COVID AND SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM: “I CAN’T BREATHE”
TRIPLE ECLIPSE PASSAGE
Dear Ones,
COVID AND SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM: “I CAN’T BREATHE”
I wonder if when George Floyd so poignantly said “I can’t breathe” and then passed on, whether that sent a message to us that face masks make it hard to breathe … that COVID also, they say, makes it hard to breathe … and somehow these two, the face masks and the COVID symptoms … are what are being protested, both at the same time, along with undue force by the policeman.
It seems almost as if the suffocation of George Floyd was the acting out in physical reality of our concerns about the pandemic, the concrete symbol of our fears. And now, after the ‘flashpoint’ event that occurred, it is almost as if the police are being pilloried as scapegoats … that our fears for our well-being have morphed into anger at them.
In recent weeks I have been doing an easy yoga set in addition to walking (which I love), and found these help quite a bit to divert my heart from the dramas so much in the news.
TRIPLE ECLIPSE PASSAGE
It seems likely to me that the events unfolding in the social arena have to do with the high energies of the Triple Eclipse Passage now underway …
Link: “Incoming Light! Triple Eclipse Passage,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-iuS ..
That passage heralds the New. Transforming to the New always requires courage, and overcoming one’s own desire to remain the same. Fear and anger do arise in our hearts, and we must counter these with positive emotions and right action in the world. That way we can become more like Christ, more like the Buddha, and more like Lord Krishna in our hearts and in the living of our lives.
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An Instance of Second-Tier Pass-Down to Do with a Lecture
Karmic Restitution and Return to the Path of Dharma
Personal Alchemy and Co-Creation of New Life on New Earth
On Using the Mass Media for Humanitarian Outreach
Attainable Home Ownership and Homesteading in the United States
Other Instances of Karmic Pass-Down and Second-Tier Karma
Hiring a Thug to Do Something Illegal for You
Legal Sanctions for the Second-Tier Person
Legal Sanctions for the First-Tier Person
The Karmic Debt Owed by First-Tier Persons
Are the Astral Stories about Lawless Acts, or Are They Circulating Astral Dreams?
An Instance of Malware – Malspeak to Do with the Notion ‘My God, I Want Your Money!’
An Instance of Karmic Pass-Down of One Spiritual Leader’s Malspeak to Five Spiritual Groups and Law Enforcement
Projection of the Thought “You Whore!” Based on Childhood Wounding
Astral Malspeak Infection Flowing from Group to Group
Projection of Blame: Scapegoating and Group Ostracism
Solutions to Malspeak Now in the Works
Dear Ones,
This video is about first- and second-tier karma. A Summary follows the video; the information in green font is not in the video.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
Here is another example of first- and second-tier karma …
An Instance of Second-Tier Pass-Down to Do with a Lecture
Let’s say there is a person who is very spiritually advanced, and gives a lecture on how you can depose a government. And they give this lecture to a small group of people.
The person that gives the lecture, technically, has not done anything wrong … They are just presenting an academic argument, right? But the second tier of people, if they are speaking in the economic interests of people who have less than everyone else, may act out a scenario that results in great loss of life and limb, and great suffering, and greatly increased Soul wounding for everyone involved.
So technically, the first person has no legal hold upon them, but the people that they speak to, and pass on their malware and malspeak to … which in this case has to do with consequentialism and that great heresy of Auschwitz … those people take on all the karma that is legally sanctionable and actionable.
And this is how the duality play is. Those with great spiritual insight tend to influence the minds of others so that they then carry out karmically things that are legally binding on them, and all the people that they associate with.
So therefore, it is impingent upon those who are spiritual leaders to do their clearing first. To take care of their clearing, so that the tiny specks and distortions in density of their bodies of light are completely cleared and cease to influence the masses of people to acting out during this transition to New Life on New Earth.
Karmic Restitution and Return to the Path of Dharma
We Ascensioneers are far from perfect, although we do our best to be Lightbearers, pathfinders, and wayshowers for humankind. Along with everyone else on Earth, we are clearing. The incomplete state of our clearing makes it very important for us to examine our actions daily, and determine if some small act may be needed to set ourselves back from an instance of karmic debt, on to the path of dharma, the path of righteousness.
In this hypothetical case of a lecture with potentially unfortunate consequences, one might introspect at the end of the day, and determine that such an act would be needed. Then one might determine the course of action.
Personal Alchemy and Co-Creation of New Life on New Earth. One such act of karmic restitution might be simply to sit in meditation, with a peaceful heart, and offer that emotion of peacefulness to the astral airs. Much can be said in favor of such a simple act of transforming the astral airs from restlessness and discontentedness to feelings of peace, harmony, and world unity. This is the process termed by Peggy Black, that great Ascension Soul, as personal alchemy and co-creation of New Life on New Earth.
On Using the Mass Media for Humanitarian Outreach. Another simple act might be to provide … to immediately provide, through the local newspaper, for instance … a balm to the hearts of those who have been unintentionally incited to restlessness. For instance, if their discontent stems from inability to purchase a home, and loss of hope that they may ever own land in the current overpriced real estate market,
For instance, the daily news might carry an announcement about government programs such as HUD and Section 8 housing that allow people with meager means to own homes.
