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Release Ghosts of Ancestors Now . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 20 August 2018

Dear Ones,

This month and next month during the planetary retrogrades, are auspicious times for releasing the ghosts of our ancestors … especially those of our parents, siblings, and grandparents who have passed on.

These are often seeking comfort by wrapping themselves around our electromagnetic fields (EMFs) in the lower triangle … the area beneath our belt line. Blessing and releasing these can result in an audiovisual (AV) spin-off and a big Light upgrade. These are always very good news.

I think these releases of ancestral spirits may happen during retrogrades because of the backward nature of the retrograde energies. In other words, these are good times for us to look back, and clear up past memories, and spiff up our subtle bodies.

Here is a useful method to release these sprites to the Light …

Link: “Blessing Our Ancestors and Helping Ghosts Move On,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 March 2014; revised on 22 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1wP ..

Here is a good article on the planets now retrograde. (Note that Mercury ceased to be retrograde yesterday, but the rest are still going strong.) …

Link: “Six planets are in retrograde right now (OMG), and here’s exactly what that means for you,” by Brianne Hogan, 9 August 2018 … https://hellogiggles.com/lifestyle/retrogrades-summer-2018/ ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Link: “Chakric, Planetary, and Multi-Universe Audiovisual Libraries,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 July 2013 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6rX ..

‘Spinoffs’ … Link: “On Clearing and Balancing the Navel Point,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 20 November 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Tl ..


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Song of Jupiter’s Moon Io to Nourish and Uplift the Beings of Our Solar System . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 8 November 2016


Dear Ones,


The planet Jupiter’s moon Io shelters the audiovisual and EMF library of this Solar System.

This moon holds the record of the planets’ tutelage of the beings in their care, transformed to highest love and Light.

There is gentle humor in this moon, and infinite forbearance; deep love and gratitude to the All, as well as embodiment of the sort of neutral Awareness we term Zen.

It sings its song for the nourishment and upliftment of the beings within the Sun’s holding and teaching, through her love and Light.


  • The Song of Io clears the human heart and returns it to its natal joy.
  • Through this song may be learned the art of neutral mind.

Here is the Song of Io …

Video: “NASA Sound of Space – Jupiter’s Moon Io,” by muffigw, 27 February 2010 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAKXaUMZpOc ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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On Healing the EMF Fields of Our Galaxy . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 4 May 2016

    • Venus
    • Earth
    • Pleiades
    • After Our EMF Fields Are Healed

Dear Ones,


Because, during the 10,000 year Age of Darkness just past, our Sun was unable to communicate fully with the great sun Alcyone in the Pleiades … and because our Sun was not bathed in the the Light of the Photon Belt of the Pleiades during that time … the pure Light of our Sun was cut off from the higher Star Libraries, such as that existing on Alcyone. And so, our Sun’s energies became somewhat misaligned. Consequently, the solar winds that gust from our Sun to our planet Earth began to carry some degree of misaligned energies. This is what is known in scientific parlance as harmful EMF radiation.


This is not all bad news. Quite the contrary. our Sun and her planets have from the very first agreed to participate in the Duality experiment, as laid out by the Logos. This experiment is only available to solar systems that exist on the very fringes of the galaxies. In the case of our Solar System, we have a 10,000-year Age of Darkness, when our Sun is not bathed in the intelligent, loving Light of the Photon Belt of the Pleiades, then we have a 2,000-year Age of Light, such as that which began in December 2012 (note that some say September 2012 or earlier). Then we have another long Age of Darkness, a short Age of Light, and so on. This is how the Logos set up the Duality experiment for our Solar System.


Each of our Sun’s planets has its own version of the Duality experiment. For instance, you can read, in “The Law of One” …

LInk: “The Law of One: The Ra Material” … https://www.lawofone.info/ ,.

… about the Duality experiment on Venus. This was based on love in its many forms. As I understand it, at the conclusion of this experiment and the relatively recent Awakening on Venus, the Logos felt that more misalignment needed to be introduced into the next Awakening process … that of Earth.

The trouble was that Venus had been so bathed in love, and the Venutians (those Hathors of the Sirius star system who settled on Venus, as I understand it) so happily played with love in its many aspects, that there was very little motivation for Soul learning and Soul evolution.


Consequently, in designing the Earth version of the Duality experiment, the Logos (some call this the ‘Elohim’) introduced misalignment in the male-female energies here. This is what I have elsewhere called the victim-aggressor paradigm, the victim-aggressor mental filter, and the V— D— syndrome.

While this is a free will planet, the Logos has preserved here a bias toward choice of mates that, if followed, will further our Soul evolution. The inclusion of this bias in the Earth experiment is very fortunate, as indiscriminate choice of a mate would drag us down into a spiral of Soul devolution. You can read more about the energies of ‘sexual transfer’ in The Law of One: The Ra Material.


To get back to the recently concluded Age of Darkness, misaligned energy has accumulated in the EMF of our Sun, and consequently in the solar winds she wafts to her planets, and from the planets to the beings living thereon, such as ourselves. Moving backwards in lines of Light toward the planet Sirius, and thence to the great sun Alcyone of the Pleiades, the misqualified energies of Earth, and presumably of other life-bearing fringe solar systems circling the Pleiades, have affected the beings of our galaxy … Suns, planets, beings such as ourselves in various dimensions, as well as less sentient forms of Awareness such as that of Earth animal life, plant life and mineral life.

