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The Disadvantages of Worshipping Kali . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 23 April 2022
Location: Los Angeles, California

Image: “Kali Holding a Demon’s Head,” from Wellcome Images, 30 March 2018, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Kali_holding_a_demon%27s_head._Wellcome_L0035010.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … COMMENT: While in general I find little affinity with the power of destruction represented by the Hindu concept of God as Kali, I do like the idea of using that power to slay demons, whether they be one’s own, or whether they be those notorious ‘freelancing’ demons that roam about Earth seeking the ruin of Souls.

Image: “Kali Holding a Demon’s Head,” from Wellcome Images, 30 March 2018, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Kali_holding_a_demon%27s_head._Wellcome_L0035010.jpg … CC BY 4.0 International … COMMENT: While in general I find little affinity with the power of destruction represented by the Hindu concept of God as Kali, I do like the idea of using that power to slay demons, whether they be one’s own, or whether they be those notorious ‘freelancing’ demons that roam about Earth seeking the ruin of Souls.

Dear Ones,

At the beginning of this video …

Video: “Discovering Devi, ‘Impressions of the Observer’,” by Raadhakalpa Dance Company, 18 December 2021 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUpxj7CyxEM ..

… note how the woman is stabilizing her energy field through the use of hand mudras and arm position. You can do this too, through the practice of yoga. For more on that, see my blog categories:  Yoga – kundalini yoga  … and …  Mudras and kriyas by Alice (see also ‘Mudras and kriyas’) ..

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Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder . named by Alice B. Clagett *

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

Image: “The Goddess Bhairavi Devi with Shiva,” by Payag, Islamic art circa 1630-1635, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Goddess_Bhairavi_Devi_with_Shiva_MET_DP257990.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: Cropped

  • INTRODUCTION
  • ‘ACTING OUT’ BY INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES
  • ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
    • Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
  • DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
  • MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
  • WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

I have clairly found that Intersex genetic and sexual features (that is, hermaphroditism) may be linked to a variant of antisocial personality disorder. I term this variant ‘Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder’; that is a name I have coined for it. Continue reading

Black Magic: Psychic Swooning as a Prelude to Murder? . by Alice B. Clagett *

Dear Ones,

Here is another of my ‘perilous tales’. These are dangerous events, whether psychical or physical, that have occurred in my life in my life (but thankfully, not in very recent times).

I was just now thinking today about the most curious instances of ‘swooning’ that I experienced in the years 2012-2015 when I went to the meditations of a neo-Hindu group in West Los Angeles and also in the Wild West. I had never ‘swooned’ before, but I ‘semi-swooned’ so many times during those meditations that I finally drew pictures of the events that took place in the Wild West …

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Premonition of Danger. by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 17 October 2019
Previously titled: Premonition of Danger for Someone I Care About

  • ‘DANK’: THE STALKER
  • HIS ONE-TIME WIFE: ‘FEMME FATALE – DOMINATRIX’
  • A SECOND MAN: ‘THE MALDEKIAN’
  • PREMONITION REGARDING ONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

‘DANK’: THE STALKER

These two blogs are about a person who apparently murdered his mom when he was about the age of puberty …

Link: “Dank,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 September 2019; published on 15 September 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-ee4 ..

Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

HIS ONE-TIME WIFE: ‘FEMME FATALE – DOMINATRIX’

According to the astral plane, he was once married to this woman, who may have stolen her father from her mother, and then somehow arranged for his death …

Link: “Female Antisocial: Femme Fatale,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 March 2018; revised on 16 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8tT ..

I have a feeling these two once got together because each had murdered a parent of the opposite gender; and so they may have had that in common. These are very difficult sorts of catastrophic early childhood experiences, and apparently invariably lead to (or perhaps are caused by) antisocial personality syndrome in the child who murders the parent.

Note: The woman termed ‘Kali’ in the below image is not the same person at the ‘one-time wife’ described above, but a while ago there was an astral glom that involved the ‘one-time wife’, the woman in the drawing, and one or maybe more than one other women …

Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 … https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/08/2019-08-20-kali-clothed-adapted3-good-e1566398655130.jpg … DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a blue bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide.