The article might also describe ‘lease to own’ agreements with private parties that rent homes, and the possibility of buying homes from private parties by just assuming a mortgage with no down payment.
The article might further mention affordable local housing markets, as, for example, are referenced in the following …Link: “The 10 Most Affordable Housing Markets in California,” by Andrew Khouri, Los Angeles Times, 25 July 2013 … http://articles.latimes.com/2013/jul/25/business/la-fi-mo-affordable-southland-zip-20130725 … According to Mr. Khouri, in 2013, affordable homes were available in Barstow, Joshua Tree, Blythe, Twentynine Palms, Sugarloaf, Yucca Valley, San Bernardino, and Hemet. At that time these markets were valued from a low-end median of $60,000 in Barstow to $115,000 in San Bernardino, at the high end.
There are also affordable places to retire in California, such as Redding, Eureka, Rio Vista, Palm Springs, Oceanside, Chico, Riverside, and Grass Valley. The articleLink: “Affordable Places to Retire in California” by Laurie Jo Miller Farr … http://seniors.lovetoknow.com/Affordable_Places_to_Retire_in_California… discusses this.
Attainable Home Ownership and Homesteading in the United States. People are feeling unhappy with home ownership in my own city of Los Angeles right now:
Both because the entry-level price is so steep,
And because, for those who now own homes, the price of utilities has seen a catastrophic rise last year, which will result in many who currently own homes losing them.
I notice it may be possible to get free or inexpensive land in other parts of the United States, for homesteading and raising crops and cattle. Although there is no longer a Federal homesteading program, I have read that free land may be available in Alaska, Iowa, Kansas (Lincoln, Marquette, Mankato, Osbourne, and Plainville), Michegan, Minnesota (New Richland) and Nebraska (Curtis and Elwood). It might be good to get this information out to the mass media as well.
Other Instances of Karmic Pass-Down and Second-Tier Karma
Hiring a Thug to Do Something Illegal for You. Here is a case of karmic pass-down and second-tier karma that is well known in literature, and no doubt in law enforcement all over the world. That has to do with hiring people to perform illegal acts for us. When we do that, no matter what the illegal act.
Legal Sanctions for the Second-Tier Person. Let’s say that a man of wealth and privilege hires someone to beat up and intimidate someone else, for instance. The thug that does the beating up has a pretty high risk of getting caught eventually, and of being punished by the law.
Legal Sanctions for the First-Tier Person. But the other person, the person who hires him, is much less likely to receive those kinds of legal sanctions, and if he does, they will probably not be that severe. The same is true of hiring people for murder, and so forth.
The Karmic Debt Owed by First-Tier Persons
Happens kind of frequently, I guess. But here is the thing that everybody overlooks: The karma, for the person that starts the ball rolling, is at least as great as that for the person that carries out the action. They are responsible (through financial leverage) for this other Soul’s action. So that is something, by way of karma, to consider.
Are the Astral Stories about Lawless Acts, or Are They Circulating Astral Dreams?
Fortunately, during this process of transition, most of the acting out that we hear about on the astral plane and in the astral stories is really just vivid dream states brought on by the Ascension process. It is like waking nightmares. And it seems like people are acting out all kinds of things. But in fact, if you check the daily news, and if you check the police reports, you will find that all that stuff is really not happening.
So, there is that. That is really a wonderful thing. And so, there will be a few issues, here and there, of lawlessness, but in general, I think, throughout the ages on Earth, that has been true, has it not? It is only that, these days, as these issues continue to unfold, people are becoming more and more aware of the causes.
Those of us who are Ascensioneers know the extreme importance of clearing … of doing our own clearing work. We concentrate all our effort on clearing our own light bodies, and on allowing the light to flow through from heaven to Earth, through us. Rather than trying to influence large masses of people right now, we encourage everybody to create that divine connection between Source and their own Spirit, and between their Spirit and this Earth on which we live. And I advise that as well. I think that is the most worthwhile thing we can do here on Earth.
An Instance of Malware – Malspeak to Do with the Notion ‘My God, I Want Your Money!’
Here is another instance of malware – malspeak to do with the notion “My God, I Want Your Money!” Let’s say you are in a group with this motto, and you are intent on gaining money from women. So, you are looking at a woman, and you say to her, soulfully, “My God, I love you!”
What does that mean, really? If this is a ploy … a ploy based on Soul wounding … then what that means is that this person feels that:
They are a great spiritual person who loves God,
They look down upon you, a woman,
They want to convince you, through a subterfuge or ruse, that they love you,
And they want your money.
The group’s first-tier karma is mixed: They are great spiritual people who love God. That is good. They look down on women. That is bad. They use a ruse for fund-raising. That is bad.
The second-tier karma has to do with the woman’s loss of faith in the group, when her money is taken through a pretense of romantic love. The second-tier karma will be less severe if the woman’s does not lose her life over the money desired by the group.
An Instance of Karmic Pass-Down of One Spiritual Leader’s Malspeak to Five Spiritual Groups and Law Enforcement
Projection of the Thought “You Whore!” Based on Childhood Wounding. Here is an astral story regarding malspeak in a spiritual leader who had a rough childhood … Because his mother made her living as a sex worker, he had Soul wounding around women being whores. This leapt out, in physical terms, as it came up for clearing one day, as he and one of his male students drove past a female student walking down the sidewalk.
