Here is a video on my blog category ‘Catastrophic Childhood Case Studies’. There is a Summary after the video, and there are soundtracks at the beginning of each section. I used medium blue font for the storyline.
Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Bespeller – Voodoo Man’, the man who acts as head sorcerer for the Black Magicker’s killing cult here in Los Angeles.
ESOTERIC ASPECTS OF INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER
Sidebar: Folie à famille ou coterie
DO THE HINDU GODDESSES KALI AND BHAIRAVI PERSONIFY THE INTERSEX ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON SURVIVING ENCOUNTERS WITH INTERSEX ANTISOCIALS
WAYS TO COUNTER ‘CASTING’ OF INTERSEX THOUGHT FORMS INTO OUR ‘NORMAL’ MINDS
I have clairly found that Intersex genetic and sexual features (that is, hermaphroditism) may be linked to a variant of antisocial personality disorder. I term this variant ‘Intersex Antisocial Personality Disorder’; that is a name I have coined for it. Continue reading →
Image: “Tröma Nakmo (Eng. ‘The Black Wrathful Mother’), Tibetan Buddhist Kali. Closeup from a painting of Machig Labdron, 19th century,” unknown author, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Troma_Nagmo_closeup.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: I feel the nickname ‘Black Magicker’ pertains to Lord Shiva and his consort Kali, the Black Wrathful Mother. In this astral study, it feels to me that the ‘Black Magicker’ may be Kali masquerading in social coin as Lord Shiva. He may be an intersex person or hermaphrodite torn between the masculine and the feminine roll; two-faced, double-dealing; using black magic to snuff lives for the sake of profit. He may have grand psychic powers, power over the life and death of others through psychic heart attack or by throwing on them a psychic ‘cloak of despair unto death’. He may have a large following because of his mind control abilities, through which he may conceal his true inclinations and intent. He is the ‘unnatural mother’ who turns his childlike followers to the Dark, so that he may stand on their backs in Hell, lording it as the highest of those of his charges who have passed on.
COMMENT: I feel the nickname ‘Black Magicker’ pertains to Lord Shiva and his consort Kali, the Black Wrathful Mother. In this astral study, it feels to me that the ‘Black Magicker’ may be Kali masquerading in social coin as Lord Shiva. He may be an intersex person or hermaphrodite torn between the masculine and the feminine roll; two-faced, double-dealing; using black magic to snuff lives for the sake of profit. He may have grand psychic powers, power over the life and death of others through psychic heart attack or by throwing on them a psychic ‘cloak of despair unto death’. He may have a large following because of his mind control abilities, through which he may conceal his true inclinations and intent. He is the ‘unnatural mother’ who turns his childlike followers to the Dark, so that he may stand on their backs in Hell, lording it as the highest of those of his charges who have passed on.
Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Black Magicker’, an intersex man (a ‘hermaphrodite’) who became a spiritual teacher and the leader of a neo-Hindu spiritual group.
Image: “Massacre of the Innocents (Le Massacre des Innocents),” by Leon Cogniet, 1834, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Massacre_of_the_Innocents_(Cogniet).jpg … public domain … COMMENTS: Can the women of Earth protect their children from being trafficked, prostituted, and perhaps slain by a black magic cult? I see by the expression on the face of the woman in the painting how real this threat may be.
Image: “Massacre of the Innocents (Le Massacre des Innocents),” by Leon Cogniet, 1834, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Massacre_of_the_Innocents_(Cogniet).jpg … public domain … \COMMENTS: Can the women of Earth protect their children from being trafficked, prostituted, and perhaps slain by a black magic cult? I see by the expression on the face of the woman in the painting how real this threat may be.
Below are links to one series in a number of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case studies … in this case, that of ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’. I have coined the word ‘castratrux’ as a masculine variant of the feminine slang word ‘castratrix’, coincident with finding an apparently similar coinage of the slang words ‘dominatrux’ and ‘dominatrix’.
According to the astral stories, it seemed ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ is a multiple personality or perhaps a person possessed, as they say in the occult world.
One of the units to be shut down has to do with sexual abuse, including sexual and physical abuse of children. I gather that the COVID-19 pandemic may have something to do with this, as, from a pragmatic point of view, COVID restrictions prevent child abusers from seeking sexual relief amongst the children of families other than their own.
Rather, I feel it must be true that the ‘safer at home’ regulation may have caused an increase of sexual and physical abuse of children within the home. It must be that the function of society with regard to domestic violence is less one of criminal trial and more one of counseling, the intent being to keep the family together. Thus it may be difficult for law enforcement to take a firm line with regard to physical and sexual abuse of children while the children are ‘safe at home’ during the COVID-19 pandemic.
TAKEN TOGETHER, COVID-19 AND AIDS ARE RESULTING IN INCREASED MORTALITY FOR BOTH ADULTS AND CHILDREN
The COVID-19 pandemic is resulting in mortality mainly amongst adults, especially seniors and those with serious medical conditions. It seems that young children are much less likely to die of COVID.
On the other hand, the concomitant AIDS epidemic results in greater mortality amongst the young. Adults with AIDS who are on Western medications are said to be able to live till their 70s, albeit they are unlikely to parent children who are born AIDS-free.
It seems to me that the gravity of the AIDS infected parent’s immune system impairment may be making it more difficult for them to survive AIDS infection. In addition, I feel it may be life-threatening for AIDS infected mothers to bear children to term. Thus the situation of preserving the life of AIDS infected parents is of concern.
HOW IS A LIGHTWORKER TO HOLD THE TRIBULATIONS THAT MANIFEST ON EARTH?
