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Implantation of False Childhood Memories Through Hypnosis . by Alice B. Clagett *

Written and published on 19 April 2020

  • IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS
  • PUTATIVE MIND CONTROL CULT MODI OPERANDI
  • A MIND CONTROL AH-HAH! EXPERIENCE I HAD IN THE EARLY 2000s

Dear Ones,

IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS

There is quite a frou-frou online regarding creation of false memories, sometimes inadvertently through hypnosis, especially with regard to childhood trauma …

Link: “Creating False Memories: Who is Most at Risk? Examining Personal and External Risk Factors, by Mirte P. A. van Rooij, Tilburg University; Supervisor: K. M. E. Lens, 26 August 2016 … http://arno.uvt.nl/show.cgi?fid=142590 ..

Link: Memory Implantation,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memory_implantation ..

From this article, I gather that spectacularly noteworthy false memories can be induced during a dissociative state created through hypnosis or mind control …

Link: “Inadvertent Hypnosis During Interrogation: False Confession Due to Dissociative State; Mis-Identified Multiple Personality and Satanic Cult Hypothesis,” by Richard J. Ofshe, in International Journal of Clinical and Experimental Hypnosis, Volume 40: 3, 1992, pp 125-156. Published online by Taylor Francis Online … https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/00207149208409653 … Received 23 July 1990; published online 31 January 2008

PUTATIVE MIND CONTROL CULT MODI OPERANDI

It occurs to me that a mind control cult might utilize hypnosis … say, during group meditations … to create emotionally debilitating false childhood memories in an intended victim. Their modus operandi (MO) might, for instance, be …

  • to single out a person who has money,
  • induce false memories of childhood trauma through group hypnosis,
  • thus creating a sense of estrangement from the intended victim’s family
  • and removing their support system;
  • so that the intended victim turns to the cult as a substitute for the natal family
  • and hands over their money to the cult leader.

Here is an alternative MO (modus operandi) for a mind control cult that does not mind homing in for a ‘kill’ …

  • to single out a person who has money,
  • induce false memories of childhood trauma through group hypnosis,
  • thus creating a sense of estrangement from the intended victim’s family
  • and removing their support system
  • so that the person might be diagnosed as mentally ill
  • and their money swiped by the cult at the moment of placement in a mental institution.

A MIND CONTROL AH-HAH! EXPERIENCE I HAD IN THE EARLY 2000s

I am reminded of a psychic experience I had in the early 2000s. In the clairaudient realm, I experienced some difficulty with insomnia; during that time, as I lay sleepless, it seemed to me that a group of people were attempting to mind control me on the astral plane. I was new to the concept of mind control cults, and had no idea what was up.

Then I ran across an article online that listed the steps in a mind control technique. I noticed these were precisely the techniques I had encountered in the twilight state I had been experiencing, as I lay half-asleep.

In an ah-hah! moment I realized the psychic experiences I had been having were no random event. It became clear that a group of psychically gifted people had studied up on expressly this technique of mind control, and were making a sustained, organized effort to mind control me.

For those of you who suspect you may be subject to the same erosive inroads on your will power through psychic criminal endeavors by others, here is a list of mind control techniques:

  • Isolation,
  • criticism,
  • peer pressure,
  • fear of alienation,
  • repetition,
  • fatigue, and
  • forming a new identity

I got this list from … Link: “Mind Control Techniques to Be Aware Of,” in Psychologia … https://psychologia.co/mind-control-techniques/ ..

Here is an affirmation to dismiss false memories …

Link: “Affirmation to Remove False Memories,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 April 2018; published on 23 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8zp ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also my blog category: Healing astral intent to harm … and its subcategories.

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Heal the Past . an affirmation by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 6 March 2018; published on 10 March 2018

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • “Heal the Past,” an Affirmation by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words

Dear Ones,

Here is an affirmation to heal past life trauma … to heal that one thing which is perceived as altering the course of one’s life for the worse. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

“Heal the Past”
An Affirmation by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
6 March 2018

Here is an affirmation to say, to heal traumatic events that happened in the past. And as you say this affirmation, the important thing is to say it very slowly, with relaxed lungs and relaxed heart, and to inhale very deeply, and exhale very deeply, as you say it. It goes like this …

 

What if I were now         (inhaling)
The grown-up person   
(exhaling)
To whom that never      (inhaling)
Happened?!                   
(exhaling)     (x2)

You are lying on your back, in corpse pose, arms at your sides, hands palms up. And you’re saying it in your mind … in your emotions … and not out loud. And first you do a long inhalation:

What if I were now …

And then exhaling very long and deep: The grown-up person …

And then inhaling long and deep: To whom that never …

And now, exhaling long and deep: Happened?!

Each inhalation and exhalation is the same length of time.

. . . . .

Well, I hope this works! It worked for me … It lifted off some samskaras to do with my health … to do with an accident that happened when I was about 13 years old … an auto accident.

And, on the psychic plane, I heard two good things … I heard V— and the name of a person that starts with ‘V’ … and it means Satan, or like that. It is just like a code word or nickname: V— will take that away … very soft. It was like a nature spirit that was holding that mask of pain from the auto accident in the left side of my body.

And the other thing that I heard … off, above and beyond my head … far, far away … like a mile away … leaving my energy field … was a death threat. Something like: May you die! … Something like that. It was a man’s voice; kind of a deep voice, receding off into the distance, like someone had wished me a death threat, and that threat was going away and leaving.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Amateur Sleuth: The Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 20 June 2017

  • COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: THE WOMAN IN THE COUPLE
  • ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE
  • COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE
    • The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father
    • Samskara of Mercy Killing
    • Trust in Family Only, Not in Community
    • His Life Story, Continued
  • ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE

Dear Ones,

For years now, I have been hearing the saddest song on the astral plane … about the torture and murder of the child Dylan Redwine in Colorado some years ago. I thought I would mention this story because, gruesome as it is, it may help a general understanding of the iterative nature of Soul wounding experiences …

COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: THE WOMAN IN THE COUPLE

The astral story is that an intersex person who chose the role of a woman tortured Dylan Redwine sexually for about a month before he passed on. For more on the woman in the astral story, see …

Link: “Soul Wounding and the Issue of Transgender Violence,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 March 2017, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76p ..

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 July 2015; revised on 2 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5QZ ..

ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE

The astral story was that a local cast of costumed characters were involved, and that films were made, perhaps weekly, and offered …

  • live locally on closed-circuit television and also after the fact,
  • on the internet via disk or by mp4 download,
  • or by viewing on a private member paid website, perhaps via an association catering to child sexual molesters wearing house arrest bracelets.
  • As an aside: If it were true that episodes in the torture and murder of Dylan Redwine are still circulating through snuff media outlets, and are being viewed, say, on weekends, then these repeat viewings would cause repetitive astral acts of violence to play out in the Four Corners area … almost as if such incidents were taking place over and over again, assumedly with new victims; however, it might just be the same victim being viewed over and over. Over time, such repetitive viewing might build up the type of astral thought forms in the Four Corners area that would lead to copycat acts of violence on the physical plane; it is to be hoped that this is not the case.

COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE

The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father

The torturer, according to the astral lore (which can be pretty wild sometimes), is married to an intersex person who chose the role of a man. This person, in childhood, lived in Central Europe. His father was a brigand and murderer in areas around the village near which he lived.

The father was discovered by the villagers who, with no concern for the niceties of the law, and with remarkable lack of empathy, crucified him live outdoors, in the hope that he would be consumed little by little by the local wildlife.

His child (the husband in the above story), was but a teenager at the time; already versed in the manner of livelihood of his father, through hands-on experience mentored by his dad. During the impromptu interrogation that had preceded his father’s crucifixion, the complicity of the child did not come up.

Crows flocked round the child’s father who, fearing the birds would peck his eyes out, called for help. When the child heard his father’s cries, he tried to free him. This failing, at his father’s urging, he got his father’s pistol and killed him. Then he and his mother fled to South America.

According to the astral stories, his mother was addicted to vodka. While in South America, the young man tried for higher education through mail order classes. Once, drunk, his mother nicked him in the right eye with a knife; he pleaded for mercy, saying he could not get his high school diploma without the use of his eyes, and he was spared.

According to the astral lore, in time the son, working as a narcotics distributor, wended his way northward to the United States. Like his father, he was very intelligent, and over the years, by hook or by crook, he made his living by his wits, always with a view to criminal endeavors, in honor of his dad.

He enjoyed killing people, especially during hunting season, as the sound of rifle fire might be written off by others as that of wildlife hunters. For some time he enjoyed picking off women on the freeway during hunting season.

Samskara of Mercy Killing

The husband’s early traumatic experience with his father resulted in the samskara, or Soul wounding, experience that the young man must act to mercifully end the life of someone being tortured. This became an important value to him; a core spiritual value.

Trust in Family Only, Not in Community

The other early learning experience resulting from this trauma would, I feel, have been that one could trust no one other than his own family; that community was not to be trusted, and that law and justice were unenforceable and undependable concepts.

Thus it came about that he met and fell in love with a person who loved to torture children. His role in the process was to mercifully end the children’s lives, just as he had his father’s.

ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE

To get back to the astral story about Dylan Redwine, the story goes that Dylan was waiting at a bus stop on Vallecito Lake. That he was accosted by the intersex wife (see above) with the implication of a sexual tryst and the possibility of smoking marijuana, and that he thus willingly got into her car.

That she took him to her bedroom in a nearby community, where her husband made him immobile by severing his spinal cord low down with a knife puncture wound. That she tortured him for about a month.

This was a very distressing time for me, as an empath. As a clair person, I endured the child’s own suffering, helplessness, and cries for help during that time. Apparently the child was drugged, for he did not know where he was. He cried out to his father for help, but his father could not find him on the physical plane.

On the clair plane, I heard that others assisted in torturing the child. That a woman of the couple’s acquaintance, the wife of a couple they knew, cut off his eyelids with a pair of manicure scissors. That drugs were involved, and that she thought this would make his eyes look prettier; more like her own.

And then, in keeping with the husband’s early samskara of mercy killing, on the astral plane, I heard the husband say that he murdered Dylan Redwine as an act of mercy, to end his torment. I heard he portioned the remains, carrying them in several trips by bicycle to relatively remote sites on the east side of Vallecito Lake.

  • One disposal site must have been where law enforcement found remains, on Middle Mountain near Vallecito Lake.
  • On the astral plane I heard the wife say other remains were shrink wrapped and sunk off shore at the campground on the shoreline slightly to the west of Elk Point Lodge. (1) Whether this is true or not, I do not know. I also do not know if these would have been all the remains.

I heard also that Dylan Redwine’s father was implicated in his son’s murder by an anonymous phone tip to local law enforcement by the intersex husband, posing with a woman’s voice on the phone call.

That looking into a change of owners of a restaurant, possibly with a floor show on the weekends, on or near Vallecito Lake (name of this place, and even whether it exists at all, unknown), might provide a clue to resolving the murder (what clue, I do not know).

I really loathe these astral stories. There is just no way of knowing who comes up with them, or whether there is a shred of truth in them. My guess, though, is that they involve a glom of many people with similar Soul wounding, and so they most likely are of no help at all in the amateur sleuth department.

On the other hand, journaling sometimes helps dispel astral stories that are circulating round the noosphere; maybe this blog will help dispel this story, which is as full of suffering as any might be.

And also, for those who in the healing arts, such a story would illustrate how a youthful Soul wounding experience might lead to acting out in later life, the intention of the Soul being to remember and heal the original trauma, which is stored as cellular memory, according to ascension lore.

In terms of community healing, for the towns of Vallecito Lake, Bayfield, Ignacio, and Durango, Colorado, it could be that this awful astral story was born of an effort to solve the mystery of Dylan Redwine’s death and heal the deep suffering of the community around this issue. Thus, on the astral plane, in the realm of the imagination, the mystery was successfully resolved.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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(1) Possibly this is Middle Mountain Campground? See “Columbine Public Lands Campgrounds” … http://vallecitolakechamber.com/members/public-campingcampgrounds ..

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Amateur Sleuth: Cowrie Shell Mystery . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 18 May 2017

  • DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS
  • SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL
  • THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN
  • DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER
    • The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group
  • DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM

Dear Ones,

DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS

In the dreamtime realm I was sent an astral image recently that was concerning to me … It was of a man whose penis had been severed, and who wore a cloth covering on the stump, secured by a rubber band. Sewn on the cloth were cowrie shells. In the vision, it looked a little like this …

Composite Drawing: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 18 May 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border … CREDIT: Cowrie shell image is adapted from “cowry shells used as dice for games of chance in Tamil culture (சோழி/சோவி). This indicates a roll of 3” by Sodabottle, CC BY-SA 3.0.

Composite Drawing: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” compiled by Alice B. Clagett, <em>18 May 2017</em>, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border …

CREDIT: Cowrie shell image is adapted from “cowry shells used as dice for games of chance in Tamil culture (சோழி/சோவி). This indicates a roll of 3” by Sodabottle, CC BY-SA 3.0.

In the image, the tan border represents the rubber band. In the vision, there may have been more cowrie shells sewn on; I am not sure. But they were arranged in rows as above; a gift to the man from his wife. The color of the cloth was more greyish than in the image; more of a dun color.

SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL

Since cowrie shells are used for dice in games of chance, it could be that the act of severing the penis, if self-inflicted, may have happened for the sake of luck in money or love.

If the act was inflicted in a psychological sense by a lover, then the significance may have been that romance is ‘win all, lose all’; that romance failed is emasculating; this subconscious symbolism might have been acted out subsequently in a dominatrix – slave sex scenario, with a woman whose psychological impact is depicted in this drawing …

Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13) Kali,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 August 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dZZ ..

THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN

In subsequent clair chatter, this man was found to be kidnapping and killing women from time to time. He had, purportedly, five or six accomplices. The motives for these kidnappings and killings were, variously …

  • ‘that they deserved it’,
  • that is was ‘for their own good’, and
  • that there was money in it for a favorite non-profit organization.

DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER

There was also a theme that the man’s father had cut off his penis when he was very young, that the young man had told his family priest, and that the priest had tried talking with the father about it. According to the astral story, this turned out to be a big mistake, as the father then killed the priest, and told his children no one would ever know, as the family were perceived by the local community to be good Catholics.

The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group

In this variant of the dream, this proved to be true; the father never was caught out. The son, perceiving the father as more powerful than the church, hired out as an assassin in his adult years, and gathered a group of felons around him who had physical and psychical assassin skills.

There may have been the murder of a priest in recent years, possibly here in Los Angeles, as an acting out by a member of this assassin group of the group leader’s early childhood wounding.

According to the astral stories, two spiritual, high-profile women were recently murdered by this group, their murders not yet being found out as their families think them simply ‘missing’.

There is also a sub theme of drug addiction, and of killing both women and men through intentional drug overdose.

DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM

There is another sub theme of another man, a serial black widower. The MO (modus operandi) involved two men from the group of five or six (possibly friends on the physical plane) mentioned above … One dates the woman, the other murders her, and the first man produces a fake marriage license and/or a fake will deeding the woman’s property to a non-profit in which both men are engaged, and from which they may receive a wage or other compensation.

I have no idea whether this astral thread is true (I hope not!) or simply dreamworld stuff, a group vivid waking dream (one of the Ascension symptoms), but I thought it best to let folks know, in case there have been actual acts of violence, or in case acting out is a future possibility.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Soul Wounding and the Issue of Transgender Violence . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 27 March 2017, published on 3 April 2017; revised

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women
    • Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem
    • Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?
      • Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery
      • Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow
    • Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm
    • Torture of the Young Child by the Father During Childhood
      • A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father
      • The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door
      • How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult
    • On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios
      • Parental Grant of Authority to Torture
      • Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse
      • Self-Torture: Cosmetic, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery
    • Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out 
    • Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience
    • The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’
    • The Stance of the Spiritual Healer
    • A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding
      • On Keeping a Low Profile
      • On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax
      • On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’
      • The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light
    • A Prayer of Healing
  • MORE INFORMATION
    • The issue of transgender people being murdered
    • Can transgender women attain orgasm?
    • Do transgender women torture children?
    • A few instances of violence caused by transgender persons

Dear Ones,

This is about transgender Soul wounding, and the recent violent crimes against transgender women. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font is not in the video, and was added on 5 April 2017 …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

There has been an incredible solar windstream last night and today. Last night the protonfall was, maybe 11,000 … really high … and it was 6,000 or so this morning. This is my favorite kind of protonfall; really cool! The solar winds blow a lot of interesting information in with them.

Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women

I thought I would talk a little bit about men who become transgender women. I looked up in Wikipedia, and I found that there is an immense threat of violence and threat to the lives of men who become transgender women.  (See “For More Information” below.)

And it looks like there may perhaps be no letup this year. I spent some time cogitating on that, and trying to figure out what the dynamic was. And I have come up with a little something that I will put forth; no doubt others will come up with their own ideas.

Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem

I think when a man really feels like he should have been a woman, that because societal expectations are against it, that feeling leads to low self-esteem. Because, even though he may be very careful about it, on the astral plane that information will be passed around amongst his friends and family and so forth.

In their subconscious minds, people can be exceedingly cruel with societal expectations that they feel are not met. And unless we are aware of our own deep feelings, or of their subconscious, then that will be the primitive, reptilian brain’s responses; the responses of the feral drives that are lurking, and operating in the back of our mind, without our generally knowing what is going on, until we become very introspective.

  • So let’s say that there is a person who wishes that he were a woman, and does not cotton onto other people’s cruel subconscious messages about unmet societal expectations. Then he will begin to develop low self-esteem because they are always dissing him.
  • If he is conscious of what is going on with them, he can craft responses that will help improve his self-esteem.
  • If he feels he has low self-esteem but does not know why, he can always begin positive affirmations, or other work to improve his self-esteem.

Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?

But let’s assume that there is an issue with low self-esteem. Then the person gets a transgender operation. I have read up what I can on transgender operations, and I have to say, my general take on it is that the success of the operations may be overstated. (See “For More Information” below.)

Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery. in My own feeling is that there is a significant percentage of transgender women who have had such pain from the surgery that was performed, that they find it difficult, or very painful, or impossible, to have an orgasm. And further that, because of the trauma that their very sensitive genital tissues sustained in the course of the operation that allowed them to become transgender, whenever the act of sex is performed, I feel that the memory of that pain that is deep in the cells will be combining with the pleasure of the act of sex that is taking place.

Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow. Further, I heard that the vagina is not quite as long, among transgender women, perhaps not at all as long, in some cases, as might be anticipated by the man who is having sex with them. And so, if that were to be combined with the issue of low self-esteem, there might unfold a scenario where the transgender woman allows the man to injure her because he is trying to penetrate her too deeply when the operation does not allow that. And that might be from a fear of looking different from other people.

Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm

Continuing with a particular notion of a case for men who have become transgender women, I would like to take a possible ‘what if’ and a possible ‘for instance’ regarding the transgender woman who, because of the pain involved, or because the operation was less than perfect … or for whatever reason, is unable to achieve orgasm, either with or without the act of sex, in any of the various ways described in the popular literature.

Torture of the Young Child by the Father or Mother During Childhood. Let’s just take a case where the young boy was treated very badly by his father because his father did not want the community to laugh at him regarding the desire of the young child to be a girl rather than a boy. And suppose this father tortured that child physically.

Such astral instances have been discussed in prior blogs. and need not be repeated here; I have also described in a prior blog an astral instance of torture by a mother under the influence of alcohol.

A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father. From astral stories, I know of a similar case, where a child was born hermaphroditic (intersex) … with partly male and partly female characteristics, including partly male and partly female genitals.

The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door. The greatest torture situation that ever happened to this child was a perfect example of how the subconscious mind uses metaphors and symbolism as its language. And it assigns its own physical values to metaphors. It cannot think abstractly … I have discussed this in past blogs (see my blog category ‘Unconscious symbolism’).

The young child who is hermaphroditic apparently feels sometimes more masculine, and sometimes more feminine, because the balance of the hormones may shift from the one pole to the other. In the astral stories, this was the case with this young person: Sometimes they said: I would like to be a man. Sometimes they said:  would like to be a woman. And one day the father absolutely blew it, freaked out, and took up from his subconscious mind the metaphor ‘I’ll nail your hide to the barn door’ …

In my youth, this saying used to be used quite a bit. These days are more civilized. But in those days of yore, in the countryside, people used to say quite a bit to their children: I’ll tan your hide and tack it to the barn door! … if you do not sweep the floor (or whatever it was that they wanted their children to do). It was common parlance back then.

So there was this metaphor floating around, back when, about tanning a child’s hide and tacking it to the barn door; probably because that is what they did with cattle and so forth: they would tan the hide, and tack it to the barn door to stretch it out, and then use it for something.

So to get back to the astral story: Maybe this was a country setting; I do not know. What happened was, the child waffled back and forth one too many times, caught the father’s attention on a bad day, and the father dragged the child outside and nailed the child’s right foot to the barn door.

I am sure if he had just thought for a minute he would have realized he was just acting out a metaphor. But in fact, this is what happened; and he said: You decide! And I will not remove that nail until you decide.

So the child decided it would be a man. Right then and there, I guess, because the pain was so great. So the father relented and the child became a man in dress, in attitude, and so forth … and then in later life, decided to get the transgender operation so as to be completely female.

In the ordinary instance of transgender surgery, there is a young man who would prefer to be a woman; whereas, in the astral story I just now recounted, there was a hermaphroditic or intersex young person who grew up as a male child and then decided to be a woman. In this astral story, when the operation was performed, apparently through ignorance, the surgeon removed some sexual organs that were involved in climax and the feeling of orgasm.

How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult. When the surgery was finished, that young person could no longer have an orgasm. So in such an instance, when this operation leads to that result, and if there has been physical torture of the child by the parent in early childhood by the parent or the parental caretaker, then the surgery results in further physical torture for the sake of placating the parental figure from years past. It is a way of saying: Look, dad, I am what you expected me to be! I am just a woman!  (See “For More Information” below.)

In other words, in response to that early childhood torture, the young person takes it upon himself to torture himself again. And then expects for everything to be alright. But because of the early samskara of torture, and because of the repetition of that, it is no longer possible to enjoy the act of sex.

And so, in this instance on the astral plane, of which I speak, the young transgender woman turned to torturing children sexually. In other words, she was projecting the Soul wounding in her second chakra onto someone else, and then reliving that Soul wounding through the pain that she was inflicting on the child. (See “For More Information” below.)

On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios

This is not the only such instance that I have run into, on the astral plane, where people turn from having been deeply wounded by past circumstances, especially by a father (but also sometimes by a mother), and move into projecting that pain onto someone else, so that they can be the powerful figure … because it is too scary to remember that horrible stuff! And instead, turn to someone else, and re-enact it through what they do to that other person.

Parental Grant of Authority to Torture. In the deep subconscious mind of such a child, there would be the unspoken understanding that, because the father had tortured her, it would be ok for her to do the same.

Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse. Further, a father that would torture his child in such a way would have very poor impulse control, or else would have issues with substance abuse, or such like. This might be anticipated to lead to time after time of such instances of childhood physical abuse.

So what you will see amongst these young people who have been physically tortured by their parents, is the possibility of learned poor impulse control, and of learned substance abuse and physical abuse of children that come into their lives. More concerning, they are likely to act out torture time after time with other people.

Self-Torture: Breast-Enhancement, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery. Another possibility is that they may perform that torture on themselves time after time (such as with many iterations of cosmetic, height-enhancing, or appearance-changing surgery). 

Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out 

In a practical sense, what can be done about this? It seems there is an impulse, like a passion, that rises up in those who have been tortured in childhood because of a particular stimulus. And then they cannot get it out of their minds. And then the overwhelming urge comes up to act it out. 

Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience

I know of another instance along this line that is very similar. The other instance has to do with a very young person who was, in a wartime situation, separated from a parent. The parent was killed, and the house was demolished. And then the child was forced to rove in packs with other children, through a town that was demolished through bombing. This continued for some years, during his early life. There were some, quite a few years in which his whole living had to do with pillaging and looting and trying to lord it over other children. Or trying to survive through being a sex object for bullying people that were stronger than he. 

For this young person, because acts of submission and rectal intercourse with other young children were what allowed him to stay alive during those post-war years, he feels that it is perfectly ok, now that he is a grownup, for him to project what happened to him onto children in his neighborhood. Because of his early childhood conditioning, he feels that shooting these children in the buttocks with opium first, makes it ok to do this, as it numbs the pain. In other words, the palliative makes it ok to inflict pain … I am guessing, because in his childhood no such care was taken in regard to him. 

I feel it is a very difficult thing for him, because the minute, on the astral plane, that the thought of having intercourse with a child comes up for him, as a picture in his mind, he can never let it go from his mind, until, that night, he finds a way to act it out.

By ‘acting out’ I mean that he projects out what happened to him onto someone else, and relives what happened to him through that child. 

The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’

The desire of the Soul, when early childhood Soul wounding is acted out, is to remember and heal the pain that the child experienced. But the action of the personality is the exact opposite.

The Stance of the Spiritual Healer

I do not know how this crushingly intense impulse to act out can be curbed. I am hoping others will come up with something on this. Overall, I say, from my own standpoint, that the best I can do is to offer prayers for grace, and prayers of faith that there will be a solution. That these Souls will find healing, in this great Light that is coming in to Earth this year. I hope that will be true.

I sense their pain, I sense the great pain of those that are their victims. And I hope, for each of them, that the answer will be provided through Divine grace.

A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding

On Keeping a Low Profile. Right now, I do not know what to do about this. From a societal perspective, their discovery is, from the reading I have done, likely to lead to their dropping form through violence from others, so I would advise keeping a low profile.

On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax. Aside from that, it might be a good idea to look up, in the popular literature, all the different ways that orgasm can be attained, lacking the typical scenario. There are apparently quite a few different ways: Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online (see below).

So I suggest experimenting, to see if perhaps you can begin to experience, say, autoerogenous climax or orgasm; then you can slowly begin to heal those tissues of the pain that they have experienced over this incarnation.

On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’. I hope that you’re able to decrease and eliminate the projective mechanism that is causing you to move against and away from societal expectations, and into the arena of extreme societal disapproval. It’s best to steer clear of legal sanctions, as I have read that transgender people in prison may suffer violence or even loss of life at the hands of others.

The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light. Aside from that, I would hope, with great faith and expectation, for a cure that may be forthcoming with the Incoming Light; a DNA repair for people with very deep, second-chakra Soul wounding.

This may take place, I feel, through feeling your own heart, and fulfilling your own heart’s deep creative urges in a less destructive way. I wish each of you the very best.

A Prayer of Healing

That is all I have on that right now. I have a prayer of healing for each of you, and I hope, with all my heart, that you will see excellent results in the future.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

The issue of transgender people being murdered …

Link: “Why Have There Been So Many Trans Murders This Year?” by Samantha Allen, 10 April 2017 … http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2017/03/04/why-have-there-been-so-many-trans-murders-this-year.html ..