For more on the awareness of animal, plant and animal life on Earth, see Citation: “The Causal Body And The Ego,” compiled by Arthur E. Powell, 1928, public domain.


In our personal EMF fields and those of Earth, there is cramping and crimping in the axiatonal lines of light that are clearing. This has resulted in crinkles and mottled areas of Darkness in our EMF fields. These crinkles and dark spots, sometimes termed ‘implants‘ … which manifest as malware, malspeak, mind mud, mind slides, and so on … align with opposite-polarity crinkles and dark spots in other beings … such as …

  • ghosts of our ancestors;
  • our own alternate-reality fractals;
  • the astral shadow bodies of people we know and associate with (such as our co-workers, friends and families);
  • as well as negatively aspected astral beings such as
    • demons and devils,
    • and less sentient negatively aspected astral beings that are astral equivalents of the physical animal life, plant life, and mineral life on Earth
  • and also beautiful nature spirits that have been hypnotized or terrorized by black magic.

The latter hypnotizing and terrorizing of nature spirits through black magic, by my observation, has taken place en masse in the big cities of Earth, where the lack of synchronicity with the rhythms of our mother Earth has driven out the Devas, those great beings of the Archangelic Realm whose job is to protect and oversee the work of the nature spirits.

Fortunately, as the city fiefdoms have recently fallen … all round Earth … it is now newly possible for the Devas to return to their work in the cities of Earth. This they have now done; and so, we can look forward to ever flourishing renewal of the cities of Earth through the work of the great Devas with the Incoming Light.


Alignment of opposite-polarity areas of EMF fields of these various beings causes beings to ‘glom’; this ‘glom effect’ is like the sticking together of the positive end of one magnet to the negative end of another magnet. Here is one example of a glom, using magnets as an illustration …

Image: Two magnets, north and south ends aligned, create one torus-shaped magnetic field or ‘glom’ … http://www.gonefcon.com/trucktcom/m_bar2.jpg ..

At any moment, the north-south polarities of the EMF crimps of any two people can result in many injured axiatonal lines of the one person ‘hooking up’ with the oppositely charged axiatonal lines of the other person (or persons). The result, though temporary, is, for the EMF-atuned, offputting.

It is a little like this Getty Images photo of two people taped together, by Henrik Sorensen … http://media.gettyimages.com/photos/pair-taped-together-picture-id146362977 ..

Here is a representation of astral cording between couples. Popular literature notwithstanding, I find that astral cording always has to do with EMF field crimping.

This photo shows two people sitting back to back, with gluey white cords connecting their bodies … https://nancysmarriageblog.files.wordpress.com/2012/10/glued-two-people-on-rocks-resized-600.png ..


These gloms can go on and on, involving the EMF crimps of many humans, glommed together with negatively aspected demon and devil entities, smaller astral negative life forms, and so on.

Here is a drawing of a ‘glom’ with magnets, paper clips, and small metal objects … http://archive.cnx.org/resources/91c5a1b4f69ba0df570ac50475c2f785f6c59404/FIgure_23_01_01a.jpg ..

The above drawing is good, but it does not do justice to the extent of Earth gloms in recent years, which … most likely because of the misaligned information conveyed by the mass media … can involve many hundreds of thousands of humans (along with the other life forms in various Earth dimensions) all getting glommed together at the same time.

. . . . .

by Alice B. Clagett
4 May 2016

Grounding to Earth and getting a physical distance from the participants in a glom are two ways to alleviate the effect. A more permanent technique is to sit quietly, and to sense the areas of our own physical body or subtle bodies that are affected by the glom. This points out, to the careful observer, the location of his or her electromagnetic field (EMF) damage.

Then, while holding the damaged area in the Awareness, a person also feels the energy of the heart center. Visualize a connection between the two: the wounded area of the EMF and the energy of the heart chakra. Say out loud to the injured area: I love you!  love you! I love you! … and then wait for the energy of the heart to heal the EMF injury.

. . . . .

After Our EMF Fields Are Healed

After our EMF fields are cleared through the Incoming Light, the cramping and crinkles in our EMF fields will be removed, as the Light will have filled the damaged axiatonal lines. Then, as the harmonics of Earth beings resolve, all will be in harmony with the Light. EMF fields of each human will separate like this …

Two magnets with north ends aligned. Each magnet maintains its own magnetic torus field integrity … http://www.gonefcon.com/flymanaged/m_bar3.jpg ..

Why will not the north-south ends of our human magnetic fields meet? Because these will be aligned, through our Solar System’s Sun, with the great sun Alcyone, and with the sacred Halls of Amenti in the hollow core of astral Earth.

Here is an image of alignment of the central core of the EMF field of a human being to Earth and to Sun. In this case you must imagine the rest of the human EMF field like a great hollow apple shape around the central core (aka hara line or central vertical power current) … https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/05/e0/70/05e07087650bfdd9e8a0355c11b8a99e.jpg ..

One of the results of this Sun–Human–‘Core of Earth’ magnetic alignment will be clearing of astral malware, malspeak, implants, mind mud, mind slides, and so on that now characterize the unconscious energies of the human mini-noosphere as well as the planetary noosphere.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Horrifying AV Chips . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 25 April 2015; revised

Dear Ones,

Here’s a stream of consciousness rendition of some horrifying AV clips stored here and there in a person’s body of light, through many incarnational experiences …

So here we are, back in physical form again, my fellow lightworkers! What a blast!

