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Urban Legends: Secret Government Nanobot Project Requires Excision of Body Parts! . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 22 August 2019

  • NANOBOTS AND MIND CONTROL EXPERIMENTS AT UCLA?!
    • It Gets Worse! – Rumors of Body Part Excision
    • Could High Security at UCLA’s California NanoSystems Institute Be the Crux of This Urban Legend?
  • REASONABLE RECOURSE: REQUESTING COPIES OF YOUR PATIENT CONSENT FORMS TO ‘SLAY THE DRAGON’
  • MASS MEDIA FUEL FOR THE FIRE: BERSERKER BEHAVIOR, MURDERS, AND GENERALIZED ANXIETY IN THE UNITED STATES
  • DOES MASS HYSTERIA CAUSE CONSPIRACY THEORY NOTIONS?
  • DOES DAYTIME TV EXERT MIND CONTROL?

Dear Ones,

NANOBOTS AND MIND CONTROL EXPERIMENTS AT UCLA?!

Here is an urban legend that has been circulating round the astral airs since 2013: The story goes that there is at UCLA School of Medicine a secret government project in which experimental subjects’ eyes (or variously, gastrointestinal tracts) have been inoculated with nanobots as part of an attempt to mind control United States citizens.

It Gets Worse! – Rumors of Body Part Excision

Scarier still, as the story goes, the protocol requires all the experimental subjects’ inoculated eyes (variously, the left eye, or the right eye) or ileocecal valves (the nanobots having lodged just above the ileocecal valve) to be excised so that the nanobots can be recovered and returned to the United States secret service.

Could High Security at UCLA’s California NanoSystems Institute Be the Crux of This Urban Legend?

It is possible the astral rumor came about because there is a California NanoSystems Institute … https://cnsi.ucla.edu/ … located close to the heart of the UCLA Medical Center’s Westwood Campus. Unlike most of the buildings on campus, the NanoSystems Institute used to have strict security and entry protocols. One might not just walk into it, and on to the next building; the casual campus stroller could not get past the reception area.

This is simply an urban legend, with no basis in fact. A glance at the rights provided us by the United States Constitution, and at the provisions of the Nuremberg Code, will surely set the matter straight in a moment’s time.

REASONABLE RECOURSE: REQUESTING COPIES OF YOUR PATIENT CONSENT FORMS TO ‘SLAY THE DRAGON’

For those patients at UCLA who may still have doubts about this persistent myth, one sure way to disprove it would be to request copies of your patient consent forms from UCLA School of Medicine … https://www.uclahealth.org/medical-records … As I understand it, procedures cannot be done without a consent form being on file.

For medical doctors who would like to debunk this myth, if you are referred to supposed ‘secret experiment’ patient consent forms, then I would just check on the possibility of pranked or fake forms.

MASS MEDIA FUEL FOR THE FIRE: BERSERKER BEHAVIOR, MURDERS, AND GENERALIZED ANXIETY IN THE UNITED STATES

This same topic may be coming up on the ‘astral airs’ of medical centers elsewhere. The thing of it is this: Nationwide, there have been instances of berserker behavior recently, and murders, and these may be related to an increase in generalized anxiety amongst people here in the United States. Individually, increased anxiety in our national population may result in activation of fight or flight, or freeze or fawn response.

DOES MASS HYSTERIA CAUSE CONSPIRACY THEORY NOTIONS?

Instances of mass hysteria can also result, in which a number of people believe in a ‘conspiracy theory’ notion such as the secret government nanobot project to mind control United States citizens. The thing to do, I feel, if one cannot shake the notion of such an outlandish theory, is to obtain prescription medicine for generalized anxiety, and take it for awhile, and then see where the land lies. Another possibility is to talk with friends and acquaintances whose level-headedness can be trusted, so that they can present the sorts of questions that will poo poo these ‘out there’ notions.

DOES DAYTIME TV EXERT MIND CONTROL?

To date, I feel, our surest method of mind control, here in the United States, is daytime TV. I am reminded of a time long ago when I was selling cable TV door-to-door. I recall pitching a lady who had 4 TVs in her living room, all of them on at the same time, and each tuned to a different soap opera. I did inquire about this; she said she did not want to miss one detail of any of the stories. Luckily, since then, technology has arisen that allows us to record and replay shows after they air.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Klonopin and Herbal Remedies for Panic Attack during Solar Events . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 5 May 2018; revised on 6 December 2019
Previously titled: Be Prepared: Panic Attacks Are Apparently on the Rise