We Lightworkers are very opposed to savage treatment of children. We believe in human rights, and in human kindness, one to another. We feel that to walk in Christ’s footsteps is to bring the Light of Christ Consciousness to our planet, and that this spiritual practice will help uplift our Earth.
Yet so many people here on Earth are enmired in Darkness, in the very social ills that the Los Angeles Sheriff’s Department until now has helped to prevent, it can be a challenge to maintain a positive outlook despite the way things appear to be, from a 3D and 4D perspective.
In addition, as a Lightworker and a medical editor, I have found it a challenge to reconcile my understanding of the grave effects of these two pandemics with my understanding of Christ’s consciousness and the Ascension process here on Earth.
This is, I feel, on the one hand a time of Great Tribulation. On the other hand, we may envision this time as the Second Coming, and of the upliftment of the world to New Life on New Earth. Yet how may we hold these great sorrows visited upon humankind … these two pandemics, the one laying low, as it does, the sick and the elderly; and the other laying low our hope of tomorrow, the cherished children of our bosom?
HOW THE AIDS PANDEMIC MAY AFFECT SOCIAL VALUES ON NEW EARTH
It came to me this evening that the AIDS pandemic may be held by those of faith in a way quite different from the norm. In a certain Light, it may be discerned to be a gift from God to humankind, which will select for the survival of the New Human on New Earth. The New Humans, I feel, will respect their children and never sexually molest them. There will be no child trafficking. Young people will be chaste, and likely remain faithful to one partner, selected at puberty, for life.
Many of the social issues currently plaguing humankind will vanish from Earth because those who practice sexual molestation of or incest with their children will see the death of their children before child-bearing age. Thus their family lines will end, and the family lines that remain will be those that sexually respect their children.
As children become more scarce, parents will most likely be keeping a careful eye on their children … even more so than they do today … to prevent their children from being snatched up by child traffickers, in whose hands they will surely die of AIDS before childbearing age.
For post-pubertic youth with multiple sexual partners there will be a great number of schools with 100% AIDS children. As I understand it, AIDS is a disease so serious that it poses too great a risk for a woman to have a child. That the child would most likely have AIDS at birth, and then only live a few years, or at most only till just before puberty, means that teens with AIDS will not have children.
The same would apply to young women and men with AIDS and who are sex workers.
That is why I feel the New Human will have cultural values of respect for their children, strict prevention of child trafficking, chastity in teens, absence of sex work, and fidelity to one lifelong spouse. It is the childbearing ability and family lines of those who have different cultural values will be cut off, and their genes eliminated from the human gene pool.
AIDS AND AND CHANGING SOCIAL VALUES IN GEOGRAPHICALLY ISOLATED CULTURES AROUND THE GLOBE
I feel there will be geographically isolated cultures that may continue these social practices for some while because AIDS infection does not reach those areas. After the time lag caused by their geographical isolation, in a matter of a generation or so, the chance HIV infection will occur, and the more isolated regions will, I feel, begin to undergo the process of social value change outlined above.
That would be, in a way, similar to the course of COVID-19 infection in the United States, where we saw much more incidence in large urban areas nationwide, and what seemed to be the less populated states in the north central part of the United States were spared severe infection till the winter of 2020. But with AIDS, I feel, for very isolated cultures, the time lag might be as much as 20 or 25 years.
INVASIVE WESTERN MEDICAL PRACTICES MAY FALL OUT OF FAVOR AS PATIENTS SEEK TO AVOID INFECTION BY AIDS-BEARING SURGEONS
As well, I feel that there will be a turning away from invasive Western medical practices, to holistic and alternative medicine as a means to prevent transmission of AIDS from doctor to patient.
As more and more Western medical practitioners are infected with AIDS, I feel it likely patients will intuitively begin to avoid potential blood mingling Western medical practices such as inoculation by needle and surgery, as the possibility of their getting AIDS from the Western medical practitioners will begin to be perceived. Thus I feel it possible that, for the next 100 years, much progress will be made in noninvasive, holistic, alternative medical applications as alternatives to invasive Western medical practices.
THE OUTLOOK FOR AIDS RESILIENCE BY THE YEAR 2120
I hope that, in the long run, humankind may become more able to be healthy, sexually reproductive, and long-lived despite infection with AIDS. That may take perhaps a century, I feel.
In the meantime, as noted above, there may be a global shift to more compassionate and heart-centered sexual practices, and less invasive medical practices, in the interests of survival of family groups during the four or five childbearing generations that must likely take place before humankind adapts to AIDS as a virus easily tolerated by those of us in good health.
LIGHTWORKERS AND HEALERS CAN HOLD THE AIDS PANDEMIC IN A NEW LIGHT OF COMPASSION AND FAITH
We have before us a Soul learning experience of unprecedented magnitude. For those that are teachers of humankind, let us embrace this experience wholeheartedly. Let us offer solace as we may to those who are suffering, but stand in our own neutral, healing Light, knowing that, despite the suffering all around us, in a deeper sense, all is well.
God is love, is He not? How can it be that He offers us aught but what will uplift and inspire us, were we to see the passing show with His eyes, feel it with His heart, and know it with His wisdom?
For the Lightworker, for instance, this is a wonderful opportunity to rise beyond the aggressor-victim paradigm so oft enacted in 3D and 4D, and to begin to welcome the thought that God does all … even that which we perceive as Tribulation … for the benefit of our own Soul Wisdom.
When we feel dismay, let us say with confidence to ourselves: I will let God take care of everything! God will take care of everything!
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