Link: “List of Unlawfully Killed Transgender People,” in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_unlawfully_killed_transgender_people ..

Can transgender women attain orgasm?

Reading between the lines, it looks to me like orgasm among transgender women is iffy. This article mentions climax from vaginal penetration, using a vibrator angled upward to stimulate the G-spot/prostate and clitoral stimulation …

Link: “Transgender Zone” … http://forum.transgenderzone.com/viewtopic.php?t=1470#.WNbTL28rLwc …

This article mentions the G-spot/prostate as well as stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve as an option for those who underwent early days transgender operations …

Link: “Will I Be Able to Orgasm? Yes” … http://www.drchristinemcginn.com/monthlytopic/read.php?id=1 ..

Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online.

Do transgender women torture children?

I know of only one such instance; see …

Link: “4-Year-Old Boy’s Torturer Watched Him Die, Prosecutors Say,” by Murray Weiss, Janon Fisher, and Ben Fractenberg, 10 January 2014 … https://www.dnainfo.com/new-york/20140110/midtown-south/4-year-old-tortured-midtown-lost-14-pounds-18-days-sources-say ..

Other instances of violence caused by transgender persons

I checked for instances of violence caused by transgender persons. From my research, it seems these are far less frequent than are instances of violence perpetrated against transgender people …

Link: “Transgender Defense: ‘Donna’ Says ‘Doug’ Is the Spokane Serial Killer,” by Susan Donaldson James, 19 March 2014 … http://abcnews.go.com/Health/transgender-woman-male-persona-serial-killer/story?id=22959423 ..

Link: “Transgender rapist is sent to male prison after being found GUILTY of raping teenage girl when she was a man,” by Alex Mattews for Mailonline, 8 January 2016, updated … http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3390705/Transgender-rapist-sent-male-prison-GUILTY-raping-teenage-girl-man.html ..

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Selfless Service as Suffering or Alms-Giving . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 28 August 2016; published on 30 September 2018

  • PRECIS OF THE VIDEO
    • Selfless Service: Joy or a Sense of Duty?
    • The All and Free Will
    • Alms, Penance, Forgiveness and the Christian Church
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Selfless Service: Joy or a Sense of Duty?
    • The All and Free Will
    • Alms, Penance, Forgiveness and the Christian Church
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

This video is about selfless service, the notion that suffering can be good, and the notion that a child might merit corporeal punishment ‘for his own good’; that ‘he deserves it’. There is also a discussion of alms-giving and the Christian church.

Here is a Précis of the video; beneath that is the video and the transcription of the video, which is a bit more ‘blousy’ than the Précis.

PRECIS OF THE VIDEO

Selfless Service: Joy or a Sense of Duty?

A spiritual institution that does not allow its members free will with regard to selfless service detracts from their electromagnetic fields and strips them of their power. Such an institution readily turns to hypnosis for the sake of one person who is in charge of the institution, and aggregation of power by him through abrogation of the free will of the members ‘for their own good’.

To the leader of such a spiritual institution, it seems like a wonderful thing, as he becomes very powerful, very macho, very top ego, top dog … it’s the most terrific thing … but for everybody else in the group, it’s pain and suffering and hellworlds and being used.

The All and Free Will

As the Awakening continues, more and more people will come to value the principles of the All and Free Will upon which our planet is based, and so the institutions of today will turn into the institutions of tomorrow that value the All and Free Will … the prayer that all beings everywhere may be happy, may have enough to eat, may exist in joy, and have free will.

My conclusion regarding selfless service is that it will not help a spiritual institution unless it comes from the joy of the heart, rather than simply from a sense of duty. Let us purify and cleanse the notion of selfless service for humankind.

Alms, Penance, Forgiveness and the Christian Church

People come to spiritual counselors with regrets about their lives, feelings of guilt about some of their actions, feelings of despondency and despair. Their Spirit sorrows.

In the old days, in Europe, when wealthy people were near death, they would give alms to the Christian church as penance for their earthly deeds. The Christian church was in a difficult position regarding this, as they wished to grow their church, to obtain more lands and spread their teachings, and these alms from the rich would help that end.

And so, despite their misgivings, the clerics of those olden days agreed to the practice of giving alms for penance. The difficulty being that wealthy persons of that era might seize on the practice of giving alms … at the very last minute … at death’s door, as it were … after having lived a life quite in contrast to the church’s teachings. This was, in effect, a minor bow to the philosophy of Consequentialism; the end was a good one, but the means were somewhat iffy. For instance, was the practice of giving alms at death’s door really helpful to the Soul? For quite some century, this question provided food for thought.

Then as the Christian church evolved, the Souls of the Christian people became more clear, and an edict was passed that dispensed with alms-giving as penance. The notions that penitence, asking Christ for forgiveness, and being determined to live a better life through Christ were more important than alms-giving, that the heart was more important than the pocketbook, became the rule that the now many Christian churches still adhere to today. Although, quite naturally, there is still a need for financial donations, as with all earthly institutions.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones. It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I thought I would mention a little bit more the philosophy that punishment should be meted out because it is good for a person, especially a child, ‘because they deserve it’ … which sometimes happens when parents are angry … They will say something like: You deserved it! … And then the child gets ‘corporeal punishment’, as it is called.

Or the parent may come home after a day at work, and exercise ‘corporeal punishment’ and say: It’s for your own good! … like that. This philosophy that punishment is good for us carries over from childhood learning and childhood trauma into adulthood.

Selfless Service: Joy or a Sense of Duty?

There are even institutional instances that espouse as dogma this Soul wounding notion that ‘It’s for your own good’. When this happens … when there is an institution that subscribes to this notion, the result is the pursuit of punishment as a good thing … as an end in itself … the pursuit of suffering.

This happens most prominently in spiritual institutions that feel selfless service is good for the Soul. Now in many instances a spiritual institution could not survive without the notion of selfless service. And so the people give of themselves so as to enjoy the benefits of the group … to help the group thrive and grow. But the problem is that these notions that suffering is good for us, and that we deserve suffering, and that it is for our own good, also enter into the notion of selfless service.

I remember years ago I belonged to an ashram. It was many years ago. And they had a notion about selfless service. But the problem was that it would get out of hand, and that I would find myself spending every spare minute doing selfless service. And I would not be able to get done the things that I loved to do as well … such as playing kirtan and so forth … because all the time I was doing selfless service, which was defined by the head of the ashram as certain things that might (or might not) be things that I enjoyed doing.

As I have gotten older, I have come to an understanding about selfless service, that it will not help an institution unless it comes from the joy of the heart. And so, when I step over that boundary from doing things for the joy of it, for the sake of the world, for the sake of humankind … into the territory of ‘Suffer, because it’s for your own good!’ I suddenly reversed the whole energy of selfless service. And suddenly, nothing that I do serves the world and helps the world. Instead of adding to the great, positive energy of the world, it adds to the negative energies, the obverse side of the Duality play.

I will not go into the entities in the astral realm that are involved; I am sure you know that story. So may I suggest that we purify and cleanse this notion of selfless service, which all the Lightworkers wish to do … selfless service for humankind. If you are involved in a group or a spiritual institution: Selfless service for that institution … but only if it does not hurt. Only if we love every minute of it.

We can choose. We have that power of choice. And when we do not choose, then we have an institution that takes away the power of free will of all its people, and detracts from their electromagnetic fields.

That kind of institution very readily turns to self-hypnosis for the sake of one person who is in charge of it. The power is stripped from the individual, and all the individuals in the group, and sent instead to one leader of the group, who then prescribes selfless service that becomes suffering because of our lack of free will. That is something definitely to be avoided.

To the leader himself, it seems like a wonderful thing, because he becomes very powerful, very macho, very ‘top dog’, right? It is the most terrific thing; but for everybody else in the group, it is pain and suffering and hellworlds and being ‘used’. That is a terrible thought, is it not?

The All and Free Will

As the Ascension proceeds; as the Awakening includes more and more people, more and more people will come to value these notions of the All and free will upon which our planet is based. And so the institutions of today will turn into the institutions of tomorrow that value the All and free will.

All beings everywhere … may they all be happy! May they all have enough to eat! May they all exist in joy! May that be so for all beings everywhere! And may they all have free will! May they all act according to their free will!

More and more these will be the hallmarks of the great human institutions of new life on New Earth.

Alms, Penance, Forgiveness and the Christian Church

I have just a little more to say about the type of selfless service … People come to spiritual counselors at big institutions and they say: Oh my! I am guilty of so many things! I have concerns about so many things in my life that I wish I had done in a different way!  … Like that, you know? And: Oh my gosh! I treated my children in this-and-such a way from time to time, and now they don’t love me!  …  and … What can I do? I feel very bad. I feel worthless. I feel despondent. I am in great despair. I am in great pain. My Spirit sorrows.

