Tag Archives: persecution

Persecution and the Life of Christ . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 25 January 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • FOR MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

This is about an alternate history of the life of Christ, and diminution of the energy threads of persecution and vengeance, as part of New Life on New Earth. There’s a Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Dear Ones,

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I heard another story about the life of Christ; a different kind of story. It must be a multitemporal story from another timeline. And it goes like this …

The notion that Christ died on the cross is actually apocryphal. It was born of the hopes of the people of his time, that he would fulfill the ancient prophecies in that regard. So …., I asked: What in fact happened? And this is what I heard; it’s the most amazing story! It goes like this …

Christ was a married man; a happily married man. He had a beautiful, young daughter about 6 years of age. And he and his wife … when things became very difficult where he was … escaped by boat to the Italian shore; to the shores of Italy.

And there they lived a long and happy life. During that time, his wife bore him seven sons, in addition to the daughter that had been born. And they died, in a goodly length of time … at the right time … in a ripe, old age, having uplifted and taught many, many people, and inspired many people during their lifetime.

That’s an interesting variant story of the life of Christ, is it not?

I can’t help but wonder, if many people thought that to be the life of Christ, how things might change in the Christian world. How, for instance, the notion that persecution always exists in the world, might be dampened and subdued.

And how the notion of retributory vengeance and persecution would also fade … fade from the fabric of our reality. Would that not be wonderful?

And then we could all go on … moving on, to New Life on New Earth … and with peace and harmony in our own Souls, and in the Souls of our neighbors. [smiles]

Even for those who believe as things are right now … who believe that Christ was crucified, and that it was necessary that he be so, in this dimension, it is possible to live that life, by concentrating on His earlier life and teachings, which are very uplifting and sustaining, are they not? And not dwelling, so much, on the pain and suffering of his final moments, but instead on the wonders of his life on Earth … the wonderful things that he did for humankind.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

FOR MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Yoga Sutras 1.5-1.11: Un-Coloring Your Thoughts,” from the “Yoga Sutras of Patanjali,” by Swami Jnaneshvara, http://swamij.com/yoga-sutras-10511.htm ..

…………………..

Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.
…………………………………………………….
…………………………………………………….

Christ, Christianity, decoloring technique, persecution, vengeance, harmony, peace, Soul wounding, uncoloring thoughts, Swami Jnaneshvara, advaita,

Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 10 July 2015, revised and reposted on 11 October 2016

  • EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
  • MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT LASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
    • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
    • The Awakening of Earth
    • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
  • Paranoid-Schizoid
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
  • Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
    • A Caveat for Psychologists
  • Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
  • Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
    • Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
  • Feelings of Annihilation
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
      • Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
      • The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
      • How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis.
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
    • Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
      • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable.
      • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss.
      • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him.
      • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings.
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, religious extremists, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING

On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient.” (1) Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now.

I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.

MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT LASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”

Because I’m not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I’ve included some of these definitions in the blog below, for my lay readers. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books (1).

In the blog below, I’ve selected some passages that are pertinent to:

  • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I’ve been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, search the term ‘cannibal’ on my blog.)
  • The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the Noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
  • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state

Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I’m not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments.  Please excuse this inconvenience.

Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.

Paranoid-Schizoid

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning: I have  …  and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning: The patients 

This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book, Per Wikipedia …

“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.

“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.

“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.

“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” (2)

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term Antisocial Personality, More on this farther down in the blog.

On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like. In the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… Although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.

Citation: “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence (beginning “In this …”). This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.

Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning: Projective identification … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.

Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term:

“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person.[1]” (3)

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.

In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … search for the term ‘cannibal’).

For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism, in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.

Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.

On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning: I feel that

This sentence is explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.

A Caveat for Psychologists: Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.

Further, that, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.

Judy Satori’s light activations on Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here. (4)

Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning: To explore … through the fourth full paragraph ending: [p. 22]

This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.

To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.

