- VIDEO BY ALICE
- SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
- The Desire to Know God
- The Veil of Forgetfulness
- Through Drugs, We Forget about Spirit
- Soul Evolution
- Soul Devolution
- Dark Souls: Vampirism
- How the Use of Drugs and the Practice of Black Magic Turn Our Quarks Towards Hatred
- Loss of the Soul and Loss of Individuated Awareness
- A Farewell Blessing to Dark Souls Who Are Leaving in These Times
- MORE INFORMATION
- Meditation to Awaken the Soul and for Mastery of Mind, A Meditation in Two Parts, by Yogi Bhajan
- Other Resources

Image: “The Awakening,” by Thomas Cooper Gotch, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thomas_Cooper_Gotch_TheAwakening.jpg … public domain
Image: “The Awakening,” by Thomas Cooper Gotch, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thomas_Cooper_Gotch_TheAwakening.jpg … public domain
Dear Ones,
Here is a video about Awakening … the desire to know God … versus the desire to take drugs … to fall asleep in physical form. Also discussed: the free will choices of Soul evolution or Soul devolution. What is a Dark Soul? What happens to a Dark Soul?
There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
This is about waking up … being wide awake … and about the desire to take drugs, which is the exact opposite. It is going to be ‘short and sweet’, I hope …
The Desire to Know God
In our Souls, we have a desire to wake up … this great desire this great longing to know God. But there is something going on in the human body, in the physical form, that is the exact opposite of that … The desire to fall asleep. The desire not to know God. The desire to loaf along with the physical body and enjoy just the physical senses, and just revel in physical sensations, and to not even care about anything but that.
The Veil of Forgetfulness
It is a falling asleep into the body that happens when we wake up in physical form. You know, after we are born, it takes a few years for the Soul to fully find itself in physical form. The Soul is watching over the physical form inside the mother … cherishing and nourishing and blessing it. And the same for the first few years of life. And then there comes a time when the physical form is developed enough for the Soul to slip into it … for the Awareness to be there inside the body.
And at that point, as I understand it … I have read this from others … a ‘forgetting’ happens. Within a few years, by the age of four, a ‘forgetting’ starts to happen. And that ‘forgetting’ is an identification with physical sensation in the body.
Through Drugs, We Forget About Spirit
So there we are, having forgotten, at the age of, let’s say, twelve, and from then on, and reveling in new-found sensations of sexuality which further pull us into the illusion … And as we go along, having already fallen asleep, we are tempted with the notion of deeper sleep. And that takes the form of of what we call drugs. They come in so many forms today. There are drugs that are legal and drugs that are not legal. But every decision to take a drug is a decision to fall asleep … to fall into the physical form … forgetting about Spirit, forgetting about the Soul, forgetting about the Soul mission here. Every decision to take a drug is a decision to fall into the great, warm bath of the unconscious thought cloud of the world … and not to awaken. Every decision to take a drug is a decision to allow our Souls to devolve rather than evolve.
So the choices that we have here on Earth are very stark. We can choose, in small steps, every day and every moment, to evolve our Souls toward an understanding of God, or we can choose to devolve our Souls away from understanding of Spirit and God.
Soul Evolution
What is Soul devolution, compared to Soul evolution? Here is what I feel … and you can decide on your own. I feel that Soul evolution is to find, within physical form, Awareness of every cell, of all of our DNA, of all of our subtle bodies, and our physical body … of the Divine nature of what we are. We incorporate God Awareness and God realization here in physical form.
It may take many lifetimes. Then, as we pass on, there may come a time when all that we are, as human form, unites with God, Source, the One. Consciously unites. That is Soul evolution: Into the pure Awareness that we are God.
Soul Devolution

