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ASP Sense of Humor: Topsy Turvy . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 28 June 2018; published on 10 July 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a brief video on the continuing topic of the ASP (antisocial) sense of humor. There’s a Summary after the video …



Dear Ones,

This is an example of antisocial sense of humor … Here is how the astral story goes: There was a couple who were specialists in the confidence game. And they were part of a group of people who were the same. And the person in charge of the group had a policy that everyone in the group had to have sex with him. That was his way of being sure that they were loyal people.

So the wife of the couple was willing to do that, but the man of the couple felt that he would be less of a man if he allowed that leader to take liberties with him. So he demurred.

The leader knew that this husband wanted to develop the ability of Mind Control. (Here’s where the antisocial sense of humor comes in …) So the leader told the husband that if he would stand on his head in the room above the gathering of the people that were being mind controlled, then he could Mind Control the people. The leader would not be there; the husband would be the one that mind controlled them.

What really happened, though, was that the leader sent his astral form to enter the Light Body of the husband, through his rectum, and down on through his head, and from there, coursing down into the gathering of people.

The purpose of the leader was that he should have his way with that husband despite the fact that the husband said: No!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Hellworld Scenes versus Personal Empowerment . by Alice B. Clagett

  • A Nightmare of Misogynist Sexual Assault
  • Buddhism: Ghosts and Demons of the 2-Hour Intervals
  • Ghosts of People Who Suicide on Drugs
  • “Anna Detective” and Ghosts Who Died While Asleep
  • Why Do Ghosts Linger On?
  • This Morning’s Nightmare, continued …
  • Santissima Muerte: Cult of Infatuation with Death
  • The Import of This Morning’s Dream for Those Who Admire Physical Form
  • On Waking Up in Hellworlds
    • Courage on Recognizing Hellworld Aspects of Life on Earth
    • The Hellworld of Societal Expectations
    • New Creation as a Scary Event
  • Slave Planet Blues
  • The Joy of Personal Empowerment

Dear Ones,

A Nightmare of Misogynist Sexual Assault

This morning I slept late … always a bad thing, as far as I am concerned. On waking, I had a  nightmare of a demonized man enticing me sexually, on the astral plane, and then cursing me as I woke up. Lately this dream has been happening from time to time, usually if I wake up at 5 am or 5:30 am, but today it happened as I woke up around 7 am.

Buddhism: Ghosts and Demons of the 2-Hour Intervals

I find when I get up earlier, it doesn’t happen. So it may have something to do with the ‘demons of the 2-hour intervals’ that I read about in Buddhist literature (1). Possibly the demon of the 5 am or 5:30 am time frame has to do with it?

Link:  “Chapter 8, Recognizing the Work of Demons,” from “Master Chi I: Dhyana, ” “Meditation Manual” … http://www.abuddhistlibrary.com/Buddhism/C%20-%20Zen/Ancestors/Master%20Chih%20-%20I/Meditation%20Manual/Chapter%20Eight,%20Recognizing%20the%20Work%20of%20Demons.htm ..

I read there that, of the spirits that are ghosts or demons, one might expect to encounter oxen from 1 to 3 am … which sounds to me to be relatively benign, compared to tigers from 3 to 5 am. The 5 to 7 am time frame sounds all right too: rabbits and deer … but that may mean more sexual urges are encountered at that time? The time frame 7 to 9 am … dragons and turtles … sounds a little iffy to me; what if one encounters a dragon, rather than a turtle? Is that good or bad, I wonder? And so on.

Ghosts of People Who Suicide on Drugs

To get back to the dream this morning, it segued into the “Donkey Song” person I wrote about recently … the good looking 50s man who apparently suicided in November or December 2017 by drugging up and walking into the ocean.

Link: “Donkey Song,” by Alice B. Clagett, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8j6 ..

I’ve been following him, off and on, on the astral plane, as I’m concerned that his Soul should find rest. I had the feeling that a person who dies while drugged up may not ‘wake up’ to the astral realm after death for a while. Apparently this is true, as when I contacted his ghost, it was very groggy, feeling his body being swept around in the ocean currents. Noticing where a fish had bitten it here, or a rock had scratched the shoulder there. In other words, still very attached to body consciousness … what the Theosophists call the state of being ‘an earthbound spirit’.

“Anna Detective” and Ghosts Who Died While Asleep

I’ve been watching a Russian mystery series called “Anna Detective” on Amazon videos recently. Anna is a psychically gifted young woman who helps the local police department solve murder mysteries by contacting the ghosts of those slain. I’ve found the series fascinating, both with regard to the Russian attitude towards psychic abilities, the Russian countryside and language, and the manners of the people of days gone by.

