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Image Words: Beelzebub, Lord of the Flies . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 21 March 2021

Image: “Black Horse Fly, Tabanus atratus, Upper Marlboro, Maryland,” by USGS Bee Inventory and Monitoring Lab from Beltsville, USA, 26 August 2013, in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Tabanus_atratus,_U,_Face,_MD_2013-08-21-16.06.31_ZS_PMax_(9599360121).jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Well I remember the horse flies lurking in the trees at the edge of the field I had to cross to get to my grandmother’s house as a child. I remember how they would buzz insistently round my head; how useless were my attempts to shoo them away; how painful the sting of the horse fly was; and how it raised a welt where it bit. I am amazed to find that this photo was taken in my home town, Upper Marlboro, Maryland.

Image: “Black Horse Fly, Tabanus atratus, Upper Marlboro, Maryland,” by USGS Bee Inventory and Monitoring Lab from Beltsville, USA, 26 August 2013, in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Tabanus_atratus,_U,_Face,_MD_2013-08-21-16.06.31_ZS_PMax_(9599360121).jpg … public domain …

COMMENT: Well I remember the horse flies lurking in the trees at the edge of the field I had to cross to get to my grandmother’s house as a child. I recall how they would buzz insistently round my head; how useless were my attempts to shoo them away; how painful the sting of the horse fly was; and how it raised a welt where it bit. I am amazed to find that this photo was taken in my home town, Upper Marlboro, Maryland.

Dear Ones,

Some while ago, I clairly heard of a man who, unaccountably, unzipped his trousers at a public concert. From the astral airs I gathered he had repeated that act from time to time. According to the astral stories, no one could figure out why, as in almost all his social interactions he was known for his spiritual demeanor and self-effacing speech.

For a long while, in the dream world, I have found this same man seems to have experiences of demonic obsession or demonic possession. According to the astral airs he founded a Satan cult that worshipped first Satan, then Ba’al (Baal), then Beelzebub.

From that I got the subconscious image word ‘Lord of the Flies’, which is used to describe Beelzebub, might cause worshippers of this demonic entity to act out through indecent exposure, especially during moments of demonic obsession or demonic possession (as that form of dementia is termed in the Christian religion).

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Blakebeast1bg.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: Some say the Great Red Dragon, as depicted by William Blake in this painting, is Satan. Others feel he is the demonic entity Beelzebub, ‘Lord of the Flies’. I associate this image with the catastrophic childhood case study of the man I nickname ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ because of the stories about him that sift through the astral airs. Is it a glom, or is it a person in real life? Likely no one will ever know.

Image: “The Great Red Dragon and the Beast from the Sea,” by William Blake, 1805, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Blakebeast1bg.jpg … public domain …

COMMENT: Some say the Great Red Dragon, as depicted by William Blake in this painting, is Satan. Others feel he is the demonic entity Beelzebub, ‘Lord of the Flies’. I associate this image with the catastrophic childhood case study of the man I nickname ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ because of the stories about him that sift through the astral airs. Is it a glom, or is it a person in real life? Likely no one will ever know.

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Image Words: The Phrase ‘Backend Hacking’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 11 January 2021; published on 28 January 2021
Location: Malibu Creek State Park, Santa Monica Mountains Recreation Area, Los Angeles County, California 

Dear Ones,

I had an intuitive thought just now that for those software programmers who work with the ‘backend’ of programming … like ecommerce and so forth … that if you are hacking and breaking into the ‘backend’ of other people’s online ecommerce solutions, then there is a chance that your subconscious mind might misinterpret all that. You might find yourself tending toward or participating in rectal rape, whether M2M or M2F.

The language of the subconscious mind and of the dream world consists of ‘image words’, as I have discussed in prior blogs. The subconscious mind had a lot to do with fear of death (first chakra), sexuality (second chakra), and desire to conquer the world (third chakra) … the impulses of the first three chakras oldstyle that comprise the ‘lower triangle’ of yogic lore.

The image word ‘backend’ is another word for the ‘fanny’. If an image word like ‘backend’ is spoken or thought all day long in a work context, the subconscious mind can misinterpret the image word in the world of subconscious thought as being in a sexual context, or in the context of desire to conquer the world through rape, which would be a combination of the impulses of the second and third chakras.

Acting out that subconscious ‘image word’ programming can cause your family life to break up, with your wife and child, your family, and it can cause you to gravitate into M2M rectal intercourse activities.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Image Words: Stalking in the Physical Realm Caused by ‘Following’ Online . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 28 December 2020

Dear Ones,

You may recall the term ‘image words’ which I have described before as the language of the subconscious mind …

Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 25 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..

I have come across a potentially physically dangerous image word that contributes to the recent phenomenon I term ‘virtual reality psychosis’. That is the words ‘follow’ and follower’ that are used for subscriptions to websites. (WordPress and Youtube are two of many such sites.)

Apparently these terms are creating in the subconscious minds of the followers and of the people being followed the image of one person pursuing or stalking another person.

That people are carrying around handhelds with them makes the notion of ‘following’ seem physical as well: One person posts a blog or comment, and then notice of this action appears on the follower’s handheld. It may seem as if the follower is being ‘followed’ in the physical realm by the blogger because he or she is needing to read messages on the handheld. In other words, he or she is being ‘followed about’ by messages from the blogger.

Over the years, I have run across several instances of people who are very ‘plugged in’ ‘following’ me in the physical realm. To me it seemed like physical ‘stalking’, as if their subconscious mind was reading my subconscious mind and queuing in on where I was headed, then passing by me in that location, without the conscious mind logging onto the physical encounter.

There were a series of odd occasions on which it seemed to me that various people might have been stalking me; yet though danger was sensed, nothing bad ever happened …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Fatal Dungeons and Dragons Game?” by Alice B. Clagett, partially excerpted on 23 April 2020 from blogs filmed on 15 March 2018 and on 20 November 2016; revised on 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hHF ..

It was almost as if these people’s subconscious minds were tangled up and glommed together in an imagined game of ‘Fatal Dungeons and Dragons’ … which my subconscious mind logged onto. I would see the cars of the people, or the people themselves, in incongruous, widely dispersed settings. Intuitively, I would sense the need for caution. Yet nothing came of these events; like wisps of smoke, the encounters would take place on the physical plane; and then within an hour the cars and the people would disperse. It was just exceedingly odd … unfathomable, really.

There have been more and more such odd encounters in the last two years. It is as if the ‘stalkers’ or ‘followers’ do not consciously recognize me, although I may know them. It is almost as if they were subconsciously ‘acting out’ in a fugue state. For instance, this man that I knew from prior acquaintance passed me twice in as many days, in locations far apart, yet he did not recognize me …

Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

In one such instance, with a different person, I walked up to them. They did not recognize me at all, although I had been their acquaintance for a long time. There was no one else around. It was as if they were staring into space before them. I was there, right in front of them, but they did not see me. Yet when I got to about 3 feet in front of them, and accosted them, they ‘snapped out of it’.

In another instance I recall I was in a remote area of the Arizona Desert … somewhat lost, but not very much so. By luck, at an intersection I found a service station with wi-fi. Just as I got there my cell phone rang. The person calling was someone I knew, but not someone who had ever called me before or since. Intuition told me the person had fallen into a ‘stalking’ mode, and was attempting to triangulate my position for GPS geolocation. I could tell from the tone of voice … which I characterize as ‘cat about to eat the canary’ … that if I kept talking my geolocation might be determined, and this might not result in anything good for me. So I said goodbye quickly.

Along the same lines, I remember walks in the Santa Monica Mountains in 2017 and 2018, where I was carrying my cell phone. Why I should do so is a good question, as cell phone reception is almost always compromised in remote locations in the mountains, and that would be where I would be most in need of cell phone transmission, for lack of people passing by, in case of a fall.

At any rate, during those years I carried my cell phone on mountain walks. Almost every time I went for a walk I would hear a ‘pingback’. I surmised these pingbacks had to do with geolocation, and intuition told me someone was hoping to involve me in an imaginary stalking scenario. Why would that be? It seems to me the internet ‘following’ is causing this imaginary stalking game to occur.

I recall in 2019 I decided the psychic chase was by far not my cup of tea, and I stopped carrying my cell phone on mountain walks. Then one of my acquaintances casually asked if I were still using my cell phone, and by that I got my ‘make’ for the psychic stalking game I had been encountering.

Here is another instance: For years now, my home phone rings daily with one of three sales messages. I have tried by every available means to make the messages stop; unsuccessfully so, until I tried using a whistle. Here is the question: What would be in it for the salesman, to be constantly harassing people about home improvements and ways to abate utility costs, after the people say they are not interested? It seems to me this could be another form of ‘stalking’ created by the ‘follow’ image word.

Then there is the ‘actor impersonator’ phenomenon that I have encountered on 5 occasions since 2015. In the first four instances, I feel it could have been just a case of mistaking the identities of strangers as being people I know. But in the most recent instance, which occurred only a month or so ago, it was clearly an ‘actor impersonator’ phenomenon …

I was in the parking lot of my church about mid-day. I was going to sit under the tent where church services are held; I noticed a man sitting in about the middle of the tent. I went up to greet him, and noticed he was made up to look like a man I knew: Almost identical body type, same height, same age, but with an odd, blonde wig on, with hair that curled up from his shoulders. His voice was quite different from that of my acquaintance, and his tone, unlike that of my acquaintance, was somewhat derogatory or ‘blaming’. In addition, he had strikingly odd ‘painted on,’ dark brown eyebrows that looked like this (or the reverse of this) …

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Drawing: “Actor Impersonator with Blonde Wig and Striking, Stippled Black Eyebrows,” by Alice B. Clagett, 28 December 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0

What could possibly be more odd that that, I ask! When I walked up to him, he said his name was ‘Tim’ and that he had been going to the Sunday services at the church for about two years. While he talked, he was looking at the handheld in his lap, as if he were reading a movie script. I had a feeling there was likely a person named Tim who had been attending Sunday services, but that maybe this unusual person might not be that same Tim. If that were so, then what might explain his odd appearance there? Could the ‘actor impersonator’ phenomenon perhaps be a takeoff on the game of stalking or following, I wonder?

Here are variations on the theme: I recall an instance in 2011, or thereabouts, when an acquaintance decided I was a drug dealer out to get him; and in about the year 2018, another case where a group of acquaintances decided I was a CIA agent out to get them. Why would these hard-to-shake instances of paranoia be occurring in people I had known to be completely sane in years past? I gather it might be another manifestation of a sense of helpless panic caused by the ‘follow’ image word.

Thus I gather that the image word ‘follow’ must be part of the current virtual reality psychosis that many appear to be experiencing. And a very important part, as it may result in stalkings and murders on the physical plane. For instance, there is a chance that a habit of viewing movies to do with stalking might ratchet up to stalking human beings because of the extra ‘umph’ added by the ‘follow’ phenomenon. As well, during hunting season there is a chance that stalking deer might ratchet up to stalking human beings because of the ‘follow’ phenomenon, I feel.

I am guessing we do not need to be nearly so ‘hooked up’ or ‘plugged in’ as modern culture surmises. It could be, for instance, that the astral stories that have been so prevalent in my mini-noosphere … and those of others with whom I have spoken … and the ‘glom effect’ that can cause violent astral scenes, may be partly caused by our being too ‘plugged in’, by ‘following’ and being ‘followed’ by too many other people.

To be on the safe side, for the time being, I have eliminated ‘following’ as an option for my website. The minute I did so, the astral stories and psychic hullabaloo I experienced over the four-day Christmas holiday abated. Time will tell whether this welcome change will be long-lasting.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

See the blog category: Subconscious and unconscious symbolismVirtual reality psychosis – handheld psychosis – cell phone psychosisActing out – ahimsa – nonviolence … Fugue state – dissociative fugue … Glom effect … Astral stories

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Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 1 . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 13 December 2020; revised

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INTRODUCTION
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Dear Ones,

This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, that of the Heart Vampire, a Soulless man who was the head of a killing cult, à la now deceased Charles Manson. Unlike Charles Manson, this man, as far as I know, has not been caught.

Because the Heart Vampire became angry with me, he fixed his angry attention on me, on the psychic plane, from mid-2014 to about 2018, with a crescendo and crisis for me, psychically and physically, in the years 2015 and 2016.

Because the Heart Vampire is a ‘Controller’, he has powers of mind control and black magic, which are exercised through his loyal followers. There is nothing quite like being pursued, on the astral and physical planes, by a Controller, to get a Lightworker such as I am ‘up to snuff’ on the ‘to do’ and the ‘what for’ of this handful of powerful, Soulless beings on Earth.

For me, this was a vast learning experience regarding the play of Light and Dark in the realm of Duality. I started out small and foundering, and gathered insight little by little. Consequently the topic “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: The Heart Vampire” is set forth in quite a few blogs. Among the first are my earliest insights into what I began to realize are Soulless people in human form: Controllers, antisocial personalities, ‘Circle of One’ psychopaths, feral children, and the like.

According to the astral airs, ‘Heart Vampire’ was the leader of the group of people. The set of blogs pertinent to the nickname ‘Heart Vampire’ is much fuller than the sets pertinent to the nicknames of the members of his group.

For the relationship of ‘Heart Vampire’ to the members of the group, see this blog, which is also included in the catastrophic childhood case studies of his followers … Link: “United States Mafia Organizational Chart: Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett, drawn and published on 10 February 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lrx ..

For others in the ‘Heart Vampire’ series of blogs, see …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 4 March 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lzW ..

Blogs for this the first of the blog series are below …

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TELEPATHIC RAGE, SEXUAL DESIRE, AND FEAR BRAIN LOOPS        top
Written and published on 19 July 2013; revised

  • BABY MONKEY EXPERIMENT: NEED FOR COMFORT IS STRONGER THAN NEED FOR NURTURE IN A BABY
  • ABERRANT BEHAVIORS STEMMING FROM EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS OF MOTHER AND SEXUAL ABUSE BY FATHER
  • TELEPATHIC RAGE, SEXUAL DESIRE, AND FEAR BRAIN LOOPS
    • Telepathic Addiction to Inflicting Pain
    • Brain-to-Brain Tape Loops
    • Animal Experiments on Self-Stimulation Resulting in Exhaustion and Death
  • THE HYPOTHALAMUS: SEAT OF SEXUAL AND TERRITORIAL AGGRESSION
  • ON USING TELEPATHIC SEXUAL STIMULUS TO PREVENT TELEPATHIC TERRITORIAL AND PHYSICAL AGGRESSION
  • SCIENTIFIC THOUGHTS ON ALTERING THE HYPOTHALAMUS TO PREVENT SEX OFFENSES AND VIOLENT CRIMES
  • WAYS TO OVERCOME PRIMAL INSTINCTS
    • “How to Know God,” by Patanjali
    • Swamij on Patanjali
    • Earthing, and Anchoring in Bodily Sensations
    • Creating Positive Feelings
  • PREDICTION: THE ZERO POINT, THE BOOMERANG EFFECT, AND SNAP-BACK OF TWO-PERSON TELEPATHIC TAPE LOOPS TO ONE-PERSON LOOPS

Dear Ones,

BABY MONKEY EXPERIMENT: NEED FOR COMFORT IS STRONGER THAN NEED FOR NURTURE IN A BABY

Here’s a video about an experiment on a baby monkey deprived of early life bonding …

Video: Experiments on early childhood loss of mother bonding using Rhesus Macaque monkeys, by Psychologist Harry Harlow: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5I6d_vq-Cc ..

ABERRANT BEHAVIORS STEMMING FROM EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS OF MOTHER AND SEXUAL ABUSE BY FATHER

Below is a video about a little girl, Beth, who lacked bonding in her early life. Her mom died when she was 1 year old, and she was sexually abused by her dad. Notice how she replicates her dad’s behavior with her little brother. In effect, she sometimes switches roles from abused to abuser. She addictively masturbates, and she tortures and kills small animals. Then after intensive therapy, and supported by a loving adoptive family, her behavior is modified. She begins to develop a sense of compassion:

Video: Child of Rage: The FULL Documentary, by MarkLegg87https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2-Re_Fl_L4 ..

TELEPATHIC RAGE, SEXUAL DESIRE, AND FEAR BRAIN LOOPS

Telepathic Addiction to Inflicting Pain

In this window of time around The Shift, many people are developing telepathic abilities, and this issue of non-compassionate addiction to inflicting pain and sexual stimulation is coming up. When a person like the very young Beth develops telepathic abilities, they have the ability to exercise these behaviors 24-7 without fear of punishment.

Brain-to-Brain Tape Loops

Tape loops are formed from one person’s brain to that of other, centered on primal feelings of rage, sexual desire, and fear. These result in sensory overload, and can drive folks out of their mental bodies into their emotional bodies for extended periods.

Animal Experiments on Self-Stimulation Resulting in Exhaustion and Death

I’m reminded of direct brain stimulation reward experiments with rats and monkeys in the 1950s (1). I recall, in particular, reading with horror accounts of rats with electrodes placed in their hypothalamus who had self-stimulated to the point of exhaustion, with no signs of satiation. Eventually, they would self-stimulate themselves to death.

THE HYPOTHALAMUS: SEAT OF SEXUAL AND TERRITORIAL AGGRESSION

Here is an article on areas of the hypothalamus that promote aggressive behaviors, versus those that promote sexual behaviors:

Blog: “Shedding Light on Sex and Violence in the Brain,” by Ed Yong , 9 February 2011, http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/notrocketscience/2011/02/09/shedding-light-on-sex-and-violence-in-the-brain/ … The entire article is of interest.

The blog describes how stimulation of the aggression center in an animal’s hypothalamus may be overriden while the animal is engaged in the act of sex.

There is a video in the blog that describes how an easy-going man acted out aggression because of a cyst exerting pressure on his hypothalamus.

ON USING TELEPATHIC SEXUAL STIMULUS TO PREVENT TELEPATHIC TERRITORIAL AND PHYSICAL AGGRESSION

What can a telepath do when another telepath forms a rage circuit between their brain and ours? From the article, I gather they may try redirecting the circuit to sex. But since the experiments showed that rage in the mice resumed as soon as sex stopped, the sexual stimulation would need to be 24-7 in order for the telepath to avoid rage. While this might work as a stop-gap, it is hardly the path to Ascension.

SCIENTIFIC THOUGHTS ON ALTERING THE HYPOTHALAMUS TO PREVENT SEX OFFENSES AND VIOLENT CRIMES

Farther down in the above article I noted attempts to block hypothalamic stimulation by infecting them with a protein blocker. I note that this worked 25% of the time.

The blog mentions a hypothesis by Clifford Saper, of Harvard Medical School, that altering the proteins in the hypothalamus of sex offenders and those convicted of violent crime, might allow their sexual and territorial aggression to be ‘turned off’ through photonic or drug triggers.

If a protein blocker were available to humans, it might be an avenue to pursue. Meantime, in the next section are my suggestions for available ways to overcome our primal instincts …

WAYS TO OVERCOME PRIMAL INSTINCTS

“How to Know God,” by Patanjali

The old yogis in India used to say it was possible to overcome the primal instincts. I’ve been carrying around a copy of “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” (2) for decades. To me, it’s a long and tedious road, but it does work in overcoming primal instincts.

Swamij on Patanjali

Along the same lines, Swami J’s website is quite helpful … http://swamij.com/ ..

Earthing, and Anchoring in Bodily Sensations

Another solution I can offer: Concentrate on ‘earthing’ … walk in nature, sit on a nice big rock, lie on the grass … and on feeling our own personal physical body sensations. If thoughts come, feel them only as energy flow. How do the thoughts feel in your brain? Not ‘what do the thoughts mean?’

Creating Positive Feelings

Gratitude, appreciation, and faith … these are essential in overcoming telepathic hypothalamic overload.

PREDICTION: THE ZERO POINT, THE BOOMERANG EFFECT, AND SNAP-BACK OF TWO-PERSON TELEPATHIC TAPE LOOPS TO ONE-PERSON LOOPS

Apparently the light amplitude is [now] such that duality no longer exists, but for those that don’t know this, and who are in a conflicting amplitude, there’s an immediate boomerang effect. If they react to the boomerang in ‘conflicting amplitude’ mode, they get another immediate boomerang. So they can quite quickly ratchet up into a state of rage….”

So the effects of a hypothalamic telepathic loop will change for us as our light frequency increases. There will come a point … which Sandra Walter (3) calls the ‘zero point’ … where we step out of the loop. This leaves the other telepath … the one with ‘Beth personality tendencies’ … in a telepathic loop with their own mind. Instant rage, constant sexual stimulation, crippling fear, panic attack after panic attack, and so on.

For those of us intent on ascension, on being in sync with the ever-higher vibe of Mother Earth, it will be good to recognize folks who are undergoing the ‘zero point mirror – boomerang effect’ and give them plenty of space to work out this very difficult karma. But note that, when taken in the right way, this karma can be instantaneously transformative.

Dear Ones, I hold you in my heart of hearts.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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FOOTNOTES

(1) See … Link: “Brain Stimulation Reward” in Wikipedia … http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brain_stimulation_reward#Addiction ..

(2) See  … Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California

(3) See … Link: “Recalibration in the 13th Stargate” by Sandra Walter, 11 July 2013, http://www.sandrawalter.com/recalibration-in-the-13th-stargate/ ..

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–from Link: “Telepathic Rage, Sexual Desire, and Fear Brain Loops,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 19 July 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6B5 ..

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SCHADENFREUDE AND THE “BOW DOWN TO ME” 3-PART FOOTBALL PLAY        top
Written and published on 13 November 2013; revised and republished on 5 June 2017
Previously entitled: Schadenfreude and the Nature of Duality

  • ON COMPASSION AND SCHADENFREUDE IN 3D
    • Sidebar: Schadenfreude
  • A PREINCARNATE VISION: WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE BORN?
  • LIFE BENEATH THE VEIL OF ILLUSION
    • Sidebar: Unwelcome Psychic Events I Experienced While Meditating with Neo-Hindu Groups
  • INITIAL THEORY OF THE THREE TINY DEMONS
  • DISCOVERY OF CURSES INVOLVED IN THE THREE-PART “BOW DOWN TO ME” ASTRAL FOOTBALL PLAY
    • On Fallen Angels (Fallen Angelics)
    • On Bowing Down by Humankind: Enslavement by the Fallen Angels
    • The Three-Part Curse
      • Second Chakra Hit
      • Third Chakra Hit
      • Sixth Chakra Hit
    • A Further Curse
    • Revision of Theory on the Three Little Demons
  • HOW SPIRITUAL PEOPLE ATTRACT BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE ATTENTION ON THE ASTRAL PLANE
  • THE IMPORTANCE OF LEARNING YOGA NIDRA

Dear Ones,

ON COMPASSION AND SCHADENFREUDE IN 3D

Our thinking minds hold high the banner of compassion, but our gut brains readily rejoice in the pain that others feel. How can this duality exist? At the moment schadenfreude (1) surfaces in our feeling world, our thinking minds experience a kind of amnesia. It was not us who felt that. We do not remember feeling that at all.

But, alas, our friend with whom we sit, the one toward whom this cruelty is felt, knows very well the source and Darkness there. Schadenfreude is no mistake, no slip of the tongue. Rather, it is the antimatter through which 3D balances heart’s compassion; the farce that holds steady this illusion. It is schadenfreude that allows us … they say, by our agreement prior to birth … to experience this extreme divergence from the All …

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Sidebar: Schadenfreude

Schadenfreude is an interesting word; it means a feeling of pleasure when someone else feels pain. Schaden means harm. Freude means joy.

Here is a quotation by Iris Murdoch on the topic, from her work “Nuns and Soldiers” …  http://img.picturequotes.com/2/517/516183/we-are-all-the-judges-and-the-judged-victims-of-the-casual-malice-and-fantasy-of-others-and-ready-quote-1.jpg … Ms. Murdoch says that while others may fantasize or act with malice regarding us, we may do the same regarding them. As well, she says, while we may be accused of sins we have not committed, surely there are sins of which we are guilty and regarding which we have not been held accountable.

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A PREINCARNATE VISION: WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE BORN?

I can see it now, me, preincarnate, and my guides, are having a very important, albeit brief, talk …

Guides: So, our understanding is, you would like to experience the extreme divergence from the All … incarnation in physical form?

Me: Yes, definitely. It sounds completely intriguing.

Guides: You do know that, once in physical form for a short while, you will very likely come to believe yourself separate from the One?

Me: (Surely not me! Impossible) What an amazing possibility! You can count on me.

Guides: We feel it important to let you know that some volunteers find incarnation so difficult that they abort the mission after a few ‘months’.

Me: (I wonder what a ‘month’ will feel like.) Nevertheless, I would like to incarnate.

Guides: Alice, you’re a brave being. Know that we love you very much….

LIFE BENEATH THE VEIL OF ILLUSION

But I digress. To continue on the topic of amnesia …

Apparently, the schadenfreude / compassion pairing is only one of many human matter / antimatter, conscious / unconscious, mental / emotional balancing acts.

Another one with which I have wrestled for years: chastity / sexual desire. I would be meditating with others …

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated.

A thought of sexual desire would arise in the gut brain (large intestine). My mind would suddenly go completely blank; I would lose consciousness and pitch forward toward the floor.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated, leaning forward.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated, leaning forward.

 

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, eyes closed, falling forward off a chair.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, eyes closed, falling forward off a chair.

After falling forward to about two feet from the floor, I would regain consciousness …

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, falling forward off a chair, eyes wide open.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, falling forward off a chair, eyes wide open.

… and sit back up straight again. O God, not again! … You laugh, do you not! But I was not laughing. No one in the meditation group I was attending laughed at me either.

Something unconscious was going on. It was some thought, arising from a part of my anatomy I did not think had a brain of its own. Then I would pass out and start to topple over, again and again. I was in peer pressure hell both with regard to the repressed thought and with regard to the embarrassing falling-over action.

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Sidebar: Unwelcome Psychic Events I Experienced While Meditating with Neo-Hindu Groups

For a drawing to do with an untoward event that occurred quite some years earlier in another neo-Hindu meditation group, see …

Link: “‘Tinsel Head’ Tale: Scrimmages with a Los Angeles ‘Brujo Cult’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 18 December 2019; published on 23 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fIS ..

I class these as black magic or thuggee types of events to do with psychic powers exerted through spiritual adepts, black magicians, or sorcerers by disembodied entities.

The two events I experienced occurred in a Neo-Hindu setting. I feel it likely that such events may happen in any spiritual setting, and do not necessarily represent the teachings of a spiritual group as a whole; they may be just disparate, chance events.

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INITIAL THEORY OF THE THREE TINY DEMONS

The meditation teacher kept on saying to us all: Feel unconditional love! I could not. Peer pressure does that, I guess … makes us unfriendly to ourselves. Finally one day I got a notion that there were three tiny demons … this visualization shows how desperate I was to get to the bottom of the thing, I guess.