In the old days … in medieval times … this used to happen near death, There was one great Christian church then in Europe. And they had a setup for the wealthy there. It was important to the churches to obtain more and more lands, and to obtain more and more money, and to grow the church … the Christian church … the great Christian church of those eras. So the rich would come; and this was interesting prospect because of the goal of growing the church, that the rich should come, at the end of their lives … having lived perhaps exactly as they wished to live, in a state of pursuit of pleasure all their lives, no matter what the cost … that kind of thing.

Then they would come, at the end of their lives, when their health was failing, they would say: What shall I do? How can I save my Soul? … Right?  … It is time to worry about that. This is typical of life in the world, actually. But back then they used to have a solution; they would say that their clerics would pray for a certain person if a certain amount of alms would be donated to the church. And the wealthy would go right for it. They were used to somebody else doing their job for them. All that would be taken care of, and their Souls would be saved.

This was the practice of giving alms in exchange for heavenly removal of guilt, and so forth. Then came a time when a popular sentiment that arose, that this practice was no longer appropriate. It seems to me that, as the spirits of the people evolved, as their Souls became more pure, they came to an understanding that the giving of alms for the sake of receiving penance was a misuse of the power of the church for the sake of worldly gain … for the sake of worldly power. And there was a change in the rules of the church so that was not allowed that to happen anymore.

There was an upgrade in the understanding of everybody in the Christian church. It was a big deal at the time … a very big deal … to move from power-based feeling, up to the feeling of the heart … and to let the heart rule … and to stand in the notion that asking forgiveness of Christ would remove our sins … that that was what we had to do: Not give alms, but ask for forgiveness from Christ; and in that manner to begin to walk with Christ, and to feel the Christ consciousness. We are capable, as human beings, to begin to receive that grace from God.

I have mentioned this because the giving of alms is another misconstruction of the notion of selfless service. This is my feeling: I think when people come to any institution with a heavy heart, and a notion that their sins must be absolved, that the thing to do is to explain to them that when they need to seek forgiveness. They need to give themselves a chance to be forgiven; to know that God’s grace waits for them … the grace of Christ, if they are Christians; the grace of the Buddha, if they are Buddhists, and so on.

What this does is it changes the heart energy from negative to positive. It changes the energy so that … instead of working towards a goal, say, of eventually being forgiven by doing a certain number of hours work every day, or by giving a certain amount of money … that instead they know that God’s grace is everywhere, and that forgiveness is instantaneous, and that all they need to do is ask.

I feel this very strongly: That it is a distortion of the Light to ask for alms in terms of work hours or money in exchange for forgiveness.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Soul Wounding: On Seeing Suffering as Good,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 August 2016; published on 28 September 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6cp ..

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Desire Elementals Video Series . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 23 September 2016; revised
Previously titled: Desire Elementals: The Series

Dear Ones,

Here is the series of videos on desire elementals (which are also known as the Inner Child, the gut brain, the Lower Mental Body, and the lower triangle).

I channeled this Desire Elementals Series in July of 2016, published it in September of 2016, and transcribed it in July of 2019. The setting is the Santa Monica Mountains of California. After each video is an edited Summary.


DESIRE ELEMENTALS VIDEO SERIES


DESIRE ELEMENTALS 1: Getting to Know Your Desire Elementals         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 23 September 2016; transcribed on 10 July 2019

ADULTS ONLY (PG-13, NUDITY): Image: “Muladhara Chakra” [First Chakra; Basal Chakra] by Himitsuhana …  http://ih0.redbubble.net/image.32823552.5866/flat,1000×1000,075,f.jpg … DESCRIPTION: This painting is somehow reminiscent of the desire elemental, only I might have changed the red color to forest green, or brown. It is a photo of a young woman, painted red from the waist down, sitting on a big red ball in a forest glade .

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Caveat about Mistaking Clair Talk from Our Desire Elemental to Be Clair Talk About Another Person
    • Names for the Desire Elemental
    • Intelligence of the Desire Elemental
    • Desire Elemental Malware
    • How to Ease the Angst of Your Desire Elemental
    • Elemental Essence Sometimes Goes from One Person or Place to Another
    • Like Us, Elemental Essence is Growing in Intelligence
    • On Listening to the Story of Your Desire Elemental
      • Case of the Man Who Was Angry with His Postpartum Wife
    • Desire Elemental Sexual Malware
    • Other Desire Elemental Malware
    • Concerns of the Desire Elemental
    • How to Talk to Elemental Essence, channeled by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
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Dear Ones,

Here is the first in a series of videos about working with desire elementals (which are composed of ‘elemental essence’).

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Caveat about Mistaking Clair Talk from Our Desire Elemental to Be Clair Talk About Another Person

This is the first of a series of videos on working with the desire elementals. These are composed of elemental essence. They are sometimes called the ‘Lower Mental Body’. I just wanted to give you all a heads up, before starting this video, as to what I have been noticing lately …

As the Awakening takes place, people are beginning to hear their desire elementals and talk with them. But very frequently, they do not know that their desire elementals are part of their cells. They believe that they are someone else … maybe someone of the opposite sex that they know, for instance.

I quite frequently clair see or hear people getting into acerbic arguments … bitter arguments … with their own desire elementals simply because they do not know that this is part of themselves.

As we proceed on the path of Awakening, one of our jobs is to make friends with our own desire elementals, and begin to train them up to be in the world in the way that we wish them to express themselves.

Names for the Desire Elemental

I have been working with desire elementals today, while I am out hiking in the beautiful Santa Monica Mountain … my desire elemental … or elemental essence … and those of other people as well.

I have a few rules of the road, for when you decide to begin your first conversation with your desire elemental. And so, I am going to give you the list of names that people call desire elementals in different traditions. It is a long one; it goes like this: Desire elemental, elemental essence, lost child of the Soul (or lost children of the Soul, inner child), the child within …

If it is upset, sometimes they say: Childhood trauma, childhood wounding, or Soul wounding … Then for the healthy one, they say: The viscera, the gut brain, the Lower Mental Body. Also: lower triangle, autonomic nervous system, parasympathetic nervous system, sympathetic nervous system, subconscious mind, or unconscious mind … depending on the tradition.

Intelligence of the Desire Elemental

All those terms refer to that quality of intelligence I call the desire elemental. You have to understand they do not have a cerebral cortex. They are not truly individualized, although they can speak to you through telepathy.

They go with enthusiasm and joy. They love joy, and happiness, and gratitude, and appreciation, and Light, and love. They love those things. They respond best to those things, but because we have been in a Dark Duality until the Shift in 2012, they have learned … usually before one month of age … slogans that have been carried through, unconsciously or subconsciously, all their lives, in the gut, in the viscera, in the neurons there.

Desire Elemental Malware

They have learned slogans that are not joyful and are not happy and are not grateful and are not full of appreciation … none of those good things. They have added some enthusiasm … because they are very enthusiastic … to some very compromised wordings, such as, for instance: F— you in the a– hole!

That is a favorite; said with great enthusiasm by the Lower Mental Body that is not tracked by the Higher Mental Body and trained, as we do when we start on the spiritual path.

Or it might be: You don’t love me! You don’t love me! … over and over again. That is another one.

Then there is a feeling that the Lower Mental Body sometimes has. It goes like this: I am afraid! I am afraid I am going to die. He … [meaning the person that is the Higher Mental Body’s owner] … doesn’t even know I exist.

How to Ease the Angst of Your Desire Elemental 

The minute you start talking to them, they know that you know that they exist, and that eases the existential anxiety, or angst, that they have. This is the existential angst that is coming to the fore, and causing anxiety attacks and panic attacks as we are rising to, and awakening to, the Light of New Earth.

So that is the beginning of not feeling afraid, and not feeling concerned for your life: To talk to your Lower Mental Body. So we say, for instance, that the Lower Mental Body, the elemental essence, takes on the flavor, or taste, of the personality with which it is associated.

Elemental Essence Sometimes Goes from One Person or Place to Another

Elemental essence is not like the physical body. It stays mainly with us, and associates with us. But there is elemental essence everywhere on Earth, in Creation. We have some that tags along and trails along with us, around the lower triangle. (That is another name for the vital body.)

But it comes and goes, in little bits. For instance, some might be attracted to someone else that we are walking past, and go on off, trailing after it. And when it does that, it takes on the flavor, or taste, of that other personality that it is then associated with.

And vice versa; we might pick up a little bit of elemental essence just from the air, or from the mountain here, where I am standing, or from other people. And then that takes on, and patterns itself after, our own personality.

Like Us, Elemental Essence is Growing in Intelligence

So that is about elemental essence: How it is growing in intelligence. And so, the point of elemental essence is that it should become more and more intelligent, and more and more God-aware, just like the point of everything in creation is like that. It is learning, and we are learning; we are learning together.

On Listening to the Story of Your Desire Elemental

You have to listen, in the beginning, to the story of your desire elemental. You have to find out, for instance, what was going on in your parents’ minds when they made love one month after you were born; that is what gets picked up … that kind of very deep lesson about the vital self.

Case of the Man Who Was Angry with His Postpartum Wife. I ran across a case like this recently: If, for instance, your father was angry at your mother because he had not been able to enjoy sexual relations with her for quite some time before you were born (because of her pregnant condition), then he might feel anger while this first act of sexuality takes place in your young life.