Link: “Anna-detektiv,” on IMDB, http://www.imdb.com/title/tt6226710/ … The plot mentioned below has to do with Episode 15, “Two Officers”

The other night I saw an episode of “Anna Detective” in which a young man who, on the day he anticipates being married in secret, is drugged and dies of the drug. Then Anna sees his ghost walking around in a dazed state, unable to understand that it has died. In the video, the explanation is given that people who die while asleep take some time, in the ghostly state, to ‘wake up’ on the astral plane as ghosts.

Why Do Ghosts Linger On?

This would agree with the clair visions I’ve been having of the man who apparently suicided through drugs last winter. In my own clair experience, ghosts can often be awoken and asked to turn to the light within a month or two. In some cases, it may take maybe 6 months, on the outside, and I’m hoping the same for the suicide that I’m clair following.

Of course, there are cases of ghosts that linger on for centuries, because of the trauma of the death scenario, and because family or community legends strengthen the image of the death trauma scene that hovers in the locale of the incident. In those cases, though, my hope is that what is seen, over and over again, may be a remnant of the ghost … in other words, the Soul-wounding audiovisual clip only … that may be left behind when the Soul itself returns to the mental plane for Soul learning, prior to its next journey to the physical plane in a new incarnation. My proposal, put forth priorly, is that this AV clip will eventually transform through the Light, and resolve back into the Soul field from which it has temporarily been cut off.

This Morning’s Nightmare, continued …

To get back on topic, in this morning’s dream, which was fragmented and very sad, I had the feeling that the agent, the person who has been harassing me with the sex-hate morning vision may be the ghost of the suicide, and that he may be still obsessed by another person (whether living or dead, I don’t know, but for sure, a spiritual adept who devoted his life to the black arts … what the Theosophists might call a Black Magician). And that the link between this Black Magician and the drowned man was a fearsome astral being … a negative alien astral being … a ‘Big Bad’, as they say.

The ghost of the drowned man then had a vision of himself as misshapen square or lump of flesh, about 5 inches on a side. The ghost imagined one corner of this lump was his bottom, and the other end was his face. Then the ghost said it was inside a big female fish, and could feel it swimming around in the water.

Yaargh! This will teach me not to get up at 7 am! I hope I never have such a vision again!

It is a good lesson for all of us still in body regarding suicide by drugs and death while asleep, though. I’d say, if possible, it might be best to pass on ‘with our boots on’ and our eyes wide open.

Santissima Muerte: Cult of Infatuation with Death

I saw a holy candle in the dollar store a week ago. It was dedicated to Santissima Muerte … very saintly Death … and had a curse on the back, in Spanish, that the person who had killed a loved one of a family should find on rest, and be plagued with this and that. It was the first such holy candle I’ve seen, and, to my mind, bode ill. I felt it had to do with the drug culture, and an upsurge of a noospheric energy to do with infatuation with death and dying. I checked on Wikipedia and found there is such a cult of death, outlawed by the Catholic Church …

Link: “Santa Muerte,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santa_Muerte ..

I feel the winter suicide may have had to do with this upsurging energy of infatuation with death, which is now clearing from New Earth.

The Import of This Morning’s Dream for Those Who Admire Physical Form

It should also be clear, for adherents of the Physical Form Heresy …

Link: “The Physical Form Heresy,” by Alice B. Clagett, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7cY ..

… that the cult of death utterly destroys this beautiful human form, which houses the very breath of God, our own Spirits or Souls, which are fashioned in His image. Who on Earth would want to find themselves a lump of decaying meat in the belly of a she-sea monster? Which is surely akin to the consequences of devotion to such an unrealistic infatuation.

Image: “Jonah and the Whale,” by Pieter Lastman, https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/44/Pieter_Lastman_-_Jonah_and_the_Whale_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg ..

The above image, of Jonah and the Whale, is a Biblical story about a good man who was eaten by a fish. After 3 days, though, he was able to get out of the fish, alive …

Link: “The Story of Jonah and the Whale,” in Biblehub, http://biblehub.com/library/marshall/the_wonder_book_of_bible_stories/the_story_of_jonah_and.htm ..

On Waking Up in Hellworlds

A few days ago, I was struck by a song I heard, called “Torre de Babel” … and another song called ‘Calendar Girl.” Then just yesterday I saw a trailer for a new movie called “Annihilation.”

I took a look at the lyrics and the videos today. I feel they have a bearing on the issue of facing the hellworlds … such as the dream scene of being obsessed by the ‘Big Bads’ and caught and slowly digested by a big female fish …

Courage on Recognizing Hellworld Aspects of Life on Earth. The first video, a song by David Basbal, Wisin and Yandel entitled  “Torre de Babel,” points to the hellworld qualities of some strands of energy in the noosphere, and issues a call to action, to overcome them. Note the power-ensconced actions of the people in the video, and the darkness of the scenes …

Video: “David Bisbal, Wisin & Yandel – Torre De Babel,” by DavidBisbelVEVO, 26 June 2009, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y6nl7s6V3s ..

