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Arjuna Kriya to Heal the Broken Heart . channeled by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 24 May 2020; published on 26 May 2020

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • What the Kriya Will Do For You
    • How to Do the Kriya
  • ABOUT ARJUNA

Dear Ones,

This is a kriya to heal the broken heart and to resolve long-standing grudges. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

What the Kriya Will Do For You

I have here a new mudra and kriya … a way of placing the arms and hands, and a way of walking … to heal the broken or to resolve a long-standing grudge, or to heal the injuries of the heart that have accumulated over many lifetimes.

How to Do the Kriya

The fingers of the two hands are interlaced, except that the index fingers and thumbs are joined, with a diamond shape in between, like this …

Image: “Arjuna Kriya 1: Wide Open Heart Stance with Diamond Mudra and the Silent Step,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 … DESCRIPTION: Hands are together, thumb tips touching, tips of index fingers touching, and palms apart, so that there is a diamond-shaped space between the two touching thumbs and the two touching index fingers. The rest of the fingers are loosely interlaced. The hands are held at the level of the heart chakra, with the joined thumb tips pointing towards the heart and the joined index fingers pointing horizontally outward, away from the person doing the mudra. This is not seen, but relevant: Elbows are out, away from the sides, so that the space between the heart center and the hands is roughly oval. You can walk in a sedate way while doing this kriya. It could be a walking meditation. If you do walk like this, do that special kind of walk where you set down the toes of your feet first, and then your heel. I call this the Silent Step.

Image: “Arjuna Kriya 1: Wide Open Heart Stance with Diamond Mudra and the Silent Step,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 …

DESCRIPTION: Hands are together, thumb tips touching, tips of index fingers touching, and palms apart, so that there is a diamond-shaped space between the two touching thumbs and the two touching index fingers. The rest of the fingers are loosely interlaced.

The hands are held at the level of the heart chakra, with the joined thumb tips pointing towards the heart and the joined index fingers pointing horizontally outward, away from the person doing the mudra.

This is not seen, but relevant: Elbows are out, away from the sides, so that the space between the heart center and the hands is roughly oval.

You can walk in a sedate way while doing this kriya. It could be a walking meditation. If you do walk like this, do that special kind of walk where you set down the toes of your feet first, and then your heel. I call this the Silent Step.

… with the index fingers pointing horizontally away from the heart. I call this Diamond Mudra.

The elbows are out. You are standing with an almost oval space between your thumbs and your heart center ….

Image: “Arjuna Kriya 2: Wide Open Heart Stance with Diamond Mudra and the Silent Step,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 … DESCRIPTION: Hands are together, thumb tips touching, tips of index fingers touching, and palms apart, so that there is a diamond-shaped space between the two touching thumbs and the two touching index fingers. The rest of the fingers are loosely interlaced. The hands are held at the level of the heart chakra, with the joined thumb tips pointing towards the heart and the joined index fingers pointing horizontally outward, away from the person doing the mudra. Elbows are out, away from the sides, so that the space between the heart center and the hands is roughly oval. You can walk in a sedate way while doing this kriya. It could be a walking meditation. If you do walk like this, do that special kind of walk where you set down the toes of your feet first, and then your heel. I call this the Silent Step.

Image: “Arjuna Kriya 2: Wide Open Heart Stance with Diamond Mudra and the Silent Step,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 May 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0 …

DESCRIPTION: Hands are together, thumb tips touching, tips of index fingers touching, and palms apart, so that there is a diamond-shaped space between the two touching thumbs and the two touching index fingers. The rest of the fingers are loosely interlaced.

The hands are held at the level of the heart chakra, with the joined thumb tips pointing towards the heart and the joined index fingers pointing horizontally outward, away from the person doing the mudra.

Elbows are out, away from the sides, so that the space between the heart center and the hands is roughly oval.

You can walk in a sedate way while doing this kriya. It could be a walking meditation. If you do walk like this, do that special kind of walk where you set down the toes of your feet first, and then your heel. I call this the Silent Step.

It gives a feeling of a greatly expanded heart, so I call it Wide Open Heart Stance.

You can walk in a sedate way while doing this kriya. It could be a walking meditation. If you do walk like this, do that special kind of walk where you set down the toes of your feet first, and then your heel. I call this the Silent Step.