  • PANIC ATTACK AS AN ASCENSION SYMPTOM
  • BIG INCREASE IN PANIC ATTACK VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE
  • PROTONFALL DURING SOLAR WINDS
  • WHEN TO EXPECT THE NEXT SOLAR MAXIMUM
  • SOLAR WINDS MAY BE AS SIGNIFICANT AS SOLAR FLARES IN CAUSING PANIC ATTACKS
  • MEDICINAL AND HERBAL PREPAREDNESS FOR BOUTS WITH ANXIETY
    • Klonopin (Clonazepam) as a Possible Anti-Anxiety Drug
    • On Keeping a Supply of Klonopin at Hand in Each of Your Most-Frequented Locations
    • On Knowing the Warning Signs of Panic Attack, So As to Dose Early
    • A New Way to Dose with Klonopin, That Has Worked for Me
  • HYPOTHESIZING A NEW DISEASE: EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY
  • THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY AND ‘EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY’
  • CONCLUSION: TIMING KLONOPIN DOSAGE TO SOLAR EVENTS IN INSTANCES OF EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY

Dear Ones,

PANIC ATTACK AS AN ASCENSION SYMPTOM

I remember a few years back I predicted it would be best to stock up on the inexpensive anti-anxiety drug klonopin (Clonazepam) in case the Ascension symptoms everyone is beginning to feel include panic attack. I suggested that because, as of about the year 2000, I had started feeling anxious whenever Solar Flares were the big, X-class sort of flare, and if they were ‘Earth-directed’ … as they say in regard to space weather.

So I figured, maybe other people will have the same reaction, which is why I thought it would be good … especially for weapons-wielding people, such as law enforcement, school guards, security guards, martial artists, and Army-Navy personnel … to keep a supply of klonopin on hand. It would be more important for weapons wielding people to be prepared, I reasoned, as panic attack can trigger either ‘fight’ or ‘flight’. A person with a weapon might, under the influence of a panic attack, do something that they would regret for the rest of their life.

I suggest very short-term use of this drug, and only in emergency situations, as there are notable side effects of withdrawal, especially, apparently, withdrawal from long-term use … including some side effects that may persist for a long time, even if withdrawal is very gradual.

That was my reasoning. I expressed it in this blog, which is a favorite of mine, and with which I hope all my readers are familiar …

Link: “Community Alert: Preparing for Solar and Gateway Event EMF Hypersensitivity,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 19 February 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4xN ..

BIG INCREASE IN PANIC ATTACK VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE

Back in February 2015, when I wrote the above blog, as I recall, there were only about a dozen videos on youtube when I searched the term: panic attack

Today I performed the same youtube search, for the term: panic attack … and found over a million results. This is odd, as we are currently in a time of Solar Minimum, with very little happening in terms of Solar Events.

PROTONFALL DURING SOLAR WINDS

Of course, even during a Solar Minimum there is the occasional solar wind due to holes in the Sun’s atmosphere … Such a solar wind is impacting Earth today, for instance; this accounts for the current Protonfall …

Solar wind speed: 590.0 km/sec  X  Solar wind density:  11.5 protons/cm3 = 6,785 Protonfall

… (which is midrange) at the latest reading on “Space Weather” … www.spaceweather.com ..

WHEN TO EXPECT THE NEXT SOLAR MAXIMUM

According to Wikipedia …

Link: “Solar Maximum,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_maximum ..

… on average, there are about 11 years from one Solar Maximum to the next Solar Maximum (the variance being 9 to 14 years). The last Solar Maximum was in 2014. If the next cycle takes 11 years, then we will experience the next maximum in 2025.

Theoretically, that might mean that we will be experiencing Solar Minimum for the next few years, and then we may begin to experience more and more Earth-directed solar flares.

SOLAR WINDS MAY BE AS SIGNIFICANT AS SOLAR FLARES IN CAUSING PANIC ATTACKS

Why then, during this period of relative rest, are so many people experiencing panic attacks? There must be a factor that I have overlooked. Could it be, for instance, that Solar Winds experienced during Solar Minimums ought to be as heavily weighted as Solar Flares and Coronal Mass Ejections (CMEs) experienced during Solar Maximums, in terms of negative psychological impact?

Along those lines, I see that the Space Weather Health Alerts information has been revised …

Link: “Space Weather Health Alert Information,” by Ben Davidson, in Space Weather News … https://spaceweathernews.com/space-weather-health-alert-information/ ..

I see that this new chart lists exacerbation of tendencies toward suicide, anxiety, depression, suicide, and emotional swings for both Proton Storms (meaning, I feel, times of high Protonfall) and Solar Flares (meaning, I feel, Earth-directed Coronal Mass Ejections).

MEDICINAL AND HERBAL PREPAREDNESS FOR BOUTS WITH ANXIETY

If you are at risk for anxiety, it will be important to be prepared for panic attack and for generalized anxiety with doctor-prescribed anti-anxiety medications. The difficulty lies in the time it takes, after a panic attack sets in, between our understanding that medicines are needed, and receipt of a prescription from a physician.

If you have no medicines on hand, then depending on your health insurance, it may be necessary to set an appointment with a primary care physician first; this may take weeks. Then the primary care physician must provide a referral to a psychiatrist. Then an appointment must be set with the psychiatrist, who must be convinced to write an anti-anxiety med prescription. Thus from the onset of your panic attack to the receipt of medical treatment may be a lapse of a month. Practically speaking, this equates to not the remotest possibly of timely medical treatment.