Here are the English lyrics …

Link: “Wisin & Yandel – Torre de Babel (English translation),” https://lyricstranslate.com/en/node/76858 ..

The Hellworld of Societal Expectations. The second video, “Calendar Girl,” to my mind, offers an unthinking, superficial view of reality, a little like that of the underground community in the sardonic Apocalyptic film “A Boy and His Dog.” To my mind, these involve the point of view that adherence to societal expectations brings happiness. To me, though, unthinking adherence to a superficial view of reality is a sort of hellworld existence, as the ‘boy’ found in the underground community in the film “A Boy and His Dog” …

Link: “Calendar girl-Neil Sedaka-original song-1961,” by AK47Bandit, 8 March 2008 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUlOyj9F5gM ..

Link: “A Boy and His Dog (11975 Film),” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Boy_and_His_Dog_(1975_film) … Beware: loathesome ending … not for children’s viewing!

New Creation as a Scary Event. I also saw a trailer of a new movie yesterday that puts forward the notion that “New Creation” is really a nightmare realm with lots of people-eating monsters in it. What a hellworld twist it gives to the notion of New Life on New Earth! …

Video: Trailer for the movie “Annihilation” … https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=109&v=89OP78l9oF0 ..

Slave Planet Blues

Yet these videos represent the experience of many people on Earth this year, as they wake up to what life on Earth has, till now, been. We have been a ‘Slave Planet’ …

Link: “Dark Night of the Soul . Slave Planet Blues!” by Alice B. Clagett … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6sa ..

Thus for many, there is a hardwired ‘short circuit’ taking place … They think that New Life on New Earth is a hellworld scenario, as in the case of the movie “Annihilation,”

That is because they are waking up … as the ghost of our winter suicide will soon wake up … as the singers in “Torre de Babel” have awakened … to the choices that they now have. To the power of their own free will. To their ability to co-create a world with no nightmares in it.

The Joy of Personal Empowerment

The first glimpse, on awakening, of where we have been is the cause of the distressing nightmares and movies. As we turn our eyes to where we now are, we will find all the joys, all the blessings, and the New Hope of this New Dawn. The monsters have all slipped away from this outlier planet, this beautiful blue Water World. All that remains is the fading memory of their once-upon-a-time presence here.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) The below is “Chapter 8, Recognizing the Work of Demons,” from “Master Chi I: Dhyana, ” “Meditation Manual” …  http://www.abuddhistlibrary.com/Buddhism/J%20-%20Navigation%20Pages%20and%20A%20List%20of%20Books/Navigation%20Pages/Lists%20of%20Files/Ancestors.html#23 ..

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The Voice of a Child . a poem by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 3 March 2018; revised on 2 December 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a poem I wrote earlier this month …

Although this account is entirely fictional, the inspiration for it was the murder of the child Dylan Redwine in Bayfield, Colorado, after he went missing on 18 November 2012.

As I recall, posters were put up around town regarding a 19-year-old Ute child, possibly from the nearby town of Ignacio, Colorado, who went missing a month later, but I cannot find anything on that child online; perhaps he went back home.

I also recall a couple of instances of foreign exchange students at Fort Lewis College in Durango, Colorado, being posted as missing while out running in the mountains … if memory serves? Was it in the summertime, between 2013 and 2015? As well, I could not find information on them online; perhaps they came safely back to school.

Image: Gaia’s Grace 1, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California, by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Gaia’s Grace 1, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California, by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

. . . . .

A poem by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words


This account is entirely fictional.

Not long ago, in a country town
chilled to the bone, a troubled child
waited almost an hour for the bus to arrive

A woman, seeming mighty grand
pulled up in an old sedan
Leaned across the passenger seat
opened the door and said, hop in!

For almost a month on the astral plane
Night after night I heard his screams

God, oh God! God, oh God!
When will my father come find me?

Mr MD, What have you done
clipping the eyelids from that man’s son?
Did you think that would awaken him?

The heresy of physical form
makes a man think that a woman is born
when the jewels of his youth are shorn
and then, his mother’s fine clothes are worn

What shows up is an angry man
trapped in a form that he can’t stand
What will he do for a sexual thrill
but find a child at a bus stop to kill?

For over a month on the astral plane
I heard his screams, I felt his pain
And then one day, a man stepped in
and severed the child from his agony

Then for a month or more I heard
a sweet small voice from the wild clair world

I love you, I love you, Mr MD
for ending that nightmare pain in me
I love you, I love you, Mr MD …
Thank you for liberating me

Oh God, if there be a God, please spare
this child, please find him there
Bless him and bring him home again
to the Father who hears when he calls for help

Bless his parents. Heal that place
and by the way, as to Dorian Gray
ask the MD to read it please

Form’s good, but it’s not the only thing
It’s feelings that make our hearts sing

In my heart I still hear
month in, month out,
the voice of a child
and how he called out

See the face of a woman
who was not all there
and the glint of a knife
as it arced through the air

I remember how great
was the grief of that town
and how we kept hoping
the child would be found

. . . . .

