Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth
TOM O’ THE FOREST, A Poem by Alice B. Clagett
Return to the Nature Realm
On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation
IT IS HARDER TO CLEAR SOUL WOUNDING WHEN WE ARE WITH THOSE WE KNEW IN PAST LIFETIMES
ON CLEARING SOUL TRAUMA BY WORKING WITH ONE’S OWN EMF
ON ATTAINING FREEDOM
POSTLUDE: CRAWDAD
Dear Ones,
In this video I talk about interactions of players in five of my incarnations, about Soul wounding, Soul clearing, and attaining freedom of mind.
There are nature scenes in the second half of the video, and an edited Summary beneath the video.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
FIVE OF MY INCARNATIONS
I have three stories to tell about incarnations I remember (just a few of them), and my understanding of what I have learned or what is happening. And my thought is that it may help other people to interpret their own circumstances, and to trace them back, and to repair the wounding of old incarnations that were traumatic, and created time loops in our etheric net that need to be untangled and straightened out so that we can be in our full glory. So that’s my thought, and here are the stories. I hope I do them justice.
There was a time, a long time ago, when I was a warrior. And I had a friend who was a companion in arms. It was a very, very long time ago, before the discovery of America, and before the European continent became civilized, and like that. It was just a long, long time ago.
I was a warrior by trade. My friend and I stuck together. War is a very difficult experience, and so it is good to have a friend. We survived a lot of battles. We were kind of rough-hewn; you might have called us barbarians, from the vantage point of current civilization.
My friend had a woman; in current, civilized terms you might call her his wife. I was not the civilized sort; one time he found me with her, in an extremely compromising situation … in flagrante delicto, you might say. He became enraged, and he killed me on the spot.
Now the last thing I remember about that stabbing death is that I loved him so, and I hoped for his forgiveness, and that anguish of that death without finding forgiveness was embedded in my body at the site of the wound.
A terrible story! These are the kinds of stories that we remember, though! They are the first to come back into our Awareness … not all the good stories; just the terrible stories! Because those are the ones to do with Soul wounding, right?
. . . . .
Life as a Forest Nature Spirit
So then, many lifetimes went by. And eventually I found myself in the nature spirit world. I was a nature spirit, and I had a particular deva that I was very fond of. A deva is a very wise overseer nature spirit dweller on the astral plane. They live for a very long time; longer than humans. In fact, my deva may still be alive!
I was tiny; the deva was a huge and magnificent energy. I used to just hang around with my deva in total awe and adoration. And one day, I found myself near a beautiful pool of water. This was in the rustic times, when people lived in small villages.
I found myself, as a nature spirit, near a pool of water in a forest. And there were some human children, playing and diving in the water. And I thought to myself: I would really like to be a human! I saw a child that I recognized there, and that was the cause of my longing.
. . . . .
Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth
So, before I knew it, my deva arranged it! Before I knew it, I was a baby in that village! And as time went on, I, who had fallen in love as a nature spirit with that very young child, found myself married to him.
And what do you know?! It was the same guy that I had sought forgiveness from so long ago. And we were deeply and passionately in love. At a young age we were married. Before I knew it, I was with child. And before time rolled round again, I found myself giving birth. And in the process of giving birth to a beautiful baby girl, I lost my life.
The last thing that I remembered was my life blood draining out of me, over my legs. And a terrible concern for my husband, whom I loved dearly, and for my child, who had just been born. As I left my body, through my astral spirit I asked my husband if he would please take care of our child. And he agreed.
I wrote this poem about that lifetime …
TOM O’ THE FOREST
A Poem by Alice B. Clagett 4 January 2018
Ah, Tom! Tom o’ the Forest!
Would that I had been there
with you, my own dear love,
as our child grew in strength
. . . and beauty
Would, if I could,
. . . have stopped the flow
. . . . . . of my life blood
. . . . . . . . . such loss
. . . . . . . . . such pallor
. . . . . . . . . . . . out onto the brown leaves
. . . . . . . . . . . . by the woodland pool
. . . . . . . . . . . . where we once bathed
Dearest my love
Such a long and weary while
. . . Stood I by your own side,
. . . . . . sighing
The blade that longing
. . . lent your throat
. . . . . . sliced mine
. . . . . . . . . as well
Tom of my life
Tom of my seried lives’ yearning
Blest be the day
when our twained paths
once more marry
. . . . .
Return to the Nature Realm
Because of that terrible experience I had: Of deepest love won, and suddenly lost through death, I went back to the nature realm for a while. What was happening back on Earth, with my husband and my child? My husband went into a terrible depression. He could not get over my death. And after a few years, in his despondency, he committed suicide.
And my child was left to survive on her own, with the help of friends in the village. So that is that story.
. . . . .
On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation
Many, many years went by. Modern times came. And some fifteen years ago, I was walking along, and I felt a great thrilling of my Soul. A great resonance with some energy nearby. And before long I found out that this resonance had to do with a man and a woman who were friends.
Now what? … you may be thinking!
I felt a very strong kinship with both of them, on the spiritual plane. I did not know why; I could not explain it.
I could tell that the woman did not like me! And I could tell that the man was afraid of me. Shortly after that, the man and the woman got married.
It took a long time, listening telepathically, on the emotional plane and on the mental plane, to finally figure out all this stuff, as to what had actually happened. And why that moment in time happened. The closest I can tell you is this:
The man I met in this lifetime was the man I was married to in the forest: Tom of the Forest. The woman he married in this lifetime was my daughter born in the forest. He had decided, in this lifetime, to provide for her the love, the emotional support, that he was unable to provide in that lifetime.
He did not want to have anything to do with me, because of the pain of that separation when I died in childbirth long ago. She did not want to have anything to do with me because she was still feeling deserted by her mother from those ancient times.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
IT IS HARDER TO CLEAR SOUL WOUNDING WHEN WE ARE WITH THOSE WE KNEW IN PAST LIFETIMES
Now those feelings are prenatal tendencies and cellular memories that are stored because of trauma. We do not have to be with the people that created the trauma, to set that trauma free. In fact, if we are with those people, we are less likely to do so … because what is set up then is an energetic action / reaction, and ‘acting out’ of old wounds. So it makes it very difficult to clear ourselves.