Anyway, it seemed like there was one tiny demon situated near my sexual chakra, and it would grab this amnesia-making thought as if it were a football. Punt it to another tiny demon at my navel point, which punt shut down my will and caused the amnesia. And then Tiny Demon No. 2 would punt the thought to Tiny Demon No. 3 situated at my third eye-point, and I would pitch forward. It happened three times in a row, to quite an uproar of giggling from the wee demons.

It was just too much for me. I got a pressure-cooker kind of social-embarrassment frustration feeling, building up stronger and stronger. And then … miracle of miracles … I lightened up. And remembered what the repressed thought was all about. At last! From this I suppose there is nothing quite like a sense of humor when I am being laughed at.

Drawing: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left: Woman standing, in profile, waving to three mean-looking demons on the right. The demons are walking to the right. They are about two feet high.

Drawing: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Left: Woman standing, in profile, waving to three mean-looking demons on the right. The demons are walking to the right. They are about two feet high.

DISCOVERY OF CURSES INVOLVED IN THE THREE-PART “BOW DOWN TO ME” ASTRAL FOOTBALL PLAY

I later found that the three-demon punt was actually a team effort involving the ‘Dark bodies’ (as opposed to the bodies of Light) of three spiritual people who knew me at that time. This ‘Dark play’ was composed of subconsciously repressed energies of these three people; one was the putative group leader, and the other two were a man and wife.

Malware had been installed in their bodies of Light by the Fallen Angel Ba’al, who had infected a different meditation group. Apparently, all three people had previously attended a meditation in this group in past, and been infected with the malware.

On Fallen Angels (Fallen Angelics). For more on fallen angels, see …

Link: “Time Shift Blog: What Are Fallen Angels?” by Lisa Renee … http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2405-what-are-fallen-angels ..

Link: “Fallen Angelic Schism Trauma,” in “Ascension Glossary” …  http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Fallen_Angelic_Schism_Trauma ..

On Bowing Down by Humankind: Enslavement by the Fallen Angels. The malware had to do with bowing down to the Fallen Angel; losing one’s will power, and becoming enslaved by him. This I found out quite recently during lucid dreaming, when the three-part spell was once more invoked; at which time I for the first time heard the astrally spoken malware rhymes, which named the names of people whose Dark bodies were infected to such an extent that the Fallen Angel could ‘step into’ or ‘stake out’ or obsess them, and from them, into other people to obsess them or ‘stake them out’ … or at the least, to dilute the auric energy with a ‘pass through’ or ‘flow through’ the central vertical power current.

Image: “Baahubali 2: The Conclusion” …  https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/M/MV5BNzcxM2Q1NjAtNDY5Zi00ZjBlLWJmMmUtZGNmNjlkMDdhN2I2XkEyXkFqcGdeQXVyNjgyOTU0ODU@._V1_UX477_CR0,0,477,268_AL_.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Man kneeling and bowing to a seated, cruel-looking man; fire is all around them. The bowing man has planted his sword in the ground behind him … it looks like a cross. COMMENT: My thought is: If a mean, cruel-looking being asks you to bow to him, do not leave your cross behind.

The Three-Part Curse. The assault was as follows …

  1. Second Chakra Hit. The wife, who was a sexy lady, hit my sexual chakra. I do not know the rhymed curse that was attached to this hit, as the sexual energy that hit me was deeply subconscious and a wave of unconsciousness hit me … like unmani, the borderline state between waking and sleeping.
  2. Third Chakra Hit. The meditation leader of the second meditation group psychically hit my navel point, seat of will power, with the chant: May V–er ram her … This was the name of the husband, a noted psychic … see hit #3) … This hit also comprised very deeply subconscious energy. It was accompanied by a vision of a sharpened, fat pencil, about 3 inches in diameter and 8 inches in length, being jabbed into my spine at the level of the navel point. This pencil was a phallic symbol to do with a derogatory remark a woman once made about the penis of a psychic he knew, who was more powerful than the psychic in hit #3.
  3. Sixth Chakra Hit. The husband, who was a noted psychic, hit my third eye-point with the chant: May you succumb to M—— D— … This was the name of a powerful psychic that the husband knew and admired). The energy in the third hit was also deeply subconscious.

These three incantations and psychic energy hits happened with split-second timing of the sort that can only be orchestrated by Fallen Angels.

A Further Curse. In the recent lucid dreaming instance, there was a further curse by a psychic friend of V–er and M—— D—: A vision of a long, thin dagger being stuck into my left ear, along with the incantation: M—— will stick it in

I have read that the left ear has to do with clair hearing, and the right ear with hearing in the physical realm. So the import of this curse was that M—— D— could dominate my psychic hearing and torque it to the Dark (always remembering that the Fallen Angel Ba’al was the initiator of the curse setup and ‘director of the play’).

Revision of Theory on the Three Little Demons. I revised my theory about the three little demons later … I feel they may have been three little nature spirits bewitched by negative astral beings. This used to happen quite a lot, before the 2012 Shift.

HOW SPIRITUAL PEOPLE ATTRACT BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE ATTENTION ON THE ASTRAL PLANE

In 3D, in the physical world, the people who subconsciously did the cursing are very highly respected spiritual people. This shows how the Dark has, until recent times, targeted spiritual people. I have heard it said that this is because the brightness of their Light on the spiritual plane attracts a lot of attention from astral beings, both negative and positive.

THE IMPORTANCE OF LEARNING YOGA NIDRA

This lucid-dreaming revelation points up the importance of keeping the auric field strong and stable, and of being able to do yoga nidra and lucid dreaming so as to prevent susceptibility to astral curses and malware infection …

Link: “Yoga* Nidra: Yogic Conscious Deep Sleep,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati …  http://swamij.com/yoga-nidra.htmI ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Psychic Murder – Bow Down to Me! Psychic Swoon,” published on 17 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jc6 ..

The “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye” drawing is featured in … Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Demons, Devils and Ghosts . ADULTS ONLY drawings and images by Alice B. Clagett, Published on 3 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jnZ ..

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–from Link: “Schadenfreude and the “Bow Down to Me” 3-Part Football Play,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 13 November 2013; revised and republished on 5 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ia ..

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LOSS, THE EGO, ENLIGHTENMENT, THE VOID, AND CO-CREATION OF REALITY        top
Filmed on 24 May 2015; published on 8 July 2015; revised and transcribed on 13 November 2015

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Catastrophic Early Childhood Loss
    • An Example of Catastrophic Early Childhood Loss: Heart Vampire
    • Circle of One: The Sociopath, Psychopath, or Anti-Social Personality
      • Love Relationships: Seeking to Destroy the Other.
      • Iterations of Soul Wounding: Their True Purpose
    • Young Love Amongst Normals: Perfecting Dissociation from ‘Part Object’ Orientation
    • Sabotaging Body Elementals: Star-Crossed Love
    • Recap
      • Early Childhood Loss
      • Sense of Omnipresence of the Sociopath, versus that of the Empath
      • Divine Grace and Iterations of Soul Wounding
      • On Young Love and a Lesser Sense of Loss
      • On Returning the Heart Chakra to Full Functionality
      • The Current Age of Renewal, Regeneration, and New Creation
      • Star Memories versus the Duality Play
      • Ascension: An Unparalleled Sense of Loss
      • Courage and the Void
      • For Those Who Are ‘on the Fence’ with Regard to Ascension …
    • WAYS TO HEAL ROMANTIC  OR NURTURING LOSS

Dear Ones,

This video describes loss in various contexts, including:

  • Some general views from my reading of this excellent book: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient” by Robert T. Waska, and also some information based on my clair hearing of astral stories, and intuitive understandings I have come to through clair hearing of these stories.
  • A notion that Ascension and Enlightenment experiences of clearing Soul wounding may also bring up a feeling of loss, as we integrate the full functioning of the heart chakra.
  • Integration, through grace, at a higher level of Awareness, where we are one with the Divine.
  • And there is a discussion of first love and first loss among well-adjusted young people as well, and on overcoming resultant reticence to dare to love again.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

Catastrophic Early Childhood Loss

I was reading a very learned psychological treatise the other day; the topic was early childhood loss of comforting relationships, and a state of mind that they call paranoid-schizoid

Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, Counselor, LPCC, MFT, PhD … https://books.google.com.cy/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&printsec=copyright#v=onepage&q&f=false ..

I am not much for labels, but I did find interesting some of the insights that they had about the ego, and the way that it develops in early childhood. It seems that loss of comforting, sustaining relationships in early childhood causes certain ways of relating to the third dimension of reality ,,, that are very like what everyone else … all the the other egos in the world … are doing; but it is just slightly more exaggerated. So, what I learned was a lesson for me as well …

It was something like this … I am going to try; I am putting my own slant on this … Say, a baby is newborn. It sees things in a kind of cascade, without any labels … without any relational significance to its own needs … without any concept of parts being a whole (as in, a ‘whole person’, for instance, its mother).

But rather, one of the very first things is that there is a certain portion … of something … in its field of vision, that creates a sensation of fullness in its stomach, that is pleasing. And this is the very first, and a very important thing, that a child has to do, in order to stay alive: To bond with that instinct of suckling; that instinct of suckling and receiving milk.

So, very early on, the child becomes, in its visual field, attached to the look of that breast of its mother. And in addition, shortly thereafter, when its eyes clear, it begins to recognize a twinkle in her eye. And then the twinkle in her eye, and a smile on her lips, and the vision of her breast, and the feeling of fullness in the stomach which is pleasing.

So there are three of what this author calls ‘part objects’ that the child identifies with … visual objects: The eye, the smile, and the breast.

Over and over again, say, in the course of a year, the child sees the vision of these ‘part objects’, feels a pleasant sensation, and then experiences a sense of loss as the mom walks out of the room or goes about her work. It is a long time before the child begins to understand, through a process of give and take … of receiving something pleasant, and then losing that sensation of pleasantness … say, by the mom walking out of the room, something more than this.

Say 365 days, or however long … and the child begins to realize a sense of permanence there. And that sense of permanence is its experience of love. It begins to understand that the parts that it sees are actually a being … a Soul … part of a Soul that has a permanent relationship of give and take with itself; the beginning of societal bonding.

In the bottom of its mind, though, it still has these ‘part objects’, and on top of that … superimposed on that … is a new learning experience of a mature relationship with another being … Truly, a relationship of dependence at first; but as a child gets a little older … after the age of two, it starts to realize that it, itself, is an independent being with free will. So then it becomes a more mature relationship.

An Example of Catastrophic Early Childhood Loss: Heart Vampire

All right … So then, what the gentleman in the learned psychological treatise was talking about was early childhood loss of a comforting relationship. Let’s say that, in a worst case scenario, at the age of five the child flies into a tantrum and … as is often the case with young children … has been experimenting with matches, sets fire to the family home, and all the people, except for that child, are killed in the fire.

Where does that leave the child? The first sense is: Everyone that I loved is dead, and I killed them. And the second feeling … according to this understanding that I read about … is that of a kind of regression to the early infant stage of ‘part objects’, where the ego says: It is not possible; I could not have done that. And it returns to the older way of seeing things.

So then the ego of the young child begins to imagine that the people it sees are actually not people, but rather ‘part objects’: Parts of its whole ego. And going through life like this … with this misunderstanding of things … is kind of catastrophic from the point of view of societal expectations …

Circle of One: The Sociopath, Psychopath, or Anti-Social Personality

What happens then, for instance, is that the child will use and manipulate other people without regard for free will, because, in the child’s weltanschauung, the other people are merely part objects that are part of its own Self … for its own gratification. And when grown up, it will be treating people in the same way.

Love Relationships: Seeking to Destroy the Other. Further, when this young person reaches the point of reaching out, in a love relationship, it is not uncommon for this young person to relive the childhood trauma, and seek to destroy the person whom it loves, over and over again: To do the same thing with new ‘part objects’ … new lovers.

Iterations of Soul Wounding: Their True Purpose. Now this behavior is a reaching out of the Soul; their Soul is reaching out to remember the original wounding and come to a more mature understanding. It should, I feel, be understood in that light: As a longing of the Soul for healing … I say this in hopes that we understand that kind of behavior from the perspective of Soul healing and Soul love and Soul forgiveness.

Young Love Amongst Normals: Perfecting Dissociation from ‘Part Object’ Orientation

And also, I think it is important to understand that most everybody on Earth right now has, to some degree, some aspect of that ‘part object’ orientation. What often happens is that, even in living in a very secure home environment, on first love they will be anticipating some kind of enduring relationship similar to that which has existed, so far, with the natal family. But seldom is this the case.

In the case of first love … because the skills are not all there, for a mature relationship of romance … there is a process of beginning to learn those skills. And so, frequently, first love is a very intense and painful experience of complete identification, and then, complete loss: Loss of the ‘part object’ with which the young lover wholly identified his or her own ego.

Sabotaging Body Elementals: Star-Crossed Love

So what that leaves people with, is a sort of a feeling that, If they love, they will lose. Thus …  because of this experience of failed love; of failed romance …  there is a body elemental within most of us that says: I would like to find someone!

And then it says: But if I find someone, I will lose them. [laughs]

And this is, I feel, what Judy Satori calls ‘sabotaging behavior’. It is when we give our body elementals two instructions that contradict each other …

  • One comes from the conscious mind: I would like to find someone!
  • And the other comes from the unconscious mind: If I find someone, I will lose them.

Uh oh! But it is a very simple job to clear all that with our body elementals, because they are very programmable. They are very amenable; all they want to do, is what we ask them to do; to make us happy … Because, after all, they are our own thought forms. They are our own artificial elementals.

So what we do is we say to our body elemental: This is what I want!

And they say: Yeah?

And then we could say: I want the perfect romantic relationship for me, and I would like it to last for the rest of my life, or as long as we both want it to!

And they will say: Oh! Ok!

So … walking along that road … Heading in that direction … and looking forward with great enthusiasm to some teachings by Judy Satori on that topic … no doubt, along with language of Light activations …

Link: “Judy Satori,” https://judysatori.com/ ..

We will see what comes up!

Wishing you all the perfect romantic relationship! Talk to you later.

Recap

Early Childhood Loss. To tie these threads together: First, I was talking about a situation of early childhood loss, when a person reverts to an early mental milieu in which there is a lack of understanding of integration; of the parts of the visual field as separate individuals … separate people from itself. In other words, because of a very overwhelming feeling of loss and guilt, the ego of the young child reverts to a notion that what it sees … and most significantly, the people that it sees … are just part of itself; that it is all that there is in the whole known Universe … That everything it sees is just an extension of itself.

Sense of Omnipresence of the Sociopath, versus that of the Empath. This is a feeling of omnipresence, in a way. It is a feeling that an empath gets; but in this case, it is not an empathic feeling, because the proper movement of the heart chakra energy has been injured somewhat, or wounded, by the sensation of overwhelming loss.

So the feeling of omnipresence, in this instance, has to do with extension of that heart energy … that wounded heart energy … into the situation of every person in the purview of that wounded child. The child will reflect that Soul wounding in everyone; in other words, to the sociopathic child, everyone will seem to reflect his or her own Soul wounding.

In the case of a sociopathic person who is clairvoyant … that person will see, on the clair realm, people in the astral realm, in such a way that they seem to be reflecting that early childhood wounding.

Divine Grace and Iterations of Soul Wounding. The Divine purpose of this is, to allow the Soul to clear that energy and return to proper heart energy functioning.

So God, if you will … the Divine Grace in one’s life … is ever bringing to the Awareness the notion … the understanding … the re-enactment of that wounding, for the sole purpose of allowing the Soul to return to a full state of unconditional love. That is the reason for that.

The reasoning is not to injure, over and over again. It is a very compassionate God that allows this to happen. But the result … if we do not pay attention to our Soul learning, our incarnational learning, is further Soul wounding.

So … Now is the time for everyone to look at what is transpiring in the world … right in front of us … right now. That is the thing that needs clearing. That is the thing that needs healing: Anything that hurts. Anything that feels like suffering.

On Young Love and a Lesser Sense of Loss. So, that is to do with clearing from early childhood loss. And then the next thing that I talked about had to do with lesser sensations of loss of love, that most people do go through, in their first love experience: They tend to experience, to a lesser extent, the type of loss that that author was describing.

On Returning the Heart Chakra to Full Functionality. And so, their own experience, as they go through life, will be the experience of relationships that are incomplete.

And the purpose is the same: The Divine Grace, the Divine intention, if you will, is exactly the same: To allow that person to integrate the energy of full heart chakra functioning. So it is not like God punishing us; it is more like God reminding us that there is this work to do … That it is our job to do it … And, if we should ask, allowing us the Grace to accomplish it.

The Current Age of Renewal, Regeneration, and New Creation. Well, so, one thing that I forgot, and that I will mention now …

Technically, Ascension already occurred in 2012, and now we are in an age of Renewal and Regeneration and New Creation, As we become aware of all that … of how much things have changed … we are learning to use those tools.

It seems like the plant life and the animal life, and even the rocks of Earth have figured it out! Certainly the waters of New Creation are there for us to take in and transform our own being with! But we humans have mental filters that are taking their time to catch up! So the Noosphere is taking a while to catch up.

And a lot of it has to do with these experiences of loss of love.

Star Memories Versus the Duality Play. We came from the stars; we came from a situation in which love was everywhere. You did not have to look far, for a being that could meet your heart energy with its own heart energy fully open and complete.

There was no such thing as loss of the sort that we experience in the third dimension. We decided to do this great Duality experience, and … Poom! … Here we were on Earth! And most likely, the very first experience we had was an experience of loss, when we opened our eyes as newborns. Quite a shock! [laughs]

And then, on top of that, the kind of shock of which that author spoke. The shock of new love lost, of first love lost: A terrible experience, really. I mean, after the experience, and after many years of romantic love experiences, we tend to look back and say: Oh, first love! Like that …

But it is not like that at all; it is a very difficult experience to go through, for every young child. We forget how gruesome it is! And so: First love; that loss!

Ascension: An Unparalleled Sense of Loss. And here, now (to get to the final point that I was attempting to make) … Here, now, in this process of Ascension … of becoming aware of what has already happened, the ego is faced with a loss like no other … Unparalleled loss. The loss of everything known. The loss of the third dimension; the loss of the physicality as being true. The sense that everything is nothing but illusion. The very scary sense … a sense of lack of safety … intrinsic in the notion that we can create whatever we want as reality. These things are very difficult.

It is the loss of the mother again. It is the loss of the mother that is everything familiar; that is everything we have ever experienced in the way of comfort … as well as discomfort.

Courage and the Void. It is the willingness to stand in the space where there is nothing, with the understanding that there will be … do psychologists call it an ‘integration’? … That, for sure, what will follow is Grace. And what will result is something far more beautiful than anything we have ever known before, in the third dimension.

And which we remember, from those times where we were one with the Divine. We were more One than we can imagine, right now, with the presence that is complete love, complete joy, complete peace. These things are coming back to us now.

It takes bravery to stand in the face of this. And what we, on the clair plane, are experiencing … amongst those set forth as the ‘first wave’ of Ascension .. is a similar disintegration of ego … ‘part’ identification of objects … in facing this catastrophic egoic loss, this ego terror, this territoriality and this hostility of ego … that are hallmarks of what we considered to be ‘I’ in the past. These things all come up. And they set us apart from the rest of the world.

Almost all people are categorizing and labeling almost everything other than themselves as wrong and bad, and in some cases, are making all kinds of judgment calls. And that has to do with the scariness of this moment in time.

For Those Who Are ‘on the Fence’ with Regard to Ascension … I know many of you, out there, are on the fence with regard to Ascension. It is true? Or is it just a figment?

So what I am asking of you right now … if you are clair, and if you are troubled by the noospheric chaos at this moment … is to consider the possibility that these theories that I put forth today could fill the bill … Could step into that gap between the past known, and the current Void, and the future that will be what we create, which will then be known.

See if maybe the difficulty with what Tom Kenyon …

Link: “Tom Kenyon,” https://tomkenyon.com/ … Search the term: cognitive dissonance

… calls the ‘cognitive dissonance’ in the noosphere today … has to do with ego loss; great loss of comforting relationships, and maybe a regression to what has been labeled what it is labeled [smiles] … a momentary regression of the ego to a very young, infantile understanding of the Universe, preparatory to gathering that courage to step into the void, and into New Creation. [waves goodbye]

WAYS TO HEAL ROMANTIC  OR NURTURING LOSS

Here are a few ways to heal the heart after experiences of romantic loss:

  • Reprogram sabotaging body elementals (as described in the video).
  • And for romantic or nurturing loss, or to heal the heart of the cognitive dissonance of the noosphere, I recommend going to Judy Satori’s website … https://judysatori.com/ … and searching the term: Kuan Yin   … or … Quan Yin

You will find other good heart healing meditations elsewhere on the internet as well.

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–from Link: “Loss, the Ego, Enlightenment, the Void, and Co-creation of Reality,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 May 2015; published on 8 July 2015; revised and transcribed on 13 November 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6jO

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PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS, THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY, AND GLOBAL AWAKENING        top
Published on 10 July 2015, revised on 11 October 2016 and 28 January 2020

  • EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING
  • MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”
    • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories
    • The Awakening of Earth
    • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State
  • Paranoid-Schizoid
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • On Psychiatric ‘Labels’
  • Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Antisocial Personality
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
  • On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist
    • A Caveat for Psychologists
  • Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms
  • Splitting, Introjection, and Projection
    • Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to the Ego
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
    • Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment
  • Feelings of Annihilation
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
      • Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities
      • The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity
      • How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse
    • Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality
      • He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable
      • He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss
      • He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him
      • He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth
  • Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted
    • Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal
    • Regarding the Awakening on Earth

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, religious extremists, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

EARLY CHILDHOOD LOSS AND EARTH’S AWAKENING

On the clairaudient plane in recent years, I have been noticing something like what Robert Waska, MFT, PHD, FIPA, has described in a psychological context in the book “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient” …

Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss: Working with the Paranoid-schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska,  published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … https://books.google.com/books?id=nrxWbDqAB44C&pg=PR1&lpg=PR1&dq=PRIMITIVE+EXPERIENCES+OF+LOSS+WORKING+WITH+THE+PARANOID-SCHIZOID+PATIENT+waska&source=bl&ots=QHrM7WADFe&sig=ybO06GpsM6-AHN3_95PDx0JCkZg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjq5JG7idPPAhWG5oMKHcr5DgIQ6AEIPDAG#v=onepage&q=PRIMITIVE%20EXPERIENCES%20OF%20LOSS%20WORKING%20WITH%20THE%20PARANOID-SCHIZOID%20PATIENT%20waska&f=false ..

Although this topic is not personal to me, I do feel there may be traces of the egoic stress Dr. Waska describes that are feathering out through Earth’s noosphere right now. [This had to do with a man I characterized in later blogs as an antisocial personality.]

I take it the stress factor is people’s perception that we humankind, we children of Mother Earth, may need to deal with the loss of our Mother, and indeed of all that we hold to be ‘true’ reality, as the Ascension process unfolds.

MY COMMENTS ON PASSAGES FROM ROBERT WASKA’S BOOK “PRIMITIVE EXPERIENCES OF LOSS WORKING WITH THE PARANOID-SCHIZOID PATIENT”

Because I am not a psychologist, I found this book on “Primitive Experiences of Loss” best to be read with my Wikipedia definitions of psychological terms close at hand, and I have included some of these definitions in the blog below, for those of my readers who are not versed in psychology. This is a great book to purchase and read, a ground-breaking book, I feel. You can purchase it handily at Google Books.

In the blog below, I have selected some passages that are pertinent to …

  • The Antisocial Cannibal Astral Stories: The hypothetical astral stories I have been hearing about a child who killed his mother, ate a little of her corpse out of hunger, and then became an antisocial personality, serial killer, and cannibal. (For more on this, see my blog categories:  Antisocial personalities  …  Cannibalism  …  Catastrophic childhood experiences  …  Circle of one …  Serial killers
  • The Awakening of Earth: How, through clair hearing, the noosphere has [in July 2015] has seemed to be reflecting thoughts and emotions to do with loss; this I believe has to do with the great clearing of humankind’s Soul wounding that is taking place, and with the ‘Everything new’ quality of the Awakening process for all humankind.
  • Feeling of Loss in the Process of Attaining the Superconscious State: Also mentioned, although not in great detail, are feelings of loss a person may experience while in the process of attaining Enlightenment, or the Superconscious state.

Because of copyright restrictions, I can only refer to the text below (I am not able to quote it). After each reference, I then offer my comments. Often these are in the sections titled “Regarding the Awakening on Earth.”

Take away what you like from the below analysis. Know that every psychological condition described in every learned book on the topic will be completely healed as the regenerative power of the Incoming Light restores us all to perfect health of body, mind, and emotions.

Paranoid-Schizoid

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 1, beginning:  I have  …  and the first sentence of paragraph 2, beginning:  The patients 

This describes how the author has worked with patients who have experienced early childhood loss, and has found that many of them fall into the psychological category ‘paranoid-schizoid’. I looked this term up in Wikipedia, and will quote at length, as the Wikipedia passage clearly sets forth some of the terms and theories discussed in detail in later analysis of Dr. Waska’s book. Per Wikipedia …

“The paranoid-schizoid position is considered the state of mind of children from birth to four or six months of age. Although this position develops into the next position, it is normal to move back and forward between the two positions although some people operate in the paranoid-schizoid position for much of the time. As one of the originators of Object Relations theory, Klein sees emotions as always related to other people or objects of emotions. Relations during these first months are not to whole objects but only to part objects, such as the breast, the mother’s hands, her face etc.

“Paranoid refers to the central paranoid anxiety, the fear of invasive malevolence. This is experienced as coming from the outside, but ultimately derives from the projection out of the death instinct. Paranoid anxiety can be understood in terms of anxiety about imminent annihilation and derives from a sense of the destructive or death instinct of the child. In this position before the secure internalisation of a good object to protect the ego, the immature ego deals with its anxiety by splitting off bad feelings and projecting them out. However, this causes paranoia. Schizoid refers to the central defense mechanism: splitting, the vigilant separation of the good object from the bad object.

“Klein posited that a healthy development implies that the infant has to split its external world, its objects and itself into two categories: good (i.e., gratifying, loved, loving) and bad (i.e. frustrating, hated, persecutory). This splitting makes it possible to introject and identify with the good. In other words: splitting in this stage is useful because it protects the good from being destroyed by the bad. Later, when the ego has developed sufficiently, the bad can be integrated, and ambivalence and conflict can be tolerated.

“Later with greater maturity and the resolution of the depressive position, the ego is able to bring together the good and bad object thereby leading to whole object relations. Achieving this involves mourning the loss of the idealised object, and associated depressive anxieties [termed the depressive position] ….” –from Link: “Paranoid-Schizoid and Depressive Positions,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note from the above quotation that children are typically in this state of awareness during infancy, which would be up to the first 6 months of age, approximately. They then move to the depressive position. However, an experience of catastrophic early childhood loss can throw the personality back into a state I term ‘antisocial personality’. More on this farther down in the blog.

