Here is a video on my blog category ‘Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies’ There is a Summary after the video, and there are soundtracks at the beginning of each section. I used medium blue font for the storyline.
We Lightworkers do have some of what used to be termed ‘psychic’ abilities amongst our Ascension gifts and Ascension skills …
As the Ascension process only just began to occur in December 2012, it is difficult to compare Lightworker abilities with the abilities of those who came before us without using the older terms ‘psychics’ and ‘psychic abilities’.
In the blog you are reading right now, there are references to my ‘psychic predecessors’. The blog has to do with recognition of dark energy strands in the noosphere, and the writings of psychics Alice Ann Bailey, Geoffrey Hodson, Annie Besant, and Sri Aurobindo. In my other blogs I use the new terms Ascension skills and Ascension gifts to describe the psychic experiences of Lightworkers.
Helicopter Circled My House as I Recorded This Talk: Was It a Dark Attack or Neighborhood Patrol?
At 10 am today, 19 May 2021, when I was recording the section “The Mirage of Mind Control as a Tool to Create a New World Order,” which begins “Unlike certain of my predecessor psychics …” a helicopter unaccountably began circling round my house. Was it a Dark Attack, or were the police just doing their job protecting my neighborhood? How we interpret the realm of Duality depends, I feel, on our frame of mind. The footage is here … Link: “Helicopter Circling My House: Was It a Dark Attack or Neighborhood Patrol?” by Alice B. Clagett … https://youtu.be/xr7jcGd0p7M ..
Image: “LAPD Helicopter N661PD Buzzing My House!” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 am on 19 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0
Image: “LAPD Helicopter N661PD Buzzing My House!” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 am on 19 May 2021, CC BY-SA 4.0
Oh, my gosh, on closer look it was LAPD helicopter N661PD buzzing my house. What on Earth could that be about, I wonder? Maybe they got a false tip from a disgruntled reader! On the other hand, maybe they were doing their usual great job protecting our community!
I have assembled close to 20 compendiums so far. Each of the compendiums describes a certain type of Soul wounding … a certain strand of misqualified energy circulating in Earth’s noosphere. This misqualified energy is coming to the attention of Lightworkers right now because it is clearing from the noosphere as ‘Round 3’ … Solar Cycle 25 … of the Ascension process here on Earth.
The Introductions on the compendium blogs are ‘red hot’ news flashes. Beneath the introductions are related blog pages, for those who have the time and inclination for in-depth analysis. I feel these case studies will be of interest to theologians, psychiatrists, and psychologists.
Considerations for Lightworkers and Psychics: Law Enforcement Issuestop
In the event specifics are known about criminal issues, I feel, the right approach is through our local law enforcement agencies, and very surely not via online media. That is my take on the issue of criminal energy threads in the noosphere.
It is clear that law enforcement can do only so much by way of crime prevention and apprehension of criminals. That is because the deepest depravity, which gives rise to the crime families, the mind-control cults, the ‘cults that kill’, the mafias that inflict such damage on human society, is overlit by Demon Overlords … the ‘Big Bads’ and Fallen Angels …
Image: “Hell,” by Hans Memling, ca. 1485, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hans_Memling_-_Hell_-_WGA14941.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: I feel this image of Satan, with a man’s face with fangs on his belly means that a person whose higher mind (his brain) is ruled by his gut brain behaves in a way that might be termed Satanic or demonic. Thus this image offers a glimpse of a man who has not, like Archangel Michael of the storied realm, slain his dragon. The man in this image is not a noble, princelike person able to fly on the wings of God. Rather, this man is bound down to the Hellworlds, where his vision is cast down to the suffering and Soul wounding aspect of the human condition. The man who controls his reptilian or bestial impulses through faith in God, on the other hand, sees and responds to the eternal Soul in the eyes of every person he meets; this latter man exists in the Heavenworlds, though his human feel still tread on Earth.
COMMENT: I feel this image of Satan, with a man’s face with fangs on his belly means that a person whose higher mind (his brain) is ruled by his gut brain behaves in a way that might be termed Satanic or demonic. Thus this image offers a glimpse of a man who has not, like Archangel Michael of the storied realm, slain his dragon. The man in this image is not a noble, princelike person able to fly on the wings of God. Rather, this man is bound down to the Hellworlds, where his vision is cast down to the suffering and Soul wounding aspect of the human condition. The man who controls his reptilian or bestial impulses through faith in God, on the other hand, sees and responds to the eternal Soul in the eyes of every person he meets; this latter man exists in the Heavenworlds, though his human feel still tread on Earth.
Surely we can ask our law enforcement officers for help, should a crime be committed. That is their job in our communities, and they do it very well indeed. But the true antidote to the ills of the world, I feel, lies in our prayerful invocation of the help that may be ours through the members of the Angelic Realm, and through earnest supplication before the Throne of God Himself …
The criminal issues I discuss in these case studies are among the darkest and most dense of noospheric threads on Earth … to do with such topics as …
‘Angel of Death’ surgical experiments akin to those of Josef Mengele;
child trafficking and child sexual abuse;
sadomasochism, torture and lust murder justified by whatever poor example of ratiocination, and other criminal paraphilic behaviors;
perversion of faith in God through the practice of Satanism and through worship of the ‘black sacraments’;
serial killing of women to fatten the purse of an institution deemed to be sacred,
or their enslavement through mind control in service to misogynist ‘spiritual adepts’;
group black tantra by men of various religions;
enslavement of the ego of spiritual, celibate or homosexual men to the black magic machinations of the Demon Realm, and their consequent demonic possession;
and the demonic enchainment of employees and followers of possessed spiritual, celibate or homosexual men, which results in their ‘acting out’ the crimes doted on by the demon owners of those possessed …
They, like I, have endured the stages of being appalled at these energies; at wanting to do something for the world to rectify these profound injuries to our Souls and to the fabric of our societies; of being willing to take on the Controllers, the Illuminati, and the Demonic Lien-holders of the great cities of Earth; of giving these trysts their all, their everything.
Unlike certain of my predecessor psychics, I am resolved never to fall to psychic self-aggrandizement through plaguing world leaders with mind control attempts under the notion that I … this small egoic personality … may have the solutions to the woes of the world; that I may have the perfect key to invention of the idyllic society; and that I might make the perfect dictator for this new utopia.
To fall for this notion would, I strongly aver, be to place our bodies and our Souls prostrate before the hooves of the Demon World and to beg of them: Tread upon me, you invisible mobsters! Pulverize my heart! Darken my Soul! Shred my body! Hijack this precious human lifetime, obscuring what is good and pure and true!
It is to say: Give me but a dram … a tuppence of one-uppance … in return.
The Advantage of Aligning with God’s Will, His Heart, and His Mindtop
Why is it that the desire of a psychic to help build utopia here on Earth might meet with such disaster in a personal, spiritual sense … the turning from the Light to the Dark of a theologian such as Charles Leadbeater or Benjamin Purnell, or of certain members of the Society of Jesus (1) and other Catholic clerics … or of those present-day spiritual adepts of whom I speak in the Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies?
The assumption of power in the world, even for the sake of its betterment, I feel, makes a man attractive to the Demon Realm; very much so. There is nothing demons love more than power over human beings, and no way they can accomplish this more effectively than by subverting a man who decides to seek it out. When a good spiritual man falls to the allure of worldly power, and aligns with that … be it for the best of reasons … he will find himself ceaselessly assailed by the Dark. How easy it is to slip and fall, as in a dream, to these insidious beings! Having so fallen, how may one escape them?
After decades of struggle, I … like others of my predecessors … have come to the conclusion that this little ‘I’ … my personality, my small self … am of no avail in the struggle against evil on Earth. To my mind, and perhaps to that of those who came before me on this path, the only way forward as a Lightworker is to align my will, my heart, and my mind with the Great Will, the Great Heart, and the Great Mind of God. If fight there be, then that fight must be on His mighty shoulders, and not on mine.
In love, Light, and joy, I Am of the Stars
See also: The writings of psychics Alice Ann Bailey, Geoffrey Hodson, Annie Besant, and Sri Aurobindo. (These are just those with whom I am passingly familiar; I expect there may be many more.)