As the early Soul wound experience came up from his subconscious, he shouted out the car window to the walking lady, “You whore!”
Astral Malspeak Infection Flowing from Group to Group. This malspeak based on his early Soul wounding spread to the man riding with him, who felt great loyalty to the spiritual leader. From there, by word of mouth, it spread throughout that group.
Unable at that time to resolve the early Soul wounding, the leader continued, whenever he felt angry, to cast his thought “You whore!” to the female student, who soon left his group on that account. Yet this thought of the leader continued to follow her at a distance; it became an idée fixe … a ‘fixed idea’ that dominated his mind and was hurled at the woman from time to time.
She moved on to another group which, as luck would have it, was called up by the first leader, and told that the woman was a whore. This thought, though it had not a basis in the woman’s life, nevertheless had great relevance to the leader in terms of his unresolved feelings toward his mother, who had passed on.
The strength of the second group’s feelings against profligacy was, through astral malspeak infection from the first leader, transferred to the second group, from which she was astrally ousted. She then moved to a third, fourth, and fifth group, the members of each of which were called, on the astral plane, if not on the physical plane, by the original leader, or by others infected with the malware.
This karmic pass-down from the first spiritual leader, to his spiritual group, and then to four more spiritual groups, was like a slow waterfall effect that took place over several decades. During those years, the woman at the effect of the astral malspeak was leading a meditative, chaste lifestyle.
Yet the astral clamor from the people in these groups eventually reached local law enforcement, who became convinced, through astral infection, that she was a woman of ill repute; this they came to believe with such conviction that they assigned a 24/7 police car to her, which found that she went to a senior center to play dominoes during the day, and stayed at home nights. Or so goes the astral story.
Projection of Blame: Scapegoating and Group Ostracism. The process of astral malware infection is like astral gossip, slander or calumny. It hooks onto Soul wounding in other people … maybe, for instance, they may have been called a whore or a profligate person in childhood, and they would like to shift the blame for the feelings of guilt they have onto a ‘scapegoat’, a ‘whipping boy or girl’ … a ‘fall guy’ who can be ostracized from the group as they themselves, in their inner hearts, feel they might be in jeopardy of being done to.
So the mechanism of ostracism from a group is another form of psychological projection of feelings of guilt or social unacceptability onto a ‘patsy’.
Solutions to Malspeak Now in the Works. Because of the healing quality of the incoming light, the first-mentioned spiritual leader, the malspoken people in his and other groups, and the woman at the effect of the malspeak are now in the process of resolving their Soul wounding to the greater light of New Life on New Earth.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
…………………..
An Astral Story about a Case of Extreme Soul Wounding of a Young Boy at Puberty
The Malspeak Program That Was Installed
Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the First Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
Blending of One’s Personal Samskaras with Those of a Group
Fatal Projection of Heart Attack Feeling in Relationship
Projection of Childhood Genital Wounding as Public Exposure of Genitals with Black Magic Intent
Astral Story about Another Person with Similar Depth of Soul Wounding in Early Childhood
Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the Second Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
Positing the Two Soul-Wounded Young People Meeting in a Group Setting
Projection of Early Soul Wounding as an Experiment on Others in an Attempt to ‘Uncolor’ the Remembered Trauma
First-Tier and Second-Tier Soul Wounding and Karmic Pass-Down, with Acting Out of Rage by the Second Tier
My Thoughts on Ways to Avoid Acting Out Soul Wounding
Dear Ones,
BEGINNING COMMENTS
These astral stories are about childhood Soul wounding, projection of that wounding through acting out as an adult, and first- and second-tier karmic flow-through.
I would like to state in advance that these are merely astral stories, imaginative stories, and most likely represent vivid waking dreams, daydreams and night dreams characteristic of the astral state, rather than actual physical occurrences.
It seems to me that an understanding of these astral stories may be helpful in healing the Souls of those who have sustained dense wounding to their etheric nets as the result of many incarnations on Earth, where the duality play offers both great suffering and a chance for great Soul learning.
There is an edited Summary after the video. Note that there are several green-font sections in the Summary that are not in the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
Introduction
I am here to talk just a little today about a hypothetical instance of Soul wounding, and how that might play out in the world in a particular situation where that Soul wounding encounters other Soul wounding, say from a group. What I am hoping the takeaway might be, is …
a further understanding of the workings of karma in the world,
of malspeak,
of the Soul clearing that is taking place right now,
and of how we can recognize karmic traps and avoid them, so that the Soul clearing may happen more quickly.
An Astral Story about a Case of Extreme Soul Wounding of a Young Boy at Puberty
Suppose there were a case where a very young child was just learning about sexuality and the ability to have an orgasm. And this young person had a younger sister who used to follow him around all the time by way of hero worship.
And so, this young person was getting the feeling he wanted to try out his new skill by himself, but his younger sister followed him along, out into a field. His feeling was very strong, and he was just a very young boy at the time; he wanted to be alone, and he became upset because she would not leave him. So he threw a rock at her, and by mistake, he killed her. He tried to revive her, but he found out that she had passed on.
His father found out, and his father was a person who had trouble containing his anger. His son was distraught, very upset about it. In a fit of anger over what his young son had done, the father never noticed what the child was feeling. Instead, he took a butcher knife and cut the child’s penis off.