Omg, what is this in my pockets? Loads of horrifying late night movies? Where did these come from? omg, here is one about a notorious Demon dude from one way so hell world …

Image: “Ogre Warlord,” by Fetsch : http://orig04.deviantart.net/bc7e/f/2011/047/9/c/ogre_warlord_by_fetsch-d39omeb.jpg ..

… who killed … say what!?! … my own little daughter!?! …

Image: Sketch of toddler: http://www.pxleyes.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/50-ultra-realistic-children-portrait-drawings/1.jpg ..

Omg omg omg let me take a look… [left brain gears up for major act of ‘projection’, a la movie directorville…]

Hmmm… that Demon dude must be inhabiting that lady over there. I never saw her before. If  tell her to get lost, then vengeance will be served. Maybe she’ll go to hell or someplace like that…. yeah…. seventh level of hell. she deserves it….

…… Years go by ……

Movie pops up again in my third-eye vision.

Oh gosh, maybe it’s me. maybe I was that ugly evil dude in a past lifetime!

No! never! …. I must have been that little girl, the one I thought was my daughter… yeah, that’s it….

…… Months go by ……

Movie pops up again in my third-eye vision. At the same time, I am feeling this deep deep Soul-shaking resonance in my heart. Like a core star musical note way below the normal range of hearing. between maybe 45 and 60 Hz on this test:

Video: “Bass Test 100 Hz to 5 Hz Ultimate Subwoofer Bass Test,” by HowHighCanYouGo, 18 February 2010,  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwrbFj9r10Y ..

…. Feels like the front cone of my heart chakra is yanking around with this frequency as it spins. major morphogenetic field distortion here…. way so….

…Then the frequency starts to expand out through my entire physical form…. then, just like that, it is gone…. and the vision, and the sound effects from the vision…

Omg… by the grace of God, that horror movie just got sent back to the Star Library…. let me check my pockets for those other movies… bet they are overdue….

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Alice’s Perilous Tales: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 15 February 2015, published on 24 October 2015; transcribed on 4 October 2018; revised on 29 January 2019
Previously titled: Stories from Long Ago: Karmic Traps, Recurrent Fantasies, Blame and Forgiveness

    • About Red Rock Canyon
    • Beginning of the Story: A Great Flash of Light!
    • The Karmic Trap: Glued Like a Fly to Psychic Flypaper
    • Dark Love Triangle (Triangle Amoureaux)
    • On Escaping from a Fantasy
    • Vast Electromagnetics and Solar Flares in the Early Years
    • Early Attempt to Speak with the Man Thought to Be Part of the Telepathic Dark Love Triangle
    • The Email Out of the Blue
    • Psychic Warfare, Projected Feeling of Blame, or Vengefulness
    • On Psychological ‘Projection’
    • On Magnetic Reconnection of Timelines Through Subconscious Fantasizing
    • On Being Fantasized About as the Sexual Object of a Dominatrix
    • On Co-Creating a Positive New Reality Through Visualization
    • Recurring Daydreams Put Timeline on ‘Pause’
    • Alice’s Vision of a Ghost Haunting the Mesmerized Dominatrix
    • Why Ascensioneers Are Daydreaming Less
    • The Blame Game Time Warp
    • Conclusion of Alice’s Perilous Tale
    • Alice’s Photos: Karmic Trap and Incoming Light

Dear Ones,


Here are some stories from my long-distant past:

  • Lessons I have learned about real life as contrasted with daydreams and recurrent fantasies,
  • Guardian angels that protect us from karmic traps,
  • Love triangles,
  • The importance of knowing that I deserve love,
  • The importance of forgiveness,
  • Timeline loops, and
  • The slow process of emerging from the unconscious mind.

There is a lightly edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

About Red Rock Canyon

Well, I am out here in the wilderness. There is a far distant view; far off in the distance … you cannot see it … down in the mountains, there is Red Rock Canyon. Nobody really knows about Red Rock Canyon except a few people. To get there, you have to go through a mountain pass, to an old, deserted campground, which, I think, was really very nice at one time.

And it is really too bad that it is not there anymore. I mean, the spaces are there, and all, but the facilities are no longer there. It would be great if they could get it going again, because Red Rock Canyon is a beautiful place for people to visit, and families to enjoy.

So anyway, off in the far distance [pans to viewer’s left] is the entrance to it. And so, I am here now, and I have something to talk to you all about. It involves pulling together so many strands of energy! It really has to do with blaming people, and feeling vengeance towards people, and being able to forgive people. and daydreaming and fantasizing with a recurrent fantasy … and how these affect the timeline that we are in. That is really my emphasis, and I am hoping that whatever, by way of example, I put in, from my personal experience, will have a kind of a neutral flavor to it, so as to offer, by way of illustration, an example for the reader. 

Beginning of the Story: A Great Flash of Light!

I will start at the beginning. (I am still considering what to say.) Maybe 14 or 15 years ago, I was in the midst of breaking up with my boyfriend, and I suddenly found myself in a kind of a fantasy world Love Triangle that involved two women … I was one of the women … and the man.

The interesting thing is: Of the other two people, I had barely met the man … I shook hands with him once. And I had not actually, formally, met the woman at all.

I was sitting in meditation one day, and the two of them were in the room, behind me. And something happened on the astral plane. There was a great flash of light!

At the time, I was thinking to myself how great it would be to have a spiritual companion that I could relate to, in the spiritual realm, and kind of lift myself up, step by step, and help them do the same. That was my thought at the time, while I was meditating.

