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Merging Polarities: The Shadow, Gender Roles, ‘Evil Twin Flame’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 20 June 2015; published on 26 June 2015; final draft on 5 November 2018

    • For Each Soul, the Polarity Experiment Consists of 3D-4D Fractalization
    • Transformation of Our Shadow Side
    • Transformation of Shadow Gender Roles
    • Opportunities for Soul Clearing Through the ‘Evil Twin Flame’ Relationship
    • Multiple ‘Twined Flames’: Dealing with Complications of ‘Grouping’
    • How to Circumvent Complications of Twining and Grouping
    • To Sum Up …

Dear Ones,


This video is about merging our 3D and 4D polarities as we expand into 5D consciousness. It offers a fresh look at the concept of the demon realm, so prevalent as an archetypal symbol in many cultures, and how it might be considered an unconscious depiction of our ‘shadow’ side.

After the video there is a FINAL DRAFT OF THE VIDEO.

The topic of the video is described somewhat differently and more completely in the COMMENTS that follow the Final Draft. For those so motivated, I would suggest reading both the Final Draft and the Comments …

At the end of the blog, there is an edited TRANSCRIPT OF THE VIDEO (which I am going to offer as a transcript for the Youtube video),



For Each Soul, the Polarity Experiment Consists of 3D-4D Fractalization

New theory: When we beings of light decide to experience greater polarity, greater density, our awareness descends from 5D to 3D-4D, In these dimension we encounter negative emotions such as fear, terror, anger, lust, greed … emotions that are never encountered in 5D. These negative emotions allow us to fashion creations on the astral and physical plane that are much more diverse than those found in the higher dimensions. And that is the intention: to garner wisdom from experience of polarity.

So then, how does this polarity experiment take place? My theory is that, at the moment of descent in awareness from the fifth dimension, there may be fractalization into ‘good’ and ‘evil’ qualities of Soul, and these polarized qualities of Soul may exist separately but simultaneously in 3D (physical existence) and 4D (dreamtime realm).

Perhaps the ‘Veil of Forgetfulness’ is the mechanism that has till now allowed us to continue this polarity experiment.  What causes the ‘Veil of Forgetfulness’? Is it societal expectations, as previously discussed? (1) Does the ego play a role? These questions await future clarification.

As humankind expands its awareness from 3D into 4D, the Veil is being dissolved. Societal expectations are giving way to awareness of a truer reality. And so, we intrepid Souls are beginning to encounter our opposite polarity in the previously hidden-from-us realm of 4D, the dreamtime realm.

Transformation of Our Shadow Side

For those of us who identify as lightworkers, I posit we may encounter our ‘evil alter ego’ in the dreamtime realm. We may come face to face with our Dark Shadow. This shadow we must meet with Love, and transform with Love, so as to return to 5D.

And too, as ‘good’, or societally responsive, 3D people, we do sometimes ‘act out’ in the physical world our 4D shadow side, which has in it repressed, socially unacceptable, emotions and thought forms. The agency of repression might be conceived of as a ‘bubble of forgetfulness’ … a class of energy that is but one small part of the great Veil of Forgetfulness.

Then there are Souls that are experiencing the Genghis Khan (‘Corporate Raider’) mental filter. From a societal standpoint, their stance in 3D may be considered ‘evil’ … that is, ‘antisocial’, adverse to the mores of civilization. This is pretty much so … I mean, how many Genghis Khan types could there be in the world? Civilization as we know it would fall if everyone pursued the ‘master plan’ of dominating humankind.

So but anyway, in the world today, there are a handful of Souls that are acting out the ‘evil’ Genghis Khan mental filter in 3D. For them, I posit, the Light and Good aspects of their beingness are sequestered in their 4D, or dreamtime, fractal. As the Incoming Light steadily levels up, these Souls are tasked with integrating their own ‘good’ 4D aspect. It seems to me a difficult task, especially if ‘power over’ is held high as a standard, so I’m trusting in God to help them through this process. I have no doubt but what, for all Souls on Earth today, the 3D-4D merge is entirely possible.

Transformation of Shadow Gender Roles

I posit, similarly, that just as each of us has left-brain and right-brain aspects, each of us has both masculine and feminine aspects, and that these are expressed, from incarnation to incarnation, as sometimes a male incarnation, and sometimes a female incarnation. Over the history of our incarnations on Earth, each of our own Soul’s gender aspects has taken on samskaric distortions.

We express a certain gender in this incarnation in the physical realm. I posit that our opposite gender exists in Shadow aspect in 4D, and that each of us is now encountering this opposite-gender shadow as the Veil dissolves. As with the ‘good’ versus the ‘evil’ shadow, the positive gender aspect and the shadow opposite gender aspect must be met with Love, and transformed with Love.

There is most likely also hanging out in the astral plane as well, possibly as ‘bubbles of forgetfulness’, the shadow aspect of our current gender, also needing to be resolved.

[End of Video]


Opportunities for Soul Clearing Through the ‘Evil Twin Flame’ Relationship

Then there is the experience of meeting a Twin Flame in 3D, the experience of ‘Other’ (someone else’s ego) as ‘I’ (my own ego). When my ego flips back to an understanding that my ‘Twin Flame’ is really another person, not me at all, then the experience may become that of the much talked about ‘Evil Twin Flame.’ Physically, the Twin Flame relationship most likely ends at this point, and so 3D-3D interaction ceases.