Image: Gaia’s Grace 2, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California, by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: Gaia’s Grace 2, Escondido Canyon Trail, Malibu, California, by Alice B. Clagett, 31 January 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Link: “Amateur Sleuth: The Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 20 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7nr ..

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife,” by Alice B. Clagett, 31 July 2015, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5QZ ..


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The Clink of a Reptile’s Toes . a poem by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 11 February 2018

Dear Ones,

This poem is fictional in all regards, including, but not limited to characters, events and figures of speech. The place name is also fictional, and the names of people are added for poetic effect, not having to do with anything about their fictional lives …




There was a fellow in Desperadoville
Who loved to kill for a sexual thrill

A wise guy stopped by who said, “My gosh …
You make your kills with swashbuckling panache!

“I have one request … ‘Cause
These kills make such messes …
Once monthly, finesse this  …

“Then say goodbye
To the townspeople’s sighs,
To their nightmares and cries …
Go and give it a try!”

So he tried this advice,
And at first it seemed nice

But the beat of his heart
Did a Humphrey Bogart
When he practiced that art

And, quick as Jack Robinson,
He ditched that lesson

Day after day, began
Once more rampagin’

One night, drinking liquor,
This hard hitter figured:
“The trouble’s your ticker!

“It’s too fast a racer
I’ll put a pacemaker
Inside it. Then killin’
Won’t be so thrillin’

“Cause when I think ‘hatchets’
My heart just won’t ratchet
Up, due to this gadget.”

So he found a doctor
To make up an order
To purchase the gizmo
To KO his MO

A life of crime
Don’t stop on a dime
It worked for a time

Then the day arrived
When he contrived

A vast panorama …
A homicide drama …

That went off as expected
For he fled, undetected
And savored the deed with espresso

This is far from the norm
He surmised, all forlorn …
My heart didn’t vet the crescendo

He moped for a while
Though it wasn’t his style …

“I’ll have to make hay
In a cold-blooded way,”
He declared: “Easy come, easy go!”

–a fanciful poem by Alice B. Clagett
11 February 2018

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Video: “Play It Again Sam, Casablanca, AS TIME GOES BY,” a 1941 movie, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plSKtjfSjrA&t=2s ..

Video: “Casablanca – Rick’s ‘play it again Sam’,” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAlzmRjixr0 ..


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Chaos, Illness, and Death, and Our Soul Mission . by Alice B. Clagett

Revised; originally written on 10 March 2014

    • Waves of Fear, Anxiety, and Anger in the Collective
    • Avenues to Physical Health
    • On Diving into Feelings of Physical Disharmony
    • On Palliative Medicines
    • On Holding Success or Failure of Our Soul Mission with Compassionate Neutrality

Dear Ones,


We hear about chaos as a vehicle for change, for establishing New Life on New Earth. Sometimes people think of chaos in terms of world events … earthquakes, hurricanes, abrupt changes of government, bank failures, economic slowdowns, and so on.

Waves of Fear, Anxiety, and Anger in the Collective

Abrupt world events, because of the global nature of mass media, do affect many people by sending waves of fear, anxiety, and anger through the collective. But I’d like to explore the concept of chaos in a more personal way.


When my own heart feels happy, I can feel the subtle energy of the heart chakra spinning round evenly, balanced, ‘uneventfully’. When I feel the touch of fear, anxiety, anger, hatred, worry, bewilderment … any negative emotion … I can feel a change in the subtle energy of the heart chakra. It may feel frozen … no longer spinning … or off kilter. It may feel as if there is a little pebble on one side or the other, interfering with the flow. I may feel a sudden twinge in my physical heart, or an unpleasant burning sensation.

So for me, when my heart is not open and spinning carefree — that’s chaos.


Not everyone senses subtle energy, but we all notice our physical aches and pains. When the heart chakra is not in perfect balance, that can create physical imbalance as well. Then we feel the physical aches and pains. So these physical aches and pains are a message to us, that our heart is not flowing freely. And the organs affected, the ones that ache or hurt, are encoded with the particular imbalance that is occurring in our heart chakra.


The current chaotic state in which humanity finds itself is manifesting in quite a wave of people as physical illness and death. What to do?

Avenues to Physical Health

Naturally, a very good avenue is to cleanse the physical body through fasting and a carefully planned diet, and through drinking lots of pure water, if that is possible. For those on dialysis, where water intake is limited, then it’s a good idea to drink only very pure water and to bless it with ‘Om’ right before drinking it. I feel it’s good to bless food with ‘Om’ as well. That way the nourishment we take will uplift our Spirits as well as our physical forms. But sometimes, despite our best efforts at preventive health care, bodily imbalances occur.