The Malspeak Program That Was Installed
Here we have a case of extreme Soul wounding at a very young age. Very extreme. And the Soul lesson, the malspeak that happened, was something like this:
If I feel sexual, then I will kill a woman [as he had done his sister].
lf I feel sexual, then I am in danger of being physically mutilated [as his father had mutilated him].
Therefore, whenever I feel sexual, I must repress that feeling.
Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the First Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
There would be a tendency to perceive father figures as being more powerful than they actually are … as forces that must be placated and kowtowed to, like wrathful father gods.
There would be a tendency to consider women frail creatures who might easily pass on at any time, through one’s own hand.
There might be a tendency to turn to frail women or children for sexual fulfillment, by way of repeating the childhood wounding, and this turning to might lead to physical peril for the women or children at times when the Soul wounding surfaced from the subconscious mind.
There might be a tendency to turn to men for sexual encounters, in an effort to spare women’s lives, and this turning to might bring up fears of a wrathful god as the Soul wounding surfaced from the subconscious mind. This might result in physical threats of genital mutilation or death, so as to relieve feelings of physical violation and fear of death at the hand of the father associated with the early Soul wounding.
These tendencies might possibly surface in real life, but more likely, they might weave as threads of denser energy through the fabric of the subconscious mind of the young man.
Blending of One’s Personal Samskaras with Those of a Group
Now suppose, in this state of extreme Soul exhaustion and upset, and repression of the vital sex drive, this young person eventually encountered a group that had these kinds of samskaras:
One might be the tendency of the people there to repeat the malspeak,
Oh God, I want your money!
And let’s say that this organization also had a notion that expression of sexuality is sinful and deleterious to the development of the Soul.
So this young person would feel that they fit in, because they, themselves, would have repressed sexual energy. So the two samskaras: the group samskara, “Oh God, I want your money!” and the young man’s samskaras, after a time, would blend in the young man.
Fatal Projection of Heart Attack Feeling in Relationship
This might give rise, after a time, of a feeling of heart attack whenever the young person was in relationship with other people; a feeling of imminent death whenever this person had a sexual feeling.
Then, let’s say that the responsibilities of this young person with regard to the group might include developing relationships with people so as to obtain donations from them for the group. When this person developed relationships with other people, lets say he felt a kind of heart attack feeling, as if his heart were being injured (because of his prior association of relationships with mutilation, and so forth).
This heart attack feeling can give rise to repressed, strong negative emotions that cause heart attacks in other people (through a process termed by psychologists ‘projection’ … which is to say, projection of one’s own feelings and emotions onto another person, on the astral plane).
If these potential donors were to pass on, then the young person would be fulfilling the desire of the group “Oh God, I want your money!” … that malspeak … if the person who passed on had signed on as donors should they pass on. So in this instance, one might expect, many deaths of potential donors who had written into their will a bequest or donation to this group.
Projection of Childhood Genital Wounding as Public Exposure of Genitals with Black Magic Intent
In addition, this young person might feel, say, that the exposure of his sexual organ in public, might be the greatest of black magic, because of the thing that happened to him in his youth. He might feel that, by exposing himself in public, someone else might have a heart attack, because he (the young person) had a heart attack when his penis was exposed and his father cut it off in early childhood (although it might be, say, that his penis was later reconstructed).
Astral Story about Another Person with Similar Depth of Soul Wounding in Early Childhood
Let’s posit that, in that same group, there might be another person with a similar depth of Soul wounding. And this person grew up in a family that was very strictly against any kind of sexual display … such as, say, some of the Christian faiths are against dancing, wearing revealing clothes, and such like, and who, in general, feel that sexuality is sinful and a work of the devil. There are groups out there that are like that.
And let’s say this second young person grew up in such a very restrictive environment, and then, at the age of puberty, rebelled against the whole thing, ran away from home, and took up with a man. A man, say, picked him up on the road; this man offered safety and security … a chance to stay alive, and so forth … but asked and demanded sexual favors and inflicted sexual abuse.
Let’s say that this second young person, in his first ever romantic relationship, became head-over-heels infatuated with the man. Then, when that person grew tired of the child, the child thought to offer him the supreme gesture of cutting off their own sexual organ (along the lines of the religious training his parents had given him). And let’s suppose that that did not work … that did not ingratiate the young man with the older man again. The man just bowled them over and let them go.
Tendencies that Might Arise Because of the Second Young Man’s Early Soul Wounding
This second young man might have a tendency to form romantic relationships with men (thus reliving his early childhood Soul wounding),
He might feel extra sensitive to criticism from both men and women (because of his concerns about his genitals being different from those of other men)
This extra-sensitivity to criticism might lead to formation of vendetta or blood feud lists of people to be persecuted through astral rape, or through stalking by himself or his lovers
If his choice of sexual partners were to be men, this extra-sensitivity might lead more specifically to persecution of women through rape and/or murder scenarios on the astral and physical plane and a feeling of misogyny
When having sexual relations, he might experience pain because of the physical wounding his genital cells had sustained and,
He might act this out either masochistically (as a reliving of the early trauma)
Or sadistically (as psychological projection of the early karma onto another person)
And he might be attracted to a spiritual group that espoused sexual repression (according to the teaching of his youth)
This, then, would set up an overall dynamic of a sexually repressed lifestyle, with intermittent experiences of sexuality associated with denser emotions experienced in his early childhood
Positing the Two Soul-Wounded Young People Meeting in a Group Setting
Let’s posit, as a hypothesis, that these two young people, who had both been subject to extremely difficult Soul wounding situations in youth, met in one group or organization. Let’s posit these two spiritual people continued for a long time in the group, and were greatly valued and respected by the group because of their many great talents, and because of their devotion to the ideals of the group, and in spite of the early Soul wounding they had sustained.
