Image: “Attack: Epileptoid Period, Plate XVII,” text by Bourneville and photographs by P. Regnard, 15 June 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Attaque;_Periode_Epileptoide._Planche_XVII._Wellcome_L0074938.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … CREDITS: Wellcome Images, a website operated by Wellcome Trust, a global charitable foundation based in the United Kingdom … COMMENTS: It seems to me this is an image of a young woman hypnotized into a state resembling an epileptic fit. From another photograph in the book, this ‘death trance’ induced by hypnosis may have resulted in her death. The ability to alter memories, even cellular memories, through hypnosis, is underplayed in the modern day. I feel we must ever be on the alert to counter and overcome the ‘mind strikes’ of mind control cults. –Alice B. Clagett
Image: “Attack: Epileptoid Period, Plate XVII,” text by Bourneville and photographs by P. Regnard, 15 June 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Attaque;_Periode_Epileptoide._Planche_XVII._Wellcome_L0074938.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … CREDITS: Wellcome Images, a website operated by Wellcome Trust, a global charitable foundation based in the United Kingdom … COMMENTS: It seems to me this is an image of a young woman hypnotized into a state resembling an epileptic fit. From another photograph in the book, this ‘death trance’ induced by hypnosis may have resulted in her death. The ability to alter memories, even cellular memories, through hypnosis, is underplayed in the modern day. I feel we must ever be on the alert to counter and overcome the ‘mind strikes’ of mind control cults. –Alice B. Clagett
IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS
PUTATIVE MIND CONTROL CULT MODI OPERANDI
A MIND CONTROL AH-HAH! EXPERIENCE I HAD IN THE EARLY 2000s
Dear Ones,
IMPLANTATION OF FALSE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES THROUGH HYPNOSIS
There is quite a frou-frou online regarding creation of false memories, sometimes inadvertently through hypnosis, especially with regard to childhood trauma …
Filmed on 6 March 2018; published on 10 March 2018
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
“Heal the Past,” an Affirmation by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
Dear Ones,
Here is an affirmation to heal past life trauma … to heal that one thing which is perceived as altering the course of one’s life for the worse. There is an edited Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
“Heal the Past”
An Affirmation by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words 6 March 2018
Here is an affirmation to say, to heal traumatic events that happened in the past. And as you say this affirmation, the important thing is to say it very slowly, with relaxed lungs and relaxed heart, and to inhale very deeply, and exhale very deeply, as you say it. It goes like this …
What if I were now (inhaling)
The grown-up person (exhaling) To whom that never (inhaling)
Happened?! (exhaling)(x2)
You are lying on your back, in corpse pose, arms at your sides, hands palms up. And you’re saying it in your mind … in your emotions … and not out loud. And first you do a long inhalation:
What if I were now …
And then exhaling very long and deep: The grown-up person …
And then inhaling long and deep: To whom that never …
And now, exhaling long and deep: Happened?!
Each inhalation and exhalation is the same length of time.
. . . . .
Well, I hope this works! It worked for me … It lifted off some samskaras to do with my health … to do with an accident that happened when I was about 13 years old … an auto accident.
And, on the psychic plane, I heard two good things … I heard V— and the name of a person that starts with ‘V’ … and it means Satan, or like that. It is just like a code word or nickname: V— will take that away … very soft. It was like a nature spirit that was holding that mask of pain from the auto accident in the left side of my body.
And the other thing that I heard … off, above and beyond my head … far, far away … like a mile away … leaving my energy field … was a death threat. Something like: May you die! … Something like that. It was a man’s voice; kind of a deep voice, receding off into the distance, like someone had wished me a death threat, and that threat was going away and leaving.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE
COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE
The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father
Samskara of Mercy Killing
Trust in Family Only, Not in Community
His Life Story, Continued
ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE
Dear Ones,
For years now, I have been hearing the saddest song on the astral plane … about the torture and murder of the child Dylan Redwine in Colorado some years ago. I thought I would mention this story because, gruesome as it is, it may help a general understanding of the iterative nature of Soul wounding experiences …
COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: THE WOMAN IN THE COUPLE
The astral story is that an intersex person who chose the role of a woman tortured Dylan Redwine sexually for about a month before he passed on. For more on the woman in the astral story, see …
Link: “Soul Wounding and the Issue of Transgender Violence,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 March 2017, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76p ..
Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 July 2015; revised on 2 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5QZ ..
ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE
The astral story was that a local cast of costumed characters were involved, and that films were made, perhaps weekly, and offered …
live locally on closed-circuit television and also after the fact,
on the internet via disk or by mp4 download,
or by viewing on a private member paid website, perhaps via an association catering to child sexual molesters wearing house arrest bracelets.
As an aside: If it were true that episodes in the torture and murder of Dylan Redwine are still circulating through snuff media outlets, and are being viewed, say, on weekends, then these repeat viewings would cause repetitive astral acts of violence to play out in the Four Corners area … almost as if such incidents were taking place over and over again, assumedly with new victims; however, it might just be the same victim being viewed over and over. Over time, such repetitive viewing might build up the type of astral thought forms in the Four Corners area that would lead to copycat acts of violence on the physical plane; it is to be hoped that this is not the case.
COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE
The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father
The torturer, according to the astral lore (which can be pretty wild sometimes), is married to an intersex person who chose the role of a man. This person, in childhood, lived in Central Europe. His father was a brigand and murderer in areas around the village near which he lived.
The father was discovered by the villagers who, with no concern for the niceties of the law, and with remarkable lack of empathy, crucified him live outdoors, in the hope that he would be consumed little by little by the local wildlife.
His child (the husband in the above story), was but a teenager at the time; already versed in the manner of livelihood of his father, through hands-on experience mentored by his dad. During the impromptu interrogation that had preceded his father’s crucifixion, the complicity of the child did not come up.
Crows flocked round the child’s father who, fearing the birds would peck his eyes out, called for help. When the child heard his father’s cries, he tried to free him. This failing, at his father’s urging, he got his father’s pistol and killed him. Then he and his mother fled to South America.
According to the astral stories, his mother was addicted to vodka. While in South America, the young man tried for higher education through mail order classes. Once, drunk, his mother nicked him in the right eye with a knife; he pleaded for mercy, saying he could not get his high school diploma without the use of his eyes, and he was spared.
According to the astral lore, in time the son, working as a narcotics distributor, wended his way northward to the United States. Like his father, he was very intelligent, and over the years, by hook or by crook, he made his living by his wits, always with a view to criminal endeavors, in honor of his dad.
He enjoyed killing people, especially during hunting season, as the sound of rifle fire might be written off by others as that of wildlife hunters. For some time he enjoyed picking off women on the freeway during hunting season.
Samskara of Mercy Killing
The husband’s early traumatic experience with his father resulted in the samskara, or Soul wounding, experience that the young man must act to mercifully end the life of someone being tortured. This became an important value to him; a core spiritual value.
Trust in Family Only, Not in Community
The other early learning experience resulting from this trauma would, I feel, have been that one could trust no one other than his own family; that community was not to be trusted, and that law and justice were unenforceable and undependable concepts.
Thus it came about that he met and fell in love with a person who loved to torture children. His role in the process was to mercifully end the children’s lives, just as he had his father’s.
ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE
To get back to the astral story about Dylan Redwine, the story goes that Dylan was waiting at a bus stop on Vallecito Lake. That he was accosted by the intersex wife (see above) with the implication of a sexual tryst and the possibility of smoking marijuana, and that he thus willingly got into her car.
That she took him to her bedroom in a nearby community, where her husband made him immobile by severing his spinal cord low down with a knife puncture wound. That she tortured him for about a month.
This was a very distressing time for me, as an empath. As a clair person, I endured the child’s own suffering, helplessness, and cries for help during that time. Apparently the child was drugged, for he did not know where he was. He cried out to his father for help, but his father could not find him on the physical plane.
On the clair plane, I heard that others assisted in torturing the child. That a woman of the couple’s acquaintance, the wife of a couple they knew, cut off his eyelids with a pair of manicure scissors. That drugs were involved, and that she thought this would make his eyes look prettier; more like her own.
And then, in keeping with the husband’s early samskara of mercy killing, on the astral plane, I heard the husband say that he murdered Dylan Redwine as an act of mercy, to end his torment. I heard he portioned the remains, carrying them in several trips by bicycle to relatively remote sites on the east side of Vallecito Lake.