On Diving into Feelings of Physical Disharmony

The very first thing to do, when we feel physical aches and pains, is to dive deep into these uncomfortable sensations. If we avoid them, then the imbalance will continue. If we concentrate our total attention on them, with a feeling of compassionate neutrality, knowing that they hold the key to our cure, THEN we can dissolve these imbalances in the Incoming Light and heal the imbalance in our hearts. (1)

On Palliative Medicines

If, despite our best efforts, our body becomes ill, and if the pain is great, our hearts wish very much for relief, and so any agent that quells the pain is a good thing, because it helps our heart.


Lightworkers who have been on Earth through many incarnations are among those who are having a difficult clearing.

  • Sometimes, I feel, this is because their many incarnations have resulted in a great deal of karma that needs to be unraveled.
  • Sometimes, as lightworkers, they have taken on … either in this incarnation or in past lives … the karma of other people. Daniella Breen (2) has talked about this. Sometime they have even taken on the karma of a flock of people. And in this lifetime, when, because of the Incoming Light, everything is clearing at such a rapid pace, those with a heavy load of karma … whatever the cause … may manifest the clearing as physical illness, even illness that leads to death of the physical body.


Death is about the most chaotic event that we can imagine from a personal point of view.  In 3D and 4D, this is the biggest change, the biggest transformation, that can happen to a person … to leave the physical body and the personality behind, and step back into our Soul nature. Naturally, there’s a lot of fear and misunderstanding around this dropping-the-body event. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression (understandably!), and finally, often with the prodding of constant pain … acceptance. That’s how the personality reacts to the prospect of death. But what about the Soul?


If we relate to our Soul the path through death to the deathless state is much clearer, much more simple, far more happy. Our soul is eternal, not mortal. True, it touches down into physical form from time to time to accomplish some mission and to further its long-range Soul purpose. So by relating to our Soul, we begin to take death somewhat less seriously.


We’ve been privileged to participate in this time of the Great Turning, at the absolute nadir … the darkest point … in human history. Those of us who have had the good fortune to be physically embodied in the last few years have experienced the most miraculous turnaround of the Dark to the Light … I can’t even begin to describe it in words, it’s that absolutely amazing. Two years ago, I would have said, impossible. Well, the impossible has been accomplished, and we who are on Earth today have witnessed this greatest of changes.


Some of us, especially lightworkers, wayshowers, and gatekeepers, came here at the time of the Shift to accomplish a Soul mission. Teamwork would have been involved, sometimes with others on the Earthly plane, and invariably with our AscensionTeam and our disembodied Soul lineage.

On Holding Success or Failure of Our Soul Mission with Compassionate Neutrality

We knew the odds were against us before we embodied … but we agreed anyway. That means all lightworkers, wayshowers, and gatekeepers here today are the most courageous of spirits. Incredibly courageous. That, in itself, is something to be grateful for.

We may or may not have achieved our primary mission, but we’ve done our best under the most trying of circumstances. And in all likelihood, we arrived here with several soul missions, and some of those missions have, in fact, seen fruition. But in some cases, at great cost in terms of physical wellbeing.

So what do we do if, despite our efforts to clear, both physically and spiritually, the cleansing has been too much for the moment? If we’re faced with the prospect of physical death? Well, that’s a pretty hard thing to accept and to experience. But there is some cause for long-range optimism. That is to say, optimism from the point of view of our Souls, which have been there and done that ‘death’ thing time after time after time …


My understanding from Bill Ballard (3) is that, since Earth is already in 5D, things will be very different for those who leave physical form now. There will be no long holding period, when our Soul is absorbing the most recent incarnation and learning life lessons on the astral plane.

Instead, according to Bill Ballard, when we finally leave these bodies, we will have two choices … to go directly to Supreme Source, or to re-embody. If we choose embodiment, our new body will be attuned to the Incoming Light, and it will be easier for us to unfold our new talents and take part in the co-creation of the new reality … an Earth where all are served equally, where, as the ancient Buddhist prayer says, all beings can be happy, all beings can be safe, all can live in their true nature.

It’s up to your own heart to choose, and either choice is fine.


To me, this new reality sounds much better the 3D and 4D. On thinking it over, I guess we already have the powers that death now bestows … we could, if we were able to set aside our fears …

  • bilocate at will,
  • speak with our star brethren,
  • experience multiple dimensions at will,
  • fold up our physical bodies into a tiny traveling case and exist as beings of light in a disembodied state for a while. Then unpack the suitcase and walk around in human form again.