On Psychiatric ‘Labels’. I do feel that the practice of ‘labeling’ folks with psychiatric terms is dehumanizing and antithetical to the goal of healing. I feel the main difficulty here is the classification by cause or symptom rather than by the potential healing effect. For instance, we might re-term the ‘paranoid-schizoid’ label as ‘bonding therapy’ or the like … in the same way that those who have experienced a bout with cancer now term themselves ‘cancer survivors’, putting a positive twist on it… although ‘totally healthy’ might be a better term.

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Preface,” page vii, paragraph 2, second sentence, beginning:  In this …

This sentence explains that paranoid-schizoid patients (or possibly patients who have experienced early childhood loss) use projective identification to organize their world view.

Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1, last paragraph, beginning:  Projective identification  … Also read the continuation of this paragraph on page 2.

Projective Identification is a very interesting concept, as it is often encountered, among the clair gifted, in the astral stories they hear circulating round the noosphere. Here is Wikipedia’s definition of this term …

“Projective identification is a term introduced by Melanie Klein to describe the process whereby in a close relationship, as between mother and child, lovers, or therapist and patient, parts of the self may in unconscious fantasy be thought of as being forced into the other person.[1]” … from Link: “Projective Identification,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Projective_identification … CC BY-SA 3.0

Regarding the Antisocial Personality. Note that Projective Identification can also be used by an antisocial personality who has experienced early childhood loss, and who believes that other people are merely projections of himself … which is to say, parts (whether ‘good parts’ or ‘bad parts’) of his own ego.

In the clair realm, this is heard as the ego of the antisocial personality attempting to hypnotize or mind control other people, and experiencing great anxiety when this cannot be accomplished. Looked at from the perspective of his world view, this massive anxiety is entirely understandable: If he cannot control these inconsequential ‘parts’ of himself, then his world view will be in error. Thus, he must be able to control them; failing this, he will kill them. In this way his world view will remain intact.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I mentioned earlier in this blog the hypothetical astral story of a child who has killed his mother, and eaten a little of her corpse out of hunger (also described in other of my blogs … see my blog category: Cannibalism ).

For this putative antisocial personality who is also a serial killer and cannibal, if his world view were proven wrong, then he would need to deal with the catastrophic consequence that he is guilty of matricide and cannibalism in the eyes, not of people who are mere parts of himself, but of the majority of sentient beings on Earth.

Whereas, if his own world view is intact, his early childhood act merely destroyed a ‘bad part’ … in the case I referenced elsewhere, a part that would not gratify the child sexually.

On the Relationship Between the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient and the Therapist

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 1 … and read the first sentence of the first full paragraph on page 2, beginning:  I feel that

This sentence explains how a patient’s early childhood loss experience relates to bonding with the psychologist.

A Caveat for Psychologists: Note here that unless this is fully understood, the patient may, in a clinical setting, engage the dynamic of part-object destruction referenced below. That is to say, the life of the psychologist may be at risk. In the case of the antisocial personality, he will feel that he is projecting into the psychologist, and not the other way around.

Further, in a clair scenario, the therapist may project loss onto another person so that the patient’s destruct sequence unfolds with regard to that other person. That is to say, if my hypothesis that these patients have well developed hypnotic and mind control skills is true, then their tendency to project, to mind control, and to enact early childhood loss scenarios may cause the psychologist to be mind controlled and to ‘act out’ in his or her own family life the patient’s early childhood trauma.

Judy Satori’s Light activations regarding Faith may be of use to clair ‘projected upon’ folks here … Surf to Link: Judy Satori … https://judysatori.com/ and search the term: faith

Anxiety, Feelings of Persecution, Defense Mechanisms

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the second full paragraph beginning:  To explore …  through the fourth full paragraph ending:  [p. 22]

This passage describes how Melanie Klein introduced the notion of paranoid-schizoid behavior in the year 1946. It also succinctly describes what early childhood experiences precipitate paranoid-schizoid behavior, and offers a summary of her findings.

To paraphrase and adapt, a very young child feels anxious, feels the threat of persecution, and because of this, develops ways to defend itself from these feelings. Which defense mechanisms the child chooses determine whether it will develop normally or as a schizophrenic.

Splitting, Introjection, and Projection

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Introduction,” page 2, the final paragraph beginning:  She then  …  which continues on to page 3, and pages 3 and 4, ending:  [p. 4]

Of particular note is the description here of a good or gratifying mother’s breast, and a bad or unsatisfying mother’s breast. Accordingly, at a very young age, the infant begins to separate objects in the world that it loves from those that it hates. This separation of good object from bad object is called Splitting. Wikipedia defines Splitting thus ,,,

“Splitting (also called black-and-white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. It is a common defense mechanism used by many people.[1] The individual tends to think in extremes (i.e., an individual’s actions and motivations are all good or all bad with no middle ground). [the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic….” –from Link: “Splitting,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology) … CC BY-SA 3.0

The above-referenced paragraph also explains introjection of the good breast. Per Wikipedia:

“Introjection (German: Introjektion) is a psychoanalytical term with a variety of meanings. Generally, it is regarded as the process where the subject replicates in itself behaviors, attributes or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. Cognate concepts are identification, incorporation,[1] and internalization. To use a simple example, a person who picks up traits from their friends (e.g., a person who begins frequently exclaiming “Ridiculous!” as a result of hearing a friend of theirs repeatedly doing the same) is introjecting.” –from Link: “Introjection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Introjection … CC BY-SA 3.0 

The term Projection, also referred to in this passage, apparently has several meanings in a psychological context. However, I would like to stick with the following definition right now, as it is the one I am familiar with, having observed it time and time again in the clair subject who became a cannibal, as described above. Here is Wikipedia on the use of the term Projection in psychology …

“Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others.[1] For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.” –from Link: “Psychological Projection,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_projection … CC BY-SA 3.0

With regard to the above passage, to simplify: The young child may introject or internalize objects it perceives as good or gratifying, and it may project out from itself, and onto ‘bad’ objects, what within itself it perceives as ‘bad’.

For those objects the infant perceives as ‘bad’ … such as the ungratifying or frustrating breast of its mother, the infant feels hatred, and a destructive impulse arises against that object. Oral-sadistic fantasies arise. The infant, to interject, may bite that breast, or strike her body. He may have what is termed anal-sadistic impulses, such as the desire to put his own excrement in her. This is the desire to enter into her body, which I elsewhere describe as ‘mind control’. The passage explains that these oral-sadistic and anal-sadistic infant fantasies can lead to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Story of the Silver Bullet, an Example of Anal-Sadistic Impulses. I am reminded to a case, in astral vision, where the man I had been hearing on the ‘astral airs’ placed a gun in the rectum of one of his woman followers, a long-time member of his ‘killing cult’, as the ‘astral airs’ would have it, and fired it, so that the bullet lodged just below her sternum. Apparently he murdered her in this way, and the body was never found, or else misidentified.

The day before, he had had an argument with her, regarding whether he ought to euthanize her, so that he could gather to himself her houses and her financial assets. He had explained that she was at about that age where he ought to euthanize her. She had disagreed.

Then that night the man and his wife, wearing disguises they had gaily devised at home, went to the home of another follower where she was spending the night, anticipating an airplane flight to return home the following day. They woke her from her slumbers, brought her into the living room, and there the man murdered her.

It is the manner of the murder, portrayed in an astral vision, that makes me feel it is an expression of anal-sadistic impulses.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. In terms of the breakdown of integrative behavior due to great loss … such as that experienced by the psyche during the new Age of Light on Earth (where everything is threateningly new) … pejorative clair phrases referencing rectal intercourse, and the variously phrased thoughts of rape, which occasionally build through repetition and the ‘glom’ effect to angst-provoking crescendo in the noosphere, as well as the innuendos of robbery, killing, and other ‘threat energy‘, might be considered expressions of anal-sadistic impulses described above, and of feelings of persecution.

Thus it seems that ‘Ascension anxieties‘ are being expressed through the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is also possible that part of what is heard are the thought processes of infants here on Earth now, or even thought forms in the astral plane, no longer appropriate to Earth’s energies, and awaiting transformation to more loving, more refined energy through the Incoming Light or through the conscious loving alchemy of humankind.

I note that these have greatly diminished in the last month [this post was on 10 July 2015], at least as regards my own clair hearing.

Catastrophic Anxiety and Threat to Ego

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues,” introduction, page 16, the first paragraph, beginning:  Under certain circumstances  …  and the first sentence of the second paragraph, ending:  been rudimentary

This passage describes how experiences of loss can cause catastrophic anxiety and threaten the ego. After a traumatic loss, every other instance of loss brings up the overwhelming feelings associated with the original catastrophy. Thus the person who has experienced early childhood loss will have developed defense mechanisms to avoid recurrent feelings of anxiety and fear associated with the original loss.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. There is an analogy with the world at large, right now, which is experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear because of the loss of the commonplace, loss of the physical illusion, loss of the safety of the usual way of conceiving the world. When these feelings of loss of the ordinary are overwhelming, then a person can have panic attack after panic attack. It may seem like all is lost … like the world is ending. This is how the End Times stories became associated with the Shift, and why we Lightworkers envision and promulgate instead the notion of New Life on New Earth. For those readers who do not follow the notions of the Shift and the Awakening …

Sense of Loss When a Person Is Attaining Enlightenment. When a person is attaining enlightenment … also known as the superconscious state … the same feelings of catastrophic loss may well up, and that person may be subject to panic attacks or generalized anxiety. This process of Awakening on Earth may be likened to the attainment of Enlightenment, or of the superconscious state, by all humankind, and so, the feeling of loss, as expressed in our noosphere, and as heard by the clair gifted, is very intense.

Feelings of Annihilation

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Annihilation,” page 20, beginning:  Klein (1955)

This passage describes how Melanie Klein felt annihilation to be an infant’s greatest fear. This is the notion of losing an object … would that be the loss of the ‘good’ breast? Loss of the mother? This dread of loss makes it seem to the infant that he or she is being persecuted by the lost object. This causes ego collapse, and a feeling of annihilation.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. I have experienced this in the clair realm, purportedly coming from an antisocial personality who experienced early childhood loss through burning down his house, with his mother in it, and eating a part of her charred body; in this hypothetical astral story, the child later became a serial killer and cannibal, as described in others of my blogs; for example …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Greater Oblation,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 23 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-g9u ..

Imitative Social Mask, Mind Control Abilities, Mass Hypnosis Abilities. This man purportedly first developed an excellent imitative social mask, along with great insight into the motives of ‘normal’ humans, so that he was able to convince them he was also normal, and manipulate them to his will.

These notions would have reinforced his own early childhood world view, which according to the astral stories had been catastrophically reorganized, through regression, to the notion that only he existed in the world … that all other people were either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ parts of himself … not sentient beings. Thus, he felt, he had the right to do with them as he would.

He was, so the story goes, strongly motivated to develop psychic powers, especially those of mind control and mass hypnosis. The reason for this is self-evident, and thus I believe that his attraction to these arts is not unusual among antisocial personalities.

The Psychic Power of Omnipresence or Ubiquity. Through occult studies, he developed the power of omnipresence or ubiquity. This is the ability to be telepathically present anywhere on Earth. This is a power that is said to be developed through study of such occult arts as Patanjali’s Yoga Aphorisms, among others …

Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California

In the case of the man discussed in the current blog, this power of omnipresence was limited to those in his cult, or those known to people in his cult, or people in his community that he had met; in other words, to acquaintances.

This power of omnipresence is warned about in the occult texts, as having disastrous consequences with regard to Soul evolution, unless the person who undertakes it is of very great purity of heart …  Search my blog for the term: disincarnate gods  … This has been, in fact, the case with his followers … or so it seems, from the clair plane, which is admittedly an iffy source of facts.

How the Power of Omnipresence Fits in with the Powers of Mind Control and Mass Hypnosis. I can see where attaining the power of omnipresence would be attractive to a person whose world view includes no other humans, only good and bad parts of himself. Thus it would be easy for him to conceptualize all his acquaintances as being like a psychic mesh or net around him, with only him in ‘the driver’s seat’ … In other words, he would be the only ego in this egoic net. This would also fit with his priorly developed powers of mind control and hypnosis. However, it would fall more into the category of mass hypnosis, rather than one-on-one hypnosis.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As Earth is awakening, the egos of everyone on Earth are facing, or eventually to be facing, ‘annihilation’. And so, the sense of dread reported by some is understandable. On the other hand, the rewards of Awakening … which may be likened to a permanent experience of enlightenment, illumination, and spiritual ecstasy … are compelling enough to eventually overcome the ego’s sense of dread, and to allow, by glimpse and by glimmer, the loosening of the ego net and the gradual transport into the superegoic state. Or so I feel to be true of humankind in the coming months and years.

That this experience of loss by humankind during the process of Awakening supports the emotions of anxiety, dread and persecution, and does not support the emotion of love, seems to be borne out by the evolution of noospheric emotional content since the Shift in December 2012. Such is the emotional content of the noosphere, according to those gifted with clair hearing and clair vision.

Sense of Abandonment, Hatred of the Mother, Despair, Ego Collapse

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Experiences of Loss,” page 22, first paragraph, beginning:  I wish  …  through the second paragraph, ending:  of anxiety

This passage describes how early childhood loss turns the mother into a ‘persecutory agent’ in the child’s eyes. There is a sense of abandonment, of hatred for the mother, and of despair, and what is termed ‘ego collapse’.

Attachment as a Primary Objective of the Antisocial Personality. In later life, such a patient, if an antisocial personality, might find the notion of attachment to be a first and foremost objective. In real life, for instance, a cult leader such as Charles Manson or Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro) might act as follows …

He Might Find the Idea of Loss Intolerable. He might find the idea of loss … for instance, of friendship with an acquaintance … intolerable.

He Might Use Remote Mind Control or Mass Hypnosis to Prevent Loss. He might use powers of remote mind control, at a distance, or of mass hypnosis of his followers, if they were all in the same room, to coerce a group member who intends to leave the group into staying (You will recall I posit above that antisocial personalities may develop psychic abilities such as these because they feel threatened by other people, who may be ‘bad’ parts of themselves.)

Mass hypnosis such as that which I posit could account for the 1978 Kool-Aid murders and suicides among the members James Jones’ cult in Jonestown. See …

Link: “Jonestown,” in Wikipedia… https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonestown ..

He Might Murder or Arrange for the Murder of Those Who Threaten to Abandon Him. Failing attempts of coercion of a ‘bad’ member to stay with the group, and faced with the alternative … the prospect of repeatedly feeling catastrophic loss reminiscent of the overwhelming early childhood loss … he might order one of his ‘good’ parts … that is, one of the cult members he is successful in mind controlling or hypnotizing … to destroy, or kill, the ‘bad’ member whom he hates.

He Might Kill Women; and He Might Have Homosexual Feelings. Because of the early experience of abandonment by the mother, he might not trust women. He might be inclined to kill them. He might also have homosexual feelings, either latent or in reality.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. From a clair hearing perspective, the thoughts of insufferable ego dread and the spiraling anxiety characteristic of many astral stories may have to do with loss of the old reality, and fear of the need to change-up to the new Ascension skills, such as multidimensionality, and multiple timeline technology, among others.

Projection, Introjection, and the Push-Pull of Projective Identification

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 1: Theoretical Issues: Treatment,” page 25, the paragraph beginning:  Klein (1952c)

This passage describes how, when the ego feels terrified, it populates the world outside itself with enemies. It may do this by reading about scary happenings in the daily news, for instance. This process of Projection places the terror farther from ourselves, and makes it more manageable.

In the same newspaper, a person may find accounts of events that create a feeling of nurturing or safety, and introject, or pull into himself these feelings. Projective Identification is the push and pull of creating an internal sense of security by pinning bad feelings on other people, and transplanting good feelings from other people into ourselves.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. As the cycle of New Life on New Earth continues, I feel this good outcome will be available to all those rising to higher consciousness, but not in the way described above. Rather, it is likely that the denser energies of Earth … for instance, sadistic and terrifying fantasies … will be clearing entirely from the noosphere.

In fact, in recent months [written in July 2015], those of us who are clair have heard and seen just this shift in the emotional content of the noosphere. This is a very new outcome for Earth. By extrapolation, refinement in the density of noospheric emotions, continuing during the coming months and years, likely will filter down into physical form. Physical manifestation of astral content does take time due to the relative immutability of physical matter.

Sense of Betrayal, of the Inevitability of Loss, and of Being Persecuted

Citation: “Primitive Experiences of Loss Working with the Paranoid-Schizoid Patient,” by Robert T. Waska, published by Karnac Ltd, 2002 … See: “Chapter 2: Greed, Self-Starvation, and the Quest for Safety,” pages 37-8, beginning:  To illustrate  …  and ending:  feeds on itself

This passage describes instances of paranoid-schizoid patient interactions from the author’s practice. The author speaks of the patient’s feelings of rage, desire, and greed, and how these in reality represent a fantasy that the need for love will be met with retaliation and revenge …

  • This is a notion of betrayal lurking in the wings;
  • Of the inevitability of loss after loss;
  • Of the persecutory notion that others will hunt the patient down and destroy him.
  • And, the author notes ‘excessive’ use of Projective Identification as a coping mechanism.

Regarding the Hypothetical Astral Story of the Cannibal. This goes along with my clair observations of a putative astral story about an antisocial personality (the cannibal) who had experienced early childhood loss of the mother. Each time he felt guilty, he had a habit of saying: I didn’t do it! That person did it!  On the other side of the coin, I note, per Wikipedia, that projection of our own negative qualities onto other people is commonplace.

Regarding the Awakening on Earth. The feelings presented to the clair gifted through noospheric disturbances since the December 2012 Shift are quite similar to those expressed in this book about primitive loss. Quite often the noosphere has been roiled by feelings of anxiety, threat energies, rage, desire and greed. The astral stories have been expressing these energies as well.

For more on these kinds of noospheric disturbances, see Tom Kenyon’s blog …

Link: “Cognitive and Emotional Challenges during Chaotic Nodes,” by Tom Kenyon … http://tomkenyon.com/cognitive-and-emotional-challenges-during-chaotic-nodes ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. I have included this blog in the categories Hinduism and Neo-Hinduism – Neo-Vedanta  as the Indian Saint the Vallalar, and Sri Aurobindo of Integral Yoga are often connected to the concepts of omnipresence, omniscience, and omnipotence.

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–from Link: “Primitive Experiences of Loss, the Antisocial Personality, and the Global Awakening,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 10 July 2015, revised on 11 October 2016 and 28 January 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6fC ..

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ALICE’S PERILOUS TALES: DISSOLVING THE SPELL ‘BOW DOWN TO ME!’        top
Filmed on 8 August 2015; revised on 17 May 2016; transcribed on 26 July 2019
Previously titled: Dissolving Spells  … and …  Dissolving the Spell ‘Bow to Me!’

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: Keeling Over While Meditating: The ‘Bow Down to Me’ Spell
      • Characteristics of a Spell
    • Lament of the Atlantean Age: Patriarchal Domination
    • Black Magic Spells Clearing During This Lion’s Gateway
    • Presidents and Presidential Candidates: White Supremacy Dissolving
    • Organization of Orion Group, Negative Astral Beings, and Demon Realm
    • On Restructuring Human Social Groups along Non-Orion-Group Lines
    • ‘Mind Slide’ Example: Will It Be ‘I Am in Service to Others’ or ‘I Am in Service to Self’?
    • ‘Pickups’ of Negative Astral Entities by the Archangelic Realm
    • Regeneration of Hybrids
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: Instance of Spiritual Leader Mind Controlling a Group
    • Alice’s Star Lineage . How Relating to Our Souls or Our Star Lineage Helps Mitigate Other People’s Attempts to Mind Control Us
    • Is Mind Control an Ongoing Feature of Earth Groups That Is Now Clearing?
    • Free Will as a Foundational Law of Life on Planet Earth
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

This is a wide-ranging video on the topics of spells discovered on the clair plane: ‘Bow to me!’ (described in a later blog as ‘Come to me, my little chickadee’); patriarchal domination; misogyny (hatred of women); power over; black magic; white male supremacy; astral plane negative beings.

Also discussed: Mind slides, mind mud, Orion crusaders, hybrids, mind control by leaders of groups, free will, and spiritual leadership.

After the video is an edited Summary …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Alice’s Perilous Tales: Keeling Over While Meditating: The ‘Bow Down to Me’ Spell

I have a story to tell you that kind of gives a notion about the nature of spells. And there are lots of spells … spells that have been binding humankind down, over the many incarnations … and one that I discovered just the other day. I was overhearing a clair conversation between two men, one a spiritual teacher and the other his student. As I was listening, I kept noticing a tendency to keel over and fall asleep.

I was sitting up, meditating, at the time. So naturally I had an interest to know what it was that was causing this. So every time I would start to fall forward, and fall asleep, I would perk up again. And I would try to roll back time and find that sotto voce phrase that had apparently … deep, deep in my subconscious mind … issued from this person, and gone into my own subconscious mind in such a way that I never even questioned it; I just did it.

Characteristics of a Spell. That is the characteristic of a spell: That it will be so deeply hidden in the subconscious or unconscious mind that we do not even question is; we simply do it, ok? At least, that is my understanding of it.

I am an apprentice at learning this kind of thing. I do not want to learn about spells, I want to learn about dissolving them. [laughs]

So anyway, about the tenth time this happened, I was getting more and more furious. I was determined … determined … to find what this spell was. And about the umpteenth time I started to keel forward from my meditation position, I heard it; I really heard it.

Now those of you that have tried this quest before … the quest for the magic spell that does something to them, over and over again, that they really do not want it to do … will realize what a great victory this is. I was triumphant! [laughs] And it was such a simple spell! I am a newbie! [laughs]

So, it went like this: The person said my name. They knew I was listening; they did not want me to listen to the conversation, or else they also had the intention to say it to that person they were with. They said: [Name], bow down to me! … over and over again.

The likelihood is this was happening in that person’s subconscious mind, without their knowledge, due to their own past Soul wounding. It was coming from their third chakra … their center of will, and their navel point energy … and it went directly to my navel point energy, or maybe my third-eye point (I must look into that). And my mind immediately turned off, and went into sleep state.

Lament of the Atlantean Age: Patriarchal Domination

Now from this I have gathered quite a few things …

The thing of it is, this spell was not programmed in this lifetime. It was programmed over many, many lifetimes. And it has to do with male dominance and patriarchal domination. And those things did not come from humankind.

There was a long time, on Earth, when both men and women had great authority and great power, and great transformative value for humankind, and were equally respected.

Then something happened. And that thing that happened was patriarchal domination, concomitant with misogyny. Misogyny is hatred of women. It is not just about hatred of women, though; I think it is a mistake to think of it as only women.

Rather, it is the position of an authority figure … not just a spiritual teacher, but military authority, governmental authority, any kind of group head authority, religious authority … anything like that; really, just authority, plain and simple.

There are a million kinds of authority in the world today, all telling us exactly what we ought to do, and presupposing that we will not listen to our own, open hearts … but rather, we will listen to somebody else, you know? That kind of authority!

That kind of authority affects just about everybody but the guy on top … both men and women. And it was affecting the man, the disciple who was with the spiritual teacher, as well as me.

Black Magic Spells Clearing During This Lion’s Gateway

I have noticed, over the course of this Lion’s Gateway that has been occurring for the last few days, and will be occurring for the next few days … today being ‘the day’ of the Lion’s Gateway … that all these black magic things are coming up, and quite a few have resolved last night … It was incredible; quite a few resolved, and came to consciousness, and were transformed with love; not just by me, but by many other people.

Presidents and Presidential Candidates: White Supremacy Dissolving

What this thing about patriarchal domination really means is that. usually it is a man that is in a position of authority. I heard over lunch yesterday that there is a possibility that Hillary Clinton might become president. The people at the table were saying that it did not seem very likely to them.

And my response was: How unusual, in the history of the United States, that we should have a president of color, for the last few terms, and now, for the next term, that people should even consider a woman as a possible president. These are amazing time; really amazing times of change … of breaking away from the notion of white male supremacy, for instance … at least, in America, that has been the stereotype.

Organization of Orion Group, Negative Astral Beings, and Demon Realm

I would like to talk about all this, just for a moment, in regard to quite a few greater-than-third-dimensional beings, but who are in, say, the fourth and fifth dimensions negative. and who are ‘service to self’, as they say in the “Law of One: The Ra Material” ... https://www.lawofone.info/

These social memory complexes are arranged in a manner similar to what we see in the authority groups on Earth today, with one slight difference: They seem to be all male. It is sort of a dog-eat-dog, ‘one guy on top of the whole thing’ structure, where everybody kowtows to this one guy.

I remember especially in the “Law of One” they talked several times about fourth dimension, or astral plane negative beings, and about the ‘Orion group’ … I guess I would call them ‘demons’ in the Christian terminology … And that there is one guy in fifth dimension negative … service to self … who is the guy that tells everybody what to do.

On Restructuring Human Social Groups along Non-Orion-Group Lines

This structuring of social groups in the world, and that manifests in our hologram today, is something to just look at, and visualize in a different way; in a way that would be happier and more fulfilling for all humankind than would the Orion group model of organization.

And then we can visualize this and co-create this, even if it does not jibe with what anybody else says. Take my word for this; it is going to make a difference if you visualize something more positive and more fruitful for humankind.

‘Mind Slide’ Example: Will It Be ‘I Am in Service to Others’ or ‘I Am in Service to Self’?

I forgot to add something to this video; and I know why I forgot it, which is kind of funny: There are these things called ‘mind slides’ that are embedded in our consciousness. And they cause us to do things that we do not want to do.

One example of a mind that I had the other day was: I went to add a phrase to my activations of light. At the end of them, I (temporarily) added a phrase ‘I Am in Service to Others’. And every time I went to add one to one of my gadzillion activations of light on the internet, I would hear a voice in my mind which would say: Make it ‘service to self’! Make it ‘service to self’! … Now this is the opposite!

And so, each time I would do my best to counter this voice, and be very careful that I typed in: I Am in Service to Others.

So today I was going back, checking all of it to make sure I had done it right, and what do you know? In one blog I had typed in ‘I Am in Service to Self’ twice!

That is a ‘mind slide’. And that is ‘mind mud’. [Oddly something similar happened today, 26 July 2019, while I was transcribing the above information about ‘mind slide’.] And that ‘mind mud’ is why I forgot to add something very important to this video. [laughs]

‘Pickups’ of Negative Astral Entities by the Archangelic Realm

Since the 2012 Shift, there are those groups (negative astral entity groups, not human) that know their tenure on Earth is very limited; is practically done with, or for many of them, has ended.

They call that a ‘pickup’, when the higher ups, the archangels and like that, pick up an Orion crusader or people from the demonic realm and like that; … (Well, they call themselves ‘people’, but from our perspective they are demons.) … pick them up and swoop them out of this time-space continuum, and relocate them.