This is a Native American way of walking that I learned many years ago from Earth Skills … https://www.earthskills.com/ … an animal tracking, wilderness survival, and Native American culture outfit located in Frazier Park, California. According to my Earth Skills teachers, Native American trackers and hunters walked silently over the leaf-strewn forest floors in that way. It is a very graceful way of walking.

So you are holding the wide-open space of your heart, and you are walking gracefully in your meditative stance. To heal the broken heart.

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ABOUT ARJUNA

Arjuna was a central character of the Mahabharata, an Indian philosophical epic. This image of Arjuna with bow drawn, riding in a war chariot, with Lord Krishna as charioteer, is one of my favorites …

Image: “ISKCON Jagannath Bbt Partha Sarathi/Krishna Arjun” …   https://www.amazon.in/images/I/51uZvfHE1PL.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Arjuna with bow drawn, stands in a moving chariot drawn by four white horses moving at a gallop. Holding the reins of the chariot is Lord Krishna, the charioteer. There are slain men and fighting people all around them.

In a way, the image reminds me of Arjuna Kriya.

That I know of, there are three people that identify as Arjuna, the spiritual son of Indra. I am one of them, then there are two others. You might say that we identify with Arjuna.

In my own timeline theory, I was Arjuna. Because each human being has their own series of timeline choices, it is also possible that the other two people, in their own timelines, experienced being Arjuna in ages past. Who is to say?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Caveats for Lightworkers Regarding Fitting in with Christian Congregations . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 4 January 2020; updated on 20 May 2022

  • ON APPROPRIATE RESTRAINT OF INCOMING LIGHT DURING WORSHIP
  • ON THE DIFFICULT QUESTION OF EGOIC AGGRANDIZEMENT
  • ON FAKING THE GIFTS OF PROPHECY, HEALING AND SPEAKING IN TONGUES
  • ON LIGHTWORKERS BEING CAST OUT BY PREVAILING PROPHETS IN A CHURCH
  • CONCLUSION

Dear Ones,

ON APPROPRIATE RESTRAINT OF INCOMING LIGHT DURING WORSHIP

I feel it is important for Lightworkers who wish to join a Christian Church that they restrain their charismatic gifts during regular church services, as outpouring of grace through Spirit can be upsetting to those of the congregation not so gifted.

As some of you have perhaps found, pastors and ministers who are holding church services can understandably feel that outpouring of grace during services might interfere with the performance of their sacred office.

For instance, outpouring of grace during the Offertory … the uplifting of bread and wine at the Eucharist … while understandable and nearly unavoidable from the stance of the participating Lightworker … might fill the church with such Light as to cause a pastor or minister to falter in speaking the words of the ritual. Speaking of the words is very important to the perfection of the rite; and so I suggest that attending Lightworkers appeal to their Ascension Teams to flow through only as much grace through Spirit as is best for the ritual at hand. The ritual is, I feel, of great importance in dispensation of grace to humankind.

ON THE DIFFICULT QUESTION OF EGOIC AGGRANDIZEMENT

Grandiosement of the ego is a peculiar pitfall for those gifted with charisms, and one that leads to entirely the wrong path in life. At every moment, I feel, one must align with God’s Will, His Heart, and His Mind; that is the only way to purity of Spirit and outflowing of grace.

I myself feel it it best to remain … insofar as possible … unknown to the congregation and to their pastors and ministers in this regard. Better to be unknown than constantly to be harassed and tested by notions of self-aggrandizement. Not being known at all is, I feel, a much more comfortable position in which to experience outpouring of grace, as God wills, and in the moments He chooses.

ON FAKING THE GIFTS OF PROPHECY, HEALING AND SPEAKING IN TONGUES

I note especially, from a day I attended a Pentecostal church service in Durango, Colorado, that members of Pentecostal congregations want to fit in. They want to be Spirit-filled. And sometimes they may pretend to have gifts such as prophecy, healing through laying on of hands, and glossolalia (speaking in tongues) so as to feel welcome in a congregation. I feel this is understandable from a human point of view, and expectable.

It might be helpful for a pastor or minister who has those gifts to let the congregation know they are welcome to attend just as they are … even without the gifts of Spirit … and that Spirit flows through us when it will, and not necessarily, Lord knows, at a time convenient to us.