It you find yourself on the horns of such a dilemma, then I suggest going to your local health food store and asking about herbal anti-anxiety remedies. I figure these may help alleviate the symptoms, if Western medicines are unavailable.

One thing about Western anti-anxiety medicines, that I have found through online research, is that there may be serious side effects both while taking the medicines, and also while withdrawing from the medicines. That is something very important to consider, as one would not want to develop, for instance, lifelong symptoms of spastic colon after taking Western anti-anxiety medicines. It is very important to look at our health overall, and do the best we can to say healthy.

Klonopin (Clonazepam) as a Possible Anti-Anxiety Drug

Klonopin (Clonazepam) is a low cost anti-anxiety medicine. It takes a doctor’s order to get a prescription of klonopin, and there is no point in getting it unless you have had an experience of occasional, or possibly low-level generalized anxiety. The fact that so many people are experiencing this Ascension symptom makes it, I feel, a far more socially acceptable thing to ask for a prescription, than was the case just a few short years ago.

If you are beginning to experience occasional or low-level generalized anxiety, then I suggest, by all means, go ahead and make that doctor appointment. This will make it clear what is really going on, and whether klonopin is the right drug for you.

I do advise, though, that the doctor may advise long-term use of klonopin; in that case you might let him or her know that serious side effects of klonopin use have recently been reported online, and you might ask whether you might take the drug for just a day or two; and if so, how to ratchet down so as to experience the least possible unpleasant withdrawal symptoms.

On Keeping a Supply of Klonopin at Hand in Each of Your Most-Frequented Locations

If you decide to go with klonopin (clonazepam), then I suggest purchasing the klonopin now, and keeping a supply on hand at work, in the handbag or wallet, in the car, and in the home. Once panic sets in, it is hard to remember where the klonopin is, so dual availability is an important consideration.

On Knowing the Warning Signs of Panic Attack, So As to Dose Early

Also, it is good to read up on the warning signs of an impending panic attack, both in oneself and in others. I find, for myself, that a panic attack, if spotted early, can be managed within a half hour or so of taking klonopin. But the doctors say that, if a panic attack becomes ‘full blown’, then it may take longer for the feelings of anxiety to subside. So it is a very good project to spot the warning signs of a panic attack, and take the medicine early on.

A New Way to Dose with Klonopin, That Has Worked for Me

Of course, the safest thing to do, if you are experiencing panic attacks, is to follow the pharmaceutical advice regarding dosage that is listed on your prescription, or alternatively, the advice of your medical doctor.

My own experience is that it is all right for me to stop taking klonopin when the Solar Event is past, as for me, the anxiety I occasionally experience has to do with electromagnetic frequency sensitivity; apparently the Earth’s EMF, when turbulent, affects my EMF field (including my nervous system), resulting in a feeling of anxiety. Then when the Solar Event is over, my nervous system returns to normal.

HYPOTHESIZING A NEW DISEASE: EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY

Why is my experience different from the norm? I feel it is possible that some of the people now experiencing panic attacks are facing not the old-fashioned ‘panic attack’ … for which the pharmacists’ advice is written … but a new sort of ‘panic attack’ … what you might call an Ascension symptom, or a Lightworker symptom, or ‘Earth EMF Hypersensitivity’.

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY AND ‘EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY’

This new phenomenon is a little like what Wikipedia and the World Health Organization calls ‘EMF Hypersensitivity’ …

Link: “Electromagnetic Hypersensitivity,” in Wiiipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electromagnetic_hypersensitivity ..

… but with Solar Events (rather than artificial EMF fields such as power lines) being the causal factor.

CONCLUSION: TIMING KLONOPIN DOSAGE TO SOLAR EVENTS IN INSTANCES OF EARTH EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY

In essence, then, I feel this is a newly recognized disease, that might be termed Earth EMF Hypersensitivity, and that is why occasional klonopin (Clonazepam) doses, timed to Earth-impacting Solar Events, are working well for me.

I have not tried herbal anti-anxiety agents, but my personal guess would that I might try chamomile tea, which is calming, in a pinch. There may be other good, calming herbal teas as well.

Those are my thoughts on the topic of preparedness for the Ascension symptom of panic attacks, for now.

For information regarding other Ascension Symptoms, see my Blog category: Ascension symptoms

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Complete Natural Products . referral by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 6 October 2017

  • LIQUID SOLUTIONS
    • Apple Cider Vinegar
      • Health Benefits
      • For Mental and Emotional Balance
    • Acid Reflux
    • Arthritis and Calcium Crystals
      • Heat
      • Saturation
    • Dissolution of Painful Crystals
    • Endurance
    • Gallbladder
    • Gout
    • Liquid Kidney Product and Stress?
    • For Seniors, Pregnant Women, and Athletes: Liquid for Leg Cramps
    • For Men: Liquid for Prostate
    • Urinary Tract: Chanca Piedra Concentrate
  • SUPER FOOD POWER
    • Anti Anxiety
    • Weight Management
  • HOME TESTING
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

Lately, I’ve been very impressed with Complete Natural Products, https://completenaturalproducts.com/ ..