And there was this great flash of light, that went from the eyes of a portrait of the group’s guru, on the front wall of the meditation room, through my heart, and into the front of the heart chakra of someone else, who was sitting behind me.

I turned round, and looked, and it was this one person, whom I had never met. I did not know his name; I did not know a thing about him. The man stood half-way up, as if stunned, and then sat back down again. And so then there was established a telepathic link … one that was always present, and consisted mainly of subconscious input, and which I was unable to break or set aside, for many years.

As it turned out, he had a relationship with a woman, and the woman and he had a telepathic link. Later, I went to knock on the door of the office where he worked; I went to see if I could find this person; and she came to the door. She did not give her name, but I just had a feeling about it …

The Karmic Trap: Glued Like a Fly to Psychic Flypaper

The feeling that I got, several times, when I was in that situation, was a Karmic Trap was about to be set. And that it would be foolhardy for me to walk forward, into a certain situation, physically (i.e., walk forward with my feet).

And I remember overriding that. It was as if a guardian angel had whispered in my ear and said: Don’t go there! Don’t do that! 

The first time that happened, at that place where I meditated, I turned around and walked away. Years went by. And then I thought: Geez, maybe I will try that again. Why not? I will go on over there. Probably, I was mistaken.

And I went back, and I had the same feeling of foreboding. But nevertheless, I started going over and meditating at that place. And this thing that I just now talked to you about, was the thing that unfolded because of that.

So anyway, I had actually seen the faces of two people on the physical plane, and suddenly, a fantasy world asserted itself. In that fantasy world, she and he were attracted to each other sexually, and my heart chakra’s energy was pulled towards his, in the way of a woman yearning for the presence of a man; and her heart chakra energy was pulled towards me, in the way of an alpha female despising and ‘lording it over’ a beta female; and his heart chakra energy was pulled towards her, in the way of a man yearning for the presence of a woman.

I, who had never before experienced one telepathic thought, was mind-melded, 24-7, to two people who had what seemed to me to be incomprehensibly vast telepathic abilities. I was stuck, like a fly to flypaper, in an astral Dark Love Triangle.

Image: “Fly Capturing Tape,” by Sergei Frolov, 11 September 2007, in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flypaper#/media/File:LENTAMUX.JPG … public domain

Image: “Fly Capturing Tape,” by Sergei Frolov, 11 September 2007, in English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flypaper#/media/File:LENTAMUX.JPG … public domain

Dark Love Triangle (Triangle Amoureaux)

So it was a circular situation … a Dark Love Triangle or triangle amoureux … in which nobody could be satisfied, because what they were looking at, and what they were longing for, was not what was looking at and longing for them.

So that was the Karmic Trap that I found myself in, on the astral plane. The other two people married, but they ended up unhappy in regard to romantic love. I feel this may have been because of the turmoil stirred up by the astral Dark Love Triangle.

Adding to the turmoil was a fractal replication of the Dark Love Triangle, in which it seemd to me that my ex-boyfriend aligned, in his fantasy world, with another alpha female. It seemed to me that he also may have become psychic on the astral plane. I surmised that, to cover his new romantic interest, or possibly subconsciously, on the psychic plane he called himself and his alpha female by the names of the couple in the original Dark Love Triangle. So I could not tell the two love triangles apart, on the astral plane.

To further complicate the issue, on the astral plane, the men in both Triangles, who were deeply romantically attracted to the alpha female in their Triangle, attributed my loving heart feelings towards what I thought to be just one man, to the alpha female in their personal Triangle, and mistakenly assigned the power-over, hateful feelings their alpha females felt toward me as hateful feelings I felt toward them.

So the men both felt I hated them, and that their alpha woman loved them, and that she was right in feeling they should send hateful vibes to me on the psychic plane.

And this went on for a space of about 15 years, with the rancor felt by the alpha females towards me increasing to such a crescendo that I feared for my life, as friends, family and acquaintances of everyone involved were drawn in, on the astral plane, to this recurring daydream.

Very slowly, for everyone involved, the skein of the Karmic Trap slowly emerged to my conscious mind. But for a long time, I was deeply subconscious with this, and not understanding what was going on.

About four years later, on the clairaudient plane, one of the men … at the time I thought it was the man in the first Triangle … came to me and said: Just wanted to let you know this is the end of this, and there will be no more of it from me. Please don’t ever think of me again, and please don’t ever relate to me again.

On Escaping from a Fantasy

That was 10 or 11 years ago. And so, I tried very hard, never to relate to him again. As you may know, when a person has a fantasy about something, it takes a while … even with strict application and discipline of the mind … It takes a while .. at least 6 months, and maybe longer … to escape from that fantasy world because, in addition to monitoring the thoughts of the conscious mind, we have also to consider the buildup of emotions and subconscious thoughts that has taken place during the time that we dwelt on something.

As Bill Ballard … Pearls2U on youtube, https://www.youtube.com/user/pearls2u ... would say, we have to wait patiently until the electromagnetic disperse.

So that was going on for me, for a while, the problem being that, as time went on, it seemed some element of negativity was introduced into the relationship of the other two people (in each triangle, as I discovered later) … who I had heard, from one of the women that I knew, were romantically involved, or else married. So, at the point where I heard that … at the very beginning … I immediately knew that I should stay out of the situation, and let them proceed with their romantic life together … which is what I did, all those years.