Here is a more traditional image of Kali, expressing the same tenor and personality traits as in my drawing above. Though risqué, it flies under the Wikimedia radar as a work of religious art …

Image: “Kali Trampling Shiva,” chromolithograph by Raja Ravi Varma,” before 1906, source: http://images.wellcome.ac.uk/indexplus/obf_images/06/be/c9c466b8dd2eca222a98d0a1e171.jpg … from Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Image: “Kali Trampling Shiva,” chromolithograph by Raja Ravi Varma,” before 1906, source: http://images.wellcome.ac.uk/indexplus/obf_images/06/be/c9c466b8dd2eca222a98d0a1e171.jpg … from Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Luckily, it appears that the astral ‘Kali’ glom has by now untangled.

A SECOND MAN: ‘THE MALDEKIAN’

For a long time, on the astral plane, these two … the murdering man and the murdering woman described above … apparently have been associated with another man who had two early incidents of note, but less catastrophic in nature. In the first two links below, this second man is the boy who threw the rock that resulted in the accidental death of a young girl (maybe a sister) …

Link: “The Child with the Rock,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 March 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76h ..

Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS ..

In this third link prior incarnations of the second man are described as a child who died in a wartime setting, next to his mother; reborn as a conjoined twin inside his reincarnated mom; and then reborn as her baby brother …

Link: “Ego 2: One Ego Encapsulated in Another; Body Co-Tenancy and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 August 2016; revised on 11 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-613 ..

This second man might also have been involved, along with me, as one of two neutral observers during the destruction of the planet Maldek … he having been at the time, Maldekian, and I Venutian …

Link: “Thoughts on the Controllers, True Power, Lightwork, and a Truer Reality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 12 September 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6GE … See the section: Alice’s Perilous Tales: Memories of Homeworld Destruction … Planet Maldek?

If this is so, then he is one of the first Maldekians to attain human form here on Earth, and important as a leader of his as yet disincarnate peoples back into incarnation here on Earth.

That shared experience of planetary destruction would have been his link to me in this lifetime.

PREMONITION REGARDING ONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS

I had a premonition last night that the stalking man was about to enter the life of one of my extended family members. I have a concern about it, as I care about my extended family, and the first man had, according to the astral airs, been tracking me on the physical plane for about 8 years, until the year 2016, with intent to murder me.

I am hoping this warning will help my family member to stay safe. She should know that he works with disguises, and goes by the name of another man.

In my own extended family, as far as I know, there have been no catastrophic childhood experiences, so I feel it may be possible for my extended family and me to avoid karmic entanglements with people who have suffered in this way.

The difficulty is that my extended family member may be experiencing a feeling of female competition or one-upmanship, and that might trap her into wanting to be with the second man. That, in turn, may lead her into the trap of the first man, Dank, who might pretend to be the second man.

My prayers are with her, that she may avoid this danger, and steer a clear course for her family through the coming years.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Dank,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jx4 ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Femme Fatale – Dominatrix,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jxY ..

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Kali . a story by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 21 August 2019
Subconscious metaphor: I will nail you!

  • INTRODUCTION
  • NO SECURE PLACE TO LEAVE MY BELONGINGS WHILE AT THE FITNESS CENTER
  • THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT
    • Two of My Sun Hats Disappear in the Changing Room
    • The Cleaning Lady Who Chased Me with Her Broom
    • Eh, So What? at the Front Desk
  • NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES
    • ‘Kali’ as a Fitness Instructor
    • A Second ‘Kali’ Is Hired as Fitness Instructor
    • I Will Nail You!
    • Hiding Behind a Pillar to Elude Her
  • FOR ADULT VIEWING ONLY . IMAGE OF KALI CLOTHED

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

In the autumn of 2018 I had been attending senior exercise classes at a local fitness center for several years. I was over the initial condition, plantar fasciitis, that prevented my usual hiking and steered me to the fitness center, and I was getting tired of doing the same not very challenging exercises time after time, in a darkly lit room, with teachers sometimes good, and sometimes not to my liking, and music so loud that I had to wear noise dampening ear muffs.

NO SECURE PLACE TO LEAVE MY BELONGINGS WHILE AT THE FITNESS CENTER

There were other issues to deal with at the fitness center. Topmost was the issue of security for my person and my belongings. The front desk had advised, on my first day there, that cars in the parking lot were often broken into; and that I should leave nothing of value in the cars. The advice of the front desk regarding the lockers in the changing room was the same: Locking the lockers would not avail; I ought leave nothing of value in them.