If you go to the tab ‘Shop’ you will see tuneup products for the organs in the viscera. Here are some standouts:

LIQUID SOLUTIONS

Under Liquid Solutions, if you ‘mouse down’ you will find these …

Apple Cider Vinegar

This looks like a very good choice of vinegar for those who are health conscious, being unfiltered, organic, and raw.

Health Benefits. Apple Cider Vinegar is considered by many to be a health tonic to maintain an alkaline pH, for weight loss, to regulate blood sugar and lower blood pressure, to promote heart health, to cleanse the liver, to prevent overgrowth of Candida yeast in the body, for digestive difficulties, for help prevent osteoporosis, to slow the aging process, and to regulate the body’s formation of free radicals.

Link: “11 Reasons To Drink A Tbsp Of Apple Cider Vinegar Daily + More Uses, by Sierra Bright, on 6 July 2017, in Natural Living Ideas, http://www.naturallivingideas.com/drinking-apple-cider-vinegar-benefits/ ..

For Mental and Emotional Balance. Also, to settle the mind and emotions, especially on Friday and Saturday nights, or during geostorms, apple cider vinegar is very helpful as an ingredient of lower gastrointestinal tract enema.

Link: “Vinegar and Water Enema,” http://www.enema-web.com/vinegar_and_water_enema.htm ..

Acid Reflux

While I’m not a person who gets acid reflux, I couldn’t help but notice, on perusal of the products at my local drug store, that there was half an aisle devoted to acid reflux remedies.

Surely the safer course would be products, such as this, that promote stomach health before the fact.

Arthritis and Calcium Crystals

Some forms of arthritis are caused by deposits of calcium pyrophosphate dihydrate in the joints. Years ago, in chemistry class, I learned that deposition of crystals out of a solution depended on several straightforward factors:

Heat. One was heat. The warmer the solution, the less likely were crystals to form, because the warmer solution allowed more crystals to dissolve in it.

Saturation. The other was the amount of ‘solute’ there is in the ‘solvent’ … In the case of arthritis, the ‘solute’ would be the substances in the blood or lymph that might precipitate out as calcium pyrophosphate dihydrate crystals and create pain in the joints. The ‘solvent’ would be the blood or lymph.

In the case of gout, above, the ‘solute’ would be the substances in the blood or lymph that might precipitate out as urate crystals.

Dissolution of Painful Crystals

The dissolution of painful crystals, whether in the case of gout or in certain cases of arthritis, is a straightforward matter: The amount of ‘solute’ (uric acid or calcium) in the ‘solvent’ (blood or lymph) must be decreased, so that these solvents don’t become over-saturated. Should they reach the saturation point, painful crystal deposits begin to occur.

With proper diet, there will be less of the pain-causing substances circulating in the blood and lymph, and crystals will begin to dissolve back into these solvents.

Heat, clearly, can help this process, although this will be a temporary solution. Heat might be applied externally, through warm compresses or hot baths, or externally, through exercise, which warms the body.

For more on the reversible process of crystallization, see …

Link: “Science Activity #4: Growing Crystals,” by Howard Debeck Elementary School, Richmond, BC, Canada, http://nobel.scas.bcit.ca/debeck_pt/science/crystals/crystals_p1.htm ..

Gallbladder 

For me, personally, the liquid gallbladder item had exceptional zip and zing. The gallbladder, being so small, and hidden, as it is, beneath the liver, is often overlooked. When problems arise, modern medicine tends to excise it and substitute a food supplement.

Personally, I am horrified at this approach. The very first thing I would suggest for this oft overlooked organ is preventive maintenance such as cleanses and fortifying supplements such as that offered by Complete Natural Products.

Endurance 

I haven’t tried this product yet, but expect it might be quite useful for athletes, and also for those of us who are intent on improving our conditioning.

Tiredness is one of the oft-reported ascension symptoms as well; I wonder whether this product might help alleviate ascension symptom fatigue.

Gout 

The liquid product that is an adjunct to gout treatment looks like a good, all-round tonic. Gout, I feel, may be under-diagnosed in the Western world today; here is how to self-diagnose this condition:

Link: Symptoms of gout, from the Mayo Clinic: http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/gout/basics/symptoms/con-20019400 ..

As gout is apparently caused by urate crystals (uric acid crystals), and these crystals are caused by an excess of uric acid in the blood or lymph, and this excess is caused by eating certain foods, there ought to be a very good success rate in treating this condition through diet. See …

Link: “A concise history of gout and hyperuricemia and their treatment, by George Nuki and Peter A. Simkin, in Arthritis Res Ther. 2006; 8(Suppl 1): S1. Published online 2006 Apr 12. doi: 10.1186/ar1906 PMCID: PMC3226106 … https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3226106/ ..