So but what I am dealing with, through this whole interval, is a clearing of subconscious tendencies on my part, and a clarification of my emotional body, and like that. So it was not for naught. But for me, that whole experience of fantasy that took place for four years was very painful. There was a lot of suffering in it, as Thich Nhat Hanh … https://plumvillage.org/about/thich-nhat-hanh/ … would say.

There was a lot of compassion that I could have felt for myself, that I did not feel. And so, as I slowly emerged from that miasma of fantasy, I began to understand my own heart, and how deserving it was of love, and how I need to stand in the reality of the Third Dimension, and deal with life on Earth, instead of imagining that things are different from the way that they are, if you know what I mean. So I had that positive result from that.

Vast Electromagnetics and Solar Flares in the Early Years

Meantime, some electromagnetics were happening … vast swoopings about of EMF energy such as I had never experienced before. At the time, I did not know what to make of them, although later I pegged them to the many Solar Flares in those early years, and to my greatly enhanced EMF sensitivity, approximately coincident with the time of the flash of Light described above.

Early Attempt to Speak with the Man Thought to Be Part of the Telepathic Dark Love Triangle

I made an attempt, earlier on, to get in touch with the man on the physical plane, to talk with him and sort out what was going on, on the astral plane. I was asked to go to that place, to speak with a man I did not know. When I arrived, I asked if I might speak with the gentleman in the Triangle, perhaps with someone else present. On the basis of nothing I could think of … no act or feeling of mine … he replied that he thought I ought to seek psychiatry.

I could not make heads or tails of this, as I was actively involved in the congregation at the time … on the visitor welcome committee, involved in food preparation for after services, participating in the meditations, and one of the leaders of a women’s inspirational group that met monthly there.

In that context, the advise of the strange gentleman did not make sense to me. Would it not be best to speak, in person, with the people that were constantly talking with me on the astral plane? In that way, I felt, the misaligned emotions of this ill-fated and very painful astral Love Triangle might be sorted out, might it not? But as fate would have it, this was never to be.

The Email Out of the Blue

Out of the blue, I got an email one time … some time after the first four years … purportedly from the man in the first Triad, or Love Triangle, stating that he and his wife were getting a divorce.

Since I did not know the couple, except in my fantasies and clairaudient thoughts, I did not know whether that was true or not … whether they were married, whether they had gotten a divorce, and like that. So I wrote back and I said (because he was a minister, and his wife was also spiritually inclined) … because I had moved into a new place, I said: If you would like to come over, and bless this house, I will have a gathering sometime, and you could do that.

And I never heard back from them about that. And so I was once again wondering what was really true, and what was not true.

I am sure you all have been in similar situations: Imagining things, and daydreaming, and sometimes wishing for something that is not so. You know what I mean?

Psychic Warfare, Projected Feeling of Blame, or Vengefulness

In the meantime, on the psychic plane, there was warfare going on between this man and, assumedly, his wife. A furious battle was being waged. It was like they were going through immense suffering. And finally, apparently, they broke up.

And after that, I found out that the man (or possibly the man in the fractal Triangle) had a tendency to hold onto what he felt were wrongs that had been done to him … kind of a vengeful streak; in other words, a habit of feeling like punching another person for doing something to them … that kind of feeling.

And that tendency would come up, every once in a while. And every time it came up for him, he would blame me, rather than her. Which was weird, because I did not even know them.

On Psychological ‘Projection’

In psychology, this process of ‘substitute blaming’ is called ‘projection’.

  • The benefit is, we avoid confronting the person we are really upset with, and so we will not chance losing their love.
  • On the other hand, because we never confront the situation, the situation is never resolved.

On Magnetic Reconnection of Timelines Through Subconscious Fantasizing

That is the way it went. He would blame me, in his fantasy world, and it would all come back again. It was like the timeline that was going on for me, had diverged from theirs. But when he blamed me, it is like the timelines for the three of us pulled back together … kachoomed back together, and like that! … and all the old pain and suffering was experienced again.

This photo of a magnetic crack in the EMF of Earth is like the temporary swooping together (merging, or glomming) of timelines because of a shared experience of Soul wounding …

Image: “An artist’s rendition of magnetic reconnection. The amber-brown lines denote lines of magnetic force. The bright spot is where oppositely-directed fields are making contact and ‘reconnecting.'” from “Cracks in Earth’s Magnetic Shield,” by NASA, https://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2003/03dec_magneticcracks/ ..

On Being Fantasized About as the Sexual Object of a Dominatrix

And so, during that whole time after their divorce … I do not know how long it was, maybe since about 8 years ago? … In her mind, it seemed to me that the woman was still fantasizing that I was her sexual partner, in a power-over or dominatrix way. Now, it was a total fantasy. I know, in her heart of hearts, she knows that. But still, the fantasizing goes on, day after day.

And what happens, when we fantasize about a real-life person is, that we pull their timeline in towards ours … so that whatever suffering they are experiencing (if we are empathic), we experience that suffering too.

On Co-Creating a Positive New Reality Through Visualization

That is why it is important to visualize things together with someone else that we know in real life through free will. So that is a very important aspect of co-creating the new reality through visualization …

  • We need to be very concrete.
  • We need to work with other people in harmony with their hearts.
  • And we need to honor other people’s free will.

Recurring Daydreams Put Timeline on ‘Pause’

So in this case, what I have been feeling, all these years, is that someone is fantasizing about me. I do not know why. I do not know what the prior incarnations were. I do not know what the other timelines are. I do not know what other dimensions are involved.

All I know is that the electromagnetics are such that I keep getting pulled back into her timeline because of her fantasy world.