ON CLEARING SOUL TRAUMA BY WORKING WITH ONE’S OWN EMF
The best way to clear is to work with one’s own electromagnetic field. We have talked about that many times in the past: All the tools that are available to us, and so forth.
The difficult thing is to step back, in neutrality, and understand that it is we ourselves that have to do this thing. We cannot do it with the help of another person. Souls ascend one by one, as Daniella Breen used to say. She is a wonderful teacher!
One by one, we ascend. Our electromagnetic field can only unfold into its true potential if we are not corded to other people.
ON ATTAINING FREEDOM
It is a hard thing, but a true thing. And realizing it creates freedom. Just knowing it creates freedom. Before we are totally free, there is a great freeing of the mind and the emotions. You know? [waves good-bye]
POSTLUDE: CRAWDAD
[Videoclip of crawdad. Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, Colorado.]
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Filmed and published on 25 September 2014; republished on 17 June 2017; revised on 18 March 2023
Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, La Plata County, Colorado
The section “Five of My Incarnations” was revised and excerpted to “My Memories of Other Incarnations.”
Image: Raccoon (throughout), chipmunk? (small, lower and higher left) and human (top left) footprints, by Alice B. Clagett, 25 September 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
Image: Raccoon (throughout), chipmunk? (small, lower and higher left) and human (top left) footprints, by Alice B. Clagett, 25 September 2014, CC BY-SA 4.0 International, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..
…………………………………………….
MORE INFORMATION
See also … Link: “Reincarnation, the Law of Karma, and God’s Sense of Humor,” visions by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 September 2014, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7mz ..
Filmed and published on 25 September 2014; revised and republished on 18 June 2017; revised
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
First Incarnational Story: The Soul that Wanted to Chant God’s Name Morning and Night
The Law of Karma
Second Incarnational Story: The Hitler Death Camp Sublieutenant
Incarnational Stories by Alice: Alice’s Vision of Herself and Her Family in the Concentration Camp
God’s Sense of Humor and Our Soul Healing [End of video]
RUDOLF HESS (HEß)
The Life of Rudolf Hess
What is Soul Resonance, in the Case of an Energetic Congruence Between Nazi War Criminals, Alive or Deceased, and Other People Now Living?
Walk-In?
Entity Obsession?
Ghostly Haunting?
Fan Club?
HERMAN WILHELM GOERING (GÖRING)
The Life of Hermann Wilhelm Göring
FOOTNOTES
Dear Ones,
This video illustrates with two reincarnation stories God’s sense of humor, the law of karma, and how we can develop a more neutral mind. Also discussed are Soul wounding, cellular memories, and prenatal tendencies.
Some of the subject matter may offend some, as it has to do with the Hitler death camps and the Nazi masterplan. If it does, I apologize in advance. If the reader is able to listen at a distance from the personality (admittedly a very difficult endeavor), the stories may provide new insight into their Soul journey. At least, that is my sincere hope.
There is an edited Summary after the video; after that are additional sections not in the video. Text in blue font has been added to the anthology “Incarnational Memories” …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
I thought I would talk a little today about God’s sense of humor. And I have to say … we used to say in the country at home: Right from the git-go … It is going to be very hard to understand His sense of humor unless you feel very neutral about the law of karma. It took me a while to get used to it.
First Incarnational Story: The Soul that Wanted to Chant God’s Name Morning and Night
Well, I know a story of a person who passed on … I heard this clairaudiently … and then his Soul was thinking that maybe it would like to reincarnate. I might have told you this story … Maybe it would like to reincarnate.
And so it was mulling all that over on the astral plane, very close to me because it was somebody I used to know. And his Spirit guides came along, and they were chatting together, right? They offered him two or three different possibilities. They said: Would you like to reincarnate now?
And he said: Well, yeah, that might be good.
Like that, right? And then they said: Well, there’s a couple of possibilities…
And they kind of went off in a corner, and they talked about a couple of possibilities. And the one that they settled on was the one that I heard about. And that was: I’d like to sing God’s name for my new incarnation, my whole life long.
Apparently, they saw the slate for all over Earth, of available pregnant ladies, and they said: Ah, here’s a possibility; here in India.
You know, in India, lots of times, people spend their lives chanting God’s name, in any number of occupations. And so, he knew about India, and he said: Sure.
And so, his Soul started to descend down to the earthly plane again. The mother was willing, I assume, and he was on his way down, and then his Spirit guides said: Oh, by the way, you’re going to be a woman!
And he said: What?
He was still going down, though. And then they said: Oh, by the way, it’s a brothel in Bombay!
And he said: Oooh!
And the next instant, he was there with his mother.
The Law of Karma
So there are ups and downs of reincarnation, because of the working out of the law of karma, as Bill Ballard …
… calls them, the resolution of our magnetics; of our electromagnetic field. And other people call them the clarification of that field; the return to the great Light that we really are: Our Soul Light and our true splendor.
So this working out of karma is a very neutral kind of thing, you know?
Now I want to tell you about another instance. It is the kind of instance where you are likely to take sides; but God does not. And the Law of Karma does not; it is very neutral, ok?
. . . . .
Second Incarnational Story: The Hitler Death Camp Sublieutenant
I know of an instance that had to do with one of the concentration camps … I wonder, could it have been Auschwitz-Birkenau? … during the Second World War in Germany, where many people of Jewish faith lost their lives. There was an instance of a person incarnated as a man … a fair-haired Caucasian man, and those were greatly favored by that regime as being a superior race.
That man was chosen to supervise this concentration camp, or to have an authoritative role in this concentration camp. And some of the things that he did … What should I say? … it is such a painful vision for me! … he did personally dispatch, with his pistol, quite a few people of Jewish culture, and many children; many families, including my own.