Splitting, Introjection, and Projection

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning: She then  …  which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending:  [p. 4]

Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Thus, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus:

“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people.[1] The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” (5)

The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:

“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation,[1] and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” (6)

The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it’s the one I’m familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology:

“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others.[1] For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” (7)

With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.

For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.

So, ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.

I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.

Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,” introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning: Under certain circumstances  …  and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending: been rudimentary

This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who don’t follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening:

Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the Superconscious State … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the Superconscious State, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our Noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.

Feelings of Annihilation

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annhilation,” page 20, beginning: Klein (1955)

This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that it is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I’ve experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in other of my blogs.

Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.

These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world. That all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.

He was, so the story goes, attracted to the psychic arts, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.

The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. Through occult studies, he developed the Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others. In his case, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met. In other words, to acquaintances.

This Power of Omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart (search the term ‘disincarnate gods’ on my blog). This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.

How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the Power of Omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view included no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceive of all his acquaintances being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of Mass Hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening… which may be likened to a permanent experience of Satori, enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.

That this experience of loss, by humankind during the process of Awakening, supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.

Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning: I wish  …  through the second paragraph, ending:  of anxiety

This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.

Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez might act as follows:

  • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.
  • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room (8), to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You’ll recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)
  • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.
  • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.

Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,” page 25, the paragraph beginning: Klein (1952c)

This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable. In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself, these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the Noosphere.

In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the Noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.

Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning: To illustrate  …  and ending: feeds on itself

This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge:

  • This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
  • Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
  • Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
  • And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother: He had a habit of saying, “I didn’t do it! That person did it!” each time he felt guilty. On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through Noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the Noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.

For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog: Link: “Cognitive and Emotional Challenges during Chaotic Nodes,” by Tom Kenyon, http://tomkenyon.com/cognitive-and-emotional-challenges-during-chaotic-nodes ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta, as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence, and to the terms: gracelight … grace light … divine light

………………………………………………….
FOOTNOTES

(1) Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-schizoid Patient,” By Robert T. Waska,  published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … https://books.google.com/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&pg=PR1&lpg=PR1&dq=PRIMITIVE+EXPERIENCES+OF+LOSS+WORKING+WITH+THE+PARANOID-SCHIZOID+PATIENT+waska&source=bl&ots=QHrM7WADFe&sig=ybO06GpsM6-AHN3_95PDx0JCkZg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjq5JG7idPPAhWG5oMKHcr5DgIQ6AEIPDAG#v=onepage&q=PRIMITIVE%20EXPERIENCES%20OF%20LOSS%20WORKING%20WITH%20THE%20PARANOID-SCHIZOID%20PATIENT%20waska&f=false ..

(2) Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia,  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0

(3) See Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification … CC BY-SA 3.0

(4) Surf to Link: Judy Satori, www.judysatori.com, and search the term ‘faith’

(5) See Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0

(6) See Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0 

(7) See Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0

(8) Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown … see Link: “Jonestown,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonestown ..

…………………..

Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

…………………………………………………….
…………………………………………………….

anger, ego, grief, psychology, soul devolution, unconscious thought cloud of the world, anxiety, coping, dread, ego terror, healing, introjection, loss, noosphere, panic, paranoid-schizoid, persecution, persecutory fears, projective identification, psychology, psychiatry, rage, regeneration, safety, soul clearing, Jonestown, James Jones, Kool-Aid murders, cannibal, cannibalism, abandonment, annihilation, hatred, despair, clair, loss, psychology, noosphere, Gaia, Ascension anxieties, unconscious thought cloud of the world, early childhood loss, psychiatry, antisocial personality, serial killer, cannibal, cannibalism, ascension anxieties, panic attack, generalized anxiety, threat energy, persecution, destruction, murder, anal-sadistic, oral-sadistic, projection, projective identification, Melanie Klein, Robert Waska, primitive loss, paranoid schizoid, depressive position, introjection, enlightenment, superconscious state, loss, remote mind control, mass hypnosis, attachment in the antisocial personality, killing cults, timeline technology, multidimensionality, ascension skills, betrayal, Patanjali, Hinduism, Neo-Vedanta, Vallalar, Sri Aurobindo,  omnipresence, omniscience, omnipotence, gracelight, grace light, divine light,