But because each person in the Twin Flame relationship, putatively, expresses their gender shadow in 4D, and because psychic cords and emotional-mental resonances continue after the return of our egos to our normal state of ‘I-Other’ discrimination, there ensues a complex relationship of:

  • my own good gender aspects (3D),
  • my own bad opposite gender aspects (4D, beyond the Veil of Forgetfulness),
  • my own hidden bad same gender aspects (4D bubbles of forgetfulness),
  • and also in 4D, on the astral plane, the Other’s bad opposite gender aspects.

When the Other’s ‘bad’ opposite gender aspects clairly present themselves to us on the astral plane, then we may experience some egoic upset, some existential angst … perhaps the sudden realization that the ego is a pretty weak construct that artificially separates us from Other, from the Unknown, from the great All That Is.

At which point, I am thinking, it might be good to take a big deep breath, or maybe practice the ‘Creator Breath’ described by Sandra Walter of Creative Evolution (2). And then, carefully observe our physical reality, our physical surroundings, the comforting presence of our own body, the sunlight, or the walls of our own house … like that. Here we are, right here, right now. And that is that.

The ‘Evil Twin Flame’ experience can be pretty intense, but it does have its good side. The Twin Flame – Evil Twin Flame experience represents two Souls’ decisions, preincarnationally, to help each other dissolve, in this incarnation, all their multi-incarnational gender shadows, irrespective of gender. In other words, two souls preincarnationally decide to get through the 3D-4D transformation in what appears to be the most efficient way, from a timeline perspective.

Of course, we do not need to have the Twin Flame – Evil Twin Flame experience in order to expand our Awareness into the fifth dimension. This is just one of many options. So, having decided mid-stride, as it were, that Evil Twin Flameness is a bit too intense, we can change the astral scenery anytime. (For this, see “How to Circumvent Complications of Twining and Grouping,” below.)

Multiple ‘Twined Flames’: Dealing with Complications of ‘Grouping’

It can get more complicated than this, as when three or more or more Souls preincarnationally decide to experience, in one lifetime, Multiple Twined Flame awareness. Basically, the potential complications in relationship of each additional twined flame to those already involved is logarithmic.

This is the difficulty in the concept of Grouping. Not only are the opportunities for transformation to Love logarithmically increased, but also the possibility of mutual Soul wounding is logarithmically increased.

How to Circumvent Complications of Twining and Grouping

As the Incoming Light intensifies these next 4 months, the twining and grouping experience can become too intense. In that case, the thing to do is to create physical distance from other folks EMFs.

A couple, for example, may find it too intense for both to always be under the same roof. One might feel more comfortable pitching a tent in the yard. Or both might decide to spend time outside, where grounding to Earth allows energy to go through the personal EMF vertically, rather than pinging horizontally between family members’ EMF distortions.

In the case of the simple notion that ‘I am a member of this or that group,’ when this idea of horizontal connection becomes too intense, simply visualize your own EMF, your own pranic column energy. This type of vertical imaging thankfully insulates the Soul from horizontal clair experiences.

Another way of dealing with group EMF distortion pinging is to optimize timelines, using this activation of light to back out of astral entanglement with the Twin or the Group:

Spirit to Team!
Optimize timelines!
For the All, through Free Will!

What happens to me when I do this activation under these circumstances, is that the clair impact of the Twining Soul(s) immediately diminishes, or else simply goes away. This gives me time to optimize my EMF without astral distraction.

To Sum Up …

In this time of intense Incoming Light, so it is with every polarity that we meet: Greet with Love, transform with Love. If the experience gets too intense, then ignore the horizontal (person to person) clair experience, ground to Earth, optimize physical distance from others’ EMFs, visualize pranic column energy, and/or optimize timelines to insulate the personal EMF.

When the work of transformation is done, the Veil of Forgetfulness will be completely dissolved. At that point, we will be free to experience the Void from which has always flowed our Soul’s power to co-create Reality, in alignment with the Power of God.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) See …

Link: “Sleepiness, Societal Taboos, and the Veil of Forgetfulness,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 12 June 2015; published on 23 June 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-3oE ..

(2) Creator Breath is beautifully described here …

Link: “Ascension Path Meditation: Divine Neutrality,” by Sandra Walter … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXxnX4xWg8A ..


Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have an alternate theory regarding the Demon Realm that I have discussed on many past occasions. I am trying to get a handle on the Demon Realm.

I have an alternate theory that places more emphasis on our personal power in the world, as human beings. And it goes like this …

The fourth dimension and the third dimension are very unusual, because of the relative extremes of polarity involved. The Universe is made of love; but in the fourth dimensoin and the third dimension, all kinds of amazing things happen … Scenarios that have more to do with fear, terror, anger, lust, and greed … those kinds of emotions that are not even encountered in the fifth dimension.

The question for the creator mind was: How can these polarities be experienced?

Here is the hypothesis that I have been mulling over for quite some time now: Maybe you will see what you think about it, when you think about it one your own. If you do a search of Google images under the topic of Demons  … or … Devils … you will find pages and pages of pictures of the most gnarly, scary creatures that you can imagine.

From that I gather two possibilities …

One is that this is a kind of a beneath the table reality that is in the popular mind of many different people; and it bears remarkable similarity from people to people, from nation to nation, from religion to religion. and from culture to culture. It is amazing, the widespread nature of this, what you would call Terran cultural myth, or archetypal image, or archetypal moving picture show. So that is one idea: That of an archetypal image that is very widespread in the unconscious thought cloud of the world.

And the other idea I have is that people in this day of science, and of the left brain, are logging into something, in their dream world, that actually exists … not as a corporeal reality … not in the physical world … but in the fourth dimension.

