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Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 23 August 2022
Location: Los Angeles, California

intersex antisocial personality disorder

Image: “Hermaphrodite [Intersex Individual],” by Michael Maschka, 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hermaphrodit.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Image: “Hermaphrodite [Intersex individual],” by Michael Maschka, 2016, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hermaphrodit.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Dear Ones,

Here is more on what I have termed ‘intersex antisocial personality disorder’. This I feel may be a disorder that affects some intersex individuals (sometimes termed ‘hermaphrodites’).

I have run across a film that reminds me of a person I encountered quite some years ago, and whom I had a hunch might be an intersex person. This film (not to be confused with the films “XX/XY” and “XXXY”) points out the strong sexual aggression impulse I feel to be typical of intersex individuals …

Link: “XXY (film),” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/XXY_(film) ..

Not shown is what I intuit to be strong territorial aggression impulse … the desire to acquire land and houses. Also not explained in the movie is what I intuit to be strong psychic powers that may be employed to rape women on the astral plane and to rape or castrate men on the physical plane or to acquire real estate.

There may be sex aversion therapy or cosmetic or sexual organ norming operations in the past history of the intersex person that make it impossible for that person to orgasm.

Distortion of the energy fields of intersex individuals due to genetic distortion may result in magnetic attachment (termed ‘entity attachments’ in esoteric lore) to normals; bleed-through of sexual chakra distortion in the intersex individual may adversely affect the obsessed or possessed normals.

Obsession or possession can be cast off by the normal by pursuing a lifestyle abhorrent to the intersex. For example, if the intersex person is a vegetarian, the normal might eat meat. If the intersex person is averse to sex, the normal might have sex. If the intersex person is reclusive, then the normal might socialize often, and so on.

If intersex individuals band together on the physical plane, their strong psychic powers may be overwhelming, singly or jointly, to nearby normals; so I intuit. My concern is that if and when such individuals were to be banded together it is possible there might be a strong feral pack instinct, honed by pariah feelings … feelings of the surrounding community that the intersex individuals may be somehow greatly different from other people; an uneasiness that they do not fit in; a feeling of danger in their presence.

My own psychic perception is that I have been stalked by one, then others of them, for more than two decades; and that there was a group of them that were strongly bonded on the psychic pane. For all I know, this may be utter nonsense; it is just that it has seemed so to me, over the decades since the year 2000.

Since December of 2016, when I installed surveillance cameras on my property, my sense of imminent danger suddenly went away. Nevertheless, there is still a car parking opposite my house on my street every weekend evening; law enforcement has been unable to get to the bottom of it, and I cannot say for sure what the cause of what seems to be this implacable stalking–parking is. There may be a simple, ordinary explanation that will come to light soon; that would be a great relief to me, and for my neighbors. I await the day!

I realize with quite some amount of trepidation that these hunches of mine run counter to popular sentiment. I speak of this for the protection of normals and not with intention to injure intersex individuals. I hope that all who might be involved will understand my predicament: I do not want to be hurt by what I perceive may be their overwhelming psychic powers, and on the other hand, I do not want them to injure me or the members of my community. I feel it important to warn others; I hope this will be understood in a true way and not with an injurious bias.

I hasten to add that the above hunches have to do with my own experience on the astral plane, and that I cannot pin them down to a particular person, or even verify whether that person is intersex. Should such a person prove to be intersex, I still would not know how much affected might be the greater group of about 136,000,000 intersex individuals on Earth, who comprise 1.7 percent of the world population. I note that about 40 million of the individuals in this category have clinically identifiable reproductive or sexual variations. I might be encountering a small subset of possibly intersex individuals, or an exceptional antisocial subcategory in a well-adjusted group of people globally, for all I know.

These are just theories I have that might explain a number of adverse psychic phenomena that I have observed to occur in the last two decades. It is entirely possible that my fellow psychics may find another explanation fills the bill better than my own, as my own experience of what seems to me, from my research on intersex films and literature, to be the intersex phenomenon on the psychic plane, is not substantiated by my having disrobed anyone I thought might be an intersex person.

To be frank, whether these people were intersex or just very dangerous antisocial personalities, the notion of disrobing them in the interests of psychic scientific research seems entirely foolhardy to me. I doubt I would have survived to tell this tale, Dear Ones, though my survival instinct is unerringly strong.