And so for me, what I have learned from that is that, what a fantasy does is: It kind of stops the forward motion of a timeline. An unfulfilled fantasy, a recurrent daydream like that, stops a timeline. And … because of the activity of the mental mind … it sticks the person to that timeline …

  • Making it impossible for them to switch timelines easily.
  • Making it impossible for them to jump from one dimension to the next,
  • Or to bilocate, or trilocate, or any of the other cool tricks that we are practicing now, during the Ascension process.

Alice’s Vision of a Ghost Haunting the Mesmerized Dominatrix

I just recently found, in a moment of clairvoyance, that the woman in one of the Triangles has been stepping right up to me, nose to nose, as it were, in 4D several times a day. Mesmerized, or sound asleep, it seemed.

Then, as her timeline stopped, it felt to me like an A-V chip was playing across her third-eye point. This reminded me of the way that ghosts who ‘haunt’ keep replaying an A-V chip over and over.

Then I found she was being haunted by a woman who knew her as a baby, and who has since passed. Then on the clairaudient plane, I brought her conscious attention to all this, and asked her to send the ghost to its guides, and to the Light. Which she has done, and the episode, albeit long drawn out, has found its end.

The takeaway is that recurrent fantasies may involve the persistent presence of ghosts, and that we must take steps such as the above.

Why Ascensioneers Are Daydreaming Less

So that may be why a lot of the daydreaming for me has stopped, over the years. I very rarely daydream. Very, very seldom do I daydream, and then only for a split second. And I would be surprised if other people were not experiencing this same thing.

Daydreaming stops us from being multidimensional. It sticks us at a particular place in a timeline. Every time we day dream, we get stuck again, back in the place where we started the daydream.

It is kind of a painful process, because it does not allow that joy, and that freedom … that flow of the Now … you know? It is a hard process to be going through. And I have great compassion for those people who are doing that, because of my own prior experience along those lines.

The Blame Game Time Warp

Now, back to the Triad or Love Triangle. I am going to talk about Blame, because last night I did this one; this timeline faux pas happened last night. I sat in meditation, at a time when another spiritual group that I used to be involved with in Los Angeles was also sitting in meditation.

Just prior to that, I had had to leave Los Angeles, actually, because I did not want to get too drawn into their electromagnetic field during all the clearing that is taking place on Earth right now. I am very sensitive to that kind of thing. So I left town. I could still feel them. And there was a lot of turmoil going on over there. It was amazing; it was like the ethers were being churned. There was all this clairaudient upset … just a lot of stuff.

So I went for a walk in the mountains. And it continued, even up high in the mountains. So finally I came back to the place where I was staying. And I was sitting in meditation. And I started to dwell on all the things that had really upset me during this imaginary Love Triangle 11 years ago, and for that 10-year interval long ago.

And I started with a grudge thing; I started enumerating all the things that I was really aggravated about back then. And suddenly, I found the other two people, on the astral plane, right next to me.

And I found myself in the same grievous boat of suffering that I had been experiencing … the deep agony that I had been experiencing. It was incredible! And not only that, but because I had started blaming them, they felt defensive.

And the man was wanting to take revenge on me, and injure me. And the woman was feeling increasingly erotic, and she was wanting to make love to me. And so there we were again, right back in the same, totally dissatisfied, upset, disgruntled, angry boat, you know?

And so I went: Wait a minute! How did this happen? What has happened here? 

And my mind went through these scenarios: Maybe it is this! Maybe it is that! You know?

And then I remembered Matt Kahn … “True Divine Nature,” http://www.truedivinenature.com/ … He and his wife are wonderful people. And they have been saying lately (to paraphrase): Feel compassion. Feel love and forgiveness. And never blame anyone, no matter what they are doing. Don’t blame them. Just accept them the way they are.

And then, I had been doing some timeline research, recently, and discoveries, and so forth. And so, I put the two together, and I went: Oh my gosh! I was blaming them. I was refusing to forgive these two people. And look what happened! My timeline, which had been diverging from theirs, looped directly back to the beginning 14 years ago, and then it looped back and forth through all the upsets that had happened in an injurious, Soul-wounded relationship with them. It is like all it did was loop, loop, loop. And so, I did that to myself!

And I feel that maybe what Matt Kahn and Thich Nhat Hahn are saying, when they say to feel compassion for the suffering of other people …

  • They are not just saying, out of the goodness of my own heart, I should do that,
  • But for the goodness of my own heart, I should do that.

… because otherwise, there I am, stuck in a Time Warp!

  • I cannot multidime (experience multidiimensionality)
  • I cannot optimize my timelines.
  • I cannot optimize my dimensional awareness.
  • All I can do is go back and forth, over an injured emotion that I felt a long time ago, on one of my timelines, because of Soul wounding.

Conclusion of Alice’s Perilous Tale

So, I just thought you all might like to know what I discovered about …

  • Daydreaming, which stops the timeline, prevents multidimensionality,
  • and about the feeling of Vengeance, which also turns the timeline back to the Soul wounding that was experienced ‘back in the day’
  • and also about Blame, and lack of Forgiveness, which are very similar to that, and do the same thing: They cause a time loop, they prevent multidimensionality, and more importantly, they prevent me from feeling my own heart.

So I am taking all that to heart, from now on. Every time I start to feel any of the above, I am going to do my best to forgive and forget, and feel compassion for the suffering of other people.

Wish me luck! And good luck to all of you too.