Sounds pretty wild to me, but the train has been travelling through some pretty thrilling countryside in the last 2 years. The scenery is looking more beautiful every day. How might it look to those who drop body during the current chaos, and who then choose to re-embody? Who can tell? Without a doubt, it wlll be a life of wonders beyond our current ability to even glimpse or imagine.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


(1) I recall Sri Aurobindo, or one of his followers along the path of Integral Yoga, spoke of a technique like this, for harmonizing the ‘adverse forces’ within the body with the Divine incoming from above the head … but I can’t find the reference right now. Here is a good, general compilation of Sri Aurobindo’s teachings …

Link: SatPrem: “Sri Aurobindo, or the Adventure of Consciousness,” http://www.aurobindo.ru/workings/satprem/adventure_of_consciousness_e.htm#021 .. 

(2) Youtube Channel: “Daniella Breen,” https://www.youtube.com/user/Consciousnesscall ..

(3) Youtube Channel: “Bill Ballard,” https://www.youtube.com/user/pearls2u/featured ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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The Art of Visualization: Artwork on the Crystal Fifth Dimension . by Alice B. Clagett

Revised; originally published on 22 March 2014
Previously entitled: Crystal 5D

    • Male Overlords
    • Physical Form Heresy

Dear Ones,

Here is some imaginative and gifted artwork on the topics of cities of light and the Earth’s grid of Light. There is also discussion of patriarchal domination and the physical form heresy that is sometimes suggested in artwork …


I found this artwork inspiring and uplifting:

Image: The Crystalline Grid of Light around Earth, in bright white, aqua, and royal blue light: http://api.ning.com/files/ilNDJrPMXbSYOIvktVfzL5Wv7GL7Wn3esXXWMJYUWTAdQ8PK1K6IRMYFJDc7jRZbBcauJTZkwFfUx5Nv0fH5uY1GGG29dn25/Earth20Grid_20blue_20Walter20Bruneel.jpg ..

Image: Portal of Peace, https://elizayres.files.wordpress.com/2017/07/fb_img_1501121110367.jpg?w=678&h=556 … This image depicts a Christ-like figure in the foreground, and a crystal grid overhead. 


Beautiful artwork here! …

Image: Crystal City of Light, http://elishean-portesdutemps.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/telos-1.jpg .. In this image, a man in a robe stands on the shore of a lake. Between mountains, on the other side of the lake, is a domed City of Light.

Image: People entering a crystal city and transforming to their bright white bodies of Light: https://gemmav58.files.wordpress.com/2016/02/1393200_566645880051199_1871544549_n.jpg?w=636&h=494 ..


In addition to its inspirational and uplifting qualities, the below artwork suggested to me energy strands of patriarchal domination and physical form heresy that are now clearing Earth.

  • For that reason, I suggest changing these visualizations to reflect, not just circles of wise men, but circles of wise men and wise women.
  • I suggest, de-emphasizing the naked physical form, so that people can see the unseen within themselves and other people.
  • And I suggest visualizing linking directly to Source through the central vertical power current (the kundalini, or pranic tube … also termed the pranic column, the antahkarana, the silver cord, and the silver thread … that runs along the spine), rather than with a circle of men ‘overlording’ us above our heads.

Male Overlords

Image: Celestial Resonance, at Kryona Unity Hope 2010, artist Leanne M. Williams, https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2018/01/1e010-merkaba-star-earth-grid.jpg

This image depicts a woman wearing a blue robe, and standing on the crystal grid of Earth. A white shaft of Light descends upon and through her. Above here head is a circle of men in robes.

This is the traditional concept of the Ascended Masters. In itself, a good idea, as there are those … both men and women … who have gone before us, and whose teachings guide us still.

The personalities of the Ascended Masters are known to many. There are Spiritual Adepts on Earth today who channel their teachings. There is always the danger that a Spiritual Adept will over-identify with an Ascended Master, and attempt to tie the ‘8th chakra bow-tie knot’ above the heads of his followers.

This becomes a way for patriarchal domination to be perpetuated on Earth, at the level of the 8th, Karmic Overlord or Karmic Overseer, chakric level. Thus those spiritual students of the Adept, who have not yet placed awareness on the eighth chakra … about 3 inches above the head … and on the superconscious telepathy taking place there … become enmeshed in the personality and karma of the Adept. This is what is known as Group Karma.

The way for a spiritual student to avoid this psychic pitfall, is for him or her to place awareness on the Eighth Chakra, and to ‘clear the air’ there … Be especially careful, when channeling the ascension team, to pay no attention to pronouncements and commands spoken in English, as these are false directions, generally speaking from Spiritual Adepts who have assumed the mantle of the Ascended Master while still laboring under the ‘glass ceiling’ of their egos.

For more on this, see my blog category: bow-tie knot

Physical Form Heresy

Image: Great Pyramid of Crystal in Jerusalem, https://cdn-az.allevents.in/banners/88c201bda466dbfdd58de6bf6cfef638

This image shows a central figure of an imposing man, white and magenta rays of Light emanating from his head. Two angels kneel before him. Around him sits a circle of well fleshed, naked men.

I liked this image at first, because of the circle effect and the colors of the lIght. On closer look, I feel it represents the cult of the masculine, and patriarchal domination.