You might be nearby … maybe in a bassinet in the same room … or in a motel room … even on the same bed. So your vital body would have picked up that anger that your father was feeling about being deprived of what his vital body felt was rightfully his, during the last few months of pregnancy.

He might have been angry, and he might have said: F— you in the a– hole! … or something like that, in his Lower Mental Body, while that very important first act of sex that you observe, takes place.

Desire Elemental Sexual Malware

So all your life you might be saying: Wow! The enthusiasm of this thing! The greatness of this thing! … And yet your Lower Mental Body is saying something quite the opposite, simply because of patterning in very early childhood. That is just one example.

Other Desire Elemental Malware

Other things it does … The main things that are the lookout of the desire elemental are …

I want to stay alive! Please don’t threaten me! Please try to keep me safe! Keep all the cells of the body together!

The body cells have this concern too: You don’t know about us! You don’t like us. You think we are too fat! … and all this. You know? So talking to the body cells is also important. But that is an aside; so …

Concerns of the Desire Elemental

Numero Uno: Please keep me alive! Please, big person, keep me alive!

Numero Dos: I know that we are supposed to be interested in people out there; we are supposed to arrange for you to be attracted to be attracted to them. But, hey, what kind of person are you interested in … So they go on. They do not know. You have to define exactly what it is that you want, in the area of a sexual partner.

Numero Tres: Rule the world. We will rule the world! We will get our way! We have a master plan! … That has to be toned down a little, you know? … Because we might have a master plan, but other people might object.

The whole thing about the Higher Mental Body is, it kind of takes control of the situation, and it offers alternatives to the early childhood malware that we picked up in the Lower Mental Body by mistake.

A couple more things …

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How to Talk to Elemental Essence
Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
27 July 2016

 

Elemental essence just does not have intellect. One of the things that you cannot do is, you cannot offer them comparisons. You cannot say, for instance: I know something better than this. That you cannot say. It will not understand, because it cannot keep two things in its intellect … its ‘non-intellect’ … at the same time.

You do not want it to say that F— you in the a– hole! again. You do not want that to happen again. So you say: I know something better! See the enthusiasm? And the heart chakra is very open.

And they go: Yeah? … like that.

And you say: Yeah! Would you like to know?

And they say: Yeah!

And then you tell them. You say: When you see somebody … [this and such; somebody that meets whatever criteria you have; when you see somebody like that] … I’ll tell you you when I really want you to … Then you say: I love you! I love you! … You got it?

And they say: Yeah! 

Like that; very simple; very simple thinking. Enthusiasm. With an open heart, you speak to your desire elemental. And you speak to the truth of the moment. They can only carry one idea in their minds. it is not exactly a mind; it is like an enthusiasm. [laughs]

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You all take care. Love you lots.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 23 September 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

ADULTS ONLY (PG-13, NUDITY): Painting: “Pan and Psyche,” by Sir Edward Burne-Jones (1833–1898), public domain. This image seems to me to be of two desire elementals getting together. This is how our Lower Mental Bodies relate, in couples relationships …  https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/37/Edward_Burne-Jones_Pan_and_Psyche.jpg A young woman, unclothed, in profile, looks trustingly up at the mythical being Pan, who is part goat and part man. Kneeling on a rock, Pan places a hand on her head.

ADULTS ONLY (PG-13, NUDITY): Painting: “Nymphs and Satyr,” by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, public domain. This image illustrates how desire elementals have no conventional sense of morality; this is why the School of Theosophy suggests carefully training one’s desire elemental, and teaching it how the Higher Mental Body would like it to express itself in the world …  https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/32/Nymphs_and_Satyr%2C_by_William-Adolphe_Bouguereau.jpg Four young women, unclothed and very winsome, frolic gaily around an older Pan in a forest glade by a stream or pond.

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental … Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 2: Helping Other People Awaken to Their Desire Elementals         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 29 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Introduction
    • Work of the Spiritual Person with Other People’s Desire Elementals
    • The Desire Elemental Usually Aggregates in the Lower Half of the Body of Light, in the Vicinity of the Viscera
    • What Other People’s Desire Elementals May Say to You
    • Helping Other People’s Higher and Lower Minds to Communicate with Each Other
    • Story about ‘I Will Grab Her’ Desire Elemental
    • Conclusion
  • MORE INFORMATION
  • PHOTOS BY ALICE

Dear Ones,

This is the second video in the Desire Elementals series. This is about how I clair speak with other people’s desire elementals, so that they can begin a conversation with the Higher Mental Bodies of the people they are associated with.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Introduction

This is the second in a series of videos on the desire elemental. This video is about working with other people’s desire elementals so as to spark them, or help them begin to unify those two mental bodies, the Lower and the Higher Mental Body. The ultimate aim is total mastery of mind.

Work of the Spiritual Person with Other People’s Desire Elementals

There is work with the desire elementals of people that you encounter as well. They could be desire elementals belonging to people that you know, or to complete strangers; it does not matter.

Because the desire elementals of other people are always talking to me, even though their Higher Mental Bodies do not know about it … what I want to do is to introduce their Lower Mental Bodies, their desire elementals, to their Higher Mental Bodies … their cerebral cortexes and their voluntary nervous systems, their conscious minds; and not just their subconscious minds.

Usually they are positioned in the lower Body of Light of the person, starting, say, from the waist down; the Lower Quadrant of the Body of Light. And they are feeling that that is where they are; that that is where they ought to be …

The Desire Elemental Usually Aggregates in the Lower Half of the Body of Light, in the Vicinity of the Viscera

Image: “Quadrants of the Body of Light,” Self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 23 December 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The above image portrays a standing woman, facing forward and surrounded by a yellow oval. The oval is labeled: Body of Light. It is divided into four quadrants labeled Upper Quadrant, Right Quadrant, Left Quadrant, and Lower Quadrant. The Upper Quadrant of the Body of Light begins just below the neck, and includes the 5th or throat chakra and higher, to a foot or two above the head. The Lower Quadrant begins at the bottom of the rib cage, and includes the 3rd chakra or navel point, and lower, down to a foot or two below the feet. The Right Quadrant is in the area of the high and low heart chakra and the right side of the body, from the perspective of the person in the image (not from the perspective of the observer). The Left Quadrant is in the area of the high and low heart chakra and the left side of the body, from the perspective of the person in the image (not from the perspective of the observer). The transpersonal chakras have come ‘on board’ since 2012 as the Incoming Light transforms and enlarges our Bodies of Light. The 10th chakra is said to be located 2 1/2 to 3 feet above the head.

Image: “Quadrants of the Body of Light,” Self-portrait by Alice B. Clagett, 23 December 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: The above image portrays a standing woman, facing forward and surrounded by a yellow oval. The oval is labeled: Body of Light. It is divided into four quadrants labeled Upper Quadrant, Right Quadrant, Left Quadrant, and Lower Quadrant.

The Upper Quadrant of the Body of Light begins just below the neck, and includes the 5th or throat chakra and higher, to a foot or two above the head.

The Lower Quadrant begins at the bottom of the rib cage, and includes the 3rd chakra or navel point, and lower, down to a foot or two below the feet.

The Right Quadrant is in the area of the high and low heart chakra and the right side of the body, from the perspective of the person in the image (not from the perspective of the observer).

The Left Quadrant is in the area of the high and low heart chakra and the left side of the body, from the perspective of the person in the image (not from the perspective of the observer).

The transpersonal chakras have come ‘on board’ since 2012 as the Incoming Light transforms and enlarges our Bodies of Light. The 10th chakra is said to be located 2 1/2 to 3 feet above the head.

What Other People’s Desire Elementals May Say to You

[continuing with the video …] They usually say things that are very judgmental, like: You are not my kind of person! … or … You wear the wrong clothes! ... something like that, something ‘ingroup-outgroup’, as they say.

Or they say: Hey! Hey! Can we make love? … Or something like that. So it is either the one, or the other.

Helping Other People’s Higher and Lower Minds to Communicate with Each Other

The thing that the person on the spiritual path can do is talk to them with our own Higher Mental Body, our own conscious mind, and say: Go on back to your person, and ask them what to do. Talk to them. You know they love you; they really love you! … And they will go back right away.

Lots of times there will then ensue a conversation: You hate me; you really hate me! … or something like that (this, because they are really not talking together yet).

And so then I say, to the person’s higher mind (this is a different form of telepathy): Say, he’s talking to you … or … She’s talking to you! Why don’t you tell them that you love them! … like that.

If it is a man, usually his Higher Mental Body will not say that exactly, not with enthusiasm. Instead, it might say, with a little exasperation, “Of course I love you.” or “You’re ok, kiddo.”

And then from down below you will hear: I’m not, I’m not! You don’t think that? … You know? There is this big, Puritan mix-up going on. And so I will encourage the Higher Mental Body. I will say: Say it again; go on, it’s ok.

And then the conversation will go on, between those two, the lower mind and the higher mind. And that is exactly what we on the spiritual path are aiming at, with other people: That everyone should have a unified mind. That is how it goes.