Incarnational Stories by Alice: Alice’s Vision of Herself and Her Family in the Concentration Camp. In a vision, I seemed to recall this part of his story very vividly, because at the time I was only three years old. I was a little girl three years of age. I had, in that incarnation, it seemed, a younger sister, about 2 years of age (who was my next eldest sister in today’s lifetime) and an infant brother (who was my brother in today’s lifetime). My father in that lifetime I have not met in this lifetime, but it seemed to me my mother in that lifetime was a woman meditation teacher I had in this lifetime … in fact, a devoted student of the very man who murdered her in that other lifetime, in the Nazi concentration camp.
When my family arrived at the camp, murder and death were all around us. The man with the gun told me that, if I would be his wife, I could save the lives of my family. He put a wedding ring on my finger, and after one night, I remember we stood, in the morning light, I on his right side, before my family. My father stood on my left, before us. Next to him was my mother, holding my infant brother. On my right, before me, was my younger sister.
Image: “Family Glaser in 1938, Fürth (Germany/Bavaria), description by Willie Glaser: top row, left to right, Willie Glaser with mother Adele second row, l-r sister Bertha, grandmother Esther Glaser, father Ferdinand last row, l-r sister Frieda, brother Leo. Picture taken in 1938, sister Lotte was already in England. Birthdays: Father: October 20, 1890 Mother: December 15, 1895 Willie: January 8, 1921 Sister Bertha: May 18, 1930 Brother Leo: May 17 1932 Sister Frieda: December 12, 1935 Grandmother Esther: September 8, 1860. Deported from Fürth to Izbica on March 22, 1942 and perished in Belzec: Mother Adele, Bertha, Leo and Frieda. Deported from Paris to Auschwitz on December 7, 1943 and perished in Auschwitz: father Ferdinand. Grandmother Esther died in “Jüdisches Krankenhaus Fürth”, date of death April 6, 1942, she died 22 days after the deportation of Adele, Bertha, Frieda and Leo. There is no “Todesurkunde” of her death. The date is according the inscription on her grave stone in the new Jewish cemetery in Fürth. Alive (2009.02.17): Willie Glaser, Montreal (Canada),” by Alexander Mayer, 1938, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Holocaust_family_Glaser.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported … COMMENT: This family reminds me just a little of my Jewish family that perished in the Nazi death camp. In Soul signature, I was a little like the girl seen at the lower left side of the photo. Like her, I had a younger brother and sister. But I was several years younger than the girl on the left. My little sister was a year or so younger than I, and my little brother was but an infant. As to my parents, my mother was, in Soul signature, like the beautiful lady shown at top center in the photo. My father, in stature, was like the mustachioed gentleman shown at top right in the photo; but in Soul signature he was like the younger, clean-shaven man shown at top left in the photo. We were not there in the death camp with a grandmother or grandfather.
Image: “Family Glaser in 1938, Fürth (Germany/Bavaria), description by Willie Glaser: top row, left to right, Willie Glaser with mother Adele second row, l-r sister Bertha, grandmother Esther Glaser, father Ferdinand last row, l-r sister Frieda, brother Leo. Picture taken in 1938, sister Lotte was already in England. Birthdays: Father: October 20, 1890 Mother: December 15, 1895 Willie: January 8, 1921 Sister Bertha: May 18, 1930 Brother Leo: May 17 1932 Sister Frieda: December 12, 1935 Grandmother Esther: September 8, 1860. Deported from Fürth to Izbica on March 22, 1942 and perished in Belzec: Mother Adele, Bertha, Leo and Frieda. Deported from Paris to Auschwitz on December 7, 1943 and perished in Auschwitz: father Ferdinand. Grandmother Esther died in “Jüdisches Krankenhaus Fürth”, date of death April 6, 1942, she died 22 days after the deportation of Adele, Bertha, Frieda and Leo. There is no “Todesurkunde” of her death. The date is according the inscription on her grave stone in the new Jewish cemetery in Fürth. Alive (2009.02.17): Willie Glaser, Montreal (Canada),” by Alexander Mayer, 1938, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Holocaust_family_Glaser.jpg … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported …
COMMENT: This family reminds me just a little of my Jewish family that perished in the Nazi death camp. In Soul signature, I was a little like the girl seen at the lower left side of the photo. Like her, I had a younger brother and sister. But I was several years younger than the girl on the left. My little sister was a year or so younger than I, and my little brother was but an infant. As to my parents, my mother was, in Soul signature, like the beautiful lady shown at top center in the photo. My father, in stature, was like the mustachioed gentleman shown at top right in the photo; but in Soul signature he was like the younger, clean-shaven man shown at top left in the photo. In my memory, we were not there in the death camp with a grandmother or grandfather.
Hope blossomed in my breast, that they would be saved. Just as I felt this, the blonde man next to me raised his handgun … a Luger, I think it is called … as if to shoot my father. I looked up, tears in my eyes, and begged him not to. With no thought at all, quick as a snake. he turned the pistol at a downward slant, because of my slight height, and shot. The bullet angled down through my left shoulder, into my body, and I feel down dead.
Yet through the ghostly vision of my astral form, suddenly freed from physical form in this time of great distress, I saw this man raise his pistol and, with utter sangfroid, murder every member of my family, except for my young sister. Then, taking the wedding ring from my lifeless hand, he placed it on the finger of my sister …
. . . . .
The list is very long, of the murders that this man did during that time. Now, he did not think of it, at that time, as that. His thought was that it would be better for the world if people of Jewish culture were all dead. He obviously didn’t believe in reincarnation. And he had a great list of atrocities to his name.
Now, keep in mind that this is all a game. It is like playing a game of football, you know? One team, maybe, plays a lot rougher than another team. But in the long run, through the incarnations, the teams keep getting switched.
So on one incarnation, you are in the rough team. And you are always winning the football games; your team wins all the time.
And in the next incarnation, what do you know? You are in the gentle side that always gets smashed; the side that is always losing.
On and on it goes like this; you may go 1-2-3 on the rough side, and then 4-5-6 on the gentle side. But it has to even out for you.