Regeneration of Hybrids

Or else, in the case of hybrids and like that, there is the choice to be completely regenerated … their Soul fields pristine new … and placed back on Earth. Hybrids are not in the same class with negative astral entities. They are more like humans who have been implanted with a lot of stuff that can be … poof! … cleared away, just like that! from the Soul field … completely regenerated through the languages of Light and sound.

But anyway, there are those beings completely dedicated to service to self, who have been hanging out in the fourth dimension and higher on Earth, and who are in the process of being … poof! [laughs] … relocated and deployed elsewhere … wherever suits their Soul purpose most. Well … they do not all have Souls, but that is a whole ‘nother story. [laughs]

Alice’s Perilous Tales: Instance of Spiritual Leader Mind Controlling a Group

If the person I am about to talk about reads this thing, I hope they will not take it too seriously, because we are all in the process of learning and clearing our Soul wounding right now. I am not intending to hurt anybody by this. I am just pointing out an example that applies, across the board, to groups all over the world right now. Please do not take it personally. It goes like this …

A year or two ago, I went to a meditation in which the person that was in charge of the meditation … now, I do not do group meditations anymore; I just meditate on my own … There was some pretty heavy stuff coming down, by way of ‘artillery fire’ from the implants, and all kinds of things, over the course of the last 20 years.

A year or so ago, I was at this meditation; it was a group meditation, and the person in charge had gotten it in his mind, that he was going to mind control everybody in the group; and that this, in some way, was going to help their spiritual upliftment.

I was present at that time when, in fact, it seemed to me that he did mind control everybody in the group. (I had some independent verification on that impression through his enthusiastic statement, as the meditation ended: I did it! I mind controlled everyone! ]

Alice’s Star Lineage . How Relating to Our Souls or Our Star Lineage Helps Mitigate Other People’s Attempts to Mind Control Us

I am of Hathor lineage, among others, and I was trained by the Elohim. That is why I say, after my name and at the end of my blogs, “I Am of the Stars.” That may be why there was some part of me … some neutral part of me, from the Stars, that … even though my mind may be tampered with, or shut down, or whatever happens … ‘controlled’, as they say on Earth … whatever happens to my mind, there is some portion of my Soul that is waiting and watching and knows what is happening.

Is Mind Control an Ongoing Feature of Earth Groups That Is Now Clearing?

So this mind-controlling event happened; and it has happened since then, several times. Come to think of it, the last prior meditation group I attended also had a mind-control aspect … so maybe this has been a ‘shadow aspect’ of third dimensional meditation groups up until now.

So my question is: Why did this happen to this person? Why did he get the notion to do that? … because this is a free will planet. Surely, it is a free will planet. Why would a spiritual teacher do such a thing?

Free Will as a Foundational Law of Life on Planet Earth

As spiritual teachers, we need to be especially sensitive to the imprint of free will on this planet. This is the law of this planet; and there is no such thing as making an ‘ideal’ world here, without free will.

So … No mind control! No hypnosis! No grabbing of the personality. Rather: Allowing the freedom for each person to find the keys to their own transformation. For now is the time! Now is the time! And a leader of the Spirit, I feel, can best help his students by doing this himself … by mastering his own mind … and letting them know what he is doing. You know what I mean?

[Waves.] You all take care, Steer clear of that mind mud; it is quite ‘mind bog’-gling! [laughs]

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Psychic Murder – Bow Down to Me! Psychic Swoon,” published on 17 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jc6 ..

Photos by Alice

Image: “Clouds 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Clouds 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Clouds 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Clouds 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Clouds 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Clouds 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 August 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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–from Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: Dissolving the Spell ‘Bow to Me!’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 8 August 2015; revised on 17 May 2016; transcribed on 26 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5bi ..

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PSYCHIC MURDER . PHYSICAL MURDER . THUGGEES        top
Filmed on 16 August 2015; published on 17 August 2015
Location: Pastorius Reservoir State Wildlife Area, La Plata County, Colorado

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Psychic Murder and the Influence of the Demon Realm
    • How Guilty Is the Conscious Psychic Murderer?
    • The Thuggee Cult of India
      • Guru of the Thuggees
      • Followers of the Thuggee Guru
    • Consequentialist Philosophy of the Thuggees
    • The Philosophy of Blood Sacrifice as Expiation for the Members of a Group
    • On the Prudence of Cancelling All Contracts to Help Clear the Karma of Thuggees During Ascension
    • Thoughts on Psychic Murder and on Physical Murder
      • Unrepentant Physical Killers: Importance of Apprehension and Detention
      • Legal Provability of Psychic Murder
      • Physical Killers Who Decide to Reform
      • The Importance of Clearing the Samskara of Psychic or Physical Murder
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

This video is about psychic murder, physical murder, and how to hold these acts as we level up through the Incoming Light. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

There has been some discussion on the psychic plane today. People are trying to get clear about the notion of implication of guilt when murder occurs on the psychic plane, because of a person’s conscious psychic abilities. The question is: How guilty is a person of murder on the psychic plane, as compared to murder on the physical plane (when a person takes action in the physical world and kills someone).

I was very unclear about this, and folks were going on and on, just trying to define their parameters. And so I asked for guidance about it. I will tell you what I found out … which is, to say the most, incomplete; but it is still very interesting to me …

Psychic Murder and the Influence of the Demon Realm

The Universe is made of love. And so, the desire to kill … the action of killing … is very close to the unconscious thought cloud of the world. It is very close to complete lack of Awareness … Awareness being the truth of reality.

So when a person decides to kill, on the psychic plane, and then acts on that decision, say, through astral travel and bad intentions towards someone else … through attempting to influence their subconscious minds to heart attack, or whatever … when that person makes that decision on the astral plane, their decision is so close to the realm of total unawareness and deep subconscious thought, that it is hard to distinguish whether the decision was made, and the subsequent action was taken as a result of the conscious, free will of that person, or whether it was made in the Demon Realm … which is like antimatter, anti-life, anti-love, anti-joy, anti-everything-that-is-real. The Demon Realm is the Unreal Realm.

So that is what I got. I do not really know what it means … except that it might be good to take conscious action in the other direction: Pro-life, pro-love, pro-joy, pro-truth, and like that. And in that way avoid that kind of a quagmire … that deep, Dark, subconscious inclination to something that carries us far from the stream of true reality.

How Guilty Is the Conscious Psychic Murderer?

One more thing … The question came up: How guilty is a person who has committed many murders on the psychic plane? I have several leads on this topic; one has to do with the Consequentialist philosophy of the Thuggee cult of India. Another has to do with the philosophy of blood sacrifice as expiation for the members of a group. And then there are a number of concluding thoughts to do with guilt, unrepentance, the decision to reform, and healing of the murder samskara in the Soul field.

First, a lengthy introduction to the issue of the Thuggee cult(s) in India …

The Thuggee Cult of India

There is a cult, or maybe a number of cults, in India, called the Thuggees. (The word ‘thuggee’ has a meaning like the word ‘thug’.) I do not know if you have heard of that …

Image: “Thugs Blinding and Mutilating Traveler,” by Unknown artist, 1829–1840, scanned from plate between pages 80 and 81 of Citation: Peers, Douglas M. (2006). India under colonial rule: 1700-1885. Pearson Education. ISBN 978-0-582-31738-3 … from English Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_Blinding_and_Mutilating_Traveller.JPG … public domain … DESCRIPTION: The travelers are dressed as Hindu Brahmins … COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Image: “Thugs Blinding and Mutilating Traveler,” by Unknown artist, 1829–1840, scanned from plate between pages 80 and 81 of Citation: Peers, Douglas M. (2006). India under colonial rule: 1700-1885. Pearson Education. ISBN 978-0-582-31738-3 … from English Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_Blinding_and_Mutilating_Traveller.JPG … public domain …

DESCRIPTION: The travelers are dressed as Hindu Brahmins …

COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

They have great psychic powers, and they use those powers for the Dark … most definitely for the Dark … for raping and maiming and killing and all kinds of things. You can read about it in Wikipedia; it is an unsettling story …

Link: “Thuggee,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thuggee ..

Image: “A group of Thugs strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century,” by Anonymous Indian artist. Made for Capt. James Paton, Assistant to the British Resident at Lucknow, 1829-1840, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_Strangling_Traveller.jpg … public domain … DESCRIPTION: “A groups of Thugs strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century. One member of the group is gripping the traveller’s feet, another his hands, while a third member is tightening the ligature around the traveller’s neck.” … COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Image: “A group of Thugs strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century,” by Anonymous Indian artist. Made for Capt. James Paton, Assistant to the British Resident at Lucknow, 1829-1840, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_Strangling_Traveller.jpg … public domain …

DESCRIPTION: “A groups of Thugs strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century. One member of the group is gripping the traveller’s feet, another his hands, while a third member is tightening the ligature around the traveller’s neck.” …

COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Guru of the Thuggees. They have a guru …

Image: “Guru Multhoo Byragee Jogee, a native of Ajmere aged 90, in jail (1840),” by Colesworthey Grant, 1844, Image extracted from page 099 of A series of miscellaneous rough sketches of Oriental heads. [Published by Colesworthey Grant.]” … Original held and digitised by the British Library. Copied from Flickr … from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:ORIENTAL_HEADS_p099_Multhoo_Byragee_Jogee._T%27hug_Convict,_Native_of_Ajmere,_aged_90.jpg … COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Image: “Guru Multhoo Byragee Jogee, a native of Ajmere aged 90, in jail (1840),” by Colesworthey Grant, 1844, Image extracted from page 099 of A series of miscellaneous rough sketches of Oriental heads. [Published by Colesworthey Grant.]” … Original held and digitised by the British Library. Copied from Flickr … from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:ORIENTAL_HEADS_p099_Multhoo_Byragee_Jogee._T%27hug_Convict,_Native_of_Ajmere,_aged_90.jpg

COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Followers of the Thuggee Guru. And there is a group, or maybe there are groups, of people that follow the Thuggee way of life with religious conviction …

Image: “HINDOO THUGS AND POISONERS – FROM A DRAWING BY MR. W.CARPENTER,” by William Carpenter, 1857, from Columbia.edu, originally from Illustrated London News … from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_and_poisoners.jpg … public domain … COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Image: “Hindoo Thugs and Poisoners.–from a Drawing by Mr. W. Carpenter, Jr.,” by William Carpenter, 1857, from http://www.columbia.edu … originally from Illustrated London News … from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Thugs_and_poisoners.jpg … public domain …

COMMENT: From my own experience with psychic assault, I surmise these thugs, led by a ‘thuggee guru’, may have been able to sneak up on their victims by inducing a ‘psychic swoon’ through the use of black magic.

Consequentialist Philosophy of the Thuggees

Interestingly, the Thuggees believed that they were rescuing people from Kali by killing people for Kali …

“Although Thugs trace their origin to the battle of Kali against Raktabija, their foundation myth departs from Brahminical versions of the Puranas. Thugs considered themselves children of Kali (a Hindu goddess), created from her sweat … However, many of the Thugs who were captured and convicted by the British were Muslims, … perhaps up to a third …

“According to colonial sources, Thugs believed they had a positive role in saving human lives. Without the Thugs’ sacred service, Kali might destroy all mankind …

  • “It is God who kills, but Bhowanee has [a] name for it.”
  • “God is all in all, for good and evil.”
  • “God has appointed blood for [Bhowanee’s] food, saying ‘khoon tum khao’: feed thou upon blood. In my opinion it is very bad, but what can she do, being ordered to subsist upon blood!”
  • “Bhowanee is happy and more so in proportion to the blood that is shed.” …

–from Link: “Thuggee,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thuggee … CC BY-SA 3.0 … Footnote numbers and links removed for simplicity of reading –Alice

The Philosophy of Blood Sacrifice as Expiation for the Members of a Group

There is a variation of this justification for psychic murder that I have been clair hearing lately … to the effect that folks are engaging in psychic (and physical) murders so as to offer blood sacrifice to Satan so that he will go easy on the members of their spiritual groups who have passed on, and are bound down to the hell worlds on the lower astral plane. A ticket to the fanciest hotel in Hell, so to speak …

Link: “Blood Sacrifice, Scapegoating, Disclosure, and Deals with the Devil,” by Alice B. Clagett, 11 August 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5aA ..

This is a pretty improbably mechanism of protection, I feel. In fact, I am getting a ‘Borg’-ware, malware feeling about the whole concept …

Link: “We Are the Borg,” by Khoralle, 20 May 2009 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyenRCJ_4Ww … I feel the Borg in this video equate to the NAA (the Negative Alien Agenda) … the Demon Realm … the Dark Network.

I believe the Incoming Light will clear up this notion soon.

On the Prudence of Cancelling All Contracts to Help Clear the Karma of Thuggees During Ascension

To any of you who is a spiritual adept today, and who has undertaken … through Soul contract … to clear this group of thuggees, and to clear their karma, during the great clearing that is taking place now, in this moment of Ascension, I have this to say …

It would be better for you to cancel and annul all contracts made through any incarnations now. It is your job to get yourself through this Ascension process now. It will be very difficult … and, in fact, perhaps impossible … to do that, and also fulfill these old contracts that were made in a state of attachment, most likely … attachment to the outcome, in past lifetimes. So please, please clear all your past contracts so as to facilitate your own Ascension process.

Thoughts on Psychic Murder and on Physical Murder

And the other thing I have to say is this: I have a number of thoughts about this issue of murder, whether on the psychic plane or on the physical plane. The first point has to do with the unrepentant murderer. The second has to do with psychic murder. The third has to do with physical murder. And the fourth has to do with healing the samskara of murder, whether psychic or physical …

Unrepentant Physical Killers: Importance of Apprehension and Detention. For people who have been acting out, in terms of killing on the physical plane, and who continue to act out, I think that, at this point in time, it is very important for society to fulfill its social contracts with regard to this kind of disregard for life.

And I think that person who has any concern for his family and friends … who knows what is happening, even though he cannot do anything about it … That person ought to consider the possibility of seeking help, and seeking a way to physically stop the acting out … counseling and recovery.

Legal Provability of Psychic Murder. The first is that, in a court of law it would be very difficult to prove psychic murder. And there are very few precedents. There may be some that I am not aware of. But I would say that a psychic who kills on the psychic plane does so for this reason: Because it is difficult to prove in a court of law.

And so, when I view killings on the psychic plane, I think of them in a different category from killings on the physical plane. I do not think about them in a legal way, because I do not believe that legal recourse is as available as for physical killings.

I think of them more in a karmic way. I think that a person has created for himself a samskara, through constant repetition of a thought of malice and injury to others, that is difficult to overcome … and can, in fact, lead to physical action in the real world … or ‘acting out’ in the real world … which can lead to physical consequences, such as trial and imprisonment.

Physical Killers Who Decide to Reform. Now, on to the second point, with regard to physical killings: If things have proceeded to the point where we are acting out, in the real world, with physical killings, I think that there are two distinctions, in this time of great mental and societal chaos. There are two distinctions that can be made; these folks can be divided into two categories.

One is folks that were going through mental chaos and now realize it … who have had a change of heart, and have decided to go that route no longer … and are pretty sure that they are not going to fall into that trap again, of acting out. For those people I would say: Turn yourselves wholeheartedly to Soul clearing, and let the past be the past.

The Importance of Clearing the Samskara of Psychic or Physical Murder. For those that have turned in this way towards the Dark, and who have the heart to reform, the next thing to do is to make a conscious decision to turn towards the Light, and to clear the Soul field. Looking at this from a samskaric point of view, I think the next thing to do is, of course, to clear this Soul wounding.

There are many blogs on my website, and amongst the resources on my Ascension resources page, there are many opportunities and techniques for clearing. For more on this see …

Link: “Ascension Resources – Counsellors, Channelers, Astrogeophysical Data, and More,” referrals by Alice B. Clagett; 28 October 2014 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-2hm ..

Conclusion

Those are my thoughts about this heavy topic, on this absolutely beautiful day. I wish you all sunshine and Light and love. Take care. [Then follow short videoclips of the water at the Pastorius Reservoir, in Durango, Colorado, lit by the sunshine, with little wavelets stirred up by a light breeze.]

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Psychic Murder – Bow Down to Me! Psychic Swoon,” published on 17 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jc6 ..

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–from Link: “Psychic Murder . Physical Murder . Thuggees,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 August 2015; published on 17 August 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-3SY ..

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SERIAL KILLERS AND PSYCHOPATHS AS PSYCHOLOGICAL MANIPULATORS        top
Written and published on 27 September 2015

  • MY RESEARCH ON SERIAL KILLERS, PSYCHOPATHS, AND SOCIOPATHS
  • HOW SERIAL KILLERS MANIPULATE PEOPLE BY ASSUMING A SOCIAL MASK
    • Social Mask of Serial Killer Dennis Lynn Rader
    • Social Mask of Killing Cult Leader Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro)
  • SERIAL KILLERS AS PSYCHOLOGICAL MANIPULATORS (ADAPTED FROM VICTORIA WOOLLASTON)
  • SERIAL KILLERS AS ‘ORGANIZED OFFENDERS’ (ADAPTED FROM VERNON J. GEBERTH, M.S., M.P.S.)
  • SOCIOPATHS COMPARED TO PSYCHOPATHS (ADAPTED FROM STU DUNN AND JEANNE MARIE KERNS)
  • TRANCE STATE OR FUGUE STATE
  • HOW PSYCHOPATHS HIDE IN PLAIN SIGHT (ABOUT SERIAL KILLER DENNIS RADER)
  • STAGES OF PSYCHOPATHIC BOND

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

MY RESEARCH ON SERIAL KILLERS, PSYCHOPATHS, AND SOCIOPATHS

I have been studying about serial killers, psychopaths, and sociopaths, as these are energies that are leaving Earth as the Incoming Light clears the ‘cobwebs’ from the noosphere.

I was interested to know how serial killers and psychopaths manipulate the people they encounter. From my research, clearly small towns are good locations for such predations, as people in small towns have wholesome values and are more trusting than people in the cities.

Also, they seem to have an uncanny affinity for manipulating people’s minds. My thought on this is, that the energies involved are aligned with the Satan world … the Demon Realm … and so that world may lend them power over people’s subconscious minds.

HOW SERIAL KILLERS MANIPULATE PEOPLE BY ASSUMING A SOCIAL MASK

Another surmise: Serial killers no doubt realize at an early age that they are catastrophically different from ordinary people … Most likely they realize this with their first few murders. The logical thing to do, at that point, would be to carefully study the reactions of ordinary people … what verbal triggers to use so as to get a bonding or friendship response … and in that way to fit into normal community life.

Social Mask of Serial Killer Dennis Lynn Rader. A decade or so ago, serial killer Dennis Lynn Rader was discovered in Kansas. He was a small town person, married, low profile, and folks had good things to say about him. No one interviewed imagined he could be a serial killer. In other words, as I recall … it was a few years back … he had devised a pretty good cover for himself. And in this way he had avoided being discovered. So this is one example of how a serial killer may escape detection.

Social Mask of Killing Cult Leader Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro). Here is a video about murderer, cult leader, and ‘seer’ Daniel Perez. Note in particular his charming, boyish, innocent manner …

Link: “Angels & Demons, Part 12,” at NBC Dateline … http://www.nbcnews.com/dateline/video/angels—demons–part-12-442215491665 ..

I have been noticing hallmarks of this sort of manipulation on the clair plane. I was unfamiliar with it, never having encountered it before. So it is good that I have done the research; now I can better deal with this Dark energy on the clair plane.

SERIAL KILLERS AS PSYCHOLOGICAL MANIPULATORS (ADAPTED FROM VICTORIA WOOLLASTON)

Experts say that serial killers pretend to be vulnerable and pretend to need to please, so as to hide their true, sinister personality.

Experts suggest that serial killers know how to push folks’ ‘buttons’ and manipulate them in that way. Apparently, serial killers are able to use their powers of manipulation to pass on the blame for what they themselves do. They may use psychological research to characterize their actions as being ‘not their fault’, for instance.

As an example: There was a Doctor Harold Shipman, who was a medical expert and a serial killer. He used his medical expertise to recommend treatments to his patients, eventually killing them in this way. Yet he had a reputation as a caring doctor.

It is felt that serial killers are good at understanding the emotions of other people. They quickly sense another person’s weaknesses and vulnerabilities, and use these to persuade them to,  step-by-step, get themselves ‘in deep’ … according to a Dr. Yardley.

–The above section is adapted from Link: “How to spot a serial killer: Criminologists reveal five key traits the most notorious murderers have in common,” by Victoria Woollaston, 21 July 2015 at “Daily Mail” … http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3169359/How-spot-serial-killer-Criminologists-reveal-five-key-traits-common-notorious-murderers.html ..

Alice’s Comment. A serial killer (see above) or sociopath (see below) may first convince a victim to do one somewhat immoral thing… and then, perhaps with a reminder of past indiscretions  … perhaps with an insinuation that the victim may be facing a jail sentence, if the serial killer exposes them … the serial killer may manipulate them into more tragic indiscretions. –Alice B. Clagett

SERIAL KILLERS AS ‘ORGANIZED OFFENDERS’ (ADAPTED FROM VERNON J. GEBERTH, M.S., M.P.S.)

Vernon J. Geberth, M.S., M.P.S., Former Commander of Bronx Homicide, NYPD, characterizes most serial killers as ‘organized offenders’.  He says they generally have intelligence that is above average. Other characteristics of the serial killer …

  • methodical, cunning
  • crimes carefully planned; well-thought-out
  • owns a car that runs well
  • commits crimes in areas not near his home or work
  • travels many miles, compared to most folks
  • is socially adept, verbally manipulative
  • knows he’s a criminal, and delights in outwitting the police
  • follows news reports on his crimes
  • enjoys cruelty and may engage in torture
  • delights in sexual control of the victim
  • is likely to keep ‘souvenirs’ or ‘trophies’ so as to relive the thrill of the hunt

Mr. Geberth offers further details …

  • the importance of fantasy and ritual to the serial killer
  • the serial killer’s need to select the ‘right’ type of victim
  • the need to feel confident the victim can be controlled through cunning or superior strength
  • the likelihood the victim will be a stranger
  • the likelihood that most victims will share certain traits

–The above section is adapted from Link: “Psychopathic Sexual Sadists: The Psychology and Psychodynamics of Serial Killers,” by Vernon J. Geberth, M.S., M.P.S., Former Commander of Bronx Homicide, NYPD … http://www.practicalhomicide.com/articles/psexs ad.htm ..

Alice’s Comment. Varying one’s MO so as to avoid law enforcement might be an expectable behavior pattern for the ‘organized offender’. –Alice B. Clagett

SOCIOPATHS COMPARED TO PSYCHOPATHS (ADAPTED FROM STU DUNN AND JEANNE MARIE KERNS)

  • Sociopaths might be just about anyone … a friend or family member or acquaintance, and you might never know it. They are very adept at ‘fitting in’.
  • Psychopaths are often very flamboyant. Examples are Charles Manson, Theodore Bundy, Richard Ramirez, and David Berkowitz.
  • They almost always experience intense rage.
  • They may express this rage as flamboyantly as the notorious serial killers named above, or they may express it in a more subdued manner.
  • They are cold, ruthless, and callous.
  • They are charming, deceitful, and manipulative.
  • They dominate others through the use of threats, intimidation and violence.
  • Their motivation is the satisfaction of their selfish desires and needs.

Similarities of Characteristics between a Sociopath and a Psychopath

  • Sociopaths are charming. Psychopaths have superficial [short-lived?] charm.
  • Sociopaths are manipulative con artists. Psychopaths are predators who usually live off other folks.
  • Sociopaths feel entitled to whatever they want. Psychopaths are very self-centered.
  • Sociopaths always lie; some can fake out a lie detector. Psychopaths also always lie.
  • Sociopaths are without remorse, guilt and shame. Psychopaths also show no remorse.
  • Sociopaths never accept blame for what they do. Psychopaths always blame others for what they do.
  • Sociopaths live for excitement; they enjoy taking risks. Psychopaths do what they do to escape boredom.
  • Sociopaths have sex with many partners, and often engage in various sexual acts. Psychopaths also have sex with many partners.
  • Sociopaths move from home to home, and from job to job. Psychopaths are impulsive.

More Specifically Sociopath Characteristics

  • Sociopaths show love when it suits their purposes.
  • The feelings they portray are not genuine.
  • They never feel love.
  • They have no empathy for victims.
  • They often have a history of juvenile delinquency and/or behavior problems.
  • They can remold their persona to prevent being caught out out.

More Specifically Psychopath Characteristics:

  • Psychopaths do not see their lives in relation to the lives of others. They may view themselves as ‘king of the world’.
  • They seek sexual and criminal thrills.
  • They have a tendency to try suicide, but seldom succeed.

–above 4 sections are adapted from Link: “About Serial Killers, Psychopaths, and Psychopaths,” The Blog for Stu Dunn … https://studunnsdl.wordpress.com/2012/09/22/about-serial-killers-psychopaths-and-sociopaths/ ..

TRANCE STATE OR FUGUE STATE

Killers often go into a trance as they begin ‘the hunt’.
— found at LInk: “Psychopathic Behavior,” by Shirley Lynn Scott, in “Psychological Disorders” … http://twistedminds.creativescapism.com/psychological-disorders/psychopaths/#sthash.pzlGqd0D.dpuf ..

Alice’s Comment. I believe I heard somewhere that this ‘trance state’ may deepen to a ‘fugue state’ … what you might call ‘slipping into a different persona’, pursuing the hunt and kill, and then ‘slipping back out’ into the everyday personal. According to Wikipedia, this is a rare disorder. There is a state of ‘reversible amnesia’ as regards memories and personality. 

Link: “Fugue  State,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fugue_state ..

–Alice B. Clagett

HOW PSYCHOPATHS HIDE IN PLAIN SIGHT (ABOUT SERIAL KILLER DENNIS RADER)

Here are some characteristics attributed to Serial Killer Dennis Rader …

  • reckless in his murders
  • careful planning, nevertheless
  • manipulative of other people
  • arrogant, demanding attention
  • grandiose; certain of not being caught
  • astoundingly insensitive
  • also the ‘perfect father’
  • thought incapable of hurting anyone
  • hid ‘in plain sight’

–adapted from Link: “How Psychopaths Hide in Plain Sight – A Psychological Analysis of Serial Killer Dennis Rader,” by David Wilson, 24 February 2015 … http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/features/how-psychopaths-hide-in-plain-sight-a-psychological-analysis-of-serial-killer-dennis-rader-10067795.html ..