There is much more to what I term ‘intersex antisocial disorder’ that I intuit may occur. You can read more about it in my blog category: Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder

In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars

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‘Nose Knows’ Visualization / Meditation to Still the Astral Chatter . channeled by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 20 May 2021

  • VISUALIZATION / MEDITATION TO STILL THE ASTRAL CHATTER
    • How to Do it
    • Benefits

Dear Ones,

If the astral chatter gets too intense, here is a visualization / meditation that may help …

VISUALIZATION / MEDITATION TO STILL THE ASTRAL CHATTER

How to Do It

Imagine that you are slowly and smoothly breathing in and out through your nose, but your nose is now located at your right eye (or your right ear, if you prefer). When you breath in and out, imagine you can feel the air going into, and then out of, your right eye (or your right ear) …

Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Eye,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Large image of face and displaced image of nose: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.

Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Eye,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

CREDITS: Large image of face and displaced image of nose: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.

Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Ear,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … CREDITS: Large image of face: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered … Image of displaced nose: Image: “Self-portrait on paper,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1587, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self-Portrait_on_Paper_(detail)_-_WGA00929.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.

Image: “’Nose Knows’ Meditation: Breathing from the Right Ear,” altered and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 23 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0 … from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

CREDITS: Large image of face: Image: “Self Portrait,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1570, in Wikimedia Commons … tps://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self_Portrait_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered … Image of displaced nose: Image: “Self-portrait on paper,” by Guiseppe Arcimboldo, 1587, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Giuseppe_Arcimboldo_-_Self-Portrait_on_Paper_(detail)_-_WGA00929.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Altered.

As you breathe this way, count the inhalations of the breath from one to five; then repeat, counting to five over and over again.

Benefits

Through the imagined relocation of the nose, the visualization directs prana  to your right brain. That side of the brain has to do with living in the ‘Now’, and not with cause-and-effect, which is what creates a timeline (whether a physical timeline or an astral timeline). The right brain does not support the notion of temporal limitation, or confinement of Awareness within a timeline created through a cause-and-effect construct. The right brain does not create or support the astral chatter or astral stories that glom and propagate in the noosphere, as these stories depend on cause and effect, and upon an imaginary or astral ‘timeline’. When Awareness is placed on the right brain, the notions of cause-and-effect … the notion of time itself … drops away. We are left with the freedom to react in multitemporal reality, which is, in fact, the understanding of Earth herself right now.

I have noticed that some of the astral chatter comes from the construct ‘geography’ … the notion of dimensional limitation. For instance, it may have to do with the thought that we cannot avoid astral chatter with our neighbors, or maybe our family. In our left brains, we have the notion that we are chained to our homes, and therefore chained to our families or to the people with whom we life, or to the people who live near us. These are left-brain cause-and-effect notions based on physical reality … on seeing other people around us, for instance.

But our energy body is a discrete, singular entity in relation …. not to our family or to our neighbors … but rather in relation to Spirit, to our Soul, to that Divine Spark within us. Thus the left-brain notion of territorial confinement, like its notion of temporal confinement, is but an artificial construct.

The right brain does not support the construct ‘geography’ … the notion of dimensional limitation, or confinement of Awareness within geographic boundaries. Thus by generating pranic flow into and out of the right brain, we circumvent the artificial left-brain construct ‘geography’.

The feral drives (pack instincts) of sexual aggression and territorial aggression: female competition and male competition; striving between family members or neighbors for female dominance, male dominance, or one-upmanship; notions of males flocking together and bonding, or of females doing so; notions that packs of neighborhood men ought to ejaculate together on the astral plane, or that packs of neighborhood women ought to climax together; striving for alpha or relegation to beta pack ordering; and shunning of a ‘pariah’ or ‘sin-eater’ as an outcast from the imagined astral pack … these all have to do with notions of physical geographic limitations developed in Stone Age times, when there were only about 50,000 human beings on Earth.

For survival purposes, these people aggregated into clans whose members lived in close proximity. Our current notions of geographic limitations with regard to the people we know have to do with feral drive hardwiring written into our subconscious minds in Stone Age and also in much earlier times. These instinctual notions roam through our dreamtime realm and through our astral realm, roping down our astral chatter to subconsciously perceived geographic restrictions.