One disposal site must have been where law enforcement found remains, on Middle Mountain near Vallecito Lake.
On the astral plane I heard the wife say other remains were shrink wrapped and sunk off shore at the campground on the shoreline slightly to the west of Elk Point Lodge. (1) Whether this is true or not, I do not know. I also do not know if these would have been all the remains.
I heard also that Dylan Redwine’s father was implicated in his son’s murder by an anonymous phone tip to local law enforcement by the intersex husband, posing with a woman’s voice on the phone call.
That looking into a change of owners of a restaurant, possibly with a floor show on the weekends, on or near Vallecito Lake (name of this place, and even whether it exists at all, unknown), might provide a clue to resolving the murder (what clue, I do not know).
I really loathe these astral stories. There is just no way of knowing who comes up with them, or whether there is a shred of truth in them. My guess, though, is that they involve a glom of many people with similar Soul wounding, and so they most likely are of no help at all in the amateur sleuth department.
On the other hand, journaling sometimes helps dispel astral stories that are circulating round the noosphere; maybe this blog will help dispel this story, which is as full of suffering as any might be.
And also, for those who in the healing arts, such a story would illustrate how a youthful Soul wounding experience might lead to acting out in later life, the intention of the Soul being to remember and heal the original trauma, which is stored as cellular memory, according to ascension lore.
In terms of community healing, for the towns of Vallecito Lake, Bayfield, Ignacio, and Durango, Colorado, it could be that this awful astral story was born of an effort to solve the mystery of Dylan Redwine’s death and heal the deep suffering of the community around this issue. Thus, on the astral plane, in the realm of the imagination, the mystery was successfully resolved.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
See also … Link: “Compendium: Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..
DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS
SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL
THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN
DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER
The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group
DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM
Dear Ones,
DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS
In the dreamtime realm I was sent an astral image recently that was concerning to me … It was of a man whose penis had been severed, and who wore a cloth covering on the stump, secured by a rubber band. Sewn on the cloth were cowrie shells. In the vision, it looked a little like this …
Composite Image: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 19 March 2023, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border … CREDITS: Image: “Cowry shells used as dice for games of chance in Tamil culture … This indicates a roll of 3 [cropped],” by Sodabottle, 21 December 2011, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Cowrie_shells_-_sozhi_roll_of_3.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported
Composite Image: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 19 March 2023, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com …
DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border …
In the image, the tan border represents the rubber band. In the vision, there may have been more cowrie shells sewn on; I am not sure. But they were arranged in rows as above; a gift to the man from his wife. The color of the cloth was more greyish than in the image; more of a dun color.
SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL
Since cowrie shells are used for dice in games of chance, it could be that the act of severing the penis, if self-inflicted, may have happened for the sake of luck in money or love.
If the act was inflicted in a psychological sense by a lover, then the significance may have been that romance is ‘win all, lose all’; that romance failed is emasculating; this subconscious symbolism might have been acted out subsequently in a dominatrix – slave sex scenario, with a woman whose psychological impact is depicted in this drawing …
Link: “Kali,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 August 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dZZ ..
THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN
In subsequent clair chatter, this man was found to be kidnapping and killing women from time to time. He had, purportedly, five or six accomplices. The motives for these kidnappings and killings were, variously …
‘that they deserved it’,
that is was ‘for their own good’, and
that there was money in it for a favorite non-profit organization.
DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER
There was also a theme that the man’s father had cut off his penis when he was very young, that the young man had told his family priest, and that the priest had tried talking with the father about it. According to the astral story, this turned out to be a big mistake, as the father then killed the priest, and told his children no one would ever know, as the family were perceived by the local community to be good Christians.
The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group
In this variant of the dream, this proved to be true; the father never was caught out. The son, perceiving the father as more powerful than the church, hired out as an assassin in his adult years, and gathered a group of felons around him who had physical and psychical assassin skills.
There may have been the murder of a priest in recent years, possibly here in Los Angeles, as an acting out by a member of this assassin group of the group leader’s early childhood wounding.
According to the astral stories, two spiritual, high-profile women were recently murdered by this group, their murders not yet being found out as their families think them simply ‘missing’.
There is also a sub theme of drug addiction, and of killing both women and men through intentional drug overdose.
DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM
There is another sub theme of another man, a serial black widower. The MO (modus operandi) involved two men from the group of five or six (possibly friends on the physical plane) mentioned above … One dates the woman, the other murders her, and the first man produces a fake marriage license and/or a fake will deeding the woman’s property to a non-profit in which both men are engaged, and from which they may receive a wage or other compensation.
I have no idea whether this astral thread is true (I hope not!) or simply dreamworld stuff, a group vivid waking dream (one of the Ascension symptoms), but I thought it best to let folks know, in case there have been actual acts of violence, or in case acting out is a future possibility.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Written and published on 18 May 2017; revised on 8 March 2023
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Filmed on 27 March 2017, published on 3 April 2017; revised
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women
Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem
Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?
Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery
Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow
Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm
Torture of the Young Child by the Father During Childhood
A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father
The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door
How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult
On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios
Parental Grant of Authority to Torture
Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse
Self-Torture: Cosmetic, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery
Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out
Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience
The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’
The Stance of the Spiritual Healer
A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding
On Keeping a Low Profile
On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax
On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’
The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light
A Prayer of Healing
MORE INFORMATION
The issue of transgender people being murdered
Can transgender women attain orgasm?
Do transgender women torture children?
A few instances of violence caused by transgender persons
Dear Ones,
This is about transgender Soul wounding, and the recent violent crimes against transgender women. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font is not in the video, and was added on 5 April 2017 …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
There has been an incredible solar windstream last night and today. Last night the protonfall was, maybe 11,000 … really high … and it was 6,000 or so this morning. This is my favorite kind of protonfall; really cool! The solar winds blow a lot of interesting information in with them.
Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women
I thought I would talk a little bit about men who become transgender women. I looked up in Wikipedia, and I found that there is an immense threat of violence and threat to the lives of men who become transgender women. (See “For More Information” below.)
And it looks like there may perhaps be no letup this year. I spent some time cogitating on that, and trying to figure out what the dynamic was. And I have come up with a little something that I will put forth; no doubt others will come up with their own ideas.
Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem
I think when a man really feels like he should have been a woman, that because societal expectations are against it, that feeling leads to low self-esteem. Because, even though he may be very careful about it, on the astral plane that information will be passed around amongst his friends and family and so forth.
In their subconscious minds, people can be exceedingly cruel with societal expectations that they feel are not met. And unless we are aware of our own deep feelings, or of their subconscious, then that will be the primitive, reptilian brain’s responses; the responses of the feral drives that are lurking, and operating in the back of our mind, without our generally knowing what is going on, until we become very introspective.
So let’s say that there is a person who wishes that he were a woman, and does not cotton onto other people’s cruel subconscious messages about unmet societal expectations. Then he will begin to develop low self-esteem because they are always dissing him.
If he is conscious of what is going on with them, he can craft responses that will help improve his self-esteem.
If he feels he has low self-esteem but does not know why, he can always begin positive affirmations, or other work to improve his self-esteem.
Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?
But let’s assume that there is an issue with low self-esteem. Then the person gets a transgender operation. I have read up what I can on transgender operations, and I have to say, my general take on it is that the success of the operations may be overstated. (See “For More Information” below.)
Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery. in My own feeling is that there is a significant percentage of transgender women who have had such pain from the surgery that was performed, that they find it difficult, or very painful, or impossible, to have an orgasm. And further that, because of the trauma that their very sensitive genital tissues sustained in the course of the operation that allowed them to become transgender, whenever the act of sex is performed, I feel that the memory of that pain that is deep in the cells will be combining with the pleasure of the act of sex that is taking place.
Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow. Further, I heard that the vagina is not quite as long, among transgender women, perhaps not at all as long, in some cases, as might be anticipated by the man who is having sex with them. And so, if that were to be combined with the issue of low self-esteem, there might unfold a scenario where the transgender woman allows the man to injure her because he is trying to penetrate her too deeply when the operation does not allow that. And that might be from a fear of looking different from other people.
Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm
Continuing with a particular notion of a case for men who have become transgender women, I would like to take a possible ‘what if’ and a possible ‘for instance’ regarding the transgender woman who, because of the pain involved, or because the operation was less than perfect … or for whatever reason, is unable to achieve orgasm, either with or without the act of sex, in any of the various ways described in the popular literature.