STAGES OF PSYCHOPATHIC BOND

  • charm, flattery, manipulative tactics
  • pathological lying to win love and trust
  • fabricated persona
  • convincing you you’re ‘soulmates’ … i.e., ‘love bombing’
  • not able to bond with another person, but gets them bonded to him … ie, ‘psychopathic bond’
  • skill at ‘dosing’ … keeps you hooked with ‘just enough’ attention and validation
  • devaluation stage: the psychopath begins to diminish your self-respect
  • you stay bonded because your self-respect has been diminished
  • you’re still replaying the ‘soulmate’ feeling
  • you go into denial
  • the psychopath’s behavior becomes worse
  • your dawning truth as to his nature battles with your denial
  • thoughts ping-pong back and forth … you’re very confused
  • he uses cunning manipulation to control you …Link: “30 Covert Emotional Manipulation Tactics,” in “Psychopaths of Love” … http://psychopathsandlove.com/covert-emotional-manipulation-tactics/ ..
  • the psychopath discards ex-lovers with astonishing vitriol and hatred

The psychopathic bond is termed ’emotional rape’. Yet those close to the situation often see it simply as ‘love gone wrong’.

–adapted from Link: “Stages of the Psychopathic Bond: Idealize, Devalue, Discard,” in “Psychopaths of Love” … http://psychopathsandlove.com/stages-of-the-psychopathic-relationship/ ..

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–from Link: “Serial Killers and Psychopaths as Psychological Manipulators,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 27 September 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-450 ..

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GROUP KARMA        top
Filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • The Power of Group Leaders Over the Micro-Noosphere of Their Groups
    • The Shadow Side of Groups: How A Leader’s Samskaras Affect His Group
    • Example of a Leader Who Filched A Little Money in Grade School
    • Future Leader with a Catastrophic Childhood Experience: The Boy With the Rock [maybe The Maldekian or Castratrux – Basal Vampire or Hunter-Snuffer]
    • The Benefit of Avoiding Groups: The Incoming Light, Grouping, and Samskaric Glomming
    • Example of a Leader Who Desired Money for the Group Just as a Donor Passed On [Black Magicker]
    • On Disclosure, and Conscious Changes in Group Energy
      • Example of Christianity: The Crucifixion … Self-Sacrifice and Martyrdom
      • Example of Christianity: Overemphasis of Patriarchal Domination, and Neglect of Emphasis on the Divine Feminine
    • The Karmic Play and the Power of Co-Creation
    • Photonic Fluid Dynamics of Alliances Between Groups: The Flow of Light and Dark
    • On Taking Time for Gratitude
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

This video is about groups and group leadership. There is an edited Summary with additional sections near the end of the video.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I wanted to talk today about groups and the karma of groups, and the issue of leaders of groups, and how their karma affects the group karma.

The Power of Group Leaders Over the Micro-Noosphere of Their Groups

I think that, retroactively, we can tell, by the way that a group is … say the founder could be deceased or still alive … but we can tell, by the way that a group is, and the micro-noosphere of the group … the way that they think, in their conscious and subconscious minds … we can tell how the leader is.

And the reason for that is this: The leader of a group has a kind of deeply unconsciously known power over the members of a group. And in fact, I can hear, sotto voce, on the deep unconscious plane, leaders who are alive, dictating the play of reality … the lila, the karmic play … of all the members of a group.

For instance, they will say: And now so-and-so will respond to this … And the astral story that is going on will be developed. And then the person will speak. And the things that they will say, and the way that they will say it … the energy signature … has to do with the energy signature of the group.

And this will go on … if I sub into a group for a minute or two, during the day … this will go on hour after hour, as astral stories are created through the directorship of the leader of a group.

So groups, in the world today, have ceded their power to co-create reality to the leader of the group. It is the agreement that a person makes when they join the group.

And so, the first thing to know is that the people in the group who are not the leader, cannot co-create reality. They cannot; they have given that power to the leader of the group. It is the leader of the group who creates the reality for everyone in the group.

The Shadow Side of Groups: How A Leader’s Samskaras Affect His Group

People usually join groups because they look up to leaders; so the leaders have many fine qualities. The thing that is concerning is the very small, burnt seeds of karma that initiate samskaras … those extremely minute energy threads that exist within the leaders, which, through the directorship of the play of karma, flow out to all the members of the group, attach to similar Soul wounding in the group … and create many different streams of Soul wounding, depending on the energy signature of the leader. And this is the Shadow side of grouping.

Example of a Leader Who Filched A Little Money in Grade School

I will give you an example of this: Suppose that a leader, sometime in their life, had done something a little bit dishonest … like filch a little money in grade school. This creates a very small karmic seed, that grows through the energy of the teacher flowing out through the group … and attaches to every instance of filching or stealing … whatever it was that originally happened.

And there may be one person in the group who is a regular filch … a con artist, who does that for a livelihood. That one person … who might have been a discrete con artist before they joined the group … because of the flow of that energy … that great flow of energy through the group … becomes a con artist who takes too many chances, and gets caught by the law. That is one example. … (Oh gosh, I developed a tickle in my throat, and it took a while to go away.) …

Future Leader with a Catastrophic Childhood Experience: The Boy With the Rock [maybe The Maldekian or Castratrux – Basal Vampire or Hunter-Snuffer]

Here is another example: Suppose the leader had a terrible experience in their childhood; suppose that, at a time when their desire elemental was first active … say, at the age of about four or five … they were followed around by their little sister, and they were bothered by that because of this unaccustomed energy that was coming up for them … and they turned around, and threw a stone at her, and all by mistake, killed her.

Now this is a terrible, tragic childhood accident. That is really all that it is, is a mistake that was made in childhood. It is a terrible tragedy. But what happens when that person becomes the leader of a group? Suppose there is a person in that group who has killed a time or two, and not just in childhood, but for personal gain … The energy of the leader, which is basically innocent, flows through all the people in the group, and gains momentum, and hits that person who has a larger samskara regarding the same thing. And that person goes out and begins killing people.

The Benefit of Avoiding Groups: The Incoming Light, Grouping, and Samskaric Glomming

Now typically, in the old days, that would not necessarily happen. But today, because of the Incoming Light, it does happen. And that is why my peer group … the Lightworkers, Pathfinders, and Wayshowers … are saying not to group right now.

They have a really practical reason for it: Not grouping prevents glomming. And when we do not glom, we can clear more easily all the cognitive dissonance and racket in the Soul field when the Light comes in, as it is right now.

Here is another example: It does not matter if the leader is alive or dead, actually, because the energy of the leader somehow … I do not know how … but it somehow remains with the group. Some people call it ‘group karma’.

Example of a Leader Who Desired Money for the Group Just as a Donor Passed On [Black Magicker]

If a leader had had, for instance, a desire for money for the group, and if, synchronously, someone in the group who had money had passed on, then there would exist within the group a tiny samskara with regard to killing people so that they could get money for the group. And if, at some future date, the need arose in the group for money, then that energy might play out through a glom effect on all the members of the group. So that is a more strident example, there.

If a leader had a tendency toward a particular alternative lifestyle, the likelihood is that there would be, within the group, the expression of that alternative lifestyle within the group, in generations to come.

On Disclosure, and Conscious Changes in Group Energy

These things can change, but it takes a conscious effort by the group, to change the direction of energy of the group and the Soul signature of the group … just like, right now, the Catholic Church has done a big upgrade of itself. And I think the CIA went through one too … a revision that is to purify the Soul signature of the group. In fact, I think that is the thing that is happening these days: Disclosure is happening, and groups are beginning to purify their Soul signatures.

Example of Christianity: The Crucifixion … Self-Sacrifice and Martyrdom. I thought I would give you one other example, from Jesus Christ and the Christian churches. You know, Jesus Christ was really a wonderful teacher. He was a great teacher. And the stuff that He came out with, in the Gospels, is a goldmine of information for everybody on Earth today.

Now, one or two things that happened in His life are pretty unfortunate. I will just go into one: That is his Crucifixion. People have put a pretty positive spin on the Crucifixion, by saying that, by being crucified, Christ raised up the whole world, and saved the world from sin.

But I myself do not really think that is true. I think that he was caught in a time when the Incoming Light was insufficient to prevent that from happening, and that in our times … in these times … there is no need for that kind of self-sacrifice.

So I do not hold by the notion that it was necessary for Christ to be crucified. Now I realize that this is not a mainstream notion. But my feeling about self-sacrifice is that it is an overlooking of the importance of being kind and sweet to our own hearts. And so what we need to do, is not be self-sacrificing to the point where our own hearts are injured.

On the other hand, since Christ could not escape what happened to Him, the fact that he could hold his heart open, despite all that, and forgive everyone, was an excellent example for humanity when faced with trials and tribulations and the sorrows of life. So that was a good thing.

So that is just one example of an unfortunate energy that influenced His group after his passing on … because there was a lot of self-sacrifice and martyrdom in Christianity. And I do not feel that this was a good direction, although there have been many good energies in Christianity.

Example of Christianity: Overemphasis of Patriarchal Domination, and Neglect of Emphasis on the Divine Feminine. One other thing, in the Christian faith, that it seems to me has happened because of the times that Christ lived in, is the downplaying of respect for women. Christ did a pretty good job, I think, of counteracting what was going on, in the Jewish world and the Roman world of that time. But nevertheless, there was the tiniest seed there, of denigration of women … of feeling that men are superior to women … which has resulted, in many Christian churches, in neglecting the Divine Feminine completely … and playing up the Divine Masculine to the point where the energy signature of Patriarchal Domination is very prevalent in the world today, and has led to many social injustices, you see.

So this is just another example. And in each case I am overlooking all the wonderful good done by many groups. But I am just explaining how group karma can become kind of overwhelming, especially for certain people in the groups, who have certain Soul tendencies that agree with tiny samskaric seeds in the original founders of the groups.

The Karmic Play and the Power of Co-Creation

The takeaway, in my opinion, is that we must always be extremely aware of the karmic play; and that we need to take the power of creation into our own hands, and become, and create, that which we wish to become and create. We have that power. And by expressing that power in our own hologram, we create a fractal that can be duplicated by many different people, if they wish to … if they are aware of it … if they exercise their free will.

Photonic Fluid Dynamics of Alliances Between Groups: The Flow of Light and Dark

One thing I forgot to put in the video is the photonic fluid dynamics involved in group alliances. This is the flow of the energy of Light, and the flow of the energy of the Dark.

When groups form alliances, the brightness of the Light of each is enhanced … and that, no doubt, is why groups form alliances. The Shadow side of this is that the grouply enhanced samskaras of each group flow into the dark rivers of the unconscious noospheric energy of the other group.

Which is why my peer group …

Link: “Ascension Resources – Counselors, Channelers, Astrogeophysical Data, and More,” referrals by Alice B. Clagett, periodically updated … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-2hm ..

… is recommending de-grouping, insofar as is reasonable, for the time being. In this way we can clear our personal energy fields of Darkness more efficiently, through the Incoming Light.

On Taking Time for Gratitude

People lead busy lives these days, and sometimes their ‘to do’ lists are right long. That can put them under pressure, and make it hard for them to follow their hearts. One way to get started is simply to take five minutes at lunch time to relax, take a few long deep breaths, and feel gratitude for something  … anything, really. That simple act of gratitude, that one grateful thought, can turn our train of thoughtful emotions in a completely different direction.

Conclusion

You all take care! Such a long-winded discourse! And, just to let you know … with the exception of Christianity, which I hold in very high esteem, and which I follow faithfully … these other things that I have talked about are purely fictional things. You can look at my blog category: Christianity  … to see all the wonderful things that I have to say about that faith.

Love you all! … [waves] … Bye bye.

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–from Link: “Group Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 3 October 2015; published on 5 October 2015; transcribed on 20 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-46E ..

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HOW TO MAKE PEACE ON EARTH . A PROSE POEM        top
Written and published on 13 October 2015

Dear Ones,

Here is a poem I wrote about making peace on Earth …

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HOW TO MAKE PEACE ON EARTH
A Prose Poem by Alice B. Clagett
13 October 2015

As is oft said,
War doesn’t make Peace.

Protecting a person who preys on one’s countrymen
Because he offers a weapon of war to protect one’s own countrymen …
What does that mean?

Is not the term ‘weapon of war’
the very opposite of God’s grace and love?

In this fractal Universe,
Peace fractalizes to Peace,
and War fractalizes to War.

And so, by our good example of Love and Peace and Light,
We can choose to create a fractal that others may replicate
In their own holograms
If they wish to do so.

Thus we may all choose and co-create
Love and Peace and Light
On our beautiful Planet Earth.

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–from Link: “How to Make Peace on Earth,” a prose poem by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 13 October 2015 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-48r ..

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DEALING WITH SERIAL KILLERS AND ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES ON THE ASTRAL PLANE        top
Written and published on 9 November 2015; revised on 1 February 2019
Previously titled: Dealing with Serial Killer and Antisocial Personalities on the Astral Plane

  • THE PROPHET ELIJAH ASTRAL STORY
  • SERIAL KILLER MOTIVES
  • THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY (ASP): GAMBLERS, PROSTITUTES, AND DOPE PEDDLERS
  • ASPs: NOMADIC, MALEVOLENT, COVETOUS, RISK-TAKING, REPUTATION-DEFENDING
  • MY SOUL LESSON REGARDING GRUESOME ASTRAL STORIES
  • ON EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Dear Ones,

I hear the most unusual astral stories …

THE PROPHET ELIJAH ASTRAL STORY

Recently I have heard a lot about a man who apparently fits the ‘serial killer’ profile. He apparently told his followers he is the Prophet Elijah … I see by Wikipedia this fits the Wikipedia serial killer profile. The below description reminds me of what country folks used to call, with a certain relish, ‘delusions of grandeur’ when I was growing up …

“Visionary serial killers suffer from psychotic breaks with reality, sometimes believing they are another person or are compelled to murder by entities such as the Devil or God. The two most common subgroups are ‘demon mandated’ and ‘God mandated.'” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Mission-oriented  … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

I looked up the Prophet Elijah and found out that, according to the Jewish faith, the prophet Elijah is considered to be present at the circumcision ceremony of each Jewish child. –adapted from “Why Is Elijah the Prophet Invited to the Seder?” by Naftali Silberberg … http://www.chabad.org/holidays/passover/pesach_cdo/aid/504495/jewish/Why-Is-Elijah-the-Prophet-Invited-to-the-Seder.htm ..

I keep hearing on the astral plane that this person enjoys raping and sexually mutilating folks. I understand the serial killer or antisocial sense of humor here, but I find it highly confrontational. He thinks it is funny because his followers love him for being the Prophet Elijah (of course, not true) … and because he loves to rape and mutilate people. Funny?  Not!

It appears that, in casual conversation, one of his followers has explained to the powers that be (whoever and wherever they are … and who knows the specifics about astral stories? No one, I am guessing!) that he only goes after gay men. How interesting! Here is what Wikipedia says about this …

“Mission-oriented killers typically justify their acts as ‘ridding the world’ of a certain type of person perceived as undesirable, such as homosexuals, prostitutes, or people of different ethnicity or religion; however, they are generally not psychotic. For example, the Zebra killers in the San Francisco Bay Area specifically targeted Caucasians. Some see themselves as attempting to change society, often to cure a societal ill.” –from Link: “Serial Killer,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_killer#Mission-oriented  … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

SERIAL KILLER MOTIVES

Wikipedia (see above link) offers these motives for serial killers (the first two I have just discussed): Visionary, Mission-oriented, Hedonistic, Lust, Thrill, Comfort, Power/Control, Media …This article is a pretty good read, about people whose motives must be carefully studied in order to understand what they say to their followers, and why they say it.

What I hear on the astral plane about the followers is funny, and at the same time heart-rending. The typical conversation, which is repeated over and over from time to time, goes like this:

Follower: You don’t kill people, do you?
He: I do kill from time to time.
Follower: Oh my God, No!
He, chuckling: I didn’t really mean it  …  or  …  How could you think that of me!

To which I say:  Chucky movies, déjà vu! The ironic thing is, I could never bring myself to watch these sorts of movies. Never got through “Silence of the Lamb” either… Just too scary.

What is the disconnect here? The disconnect is that his followers have not studied how very differently motivated serial killers are, and so they cannot conceive that such motives exist. These motives are just not in their universe.

Further, I find that serial killers, at least on the astral plane, have mind-boggling mind control abilities. It reminds me of the theory that some ‘people’ on Earth today are really not people. For more on this, see my blog category: Unusual beings on Earth

For instance, the ‘Prophet Elijah’ man, I hear on the astral plane, believes he is from an off-planet species of beings, that he pirated his way onto Earth, took over the body of a young (was it 6-year-old?) human boy, ate his Soul (?!), and knew from a very young age that God would allow him to do anything he wanted to do on Earth. Earth rules were not for him. Killing was fun, and so it was A ok. Go figure!

As to the mind-control aspect of serial killers, and his cult-like followers that I heard about on the astral plane … if true, then this would substantiate the stories I have read about how anti-social personalities, at an early age recognize that they are different from their peers, dramatically and life-threateningly different, and that their own way of perceiving reality and acting upon their perceptions will get them into trouble time and time again.

And so, I have read, they carefully study the motives of ordinary people (i.e., patsies, rubes, fall guys, pigeons) and fine hone the art of manipulation. The typical manipulation I have observed on the astral plane has to do with the emotions and values of ordinary people … emotions and values that the serial killer considers to be ‘weak’ and which he does not possess. For example, sympathy, empathy, love, respect for others, loyalty, honesty, hard work, teamwork, protecting children and women … the sorts of emotions and values that make social life possible.

There are some pretty good theories about serial killers that I like for their down-to-Earth qualities. These have to do with early childhood abuse, failure to bond with their mother, socialization issues at school, and so on. This I could grok. I also have a thought that certain genes, certain alleles, may be at issue, and that gene therapy may offer a more optimistic prognosis in future.

Some of the followers of this serial killer personality (who is this guy?) appear to be what Wikipedia defines as ‘ASPs’ (antisocial personalities). I can see the ‘draw’, as both types of personality tend to ‘run sideways of the law’ …

THE ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY (ASP): GAMBLERS, PROSTITUTES, AND DOPE PEDDLERS

I see quite a bit has changed in the Wikipedia explanation of the ASP. I found the below description interesting because the loudest people on the astral plane in recent months have been risk-takers, prostitutes and dope peddlers …

“The DSM-II in 1968 rearranged the categories and ‘antisocial personality’ was now listed as one of ten personality disorders but still described similarly, to be applied to individuals who are: ‘basically unsocialized’, in repeated conflicts with society, incapable of significant loyalty, selfish, irresponsible, unable to feel guilt or learn from prior experiences, and who tend to blame others and rationalize. The manual preface contains ‘special instructions’ including ‘Antisocial personality should always be specified as mild, moderate, or severe.’ The DSM-II warned that a history of legal or social offenses was not by itself enough to justify the diagnosis, and that a ‘group delinquent reaction’ of childhood or adolescence or ‘social maladjustment without manifest psychiatric disorder’ should be ruled out first. The dyssocial personality type was relegated in the DSM-II to ‘dyssocial behavior’ for individuals who are predatory and follow more or less criminal pursuits, such as racketeers, dishonest gamblers, prostitutes, and dope peddlers.” –from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

ASPs: NOMADIC, MALEVOLENT, COVETOUS, RISK-TAKING, REPUTATION-DEFENDING

Here is a little more from the same source that I found interesting, because familiarity with these energy threads will help me identify and exit from astral stories generated by ASPs …

Theodore Millon suggested five subtypes of ASPD:

“Subtype Features
“Nomadic (including schizoid and avoidant features) Feels jinxed, ill-fated, doomed, and cast aside; peripheral, drifters; gypsy-like roamers, vagrants; dropouts and misfits; itinerant vagabonds, tramps, wanderers; impulsively not benign.
“Malevolent (including sadistic and paranoid features) Belligerent, mordant, rancorous, vicious, malignant, brutal, resentful; anticipates betrayal and punishment; desires revenge; truculent, callous, fearless; guiltless.
“Covetous (variant of “pure” pattern) Feels intentionally denied and deprived; rapacious, begrudging, discontentedly yearning; envious, seeks retribution, and avariciously greedy; pleasure more in taking than in having.
“Risk-taking (including histrionic features) Dauntless, venturesome, intrepid, bold, audacious, daring; reckless, foolhardy, impulsive, heedless; unbalanced by hazard; pursues perilous ventures.
“Reputation-defending (including narcissistic features) Needs to be known as infallible, unbreakable, invincible, indomitable, formidable, inviolable; intransigent when status is questioned; over-reactive to slights.”

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0 Unported

MY SOUL LESSON REGARDING GRUESOME ASTRAL STORIES

So, the question asked of me in recent days on the astral plane (and a question that I seriously ask of myself) is: Why are you hearing these kinds of astral stories, anyway? Are not we humankind co-creating New Earth together?

Yes, we are!

Well then, why am I hearing these … well … pretty gruesome stories? The answer, I think, is that I find them horrifying; I have a reaction to them … which I have just recently pegged to fluctuations in my heart electromagnetic field (EMF).

And so, my conclusion, in support of my desire to hold a neutral mind, is to carefully observe my heart EMF fluctuations, as the astral stories arise. If I concentrate on keeping my EMF steady … this being my avenue to neutral mind, because of my unusual sensitivity to EMF … why then I will not react to the astral stories. Lack of reaction will move me from the causal plane to the fifth dimension, and that will eliminate these energies from my field of astral awareness. So, that is my plan of action right now.

I wish you all Godspeed in rising above and/or transforming all dense, misqualified energies.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

ON EMF HYPERSENSITIVITY

Work has been done on EMF sensitivity, which is a good thing (see below references). My concern is that it is often considered an illness … a drawback … rather than one of the new skills of New Earth. By my lights, EMF sensitivity is a Divine gift of grace. Like all the new gifts, it needs acceptance, exploration, and the attitude that it can be used in service to humankind.

Link: “Electromagnetic Hypersensitivity: Proceedings of the International Workshop on EMF Hypersensitivity, Prague, Czech Republic, 25-7 October 2004,” Kjell Hansson Mild et al., editors …
 http://www.who.int/peh-emf/publications/reports/EHS_Proceedings_June2006.pdf ..

Link: “Electromagnetic Fields and Public Health,” by WHO, December 2005 … http://www.who.int/peh-emf/publications/facts/fs296/en/ ..

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–from Link: “Dealing with Serial Killers and Antisocial Personalities on the Astral Plane,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 November 2015; revised on 1 February 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4hR ..

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FERAL CHILDREN, FERAL ADULT HUMANS, AND CULTS        top
Filmed on 20 November 2015; published on 22 November 2015; revised and transcribed on 20 November 2018

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OUTLINE

  • OUTLINE
  • INTRODUCTION
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO …
  1. The Unconscious Segue, or ‘Riff’
    • RIFF, by Alice B. Clagett
  2. The Truth about Feral Children
    • Romulus and Remus
    • Tarzan the Ape Man
  3. Psychology and the Feral Child
    • Sociopath, Psychopath, Antisocial Personality Disorder
    • Serial Killers … Mass Murderers
    • Occupations: Con Artist … Dope Peddler … Sex Worker
    • Legal Occupations That Might Suit
  4. Characteristics of the Feral Child (CFC) — Risk-Taking
  5. CFC — Invincibility
  6. CFC — Depersonalization of Other People
  7. CFC — Cruelty … Sadism
  8. CFC — Feral Instincts . Predator-Prey
  9. ‘Sachet’
    • The ‘Odor of Death’ as Occupation
    • Intentional Transmission of HIV
  10. CFC — Blaming Others
  11. Characteristics of the Feral Human — The Sacrificial Cult Following
  12. Characteristics of the Feral Child
    • Lying . Redirection
    • Chameleon-like Layers of Masks
    • Lying by ‘Telling the Truth’
  13. For the Clair Observer: Stepping into Neutral Mind
  14. Ascension Skills: Clair Listening Deep Beneath the Masks
  15. Characteristics of the Feral Human (CFH): Developing a Cult Following
    • Charles Manson
    • Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro), the Midwest Cult Leader
  16. CFH: Mind Control . Manipulation of Emotions
  17. CFH: Hoodwinking . Cult Loyalty
  18. Why Cult Followers Feel Primal Fear
  19. Take 2: Why Cult Followers Feel Primal Fear
  20. Normal Socialization: How Modulation of Repression Varies and Manifests
  21. Ascension: Transforming Misqualified Energies through the Heart
  22. A Grounding Meditation: Light, Love, Joy
    • “A GROUNDING MEDITATION: LIGHT, LOVE, JOY,” by Alice B. Clagett
  23. Conclusion

MORE INFORMATION

  • How to Tell If a Person Has Antisocial Personality Disorder
  • Here Is Another Set of Diagnostic Guidelines
  • Theodore Millon’s Subtypes
  • Conditions That Commonly Coexist with Antisocial Personality Disorder
  • Treatment
  • History
  • The Story of Romulus (Founder of Rome) and Remus

PHOTOS BY ALICE

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INTRODUCTION

Dear Ones,

Here is a video on feral children and feral adult humans, and how they differ from humans with early childhood socialization learning. After the video is a lightly edited Summary ..

DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, cult leaders, cults, serial killers or cannibals are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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VIDEO BY ALICE

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SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I had a little talking to do today about feral children and feral humans. I wanted to start with a segue (a smooth, uninterrupted transition from one thing to another) … a transition of Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World flow of thought that begins with the word ‘cachet’ (pronounced ka-shey’ or mispronounced ka-shet’ ). It is a French word; If you say something has ‘cachet’, it means something has a certain appeal to it.

1. The Unconscious Segue, or ‘Riff’

Let us say you pick the mispronunciation ka-shet’ for that French word, and you are using ka-shet’ with reference to a type of job that you like; you say: It has a certain ka-shet.

So now I am going to go through this series or flow or current of connections of images and metaphors in the unconscious mind … a series or flow or current that might be termed the ‘unconscious segue’, or, in musical terms, a ‘Riff’ … which is a musical term for a short, lyrical melody.

“RIFF”
by Alice B. Clagett
20 November 2015

‘cachet’ (mispronounced ka-shet’ )
‘cash it’  …
cash box  [a picture of a cash box)  …
‘cash it in’  [the idea that you are ready to die]  …
‘casket’ [meaning ‘coffin’, which looks like a cash box, only larger]

So what you start with the word ‘cachet’ (mispronounced ka-shet’ ) … in this case applied to a profession … and you have an unconscious segue that ends with the idea of death. And I am going to link that with the notion of feral children and feral humans in the world today.

2. The Truth about Feral Children

Romulus and Remus. A lot of people think that there are no feral children in the world today. And they wonder what it would be like if a child were raised by an animal, as in the story of Romulus and Remus, from ancient Rome … where Romulus and Remus, two children, were raised by a she-wolf. There is that story …

Wenceslas_Hollar_-_Romulus_and_Remus,_after_Giulio_Romano

Image: “Romulus and Remus,” by Wenselaus Hollar, after Giulio Romano. Unknown date (author lived 1607-1677), from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Wenceslas_Hollar_-_Romulus_and_Remus,_after_Giulio_Romano.jpg … public domain

Image: “Romulus and Remus,” by Wenselaus Hollar, after Giulio Romano. Unknown date (author lived 1607-1677), from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Wenceslas_Hollar_-_Romulus_and_Remus,_after_Giulio_Romano.jpg … public domain

Tarzan the Ape Man. There are also fictional accounts such as that of Tarzan who theoretically was raised by an ape; and how he fell in love with a woman who had come from a human family; and how he tried to adapt to human ways.