Saint Stephen and Saul of Tarsus . How God Talks to Us . Our Challenges in Clearing ‘Stuckness’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 25 April 2015; revised on 26 October 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • BACKGROUND INFORMATION
    • Saint Stephen
    • Saint Stephen and Saul (the Apostle Paul)
    • Grace Through Christ
    • Ocular Migraine, the Third-Eye, and Epiphany
    • Controllers and the Persecuted: Clearing Stuckness
  • BACKGROUND INFORMATION
    • Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15
    • Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a
    • Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

A little about Saint Stephen and Saul of Tarsus. Ocular migraine and epiphany. How God talks to us. Clearing negative emotions and unblocking stucknesses. And the challenges facing the Controllers and those they persecute, in this regard.

There is a heavily edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have been listening to the readings at church this week. The readings have been about a man named Saul, during the earliest days of Christianity, after Christ’s ascension. And this man Saul was something else!

Saint Stephen

Apparently, the followers of Christ were working all kinds of miracles amongst people, and they were filled with the energy of grace, and Light and Love, and what they called ‘the Holy Spirit’. And they would go and talk to people, and God’s grace would flow from their aura and from their speech.

As has been happening recently, what with all the Incoming Light … which is the Light of Christ consciousness … the Light of their Christ consciousness would hit upon the stucknesses … the small stucknesses … what Judy Satori … https://judysatori.com/ … called ‘morphogenetic field distortions’ or ‘karmic miasmic distortions’ … in their hologram.

And that would cause jarring of nerves, and aggravation, and like that, until they got through with it. So, amongst the people that such followers of Christ as Saint Stephen healed, and spoke to, and uplifted with words, and with energy, there were those whose nerves were so jarred that they blamed him for the chance that they had to achieve greater God consciousness, which was creating awareness of the stuckness that needed to be removed.

As I recall, from the readings in the last few days, a very vivid scene was when Stephen was taken up before the Sanhedrin. And all kinds of people got together and accused him of this and that. And the Sanhedrin heard the words of the people who were accusing, and then looked at Stephen, and Stephen’s face was full of Light …

In the King James Version, which I am able to reproduce here because that version of the Bible is in the public domain, the translation says his face was like that of an angel … See “Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15” below.

So the truth of Stephen was not in the words that people spoke about him, but rather in the energy that he held, and gifted to the world.

Saint Stephen and Saul (the Apostle Paul)

So then there was another reading … See “Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a”  below … It was a pretty dismal reading about Stephen, because some people … probably the same people … got together and incited everyone to stone him. I do not know if they actually stoned him to death … but close, anyway.

And this man Saul was walking or riding by. Saul was overseeing the stoning of this person who held great Christ consciousness. So, a few days ago, I got that Saul was, in his energy field, solidly opposed to Love.

And so there was a passage … See “Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20” below … where Saul was just going along, looking for a chance to persecute somebody who felt Love in their heart, and professed belief in Christianity, and he was struck down … something happened … he was struck down with blindness.

And then today there was a reading about how there was a certain disciple of Christ … a disciple in Damascus, named Ananias, as described in the just-mentioned reading from Acts … who heard from God that he should go over to Saul, who was suffering from blindness. And he was cured of blindness, and became the Apostle Paul.

Grace through Christ

So from that, I deduced two things: One is that, back then, there was open communication on a telepathic level … Christ paved, or made a place open, where these disciples could directly receive the incoming Higher Light of God through grace during those times. And consequently, they were able to communicate with God … and maybe telepathically with one another.