Alice’s Photos: Karmic Trap and Incoming Light

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Karmic Trap and Incoming Light 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 January 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0


My viewpoint toward the storyline of this fantasy has changed quite a lot over time. Right now it represents a complex fabric of unconscious glomming (see the category by that name), and not just by triads of people, but by very many. Rising to my consciousness right now is a many-layered dreamscape of folks glomming to recurrent daydreams (called by some vivid waking dreams or fugue states ) and night dreams, especially in the large cities.

On the astral plane, this sort of glomming daydream sometimes feels like temporary merging of two or more astral bodies. Or even, displacement of one person’s astral form by that of another person.


For instance, in the case of autistic people, who have less than the usual amount of identity attachment to the physical form, daydreams of other people seem (from my clair perspective) to ‘walk right into’ the autistic person’s mental and emotional bodies, as the astral forms of other people, one by one, displace the autistic person’s astral body, and daydream or ‘act out’ a recurrent fantasy in that body….

I asked an autistic person once, where it goes when this happens. This very sweet soul replied, “I go back to God.” What wonderful people these are, and what wonderful gifts they will have for humankind, in the way of expanded awareness, after humankind has received just a little more of the incoming light!


So now to get back on topic, it seems to me that the incoming light, slowly but surely, is allowing all humankind to consciously recognize these unconscious threads of energy, these daydreams and nightdreams, and through this awareness, to triumph over them once and for all.


Then at that point, when all the keys are offered us, and all the doors are unlocked, the mergings of astral or light bodies that take place will be more like those experienced in 5D, which is to say, completely aware, vividly conscious in every quark, and full of love and joy.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

For more timeline information see … LInk: “Compendium: Timelines and Multitemporality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-byd ..


Link: “Karma Roars Like a Lion,” stories by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 May 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8QC … [currently marked ‘private’]

Link: “Personal Recollections: Rising to Awareness in the City of the Angels,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015; posted on 21 September 2015; revised May 2016 and transcribed 12 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-42J ..

Link: “Recognizing and Rising Above the Unconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 21 September 2015; transcribed on 10 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-424 ..


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Soul Purpose and the Gift of Grace . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 7 September 2013; revised
Location: Florida Mesa, Colorado

    • On Erroneously Characterizing the Events in Our Lives
    • A Lesson from My Cat Lucy
    • Recent Subconscious Clearing
    • Life Purpose (Soul Purpose)
    • Reality as a Hologame (Hologram)
    • Rediscovering Our Connection with the Divine
    • Past Traumas Stored as AV Clips in Our Bodies
    • To Clear Our Energy Is to Open a Gift from the Divine
    • Life Review: Stored Trauma . Audiovisual Snapshots
    • My Soul Purpose: To Learn to Love Universally
    • Social Norms versus Soul Purpose
    • Conscious Choices in Life

Dear Ones,

This video is about Soul purpose and the gift of grace. After the video is an edited Summary of what is in it, and after that the blog continues with related topics.



Hello, Dear Ones.

This is my cat Lucy here. [shows cat] She is camera-shy. She is an older cat. She hangs out with me in the mornings, and then she goes outdoors and does that ‘wild thing’ in the afternoon.

It is really early in the morning here right now. I cannot go outside and record right now; it is too dark. I could sit out there, but I cannot record, so I thought I would record something inside for you, because it is the reason I woke up so early …

On Erroneously Characterizing the Events in Our Lives

Things happen, and we categorize them with our minds, something like: Oh, this is just a coincidence. Or: Oh, this hostile thing happened to me during the day. You know? We set these events aside from ourselves. And what we do not realize is that the Divine is always working with us, moment to moment, in the Now, to help us to learn what we need to learn, you know? That is why we are here.

So an event that appears to be just a coincidence might be something that the Divine has given as a gift to us, to help us understand some lesson. And in the same way, what we might consider to be a hostile encounter, during the day, might have that same, wonderful intention. And we might benefit from it greatly.

A Lesson from My Cat Lucy

So yesterday, I came up with nothing in the way of Soul lessons. The only thing I came up with was that, being around a cranky cat in the morning would help me to gain patience. [laughs] … Not very useful, but true: She is pretty cranky in the morning, and I have to be patient.

Recent Subconscious Clearing

But this morning, at about 4 am, I woke up, and I could not get back to sleep, because I was feeling this wonderful clarity of mind, instead of going through all this subconscious stuff that I have been going through, and dealing with. It has been welling up from my lower brain, from my vital body, and I have been looking at it, and I have been pretty much appalled.

LIfe Purpose (Soul Purpose)

So but this morning I woke up and my mind was clear, for once. And I got to thinking about life purpose … the reason we incarnate …

Reality as a Hologame (Hologram)

And I got to thinking about how we live in a hologame, and how the moment that we are born, and the moment that we pass, are carefully arranged to help us to achieve our Soul purpose. And so, it is not random; it is a gift of the Divine to us: The length of our life; the beginning and end of our life …

Rediscovering Our Connection with the Divine

And all the things in between, these are all with one intention: To help us rediscover our connection with the Divine. And each person has their own Soul purpose, for this journey into this dense, physical reality. Know what I mean?

Past Traumas Stored as AV Clips in Our Bodies

So I got to thinking about how it is all a hologame, or hologram. consisting of audiovisual … and other senses … combined into bright pictures.

And then I got to thinking about all the clearing work that we are doing … and how these bright pictures of past traumas … both in this lifetime and in other lifetimes … get stuck in our physical bodies. I had one here once [points to left cheekbone, near left temporomandibular joint] … and in other places in my physical body … the back of my heart, and in my shoulders.