But in fact, the people that fictionalize the actuality of feral children do not even have the slightest clue of what takes place in the human psyche when a child is denied the opportunity to bond with its mother, and with the notion of family life.

That is what I am here to talk to you a little bit about, today.

3. Psychology and the Feral Child

In the field of psychology, people are working their way backwards from certain motivational constellations and acting-out behaviors that they see in segments of the population; working their way into an understanding of this type of personality. But they have not connected it, I feel, with the notion of the feral child and the feral human.

Sociopath, Psychopath, Antisocial Personality Disorder. Some of the categories they use are ‘Sociopath,’ ‘Psychopath’, and more recently ‘Antisocial Personality Disorder’.

Serial Killers … Mass Murderers. The subcategory ‘Serial Killer’ is a ramification of Antisocial Personality, and Mass Murderer is another.

Occupations: Con Artist … Dope Peddler … Sex Worker. Some of the occupations that an antisocial personality might choose … because of their constellation of motivating factors, and because of the way that they piece together reality, lacking a certain, very important fundamental of bonding and family life … some of the occupations they might choose are con artist (‘confidence man’), dope peddler, or sex worker, for instance.

Legal Occupations That Might Suit. And, I feel, many other professions are suitable, or suited to, a person who was a feral child, for instance: Road construction or maintenance (especially in less populated areas), ranching, farming, forestry, lumbering, fire-fighting including forest and oil well fires, oil rig maintenance, merchant marine, or hazardous military assignments (although this might hazard collateral damage during or after assignments, with both foreign and homeland populations).

4. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Risk-Taking

And the reason for this, as I understand it from reading Wikipedia on the topic, is that some of the qualities they have are risk-taking. Maybe, you could consider, they did not have a mom to tell them not to take that risk … to explain to them the pros and cons of risks.

So risk-taking is one factor, in the constellation of personality characteristics, of antisocial personality or feral child.

5. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Invincibility

Another is the idea that they will succeed no matter what; that they are the only person who will beat the odds. For instance, they could be a gambler, and they could think that they would always beat the odds, no matter what the outcome … They would always think that.

6. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Depersonalization of Other People

And the reason for that, I feel, is that lacking that bonding instinct, they do not have a ‘relative’ sense of other people. For them, the constellation of their Universe is only they.

Everybody else in that Universe is like a building block in their picture of reality … Not a human being, as in the case of bonding (which creates a concept that someone else is the ‘mother’, or the ‘siblings’, or the ‘father’ … that these people are people, and not just like an inanimate object that you use to construct or improve your Universe.

But for the antisocial personality, who is missing this very important fundamental of childhood learning, everybody that they see is just like furniture, or ornaments, with which they create the beautiful picture of their reality.

7. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Cruelty … Sadism

The suffering of another person means nothing whatsoever to them. They never learned that lesson … You know, in kindergarten, when children are playing in the sandbox, or playing in the kindergarten … and the teacher is watching. And they hit a child. And that child starts crying. And they start laughing.

You have seen that, right? All children go through this learning process. Generally, push comes to shove. And the teacher gives the child that slapped the other child a little slap, or a stern reprimand; something that makes that child cry, and realize that the suffering of someone else is related to his or her own suffering.

But the feral child never learns this. They grow up in an environment similar to that of the pack animal … say the pack of wolves, or the pack of apes; like that.

8. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Feral Instincts … Predator-Prey

Apes are the exception to the rule, because there is bonding and compassion … and some, also, amongst wolves. But the overriding principle amongst most wild animals (but not the primates known as bonobos) is predator-prey relationship.

And that is a relationship that the feral child falls into, in very early childhood, generally speaking … Being on the streets, relating really only to an animal or to people who are like animals. You see how it happens?

9. ‘Sachet’

So to get back to this series of unconscious links … and changing from the word ‘cachet’  to the word ‘sachet’, pronounced sa-shay’ and mispronounced sa-shet’

The ‘Odor of Death’ as Occupation. The thing of it is, an antisocial personality will pick an occupation that has what you might call sa-shet’ … And by sa-shet’ I mean what you might call the ‘odor of death’ about it: Death of others, and death of oneself.

Intentional Transmission of HIV. For instance, if an antisocial personality … a feral child … takes some sex work, or has multiple sexual partners (engages in polyamory), or frequents sex workers, and contracts HIV, then the characteristics of that person are able to delight in the idea of transmitting disease and death to other people by having unprotected sexual relations and transmitting the HIV virus to others,

10. Characteristics of the Feral Child — Blaming Others

Here is another characteristic of the feral child: They will always believe that someone else is responsible for every socially unacceptable thing that they do … That it is someone else’s fault.

There never was a person in their life that explained to them the idea of free will, and the idea that they as a person have responsibility for the decisions that they make. This is another childhood learning process that cannot take place, because they were never in the presence of a parent figure that was able to explain it to them during those critical, first few years of life.

So, when an antisocial personality who is a sex worker, or who has multiple sexual partners or frequents sex workers … And I am not saying that all sex workers are antisocial personalities at all; merely that what the psychologists call an antisocial personality might choose such an occupation because of the way that it reflects their own motives and personality …

So in this case of the feral child who becomes a sex worker: Should that child contract HIV, for instance, he or she would believe that it is the fault of other people that this happened.

And there are a lot of people who are not antisocial personalities, who have trouble taking responsibility for their actions. So there is that too. But in the antisocial personality, this is carried to great extremes.

For instance, there might be a case of an antisocial personality who … not knowing any different; not knowing any compassion, and not understanding that other people suffer, or that it matters that they suffer … might have killed any number of people; and might not feel … in the least … that he or she is responsible for this behavior …

And would feel no qualms whatsoever about picking some other acquaintance, and arranging things in such a way that that other acquaintance is blamed for all those killings.

This is quite common for the feral child who becomes a feral adult human.

11. Characteristics of the Feral Human — The Sacrificial Cult Following

And in fact, they may be so aware of that quality that they might have lined up, somehow, in their living arrangements, a number of people who, through their social mask, they have been able to convince that they are normal … and in most cases, extra-ordinary people … who deserve respect and loyalty, according to the way that humans do.

And these very people are the ones that they would choose to ‘quote unquote’ … and aptly quoted … ‘throw to the wolves’ in the event they themselves are about to be ‘caught out’ in antisocial behaviors.

12, Characteristics of the Feral Child

Lying . Redirection.  Another characteristic of the feral child and the feral human is lying. By that I do not mean the occasional white lie. I mean that, in the subconscious mind, which I hear in the clair chatter, almost everything that they say is a lie and a misdirection. an attempt to refer or ‘redirect’ people who hear the clair chatter to other people, and to redirect the conversation to other people.

Chameleon-like Layers of Masks. It is social mask upon social mask. It is like the con artist who has 20 drivers’ licenses, each with a different name on it, or like the credit card thief with 20 different credit cards stolen from other people. The feral child or the feral human may have 20 social masks, each with a different personality … a different tone and rhythm of voice, a different set of cadences and figures of speech, a different set of emotional responses, different facial muscle caricature, different ways of moving the hands and of walking, different wigs and clothes and shoes, different gender or apparent age, and of course, a different drivers license and a different set of credit cards. A feral human can shuck a personality and move on to another personality in the time it takes you to say ‘Jack Robinson’. 

The feral human knows, from experience, that their thought processes are different from those of other human beings. They know that, if a person logs onto their thought processes, and if they do not lie, that that person will understand what is going on with them; the lack of socialization that they have; the missing childhood learning.

Lying by ‘Telling the Truth’. But I have seen, over and over again … amongst those that they have conned into being friends with them through careful study and manipulation of the other person’s emotions … I have seen on the clair plane that those who are loyal friends of theirs, when the feral humans do tell the truth on being asked a direct question, ‘hands down’ refuse to believe it

For instance, someone who is a loyal friend of an antisocial personality person might say: Dear heart, is it true that you sometimes kill people?

And then, with a total lack of remorse or concern for the situation … with a lightness of tone, or with a tone of relaxed humor … that antisocial personality might respond:  I do kill from time to time.

I have heard this over and over again, on the clair chatter plane. And then the loyal friend or follower will say: Oh my good Lord, no! Tell me it isn’t so!

And this has happened so many times that now I get very upset about it. I get very aggravated that a person could not understand what is being told to them; cannot conceive what is being told to them.

And the fact of the matter is, that this is counted upon by the antisocial personality:

  • First, loyalty … First, the normal interplay of emotions from this follower
  • And then, statement of the truth in such a way that it is an emotionally honest statement from the standpoint of the antisocial personality, who never feels remorse … whether or not he kills, or does any sort of violent deed … He does not care at all.
  • But the fact that he does not care … that he has no emotional affect around these things that are considered by society to be heinous crimes … is interpreted by the loyal follower as a light joke; as a statement that of course this could not be true.

I can almost hear the gears grinding, in the mind of the loyal follower: Of course this cannot be true, because his voice is relaxed and joking; that he might have committed these crimes, and feel that way, is unthinkable!

13. For the Clair Observer: Stepping into Neutral Mind

So what we have to do, when we analyze a person … when we see a personality, and hear the clair chatter … is to recognize what is true, emotionally … And from that, draw a picture of a personality that might be completely different from our own. You see?

It might be worlds apart from our own, and yet, for that personality, that is the truth of their reality. And we have to work with their motivational field … not ours. And not expect that interplay of bonding and love and family feeling or group feeling. We have to expect the unexpected.

So! Lying; constant lying. And a depth of social masks that you would not expect normally.

14. Ascension Skills: Clair Listening Deep Beneath the Mask

Most people have ‘a’ social mask or two, you know? Maybe one for church. Maybe one for the office. Another one for their family. And then they have their own personal reflections and thoughts.

What with the Ascension process happening, everybody is privy to everyone else’s social masks and original, genuine thoughts and feelings, you see? And so we are ‘calling’ each other on that.

So, here comes the antisocial personality … the person that has never experienced any of this socialization process … And who is, what you might say, ‘flying blind’ with his own theories, through a reality that has to appear surrealistic, really … because everybody else is functioning by different rules.

And this person is creating so many social masks … one for every person … one for every situation … that, when we hear the clair chatter, we have to listen ‘back a depth’ … We have to listen ‘far behind’ the masks.

We have to listen down deep. And the farther down we get into the Lower Triangle … the gut brain … the first three chakras (navel point and below) … As we listen to the other person, through empathy, the closer we will get to the truth of that person’s reality, which is functional, mainly, in the lower chakras (fear of death and desire to kill; rape and fear or rape; control of other people and fear of being controlled) … and also through the cerebral cortex, you see?

This process of discovering the very deepest subconscious mind is something that we all undertake, on our Ascension journey, as soon as we have mastered a certain level of clearing in our own electromagnetic field.

I urge you all to look into this when the opportunity arises, because it reveals the kind of thing that most people, so far, have never been able to see …

The basic fundaments; the feral instincts; the animal instincts; the early human subtypes that were almost bestial, as humanity rose out of the depths of the animal realm … where, according to the School of Theosophy, there is only just one Group Soul for each type of animal … into the concept of individuation.

At that borderline, there are amazing discoveries to be made, and clearing work to do, for all humankind.

So, to get back on topic: Lying, many social masks, and the sacrifice of other people (who are considered not really real people … not really like oneself) … the sacrifice of others in the event that antisocial behavior is discovered, by laying blame upon them instead of upon oneself.

15. Characteristics of the Feral Human: Developing a Cult Following

So it would behoove an antisocial personality to develop, for instance, a following of people that he or she has convinced that he or she is an extraordinarily wonderful human being.

Charles Manson. And along these lines, in this context, fall some personalities like Charles Manson … and other personalities who lead groups or cults and have followings.

Daniel Perez (aka Lou Castro), the Midwest Cult Leader … It looks like he operated in Texas, the Dakotas, Missouri, Tennessee and Kansas. [This part of the video was likely partly about Daniel Perez, the Midwest cult leader; but it looks like I got it partly mixed up with a television movie.] I saw on on television the other day  … about a person in the central United States. He stuck to small towns. This was like a re-enactment of his life. And he was the most personable guy. He was a wonderful guy! He had his followers, many of which were women with children … whom he had apparently taken liberties with.

And these people he had convinced that he had many supernatural powers. And that he was like a prophet or a saint, you know? They were completely hoodwinked by him.

16. Characteristics of the Feral Human: Mind Control . Manipulation of Emotions

Another time I will go into how this happens, because it is a very arcane and complicated science that involves, briefly, careful study of mind control, careful study of normal human responses and emotions … So that these can be played upon, like a person plays upon a piano.

And in fact, that is how it is considered to be. The other humans are considered to be like musical instruments that the antisocial personality can get to play certain tunes by adjusting the strings … by manipulating the strings of their emotions and their minds.

So that is briefly it; although I will go into greater detail, I feel, in a future blog.

17. Characteristics of the Feral Human: Hoodwinking . Cult Loyalty

So in this way, for instance, the Charles Manson personality, for instance, could create a following of people that devoutly believed in him. Even after they were all incarcerated, and sentenced to long terms in prison, still they believed in him.

I seem to recall I saw a video with some of them, after they were in prison … I do not know if it was a video, or just a newspaper account … to that very effect: That they still believed in him completely.

Then I saw the television documentary [or was it a fictional account, a movie?] about this person from the Midwest, who had done all kinds of things. He had apparently arranged the killings of a bunch of his followers in his house [or was that only one follower?].

As to the people that followed him … his Cult … it seemed from the documentary [or was it a fictional movie?] that the main emotions they felt were that ‘hoodwinked’ thing … that charismatically carried away thing … That he could do whatever he wanted because he was so very special.

18. Why Cult Followers Feel Primal Fear

And the second thing that they felt was very abject fear at the idea of trying to go against his will, and terror at the notion of trying to escape from that situation. I tend to think that those two feelings are hallmarks of people who are trapped in a situation of being with an antisocial personality or a feral child or feral adult person.

It could be that this is because the drives that are being activated … and the buttons that are being pushed by the feral personality are to do with pack animal behavior … which is a very deep, deep, subconscious layer of our ‘noospheric essence’.

The reason they are so repressed is that much of the teachings that we learn in childhood, go against pack behavior. For instance, the idea that the strong can overcome the weak … kill the weak … is modified by the socializing aspect of early childhood learning.

And so, when a person lacks this socialization … this intermediate layer of modulation of the primal drives, the feral drives … then that is a pretty scary situation; and further, very scary because they are so darned good at concealing that.

And they must be, or they would never survive.

19. Take 2: Why Cult Followers Feel Primal Fear

I think this very primal feeling of fear, amongst cult followers, has to do with the fact that the antisocial personality who is a cult leader consciously accesses the feral instincts of his followers … And by this I mean that the antisocial personality

  • accesses the followers’ fear of being controlled through his own desire to dominate and control,
  • accesses the followers sexual instincts through his desire to rape, and
  • accesses the followers fear of death through his desire to injure and kill.

So when these primal chords are struck in the cult followers of antisocial personality leaders, the followers who have socialization training are not able to access this very deep feral process … because they have a layer of mental learning and socialization that covers up and represses those feelings.

And the leader … the ‘ASP’ personality, or antisocial personality … is operating on those principles, without the layer in between. And so he directly accesses that in his followers, and in other people, and creates in them this terrible fear: Terrible fear of death; terrible fear of being raped; and terrible fear of being controlled.

20. Normal Socialization: How Modulation of Repression Varies and Manifests

Further … and just as an aside … I learned today something about the socialization process that represses the feral instincts: It occurs in different people … in different modulations …

Some people, for instance, who are socialized, are slightly less socialized. They are not antisocial personalities, but they might occasionally give in to the instinct to kill others. And yet sexually … (the sex response is another feral instinct) … sexually they are much less inhibited; they are much more able to enjoy the act of sex, right? (Of course, this is not to do with this topic; but it is interesting, nevertheless.)

And then there are people who are slightly more socialized with regard to repression of feral instincts; and these people never have a problem with the instinct of killing; but yet their trouble might be, to more fully express themselves sexually.

So we have modulations of the social repression of the feral instincts.

But in the case of the cult leader who is an antisocial personality, and has normal, socialized followers, we have the diametric extremes: We have a person who has no socialized learning with regard to repressing the feral instincts … and followers who have a normal amount of that.

And this is what gives them the ability to control their minds and control their feelings: The ‘ASP’ is dealing on a completely different level of the mind.

That is my thought; it is a theory. And to continue …

21. Ascension: Transforming Misqualified Energies through the Heart

And here in the Ascension process, what is happening at this point is that these energies of feral instincts being played out in the 3D (third dimensional) reality … in physical reality … are so very much in contrast to the Light of Ascension, that whole energy thread … or series of threads .. is standing out very strongly, and demanding to be resolved and transformed in love.

So if you run into this in your own clair ‘chat room’, I think the thing to do is, first of all, to not resolve towards personalities … because these personalities, of all the personalities on Earth, are the least likely to be discovered by society … but rather, to resolve the energies involved.

And because these ASPs are so incredibly adept at mind control, this can only be done … the energies can only be resolved … through the energy of the heart field, which is the only energy of the human body that is stronger than the mental energy.

22. A Grounding Meditation: Light, Love, Joy

And who would want to continue on, with the quicksilver dancing of the mind, if they could resolve into the steady rhythm of love through the heart?

When I feel my heart, I try to visualize the organ of my heart, and feel that organ, and pinpoint my concentration raptly on that organ …

The first thing that I notice … because I am EMF (electromagnetic field) conscious … is that the clair chatter goes away … and is replaced by the play of energy of thought forms around the area of the head, instead of the learned meaning of those thought forms.

And so, my need to respond to the demands of the feral instincts … of the feral children playing there … goes away … because I am no longer concentrating on the grammar of telepathy; but rather, on the play of EMF energy, especially in my heart field.

So by sitting still, especially outside, I find that this works for me.

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“A GROUNDING MEDITATION: LIGHT, LOVE, JOY”
by Alice B. Clagett
20 November 2015

Last night I was trying one more new thing; and that has to do with grounding indoors. And to do that, I sat cross-legged. I will show you a picture of that. I had my wrists on my knees, my fingers extended, and my fingertips touching the surface that I was sitting on …

Image Markup: “Grounded Meditation,” self-portrait and compilation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: At the top, a photo of the author sitting cross-legged on the floor, with wrists on knees and fingers extended, fingertips touching the floor. In the middle, this legend: Grounding Meditation: Imagine fingertips of left hand feel ‘Light’; Fingertips of right hand feel ‘Love’; Derriere feels ‘Joy’. At the bottom of the image is an emerald green equilateral triangle; in the middle of the triangle are the words ‘Floor Plan’ (in dark green font); then there are three words in royal blue font: on the right side of the base of the triangle is the word ‘Light’; on the left side of the base of the triangle is the word ‘Love’; and at the peak of the triangles is the word ‘Joy’.

Image Markup: “Grounded Meditation,” self-portrait and compilation by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: At the top, a photo of the author sitting cross-legged on the floor, with wrists on knees and fingers extended, fingertips touching the floor. In the middle, this legend: Grounding Meditation: Imagine fingertips of left hand feel ‘Light’; Fingertips of right hand feel ‘Love’; Derriere feels ‘Joy’. At the bottom of the image is an emerald green equilateral triangle; in the middle of the triangle are the words ‘Floor Plan’ (in dark green font); then there are three words in royal blue font: on the right side of the base of the triangle is the word ‘Light’; on the left side of the base of the triangle is the word ‘Love’; and at the peak of the triangles is the word ‘Joy’.

And so I had three points of contact where I was sitting: My fingertips on the floor near my knees, and my derriere too. So I imagined a triangle on the floor … emerald colored, like the heart energy … and beside my left fingertips, the feeling of Light; beside my right fingertips, the feeling of Love; and at my derriere, the feeling of Joy.

So the triangle expressed Light, Love and Joy at those three points. And what I immediately found was that it immediately pulled my energy down into a very grounded state, where I was then able to concentrate on my heart much better.

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23. Conclusion

So … a couple of things to try. More, perhaps, on feral children a little later. But if you think … in the meantime … about the difference between a feral cat’s behavior, and the behavior of a cat that was raised in the presence of humans, you will get a better idea about how it is for people who are missing the fundamentals of early childhood socialization training.

Well, you all take care. God bless you all, and keep you safe in His love and Light, till next we meet.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder ..

Below are some interesting excerpts from this Wikipedia article …

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How to Tell If a Person Has Antisocial Personality Disorder

“The APA’s Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, fourth edition, text revision (DSM IV-TR), defines antisocial personality disorder (Cluster B):

A) A pervasive pattern of disregard for and violation of the rights of others, occurring since age 15 years, as indicated by three or more of the following:

  1. failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest;
  2. deception, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure;
  3. impulsivity or failure to plan ahead;
  4. irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults;
  5. reckless disregard for safety of self or others;
  6. consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations;
  7. lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another.”
B) The individual is at least age 18 years. [I find this to be not true, per the clair chatter; apparently, the constellation of behaviours begins a few years after birth. However, for diagnostic purposes, and because early childhood socialization learning most likely happens in stages, it may be difficult to pihpoint this disorder till a person is 18 years of age. (?) –Alice]
C) There is evidence of conduct disorder with onset before age 15 years.
D) The occurrence of antisocial behavior is not exclusively during the course of schizophrenia or a manic episode.”

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0

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Here Is Another Set of Diagnostic Guidelines 

“The WHO’s International Statistical Classification of Diseases and Related Health Problems, tenth edition (ICD-10), has a diagnosis called dissocial personality disorder (F60.2):

It is characterized by at least 3 of the following:
  1. Callous unconcern for the feelings of others;
  2. Gross and persistent attitude of irresponsibility and disregard for social norms, rules, and obligations;
  3. Incapacity to maintain enduring relationships, though having no difficulty in establishing them;
  4. Very low tolerance to frustration and a low threshold for discharge of aggression, including violence;
  5. Incapacity to experience guilt or to profit from experience, particularly punishment;
  6. Marked readiness to blame others or to offer plausible rationalizations for the behavior that has brought the person into conflict with society.”

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0

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Theodore Millon’s Subtypes: Nomadic, malevalent, covetous, risk-taking, and reputation-defending

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Conditions That Commonly Coexist with Antisocial Personality Disorder

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0

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Treatment

“ASPD is considered to be among the most difficult personality disorders to treat. Because of their very low or absent capacity for remorse, individuals with ASPD often lack sufficient motivation and fail to see the costs associated with antisocial acts … They may only simulate remorse rather than truly commit to change: they can be seductively charming and dishonest, and may manipulate staff and fellow patients during treatment. Studies have shown that outpatient therapy is not likely to be successful, however the extent to which persons with ASPD are entirely unresponsive to treatment may have been exaggerated …

“Those with ASPD may stay in treatment only as required by an external source, such as a parole. Residential programs that provide a carefully controlled environment of structure and supervision along with peer confrontation have been recommended. There has been some research on the treatment of ASPD that indicated positive results for therapeutic interventions. Schema Therapy is also being investigated as a treatment for ASPD. A review by Charles M. Borduin features the strong influence of Multisystemic therapy (MST) that could potentially improve this imperative issue. However this treatment requires complete cooperation and participation of all family members. Some studies have found that the presence of ASPD does not significantly interfere with treatment for other disorders, such as substance abuse, although others have reported contradictory findings.

“Therapists of individuals with ASPD may have considerable negative feelings toward clients with extensive histories of aggressive, exploitative, and abusive behaviors. Rather than attempt to develop a sense of conscience in these individuals, therapeutic techniques should be focused on rational and utilitarian arguments against repeating past mistakes. These approaches would focus on the tangible, material value of prosocial behavior.

“No medications have been approved by the FDA to treat ASPD, although certain psychiatric medications may alleviate conditions sometimes associated with the disorder and with symptoms such as aggression, including antipsychotic, antidepressant or mood-stabilizing medications.”

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0

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History [bolding is mine. –Alice]

“The DSM-II in 1968 rearranged the categories and ‘antisocial personality’ was now listed as one of ten personality disorders but still described similarly, to be applied to individuals who are: ‘basically unsocialized’, in repeated conflicts with society, incapable of significant loyalty, selfish, irresponsible, unable to feel guilt or learn from prior experiences, and who tend to blame others and rationalize. The manual preface contains ‘special instructions’ including ‘Antisocial personality should always be specified as mild, moderate, or severe.’ The DSM-II warned that a history of legal or social offenses was not by itself enough to justify the diagnosis, and that a ‘group delinquent reaction’ of childhood or adolescence or ‘social maladjustment without manifest psychiatric disorder’ should be ruled out first. The dyssocial personality type was relegated in the DSM-II to ‘dyssocial behavior’ for individuals who are predatory and follow more or less criminal pursuits, such as racketeers, dishonest gamblers, prostitutes, and dope peddlers. (DSM-I classified this condition as sociopathic personality disorder, dyssocial type). It would later resurface as the name of a diagnosis in the ICD manual produced by the WHO, later spelled dissocial personality disorder and considered approximately equivalent to the ASPD diagnosis.”

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–from Link: “Antisocial Personality Disorder,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder … CC BY-SA 3.0

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The Story of Romulus (Founder of Rome) and Remus

Link: “Romulus and Remus; Roman Mythology,” written by The Editors of Encyclopaedia Britannica, in “Britannica,” … http://www.britannica.com/biography/Romulus-and-Remus ..

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PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Moon 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Moon 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Moon 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Moon 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Pine Forest,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Pine Forest,” by Alice B. Clagett, 20 November 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

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–from Link: “Feral Children, Feral Adult Humans, and Cults,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 20 November 2015; published on 22 November 2015; revised and transcribed on 20 November 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4j9 ..

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COMMUNITY HEALTH: CULTS THAT KILL AND OUTLAW GANGS        top
Written and published on 7 December 2015; revised

Image: "Cult," by Alice B. Clagett, 7 December 2015, CC BY SA-4.0, from "Awakening with Planet Earth," https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ... DESCRIPTION:  The word: CULT, with the 'T' as a silhouette of Christ crucified. CREDIT: The crucifixion image is from https://pixabay.com/en/crucifixion-cross-christian-jesus-310428/ ... CC0 Public Domain. Free for commercial use. No attribution required.