So, to get back to this gentleman who was doing what he felt to be the right thing for Earth, in the concentration camps … he passed on. So after a while, he decided to reincarnate. Before I talk about that, though, I should include a little more about his concentration camp experience;
Part of the thing he did over there [in the concentration camp] had to do with rape … You know, that was commonplace there. And part of it had to do with killing. So when he decided to reincarnate, how he must have phrased it … I am gathering this after the fact … is that he did not want to rape any longer. And that was what he said to his Spirit guides, apparently. So he came back.
And I can only imagine, on his way down, the Spirit guides saying: How’s it going?
He is saying: I’m going down; I’ve determined it.
And he gets about half way down, and the Spirit guides say: By the way, you’re going to be Jewish!
And that, in fact, is apparently what happened; he became Jewish. Now when he was born, because of his very recent past lifetime, as soon as he found out he was Jewish, he felt that life was not worth living. And that is because, in the past lifetime, he thought that Jewish people were not worth existing on Earth. In other words, he has gone through his life never knowing why he felt that way, but in fact, his past lifetime determined that.
And in addition, at an early age, he suffered a self-inflicted genital mutilation that made it impossible for him to rape anyone physically.
God’s Sense of Humor and Our Soul Healing
Now where does God’s sense of humor come in? The sense of humor comes in, first of all, if you can imagine he became that which he previously felt was unworthy of being alive … There is a balancing of energies going on there, you see?
And the second thing that happened was that the form his ‘not raping’ took was so unexpected. The opposite acting out from raping is to rape oneself in that way; to mutilate one’s genitals.
And further, he had built up a very large samskara, a prenatal tendency, by all those deaths that had happened; he had built up a huge tendency to kill and to rape. And so, what happened was that his astral body, his emotional body, carried those tendencies into the astral realm.
And so, while he was sleeping, and while his mental mind was not working, he was out there actually attempting to kill people on the astral plane with his hatred, that was part of that prenatal tendency. And also to rape people, through the words that were stored in his second chakra (in his lower body) from his previous lifetime.
Now this may seem pretty horrible to you, but in fact, this is the way that the law of karma works. And if you stand back from it … if you stand back and just look at it neutrally …
You will see energetics at work that need to be resolved.
You will see clarification of the energy body that needs to take place.
And you won’t be thinking so much about the right and wrong of the Earthly roles that we undertake in various lifetimes. Because over many lifetimes, they are bound to even out. And all of us, every single one of us right now, needs to do a huge amount of clearing.
It is like football, you know? We win, we lose; we lose, we win! It goes on and on, and finally, at the end of the day, everybody has to tend to their injuries. Everybody gets in the hospital. Everybody does their best to cure what is ailing them from all of these injuries that they have received, over the dramatic display of the third dimensional duality game.
Well, do not be shocked! I will probably come up with some more of this from time to time, because I have finally come up with the point of view that it is interesting. It is like a Light show and Dark show, flickering like a movie.
And it is not that important. But it is important to heal our wounding and to cure ourselves of all of the cellular memories, the trauma that we’ve incurred over all the lifetimes.
Well, if you find yourself in that situation, or if you notice that you have been in the football game, do not feel bad, ok? It is just a game.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
The second and third incarnational stories have been revised and excerpted to … Link: “My Memories of Other Incarnations: Contents,” by Alice B. Clagett, compiled from prior blogs on 10 February 2019; most recently revised on 25 February 2023 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-tlg ..
[End of video]
……………………………………..
RUDOLF HESS
I sense a Soul resonance of the Hitler Death Camp Sub Lieutenant described above and one of Adolf Hitler’s ministers, Rudolf Walter Richard Hess (Heß) …
Wikipedia has this to say about the life of Rudolf Hess …
“After the Nazi seizure of power in 1933, Hess was appointed Deputy Führer of the NSDAP [the Nazi Party] and shortly received a post in Hitler’s cabinet as Minister without Portfolio. He was also appointed in 1938 to the Cabinet Council, and in 1939 to the Council of Ministers for Defense of the Reich. When Hitler decreed in 1939 that Hermann Göring was his official successor, Hess was named as the next in line. In addition to appearing on Hitler’s behalf at speaking engagements and rallies, Hess signed into law much of the legislation, including the Nuremberg Laws of 1935, which stripped the Jews of Germany of their rights in the lead-up to the Holocaust.
“Hess continued to be interested in aviation, learning to fly the more advanced aircraft that were coming into development at the start of World War II. On 10 May 1941 he undertook a solo flight to Scotland, where he hoped to arrange peace talks with the Duke of Hamilton, whom he believed to be prominent in opposition to the British government. Hess was immediately arrested on his arrival and was held in British custody until the end of the war, when he was returned to Germany to stand trial in the Nuremberg Trials of major war criminals in 1946. During much of the trial, he claimed to be suffering from amnesia, but later admitted this was a ruse. Hess was convicted of crimes against peace and conspiracy with other German leaders to commit crimes and was transferred to Spandau Prison in 1947, where he served a life sentence. Repeated attempts by family members and prominent politicians to win his early release were blocked by the Soviet Union. Still in custody in Spandau, he died by suicide in 1987 at the age of 93. After his death, the prison was demolished to prevent it from becoming a neo-Nazi shrine.” –from Link: “Rudolf Hess,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rudolf_Hess … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported License … [Bracketed information and bolding are mine. –Alice]
What is Soul Resonance, in the Case of an Energetic Congruence Between Nazi War Criminals, Alive or Deceased, and Other People Now Living?
Whether the Soul resonance I felt, in this case, is incarnational (a past lifetime issue), or obsessional (that is, an entity obsession issue), or simply the chance visit of a ghost, or just admiration by a living person for another person, I cannot say.
Walk-In? If a person such as Rudolf Hess were to have been a prior incarnation of a person now living, then how might that be? As Rudolf Hess suicided in 1987, then the walk-in … into the currently living person … would have had to have taken place about 30 years ago.