ON LIGHTWORKERS BEING CAST OUT BY PREVAILING PROPHETS IN A CHURCH

I feel we Lightworkers must assess the issue of one-upmanship and jealousy by prevailing prophets in a church. If we arrive with charisms, it is quite likely that a prophet who has a stance or ‘holding’ in that church may feel his standing to be threatened by our arrival.

In a church where there are one or two Spirit-filled prophets, known to the rest of the congregation for their true visions and their healing ability, a Dark vision by those so revered … to the effect that we Lightworkers are ‘sent by Satan’ might easily be believed.

If action is taken to cast a Lightworker out of a church in this way, I wonder if it might be helpful to talk with the pastor or minister about fitting in with the prevailing prophets, and helping them feel at ease? I say ‘I wonder’ because when this happened to me some years ago, I was too devastated by the casting out to approach the pastor about it later through dialogue.

To my way of feeling, there is nothing worse for me, as a Lightworker, than to be accused by several good Christians of being the very opposite of what I truly am. On the other hand, it is true that people are people. It would be better to try to talk together and resolve these misunderstandings, than never to address them. This I feel especially to be a good avenue when Lightworkers live in small towns with few choices of places to worship.

CONCLUSION

I see the likelihood of being ‘cast out’ of a Christian church as a cause for concern for Lightworkers, Ascensioneers, Pathfinders and Wayshowers.

I hope this blog offers those gifted with the Incoming Light a toehold for interacting with our Christian churches with less concern about blame and judgment by their congregations. First of all, I suggest we attend those churches that look favorably upon charisma. Then if the issue of ‘being different’ or ‘wrong’ comes up, we can talk together about a church’s stance on charisms and charismatic Christianity. It may be we will all gain many new insights in that way.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Hatred Tends to Come in ‘Twos’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 7 May 2019

Dear Ones,

Hatred tends to come in ‘twos’ … two cultures, nationalities, and religions have a quarrel with each other. One accuses the other of terrorist activities or hate crimes. Mass media rouse public sympathy on the topic. Then follow news reports on the same side of the fence.

This convinces the public that there is a culture, nationality, or religion that is to blame for the enmity of the offended party, which poses as the ‘victim’ in the situation. Public perception of the pariah and the victim in two cultures, nationalities, or religions that have twined in hatred, can endure for decades.

The public perception that one party in a warring duo is to blame or at fault is, I feel, not conducive of a peaceful denouement. A balanced job of news reporting regarding paired acts of hatred would go a long way toward effecting that accord.

I ask that the news media take into account the greater good of the American people, and offer us a balanced picture of such ongoing animosities as the Jewish – Islamic conflict in the Middle East and here in the United States; the homed – unhomed conflicts arising in the cities of the United States; the diverse stances of employed – employer; and the rights of the people of the United States in the face of the power of corporations and drug cartels.

If news media will go the mile in putting before the American public both sides of the issue, then we, the People, can, through a groundswell of informed opinion, in town hall meetings and neighborhood councils, make a difference in public policy, first at the level of our communities, and from those grassroots beginnings, on up through the layers of government, to the architecture of the laws passed at a national level.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Tools for Emerging from the Demon Realm . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 6 November 2017

  • Video by Alice
  • Summary of the Video
    • When We First Begin to See Demons and Devils
    • The Earthly Illusions That Occur as a Result of the Lesser Light in the Outer Reaches of Our Galaxy
    • What I Mistakenly Thought at First Glimpse of the Demon Realm Many Years Ago
    • On Growing in Awareness of the Gift of Multidimensional Awareness
    • On Aligning the Heart and Mind and Will with God
    • Optimizing Timelines and Dimensions: The Key That Unlocks the Door Leading from Darkness to Light
    • Conclusion: The Two Tools for Emerging from the Demon Realm

Dear Ones,

This is a video on ways of dealing with the time in our Soul evolution, and in our current lifetime, when we rise to conscious of the astral negative beings around us in the fourth dimension, the dreamtime realm (the astral realm). There’s a Summary after the video; text not in the video is in green font …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones,

It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

When We First Begin to See Demons and Devils

And I have a word of assurance for the people that are just now starting to enter the astral realm and be able to see or hear the demon realm and the negative astral beings that are there.

You know, sometimes it seems, when this happens … when our awareness expands into the fourth dimension from the third (or ‘physical’) dimension … Sometimes it seems that suddenly we are beset by demons or devils, or like that.