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  • CHARLES MANSON ORDERED HIS GROUP TO KILL ON HIS BEHALF
  • RULES OF CULTS THAT KILL AND OUTLAW GANGS
  • PATHOLOGICAL SEXUAL PATTERNS IN CULTS THAT KILL AND OUTLAW GANGS
  • CULTS AND OUTLAW GANGS COMPARED TO STREET GANGS
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Some reflections on the unusual grouping mode of cults that kill (including the famed United States Mafia). I have certainly gotten an astral earful of all this while on vacation in Durango, Colorado, this past year. However, that I heard about it on the psychic plane while in the Wild West is no proof that anything of that nature has happened there: As you all no doubt have found out by now, the astral plane has no geography. It takes naught but thought to zip us from one astral place to the next, all in the wink of an eye, no matter what the distance …

CHARLES MANSON ORDERED HIS GROUP TO KILL ON HIS BEHALF

I read online recently about Charles Manson cult. The cult members went on a killing spree, but he himself never murdered anyone. Nevertheless, he was convicted of first-degree murder … seven counts thereof … because his was the order that the cult members carry out these deeds.  –Adapted from Link: “If Not a Serial Killer, Then What Is Charles Manson? A Fanatical Cult Leader, Manson Ordered His Followers to Kill,” by Scott A. Bonn, Ph.D., 24 March 2014 … https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/wicked-deeds/201403/if-not-serial-killer-then-what-is-charles-manson ..

(This I feel took place because he found the act of murder compellingly gratifying, but did not want to get caught himself.

From the perspective of the leader of a killing cult or outlaw gang, each of the members is an interchangeable potential fatal sacrifice to the altar of the gang leader’s megalomania.

OPERATING PROCEDURE OF CULTS THAT KILL AND OUTLAW GANGS (INCLUDING THE UNITED STATES MAFIA)

News from the astral plane …

  • The leader of a killing cult or outlaw gang will be supremely adept at mind control and emotional manipulation.
  • Sometimes the leader of the cult or outlaw gang will avoid personally killing anyone; this appears to have been the case with Charles Manson, for instance. However, the leader of a killing cult will take vicarious satisfaction in slayings by the members of his group.
  • Cult members (outlaws) are partitioned, in the cult leader’s mind, into ‘killing members’ (his temporary alter egos) and non-killing members (the ‘lambs’). ‘Alter egos’ are clearly complicit.
  • The leader will attempt to addict ‘lambs’ to drugs through violent attack, and then rape them. His wife may be present during this ritual, which is an attempt to induct the non-killing member into ‘killing member’ status, sometimes successful and sometimes not.
  • The leader will ask the non-killing members to sacrificed their family members, friends, and acquaintances  ‘for the good of the group’. This act of sacrifice makes the ‘lambs’ complicit as well. (I note a time-honored confidence game gambit called ‘the cull’; this consists of relentless attempts, by hook or by crook, to dissolve the bonds of affection between the ‘lamb’ and his or her family and friends, so that the cult or outlaw group will then supersede them in the eyes of the ‘lamb’.)
  • Members who cannot be compromised are killed; this is explained to the group as being ‘for the good of the group’. Thus all remaining group members, whether alter egos or lambs, are complicit.
  • Killing must occur to sate the compelling need-to-kill of the leader, and to consolidate his power.
  • ‘Lambs’ are sacrificed before ‘alter egos’.
  • ‘Alter egos’ who have killed too often, and who draw attention to themselves, are killed.
  • If there is a female without followers who is on the outs with the leader’s wife, she will be ‘sacrificed’ by the leader’s wife on home turf. The leader or his alter egos will be present.
  • If the female who is ‘on the outs’ leaves the cult’s home turf, the leader will send male members of the group, in ones or twos, to kill her. The leader will say to himself, subconsciously: She knows too much. She knows who and what I am.
  • If there is a male who is on the outs with the leader, he will be killed by the leader or his alter egos. Whether or not the leader participates, he will be present for the kill.
  • Black magic, and periodic, ritual blood sacrifice, especially of infants, prepubescent boys, and voluptuous women, are features of killing cults.
  • Torture of group members is a feature of killing cults; this occurs when murder victims are unavailable. The cult leader will advise cult members who are tortured that this is ‘for their own good’.
  • Extreme fear … terror of being caught out or of being killed … is the hallmark of membership in killing cults.

PATHOLOGICAL SEXUAL PATTERNS IN CULTS THAT KILL AND OUTLAW GANGS (INCLUDING THE UNITED STATES MAFIA)

According to the ‘astral airs’, there are various pathological sexual trends in a killing cult or outlaw gang, including the United States Mafia …

  •  The leader will, ideally to his way of thinking, have sex with all group members, male and female, and he may prevent them from having sex with each other. This is a bonding ritual of members with the leader, to do with feral pack instincts.
  • Those who have sex most often with the leader are his most significant alter egos; they may undergo genital mutilation or tattooing as a mark of membership in the cult.
  • Killing members of the group are organized into rape gangs. These rape gang members may be male or female. Victims may be ingroup or outgroup; if outgroup, they may be inducted, or they may be killed. This is seen as a sign of the leader’s omnipotence, and an opportunity for killing members to act out their feral pack instincts.
  • Psychic rape may be organized by the leader as a 24-7 event, with members participating in shifts; the victim will be outgroup. This he sees as a group consolidation effort, along the same lines as wars are instigated by governments to quell domestic unrest.
  • The leader attempts to deter pregnancies in the group, as natal family bonding is seen as a threat to his dominance over the group. Pregnancy prevention may take the form of advice to the husbands regarding birth control, or demands by the leader that the husbands have sex with him rather than with their wives. It can be symbolically expressed on the psychic plane as ‘reaming out’ of the reproductive organs of the female members ‘for their own good’, or as psychic rape.
  • When babies are conceived in the group, the leader will attempt to kill them, through mind control of the husband, who may cause abortion on either the physical or the astral plane. (Astral abortion occurs when the husband’s thought forms cause contraction of his pregnant wife’s uterine muscles.) This killing of unborn (or possibly newborn) babies may have to do with the feral nature of killing cults; male lions, for instance, will kill the cubs of female lions in their pride if they are not the biological fathers.
  • The leader mind controls his ‘first wife’ into having sex with single women in the group, This is a bonding ritual in which the wife acts as an alter ego for her husband.
  • The leader will have ‘second wives’, sometimes at a physical distance from the first wife, and sometimes nearby.
  • Second wives who are at a physical distance will be mind controlled by the leader into having sex with nearby single women who are group members. This is the leader’s effort to curb the second wives’ competitive drive, and channel it into consolidation of the group through the act of sex. In a sense, then, the second wives who are at a physical distance are leading additional ‘packs’ subordinate to the leader’s main pack. (Their packs are subordinate because the second wives are having sex with the leader; it is the act of sex that subordinates them, from the perspective of feral pack instincts.)
  • If there is a second wife who seeks to replace the leader’s first wife, she will consolidate her power status by having sex first with the leader’s first wife; this is a ploy to save her life in case the usurpation fails. Next she will have sex with potential new cult members or outlaws; the implication being that a change-up to first wife status will bring these new members into the cult.

CULTS AND OUTLAW GANGS COMPARED TO STREET GANGS

I note there are some similarities between the grouping modes of cults or outlaw gangs and street gangs. My thought is that mainstream repatriation for cults might possibly be modeled after the efforts of organizations like Homeboys Industries to help former gang members segue back into their families and communities …

See … Link: “Frequently Asked Questions,” by Homeboy Industries … https://homeboyindustries.org/learn-more/faq/ ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “More on Killing Cults and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 August 2016 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-61D ..

Link: “United States Mafia Organizational Chart,” by Alice B. Clagett, imaged and published on 22 March 2020; disappeared from website by 29 March 2020 … Maybe it was black magic! … Reposted on 29 March 2020 ,,, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-h9R ..

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DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to antisocial personalities, psychopaths, sociopaths, cult leaders, cults, or outlaw gangs are fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). Any resemblance of these hypothetical stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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–from Link: “Community Health: Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 7 December 2015; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Antisocial Personality: The Victory Dance . by Alice B. Clagett

Excerpted on 14 April 2020 from a blog published on 15 March 2018; revised on 15 April 2020
Previously titled: The Victory Dance

  • THE VICTORY DANCE [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, and Wifer-Hacker]
    • A Facebook Victory Dance [Heart Vampire, Alluring Calm, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]
    • Sunset on Facebook [Heart Vampire, Three Houses, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]
    • Disclaimer

Dear Ones,

I updated a blog about the ASP (antisocial personality) sense of humor today, and added some personal details to it.

If you would like to read the revised blog in its entirety, see … Link: “Telltale Signs of the ASP Sense of Humor,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 15 March 2018; revised on 15 April 2020, 23 April 2020, and 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8tR ..

A new section regarding the ASP ‘Victory Dance’ is below …

THE VICTORY DANCE [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, and Wifer-Hacker]

The Victory Dance is a variant of the ‘Memento’, in that it acts as a memento of a kill; in addition it presents the memento to the world in such a way that no one is the wiser. For example, the Victory Dance may appear to be a commemoration of the ongoing life of the person who has been murdered.

The murderer offers remembrance of the kill under false cover, as a ‘taunt’ to Normals who, viewing the Victory Dance, feel the anticipatable sense of friendship and empathy towards the person killed. But the killer can use the victory dance to relive the thrill of the remembered murder.

A Facebook Victory Dance [Heart Vampire, Alluring Calm, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]

Here is one instance I encountered through psychic inquiry in years past: Apparently the murderer put up a facebook page supposedly belonging to the victim, who was a professional woman. As I recall, that was in the year 2014.

There were only a few conversations on the facebook page; these were clustered around the date when the page was created. The dates of first entries on the facebook page apparently indicated the murder date.

There was a photo of the woman apparently murdered, standing together with the couple who ordered the kill. There was another photo of the victim, standing next to two other women who, I felt, may have been targeted; this may have been a warning to knuckle under, or else a statement of intent to kill.

In the instance in question, it seemed to me that there were sly comments by the killer posing as a facebook friend; these comments had to do with a new persona invented to cover his tracks … a new name, a new profession, a face job intended to confound law enforcement searches. One comment led me to believe that the killer might have take on the identity of a well-respected person who had passed on in recent years, and whose profession was the same as that of the murdered woman.

Sunset on Facebook [Heart Vampire, Three Houses, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]

Here is another instance I encountered through psychic inquiry, also in 2014: A facebook page was put up for another woman apparently murdered by the same couple. That page offered a photo of the victim, still living; the time of day was sunset. The word ‘sunset’, in this context, had special significance to the antisocial couple in question; it had to do with a street name known to them. In addition, the image word might be taken to signify the end of the life of the victim.

It seemed to me that the facebook page might be a tribute to the woman’s life, as she had been known to the couple for many long years, In addition, it was a victory dance; it commemorated a kill, without providing an inkling of that to the casual ‘Normal’ who viewed the page.

Disclaimer

I ought to add that I do not know whether the people spoken of above are living or dead. It could be I was completely wrong in my interpretation of the facebook pages. It is possible that I was logging onto the mind of a serial killer at that time … It was during a summer visit to Durango, Colorado, as I recall … and that the killer’s emotions and mental images somehow got mixed up with those of other Normal people.

Nevertheless, I feel that my description of these facebook pages represents the antisocial ‘take’ on the pages, though they may have been put up in total innocence by a Normal. The antisocial personality has a unique way, I feel, of torquing round what we Normals feel to be reality, till it suits his own world view.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The above blog has to do with Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, Wifer-Hacker, Alluring Calm, and Three House Hostess, but because it is just an excerpt from another blog, it is not included in the Catastrophic Childhood Experiences blog collections to do with these nicknames.

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The Wedding Ring . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 19 January 2020; published on 22 January 2020

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • MORPHINE ADDICTION AND BODY PART EXCISION DREAMS
  • EATING SPAM AND DREAMS OF WARFARE
  • DOES FOOD HAVE ATTACHED TO IT ASTRAL VISIONS?

Hello, Dear Ones,

This video has in it one of the dreams I had last night. There is an edited Summary after the video. After that is a new section in the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I thought I would give you a dream report today. Last night was a very difficult night for me because of the dreams that rolled in to my bedroom from other people. I remember last night I was woken up by bad dreams, and then I concentrated on the area of the eighth chakra above the head, and logged onto some causal and karmic metaprograms that were happening with other people of whom I have heard and do not have much to do with in the physical realm. Those were food for thought for me.

I saw a dream from another person. It was a married couple. The man had a severed finger in his hand … not his finger, but someone else’s. He was trying to get a wedding ring off the finger; it was stuck on there.

So that immediately got my attention. Then I heard the man going over the story. It had to do with that he had just cut the wedding ring finger off of his wife because he could not get the wedding ring off, and he wanted the wedding ring.

Later in the story his wife woke up and said: What has happened here?

He explained; and she said that she wanted the finger back … that maybe the hospital could sew it back on. He said he had ground it up in the meat grinder.

The story was so traumatically dramatic for me that it took me awhile to realize that it is just a subconscious way of depicting, or graphically showing, with body parts, a man’s notion that he would like to be married no longer.

So the subconscious mind, in its way of creating stories out of image words is very different … far more traumatically dramatic, in the case of negative emotions, than is the logical, thinking mind. When we use the left brain for cognition, we simmer down quite a bit on the raw emotions of the feral drives. That is what I think.

You will note that I use my own higher intellect to figure out and try to diminish the trauma that I felt from viewing that movie.

[End of video]

MORPHINE ADDICTION AND BODY PART EXCISION DREAMS

I intuited later that morphine addiction apparently causes dreams of body part excision such as cutting off of the wedding ring finger described above. As well, I feel it can lead to dreams of genital mutilation (of oneself or another person), or of ‘cutting’.

Other such dreams I have encountered on the psychic plane are ‘conspiracy theory’ long and involved, and long-sustained dreams of bribing doctors to unnecessarily excise body parts of people the morphine addict dislikes.

The usual plot line I encounter is a false diagnosis of cancer, with excision of the healthy body part(s). One story had to do with a behavioral psychologist here in Los Angeles who purportedly (in the dream world) had five operations for intentionally false diagnoses of progressive cancer, then moved to Colorado, maybe to escape dreams of a morphine addict ‘playing doctor’ during sexual daydreams, and then acting out in real life.

Some years ago I also heard on the astral plane ‘conspiracy theory’ long and involved, long-sustained dreams about murdering people and excising their body parts with intention to sell them, then finding the body parts were not well preserved enough to sell.

I feel these sorts of dreams piggyback onto the dreamtime realm of the morphine addict or the long-term morphine user because morphine is used by doctors to deaden patients’ pain during operations. So the dreams of excision of body parts are real, and somehow attach to the product morphine, as if they were part of the astral makeup of the drug.

EATING SPAM AND DREAMS OF WARFARE

Along similar lines, I myself have had repetitive experiences of eating Spam for breakfast, then falling asleep and dreaming of warfare amongst neighbors on my street. I found these dreams unaccountable, as this sort of warfare has never actually happened in my neighborhood.

Quite recently it came to me that Spam was rationed to soldiers during World War II, and may have picked up an astral component of war scenes because of that. Then when I eat a slice of spam, the energy thread of warfare somehow translates into the context of territorial aggression in my personal context.

DOES FOOD HAVE ATTACHED TO IT ASTRAL VISIONS?

Of course, this brings up the overall notion that all foods may have astral components … ‘visions’ or energy threads that are carried along with the food for reasons similar to those described above. If so, clearly one would hope to avoid foods with nightmare tag-along visions.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Timeline Stuckness and Subconscious Symbolism: ‘It Was the End of My Life’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 8 December 2019

Dear Ones,

Here is a subconscious symbol that contributes to Soul wounding: Let’s say a mortifying event happens during puberty, and it has to do with newly learned skills of sexual expression. Then societal expectations hit with a boom, in the form of remonstrance from an authority figure.

It’s the end of your life!, you think with ‘kerplunk’ … and your subconscious mind repeats this every time you think of that transmogrifying experience. It was the end of my life! The end of my life! I might as well be dead!

Gosh! Talk about a death wish sort of thought! What a ‘Darth Vaderville’ metaphor!

This Sunday morning, in the wee small hours of the still dark day, an answer arrived via the sleeping Soul of a novel visitor to my contiguous astral realm. The visitor said: Say to the person with this Soul wounding: So …. What happened next?

And the person said: I went on to have many fulfilling sexual experiences with other people.

They said that, and then all of a sudden the astral airs cleared. It was as if their subconscious mind said: Oh my! It was NOT THE END OF MY LIFE! I’m alive! I’m alive! I’m alive!

My thanks to this wise astral visitor, and my thanks to my Ascension Team that an answer has been found for the timeline stuckness caused by the metaphor: It was the end of my life!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Image Word: Overbearing . a drawing by Alice B. Clagett

Visualized some years ago; published on 24 August 2019

Dear Ones,

Here is an image word derived from subconscious symbolism: “overbearing” …

Drawing: “Image Word: Overbearing,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 25 May 2019

Image: “A Cat Caught by Surprise,” by TOBERTZ CHAVEZ – Flickr, 9 November 2006, from Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=2935248 … CC BY 2.0

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Dear Ones,

The language of the subconscious mind is very physical. The way that it conceives things is like the way that an infant perceives the world. The imagery of the subconscious mind reflects primal joys, joys of the senses, primal fears related to the sensation of physical pain, and strong emotions.

Subconscious words convey an emotion; jubilation or dismay to do with the sensory perceptions of taste, touch, temperature, kinesthesia, sight, and the senses of smell and sound, and the instinct to flee from pain.

The subconscious translates the words that our conscious minds concoct into its own terms, according to its own way of perceiving the world around it. It has no means of grasping abstract concepts, except through visual imagery and sensation.

In my experience, without exception, the sounds that the conscious mind uses as nouns (often words or sets of homonyms that convey both abstract and concrete meanings) are morphed by the subconscious mind into ‘image words’. These are still images (or else ultra-short videoclips) to which is attached high emotional affect.

It is image words that constitute the vocabulary of the subconscious mind. It might be an image of a person falling, along with a feeling of dismay. It might be a picture of a house with windows closed and a scent of mildew, as the subconscious often portrays the human body as a house. It might be an image of a physical injury being inflicted, along with a feeling of agony. It might be an image of a sexual organ, along with a very good or a very bad emotion. It might be a vision of a woman’s breast, and a feeling of fullness in the stomach.

As well, the subconscious mind may use ‘image words’ to represent complex conscious concepts absorbed through rote learning of metaphors and proverbs during the early childhood socialization process. It is the imaginal, emotive nature of metaphors and proverbs that makes them such facile aids in bridging the gap between the subconscious mind of the infant and the various stages of conscious mind development that occur from the end of infancy through puberty.

Other devices that bridge this gap are story, song, and rhyme. Thus, a subconscious ‘image word’ may represent the title of a story or song, or it may represent a character in a song or story that carries one kernel of meaning together with strong emotive content. Or it might represent one image in a rhyme that carries a certain meaning and emotion.

Our dreams are stories told by the subconscious mind using subconscious ‘image words’ representing homonyms, metaphors, proverbs, story, song, and rhyme. If we understand the rules by which the subconscious translates these devices of the conscious mind to subconscious ‘image words’, then it becomes quite easy, just after waking up each morning, to dream journal, and then render a ‘reverse translation’ … from the lingo of the subconscious mind, to the parlance of the conscious mind.

In that way we can discover the hidden tangles in our subconscious minds, the repressed memories and repressed emotions stored here and there in our bodies … in this muscle, or that layer of fascia, or over there, in a nerve ending.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Unified Mind: Integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 6 September 2016; published on 7 September 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-64E ..

Link: “Subconscious Symbolism: ‘Sucker’ Operation. Also: M2M Leader of Hetero Group,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 13 February 2016; published on 20 February 2016 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4Wc ..

For examples of ‘image words’ and see my blog categories:  Subconscious and unconscious symbolism  …  and …  Archetypal images

See also my blog category: Inner child – lost children of the Soul – repressed memories – repressed emotions

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Telltale Signs of the ASP Sense of Humor . by Alice B. Clagett *

Published on 15 March 2018; revised on 15 April 2020, 23 April 2020, and 11 June 2020
Previously titled: ASP Sense of Humor

This blog has to do with the Heart Vampire and some of the people in his group. Look for the Name Tags in brackets …

  • PREAMBLE
  • INTRODUCTION
  • SPEAKING IN CODE [Hunter-Snuffer]
  • THE MEMENTO [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, Wifer-Hacker, and maybe Castratrux – Basal Vampire, Black Widower – Psychophant, Bespeller – Voodoo Man]
  • THE VICTORY DANCE [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, and Wifer-Hacker]
    • A Facebook Victory Dance [Heart Vampire, Alluring Calm, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]
    • Sunset on Facebook [Heart Vampire, Three Houses, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]
    • Disclaimer
  • THE TALISMAN [Hunter-Snuffer]
  • THE LURE [Hunter-Snuffer]
  • THE TAUNT OR DARE [Torturess]
  • THE TEASE [Torturess]
  • THE CHANGEUP [The Doc]
  • THE TAKE-DOWN [Castratrux – Basal Vampire or maybe Black Widower – Psychophant]
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

PREAMBLE

At the time referred to in this blog, there was a big pile-up or ‘glom’ of antisocial personalities, people who had had castastrophic childhood wounding, and people with milder childhood Soul wounding. This resulted in some pretty wild astral stories. I was in Colorado at the time, but the people I speak of were not necessarily there at that time. Charles Manson was still alive at that time, in prison and maybe physically ill. It could be the effect of his presence in the noosphere made the astral glom that I overheard seem more Dark and turbulent. I recall when he passed on, 19 November 2017, it seemed to me the noosphere became suddenly and significantly more Light in astral feeling.

INTRODUCTION

As you may know, disclosure is proceeding apace, as the Ascension process takes place. I have read that antisocial personalities make up about 1 in 20 of the people on Earth … and 1 in 5 of those in leadership positions.

As everyone on Earth is becoming more and more telepathic, it is becoming clear to the average person on the street: Who is a Controller, and who is beginning to wake up from being mind controlled by the Controllers. Who is an antisocial personality (an ASP) and who is a Normal (a normal, law-abiding person).

There is bound to be some commotion as these disclosures take place, but I hope this will be as minimal as possible, if we continue to optimize our timelines and dimensions, for the All through free will (see prior blogs on this).

Meantime, I have an inkling or intuition that by studying the ASP (antisocial personality) sense of humor … as it has been expressing itself telepathically and globally for some few years now … we Normals can begin to identify what is what with regard to psychological illness, and the subterfuges and deceptive ways of speaking and acting that have heretofore prevented their disclosure.

Here are a few examples I have clair observed regarding the ASP sense of humor …

SPEAKING IN CODE [Hunter-Snuffer]

An ASP man or woman may like to torture and kill children, then barbecue them, and eat them. They love thinking about it all day long, and anticipating the kill and the act of cannibalism.

They would be aware of the dangers of daydreaming about these acts, because other telepaths might pick up on what is going on. So they might use ‘little child’ nursery rhyme-type code words to refer to acts of barbarity.

As a telepath, you might hear these ‘cutesy’ phrases over and over again on the clair plane. I just recently decoded a reference I had been hearing to ‘participle insect work’ …

I feel this may refer to butchering children. The reference may be to children as ‘insects’ and butchering as ‘cutting into parts’.

I might be wrong about this … it may be a reference to child molestation instead.

THE MEMENTO [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, Wifer-Hacker, and maybe Castratrux – Basal Vampire, Black Widower – Psychophant, Bespeller – Voodoo Man]

The ASP loves to think about his or her kills all day long, and might like to have photos or physical reminders of these. But keeping mementos is dangerous, and so …

They might post the photos of the kills online, on a facebook page with an assumed name. They then have access to the photos all the time, without anyone being the wiser.

They might pluck a pubic hair from each victim, and keep a collection of them in the concealed pocket of their wallet. If discovered by law enforcement, these might be passed off as mementos of encounters with lovers.

THE VICTORY DANCE [Heart Vampire, Hunter-Snuffer, and Wifer-Hacker]

The Victory Dance is a variant of the ‘Memento’, in that it acts as a memento of a kill; in addition it presents the memento to the world in such a way that no one is the wiser. For example, the Victory Dance may appear to be a commemoration of the ongoing life of the person who has been murdered.

The murderer offers remembrance of the kill under false cover, as a ‘taunt’ to Normals who, viewing the Victory Dance, feel the anticipatable sense of friendship and empathy towards the person killed. But the killer can use the victory dance to relive the thrill of the remembered murder.

A Facebook Victory Dance [Heart Vampire, Alluring Calm, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]

Here is one instance I encountered through psychic inquiry in years past: Apparently the murderer put up a facebook page supposedly belonging to the victim, who was a professional woman. As I recall, that was in the year 2014.

There were only a few conversations on the facebook page; these were clustered around the date when the page was created. The dates of first entries on the facebook page apparently indicated the murder date.

There was a photo of the woman apparently murdered, standing together with the couple who ordered the kill. There was another photo of the victim, standing next to two other women who, I felt, may have been targeted; this may have been a warning to knuckle under, or else a statement of intent to kill.

In the instance in question, it seemed to me that there were sly comments by the killer posing as a facebook friend; these comments had to do with a new persona invented to cover his tracks … a new name, a new profession, a face job intended to confound law enforcement searches. One comment led me to believe that the killer might have take on the identity of a well-respected person who had passed on in recent years, and whose profession was the same as that of the murdered woman.

Sunset on Facebook [Heart Vampire, Three Houses, Hunter-Snuffer and Wifer-Hacker]

Here is another instance I encountered through psychic inquiry, also in 2014: A facebook page was put up for another woman apparently murdered by the same couple. That page offered a photo of the victim, still living; the time of day was sunset. The word ‘sunset’, in this context, had special significance to the antisocial couple in question; it had to do with a street name known to them. In addition, the image word might be taken to signify the end of the life of the victim.

It seemed to me that the facebook page might be a tribute to the woman’s life, as she had been known to the couple for many long years, In addition, it was a victory dance; it commemorated a kill, without providing an inkling of that to the casual ‘Normal’ who viewed the page.

Disclaimer

I ought to add that I do not know whether the people spoken of above are living or dead. It could be I was completely wrong in my interpretation of the facebook pages. It is possible that I was logging onto the mind of a serial killer at that time … It was during a summer visit to Colorado, as I recall … and that the killer’s emotions and mental images somehow got mixed up with those of other Normal people.

Nevertheless, I feel that my description of these facebook pages represents the antisocial ‘take’ on the pages, though they may have been put up in total innocence by a Normal. The antisocial personality has a unique way, I feel, of torquing round what we Normals feel to be reality, till it suits his own world view.

THE TALISMAN [Hunter-Snuffer]

Here is an example of antisocial personality sense of humor that requires painstaking effort: The male antisocial personality or ‘ASP’ shaves the pubic hair off of a victim(s), and contrives to make a false beard with it, which he wears when he stalks his intended victims.

The memento from the prior victim(s) acts as a Talisman … something that provides magical strength and concealment … to ensure success of the future hunt, For more in this, see …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man With the Pubic Hair Beard,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 30 January 2019; revised on 11 June 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-bvu ..

THE LURE [Hunter-Snuffer]

Here is an example I encountered on the internet, and interpreted according to the astral stories then circulating round the noosphere. It goes like this …

On the astral airs, I heard over and over again about an ASP man or woman who likes to torture and kill children, then barbecue them, and eat them. After a few years hearing about it clairaudiently I ran into an online posting that matched the astral rumors.