But when Awareness is placed on the right brain, the notions of clan and tribe, of subconscious instinctual behaviors, drops away. We are left with the freedom to react in multidimensional reality, which is, in fact, where Earth herself resides right now.

Counting along with the breath is a famous Zen Buddhist form of meditation, and one that I like very much. I have noticed, though, that when I count along with the breath while placing my Awareness on the left brain, I am quickly cut short by the tendency of the left brain to step into my counting process with cause-and-effect stories that seem ‘juicier’ or more emotionally fulfilling than the dry notion of repeatedly counting to five or 10.

The above meditation circumvents these left-brain sabotage efforts of my left brain and leaves the field of my mind clear to create the numeric repetitions without interruption. Thus for long intervals (to get temporal about it) I can waylay the astral chatter through a visualization and meditation that moves me from temporospatial misery and enchainment … as in a sad or scary Hollywood movie … to a right brain space of effortless temporospatial freedom.

In love, Light, and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder . named by Alice B. Clagett *

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

  • INTRODUCTION
  • ‘ACTING OUT’ BY INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES
  • ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
    • Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
  • DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
  • MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
  • WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

I have clairly found that Intersex genetic and sexual features (that is, hermaphroditism) may be linked to a variant of antisocial personality disorder. I term this variant ‘Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder’; that is a name I have coined for it. Continue reading

Understanding Clair Abilities: Medical Empathy . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 26 February 2021

Image: “Les Noisettes (The Nut Gatherers),” by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 30 November 1825, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Les_noisettes.jpg … public domain

Image: “Les Noisettes (The Nut Gatherers),” by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 30 November 1825, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Les_noisettes.jpg … public domain

  • AN INSTANCE OF MEDICAL EMPATHY
  • ‘BEST AND LUCKEST’ DEATH DATES
  • PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE

Dear Ones,

AN INSTANCE OF MEDICAL EMPATHY

I recall in the months leading up to the death of my Uncle Frank Marbury Clagett, on the clair plane I used to speak with him at night, when all the world was quiet. He was his old self then, young and cheerful, clever and wise.

In his later years, my uncle had a heart condition. I think it must have gotten slowly more serious with time. As a clair Lightworker and a medical empath, I used to experience many unusual events with my heart in the year 2019. It felt almost as if I were having minor heart attacks, but not quite that serious.

I know from a medical test I took in years past that experiences of seeming heart attacks are not TIAs, nor any physical heart events. Rather, they are faint imitations of physical experiences other people are undergoing. Thus it seems to me my uncle must have been suffering small heart attacks in the months leading up to his death.

In support of this medical empath theory, I can say: At his death, the seeming TIAs or minor heart attacks I had been experiencing the prior year completely ceased. My uncle went on to the astral plane, where it seemed to me he was greatly relieved to be, as the final years of failing health must have been difficult to endure, even for a person as equanimitous as he.

In the same way, I guess, a Lightworker or healer who relates to, say, a patient with liver disease and who is dying, might experience fleeting liver pains over the course of the patient’s final illness. A trip to the doctor is, of course, advisable, to rule out the possibility that the Lightworker or healer is ill. If that proves fruitless, then one may assume the fleeting liver pains are empathic reflections of the patient’s illness; especially if the Lightworker’s or healer’s pains cease the day the patient passes on.

‘BEST AND LUCKEST’ DEATH DATES

All people have a series of ‘best and luckiest’ death dates, just as the day they were born was writ in the stars as best for this incarnation. Lightworkers and healers do feel other people’s sorrows and suffering a little as if it were their own, but it is important for us to let folks go on to the next world at the appointed time. If we try to take their sorrows and suffering on and heal it through our own bodies of Light, thus extending their timeline, then we may be doing others an injustice. In addition, we may be placing an undue burden upon our own bodies of Light. I advise letting people go gently to God when the time seems right to them. That, I feel, is the best kind of death … death at the time their Soul appoints with God.

PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE

Further, there are people in the world who spitefully attempt to force upon Lightworkers and healers the burden of their own physical pains. This is a black magic, malware practice born of ignorance of the karmic burden it incurs.

There is karmic distortion amongst some Christians that is similar in nature. Some Christians say that Christ died for us, and that therefore it is ok for them to sacrifice a Lightworker or healer, a Pathfinder or Wayshower, for the good of a Christian congregation. When you think about it, this may be the same sort of thinking that led Judas to hand Christ over to Pontius Pilate. I call that the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware; as a Lightworker, I feel it could not be a feature of New Life on New Earth.