Story about ‘I Will Grab Her’ Desire Elemental

There are other things that can happen too. Just now, I was walking down a less traveled footpath in the mountains. And nearby were maybe four or five people; young people, in high spirits. When young people are together and in high spirits, I am always careful, because their desire elementals can be rather rambunctious.

I was coming round the curve, and just got out of the sight of them as they started to come back down the mountain there. And one of the young people sent their desire elemental out to me, with an image of a young child about half as tall as i am … running to meet me and grab me. It was saying: I will grab her! I will grab her! … like that.

This is like what a young person who does not know any better would do. So I said: Go on back to the person that you are with, and you stay right there with them. And I sent my Lower Mental Body skipping beside them, holding their arms down by their sides, in front of the Lower Quadrant of Light of that person for a moment, so that they would get the idea.

And then I said: Here, here! You two talk together! … So they started talking. And further, they started talking with another member of the group; they learned very quickly.

Conclusion

So there is that too: You can project your desire elemental to interact with the desire elemental of someone else in the way that your conscious mind desires.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 23 September 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 3: Mountain Mahogany,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 3: The Lingo         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Dissing of Sexual Desire, by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
    • Sexual Supplications
    • Oops! Gender Mixups!
    • Habitual Grumpy Thoughts, and What I Say in Response
    • Me and My Desire Elemental, by Alice B. Clagett. Soundtrack and Words
    • My First Conversation with My Desire Elemental, by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
    • Rules about Conversations with the Desire Elementals
  • MORE INFORMATION
  • PHOTOS BY ALICE

Dear Ones,

This is the third video in the Desire Elemental series. This one is about the lingo that is current among desire elementals right now, and about how I gave been talking with my own desire elemental recently.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have here for you, some of the kinds of conversations that I hear from other people’s desire elementals, and the story of the first time I contacted my own desire elemental.

Dissing of Sexual Desire
by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
27 July 2016

 

A lot of times, what I hear from other people’s desire elementals is dissing of the feeling of sexuality. For instance, I will hear: That rootie-tootie thought is not for me!

Link: “Hank Williams-Rootie Tootie,” by 50s Rockabilly, 21 September 2009 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MtJqE5q32w ..

Or: That antsy pantsy feeling is not for me!

Or: There they are, prancing and dancing again!

Or: We don’t dance the polka with just anybody!  … Which is not so bad, do you not think?

Then there is: I’m not an effervescent guy!

And the reply from another desire elemental might be: That effervescent thought won’t occur to me.

Sexual Supplications

Another thing that I hear are sexual supplications or entreaties. They might sound something like this: Will you come to my place to stay?

Here is another one; a desire elemental saying: How would you like to be paddywhacked?

Here is another thing that the desire elemental might really get enthusiastic about: Great balls of fire! Great balls of fire! … [laughs] … At the age when this is learned, there is no particular frame of reference for this; but it just sounds so enthusiastic and so lively that they really love it.

Oops! Gender Mixups!

The desire elemental does not understand the difference between male and female, between the genders. And so it can get very mixed up as to what we want. And a lot of times I hear a woman’s desire elemental, on the subconscious plane, giving a sexual entreaty to a woman, such as me … or vice versa, it might be a man offering a sexual solicitation to a man … and not intentionally. But rather,  these might be considered repressed emotions … not necessarily valid for the personality, but just hanging out there, in the desire elemental realm, because they cannot be thought through because of the societal issues.

So the thing to do with regard to these, I feel, is first to notice them, and then to train the desire elemental as to what it is we really want … what we prefer in the way of gender … and so on and so forth.

So here is an instance of a mixed-up little desire elemental. I felt bad about it because the Higher Mental Body of the person involved noticed, and so felt kind of upset about it right away.

But on the other hand, when the Higher Mental Body notices a gender mixup in the subconscious mind, then that gives it the impetus to begin the training. That is kind of good.

[A story …] I was walking along, and I was passing an older lady. And her desire elemental said to me very shyly: Will you marry me? I could see it was a little mixed up, because she was a lady with traditional values, I felt.

And so I said: Now you go back to the person you are with, and talk to her about what to say to people.

And that is what happened; and this is a typical case: The other desire elemental went right back, and there was an immediate communication with the personality and higher mind of the other person. So there you have unified mind, if only for a moment.

Habitual Grumpy Thoughts, and What I Say in Response

Sometimes I hear grumpy stuff … things that are kind of negative … negative emotions being expressed habitually or subconsciously. And they might sound like this: We don’t have that policy!  … or …  My life has no quality!  … or …  You have no personality!  … or …  Internet hangup on that one! or  You are not on the internet! You are not on the internet! … This is about wishing one were not hearing the other person. [laughs]

Here is my response to those kinds of grumpy slogans … One thing I do is I say: Oh my gosh, my cell phone battery has gone down! And then I visualize holding my cell phone, flipping it closed, and putting it in my pocket.

Here is another one: I want to explain to the other person’s desire elemental that it is just not the way that it ought to be; but I want to do it some kind of way that is a lot of fun. So I visualize hitting one of my ears with one hand, and a fish jumps out of the other ear. And I grab it with the other hand, and put it in my pocket. The other people’s desire elementals will start laughing; they are so delightful … They are like little children.

Me and My Desire Elemental
by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
27 July 2016

 

 

Here is my desire elemental’s favorite slogan until recently; it goes like this: Oh unbelievable God! [laughs]

Along the lines of enthusiasm, here is a very good conversation that I had with my desire elemental today. It goes like this …

You da best! You da dude! You da way so cool!
You da best! You da dude! You da way so cool! 

And then I waited, and it said: Yeahhh!  [laughs]

My First Conversation with My Desire Elemental
by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
27 July 2016

 

I mentioned before my very first conversation with my own desire elemental. I made a few mistakes that I think I will tell you about, because then you maybe will not make them yourself. It started like this; I realized it was there.

it said: You don’t love me!

And I said: Yes, I do! 

And it waxed very indignant and said: No you don’t! … like a sulk, right?

So there is Rule Number One: Never contradict your desire elemental. It is like a two-year-old; it does not want to be contradicted. So I said: I hear you!

This was at the very beginning. And it said: No you don’t. [laughs]

And I said: I hear you, I hear you, I hear you!

It took a couple of days of saying things like that, for it to finally open up and be friends with me.

The minute I had the opportunity, I walked in with the notion of love and affection. I said: I love you!

And it said: I hear you!

And I said: I love you!

And it looked at me; it was as if it were looking up, hopefully, hesitantly.

And I said: I love you more than anything!

And it said: You do … Kind of half way between You do! and You do?

Things have gotten better and better, ever since that day when it finally realized that I really love it. I love it very much!

Rules about Conversations with the Desire Elementals

  • Never contradict your desire elemental.
  • Say: I hear you! when it expresses something negative.
  • Then say: I love you! I love you more than anything! I super duper love you, you, you! Don’t be shy about it … They love repetition, and they love to be loved!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 23 September 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 4: Totem Animals         top

Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
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Dear Ones,

This is the fourth in a series of videos on desire elementals. This video is about how our desire elementals identify with ‘totem’ animals.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

You know, in the ancient cultures, there were notions that there were totem animals for every person. And that might have something to do with the desire elementals … because I have noticed that for some of the people that I communicate with telepathically, their lower telepathic centers identify with animals.

For instance, there is one man who identifies with a wolf. And there is another person who thinks two separate things about himself … When he is running (he is a very good runner, I guess), he thinks he is a giraffe. His Lower Mental Body thinks of him as a giraffe that lopes along effortlessly, and covers large distances. This is because he has long legs, I guess.

And the other thing is, his Lower Mental Body thinks: I am a porcupine! 

So maybe there is something to this thing about totem animals.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 July 2014; transcribed on 11 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

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Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 7: Diamond Rainbow Sunlight,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 5: Shapeshifting         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Stories by Alice: Shapeshifter Who Obsessed My First Cat
    • Awakening: Working with Elemental Essence and Human Consciousness
    • Shapeshifting and Afterlife
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Dear Ones,

This is the fifth in the Desire Elementals series. This video is about how descent of consciousness into the desire elementals can cause the experience of shapeshifting, and how this experience coarsens the astral matter of our physical and subtle bodies.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

This video has a little about shape-shifting in the context of our desire elemental … our Lower Mental Body that is … and our elemental essence.

Stories by Alice: Shapeshifter Who Obsessed My First Cat

I know a person who, when he was in a relatively unaware state, his consciousness would descend into his Lower Mental Body, and his desire elemental would peel off, and go and meld with the energy field of my first cat. He did that time and time again. So the Lower Mental Body of that person would become more coarse because of that.

What is called ‘shapeshifting’ is actually a joining of the energy of our Lower Mental Body with the energy of an animal.

Awakening: Working with Elemental Essence and Human Consciousness

The elemental essence does not really have an organizing principle … it has more of a joining and uniting and melding principle … so whatever it is with, it is like.

[Speaking to the person who was shapeshifting into the cat …] When it is with an animal, it takes on the characteristics of an animal. And then if it associates with us humans, when we become more aware … say, when we wake up in the morning; or when we become unintoxicated or uninebriated with drugs … then it comes back to us, and we have that feeling of increased vitality … but also a feeling of increased coarseness … in our astral matter … which, for the spiritual person, is not the optimum situation.