The walk-in events I have read about in past occurred in the early youthful lives of the original tenants of the seized-upon bodies. In the putative case of a person now elderly, a Rudolf Hess walk-in would have to be hypothesized at a moment in middle age, possibly as the result of some Soul-searing event, or possibly a near-fatal illness, from which the original Soul fled the walked-into body.
Entity Obsession? I hypothesize that, in a case where extraordinary Soul wounding has occurred, it might be possible for the Soul-wounded person to be obsessed by the shadow of the personality of a person with very dark karma, such as a war criminal or sociopath, while that person is living, even though the war criminal or sociopath might be in prison.
Ghostly Haunting? After a war criminal or sociopath passes on, according to occult lore, it is possible that their astral form might haunt and obsess people for quite some time after their death, as the astral form purifies in the hellworlds.
So in that context, the restless ghost of a person who commits suicide or who is executed, and who is a war criminal, according to some schools of thought, might be said to have a propensity to ‘haunt’ people still living.
Fan Club? In the case of famous war criminals or sociopaths, just as in the case of great humanitarians, educators, musicians, and inspirational world leaders, I feel there may be fan clubs here on Earth. The books we read have a lot to do with who we are, so I feel it plausible that a person who develops a long-standing admiration for a very dark historical figure, and does lots of reading or viewing on the topic, may develop a Soul resonance with the war criminal or sociopath. To the clairly gifted, this might seem like an overlay of the photograph of the admired person, onto the energy field of the person who is his fan.
Whether any of these might be the case for the putative folks clairly envisioned, past and present, and described in this blog, who is to say? All this is cloaked in deepest mystery.
…………………………………………………………………
HERMAN WILHELM GOERING (GÖRING)
I also sensed a Soul connection between the Hitler Death Camp Sublieutenant described in the above blog and Hermann Wilhelm Göring. Here is more on Göring …
“Hermann Wilhelm Göring (or Goering … 12 January 1893 – 15 October 1946) was a German political and military leader as well as one of the most powerful figures in the Nazi Party (NSDAP) that ruled Germany from 1933 to 1945. A veteran World War I fighter pilot ace, he was a recipient of the Pour le Mérite (The Blue Max). He was the last commander of Jagdgeschwader 1 (Jasta 1), the fighter wing once led by Manfred von Richthofen …” –fromLink: “Hermann Göring,” in Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermann_G%C3%B6ring … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported License
“An early member of the Nazi Party, Göring was among those wounded in Adolf Hitler’s failed Beer Hall Putsch in 1923. While receiving treatment for his injuries, he developed an addiction to morphine which persisted until the last year of his life. After Hitler became Chancellor of Germany in 1933, Göring was named as Minister Without Portfolio in the new government. One of his first acts as a cabinet minister was to oversee the creation of the Gestapo, which he ceded to Heinrich Himmler in 1934. Following the establishment of the Nazi state, Göring amassed power and political capital to become the second most powerful man in Germany. In 1935, he was appointed commander-in-chief of the Luftwaffe (air force), a position he held until the final days of the regime. Upon being named Plenipotentiary of the Four Year Plan in 1936, Göring was entrusted with the task of mobilizing all sectors of the economy for war, an assignment which brought numerous government agencies under his control and helped him become one of the wealthiest men in the country. After the Fall of France in 1940, he was bestowed the specially created rank of Reichsmarschall, which gave him seniority over all officers in Germany’s armed forces …” –from Link: “Hermann Göring,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermann_G%C3%B6ring … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported License
“By 1941, Göring was at the peak of his power and influence, and Hitler designated him as his successor and deputy in all his offices. As the Second World War progressed, Göring’s standing with Hitler and with the German public declined after the Luftwaffe proved incapable of preventing the Allied bombing of German cities and resupplying surrounded German forces in Stalingrad. Around that time, Göring increasingly withdrew from the military and political scene to devote his attention to collecting property and artwork, much of which was taken from Jewish victims of the Holocaust. Informed on 22 April 1945 that Hitler intended to commit suicide, Göring sent a telegram to Hitler requesting permission to assume control of the Reich. Considering it an act of treason, Hitler removed Göring from all his positions, expelled him from the party, and ordered his arrest.
“After the war, Göring was convicted of conspiracy, crimes against peace, war crimes and crimes against humanity at the Nuremberg trials. He was sentenced to death by hanging, but committed suicide by ingesting cyanide the night before the sentence was to be carried out.”–from Link: “Hermann Göring,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermann_G%C3%B6ring … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported License [Bolding is mine. –Alice]
…………………………………………………..
MORE INFORMATION
See also … Link: “Reincarnation . Ascension . Freedom of Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 September 2014; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7mp ..
God’s sense of humor, German death camps, neutral mind, karma, social issues, soul wounding, cellular memories, clearing the aura, German concentration camps, Hermann Goring, Hitler death camps, human electromagnetic field, law of karma, Nazi masterplan, Nuremberg trials, prenatal tendencies, reincarnation, incarnation, soul trauma, soul wounding, Hermann Goering, acting out, rape, murder, war, World War II, Auschwitz-Birkenau, Auschwitz, shadow of the personality, war criminal, Rudolf Hess, sociopath, antisocial personality, School of Theosophy, Soul resonance, entity obsession, dark fan club, suicide, capital punishment, haunting, suicide, walk-in, entity attachment, ghost, visions,
Revised and excerpted to “My Memories of Other Incarnations.”
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Past Incarnation Head Injuries to Do with War
On Healing Morphogenetic Field Distortions
Past Incarnation Heart Injuries through Physical Damage by People We Loved
How Genetic Abnormalities … Even Fatal Abnormalities … May be Viewed as a Gift from God: A Gift of Remembering
The Ascension Skill of DNA Repair
Dear Ones,
This is a video about birth abnormalities, healing the brain and the heart, and the ascension skill of genetic repair. After the video is a revised Summary.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
. . . . .
I thought I would talk just a tiny bit about the unusual physical qualities we may be born with … what they call abnormal … and the cause of them. And I will use myself as an example, because I know more about my past incarnations than I know about anybody else’s. I was born with a couple of not-too-important, but interesting, physical abnormalities.