It is the latter theory that I am going to talk about a little bit more. I consider it possible that, when a being of Light … such as you or me … decides to enter the lower densities, that it will agree to separate itself into two separate entities, one of whom remains in the fourth dimension, and could be termed the Shadow side, or the Demon world. And the other of which represents a generally relatively socialized being in the third dimension.

And the reason for that is, antisocial personalities and mass murderers and all kinds of people like that … who used to be greatly admired in the world, in the early days of civilization … people in whom was implanted the Genghis Khan mental filter … the conquerer of everything … today would be considered just not very viable in the civilization.

So there are not many Genghis Khan mental filter individuals around … not many antisocial personalities at all, these days. Some, but not many. Those that are here today … what you could say is that the Shadow side of their infinite beauty as beings of Light, and of the magnificence of their Soul … the Shadow side of this, that is engaging in these two, lower densities … is portrayed in physical form. But for these beings, there is an entity on the astral plane that is as beautiful and as full of love as the corporeal being on Earth is full of bloodlust, and raping, and all these bad things.

That is not usually the norm; usually it is the other way around, these days. And the corporeal entity … the physical me … has all the wonderful tendencies of the Soul … all the good tendencies of the Soul.

And the being that is affined with me … the portion of me that is the Shadow side … is on the astral plane, and taking up what you might call the role of the Demon or Devil … my Demon in me, compared to the Angel in me.

Of course, as ‘good’, or societally responsive, 3D people, we do sometimes ‘act out’ in the physical world our 4D shadow side, which has in it repressed, socially unacceptable, emotions and thought forms. The agency of repression might be conceived of as a bubble of forgetfulness … a class of energy that is but one small part of the great Veil of Forgetfulness.

This notion would account for a reality that does not involve overcoming any other class of beings here on Earth. In other words, by assumption, when I … the goodness of my heart … merges with all the negative polarities in my Shadow side, or Demon entity, in the fourth dimension, then third and fourth dimensions will cease to exist, and I will be in a state of unconditional love in the fifth dimension or higher once more.

So in that case there is nothing to overcome … no Satan to overcome … no Beelzebub or Lucifer … no Fallen Angels to be battling with … or at least not in the main. In the main it is a question of overcoming the polarities and merging the polarities of my own Soul once more back into the Light.

So, that is the theory, and I am going to go with that. I have some more propositions for you …

Suppose, when we come to Earth … that is, incarnate in physical form … a decision is made as to the gender that we will have … like, in my case, I am a woman. And suppose that, in the main, the Shadow side … the other side of us … is the opposite gender; this is the being on the astral plane that bedevils us with the samskaras and negative tendencies and habits of thought and emotion that we have accumulated over our lifetimes on Earth.

So we have left-brain, right-brain … Sacred Masculine, Sacred Feminine … already existing in us … already there. The only problem is, they are in two separate dimensions.

[laughs] … It is so dry here! This is New Mexico, and it is so dry! I am sitting under a big pine tree. It is wonderfully shady here, and there is a deep carpet of pine needles here that is like being on a feather bed, it is so comfortable! I feel like I am in heaven! But to get back to the point …

So there we are in a ‘setup’ here on Earth … Divine Feminine, in my case, seeking the Divine Masculine, which happens to embody all of my bad traits. So what that involves, here in the Ascension process, is forgiving all the things in the Masculine that I do not like at all, right? … Because there they are, on the astral plane, vying with me, and making my life dense, and polar.

So the thought of a merge of the third dimension with the fourth dimension, in my case, involves the feeling of love welling up in my heart, and meeting the negative tendencies of the heart of the Sacred Masculine that is also me on the astral plane. And the resolution of these polarities will result in the fifth dimensional experience.

So now, just hypothesis that, for people who incarnate as men on the physical plane, no doubt the astral Shadow is a woman … and has in it all the negative qualities that they just do not like about women in this dense polarity here (3D). All their lives they are ‘bedeviled’, as it were, by these negative concepts of the feminine … which include all the past lifetimes that they have had, here on Earth, which were feminine and which developed samskaric tendencies as well.

It is kind of an interesting play, is it not? It is kind of an interesting thought. There is a lot of humor there. God is pretty interesting … because, in reality, there is no such thing as ‘I’ and ‘Other’. And the stance of the Ego, in the physical world, is one of constant terror. Why? Because it is always facing the Unknown … which is God … and intending to keep the known … which is very frail and nonexistent. So how could an ego be anything but very upset? … [laughs] … And very defensive; always towards the ‘Other’.

But think of an Ego that is clarified, purified, distilled, as it were … like one of those skullcaps … a yarmulke … that changes color, and becomes transparent and porous and light as air. And so that then becomes the Ego. And when that happens … when the Ego is very transparent … why then, there is no barrier between the third dimension and the fourth dimensional experience. And that is probably pretty cool. That is my idea.


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5D Skill Sets: Rewriting History, Jumping Timelines, Merging Dimensions . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 20 June 2015; published on 27 June 2015; transcribed on 12 November 2018
Previously titled: 5D Skillsets: Rewriting History, Jumping Timelines, Merging Dimensions

    • 2015 Summer Solstice
    • My Daily Life Compared to My Shadow Aspects, and Those of Others
    • Recommendation: Peggy Black on Re-Writing News Headlines
    • Forgiveness of Others is Forgiveness of Ourselves as Well
    • Our Hologram, and the Void, in Relation to Rewriting History, and Switching and Merging Timelines and Dimensions
    • Activation of Light: Optimize Timelines and Dimensions, by the Hathors, through Alice B. Clagett
    • What Happens When I Use This Activation of Light
    • Recommendation: Sandra Walter and the Creator Breath

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on developing fifth dimensional skill sets: rewriting history, jumping timelines, merging dimensions and timelines. Transforming our shadow aspects. How ‘astral stories’ help us learn to co-create reality. Also: The hologram. Causality and synchronicity.

