITY AND TRANSFORMATIVE POWER OF THE TORUS: CREATING FRACTAL REALITY
  • INTEGRATING OR MERGING OUR TIMELINES
  • TIMELINE SHIFTING
  • ON REWRITING HISTORY, ON DIFFERENT CONCURRENT VERSIONS OF HISTORY, AND ON OPTIMIZING TIMELINES
    • Lisa Gawlas on Different Versions of History
    • Alice B. Clagett on Police, Law Court, Prison, and Criminal Experience of Reality
    • Lisa Gawlas on Walk-ins
  • ACTIVATION OF LIGHT TO OPTIMIZE TIMELINES
    • Yes! It Is That Easy!
  • FOOTNOTES

Image 1: Dual or ‘figure 8’ double torus … https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/600×315/c3/3f/3e/c33f3edd91ddf0aeaca4998884c06895.jpg ..

Dear Ones,

DUAL TORUS, DOUBLE-LAYER TORUS, AND TWIN FLAME MENTAL FILTER

I know lots of folks are just starting to think about the double torus. I mentioned it in a recent blog, as a way to envision the twin flame connection. What I would compare to electron orbital state n=2, 2p. (1)

We can then envision the two conjoined toruses folding into one torus with two layers … something like Earth’s Van Allen Belt has an inner and outer sheath. What I would compare to electron orbital state n=2, 2s. 

In the graphic below, notice, at top, the inner and outer Van Allen Belts of Earth. Can you visualize how the double torus from the Resonance Project might fold into itself and become a double layered single torus, like this?

Image 2: Earth’s Van Allen Belt as a double torus, one enclosing the other (top) and then in the lower image, the triple torus that occurred during the September 2012 Shift. The upper title reads: “a. Typical 2-Belt Structure,” and the lower title reads: “b. New 3-Belt Structure.”  The caption reads: From Science: ‘Diagrams providing a cross-sectional view of the Earth’s radiation belt structure and relationship to the plasmasphere. (A) A schematic diagram showing the Earth, the outer and inner radiation belts and the normal plasmaspheric location. (B) Similar to (A) but showing a more highly distended plasmasphere and quite unexpected triple radiation belt properties during the September 2012 period. These diagrams show the highest electron fluxes as white and the lowest fluxes as blue. The radiation belts are really ‘doughnut’ or torus-shaped entities in three dimensions. The Earth is portrayed at the center. Also shown, as a translucent green overlay in each diagram, is the plasmasphere.’”… https://i0.wp.com/scienceblogs.com/gregladen/files/2013/03/VanAllenBeltDiscovery.jpg?w=600 .. (2)

See also: Video: “Previously Undetected Radiation Belt Revealed,” NASA.gov Video, 19 May 2013 …  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9qKIVlhXpQ ..

TRIPLE TORUS, THREE-LAYER TORUS, AND TRINED LOVE (LOVE TRIANGLES)

The bottom image in the above graphic shows what happened to the Van Allen Belt at about the time that the Ascension process (September – December 2012) took place. The Earth’s Van Allen Belt suddenly reconfigured to a Torus with Three Layers. According to Wikipedia, this reconfiguration happened on 28 February 2013, and lasted for about a month …

Link: “Van Allen radiation belt,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Van_Allen_radiation_belt ..

This image from NASA shows what happened …

Image 3: “Shortly after launch on Aug. 30, 2012, particle detection instruments aboard NASA’s twin Van Allen Probes revealed to scientists the existence of a new, transient, third radiation belt around Earth, shown in this image,” Credits: NASA’s Goddard Space Flight Center/Johns Hopkins University, Applied Physics Laboratory … from https://www.nasa.gov/feature/goddard/2018/studying-the-van-allen-belts-60-years-after-america-s-first-spacecraft … public domain

Image 3: “Shortly after launch on Aug. 30, 2012, particle detection instruments aboard NASA’s twin Van Allen Probes revealed to scientists the existence of a new, transient, third radiation belt around Earth, shown in this image,” Credits: NASA’s Goddard Space Flight Center/Johns Hopkins University, Applied Physics Laboratory … from https://www.nasa.gov/feature/goddard/2018/studying-the-van-allen-belts-60-years-after-america-s-first-spacecraft … public domain

This was at a time when, in 4D, many people were experiencing Trined Love, the Love Triangle, which to the mental mind looks like one of these two, energetically …

Image 4: Triple torus as three conjoined circles or donut shapes …  http://mathworld.wolfram.com/images/eps-gif/TripleTorus_1000.gif ..