Projection of Early Soul Wounding as an Experiment on Others in an Attempt to ‘Uncolor’ the Remembered Trauma
One thing that we might anticipate from their association in this group, would have to do with their shared early Soul wounding to do with genital mutilation. For instance, they might think nothing of performing an experiment with people considered by the general public to be dispensable, unneeded, and unwanted (as they, themselves, had felt when the early childhood Soul wounding occurred), an experiment involving cutting off their sexual organs (as theirs had been cut off in youth) and converting these people, through cosmetic surgery, to a notion of being women. Which might be idealized by these two people, and by others in that group, as kindly, loving men (that is, the kind of men they wished that their fathers might have been).
With a lack of understanding of the basic physiology concerned, and of the importance of orgasm in creating physical and mental health, they might arrange to have performed operations in which men of violent propensities would no longer be capable of having orgasms.
Consequently, when these men who had been experimented on, and who now looked like women, felt sexual, they would … with that ‘crossed wires’ feeling that occurs at a moment of great physical and psychological trauma … turn the rage of their body cells, which had been mutilated, into the act of killing other people.
They might, for instance, assist in killing people who were potential donors for that group (as a playing out of the group samskara, “Oh God, I want your money!”), or other people they had been hired out to kill by that group.
First-Tier and Second-Tier Soul Wounding and Karmic Pass-Down, with Acting Out of Rage by the Second Tier
What we have here is a very densely wounded clearing that is taking place, not only of these people who were initially wounded, but also of the people on the second tier, whom they wound because of their own Soul wounding.
So there is a first and second tier here. There is also a first and second tier in terms of karmic pass-down in the duality play. For instance, these two people on the first tier, or even the whole group, might have associated Soul wounding. And interspersed amongst them might be the same malspeak, because, in associating with groups, we catch each other’s malware and malspeak as if it were an infection, like the flu. So the members of the group might share a number of malware and malspeak programs, and act in unison, in an unconscious way, without actually knowing, to express their Soul wounding … which, fortunately, is now clearing.
One thing that they might express has to do with rage held into the sexual organs because of those initial, childhood occurrences that damaged the physical cells. So when it happens that they express themselves sexually with other people, though they themselves might never participate in an act of violence … and I have seen this, on the astral plane, any number of times, in any number of situations … through sharing of the malware and the malspeak that they have, to do with rage over that area of the body, they infect the second tier of people with that emotion.
And that second tier, let’s say, who may be less in control of their actions, goes out and acts out the fantasies of the first tier, by way of killing women or children, for instance, or mutilating people.
My Thoughts on Ways to Avoid Acting Out Soul Wounding
My feeling is that, when engaged in sexual activities, people ought to seek out, others of the same or similar astral matter density. And what that will result in is less acting out during this time of great change.
Also, the understanding that the body is the sacred temple of grace of God will help us to avoid storing negative emotions in the body. All of the body is good and great, I feel. And understanding that allows us to dispense with this type of malware and malspeak that holds rage and fear and so forth in the body.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
…………………..
Filmed on 27 March 2017, published on 3 April 2017; revised
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women
Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem
Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?
Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery
Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow
Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm
Torture of the Young Child by the Father During Childhood
A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father
The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door
How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult
On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios
Parental Grant of Authority to Torture
Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse
Self-Torture: Cosmetic, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery
Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out
Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience
The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’
The Stance of the Spiritual Healer
A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding
On Keeping a Low Profile
On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax
On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’
The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light
A Prayer of Healing
MORE INFORMATION
The issue of transgender people being murdered
Can transgender women attain orgasm?
Do transgender women torture children?
A few instances of violence caused by transgender persons
Dear Ones,
This is about transgender Soul wounding, and the recent violent crimes against transgender women. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font is not in the video, and was added on 5 April 2017 …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
There has been an incredible solar windstream last night and today. Last night the protonfall was, maybe 11,000 … really high … and it was 6,000 or so this morning. This is my favorite kind of protonfall; really cool! The solar winds blow a lot of interesting information in with them.
Threat of Violence Against Men Who Become Transgender Women
I thought I would talk a little bit about men who become transgender women. I looked up in Wikipedia, and I found that there is an immense threat of violence and threat to the lives of men who become transgender women. (See “For More Information” below.)
And it looks like there may perhaps be no letup this year. I spent some time cogitating on that, and trying to figure out what the dynamic was. And I have come up with a little something that I will put forth; no doubt others will come up with their own ideas.
Gender ‘Mistakes’, Societal Expectations, and Self-Esteem
I think when a man really feels like he should have been a woman, that because societal expectations are against it, that feeling leads to low self-esteem. Because, even though he may be very careful about it, on the astral plane that information will be passed around amongst his friends and family and so forth.