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ON DEFLECTING THE PREDATOR-PREY MENTAL FILTER OF THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY
HOW THE ANGELIC REALM AND THE DEMONIC REALM HELP US ATTAIN SOUL WISDOM THROUGH THE EXERCISE OF FREE WILL
I like this painting very much indeed …
Image: “World of Warcraft Deathwing Video Game: Dragon Thrall Wallpaper” … https://images4.alphacoders.com/195/195504.jpg … DESCRIPTION: On the left, a great dragon, its heart on fire like a living coal on which the breath of courage has been breathed. On the right is Thrall, a green-skinned giant, holding a round, magical mirror that reflects the red Light of the Dragon.
FOR LIGHTWORKERS: LET US STAND WITH COURAGE IN PHYSICAL FORM
The painting reminds me that we Lightworkers, Pathfinders, Wayshowers, and healers must be full of courage even when the odds are greatly daunting.
For instance, yesterday there were three gang members in the parking lot of the coffee shop where I went for a grilled cheese sandwich. One was chasing after a young woman, and the others were trying to intimidate me.
Then, despite storm clouds overhead, I went to the park. As I walked, a man arrived and began walking with his pitbull. The pitbull took one look at me and came rushing to attack me. Go figure!
We Lightworkers and healers must stand undaunted against the challenges of life in physical form. Like Thrall on the right side of the painting, we must take our stand against the perils we encounter, no matter how daunting they may appear. We must do so in the Now, on the spur of the moment, at the very instant we sense, through intuition, that danger lies before us. That is the one lesson I got from this painting.
FOR LIGHTWORKERS: ON DEFLECTING THE PREDATOR-PREY MENTAL FILTER OF THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY
I had another, and quite a different take on the painting. It went like this: The sociopath might perceive a Lightworker’s or a healer’s heart like the energy on the left of the painting, and feel threatened by it, like Thrall on the right. Yet, I feel, the redness and danger that the sociopath senses in those others may have to do with his own mental and emotional filters, which may seem to color other beings with anger and with threat energy.
I feel it to be best for us Lightworkers and healers to feel love in our hearts, for our own sake. Only a strong and loving heart can keep our own physical and subtle bodies in good health in the third dimension. If we feel negative emotions such as fear, anger, or despair when confronted with the threat energy of the antisocial personality, then we harm our own bodies of Light, and momentarily dim our chances of survival in physical form.
But what of those who feel it is their life mission to squash love? Then if I feel love towards them in particular, they sense an attack on their mission, and respond with negative thoughts and emotions. For now, I thought I might try working with my own heart energy, and then sending love to all beings everywhere (as in the Metta prayer of the Buddhists).
It feels to me it is as if we human beings are hardwired to relate one-on-one. But there are those (such as antisocial personalities) with whom Lightworkers and healers cannot relate one-on-one, because it results in our own heart being injured.
Right now I am thinking maybe I could sidestep the one-to-one wiring in my human thinking and emotions, and avoid dings to my body of Light because of astral run-ins with antisocial personalities, by offering blessings for the All and expressing appreciation of Free Will.
By blessing all beings everywhere, I hope to avoid attracting the one-on-one attention of human sociopaths and of ‘astral rascals’.
HOW THE ANGELIC REALM AND THE DEMONIC REALM HELP US ATTAIN SOUL WISDOM THROUGH THE EXERCISE OF FREE WILL
11 “Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 “Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 “Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 “And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 “Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 “And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God….”
–Ephesians 6: 11-17 (KJV)
Free will is the Creator’s tool for Soul evolution and development of Soul wisdom for all human beings, here in the third dimension. Of course, astral rascals have not the gift of Soul evolution, nor that of Free Will … any more so than do the Angels. They grow and mature into adult beings. Some work for the Dark and others for the Light. Through their very nature they adhere to these principles: affinity for the Dark, or else for the Light. But though they have not the gift of Free Will, yet they have the very great gift of assisting God in manifesting the play of Light and Dark in this, the third dimension. For that I can be, and ever am, very grateful.
Human beings have the gift of Free Will, and so may chose to express the Light or the relative Dark through their actions here on Earth. It is through the tutelage or interception of the forces of Light and Dark … the beings of the Angelic Realm …
… that God adds the exclamation marks to our human choices of right action or wrong action in our worldly affairs.
As a LIghtworker, I am grateful for the striking contrast of Angelic or Demonic intervention when I exercise Free Will. For those of us with an ear attuned to the differences between the opposing effects of intervention by beings of the astral positive and the astral negative realms, it becomes possible to sense, in the here and Now, the right or wrong of our actions. These beings, through their outpouring of Light and love, or conversely, through their evil murmurs in my (left) astral ear, allow me to plum the wisdom of my actions on Earth.
As well, I feel, through God’s gift of human incarnations in different timelines and dimensions, human beings can attain ever greater Soul wisdom. That wisdom is gleaned from their darker choices in the darker timelines and dimensions in which they are incarnate, as well as from their lighter choices in the lighter timelines and dimensions in which they incarnate. Thus the Lightworker can feel good about all the Free Will choices made by human beings on Earth.
This is the play of Duality, the school of all our Souls. Our choices, both good and bad, are made more poignant … more full of anguish or of the great virtues … love, hope, charity, peace of mind, joy in the moment of the Now … by the helping presence of the creatures God has provided to work with us through the Demonic Realm and the Angelic Realm.
With this o’erarching viewpoint, I feel gratitude for God’s gift of Free Will to human beings; to His gift of angels and astral rascals to highlight our moral decisions, moment to moment; and to the play of karma and the blessing of dharma (of aligning with God’s grace) in this world,
That way I can feel good about, and remain neutral to, the many choices of action made by the many beings here in the physical and astral realities of Earth. That is my aspiration.
With gratitude for the painter of the “World of Warcraft Deathwing Video Game: Dragon Thrall Wallpaper,” I am
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
For more on the All and Free Will, see … Link: “The Law of One: The Ra Material” … https://www.lawofone.info/ … Search the category: Law of One … and search the terms: Free Will … and … All
NOTE: The green-skinned figure on the right of the painting reminds me of earlier paintings of orks I found online. Some of these are fierce and cruel, as in the first renditions of the drawings. Others are fierce but good. Perhaps there are two races of orks, and the figure in this painting belongs to the latter, more benign race of powerful beings.
Years ago, month after month, I and a few friends practiced a very special meditation on the eve of the full moon, at moonrise, when the sky was without clouds. We found several secluded mountaintops that had a view of the moon just rising up over the eastern horizon.
PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE
AN INSTANCE OF MEDICAL EMPATHY
I recall in the months leading up to the death of my Uncle Frank Marbury Clagett, on the clair plane I used to speak with him at night, when all the world was quiet. He was his old self then, young and cheerful, clever and wise.
In his later years, my uncle had a heart condition. I think it must have gotten slowly more serious with time. As a clair Lightworker and a medical empath, I used to experience many unusual events with my heart in the year 2019. It felt almost as if I were having minor heart attacks, but not quite that serious.
I know from a medical test I took in years past that experiences of seeming heart attacks are not TIAs, nor any physical heart events. Rather, they are faint imitations of physical experiences other people are undergoing. Thus it seems to me my uncle must have been suffering small heart attacks in the months leading up to his death.
In support of this medical empath theory, I can say: At his death, the seeming TIAs or minor heart attacks I had been experiencing the prior year completely ceased. My uncle went on to the astral plane, where it seemed to me he was greatly relieved to be, as the final years of failing health must have been difficult to endure, even for a person as equanimitous as he.
In the same way, I guess, a Lightworker or healer who relates to, say, a patient with liver disease and who is dying, might experience fleeting liver pains over the course of the patient’s final illness. A trip to the doctor is, of course, advisable, to rule out the possibility that the Lightworker or healer is ill. If that proves fruitless, then one may assume the fleeting liver pains are empathic reflections of the patient’s illness; especially if the Lightworker’s or healer’s pains cease the day the patient passes on.
‘BEST AND LUCKEST’ DEATH DATES
All people have a series of ‘best and luckiest’ death dates, just as the day they were born was writ in the stars as best for this incarnation. Lightworkers and healers do feel other people’s sorrows and suffering a little as if it were their own, but it is important for us to let folks go on to the next world at the appointed time. If we try to take their sorrows and suffering on and heal it through our own bodies of Light, thus extending their timeline, then we may be doing others an injustice. In addition, we may be placing an undue burden upon our own bodies of Light. I advise letting people go gently to God when the time seems right to them. That, I feel, is the best kind of death … death at the time their Soul appoints with God.