One never knows, on the internet, what is true and what is not. Often pages are thrown up by criminals and intended as take-downs for innocent people. With that in mind, here is what I saw online, which seemed to implicate someone with whom I was sparsely acquainted. Again, this was a person in Colorado …

The man in question was selling online a children’s toy robot, a toy that resembled a circular saw, and a play barbecue set. The vibe seemed friendly and innocent to me.

On the astral airs, the voluble serial killer vibe had this to offer: The man is creating toys suitable to the child age group he hopes to attract, and advertising them online.

  • The robot, which reminds the ASP of how he ‘plays at’ being a Normal (a normal human being).
  • The circular saw reminds the killer that he intends to use such a tool to cut up the child’s body prior to barbecuing it.
  • The play barbecue set reminds the killer how he intends to enjoy the act of cannibalism.
  • Each of the toys has a geolocator chip in it, so that the killer can track down and kidnap the children.

I found this interpretation of the online ad outstandingly diabolical from my ‘Normal’ point of view, and at the same time completely plausible from the stance of the Antisocial astral stories I was hearing in the year 2015.

THE TAUNT OR DARE [Torturess]

This was an instance I ran into in Colorado … maybe 2014 or 2015. The question was posed in a disarming manner, by a woman  whom I thought at the time to be a Normal like me. This was one of the conversations with her that got me wondering whether I was being led on or fooled, maybe taunted, by someone who was very different in temperament and inclination what I thought she was …

She said: I think I know where Dylan Redwine’s body is. I can take you there. Want to go?

I said: Where is that?

She said: Floating in Vallecito Lake.

The alarm bells went off. I said: No thanks!

Then the slow turnaround started to happen in my thought processes. Is it just that this woman just has a morbid sense of humor? Did she have something to do with the murder of Dylan Redwine? What in tarnation is going on, I wondered.

THE TEASE [Torturess]

Here is another conversation I had with the same woman, that got me thinking something was up; something I had not encountered amongst acquaintances priorly. What was it? What was I missing? I was being given a cue, but I was not logging onto the meaning. What, I began to wonder, was the hidden meaning?

She said: I just love anatomy. I love to see how the organs go together in the body. Don’t you love it?

I said: No. I couldn’t even stand cutting up pickled frogs in Biology class in school.

She said: Sometimes I walk through a hospital and put one of those anatomy heads into my tote bag.

I got a little scared; I thought: I wonder what is in her freezer? And recovering a little, I thought: Remind me never to get on an organ donor list!

THE CHANGEUP [The Doc]

On the astral airs in late 2015, in Colorado, I heard about this changeup. It seemed at the time that it was being aimed at me, but that may have been an overreaction to the concern about being stalked that I had at the time. Here is how the astral story went …

An antisocial personality had been diagnosed as a schizophrenic or as paranoid schizoid. He was mind controlling someone in power … thus he or she was what might be called a ‘Shadow Leader’. He needed to be in the shadows so that he could mind control the designated Leader into criminal actions on his own behalf; then if the Leader got caught, he or she would ‘take the rap’.

The ‘Shadow Leader” handed the Leader his psychological evaluation, stating it was that of someone he intended to take down.

THE TAKE-DOWN [Castratrux – Basal Vampire or maybe Black Widower – Psychophant]

I have written quite a bit on the Take-Down; see …

Link: “The Take-Down,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 24 February 2018; published on 28 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8pF ..

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Hope this helps! Let’s get the hardened criminals off the streets, and in prison, so that they can do no more harm!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The section “Victory Dance” has been excerpted to … Link: “The Victory Dance,” by Alice B. Clagett, excerpted on 14 April 2020 from a blog published on 15 March 2018; revised on 15 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hzu ..

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Wifer-Hacker,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lMP ..

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Unified Mind: Integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body . by Alice B. Clagett *

Filmed on 6 September 2016; published on 7 September 2016
Previously titled: Integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Characteristics and Limitations of the Mind of the Small Child
      • The Lower Mental Body is like a child before it reaches the age of reason.
    • Qualities of the Left Brain, Which Takes Over When the Age of Reason Is Attained
    • The Faultiness of the Typical Social Construct Is the Presumption That a Person Has Only One Timeline
      • This is the notion upon which the left brain bases its decisions on actions in the world.
    • The Further Left Brain Notion That the Child Must Take the Consequences of His Actions for the Rest of His Life
    • On Rediscovering the Inner Child
      • After decades, when one remembers one’s childhood, one may begin to heal childhood upsets, befriend the inner child, and accept the spontaneity, joy, and laughter of the Lower Mental Body.
    • Unified Mind
      • The left and right brain, the voluntary and involuntary nervous system … all the neurons of the body, can become one Unified Mind.
    • The Boundary Area Between the ‘Child Within’ and the Higher Mind: Where Astral Chatter Arises Prior to Attaining Unified Mind
      • We may hear this in our own energy field, or in that of a friend or family member, and mistakenly think it is the voice of a stranger.
    • As the Boundary Area Begins to Break Down, We Begin to Hear the Voice of the Inner Child
      • It is not a stranger to be put off, ridiculed, or ignored. The way to get rid of the voice is to offer the inner child unconditional love, and an open astral ear.
    • Tiny Electric Charges Going Off In Abdomen
      • After the inner child’s voice is heard, and after it becomes certain that it is loved, that small voice within becomes quiet. Then when one calls the inner child, the energy of the Lower Mental Body may be felt as pinpoints of light or tiny electric charges, that surge upward to the heart.
    • The Sound of the Voice and the Emotion Conveyed Are of Paramount Importance When Talking to the Inner Child
    • Ways to Get in Touch with the Inner Child
      • “A Talk with the Inner Child,” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett, Video and Words
        • Video 2 by Alice
        • Summary of Video 2
      • “You Are the Best Little Child,” Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
        • Soundtrack and Words
      • “A Song for the Inner Child,” Composed and Sung by Alice B. Clagett
        • Soundtrack and Words
      • On Reading or Singing to Our Inner Child
      • On Visualizing a Little Child Sitting on Our Lap
  • MORE INFORMATION
  • PHOTOS BY ALICE

Image: “Man reading to baby” …  https://thumb1.shutterstock.com/display_pic_with_logo/624661/338704538/stock-photo-father-and-child-reading-book-in-sofa-338704538.jpg ..

Dear Ones,

This video is about integrating the Lower Mental Body into the Higher Mental Body so as to achieve Unified Mind.

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I thought I would go into a little more detail about the nature of the relationship between the Lower Mental Body and the Higher Mental Body. It goes like this …

Characteristics and Limitations of the Mind of the Small Child
The Lower Mental Body is like a child before it reaches the age of reason.

When we are small, before we reach the age of reason … when we are little children; toddlers, say … there is a type of intelligence we have, that everybody loves. If you think back to relationship we have with children of that age … to the way that they feel and think and respond to our talking to them and our holding them and feeding them, and so forth, you will begin to understand the nature of the Lower Mental Body.

You may recall that a child of that age needs to be told things again and again, because its memory is not very great. It has some memory of things, especially things like sleeping and eating and walking and so forth; but not so much of a memory of the type of facts that grownups cotton to … things like dates and schedules and calendars … things like timelines, for instance.

It knows about Christmas, because of the feelings associated with Christmas; but typically does not know when Christmas will be … how long from now that might be. So it has no notion of timelines and historical perspective … although it likes to hear stories about that. It likes to hear about how things were, long ago, and so forth.

Also, it does not have much of an ability to reason things through … to work with logic. The left brain, I guess, is not very developed. But intuition is there; that is the right brain, right? And so very young children generally cannot work out problems of math, and usually cannot do geometry. They can play music, because music is kind of a bridge between left-brain mathematics and the intuitive, feeling world.

They also do not have a strong grasp of what is socially acceptable, and what is not; although, from an early age, parents take pains to help them to understand what will help them to get along in society, and what behaviors will not.

So that time before the age of reason … which is maybe eight or nine years of age; maybe a little different … before the age of reason, a child can be instructed in what I would call character or morality … the social niceties. And then after that age begins the formal education in things like mathematics and science, and so forth.

You will also recall how spontaneously the toddler laughs, and how infectious that is; if the toddler laughs, everyone in the room might start laughing too. And how lovable they are … incredibly lovable. And how sweet; how they reflect their moods without a social mask. So for instance, if they get very angry, everyone in the room knows about it.

It takes love and hugs and that kind of thing to calm them down and to bring them back from tears to laughter. So … physical contact … tactile contact … physical stimulation … are extremely important to the toddler’s development. Let’s see what else …

The tone of voice that we use to the toddler is also very important. Moms often have this down. They know exactly which tone of voice to use, to make the child understand that it is deeply loved, so that it can get over its fears … to admonish the child, in case they need to do that, in such a way that it is not destructive to the child’s self-esteem, but still prevents the behavior that must stop from occurring. Yes? So moms have a well modulated way of inculcating social values and morals and so forth. They do it in such a way that the child is not Soul-wounded by the experience.

Now there is always room, in every child’s young life, for a slip-up on the part of the parents, is there not? And parents, without a doubt … down here in this realm of Duality … are bound to slip up occasionally. And so the minor instances, where a parent well meaning and certainly well intended, slips up during a child’s very early youth … those are what we call Soul wounding that the child carries.

So that is what I have to say on the Lower Mental Body, which we all experience in the first few years of our life.

Qualities of the Left Brain, Which Takes Over When the Age of Reason Is Attained

Then when the age of reason is reached, the left brain kicks in; and the left brain typically … because of social approval … peer approval … and especially parental authority, school authority, school teacher approval … the left brain has a tendency to take over, and leave behind the feeling world of childhood.

The truth of the matter is, as the age of reason hits us we become much less lovable. [laughs] And that is because we are hiding behind a social mask. We are calculating what might happen in the future, and figuring out what happened in the past, instead of living in the moment. And we tend to delay our joys, and not follow our heart, because of our notion of timelines.

The Faultiness of the Typical Social Construct Is the Presumption That a Person Has Only One Timeline
This is the notion upon which the left brain bases its decisions on actions in the world.

Timelines are a very interesting and helpful concept for humankind; but not the kind of timeline that we employ after we reach the age of reason. This is because the social construct of timelines is faulty. And I have discussed this in other blogs.

But basically, we can pick whatever timeline we want. We can jump timelines, into any time that we want. We can merge old timelines that are of no value to us, with Awareness timelines that we really like.

So the concept of a static timeline with karmic implications is not very useful now, after the 2012 Shift. Now we have the realm of all possibilities, and we have the ability to jump to any alternate timeline that we wish.

The Further Left Brain Notion That the Child Must Take the Consequences of His Actions for the Rest of His Life

To get back to the poor child, after the age of reason, stuck in the notion that there is only one timeline, and that here he or she has to take the consequences of his or her actions for the rest of his or her life … that they can come to decisions in the world that are incontrovertibly detrimental to them … that they can make fatal mistakes, and that they had better watch out, or else!

Some say: Or else they will go to hell! And others say: Or else they will go to prison! And others say: Or else they will be sent to a mental institution! Or else that they had better see a psychologist or psychiatrist! Or else that they will be sent to detention hall! Or else that they will be flunked out of school! Or else that all kinds of terrible things can happen to a child that does not do what he or she is supposed to do! Right?

These two faulty notions: that of the timeline ‘graven in stone’ and that of the karmic trap we create through our actions, take much of the joy out of our existence, and prevent us from following the heart … for there is that fear; that constant fear of acting in the world in conflict with societal expectations.

On Rediscovering the Inner Child
After decades, when one remembers one’s childhood, one may begin to heal childhood upsets, befriend the inner child, and accept the spontaneity, joy, and laughter of the Lower Mental Body.

The years go on, for this young person who has reached the age of reason. Then … they might be in their twenties or thirties, or much later … they may remember their childhood way of being, and begin to realize that all the neuronal learning … all the wiring for the type of behavior and the ability to receive and project joy, that they experienced in their early years, still exists … basically in the lower intestine, in that area of the body, as the Lower Mental Body.

Some call this ‘getting in touch with the inner child’; it is the same thing. We begin to remember how we were; and we begin to accept all the spontaneity, all the joy and laughter and happiness … just the total joie de vivre of that child … and incorporate it in our own essence.

Unified Mind
The left and right brain, the voluntary and involuntary nervous system … all the neurons of the body, can become one Unified Mind.

In this way the left brain and the right brain join through the corpus callosum. And the neurons of those areas of the head and of the spinal column join with the ‘outer’ neurons … the neurons of the intestine and the other internal organs, and so forth. It all becomes Awareness. We become aware of all these portions of our nervous system … the autonomic nervous system, the involuntary nervous system, the voluntary nervous system … We have a lot of ways of describing all this; but basically, all the nervous system becomes one.

The Boundary Area Between the ‘Child Within’ and the Higher Mind: Where Astral Chatter Arises Prior to Attaining Unified Mind
We may hear this in our own energy field, or in that of a friend or family member, and mistakenly think it is the voice of a stranger.

Sometimes, people become aware of the ‘child within’ … the Lower Mental Body … first, on the clair plane … in themselves. Or more likely, they will clair hear the ‘child within’ their significant other. They may think that their significant other is actually talking to a third party, when in fact, in a pretty much subconscious way … at the borderline between consciousness (which is the Higher Mental Body) and unconsciousness (which is the repressed area of the Lower Mental Body), that ‘astral chatter’ arises in the significant other.

There, in that borderline area of communication … through your own tutelage, or through their own leap into Awareness of Unified Mind … they can become aware of what is going on in the Lower Mental Body.

Do not make the mistake of thinking that they are talking to someone else. They are just coming to consciousness of their own second self … their own ‘better half’, as it were.

As the Boundary Area Begins to Break Down, We Begin to Hear the Voice of the Inner Child
It is not a stranger to be put off, ridiculed, or ignored. The way to get rid of the voice is to offer the inner child unconditional love, and an open astral ear.

I hope this helps in an understanding of what many people are now going through; coming into contact with maybe the ‘sulky’ child, or the child throwing a tantrum, or the little child hiding away and certain that he or she will never be loved. I hope it helps in speaking to that child; reassuring it that it that that child will always be loved … more than anything! … better than anything! … unconditionally loved.

I hope in helps in just listening to that child … as was not done very often, in early childhood. Mom just does not have time to listen to all that prattle, you know? There is a very great deal of talking that needs to be heard from the Lower Mental Body, by the Higher Mental Body. So … with patience … with love … we can come to the fullness of understanding of who we are, in the mental realms.

Tiny Electric Charges Going Off In Abdomen
After the inner child’s voice is heard, and after it becomes certain that it is loved, that small voice within becomes quiet. Then when one calls the inner child, the energy of the Lower Mental Body may be felt as pinpoints of light or tiny electric charges, that surge upward to the heart.

I ought to talk for a minute or two about what happened to me after I became more familiar with my Lower Mental Body, my ‘inner child’. We had a few talks, over a few days, and then a week or so later. And then after that it seemed like the emotional affect that had been left over from childhood mellowed out … as if the personality of the inner child changed, and became more trusting and loving and open.

I began to sense tiny electric charges going off in my colon and then my other internal organs. When I called the inner child, I could feel the electric energy … I could pinpoint sensations of electric energy coursing up, to meet in and meld with my heart.

It became less of an experience of a personality there (as in the beginning), than of a unifying of a field of energy that had to do with the electrical operation of the neurons in my body … both in my head and in my spine, and in various places elsewhere. This sensation of all that becoming united, I call the experience of Unified Mind.

The Sound of the Voice and the Emotion Conveyed Are of Paramount Importance When Talking to the Inner Child

One thing that I have found out about my inner child, is that the sound of my voice, and the emotion I am conveying, are the most important thing. When I speak to my inner child, what I am trying to convey a feeling of enthusiastic love … the kind of love that lasts forever … the kind of love that no circumstance will ever contravene … the kind of love that a mom has while playing with her young child. It is this, the sound of the voice, and the emotion conveyed, that heal the inner child.

Here are an image and a video of a mom talking to her young child … just to give a notion of the way that the voice sounds, and the types of words that are used, which are so effective in healing the inner child, the child within …

Image: Woman holding smiling baby daughter on lap, Credit: Sasha Gulish … http://www.gettyimages.com/detail/photo/woman-holding-baby-daughter-in-her-lap-high-res-stock-photography/523355146 ..

Video: Mom talking to baby, by Danielle Lowe, 19 July 2015 … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdLKpxktJB4 ... Notice the eye contact, the emotional content, and the way the voices sound. Notice the mom’s repetitive phrases, and the baby’s very simple replies.

 I call them the ‘lost children of the Soul,’ as we may have more than one … a couple … or one that keeps changing, expressing childhood wounding situations.

Ways to Get in Touch with the Inner Child

It is a very interesting journey: Taking the hand of the inner child, and going on that journey of the upsets of early childhood. Let’s see … Here are a few ways of talking …

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“A Talk with the Inner Child”
Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Video and Words
6 September 2016

Here is a conversation … just my side of the conversation … followed by No you don’t! on the other side … I am not going to talk about that side! …

Video 2 by Alice

Summary of Video 2: Soundtrack and Words

 

I love you!  …  [whispered response: No you don’t!]
I love you!!  …  [whispered response: No you don’t!]
I love you more than anything!  …  [whispered response: Well, maybe!]

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“You Are the Best Little Child”
Channeled by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
6 September 2016

 

You are the best little child!
You are the sweetest little child!
You are the nicest little child in the whole wide world!
I love you! Yes, I do!

. . . . .

And here is a song for the inner child …

“A Song for the Inner Child”
Composed and Sung by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
6 September 2016

 

You can count on me! Woo-hoo!
You can count on me! Ah-ha!
No matter what!
No matter what!
You can count on me!

. . . . .

On Reading or Singing to Our Inner Child. There may be those who just do not like that idea of talking baby talk like that, or just do not have the experience. And so I have another idea for developing a friendship with the inner child … one that anybody in the whole, wide world can do …

When we were young, most of us enjoyed hearing nursery rhymes and the golden books … the children’s stories … that our parents read to us. And that inner child that is within our gut … down in our ‘lower triangle’ … still remembers those stories. So a fail-safe way of developing this relationship … this unified mind … is to find some children’s books … some nursery rhymes and children’s stories … and then just read them ourselves, maybe right before bedtime. Guaranteed to work, over time!

This is the last thing along those lines; and that lullabies and songs from childhood … to buy some of those old CDs with the lullabies and songs on them, and play them right before bedtime.

These are some of the many ways to befriend the Lower Mental Body: Enthusiastic, motherly ‘baby talk’; singing it little made-up songs; reciting nursery rhymes and children’s stories; or playing lullabies and songs from childhood. I believe, amongst all those tools, there will be something that is bound to work for you.

On Visualizing a Little Child Sitting on Our Lap. As you employ these techniques, imagine and visualize that you actually have a little child sitting on your lap. Imagine it is smiling and laughing happily as you talk to it or sing to it. This act of visualization is very important to the technique, as it brings forth the wholeness of feeling from your energy field that will be needed for the transformation and unification process to take place. 

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

The phrase ‘inner child’, I feel, is itself an ‘image word’ that deeply affects the subconscious mind, whose language consists of image words. For more on the language of the inner mind, see …

Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..

See also my blog category: Inner child – lost children of the Soul – repressed memories – repressed emotions

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Image: “Yellow Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Yellow Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Yellow and Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Yellow and Pink Rose,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Subconscious Symbolism: ‘Sucker’ Operation. Also: M2M Leader of Hetero Group . by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 13 February 2016; published on 20 February 2016

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Astral Group of Con Artists
    • Motto: We Will Sucker You
    • Subconscious Meaning Mixup: Sucker – Succor
    • M2M Group Leader
    • Subconscious Glom of the Homonym ˈSə-kər: Sucker – Lollipop – Suck ‘Her’ – Fellatio
    • Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind: ‘Image Words’
    • Image Word 1: Sucker as Lollipop
    • Image Word 2: ‘Suck Her’ as Fellatio
    • Black Magic Binding Down of Memories of Acts of Infidelity
    • W2W Subconscious Redirect by M2M Group Leader
    • M2W Divorces Predicted
    • M2M Male Group Member Relations Predicted
    • Need for Clearing of the Subconscious ‘Play’

Dear Ones,

Here is a continuation of the subconscious symbolism thread, to do with the word ‘sucker’ and its homophone ‘succour’ … and the visual images of a lollipop and of fellatio. Also, astral intel on how the interactions between an M2M group leader and the heterosexual women in his group of con artists plays out. There is a moderately edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have a very interesting addition to the stories regarding subconscious mind and symbolism. I will call this story fiction …

Astral Group of Con Artists

Imagine that there might be a hypothetical group of people in the world, whose purpose as a group is to be a con operation. I am sure you have imagined such a thing before.

Motto: We Will Sucker You

The motto of such a group might be ‘to sucker people’. You know that term ‘sucker [fool or trick] people’ … to get people to be patsies [pushovers] … to get money from them, and so forth.

Subconscious Meaning Mixup: Sucker – Succor

So the motto of a hypothetical confidence operation might be: We will ‘sucker’ you. And that does not mean ‘help’ … ‘succor’ or ‘succour’, as in ‘aid’. It means ‘sucker’, as in “We will rob you and loot you and so forth” … ‘sucker you’. [laughs]

M2M Group Leader

So there is this term. And suppose this hypothetical group had a leader that preferred male-to-male [M2M] contact in the sexual realm … and suppose the group comprised both men and women.

Subconscious Glom of the Homonym ˈSə-kər: Sucker – Lollipop – Suck ‘Her’ – Fellatio

We are talking about astral negative stories playing out right now; that is all … not about physical reality.

Suppose the leader’s very deep subconscious mind had the notion that, if the women in the group were to offer him the sexual service of … what is it called, when a woman orally stimulates a man’s sexual organs [fellatio] … suppose, in his subconscious mind, he were to say that they would ‘lollipop’ him; he would be their lollipop.

And if, in his subconscious mind, because of his receptive M2M rectal intercourse preference, he were to term himself ‘her’, then his subconscious may construe the world ‘sucker’ as ‘suck her’, meaning ‘suck me’.

You can see what is going on is a play, in the subconscious mind, between a number of homonyms … ‘sucker’, ‘succor’ or ‘succour’, ‘suck her’ … words or phrases that are spelled differently but pronounced the same … ˈsə-kər … The subconscious mind gloms together all these, and depicts them as two very concrete visual images with high emotional affect.

Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind: ‘Image Words’

You know how concrete subconscious imaging is?  It is very physical. The vocabulary of the subconscious mind is constitute of ‘image words’. These are still images (or else ultra-short videoclips) to which is attached high emotional affect.

Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..

Image Word 1: Sucker as Lollipop

It is thus both understandable and predicable that the first image through which the subconscious mind of the group leader might depict the word ˈsə-kər is that of a lollipop, together with a sensation of gustatory satisfaction. It does not mean some abstract thing: neither help or aid, nor patsying somebody … It does not mean any of that; it means ‘lollipop’, the little child thing …

A clinging wrapper.

Day 110 - #Photo365 - Cling

Image: Lollipop, Day 110 – #Photo365 – Cling, from https://www.flickr.com/photos/threar/17217858992 … CC BY-SA 2.0 … DESCRIPTION: A clinging wrapper. Day 110 – #Photo365 – Cling

Image: Lollipop, Day 110 – #Photo365 – Cling, from https://www.flickr.com/photos/threar/17217858992 … CC BY-SA 2.0 … DESCRIPTION: A clinging wrapper. Day 110 – #Photo365 – Cling

Image Word 2: ‘Suck Her’ as Fellatio

The second image through which the subconscious mind of the group leader might depict the word ˈsə-kər might be a visualization, looking down, of his penis being orally stimulated, along with a pleasurable sensation of sexual stimulation.

In the case of today’s astral story, it might take on both meanings and be represented by both ‘image words’, viewed in quick succession, like slides passing quickly through a slide projector.

Everybody in this organization ‘suckers’ people. And if the leader can get the women … whom he does not really prefer in a sexual context … to ‘sucker’ him, then their instinct to ‘sucker’ or ‘con’ is satisfied through the sex act. As I have mentioned before, it aligns their psychic cords to him sexually. And the leader then feels comfortable and protected to go ahead and have sexual relations with men. This act of oral sexual stimulation might be perceived by the hypothetical leader as paying of homage … as an act of fealty.

Black Magic Binding Down of Memories of Acts of Infidelity

I note also that, from my clair observation, male infidelity is bound down, on the astral plane, by turgid layers of black magic memory repression. I feel this has to do with men fearing the consequences of women finding out about their acts of infidelity (and most likely vice versa for acts of infidelity by a woman). In the case of the partner spurned, it seems to me binding down of forgetfulness, on the astral plane, has to do with hope that the partner will remain faithful, and trust often based on memories of parental roles, or on early inculcation of societal expectations.

W2W Subconscious Redirect by M2M Group Leader

Now if this leader is married, that would be a societal complication, due to societal expectations. Suppose he were married. In that case the astral play, in the Dark network … in the deep unconscious realm … would be like this …

The heterosexual women in the group are psychically bound to the leader because of this subterfuge, this act of oral copulation that is taking place between him and all the women in the group. When these heterosexual women approach him sexually, then he will bounce them to his wife.

Clairaudiently, I seemed to hear this taking place on the deep unconscious plane: My wife, take care of this. And she will attempt to relate to them woman-to-woman [W2W] so that their unwanted sexual energy will be diverted from his own.

M2W Divorces Predicted 

One unfortunate ramification of this astral story is that the women who ‘sucker’ the leader will be divorced from their own husbands, because the psychic cords that are developed have to do with them and the leader. So their husbands will wander off into new relationships. That is my opinion about it.

M2M Male Group Member Relations Predicted

And all the men in the group will be naturally drawn to the male-male [M2M] interaction in the sexual realm, if the leader prefers homosexuality.

Need for Clearing of the Subconscious ‘Play’

Really, the need for an clearing of the subconscious mind is all that is going on here. Basically, this video is just about the way the subconscious mind construes the honomym ˈsə-kər and how that can get mixed up with acting out, in the physical realm, during the Ascension process. It is a wild story, I have to say! It is a good thing that it is hypothetical.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “‘Image Words’: The Vocabulary of the Subconscious Mind,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cS5 ..

succour

Image: Shrine of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour … Picture of Virgin Mary and Christ Child, J4844 : Shrine of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour, St Patrick’s Church, Downpatrick. The original icon of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour is housed in the Redemptorist Chiesa di Sant’Alfonso di Liguori all’Esquilino in Rome … from Geograph … © Copyright Eric Jones and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons License: CC BY-SA 2.0

Image: Shrine of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour … Picture of Virgin Mary and Christ Child, J4844 : Shrine of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour, St Patrick’s Church, Downpatrick. The original icon of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour is housed in the Redemptorist Chiesa di Sant’Alfonso di Liguori all’Esquilino in Rome … from Geograph … © Copyright Eric Jones and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons License: CC BY-SA 2.0

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