I asked about the high security lockers in front of the front desk, which had keys, and the people at the desk advised these were also not secure; I later found that front desk personnel had the keys, and these personnel changed out frequently. Thus it must be that any number of ex-staff might, theoretically, have keys to the high security lockers.

Where was one to leave one’s wallet and car keys, then? I thought maybe I keep them in a backpack at the back of the exercise class, and stand directly in front of the backpack throughout.

This I found to be a successful approach, although I was only able to participate when one of the teachers asked the people in the group to stride round the room as one of her exercises, by first donning my backpack.

In addition, there was a woman in one of the classes, perhaps cognitively challenged, who would attempt to filch our belongings, and on Fridays adults not in the class would sneak in and walk off with people’s handhelds, keys, and purses.

In short, while in that class, it was ‘heads up’ at every moment, with regard to personal security.

THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SUN HAT

Two of My Sun Hats Disappear in the Changing Room

Along those lines, and before getting back to the true topic of today’s blog, I remember how, when I first started going to the fitness center, when I would go to the changing room after class, that I somehow unaccountably walked out of the changing area missing my sun hat. This I knew because I needed to put it on as I exited the lobby for the parking lot, and could not. I went back in and looked in the locker, and asked at the front desk … No hat! Quite a mystery!

Because this happened a second time, in much the same way, it seemed clear that something was up, and that something had to do with the changing room.

So then a third time, after class, I walked into the changing area, this time with careful determination to keep an eye on my hat. I changed in a restroom stall, so that I could keep my hat and belongings on the wall side of the stall. I walked out of the stall and stood at a restroom sink, belongings touching my left leg.

The Cleaning Lady Who Chased Me with Her Broom

I looked up at the mirror as I began to brush my teeth. Then I saw a cleaning lady sidle up behind me, on the left side, and bend down toward the bag in which I had placed my hat. I grabbed the top of the bag and looked her in the eye. She grabbed her broom handle and lifted it over her head.

I grabbed my bag and went to the far side of the locker room to put my shoes on. She followed me, broom handle raised, aiming to position herself behind my back, between the lockers and the bench on which I was sitting.

Eh, So What? at the Front Desk

As, had she attained that stance I would have been a ‘sitting duck’, I grabbed my bag and my shoes and went out into the lobby of the fitness center. There I explained what had happened. The person at the front desk said that the cleaning woman was a good worker, and that she would calm down after awhile. Lacking other recourse, I sat in a chair in the lobby to put on my walking shoes, and left for the parking lot, hat in hand.

NEW TEACHERS AT SENIOR FITNESS CLASSES

‘Kali’ as a Fitness Instructor

A woman arrived as a teacher of one of the senior fitness classes, and I did not like her, because of her masculine-acting, bossy manner of teaching and her sexual manner.

As to looks, she reminded me of a woman named Ansie [assumed name], a lady I met in Durango. I had begun to experience uneasiness towards Ansie and her husband in 2015, I think it was, and because of that had since avoided them. The cause of my uneasiness was what I perceived to be a mismatch between their emotional affect and their actions and speech. It felt like something was ‘amiss’ … something I could not quite put my finger on. Possibly I was just not their type, and vice versa?

Although it seemed likely that this new teacher, despite the strong resemblance, was not the person I knew in Durango (as the former seemed younger), I did my best to avoid the new  teacher, and rather went to the classes led by teachers I felt to be inspiring … those who projected heart centered Awareness.

A Second ‘Kali’ Is Hired as Fitness Instructor

For a while that worked out right well; but then another teacher arrived whose energy was very like that of the masculine-acting, bossy teacher with the sexual manner. I remember it felt like pure sexual hatred was being projected from her second chakra.

I remember wondering if she might have been a transgender person who was unable to achieve orgasm because of her sex-change operation, and if that might be the reason for the sexual rage I sensed?

I wondered if she had an ailing mother at home whom she resented, and if maybe I reminded her of her mother?

Could she be a sex worker, I wondered? I remember how coldly she rebuffed a shy, flirtatious remark by a man in the front of the class. I wondered: If she were to be a sex worker, who could her prospective clients be?