One is in my brain; it is a blood vessel that is somewhat enlarged; larger than it should be.
One is in my heart; one of the valves does not close completely.
Those two things have not caused me any trouble in life. They are not ‘dooming me’ to anything … They are just unusual physical things. Each one of those has to do with past incarnations.
Past Incarnation Head Injuries to Do with War
The problem in my head has to do with an incarnation in which I was actually bashed in the head and killed. I was in a lot of wars, over the incarnations, and it may have been then. And so, I carried through various incarnations … not the physical injury, but the cellular memory of pain. And this cellular memory of pain attracted more pain from incarnation to incarnation; physical things, probably. And also astral body things, that caused emotional body distortion in my etheric field. So eventually, it got to the point where it came into the physical, in this incarnation, as a slightly abnormal blood vessel in my brain.
On Healing Morphogenetic Field Distortions
It is good to know about things like this, because then we can go into the healing of the morphogenetic field distortion that caused it … Say, with light language work which Judy Satori … https://www.ascensionlibrary.org/ … has. Or with Soul wounding clearing work, like Daniella Breen … https://daniellambreen.com/ … has. Or any number of other healing modalities that we use to clear ourselves and heal ourselves. The ascension process makes this much easier, because of the Incoming Light being so fine and so rare.
Past Incarnation Heart Injuries through Physical Damage by People We Loved
So now I would like to just talk about one more example, which has to do with what I mentioned about my heart. I can remember several incarnations … well, actually, quite a few incarnations … in which my heart received great damage through loving people that injured me physically. And you have to remember that, back in the old days on Earth, it was not all like wine and roses. There was a lot of warring. There was a lot of uncivilized behavior. There was a lot of stuff that went on … and still is.
So this abnormality in my heart, while it does not affect my physical stamina or my longevity, it nevertheless reminds me of what went before. Every time I go to the doctor, they say: Did you know? One of your heart valves does not close properly … And so I say: Yes, I know. Thank you!
And so, then I am reminded one more time that it is very important for me, in this lifetime, to heal the wounding in my heart … To make my heart chakra whole again. And to come back into total relation with the love that I am.
How Genetic Abnormalities … Even Fatal Abnormalities … May be Viewed as a Gift from God: A Gift of Remembering.
So that is the important thing to think about: Genetic changes that make us different from other people; even in the case of those that involve early death … shortening of our lifetime, or suffering during life. They are usually an indication of Soul wounding that needs to be healed. And so, in that way, they’re a gift from God. Because they remind us to heal.
, , , , ,
The Ascension Skill of DNA Repair
And keep in mind that, as we go through the ascension process, and return to the full majesty of our Soul, and our greatness as beings of Light, we will remember the process of healing ourselves of all genetic problems, of all diseases. We can be able to notice and do DNA repair. And that is something wonderful to look forward to and do, at the end of this long process.
In love, light and joy,
Alice B. Clagett
I Am of the Stars
Filmed and published on 25 September 2014; revised and republished on 18 June 2017; revised on 28 February 2023
Previously titled: Birth Abnormalities — Healing the Heart — Gene Repair
Revised and excerpted to “My Memories of Other Incarnations.”
Written and published on 24 September 2014; revised and republished on 20 June 2017
ALIENATION OF OUR EMOTIONAL BODIES FROM OUR MENTAL BODIES
Sidebar: Jung on Sublimation of the Sex Drive
REPRESSED CHURNING OF SEXUAL FANTASIES
MYTH OF THE FALL OF TARA … SEXUAL ANGUISH AND DIMINUTION OF THE ENERGY OF THE HEART
Sidebar: The Fourth and Fifth Dimensions
MUTUAL SEXUAL SATISFACTION
REUNIFICATION OF THE SACRED AND THE PROFANE: DIVINE ORGASM
Image: “The Expulsion from Paradise” by Albrecht Dürer, 1510, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Albrecht_D%C3%BCrer_-_The_Expulsion_from_Paradise_(NGA_1943.3.3634).jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Were Adam and Eve expelled from Paradise because they satisfied their sexual desire? Or is it that the joy was driven out of their relationship because they considered it sinful? Or could this be a parable about the state of a child’s consciousness before the onset of cultural mental filters?
Image: “The Expulsion from Paradise” by Albrecht Dürer, 1510 … in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Albrecht_D%C3%BCrer_-_The_Expulsion_from_Paradise_(NGA_1943.3.3634).jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Were Adam and Eve expelled from Paradise because they satisfied their sexual desire? Or is it that the joy was driven out of their relationship because they considered it sinful? Or could this be a parable about the state of a child’s consciousness before the onset of cultural mental filters?
Dear Ones,
This I know from telepathy: In America today, the sex drive is greatly repressed at an early age.
On our sexual organs depends our very existence as human beings on Earth. Sublimation of the sexual urge results in great masterpieces of creativity, art, religion, mystical experience, the very vision with which humanity shapes its future.
Cultural repression is an act of aggression against the genital organs, and the act of repression imprints on these organs cellular memories of hatred, lack of self-worth, low self-esteem, inability to express creativity, inventiveness, and play in our adult lives, and fantasies of violent sex, rape, the act of being raped, and sexual torture.
Because of our early cultural training, these cellular memories have been deeply repressed. I glommed onto them a few years ago, when I started sensing, through telepathy, other people’s emotional thoughts. There is a great disconnect, in the world today, between our mental bodies and our emotional bodies.