The Earthly Illusions That Occur as a Result of the Lesser Light in the Outer Reaches of Our Galaxy

But in fact, what has happened, is that we’re suddenly able to see the true situation in the third and fourth dimensions, in this outpost of the galaxy … this outlying area … where there’s less of the central galactic light. And where it’s possible for these sorts of illusions to exist, and to seem to be very real.

Image: The Milky Way, our home galaxy, and the position of our solar system within it: http://www.theskepticsguide.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/MilkyWay-665×365.jpg ..

What I Mistakenly Thought at First Glimpse of the Demon Realm Many Years Ago

I’m thinking back to when this first happened for me, quite some years ago. First I thought other people were responsible:

  • Someone is cursing me; or
  • Some very bad luck thing has happened to me, that caused me to see these demons and devils, and like that.

I looked all over the place:

  • I looked for psychological heap.
  • I looked for dietary help.
  • I looked in all the arcane texts … the occult lore, and so forth.
  • I explored the major religions.
  • And I prayed a lot, contemplated a lot, and reflected a lot.
  • I also meditated quite a lot,
  • And I sang sacred songs quite a bit.

On Growing in Awareness of the Gift of Multidimensional Awareness

And through all that, I eventually came to an understanding that I was simply seeing more of what there is in the realms of reality. I was seeing multidimensionally.

It wasn’t a curse. It wasn’t anything like that. It was actually a new gift, that helped me understand and avoid the pitfalls of this outlier solar system.

I thought I’d explain that, because more and more people are beginning to notice the negative astral beings around them, and beginning to come up with the same erroneous conclusions that I first came up with …

  • For instance: Somebody else is responsible.
  • Or, they might listen to these beings, and take their advice … which I can tell you, from experience, is absolutely the wrong thing to do.

On Aligning the Heart and Mind and Will with God

I feel that the thing to do is to align one’s own heart and mind and will with the great Heart, the great Mind, and the great Will of God. (1) And simply ask to enact what God wants us to enact here on Earth. that’s the first thing.

Optimizing Timelines and Dimensions: The Key That Unlocks the Door Leading from Darkness to Light

And the second thing is, to optimize timelines and dimensions, asking like this, as has been mentioned in many other blogs … using exactly these words, because they’re like a key that unlocks the door that leads us from darkness into light. And these are the words:

Spirit to Team!
Optimize Timelines and Dimensions!
For the All, through Free Will!  

Conclusion: The Two Tools for Emerging from the Demon Realm

So these are the two tools for emerging from the demon realm:

  • Align with God. Align with God’s Heart and Mind and Will.
  • And optimize your timelines and dimensions … your alternate realities; your alternate universes … so that your awareness is placed in that alternate universe that is preferred by God for all beings everywhere, and which promotes free will, rather than the enslavement agendas of the negative astral beings.

So, there’s that.

If you have any questions about this, you’re welcome to leave comments. I’m happy to offer any advice I have, either having read it, or having experienced it myself. Let me know!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

“And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not,” –John 1:5 (KJV, public domain)

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FOOTNOTE

(1) See “The Great Invocation,” by Djwhal Khul. Here I have channeled the prayer …

Video: “The Great Invocation” . by Djwhal Khul . Channeled by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 November 2014 … https://youtu.be/IrE4QJg_Ai0 ..

And here are the words to the prayer … Link: “The Great Invocation,” by Djwhal Khul, through Alice Bailey, in Theosophy Wiki … https://theosophy.wiki/en/Great_Invocation ..

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Group Leadership and the Woes Caused by Placing Blame on Others . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 22 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Placing Blame Is Characteristic of the Criminal Mind and the Antisocial Personality
    • The Extreme Instance of Placing Blame in the Context of Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs
    • How Sex Worker Samskaras Are Reflected in a Spiritual Group
      • Group Energies of Psychic Rape
    • Consider Stepping Out of Group Activities for Now
    • Footnote: Astral Story about Genital Mutilation to ‘Steal Back Manhood’

Dear Ones,

I would like to talk a little about the woes caused by belief in causality … especially the notion that our woes, and our mis-steps, and our ‘trespasses’ are caused by other people. The discussion is in the context of group leadership. After the video is a Summary …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

I would like to talk a little about the woes caused by belief in causality … especially the notion that our woes, and our mis-steps, and our ‘trespasses’ are caused by other people.