In their subconscious minds, people can be exceedingly cruel with societal expectations that they feel are not met. And unless we are aware of our own deep feelings, or of their subconscious, then that will be the primitive, reptilian brain’s responses; the responses of the feral drives that are lurking, and operating in the back of our mind, without our generally knowing what is going on, until we become very introspective.
So let’s say that there is a person who wishes that he were a woman, and does not cotton onto other people’s cruel subconscious messages about unmet societal expectations. Then he will begin to develop low self-esteem because they are always dissing him.
If he is conscious of what is going on with them, he can craft responses that will help improve his self-esteem.
If he feels he has low self-esteem but does not know why, he can always begin positive affirmations, or other work to improve his self-esteem.
Can a Person Have an Orgasm after a Transgender Operation?
But let’s assume that there is an issue with low self-esteem. Then the person gets a transgender operation. I have read up what I can on transgender operations, and I have to say, my general take on it is that the success of the operations may be overstated. (See “For More Information” below.)
Cellular Memories of Physical Pain Caused by Transgender Surgery. in My own feeling is that there is a significant percentage of transgender women who have had such pain from the surgery that was performed, that they find it difficult, or very painful, or impossible, to have an orgasm. And further that, because of the trauma that their very sensitive genital tissues sustained in the course of the operation that allowed them to become transgender, whenever the act of sex is performed, I feel that the memory of that pain that is deep in the cells will be combining with the pleasure of the act of sex that is taking place.
Pain during Intercourse from Vagina Being Too Shallow. Further, I heard that the vagina is not quite as long, among transgender women, perhaps not at all as long, in some cases, as might be anticipated by the man who is having sex with them. And so, if that were to be combined with the issue of low self-esteem, there might unfold a scenario where the transgender woman allows the man to injure her because he is trying to penetrate her too deeply when the operation does not allow that. And that might be from a fear of looking different from other people.
Astral Story about a Transgender Woman Who Is Unable to Achieve Orgasm
Continuing with a particular notion of a case for men who have become transgender women, I would like to take a possible ‘what if’ and a possible ‘for instance’ regarding the transgender woman who, because of the pain involved, or because the operation was less than perfect … or for whatever reason, is unable to achieve orgasm, either with or without the act of sex, in any of the various ways described in the popular literature.
Torture of the Young Child by the Father or Mother During Childhood. Let’s just take a case where the young boy was treated very badly by his father because his father did not want the community to laugh at him regarding the desire of the young child to be a girl rather than a boy. And suppose this father tortured that child physically.
Such astral instances have been discussed in prior blogs. and need not be repeated here; I have also described in a prior blog an astral instance of torture by a mother under the influence of alcohol.
A Similar Instance, Where a Young Hermaphrodite Was Tortured by the Father. From astral stories, I know of a similar case, where a child was born hermaphroditic (intersex) … with partly male and partly female characteristics, including partly male and partly female genitals.
The Father’s Acting Out of the Metaphor: I’ll Nail Your Hide to the Barn Door. The greatest torture situation that ever happened to this child was a perfect example of how the subconscious mind uses metaphors and symbolism as its language. And it assigns its own physical values to metaphors. It cannot think abstractly … I have discussed this in past blogs (see my blog category ‘Unconscious symbolism’).
The young child who is hermaphroditic apparently feels sometimes more masculine, and sometimes more feminine, because the balance of the hormones may shift from the one pole to the other. In the astral stories, this was the case with this young person: Sometimes they said: I would like to be a man. Sometimes they said: would like to be a woman. And one day the father absolutely blew it, freaked out, and took up from his subconscious mind the metaphor ‘I’ll nail your hide to the barn door’ …
In my youth, this saying used to be used quite a bit. These days are more civilized. But in those days of yore, in the countryside, people used to say quite a bit to their children: I’ll tan your hide and tack it to the barn door! … if you do not sweep the floor (or whatever it was that they wanted their children to do). It was common parlance back then.
So there was this metaphor floating around, back when, about tanning a child’s hide and tacking it to the barn door; probably because that is what they did with cattle and so forth: they would tan the hide, and tack it to the barn door to stretch it out, and then use it for something.
So to get back to the astral story: Maybe this was a country setting; I do not know. What happened was, the child waffled back and forth one too many times, caught the father’s attention on a bad day, and the father dragged the child outside and nailed the child’s right foot to the barn door.
I am sure if he had just thought for a minute he would have realized he was just acting out a metaphor. But in fact, this is what happened; and he said: You decide! And I will not remove that nail until you decide.
So the child decided it would be a man. Right then and there, I guess, because the pain was so great. So the father relented and the child became a man in dress, in attitude, and so forth … and then in later life, decided to get the transgender operation so as to be completely female.
In the ordinary instance of transgender surgery, there is a young man who would prefer to be a woman; whereas, in the astral story I just now recounted, there was a hermaphroditic or intersex young person who grew up as a male child and then decided to be a woman. In this astral story, when the operation was performed, apparently through ignorance, the surgeon removed some sexual organs that were involved in climax and the feeling of orgasm.
How Torture by a Parent During Childhood Can Lead to Torturing Children as an Adult. When the surgery was finished, that young person could no longer have an orgasm. So in such an instance, when this operation leads to that result, and if there has been physical torture of the child by the parent in early childhood by the parent or the parental caretaker, then the surgery results in further physical torture for the sake of placating the parental figure from years past. It is a way of saying: Look, dad, I am what you expected me to be! I am just awoman! (See “For More Information” below.)