I Will Nail You!

I remember hiding behind a pillar during the class to avoid being hit by what seemed to me to be astral ‘nails’ of sexual hatred being slung at me. She seemed to be saying, on the psychic plane: I will nail you! I will nail you! …

Link: “Acting Out of the Subconscious Metaphor: I Will Nail You!” by Alice B. Clagett, drafted on 14 November 2018; final draft on 10 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-b39 ..

I remember once going to the restroom mid-class, to get away from the vibe and the loud music, and hearing three senior women from the class masturbating in the restroom. What on earth was going on, I wondered? I had never encountered anything like that before, in my life!

Hiding Behind a Pillar to Elude Her

I remember how, when I moved behind the pillar at the back of the classroom, that new teacher at the front of the room would move to one side, scowling, to get a clear view of me. Then I would move slightly to the other side, to block her view. Then she would shift position, to get a clear view of me. And so on.

Twice, she became so angry at my avoiding her that she walked directly up to me, as I stood in the back of the room, and began doing plies, feet spread about a yard apart. Glaring at me, she yelled: This is how it’s done. You see? This is how it’s done!

This so horrified me that, in December 2018 I decided senior exercise class was not worth it, and opted out of the fitness center, in favor of the mountain walks I so love.

IMAGE OF KALI CLOTHED
I suggest the below image only be viewed by children if their parents consent, as there is a suggestively posed person in it.

The final episode of my misadventures at the fitness center has so haunted me for the last eight months that I finally made a drawing of how the spirit of that teacher seemed to me, on the psychic plane. My first rendition was explicit as to sexual organs, and that surely will not do, online. After awhile I thought I might add clothes or other obscuration, such as a paint blotch, and then it would be all right to put the drawing online; yesterday I did that.

Nevertheless, because of the unpleasant nature of the topic of the drawing, and the sexual connotation, I advise only those over 18 years of age look at the below image. I feel that would be best. In addition, for those adults who, like me, do not like prurient topics, I suggest that you avoid looking at the drawing as well; as an alternative, you might simply read the description …

Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a teal bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut; the facial expression of the man is one of distress. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her upper arms and elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide. Above the woman’s head is the torso of a man, limbs spread-eagle, genitalia obscured by a brown and teal splotch of paint. This is an adaptation of my drawing “Kali Unclothed” that cannot be posted online due to censorship laws.

Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a teal bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut; the facial expression of the man is one of distress. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her upper arms and elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide. 

Above the woman’s head is the torso of a man, limbs spread-eagle, genitalia obscured by a brown and teal splotch of paint. This is an adaptation of my drawing “Kali Unclothed” that cannot be posted online due to censorship laws.

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The drawing is featured in Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Demons, Devils and Ghosts . drawings and images by Alice B. Clagett, Published on 3 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jnZ ..

See also … Link: “Compendium: Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery – Child Torture for Snuff Film Industry?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020; revised on 23 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

Here is background information … Link: “Murder in the Wild West: Con Artists with a Fatal Flare,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 8 August 2020; removed from online, then republished on 7 July 2021; revised on 24 July 2022 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-nRK ..

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Masked Mummery: What If a Person Wore a Satan Mask While Having Sex? . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 4 September 2018; revised and republished on 4 July 2021

Dear Ones,

What has been coming up in the dream world for clearing, for quite some time now, is this dream: There are a group of people, one woman, several men, and a young child, who engage in a sexual rite, a ‘Masked Sexual Mummery’, on the full moon each month.

Everyone wears Devil outfits, even the young child, whose role is to tantalize and also shake down for blackmail, if that child trafficking line is crossed by the adult members of the troupe. In the dream, one person gets to play the head Devil, and wears a pretty bodaciously evil costume.

Why the masks and costumes? Could be the people in the dream just liked to wear these clothes while having sex … Maybe they find it titivating. Too, when people wear masks while having sex, there is less of a possibility of blackmail through surreptitious movie-making.

Let’s say there is one person who sometimes acts in this performance, a person who loves to feel his heart energy while having sex. He is a very important person, a person of power who, in daily life, has to deal with the low life of the world. He encounters all kinds of really bad people. But he himself has the highest ideals. How then may he hold this disparity?