Shapeshifting and Afterlife

When the astral matter is coarse, then after death we have what are known as hellworld and purgatorial experiences. These occur as the astral matter becomes more refined after death, preparatory to retreat of the Soul to the subtle body known as the Mental Body.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 July 2014; transcribed on 11 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

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Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 10: Rainbow Sunlight in the Mountains,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 11: Buckwheat,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 6: Mind Meld with Another Person’s Elemental Essence         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
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Dear Ones,

This is the sixth in a series of videos on the desire elementals. This video is about mind melding with another person’s desire elemental (elemental essence).

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

What happens when we mind meld with other people’s elemental essence? Let me give you one example …

I think something about someone else. Maybe with a ‘shortcut’ way of thought, or maybe even without words, I am thinking: I’ll bet they would say … [this and such]. Like that. it might be the ideas of the Higher Mental Body (if I am aware of what I am doing) or the ideas of the Lower Mental Body, if I am not aware of what I am doing.

So I am casting my ideas in my mind, over to the other person. And, like as not, what I contact is their elemental essence … their desire elemental. It does not have a cerebral cortex. It does not have a mind. It has intelligence, but a different kind of intelligence from that of the Higher Mental Body.

The Lower Mental Body has a kind of imitative intelligence; and an evolutionary feeling and angle to it: It desires to go higher, and it imitates other energies … It flocks around together if there are not people around.

So here am I, sending my higher mental thoughts to the Lower Mental Body of someone else, which contains an echo of the Soul signature of that person: Its energy is an ‘echo’ of the personality of that person. So what I hear back is from far off … from way over in that other person’s energy field. What I hear and think they are saying, I hear their elemental essence saying it; it is using their personality’s ‘voice’ or Soul frequency.

So it seems as if I have mind controlled that person’s desire elemental. But in fact, all I am getting is an echo back … a kind of complacence, if you will; a willingness to go along, that the desire elemental of the other person has.

That does not mean that their voluntary mind is going to go along with this notion. It is just like an echo, or like one of those little parrot toys that, if you say something, they say that thing back in their own voice (the parrot voice) …

Video: “Saanvi Toys Talking Parrot,” by Anita Rathod, 1 February 2014  … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jpaq3qlEvnQ ..

It is kind of cool, but not true at all … not true of the Soul of the other person. It is more like a a dialog between your Higher Mental Body and the other person’s Lower Mental Body or desire elemental.

It is not that we have ‘mind controlled’ the other person. Rather, this is a bounce-back effect due to the nature of thought-form travel and the qualities of elemental essence.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 July 2014; transcribed on 11 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 12: Buckwheat,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 12: Buckwheat,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 13: Mountain Trail,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 7: Absorbing and Transforming ‘Trespassing’ Elemental Essence         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
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Dear Ones,

This is the seventh in a series of videos on desire elementals. This video is about absorbing and transforming elemental essence and/or desire elementals that are repeatedly sent to your energy field by others, and how this affects the senders.

There is an edited Summary after the video, and after that an Outline of the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

The topic of this video is: What to do if other people’s desire elementals simply will not leave you alone. The need for this comes about from someone else having a persistent thought about you … a kind of a ‘brooding’ thought; a constant habit of a thought of a particular kind, to do with the lower triangle, the Lower Mental Body.

Sometimes it is a thought that they are your boyfriend or girlfriend. That thought, repeated over and over again, even without consent from you, results in their desire elemental spending all its time with your desire elemental, in your vicinity … in your energy field.

The thing to do is to notice this extra energy, and the thoughts that it has, and so forth. These thoughts are automatic thoughts, involuntary thoughts, from the other person.

It is important to understand that this desire elemental is composed of elemental essence, which itself is not an individual; it is not ‘individualized’. So absorbing it, and transforming it into the energy signature of your own energy field is not anything bad. It is ok; it is what happens quite a lot, just automatically.

So if it is there in your energy field, it is yours to transform … as I heard once from energy healer and teacher Jeffrey Allen … https://www.iamjeffreyallen.com/ … So, transform the energy, including all the thoughts that are involved, into your own energy signature. Just absorb it into your own elemental essence.

And then what will happen to the other person who has, in a sense, lost their desire elemental? From the astral atmosphere, other astral matter, other elemental essence, will go and take its place. They will not be without.

OUTLINE OF THE VIDEO

  • The setting: someone else has a persistent, brooding thought about you, a habit of thought to do with the Lower Mental Body
  • The result: Their desire elemental spends all its time in your vicinity, in your energy field
  • Desire elementals are composed of elemental essence; they are not ‘individuals’; thus, absorbing this ‘trespassing’ elemental essence and transforming it to the energy of your field is not a sin, not a bad thing
  • “If it’s in your energy field, it’s yours to transform!” This I heard long ago from noted Duality energy trainer Jeffrey Allen … https://www.iamjeffreyallen.com/ ..
  • To the other person, the sender, will naturally accrue elemental essence from the astral plane, and so whatever astral matter they have lost through your transformation within your own energy field, will be just naturally replaced by elemental essence local to their energy field

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 July 2014; transcribed on 11 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 14: Mountain Trail,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 14: Mountain Trail,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 15: Mountain Mahogany,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 15: Mountain Mahogany,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

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DESIRE ELEMENTALS 8: Unifying the Mind         top
Filmed on 27 July 2016; published on 30 July 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Various Kinds of Telepathy
    • Clearing the Bow-Tie Knot That Prevents Superconscious Telepathy
    • Communicating with the Star Civilizations
    • Communicating with the Star Libraries
    • Uniting with the Great Mind of God
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Dear Ones,

This is the eighth in a series of videos on desire elementals. In the prior videos I spoke on various aspects of unifying the Lower Mental Body with the Higher Mental Body. This video has to do with unifying these mental bodies with the superconscious mind.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Various Kinds of Telepathy

I would like to continue the discussion about desire elementals, and about unifying the mind. As you may know, there are various kinds of telepathy … You can look up my blogs on that; for example

Link: “Four Mental Zones . by Sri Aurobindo . and Thoughts on Mind Control Here on Earth,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 12 August 2013 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5SJ ..

These two that I have been working with are telepathy with the Lower Mental Body and with the Higher Mental Body. Then we have superconscious telepathy, and telepathy that is even higher than that … and telepathy with the body cells. There are just a lot of possibilities out there … ways to communicate with all that is.

Clearing the Bow-Tie Knot That Prevents Superconscious Telepathy

I know I have not talked about this much before, but the thing that we are after … after we have unified our mind field for the Lower Mental Body and the Higher Mental Body … as soon as we are pretty much in agreement over just about everything most of the time … Then the thing to do is to develop the superconscious mind, and place the Awareness there. That will get rid of what is called, in some of my blogs, the bow-tie knot at the eighth chakra … the Oversoul do’s and don’ts.

As you may know, the central vertical line of our aura … the hara line … goes vertically through us, down to the center of Earth, and up above us, to the Central Sun …

Image: “Hara Line, aka pranic column, central vertical power current, and kundalini,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 26 June 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Silhouette of a man bisected by a vertical, golden line of light that continues above and below his body … CREDIT: The silhouette is an adaptation of “Standing man, thin, facing forward,” by Madeleine Price Ball , Wikipedia Commons, CC0 1.0 universal public domain dedication.

Image: “Hara Line, aka pranic column, central vertical power current, and kundalini,” adapted by Alice B. Clagett, 26 June 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Silhouette of a man bisected by a vertical, golden line of light that continues above and below his body … CREDIT: The silhouette is an adaptation of “Standing man, thin, facing forward,” by Madeleine Price Ball , Wikipedia Commons, CC0 1.0 universal public domain dedication.

As soon as the hara line above the head is freed up, and no longer tied up by societal expectations of large ‘overlord’ groups up there [points camera upward], which correspond either to the members of groups we belong to here on Earth, or to astral groups such as the thuggee cult members not in astral form … not to mention, astral overlord groups up there too … albeit in the heavenworlds negative or positive … as soon as our hara line, higher and lower [points camera up above head, and then down toward feet], is entirely our own, then we can communicate with the stars … even Alpha Centauri.

Communicating with the Star Civilizations

There are various star civilizations that are spoken of, with all of whom we might attempt communication. We have the Siriuns, the Pleiadians, the Arcturians, the Alpha Centaurians … Find out which of these resonate with your own Soul experience.

Communicating with the Star Libraries

We also have the star libraries: We have the star library of Earth and of the solar system. That is a place to start: With Earth and the solar system. We can get as far as the vast star library of Alpha Centauri. We can ask there, of the guardians of that library, and we can find out whatever it is that we need to know, through the wisdom that is accumulated there, in the grace of God.

Uniting with the Great Mind of God

So! Quite an exploration to undergo, in the process of unifying mind and with the great mind of God.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Desire Elementals Video Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 July 2014; transcribed on 11 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-66q ..

For more on elemental essence and the desire elemental: Link: “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg …  http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 ..

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 16,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 16,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 17: Buckwheat,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Monica Mountains 17: Buckwheat,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 July 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0
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