Image: “A Fairy Tale – ‘All seemed to sleep, the timid hare / On form, the stag upon his lair, ; The eagle in here eyrie fair, / Between the earth and sky’ – Scott.” 1895 Arthur Wardle, from https://www.flickr.com/photos/eoskins/9638959471 … Creative Commons Attribution 2.0 Generic … DESCRIPTION: This painting illustrates “The Bridal of Triermain” (1813) by Sir Walter Scott … “All seem’d to sleep – the timid hare / On form, the stag upon his lair, / The eagle in her eyrie fair / Between the earth and sky. / “But what of pictured rich and rare / Could win De Vaux’s eye-glance, where, / Deep slumbering in the fatal chair, / He saw King Arthur’s child!…” … poem most likely public domain because of the date.
Image: “A Fairy Tale – ‘All seemed to sleep, the timid hare / On form, the stag upon his lair, ; The eagle in here eyrie fair, / Between the earth and sky’ – Scott.” 1895 Arthur Wardle, from https://www.flickr.com/photos/eoskins/9638959471 … Creative Commons Attribution 2.0 Generic … DESCRIPTION: This painting illustrates “The Bridal of Triermain” (1813) by Sir Walter Scott … “All seem’d to sleep – the timid hare / On form, the stag upon his lair, / The eagle in her eyrie fair / Between the earth and sky. / “But what of pictured rich and rare / Could win De Vaux’s eye-glance, where, / Deep slumbering in the fatal chair, / He saw King Arthur’s child!…” … poem most likely public domain because of the date.
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And what is Soul devolution? I feel Soul devolution is a decision to slowly diminish our quotient of Light, and of love, and to turn towards hatred, towards the lower astral realms where the great, gnarly bad entities are. It is a decision to go with that energy of those beings, rather than the energy of the angelic world. And those beings are far lower in Light quotient than is the angelic world.
So we have decided to wick out the Light of Spirit. If we continue in that way, then there comes a time when quantum physics takes over, and the process becomes irreversible. This process happens after many lifetimes of free will choices to lower our Light quotient.
Dark Souls: Vampirism
At that point in our Soul’s journey, we incarnate … take human form … as Dark Souls, whose heart chakra wounding is so great that pouring forth love into the world is no longer possible; we must feed off the energies of other incarnate Souls … through psychic cording … all our lives. Through thick psychic cords thrown out to others, we draw in their Light to keep our own bodies alive.
How the Use of Drugs and the Practice of Black Magic Turn Our Quarks Towards Hatred
As far as I know, there are two main factors on Earth for this irreversible thing to happen. One is to decide over and over again, in the course of one’s lifetime, to take drugs. That then changes the nature of the physical body, and of all the subtle bodies. The other way is to choose the path of black magic. When we choose, moment to moment, to practice black magic, our Souls gradually become darker and darker, like those of the beings of the demon realm. For more on this, see my blog category: Dissolving black magic in the Light
These two … the use of drugs and the practice of black magic … open the doorway of our physical and subtle bodies that allows access by the entities of the demonic realm. These entities that exist in the hellworlds of the astral plane are made of hate. They turn the matter of our physical and subtle bodies towards hatred, towards being consumed by their kind, towards offering the Light to these entities so that they can survive. They take our love from us and torque our quarks toward hatred till we reach a point where there is no going back.
Loss of the Soul and Loss of Individuated Awareness
When there is no going back, for our body of Light, what happens is: As individualized Spirit, we disappear completely from the Universe. But we become one with some portion of the Universe. For instance, on the astral plane, those parts of us that were astral matter continue as astral matter, but not in the form of an individual Awareness anymore. That part stays, but the body of Light wicks out.
In the physical realm, nothing remains of individuated Awareness after death; the moment of Soul destruction … which arrives after many free will choices to devolve the Soul … sunders Awareness from the physical body in the same way.
And so whatever energy remained to us, in that intermediate state of Soul devolution in which we were ‘Dark Souls’, joins all the energy of God, of Source, and of the One … but not in an aware state.
A Farewell Blessing to Dark Souls Who Are Leaving in These Times

Image: “The Execution of Lady Jane Grey in the Tower of London in the Year 1554,” by Paul Delaroche (1797-1856), 1833, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:ExecutionJaneGrey.jpg … public domain … COMMENTS: In this painting, Lady Jane Grey symbolizes for me the body of Light at the moment of dissolution of the devolved Soul. –Alice B. Clagett
Image: “The Execution of Lady Jane Grey in the Tower of London in the Year 1554,” by Paul Delaroche (1797-1856), 1833, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:ExecutionJaneGrey.jpg … public domain …
COMMENTS: In this painting, Lady Jane Grey symbolizes for me the body of Light at the moment of dissolution of the devolved Soul. –Alice B. Clagett
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Some are choosing that right now; and I have to say that I appreciate … I am deeply grateful to them for agreeing to participate in the Duality experiment, and for being willing to carry the most extreme understanding and experience of Duality in their many lifetimes, and through their many lifetime choices.
I am very grateful to them for adding to the understanding of the star library at Alpha Centauri, and again in the Pleiades, and again on Sirius. I am just overawed at their courage in participating in this experiment. I wish them well in their transition.
God speed to God; for, no matter whether we arise in greatest glory to Awareness of our God nature, or whether we sink, in terror and confusion, to an understanding that our ego and our individual nature no longer will exist, we are still God. All that is, is God. And free will has been fulfilled. We have done what we set out to do.
God bless you all in freedom of choice.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Filmed on 16 May 2016; published on 28 May 2016; revised on 30 July 2019; revised on 14 March 2023
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MORE INFORMATION
Meditation to Awaken the Soul and for Mastery of Mind
A Meditation in Two Parts, by Yogi Bhajan, adapted by KhalsaSoulja ..
Video: “I Am Thine in Mine Myself Wahe Guru Meditation Part 1,” by KhalsaSoulja, 27 June 2008 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MjRQhXyHYM ..
Video: “I Am Thine in Mine Myself Wahe Guru Meditation Part 2,” by KhalsaSoulja, 25 June 2008 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IkOfS7wR6M ..
I can attest to the effectiveness of the above two-part meditation. –Alice B. Clagett
Other Resources
Citation: “The Astral Body and Other Astral Phenomena,” compiled by Arthur E. Powell, published 1927, Quest Book edition 1973, copyright The Theosophical Publishing House, London, Ltd. 1965 … See the topic of ‘drugs’ in the index
Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California ..
Link: “Traditional Yoga and Meditation of the Himalayan Masters: Self-Realization through the Yoga Sutras, Vedanta, Samaya Sri Vidya Tantra” … https://swamij.com/index.htm ..
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