Masked sexual mummery is one way to resolve the issue: He can feel his heart, while transforming the energy of all those of evil inclinations he encounters in daily life, by assuming the garb … taking on the role … pretending to be really evil.

It might be his way of doing what we Lightworkers call Transformation through the Light; and what Christians call the Sacrament of Communion … a way to uplift the Profane through the sacred energy of the human heart. That might be the conscious intent behind the Masked Sexual Mummery, whether it be something acted out in the third dimension (3D), or whether it be simply a recurring sexual fantasy.

Through the dream world, though, I am getting that there may be unintended consequences of such an act. These have to do with the subconscious mind.

Orgasm is one of the most powerful means of upliftment for humankind; contrarily, it can be a powerful tool for the degradation of humankind. Masks have a very powerful impact on the subconscious mind. It could be the person who has this daydream, or else the people involved in the 3D Mummery … as the case may be … And the full moon is the most powerful time of month for transformation, whether for good or for ill.

It could be that the act of orgasm … while wearing a mask symbolizing evil … imprints upon the subconscious mind, month after month, the conviction that the act of sex is evil, and that the person wearing the mask is the personage portrayed by the mask. The subconscious mind of the masked person may begin to feel that it is the Devil, or that it is in league with the Devil, or that it has made a deal with the Devil, or has sold its Soul to the Devil. Like that.

Subconscious minds … being, as they are, the part of the Iceberg of the Human Mind touching the wavelets of the polar seas I term the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World … are all connected. What is beneath one man’s ‘belt’ is beneath my belt as well, and beneath yours, and beneath the belt of every human being on Earth.

Once a man’s subconscious mind becomes convinced it is in league with the Devil, before long, the subconscious mind of everyone on Earth will be as convinced of this fantasy as he is.

He being a powerful man, his colleagues will begin to feel that he is a pretty scary guy; maybe even the Devil himself. Then, deep in their subconscious minds, they will need to make a choice: Will I live in fear, or will I turn to courage and strength of heart?

The subconscious mind does not work in a logical way. It works through symbols, images and metaphor. It attributes a particular emotion to a particular symbol or image … not a thought, but generally speaking, a strong emotion.

Thus when the subconscious minds of the associates of this person visualize him, they ‘see’ the Devil, and they feel fear. Their Soul says: Fear not! This fear that I have is simply a fiction of my subconscious mind. 

So then the subconscious mind says, in that peculiar, short-cut kind of way that is typical of its operation: There is no Devil! If challenged about it, the subconscious mind will say, defensively: Everyone on Earth agrees with me about this.

This is not entirely true. That courage is a better emotion than fear is unarguable. That their associate … who monthly assumes the aspect of Satan … is not the Devil himself, is also  unarguable. That they need not fear the Devil is a given. That the act of sex is a sacred act, through which we may find communion with God, is a Truth I hold to be self-evident; a Truth even greater than the great truths of which Thomas Jefferson (1) once spoke.

Our right to uplift the world through joyful orgasm is the unalienable right of every human being on Earth. This is the fundament of the human being, the great transforming act that which enlivens us, and sets us free, and makes us happy.

If joyful orgasm may bring us to the very feet of God, then what may Satan be? Can we even propose that a being such as Satan exists?

Yes, I feel, Satan does exist. He prowls the waves of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World in the form of a man who wears the mask of a Devil while performing this, God’s most sacred act of Sexual Communion.

Satan is that which calls the act of sex Evil. Satan is that which feels the act of sex to be Profane. Satan is that which must wear a mask before the very throne of God.

Let us remove the masks, and meet God face to face, whether it be in this once monthly act of bliss, in peaceful contemplation, in worship, in celebration of our working life, in communion with the family of man, or in nightly Surrender to the Divine.

Let us set Satan aside, and find God each moment, in the air that enters our lungs, vivifying this human form. Let us find Him in the outreached hand clasping the hand of those we encounter on life’s path; in the eyes of the children that trust in us, and in the words of those like Thomas Jefferson, who know with certain surety that Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness are God’s gifts to each of us.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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FOOTNOTE

(1) From the Declaration of Independence, written by Thomas Jefferson, and enacted by Congress on 4 July 1776 …

“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.