And on a personality level, generally manifests as One Big Argument! …

Image 5: Two women and a man sitting on a bench. The first woman has her arm around the man, but the man and the second woman are holding hands behind her back …  https://thumbs.dreamstime.com/x/love-triangle-girl-hugging-guy-holding-hands-another-girl-sitting-together-bench-57582602.jpg ..

PLANETARY TRINED LOVE OR ‘TRIANGLE ENERGY’

Be that as it may, Trined Love is where our planet is now. It is just a beginning, but it is the beginning, of the expansion of our personal energy fields, and that of Earth, to include the most far-flung galaxies. One for All! and All for One, as they say …

LIke the ‘figure 8’ double torus in Image 1 above, the trined torus can be folded back within itself, so that it resembles the triple-layer Van Allen Belt that Earth experienced during the Shift, September 2012 (Image 2, bottom).

Lisa Gawlas, in one of her recent, visionary blogs, has also mentioned the trined energy field, which she calls triangle energy. (3)

CO-CREATING REALITY: SINGLE TORUS TO DUAL TORUS

Lisa Gawlas has put me onto how this process of expanding from our personal single torus EMF to a double torus, which engulfs the object of our desire, can be part of the process of co-creating the New Reality. Here is a picture she put in one of her recent visionary blogs …

Image 6: On the bottom left, a star; top left, a field of blue and red dots; a diagonal line from lower left to top right; and beneath it, a laterally reversed ‘D’ composed of a blue ‘U’ and a red straight line … https://lisagawlas.files.wordpress.com/2015/02/harmonics.jpg?w=500&h=325 .. (4)

For her, this image had to do with trined energy and the harmonics of creation.

Alice’s Vision of Desire Creating Double Toruses; i.e., Co-Creating Reality 

Lisa Gawlas’ understanding of this image spurred me on to a different interpretation of my own: Let’s say the star is Me. I have a thought; an emotion-laden thought. Full of desire, I think of something. The desire is like the series of 5 red dots in the image, each of which forms a V-shape. The series of two blue dots are the ‘thought of two’ … the thought of duality. The creation of ‘I’ and ‘Other’.

To put it another way, the Desire of my single torus energy field sends out a wave of energy (the red dots) which create the Double Torus (the blue dots) … the perception of the Universe … and in this way, the New Reality is created.

Two Blue Dots (a Double Torus Creation) and the Original Red Dot as the Post-Shift Trined Torus 

Note that the process of co-creation of the new reality is one manifestation of the Trined Torus that we have been experiencing since the Shift … and some of us for much longer. For instance, note the image below:

560px-triple-torus-train-track-svg

Image 7: “Triple Torus Train Track: A train track on a triple torus. Redrawn from the example shown in Penner and Harer, fig. 1.3.6.,” by David Eppstein at English Wikipedia, 21 November 2006, in Wikimedia Commons … public domain

Image 7: “Triple Torus Train Track: A train track on a triple torus. Redrawn from the example shown in Penner and Harer, fig. 1.3.6.,” by David Eppstein at English Wikipedia, 21 November 2006, in Wikimedia Commons … public domain

In the above image, note how the three ‘eyes’ form a triangle. The two red-encircled ‘eyes’ might be compared to the pairs of blue dots in Lisa Gawlas’ image (discussed above): https://lisagawlas.files.wordpress.com/2015/02/harmonics.jpg?w=500&h=325 ..

The left-hand ‘eye’ in the above image is like the star in Lisa Gawlas’ image: This is the ‘I’, the personal self, the perceiver of reality and creator of the twined pair that form the current Awareness timeline of the perceived Duality Play.

On Co-Creation of Reality in Alignment with God 

When our perception of reality (i.e., the duality or dual torus we create) is co-perceived by another Soul, then this becomes our shared reality. However, the true meaning of the word ‘co-creation’ has to do with the alignment of our Soul with the will of God.