PARIAH OR SCAPEGOAT MISQUALIFIED ENERGIES: SUFFERING IS A GOOD THING MALWARE
Further, there are people in the world who spitefully attempt to force upon Lightworkers and healers the burden of their own physical pains. This is a black magic, malware practice born of ignorance of the karmic burden it incurs.
There is karmic distortion amongst some Christians that is similar in nature. Some Christians say that Christ died for us, and that therefore it is ok for them to sacrifice a Lightworker or healer, a Pathfinder or Wayshower, for the good of a Christian congregation. When you think about it, this may be the same sort of thinking that led Judas to hand Christ over to Pontius Pilate. I call that the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware; as a Lightworker, I feel it could not be a feature of New Life on New Earth.
There are few of us on Earth, and our role is important to the Ascension process. Until the Suffering Is a Good Thing malware has cleared from Earth, let us give our own selves the necessary Soul nourishment, and physical respite, so that our bodies of Light shine strong and bright.
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ANNIE BESANT ON THE REINCARNATED, SOULLESS MAN: IS THIS WHAT WE TERM THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
Here are some examples of how karmic law (sometimes misconceived as a Divine ‘I will get you back’ plan) allows a Soul to achieve balanced wisdom through reincarnational life experiences on Earth. These are all my own work except for the section by Annie Besant …
INTRODUCTION top Written and published on 2 April 2013; revised
ON THE CHRISTIAN CHURCHES’ CONCEPT OF REINCARNATION AS A REASON TO PUT OFF LIVING A VIRTUOUS LIFE
Some of the Christian churches have ruled against the concept of reincarnation, even though, as I understand it, this belief was widespread in Jesus’ day. Their point in this regard … and it is a good one, I feel … is that we might put off living a virtuous life if we believe in reincarnation. We might feel we could make up for any bad things we do in this lifetime, by living virtuously in a future lifetime.
THE CONCEPT OF REINCARNATION AS A LOGICAL CONSTRICTION ON THE NATURE OF REALITY
On the other hand, the notion of reincarnation is a way of viewing the multidimensional, multitemporal nature of the Eternal Soul from within the time-space continuum; from within the causal net in which we have placed our Awareness.
It’s this conservative point of Awareness that allows the logical mind to order incarnations in a temporal way. Thus we arrive at a method of subtraction and addition, known in Buddhist teachings, and in Theosophical lore, as karma.
THE NOTION OF TEMPORALLY AGGREGATIVE KARMA
According to this precept, we aggregate karma from lifetime to lifetime, along a string of pearls, it might be said, that represent one lifetime after another in the process of Soul learning and Soul evolution.
Good and Bad Karma
In this view, karma consists of both good and bad acts; good and bad karma thus accrue to the Soul’s chit with the Divine. This teaching is very like the Christian teaching of blessed action and sinful action, only strung out over various incarnations.
–from Link: “Merkaba and Mothership; Soul Groups and the Eternal Soul,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 2 April 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5wF ..
A MYTH OF CREATION: FREE WILL AND THE PREDATOR-PREY EXPERIMENT ON EARTH top
Channeled by Alice B. Clagett, 19 May 2015
In our many incarnations on Earth, each of us has had countless experiences both as ‘predator’ and as ‘prey’. Even in the same lifetime we may act one moment In a ‘predatory’ way, and the next as if we were ‘prey’. This dynamic is, after all, the over-chord of the 3D and lower 4D dynamic. It is the ‘dis-chord’ that creates and underlies this density, this polarity, this illusion of duality. Though it it prevalent in our experience in the lower dimensions of Earth, it is not found everywhere in the Universe. In fact, this low Earthly vibe has been, for us, a rare opportunity to experience dense polarity on the way to attaining Soul wisdom.
And so, keeping in mind that this dis-chord is a density we all chose to experience, so as to advance our own Soul wisdom, let us point no fingers. Let us place no blame. Let us feel no sense of judgment toward our fellow human beings.
We are all here together. We brave and stalwart Souls have all chosen this illusion, so that, as the New Cycle begins, we may wax ever more harmonic to the All, to the Consciousness of Christ, and to Source itself.
–from Link: “Lions and Gazelles,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed and published on 19 May 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Qt ..
THE SOUL THAT WANTED TO CHANT GOD’S NAME MORNING AND NIGHT top Written and published on 5 October 2016; revised
Well, I know a story of a person who passed on … I heard this clairaudiently … and then his Soul was thinking that maybe it would like to reincarnate. I might have told you this story … Maybe it would like to reincarnate.
And so it was mulling all that over on the astral plane, very close to me because it was somebody I used to know. And his Spirit guides came along, and they were chatting together, right? They offered him two or three different possibilities. They said: Would you like to reincarnate now?
And he said: Well, yeah, that might be good.
Like that, right? And then they said: Well, there’s a couple of possibilities…
And they kind of went off in a corner, and they talked about a couple of possibilities. And the one that they settled on was the one that I heard about. And that was: I’d like to sing God’s name for my new incarnation, my whole life long.
Apparently, they saw the slate for all over Earth, of available pregnant ladies, and they said: Ah, here’s a possibility; here in India.
You know, in India, lots of times, people spend their lives chanting God’s name, in any number of occupations. And so, he knew about India, and he said: Sure.
And so, his Soul started to descend down to the earthly plane again. The mother was willing, I assume, and he was on his way down, and then his Spirit guides said: Oh, by the way, you’re going to be a woman!
And he said: What?
He was still going down, though. And then they said: Oh, by the way, it’s a brothel in Bombay!
And he said: Oooh!
And the next instant, he was there with his mother.
THE LAW OF KARMA
So there are ups and downs of reincarnation, because of the working out of the law of karma, as Bill Ballard …
… calls them, the resolution of our magnetics; of our electromagnetic field. And other people call them the clarification of that field; the return to the great Light that we really are: Our Soul Light and our true splendor.
So this working out of karma is a very neutral kind of thing, you know?
Now I want to tell you about another instance. It is the kind of instance where you are likely to take sides; but God does not. And the Law of Karma does not; it is very neutral, ok?
–excerpted from Link: “Reincarnation, the Law of Karma, and God’s Sense of Humor,” visions by Alice B. Clagett, filmed and published on 25 September 2014; revised and republished on 18 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7mz ..
………………………………….. SECOND INCARNATIONAL STORY: THE HITLER DEATH CAMP SUBLIEUTENANTtop Written and published on 5 October 2016; revised
I know of an instance that had to do with one of the concentration camps … I wonder, could it have been Auschwitz-Birkenau? … during the Second World War in Germany, where many people of Jewish faith lost their lives. There was an instance of a person incarnated as a man … a fair-haired Caucasian man, and those were greatly favored by that regime as being a superior race.
That man was chosen to supervise this concentration camp, or to have an authoritative role in this concentration camp. And some of the things that he did … What should I say? … it is such a painful vision for me! … he did personally dispatch, with his pistol, quite a few people of Jewish culture, and many children; many families, including my own.
INCARNATIONAL STORIES BY ALICE: ALICE’S VISION OF HERSELF AND HER FAMILY IN THE CONCENTRATION CAMP
In a vision, I seemed to recall this part of his story very vividly, because at the time I was only three years old. I was a little girl three years of age. I had, in that incarnation, it seemed, a younger sister, about 2 years of age (who was my next eldest sister in today’s lifetime) and an infant brother (who was my brother in today’s lifetime). My father in that lifetime I have not met in this lifetime, but it seemed to me my mother in that lifetime was a woman meditation teacher I had in this lifetime … in fact, a devoted student of the very man who murdered her in that other lifetime, in the Nazi concentration camp.
When my family arrived at the camp, murder and death were all around us. The man with the gun told me that, if I would be his wife, I could save the lives of my family. He put a wedding ring on my finger, and after one night, I remember we stood, in the morning light, I on his right side, before my family. My father stood on my left, before us. Next to him was my mother, holding my infant brother. On my right, before me, was my younger sister.
Hope blossomed in my breast, that they would be saved. Just as I felt this, the blonde man next to me raised his handgun … a Luger, I think it is called … as if to shoot my father. I looked up, tears in my eyes, and begged him not to. With no thought at all, quick as a snake. he turned the pistol at a downward slant, because of my slight height, and shot. The bullet angled down through my left shoulder, into my body, and I feel down dead.
Yet through the ghostly vision of my astral form, suddenly freed from physical form in this time of great distress, I saw this man raise his pistol and, with utter sangfroid, murder every member of my family, except for my young sister. Then, taking the wedding ring from my lifeless hand, he placed it on the finger of my sister …
. . . . .