“That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed. ” — from Link: “Declaration of Independence,” in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_Declaration_of_Independence ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Amateur Sleuth: Cowrie Shell Mystery . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 18 May 2017

  • DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS
  • SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL
  • THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN
  • DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER
    • The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group
  • DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM

Dear Ones,

DREAM ABOUT A COWRIE SHELL DECORATION FOR A MUTILATED PENIS

In the dreamtime realm I was sent an astral image recently that was concerning to me … It was of a man whose penis had been severed, and who wore a cloth covering on the stump, secured by a rubber band. Sewn on the cloth were cowrie shells. In the vision, it looked a little like this …

Composite Drawing: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 18 May 2017, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border … CREDIT: Cowrie shell image is adapted from “cowry shells used as dice for games of chance in Tamil culture (சோழி/சோவி). This indicates a roll of 3” by Sodabottle, CC BY-SA 3.0.

Composite Drawing: “Cowrie Shell Circlet,” compiled by Alice B. Clagett, <em>18 May 2017</em>, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Two rows of three cowrie shells each, within a cream-colored circle with a tan border …

CREDIT: Cowrie shell image is adapted from “cowry shells used as dice for games of chance in Tamil culture (சோழி/சோவி). This indicates a roll of 3” by Sodabottle, CC BY-SA 3.0.

In the image, the tan border represents the rubber band. In the vision, there may have been more cowrie shells sewn on; I am not sure. But they were arranged in rows as above; a gift to the man from his wife. The color of the cloth was more greyish than in the image; more of a dun color.

SUBCONSCIOUS SYMBOLISM OF THE DREAM: WIN ALL, LOSE ALL

Since cowrie shells are used for dice in games of chance, it could be that the act of severing the penis, if self-inflicted, may have happened for the sake of luck in money or love.

If the act was inflicted in a psychological sense by a lover, then the significance may have been that romance is ‘win all, lose all’; that romance failed is emasculating; this subconscious symbolism might have been acted out subsequently in a dominatrix – slave sex scenario, with a woman whose psychological impact is depicted in this drawing …

Link: “Kali,” a story by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 August 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dZZ ..

THE MAN’S REVENGE: MURDER OF WOMEN

In subsequent clair chatter, this man was found to be kidnapping and killing women from time to time. He had, purportedly, five or six accomplices. The motives for these kidnappings and killings were, variously …

  • ‘that they deserved it’,
  • that is was ‘for their own good’, and
  • that there was money in it for a favorite non-profit organization.

DREAM VARIANT: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE: MURDER OF A PRIEST BY A YOUNG MAN’S FATHER

There was also a theme that the man’s father had cut off his penis when he was very young, that the young man had told his family priest, and that the priest had tried talking with the father about it. According to the astral story, this turned out to be a big mistake, as the father then killed the priest, and told his children no one would ever know, as the family were perceived by the local community to be good Christians.

The Grown Son as Boss of an Assassin Group

In this variant of the dream, this proved to be true; the father never was caught out. The son, perceiving the father as more powerful than the church, hired out as an assassin in his adult years, and gathered a group of felons around him who had physical and psychical assassin skills.

There may have been the murder of a priest in recent years, possibly here in Los Angeles, as an acting out by a member of this assassin group of the group leader’s early childhood wounding.

According to the astral stories, two spiritual, high-profile women were recently murdered by this group, their murders not yet being found out as their families think them simply ‘missing’.

There is also a sub theme of drug addiction, and of killing both women and men through intentional drug overdose.

DREAM VARIANT: SERIAL BLACK WIDOWER MO (Modus Operandi) PRACTICED BY TWO MEN IN TANDEM

There is another sub theme of another man, a serial black widower. The MO (modus operandi) involved two men from the group of five or six (possibly friends on the physical plane) mentioned above … One dates the woman, the other murders her, and the first man produces a fake marriage license and/or a fake will deeding the woman’s property to a non-profit in which both men are engaged, and from which they may receive a wage or other compensation.

I have no idea whether this astral thread is true (I hope not!) or simply dreamworld stuff, a group vivid waking dream (one of the Ascension symptoms), but I thought it best to let folks know, in case there have been actual acts of violence, or in case acting out is a future possibility.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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