Torture of the Young Child by the Father or Mother During Childhood. Let’s just take a case where the young boy was treated very badly by his father because his father did not want the community to laugh at him regarding the desire of the young child to be a girl rather than a boy. And suppose this father tortured that child physically.
Such astral instances have been discussed in prior blogs. and need not be repeated here; I have also described in a prior blog an astral instance of torture by a mother under the influence of alcohol.
A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father. From astral stories, I know of a similar case, where a child was born hermaphroditic (intersex) … with partly male and partly female characteristics, including partly male and partly female genitals.
The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door. The greatest torture situation that ever happened to this child was a perfect example of how the subconscious mind uses metaphors and symbolism as its language. And it assigns its own physical values to metaphors. It cannot think abstractly … I have discussed this in past blogs (see my blog category ‘Unconscious symbolism’).
The young child who is hermaphroditic apparently feels sometimes more masculine, and sometimes more feminine, because the balance of the hormones may shift from the one pole to the other. In the astral stories, this was the case with this young person: Sometimes they said: I would like to be a man. Sometimes they said: would like to be a woman. And one day the father absolutely blew it, freaked out, and took up from his subconscious mind the metaphor ‘I’ll nail your hide to the barn door’ …
In my youth, this saying used to be used quite a bit. These days are more civilized. But in those days of yore, in the countryside, people used to say quite a bit to their children: I’ll tan your hide and tack it to the barn door! … if you do not sweep the floor (or whatever it was that they wanted their children to do). It was common parlance back then.
So there was this metaphor floating around, back when, about tanning a child’s hide and tacking it to the barn door; probably because that is what they did with cattle and so forth: they would tan the hide, and tack it to the barn door to stretch it out, and then use it for something.
So to get back to the astral story: Maybe this was a country setting; I do not know. What happened was, the child waffled back and forth one too many times, caught the father’s attention on a bad day, and the father dragged the child outside and nailed the child’s right foot to the barn door.
I am sure if he had just thought for a minute he would have realized he was just acting out a metaphor. But in fact, this is what happened; and he said: You decide! And I will not remove that nail until you decide.
So the child decided it would be a man. Right then and there, I guess, because the pain was so great. So the father relented and the child became a man in dress, in attitude, and so forth … and then in later life, decided to get the transgender operation so as to be completely female.
In the ordinary instance of transgender surgery, there is a young man who would prefer to be a woman; whereas, in the astral story I just now recounted, there was a hermaphroditic or intersex young person who grew up as a male child and then decided to be a woman. In this astral story, when the operation was performed, apparently through ignorance, the surgeon removed some sexual organs that were involved in climax and the feeling of orgasm.
How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult. When the surgery was finished, that young person could no longer have an orgasm. So in such an instance, when this operation leads to that result, and if there has been physical torture of the child by the parent in early childhood by the parent or the parental caretaker, then the surgery results in further physical torture for the sake of placating the parental figure from years past. It is a way of saying: Look, dad, I am what you expected me to be! I am just awoman! (See “For More Information” below.)
In other words, in response to that early childhood torture, the young person takes it upon himself to torture himself again. And then expects for everything to be alright. But because of the early samskara of torture, and because of the repetition of that, it is no longer possible to enjoy the act of sex.
And so, in this instance on the astral plane, of which I speak, the young transgender woman turned to torturing children sexually. In other words, she was projecting the Soul wounding in her second chakra onto someone else, and then reliving that Soul wounding through the pain that she was inflicting on the child. (See “For More Information” below.)
On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios
This is not the only such instance that I have run into, on the astral plane, where people turn from having been deeply wounded by past circumstances, especially by a father (but also sometimes by a mother), and move into projecting that pain onto someone else, so that they can be the powerful figure … because it is too scary to remember that horrible stuff! And instead, turn to someone else, and re-enact it through what they do to that other person.
Parental Grant of Authority to Torture. In the deep subconscious mind of such a child, there would be the unspoken understanding that, because the father had tortured her, it would be ok for her to do the same.
Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse. Further, a father that would torture his child in such a way would have very poor impulse control, or else would have issues with substance abuse, or such like. This might be anticipated to lead to time after time of such instances of childhood physical abuse.