The list is very long, of the murders that this man did during that time. Now, he did not think of it, at that time, as that. His thought was that it would be better for the world if people of Jewish culture were all dead. He obviously didn’t believe in reincarnation. And he had a great list of atrocities to his name.
Now, keep in mind that this is all a game. It is like playing a game of football, you know? One team, maybe, plays a lot rougher than another team. But in the long run, through the incarnations, the teams keep getting switched.
So on one incarnation, you are in the rough team. And you are always winning the football games; your team wins all the time.
And in the next incarnation, what do you know? You are in the gentle side that always gets smashed; the side that is always losing.
On and on it goes like this; you may go 1-2-3 on the rough side, and then 4-5-6 on the gentle side. But it has to even out for you.
So, to get back to this gentleman who was doing what he felt to be the right thing for Earth, in the concentration camps … he passed on. So after a while, he decided to reincarnate. Before I talk about that, though, I should include a little more about his concentration camp experience;
Part of the thing he did over there [in the concentration camp] had to do with rape … You know, that was commonplace there. And part of it had to do with killing. So when he decided to reincarnate, how he must have phrased it … I am gathering this after the fact … is that he did not want to rape any longer. And that was what he said to his Spirit guides, apparently. So he came back.
And I can only imagine, on his way down, the Spirit guides saying: How’s it going?
He is saying: I’m going down; I’ve determined it.
And he gets about half way down, and the Spirit guides say: By the way, you’re going to be Jewish!
And that, in fact, is apparently what happened; he became Jewish. Now when he was born, because of his very recent past lifetime, as soon as he found out he was Jewish, he felt that life was not worth living. And that is because, in the past lifetime, he thought that Jewish people were not worth existing on Earth. In other words, he has gone through his life never knowing why he felt that way, but in fact, his past lifetime determined that.
And in addition, at an early age, he suffered a self-inflicted genital mutilation that made it impossible for him to rape anyone physically.
GOD’S SENSE OF HUMOR AND OUR SOUL HEALING
Now where does God’s sense of humor come in? The sense of humor comes in, first of all, if you can imagine he became that which he previously felt was unworthy of being alive … There is a balancing of energies going on there, you see?
And the second thing that happened was that the form his ‘not raping’ took was so unexpected. The opposite acting out from raping is to rape oneself in that way; to mutilate one’s genitals.
And further, he had built up a very large samskara, a prenatal tendency, by all those deaths that had happened; he had built up a huge tendency to kill and to rape. And so, what happened was that his astral body, his emotional body, carried those tendencies into the astral realm.
And so, while he was sleeping, and while his mental mind was not working, he was out there actually attempting to kill people on the astral plane with his hatred, that was part of that prenatal tendency. And also to rape people, through the words that were stored in his second chakra (in his lower body) from his previous lifetime.
Now this may seem pretty horrible to you, but in fact, this is the way that the law of karma works. And if you stand back from it … if you stand back and just look at it neutrally …
You will see energetics at work that need to be resolved.
You will see clarification of the energy body that needs to take place.
And you won’t be thinking so much about the right and wrong of the Earthly roles that we undertake in various lifetimes. Because over many lifetimes, they are bound to even out. And all of us, every single one of us right now, needs to do a huge amount of clearing.
It is like football, you know? We win, we lose; we lose, we win! It goes on and on, and finally, at the end of the day, everybody has to tend to their injuries. Everybody gets in the hospital. Everybody does their best to cure what is ailing them from all of these injuries that they have received, over the dramatic display of the third dimensional duality game.
Well, do not be shocked! I will probably come up with some more of this from time to time, because I have finally come up with the point of view that it is interesting. It is like a Light show and Dark show, flickering like a movie.
And it is not that important. But it is important to heal our wounding and to cure ourselves of all of the cellular memories, the trauma that we’ve incurred over all the lifetimes.
Well, if you find yourself in that situation, or if you notice that you have been in the football game, do not feel bad, ok? It is just a game …
–excerpted from Link: “Reincarnation, the Law of Karma, and God’s Sense of Humor,” visions by Alice B. Clagett, filmed and published on 25 September 2014; revised and republished on 18 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7mz ..
WHAT BECAME OF HITLER’S INNER CIRCLE? top Written and published on 5 October 2016; revised
THOSE WHO ENDURED CAPITAL PUNISHMENT
For every action there is a reaction; violence begets violence. When people are executed, through the righteous indignation of the world’s people, that is hardly the end of it. The Souls of those who experience capital punishment, through the brutal clarity of their demise, and of their intendedly permanent excision from the society of other human beings, haunt the living with intent toward violence far longer than the Souls of those who suffer a milder death. And then, according to karmic law, they reincarnate with even greater tendency to perpetrate evil on humankind.
THOSE WHO ESCAPED TO SOUTH AMERICA
And what of those of Hitler’s inner circle who escaped the great leveling after the end of World War II? What of those who escaped to South America with pilfered wealth and lived on for many years? The leader of an extremist group may feel he is ‘top dog’, but in truth he is but the slave of the demon realm, both now and hereafter. The atrocities he has committed will have coarsened the matter of his astral body. In the afterlife, he or she will experience a great burning sensation (termed by some ‘the fires of Hell’) as his coarse astral matter slowly dissolves. At great length, he may go on to the heaven worlds for Soul learning. When he reincarnates, it will be with all the samskaras accumulated in the latest, and in all past lifetimes.
THOSE WHO ‘WALKED INTO’ THE BODIES OF YOIUNG CHILDREN
What of those of Hitler’s inner circle who aggregated to themselves psychic powers, such as the power to rule men’s minds through misuse of psychic powers granted to them by God? What, for instance, of those who mastered the art of walking into the bodies of young children, so as to avoid the clear outcome of painful suffering in the afterlife?
According to Spirit, there are one or two such people, among those of Hitler’s inner circle, who managed this feat. But have they escaped their karma? No, they have not.
Into the relatively feeble body of the young child whose Soul they have displaced, they bring the miry net of their many criminal propensities. Overnight, or very soon, the personality of the youngster who has been walked into will be seen by his parents or caregivers to have changed completely. This child, hitherto perhaps mild or shy, will begin to perform seemingly inexplicable acts of barbarism against his family and childhood friends. This sociopathic behavioral pattern will continue on through his lifetime. So while the experience of the ‘fires of hell’ has been delayed, the aggregation to his etheric net of karmic distortions of the Light will continue apace, and the future of his Soul will be further compromised.
REINCARNATION OF THE SOULS IN HITLER’S INNER CIRCLE
For a Soul that chooses to participate in demonic activities, the thread of pearls known as a Soul’s incarnations, or grounded experiences on our planet Earth, will not be confined to one faith alone, or to the same gender as before.
Here is a case in point: What became of Hitler’s inner circle, who were were responsible for the Jewish Holocaust in the name of the philosophy of Consequentialism? According to Spirit, and quite to the contrary of what might be anticipated, a number of these people have reincarnated as Jews who have taken the last step past the philosophy of Consequentialism, into the realm of Ethical Egoism. (1) According to Spirit, one who was then male has now incarnated as a female. One who was then female has now incarnated as male. And others, who were then male or female, have reincarnated as the same gender.
According to Spirit, in these times, they are repeating the pattern of atrocities aspired to and often committed during the Hitler era, only, because of their placement on Earth during a time when World War is not taking place, their acts of atrocity necessarily are of smaller scale.
–excerpted from Link: “Disclosure and the Fate of Religious Radical Extremists,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 5 October 2016; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6dd ..
ONE EGO ENCAPSULATED IN ANOTHER; BODY CO-TENANCY AND SOUL EVOLUTION top Filmed on 16 August 2016; published on 17 August 2016; revised on 11 October 2018
INTRODUCTION: ON FETUS IN FETU SOUL CLEARING
I would like to talk to you about an instance of fetus in fetu: That’s an encapsulated fetus inside the fetus of the sister. And I would like also to talk about several other incarnations of the encapsulated twin. And about medical ethics.
As to fetus in fetu: This happens, from time to time; one in 500,000 births in the world, it happens. And there are other variants on this theme, that I will try to figure out later. But this is the one … through clair stories and through Soul clearing … that I found to take place during this current Lion’s Gate … this incredible roaring in of grace and Light and love and joy that’s happening early in August 2016.