Liquid Kidney Product and Stress?

I wonder if the liquid kidney product might help with stress that affects the adrenal glands, since the adrenals are located on top of the kidneys?

For Seniors, Pregnant Women, and Athletes: Liquid for Leg Cramps

I see there is a liquid for leg cramps, and expect this may be of use to seniors. to pregnant women, and to athletes.

For Men: Liquid for Prostate 

For men, I noticed the liquid prostate product. Because of the relatively high incidence of prostate conditions in men, preventive health care would make good sense. Were I a man, even in the best of health, I would give this product a try.

Urinary Tract: Chanca Piedra Concentrate

Under urinary tract, I notice and tried Chanca Piedra Concentrate … which is for kidney, gallbladder, and liver issues. “Chanca Piedra” means “the stone breaker.”

I liked the taste, and have a very good feeling about this product.

SUPER FOOD POWER

Under Super Food Power, I found the following enticing entries:

Anti Anxiety

I wondered, right away, if Anti Anxiety might help for those who are EMF hypersensitive, and for those who experience fight or flight syndrome, panic attacks, or generalized anxiety during geostorms.

Weight Management

For me, Weight Management was a standout, and I’m about to add it, as an experiment, to Judy Satori’s most excellent Recommended Fifth Dimensional Eating Plan, which may be found at …

Link: “Ascension and You” by Judy Satori, http://judysatori.com/free/ascension-and-you/ … scroll down to “Eating Plan for Fifth Dimensional Life,” then click “Read More” … and there you will find the link Recommended-Fifth-Dimensional-Eating-Plan (PDF file) …

HOME TESTING

To get back to Complete Natural Products, here’s something amazing:

If you go to the tab ‘Shop’ and then look under Home Testing you will see they have an inexpensive home test to determine which of the internal organs need a tuneup.

CONCLUSION

So far, I’ve tried many of the liquid products, and found them unique and inviting. I recommend trying first, the Home Testing, and then choosing a product based on your test.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 10 July 2015, revised on 11 October 2016 and 28 January 2020

  • EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
  • MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
    • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
    • The Awakening of Earth
    • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
  • Paranoid-Schizoid
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
  • Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
  • On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
    • A Caveat for Psychologists
  • Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
  • Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
    • Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
    • Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
  • Feelings of Annihilation
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
      • Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
      • The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
      • How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
    • Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
      • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable
      • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss
      • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him
      • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, religious extremists, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING

On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient” …

Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska,  published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … https://books.google.com/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&pg=PR1&lpg=PR1&dq=PRIMITIVE+EXPERIENCES+OF+LOSS+WORKING+WITH+THE+PARANOID-SCHIZOID+PATIENT+waska&source=bl&ots=QHrM7WADFe&sig=ybO06GpsM6-AHN3_95PDx0JCkZg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjq5JG7idPPAhWG5oMKHcr5DgIQ6AEIPDAG#v=onepage&q=PRIMITIVE%20EXPERIENCES%20OF%20LOSS%20WORKING%20WITH%20THE%20PARANOID-SCHIZOID%20PATIENT%20waska&f=false ..

Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now. [This had to do with a man I characterized in later blogs as an antisocial personality.]

I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.

MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”

Because I am not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I have included some of these definitions in the blog below, for those of my readers who are not versed in psychology. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books.

In the blog below, I have selected some passages that are pertinent to …

  • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I have been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, see my blog categories:  Antisocial personalities  …  Cannibalism  …  Catastrophic childhood experiences  …  Circle of one …  Serial killers
  • The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
  • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state.

Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I am not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments. Often these are in the sections titled “Regarding the Awakening on Earth.”

Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.

Paranoid-Schizoid

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning:  I have  …  and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning:  The patients 

This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book. Per Wikipedia …

“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid-schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.

“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.

“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.

“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” –from Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia,  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness during infancy, which would be up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term ‘antisocial personality’. More on this farther down in the blog.

On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like … in the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence, beginning:  In this …

This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.

Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning:  Projective identification  … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.

Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term …

“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person.[1]” –from Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.

In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … see my blog category: Cannibalism ).

For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.

Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.

On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning:  I feel that

This sentence explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.

A Caveat for Psychologists: Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may, in a clinical setting, engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.

Further, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.

Judy Satori’s Light activations regarding Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here … Surf to Link: Judy Satori … https://judysatori.com/ and search the term: faith

Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning:  To explore …  through the fourth full paragraph ending:  [p. 22]

This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.

To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.

Splitting, Introjection, and Projection

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning:  She then  …  which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending:  [p. 4]

Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Accordingly, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus ,,,

“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people.[1] The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” –from Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0

The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:

“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation,[1] and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” –from Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0 

The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it is the one I am familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology …

“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others.[1] For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” –from Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0

With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.