There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have a little to say about rewriting history and jumping timelines and merging dimensions and timelines and so forth …

2015 Summer Solstice

Wow, look at the sunlight! It is almost Summer Solstice; tomorrow is Solstice Day. So I am getting what you might call my dirt time … or my pine needle time … today, because the sunlight is just so incredible that I am doing my best to absorb as much of the atmosphere as I can, today and tomorrow.

My Daily Life Compared to My Shadow Aspects, and Those of Others

I thought I would go over my own shadow aspects … which generally I do not recognize, except on the psychic plane people tell me about them. I am a very quiet person, peaceful; I do not think much. I go walking in nature. I do not care much about politics or headlines. I never watch television … ‘though I do love to play Mexican Train Dominoes with my friends, and to go to church, and like that.

Not by choice, but due to life circumstances, I lead a very quiet, meditative, ‘loner’ lifestyle. But on the astral plane: I hear people say the exact opposite about me. They say that I am always talking; they say that I cannot be quiet. They say my mind is very restless. They say I am an alluring woman who is leading men astray.

And I say back to them: Are you sure you have the right person? Because it does not make sense to me! [laughs] The funny thing is, I have the same kind of thing to say about them. They might be the same kind of person as I am, but I am hearing all these scenarios … these incredible scenarios from them about war, and craziness … when in fact they may be a very loving person, I am hearing that they are all about hatred … things like that; the exact opposite of the way they are.

But would they ever believe that, if I were to tell them? Uh-uh. Not a chance! You know? These are the polarities that we have to merge.

Recommendation: Peggy Black on Re-Writing News Headlines

So when we see the news headlines … Peggy Black, Sacred Sound Salutarist … https://www.peggyblack.com/… talks about ‘doing the headlines’ … She does a meditation on the headlines every morning, and she changes the world outlook on the headlines from something negative to something extremely positive.

And in that way she is rewriting the whole world, right? She is owning the headlines; she is a pacifist who is rewriting war. She is a person who is rewriting all the scarcity she sees in the newspaper and in the headlines; rewriting it into a world of abundance, and so on.

She is taking what she sees in the world as ‘other’ … which is, in fact, her own Shadow side, and transforming it in that way … which is a wonderful way to do it.

Forgiveness of Others is Forgiveness of Ourselves as Well

So we may see people that represent these qualities that are actually our own Shadow side. And we may choose to forgive and completely absolve and love them. And what we will really be doing is forgiving, completely absolving, and loving ourselves.

Our Hologram, and the Void, in Relation to Rewriting History, and Switching and Merging Timelines and Dimensions

And the reason for this is, that all that we see … out to a space of about 9 feet out, all around us … This is our hologram. We exist in a Void … a complete Void … a Void in which we create what is in our hologram.

We are the co-creator Gods of the Universe; we create what is in our hologram. So we perceive something as ‘other’ … which, in fact, is an impossibility. That which we perceive is really ourselves, creating this Play.

So that is why it is completely easy, when we are hearing these astral stories going on and on, spinning off in our minds … It is very easy to rewrite all that history. And to switch timelines. And to switch dimensions. And to merge everything … It is because it is all ours; all ours completely. It is completely up to us to erase and rewrite and do what we want.

And that includes all the people that we hear too, because we are creating them, through Free Will, for the All.

So the astral stories are going along at a quick clip, right now. And every time that they get very scary or very ‘not me’ … into the Shadow side … I just say …

Activation of Light: Optimize Timelines and Dimensions
by the Hathors, through Alice B. Clagett

Spirit to Team!
Optimize Timelines and Dimensions!
For the All, through Free Will!

What Happens When I Use This Activation of Light

And this is the thing that convinces us … it convinced me, anyway! … It convinced me that this is just a hologram, because the minute I do that, the whole astral kaleidoscope … the whole astral story changes completely, as if it never existed.

So these astral stories that are unfolding and spinning off right now, they have to do with our Soul wounding, and our Shadow side, and accepting them completely into us. And they are being very ingeniously arranged by God … through the deftness of the hand of God.

The deftness of the hand of God is allowing us to see the Shadow side of ourselves, so that we may incorporate it, you see?

So there is that: Rewriting history just like that! … I rewrite that history; none of that astral story needs to happen. I rewrite that physical story that happened to me; that past never happened. And this is what happened.

I jump to the future! I become that future, universally loving being of Light! And I jump back into the present time, in that form!

We can do what we want! This is our hologram. It is completely empty! It is like on Startrek … the completely empty hologram, waiting for us to fill it with the experiences we wish to create through our God nature.

As to how it could be that other people’s holograms relate to our own and co-create, with us, the reality that all we hu-man (1) beings experience, I do not know how that is. I do not know how that synchronous reality happens; except to say that the grace of God, and the deftness of the hand of God are marvelous … incredible.

Recommendation: Sandra Walter and the Creator Breath

And one other thing: I found out the other day that the Creator Breath that Sandra Walter recommends, is an incredible help with merging all the timelines and dimensions into the one Now and the one present. I will try to find her description of that Creator Breath for you, separately; but I will explain it a little bit right now: You put your arms out, to each side of you, at the height of your shoulders. And then you inhale completely and bring both hands into your heart … A really big, strong inhale; and bring those hands into your heart.