In other words, in response to that early childhood torture, the young person takes it upon himself to torture himself again. And then expects for everything to be alright. But because of the early samskara of torture, and because of the repetition of that, it is no longer possible to enjoy the act of sex.
And so, in this instance on the astral plane, of which I speak, the young transgender woman turned to torturing children sexually. In other words, she was projecting the Soul wounding in her second chakra onto someone else, and then reliving that Soul wounding through the pain that she was inflicting on the child. (See “For More Information” below.)
On Psychological Projection of Soul Wounding Scenarios
This is not the only such instance that I have run into, on the astral plane, where people turn from having been deeply wounded by past circumstances, especially by a father (but also sometimes by a mother), and move into projecting that pain onto someone else, so that they can be the powerful figure … because it is too scary to remember that horrible stuff! And instead, turn to someone else, and re-enact it through what they do to that other person.
Parental Grant of Authority to Torture. In the deep subconscious mind of such a child, there would be the unspoken understanding that, because the father had tortured her, it would be ok for her to do the same.
Parental Impulse Control, Possible Substance Abuse, and Habit of Physical Abuse. Further, a father that would torture his child in such a way would have very poor impulse control, or else would have issues with substance abuse, or such like. This might be anticipated to lead to time after time of such instances of childhood physical abuse.
So what you will see amongst these young people who have been physically tortured by their parents, is the possibility of learned poor impulse control, and of learned substance abuse and physical abuse of children that come into their lives. More concerning, they are likely to act out torture time after time with other people.
Self-Torture: Breast-Enhancement, Height-Enhancing, Identity-Changing Surgery. Another possibility is that they may perform that torture on themselves time after time (such as with many iterations of cosmetic, height-enhancing, or appearance-changing surgery).
Stimulus and Response: Overwhelming Urge to Act Out
In a practical sense, what can be done about this? It seems there is an impulse, like a passion, that rises up in those who have been tortured in childhood because of a particular stimulus. And then they cannot get it out of their minds. And then the overwhelming urge comes up to act it out.
Astral Instance of Acting Out Pederasty Based on Childhood Post-War Experience
I know of another instance along this line that is very similar. The other instance has to do with a very young person who was, in a wartime situation, separated from a parent. The parent was killed, and the house was demolished. And then the child was forced to rove in packs with other children, through a town that was demolished through bombing. This continued for some years, during his early life. There were some, quite a few years in which his whole living had to do with pillaging and looting and trying to lord it over other children. Or trying to survive through being a sex object for bullying people that were stronger than he.
For this young person, because acts of submission and rectal intercourse with other young children were what allowed him to stay alive during those post-war years, he feels that it is perfectly ok, now that he is a grownup, for him to project what happened to him onto children in his neighborhood. Because of his early childhood conditioning, he feels that shooting these children in the buttocks with opium first, makes it ok to do this, as it numbs the pain. In other words, the palliative makes it ok to inflict pain … I am guessing, because in his childhood no such care was taken in regard to him.
I feel it is a very difficult thing for him, because the minute, on the astral plane, that the thought of having intercourse with a child comes up for him, as a picture in his mind, he can never let it go from his mind, until, that night, he finds a way to act it out.
By ‘acting out’ I mean that he projects out what happened to him onto someone else, and relives what happened to him through that child.
The Desire of the Soul, When Soul Wounding Is ‘Acted Out’
The desire of the Soul, when early childhood Soul wounding is acted out, is to remember and heal the pain that the child experienced. But the action of the personality is the exact opposite.
The Stance of the Spiritual Healer
I do not know how this crushingly intense impulse to act out can be curbed. I am hoping others will come up with something on this. Overall, I say, from my own standpoint, that the best I can do is to offer prayers for grace, and prayers of faith that there will be a solution. That these Souls will find healing, in this great Light that is coming in to Earth this year. I hope that will be true.
I sense their pain, I sense the great pain of those that are their victims. And I hope, for each of them, that the answer will be provided through Divine grace.
A Forward Look Regarding Transgender Soul Wounding
On Keeping a Low Profile. Right now, I do not know what to do about this. From a societal perspective, their discovery is, from the reading I have done, likely to lead to their dropping form through violence from others, so I would advise keeping a low profile.
On Exploring Every Avenue to Orgasm or Climax. Aside from that, it might be a good idea to look up, in the popular literature, all the different ways that orgasm can be attained, lacking the typical scenario. There are apparently quite a few different ways: Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online (see below).
So I suggest experimenting, to see if perhaps you can begin to experience, say, autoerogenous climax or orgasm; then you can slowly begin to heal those tissues of the pain that they have experienced over this incarnation.
On Avoiding ‘Acting Out’. I hope that you’re able to decrease and eliminate the projective mechanism that is causing you to move against and away from societal expectations, and into the arena of extreme societal disapproval. It’s best to steer clear of legal sanctions, as I have read that transgender people in prison may suffer violence or even loss of life at the hands of others.
The Prospect of DNA Repair Through the Incoming Light. Aside from that, I would hope, with great faith and expectation, for a cure that may be forthcoming with the Incoming Light; a DNA repair for people with very deep, second-chakra Soul wounding.