……………….. Sidebar: Jung on Sublimation of the Sex Drive
“C. G. Jung believed sublimation to be mystical in nature, thus differing fundamentally from Freud’s view of the concept. For Freud, sublimation helped explain the plasticity of the sexual instincts (and their convertibility to non-sexual ends). The concept also underpinned his psychoanalytical theories which showed the human psyche at the mercy of conflicting impulses (such as the super-ego and the id). Jung criticized Freud for obscuring the alchemical origins of sublimation and for attempting instead to make the concept appear scientifically credible:
“Sublimation is part of the royal art where the true gold is made. Of this Freud knows nothing, worse still, he barricades all the paths that could lead to true sublimation. This is just about the opposite of what Freud understands by sublimation. It is not a voluntary and forcible channeling of instinct into a spurious field of application, but an alchemical transformation for which fire and prima materia are needed. Sublimation is a great mystery. Freud has appropriated this concept and usurped it for the sphere of the will and the bourgeois, rationalistic ethos …
“This criticism extends from the private sphere of his correspondence (as above) to specific papers he published on psychoanalysis:
“Freud invented the idea of sublimation to save us from the imaginary claws of the unconscious. But what is real, what actually exists, cannot be alchemically sublimated, and if anything is apparently sublimated it never was what a false interpretation took it to be …”
ALIENATION OF OUR EMOTIONAL BODIES FROM OUR MENTAL BODIES
Through telepathy, for instance, I can hear a person’s emotional thoughts on one ‘sound track’ of their being, and a person’s ‘mental thoughts’ on another ‘sound track’ of their being. Same person, two different sound tracks. And the most interesting thing is, as a general rule, these two sound tracks are diametrically opposed; they are exact opposites.
And also as a general rule, the emotional sound track expresses culturally repressed negative emotions, and the mental sound track expresses socially acceptable lies about our emotional state. Never the more so than with respect to the sex drive, I might add.
Scenarios of genital mutilation, rape, incest, sexual torture, and mass murder, for instance, have been unfolding over again in the emotional minds of people everywhere, Telepathically speaking, it has been a long, grueling, and pretty appalling learning experience for me, and one that is only beginning to rise to conscious Awareness in other folks.
Here is what I have learned: We humans are not what we appear to be. And, it i up to us to discover what we really are. To admit our emotional truth into our Awareness; to come to terms with it. To overcome our cultural mental filters and step into the light of Higher Truth.
REPRESSED CHURNING OF SEXUAL FANTASIES
To get back to sexual repression: Freud notes the plasticity of the sex drive, how it can be sublimated and channeled into other activities (I assume he means by this, sports). Unlike hunger and thirst, suppression of the sex drive doesn’t result in death, he notes. So, it has been biologically possible to culturally repress this drive …
Citation: “Freudian Repression, the Unconscious, and the Dynamics of Inhibition,” by Simon Boag, 2012, Ch. 7. A General Model for Situating Repression,” subheading “Sexuality and Repression,” page 119, second paragraph”
When our sexual drive is repressed, in our deep subconscious minds we continually churn through sexual fantasies. And this provides some degree of sexual stimulation.
Just now, as the Ascension process unfolds, these constant subconscious sexual fantasies are coming to conscious Awareness. Because of our cultural mental filters, at least insofar as I hear telepathically, everyone seems to be pointing their finger at someone else …
One person thinks: It’s your fault! You’re an unethical sexual libertine!
Then the accused person thinks: Forsure it’s not me! That’s impossible!
I hear it from everyone. If we were not being so punishing one to the other, on the repressed emotional-body telepathic plane, I would think it humorous. From the perspective of the Divine, which is a tad more neutral than most of us at the moment, l expect it is pretty humorous … child’s play among his wonderful, deeply cherished children.
MYTH OF THE FALL OF TARA … SEXUAL ANGUISH AND DIMINUTION OF THE ENERGY OF THE HEART
I have my own theories about why our culture, and many cultures round the world, repress the sexual drive in children. These theories have to do with the fall of Earth, once known as Tara, through the 4th dimension into the 3rd, where it has been at the mercy of beings in the lower levels of 4D, who have distorted the second chakra energy through pain, so as to limit the energy of our hearts and the majesty of our Souls. In so doing, they have until now kept us humans from rising back into 5D.
……………….. Sidebar: The Fourth and Fifth Dimensions
4D, the fourth dimension, is the ‘astral plane’ that we experience between incarnations. It includes heaven, purgatory and hell. It is also where we spend our sleep time during an incarnation. And where we go when we do astral travel.
5D, the fifth dimension, is what Christians term ‘the Kingdom of Heaven’. In that realm there is no Duality; all is Light, love and joy. This is the realm of Christed and Buddhic consciousness.
………………..
Now, because of the Incoming Light, these beings are gone from 4D. Over the last 2 years I’ve felt their ‘sustenance,’ the sexual and survival anguish of humankind, slowly but surely diminishing. I have felt these beings’ growing hunger, their diminishing numbers, and finally their absence from Earth altogether. Thank goodness for that!
But still remaining here on Earth is the damage they’ve done to our etheric bodies, to our human energy fields. And ours it is to repair that damage … Ours it is to return to a notion of our sexual drive that is positive, that promotes peace in the world and in our human relationships, that sustains the magnificent energy of our human hearts.
MUTUAL SEXUAL SATISFACTION
I expect this will be ‘old hat’ to the younger generation, but, for the sake of us older folks, here goes. According to a 2014 article …
… only 30 percent of women climax during intercourse. Apparently, many women in America today fake orgasm because they know that their sexual partners are too impatient to ask them how they may best provide that joy. Further, they know that their husbands’ self-esteem will be lowered if they do not pretend they have climaxed.
What an amazing sign of the end of the Atlantean era … although it is so important to their happiness and to the longevity of their marriage, women are reluctant to address with their sexual partners the topic of what it takes for their own sexual satisfaction. Men, more on this topic here …
In seeking sexual pleasure in our sexual relationships, let us remember each to ask the other how we may best provide that joy, and how we might like to receive it. Let us not assume at one moment that yesterday’s intel applies. Let us ask each other, from moment to moment, how we can best help each other to a pleasurable experience.
REUNIFICATION OF THE SACRED AND THE PROFANE: DIVINE ORGASM
I have an acquaintance who feels that human orgasm is the most powerful vehicle for upliftment that exists on planet Earth today. That, she feels, is because of the intense burst of emotional energy that accompanies orgasm. Her suggestion is that at the moment of orgasm, one call forth the highest spiritual intention to which they aspire.