Misperception of co-creation as taking place with two other human beings results from the Soul not being aligned with God. This results in …

  • A Personality mental filter, such as, for instance,
    • the Twin Flame mental filter mentioned at the beginning of this blog, and
    • the Love Triangle mental filter mentioned in this next section below …

PERSONALITY MENTAL FILTER AND TRINED LOVE (LOVE TRIANGLES)

A personality mental filter has been is playing out as we learn to co-create the New Reality. It has been seeming like this …

Image 8: Three fingers, marked to look like people; the first, an annoyed woman, the second, an upset man, and the third, a woman with designs on the man … http://images.8tracks.com/cover/i/000/053/366/Love-Triangle-crp-673.jpg?rect=52,0,495,495&q=98&fm=jpg&fit=max&w=320&h=320 ..

… which is quite a mental filter distortion of the underlying energetics.

THE FLUIDITY OF TRINED LOVE

These energetics of creation are far more fluid, and changeable, like the ripple created by a snag in the bed of a flowing stream. Trined, surely, but not ‘locked in’ like this …

Image 9: “Triple Torus,” a diagram created with MATLAB, by Oleg Alexandrov, 12 July 2008, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Triple_torus_array.png … public domain

Image 9: “Triple Torus,” a diagram created with MATLAB, by Oleg Alexandrov, 12 July 2008, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Triple_torus_array.png … public domain

… Rather, as in the video below. Imagine, in the below video, that the boat is you. The wake of the boat, left and right, is the beginning of the triple torus created by a desire-linked thought form. The two legs of the surfer are the Duality, the New Reality, that you co-create:

Video: “Red Bull Wake Open 2013 – GoPro Boat” by Red Bull, 11 July 2013: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqOwNdMwAkE ..

This is a video about a wakeboarder doing airborne figure eights as he surfs back and forth across the wake of the boat. Although the surfer has two legs … which is to say: Although it seems like reality includes both ‘I’ and ‘Other’ … there is in fact only one beingness, one awareness … one surfer … and that surfer is You.

I was pondering the middle stream of water in the video, which is not part of the triangle of creation … Maybe we could think of the middle stream as the timeline we create through the Trined Energy process. Notice how it is constantly changing. Notice how the middle stream of water is only part of the process that is unfolding …  You might say, the mental imagining of the event, a left-brain visualization of the ever-changing trined dynamic…

THE FLUIDITY AND TRANSFORMATIVE POWER OF THE TORUS: CREATING FRACTAL REALITY

In the below video, note how a torus shape can be changed into:

  • Two (actually, an infinite number of) separate toruses.
  • Or into any number of interlinked toroidal shapes.

Video: “Topology of a Twisted Torus – Numberphile,” by Numberphile, 27 January 2014, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_VydFQmtZ8 ..

This represents the replicative process of the fractal universe. The agent of this change is not a knife, but rather, will power. And the last shape to which the author refers in the video, the shape that transforms the power of the black hole into whatever is desired … that is the shape of the human heart.

INTEGRATING OR MERGING OUR TIMELINES

The movement of the double torus to the double-layer torus can also explain the integration of two of our timelines. This is a process that is fluidly taking place today.

In the same way, the movement of the triple torus to the triple-layer torus can explain the integration of three of our timelines, which is lIkewise taking place today.

TIMELINE SHIFTING

All our timelines coexist in the Now. It is the same way with incarnations: We can move fluidly from one timeline to another, from one incarnation to another. We can hold two timelines or two incarnations in our awareness simultaneously. And eventually will be able to hold all our timelines and incarnations in our awareness simultaneously.

Timelines are alive, and constantly shifting. We can think of it as reaching out, in our consciousness, from the torus that is our energy field. With our imaginations, we latch onto another timeline. At that moment, our personal energy field is shaped like a figure eight double torus.

Then we bring the new timeline into our consciousness, like the two-layer double torus shape. Then, as we place our awareness on the new (and better) timeline, our personal energy fields becomes once more the accustomed torus.

Here I provide this slow motion analysis of the energetics. But know that this all takes place in the flash of an eye. We can rewrite history just like that, and we have done so many times.