For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses. I am reminded to a case, in astral vision, where the man I had been hearing on the ‘astral airs’ placed a gun in the rectum of one of his woman followers, a long-time member of his ‘killing cult’, as the ‘astral airs’ would have it, and fired it, so that the bullet lodged just below her sternum. Apparently he murdered her in this way, and the body was never found, or else misidentified.

The day before, he had had an argument with her, regarding whether he ought to euthanize her, so that he could gather to himself her houses and her financial assets. He had explained that she was at about that age where he ought to euthanize her. She had disagreed.

Then that night the man and his wife, wearing disguises they had gaily devised at home, went to the home of another follower where she was spending the night, anticipating an airplane flight to return home the following day. They woke her from her slumbers, brought her into the living room, and there the man murdered her.

It is the manner of the murder, portrayed in an astral vision, that makes me feel it is an expression of anal-sadistic impulses.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.

Thus it seems that ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.

I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.

Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,” introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning:  Under certain circumstances  …  and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending:  been rudimentary

This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who do not follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening …

Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the superconscious state … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the superconscious state, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.

Feelings of Annihilation

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annihilation,” page 20, beginning:  Klein (1955)

This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that he or she is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I have experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in others of my blogs; for example …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Greater Oblation,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9u ..

Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.

These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world … that all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.

He was, so the story goes, strongly motivated to develop psychic powers, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.

The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. Through occult studies, he developed the power of omnipresence or ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others …

Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California

In the case of the man discussed in the current blog, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met; in other words, to acquaintances.

This power of omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart …  Search my blog for the term: disincarnate gods  … This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.

How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the power of omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view includes no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceptualize all his acquaintances as being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of mass hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening … which may be likened to a permanent experience of enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.

That this experience of loss by humankind during the process of Awakening supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.

Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning:  I wish  …  through the second paragraph, ending:  of anxiety

This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.

Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro) might act as follows …

He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.

He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room, to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You will recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)

Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown. See …

Link: “Jonestown,” in Wikipedia… https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonestown ..

He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.

He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.

Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,” page 25, the paragraph beginning:  Klein (1952c)

This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable.

In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, it is likely that the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the noosphere.

In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, likely will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.

Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning:  To illustrate  …  and ending:  feeds on itself

This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge …

  • This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
  • Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
  • Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
  • And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother. Each time he felt guilty, he had a habit of saying: I didn’t do it! That person did it!  On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.

For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog …

Link: “Cognitive and Emotional Challenges during Chaotic Nodes,” by Tom Kenyon … http://tomkenyon.com/cognitive-and-emotional-challenges-during-chaotic-nodes ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta  as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence, and to the terms: gracelight … grace light … divine light

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Astral Imp ‘Football Plays’ with Humans . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed and published on 6 August 2014; revised

  • TIME LOOPS
  • NATURE SPIRITS HELP OUR HEALTH
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • On Clair Listening and Speaking with the Throat Chakra
    • The ‘Roll Back’ Command to Loop to a Recent Past Event
    • An Imp ‘Football Play’ Inside the Aura
      • Why Do Imps Call Themselves ‘Mike’?
    • On Putting the Game on Pause
    • How the Imp Football Game Creates Unconsciousness in the Aura
    • Codicil
      • How Imps Are Tricked into the Game
      • Are Imps Nature Spirits?
      • Nature Spirits Do Good Things Too
      • On the Dreamtime Realm
      • Humankind is Journeying Through 4D to 5D Now
      • When We’re in 5D, Nature Spirits Will Be in 6D
    • Postscript to the Codicil
      • Description of Another Imp Game
      • How the Energy of the Heart Chakra Is When Anxiety Is Felt
      • Awareness and Rest Lessen Anxiety
  • CONCENTRATING ON BODILY SENSATIONS LESSENS NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
  • EXCERPT FROM ANOTHER BLOG ON IMP FOOTBALL PLAYS
    • My First Attempt to Explain Demonic Astral Football
    • Second Chakra Devilish Play
    • Navel Point Devilish Play
    • Third-Eye Point Angelic Recovery Play
  • MORE INFORMATION
  • PHOTOS BY ALICE

Dear Ones,

Here is new info on how ‘imps’ (could these be nature spirits? or maybe ‘body elementals?) do ‘football plays’ with us humans as the football field. Understanding of the mechanics of unconscious human telepathy, and of generation and augmentation of unconscious unwanted feelings may help us raise these activities to awareness. Thus may we attain greater mastery of mind …

TIME LOOPS

In the video there is also a little about ‘rolling back’ thoughts that have escaped me, so that I can hear them consciously a second time… A little about how imps can augment a feeling of generalized anxiety.

NATURE SPIRITS HELP OUR HEALTH

Also, information on how nature spirits can help us be healthy, and can help fulfill our wishes. And about how good relations with the dreamtime world (4D), and the nature spirits, can create a much brighter 3D world for us. And there’s information about the importance of this working relationship as humans ascend into 5D and nature spirits into 6D.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Text not in the video is in green font.