So really, I had no idea about it; I didn’t know, until all of a sudden, the whole thing unfolded, in the type of Soul clearing that one is certain is true, in our limited sense of third and fourth dimensional duality. So this was an etheric net clearing, and an electromagnetic field clearing, that took place.
PHILOSOPHICAL THOUGHTS ON THE HUMAN BODY
First, I would like to show you the concept … the world view within which I hold this sacred information that I am about to impart. My concept is Theosophical in nature. I believe that everyone has Soul … a great Soul field. And, when expressing itself in physical form … as is the case for you and me, in the world today … the Soul carries within it a number of subtle bodies, and the physical body, all of them, together, comprising the experience of life on Earth, in physical form.
For instance, we have the physical body. Many people stop right there: Physical body! …
We have Ego, which is a feature of humankind; and which is rare in the Universe: The notion that I Am an individual … That egoic sense of consciousness: I Am a point of Light. I Am a point of Awareness.
We have the etheric net. We have the Lower Mental Body. And the Higher Mental Body, of which I have spoken. We have the astral form. We have the Causal Body. We have the Body of Light. Those are the subtle bodies that I am more or less working with, and familiar with. And there may be more, for all I know.
All of these subtle bodies work together, harmoniously, to create the most dense of human experiences: That of being in form on Earth. In a physical body.
So from that standpoint, from that Theosophical philosophical standpoint, I’m going to discuss this unique perspective on Ego.
HOW A SOUL CLEARING HEARD ON THE ASTRAL PLANE DIFFERS ROM THE ASTRAL STORIES
The story that unfolded, regarding two past incarnations and the current incarnation of this person who cleared. went like this … I will explain it chronologically, even though the earlier incarnation was not known till later in the clearing process.
The clearing did not take that long, but the buildup was over the years. The clearing took maybe an hour, max. I heard about it on the astral plane. There was a big difference between what I heard in the clearing, and the astral stories that I hear.
Hearing a Soul clearing is unique, in texture and flavor and the impact of the Light. And the change in the person … in the person’s Soul signature … afterwards, is immense. It cannot be mistaken.
Especially the first Soul clearing, during this process, is just totally life transformational. So but anyway, I’m going to tell you this story, which took me aback, I’ll tell you! I could never have envisioned something like this, or known about something like this.
PRIOR INCARNATIONS OT TWO SOULS: WARTIME TRAUMATIC DEATHS OF A MOTHER AND CHILD
It went like this: There was an incarnation in which this person was a child, a toddler. And its mother was a young mother. It was a time of war in Europe … maybe World War II. There were bombs coming down all around.
And the mother sought shelter in a little hut. There, something happened, and she received a mortal injury, in the form of a gaping wound in the right side of her abdomen. The little child … the toddler … was terrified of what was happening, and tried to crawl into the wound to protect itself, even as the mother lay dying. And then the child also received a fatal injury.
As the child died, its one wish apparently was, that it would have a safe place to be, inside her tummy.
They say, in the Theosophical texts, that sudden death causes some trouble … because all the subtle bodies are not prepared for the death. And that goes for suicide and accidents of this nature. Wartime accidents that result in death are especially traumatic, I’ll bet …
Link: “The Astral Body and Other Astral Phenomena,” compiled by Arthur E. Powell, published 1927, Quest Book edition 1973, copyright The Theosophical Publishing House, London, Ltd. 1965 … See “Chapter XV: The After-Death Life: Special Cases,” page 136, the first paragraph beginning “There is practically …” through page 138, the third paragraph ending “… as circumstances permit.”
So but anyway, there were these two Souls … the mother and the child … in that situation. And it was terribly traumatic for both of them. As you might imagine, the mother was, no doubt, trying to protect not only herself, but also her young child. Then both passed on.
NEXT INCARNATIONS: ONE TWIN FEMALE FETUS ENCAPSULATED IN THE OTHER
And then, the next incarnation had to do with both of them again. So what happens, the mother was born as a girl child. Inside her, in a situation that is very rare … one in 500,000 births involves this … inside of her was her twin, encapsulated inside her abdomen. This is a medical condition known as fetus in fetu … It means one fetus is inside the other …
Typically, when this happens, the fetus that is encapsulated inside its twin, does not really develop normally: A certain limb … one limb, maybe … one organ maybe … but no head … and then there may be … I’m not certain of this … an encapsulating sheath. And then there’s a way that it can receive blood and nutrients from its twin … sort of like an umbilical cord.
They do not really know why this happens. I thought maybe the two twins had shared umbilical cords, that were conjoined in a ‘Y’ shape, with the bottom of the ‘Y’ attached to the mother’s placenta … That maybe the one twin … the one that had been a toddler that had really wanted to be inside its mother in a prior, very traumatic way … somehow found itself, at the tiniest embryo stage, going back to the junction of the ‘Y’ … inside of that umbilical cord. So it would have had to have been very very small at that stage. And then going up the umbilical cord, and into the twin. But I don’t see anything in the literature that admits of that.
Yet this one person that remembers this clearing, remembers that happening … crawling up the umbilical cord, into its twin sister. But in the medical literature, what they say is, they do not really know, but there are several different hypotheses; one of them being that the larger twin somehow encompasses the smaller twin.
For instance, according to Wikipedia article on fetus in fetu: “Very early in a monozygotic twin pregnancy, in which both fetuses share a common placenta, one fetus wraps around and envelops the other.” –from Link: “Fetus in Fetu,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fetus_in_fetu ..
So that might fit, too, from the perspective of the Soul that had enacted the mother role: A wish, with her dying breath, that she would want the child safe back in her womb. From her point of view, when this encapsulation of the twin fetus occurred, she might have wrapped herself around it … or felt that she was encompassing and protecting it.
And from the point of view of the toddler that is the Soul that became the encapsulated fetus … It might have wanted to seek safety and comfort inside the belly of what was now its sister.
So, setting aside the medical records, from that perspective, it seems to me that there is a logical, from the point of view of Soul purpose, Soul mission, and Soul evolution, for these sorts of events occasionally to occur; maybe connected with what you might call Sudden Death Soul Syndrome.
So, very soon after that initial wartime experience where both passed on, this other situation occurred where they became twins, and one encapsulated the other, and then the Soul that had priorly been the mother, in that new situation gave birth to what she thought was just one, stillborn and deformed girl child … but in fact it was twins.
AFTER BIRTH: THE TWIN SISTERS, ONE ENCAPSULATED IN THE OTHER’S BODY … AND HINTS OF A PRIOR ‘ROMEO AND JULIET’ TRAUMATIC LIFETIME THEY MAY HAVE SHARED
So the story gets even more dramatic. And from the point of view of the duality play, I have never known a more dramatic story. For five years, there was this encapsulated situation, in which the one Soul was fully present, and aware of that tiny body inside of its twin sister.
Feeling of the Larger Twin
And the other Soul, the bigger sister, felt within it the presence of this other Soul, the encapsulated twin, as if it were an invasion of its own personal space … which certainly, from the Western perspective of each Soul typically having its own body, was true.
Co-Tenancy: An Admirably Eccentric Soul Solution
I have a different take on this. I think of it, in Soul evolution terms, as a Soul agreement for Co-Tenancy … to a certain extent … in one human form. So in this case, the ‘home base’, as it were, for the smaller twin, was the encapsulated tissue of the twin girl, and that contained an exterior sexual organ, and just one arm. stunted in growth.
A Prior ‘Romeo and Juliet’ Lifetime
So that particular aspect of the encapsulated fetus, I feel, has to do with another lifetime that these two Souls shared … something to do with a romantic lifetime, in which one of them passed on with a wish to continue to be the lover of the other one. In other words, lovers torn asunder by death. Like that. So within their Souls was still this longing … in these multiple layers of incarnational experience …
Fulfillment of Two Dying Wishes at Once
So there we had the fulfillment of two dying requests in this current, very efficient, incarnation … in solving two Soul wishes at the same time. So that encapsulated aspect of the smaller twin was pretty much sexual, I think, in incarnational significance. Here was this smaller twin girl, who, at the onset of puberty for the larger twin, might increase, somehow, the sexual urge of the larger twin, because of the type of tissue that was present in the smaller twin.
And so in this regard, it might be considered the fulfillment of that ‘Romeo and Juliet’ promise of some unknown, prior lifetime … for the two of them, where they did not want to be separated as lovers, you see?
Relative Insignificance of Gender in Incarnational Soul Solutions
Of course, incarnationally, gender has very little to do with the expression of Soul longing. And in this case, the longing was made incarnate through this very unusual means of fetus in fetu. But how might a ‘Romeo and Juliet’ death wish be fulfilled in an incarnation in which both Souls were girls?