So there was the highest form of what they call, on the astral plane, the ‘internet’, of telepathic ability: The ability to communicate upwards was happening with these disciples, and they were pulling down the great grace of the Divine.

So that was a time like this. This time, when we are able to do that. Now is the time of the return to Christ consciousness.

Ocular Migraine, the Third-Eye, and Epiphany

I had one other thought about this blindness … There is something called ocular migraine, and temporary blindness is one of the manifestations of the strange ocular sensations … that usually go away within an hour or so. This condition appears suddenly, and it disappears suddenly.

And according to Judy Satori … and I agree completely on this … intuition tells me she is ‘right on’ about it: The cause of ocular migraine may well be the greater opening of the third eye. And as you know, the third eye … the sixth chakra … corresponds, in a physical sense, to the pineal and pituitary glands, which create health, and also put us in touch with higher consciousness.

So that moment when Saul was struck down by blindness, may have been a moment of epiphany for him, or of onset of epiphany. So there is that.

Controllers and the Persecuted: Clearing Stuckness

So here you have a man who is stuck on the idea of not feeling his heart … of persecuting people who do feel their hearts. And there has been talk, on the internet about Controllers, and power over. And as John Smallman says in his beautiful blog … https://johnsmallman.wordpress.com/ … the thing to do about folks who feel that way, is to inundate them with a tsunami of love.

And that is something I agree to, as well. The only true way to look at attempts to control … Judy Satori said it quite well, recently … She said (and I paraphrase): When we sense things that cause negative emotions in us … whether on the physical or on the astral plane … everything that we sense is God, talking directly to us … Saying to us: Feel the thing that you feel, when this negative emotion comes towards you. If there is negative emotion.

If there is a positive emotion, then that is a win, and that indicates we are heading in the right direction … towards Christ consciousness … Because Christ consciousness is all about positive emotions: Love, gratitude, appreciation … like that.

And all the other emotions that we feel, as a result of what we hear and see, physically or astrally … Those negative emotions that we feel, are the important thing about our interactions on those planes, because those are the patterns that we must clear in order to come into Christ consciousness.

And I have my own ideas about it, because I have practiced kundalini yoga. I suggest “Sat Kriya” …

Link: “The Everything Kriya: Sat Kriya,” at 3HO (Healthy, Happy, Holy Organization) … https://www.3ho.org/articles/everything-kriya-sat-kriya ..

… It is pretty easy. You can do it for 3 minutes, and unblock stucknesses. I find that the easiest thing. It is a little disconcerting, but it is well worth it, because it opens you up to your many powers that are associated with your Godliness … with your Christ consciousness. (Of course, it’s best to consult with your doctor before undertaking yoga, to make sure it will be a good choice for you.)

The only further thing I have to add to that is the illumination I had: The interesting thing about the Controller mental filter is that it happens because we wish to feel safe. And when we achieve it, we feel safe.

So it is a very difficult mental box to get out of. It has its own booby trap … It is booby trapped by the minor rewards we receive by continuing with this mental limitation.

When we feel power through the third chakra, we have to wait until we get physical symptoms, apparently, and then we go onward, through a desire to preserve our own lives. I would not want to be in that boat right now.

Actually, I used to think: Gosh, why am I always persecuted, scapegoated by all these people! … like that. And now I think: Gosh, it is a lot easier to clear that kind of karma … Those kinds of incarnational woundings … Because it hurts a lot, and I notice it right away. So, in a way, I am blessed to feel this pain and not feel that rigidity thing, because that is a hard one. Of course, I have my own challenges.

So I wish us all the opportunity , in whichever way, to understand what we are facing, and what we must eliminate.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

………………………………………………..
BACKGROUND INFORMATION

Here is a little about Saint Stephen the disciple, and about Saul of Tarsus (later known as the apostle Paul), as mentioned in the video …

Image: Saint Stephen in the Monaco Cathedral (Monaco-Ville, Monaco); photographed by Stephen J. Danko on 03 August 2011 … https://catholicgene.files.wordpress.com/2011/12/image-of-st-stephen.jpg ..

Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15  (KJV, public domain)

8  “And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.

9  “Then there arose certain of the synagogue, which is called the synagogue of the Libertines, and Cyrenians, and Alexandrians, and of them of Cilicia and of Asia, disputing with Stephen.

10  “And they were not able to resist the wisdom and the spirit by which he spake.

11  “Then they suborned men, which said, We have heard him speak blasphemous words against Moses, and against God.

12  “And they stirred up the people, and the elders, and the scribes, and came upon him, and caught him, and brought him to the council,

13  “And set up false witnesses, which said, This man ceaseth not to speak blasphemous words against this holy place, and the law:

14  “For we have heard him say, that this Jesus of Nazareth shall destroy this place, and shall change the customs which Moses delivered us.

15  “And all that sat in the council, looking steadfastly on him, saw his face as it had been the face of an angel.”

Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a  (KJV, public domain)

51  “Ye stiffnecked and uncircumcised in heart and ears, ye do always resist the Holy Ghost: as your fathers did, so do ye.

52  “Which of the prophets have not your fathers persecuted? and they have slain them which shewed before of the coming of the Just One; of whom ye have been now the betrayers and murderers:

53  “Who have received the law by the disposition of angels, and have not kept it.

54  “When they heard these things, they were cut to the heart, and they gnashed on him with their teeth.

55  “But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up stedfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God,

56  “And said, Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing on the right hand of God.

57  “Then they cried out with a loud voice, and stopped their ears, and ran upon him with one accord,

58  “And cast him out of the city, and stoned him: and the witnesses laid down their clothes at a young man’s feet, whose name was Saul.

59  “And they stoned Stephen, calling upon God, and saying, Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.

60  “And he kneeled down, and cried with a loud voice, Lord, lay not this sin to their charge. And when he had said this, he fell asleep.

8 “And Saul was consenting unto his death.”

Image: “Conversion on the Way to Damascus-Caravaggio (c.1600-1),” by Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio, circa 1600-1601, in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/6/67/Conversion_on_the_Way_to_Damascus-Caravaggio_%28c.1600-1%29.jpg ..

Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20  (KJV, public domain)

9 “And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest,

2  “And desired of him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this way, whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound unto Jerusalem.

And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from heaven:

4  “And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?

5 “And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.

6  “And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.

And the men which journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing no man.

And Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.

9  “And he was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.

10  “And there was a certain disciple at Damascus, named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord.

11  “And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, and enquire in the house of Judas for one called Saul, of Tarsus: for, behold, he prayeth,

12  “And hath seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in, and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight.

13 Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he hath done to thy saints at Jerusalem:

14  “And here he hath authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on thy name.

15  “But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel:

16  “For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.

17  “And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost.

18  “And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized.

19  “And when he had received meat, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which were at Damascus.

20  “And straightway he preached Christ in the synagogues, that he is the Son of God.”

Photos by Alice

Image: “Sky 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

…………………..

Creative Commons License
Except where otherwise noted, this work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

…………………………………………………….
…………………………………………………….

ascension, Acts, Apostle Paul, auric noise, Beyond Healing radio Show, Bob Charles, Christ consciousness, Christianity, clair, clearing karma, clearing our soul, clearing the heart, co-creation of reality, controllers, emotions, epiphany, God consciousness, God’s grace, hatred, higher consciousness, incoming light, invalidation, John Smallman, karma, karmic miasmic distortions, mental filters, mental limitations, morphogenetic field distortions, negative emotions, ocular migraine, persecution, positive emotions, power over, safety, Saint Stephen, Saul of Tarsus, scapegoating, Second Coming, soul wounding, telepathy, third eyepoint, tsunami of love, JScambio, Acts 6:8-15, Acts 7:51—8:1a, Big Bads, Acts 9:1-20, epiphany, photos by Alice,