As you inhale, you are inhaling all your timelines and dimensions and astral experiences … all the different rewrites of history that have been happening to you that day … and you bring them all in and merge them in the Nowness of your heart … in Source, there, inside your heart. And keep holding the breath in until you feel the strong warmth of that merge, emerging from your heart and crystallizing and changing your whole body structure. It is an incredible experience. Try to keep holding your breath in for as long as you possibly can, and then some, all right? And then when you are ready to exhale, you bring your arms back out, in a great sweeping arc … back out as far as they can go. And exhale out your New Creation.

Anyway, that is how I do it, because of what she says. And I do that many times during the day.

This is the thing: My mind is not fully trained yet, because my heart energy is not fully open to all the dimensions. So, escaping from the subconscious context, and the unconscious context, during the day, are astral creations that I do not really intend to create … like these stories that I begin to hear, that the mind fabricates, based on old Soul wounding, without my absolute say-so, right?

All these things are circulating in my hologram, even though I change things and rewrite things. I may have a million rewrites circulating in my hologram in one day … or at least a few! So the Creator Breath takes everything from within my hologram … pulls it in, into my heart, into Source itself. And then, holding the breath in, for a little bit longer than is comfortable, changes the metabolism of the body, and completely changes the hologram: The Golden Light of the hologram comes out.

And then, as you exhale out, you exhale out that Golden Light … that beautiful Soul creation.

Here is a far better description of Creator Breath that Sandra Walter has given …

Video: “Ascension Path Meditation: Divine Neutrality,” by Ascension Path with Sandra Walter …  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXxnX4xWg8A ..


Well, take care!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) In Sufism the word ‘Hu’ means ‘God’. Per Sandra Walter of Ascension Path … https://sandrawalter.com/ ‘Hu-man’ might thus be thought of as meaning ‘God-man’.


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Sleepiness, Societal Taboos, and the Veil of Forgetfulness . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 12 June 2015; published on 23 June 2015

    • Mysterious Waves of Sleepiness During the Day
    • The Forgetfulness Thought Cloud of the Noosphere?
    • Why the Devas Created the Veil of Forgetfulness
    • Sea Foam or Ocean Waves? A Visualization by Alice B. Clagett

Dear Ones,

This is about the ‘Forgetfulness Thought Cloud’ of the noosphere. Societal taboos, the desire world, awareness and unconscious thought repression, devas and nature spirits and The Veil of Forgetfulness, death and longevity. An image of the blue Pacific vs sea foam on the beach. There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, I Am Alice.

Mysterious Waves of Sleepiness During the Day

I have an interesting thing to tell you about, that just now happened to me. It happens sometimes when I am driving, or sitting in meditation, or just walking around, doing the chores at home, during the daytime, that I have a sudden feeling that I would like to fall asleep. A feeling of sleepiness rolls over me.

Two years ago, I started wondering what was the cause of these feelings … I just had a feeling that they will not be there in the future, and that if I could figure out what was going on, I could eliminate that kind of sleepiness for good.

The Forgetfulness Thought Cloud of the Noosphere?

I have been trying and trying, but it is very hard to resist that sudden impulse to rest and sleep … very difficult for me. I have been trying really hard! Today was my first instance of success: I was driving along, coming over her to sit for awhile, and one of the waves rolled over me. Fortunately I was right nearly here, so I stopped, and I really felt into that wave of deep forgetfulness that rolled over me like that. I really felt into it, and held it in my awareness for a minute.

And when I did that, what seemed to have no message at all in it … only the notion of sleeping … dissolved. It sort of dissolved, like a little piece of hard bread. It dissolved in that Awareness … or changed into a communication. And the communication was from somebody else. Whether I knew that person or not, I do not know. But it was from another person.

I could hear the tone of voice of the person. It sounded like mainly just the third chakra desire world, with just one short mental message in it … A very short mental message, and a lot of emotion in it.

It seemed like these waves of sleepiness came, one after the other … following each other through the noosphere of Earth like a train of forgetfulness, or a train of sleepiness … like the opposite of noospheric NoDoz!

The next wave that came through, I was ready for; I said to myself: This is the way to figure out what is going on. The next wave came over me, and I felt so much like physically sleeping! And I just held that sleepiness in my mind … deep sleepiness, like a command to fall asleep. And the same thing happened: It dissolved! The forgetfulness quality of the thought form dissolved into a brief command, or a brief message, that was laden with the emotion of the desire world.

Is not that something? I mean, it is such a relief to finally have an answer to this question: Why would I suddenly fall asleep? I always felt compelled to do so.

I do not care for compulsion. I like knowledge. I like waking up. I like Awareness. And I like the expansive feeling of this New Age of New Creation.

So, just to let you know: If you sit when you suddenly feel like snoozing, and pay very close attention, you may also log onto the forgetfulness thought cloud of the noosphere! [laughs]

Could it be that these waves of forgetfulness constitute … or are some part of … the Veil of Forgetfulness that is spoken about in many theologies? Just a thought: Maybe that is it.

Why the Devas Created the Veil of Forgetfulness

For instance, I remember talking to the nature spirits about the devas, some time ago. The nature spirits were saying that the devas had created the Veil of Forgetfulness so that human beings … when they cross between the physical world back to the astral plane … and from the astral plane back to the physical world … would not suffer so much with the notion that they would pass on again, or that they recently had physical form.

In other words, the devas did this out of compassion for the short-lived human race. Now, it is not that we have to be short-lived; but because of the Age of the Fall, we have been rather short-lived in recent times.