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I was going to talk to you in the shade of the porch, but I ended up over here by the river, which is quite a pretty sight, don’t you think? I hope you can hear me over the sound of the river. I’ll speak up, just in case …

On Clair Listening and Speaking with the Throat Chakra

I was travelling just now, in the car, and I was thinking about the sequence of events that leads to constant clairaudient communication. And so, I was paying very close attention to my physical body and my aura. So what I’ve been noticing for a long time is a scratchiness in my throat, as if my throat chakra were being overused, because of this constant telepathic chatter I’ve been hearing.

Incoming, it seems to come into my throat. When I hear something, I hear it through my throat chakra. And so then I noticed that, when I heard something, almost immediately there was a response that I gave, without actually thinking it through … an unconscious response.

And then the cycle would continue: The incoming thing that was clairly heard, then a visual ‘jiggle’, and then my own thought would come out through my throat chakra and go out to other people … like a constant, unconscious cycle.

The ‘Roll Back’ Command to Loop to a Recent Past Event

I don’t know if you all like this trick or not, or whether it would appeal to you, but when I miss something … when I unconsciously slide by something that happens in my mind … I find that, for me, it works to just say:

Please roll that back!

An Imp ‘Football Play’ Inside the Aura

I don’t know exactly whom I’m talking to, but it works every time: The sentence, or the thought that I missed, comes back and rolls back through my mind. So, because I noticed this cycling was an unconscious thing, I did that: I rolled it back. And what I heard was little imps (or could it be nature spirits?) around my aura.

And what were they saying?

Mike will jiggle this! (I think that was it.)

Why Do Imps Call Themselves ‘Mike’? ‘Mike’ is their name for themselves. I think it comes from ‘Archangel Michael’ and it’s a diminutive. A splitting off during the process of creating duality many aeons ago. They call themselves, and it’s as if Archangel Michael were donating some of his goodness to this duality show.

And I’ve heard this voice before. In fact, I’m going to try and find another blog where a different ‘football play’ was being employed and I figured that one out. [For that, search imp football in my blog.] And it has taken me forever to figure this one out. Here’s how it goes:

There’s an imp here, an imp there, around our … I don’t know: Our Soul, our aura … something like that. So up above my head there might be an imp.

He says: Mike will jiggle this!

And somehow, that creates a jiggle in the aura, and in the visual field, and in the mental field. And a thought kind of just spills out unconsciously. It’s the strangest thing! And that thought is processed through the throat chakra.

Then apparently, the same thing is happening on the other end (to another person), wherever that is. And the other end sends something back.

On Putting the Game on Pause

So what we can do, when that happens, is we can talk to that voice, and we can tell it that it’s not for our own good that this is happening. Because I think that what we call ‘imps’ are merely nature spirits that have been played by Darkness into believing that what they’re doing is for our own good (or that they must act in this way or be punished). So if you explain that this is not the case, they usually stop.

Now sometimes they’re under the spell of black magic, and they can’t stop; in which case you can just keep telling them not to do that.

Or, basically, you become aware of the football play that’s happening, and this awareness actually destroys that game.

How the Imp Football Game Creates Unconsciousness in the Aura

I bid you good luck with this, in case it’s happening to you. It happens, actually, all over our aura. Anywhere we find unconsciousness we will find some kind of little game going on amongst imps in the fourth dimension, a game that’s creating this unconsciousness, usually building off of prior unconscious thoughts.

So that’s my unusual thought for today. I wish you all the very best in love and light and laughter. Take care …

Codicil

I just had a quick codicil to add about all this. Where I’m sitting right now, there are grasshoppers everywhere. For all I know, one might land on my nose before I finish here.

How Imps Are Tricked into the Game. You know, the very nature spirits that are responsible for what I call football plays that perpetuate what you’d call Dark strategies in our physical form … in our body of light and in our aura … I think it’s the whole thing together, all our bodies and our Soul … the whole bailiwick … these ‘football plays’ that are taught to the nature spirits that I call imps by the Dark … and often under threat of death (they’re frightened to death, and so they do what naturally they wouldn’t do with the devas instructing them. Or else they’re lied to by the Dark, and they don’t know. They have to be told, as we discussed before.

Are Imps Nature Spirits? So I call them imps, and in the past I’ve unfortunately called them harsher names, due to the fact I was just discovering the nature of the natural world. I didn’t know that what we call imps that do things we feel to be damaging to us may well be really good nature spirits that have been greatly mislead.

Nature Spirits Do Good Things Too. Not only do nature spirits cause psychological damage and pain, sometimes, when they’re mislead, but they’re also responsible for our great good health and getting our wishes fulfilled, and all kinds of wonderful things. And these nature spirits are part of the dreamtime world. They’re part of the dimension that we go to when we’re asleep … say, 8 hours a day.

