Written and published on 19 September 2017
Previous title: Early Childhood Trauma from Conflicting Parental Demands
- CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD TRAUMA: FATHER MAY HAVE SEXUALLY ABUSED CHILD WHOSE MOM HELD PURITANICAL VIEWS ABOUT SEX
- CONFLICTING PARENTAL DEMANDS CAN LEAD TO ‘COBBLED TOGETHER’ BELIEF SYSTEMS IN YOUNG CHILDREN
- WORLDVIEW COBBLED TOGETHER BY THE YOUNG CHILD IN THE ASTRAL STORY
- THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE SEX WORKER
- THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE SEXUAL ASSIGNATIONS: ROUGH SEX
- AFTER THE SEX ACT: A SUBCONSCIOUS, DARK-BODY ‘DUET’
- ON THE ACT OF SEX, PSYCHIC BONDING, KARMIC ENTANGLEMENT, AND THE GLOM EFFECT
- HOW THIS ASTRAL STORY IS HELPFUL IN UNDERSTANDING EARLY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA AND ‘DARK BODY DUETS’
- HOW THE MAN LATER TURNED TO MOLESTATION OF YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS
- ORGASM AS A ‘RESET BUTTON’ FOR THE PHYSICAL AND SUBTLE BODIES
CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD TRAUMA: FATHER MAY HAVE SEXUALLY ABUSED CHILD WHOSE MOM HELD PURITANICAL VIEWS ABOUT SEX
I thought I would tell you about a story I have been hearing on the astral plane for a long time. It has to do with a person who used to hold a great well of anger against his father because of something that had happened in his early childhood. Possibly this person was sodomized by his dad? I am not sure.
I am guessing his mother must have been a very strict person with regard to sexuality. For instance, it could be that he was raised in a fundamentalist Christian religion.
And so, on the one hand, he might have had his father sodomizing him, and on the other hand, he might have had his mother telling him that sex was a bad thing unless it was made sacred through marriage.
CONFLICTING PARENTAL DEMANDS CAN LEAD TO ‘COBBLED TOGETHER’ BELIEF SYSTEMS IN YOUNG CHILDREN
When things like that happen to a very young child … when there is a discrepancy between what one parent says and what the other parent does … and the opposite thing is happening, from what he has learned ought to be happening … then the child cannot resolve them. It does not yet have the higher mind ability to analyze that problem and come to a conclusion.
The reason is, I feel, that the child needs the love of its parents. It needs to be able to get on the good side of both parents. If one parent is thinking that sex outside of marriage is a terrible thing, and that it dooms a person to hell; and the other parent is sodomizing the child, then what is the child going to come up with, as a kind of ‘cobbled together’ belief system, to allow it to continue to exist in the world?
Its very existence is threatened by this discrepancy.
WORLDVIEW COBBLED TOGETHER BY THE YOUNG CHILD IN THE ASTRAL STORY
According to the astral story, the child came to love rectal intercourse because it represented the father from whom he needed protection.
And on the other hand, because he heard, from his mom, that sexuality was a terrible thing, except in marriage, he came to hate his mother. He hated her because she told him to believe something that reality could not substantiate. And in adulthood, he hated women.
Nevertheless, because his childhood regarding sexuality was so strict, he wanted to avoid the sex act. But in order to maintain an even emotional balance, once a month he needed to have sex. In the astral story, he chose for his partner a male sex worker.
THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE SEX WORKER
According to the astral story, the sex worker had murdered women from time to time, and had a difficulty regarding addiction … I think, maybe, to cocaine … because use of cocaine, at least in the astral stories, is surrounded by acts of indescribable cruelty … That is the essence of cocaine. But then again, it may have been an addiction to hard liquor … such as vodka, bourbon, or scotch.
THE ASTRAL STORY ABOUT THE SEXUAL ASSIGNATIONS: ROUGH SEX
For some length of time … maybe for years and years, even … once a month, the man would have sex with the sex worker. According to the astral story, this was a form of sex called ‘rough sex’ … This kind of sex involved his being punished … spanked beforehand, perhaps mutilated genitally in a minor way, the use of leather outfits, or something like that …
If this were a true story, and not just an astral story, I expect the preference for being punished by the sex worker would have been in accord with the teachings handed down to the child by his mom, when he was small.
AFTER THE SEX ACT: A SUBCONSCIOUS, DARK-BODY ‘DUET’
After the act of sex, in realm of the subconscious mind, deeply suppressed by a layer of unconscious, repressive energy … the sort of ‘binding-down’ energy of which I have spoken in times past … a scenario of the Dark bodies of both people played out.