Because we incarnate over and over again, the Veil of Forgetfulness soothes our hearts by helping us to forget the pain that we went through, and the sense of separation we had in a prior lifetime.

How might that work, then? As you know, there is a great deal of societal repression around the thought of death these days … at least, in the United States. People just do not talk about it. They do not like to look at or think about it … at least, not in a realistic way.

As soon as our loved ones pass on, we are likely to try to forget it. And this is understandable because of the pain of separation from loved ones that is involved in death.

It could be … because the devas and the nature spirits are involved in the fashioning of the astral plane … that they have devised a Veil made of the repression of memories of death, that somehow clears the minds of the people passing from one state or phase to the other … clears them of these memories.

So I hope to have an open, neutral mind about all the thoughts that I experience, whether they are from my own mind, or just galumphing in from other people’s minds, I think. And that … for me, at least … will help eliminate this Veil of Forgetfulness. That is my current working hypothesis.

. . . . .

Sea Foam or Ocean Waves?
A Visualization by Alice B. Clagett
12 June 2015

I would like to close with a visualization …

Imagine yourself standing at the seashore on a calm, sunny day …
With the beautiful ocean waves coming in …
Bright blue, and very transparent …
And curling up onto the seashore near your feet …
And then receding back to the ocean …
Leaving behind a little sea foam …
A little lighter and fluffier than water …
In a line, all along the shore.

That sea foam reminds me of these waves of forgetfulness
that sometimes come rolling through my mind.

They are not pure and clear, like mental thoughts.
They are not joyful, like warm Pacific ocean waters.

They are more like the staleness
of what is not that …
Like the staleness of sea foam,
that stays on the shore
when the tide recedes into the ocean.

It is a part of the water … but it is an unusual part.
It is the part that gets left behind by the Flow.

So, I say, Beware the sea foam!
Take a dip in the ocean

. . . . .

[laughs and waves … Short videoclip of hawks high up in the air, and another videoclip of a hawk flying off from a tree]

Image: “Hawk and Palm Tree,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 June 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Hawk and Palm Tree,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 June 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Purple Flowers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 June 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Purple Flowers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 June 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0


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Rewriting History: Astral Plane and Alternate Worlds . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 29 May 2015; published on 30 May 2015; revised on 31 October 2018

    • Activation of Light to Rewrite History, by the Hathors, through Alice B. Clagett
    • Uncoloring Thoughts as a Way of Rewriting History
    • More on Dimensional Merges
    • Parallel Universes
    • Photos by Alice
      • Prophecy and Augury: Natural ‘Signs’ and Omens

Dear Ones,

This video explains why the activation of Light on rewriting history works.

  • It is about the astral plane, alternate worlds, and Soul clearing.
  • Rewriting history is a form of timeline jumping.
  • How co-creating reality involves timeline jumping as well as dimensional merge skills.

There is an edited Summary after the video …



Dear Ones,

What does this activation of Light called ‘rewriting the history of the world’ actually accomplish? First, let me speak the activation. It goes like this …

. . . . .

Activation of Light to Rewrite History
by the Hathors, through Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015

Spirit to Team!
Optimize and rewrite the history of the world!
For the All, through Free Will!

. . . . .

That is the activation. And so the question has been asked: What does this actually do? Well, as you know, from the research of quantum physicists, each moment that we experience in the Now, spins off endless possible worlds of choices … what Tom Kenyon calls ‘the sphere of all possibilities’  …

Link: “The Sphere of All Possibilities,” A Hathor Planetary Message Through Tom Kenyon, 17 August 2012 … https://tomkenyon.com/the-sphere-of-all-possibilities ..

This, I feel, may be a series of alternate worlds that exist in the astral plane, as the astral plane … what we are now ‘multidiming’ into, is the stuff of which the third-dimensional reality is made. It is as if the ‘astral matter’ is the template for the third-dimensional reality. So, within the fourth dimension … the astral plane … exists the possibility of creating all kinds of constructs in the third-dimensional reality.

Of this, for each moment of free will choice on this Free Will Planet, are spun off endless possibilities, endless realities, endless alternate worlds, for each of us. Now, amongst all those worlds, for the typical person, Awareness is only in one world. And it is that world where everything matters to us; it is that world where our Souls can clear.

The other realities need to be transformed, but while our Awareness is on this reality, it is not transforming those realities. Those realities still exist for the people to whom we were once karmically connected, who choose to place their Awareness on those realities.

In those worlds, our presence is more figurative than true. In other words, for them, it appears that our presence is there. And our Souls have the largesse, the greatness, to allow that vision to be there for them. But our Awareness is here, in this reality.

So for those people who choose to be in those other alternate realities … those denser alternate realities … slowly but surely, the Awareness of all the other people apparently present in their hologram, will be transferred to the alternate worlds which enact the higher energies.

And there will come a time for them, when their hologram is devoid of Awareness except for their own. And at that point … or at some prior point … it is likely that they will switch up, and move out of that reality, and into something more true. You know what I mean?

So that is just the case. Like today, you might be walking around … say on the streets of a town. And you will notice that quite a few people who walk past you do not seem to actually be there. Where are they? Where are these people?

These people are in a different, alternate reality. And what you see is a marker … a ‘placemarker’ … for their presence, in multidimensional space. And for you, if you are strongly into the ascension path, you may find many people who are ‘opting down’ at this moment.

In the same way, they will see you, in their physical reality, but they will feel no true essence of you there. They will not feel a need to communicate with you. They will not see a karmic ‘pull’. You might as well not exist for them. You are just like ‘scenery’ in their alternate world, because your Awareness is in this alternate world … this higher alternate world.