As well, the nakedness of the men may speak to the Physical Form Heresy. For more on this, see …

Link: The Physical Form Heresy, by Alice B. Clagett, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7cY ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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The Manhood Mental Filter . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 27 April 2016: published on 19 May 2016 … while Mercury retrograde was looming; revised on 8 May 2018 (when I finally summoned the courage to republish it)

Dear Ones,

Sometimes the stories in clair chatter are just too out there … like this one, for instance. Who could dream up such a thing? Is it a very scary Hollywood movie? Just someone’s recurrent nightmare? Or maybe it has significance in the symbolism of the unconscious mind? If so, what might that symbolism be?


I have known about this most likely fictitious, or else very exaggerated astral story for some years now, but I have felt very reluctant to talk about it. Why is this? When I get this feeling, there is usually a strong social taboo involved, which is restraining me from describing the story, and is also the reason why the story is stridently circulating through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. There is an edited Summary after the video.



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I doubt this will ever go up online, because it is just too unusual of an astral story. It goes like this …

There was a man, one time. He was an antisocial personality. And part of his constellation of personality traits was a strong satyriasis complex … which means that he was on the far, far end of excessive sexuality all his life. It seems he had hundreds of children, out of wedlock with many women.

And among them were some boys whom he felt exhibited the constellation of personality traits that he had. And because that is the nature of this antisocial personality syndrome, he thought that he was like a superhuman being … kind of like a god on Earth.

And he had a Masterplan … which is one of those things that are typical of antisocial personality. The Masterplan he had was that his male children, who exhibited this syndrome, would take over the world and control it with their mental powers.

Now Mind Control, as I have mentioned in other blogs, is concomitant with antisocial personality syndrome. That is because the only way that they can relate to other people  through Mind Control. That is the nature of this syndrome … because they are missing the socialization traits that are considered to be normal amongst humankind. That has been discussed in other blogs.

Anyway, if you look at Wikipedia on antisocial personality …

Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder ..

… you will get an idea about the types of cosmos notions and delusions of grandeur that are typical of what I call ‘ASP Syndrome’ for short.

Anyway, he had all these children … Maybe 150. And he called them all by the same name. And for all of the children, when they reached a certain age … I think, pre-puberty … he arranged for their genital organs to be cut off.

Now the true reason for that was that he was a megalomaniac kind of a guy … he did not want any competition amongst his people. But the reason that he gave was a specious notion that you could ‘join the club’ if you did that, and then all of your powers would be diverted to the astral realm, and you could always astrally rape people anytime you wanted to, and like that.

So, all of these young children … all of these boy children … were emasculated at an early age. And amongst those that are still alive, quite a few have picked up transgender or crossdressing cosmetic effects.

Because of their early childhood training, which involved electroshock torture techniques and psychic spinal severation to make them into assassins, they are all assassins, unless they have withdrawn from that. And there are many of them that have taken on cosmetic effects that make them appear to be women in the world, with very large breasts.

But in fact, their drive is a masculine drive for power, and their genital wounding makes them kill people rather than have sex with them.


Is this astral story to do with the Manhood Mental Filter now clearing from Earth? For instance, could the part about the satyr father be a variant of the Double Oh Seven Mental Filter? (Search my blog for the term: Double Oh Seven … )

Or might it symbolize that, in days of yore, men were free to rape and pillage and procreate hither and yon, in whatever way they pleased? … Prodigiously, like the father in the story? That what is today considered Antisocial Personality Syndrome (ASP) was once the norm for male behavior on Earth?

Is it possible that men might, deep down, have misgivings about their human being-ness? Possibly because of their feral drive to aggression and sexuality?

As to the part about the sons, could it be that men want to emasculate their sons because of alpha male, ‘leader of the pack’ instincts? Do modern-day sons feel emasculated by their fathers? Or could it be that they feel there is no place for expression of their sex drive in modern society? Might they feel they must repress their sex drives so as to excel in spiritual attainment? Are the waves of astral rape energy that ripple through the unconscious thought cloud of the world on Friday and Saturday nights to do with suppression of the male sexual drive during the work week?

Could it be that the third-eye point energy and psychic skills vaunted in this astral story are a black magic feature of the unconscious landscape of spiritual adepts’ minds? That they visualize the third-eye point as a way to secure sexual gratification? Has this something to do with the mind of primitive man, and the high status of shamans in primitive cultures?

Could the visualization of the transgender women be unconscious symbolism for modern society ‘turning men into women’ by depriving them of a way to express their feral instincts of aggression and sexuality?

Might this involve a notion in the very deep unconscious minds of men that women are actually men with large breasts? If true, this would explain the male glomming of rape energies in the noosphere, and what seems to me to be men’s innocent lack of comprehension of the upsetting effect these energies have on women and young children.