It actually did not come down to that issue, we will see, in that the Soul of the smaller twin exited that body before the onset of puberty. But in a way, it was true, because at the onset of puberty, the tissues that were there … that had been the home of the smaller twin … did most likely have an effect upon the hormonal balance of the larger twin. (I know this is a bit complicated.)
Feeling of the Smaller Twin
All right, so meantime, on to the smaller twin. The smaller twin was experiencing great anguish during these five years because, here it was, incarnate, but locked up inside what was like a prison of flesh, that was what had been its own sister; in a prior incarnation, its own mother; and in a prior incarnation; its own lover.
It could not see anything. It had no sensory input. It had no eyes, no ears, no mouth, no nose … none of the normal tactile sensations. Maybe a sense of pressure or pain, and that’s about all. But the Soul, the Awareness, the Truth of the multidimensional being was still there, imprisoned, as it were, in the flesh of its twin.
At times, as the clearing unfolded, between the two of them talking together … at times there was a feeling that this encapsulated twin would want to get higher in the body of its sister, and it would work its way up higher. And the twin sister would feel a sense of horror that something was in her, and was moving in her. Something knobby was moving inside her. She, not knowing what was going on, right?
Martians as Co-Tenants of Our Human Form
This reminds me a little of the channeling I did on the Martian Bacterial Colonists that live in our colons …
Link: “Compendium of the Martian Archives: Bacterial Colonists of Earth,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 9 July 2017; updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7sz ..
.. and the scene in the 2018 movie “Annihilation,” where a military person in the ‘Shimmer’ cuts open the intestine of a fellow combatant, to reveal an intestine writhing like a snake …
I suggest this link only be viewed by children if their parents consent; my thought is a child need not be frightened by it … Link: “Annihilation (2018) Exclusive “Carved” Clip HD | In Theaters Now!,” by BD Horror Trailers and Clips,” 22 February 2018 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmAaEJGXkP8 ..
One might conceive of this movie clip as an expectable, horrified response, from an egoic stance, to the notion that the Martian bacteria colonize our human bodies, and think of us as their very own Space Stations.
In my own way of thinking, the Martian ‘invasion’ of our bodies is really a benign agreement to Co-Tenancy, with benefits to both the Martian bacteria, and to us, their human hosts, in terms of protection from the Terrible Ant Beings (in their case) and assistance with the digestive process (in our case).
Instances of fetus in fetu are another expression of Co-Tenancy, no more unusual than the shape and tenor of the Martian-Human alliance, here on Earth.
Feeling of the Larger Twin That She Was Being Mind Controlled
And then at night, apparently, when the larger twin was asleep, the Awareness, and the astral form … which there must have been … of this second twin would attempt to take over her mind and her consciousness.
And so, she had a feeling that she was being Mind Controlled. But what her smaller twin wanted to do was to express itself in the physical world in the way that a child usually does.
So it would ask her to twitch a limb, or like that. It would try to create, with the Will of the Soul, some sense of change in the physical body of its sister.
My guess is … now this is just a guess; I know about the twitches, but I don’t know about this … It is possible that it was able to take over her mind, from time to time, when she was sleeping, and cause her to sleepwalk. I would have to ask her that, to know that. I do not know for sure.
But it seems likely to me, that a Soul caught in such a situation would want to try … as Co-Tenant of the body … to take over the body’s volition from time to time; not in a bad way, but just because it would want to see, you know? It would want to experience the world. It would want to feel things with its skin, and so forth.
TRANSFER OF THE SMALLER TWIN’S SOUL TO A NEW INCARNATION AS A YOUNGER BROTHER OF THE LARGER TWIN SISTER
Apparently the anguish of the smaller twin became so great that, when the mother of the twins became pregnant again, it made the decision to remove itself from its presence in the smaller twin body, and accept, as its body, the form of a boy that was growing in the twins’ mother’s womb.
So the Soul went from an incarnation as an encapsulated, malformed … you could say ‘partly formed’ … girl, in which it lived for over five years (including gestation) … over to it’s mother’s well formed fetus which was masculine in aspect.
So then luckily, the pregnancy terminated favorably; a beautiful baby boy was born. And he became very, very close to his sister, who was five years older than he. He and his sister were very, very close; closer than most people … almost as close as twins. As you can imagine, because their most recent experience was of identical twinship that was closer than any in which the forms are separate. They were sharing a body back then. And that’s very rare.
SOUL WOUNDING THAT OCCURRED WHEN THE SIBLINGS REACHED PUBERTY
They continued quite close for nine years. When the brother was about nine years old, the sister was about 14, or possibly 16 [the astral stories kept forming and reforming, regarding this]. She had already reached puberty, and he was just reaching puberty.
It seems that the onset of puberty caused the encapsulated twin body (but not Soul) that was still growing inside of the sister to grow quite a bit. I am guessing this had to do with hormones, and the fact that the tissue of the encapsulated twin included sexual organs. I will bet that had something to do with it.
So there came a point at which the older sister ‘s stomach became very large. And her mother thought that she was pregnant. And because the boy and his older sister were so close, she thought that her son had caused a pregnancy.
So the sister went for an abortion. And from the mother’s perspective, what was found was a fetus that was malformed … ‘though, in fact, what was there was her own malformed child that she had unknowingly given birth to,14 or 16 years prior. But she thought that it was the daughter’s child.
And further, she thought that her beautiful baby boy had done something terrible to his sister; by that she meant, had had intimate relations with his sister. And that the fetus that was born was malformed because he had done something very stupid and very bad. And she told him that, in no uncertain terms.
The things that she told him, were so Soul shattering for him, that they stuck with him for the rest of his life, until the Soul clearing, which took place a few weeks ago. So the story had a good ending.
THE SOUL CLEARING THAT TOOK PLACE DURING THE LION’S GATE IN AUGUST 2016
As Soul stories go, the above is a pretty good one; because massive problems that present themselves, such as occurred in this very tangled story that I am telling you right now, may succeed in Soul clearing, but they may not succeed, you know? It all depends. There is the question of luck, and providence, and grace.
In this case, great grace descended, and the Soul clearing took place for all these incarnations. It is very cool. So but to continue … because there is quite a bit to this …
Many years passed, and the sister and the brother were parted. Yet they maintained a close connection over the years. Just recently, they discovered about the medical term fetus in fetu, and realized that they had been twins together for five years.
They put all of their nightmares together, about the days when one could not move, and was unable to perceive what was going on, unless it logged onto the physical or astral senses of the sleeping twin, the older sister. And also, he logged onto her terrible fears about having someone else invading her space and being inside her body.
And when they remembered those feelings, and put all that together, it all went away, in a flash of Light! It was really incredible.
When they remembered, and pieced it all together on the astral plane, after some talking together, as I understand it, things are much better. As I understand it, the astral plane is much more quiet, between the two of them, as if they have resolved great issues. Multi-incarnational issues have been resolved there. And great Soul wisdom has accrued. This is wonderful.
I do feel there are some more issues that remain to be resolved with them, to do with that long-lost romance. You know the despair of lovers when they are forced apart! It could have been almost like “Romeo and Juliet” … that strong a thing that happened.
And so, like most of us here on Earth, they still have a few ends to tie up. But once we get past that first great clearing, it is much, much easier.
–from Link: “Ego 2: One Ego Encapsulated in Another; Body Co-Tenancy and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 August 2016; published on 17 August 2016; revised on 11 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-613 ..
THE YOUNG BOY WHO BECAME A CANNIBAL top Written and published on 11 May 2016
WHAT CAUSES WALLING OFF OF PERSONALITY? WHAT CAUSES PEOPLE TO BECOME ANTISOCIAL ‘PERSONALITIES’?
Catastrophic Childhood Experiences … A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
What would cause the personality to be walled up inside the head? I propose the cause may be a traumatic early childhood experience that made expression of personal self too dangerous to be allowed. Here is a case study from the clair hearing and the clair viewing realm:
A very young boy has been sexually abused by his father, an itinerant farm worker who had a drinking habit, and several times had treated him as a female sexual object through rectal rape. In addition, while very drunk one night, he had carved his son’s penis into a curlecue shape, then afterwards laughed and said that it looked like a ‘pig tail’.