On the Dreamtime Realm. Eight hours a day we’re in a higher dimension: the fourth dimension. And that is the dimension from which the physical realm proceeds. It creates the physical realm. And good relations with what the aborigines call the dreamtime world … good relations with the nature spirits … create a much brighter 3D world for us … a much brighter realm. So it’s important to remember that the dreamtime is what creates the physical, and not the other way around.

And in fact, one more thing to keep in mind is that, right now, as everybody has been saying, 4D has an element of darkness in it. Which makes it difficult, in the manifestation here in the 3D world.

Humankind is Journeying Through 4D to 5D Now. We’re moving through the fourth dimension, the dreamtime. We’re recognizing the elementals now. We’re finding out about exactly how the nature spirits have been tricked by Darkness, so that we can create our own good relationship with the nature spirits.

When We’re in 5D, Nature Spirits Will Be in 6D. And as we do so, as we rise through the fourth dimension, we are in expectation of getting to the fifth dimension, where it’s very easy because there is no Darkness. So our relationship with the nature spirits that we’re developing now, as nature spirits rise to the sixth dimension, and as we rise to the fifth dimension, is very important. And will be very important in the future …

Postscript to the Codicil

Description of Another Imp Game. I was home just now. I was hanging around outside, and I noticed a slowly ratcheting up increase in a feeling of generalized anxiety, or very mild dread, or something like that. So, having found out about the mechanics of that other stuff today, I thought: I’ll listen for a little, impish voice. And I listened, and heard:

Let me hit her there!   (x2)

How the Energy of the Heart Chakra Is When Anxiety Is Felt. It was going along in that cadence. And what I felt was, the energy in my back, behind my heart, in the back cone of the heart chakra area … you know how there’s a front energetic cone, and then there’s the center of the heart chakra in the center of the chest, and then there’s a cone that goes out the back part? … What I felt was an insistent, slow tapping on the back of my heart. And so apparently, that little imp (or whatever it was; nature spirit, something!) was trying to create that emotion or ratchet up that emotion by touching the back of the heart cone.

Awareness and Rest Lessen Anxiety. The mechanics of it are interesting to me. I don’t have the answer about what to do about it right now, except to notice it;

  • notice what’s happening in a physical sense,
  • and maybe take a nap,
  • or just sit out in the sun, or something like that for a while, until the impish behavior desists.

CONCENTRATING ON BODILY SENSATIONS LESSENS NEGATIVE EMOTIONS

My suggestion, along the lines of mastery of mind, is to try our best to concentrate on physical feelings rather than emotions when negative emotions come up. That way we may be able to avoid augmenting the emotions. You may have other ideas, and if so, I’d be delighted to know about them!

EXCERPT FROM ANOTHER BLOG ON IMP FOOTBALL PLAYS

I looked up the other football play mentioned in the video … from a previous blog … and here it is. I note I was calling them ‘devils’ back then, but now I think they’re just imps, or maybe nature spirits, or maybe ‘body elementals’:

“My First Attempt to Explain Demonic Astral Football

“But actually, it all comes down to this: It’s just a tiny little devil, playing a fun game of football with the human electric field. This includes the Higher Mental Body and the Lower Mental Body (the lower triangle). The games can get pretty outlandish. By way of illustration, here’s something that happened to me a few days ago, while I meditated:

“Second Chakra Devilish Play. One tiny, tiny devil at my second chakra said:

 “Mike will woo you. (4)

“This immediately put me to sleep, as there is still unconsciousness in my body in the area of my second chakra. Of course, the destiny of my lower body is for all the cells to be upgraded to Christ consciousness. But at that moment, there were unconscious occlusions there … areas of unawareness. That’s why I fell into an unaware state.

“Navel Point Devilish Play. Taking advantage of this unawareness, a tiny devil at my navel point said:

“You will double up!

“The navel point is the seat of will power, and clearly, I can see there is work to be done there in clearing areas of unconscious energy.

“But ‘work’ is an elusive term. In 3D parlance, it can mean a lot of careful planning, a lot of time and effort, and the prospect of either success or, Heaven forfend, failure. But in 5D, the work can take place, literally, in the flash of an eye, with the help of our ascension teams.

“Third-Eye Point Angelic Recovery Play. To continue, then at my third-eye point, with a popping flash of light, like a little firecracker but brilliant white, one of my Angels woke me up! It was a little embarrassing … there I was, doubling up over and over again, experiencing a subconscious three-hand play, all in the twinkling of an eye, and popping back into awareness, grasping for straws of understanding! What is this all about? What’s happening?

“As this happened again and again during group meditations, I eventually came to an initial understanding of what was going on. The devils were playing with my energy, the Angel was doing his oh so wonderful job, and my celestial ascension team was bringing me into the light of awareness.”  –adapted from Link: “Hobnobbing with Demons and Devils – Oh, My!,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 October 2013; revised … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ix ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Psychic Murder – Bow Down to Me! Psychic Swoon,” published on 17 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jc6 ..

PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 August 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 August 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Lilac-Colored Flowers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 August 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Lilac-Colored Flowers,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 August 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0

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