There is an unusual work of art, intended for an adult audience, I feel, that may express these notions

FOR ADULT AUDIENCE ONLY … Image: “Around the Dragon’s Broken Neck Hangs the Medal of St. Lazarus,” by various artists, Hospital Productions … https://img.discogs.com/umdrpJbn872sjDtD9Q7s5VT-Xb8=/fit-in/317×476/filters:strip_icc():format(jpeg):mode_rgb():quality(90)/discogs-images/R-2594977-1300716673.jpeg.jpg ..

Could the bit in the astral story about the sons growing up to be assassins have to do with men needing to be competitive in sports and in the business world? Perhaps the need to kill other men … or at least trounce them in business … so as to live up to the standards of the Manhood Mental Filter?

Could the part about the sons being so angry that they want to kill people (both male and female) rather than have sex with them be the source of the V— D— Mental Filter energy I have been trying to figure out in recent blogs? …

As an aside, I once clair heard a group of women describe that the V— D— energies could be placated through flattery … Aren’t you something else! or by offering sympathyOh, you poor, poor dear! Are you feeling all right? I am guessing this would be like ‘flipping the switch’ of the clair heard men from feral aggression to feral sexual mode? …

Would this male rage have to do with feelings of being emasculated by modern society? 

As a further aside, I notice the complete lack of true women in the astral story … This is as if women do not actually exist in a man’s world … As if their genitals are necessary tools to a man, but their personhood is not important. As if the important thing, to a man, is the presence of other men, whom he must kill since they are competitors. And also that he must ‘kill’ his feelings for women, as feelings of intimacy might make him more vulnerable as a competitor with other men? Or the notion that he must ‘kill’ or discard a woman he loves, and move on to another woman from time to time? In other words, the assumption that killing is a necessary aspect of the Manhood Mental Filter.

As the Awakening proceeds, and humankind becomes consciously aware of the feral drives of both men and women … which have heretofore ‘hidden out’ on the astral plane … I feel certain great changes will be taking place. This will happen over time … over a number of years … I feel. It is the rising Awareness of humankind that will sculpt the changes, and not any social action or agenda.

In other words, it will not be our action in the world that causes the changes, but rather the slow but steady ‘amp up’ of the Incoming Light. This I have found to be taking place no more quickly than is comfortable to the hearts and minds of the people of Earth. The Light that a person is not able or willing to accept is lovingly stored in their Soul field until a person wants to have it integrated into their hologram. And so, I foresee no ‘forcing’ of any issue; only infinite patience, infinite forgiveness, and kindly care being proffered to every Soul on Earth, like that of a doting mother or father for a dear child.


Men do tend to have very detailed physical clair thought transfer … such as precise details of facial features, bodies of men, women, and children, and individual variations in the details of sexual organs of men, women and children.

In the very deep unconscious mind, men have geometric visualizations of the male and female sex organs … For women’s sexual organs, for instance, when men are in the borderline state between waking and sleeping, their very very deep unconscious minds visualize markers, or landing strips, such as a patch of trees next to a diamond shape …


Image: Unconscious symbolism: bushy top of tree next to rhombus are ‘markers’ for female sexual organs, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 8 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Adaptation by Alice B. Clagett of: “tree as seen from above to use in vector maps,” by Setreset … from Wikimedia Commons   … Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported license … and … “Rhombus,” from Wikimedia Commons … This file is ineligible for copyright and therefore in the public domain because it consists entirely of information that is common property and contains no original authorship.

Image: Unconscious symbolism: bushy top of tree next to rhombus are ‘markers’ for female sexual organs, adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 8 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Adaptation by Alice B. Clagett of:
“tree as seen from above to use in vector maps,” by Setreset … from Wikimedia Commons   … Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported license … and … “Rhombus,” from Wikimedia Commons … This file is ineligible for copyright and therefore in the public domain because it consists entirely of information that is common property and contains no original authorship.

These very very deep images remind me of Australian Aborigine rock drawings, in a way …


Image: “Australian Aborigine pictographs (Yourambulla Caves, South Flinders Ranges, South Australia) 2,” by James St. John … from https://www.flickr.com/photos/jsjgeology/22333234923 … Creative Commons BY 2.0 Generic.

Image: “Australian Aborigine pictographs (Yourambulla Caves, South Flinders Ranges, South Australia) 2,” by James St. John … from https://www.flickr.com/photos/jsjgeology/22333234923 … Creative Commons BY 2.0 Generic.

So it seems to me that it is possible men might visualize the issues of feral drives and pack instincts as astral stories featuring genitals, genital mutilation, and rape. I have run across these themes so many times on the clair plane that I am inclined to conclude many men, perhaps all men, have these fundamental psychological features or ‘landmarks’ in their minds.

Well, these seem to be the questions that are coming up at this point in the Ascension process. The video, it seems to me, expresses all this in a very stark, succinctly symbolic way.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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