Different places for different people. It is like, at the moment when this trauma happens, it has the thrust of the lesson for this particular lifetime; it is so intense that, instead of processing it at the moment that it happens, we store it someplace in our body.

It is an audiovisual file; it might have smell, or some other sense, in it as well. And it is actually stored in our physical body until the time when we can open up this gift from the Divine that seems so much like the opposite:

It seems like a hostile event that happens to us, but in fact, it contains the wisdom that we need to attain in this lifetime, which is folded up, like a tiny flower, inside of that stored trauma … what we call ‘trauma’, mistakenly.

To Clear Our Energy Is to Open a Gift from the Divine

So the process of clearing, that we have all been going through … that the whole Earth has been going through … is really a process of opening the gifts that the Divine gives us. It is not getting rid of something bad; it is finding out something good, you know?

Life Review: Stored Trauma . Audiovisual Snapshots

So then I thought about my life, and I thought: There are certain very vivid memories that I have, like ‘snapshots’ of events. Could be really good, but lots of times it is the events that happened that were really, really bad. And there are not that many of them; maybe 10, maybe 20 really, really dramatic moments in my life, starting with the moment I was born. I remember very clearly!

And so I thought: I will just review these audiovisual files, and I will find out my Soul purpose. You know? It is not that hard, really. It is just that we have a tendency to view what is happening from the standpoint of ego: As a threat to us. But in fact, it is a gift; it is a present from the Divine, to help us remember our joy, and what we really are. You know what I mean?

So I thought about these things. And all in the space of a couple of minutes, in this moment of clarity that I had at 4 a.m., I came up with every single audiovisual event that I had buried.

My Soul Purpose: To Learn to Love Universally

And I came up with my life purpose too. It was very obvious, from the very first … the very first thing that happened, the moment I was born … and all the things that followed that were traumatic, had to do with one particular Soul gift that I wanted to receive. And that was, to learn to love universally. It was very clear.

Social Norms versus Soul Purpose

And in that way … when I thought of it like that … the things that have happened in my life, that are outside the norm of society … Society has certain notions; for instance, the notion that one should live a long, happy, married life, and have children that will take care of us in our old age.

That is a social norm. And my life has not been like that, at all. I mean, it just has not fit the norm, you know? And I would venture to say that almost everyone … I do not know where they get this ‘norm’ from, because a lot of people do not fit it … [laughs] … quite a few people do not.

The people that do role play the norm, do not fit the notion that … very seldom do I find really happily married couples with children. If they are happily married, then when the children come, things happen. You know? All kinds of things happen in life.

So, some way or another, we achieve our Soul purpose, despite the fact that we are always holding ourselves up against some phantom notion of how happiness can be achieved … that is created, really, by the subconscious; by the Mind of the World. The Subconscious Thought Cloud of the World comes up with these ideas. Not through awareness, but through ‘osmosis’, I guess you would say … unaware ‘osmosis’.

Conscious Choices in Life

The thing is, we have our choice. That is as I see it. We can measure our lives in terms of the unconscious thought processes of other people, which create what I call a ‘social norm’ … and we can consider we are successful or unsuccessful, according to that unconscious notion.

Or we can take the conscious approach: We can review our audiovisual files, and determine where we are with uncovering and discovering our Soul purpose for this incarnation. So, choices! It is a good thing.

ON LEAVING ALL TO FOLLOW CHRIST – LUKE 14: 25-34 (KJV, public domain)

8 September 2013: The Bible passage — from Luke 14 — at church today reminded me in some ways of the process of discovering our Soul purpose. Here’s the passage, along with a few notes in blue font:

25 “And there went great multitudes with him: and he turned, and said unto them,

26 “If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.

27 “And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple.”

[Our preacher explained that the above was an example of hyperbole … exaggeration … often used by rabbis in Christ’s day. He said that what Christ really meant was not that a person should hate family, and his own life, but that a person should love his own Christ consciousness more than any family or personal love. That is to say, we must learn to love unconditionally, to love all creatures, great and small, just as Christ did.]

28 “For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?

29 “Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him,

30 “Saying, This man began to build, and was not able to finish.”

[The above passage means, to me: Here we are, living this life. Yet we don’t sit down and figure out what it will take to finish it properly. ]

31 “Or what king, going to make war against another king, sitteth not down first, and consulteth whether he be able with ten thousand to meet him that cometh against him with twenty thousand?

32 “Or else, while the other is yet a great way off, he sendeth an ambassage, and desireth conditions of peace.

33 “So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.”

[The last sentence above takes some thinking about. How does it relate to the preceding passage on war? I think of it like this: We want to make the right judgments in life. We don’t want to allow the circumstances of life to overwhelm our Soul purpose. How can we be sure of this? By being a disciple of Christ. That is to say: through learning, and ever practicing, Christ consciousness.]


34 “Salt is good: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be seasoned?”

[I take the above passage on salt like this: We cannot be ‘the salt of the Earth’ unless we retain our true flavor. What is that flavor? What is our true worth? That is for us to discover.]


And here is a hymn we sang at church … “Blessings” by Laura Story. To me, the chorus of this hymn is another way of saying: Why not treat the adversities and setbacks in our lives as a gift of grace?

Video: “Laura Story – Blessings,” by LoveOneAnother2011’s channel, 2 March 2011 …  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CSVqHcdhXQ ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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