ON REWRITING HISTORY, ON DIFFERENT CONCURRENT VERSIONS OF HISTORY, AND ON OPTIMIZING TIMELINES

Lisa Gawlas recently had some tips on rewriting history …

Link: “The Convolution of Timelines. Plus Understanding ‘Walk-Ins,'” by Lisa Gawlas, 11 February 2015 … https://lisagawlas.wordpress.com/2015/02/11/the-convolution-of-timelines-plus-understanding-walk-ins/Search the term: Convolution … In that blog, see paragraph 7 (beginning “Your questions trigger…”) through paragraph 13 (ending “…up and out!!”). Here is my short ‘take’ on what she has to say…

Lisa Gawlas on Different Versions of History 

This has to do with how history is different in different timelines or dimensions.

Alice B. Clagett on Police, Law Court, Prison, and Criminal Experience of Reality

I have something to add to that: I note that each Soul on Earth is experiencing their own, unique timeline Now. In particular, at this phase of the Ascension of Earth (January 2017), the Police and Criminal Timeline and Dimension are very different from those of the Ascension crowd … much slower pulsating.

This is because the criminal element … felons and so on … have this slower pulsation, and the police, law courts, and prisons must deal with this pulsation, as they are helping to segregate it from the mainstream of society, so that the samskaric tendencies of the criminal element will not be acted out on other people, thus increasing everybody’s Soul wounding.

Though the pulsation of the criminal world, and those involved in mitigating its effect on society, is slower, it is also changing as the Earth arises … Slowly but surely, in fact, inevitably, it will also arise and awaken, as will all the people who are carrying this pulsation, or else dealing with it for the sake of humankind.

Lisa Gawlas on Walk-ins 

Then in the same blog section described above, Lisa Gawlas talks about how we may walk into our own alternate timelines, in the process of Ascending. It is a very interesting read.

ACTIVATION OF LIGHT TO OPTIMIZE TIMELINES

I have also offered an Activation of Light from the Hathors, which I quite frequently use to rewrite my timeline. Here is the activation:

Spirit to Team!
Optimize timelines!
For the All, through Free Will!

Yes! It Is That Easy! 

Now when people read about this activation, I can hear them thinking: Awww, pshew! Can she possibly think I’m that naive? Like that’s possible, bro!

It is a bit of a bother, actually. Here they have at their fingertips the secrets of the Universe, and they just do not notice what is there…. On the other hand, I figure, when it is time, it is time… And there will come a day for each of us to know the true majesty of our multidimensionality…

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

For more timeline information see … Link: “Compendium: Timelines and Multitemporality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-byd ..

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FOOTNOTES

(1) See Link: “Twin Flame, Red Tantra, and White Tantra … Power Over, and True Power,” by Alice B. Clagett, Reposted from 7 February 2015; revised on 8 October 2018 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-6r6 ..

(2) See Link: “It Was So Unexpected that We Thought Something Was Wrong with the Instrument,” by Greg Laden, 5 March 2013 … http://scienceblogs.com/gregladen/2013/03/05/it-was-so-unexpected-that-we-thought-there-was-something-wrong-with-the-instrument/ ..

I think this is the attribution for the image (which I found at the above link): “Baker, D., Kanekal, S., Hoxie, V., Henderson, M., Li, X., Spence, H., Elkington, S., Friedel, R., Goldstein, J., Hudson, M., Reeves, G., Thorne, R., Kletzing, C., & Claudepierre, S. (2013). A Long-Lived Relativistic Electron Storage Ring Embedded in Earth’s Outer Van Allen Belt Science DOI … 10.1126/science.1233518

(3)  See Link: “ET-Ville and De-re-Programming the Brain to Higher Function,” by Lisa Gawlas, 12 February 2015 … https://lisagawlas.wordpress.com/2015/02/12/et-ville-and-de-re-programming-the-brain-to-higher-functions/ ..

  • In that blog, search the term triad and read the text.
  • Note the electric image of the triangle,
  • and her description of an opening to the multiverse, shaped like a triangle, and also resembling an hourglass.
  • Beneath that, note the image of the hourglass nebula.
  • Then, a description of space weather, and a description and image of triangular Zodiacal Light

(4) See Link: “The City of Light and the Hub for ET’s and Then Some!!” by Lisa Gawlas, 6 February 2015 … https://lisagawlas.wordpress.com/2015/02/06/the-city-of-light-and-the-hub-for-ets-and-then-some/ … and then search the term: City of Light … There, see the section from paragraph 5 (beginning “The first thing …”) through paragraph 9 (ending “… trial and error.”) … including both the text and the image.

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