And vice versa: There are those that are much more refined in energy, say, than us. And those people see us in the same ways we see these other people.

In other words, the hologram is devised so ingeniously for all humankind, that it fills every Awareness need.

So, what happens when we ‘rewrite history’ … When we use that affirmation of Light? We are instructing the hologram that we wish to engage in the highest possible Light, considering the state of our Soul clearing … And the optimum scenario for further Soul clearing.

First you have to get the notion that it is possible … Because it is possible. And very few people in the world today understand that. You have to know. You have to have faith … You are a God-creator. That is how God created you: As a co-creator, in alignment with His Divine Will, of this reality. So you have faith that you can do that.

And next, you say the affirmation of Light. And immediately, your history is rewritten, and the history of the world is rewritten, and you step into that optimized history.

You can still hear whatever was going on, that bothered you … that caused you to say the activation of Light. You can still see it, maybe, on the astral plane. But it recedes into the background, and then fades away. It is amazing, really.

My thought on this is that activations of Light for rewriting history are a lot like timeline jumping. In fact, I would classify them in that category.

Today I ran across a blog by a person who has been doing dimensional merging … and that is very interesting … how some people are developing that ability …

Citation: “Bridging Two Civilizations,” by Asur’ana, at Aligning with Earth website [link no longer online] 

The dimensions they were merging were amazing. The dimensional merge was of all civilizations of Earth, and all her natural life, as well as Telos and Shamballa. It was just on a scale of grandeur far beyond anything I had envisioned before.

And on the other hand, I got the feeling that all we need is the understanding that we can do this kind of dimensional merging … and then we can do it. It takes a remembering. Same thing as with the timeline merging and the timeline jumping and the history rewrites. It is the same thing: All we have to do, is to have the faith that it is possible.

And all of these activations are part of the new skills we are developing, as co-creators of New Earth. So, after we learn the one, we may take up the next. And in this way our understanding … and the understanding of all humanity … will become greater and greater as time goes on.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


For more timeline information see … Link: “Compendium: Timelines and Multitemporality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-byd ..

Uncoloring Thoughts as a Way of Rewriting History

Note the similarity between the art of rewriting history and the process of ‘uncolorizing’ thoughts. See …

Link … “Uncoloring Your Colored Thoughts through Yoga,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharat … https://swamij.com/klishta-aklishta.htm ..

More on Dimensional Merges

For more on dimensional merges, see …

Link … “Connecting to the Devas and the Unity Field – My Spiritual Journey,” by Donna, edited by Georgi Stankov … http://www.stankovuniversallaw.com/2015/05/connecting-to-the-devas-and-the-unity-field-my-spiritual-journey/ ..

Parallel Universes

Link … “The True Science of Parallel Universes,” by minutephysics, 2 April 2013 …   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ywn2Lz5zmYg ..

Photos by Alice

Prophecy and Augury: Natural ‘Signs’ and Omens. These photos are from the environs where the talk was filmed. I tend to add a few photos from the environs, in the blogs, because I feel that there are ‘signs’ and omens in the natural world. So though I may not know what these signs prophecy, in each instance, I feel that the signs are there … and maybe you will discover what they augur for humankind in this time of Ascension! …

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Upper Las Virgenes Canyon Open Space Preserve and Environs 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 29 May 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0


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Boomerang Effect of Evil Thought Forms . by the Theosophists

Written and published on 11 May 2015

    • Thoughts of Love, or the Desire to Protect

Dear Ones,

Here is some very interesting information from the School of Theosophy on the boomerang effect of evil thought forms, and on thought forms in general:


“When a man thinks of any concrete object—a book, a house, a landscape—he builds a tiny image of the object in the matter of his mental body. This image floats in the upper part of that body, usually in front of the face of the man and at about the level of the eyes. It remains there as long as the man is contemplating the object, and usually for a little time afterwards, the length of time depending upon the intensity and the clearness of the thought. This form is quite objective, and can be seen by another person, if that other has developed the sight of his own mental body. If a man thinks of another, he creates a tiny portrait in just the same way.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“If his thought is merely contemplative and involves no feeling (such as affection or dislike) or desire (such as a wish to see the person) the thought does not usually perceptibly affect the man of whom he thinks.

“If coupled with the thought of the person there is a feeling, as for example of affection, another phenomenon occurs besides the forming of the image. The thought of affection takes a definite form, which it builds out of the matter of the thinker’s mental body. Because of the emotion involved, it draws round it also matter of his astral body, and thus we have an astromental form which leaps out of the body in which it has been generated, and moves through space towards the object of the feeling of affection.

“If the thought is sufficiently strong, distance makes absolutely no difference to it; but the thought of an ordinary person is usually weak and diffused, and is therefore not effective outside a limited area.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“When this thought-form reaches its object it discharges itself into his astral and mental bodies, communicating to them its own rate of vibration. Putting this in another way, a thought of love sent from one person to another involves the actual transference of a certain amount both of force and of matter from the sender to the recipient, and its effect upon the recipient is to arouse the feeling of affection in him, and slightly but permanently to increase his power of loving. But such a thought also strengthens the power of affection in the thinker, and therefore it does good simultaneously to both.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“Every thought builds a form; if the thought be directed to another person it travels to him; if it be distinctly selfish it remains in the immediate neighbourhood of the thinker; if it belongs to neither of these categories it floats for awhile in space and then slowly disintegrates.