This may take place, I feel, through feeling your own heart, and fulfilling your own heart’s deep creative urges in a less destructive way. I wish each of you the very best.
A Prayer of Healing
That is all I have on that right now. I have a prayer of healing for each of you, and I hope, with all my heart, that you will see excellent results in the future.
Reading between the lines, it looks to me like orgasm among transgender women is iffy. This article mentions climax from vaginal penetration, using a vibrator angled upward to stimulate the G-spot/prostate and clitoral stimulation …
This article mentions the G-spot/prostate as well as stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve as an option for those who underwent early days transgender operations …
Stimulation of the G-spot/prostate, clitoral stimulation, stimulation of the stump of the pudential nerve are mentioned as ways for transgender people to attain orgasm in the literature I researched online.
Other instances of violence caused by transgender persons
I checked for instances of violence caused by transgender persons. From my research, it seems these are far less frequent than are instances of violence perpetrated against transgender people …
Filmed on 24 March 2017; published on 3 April 2017
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock
Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection
On Being Aware of the Tendency to Act Out Early Soul Wounding in One’s Adult Life
The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding
Acting Out Rage Against Women
On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life
Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding
Dear Ones,
This is an astral story of early childhood Soul wounding and the inclination to act out in adult life by a process called ‘projection’ in Psychology. This is the process to be fought and subdued, as the Incoming Light continues to transform our beautiful planet Earth, and each of her beings. An edited Summary follows the video; text in green font was not in the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.
Astral Story about a Boy Who Threw a Rock
I have a Soul wounding fable to tell you about a young boy. I have discussed it a little before. The astral story goes like this: There was a young boy who was first learning about orgasm. He lived in a rural area, and he went out into a meadow. His little sister, who idolized him, followed him, but he did not want her around. He tried to get her to go away, but she would not go away, and so he picked up a rock and hit her on the head with it.
His intention was to get her to cry and to leave, but unfortunately the blow knocked her out, and she fell on a rock and it killed her. He tried to wake her up. He could not believe that she was dead. Then he went and told his father. In a fit of anger, his father took a butcher knife and cut his penis off.
Soul Wounding and Psychological Projection
What happened there was a typical instance of Soul wounding in the third dimension. Extreme Soul wounding. The young boy was in such shock at what his father did that he fell into a state of post-traumatic stress disorder, a state of overwhelmingly immense fear.
But he couldn’t blame the incident on his father, because his father had done this horrible thing to him. And he needed to obey his father and honor his father to prevent his father from actually continuing on and mutilating him more and killing him.
So instead, he projected his extreme upset over that incident … his rage and anger over that incident … onto his younger sister who was already dead.
The Inclination to ‘Act Out’ in One’s Adult Life Is Really the Soul’s Attempt to Resolve Early Soul Wounding
Acting Out Rage Against Women. Then in later life, he had a feeling of fear and rage towards women … what you might call a ‘crossed-wires’ rage, that had to do with projection of those emotions. Actually and originally, he felt fear and upset over a man in authority, and then it became ‘once removed’ … to fear and upset over women.
In later life, he felt it more comfortable to have intimate relationships with men than with women. (It could also be that relations with women might be difficult because of the genital wounding.) And when he saw women alone, in a meadow or wilderness place, he had an urge to kill them. It was as if his Soul was repeating this early childhood accident and trying to make better sense of it, and to come to a resolution of the Soul wounding that had occurred.
This does happen, quite frequently, that people continue to play out portions of early childhood, very deep and severe Soul wounding incidents, in an attempt to bring them to their conscious attention, and to resolve it.
On Cross-Dressing and Acting Out the Father’s Genital Mutilation or Child Murder Role in Later Life. This astral story might also play out as the desire to genitally mutilate young boys, or to murder them, if the man who had this early childhood trauma were to act out the early story as if he were his own father.
It might also play out as genital mutilation of adult men, particularly if the young man has assumed a female role in adult life. This, I guess, has to do with the societal expectation that the young man, now a woman, will take male lovers, and the early PTSD experience of overwhelming fear of the father, because of the act that occurred.
So then, when the opportunity to have intimate relations with a man came up, the Soul wounding scenario would begin to surface from the subconscious mind. The energy behind the repression of the memory, as it threatened to release from the subconscious to the conscious mind, might cause the man … now a woman in the eyes of the world … to flip personas to the omnipotent, genitally mutilating father, so as to re-repress the emergent fear.
Second-Tier Karmic Flow-Through of Acting Out Based on Early Childhood Soul Wounding
There is a further elaboration that sometimes occurs on this type of story, where a person tends to repeat a violent act that occurred in early childhood, but knows the social and legal consequences of such an act. So he may convince others … friends, for instance … to carry out this act for him in the name of friendship. That is what I call a second-tier karmic occurrence: When, from the first tier of karma, karma flows down into a tier of acquaintances or friends.
So there is that story. And I am sure that this story has a solution coming up very soon … some time this year, I feel … for all those who have been so deeply wounded.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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MORE INFORMATION
Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS … See the story of the boy with the rock.
Link: “Issues of Violence and Betrayal to Do with Crossdressing,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 17 April 2018; published on 29 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8Aa ..