The ‘Dark-body duet’ went like this: Right after being paid for his work, the sex worker would use the cash to buy and partake of the item to which he was addicted … whether cocaine, hard liquor, or some other drug … in preparation for a wild night on the town.
The client that had just been sodomized would fall asleep. His hatred of women, specifically his mother, would well up in his dreams, and the subconscious connection … the gut-brain psychic cording … caused by the act of intercourse would influence the suddenly freed-up gut-brain, or lower mind, of the sex worker who had had cocaine. Because of his fondness for his longtime client, his subconscious mind was the more swayed by the client’s feelings.
The sex worker was a man of action, not risk averse, and … as mentioned above … with a history of violence. Thus, when they two got together, that very night, there was a good chance that the sex worker would go out and rape and kill a woman.
The denouement of each rendition of this ‘Dark body duet’ was another in a series of otherwise random serial killings of women.
ON THE ACT OF SEX, PSYCHIC BONDING, KARMIC ENTANGLEMENT, AND THE GLOM EFFECT
The impetus for the act was the misogyny of the client to whom he was bonded through the act of sex. The act of sex always causes this kind of karmic entanglement, and sex workers suffer this karmic bonding with their clients.
Their subconscious minds are battered from pillar to post by the samskaras of all their clients, all the time. This is not just true of sex workers, for second chakra bonding is sustained with … and karmas are knit up with … the karmas of all the people with whom any human being is having sexual relations.
The difficulty for the sex worker, though, is that people will come to him with their darkest yearnings … those that can be met nowhere else. Further, those with very dark yearnings indeed are the most likely to need to pay for the act of sex, being unable to obtain it through mutual enjoyment in the arena of free-will, voluntarily dispensed sexual gratification.
So the outcome in this instance … the acting out by the sex worker … was not unusual for that profession, given the sex worker’s propensity to addiction and willingness to cater to the rough sex crowd.
HOW THIS ASTRAL STORY IS HELPFUL IN UNDERSTANDING EARLY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA AND ‘DARK BODY DUETS’
Most likely this astral story is a glom effect of many minds, all coming to the realization of their Soul wounding, and all struggling to heal early childhood issues that are preventing them from deeply enjoying the act of sex.
Nevertheless, I feel this astral story is very helpful in throwing light on several oft repeated phenomena. It offers …
- an explanation of this difficulty that occurs in childhood when there is a conflict between the two parents and the two sets of realities … the mindset of the mother, and the physical set of the father.
- and also, a description of the interaction of two people’s subconscious minds … one asleep, and the other under the influence of drugs. I find these repetitive duets and triad events often take place in the astral realm; they are a minor form of the ‘karmic knot’ or ‘glom effect’ (folie à deux or folie à trois).
HOW THE MAN LATER TURNED TO MOLESTATION OF YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS
According to the astral story, the person involved finally became aware of the subconscious goings-on and acting out of the sex worker; in the astral story, he was asked not to come back.
In his place, the person turned to having sex with young children … both girls and boys, according to the astral story. For these youngsters his heart chakra opened more fully; I am thinking this must be evidence of fear of social opprobrium when engaging in non-paid sex with an adult?
When he has sex with young girls … now his preference, according to the astral story … he feels this proves he is not a homosexual (this being a label the social consequences of which he dreads).
The difficulty in his turning to children for sexual gratification … in addition to the looming issue of criminal reprisal … is the astral story that he had contracted AIDS from his time with sex workers. Thus he was putting the children in danger of contracting HIV. And this may be the cause of his use of just a finger, or else a foreign object, in the act of sex with the children, rather than use of his genitals.
ORGASM AS A ‘RESET BUTTON’ FOR THE PHYSICAL AND SUBTLE BODIES
This man, according to the astral story, continues to think that sexuality is a very bad thing. I am sure this belief must have to do with early childhood learning.
I myself consider this to be an unhelpful way of viewing a physical process that can bring humankind great joy.
I think of orgasm as a ‘reset button’ for all of the bodies: The subtle bodies as well as the physical body. It allows everything to become balanced, and in harmony, and unity. I consider it one of the most important health feature that has been arranged in the human system.
And I think that this is a good way, ongoing, for us to think of sexuality. We need to think of the good things about it, and not of the things we may have learned in our early childhood that do not serve us.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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