There are few of us on Earth, and our role is important to the Ascension process. Until the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware has cleared from Earth, let us give our own selves the necessary Soul nourishment, and physical respite, so that our bodies of Light shine strong and bright.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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For the Lightworker: How to Prevent Nightmares and Dark Daydreams . by Alice B. Clagett *

Image: “This detailed annotated map shows the structure of the Milky Way, including the location of the spiral arms and other components such as the bulge. This version of the image has been updated to include the most recent mapping of the shape of the central bulge deduced from survey data from ESO’s VISTA telescope at the Paranal Observatory. The original image was published in 2008 by NASA/JPL-Caltech (author R. Hurt),” by NASA/JPL-Caltech/ESO/R. Hurt, 12 September 201, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Artist%27s_impression_of_the_Milky_Way_(updated_-_annotated).jpg … public domain

Image: “This detailed annotated map shows the structure of the Milky Way, including the location of the spiral arms and other components such as the bulge. This version of the image has been updated to include the most recent mapping of the shape of the central bulge deduced from survey data from ESO’s VISTA telescope at the Paranal Observatory. The original image was published in 2008 by NASA/JPL-Caltech (author R. Hurt),” by NASA/JPL-Caltech/ESO/R. Hurt, 12 September 201, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Artist%27s_impression_of_the_Milky_Way_(updated_-_annotated).jpg … public domain

  • FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: HOW TO PREVENT NIGHTMARES AND DARK DAYDREAMS
  • MORE INFORMATION
    • About the Light
    • About the Dark

Dear Ones,

FOR THE LIGHTWORKER: HOW TO PREVENT NIGHTMARES AND DARK DAYDREAMS

Among the darkest, densest noospheric energies on Earth are Reverse Kundalini or Black Tantra nightmares at night, vivid waking dreams, or clair-sensing of astral stories that involve these energies.

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Confidence Games: The ‘Deep Freeze’ and the ‘Slam Down’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 28 January 2020; published on 4 August 2020
Location: Topatopa Mountains Foothills Overlooking Val Verde, Los Angeles County, California 

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about an astral story I heard while hiking up a mountain in the Topatopa Mountains foothills overlooking the town of Val Verde. I feel it may have to do with the Wild West, where ‘anything goes’; maybe to do with what may have gone on in a town in the Wild West where I spent summer vacations for a couple of years after my mom passed on …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I was listening, on the psychic plane, just now, and I heard a term ‘deep freeze’ that is said to be used in a confidence game when there is a potential victim, or ‘patsy’, who is going to be robbed and maybe killed. They put him in the ‘deep freeze’, which means the intended ‘marks’ are with a group of confidence people. Nobody talks with them, or makes friends: They are in the ‘deep freeze’.

Then when the confidence people want to accomplish the game they have planned with that person, they separate him from the other ‘patsies’, and invite him to a get-together with the ingroup of the confidence people.

The person thinks: Wow, maybe they will accept me! This is my chance! This is my opportunity to join the group and be accepted! Then when the person gets there, they perpetrate the ‘con’ on them: The ‘deep freeze’ and then the ‘slam down’. I think there are other names (such as the ‘slam you damn you’) for that second move too; that is the most sedate name: the ‘slam down’.

So, the ‘deep freeze’ and the ‘slam down’: Just at the moment when you think things are looking up, all of a sudden you are lying on the floor dead. And then they move on to the next victim and do the same thing.

I do not know how much truth there is in this; the astral airs are just the breezes that blow in the realm of the astral body!

Photos by Alice

Image: “Topatopa Mountains Foothills Overlooking Val Verde, Los Angeles County, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Topatopa Mountains Foothills Overlooking Val Verde, Los Angeles County, California 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Topatopa Mountains Foothills Overlooking Val Verde, Los Angeles County, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Topatopa Mountains Foothills Overlooking Val Verde, Los Angeles County, California 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 January 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Here is background information … Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nRK ..