Another incident occurs when the child is 5 years of age: Mother and child are in a remote rural farmhouse in the partly wooded part of the United States that lies between the Appalachians and the great prairies of the Midwest. There is an infant baby brother. The father disappeared some weeks ago, looking for work. The family is hungry, and the mother has no means of seeking food. The mother is lying in bed, drowsing off, and begins to have a sexual fantasy.
Because of the father’s prior act of genital mutilation, the boy has second-chakra (sexual chakra) Soul wounding … In the energy of that chakra, the emotions of fear, hatred, pain, and desire for sex are knit up and spinning together. Then, while the father is away, the young boy climbs into his mother’s bed as she has a sexual fantasy. He is intrigued by the sexual thought-forms she is emanating. With irritation, a swift movement of her arm, she sweeps him off the bed.
The boy feels terrible anger; perhaps this might be termed ‘sexual rage’. Grabbing a box of matches, he sets the house on fire and runs out. The house goes up like tinder; his mom and his baby brother are burnt to death.
A few neighbors come running, and one drags the charred body of his mother out of the house. Her body is lying on the ground, head to the north and feet to the south, a little to the east of the door of the still smoldering farmhouse. She is lying nearly on her back, but her body is contorted and slightly bent, so that it arcs to the right (to the west), and her left hip is slightly off the ground. The 5-year-old boy is standing right beside her, near the middle of her body, on the other side from the farmhouse.
As the child watches, his heart filled with terror, his mother’s jaw falls open. For a moment, he thinks she is alive, and he feels a wild hope that she if coming back to life. Then he feels a pain in his empty stomach. He is so hungry! He longs for his mother to feed him, as she has always done.
He notices that her arm, charred black and cooked by the heat of the conflagration in the house, looks edible. He tries a tiny bite.
This sets the stage for a life of cannibalism. His sex drive is bound up in the most traumatic of memories of betrayal by his father, then desertion by the father, then sexual shunning by the mother while she was in a semi-somnambulant state. Then the child’s act of rage, the setting fire to the family home, results in loss of the mother. He eats a little of his mother’s cooked flesh to satisfy his hunger.
After that, he remembers being completely alone, sitting within sight of the burned-down farmhouse, in a cleared field surrounded by forest, for 3 days, at which time a neighbor wanders by and takes him in. (I cannot figure how this could have happened. If the neighbors stopped by because of the fire, would they not have taken him in? But maybe they did take him in, and then he wandered back to the farmhouse by himself? Thus he could have been alone and in shock for 3 days. I later thought that the sitting in the field by the forest for 3 days was part of another person’s catastrophic childhood experience; that might also explain it.)
What happens during those first few days after the catastrophic childhood event? The shock of all this is too much for the child to process in a socialized way. Further, there is no one to guide him to resolution of these memories in a socialized way, as his Higher Mental Body, and his adult brain, are still in the process of maturing.
A cascade of notions occurs, which sets the recent events in a kind of order. This is an instantaneous cobbling together of emotions, events, and thought forms, of the Lower Mental Body (the gut brain, or subconscious mind). Everything seems to fit together right, but the conclusions drawn do not conform to societal expectations and social notions of ‘conscience’.
The thought that he has caused the destruction of his family is too much for him. And so he blames his mother for not leaving the house soon enough. Had she wished to survived, she would have, would she not? No, she desired to abandon him. That was why she stayed inside the house. It is her fault that he is alone.
He is all alone in the world. There is no such thing as family.
He reaches out his mind into the noosphere; he feels there are no other beings on Earth but himself. The other people that he sees with his physical eyes, to his new world view are but ‘parts’ of himself … they are parts of his own mind.
Some are ‘good parts’ … and these are the people he can mind control to do his bidding.
Some are ‘bad parts’ … and these are people not susceptible to mind control (more on this below)
It is far too dangerous to feel sexual toward a woman who is awake and alive; for him to express sexuality toward a woman, she must be dead.
He can obtain mother’s love by killing and eating a woman.
His father may return and rescue him, he feels (though, in fact, his father does not). This, at that deeply traumatic turning point in his childhood, is the only ray of light.
The father mutilated his penis. Someone, in his world view, must be ok, a safe harbor; that person must be his father. From this he derives that it is all right for him, the son, to practice genital mutilation on himself and other men, just as his father, who must have been a good person, did to him.
The father was strong and was able to injure his young manhood; he must choose as sexual partners those who are weak (more on this below)
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WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THE CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD TRAUMA OF ANTISOCIAL ‘PERSONALITIES’?
The cause of this kind of catastrophic early childhood trauma has to do with Soul choices in prior incarnations. It has also to do with the decision of the Soul … in conference with its guardian angels … as to what direction to take in the current incarnation. Let me offer an instance based on the clair story of the 5-year-old described above. Here is the clair intel regarding this person’s prior incarnations …
He Incarnated, 9th Century BCE, as the Prophet Elijah
He incarnated, 9th century BCE, as the Prophet Elijah. In that lifetime he was associated with ritual circumcision of boys … in the current lifetime this is expressed (after much accumulation of Soul wounding during intervening incarnations) in this way …
Today this person is leader of a small group of people, which offers socially acceptable cover for the ongoing atrocities committed by his desire elemental. One ‘dreamlike’ sexual tableau enacted by the group: One of his present-day male followers grabs and holds immobile another male follower (who has already been circumcised in the normal medical way in childhood). Then the leader of the group whips out a knife, cuts off the skin on the head of the captive’s penis, pops it in his mouth, and swallows it.
He Incarnated, Between Approximately 110 and 970 BCE, as King David of the United Kingdom of Israel and Judah
He incarnated, between approximately 110 and 970 BCE, as King David of the United Kingdom of Israel and Judah. In consolidating his kingdom, he waged wars against neighboring tribes. Some term these wars genocide. This set the stage for a succeeding incarnation …
He Incarnated During the Lifetime of Hitler, Serving as One of Hitler’s Right-hand Men (1933 to 1945)
He incarnated, during the lifetime of Hitler, serving as one of Hitler’s right-hand men (1933 to 1945) for the genocide of the concentration camps that snuffed out the lives of Jews, Poles, Romanis, Soviets, Jehovah’s Witnesses, communists, homosexuals, and those with mental and physical disabilities. He was personally responsible for the slaughter of about 5,000 men, women, and children, standing quite close to them and using a handgun … perhaps a Luger.
During this time he also raped many toddler girls before killing them and their families. He had a wedding ring that he would offer them, telling them that, if they would ‘marry’ him, then their families would be spared. The next day, he would gather the family, and kill them all. There is an element of sexual promise, and then betrayal of promise here.
The experiences of this lifetime set the stage for his slaughter of four wives in the current lifetime, though they were wives in name only … for the moment he desired them, he would kill them, so that he could safely have sex with them. So here we have, once again, the theme of sexual promise, and then betrayal of promise.
He Incarnated in Today’s World as the Antisocial ‘Personality’ Described Above
Karma. He incarnated in today’s world as the antisocial ‘personality’ described above. On descent into form, he carried the karma of one lifetime of genital mutilation and two lifetimes of genocide. His Soul’s wish, on descent into form, was to kill less people than he had in his most recent prior lifetime; in this lifetime, his Soul feels happy that he has killed no more than 2,000.
Current Lifetime Soul Wounding to Do with Father. The Soul wounding he experienced in this lifetime, of his father mutilating his genitals, may have to do with a desire he expressed to his guardian angels, just before incarnating, to avoid perpetrating the rapes that occurred in the Nazi lifetime; however, it has backfired, and is expressing as sadomasochistic sexual scenarios.
Current Lifetime Soul Wounding to Do with Mother. The second instance of Soul wounding in this lifetime, the loss of the mother and the need to eat her flesh to obtain motherly love, may express the overbalancing of the Divine Masculine that occurred in the prior 3 incarnations detailed above. In a sense, the current incarnation represents the ‘death of the Mother’ … the nearly complete loss of the Divine Feminine energy, which might express itself, through acted out subconscious symbolism, as …
Sincere advocation of euthanization of elderly people, especially elderly women
Advocation of abortion, whether physically or psychically induced
Sacrifice of the lives of women, involving ritual cannibalism … such as eating the still throbbing heart
Making money off of any of the above … this would have to do with the notion that death of the mother will provide something to eat … sustenance (or by extension, the notions of ‘financial advantage’ and ‘abundance’)
Crime Makeover. Because of a past criminal record, our putative antisocial ‘personality’ has had cosmetic facial surgery to avoid detection by law enforcement.