Placing Blame Is Characteristic of the Criminal Mind and the Antisocial Personality

In the reading that I have done, I have found that the notion that what I do is caused by other people is characteristic of the criminal mind and of the antisocial personality. That got me to thinking about why this is so. And the answer is that, when we take sole responsibility for our actions, then that presupposes that we have equal ability to change our actions. We have free will.

So it is very beneficial to us … to our freedom to act in the world, and to work out our karmas, and to liberate our Souls … to believe that we are the cause of our actions. And in that way we separate ourselves from the energy streams of the criminal mind and and the antisocial personality.

The notion that someone else is responsible for our actions leads to all kinds of complications. For instance, say I am the head of a spiritual group (which I am not). And I say that the reason I have a certain energy pattern is that one of my students has that energy pattern, and transferred it to me. And so I say to my group: If we get rid of that person, then that energy pattern will be gone.

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Sidebar: Astral Story about Genital Mutilation to ‘Steal Back Manhood’

I have heard an astral story that illustrates this theme, to do with a spiritual teacher who went through a time of erectile dysfunction (ED), possibly because of a stage in the Ascension process. Then according to the story, he placed the blame for his physical difficulty on one of his students, who was virile, the notion being that it was the student’s fault that the teacher had ED. This might be interpreted, in a subconscious context, as the magical thought that the virile student had ‘stolen’ the teacher’s manhood.

So then, according to the astral story, the teacher got another student to help him cut off the tip of the ‘scapegoat’ man’s penis, which the teacher swallowed; the magical notion being that the teacher was stealing his manhood back from the student whom he genitally mutilated. Here is another astral example of blaming someone else for an energetic issue that might better be self-directed.

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The Extreme Instance of Placing Blame in the Context of Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs

In the very extreme case of cults that kill and outlaw gangs …

Link: “Community Health: Cults That Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..

Link: “More on Killing Cults and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 August 2016; revised on 24 February 2019 and 3 March 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-61D ..

… in the very extreme case of a Charles Manson type of cult, then the leader of the cult or gang says to his members: Kill that person! Then everything will be ok, because they’re the cause of our problems. Something happens:

  • Either there’s an accident, through mental suggestion … say, a fatal traffic accident,
  • Or someone actually goes out and kills that person, and so that person is gone.

But within a week, the energy pattern reasserts itself, through the person who is the spiritual teacher or guru of the killing group … a person like Charles Manson. For instance, a pattern of psychic rape is happening. So then he says: No, it wasn’t that person; it’s another person. And another person is sacrificed for the sake of the group. So this leads to extreme suffering for the people in the group.

Were the leader to look at the situation aright, he would look for that pattern of energy in himself that’s causing him to attract the energies of the group to do with psychic rape.

How Sex Worker Samskaras Are Reflected in a Spiritual Group

For instance, a teacher that frequents sex workers, and has done so all his life, what does that mean to his spiritual group? It means that all the samskaras of all of the johns of all the sex workers that he frequents become a part of the samskaras of the group.

And so, very naturally, there will be strong energies of deviant sexual behaviors happening in that group; for instance, psychic rape, physical rape, sadomasochism (S&M). There will be problems with snuff: with murdering people for a sexual thrill. There will be all kinds of problems because the people that he frequents, and mixes his energy field (his astral matter) with, will have encountered people like that. Thus, like catching the flu, they would have those samskaras in their own auras.

Group Energies of Psychic Rape. So, if that unusual circumstance were to occur, that a group was experiencing and transmitting energies of psychic rape, and broadcasting them in the noosphere, then I would ask that teacher to look at his own behavior, purify and sanctify that which he is. And then the energy of the group will be changed and uplifted.

If he has in his group sex workers, he can expect the energy of the group to express that profession. If he has in his group con artists, he can expect the energy of the group to include the samskaras that people accumulate when they find themselves in prison. These are many, and very deep and heavy samskaras.

Consider Stepping Out of Group Activities for Now

So I ask, please think about whom you’re associating with. If you’re a member of such a group, why not step out, and breathe the wholesome, natural air of the mountains, or the seashore, or the desert? And forget about groups for now. Because it’s only by being with God, and God alone, that we will purify and sanctify and uplift our own energy fields right now, at this time of glorious renewal and awakening.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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