“Every man therefore is leaving behind him wherever he goes a trail of thought forms; as we go along the street we are walking all the time amidst a sea of other men’s thoughts. If a man leaves his mind blank for a time, these residual thoughts of others drift through it, making in most cases but little impression upon him. Sometimes one arrives which attracts his attention, so that his mind seizes upon it and makes it its own, strengthens it by the addition of its force, and then casts it out again to affect somebody else. A man therefore, is not responsible for a thought which floats into his mind, because it may be not his, but someone else’s; but he is responsible if he takes it up, dwells upon it and then sends it out strengthened.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“Self-centred thought of any kind hangs about the thinker, and most men surround their mental bodies with a shell of such thoughts. Such a shell obscures the mental vision and facilitates the formation of prejudice.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“Each thought-form is a temporary entity. It resembles a charged battery, awaiting an opportunity to discharge itself. Its tendency is always to reproduce its own rate of vibration in the mental body upon which it fastens itself, and so to arouse in it a like thought.

“If the person at whom it is aimed happens to be busy or already engaged in some definite train of thought, the particles of his mental body are already swinging at a certain determinate rate, and cannot for the moment be affected from without. In that case the thought-form bides its time, hanging about its object until he is sufficiently at rest to permit its entrance; then it discharges itself upon him, and in the act ceases to exist.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“The self-centred thought behaves in exactly the same way with regard to its generator, and discharges itself upon him when opportunity offers. If it be an evil thought, he generally regards it as the suggestion of a tempting demon, whereas in truth he tempts himself. Usually each definite thought creates a new thought-form; but if a thought-form of the same nature is already hovering round the thinker, under certain circumstances a new thought on the same subject, instead of creating a new form, coalesces with and strengthens, the old one, so that by long brooding over the same subject a man may sometimes create a thought-form of tremendous power.

“If the thought be a wicked one, such a thought-form may become a veritable evil influence, lasting perhaps for many years, and having for a time all the appearance and powers of a real living entity.” — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“All these which have been described are the ordinary unpremeditated thoughts of man. A man can make a thought-form intentionally, and aim it at another with the object of helping him. This is one of the lines of activity adopted by those who desire to serve humanity. A steady stream of powerful thought directed intelligently upon another person may be of the greatest assistance to him. A strong thought-form may be a real guardian angel, and protect its object from impurity, from irritability or from fear. — C.W. Leadbeater (1)


“Thought-forms directed towards individuals produce definitely marked effects, these effects being either partially reproduced in the aura of the recipient and so increasing the total result, or repelled from it.

Thoughts of Love, or Desire to Protect. “A thought of love and of desire to protect, directed strongly towards some beloved object, creates a form which goes to the person thought of, and remains in his aura as a shielding and protecting agent; it will seek all opportunities to serve, and all opportunities to defend, not by a conscious and deliberate action, but by a blind following out of the impulse impressed upon it, and it will strengthen friendly forces that impinge on the aura and weaken unfriendly ones.

“Thus may we create and maintain veritable guardian angels round those we love, and many a mother’s prayer for a distant child thus circles round him, though she knows not the method by which her ‘prayer is answered.’ –Annie Besant (2)


“In cases in which good or evil thoughts are projected at individuals, those thoughts, if they are to directly fulfill their mission, must find, in the aura of the object to whom they are sent, materials capable of responding sympathetically to their vibrations.

“Any combination of matter can only vibrate within certain definite limits, and if the thought-form be outside all the limits within which the aura is capable of vibrating, it cannot affect that aura at all. It consequently rebounds from it, and that with a force proportionate to the energy with which it impinged upon it….”–Annie Besant (2)

[This is the famed ‘boomerang effect’. So now, if a person receives telepathy with the emotional content of hatred or fear, and sends back telepathy with emotional content of love, peace and joy, then what will happen? The person who sent the hatred- or fear-filled message will receive back their telepathic letter ‘unopened’ … and this vibe will add to their own emotion.

The person who sends back love, peace and joy will find the intended person (who is embroiled in other emotions) unable to receive this message. And so the love, peace and joy will rebound to the sender … adding to their own vibe of the same feelings. –Alice]

“This is why it is said that a pure heart and mind are the best protectors against any inimical assaults, for such a pure heart and mind will construct an astral and a mental body of fine and subtle materials, and these bodies cannot respond to vibrations that demand coarse and dense matter. If an evil thought, projected with malefic intent, strikes such a body, it can only rebound from it, and it is flung back with all its own energy; it then flies backward along the magnetic line of least resistance, that which it has just traversed, and strikes its projector; he, having matter in his astral and mental bodies similar to that of the thought-form he generated, is thrown into respondent vibrations, and suffers the destructive effects he had intended to cause to another.

“Thus ‘curses [and blessings –Alice] come home to roost.’

“From this arise also the very serious effects of hating or suspecting a good and highly-advanced man; the thought-forms sent against him cannot injure him, and they rebound against their projectors, shattering them mentally, morally, or physically. Several such instances are well known to members of the Theosophical Society, having come under their direct observation.

“So long as any of the coarser kinds of matter connected with evil and selfish thoughts remain in a person’s body, he is open to attack from those who wish him evil, but when he has perfectly eliminated these by self-purification his haters cannot injure him, and he goes on calmly and peacefully amid all the darts of their malice. But it is bad for those who shoot out such darts.” –Annie Besant (2)

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) from “A Textbook of Theosophy,” by C.W. Leadbeater. (2004). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved 11 May 2015, from http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/12902 … [Paragraphing and subheads are mine. –Alice Clagett]

(2) from “Thought-Forms,” by Annie Besant and C. W. Leadbeater. (2005). Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved 11 May 2015, from http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/16269 … [Paragraphing and subheads are mine. –Alice Clagett]


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