So what you will see amongst these young people who have been physically tortured by their parents, is the possibility of learned poor impulse control, and of learned substance abuse and physical abuse of children that come into their lives. More concerning, they are likely to act out torture time after time with other people.
Self-Torture: Breast-Enhancement, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery. Another possibility is that they may perform that torture on themselves time after time (such as with many iterations of cosmetic, height-enhancing, or appearance-changing surgery).
Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out
In a practical sense, what can be done about this? It seems there is an impulse, like a passion, that rises up in those who have been tortured in childhood because of a particular stimulus. And then they cannot get it out of their minds. And then the overwhelming urge comes up to act it out.
Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience
I know of another instance along this line that is very similar. The other instance has to do with a very young person who was, in a wartime situation, separated from a parent. The parent was killed, and the house was demolished. And then the child was forced to rove in packs with other children, through a town that was demolished through bombing. This continued for some years, during his early life. There were some, quite a few years in which his whole living had to do with pillaging and looting and trying to lord it over other children. Or trying to survive through being a sex object for bullying people that were stronger than he.
For this young person, because acts of submission and rectal intercourse with other young children were what allowed him to stay alive during those post-war years, he feels that it is perfectly ok, now that he is a grownup, for him to project what happened to him onto children in his neighborhood. Because of his early childhood conditioning, he feels that shooting these children in the buttocks with opium first, makes it ok to do this, as it numbs the pain. In other words, the palliative makes it ok to inflict pain … I am guessing, because in his childhood no such care was taken in regard to him.
I feel it is a very difficult thing for him, because the minute, on the astral plane, that the thought of having intercourse with a child comes up for him, as a picture in his mind, he can never let it go from his mind, until, that night, he finds a way to act it out.
By ‘acting out’ I mean that he projects out what happened to him onto someone else, and relives what happened to him through that child.
The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’
The desire of the Soul, when early childhood Soul wounding is acted out, is to remember and heal the pain that the child experienced. But the action of the personality is the exact opposite.
The Stance of the Spiritual Healer
I do not know how this crushingly intense impulse to act out can be curbed. I am hoping others will come up with something on this. Overall, I say, from my own standpoint, that the best I can do is to offer prayers for grace, and prayers of faith that there will be a solution. That these Souls will find healing, in this great Light that is coming in to Earth this year. I hope that will be true.
I sense their pain, I sense the great pain of those that are their victims. And I hope, for each of them, that the answer will be provided through Divine grace.
A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding
On Keeping a Low Profile. Right now, I do not know what to do about this. From a societal perspective, their discovery is, from the reading I have done, likely to lead to their dropping form through violence from others, so I would advise keeping a low profile.
On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax. Aside from that, it might be a good idea to look up, in the popular literature, all the different ways that orgasm can be attained, lacking the typical scenario. There are apparently quite a few different ways: Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online (see below).
So I suggest experimenting, to see if perhaps you can begin to experience, say, autoerogenous climax or orgasm; then you can slowly begin to heal those tissues of the pain that they have experienced over this incarnation.
On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’. I hope that you’re able to decrease and eliminate the projective mechanism that is causing you to move against and away from societal expectations, and into the arena of extreme societal disapproval. It’s best to steer clear of legal sanctions, as I have read that transgender people in prison may suffer violence or even loss of life at the hands of others.
The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light. Aside from that, I would hope, with great faith and expectation, for a cure that may be forthcoming with the Incoming Light; a DNA repair for people with very deep, second-chakra Soul wounding.
This may take place, I feel, through feeling your own heart, and fulfilling your own heart’s deep creative urges in a less destructive way. I wish each of you the very best.
A Prayer of Healing
That is all I have on that right now. I have a prayer of healing for each of you, and I hope, with all my heart, that you will see excellent results in the future.
Reading between the lines, it looks to me like orgasm among transgender women is iffy. This article mentions climax from vaginal penetration, using a vibrator angled upward to stimulate the G-spot/prostate and clitoral stimulation …
This article mentions the G-spot/prostate as well as stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve as an option for those who underwent early days transgender operations …
Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online.
Other instances of violence caused by transgender persons
I checked for instances of violence caused by transgender persons. From my research, it seems these are far less frequent than are instances of violence perpetrated against transgender people …