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Caveats for Lightworkers Regarding Fitting in with Christian Congregations . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 4 January 2020; updated on 20 May 2022

  • ON APPROPRIATE RESTRAINT OF INCOMING LIGHT DURING WORSHIP
  • ON THE DIFFICULT QUESTION OF EGOIC AGGRANDIZEMENT
  • ON FAKING THE GIFTS OF PROPHECY, HEALING AND SPEAKING IN TONGUES
  • ON LIGHTWORKERS BEING CAST OUT BY PREVAILING PROPHETS IN A CHURCH
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

ON APPROPRIATE RESTRAINT OF INCOMING LIGHT DURING WORSHIP

I feel it is important for Lightworkers who wish to join a Christian Church that they restrain their charismatic gifts during regular church services, as outpouring of grace through Spirit can be upsetting to those of the congregation not so gifted.

As some of you have perhaps found, pastors and ministers who are holding church services can understandably feel that outpouring of grace during services might interfere with the performance of their sacred office.

For instance, outpouring of grace during the Offertory … the uplifting of bread and wine at the Eucharist … while understandable and nearly unavoidable from the stance of the participating Lightworker … might fill the church with such Light as to cause a pastor or minister to falter in speaking the words of the ritual. Speaking of the words is very important to the perfection of the rite; and so I suggest that attending Lightworkers appeal to their Ascension Teams to flow through only as much grace through Spirit as is best for the ritual at hand. The ritual is, I feel, of great importance in dispensation of grace to humankind.

ON THE DIFFICULT QUESTION OF EGOIC AGGRANDIZEMENT

Grandiosement of the ego is a peculiar pitfall for those gifted with charisms, and one that leads to entirely the wrong path in life. At every moment, I feel, one must align with God’s Will, His Heart, and His Mind; that is the only way to purity of Spirit and outflowing of grace.

I myself feel it it best to remain … insofar as possible … unknown to the congregation and to their pastors and ministers in this regard. Better to be unknown than constantly to be harassed and tested by notions of self-aggrandizement. Not being known at all is, I feel, a much more comfortable position in which to experience outpouring of grace, as God wills, and in the moments He chooses.

ON FAKING THE GIFTS OF PROPHECY, HEALING AND SPEAKING IN TONGUES

I note especially, from a day I attended a Pentecostal church service in Durango, Colorado, that members of Pentecostal congregations want to fit in. They want to be Spirit-filled. And sometimes they may pretend to have gifts such as prophecy, healing through laying on of hands, and glossolalia (speaking in tongues) so as to feel welcome in a congregation. I feel this is understandable from a human point of view, and expectable.

It might be helpful for a pastor or minister who has those gifts to let the congregation know they are welcome to attend just as they are … even without the gifts of Spirit … and that Spirit flows through us when it will, and not necessarily, Lord knows, at a time convenient to us.

ON LIGHTWORKERS BEING CAST OUT BY PREVAILING PROPHETS IN A CHURCH

I feel we Lightworkers must assess the issue of one-upmanship and jealousy by prevailing prophets in a church. If we arrive with charisms, it is quite likely that a prophet who has a stance or ‘holding’ in that church may feel his standing to be threatened by our arrival.

In a church where there are one or two Spirit-filled prophets, known to the rest of the congregation for their true visions and their healing ability, a Dark vision by those so revered … to the effect that we Lightworkers are ‘sent by Satan’ might easily be believed.

If action is taken to cast a Lightworker out of a church in this way, I wonder if it might be helpful to talk with the pastor or minister about fitting in with the prevailing prophets, and helping them feel at ease? I say ‘I wonder’ because when this happened to me some years ago, I was too devastated by the casting out to approach the pastor about it later through dialogue.

To my way of feeling, there is nothing worse for me, as a Lightworker, than to be accused by several good Christians of being the very opposite of what I truly am. On the other hand, it is true that people are people. It would be better to try to talk together and resolve these misunderstandings, than never to address them. This I feel especially to be a good avenue when Lightworkers live in small towns with few choices of places to worship.

CONCLUSION

I see the likelihood of being ‘cast out’ of a Christian church as a cause for concern for Lightworkers, Ascensioneers, Pathfinders and Wayshowers.

I hope this blog offers those gifted with the Incoming Light a toehold for interacting with our Christian churches with less concern about blame and judgment by their congregations. First of all, I suggest we attend those churches that look favorably upon charisma. Then if the issue of ‘being different’ or ‘wrong’ comes up, we can talk together about a church’s stance on charisms and charismatic Christianity. It may be we will all gain many new insights in that way.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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