It might be a vision of world peace, or of total healing for planet Earth.
One might call forth peace, love, and joy.
One might consciously feel the upliftment of all human beings through love at this moment.
One might wish for a good rain, so that crops may grow.
or the graceful easing of Earth’s tectonic plates, so that no big earthquakes will occur.
or for the purification of the water in Earth’s underground aquifers, waterways, and oceans.
or for clearing of the air over our cities.
or for cleansing of money and return to a sense of abundance.
or for the return of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine
or for the highest and best future for all the world’s children
and so on….
My feeling is, this intention of upliftment during the act of sex might also uplift and sanctify each of us, and heal that old, painful mental dichotomy that separates the ‘sacred’ from the ‘profane.’
In this way, slowly but inevitably, we can transform our genital cellular memories, transmute our sexual experience to utmost joy, and rekindle our creativity, our artistic sense, our inventiveness, our playfulness, our ability to venture ‘outside the box’. As a world society, through our creative vision, we will be able to transform our reality, to make Earth a safe and nurturing environment for generations to come.
astral rape, lost children of the soul, psychology, sadomasochism, 4D, cellular memories, cultural repression of the sexual urge, Divine orgasm, emotional body telepathy, faking female orgasm, Freud, Jung, mental body telepathy, scared and profane, sexual anguish, sexual fantasies, sexual repression, sexual satisfaction, sexual substitution, Tara, upliftment of Earth through orgasm, hatred, self-worth, self-esteem, creativity, inventiveness, play, violent sex, rape, sexual torture, sublimation, genital mutilation, incest, mass murder, 5D, incoming light, myths, sacred sexuality, Divine feminine, Divine masculine,
Filmed on 25 June 2014; published on 28 December 2017
INTRODUCTION
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
11-27 June 2014 Gateway
Fear of Flunking Ascension
Fear of Being Left Behind on Planet B
Fear of Apocalypse
Killer X-Flare Fear
Dear Ones,
INTRODUCTION
This is about some fears I felt during the recent (11-27 June 2014) heightened incoming Light, about cleansing our auras, and about how we are all going to make it just fine through the Ascension process.
I had some doubts about posting this video, but finally I decided to post it, even though I am admitting to silly fears in it, because it seemed to me that others may be in the process of hearing their minds propound fearful stories, and needing to deal with these stories.
My best thought about fear is, to rely on Divine guidance, to rely on Christ consciousness, which is flowing through everything, and to create in my mind a new story, a story of love, hope, peace, and joy for myself and all mankind.
So when a fearful story comes up in my mind, I just tell myself firmly that the story is false, and then I tell myself, in detail, the story of a loving New Earth instead.
There is a Summary after the video …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
11-27 June 2014 Gateway
Hello, Dear Ones,
I thought I would mention something about a fear I had, from time to time, in recent months, because others may be experiencing the same fear, and coming to the same conclusions about it.
Fear of Flunking Ascension
Sometimes I would think that I am coming along too slowly. And everybody else is doing ok with Ascension, and with reintegrating Soul fragments, and healing Soul wounding, and feeling pure love all the time.
And then I would fear that I was falling behind, and that I might not make the grade … Pass-fail system, you know?
And so, every time I ask the Divine about that, the answer I would get was that there was just enough time for each of us; that it was all planned out for each of us. And that I need have no fears along those lines, because my path was my path, and the time table has been carefully set, and there are those who will help me to achieve it … and like that. So then, that fear would be laid to rest, right?
Fear of Being Left Behind on Planet B
And then I had another fear. It was: Oh my God! I’ve spun off into an alternate Universe! And it’s not going to make the grade. The whole Universe is not going to make the grade. And then I’m going: How did I get this kind of luck?
I thought about it for a while, and the reason it came up, is because I was going through all kinds of nightmare scenarios, and mental stories were just flooding past me … as if they were coming from the whole world, through my heart, and through my mind, and out … into outer space someplace … and just, like, dissolving.
And I was thinking: This is not like New Earth! This is a lot different! And it got on my nerves after a while. It was like one fear coming up and dissipating, and another terrible scenario fear dissipating, and finally I thought: You know, it i never going to end.
And finally, I just hauled myself up by my boot straps and said: I don’t care if I’m living in Planet B or not. Somewhere in the Universe there’s a New Earth, and the people there are going to make a wonderful go of it. It will uplift the whole Universe, what our human beings are doing there.
And if my line peters out, and if I go directly to Source … that’s the thing that every extraterrestrial … every advanced being … really wants to do. So, what’s the big deal here? I did my part … I’m sure of that!
And the strange thing was, the minute I said that … the minute I admitted I had this terrible fear, and I had done the wrong thing, and I was going the wrong way … and everybody with me … The minute I did that, I ‘dimed’ up … ‘multidimed’ up [moved multidimensionally up] … and into a feeling of love consciousness.
Fear of Apocalypse
Interesting, these time, huh? I have heard people say: Maybe the world will end in a terrible solar blast … or a nuclear war, or something … everything will end, and that will be that. And the reason we feel that way sometimes … you know, we have those concerns and those fears … is because we are processing a lot of deep, cellular fears. So we come up with these notions of catastrophe.
Killer X-Flare Fear
Now so, along the lines of a solar flare … like the kind of solar flare that wipes out life on Earth; that kind of solar flare, I would like to say that the guidance that I get, the intuition that I have, is that these solar flares are very carefully timed … to the nanosecond. And all of the incoming energy is timed, for our benefit, by the Divine.
Maybe it is stepped down through intermediaries, like they say … you know, ETs, or like that … Christed ETs, we are talking about, without bodies … higher than us. And it could be they are all out there helping us too, as agents of the Divine, of the Divine, Christ love and Light.
I cannot say for sure, but a lot of people do say that. But I do know that the Divine itself is taking care of all that. And so, we need not fear some senseless act of violence on the part of the Divine. The Divine is taking care of each Soul, each one of us, as if it were the Divine itself.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
…………………..