Lifestyle. He is a recluse, does not indulge in the social media, and limits his circle of communication to his mind-controlled group. His communications are mostly not personally conveyed, but conveyed through an intermediary, on both the physical and the astral planes.
Because of the early childhood genital wounding by his father, he has had cosmetic surgery on his penis. Though the penis looks normal, it is not capable of achieving an erection. Also, the reconstructed penis has no ‘touch’ sensation. My thought on this is that, in agreement with his guardian angels at the moment of incarnation into this lifetime, he desired not to rape people.
–excerpted from Link: “Thoughts on What Causes Antisocial ‘Personality’,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 11 May 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5g7 ..
CONTROLLERS top Written and published on 4 March 2018
WAKING OBSESSION BY THE CONTROLLERS
If a person makes more and more negative choices in life … choices of living in a state of anger, or fear, or despair, for instance … these visits may become more frequent. A person may be going about their day, and suddenly, a Controller sweeps down upon him. Suddenly, his behavior changes … as if from Day to Night … and a mild-mannered Dr. Jekyll becomes the ‘raving maniac’ Mr. Hyde …
He may have been happily returning from an evening church service to his car. The Controller descends upon him, and his aspect and demeanor shift to sullen, glowering! … Then he turns to rape and murder an approaching woman who is returning from the same church service to his car.
He may be attending a policy-setting board meeting. Everyone there is straight-laced and formal. The discussion is polite, emotionally distanced. Words are chosen with care. Everyone there is doing their utmost to impress everyone else with their knowledge of decorum. A man stands up to speak to the gathering. All of a sudden, the Controller descends upon him, and Satanic diatribe spews from his mouth! The audience is stunned, quaking with fear. Then someone stands up and recites those time-honored words: Satan! Be gone! … and the speech of the obsessed man returns to the social norm.
24/7 POSSESSION BY THE CONTROLLERS
To get back to the topic of ‘the Cabal’ and ‘the Illuminati’ … There are people alive in the world today, who have made very unusual Soul choices, down through many incarnations. These are people who have devoted themselves to the Dark for long ages. Consequently, the Controllers may hover in and around them all their lives; theirs is a state of entity possession, and not one of entity obsession. These are the people we erroneously call ‘the Controllers’.
THOSE WHO WILL CHOOSE NOT TO ASCEND
While there is great hope for almost all humankind during this Ascension process, there are a handful … and among those, a few of the people obsessed 24-7 by the astral Controllers … who will chose not to ascend.
Those Who Will Journey Off-World to Slave Planets
Some may chose, after passing on, to journey with the Controllers, to their home worlds, as slaves of those beings.
As Christ said, after casting a devil out of a man: “Or else how can one enter into a strong man’s house, and spoil his goods, except he first bind the strong man? and then he will spoil his house.” — Matthew 12:29 (KJV, public domain) …
I take from this, and from the rest of this passage, that while a Godly man can cast a devil out of a person who is obsessed, the obsessed man cannot do so, because he has been bound down by Satan.
How, then was he bound down? In the next verse, Christ said: “He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.” .. Matthew 12:30 (KJV, public domain) …
To me, this means that by aligning our hearts, our minds and our wills with those of Christ, we can avoid the fate of being wrenched away from Earth, to some less than savory locale whose master is of the Dark.
Those Who Will Return to an Animal State
Others, for whom the ‘silver cord’ that knits the Lower Mind to the Higher Mind has sundered, due to distortions of the Light, cannot hope to reincarnate as human beings. To their lot is the slow descent into the animal kingdom, into the feral, instinctual state, and back to the incontrovertible imperatives of the reptilian mind unfettered by conscience or moral stance. These we term ‘Dark Souls’.
–excerpted from Link: “Controllers,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8rB ..
CAN PEOPLE WHO HAVE LED DEPRAVED LIVES RE-INCARNATE AS SOULLESS BEINGS IN HUMAN FORM? top Written and published on 10 April 2017; revised
At first I felt as Annie Besant regarding the fate of people who have lived a depraved life. I still do so believe, within the perspective of causal stream through one timeline. I later developed a theory that one Soul might choose to experience incarnational extremes of good and evil, the incarnation of which Annie Besant speaks being that of extreme evil.
To balance Soul wisdom, the Soul might also choose an incarnation of extreme good, such as that of a Lightworker, Wayshower, Gatekeeper, or Healer of humankind. In balance, then, the great Darkness of the one dimension or timeline would weigh out against the great Light of the other dimension or timeline.
The Soul itself, being eternal, would at the end of its temporospatial adventure reunite with God, though its Awareness in the one very evil incarnation might result in return to the animal state. –Alice B. Clagett
ANNIE BESANT ON THE REINCARNATED, SOULLESS MAN: IS THIS WHAT WE TERM THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
In “The Seven Principles of Man” (1892) Annie Besant proposes a pretty scary thing: The reincarnation of a person who has lost his Higher Principles through acts of depravity in a prior lifetime. This person, as she describes it, is but a cunning animal in human form …
“There remains the third possibility for Kâma-Manas,[desire-mind] to which we must now turn our attention, the fate spoken of earlier as ‘terrible in its consequences, which may befall the kâmic [desire] principle’.
“It may break away from its source made one with Kâma[desire] instead of with the higher Manas [mind]. This is fortunately, a rare event, as rare at one pole of human life as the complete re-union with the higher Manas is rare at the other. But still the possibility remains and must be stated.
“The personality may be so strongly controlled by Kâma that, in the struggle between the kâmic and manasic elements, the victory may remain wholly with the former. The lower Manas may become so enslaved that its essence may become, as it were, frayed thinner and thinner by the constant rub and strain, until at last persistent yielding to the promptings of desire bears its inevitable fruit, and the slender link which unites the higher to the lower Manas, the ‘silver thread that binds it to the Master’ (aka ‘silver cord’), snaps in two. Then, during earth-life, the Lower Quaternary is wrenched away from the Triad to which it was linked, and the Higher Nature is severed wholly from the lower. The human being is rent in twain, the brute has broken itself free, and it goes forth unbridled, carrying with it the reflections of that Manasic light which should have been its guide through the desert of life.
“A more dangerous brute it is than its fellows of the unevolved animal world, just because of these fragments in it of the higher mentality of man. Such a being, human in form but brute in nature, human in appearance but without human [t]ruth, or love, or justice – such a one may now and then be met with in the haunts of men, putrescent while still living, a thing to shudder at with deepest, if hopeless, compassion. What is its fate after the funeral knell has tolled?
“Ultimately, there is the perishing of the personality that has thus broken away from the principles that can alone give it immortality. But a period of persistence lies before it.
“The Kâma-Rûpa [desire body] of such a one is an entity of terrible potency, and it has this unique peculiarity, that it is able to reincarnate in the world of men. It is not a mere ‘spook’ on the way to disintegration; it has retained, entangled in its coils , too much of the manasic element to permit of such natural dissipation in space.
“It is sufficiently an independent entity, lurid instead of radiant, with manasic flame rendered foul instead of purifying, as to be able to take to itself [a] garment of flesh once more and dwell as man with men. Such a man – if the wordmay indeed be applied to the mere human shell with brute interior – passes through a period of earth-life the natural foe of all who are still normal in their humanity.
“With no instincts save those of the animal, driven only by passion, never even by emotion, with a cunning that no brute can rival, a deliberate wickedness that plans evil in fashion unknown to the mere frankly natural impulses of the animal world, the reincarnated Kâma-Rûpic entity touches ideal vileness. Such soil the page of human history as the monsters of iniquity that startle us now and again into a wondering cry, ‘Is this a human being?’
“Sinking lower with each successive incarnation, the evil force gradually wears itself out, and such a personality perishes separated from the source of life. It finally disintegrates, to be worked up into other forms of living things, but as a separate existence it is lost. It is a bead broken off the thread of life, and the Immortal Ego that incarnated in that personality has lost the experience of that incarnation, has reaped no harvest from that life-sowing.
“Its ray has brought nothing back, its lifework for that birth has been a total and complete failure, whereof nothing remains to weave into the fabric of its own eternal Self.” –from Citation: “Manas in Activity,” in “The Seven Principles of Man,” by Annie Besant, 1892, presumed to be in the public domain because it was published more than 100 years ago. [Paragraphing is mine. –Alice]
–excerpted from Link: “Are Antisocial Personalities Soulless Men?,” by the Theosophist, with comments by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 10 April 2017; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-77z ..